#hnnnnnnnggggh

[mccnliight]

;-- update for anyone who cares : so i dropped off my parents at the bus stop for their month long + vacation today which means that I am now the one in charge of their property. sounds easy, right? well, it could be but i have extra responsibilities than the ones i already have and the biggest one i have is being the temporary landlord for my dad’s property. i have to make sure everything concerning the place is taken care of from receiving payments from everyone living in the building to make sure the outside chores are done by me and keep the property nice and tidy. i have a whole lot of list of other things im going to be have to do for a month or perhaps even two or more. this meaning that im not too sure if i will be able to do replies as often as i had wanted (not that ive been doing them at a good time kek) but ye now i have a whole lot of other stuff on my shoulders so my semi hiatus will last a little longer than planned. 

[hon-hon-baguette-s]

I said, out loud, "oh, fuck" This boi is gorgeous this is so lovely I'm gon die

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[pink-cowboy-milo]

For the ask game!! <33

❄️ 🕊️ 🍼 ☕ 🌼

(feel free to leave out the last one since it's pretty long lol)

I’m so sorry I forgot to answer this 😵‍💫😭 anyways here I’ll answer for my beloved Joshua

❄️-what makes your OC sad, so sad that they can’t help but cry all day? how do they cheer themself up? does their sadness upset any of their loved ones too?

I feel like either remembering things that happened to them as a child and it just simmering within them for days just constantly thinking about it until one day it just really overwhelms them. Or even thinking about something they had to do as a representative that really haunted them, or just pushed them to their limit in that day, just the overall pain of having to remain impartial. I feel like they’d just put all their energy into crafting, like knitting/crocheting clothing or something like that. Just to keep their mind and hands occupied.

Of course people close to her would notice their sadness; however, I don’t think it makes people sad, just more so determined to be there in case Joshua needs someone to relax with or confide in or something. Generally they don’t worry too much since Joshua does have a therapist he can talk to, and he’s trying to learn to open up to others when needing support.

🕊-would your OC ever get married or are they already wed? if they’re married, describe what their wedding was like! if not, describe their ideal wedding.

Hmm I feel like I can see both options of them getting married vs not getting married. However, if they did, they wouldn’t actually want a wedding, just a simple thing at the courthouse and that’s it. Maybe they’d have reservations to some fancy restaurant after that, just enjoying each other’s company, but nah, I can’t see a wedding happening at all.

🍼-does your OC have any children or want children? what names would they pick? are they good with children or a complete disaster?

I feel like both Joshua and Milo are very much in the camp of ‘I don’t want children because I’ve been through too much, I’ll never be normal enough for children, if I did have some I’ll fuck them up even if I try to be a good parent, it’s just not possible, plus I already have kids *gestures to Amber and Glen, and any pets they have*’.

I feel like Joshua wouldn’t know the first thing when it comes to taking care of children since they’ve just not had any experience with them, BUT, I think due to their childhood, they just think back to what would have helped them, what would they had needed and wanted, and then they’d apply that to the child in their care. So they’re alright I think.

☕️-give us one (or more if you feel like it) of your OCs deep dark secrets! why do they keep it hidden? spill the tea!

Hnnnnnnnggggh I couldn’t really think of any since like I feel like I’ve already said everything about them. But I was toying with the idea that the reason their arm is amputated is because their parents ate it, and they just don’t like talking about it since it’s just such a painful memory, plus it’s also the reason why they’re revolted at the idea of drinking blood and eating demon flesh, even in dire situations where they need to heal their wounds.

🌼-write a short drabble from your OCs POV meeting their love interest (if they don’t have a love interest, their best friend. if you don’t want to do a drabble, describe their first meeting instead).

I’ll do this in another post, I’ll get to it…. Eventually. I promise I’ll try 😭

[peppermintquartz]

hnnnnnnnggggh.

[pandamunk]

A Note to Self Of Things To Do Between Cleaning

Put in applications to Best Buy and That Smoothie Shop place

Finish that fic for the joint collab--it's been over a month and almost two months now, Paula, stop being lazy.

Also redo sketches for that. The comic looks terrible save for that slap panel.

Redo Thanh

Figure out my dude for Deni because Deni is really nice and patient.

Finish that ref sheet for Polly--which has also been nearly 2 months (seriously, Paula, wtf)

Do more things with Nahuel--like figure out what time period he's from

Same thing with Esha

same with snowflake

Do a thing

Thing to do

Actually ink Sophia's full body

Same with Melanie

Wait patiently for earth site for earth spirits--already doing that

Redo Viv's sheet before her birthday in--12 days (ffffffffff)

Read Ruby Red sing it came in the mail yesterday

Plot out story plot and headcanons with people

Do Dulce!Rory sheet

And Dill. Figure out Dill. Stop changing his last name.

Also Nahuel doesn't have a last name although his first name was originally Eugene.