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i think the next suchwita ep should be jeongguk. not to promote music or anything but to report his findings of his bbq tour
#starting to laugh nervously every time someone mentions his name like are u sure he’s still around?#jjk? haven’t heard that name in years#anyway I’m going to bed and this is a good idea bighit hire me gn
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Those Eyes Chico ༓ myg (m) | Teaser
✒ Summary: As the new marketing director for Min Yoongi’s upcoming D-Day album & tour, you’re expected to bring your expertise to the table. This shouldn’t be a problem—you’re the best in the business and you’re used to drawing a strict line between your professional and personal life. But what happens when the lines you’ve fought to keep as separate blur for the first time?
pairing: idol!yoongi x plus size!poc!reader
genre/AU: angst, fluff, smut, slow-burn, coworkers2friends2lovers, winter setting, forbidden love?
word count: tbd, 835 for this teaser
warnings: oc is 28, Yoon is 30, oc is not originally from South Korea, oc has light brown eyes, swearing, mentions of alcohol consumption, mentions of anxiety, panic attacks, body insecurities, fear of being blacklisted, emotionally restrained Yoon, mentions of smoking, unstable parental relationships, conservative parents, mentions of therapy, mentions of dating scandal, eventual sexual content, and more specific warnings per chapter.
now playing: Sweet Dreams by The Last Shadow Puppets
a/n: Okay this has taken over six months to release but it's finally beginning and I am super excited to share! 🫣 I am low-key terrible at choosing a proper teaser so hoepfull this works haha. ANYWAY, this series is dedicated to my wonderfully crazy friend and beta, Gloom @theuselessdaydreamingidiot, and to all our fellow Yoon lovers bc we miss our sweet man SO MUCH 🥺 Enjoy! 🥰 Also huge thank you to @itaeewon for designing this beautiful series header! Love it!!
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“Did you get the files I sent to you?”
The woman nods her head in affirmation while sweeping a few pieces of her long, silky hair behind an ear. To strangers, she appears to look about 24 which is only four years younger than yourself but nonetheless she’s the same age as you. Hei-Ran is her name, meaning “graceful orchid” according to Korean translation.
Hei-ran is one of Hybe’s newest hires and based on her experience, a near perfect fit to being South Korean boy group Tomorrow X Together’s new marketing manager. Until about three months ago, this had been your job.
You never imagined giving up the position after three years of working in the role. But with December right around the corner Hybe had other plans for you.
"Graduated summa cum laude with a bachelors degree in BTech in Electrical and Electronics Engineering and a MBA in Marketing from NYU Stern. You worked two years as a brand manager for U.S record label Atlantic Records immediately after graduating, and are now working at BigHit Music as a marketing manager for TXT including liaison with their global marketing team.”
You recall PD Bang’s voice vibrate in the back of your mind from mid-August. You thought you were called into his office to discuss details of TXT’s latest promo, so having your resume read back to you was a sweeping curve ball. Your determination must have far exceeded the heaviness you felt in your chest because before you knew it you, you were shaking hands with your boss in acceptance of your role – the new marketing director for Min Yoongi’s upcoming D-Day album & tour.
The tedious knot that’s formed in the nape of your neck reminds you that as surreal as the situation might be, it’s undeniably real.
Months spent drafting a comprehensive marketing proposal for D-Day; often until the wee hours of the night, inevitably takes its toll on even the mightiest of warriors. An entire new team of fifty people, all of who you’ll be in charge of orchestrating for the next eight months, doesn’t provide much to relief either.
You’re excited nevertheless. Working with one of the most respected artists in the music industry is an opportunity you couldn’t let slip by, especially since the album’s rock-inspired genre aligns closely with your own music taste.
“Thank you so much for helping me get settled __,” Hei-ran’s gentle voice returns you to the present. “I appreciate the time you’ve taken these last few months to train me despite the tight deadlines you have.”
Smiling, you shake your head. “It’s no problem at all and if there’s anything you need in the future, feel free to give me a call or stop by my office.”
“On the 16th floor right?”
“1656A. Take a left off the elevator and walk to the end of the first hallway. The door on the right is mine.”
Referring to any room on the 16th floor as your own is something you don’t take lightly. For one the offices are double the size of any other office spaces in the building. Yours in particular has a giant skyscraper window draped with heavy white curtains. Secondly, the floor above is the 17th floor which is exclusive to Hybe artists only.
"How's the proposal coming along, by the way?" Her curiosity is palpable, genuine in its nature. You’ve always appreciated that in an individual.
“It’s done,” you respond. “Only thing left to do is to prepare for our meeting with C-suite executives next Monday. It’s nearly perfect as is, but the presentation could use a bit of refining in terms of organization.”
Hei-ran is silent for a moment longer than usual before her next inquiry, which is undoubtedly the question on both of your minds. “I can't help but wonder what it'll be like to meet him for the first time,” she muses.
You don’t bother asking for clarification on who the “him” is; you’re already well aware that it’s Min Yoongi. The same subject has managed to intrude your own thoughts more and more as the date of meeting him draws closer. It's peculiar honestly, considering you’ve encountered him before. Granted, it was only a small handful of times the hallway, both heading in opposite directions. Min Yoongi typically greeted you with a hoarse 'Good Morning' those instances, along with a curt nod of his head. You would nod back with a brief 'Morning' yourself. Deep down you feel he'd make a quality friend, though it's only a premonition. It’s not like you actually know much about him beyond those small exchanges.
"I'm not sure what to expect, honestly," you admit. "I imagine it'll be similar to previous professional collaborations—composed, focused, and intense. D-Day is poised to become a global sensation for the next year, so it's going to need our full, undivided attention."
Hei-ran gives a knowing nod. “Good luck __,” she wishes you well as you head towards the elevator doors. Breaks over, back to work.
a/n: Chapter one will be released soon 🙃 Thanks for reading the teaser!
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Be Mine
Pairing- Hobi x Named Reader
Word count- 4.6k
Includes- Fingering, oral, pussy eating, blow job, deepthroating, cum eating, marking, riding, missionary, multiple orgasms, fluff
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Hobi POV
I stare at her
I can’t keep my eyes off her
She’s not even doing anything special, just sitting in my room at the dorm surfing the web
It’s just me and her here.
The guys went out to eat.
They asked me if I wanted to go and I did but I’m so far behind in writing my lyrics for our new songs that I decided to stay
She said she’d keep me company
So we’re in my room, me on my bed with my notebook and her at my computer
I can’t concentrate
I can never concentrate when she’s in the room
She’s unlike anyone I’ve ever met
She’s short and beautiful
Her black hair is long and her dark brown eyes always shine
She has a tattoo sleeve on her right arm and scattered tattoos on her left.
She also has double eyebrow rings on her right eyebrow, which I hate on everyone else but love on her
Her personality is nothing like I’ve see either.
She’s feisty and doesn’t take anyone’s shit.. She proved that the minute she walked into our photo shoot and was announced as our new makeup artist three years ago.
