#hmmmm. need to check and see what came out of my queue yesterday that was alarming lmao

[gohandinhand]

Goey please be safe 🫂❤️

hey thanks nonnie! doing my best! brain-wise it has been rough for awhile... i knew my thirties were shaping up to be "time to answer big questions about your life" time but i didn't expect "lol what if you just die tho" to be one of the questions my brain would incessantly be asking me! it sucks!

but i'm bumping along okay, reminding myself to hold on to the little stuff. yesterday i had a bad morning and was taking psychic damage while driving around in the car alone with my thoughts but in the afternoon i had a 45 minute phone call with my sister and then went to my exercise class at the senior center where literally all but two of us are named kathy or linda and when i was driving home in the sunshine with my windows down and blasting fun music i was vibing much more happily. small joys, baby!

plus maddie has been consuming the scholomance books at the pace of approximately one book per day and live texting me her reactions and theories and it's the BEST. currently in the 'dear friend experiencing my favorite books for the first time" fandom & i WILL keep it going. if you are my friend and you haven't read them yet please know you are now being hunted 🫡

[ctl-yuejie]

tag game ✨

tagged by @howdydowdy​ (thanks babe, I am somehow 38 days late with this which cannot be true since it felt like yesterday you answered that your tumblr crush is me and I have been thinking constantly about it <3 )

1. why did you choose your url?

only ever meant to use this for Crossing The Line content since my main blog was exclusively for NIF content. I added the original name as well since crossing the line was a. already taken b. the tag contains a lot of porn

since I love to gush about shows with others and do overshare it slowly morthed more into a personal very gay blog. but i like the name and the show is still very dear to me so I don’t think I’ll change it.

2. any sideblogs?

this is my sideblog!

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

made my first blog in 2009, took a break long enough for my account to get deleted (rip “stroke-you-like-an-arpeggio”) and came back in 2017 when the second season of Nirvana In Fire started airing and I began to make gifs + there wasn’t any fandom content outside of tumblr (at least easily accessible to me).

4. do you have a queue tag?

no. i am happy enough when I remember to slowly mine down my likes and put them in the smeltery that is the queue

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

see no 1.

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp? 

chose it at random because I needed sth but had no idea what would fit. really uninspired and i have no inspiration nor will to change it

7. why did you choose your header? 

to fit the name!

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

this found family trope post from the untamed with 4.249 notes. i do really like that post.

9. how many mututals do you have?

hmmmm, around 12 or so? some of them haven’t been active in a long time. and i do tend to unfollow mutuals at times if there’s too much content on my dash that I’m not that into, but I also refollow and try to hold up the rapport.

10. how many followers do you have? around 4000

11. how many people do you follow? 44 (I am pretty selective and want to be able to scroll through all of my dash without being smothered by content)

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

Definitely tried to, I am very untalented at posting one deliberatedly.

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

I check my dash in the morning and I try to get some more time in on some days to actually reblog content

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? 

not a real fight, even some anon that made me angry turned out to be understanding so luckily I didn’t have to deal with any of that. I do tend to stick my nose into other people’s arguments from time to time and not always for the better

15. how do you feel about ‘you need to reblog this’ posts

just scroll past them or try to find a version that doesn’t have that addition to reblog if the content itself is worth sharing

16. do you like tag games? eh...most of them don’t seem to apply to me

17. do you like ask games? yes! even though i sometimes take ages to do them

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

none. some of my mutuals do have very large and/or active followings though. i adore that some of my mutuals are lauded for some particular posting skill or fandom contributions - it’s really nice to see

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

writes @howdydowdy more love letters

20. tags?

@florbexter @piningbisexuals @minmoyu @somewhatavidreader @weilongfu @earthpodd  -> nvm if you have done one of these before, my head is empty