#honest answers promised

[dreadfuldevotee]

the hardest thing for me in this place is that there's like no way to get across the fact that I just say whatever sentence is funniest to me in the moment. Sometimes, there is not a single kernel of truth in this joke. But also sometimes it is deeply rooted in my philosophy and I will get mad if you don't understand that. I believe in lying on the internet but also in cursing people out for accusing me of lying about the wrong things. multitudes, I contain hmmm

[randomminty]

please i am BEGGING for you to drop the other roleswap champion designs,,, i had no idea how hard cynthia would slay in lance’s fit and my animal brain is now starving for roleswap steven and lance if you ever feel confident enough to post them,,,,,;

[insert meme of guy on his hands and knees offering a wad of fanned-out dollar bills here]

TY JUST FOR YOU ANON…. i redrew my old designs. I still cant figure out stevens design but this will do

Just for fun ill throw my old designs/brainstorming under a read more too!

This is a year old. Theyre so ugly. Okay

[starrook]

“ Happy birthday, Alcryst! ”  Having rehearsed getting that greeting down just right, no stumble in sight, Lapis is all smiles upon pulling it off successfully.  “ I made you a present. Here! ”

There's absolutely no hiding it, her having carried a somewhat big case with her this whole way. She gingerly passes it over to him, encouraging him to open it and take a peek inside. What awaits him is a violin and bow set in a sleek, dark, plush interior.

“ It's been a while since I've heard you play. I've wondered if maybe you didn't bring it with you? So I figured I'd make you one to have any time you feel like playing while we're here, ”  she explains. She's certain it's not as splendid of quality as what he had access to back in Brodia, but she's glad she's had experience making a violin before for her neighbors if only so she could have the confidence to present him with one crafted by her own hands here and now.  “ I made your case a little bigger than it had to be. Figured you might be able to get more use out of the accessory pocket if it had some more room. Though, obviously, it can't be anything too big. ”

Though that wasn't the only reason she'd made it bigger. Upon peeking into the accessory pocket, a closer examination would reveal that the plush covering can be lifted to show a hidden message carved into the case's wood. It reads: 'You make me so happy every day.'

Just thinking about it lying in there in wait makes Lapis start to fidget, suddenly feeling embarrassed for having left it as an extra surprise even though she'd been more than content the whole time she'd been carving it for him.

“ ...I-I'm sure you've got plans with your family today! ”  she rushes to speak to distract him from investigating too much into her present for him.  “ But if you have any extra time to spare, I've taken the day off! So... Yeah! You, um, could say that's my other gift for you today if you want... ”

Lapis is one of the first people Alcryst sees today, as he hoped. “Thank you,” he replies warmly, though he can’t help but be distracted by the instrument case Lapis carries. A violin, maybe a viola? Wait—“What, you made this?!”

Alcryst doesn’t doubt Lapis’ honesty, nor her skill, but he can’t wrap his head around the beautiful violin within the case. As soon as he lays eyes on it, he closes the case for a moment, then opens it again. It’s still there! “This is, I can’t imagine how much time you’ve spent on this…!” Alcryst wonders how much of the material was scavenged and how much of it was bought. Running his hands along the velvet lining, he imagines Lapis working tirelessly to get the details just right, the love she put into her work…

Alcryst grins, an easy and genuine smile that comes naturally to him. “I…” he chuckles nervously as giddy delight settles in his heart. “I, I don’t know what to say. Just a ‘thank you’ wouldn’t be enough.” So he closes the case carefully and pulls Lapis into a hug. Where his words fail him, he hopes this will convey the depths of his gratitude. Alcryst squeezes her tight. “I love you,” he whispers, just for the two of them to hear. “Thank you for this.”

Alcryst is reluctant to let go, but eventually he does, hands still resting on her arms. “That’s good… I’m glad you’re taking the day off, if only to rest. You work so hard after all. And please know you’re welcome to join us today! I’m sure Father and Diamant have something planned, though I don’t know what…”

He has an idea, though. Last year Diamant took him fishing. And Dad always likes to make a big spectacle out of his birthdays. Alcryst is sure he’ll be running around most of the day. But this year, when he thinks of what he wants to do with Lapis, he imagines their time together to be quieter and more intimate. “There’s still some time before that though…” Alcryst offers shyly. He tucks his hair behind his ear. “Do you wanna go to my room and, um, cuddle…?”

[blackswallowtailbutterfly]

Still haven't messaged my mom back. And I don't think I'm going to.

