#his profile is so beautiful 🫠

[foxtatodreams]

I was taking some photos of Tav, but I was distracted by pondering the orb...

[twnj]

“Teach me something new.”

“Finnish?” he asked.

“Mhm.”

“Like what?”

“Anything. Something you think I should know.”

Shikamaru’s fingers stopped still in her hair, and his eyes opened. While tired, they seemed to burrow right through her, deeper than they had reached earlier that night. They waited for a moment, and before rubbing the sleep from them and sighing, Shikamaru gave a surprisingly nervous little laugh.

“Okay,” he said tentatively. “Repeat after me: minä.”

“Minä.”

“Rakastan,” he continued slowly, annunciating every syllable carefully.

Her hand traced his jaw, focused on his stubble. “Rakastan.”

“Sinua.” Shikamaru’s fingers re-commenced their twiddling. “Minä rakastan sinua.”

Temari looked up at him and narrowed her eyes a little, focusing. “Minä rakastan sinua,” she said slowly, and when he gave her a lopsided smile, she smirked proudly. “And what does that mean?”

Grandmaster on ao3 by @notquitejiraiya

[bau-drabbles]

oh god aaron would definitely be the type to let out sooo many sounds but he’s kinda self conscious about them so he doesn’t let them out all that often 🫠❤‍🔥

i love this, such a cute concept 🥹🥹 ps i feel like i totally misunderstood this so i apologise for this instead 😩

18+, mdni!

especially when you both are deep into it and he's kinda struggling when he feels you around him, his grip on you slightly loosening. your nails have marked his back, amplifying the pleasure that much more. he's grunting, trying to focus but his vision is kinda hazy. it's overwhelming how much you affect him and you can see it on his face. he's holding back. he's still trying to regain some control but that ends here. right now, you're in charge

"let it all out, baby" you whisper deep in his ear, scraping the hairs at the back his neck. he's looking at you determined not to fall but you're relentless. he may be a profiler but you already know how to make him buckle and tremble, knowing exactly which parts of him bring him the most pleasure.

so you do exactly that and he falls into your chest, his arms tight around your waist. all you hear are his deep shaky breaths accompanied with a groan as you continue to ride him stimulating that one special spot, every nerve ending comes to life erupting in a sensation that stole every ounce of breath in his lungs.

his hands clutching at you while his eyes are screwed shut, completely lost to the pleasure.

"ohmy-... y/n p-please..." he pants, his fingers curling round your waist. his mouth is slightly parted, short shaky gasps falling from them. you feel him coming undone, your name a sweet prayer on his lips.

he falls back and takes you with him, a tangled mess of the sheets and limbs. you both remain quiet for a few seconds, simply basking in the afterglow. and then you grab your shirt, ready to change but he holds you back, a brow raised

"oh sweetheart, you didn't think we were done now did you?" he rumbles, tilting his head. you don't even get to answer as he presses his lips to yours, the familiar wetness pooling at your aching core once more. aaron gives you a knowing devious look, pinning your arms just above your head while you giggle and wrap your legs around his waist

tonight he was also going to see how many beautiful sounds you could make 🤍

[prince-strife]

so i watched tenet (i thirsted over robert pattinson for 2 1/2 hours)

spoilers ig? it came out 4 years ago

not a fan of the torture 🫠

i’m getting gay vibes man idk

oh shit hi michael caine

if that wasn’t a kingsman reference i’ll eat my shoe

this girl is super pretty

the way i flinched when he brought the tenderizer down BLEGH i hated that

benedict cumberbatch?? (i don’t think it was but sure asf looked like his side profile)

rpatz 😩😩 god this bitch is so prettyyyy

he plays “beautiful rich asshole” so well omg //pos

the tiny waist, the scarf, the floppy hair…

“well not from the air 🙄”

not protag with the harry hart suit

they’re both so babygirl

oooh he’s got a master’s in physics love a man with a brain

some of this stuff is so vague and confusing but gbr i’m having fun so idrc

kenneth branagh???

did she just try to kill him? actually that’s so valid get him girlie

this movie is so long tho, i’ve still got an hour and a half

hm. gross

her pumps are cute

she’s not the smartest, is she 🤨

neil looks like leon kennedy omg

what is??? happening???

