#hmmm thinking about a high school au now
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Hmmm thinking thoughts about Modern Clegan Break Up Fight AU
Just the pair getting into a fight because Bucky wants to go public about their relationship, but Buck doesn't understand why. Their close friends know, and they know. Who else needs to know? Buck asks this, and Bucky says he wants everyone to know. He wants to do all the cheesy romance shit like meeting the parents and siblings and stuff. Bucky wants to go to parties or events with Buck as his date. He wants to go out on public dates where people see them and know. Buck says he likes their private dates, and he likes how they don't have to be a side show for the people they go to school with (university not high school).
They go back and forth until finally Bucky bursts out that he wants everyone to know because he doesn't want to be the one left behind anymore. Bucky's the good time guy, or so everyone who's ever hooked up with him or gone out with him has said. He's scared that Buck will eventually agree with them (like Buck ever would but Bucky is scared). So now he wants to prove to Gale that he's serious about this, serious about them.
But, Buck's scared in his own way. His dad's still in the picture, and he would rather die than let his shitty excuse for a father anywhere near Bucky. Because his dad is the type to show up and try to teach the boy dating his son a lesson. Except he doesn't say that to Bucky. He says John I don't want to go public with this.
Poor Bucky takes that the exact wrong way. Usually he can read Buck like the back of his hand, but right now he's too emotional and stuck in his own head. He can't see past the facade right now. They start to really argue, building off of each other's energy until finally Bucky says that he can't be with someone who feels like they have to hide being in love with him.
Bucky storms out saying they're over. Heads back to his apartment where he tries to calm down and breathe. He goes and drinks some water to calm down. Except he accidently slices his hand open dropping his water glass. He gets blood all over his bathroom trying to fix it. That's how Curt finds him.
Curt is Bucky's roommate. He wasn't even supposed to be there that weekend. He was actually supposed to be in a different state for a concert the next night, but he forgot his wallet and turned back around after only being on the road for an hour. He finds Bucky bleeding and crying his eyes out, telling himself that that's what he gets for trying to be more than a good time. Curt goes into lockdown mode cause that's bullshit. He cleans Bucky up, and when Bucky looks at him with bright teary eyes and says he and Buck broke up, it's heartbreaking. Bucky sniffles and says he doesn't know what to do because he can't face anyone after this. Curt stuffs Bucky into his car and books it. Bucky forgets his cellphone in the apartment in the rush to get out of there. He realizes it a few hours later when it's too late to turn back.
Buck, meanwhile, has had his panic attack and calmed down. He knows that neither of them were in a good place for that argument, and he gives Bucky some space (a few hours) before he shows up to try and talk to him again. Only Bucky isn't at his apartment, and when Buck can't find him at any of the parties or bars on campus or with their mutual friends, he starts to get scared. Bucky's phone goes straight to voicemail over and over again. Buck goes back and breaks in (uses the spare key Bucky gave him) only to stumble upon an apartment trashed and covered with blood. He freaks out and calls everyone he can think of. Everyone joins the search, and it turns into a whole thing.
Hospitals get called, and then the cops get called, who since they're college town cops are suitably useless. Buck spends the next three days thinking Bucky hurt himself or was hurt bad enough he can't make it to one of their friends or a hospital.
Bucky is having a lovely time by the way. He managed to get a ticket to the concert, maybe Curt had an extra, and it's a great band. He's still heartbroken, but sometimes you just have to scream along to some artist you only learned about yesterday cause it's better than crying. He and Curt end up so hungover the next day that they don't get on the road back to their university until it's super late. They don't tell anyone they got back in town and pass out not knowing everyone in their life thinks Bucky is missing.
Bucky shows up to classes the next day, and he doesn't understand why Brady loses his shit when he sees Bucky walking around campus like their entire friend group hasn't been losing their shit all weekend. Brady drags him away even though Bucky's whining about missing his morning class.
Big reunion scene back at Bucky's apartment where Buck breaks down in tears because he's just so fucking relieved Bucky is okay. They work through their shit, and Bucky has to promise never to go on anymore impromptu road trips.
#okay so i have disappeared after bad break ups so to me this isnt so out there#but also i know that doing so is not a normal or healthy response to breaking up with your so#do better than bucky and i folks#also curt blocked buck's number immediately after bucky said they broke up because buck didnt want to go public#he stands on principle also its so he could resist leaving death threats in Buck's inbox for making bucky doubt his worth#so thats why buck couldnt just call him and ask where bucky was#mota#masters of the air#buck x bucky#john bucky egan#gale buck cleven#clegan#john egan#gale cleven#is this dramatic? yeah but i enjoyed writing it so whatever
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Invisible String
(Musician AU Part 2)
Pairing: Steve Rogers x reader
Summary: Steve and you finally solve the miscommunication that was between the two of you.
Word Count: 1730
A/N: Hey everyone! This is part 2 of Steve's story in my musician AU and I hope you like it! I made the moodboard myself and the divider is made by @firefly-graphics
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Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
Masterlist | Musician AU
“Wait so that’s the Steve from high school?” Yelena asked. It was the day after your “date” with Steve and Yelena wanted to come over. She wanted to know everything and so you started to tell her everything from the beginning.
“Yep, that’s him.” You answered.
“But why did you never tell me that he is in “The Midnight Rockers”?”
“I actually don’t know.”
“Hmmm. But how was the date? Wait was it even a date now?” Yelena questioned.
“That’s the same question I asked myself later when I came home.” Yelena chuckled but you were serious.
“That’s a joke, right.”
“No. I really don’t know if it was a date or not. We didn’t talk about that.” You said and meant it. You talked about everything but not if it was a date or not. What you didn’t know was that at the same time Steve had a similar conversation with Bucky.
“Your date was y/n? how is she?” Bucky asked curious about how you have been all these years.
“She is doing good.”
“That’s good to hear. How was the date?” Bucky asked and Steve began to get nervous.
“Well, it was good but I’m not really sure if it was a date.”
“Oh, punk.” Bucky said.
“Did it feel like a date to you?” Bucky asked after a while.
“Well, I don’t know Buck. We had a really good time together; it was really nice seeing her again. And yeah, well I really like her.” Steve said and blushed a little.
“There you have your answer! It was a date.” Bucky guessed but Steve wasn’t really sure about that.
“It must have been destiny that you met her again. I mean we both knew that you still like her. She was the reason you broke up with Peggy.” Bucky told Steve when they were suddenly interrupted by Sam and Clint coming into the room.
“What’s with Peggy?” Sam asked.
“Nothing.” Steve answered and Sam looked at Bucky for answers.
“Steve was on a date with y/n.” Bucky said, and Steve rolled his eyes while Sam and Clint began to smile.
“Are they finally a couple?” Sam asked in excitement because he used to ship Steve and you back in high school.
“Well, I’m not really sure.” Steve sighed and Sam and Clint were confused.
“What?” Sam asked and then Steve told them about the date. While Sam and Bucky had the idea that Steve should ask you on another date and if you say yes then the first date was also a date. Clint said that he should just ask you if it was a date instead of that stupid idea. But of course, Steve didn’t listen to Clint and decided to send you a message after the band rehearsal.
Yelena was about to leave when you got the message from Steve.
“Hey, do you have plans for this Friday afternoon?”
“Is this a date?” You said and showed Yelena the message. Yelena looked at the message, a little too long in your opinion.
“Lena?” You said and she looked at you.
“Well, you know I don’t really get such messages, so I’m not really sure.” You groaned and Yelena chuckled.
“Just say that you don’t have anything planned and find out there.” Yelena suggested and you decided to do that. Yelena then had to leave because she had to go to work at the bar soon.
“I’m free on Friday afternoon” You texted back and got nervous about what he would say.
A few minutes later when you were about to start cooking you got a message from Steve.
“What you like to spend time with me?” Well, this doesn’t sound like a date, right? Just a meet up between two friends, right?
By Steve:
“I don’t think that’s how you ask someone on a date” Sam whispered to Clint.
“Well, I don’t think either.”
“Sure, can’t wait.” You texted back and were excited to see him again.
“Me too, I’ll pick you up at four o’clock.”
The week went by quickly and you didn’t even had time to get nervous because you’ll see Steve soon. Between work you didn’t have time to see Yelena and ask her on her opinion what to wear. So, you decided to just wear something cute and comfy. When it was nearly the time Steve would arrive, you took your bag and went downstairs to wait outside of your apartment building. A few minutes later Steve parked his car at an empty parking lot. He stepped out of his car and walked over to you. Steve was again wearing a hat and glasses to cover that it was him.
“Hi” You greeted each other but weren’t sure if you should hug him.
“Again, wearing a hat and glasses?” You teased him.
“I’m sorry, I don’t want to get recognized from fans or paparazzies.”
“It’s okay, it suites you.” You said with a chuckle.
“But I promise, we are driving somewhere where I won’t need it.”
“Oh, now I’m curious.” Steve chuckled and led you to his car. He opened the door for you, and you sat down. Steve started to drive out of the city and after a while you could guess where he was driving. He drove into a small town, past your old high school. A smile crossed your lips, and Steve saw it and smiled back at you. After passing the high school he drove into the direction where you two had your summer job.
The yoghurt shop.
You two worked there because you wanted to get some money to buy concert tickets for one of your favorite artists. At first you worked there alone but after a while Steve joined you to help you gain the money. Together you had the money sooner and decided to go there together. After the concert you decided to continue to work there. When Steve made the band with the boys, they also had a few small gigs there. You of course where always there to support them. You two had a lot of fun there and enjoyed your breaks at the small sea behind the shop. This was also the place where you wanted to tell him about your feelings but then Steve suddenly told you about his feelings for Peggy.
You came back to reality when you realized that Steve opened the door for you. You didn’t notice that he put his cap and the glasses away because now you could finally see his beautiful face better.
“Are we getting some yoghurt?”
“Of course, we are.” When you went in you were greeted by the owner of the shop. The old lady immediately recognized the two of you. She was so happy to see the two of you that she gave you a hug and decided to give you the yogurt for free. You ordered your yogurt and then went outside. You followed Steve when he walked behind the shop and sat down under the tree near the sea. You both started to eat your yogurt and after a while when you were finished Steve started to chuckle. You looked over to him and joined him.
“Why are we laughing?” You asked after a while.
“Remember the mess we made in the shop.”
“Of course, I do. There was yogurt everywhere. We almost got kicked out because of you.”
“Hey, you were the one who started the yogurt fight.” Steve joked.