[artsandstoriesandstuff]

Me looking through all the reblogs/comments from people genuinely concerned about my wellbeing:

[papertowness]

So now that I told you to listen to Cold Spring Harbor there is Lore you should know. The original album was mastered at the wrong speed and came out sounding like a chipmunk. This was later corrected and it was reissued and the reissue is the version on streaming services etc, but the new label made some other changes and a lot of fans are loyal to the original. You can find uploads where people corrected the original themselves and I do like it better in some ways but I mostly listen to the reissue because it's easier and like idk it's still good. I'm not that intense about it. Billy Joel thinks the reissue still sounds wrong and says of this album "Don't buy it. If you can, steal it." but it's a great album I think he's just not over the trauma of it getting messed up in the first place.

personally if i got an album recorded at chipmunk frequency i’d take the opportunity to do the biggest bit ever . yeah that’s actually my voice guys . they usually pitch it down . no my voice is only ‘ normal ‘ right now because of extensive years of voice training . yeah i know super messed up . i got bullied in school

[diamondnokouzai]

would you guys be mad if i said it was kinda hot that christians eat the flesh of the dude that saved their immortal souls every week.

[seeyouonsaturn]

Hello! I've recentlyl found your blog and it's made me so nostalgic. You've managed to find fanart that I thought was lost to time. I was in love with prowl back in 2009 and these days he's a platonic f/o! I ship to optimus and bulkhead now! I'd very much like to hear about your oc! (selfshipping-haven)

AW THANK YOU!! God yeah he was my first real love tbh. I'd had little baby crushes before but Prowl unlocked things in me I didn't even know I had when I discovered TFA in 2011. I didn't even really speak English back then, I didn't understand half of what those guys were even saying but he was everything to me.

I haven't thought about transformers in over a decade until I recently made a new friend who's a fan, and at some point TFA came up and I sort of mentioned that I used to be in love with Prowl, so then one thing led to another and I looked him up just for nostalgia and oh. I remember him. We were in love. Turns out those feelings never left. So here I am.

Thinking back now I realized that there's a lot of things about my personality/me as a person that connect back to Prowl, because kid me wanted to be more like him, and I did, but I completely forgot where it all started. I do love that I succeeded to grow into a person he would like, it means so much to me. Coming back to TFA honestly feels like coming home. Returning to my roots.

Anyway, excuse the autistic rambling <3 I much appreciate this ask, it means a lot that someone actually cares enough to ask!! Looking at your blog though, I don't think you'd like Trixie very much, since her ship/story is pretty fucked up lmao.

I have two OCs I ship with Prowl (HEAR ME OUT LOL) mom said i could have two Prowl ships

So. The first one, Ash, I made when I was 13, and they were a very made-by-autistic-child-esque overpowered self-insert. They had a different name and gender back then because I did too but the concept remains sort of the same: Prowl falls in love with a human, all is good for a while, and then there is an accident that results in Ash nearly dying, becoming techno-organic to save their life, and sporting a huge scar. I thought it was awesome, then later decided it was cringe, and now I realized it's actually based af so I revived them. I am cringe but I am free. Ash is great.

Enjoy a preview. Kitty cat. I love cats more than anything and this is a self insert so of COURSE they have kittycat ears!! Probably processor over matter'd them into existence too through sheer willpower. Because they're neat.

But I did have a phase in I think 2019 where I briefly got back into TFA (but not deeply) and wanted a new OC, because I was in a very sad "noooo you can't ever make anything ✨️cringe✨️" phase. Dark times. I don't know why I let people convince me there could ever be harm in my joy. So I scrapped Ash and made a bot OC instead, because the whole humanxbot thing felt too self-indulgent to be allowed. And thus came Bird. (She also had a different name, but I revamped her completely in the past weeks).

I love Bird. She's honestly my main transformers oc. Bird starts out as a decepticon named PHANTOM-2918-4 (aka Phantom), who's tasked to spy on the Autobots, but over time she instead falls in love with Earth's nature and critters and realizes she wants to protect them, not harm them. Prowl decides to take a chance on her and train her (since Yoketron took a chance on him too). She changes her name to Bird because she loves birds most, since they can fly like her, but the ability isn't associated with evil.

Unlike Ash though, Bird x Prowl doesn't have a good ending because in Bird!canon, the finale still happens. She stays behind on Earth alone after everyone else leaves to protect it and honor Prowl's memory, but he's very much gone. She gets Yoketron's helmet. Their ship song is actually what this blog is named after (Saturn from Sleeping at Last).

[honeyblockm]

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[mckinlily]

Hey! I've been following you for a while and just had a request. If you don't mind, could you tag your us politics posts? I'd appreciate it a lot!

Hi, thanks for bringing this up with me! I totally understand needing a break from politics or just a space where it isn’t in your face.

Here’s the thing: I am absolutely terrible at being consistent with tagging. I’m often on tumblr when I’m most brain-dead which means sometimes I reach for anything and my brain goes “bzzzzt no words found.” Yes, even simple tags are including in that. Brain said no, stars are not aligned, come back next week. You’ll notice even MY posts struggle to have consistent tagging, and there I have a very selfish motive to be able to find them easily again. I love blabbing in the tags, but being consistent? *laughs in stressed induced brain fog*

Which is all to say, I could try, but I guarantee I’d miss some posts or forget to tag anything after a month or just misspell something and now it gets past the filter or forget what counts as “USA” or “politics.” (Do not underestimate the ability for my tired brain to go absolutely off the rails attempting to categorize things and come up with a definition that is simultaneously too deep and absolutely useless).