She came in looking tough and honestly scary.
That day Yoongi was in a bad mood.
When he made a snarky comment in English about BigHit being desperate that they hired an American makeup artist she snapped back.
“Really? I don’t see your qualifications to determine what makes a good makeup artist. From what I see BigHit did everything to make this job worth my while because of my skill. I left an amazing job on "The Walking Dead” to put make up on singers and rappers. And I don’t need lip from said rappers and singers on some thing they have no idea about. So how about you stick to rapping and let me handle my job?“
Then she started talking in Spanish.
To herself I guess.
All of us had our mouths hanging open in surprise.
Surprised that she had the guts to answer Yoongi back.
Usually no one says anything to us.
Yoongi looked just as surprised and pissed off.
I don’t know if he understood what she said.
I got parts of it but anyone can tell by the tone of her voice and her body language she was pissed.
"Look I really don’t care how famous you are. I don’t take shit from anyone and I don’t let people walk all over me. If you respect me, I’ll respect you ten times over and will bend over backwards for you or to help you. If you fuck with me, be prepared to get fucked back.”
“Well then, I promise not to fuck with you”, Namjoon said
She nods
“I was told to do Yoongi, Hoseok and Jungkook’s makeup?”
“Yea Yoongi’s the one who made the comment.”, Namjoon says
“Great I’ll start with him”, she smirks
Namjoon translated every thing she said and Yoongi paled.
After that none of us gave her a problem and were afraid to talk to her at first.
But after awhile Namjoon started talking to her since he spoke fluent English.
And she was friendly and nice
Turns out she meant what she said.
If we were nice and respected her she reciprocated ten times over.
Even Yoongi apologized and they were cool.
She became one of our best friends
She is tough but once you get to know her she’s very loving, caring, funny and sweet.
Just don’t get her angry because then there will be hell to pay.
And when she starts going off in Spanish, it’s best to steer clear
So I’m in love with her
I fell for her the second she walked into that photo shoot
So imagine my disbelief when I found out that she slept with Namjoon and Yoongi.
Apparently, as they say, because she didn’t tell me, they did, it was only a one night stand.
Namjoon was teaching her Korean since she moved here three years ago.
She wanted to learn and he really was the only one who could help her since he spoke English and Korean.
She picked it up quickly and studied a lot to become better.
She basically fluent in speaking it and getting better at reading it
Namjoon told me that it happened one night while he was quizzing her in Korean.
He just kissed her and it went from there
The same with Yoongi.
She was in his studio.
He wanted to play the song he was working on and get her opinion.
While she was leaning over him as he explained the song on the computer and looking at the screen,
Yoongi said he stood up and kissed her.
It wasn’t planned and neither was the sex.
It just happened.
All this happened the first year she was here and hasn’t happened since.
She didn’t sleep with any of the other members and she doesn’t have a boyfriend.
I just found this out a few weeks ago when Namjoon let it slip.
Of course I’m pissed off and jealous but she’s not my girlfriend.
She can do what she wants
I wonder why she never slept with me though.
We’ve been alone together a lot of times.
We’ve fallen asleep together and cuddled during movies.
I’ve held her hand, kissed her cheek and nothing, not even hinted she was interested.
And I can’t help but wonder if it’s something about me.
Is something wrong with me?
Or does she just not want me?
These are the thoughts in my head as I watch her
She giggles at something on the computer
I love her laugh.
I can listen to it all day
She catches my gaze and smiles at me
“You ok Hobi? Having trouble?”
“Uh, yea a little.”, I answer, looking away embarrassed at getting caught looking at her
“You want help?”
“No, I’m good thanks”
“Ok. Let me know if you want any help though”, she says
“I will”
She turns her attention back to the computer
I want her.
I’m not gonna lie.
I thought about what sex would be like with her a million times
I love her but I know she doesn’t love me.
Not like how I love her
But if the only thing I can ever get is one night with her, then I want it.
So I decide to go for it
“Uh Jo?”, I ask
Yeah Hobi?”, she turns her attention to me
“Would you uh, I mean do you..”, I stammer
Fuck
I can’t do this
“What Hobi?”
“Uh nevermind”, I mutter
“C'mon Hobi. Tell me, you can tell me anything”, she urges
Fuck
Fine
I look down at the floor
“Do you uh want to have sex with me?”
Silence
I should of known.
I shouldn’t of ever asked
“Neverm-”, I start to say right as she said, “Yes”
“Wait what?”, I asked surprised
“Yes Hobi. I want to”, she says blushing
“You do?”
I’m totally caught off guard
“Yes. I’ve wanted to for awhile”, she answers turning redder
“Seriously?”
She nods
I can’t help it, I smile at her.
She wants me.
I’ve never been more happy.
She gives me a small smile then comes over where I am on my bed.
She climbs on my lap, one leg on each side of me, straddling me, my hands going to her waist
Holy shit
This is really happening.
She looks at me and smiles, reaching up and touching my cheek, looking in my eyes
I stare at hers, drowning in the beautiful brown of her eyes
Her hand goes in to my hair and she runs her fingers through it a few times
I close my eyes and shiver from her touch.
When I open them, I see her watching me
Then she leans in closer and presses her lips to mine.
The second they touch mine, heat runs though my body and stars explode in my vision.
I’ve never felt this way when being kissed.
By anyone
I pull her closer to me and deepen the kiss.
She opens her mouth for me and I slide my tongue in, caressing hers
Fuck she taste sweet
She kisses me harder, her tongue sliding on mine, her hands flying up to my hair.
I groan when she tugs on my hair
“Hobi”, she moans, making me harder than I was before.
“Hobi, I want you now”, she whispers
I want her now too
My hands grab the hem of her shirt and I pull it over her head, my lips reattaching to hers the second the fabric is over her head.
My hands start touching her all over
She grabs my shirt and takes it of me while I unclasp her bra, taking it off.
I turn and roll so she’s on the bed on her back.
Sitting up, I finally look at her
Fuck, her body is so sexy
I see things I never knew she had and just stare.
She has her belly pierced which is such a turn on.
She also has a tattoo on her side that I’ve never seen.
It's large and takes up her entire right side of her torso and ribs.
I run my hand down it and she trembles at my touch
She has huge breasts, that are perfectly circular and her nipples are hard.
And both of them are pierced
Fuck
That’s hot
I look at her and see the that she’s looking at me and my body the same way I’m looking at her.
I like that she’s looking at me like that.
It’s nice to have someone do that
To everyone else, I’m the funny, adorable sunshine J-Hope.
I’m almost never called hot or sexy as much as Jungkook, Tae, Jimin and Yoongi are.
I’m cute and adorable, not hot or sexy
But the way she's looking at me, like I’m the sexiest thing in the world, makes me happy.
She reaches up and touches my abs and then chest muscles that I happen to have now.
I’m glad I can be with her before they inevitably go away.
It’s hard to keep abs on my body
“You’re so fucking hot”, she whispers
“I have abs now”, I reply
She gives me a weird look then sits up
“Hobi..I don’t care about abs, if you have them or not”, she says
“You don’t?”
“No Hobi. Having abs doesn’t make you hot. The way you are, you’re personality, how funny you are, how sweet and caring and lovable, those things make you hot. The fact that you’re beautiful and have an amazing body, abs or not, is just a bonus.”, she explains
“I..I….”, I stutter
I can’t believe she’s saying this.
She’s the best girl I’ve ever known
“Anyone who cares about abs or looks is superficial and doesn’t deserve you. You have the best personality and that’s why I fell in love with you, not because of stupid abs.”, she says
I nod, freezing, realizing what she just said
She’s in love with me?
She feels the same?
Is this a joke?
Cuz it’s too good to be true
“You….You’re in love with me?”, I whisper
Her eyes widened, like she just realized what she said
“I..uh…I”, she stutters looking around
Then she sighs and mumbles, “Fuck it”
She looks back at me and says, “Yes Hoseok, I’m in love with you. I have been for the past two years”
I’m completely shocked and elated that she said this
“I know you don’t feel the same, and I was never going to tell you-”, she starts
“You’re wrong”, I tell her
“What?”, she asks confused
“You’re wrong. I do feel the same. I’m in love with you too. I have been since the second you walked in the photo shoot and told Yoongi off, three years ago.”, I confess
“Are you being serious? This isn’t a jokeright?”, she asks worried, “Because if it is it’s really not funny”
“No Jo. It’s not a joke. I love you”, I tell her
I can’t believe this is happening.
I’m getting the girl of my dreams.
If I ask her that is
“So does this mean you can be mine?”, I ask suddenly shy
“Yes Hobi. I want that very much”, she smiles
I feel my face break out in to a smile
I grab her and kiss her like I’m never going to let her go
Because I’m not
She kisses me back just as fiercely
I break the kiss and kiss down her neck to her collarbone, then to her shoulders.
She’s finally mine.
I’m so happy
I gently push her back so she’s laying down again
“I want to make my girl feel good”, I whisper to her
“Hobi”, she sighs
“Shhh Baby. I want to. Will you let me?”
She nods.
I’ve never felt like this with sex before.
I honestly don’t care about me or even if I cum tonight.
I just want to make her feel good and make her cum over and over
However I can
With every other person I just wanted to orgasm and then that was it.
Yeah I made sure they did too, I’m not an asshole.
I think I’ve only gone down on one girl.
But I can’t wait to do it to her
I want to make her shake and moan and scream in pleasure.
I want to watch her cum over and over.
I want to feel it.
And if I do, great.
But it’s not a priority this time
I pull at her shorts and slowly take them off.
She’s wearing some lacy panties thing that doesn’t cover anything and instead of taking it off, I just rip it off her body
“Fuck Hobi, that’s so hot”
I smirk at her, then open her legs.
I look down at her and see she’s so wet.
Fuck.
It’s one of the best sights I’ve seen in my life
“Baby is that for me?”, I ask
She nods
“Do I make you this wet?”
She nods again
I touch her and she jumps
“It’s ok baby relax”, I say
Slowly I push two of my fingers in her pussy and she moans.
Fuck, she feels so goddamn tight.
I start to move my fingers in and out and she groans
God I love the sounds she’s making
After a few minutes I take my fingers out and move them to her clit.
I start rubbing and massaging her and she yells out in pleasure.
I keep touching her until she starts shaking
“Are you going to cum baby?”
She nods
“Good girl”
She shouts out as she cums
I watch her pussy as she does, watching her cum soak my sheets.
Holy shit.
I’ve never be so turned on so much.
And my first thought is: I want it in my mouth
So I lean down and lick her cum off her
Shit
Fuck
It tastes so good, so sweet and I want more.
I move her to the edge of the bed, then I kneel on the floor
“Hobi”, she says
“Shh. I want to lick you.”
“Hobi”, she says again as I lick her from the bottom of her pussy to her clit
“Fuck”, she screams
I move my tongue all around her, swirling around, up and down.
I flick her clit with the tip of my tongue and she screams so loudly
So that’s where she likes it most.
I put my mouth around it and suck
“Ahhhh”, she yells
Is that where you like it baby?”
“Yeah Hobi, fuck right there, don’t stop”, she whines
“Ok I won’t baby”
Then I suck her clit hard and she cries out
“God Hoseok!”
I keep playing with her clit in my mouth and she gets louder and louder
“I want you to cum”, I tell her, “Can you do that for me?”
“Yes fuck yes Hobi”
I lick her rapidly and I feel her getting closer
I hit the spot she likes on her clit and she screams, “Hoseok!”
She cums in my mouth and I can’t get enough of it.
I swallow it and go back to lick more.
I’ll never get tired of the taste of her
She’s screaming, “More Hobi, more, don’t stop, please don’t stop. More”, as she slides her hand into my hair and pulls
Fuck I love when she pulls my hair.
She wants more and I give it to her.
She cums again, then again and then a fourth time.
And each time I lick up her cum like it’s candy.
Because to me it is
She relaxes a little but I want more
“I want more baby. Please, I gave you more, can I have more?”
“Mm..mm..more what Hobi?”
“More of you’re cum.
It tastes so good and I want it in my mouth”
“Fuck Hobi, that’s fucking hot” she moans
“Can I have more?”, I ask again
I’m not asking to be hot, I really want more
“You can have as much as you want baby”, she replies
I look up at her and she’s smirking
Two can play that
“Good because I want a lot”
Then I go back to licking and sucking.
I get her to cum two more times and I’m working on the third time, when I get an idea of something I want to try as she cums
I hear her moaning louder and louder and I know she’s about to go.
Right before she does, I slide my tongue inside her pussy and move it around
“Hoseok” she screams and this time her cum soaks my tongue as her pussy clenches and pulls it
I moan at the taste and sensation.
I only take my tongue out when she relaxes and lets go of it
“Fuck Hobi, that was…fuck..”, she says
I smile at her
“You’re amazing with your tongue baby”
“Thanks. I’ve only done that once so its nice to hear I’m good at it”
“No shit only once? You’re like a pro”, she praises
“Yeah well I didn’t like doing it so I stopped quickly”
“Oh Hobi. If you don’t like doing it then you really don’t have to”, she says looking concerned
“No Jo. I didn’t like doing it to her. I love doing it to you. I can eat you out all day”, I smirk
“Are you sure?”, she asks looking doubtful
Positive. Why would I beg you for more if I didn’t like it?”
“I guess”
“I promise you Jo, I love doing it to you.
"Ok Hobi.”
She smirks at me
Then she tackles me and pins me under her.
She kissed my neck and I moan from how good it feels.
I can never get enough of her kisses
“Now I’m gonna make you feel good”, she says
“You don’t-”, I start but she puts her fingers on my lips
“No Hobi. I want my boyfriend to be satisfied. What kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn’t?”
Her boyfriend.
That’s me.
I’m her boyfriend.
I’m still in awe of that.
That she’s mine and I’m hers
She leans down and kisses me, her tongue in my mouth.
I moan and as she pulls away she grabs my bottom lip with her teeth and gently bites
Fuck
That’s amazing
“I like to bite Hobi. Is that ok?”
“Yes, yes!” I moan so turned on, “You can bite me anywhere”
She kisses my body, gently nibbling on me but when she gets to my bicep she bites down harder and I groan in pleasure
It doesn’t hurt, it feels good
She continues kissing me down my body, her hands pulling at my pants.
She sits up and in one motion pulls my boxers and pants off
“Fuck Hobi”
“What?”, I ask, leaning up and seeing her stare at my dick
“You’re so big. Bigger than anyone I’ve been with”
Really?
For some reason that makes me really happy.
She’s still staring at it, while she licks her lips absentmindedly.
I almost cum from watching that and I know some pre-cum probably came out.
She doesn’t even have to touch me to get me to orgasm
It amazes me how my body responds to her.
And how hers responds to me.
I watch as she leans over and licks me from the base to the tip.
God
Fuck
She wraps her mouth over my cock and she sucks hard
“Shit”, I cry out
She starts moving her head fast, sucking and licking at the same time.
She moves up and massages the underside of my head with her tongue
“God that feels amazing baby!”, I yell
Then I watch as she leans all the way down and takes my full length in her mouth, deep throating me
Holy shit
That’s fucking amazing.
She sucks and I feel my cock all the way in her throat.
I’m very surprised that she doesn’t gag, she just keeps on sucking.
She lets go and looks at me
“Fuck my mouth Hobi”
“Wha..what?”
“Fuck my mouth. I want you to fuck me hard as you can. I want to feel your cock slide in and out of my throat.”
“I..uh..I”, I say incoherently, so fucking turned on
“Please?”, she asks and I nod
She takes me half way in her mouth and waits.
I snap my hips up and I feel my dick hit the back of her throat and go down a little farther
“Fuck!”, I shout as she moans
I start moving, in and out of her throat and it feels incredible.
She’s moaning while I do it.
I slide my hand to touch her pussy and feel that she’s all wet again.
Holy shit she likes this.
My other hand grabs her hair and wraps it in a ponytail around my hand and I can’t help but pull everytime I move
I feel her sucking as I move and before I know it I’m screaming her name, coming down her throat.
I feel her swallowing and it pulls on my cock, making me cum more.
I collapse when I’m done and she sits up.
“Damn Hobi”, she says, “You taste really good baby.”
I look at her and smile
She smiles, then looks down and says, “You’re still hard”
“Yeah”
She climbs on top of me, hovering above me.
I feel her wetness slide down on my cock and I get turned on again.
I could have sex with her all day
“You want it Hobi?”
“Yes, baby, I want it”, I answer
“Ok”
She slides down onto my cock, so fucking tight and I groan as she does.
Then she starts bouncing hard and I yell out.
She tightens her pussy around me as she moves and the pleasure increase
God she knows how to work me.
I grab her hips and slam her down on me, going in so deep.
She cries out, throwing her head back and her body arching towards me.
I sit up a bit and I kiss her stomach, sucking on the skin and making a hickey on her
“Yea Hobi, mark me up, so everyone knows I’m yours”, she moans
I give her a few more hickeys on her stomach, her moaning for each one.
I lie back down and thrust my hips up so that we both meet when she’s coming down.
We both yell out and go faster
“Fuck baby you’re pussy takes my cock so well”, I shout
“Yeah baby, your cock belongs in me. Just yours and only yours”, she whines
“Yeah this is my pussy, mine to fuck, my to eat”, I growl
“Fuck Hobi!”
“Cum on my cock baby. I want to feel you pull on my cock like you did on my tongue”
She listens and as soon as I finish talking she cums on me, pussy tightening and squeezing as she screams my name
I keep slamming her on me, yelling, “Scream my name louder baby. I wanna hear you scream louder!”
“HOSEOK! HOSEOK!”, she shouts and she cums again
I slide out and roll her over on her back.
I grab legs and open them wide pounding back into her.
My bed hits the wall over and over as I ram my cock deep inside her.
I want her to cum again.
I love feeling the way her pussy grabs my cock and doesn’t let go.
I hear the door to downstairs open.
The guys must be back but we’re too far gone to care.
I slam her and shout, “Who fucks you this good?”
“You, Hobi, you!”, she screams
“Seriously?”, I hear someone downstairs
I keep fucking her as I lean down and suck on her skin leaving marks on her neck, her breasts, her shoulders, her chest, so everyone knows she’s mine.
Just like she wants me to.
I suck on her nipple and I feel her clench me.
I get back up, still ramming her hard, feeling her getting ready
“Scream baby, let everyone know who makes you feel this good, who makes you cum this hard”
“Hobi!”, she screams and I feel her cum
“Louder!”, I command
“HOSEOK, fuck, yes, HOSEOK”
I look down and as I’m moving in and out of her, I see my cock covered with her cum.
It’s so fucking hot to see
“Who is he with?”, someone else asks
“We’re not done baby”, I tell her
“Yes Hoseok, yes more! More! I want more baby!”, she yells
I put her legs on my shoulders and I get up on my knees.
From this angle I can hit her deeper.
I slam my cock deep in her pussy and she screams for more
“Harder Hoseok. Fuck me harder, don’t stop!”, she screams at the top of her lungs
“Whoever it is, he’s giving it to her good”
I move harder into her and she’s just screaming incoherently in ecstasy
I hit a spot and she shouts, “Fuck right there Hobi. Right there. Yes, fuck yes, don’t stop.”
I slam that spot again
“Right there baby?”
“Yes! YES!”
“He’s going to break his bed with all that banging”
“Is that going to make you cum again?”, I ask her
“Yes!”
“But you came so many times today baby. You want to again?”
“Yes Hobi please! Make me cum again”, she cries loudly
“Ok baby.”
I pound her spot over and over waiting for her to explode
“Be a good girl and cum for me”, I yell
“Yes Hobi yes!”, she screams and cums again this time her clenching and pulling making me cum in her
I scream her name as her pussy sucks the cum from my cock, deep inside her
“Baby! Joanne! Fuck! God! JOANNE!”, I scream in pleasure
“Joanne? Oh my god he’s with Joanne!”, someone shrieks
When we both finish and I fall on the bed beside her.
She reaches for me and I go over laying on her chest.
Her arms wrap around me, and she strokes my hair
“They stopped. Did he really have sex with Joanne?”
I roll my eyes and shout, “Do you mind if I have fun with my girlfriend?”
She laughs
“Girlfriend? What? When is she you’re girlfriend?”
“Today!”, she yells, “Hobi’s mine and I’m his so get used to hearing us!”
