#hold on let me be upset more

[moonieandi]

rant//

ohhhhh my wooorrrrdddd!

so sorry for this but I need a place to express myself a little. just the absolute turmoil of this week people ughhhhhhhh…. had to weigh two job offers and one was close to home and the other was close to friends and significant other… approximately 10 hr away. my family had to walk me to the ledge and tell me to move today omggg I have no more tears I am finally relaxed. Who knew this would be so stressful? I thought finding a big girl job would be cool and super exciting why am I absolutely dreading everything? Probably bc I chose a career field full of men…. Or maybe it’s just the thought of being 10 hr away. Just ugh def glad that’s all over (sorta maybe kinda) also I have to still send a rejection email to one of them, how does someone do that again? Need to draft that up before Monday….. apartment hunting will be just as bad Ik it 😭

Excited to be close to friends again tho! And the place I’m moving is so pretty and cute but I’m just… sitting in a ball of dread still. If you would have told little me I’d be moving this distance I’d scoff in ur face fr…. I’ll have to say goodbye to some childhood friends for a while too but luckily both r so v busy w school so there won’t be a huge hole where I used to be. I will be back tho I think… a temporary move… of about 4-5 years lol. I guess u only live once tho!

But now that that’s all done I can write again Yipee! When I get so stressed I just ugh fall flat w writing. Thanks all for ur patience it’s just my life is shifting around a lot rn (hopefully for the better)

Will be posting soon lots of love 💕

[citrusai]

taash said "they were doing it" and people ran with the interpretation of an npc that doesn't know solas or the history of the elvhenan even when bellara interjected and said, no, that's not right. that's not how it was for the elvhenan. they formed bonds before they had physical bodies. and people ran to doompost or create weird anti-solavellan shit even though mythal & solas refer to each other as old friends and when she releases him there is no tenderness or love in it. it is the act of unchaining a dog from his post, the stepping down of a general. but to each their own ig.

[shannonsketches]

[arsenicflame]

when will someone pick izzy up bridal style and spin him around? hm?

[al-luviec]

still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)

[butnotbubblegum]

using the tags to vent my current emotional state into the void bc ig story feels like a bad plan for this, read at your own risk.

[starryeyed-seer]

Also!!!! I'd never seem this before but BAZAAR THOUGHTS.... aaaaaaaa

It sounds so tired. Sick of being a Courier. Wants a home.

he's lonely :(

I mean yeah. We been knew but. Poor sad crab

the bazaar.... (<- I think this often). Curled up under the blankets shivering... If you're cold they're cold: steal a city

I think this is the only mention of the sun being "cruel, furious, rejecting" about whatever the Bazaar's line-crossing was. I've long thought it was a confession of Love— naming feelings that can never be true, asking the sun for more than it can give. reciprocation.

the bazaar likes breaking into people's basements to steal their snacks: confirmed.

[fenharel-babe]

THEY’RE MAKING ME CHOOSE BETWEEN MINRATHOUS AND TREVISO???

I’m choosing TREVISO bc I’m terrified of ruining Lucanis’s romance. Well, let me look it up to see if it ruins it…..

.

Okay I looked it up and I’m getting mixed reactions. Apparently, not saving Minrathous might get us a bad ending, but not saving Treviso MIGHT lock us out of Lucanis’s romance. But we have no idea truly since the game literally JUST came out Thursday. BUT!!! Others said they could still kinda flirt with Lucanis a long while after if they didn’t choose Treviso.

I’m gonna choose Minrathous and if I can’t romance Lucanis after, I don’t care how much progress I make, I WILL go back and choose Treviso.

[triflesandparsnips]

Something something Ed seeks out or is confronted by his own reflections three times in ascending order of violent emotions (the hand mirror, the salver, the knife)--

And we see Stede being painted twice in his old life, not looking at the painter or the painting but at some distant other thing, and then finally seeking to see himself in the third appearance of his portraiture-- only to find he's been painted out.

I wonder if Stede will someday ask to be drawn, and how, and whether he will look at the artist while they work, or the other people in it (if any), and seek out the finished work and be happy to see himself reflected in it.