“Okay, maybe that’s right but you wouldn’t stop to throw the yoghurt.” Steve began to laugh again.
“But it was fun.” Steve said.
“Yeah, it really was.” You could see it right in front of you Steve covered in yogurt with the brightest smile on his face. You couldn’t really remember why you started this fight, but it definitely was one of your funniest moments together. But also, one of the moments that made you fall in love with Steve even more.
You talked about the past and laughed a lot. Time went by and you watched the sun go down while Steve put his arm around you. After a while you were feeling cold, so Steve put his jacked around your shoulder. When Steve brought you back home you gave him a quick hug. After the meet up with Steve you still couldn’t tell if it was a date. You were even more confused now. Did it feel like a date? Yes. Did you start getting feelings for Steve again? Yes. Was it a date for Steve? You weren’t really sure about that. But Steve was sure, it definitely was one.
You were about to walk back to your apartment when you noticed that you still have his jacked on. You turned around and saw that Steve just opened the door to go in.
“Wait I still have your jacked.” You shouted and Steve turned around.
“Keep it on. You can give it back on our next date.” Steve smiled and now you were confused. Steve closed the door and made a few steps, so that he was standing right in front of you.
“What?” Steve nervously asked when he noticed your look.
“I wasn’t sure if this was a date.” You began to blush out of embarrassment and Steve scratched his neck.
“Oh, I thought it was one but if you don’t want it to be one, we can just say that we were out as friends.” Steve said with a sad look in his eyes.
“No, I wanted it to be a date I just wasn’t sure if it was one for you.” You let out a laugh and Steve joined you.
“Why are we like this.”
“I don’t know.” You hide your face behind your hand.
“Okay, let’s begin again.” Steve said and you put your hands away and looked at him.
“Y/n would you like to go on a date with me?” Steve smiled and you chuckled.
“Yes, I would really like to.”
When you went into your apartment you had a big smile on your face. You were glad that you finally knew that it was a date and that you’ll have a next one with Steve. You can’t wait to see him again but there was one part of you thinking if it really was a good idea to be more than friends.
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GUESS WHO FINALLY FOUND SOMETHING TO GET THEM BACK INTO THEIR WRITING GROOVE!- yeah- okay, that’s right, it’s me, who else would it be- (I’m talking to myself ಥ‿ಥ )
BUT- I had like a really random thought about the marauders and spider man, I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THERE WAS MARAUDER SPIDER MAN AUS- sooooo, I’m now thinking of a modern spider-man poly marauders (+ oc, cause I’m pathetic.) soooo, I’m thinking the oc is Spider-Man, because I’m sad that I’ve yet to make my own spidersona so this is my way of making up for it-! Okay, so maybe the oc is their friendly neighbourhood Spider-Man, while also being a regular high school student (like a typical Spider-Man story-) and he’s some how recruited into something similar to the order of the Phoenix, to take down something similar to the death eaters, and he’s just brought really closely to James, Remus and Sirius. BUT! It could also just be this silly litter story with fluff and goofing around- hmmm
#poly marauders#marauders#spiderman#spidersona#spider man au#marauders Spider-Man Au#Spider-Man marauders#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#regulus black#evan rosier#barty crouch jr#alternate universe#spider man oc#marauders oc#silly fanfic#fluff#goofy fluff
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Halloween - JEONGIN
pairing: jeongin x black!reader
genre: fluff, high school AU, established relationship
word count: 1.1k
warnings: black reader, nothing else i don’t think
A/N : I was sick whilst writing so forgive me if it’s a little bad. Also reference for dress here! this should have stayed in the scrap 👎🏾
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4 weeks before halloween~
“Hey y/n, do you want to…match costumes this year?” Jeongin stammered, blushing slightly.
This was your first time celebrating halloween together, so your boyfriend had came up with the idea to match outfits, and you couldn’t lie that you found it cute that he was so nervous to ask you.
“Hmmm sure baby. Do you have any ideas?” you asked him, moving towards him to push his hair out of his face, which only made him even more flustered.
“No not really, what about you?” he suggested.
You pretended to think for a little, since you’ve been thinking about matching since before fall even started. It all began with a deep dive on pinterest when the idea first popped into your head. After a while of searching, you found the perfect idea.
“Ok, what about princess and the frog?” you asked, looking up at him.
He quickly nodded and asked you to send him any references you wanted to use, and after looking around the internet, you finally found the one you wanted to wear, and next thing you know in less than 2 weeks it was at your doorstep with a cute little note on it from him.
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2 weeks before halloween~
“Are you sure it’s not that scary?” Jeongin asked, looking at you nervously.
You had asked him earlier that day if he wanted to come over to your place after school to watch a horror movie. In your words, it would set the mood for halloween, but you had forgotten that he wasn’t that into horror. However, he was whipped for you, so he couldn’t resist your begging, but he was starting to slightly regret that.
“Yes, I can promise you that it’s not that scary.” You assured him, grabbing the remote and turning on the movie.
You walked back over to the couch and layed on top of him, causing him to groan but wrap his arm around your waist anyway. You snuggled into his chest before turning your face towards the tv to watch, but you weren’t paying that much attention anyways, focusing on the way jeongin absent-mindedly played with your curls and ran his hand up and down your back.
You weren’t sure when you woke up or when you fell asleep. All you knew is that the movie had finished a long time ago since it was dark now, and it was half way into a different movie.
You then noticed that he was asleep as well, his chest rising and falling at a smooth pace. You attempted to grab the remote to turn off the tv since you didn’t want any sudden noises to wake him up, but your movement caused him to wake up anyways.
Jeongin began to stir, his eyes fluttering open and his arms wrapping around you a little tighter. You didn’t mind since both of your parents were on business trips, so you didn’t have to worry about them coming home, and you also did find it a bit adorable.
“mhm, what time is it” he mumbled, closing his eyes again and resting his head on yours.
“I have no idea, but it’s dark out. Would your parents mind if you spent the night?” you asked him, snuggling more into his hold, if that was even possible.
“No, no they wouldn’t. I’ll message them just in case but i’m so exhausted.” he responded, grabbing his phone from his pocket and texting his parents.
After that, you two fell into a comfortable silence, simply basking in each-others presence, and somehow falling asleep again.
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halloween
You were fixing up your make up in the mirror while waiting for Jeongin to arrive to your place.
You two decided to go to a haunted house this halloween with the rest of the guys rather than trick or treating, opting to just put a bowl of candy on your doorstep for the kids in your neighborhood.
Everyone decided to wear their costumes to the place, so you put on the dress that jeongin got you. The green meshed with your skin color perfectly, and so did the makeup.
You had just finished fixing the corset on your dress when you got a message from Jeongin saying he was outside. You quickly ran down stairs, said bye to your parents and left the house.
“You look beautiful” Jeongin said, as his hand reached for your hair to move a curl that escaped your bun out of your face.
“Thank you” you blushed, putting on your seatbelt and looking out the window.
You two began to talk about anything and everything, just comfortable talking to each other about things that weren’t even important, and after what felt like 10 minutes, you guys were there.
The place was decorated well, giving off an intense atmosphere that you were not expecting. Jeongin did tell you that it was rated the best in the city, but you weren’t expecting all this.
“Is everyone here?” Chan asked when you guys met up with the rest of the group. Everyone said yes, before walking over to the ticket booth and buying the tickets.
You guys waited for around 15 minutes before being allowed in. Immediately you could feel everyone getting tense. You thought it wasn’t going to be that scary, but you were wrong.
Within the first minute of stepping in, you guys had been jump scared twice. You thought they were going to be cheesy, but even they could startle Minho.
The entire experience was filled with hyunjin and felix’s screaming. Chan was busy trying to get them not to completely freak out while you sticked close to Jeongin. (he was freaking out himself)
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“That was a lot of fun” Jeongin said, turning towards you as he continued to drive you back home. The rest of the guys drove them selves home, so it was just the two of you.
“Yeah it was” you replied, facing the window.
“We’re here” Jeongin said, turning off the car. “You owe me something before you leave tho.”
“What is it?” You asked turning towards him and noticing that he was staring at your lips.
“You didn’t give me a kiss. How am I supposed to turn back into a prince hmm?” He said boldly, looking back at your eyes and pressing his lips against yours.
The kiss was deep and loving, and you didn’t pull away until you needed too, but it was only for a moment, lips coming back together with want and need.
“Thank you” Jeongin whispered after you broke the kiss, lips so close that you can feel each-others breath.
“I love you” you confessed, looking at him lovingly. He smiled gently before responding.
“I love you too”
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i feel like whenever i have school my motivation just drains like a sink but HEY I GOT THIS DONE FAST!!! wish i could say that for new dream au designs...tracing traditional art to online is hard :(
hinomoris: hostile
-flashback to shiho online name backstory, they were pretty fine up to the point until shizuku quit being a model and decided to focus on being an idol. this was probably only a little bit after canon leo/need was SERIOUSLY over (high school, shiho pushed them away). not good mental states.
-the arguement went something like:
"im going to become an idol"
"why"
"i need to (prove myself)" (i really need to figure out shizuku in this au huh...)
"why would you need to? you shouldn't do things to just prove people wrong"
the fight escalates, shizuku makes some points about canon l/n and shiho makes some points about being a model/idol. it ends with shiho locking herself in her room.
-if they're ever in the same place, things get very tense (like dinner with your parents when you know theyre going to ask you want to do with your life)
EVENTS
design for soul and heart! - post 1st anni
character boost - emu (focus), shizuku, airi, shiho, city luka
-so um what happens is that emu sees a fashion poster. is thinking about it ALL week when she sees shizuku at school
-thinks "ohhhh that lady is really pretty maybe she'd be interested"
-she meets airi and shiho at pxl and invites them too. she didn't tell them shizuku was there though
-awkward silence between idols and glaring between sisters. however emu makes them all work together
-emu figured out the problem and was really confused (she and her sister get along really well?!!?)
and hinomoris have some sort of silent agreement to not talk about it in public
glistening snow over silent tears - pre 2nd anni
character boost: shiho (focus), tsukasa, honami, shizuku, stage MEIKO
-itsssss snowing! first snow of the year!! shiho gets happy lil memories of her and shizuku. event sad speedrun any %.
-tsukasa notices her being down during midnight calls and decides to talk to her. mental breakdown over a voice call at 2 am? thats what i call modern
-hinomori sibling relationship reveal
-feeling a bit better after the talk, shiho confesses in honami. they are friends again!
-now that i think about it shiho is by far having the most character development in mds at least.
-flashback to mds call, shizuku overheard shiho crying over the call. hmmm i wonder who those people are... CLIFFHANGER BABEY
take my hand, so our dreams fly further - post 3rd anni
character boost: shizuku (focus), shiho, rui, toya, studio rin
-shizuku decides to confront shihom maybe about the midnight calls. maybe about the fight. maybe about the wishes for earlier times. maybe about everything?
-however she doesn't know how to approach so she goes to rui. he's like "oh im not sure i can help but i think i know someone who does :3"
-toya. spoiler alert its toya because tenma and he has brothers and horrible parents and hes friends with shiho. this wasnt planned beforehand i promise
-with a bit of pondering, shizuku finally decides to do it straightforward
-the conversation is up to interpretation (i am not creative) but after that their relationship is something between canon shinonomes and canon hinomoris
MUST KEEP COMPOSING...i feel like a kanade right now (tired) but i will probably have shinonomes done in a few days. no promises for designs
(also!! update on colorfes pulls. i got ena1, kohane3??? (one sheep) akito, banner ichika, tsukasa, minori (twice), colorfes KAITO, and a saki dupe in 33k. one day colorfes shiho and sunflower akito WILL come home but hey at least i have a 4star akito card)
have a great day mod!!! you will get through it!!!
🌐 anon
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#JSJSDJSKDB NEW DREAM AUU#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#headcanon#thank you globe anon#new dream au#hinomori sisters#hinomori sisters hc#🌐 anon#jbdkdbdkd i hate theemmmmmm#(i love them)
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Okay, dude, I need to ask
WHAT does Megumi mean by what he thought about HONAMI????
Heheheheheeee~
Time for another pjsk+jjk AU Lore droppppp~ X3c
(Explaination under the cut)
TW: Topic contains suicide/suicidal thoughts
Hmmm where to beginnnnnn…
Okay! Gonna fast forward some explanation/context!
So like I have it so Megumi form a pseudo-unit group with Yuuji, Junpei, and Yuuta, right? (It should be note that only Yuuji is aware of Megumi’s Sekai, not Yuuta or Junpei)
Well.
The group broke up lol (by the end of the 2nd Arc Ender, timeline wise).
It’s due to a couple of things why the group didn’t work out, however, the final straw was when Yuuji finally put his foot down and leave the group himself after learning that Megumi fought Akito (Megumi also ripped out one of his ear piercings too hence why Akito is missing an earring in the Post 3rd Arc diagram).
Again, I’m summarizing a LOT. Since there’s a lot I have planned for this Break-Up Group Arc. Since like there’s a whole character growth and a bunch of actions that Megumi has done that led Yuuji to make the tough decisions to leave.
(That could be a whole different post if ya wanna know more lol)
ANYWAY!
So Yuuji told Megumi he’s leaving, which caused Megumi to be in this sort of… haze? For a bit as he walks home from school. He then stops by a bridge that’s overlooking the river and start reflecting a bit of what has happened in the past few days. However, Megumi’s mindset be self-deprecating and in general he’s not in a great place mentally too. So like he be looking pretty dead in the eyes. (Doesn’t help that Megumi still has the bruises he got on his face from his fight with Akito)
Honami happens to be around walking her dog, Shibao, since it’s her normal dog walking route she takes every evening. And when she notices Megumi, she was genuinely worried that Megumi was about to jump off the bridge, since the looks in her eyes be sad. Similar to how her eyes were when she too feel suicidal as well. Hence she rushed towards him to stop him, even though in reality he wasn’t gonna jump (but the idea did briefly came).
For those who don’t know. Honami in cannon used to feel suicidal as well. As seen in Kanade’s initial 3 star card’s side story.
And within this AU of mine, Honami actually try to attempt suicide during her junior high years but was saved by Shibao. (Yes, this idea is basically just straight up from this fanfic. It’s a good read. I highly recommend reading it, for it does a good job portraying Honami’s thoughts)
I even wrote a little scene on Honami’s and Megumi’s first meeting too (it’s not that great, writing was never my strong suit. But it got the general vibes that I was trying to aim for lol)
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The sky is a mix of purples and oranges as the sun is setting down.
Megumi is on a bridge with bruises still on his face from the fight he had with Akito the other day. Cars rush by as he looks over at the river with his music blasting in his headphones to drown out the surroundings noises.
He thinks back to Akito’s words that was shouted when Toya hold a steady arm in front of the orange hair boy. “You never cared for Yuuji. You only cared about yourself!”
When Akito said that, Megumi was tempted to lunged at him again for another beating if it wasn’t for the fact that Nobara blocking his way and An holding him back.
Now Megumi, abandoned, is standing at the bridge wondering on what exactly did Akito meant.
Megumi, deeply cares for Yuuji. Doesn’t he?
Yuuji was the only good thing left to him for his sister was still in a coma.
But… then again… even when she was conscious, he wasn’t grateful for his sister…
Is that what he meant?
But… Megumi was grateful to Yuuji. But then why did he still leave…
He tried to make sure that Yuuji was safe and away from any negative influences with the likes of Junpei, Rui, Yuuta, and Akito.
Was there… was there something innate in him that cause people he care for to leave?
Megumi’s eyes darkened with that thought…
Honami is spending her daily evening walking her dog, Shibao, on her normal route over the bridge to look at the beautiful river during the sunset. It’s a good way to end the day with such a view.
As Honami starts humming one of her band’s song, her eyes caught on to a figure over the distant.
She at first thought that he was simply over looking the view, but as Honami got closer, she noticed the bruises on his face…
And… the dead look in his eyes.
The same as hers when…
Honami dropped Shibao’s leash, much to the confusion to the golden Shiba, and start running.
She rushes to the unknown figure she knows nothing about, but she knew.
The look in his eyes tells her everything.
She knew that if she doesn’t do something now, it’ll forever haunt her.
When she saw the teen, whose looks to be around her age too, leaning over the railing, she runs even harder.
She got to reach him.
Hurry.
Hurry!
Hurry!!!
Please!!!
Don’t!!!
“Don’t Do It!!!”
Megumi was shocked when someone ran into him and grabbed his arm. The momentum from the collision caused his headphones to fall off just in time to hear the girl’s desperate plead.
As his headphones clanked loudly onto the concrete sidewalk, the two teens stared at each other with wide eyes.
Honami breathing deeply to catch her breath as Megumi looked bewildered at the sudden appearance of someone he has never met before.
“Don’t…” Honami finally huffed out, “Don’t jump…”
Megumi blinked.
“I… I know it’s may seems like a good solution, but it’s not. You-“
Oh. Megumi thought. She thought I was going to…
“I wasn’t going to jump.”
“Huh?”
“I not going to jump off. I was just thinking…” Megumi reiterated.
“Oh.”
Honami gently lets go of Megumi’s arm as she sighed a relief out.
“Oh, thank goodness.”
From a distance, Megumi hears a dog barking as it heads over to their direction.
“Shiboa!” The tall girl turns around to greet her dog back, but as she did so her legs start to give out due to the adrenaline leaving her body.
As she abruptly sits on to the floor, Megumi just look as her dog whimpers up towards the girls to make sure its owner is alright.
Megumi would be lying if the thought of jumping didn’t come through his mind. But if he did that then Yuuji would be deeply hurt. And what about Tsumiki? He doesn’t want her to be left alone once she wakes up.
If she ever wakes up…
No.
Megumi shakes his head. Now is not the time for that.
“Um…” Megumi awkwardly begins.
Honami stops petting her dog as she looks up.
“…what… What breed of dog do you have? It looks like it’s a Shiba…”
Honami eyes brightened as bit, “You’re correct! He is a Shiba, his name is Shibao. Are you a dog owner too?”
Megumi puts a hand on his neck to relieve some of the awkward energy his extruding, “Um. Yeah. Two of them. Both Huskies…”
“What are their names?”
“Ash and Luna.” Megumi answer as he kneel down, “Can I pet your dog?”
“Of course you can.” Honami smiles softly, “He’s very friendly.”
As Shibao sniffs the boy’s hand, the golden dog quickly jumps up onto him.
Megumi couldn’t contain his smile as the shiba starts licking his face.
“He seems to like you very much.” Honami said with such a warmth that Megumi hasn’t experienced in a long while.
Megumi hums a bit as he gently push Honami’s dog back down.
He turns to the girl. “Do you walk around here often?”
“Hm? Oh, yes I do. I normally walk Shibao through here during the evenings.”
“Hmph. I hope you don’t stay out for too long since Shibas tends to have a lot of energy.” Megumi commented.
“Oh don’t worry, the route I take is very safe, even when it’s gets a bit dark too.”
Megumi hums to that as he continues to pet the still excited shiba.
Honami looks at Megumi’s softened expression and then a thought came to her.
“How about we both walk our dogs together?”
“Huh?”
“I know that huskies also have a lot of energy. And usually after our walks, Shibao is so exhausted that he lays down for the rest of the day!”
Megumi paused a bit as he thinks about the girl’s offer. On one hand, he prefers to walk his dogs alone. But… his own walking route hasn’t been too stimulating for Ash and Luna. And he’s honestly a bit curious about the girl herself…
“That… actually does sound nice.”
Honami smiles, “Then let’s find a good day to walk together. My name is Mochizuki Honami, and you are…?”
Megumi stands up. As he brush up he dust and fur off of him, he looks right at Honami, who’s surprisingly a bit taller than him, and says-
“Fushiguro Megumi.”
Her eyes soften, “It’s nice to meet you, Fushiguro-san.”
Megumi just hums in response with a subtle nod of his head.
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But yeahhhh. That’s how they first metttt~ :3c
I think Megumi would be a bit curious if Honami too has thoughts about committing suicide as well. Hence the first impression comment.
I’m actually going to have Megumi and Honami to have a pretty deep and good friendship (and shortly after Leo/Need as a whole being good friends with Megumi) that actually helps Megumi grow and becoming a better person. :Dc
It’s about time for Megumi to have a positive character arc~ :3c
And like. Megumi and Honami could bond over their self-esteem issues and their suicidal thoughts too. No? •3•
Megumi and Honami Friendship Go!
#for reals tho. Megumi and Honami’s friendship has been consuming ma brain for DAYS#asks#long post#like. a LONG POST#pjsk+jjk AU#megumi fushiguro#honami mochizuki#my writing#I mean. I guess? it’s not that good tho lol#project sekai#jujutsu kaisen#pjsk#jjk#mochizuki honami#fushiguro megumi#pjsk au#jjk au#tw suicide#tw sui attempt
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Rank the compatibility in real life of the DN couples. Suppose if they were not based in Thunder Bay which was their "playground ", would the dynamics change... like if Banks and Emmy were on financially equal level with Kai and Will... would the stories still play out the same way?
hmmm. That's a difficult one because you're asking to change some of the fundamentals of the characters. At the same time, there's an element of 'fated', as there usually is with these types of stories. There's no logical reason that as a three-year-old, Michael would be completely obsessed with a new born and remain obsessed for the rest of his life. So, of course changing some of the fundamentals is going to change some of their compatibility. But. . .
Kai and Banks are probably the most compatible, removing them from the circumstances of the story. At their core, Kai likes to hunt and Banks wants to feel wanted and desired. Whatever else is going on with them, that will always be true. Kai and Banks also have had the most change in their circumstances. Both had a life in Meridian, a much larger city, before coming to Thunder Bay, and both had a period in life when they didn't have money. So changing either of these things would be something they could roll with. Taking them real world, I think they'd be fine.
But i now love the idea that even in Meridian, even without money, these two would have found each other. In the bonus scene, Kai mentioned that he went to a party in Meridian. That's the perfect set up for an au.
Removing the abuse, the financial inequality, I still think Will and Emory are compatible. They fall into the golden retriever bf/black cat gf, or as it's known in the real world: the classic extrovert/introvert couple. This is a very real dynamic and usually works pretty well. I've talked about how Will is more of a nerd than he appears. They're both movie lovers, both like adventures, and are artistic. Giving Emory less of a reason to be angry and defensive just means they get together even sooner and without the drama. Check out my high school willemmy headcanons because I think they're fun.
Rika and Michael are you're typical power couple. Both rich, both did fine outside of Thunder Bay, both have degrees in business. They don't need the town to make them work, they just do. Not really understand Rika and Michael means that I don't get what makes them compatible, but I don't think they have many incompatibilities. They're the most basic of all the couples. Still, that compatibility is not enough to keep them together. I think they might suffer from Michael's ambition and Rika's lack of direct but refusal to be controlled. Taking away the obsession aspect between them, the friction might be too much for them to survive in the real world, but not impossible.
Damon and Winter need Thunder Bay the most to make them work. You start removing the foundation of their story, they start to crumble.
Part of Damon's obsession is because of their interaction as children. But if Damon's not being abused, if his father throwing his weight around a small town and intimidating the other families, Damon is not hiding in a fountain and Winter has nothing to teach him. If she's not blind, she doesn't get sent away and then she's not brought back to be the shiny new thing in TBP. At that point they're more similar to Rika and Michael, in that they grew up watching each other. But even removing the town dynamic, Gabriel is still Gabriel and Damon a Dark Prince and Winter his ballerina. I think they'd be a couple that worked, but you wouldn't know why just by looking at them. On the surface, they're incompatible. However, Winter being a successful ballerina might take her away before they could really fall for each other, and if Thunder Bay isn't a place that Damon has a particular draw to, he might not be inclined to stay. It brings their relationship and it's longevity into question.
I try not to let my biases get in the way, but having a better understanding of Willemmy and KaiBanks is kinda why I like them more, so it's probably inevitable that it seeped in. I'd be interested in knowing how other people are ranking their compatibility as real world couples.
Ko
#asked and answered#devil's night series#michael crist#kai mori#damon torrance#will grayson iii#rika fane#nikova banks#winter ashby#emory scott#michaelrika#kaibanks#damonwinter#willemmy#the horsemen of thunder bay#the women of thunder bay#ko's hc tag
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📼📽️🎙️🗞️ 🗣️ — for whoever you think would have the most entertaining answers ^
most entertaining hmmm then let's go with yizou !! please assume this is a modern au btw heh
📼 — what is a favourite memory you guys share? least favourite?
"oh that's an easy one," heizou laughs. beside him, zhao sighs and rubs at his temple, nudging the excited man in the ribs with his elbow. "when zhao so lovingly confessed that he loved me! god... he's so hot when mad-"
"that's enough out of you," zhao grumbles, "but fine. yeah. that's... my favourite memory... least favourite is the moment leading up to that."
"oh c'mon, babe." heizou pokes his cheek, a smirk on his face. "not going to compliment me back?"
"in your dreams."
"oh you don't want to know what is going on in my dreams-"
"disrespectfully shut the fuck up. im begging you."
📽️ — if you had a book written about your relationship, what would the title be and why? what about a tv show?
"a book, huh?" heizou rubs the back of his neck.
"dating made my life miserable: a biography of heizou and zhao," the other deadpans, little hesitation in his voice. heizou chokes on a laugh.
"nah i thinking something more flashy." the detective does a show of jazz hands to emphasize his point and continues with a dramatic flourish. "don't do crime kids or you'll end up falling in love: the story of two geniuses."
"that's encouraging people to break the law, heizou." zhao crosses his arms with an amused huff. "you're incentivizing people with the promise of love."
"ok and? more mischief, more business for us- don't let kujou sara know i said that."
zhao rolls his eyes light-heartedly and chuckles.
"tv show title..." heizou trails off, tilting his head to think. "hmm now im not so sure about that one."
"finally stumped by something, huh?"
"oh shut up. give me a hand here."
"we'd be a sitcom for sure." zhao nodded. "uh 'the tale of two idiots' is quite fitting for us."
"how nice of you, hao."
"you're right. too nice. the idiot and the tiger sounds way better."
🎙️— what’s a song you’re picking to serenade your partner/s with during karaoke?
zhao groans at the question, shooting the interviewer behind the camera a scathing glare. heizou is practically buzzing his seat beside him.
"don't get him started," he mutters. "his song choices are so-"
"you are, my fire~" heizou cuts off what else zhao was going to say with his sudden singing. holding an imaginary mic in his hands, he breaks out into a rendition of "i want it that way" by the backstreet boys.
"should not have let him have coffee before this," zhao sighs out, exasperated. his eyes meet the producer's and the interviewer's, a silent plea held in them. "skip my turn. just... just cut to the next question."
🗞️ — quick! you’re getting put as the headline for a newspaper! what type of relationship do you want to be known as? (flirty, high school sweethearts, etc)
"not to brag," heizou says coyly, wrapping an arm around zhao's shoulders, "but we're kind of a big deal already. newspaper headlines are nothing new to us."
"the school paper doesn't count."
"don't ruin this for me, babe."
"couple label huh," zhao says, ignoring heizou's pout and earlier comment. "the rest of the crew would probably assign us as the wittiest? seems the most likely. then again, we are both part of the paper, so we'd have say anyways in what they put down for us."
🗣️ — were there any rumours about your relationship before you went public? are there any current ones still? how do you / did you deal with them?
heizou looks slightly to the side, expression a bit tense as he smiles with a shrug.
"people caught on way too quick that something was going on between us," he sighed. "most assumed i was just using zhao to boost my grades or to get my ideas approved in the school paper."
"the amount of milk people tried to dump on me was insane," zhao huffs in amusement, no offense taken. "such a waste."
heizou bits his lip at the statement. the other smiles softly at him, intertwining their hands together and giving him a measuring squeeze.
"but we're all good now, yeah?" zhao's voice is gentle as he speaks. "what rumors are floating around now are mainly good ones about us."
"yeah..." heizou squeezes his back with a small laugh. "did i ever tell you about how, at first, some of the newsies thought we were cousins and panicked when they caught me kissing you?"
"no- wha- heizou- love- when- wh-"
#─── ⠀⠀ ⠀ ﹟𝟎𝟎𝟏 ⠀⠀ ﹕ ⠀⠀ yizou. ⠀☆ ⠀ !#* ⠀ ⠀ 𝓩. ⠀ ⠀ / ⠀ ⠀ games.#modern au yizou *crying noises*#i want to write that smau so bad kfdjhgfkljd
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20 Questions for fanfic writers (answered)
1. how many works do you have on ao3?
62! Including the few I have on anon
2. what's your total ao3 word count?
314,584 (nearly twice in just this year of what I’ve written before in the time before!)
3. what fandoms do you write for?
Harry Potter, and whatever fandoms I want to au into. (But also have technically done Star Wars and vampire diaries but we don’t talk about that, they just exist now)
4. top five fics by kudos:
1) Dream to Keep You(E) 2)Doubt it’s going to change what we are inside (E) 3) Two sugars no cream(E)
4)Thunder to break the silence(G) and 5) Bloody Gorgeous(T)
But I give it 2 weeks until the top five is all explicit works 😂
5. do you respond to comments?
Yes, and hardly immediately, I do it in clumps
6. what is the fic your wrote with the angstiest ending?
Divine Violation(e) !!!! You watch those tags, poor Harry’s life is in Voldemorts hands
7. what's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Got Lost in it,feels impossible(t)
8. do you get hate on fics?
No and I don’t give it either 🙂
9. do you write smut?
Hell yes I do
10. craziest crossover?
Hehe tomarry 101 Dalmatians or Tomarry shrek @fanged-fate-fest hmmm or..(trips,falls, fics fall out of my pockets left and right all over)
11. have you ever had a fic stolen?
Nope
12. have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope
13. have you ever co-written a fic before?
Attempted so far, progress…. Though if you count the Korra/Makko fic from high school it’d be that
14. all time favorite ship?
Harrymort 😎 or…percabeth!!
15. what's a wip you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
I have a handful I ditched at the end of last year-here’s one that’s still under 1k: Draco’s name meaning dragon could’ve inspired so many different paths for his life. But he’s in a dungeon, Potter is on the run, and Voldemort is living in his house.
16. what are your writing strengths?
I don’t fuck with writers block- I write something more or getting to read is a great solution for me! Breaks from stories are such a need too!
17. what are your writing weaknesses?
I am weak to include scenes and lines that I think are cute and funny, but then later I find them (adorably) cringey and wish I had gone through my plot more than editing…but that’s all a learning curve too
18. thoughts on dialogue in another language?
I like it! Translation at the bottom notes is best. Also more relevant to my own writing-if it’s parseltongue it should be in italics as well as quotes.
20. favorite fic you've written?
What an evil question!!! i literally looked at all my fics for an hour I can’t ever pick one, I have to fall back on the same goddamn one every time even though I’ve written better ones since it still rules my heart
Here- my first Harry Potter fic. Building my foundation in crack treated seriously, based on the plot of Cars(Disney,yes) Harry Kachow
Thanks @liquidluckandstuff for questions ✨
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
Tagged by @toastytoaster22 (finally getting to this I started this and then life happened haha)
1. How many works do you have on Ao3?
8 (i just got back into writing in July 2023!)
2. What’s your total Ao3 word count? 66,608 (it will probably double as I am deep into a long fic right now)
3. What fandoms do you write for?
I used to write Puzzleshipping YGO but I’m all in on Mob psycho 100 now.
4. What are your top five fics by kudos?
Just Breathe
Black Sweatshirt (yeaaaaah rising!)
Emotional explosion (surprised this one I thought got the least amount of reads this was my very first mp100 fic)
Float (I love how much this resonated with people)
Blackhole
5. Do you respond to comments?
Yes! It’s something I take very seriously. No judgement if someone doesn’t respond to my comment on fics! But for me it’s important to respond.
6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Ah. Hm. Blackhole I guess? The ending isn’t angst though it’s just a more intense fic.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I think Float is very happy. It makes me smile every time I read it. Also the ending of Cobalt makes me so good. I want to rewrite Cobalt though its missing something. I posted it too soon.
8. Do you get hate on fics?
Back in my YGO days I got some but I just ignored it. Usually they were just about me not finishing a fic so….yeah I get it heh
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yep. I’m an adult. I can write and enjoy smut.
But in all seriousness I do and I encourage anyone who is hesitant to write about sex, to just do it for yourself if you ever want to. You never have to post it, you can just write what you want and delete it, or keep it for yourself. Or never write about sex at all. I'll just say, getting back into this part of myself after not writing it for years has been so beneficial for my mental health. It helps me process and work through things. And writing gives me the opportunity to do that.
10. Do you write crossovers?
Well not right now, but I do know a lot about a certain mp100xOPM AU by @sodasexual and may or may not write something in that verse one day. Already drawing fanart for it so.... fanfics are likely gonna happen one day!
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Uhhhh not that I….know of? (gosh I hope none have...)
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
Nope.
13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Sorta co-wrote something recently that was just for fun. Also @emeraldoodles and I def co-wrote a dragonshipping fic I think when we were in high school? Dunno if I ever posted it tho I can't remember
14. What’s your all time favorite ship?
Hm. Puzzleshipping is my origin story. But something about Terumob really hits me in a place that I can’t describe. I just adore them.
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Hmmm I have a couple one-shots I wanna write and I may not write them all.
16. What are your writing strengths?
I love writing POV descriptions of emotions. And I like to hope I’m good at it. Blackhole is this. It’s a mess of words and descriptions that I can just chew on and I love writing it. I think my recent Terumob oneshots kinda get into that space too. I like to hope that is a strength. But yeah it seems to resonate with people so I think it’s a strength?
I also think dialogue has always come easy to me. I feel like it’s the easiest thing for me to write and I hope it is realistic.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
Ah.... I am terrible with consistency. I forget things and sometimes run off down paths. I also repeat myself a lot and like to describe every movement a character makes which can bog down scenes.
I have so written myself into a corner and had to weasel my way out of it hahaha This is why I am trying to talk about my stories more to friends so I DON'T do that again.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
I did this a bit but I don’t anymore. It’s just too much mental work for me.
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Yugioh.
20. Favorite fic you’ve written?
I think Black Sweatshirt, my current ageswap fic, will be my fav. It’s the most expansive writing I have done probably ever in my life. There are multiple plot lines, scenes that have already made me cry, and an ending that I just cannot wait to share with the world. I hope others enjoy it as much as I do, and I can deliver on this story.
The other one is a series called Safe Space which is a series of one-off stories touching on different emotions Shigeo has to process post-canon. Exploring the gray areas of forgiveness, confessions, grudges, anger, and love. I think I will be writing that on the side as I do other things but I love it to pieces. It means a lot to me and i hope to one day share it.
I'm always nervous to tag others so if you see this, feel free to do it!!
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Fic Writer's Showcase Game
I was tagged by @there-must-be-a-lock - thanks!
Rules: Go to your published works on AO3 and list the first fic you ever published there, the last fic you published, any fic that you wrote for a fandom/ship only once, your favorite fic you wrote in the fandom/ship that has the most works, the fic you wish more people read, the fic you agonized over the most, the fic that sprang fully formed from your mind without any effort, and a work you are proud of—for whatever reason. <3
First Fic: Full Circle
So, this is how I got into writing fanfic. Someone on a non-fandom message board I was on was a big fan of fanfiction, and I thought, "Wow, I haven't thought about fanfiction since my X-Files days! I wonder what it's like now?" I went to FFN (this was pre-AO3) and the top fandom was Pirates of the Caribbean, which I didn't know much about, and I think the second top was High School Musical, and the third was X-Men. So I read some X-Men stories, especially Wolverine/Rogue, and one of them was a very compelling story about pregnancy loss which ended with a very ambivalent ending -- basically, a phone ringing and you don't know if the character will pick up. My friends, I COULD NOT SLEEP. I had experienced a pregnancy loss in the prior year, and I *had* to write a happy ending to this story. In retrospect, it was the RUDEST thing but I was new to fandom and I didn't know anything. I wrote it in an email and then eventually sent it to the author like a cat dropping a dead mouse in her lap, and she was very kind and encouraged me to post it. And that was ::checks notes:: at least a decade ago. Yikes.
Last Fic:
Chrome-Plated Heart Technically a WIP but it's all completed and is just posting twice a week until it's done. A Winterhawk Marvel Pacific Rim AU.
One-Hit Fandom:
Hope
I am kind of a serial fandom monogamist and once I'm in a fandom I tend to linger for a few years, so I only have one one-off in the Cabin Pressure fandom and it's more of a ficlet. A little Douglas Richardson & Martin Crieff cutscene from St. Petersburg. I don't even know their portmanteau!
Favorite Fic in the Fandom with the Most Works:
Lucky in Love
Wow, I had to check but I'm actually now tied for fandoms -- Marvel and Teen Wolf both have 18 fics each. So, I'll go with Marvel, and Lucky in Love, my first Winterhawk fic. I think it's rare to write a fic and then not want to change much about it a few years down the road, but I still reread this one from time to time and I still really like it! Fic I Wish More People Read:
Quriosity
Hmmm. It seems greedy to say so because it got a great reception, both within the 00Q fandom and just objectively in terms of number of hits, etc., but I feel like there's not as much crossover between the Bond fandoms and others I'm in, so if there's one fic of mine I would encourage people to take a chance and try if they know me from Marvel or Teen Wolf fandoms it's this one. There's a lot of fics in my repertoire that have themes of touch starvation / touch aversion but this one is the mostest.
Fic I Agonized Over the Most:
Freedom's Reach
I'm tempted to say the current fic I'm writing (my selkie!Bucky MTH2022 fic) but I think that's just a tendency to think whatever you're writing now is putting up the hardest fight. Freedom's Reach is my Winterhawk historical AU (e.g. American Civil War era) with mail order bride, and I don't know what I was thinking to write 1.) Inherently uneven power dynamic, which is something I typically dislike 2.) In an era I know nothing about 3.) Requiring frequent misunderstandings which I typically dislike. My poor beta @kangofu-cb is a saint for all the whining and self-doubt she had to put up with as I wondered whether I was walking all those lines.
Fic that Sprang Fully Formed: For Everything There is a Season
So, Google tells me that the Four Seasons Total Landscaping debacle happened on November 7th, 2020, which means that within the week I had started posting this fic, and I'm pretty sure I wrote it in one evening. What can I say, I was inspired to think of ... Pierce ... and his ... Restore America's Glory supporters ... getting a pile of manure dumped on him. Go figure.
Proud of for Whatever Reason:
Pretty When You Cry
I am NOT good at writing short, capture-a-pivotal-moment-and-let-it-speak-for-itself fics. As the length of this post attests, I am a prototypical ADHD overexplainer. This fic managed to be short and sweet and intensely smutty but with all the feels somehow crammed in. And then, to overexplain, I had to do a second chapter from the other POV but I like how (to me at least) it doesn't feel repetitive or boring; it's the same events and dialogue but the internal narrative is so different it's still interesting. So, yeah, smutty little feels fic with Winterhawk failing a one-night-stand, check it out. I think between nox and lou most of the Winterhawk regulars already got tagged, so I'm tagging outside the fandom or people I haven't caught up with in awhile so, um ... @flamingo-queen-writes , @drunktuesdays , @pantstomatch, @shatteredhourglass, @1000-directions ... and anyone who wants to do this; I haven't been online for a bit so I'm sure I missed a bunch!
#bucky barnes#the winter soldier#clint barton#hawkeye#marvel#mcu#winterhawk#00q#james bond#quartermaster#rogan#wolverine#rogue#x-men#fanfiction#ask memes#fic author memes#cabin pressure#martin crieff#douglas richardson
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I'm going to ask you for LoCH trash answers! 10, 11, 14 and 16
ooooo LOCH!! :DDDD
10. what is the worst thing you want to become canon (character death, trash-ship, etc)
hmmm WELL I have always been fond of A-Heng Parrot Coma from 83. Which, okay to explain A-Heng Parrot Coma, we must first understand that Feng Heng (HYS's wife) is NOT 100% dead in 83 canon. Instead, she is just in a terrible coma that he has been planning to rescue her from in time for the JingRong wedding even for the past 15-16 years. And here he is, working hard to actually revive beloved A-Heng! Except! OYF invades the island to kill JingRong for #reasons and uhhh upon hearing Rong'er scream outside he abandons his wife to go save his daughter, screams like a demented madman while beating off OYF, and uhhh then has a bit of a mental breakdown about the now 200% dead A-Heng. For the record, Huang Rong thinks A-Heng is the name of her dad's beloved pet parrot who also died during this whole thing so she gets him another not talking parrot that she pretends is A-Heng to cheer him up. How HYS has not yet lost his mind and destroyed the island yet is ??? to me, BUT don't worry! there's more! Huang Rong discovers her mom's dead corpse and he has to tell Rong'er that actually, he was just a fucking lunatic who claimed mom was alive for all these years instead of telling Rong'er that she was dead, at which point Huang Rong has a meltdown and yells about how she HATES IT and would rather have just known THE TRUTH, and it's okay stop being deranged dad, lets actually bury mom all nice okay?
AS YOU CAN SEE this is my CATNIP I'm insane about this. I think it would improve the deranged HYS situation from the book if this were canonized. 83 HYS in general is just like the writer room's soggiest meow meow and they were all HYS apologists so canonizing their various antics would've been hilarious. 2 me. If we can't canonize the whole of A-Heng Parrot Coma, I propose we canonize that situation in 83 where HYS is trying to figure out where Rong'er is from Zhou Botong by asking him "where is my daughter???" and ZBT saying "oh how should I know where your daughter is?" to the whole audience of WYHL's ship. "You only have like, 10 thousand bastard hellions!" a situation that HYS is too deranged at the moment to disapprove.
11. what is your most sinful headcanon
my most sinful LOCH headcanon is actually proven in ROCH the sequel and that is that OYF and Hong Qigong should be shipped together. (For the record, they die laughing in each other's arms bc Qigong finally got OYF to remember who the hell he was again after several decades of insanity so I feel like this ship is already canon. To me. In my heart. It can't be disproven!)
14. What is ur crackiest crack ship
My crackiest crack ship is probably that Mei Chaofeng and Bao Xiruo should've been together. Maybe this would've fixed Yang Kang. And also let them leave WYHL behind. As is their right.
16. what is ur favourite ridiculous au
Hmmm this is something that @autumnslantern and I call "95% high school au" wherein most of the story takes place in the China part of LOCH, but I think it's definitely the situation where Huang Rong and Ke Zhen'e take an EXTENDED road trip towards Mongolia to find Guo Jing together because they're being chased by Yang Kang and OYF! Fun times!
:DDD thanks for the ask! I have lots of feelings about LOCH for sure.
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THERE'S NO PLACE LIKE HOME - PERCY/NICO AU HIGH SCHOOL - CHAPTER XIV
In this chapter we have a super 18+ scene. It's a gift for the delay in updating the story. And while I'm on this subject, I'd like to know what you guys think about something. Like, technically, I should indicate that the blog is for adults, which would hide it behind that annoying warning and consider me a sex bot, you know? If someone reports me, the blog will be deleted. So, should I continue with the +18 scenes here or put them somewhere else? I've already put up a poll in the Portuguese version, but I'd like your opinion too.
Previous chapters: CHAPTER I / CHAPTER II / CHAPTER III / CHAPTER IV / CHAPTER V / CHAPTER VI / CHAPTER VII / CHAPTER VIII / CHAPTER IX / CHAPTER X / CHAPTER XI / CHAPTER XII / CHAPTER XIII
Percy learned something very interesting these last few days. He had found out the right way to have a happy ending, both between Nico's legs and in the heart of his beautiful baby. The secret to satisfying Nico was doing the right thing, at the right time and at the right pace. If he took things slowly at first, treated him with affection and made Nico relax, the chances of him getting everything he wanted and going much deeper than that were high. Honestly? Percy didn't think someone so innocent in everything he did could have such an uninhibited side behind four walls. The funny thing was seeing the rare moments where Nico remembered that he shouldn't act like that, feeling embarrassed, only to have Nico open his legs the next moment, asking for more.
“You've been a naughty boy today. You deserve a punishment. My boy remember what I said earlier today?’’
“Hmm… that you would let me cum?'' Nico tried, hopeful.
“No. I said, I would make you beg.’’
''Oh.'' That's all Nico said before being thrown onto the bed and his pants being ripped off him.
But Percy did everything with care. He took off Nico's sneakers, pulled his pants down along with his underwear and enjoyed the moment; it wasn't often that Nico let him see all that exposed skin. He stroked Nico's long legs and kissed them slowly, nibbling where he went, tortuously slow in his touches, moving up and up, finally reaching Nico's groin and lingering there, massaging the junction of his legs with his pelvis and touching Nico's member, then, he heard a whimper.
''What's wrong, baby?’’
''You… you‘re torturing me!’’
“Am I?’’
“Hmmm.'' Nico nodded, bringing his hands to his own face, like he was trying to hide it, and ended up biting his fingers just as Percy looked at him, seeing Nico’s face flushed and his eyes almost closing with sleep, holding back the next moan. Percy had to admit, he was in the mood to do exactly what Nico accused him of doing. So, he ignored Nico's erect member and went a little lower, stroking his entrance, rubbing in soft, delicate circles, until it opened up like a flower for him, pulsing against his fingers.
But Percy didn't push right all the way like Nico wanted. No, he kept rubbing and rubbing, watching Nico open and close for long moments, hearing the sweet moans that his baby couldn't contain inside himself.
''Percy!’’
“What it that?’’
''I…’’
''Yeah?’’
''I need you! Inside of me!’’
''Oh, no. Don't cry. We haven't even started yet.’’
“T-thank you.'' Nico whispered, all tearful, and leaned towards him, grabbing his shirt, begging sweetly, his big black eyes looking at him so desperately and frustrated that Percy took pity, although only now Percy was recalling their deal. If Nico didn't know what to say and wanted to continue, he would say “Thank you” and when it felt good and still Nico wanted to stop, he would say “Please”.
‘So sweet’ Percy thought. He would make everything better. So, Percy pulled Nico against his chest and comforted him, kissing his hair, mumbling:
''There, there. It's already gone. See? All good.’’
''I… I wanted…’’
''I know what you want.’’
With Nico in his arms, Percy turned to the side and opened the first drawer on the bedside table and took out a tube of lub. He put some on his fingers, warming the gel in his hand, and brought his fingers to Nico's entrance. Exactly as before, Nico moaned sweetly and threw his head back when Percy rubbed around Nico's hole, feeling Nico melt like butter in his arms, surrendering to the sensations he felt.
Percy couldn't help the heat that spread in his chest, both from pleasure and affection, but from lust too, that feeling that made him forget everything and encouraged him to take everything he wanted.
''Is this what you wanted, beautiful? For me to fuck you at my parents' house?’’
Percy tried to be as delicate as possible, as delicate as his pleasure-drunk mind would allow. And He had to admit, it wasn't enough for him, it never would be, because, deep down, he knew this wasn't the way he should treat his baby. If Percy had his head on straight, he would never do this, but something inside him dominated his body, making him act the way he never thought he would.
The truth was, since Nico’s return, he wasn’t acting like himself, he wasn’t behaving like Nico deserved. But, in the end, care and kindness wasn't what he wanted and it wasn't what Nico wanted either. Percy wasn't proud of himself; the next thing he knew, he had three fingers inside Nico, opening him slowly, but eagerly and more deeply than he had done in the past. Percy had to stop for a moment and take a deep breath, he had promised that he wouldn't let his feelings get in the way of his relationship with Nico. What could he do if Nico became even more beautiful, moaning with his back bent, about to come while he just kept playing with Nico's body, discovering the places that made him moan, and what made him cry with pleasure, or even that little place that was making Nico scream, shaking from head to toe?
That's why Percy forced himself to take his fingers out of Nico and take a deep breath. It wasn't right to treat him like a plastic doll, a little toy he could use and then put away in a box.
''Baby? All good?'' Percy forced himself to see through the haze of lust and see his baby and not… a lover where he could satisfy all his desires.
Percy watched in slow motion Nico opening his eyes, unfocused and dilated, breathing as deeply as he had done, looking confused.
''No... ah... don't stop... I... thank you.'' Nico said in the softest and sweetest voice Percy had ever heard, all obedient and happy, smiling dreamy, saying: “I'm so drunk.”
And then, Nico was laughing, looking more stoned than any drink could make him, putting his arms around Percy’s neck and kissing him softly.
Percy couldn't blame him, he felt as high as Nico seemed to be, but what Percy hadn't noticed until that moment were the tears that were flowing, seeping from Nico's eyes that, in addition to being unfocused, were also teary;his dark skin warm to the touch, marred by invisible lines. Why did Percy know this? He had to raise his hand and wipe Nico's face, sliding them until he held Nico by the back of his head and neck, keeping them there, buried in Nico's hair. And Nico? Well, he just moaned, letting Percy lean him closer to him, and spread his legs wider, offering himself to Percy.
Percy didn't want to think about this, this… show of submission. That made something inside him wake up, something Percy was ashamed to admit he had inside him. But… he looked down and saw that Nico had cum at some point. They should stop, right? So, why was Percy unzipping his own pants and applying lube to his own cock?
Percy grunted when he felt the tip of his member's head come into contact with Nico's entrance. They should use condoms, shouldn't they? But he knew Nico was a virgin before he fucked him, which Percy knew was just another excuse for his endorphin-filled brain not to force him to stop. But, Nico had asked, hadn't he?
He didn't hesitate any longer, Percy grabbed Nico by the waist and pulled him against his member, letting gravity do its work. It was an out-of-body experience seeing Nico's small, tight little hole, accommodate his size, watching him go down slowly, taking him in inch by inch, seeing his member disappear inside Nico with almost no effort at all, now hearing the high-pitched moans and gasps against his ear, chest against chest, feeling Nico hug him tightly around the neck and wrap his legs around his waist, bouncing around in his lap so deliciously that for a moment Percy found himself without reaction, only able to gasp against his baby's black hair, helping him in any way he could.
Then, Nico let out a long, breathy moan against his neck and bit him hard, stopping moving immediately, squeezing him so hard that Percy didn't know how he hadn't come at that very moment. Yet, knowing Nico had just cum, Percy didn't have enough strength to stop, but he didn’t try to move either. So, he waited, staying in that same position for long moments, sitting motionless on the bed, thinking that maybe Nico had fallen asleep, or that Nico didn't want to continue anymore. That was the moment when Percy heard a sly little moan and felt Nico move, just a little, rotating his hips, as if trying to find a better position. And Percy, like the gentleman that he was, helped him. Still holding Nico's waist, he moved him a little to the right and then forward, finding a more comfortable angle.
Yes! Percy thought he had found it, feeling Nico squeeze him tightly and whimper like he was dying.
''Is it here? Like this? Feels good?’’
''Ah… ah… thank you!'' Nico squirmed and forced himself against him, hugging Percy tightly again. And since Nico was so determined to kill them with pleasure, it was the best way Percy could die.
Percy held Nico's hips tighter and, almost immobilizing him, pulled him up and then took him down, slowly and deliciously, feeling Nico squeeze him so hard it almost hurt.
''Baby, you gotta relax, hm? Take a deep breath for me.’’
Nico did, because he was the best boy in the world, and let himself fall onto his chest, relaxing with his head resting on his shoulders.
Ah, that was much better, because, suddenly, his member was sliding in and out of Nico without any effort, Nico moaning shamelessly with his head thrown back. Percy watched for a moment as Nico gave himself to him without any fear and forgot about himself, regretting that he had almost lost Nico forever.