“Great”
She keeps playing with my hair and I start to fall asleep.
“I love you Hobi”, she says
“I love you Jo”
I lift my head and give her a soft gentle kiss
“Night baby”
“Night”
I lay back down and fall asleep in my love’s arms
#hobi fanfic#jung hoseok fanfic#hoseok fanfic#bts hoseok smut#jung hoseok smut#hoseok smut#jhope fanfic#jhope smut#bts hobi smut#hobi smut#bts fanfic#bts smut
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Little Sister
SKZ!OT8/Reader, Brother!Jungkook/Sister!Reader
Summary: Jungkook's little sister is the only female member in Stray Kids. You loved your group and group mates, but online threats cause panic...
A.N. So this is just a one off and not connected to anything else on may page, though if you guys like this then I can deffo do more for this AU!
Word Count: 2278 M.list
You were stood on stage with your group mates, laughing and messing about. The company was holding special events to promote the new album, 5-Star, which involved a lot of public appearances and performances.
You were sandwiched between Han and Lee Know for the talking segment of the show. You loved doing shows like these with a smaller audience and relaxed choreography. It always felt more intimate and gave more opportunity for you to interact with the fans.
For this particular event, JYP had hired a couple more security guards than usual, because of a threat circling about you online. Of course you were worried, but this kind of thing happened to idols more often than you’d like to admit. Chan wasn’t really happy about the amount of security considering the threat. Even with the extra guards, there were still only about 5 guys dotted around the venue, considering it was a smaller show, so this naturally had all the guys on high alert.
Honestly, they were probably more concerned than you were! To be completely honest, you were on the verge of a panic attack when you were first shown the treats so you did what any girl would... Call your big brother for help.
When you first told Jungkook that you would be debuting as the only girl in a group with 9 other boys (at the time) he was understandably unconvinced.
He’d seen first hand the horrors of the idol industry, and knew that some idols weren’t as squeaky clean as they presented themselves to be, so he was scared that his little sister would be put into a position she didn’t want to be in.
He came round eventually though, when you explained how Chan had fought to the bone for you to be in the group, and how close you’d become to the other boys in such a short amount of time. He knew you were in safe hands.
‘Oppa... I shouldn’t worry right?’ You’d locked yourself away in the bedroom, not wanting the boys to hear your fearful phone call.
‘This has happened to BTS too remember? And nothing happened to us. Are your managers increasing security?’ Jungkook had come to expect your phone calls over the years, always coming to him for advice and comfort, which he was always more than happy to give.
‘They are... But it’s only a small venue, so there will only be a few anyway.’ You trailed off, trying to not let the nerves get to you. ‘I wish you could be there. It would really help...’ He sighed down the phone at your request.
‘I would if I could Y/N, trust me. But I can’t be too far from the office right now with my single coming out soon.’ He really did sound sorry he couldn’t be there to support you, but you also knew that he thought you were over reacting, you could tell by the firm tone in his voice.
‘You’re right. I’m sorry. You should focus on your song.’ Jungkook frowned to himself. That wasn’t what he meant at all. He really did want to support you, but he really couldn’t travel right now. His song would be coming out soon and he needed to be there for any kind of meeting or practice BigHit needed him for.
‘Y/N, you know I-‘
‘Don’t worry!’ You cut him off, trying to sound cheery, but he wasn’t fooled. ‘I’m being silly. Talk later!’
‘Wai-‘ Jungkook stared at the phone in shock. You’d never hung up on him like that before. He knew calling you back probably wasn’t the best idea, so he settled for sending you a text instead.
Big Bro
I’m not stupid Y/N, I know you’re upset. Please don’t think I’m putting my song above you, it’s not like that.
I’m always gonna be there for my little sister, please remember that...
It was the day of the concert and you still hadn’t text Jungkook back, not really feeling the motivation to do so, even though he sent you another text that morning.
Good luck today! Let me know how it goes!
Everything was going perfectly fine so far, and you’d pretty much forgotten what you were so scared about, until it came time to perform S-Class.
You jogged to the right side of the stage where Hyunjin was standing. You wrapped your arms round his waist so you could rest your head on his shoulder. Hyunjin laughed and also wrapped his arm round your shoulders. The crowd in front of you began to go wild at the display of skinship between the two of you.
Just as you pulled away, you had the wind knocked out of you as a body collided with your own. At first, you thought it was just one of the other guys forgetting their own strength, until you heard the horrified gasps and screams coming from the crowd.
Before you could even react, hands were around your neck and squeezing unforgivingly, effectively cutting off your air.
All you could do was stare up at the strange man wide eyed and gasping for air, as you scratched at his arms. Time suddenly seemed to speed up as the man was ripped away from you, leaving you a shaking and sobbing mess on the ground, and still somehow unable to breathe.
All the boys gathered around you in an instant, with Chan and Seungmin crouched at your sides. Chan was saying something to you, but your ears were ringing and all you could focus on was the man being dragged away by security, all while kicking and screaming that he was going to kill you.
In reality, he’d only been on you for a few seconds, but it felt like an eternity...
‘We should mover her out of view. The crowd are scared...’ Han whispered to Chan as your manager quickly ran on stage.
‘Get her up! We have medics backstage!’ He demanded of Chan who was closest to you. He picked you up with ease and ran off stage with you, whilst the other boys followed behind.
Your manager and the host addressed the crowd, basically saying that you were being looked after, but the show was cancelled and they would be given a full refund.
Backstage in the dressing room, you’d devolved into a full blown panic attack. The two medics were hurriedly working and trying their best to calm you down and get air into your lungs with a mask. It didn’t help that the staff had forced the boys to stand outside the cramped room. Only Changbin managed to argue enough to be allowed in. He sat beside you and rubbed your back soothingly as you tried to calm down.
‘Keep using the mask Y/N, but I need to see your neck.’ Changbin could only stare in horror as the medic lifted your chin, and revealed dark purple bruises circling your neck. He couldn’t believe a person could do so much damage in so little time...
Changbin looked up when their manager approached the door.
‘He’s been arrested. We’re pressing charges.’ Changbin’s head snapped towards you when he heard your shaky, wheezy voice trying to say something.
‘What?’ He asked, leaning in to better hear you. With the pain in your neck and the panic only now subsiding, it was hard to talk.
‘Broth-‘
‘Brother? You want someone to call your brother?’ You nodded, thankful that he understood what you were saying.
‘Ok. I’ll be right back.’ He reassured you as he got up.
‘Chan, you have Jungkook’s number right? She’s asking for him.’
‘Yeah of course. Tell her I’ll call him now.’ Changbin nodded and threw a thumbs up, before retreating back to you.
Chan excused himself to a quieter part of the hallway to make the call. Jungkook answered pretty quickly.
‘Hey Chan! It’s been a while.’
‘Yeah, Just wish I was calling you under better circumstances.’
‘What? What do you mean?’ Chan could hear the confusion in his voice. Chan paused before sighing.