...and I wonder if Ed will avoid reflections now (remove the mirrors, avert the eyes, but sometimes he'll catch himself in still water and flinch away--) because he knows what he is, he made himself this way, he knows how others see him and he can see it in their eyes without needing any further proof (except what he sees in Stede's eyes doesn't seem to match, so better not look there, fuck, fuck--)

Stede will look so, so hard now, and Ed will look at anything but-- a switch now, from their season 1 selves, lasting, perhaps, until they can finally see themselves -- and each other -- fully.

(And maybe, after that, they'll be able to see themselves together.)

[icewindandboringhorror]

[redrocketpanda]

I just finished watching Buddy Daddies and uhh.... super not okay with it just... being over like that? How can you produce such an amazing, heart-felt, funny, emotional and brilliant show with characters you fall head-over-heels in love with, only give us twelve episodes in season 1, and then throw us straight into a time skip at the end of ep 12 with the intentions of ending the show there??

I am all for shows not dragging things out longer than they need to and absolutely killing off things I love/d (yeah Grey's, SPN, looking at you) but I feel like Buddy Daddies has so much more to offer and the fact that it has completely captivated audiences demonstrates how loved and needed this show is?

Ngl pals, I actually kinda feel like... heartbroken and disappointed? I feel like the final three episodes could have even been an entire season on their own - giving Rei's backstory + character arc, the stuff with Miri's mum, and Kazuki and Rei's development space to actually breathe. And that's not even mentioning the time skip stuff??

I feel deeply conflicted over thissssss. I'm hoping maybe that the creators will see how beloved the show has become in such a short space of time and reconsider their stance on no S2. Rei's father hints that the organization will never leave Rei alone so I feel like there's still a lot that can be explored, there's plenty more antics the family can get themselves into, and Kazuki + Rei have further growing to do. But this could also actually just be all we get, which I suspect might be the case? And if it is I will be deeply sad bc this kind of found family healing alongside each other is exactly the kind of shit I need in my life

(also yes I know I can write fic about this and I probably fucking will at this point, but also I don't want to have to create it myself and want to actually see/hear/experience our lil family, and obvs there's not even a manga I can turn to in my hour of distress)

[goldentigerfestival]

Using this as an audio reference for the posts I'm making, but to summarize:

Yuri starts out mad.

Yuri tries to calm himself down with a deep breath to ask for details instead of going through it angry.

Flynn doesn't say "like a good knight" in the sense of putting himself down. He simply says "as a knight" (the tl here doesn't use that, but with that included it's basically along the lines of "even though I had doubts, as a knight, I was determined to follow my orders").

Once Yuri has answers he calms down significantly.

Yuri uses " 'ttaku", which is a shortened down version of "mattaku" (Yuri often shortens words and speaks very casually), which in this particular situation basically would mean "geez", or "good grief". In this manner, it's expressive of exasperation/frustration/etc.

Yuri never mentions that "Flynn told him what to do" like the dub does (because in fact Flynn did not ever tell Yuri what to do. He only gave Sodia and his other knights orders. He expressed his own desire to take responsibility, but never told Yuri and his friends what to do).

At this point you can tell the anger has gone out of him and that he's calmed down, now that Flynn is approaching this with admission and responsibility.

Sodia is asking that Flynn returns as soon as possible (I believe this was a general translation error).

Flynn's thank you to Yuri is tonally much more heartfelt.

Yuri's response and gratefulness at Flynn coming back to himself is tonally much more heartfelt, relieved and sincere.

[flitterywings]

finally moving my personal blog here. hello friends who have come with me

ummmm I don’t have a laptop and I probably won’t be able to access one soon so idk what this blog looks like on desktop LOL idk if the theme looks weird or broken and it won’t let me view or edit the HTML on mobile 😐

anyway. what up, it me

[lovelaceisntdead]

Oh. having a bad time.

[void-tiger]

Someday I’ll just have my Howl-esque whimsigoth cottage core with geek couture corvid layer. Lots of soft curtains and tapestries and lamps and fairly lights. Me and my cat and my bird. Tea kettle on the stove screaming. Full spice rack.

And if people wanna see me they can come to ME and invite ME out into The Great Outside.

[dissonantdreamer]

me watching the "greatest video game adaptation" as it tries to speed run the narrative it set out to cover while trying to add new scenes that don't really add much to the overall story, instead of exploring and expanding upon the scenes we never got to see in game: