#holy fuck this was so relieving
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You know what? I will admit that my parents have supported me endlessly. They have provided me with numerous opportunities and supported me to get where I am. And that I appreciate.
However, that does not require me to continue having a good relationship with them later in life. Just because they support (kinda) my decisions, doesn't mean they're the best people.
You can love a queer person but still damaging to the community in other ways. Plus they have many other issues.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that someone can be a decent parent, but a bad person.
And guess what? My parents are in fact people, and I can treat them as such.
#khitty talks#vent#kinda#holy fuck this was so relieving#im constantly feeling like shit cuz i hate them so much but they are in fact helping me and even supportive in some ways#i dont have to have the shittiest parents in the world to not want to have a relationship with them#CHILDREN DO NOT OWE THEIR PARENTS SHIT
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one of my favorite things about zedaph is that on a server full of people that find strange and oft-overlooked minecraft mechanics or rare events and then see just how far they can push them in the name of spectacle or efficiency or world-breaking, zed is over here finding these mechanics in order to do the weirdest things he can think of in as entertaining a manner as possible
like i 100% have faith in zedaph's theoretical ability to be just as efficient or spectacular or world-breaking. if he wanted to do that stuff, i trust that he absolutely could. but thats so far from being his priority. instead, hes going to spend around a week of irl time focused entirely on eventually having the good luck to spawn in something insanely rare so that he can convert it into something even rarer, the result of which being something that 99% of the server reacts with complete and utter shock that it even exists in the first place, just because its zany and funny and he wanted to. and i love that
#zedaph#hermitcraft#genuinely i adore the clucky few project im not even done watching the episode and i had to pause and make this post#i saw impulses video first and went ''that HAS to be some sort of datapack or something-''#only to immediately go ''no. no it cant be. because this is zed#and its practically a trademark of his to push the limits of the game as far as possible in the direction least expected#not for the purpose of efficiency or spectacle or intimidation or whatever like some players who push limits#but purely for the purpose of making something so funny you cant help but laugh at whats going on#and maybe being a bit impressed that he ever thought of it in the first place''#at which point i went ''holy shit. since its zed doing this. somehow he ACTUALLY got a villager on a chicken. with no cheats. thats INSANE'#i was relieved when i checked my subscriptions to see what the next video i had to watch was and saw he would be next in line#bc if i had to sit through 19 other hermits videos before i could watch his and find out what the fuck he was doing i would have been so sa#sidenote but i feel like a zed video where he interacts with this many other people all in the same video is so rare#idk i didnt watch season 9 and i know he started collabing a lot more w/ other hermits then#so maybe its not nearly as rare these days#but like the last one that *i* saw where he interacted with this many people at once was towards the end of season 8#when all the people he experimented on earlier in the season came back to experiment on him#and like i would like zeds videos with or without the collabs. but its a lot of fun to see him interact with people#so its very cool to me when he does it with a lot of people all in the same video
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ok.
ok I'm glad it's not just me.
there are so many fucking weirdos out there rn on archive of our own insisting that people tag "ooc" for every goddamn fanfic-
you know back in my day, people were just bad at writing in character fanfics and you just moved the fuck on and read something else.
but apparently it's becoming common to insist people "tag" every fucking little thing.
even things like "ooc" which is something that's not even always intentional.
but oh id better "tag" that these characters are ooc because they're not FUCKING in canon either...
it's like asking people to tag that the fanfic is not canon - like no fucking shit.
teenagers.
this has gotta be teenagers who don't know how to just x out of a fanfic they don't like.
incredible. insane.
I'm so glad I'm not the only one.
#holy fuck im so relieved#here i was thinking am i a bad person#no#yall are nuts#tag ooc - bitch what if im a bad writer#piss off#go read a fanfic written by someone else and zip it#this is my hobby#you didnt pay me to entertain you#youre responsible for your own entertainment
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Yukine's journey toward acceptance of the life that was robbed of him, this time with finality, exemplifies the emotional and beautifully rendered arc that has defined his character.
Yukine finally accepting the reality of his death. Yukine stepping out from the fridge that contained memories of what was once his life. Yukine freeing himself from the shackles of his trauma. Yukine running to protect the person who cherished him the most in the world. Yukine standing up to an abusive father. Yukine wholeheartedly apologizing. Yukine's growth, and Yato tearing up as he stretches his little arms to pull him for an embrace.
Yukine's gratitude for what Yato did for him is evident throughout the series. He was given a name more precious than any other. He was treated like a human--an ordinary teenage boy. And life after that was one exciting journey after another. Now, Yukine can no longer be entirely consumed by the horrors of his past because he knows that his reality with Yato is so much brighter. Far brighter.