“that’s not fair :(((“

“let’s start with the simple stuff” yeah “simple” my ass

kissing neil on the mouth every time he makes a snarky comment

this is very much giving “i care about her bc you care about her and i care about you”

the sleepily mumbling about physics <33

“you’re bleeding :((“

the gas mask hello???

OHHHH I FORGOT ABOUT THAT

that makes so much more sense now omg

the rest of this is still confusing tho, huh???

neil is hiding so much shit and i love that for him

“you’re not gonna tell me? 🥺” bro thinks he can just bat his pretty little eyes and get whatever he wants. (he’s right i would kill for him)

the glances??? 🤨🤨

oh they’re on different teams… i have a bad feeling about this

gbr i don’t get the vibe that neil was built for combat

lmaooo that pill won’t work

NOOOOO NEIL

“now let me go” screaming. sobbing. what the fuck

WAIT HOW LONG???

“we get up to some stuff” augh this is not ok

on one hand, at least he’s not dead-dead on the other hand HES FUCKEN DEAD

that was. a lot jfc. uhhhh 6/10 movie rpatz loml

[lestappeninchidents]

My god, you guys are not ready for your future fic update !!! Thanks to @axerocknroll , I think I’m writing the most beautiful lestappen of my life. I'm very emotional while writing it and I even have tears in my eyes because I'm so proud of what I'm doing. 😭🥹

I have for now 13 pages and more than 6300k, and it’s just the begging of the story and the idea that inspired me. 🫢🫠 I’m so exiting to share with you this.

I know you didn't get the fluff you deserved in my previous fic, so here you go!! We have a Charles all in love and completely overwhelmed by his feelings for Max, we have love meetings like I've never written and religious symbolism for sensual things. We have art references too. ❤️❤️

I’M FREAKING OUT THAT YOU DON’T LIKE IT!! 🫣😭

Here a little snippet. It’s just the begging of the request, there’s so much more before and there’ll be so many more afterwards for the whole idea of @axerocknroll.

Austria 2022 (and memories of before), a podium that luxury would envy :

The nightly meetings after the days of racing, in small restaurants or pubs, had increased their relationship a little more. It made them into something, as imposing as the moon, that Charles didn't even fear to be seen late at night in public with Max. He even became proud of it. His heart became like marshmallow every time he had these thoughts and he asked for more every time. Especially with the moments of euphoria and pain that had broken his heart and left open wounds to Charles' soul. Max became his serenity, always camouflaged when he pricked himself or was pricked too hard against the field of roses that offered itself to him this season.

Charles found himself thinking several times, after one hand had caressed a drop of sauce on the corner of his lips by the thumb of the other and the looks that held the secrets of the world, that the house was Max. His soul and Max's were fused together at the heart, like atoms that attract and detach.

Max will be his undoing, he said to himself one day after he had stuffed himself with too much pasta after the Imola Grand Prix and his heart had stopped for a nanosecond when Max told him what Sassy had done to his simulator. They had been in a small Italian restaurant that Charles knew and knew he could trust not to be disturbed by him and Max.

The light was subdued, as if lit by candlelight which gave an air of Beauty and the Tramp. Almost kissing thanks to... no, because... no, thanks... in short, to a spaghetti that would bring them together without realizing it. The Ferrari driver had taken precautions to be at the back of the restaurant, in a corner that was a little more subdued than the others, with the soft, slow Italian music that would camouflage the last indiscreet ears. Everything seemed perfect. The race awaited them tomorrow and Charles was in the best conditions to play the podium, with Max who was supposed to offer him a great battle. Tonight, they would enjoy a sweet night, profiling the path of their flirtation, and tomorrow the protégé of the tifosi hoped that they would be able to close their weekend in the best way before taking the plane.