''Do you want to cum?'' Percy asked, feeling himself float away.
''Per… I… ah! I don't know!'' And again, in the sweetest voice, but now panting and desperate, Nico opened those black eyes and pleaded with his gaze, something that Nico himself seemed to not know what it was.
Percy didn't really know what he was doing, but if Nico wanted it, he would make it come true.
''Touch yourself.’’
''W-what?'' Nico asked without understanding.
''I want you to touch yourself.’’
Percy then held one of Nico's hands and took it between their bodies where Nico's member was erect once again.
''I want to see.'' Percy repeated and waited to see what Nico would do.
Nico blinked slowly at him and, still looking uncertain and stoned, wrapped his fingers around himself, beginning to slide his hand up and down, in the most delicate, gentle touch Percy had ever seen. He did nothing but watch Nico touch himself with him still inside Nico, feeling Nico pulse and squeeze him rhythmically for a few short minutes.
It didn't take long, as slowly and gently as Nico had started, Nico came, with long strokes and even sweeter moans. And this time Percy saw Nico ejaculating, the small member twitching and finally releasing the last drops until Nico stopped moving his hand and looked at Percy, blinking slowly and breathing quickly, as if waiting for the next order.
That was a slightly strange and wonderfully extraordinary moment for Percy. He was content to just watch Nico's pleasure and let his erection go away on its own. The fact is that Nico was still looking at him, still looking uncertain and honestly confused.
''Aren't you going to cum?'' Nico asked him, and Percy almost laughed, thinking he was going crazy.
“What do you suggest, hm?’’
“Oh.'' Nico murmured, tilting his head and gently placing his hands on Percy's shoulders. ''Can I decide?’’
“Sure.’’ Percy shrugged, why not?
The surprise came immediately; Nico lifted his hips, moaning softly and let Percy's member slip away from him. Soon after, Nico knelt on the bed, sat between Percy's spread legs and holding the base, kissed the head for long moments. He licked and sucked without rushing to finally suck it whole, starting a light suction, in the most beautiful and erotic sight that Percy had ever had the pleasure of witnessing, thinking that this would be the fastest orgasm of his life.
Nico started to move his hands too and suddenly, his member was sliding into Nico's throat. What finally made him cum was when Nico swallowed around him and gasped, choking slightly. And again, Percy had no reaction other than leaning on the bed and throwing his head back, moaning for a long time. Surprising him again, Percy watched as Nico continued to suck him, now so gently he could barely feel it, only sliding away when Nico was sure Percy had finished, finally softening against his lips. It was as if a new world had opened up right in front of Percy's eyes; he didn't know that someone sucking his cock could rock his world like that. But, of course, Nico wasn't just anyone and no one but Nico could cause these feelings in him.
''Per?'' He heard Nico's small voice call him. Percy opened his eyes and realized that he still had his head thrown back and was staring at the ceiling. It was difficult to even open his mouth.
''Hmm?’’
''I… I'm sorry… I didn't mean to…’’
He didn’t mean what? Percy wanted to laugh in hysteria and pleasure.
Content and truly satisfied, Percy finally gathered the strength to move and sat down on the bed, seeing that Nico was still between his legs. The funny thing is that Nico didn't look happy, looking like he would burst into tears at any moment.
''What's wrong, baby?’’
''I hurt you.’’
''Hurt me?’’
''You looked like you were in pain, but I didn't want to stop. You never let me do that.’’
Percy smiled and pulled Nico onto his lap, hugging him to his chest. He could tell Nico was right; It felt so good it hurt, like his orgasm was being pulled out of him and Percy had no control over it.
''You didn't hurt me. In fact, you only had to ask. You were great.’’
“Was I… great?'' Nico sank against Percy's chest, but he still looked doubtful. ''If you say so, I will believe it.’’
Percy smiled again and kissed Nico's hair. He just hoped that Nico wouldn't fight with him the next morning when they were both completely sober.
***
''If you say so, I will believe it.'' Percy hears Nico say, watching him close his eyes and sigh before relaxing against his chest, now breathing deeply in his sleep.
Percy was almost tempted to do the same and sleep in that exact position, sitting in the middle of the bed with Nico using him as a pillow. But unfortunately, he had to be the responsible person. Feeling his legs still shaking, he placed Nico on the pillows, covered him with a sheet and got up. He entered the suite's bathroom and after cleaning himself and arranging his clothes, he returned to the room with a damp towel and cleaned Nico, saying "I'll be back soon", which Nico didn't seem to hear, and left the room, closing the door softly behind him, leaving Nico under the covers in just socks and a t-shirt.
He went downstairs and, already regretting it, saw that there were still people at the party. Not that it mattered to him, it was just another day at the Jackson house, so he walked with determined steps towards the kitchen, but when he got there he had an unwanted surprise.
It was Annabeth, of course! Who else? Who else could it be? His relaxation vanished in the blink of an eye, especially when Annabeth turned to him and smiled, holding a crystal glass with red wine against her lips, her favorite drink, Percy unfortunately knew.
Maybe he had hidden some things from Nico and, maybe he had spent more time than he’d wanted with Annabeth in the last few years; Nico was gone and Percy was feeling lonely, imagine his surprise when Annabeth showed him a little sympathy.
Percy had let his guard down, he admitted. In the name of old times and childhood friends, Percy decided that giving another chance to the first friendship he had made in his life could work. The fact is that everything was fine for some time, the gang got together once again and everything was going well, that is, until Annabeth, in a drink-fueled study session, their best friends and books scattered on every surface of his room, she had tried to kiss him. In the end, all Annabeth wanted was to be homecoming queen and take advantage of his family's influence to get a scholarship and a cheerleading position at the best university in the country. If she had asked him for these things, Percy wouldn't have minded helping, but since she decided to take it by force, Percy returned it in kind.
Now, here they were. Annabeth in a long red dress that hid nothing, standing in front of the refrigerator, seeming to observe some photos stuck in it, photos of them and their other friends from when they were children and Percy hadn't met Nico yet. Percy almost believed her longing look, almost got fooled once again, and all because he was trying to get his baby a glass of water with painkillers, hm?
Not this time.
''What are you doing here? I thought I was clear.’’
''I wanted to talk to you.’’
''You'd better go home.’’
''Don't you miss us? How it used to be?’’
Annabeth then turned completely towards him and placed the glass on the counter, moving closer to him, parading herself, trying to seduce him. All it did was make his stomach churn. What would he miss? Of feeling alone, as if he were invisible? Living to fulfill all the selfish desires of a spoiled girl? Of not being able to do something if Annabeth didn't allow it? The worst thing would always know that no matter what he did, Percy would always feel cold and abandoned, even if she was less than five steps away.
''How did you intend to do that? Breaking into my room in the middle of the night?’’
''It's a good idea. I still remember where it is.’’
''Have you gone crazy? That’s it?’’
''It's you who doesn't understand! It should be both of us. This is not natural. What would your father say if he saw you like this?'' Annabeth touched his shoulder and then the urge to vomit really came, almost materializing itself.
''My father has nothing to do with this. You’ve crossed the line.’’
''Percy, darling. It's not too late yet.'' Annabeth touched his face and looked at him with those cold gray eyes, something he had once found beautiful and magnetic, but that now froze his body and soul. If there was one thing he had learned from Annabeth, it was that manipulation came in all sizes and shapes.
He took a step back, out of Annabeth's reach and took a deep breath, feeling free from a ghost that had continued to haunt him since he decided he liked sweet, well-behaved little boys more than manipulative, cruel girls. Maybe Nico was right and the only way for him to really get rid of Annabeth was to run away and disappear, just like Nico had done before.
''You need to leave. Now!’’
''Percy, I know you're confused. He's so cute he almost looks like a girl, doesn't he? He will never give you what I can. A family. A home.’’
“Nico can’t give me…?'' Percy asked himself for a moment, distracted. Then, he felt like laughing. Nico gave him exactly what he wanted and in the exact way he wanted it the most.
''Are you sure about that?’’
Percy knew he shouldn't, knew it wasn't Annabeth's business, and yet, he did it. Percy opened the top buttons of his shirt and showed the mark in the middle of his chest from teeth and nails, close to his neck, but discreet enough to cover with his shirt.
''Do you think Nico doesn't give me what I need? He is so much better than you will ever be.’’
''You will regret it! How do you trade me for that--’’
''In fact, even if I wasn't with him, you'd be the last person on earth who--’’
Plaft!
Percy even didn't felt the pain coming, he just heard the sound of Annabeth's hand against his face, the cold touch of her hand freezing him face. The shock came when his face turned to the side with the impact, it came when her scream of fury reached his ears, completely enraged, like a demon had possessed the body of the beauty with light eyes and blonde hair.
''Do you think you can talk to me like that? That you can treat me like this? Who do you think you are!'' Annabeth shouted, going at him once again. But this time, Percy refused to submit to her wishes, he wasn't afraid of what they would say or what the consequences would be.
This time, Percy held Annabeth's arms and faced her, without fear, before the next slap could arrive.
''We're done here. I don't want to see you, hear your voice or know about you. You are not welcome in my life or Nico's life. And if you try something, you will regret it. This is my last warning.’’
With that, Percy turned his back on her and left the kitchen, still hearing Annabeth's screams. When Percy returned, Annabeth was still in the kitchen pacing back and forth, furious, with the crystal glass in her hand. But if it were up to Percy, Annabeth should keep the glass as a souvenir. He didn't want anything she had touched.
''Make sure she never sets foot in this house again.’’
Standing in the middle of the hallway that led to the kitchen entrance, Percy watched the men nod and go towards the intruder. Each one held Annabeth by an arm and without another word, Annabeth was taken away by the men, screaming and offended, because finally, the person who haunted Percy’s nightmares was banished from his home and life once and for all.
***
Still hearing the blonde's screams, Percy was finally able to get the glass of water and the painkillers that Nico would need. And feeling exhausted and with his face throbbing, he climbed the stairs to the upper floor and entered his room at the end of the corridor, finding Nico awake, leaning against the bedpost, looking at his own lap covered only by the sheets with the saddest, most gloomy expression Percy had ever seen on his baby.
Everything got worse the moment Percy closed the door and step in the room. Nico raised his head and looked at him with those big black eyes, now all teary.
''Where were you?'' Nico said in a low voice, sounding hoarse and tired.
''I went to get some hangover medicine.’’
''I'm not hungover.’’