Yukine could break out from that refrigerator because of the true, sincere, and nurturing love shown by the only father figure in his life. Yato has said multiple times throughout the series that Yukine was his priority above all else, and Yukine was the only person he swore to protect the most. Hell, he even went straight to hug him after Yukine apologized for turning into that form! Yato did not need to summon Yukine. Yukine came to protect Yato on his own decision. As he always did.
The journey to their healing will be painful, and this chapter shows that Yato and Yukine will face it together. No more secrets and no more miscommunications. They will help and be by each other's side as they always have, not only as god and shinki but, this time, as family.
"I will not let him die. Not Yato. No matter what happens... I swear I won't let anyone take him from me!" -Yukine, Noragami Vol. 17 Chapter 67.
#noragami manga#noragami 104.2#ah yes i've finally calmed down#i am still however sad as fuck but at the same time relieved#my boys have reconciled and i look forward to the yato and yukine duo once again :')#i was rereading my fave chapters and i missed seeing them in battle TOGETHER#hopefully we get that next chapter when they completely annihilate father <3#i love them so much and i love this series sm#i will never shut up abt them man. their father and son dynamic is one of the best and i will stand by this till the day i die#i remember a post i made abt hoping yukine's life w yato will outweigh the grief of his past#and it did :'))))) it really did. yukine realized that himself and now he is back with yato#he is back by yato's side. the place where he rightfully belongs#i'm so emotional rn holy shit i've had this chapter dominate my head for the whole day today#anw WAR IS OVER LADIES Yukine has come back home 😭🫶#noragami#noragami spoilers#yukine#yato#mine
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so guess who nearly got locked out of all his accounts because he got a new phone and forgot to transfer his 2factor authentication credentials
all in the wake of a major hurricane in which it's been difficult to shop for basic necessities and flush toilets/run water reliably. fun times! But I do have my accounts secured again and am back
#what a fucking week it's been#I'm so relieved we didn't lose power#but so much of the rest of the city did that it's basically been like living in covid shutdown again#there are still intersections without functioning lights gah#my 2fa was just a boneheaded moment on my part though#but holy hell that was a few days of heart attack#I am... le tired
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!!!!!!
#holy shit. I just got into college#not the cool art school but still. /A/college.#holy fuck I’m so relieved right now#I have been absolutely crippled by anxiety and unable to make college progress for like two years#and I’ve been so fucking scared of missing the deadlines and having to wait another year to apply#but I finally did it. I got in. I can fucking breathe. I’m going SOMEWHERE.#I officially just overcame one of the worst anxiety hurdles of my entire life. holy fuck
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i was so overcome with emotion today i cried my eyes out in a parking lot before hitting the highway, but not even because i feel sad…like im sure the sadness will hit me later that it’s over and 2ourdust in general is Over, but that was probably the happiest cry i’ve ever had in my fucking life about how fall out boy even remembered what somerset went through and CARED enough to make it up to us by giving us the most insane best show fucking ever last night ☹️❤️❤️❤️❤️ fall out boy forever and ever and ever and ever and ever if you even care
#when pete mentioned somerset the first time last night it made me cry :( <333#and even that acknowledgement without the crazy fucking 8balls would have been redemption enough for me#but then 🥹🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#this is doing terrible things for my parasocial tendencies but holy fuck fall out boy forever!!!!!!!!!!!#i said i would kind of stop at 4 fob tattoos BITCH NO IM ABOUT TO GET 20 MORE IDC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#what a truly special band they are i’m crying again as i type this#i’m also so relieved it all worked out bc when i bought the tickets i was like. will i make this work uhhh we’ll see……#but it worked out and the car troubles and tom’s injury didn’t hold us back BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#also it was unexpectedly emotional for me that they played tkaa bc my first ever fob show had that song ☹️❤️❤️#what a special way to tie it back to my first ever show ughh i love fob
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absolutely infuriating that my manager is going On And On about my “time management” when a) I’m doing the workload of two techs; b) as i have said to her ad nauseum, most delays are completely out of my control; c) if i try and go any faster i start making mistakes and compromising image quality and patient care which are, yknow, non-negotiable imo. Not that management cares since they just want As Much Money Many Patients Scanned As Possible and d) I’m literally Just A Grad and starting off in my career and frankly, doing a better job and putting more effort than a lot of the other more experienced techs around me who cbf to maintain even the bare minimum of professional standards a lot of the time