‘Y/N was attacked on stage.’ Jungkook was silent so Chan quickly jumped back in. ‘She’s... Well she’s not ok. She’s really shaken up and her neck is bruised, but we got the guy.’
‘Wha- I don’t understand how this could happen?’ Jungkook stuttered out as he started to loose his cool. He knew you were nervous about the show today, but he was sure it was just going to be an empty threat...
‘Does it have anything to do with the threats online?’ He asked hesitantly.
‘We don’t know.’ Chan sighed once again and cast his eyes to look back at the crowded doorway. ‘Look man, she’s asking for you.’
‘I’ll be there asap. Are you taking her back to the dorms? I’m a few hours away.’ Chan gave him all the details. He knew the man was busy, so he was glad he was putting you first.
‘How is she?’ Chan spoke quietly to Hyunjn as he returned.
‘She’s calmed down a lot more now. They want to take her to the hospital for her neck, but she won’t go....’ Hyunjin trailed off. He was also shaken up from the event, he was stood right next to you after all. From the force the man crashed into you, Hyunjin had also been knocked over, but he managed to escape with just a scraped elbow.
‘No point causing her more stress in that case...’ Chan breathed out. ‘Her brother is meeting us back home.’
‘That’s good. I think they are getting ready to leave now.’
As soon as you got home, you retreated to your bedroom, wanting to be alone, against better judgement.
‘’Y/N?’ Felix knocked softly on the door so as to not startle you. ‘I have some ice for your neck. It’ll help with the bruising.’ He frowned when you didn’t answer, but he wouldn’t invade your privacy by just walking in. He was about to admit defeat, when Jungkook suddenly appeared in the hallway, hurrying towards your door.
‘Hey, your door was unlocked. Is he in there?’
‘Yeah but she’s not answering. I bought her some ice.’ Jungkook took the ice bag from his hands.
‘I’ll make sure she uses it. Thanks for looking after her.’ Jungkook gave a grateful nod, before briefly knocking the door and pulling it open.
‘Y/N it’s me, I’m coming in.’
You bolted upright in bed when you heard your brothers voice.
‘Oppa! You actually came!’ Jungkook paused in the door way, offended look on his face.
‘You thought I wouldn’t?’ He scoffed as he sat next to you on the bed.
‘You’re busy...’ You trailed off, looking anywhere but at him. Jungkook shook his head and bough the ice pack to your neck. You jumped at the sudden cold, but you let him continue.
‘I’m sorry I ever made you feel I didn’t care. You’re my baby sister.’ You nodded sadly. You couldn’t hold back anymore. You turned and threw your arms around your brother, as the tears began to fall again.
‘Oppa I was so scared!’ He dropped the ice in shock, before coming back to his senses and wrapping his arms tightly around you.
‘It’s ok. You’re safe now.’
‘He could have had a knife or something worse.’ You wheezed out, unable to stop yourself from fearing the worst. Jungkook swallowed a lump in his throat to suppress his anger. You and Jungkook had the typical brother/sister relationship. As children you were never really close, despite your close age. He would take any opportunity to tease you, but at the end of the day he was still your big brother, which made him your protector by default.
‘He didn’t. Don’t think about what if’s. It’ll only make you feel worse.’ He stroked your back in an attempt to calm you down. In the back of your mind you knew you should listen, but it wasn’t that easy.
‘I don’t know if I can go back on a stage any time soon...’ You whispered, shaking slightly.
‘Nobody’s gonna force you until your ready.’ He pulled back and looked you in the eye. ‘I promise.’ You swallowed but didn’t say anything.
‘Plus I’m sure Chan would have something to say if your uncomfortable.’ You smiled softly and nodded. It was true that Chan was extremely protective over all of SKZ, so if you weren’t ready, he would make sure you were accommodated.
‘Please try to stop thinking about it. It’s breaking my heart seeing you like this.’ You let out a strangled laugh and nodded.
‘Thank you for coming down here for me.’ You wiped your eyes now that the tears had stopped.
‘My members have been asking about you by the way.’ You perked up at his words. You’d met the other BTS members a lot over the years, and it was always a fun time when you would hang out together.
‘Yeah, the articles were pretty fast to appear, so they’ve been texting m none stop!’ You smiled. He knew that would cheer you up, to know that people care about you. Even though that was never in question, after all you had your boys and friends from different idol groups, but it just hit different when people reached out to you. ‘By the way...’ He trailed off sheepishly, causing you to frown. ‘Get ready for a bombardment of calls from mom and dad. They’ve seen everything.’ You groaned out and lay down on the bed, causing Jungkook to laugh. You had hoped that you could keep them in the dark, not wanting them to worry, but looks like that was out of the window.
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One thing I'd let everyone know that jimin will never ever make add another schedule in jk's busy schedules of album. He definitely went to nyc to support jk and then the comapny came up with the idea at that moment. Both of them got to know it at the same time. If jm knew before travelling to nyc then jk knew it at the same time they let jm know.
Idk why everyone is so adamant on being like it was jm who asked them this time when he did yrs ago. Comapny came up with it this time. The way jimin was worrying about jk's health on different occasions there's no way he would straight up come up with this idea and let jk know on the spot. the comapny definitely discussed it with them both AT THE SAME TIME.
I'm sorry, anon, but the first part of your Ask is purely speculative. We don't really know how the decision to create the show was made. I think it's always been obvious that BTS and their agency plan everything well in advance, so perhaps the idea for the show was approved a while ago, and they had to coordinate dates to ensure they could both take time off from their commitments. This might also be why the filming of the show wasn't consecutive in each country.
What you suggest in the first paragraph of your Ask implies that the agency or company practically ordered them to do the show. That's not a narrative I want to support or consider. Even though the agency has made it clear that the show or everything they did wasn't planned, I still find it hard to believe that the general idea of the show wasn't planned with some anticipation. As I mentioned in another Ask, from a security and logistics standpoint, that doesn't seem feasible, not for an agency like BigHit.
I do believe that Jimin travelled a few days before the filming started to be with Jungkook during the release of his single, but I find it hard to believe that he didn't know they'd also be filming a show once they were in that country.
The second paragraph of your Ask is also speculative. Based on what Jimin said in the trailer, it could easily be deduced that the idea came from Jimin and Jungkook. They might have presented it to the agency, and the agency accepted it, or they simply said, "We want to do this," and that was it.
Anon, please don't be like the Solos and the subgroup who dismiss Jungkook's decisions and his power to say no. Even if Jimin was the one who had the idea, hired the filming team, and made the deal with Disney+, Jungkook could have said no. He could have said he didn't want to do the show because he was too tired or because it would be too difficult for him to manage between his single and eventually his album commitments. Additionally, even if we assume that Jimin came up with the idea, I don't believe that anyone who truly respects him would think, even for a second, that he wouldn't ensure Jungkook was willing and wanted to do the show with him.
The only part I agree with is the last thing you mentioned. The agency definitely spoke with them before they started filming the show; we simply don't know when that happened.
The only things we know for certain are:
1. Jimin once said it might be fun to do a travel variety show with Jungkook.
2. Jimin and Jungkook thought about filming a travelvlog before joining the Army.
Anything else beyond that is speculative and conjectural based on those two truths.
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Hi, do you think the stuff people are saying about MHJ and source music sounds at all plausible?
https://twitter.com/pimdoongie/status/1782735141535928697?t=qDeKiHqtABBQxzBi3rQOrQ&s=19
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Goodness no. Instiz is a garbage site, like TMZ but for misinformation. But I guess the historical revisionism, finger pointing and misinfo on that thread is the predictable step for k-pop stans to take given the drama lol.
I’m on the road right now so I can’t dig out the sources but here’s the timeline as I remember it:
- Bang PD hired Min Heejin in 2019 to oversee the branding for HYBE (his new company), and to produce the first girl group out of HYBE.
- BigHit held Plus Global Auditions in 2019 for that purpose, the trainees were split between BigHit and Source Music, but soon all the female trainees moved to Source to streamline operations for both BTS and the new group.
- The plan initially was for NewJeans to debut under Source Music where Bang PD retained control, but it became clear they had creative differences. These differences were over things such as how much lore should be central to a group (note how BTS, TXT, ENHYPEN and other Bang PD groups have WEBTOONs for example), while MHJ has said on record several times that she hates how lore is used in k-pop, among other differences. ADOR - a separate label which was to be independent from Bang PD and HYBE, was created for that purpose.
- Bang PD continued his goal for a girl group that matched his preferences in Source Music. He used the remaining resources at BigHit and Source Music to achieve this, added trainees for the final lineup from Pledis (Yunjin) and Wizone (Chaewon and Sakura), while ADOR hired more outside help. According to an earlier interview by MHJ, each new label had the same amount of initial investment. The debt incurred by MHJ while at Source Music was moved to ADOR, Gfriend was operating at a loss during that time, but the launch of Le Sserafim was based on the same initial investment. And no, ADOR was not the reason Gfriend disbanded. Aside from the fact there’s no real motive, the timelines also don’t match up. That was a decision that came from the top.
- NewJeans was meant to debut before Le Sserafim, but their debut was delayed because MHJ said the girls didn’t feel ready. So they added a few more months to train. Le Sserafim had members who had been idols in the past which sped up their training time and so they debuted first, then NewJeans a few months later.
- MHJ and Bang PD have clashed on creative differences first at Source Music on the direction the new gg would take, then on the question of how successful NewJeans signature sound would be at ADOR, then on the belief that he is complicit in Belift plagiarizing her ideas to create a NewJeans copy in Illit… but none of that has had to do with the resources given to the sub-labels when they were established.
- Buddies have been looking for a scapegoat for Gfriend’s disbandment for years. Picking MHJ given everything that’s happened is expected but doesn’t line up with the facts.
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You know shit's going DOWNHILL for Hybe when they start PAYING the SAME journalist who defamed and downplayed Jimin's achievements on Billboard Hot 100, and every other record he got without the company's push to start fabricating dating rumors in order to use that artist as a shield from the backlash the company's already facing under the allegations being made/exposed by MHJ.
Such as the fact that Bongo tried to bribe MHJ into accepting him having NewJeans' album sales inflated so they could "beat aespa's record".
ALSO:
(The OP is referring to 2022 when "With You" was released and Jimin's personal information was sold to antis, who spread it to the media to make it seem like Jimin hadn't paid his apartment's rent [its called "health insurance", but in reality its apartment rent] in 3 months, when at the time BTS had been on tour in the US and therefore Hybe should have absorbed the payments until their return. But a manager who was in charge of delivering the mail stole Jimin's for those 3-4 months in order to sell it to antis on DCGallery. And Hybe "allegedly" had no knowledge that this was happening right under their noses and put up that halfassed apology.
And the girl group OP is referring to is Lesseraphim, since at the time one of the former members, Garam, got involved in a very ugly scandal that resulted in her getting kicked out of the agency. OG Armys know about Bighit/Hybe's past scandal with their first gg GLAM and without the fabricated distraction using jimin's mail, this would've put BH/Hybe under a very shitty position infront of investors. )
(Yes, you read all that right, Hybe personally chooses/hires problematic journalists in order to PAY THEM to write articles that favor THE COMPANY. Even if it means damaging their own artist's image/reputation. Like what they've been doing to Jimin since FACE was released last year. ALL of those Weverse Magazine articles that targeted, defamed, downplayed Jimin's achievements, but favored and praised ANOTHER MEMBER, were all PAID and APPROVED by Hybe themselves.
Jimin stans have been warning and talking about this since last year, but nobody believed us. They thought we were throwing baseless allegations "out of jealousy" only for it to be brought to light in the end.
The sales that were stolen and erased from Jimin's album so that he wouldn't get the record of "First 1Million Seller Ksoloist"? Got proven with an official Retail Chart near the end of year that proved Jimin's album had not only sold MORE copies than the other members, but he was the only member who's numbers matched the pre-order with the ones that were actually bought AND shipped/delivered to actual fans (and not some warehouse in China without owners only to be discarded in alleys, train stations and bathrooms << ).
I wrote something similar to this last year around June, how we should be cautious of content Hybe would be releasing in the following months; with possible shipping content included to benefit only ONE member who was obviously being favored above the others to prove a point.
That the company isn't blind, they KNOW which member currently has a large following of unique loyal fans and if said member wasn't the company's favorite they will do everything they can (rumors, scandals, forced shipping content, ect) to wear out the solo fans and make them leave that member to make him dependent only on the group's fandom or company support (even if its nonexistent).
And it amused me the amount of shippers and company stans that got hella triggered by that post I wrote, even though in the end it all came true.
As for that problematic (crazy bitch) girl from IG claiming to be "jimin's gf" ? Just know that she's been doing this since 2018 to MANY male Idols/Public figures for clout (i guess it helps to boost her already TANKING career as a mediocre "actress").
Hell, she even at some point in the past 2 or 3 years claimed to be f*cking JK too.
#hybe corrupt#fuck hybe#fuck bangpd#fuck company stans#and FUCK YOU as well if you don't support Jimin over these bullshit rumors#FREE JIMIN FROM THESE FREAKS#bts should have disbanded the day they announced that hiatus
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The Queen's Guard - Grace & Staff
The Queen’s Guard, affectionately given to the team behind Grace’s solo career, was a force of nature the likes the industry had never seen before. Even IU didn’t have this type of team behind her. From Bang Shi-hyuk, PDogg, a team of choreographers, and stylists, Sejin, a team of bodyguards and a whole of team dancers - they were a force that seemed to be unstoppable.