"...if you had seen this, Charles! The menace that she is, jumped on the screen while I was showering, like she knew what she was doing. The cunning one! I'm sure she's the one who lost me the race in Miami, I couldn't train properly at the apartment. She took advantage of the fact that I forgot to close the damn door, which never happens to me, to sneak in like the little devil she is. And then..."

Charles watched the tagliatelle wrap around his fork energetically, because of the story he was telling. The divine carbonara sauce that the predestinato had already been able to taste several times, had made its way onto the freckle on Max's upper lip. If at this very moment Charles could paint the scene, believe him, it would be obscener than any nude that art could count, and will count in the future. Obscener than Courbet's The Origin of the World, more obscene than Manet's Luncheon on the Grass which had shocked the crowd at the time, even more obscene than Rodin’s bronze Iris, Messenger of the Gods which was even more equivocal than The Origin of the World.

If Charles Leclerc had been able to paint or sculpt Max Verstappen at that very moment: the Academy of arts, the World, the public, the Formula 1 fans, the teams, and the Universe would have half covered their eyes; so violent would the divine be to contemplate for their retina. Which would have ended up burning their eyes, like a solar eclipse. So much the better. Charles would rather keep it to himself, in his Pandora's box, which only he could open and unleash when he wanted to.

Was it wrong if Charles was dying to literally sit on Max's lap, in full view of everyone like an exhibitionist, and lick the little piece of sauce obscenely for several minutes? Then, to feed him and Max on these same strong thighs that he was dying to bite, to suck, to knead and to lick until the groin to make Max crazy. Just like he had done a few months earlier at that party.

Oh, yes. It was the most tantalizing fantasy he'd ever had in his life and especially one that had given him an erection so quickly, right in the middle of a restaurant. His legs tightened to keep anyone from noticing his unchaste thoughts.

[oreo-creampie]

the power you hold is...... unrivaled. my kitty clenches on nothing when i click on your profile, it's like she knows that shit's about to GO DOWN FR. like??? bestie??? your work??? literally??? never misses???? fr tho, the only thing i be missing lately is choso so thank you for that drabble THAT ATE AND LEFT NO CRUMBS BC CHOSO WITH A BIG THICK COCK THAT HANGS EVEN WHEN HE'S HORNY AS HELL??? ACCURATE. gurl, i am so feral for your work. thank you, good bye.

THANK YOU SWEETNESS! I feel like I’m stumbling through writing sometimes and I can’t believe that y’all love my stuff thank you thank you thank you ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

I’m always thinking about choso and his heavy cock that hangs, it swings a lil when he walks around naked it 🥵

There so many wonderful writers on here who can easily outdo me with their eyes closed and have me on my knees wanting to learn their ways of writing such beautiful toe curling pussy throbbing filth along with tooth rotting sweet fluff! 🫠😩🫠😩

Thank you for coming back and for expecting good content from me. I’m glad I have set a wonderful expectation for myself from my readers that I can hold myself too. I hope to keep providing wonderful content so we can all be delulu together ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[smokingcaterpillar]

King of Hearts ♥️♣️♦️♠️

Idk why I’m nervous to post this lol maybe because this is a more personal UPG experience with me and Loki. This might be a tad lengthy btw.

I know this is something I don't have to share, but lately I've been reflecting on it and realize just how much of a difference Loki has made within this semi-traumatic situation I’ve dealt with most of my life. So I want to share this beautiful thing. Beautiful to me anyway. And through several different methods of divination, he's assured me he's okay with me doing so ♥️

TW: mentions of heart surgery, hospitals, panic attacks

When I was a kid my father had multiple bypass heart surgery and valve replacement, and has been in and out of the hospital ever since for various reasons including heart stuff. To put it simply: over the years, I had developed a strong aversion to heartbeats. For example, if I gave someone a hug or was in someone’s arms with my head resting on their chest, I hated- absolutely hated -hearing their heart. Or even when I put in ear plugs and could hear my own. I had it in my head that I would suddenly hear it stop. A fear that stemmed from being able to hear my father’s artificial valve tick within his chest just by standing next to him, as well as hearing the beeping of hospital machines monitoring his vitals, fearing I would suddenly hear the ticking and beeps no more. I never told anybody this, probably because I thought I might offend someone. Like, “Here let me adjust my position against you, I don’t wanna hear your heart, sorry.” sounded a little harsh to me 😂 so I never said anything. I was probably worrying about that more than I needed to tbh.

Fast forward to the past couple years. Something I didn’t expect to happen at all 🫠

Loki, being clever without even trying, ever so slowly began showing me a new perspective on heartbeats.

Not long after He came into my life, I learned about the tale of Loki eating the heart of Gullveig, and subsequently would notice other devotees associating beautiful artworks of anatomical hearts with him as well. And I simply thought, “Awe, that’s nice.” And nothing more. Lol, since then I’ve joked with him sometimes that he surely is a vampire, which I feel he secretly enjoys 🤭

Then came the tale of how Loki (as Vé) may have contributed in human creation by giving “..color to the human complexion.” Blood. And my perspective shifted more, even softened a bit.

It wasn’t until six months ago that Loki began showing how fond he was of heartbeats (again, UPG of my aspect of him).

There were many different ways in which he showed his love of hearts; the sound, the feeling, its power, its effects, and yes, even its fragility- the part that I feared most. I won’t go into detail about how those walls of fear came down brick by brick, as most of them were in private moments of various forms of affection…but I will say that my eyes now do soften at the mention of hearts. And at the sound of them. Something I never thought would become untainted. Because He was in all of it. I can now see hearts through his eyes. And no longer do they appear to me as a frightening, scheming creature inside of our bodies waiting to carry out our demise. I am so grateful and joyous for that ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹 I still hear my father’s valve tick when I’m next to him and it’s quiet enough; I'm still prone to panic attacks where my bpm goes to 150 for fifteen minutes to an hour, I'm still prone to PVCs when I lose too much potassium or haven't slept well- all of which are now few and far between -but the feelings of dread and paranoia that plague me for days after something like that happens has finally tapered off. Replaced with fascination and appreciation for this muscle that keeps me alive.

God of Transformations, my King of Hearts, thank you for your patience in allowing me to see a dark part of my mind flash with vibrancy like a gem in the light. It took nearly thirty years, but we're here ✨🫀

Artist profile: rybrig on DeviantArt

[pascalssbabyy]

Hey there! Congratulations once again on reaching this milestone! You deserve it! I hope it's not too late to send you an ask for the celebration, but I have been having some trouble choosing a Pedro photo as my favorite, so I'm sending you this ✨ plus one of the last ones that made me stop for a few seconds and look at him, thinking, OMFG! Look at this man! So we might gush on him together, lol! I hope you're having a lovely day!♥️♥️♥️

Never too late and thank you so much! Sending so much love your way 💕

We gotta love our pre-outbreak Joel! Currently obsessing myself with this photo and how beautiful that god damn nose of his is 🫠

His side profile will forever be unmatched!!!

[newtthetranswriter]

Hello may I request a match up for Black Clover, Demon Slayer, and Jujutsu Kaisen please? :) I’m a straight female and my pronouns are she/her.

I’m very shy, distant, quiet, and a little awkward. Basically a huge introvert at first. However, once I get to know you better or I at least see that you’re comfortable around me, I’ll get comfortable as well :) And once that happens, you could say I become slightly more extroverted. I get louder, laugh more, and am overall less shy, distant, quiet, and awkward. I’m also very sensitive and have tons of trouble speaking up for myself. When getting yelled at or just insulted, I try and act unbothered but I think everyone knows that I’m holding in my tears at that point… (it’s really embarrassing ok don’t judge 🫠) But one thing I can say is that I’m somewhat funny. When I feel comfortable around people or just someone, I usually let more witty and funny comments out. The same goes for when I’m like shy Y’know? Its just that it’s much more less cause the last thing I want is awkward silence. Hobbies I have are photography, gaming, golfing, bowling, board games, jigsaw puzzles, and listening to music! My appearance usually consists of grey sweatpants, grey sweatshirt, and black boots— it’s usually my go to outfit since it’s pretty comfortable. At home, my hair is tied in a low ponytail. Outside however, my hair is let down. I let my hair down outside because I’m hella insecure about my side profile. I have a round face, curtain bangs, eye-bags, black hair, and really dark brown eyes :) some people say they look soulless but idk 🤷‍♀️ I think the only thing that’s preventing my eyes look completely soulless is the fact that I commonly express myself through reactions. I also tend to speak using a lot of “uh” or “um” because if usually when I don’t say those two words, I end up mixing up my words and my whole sentence just ends up sounding confusing 😬

A/n: Hello, I’m sorry this took so long but I hope you enjoy it. You are the first person to request Black clover so that was a nice change, I really enjoy it and hope more people request it soon. Anyway, have a great day and remember to hydrate or diedrate.

Black Clover: Finral Roulacase

Finral may come off as a player and like someone who cares to much for appearances at first but deep down he just wants someone who is kind and understands him

He doesn’t care that you like to wear sweats and relax all the time listening to music or reading, he loves relaxing with you

I can definitely see him trying to encourage you to get out of your shell and wearing your hair up outside of the hide out, but he won’t push it if you tell him to leave it alone

Finral just wants to take you to the most amazing places and show of his amazing girlfriend

If you’re at the hideout and Yami yells at you for something or Zora starts being an asshole, you bet Finral grows a back own for once and tells them to back off, he just doesn’t want to see you cry

He does enjoy when you start making jokes with Magna or Luck, the smile you get while laughing at their random arguments is the best thing in the world to him

Finral also loves your eyes, even if you or anyone else tries to say they look soulless, he just brushes it off and goes on to list how beautiful they are and that when the sun hits them just right they shine so magnificently.

Demon Slayer: Inosuke Hashibira

Inosuke is confused at first as to why you’re so quiet around him but after talking with Tanjiro and finding out you are probably shy, he tries to make you feel more comfortable

Making jokes and being his normal idiot self, somehow worked out the best way to make you comfortable is just be himself

When you start opening up and joining in on his jokes, he is so happy

Loves to try and get you to prank Zenitsu with him even if it’s just you distracting the blonde while he dumps water over the boy’s head

If anyone and I mean anyone makes you cry or almost cry they face his wrath, that includes the Hashira

Tengen makes a dumb comment that could be interpreted as an insult, Inosuke is trying to beat his ass. A demon calls you weak while out on a mission with him, that demon didn’t get another word out before its head was rolling across the ground

He’s very protective and will make sure you know he has your back

Also you are the only person he consistently call by their actual name, he never gets it wrong

Jujutsu Kaisen: Toge Inumaki

Toge completely understands being shy at first, after all he has to be careful around new people, cause they may find it odd he speaks in such a unique way

Once you are both comfortable around each other, Toge is his usual playful self and loves that you enjoy making jokes with him

He loves that you have such a wide range of hobbies, it means more fun date ideas

Going to the park and taking pictures of random things or each other, staying in and playing games while a collaborative playlist blasts in the background

Even if others may find it weird that you use filler words like ‘uh’ or ‘um’ all the time, he loves it because it show you are doing your best to communicate clearly even if you don’t have the same limitations as him

Toge just all around understands having trouble articulating what's on your mind so if you just need a break from talking he’s down to just cuddle or if you still want to express yourself he hands over his phone with an open notes app so you guys can type what you want to say

Also if he finds out someone made you cry or insulted you to the point you almost cried, they better hope he doesn’t find him because he will rock their world and he won’t even have to speak to do it, he’ll just beat their ass

[mostlyfate]

hi! i wanted to let you know that @/ashuuuuuuu has been reposting quite some of your gifs on mydramalist :/ (https://mydramalist.com/profile/7782859/feeds/kLXJpCJas, https://mydramalist.com/profile/7782859/feeds/qL2eAip)

your gifs are insanely beautiful so i quite immediately recognized them as yours, just thought you might want to know!

hi hi! ah thank you for letting me know! ...dealing with people who repost is literally soo draining... sometimes i just cannot. but i did message said person. they even reposted my screencaps lol. and i saw that they also reposted other gifs from the drama tag, seriously. i'm more angry at the fact that they also reposted someone else's content honestly. oh! no here comes trouble has really been my comfort drama and this happening is just... 🙂 i am tired 🫠

but anyway! thank you again, and thank you for the compliment! i appreciate it lots!! 💐💐💐

[2kingshmee]

Hi King! Just kinda stalk you here via a03 profile. Beautiful characters from your story by the way. Loving them so much, kind of icky about Titania because shes so pretty but rotten inside. Just wondering if I can ask about your scheduled/incoming update, sorry if Im pushy. Really really love your story. Thank you for sharing your wonderful works. Please be safe and healthy! (And sleep regularly!)

�� I have no posting schedule since I lack structure and time management when it comes to RL work hours + writing WIP's + editing/ Ao3 formatting the chapters/stories I already have up for posting + "free time" which I spent catching up on updated Dragel stories plus my other fav fanfic bookmarks plus new anime binges.....

🫠 unfortunately, schedules just dont fit the chaos in my brain.

Currently I am working on cleaning up ch.6 of Screaming Once, Screaming Twice and readying it for posting. So that one will be updated next before anything else. Then I hold a vote for what my readers want to be updated next, which I've previously held on the Dragel Discord, but will be posting via my Tumblr moving forward since it hides the votes so I will no longer have to come up with some kind of tie breaker 😅.

Side note: Titannia is extremely beautiful; externally. She is also very vain. Internally she is hideous; something she is blind to and even if it were to be brought to her attention she would just ignore it since it doesn't fit her "world view" of herself as she believes she can do no wrong.

[mlmxreader]

Hiya! I hope you're doing alright my sweet and lovely author 🖤.

Listen.... about the geese .... all I can say is that over here, right, they are fully breed different. Like you look in their general direction and they will come at you. Basically, the geese own the streets 😂, we're just here.

That playlist. 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 I am freaking crying!!! UnRELATED reasons, eh? Fully believe you, my friend, FULLY believe you 😂.

OMG!! I know right?!?!? Yes with the facial hair! Like Margate Alfie had that little tuft of graying in his beard and I was like .... 😶👀👀👁👁😳. That plus the scar on his face .... 😳😳🫠 fucking made an already unbelievably hot man even fucking hotter. I absolutely can not. When they gave us that side profile, I was fully deceased. And I totally did not re-wind the video and pause it on him.... not at all.

Pictures of the Screaming Eagles!! The BABIES!! They are so bloody adorable! Look at their little eyes and also, they're so photogenic. They are full on posing in those pictures like they know they're absolutely beautiful and yes of course you should be photographing them. And they also have the cutest names. Like Gallipoli?? The bestest little girl 😫🖤🖤🖤

But yeah, you should absolutely watch the entirety of the Bourne film series ... you know, for your research purposes 👀. (I'm not on the Matt Damon train but I can fully goad your obsession of him, lmao, that's what friends are for, right 😂?)