#my imposter syndrome is very much relieved when i see that another tech has taken and submitted absolutely Dogshit X-rays#like so bad even a student would be ashamed to have taken them#but nope I’m the one who’s the problem according to my manager#since i refuse to lower my (completely reasonable and expected) standards to Make Line Go Up#again. these people don’t know shit about medical imaging. and yet they are telling us how to do our fucking jobs#no wonder everyone is fucking leaving#holy personal post batman
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worst texts to receive from the worst person you know
#hi girl…. i did not agree to any plans and i don’t want to hang out with you#oh holy fuck me and lydia live so close to *** now it’s horrible#genuinely um relieved for the roommate to not have to live with him anymore. like#i think i would’ve killed myself by now just given the part suffering bc of roommates as well but that would be a special kind of hell#abby talks#* past suffering. and etc
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im actually genuinely crying rn my friends like being around me and talking to me. i didnt know i needed to hear it that bad isohuvdklhfv
#ezra vents#my head fucking hurts from crying i feel so relieved#like. im not just an annoying kid. holy shit#i hate anxiety and wondering if im not actually wanted around
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found out the professor i considered a good friend until i saw his twitter actually hates me and has been nice to me only for politeness. so fun 👍
#considering hes a fascist and flirted with students including me i cant say im surprised but holy shit.#yes i definitely fell for his charm for like a whole year and deluded myself into thinking he likes me a lot more than he did#that was before i found out he is a fascist. on one hand im relieved bc i never have to talk to him again#on the other im so fucking done dude this happens to me too much. someone is nice but fully hates me is too common in my life#i will recover. one friend and i are hanging saturday and another is coming over sunday#so at least i have this much#but if this happens again i cant guarantee i'll bounce back lol 👍#statement.txt
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Might have my transportation figured out. Maybe. But won't lose my job regardless!
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well i need to go to bed but i took a psychosis screen for funsies (idle curiosity. mild and well managed psychosis over here) and. One. got Extremely jumpscared by a question. which to clarify i have always been aware that the thing is a psychosis thing but like i didn't know that it was so common. two. there's a term for it and research on it and all that. woag. Woag. holy shit. woag Wow woah wowie
#okay that is extremely relieving. like i knew it's psychosis and i'm okay and it's SO much milder than it used to be#that specific symptom that is BY FAR the worst most debilitating symptom i have#it's at a 2% where it used to literally be debilitating. i didn't know it was 1. known 2. such a topic of discussion bc it's. rough.#genuinely scared the shit out of me to see that question.how do you know. does it know too.#anyway im chilling. startling! reassuring overall.#AS MANY AS HALF OF INDIVIDUALS HOLY SHIT.#im in the paranoia/unreality sector. soooo mild these days but holy fuck. terrifying#i went almost a month on like 2hrs of sleep every three days at one point it was soooooo bad. wellbutrin bastard medication
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It's BFs last day at the contractor job he's had since 2019 and we're about to drop his work van off for the last time
#end of a fuckin era holy shit#his boss said to keep whatever he wanted from the van for his next job cause itd likely get tossed so our flat is now a tool shop rip#we're gonna send the old man a thank you card for looking after bf hes been such a great guy ill miss him#but fuck if im not relieved bf is moving on to new things
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absolutely wild that I have had my entire brain re-wired and been made to cry like a hysterical bitch over a hand brush first by Pride & Prejudice (2005) and now by Shogun (2024)
#the power of good TV people. I am blown away every week but this was just. holy shit.#I didn't even get to be kinda weepy first for a second. it was just instantly like. BOOM. I'm bitch crying. Sobbing. snot. had to pause it#like I LOST IT immediately. even before they even touched. when Mariko was just speaking to John and he was looking at her like *that*#I fucking lost it. and then. the hand touch. I was sobbing HARDER.#this whole show is so fckn goooooooooood but at the same time#I am sorta relieved it didn't really take off HERE cause ughhhh#we know comprehension on this site is less than..... nuanced.#I mean.......it's piss poor my dudes lets be honest.....#erin watches shogun#shogun spoilers
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it’s 5am and i already know im gonna sleep my entire day away tomorrow fuckkkk
#I decided to watch 2 horror movies back to back instead of going to sleep fml#also I heard my mom walking to the bathroom and does anyone else just feel so relieved when you hear your parent footsteps go back to their#room cause like… id rather she not see im still awake at 5 am#I watched get out for the first time and holy shit why hadn’t I watched it sooner#banger movie oh my fucking god would recommend
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