But Nico looked like he would fall asleep at any moment, continuing to look at him, as if he didn't believe him, and Percy gave up trying to convince him. Because, in that way, they were similar. Once they set their mind to something, nothing would make them change their mind. It would be worse if they found out that the other was lying. So, resigned, Percy walked quickly to the bedside table, placed the water and medicine on it and sat down next to Nico, pulling him onto his lap.
''What happened, hmm?’’
''It's nothing.'' Nico buried his face in the crook of Percy's neck and hugged him tightly around his waist, relaxing, and only then did he feel comfortable enough to say what he thought. ''I saw Annabeth at the party. After you sent her away. I hate knowing that she's still around, hanging around us and waiting for the right moment to attack.’’
So, that was the problem.
Well, Nico was more right than he thought.
Percy hugged Nico tighter, completely wrapping him in his arms, and sighed, laying his head on top of Nico's hair.
''Is what you think of me? That I would rush to her side after being with you?’’
''No, I don't think so. I just… she has a strange influence on you. I just… I don't like it.’’
''What don't you like?’’
''The way she looks at you. Like she wanted to… dominate you. It kills me to think that… to think that she can get what she wants.’’
‘Exactly what I do with you?’, Percy had the impulse to ask, but stopped before they got into an argument that they both weren't ready to face. Even though he knew their situation was different, and even though Percy wanted to dominate Nico, it was completely consensual between both parties; with Annabeth, he couldn't say the same. Just the thought of it turned his stomach.
''You don't need to worry.'' Percy said finally, trying to relax.
“Sure.’’
''Nico.’’
Percy grabbed Nico's face, pulling his head up and forcing him to face him:
''I love you. Just you and no one else. When will you understand this?’’
''I understand. Believing is more difficult. I remember the times when you smelled different... or had marks in suspicious places… '' Nico took his hands to the place he himself had left a mark, moving the shirt away to touch the skin and making Percy understand everything.
''They meant nothing more than… stress relief.'' Percy said, touching Nico's hand on his chest. ''They never meant anything more than that. You need to believe me.’’
''At the time I couldn't understand. It was so confusing. You slept in my bed and had sex with them.'' But now, Nico seemed to understand better, going to Italy and feeling the need to relieve that same kind of stress.
''You were… a perfect angel, delicate and immaculate. I didn't want to get you dirty.’’
''Get me dirty?'' Nico said, looking confused once again.
''I didn't want to force you like those boys did.’’
Nico raised his head, ready to say that those boys would never compare to Percy, looking back at him. However, when Nico saw a large mark on the right side of Percy's face, confusion was replaced by concern.
''What happened?'' Percy was immediately surprised by the change in Nico. The little boy was making a face, somewhere between confused and irritated.
''Your face. Who hit you?’’
Would it be too corny to say that Nico made him forget the pain? Percy decided yes, it was one of the cheesiest things he had ever thought of saying.
''It was nothing. Just a scratch.’’
''I want to know.'' When Nico realized that demanding wouldn't work, he gently touched Percy's face and kissed him sweetly on the lips, saying very delicately and quietly: ''I'm worried about you. Please, Per. Tell me who did this to you.’’
'It doesn't even hurt anymore.’’
''Please?’’
''Annabeth. It’s Annabeth. I found her in the kitchen.'' Percy sighed and closed his eyes, almost purring at Nico's affectionate touch. ''She didn't take no for an answer.’’
''Per! You should file a complaint!’’
'Maybe tomorrow. When Sally sees my face and makes me go. Or Paul arrives from a trip and drags me there with Tyson's help.’’
''Per.'' Nico murmured weakly, his eyes filling with tears, making Percy's heart clench and fill with affection in equal measures.
''I'm fine. I swear.'' To prove his point, Percy kissed him softly and stroked Nico's hair, combing it back. “See? Everything’s fine.’’
“Only if you take the pills.’’
''But I brought it to you.’’
''Let's share.’’
Percy smiled and shrugged. He broke the medicine in half, gave one part to Nico, swallowed the other part and held it in Nico's hands.
''How about a shower before bed?’’
Nico accepted the offer, of course. Because Nico was the most obedient and well-behaved boy in the world, always wanting to please him and take care of him, even if Percy didn't deserve it.
So, Nico took the medicine with the water and they stripped off the rest of their clothes, taking a quick shower and were soon under the covers. It had been a long day and all they wanted was a moment of peace and quiet.
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Soo... We finally begin to understand a little about Annabeth's relationship with Percy and Nico. Honestly? I didn't want to write about Annabeth, because it's a bit cliché. But here we are, I've been forced to introduce our antagonist properly. This way, Annabeth will be much more present in the story, but not too much, just enough to move the story forward. What did you think of her? And the development of the other characters? I'd love to hear what you think.
Thank you for reading!
If you liked it, leave me a comment, suggestions and constructive criticism. Even an emoji is valid, just so I know the story is pleasing you.
Until next time.
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hi lou!!!!! thank you for the emojis!!!<3<3<3
🦴 ⇢ is there a piece of media that inspires your writing?
hmmm. definitley not one single piece of media. i tend to draw inspiration from a lot of different types of media, of varying genres. i think it really depends on what im working on. for example, i found a lot of inspiration from the second season of Fantasy High for my sci-fi novel, especially the relationship between Aelwyn and Adaine (the sci-fi novel is, at the heart of it, a book about sisters). and on the flipside, i find myself thinking a lot about SKAM when writing the steddie modern AU im currently working on. anytime i write a romcom, i'm thinking about Nora Ephron films and Emily Henry's books. listening to Fiona Apple makes me insane about the OCs i have cooking in my brain and there is no discussion that Yellowjackets and The Locked Tomb series are going to be on constant repeat/re-read as i trudge through the first draft of this novel.
GAH!
well, now that i look at this list, it seems i draw a lot of inspiration from films/tv rather than books. go figure.
but i also cracked open The Things They Carried bc there is one specific scene that has stuck with me since high school that i just can't help but want to emulate that feeling of grief and heaviness in my own novel.
tldr; i draw inspiration from any and everything i lay my eyes/ears on!
🌵 ⇢ share the link to a playlist you love
since i gushed abt sci-fi/time-travel novel above, it is only fair that i share the playlist that i have on repeat while i draft it
Writers Truth & Dare Ask Game
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What inspired the plot of Blood Bank?
AHHHH IM SO GLAD YOU ASKED ABOUT BLOOD BANK I CAN AND WILL TALK ABOUT THIS FOR HOURS LMAO
okay so when i came up with blood bank I was in the hospital with severe pneumonia, i was there for 2 weeks and bored out of my mind, hopped up on cough syrup and pain killers, i was watching What We Do In The Shadows (excellent show give it a watch, absolutely hilarious) and reading reguri fanfics (and some prec metal ones too)
now a little history on me, i've been and out of various fandoms for most of my teen-adult life, i always loved vampire aus, my first was this one harry potter one, and i remember when in the middle of class this girl a year older than me (for some reason my schedule worked to put me in the older history class freshman year then the freshmen class my soph year) pulled out a binder and was like, 'bunny read this' -i had just read through all of harry potter for the first time that summer, i had enjoyed it, and this was a harry potter fic, it was a ginnyxdraco pairing and it was called the vampress and the veelan i think?? anyway it was super long and i reread it a ton throughout high school and it always stuck with me, so i always ended up reading through vampire aus. real talk i actually preferred the fic to the real series lmao
but back to blood bank, so i'm sitting there bored and watching that show and i was like hmmm vampires?? i want modern vampires, but then i was like hmmm add backstory?? yes???
so i decided to start at the beginning
this is really wordy for the answer; i was bored and on pain killers
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twenty questions for fic writers
@captain-hen my beloved ily thank you for tagging me.
how many works do you have on AO3?
163
what’s your total AO3 word count?
917,479
what fandoms do you write for?
i usually write for 911, but i've written for 911LS, marvel (just once, for Stucky), and emma x julian from the dark artifices series.
what are your top 5 fics by kudos?
a christmas miracle - the first friends to fiances fic i wrote now that it's over (and i'm sober) - @ao3theskyisblue and i wrote this because we were thirsting over buck hopping into the hot air balloon you better run from me (before i take your soul) - that's a fic i wrote about buck's childhood way, WAY, before we knew anything about phil and marge. let me go - buck gets kidnapped and made into a human bomb, eddie saves him, boom. to glimpse red - buck pulls eddie out of the well
do you respond to comments? why or why not?
i try to so much, because it's so nice of people to leave them in the first place, but historically i haven't been great because i kinda just post and dip because i hate my writing 99% of the time lmao
what is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
i wrote a fic (which isn't completed and will never be completed) where eddie dies, and i have a fic in the works where chris dies that isn't posted yet lol.
what’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
i don't even know what the happiest ending would be, because most of my fics end on a happier note but i think cinnamon kisses was very cute and fluffy. love like (the sweetest) chocolate was also very flufftastic.
do you get hate on fics?
yup. not always directly on the fic itself, but they drop into my inbox.
do you write smut? If so, what kind?
yes, and the depraved kind.
do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
not always, but i was watching high school musical: the musical the series, and i made a 911 crossover, and that's insane to me ajkdlasjdl
have you ever had a fic stolen?
yes
have you ever had a fic translated?
i think someone just reached out about a chinese translation for a fic @ao3theskyisblue and i wrote, but other than that, no.
have you ever co-written a fic before?
yes! with @ao3theskyisblue and @bieddiediaz <3
what’s your all time favorite ship?
buddie lol
what’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
buddie hate fic, buddie hockey au, love, eddie, so much.
what are your writing strengths?
hmmm i like that i can use metaphors, and sometimes it's the extended metaphors that take my breath away when i go to re-read one of my fics.
what are your writing weaknesses?
that i usually don't like any of my writing without the advantage of some distance and time xD i also wish i could write longer fics.
thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?
i've done it, and i love it so much. i had a fic i wrote years and years ago, when i was first starting out, that was half urdu and half english. the urdu just worked so much better.
first fandom you wrote for?
it was a youtube group and i wrote an au for it xD it embarrassed about it all now.
favorite fic you’ve written?
in the dark (with the stars) is one of my favorites because it's so personal and it feels like i just dropped my bleeding heart into it so...i do quite like it. i also like acts of service because it was a fricking insane prompt from a show @bedhadakdiaz and i were watching LMAOO
anywayyyy i finally got through this xD @deareddie @ao3theskyisblue @negansmiith @oneawkwardcookie @bieddiediaz @alkaysani @renecdote @miserykites and anyone else who wants to do this hehe
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