Anyways, talk to ya later! (Also, I don't know if you saw or not, but last night I think I sent like 14 requests so.... apologies 🙈 but I regret nothing)

🖤🖤🖤

🐍anon

good evening!!!! I've had quite a nice day tbf, I can't lie - work was alright, and I've got a couple of days off coming up soon, too, so that's good! as much as I enjoy working w animals, I gotta admit: it's been quite difficult to do it when I've got a busted ankle that I haven't and won't tell my boss about 😅

listen..... at least it ain't swans. those buggers are fucking vile when they wanna be, whereas geese you fuckin know where they stand immediately. like, within a second of being in a goose's presence, you KNOW where it stands w you - and at least they ain't trying to nick chips from Tesco's like seagulls do! so there's a silver lining shgksjfkskf

UNRELATED REASONS!!! COMPLETELY UNRELATED!!! although in seriousness I do like Sir Mix A Lot as it is... but at least I didn't admit that I think about them whenever I listen to Good Lookin' and Like Whiskey by Dixon Dallas. at least there is that... BUT THE SIR MIX A LOT WASN'T RELATED TO MATT DAMON OR TOM HARDY AT ALL. absolutely not. nope. definitely wasn't looking at pics of them whilst listening. nope. not me.

The Screaming Eagles are, indeed, baby. VERY baby. tbf to all of em (Ace especially bc he's not the most laid back of snakes), they are very tolerant of having their pictures taken and of me, like, getting quite close to take decent pictures. but so far, we got Kaiju (albino checkered garter snake), Der Rote Kampfflieger/Der Kapitän/Manfred/Red Baron (male ball python), Special Agent Fox Mulder (corn snake), Ace Janoušek (bullsnake) & Baroness Gallipoli (female ball python) - even though, for some reason, some people can't tell Red Baron and Gallipoli apart even though they're completely different animals w completely different personalities (Gallipoli, for example, does not tolerate being cradled like a baby, she will just slither around my neck and chill there. Red Baron, on the other hand, will gladly accept being carried and cradled like a baby).

the Bourne series has never particularly interested me, like, I like James Bond but it's just never jumped out at me, but then like.... Matt Damon looks kinda hot in the series,,,, so maybe I should... maybe. I mean, I watched The Martian even though it's not My Thing, and I wasn't disappointed dncksmfksk (do not ask me for plot details). I'm 99% sure this is Christopher Nolan's fault tho, bc I have NEVER found Matt Damon attractive... and then Nolan put him in Oppenheimer w his almost-but-not-quite pornstache, that slutty uniform, and the whole "would absolutely wreck me but I'd thank him" vibe and now I'm like... actually-

so there's ONE bit of propaganda that Nolan got me with.

anyways! I'll talk to you later, the time is currently 2243, so I will (likely) get to writing at some point soon, and bc I'm dog sitting later, I can write some more then as well bc I won't have anything better to do tbh.

have a great morning/afternoon/evening!!! 🫶🏻

[kpophubb]

hi honey 🕊💌

first thank you for your warmest words and kindness , you aren’t late I send it today in between my sessions 📖🥺🥹😭❤️

I’m so happy for you <3 congratulations 🎉, hope you can follow your dream and become someone you want to be ~ plus I wish you a lot of positive experiences 🥰💪🏻🎉 👩🏻‍⚕️

Ukraine 😔 I miss everyone so much , I miss my home 🏡 my dog ( I’m not even sure if I’ll be able to go there back one day and if it’s not ruined by weapons and bombs .😣😞

I really appreciate your support , like so much that tbh it feels unreal ❤️

Today I’m having a very hard day I haven’t been crying for about 2 weeks I think , as long as I can remember, but today I did like 4 times (( thank you for kind words , I actually took a screenshot to read them again 🥺💝

Today I was sitting and thinking that I’m so tired .. I’m so exhausted always looking for acceptance , always expecting ppl to be nice to me, like same I am to them..