If you really don’t want to see us politics, whether because it’s triggering or upsetting or just straight up not something you’re interested in, I totally understand. I can’t promise my blog will be a safe place for that or that I can tag what I reblog consistently enough to be helpful though. Absolutely no hard feelings if you need to unfollow or block me because of that. Stay safe! 💞

[goblinbeetle]

hello! sorry to bother you but could you tag vore please?

Oh uh- It's not meant to be vore, I'm sorry 😭

[tenebriism]

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Salty AF Munday Meme - [ ACCEPTING ] ;; ☀ What's your rp pet peeve?

// Oh dear, I must choose only one? Well, alright. Uhh, I guess people who act like they're owed attention and either get pissy at people who don't give it to them ( for valid reasons ), or threaten to delete/disappear every 5 minutes because they're not the star of the dashboard. Don't get me wrong, I, personally, am absolutely horrible at divvying up my attention and cannot hold multiple conversations, so I understand getting discouraged if it feels like some folks, like myself, are being neglectful, but there's a difference between the blogs that don't get a lot of love and deserve it, and the blogs that DO get a lot of love and start convulsing when the spotlight isn't on them for a bit.

I don't like attention hoarders. We all have lives, we all have limits. Sit down and breathe, your mutuals still love you, you're not hated because you lost one follower, etc, etc, etc. :I They may just not be in the right headspace, or their focus is on other things. Tumblr is a hobby, not a job.

[seariii]

Kotoko - 2, 5, 11, and 12!

Hiiii pretty person! Good morning!! I love you a lot, it always makes me happy to see you... What if I crawl in your arms and hug you for a little while that would be nice

Oh this is such a good excuse to watch everything again, did you know I love you? Thank you

2. Favorite mv moment/frame?

I reaaaaaally love how she looks right at the beginning when she is sleeping and wakes up... She also looks so cute when she blinks looking at the monitor... And when she's remembering the horrors and her face is distressed... And when she looks at both sides with her eyes, how her hair moves so cutely... And when she smiles and we see her fangs... I seem to really like the scenes where we have a close up to her face

5. Favorite voice drama/line momen

I love her girlboss energy on t1

OKAY LOOK, I COMPLETELY FORGOT THST SHE GOES "warden. No... Es. Would you like to join forces with me?" AND I FREAKED OUT BECAUSE ON SAORI'S T2 SHE DOES THAT "warden.... No.... Es. [...]" I FORGOT SHE DID THAT AND THATS NOW A PARALLEL

I think my favorite moment from t1 VD would be when Es asks her if what she meant was that killing/murder isn't related with the concept of evil or good, and she confirms that and says that sometimes that's your only option to protect the weaklings. (Special mention: "when that time comes, let me be your fangs")

On T2, I love how she apologizes immediately for not being able to beat up Amane and Mikoto, it's so messed up of her to say that. I also love her calling out Es for excusing psychological torture that pushes the prisoners to a horrible mental state, but drawing the line on physical pain. And the whole talk about "karmatic retribution". I think my favorite moment is when Es is breaking down and she goes to "comfort" them.

11. What are your favorite points about their story and the narrative surrounding them?

Oooh!! Okay!! I absolutely LOVE the vigilantism thing she has going on. The fact that evil, or well, bad people can not be forgiven and deserve to be punished. But I wish to peek into her brain and see exactly what it is that conforms that concept for her, I don't think my someone who "deserves punishment" is the same as her someone who "deserves punishment", if that makes sense...

I really love her black and white morals and views of the world, I think that's my favorite part, it's something subtle but that shapes her whole story. If she knew to look at the gray area, she wouldn't have ended up like she has.

12. What do you wish would be discuss more often about them in the fandom?

Her past and motivations, probably... I do see some posts about it, but... Idk I feel it needs more

[skyloftian-nutcase]

Have you ever read the bookmarks on your fics? Some of these are really funny

I love finding hidden gems in the bookmarks! 😂 I haven’t been on AO3 all that much recently, so there might be some I’ve missed if anybody’s bookmarked anything recently.

[tigerdrop-official]

hi >~<< Is there a tag that u or the other miras block??? So like You won't see it if i post certain fanart >~<

Tyty Tigerdopppppppp

i don't know about the other holders but i don't have any miraculous or miraculous fandom related tags i have blocked

[mashmouths]

just curious.... who is your ***** tag for? i see a lot of violence associated with that tag.... whoever ***** is is going through it....

see if i answered this then everyone would know and the asterisks would be moot........ rest assured that i only wish loving cartoon-style violence on *****