I’m enfj and I think it’s the most insecure type of all of them I read the profile and it says I’m always looking for acceptance , validation and praise from others … and that’s true , I don’t know what kind of creature -freak am I ? .. z, feeding and living literally for others approval 😔

Did you name your niece ?:) I guess you might have some family business going on but ! Don’t worry posting ff late , pls STAY day is on august 3 heh omg 🤧🥰😍🥰

Also don’t forget about your own happiness and well being , I hope you are surrounded with support and love ☺️😇😍

Have you got any other dreams recently ?

What books 📚 have you bought?

Could you pls put a link somewhere for that fic with hy + sunghoon? So it’s easier for me to find 🥲💓

Todays song recommendation , also feel free to share smth with me🤗💖

Good night & have a nice day / morning , everything that you are having atm. Sending hugs. And I love YOU TOO🥺🥹💗

~ 🐁 anonie:)

Hi anonie 😭🥺💕🤧 first of all the jakey heart pics omg🫠🤧 (hit me right in the gut and heart) and our baby riki pic 💝🥹 aaah the greatest start to a message! Ahh it must be quite devasting right?:( like you’ve suddenly been thrown into a nightmare and everything feels so so foreign and frustrating. There’s no guarantee if you’ll ever be able to go to your country/home back and I picture you feeling so lonely. *pats on the shoulder* please stay strong. And keep working towards finding a new home, focusing on jobs for now. Life sometimes gets so unpredictable and it feels like everything’s over and you’ve lost, but a bad turn doesn’t mean you’ve hit a dead end. New doors always open and it’s very tough at the start but later on, you will reach a beautiful destination I promise. 💓 and I am literally an enfj too? My personality is a mix of ENFJ and ENFP. So I understand what you’re talking about. We’re very loyal and people’s person and that’s why it easily affects us when we’re not kindly treated by those around us. And getting other’s people approval/acknowledgment makes us feel so valid. But truth is, I adjusted myself to the reality of this world long time back. Not everyone is gonna be nice to you or be grateful to you no matter how nice you are to them or how much you help them. It’s some people’s nature. That doesn’t mean you have to stop being a nice and kind person to everyone around you. Just try to give without expecting anything in return ok? That’s how I’ve trained my mindset and I’m able to be happy now no matter what. As for the validation thing, I am not a confident person either and I have high self doubts and anxiety. I feel like I’m not good enough in a lot of cases and I often seek approval from others around me BUT I have changed that (and am still trying to) I have decided to be my own cheerleader. I tell myself that I’m worth it, I’m doing my best, I am enough etc. I find my spirits and acknowledgement from ME MYSELF. Bc think of it this way. No one knows your efforts more than you or god, so why do u let others who haven’t seen how hard you tried tell u that you’re bad/good at something? Don’t give anyone that right. To hold authority over how you feel about yourself my love. 💞 and don’t criticise yourself for being this way. There’s nothing wrong in yearning for others’ affection or approval or attention. Human beings were always created to be with eachother, no human being can exist alone. It’s how we were made by default.

And yes I did name my niece haha her name was decided even before she was born😆! Ill show u all the books directly when they arrive- reading books give me all this maturity since they’re always about young adult/slice of life/romance. Here is the link to my most favourite songs by bebe rexha that helped me so much in my rough times.( I’m a mess , sabotage , empty ) And ofc the link to my two fan fictions that involve hyunjin x sunghoon crossovers! (When you fangirl too much over another idol) & (when they find out their crush is dating another idol )

As of now I don’t have any other dreams 😛 apart from making tons of precious memories that I’ll be able to take with me for the next chapter of my life. Binge read books, Netflix dramas and animes, watch kpop comebacks and ofc go out with my best friend! 👯💞 I am friendly with almost everyone but I have only one best friend! Piece of advice to you: be friendly and nice with everyone but let only a few people get close to your heart. Since we get hurt easily and expect easily, don’t let your heart break by letting too many people in. 💘 have an even better day, much love & warm hugs! 🤗❤️