As one ARMY quoted when they saw Sejin, BTS’ manager for many years, back in the fold and leading the way in front of Grace at Incheon airport with a team of bodyguards around the two then what seemed to be another four managers including a woman - “It looked like the queen had arrived with her army. Like everyone parted way for the arrival of the queen and her team wasn’t going to stop anyone from getting in the way.”
Bang Shi-Hyuk
It was hard to get time to see Bang PD when his time was directed overseas or in meetings, dealing with HYBE and other business arrangements. However, when it came to his only female idol, he cleared his schedule for the whole week and flew back to Seoul immediately. The news about BTS's ‘hiatus,’ as the media was calling it, had been announced only a few days later and already he had phone calls from shareholders about the dip in value their stocks had taken.
However, he had no plans to deal with that. He had bigger fish to fry.
He scheduled a meeting for her the day after he flew in and what walked through the door wasn’t the Grace he had met all those years ago. This was a scared young woman who didn’t know what was coming, who didn’t know what the next three years were going to bring her. He patted her on the arm and showed her to his desk, taking the seat next to her instead of the ‘big boss’ chair.
“What do you want to do Hea?” he asked, referring to her Korean name.
“I don’t know. I want to do things differently compared to the boys and I don’t want anything I want to do to interfere with what they want to do. I’d rather wait till they all go to the military or all the days are announced so the boys can enjoy their solo careers.”
Ever thinking about her boys instead of herself.
“We can do that. We can assemble a team who you’re familiar with to start planning and guiding and I’ll be there every step of the way,” he promised and reached over to take her hand, giving it a squeeze.
They stayed silent for a moment. It had been thirteen years since they had first met when she was nineteen years old, straight out of education and looking for a job as a dancer but was hired for her vocals for background use and then as an assistant. Now look at her, one of the biggest bands the world has ever seen.
“Okay, I’m ready.”
PDogg
Her first mixtape, Dangerous Woman, had been an absolute success thanks to the combined efforts of PDogg, Hitman Bang, Yoongi and Namjoon. Two of those people were now facing a career in the military and so now it was down to Hitman Bang and PDogg.
A meeting with what had become the Queen’s Guard, consisting of Hitman Bang, PDogg, other producers at BigHit, Sejin and a few others as well as Grace had taken place a week after Seokjin’s military announcement. A whole day had been dedicated to what Grace wanted her next mixtape to be but she soon surprised them all.
“The boys are doing albums, apart from Seokjin, so I want to do the same. But I want CD one to be the Dangerous Woman mixtape and CD two to be the new songs. All in English. And I want to do a tour with the album, and if it’s not enough, maybe release another mixtape with other songs to fill in the gap.”
Evidently, Hitman Bang hadn’t been expecting that as he sat there at the top of the table and stared at her with his jaw dropped.
“All in English? No Korean?” PDogg asked, making a couple of notes on his pad.
“All in English. I can do remixes of the songs in Korean for maybe a B-Side but I want this to focus on English. This album is all about me and my thoughts and my feelings and everything I see so it has to be English.”
���If you say you’ve got lyrics already, there are no promises I won’t kiss you Hea,” PDogg warned.
Grace simply grinned and lifted up a notebook, the same one she got from Jungkook for Mother’s Day, filled to the brim with lyrics. “Better bring those kisses.”
“Well, look’s like you’re going to be busy,” Sejin laughed at the sight of PDogg pressing many kisses to the top of Grace’s head before stealing the notebook.
Sejin
When Sejin got the phone call from Hitman Bang, he was completely taken aback. He had been promoted to the artist protocol department and a manager for ENHYPEN. He had been with BTS from the very beginning and missed them very much, though he saw them every now and then. He never expected to be getting a call about them, especially from the boss.
“Grace is coming.”
Those three words were all that were given to him.
And he was immediately at HYBE.
“Grace is going ahead with her solo career and I believe she needs a manager who can focus solely on her and her needs. And given your history with her and the history with the boys, I think you’re the best one for the job. Plus she misses you.”
The reunion had been a long time coming and he first saw her again at a meeting with lawyers and executives. She didn’t care for decorum the moment she saw her favourite manager standing at the door, apologising for interrupting.
“Sejin-oppa,” she gasped and quickly ran over to him to give him a big hug.
“Are you coming back?” she quietly asked him and the squeeze she got in return was everything she needed.
The Queen’s Guard had their general back.
Other Staff
New stylists and make-up artists were brought on board for the sole focus on Grace. There were many meetings as the music was being produced as to what themes and colours Grace wanted to pick from, what costumes and clothes, and what would be more suited for her body rather than adapting the boy's costume to fit her.
When the contract for Alexander McQueen, Balmain and Louboutin had all been signed, her stylists threw a sleepover party at HYBE so they could go through all the choices of clothing and shoes the designers had sent Grace.
Her bodyguards were also from the same team that had been around the boys since day one. She had been signed one in particular, ARMY would later recognise him from Yoongi’s concerts as the one that was fancam’d the most. All bodyguards were older than her so there would be no rumours.
Choreographers were spearheaded by the usual team with the added addition of Sienna from In the Labs and Brian Puspos. They were instrumental in creating new choreography for her singles, reflecting more her style to suit her dancing history and body.
Moments with the staff
The airport had a bigger turnout than usual ever since it was announced that Grace would be departing to start her solo career by attending a fashion show in London, with her being the main ‘face’ of it. The amount of fans present was slightly alarming and even local police had been called in to control the public as well as the press.
The slight army of bodyguards hanging around the car was soon pointed out by local press who could be heard saying that this wasn’t normal for idols.
The moment Sejin appeared, ARMY screamed his name causing him to turn and look, giving them a slight bow.
Another manager got out of the car, an older lady this time, and she stood in front of the open door to speak to the bodyguards for a moment. The moment she stepped aside to let Grace out, the noise volume increased.
Sejin went to the front with one main bodyguard, the rest surrounding Grace and the lady who kept an arm wrapped around Grace’s waist, giving her a slight squeeze. But Grace bowed to everyone she saw, stopping briefly for photos before leaving towards the private lounge.
She had gone live while in London as they were prepping for the fashion show and ARMY went nuts when they saw Sejin come in with a mug of hot chocolate, a blanket and a hot water bottle. “That time of the month,” Grace had said with a sigh as she was tucked in.
BANGTAN BOMBS showing Grace in tall heels, being guided by Sejin or her female manager, with her styling and make up team following her. All hands out ready to help her if needed.
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Not Taekook related, but I was thinking a lot about the whole Min Heejin and HYBE drama, particularly the stories about the shaman and BTS, the leaking of private/personal information about idols (possibly Garam, Youngseo and others), also the allegedly trying to snare V. All this makes me wonder if MHJ had a hand in V's scandal with Jennie. It would be good to get your thoughts on it all.
This is all so seriously messed up. I think there is faults on both side but also some valid points too.
Whilst I will answer your main question about taennie and possibly the whole JK fake apartment video, I feel I need explore the situation as a whole. So I will structure it like this:
Thoughts on the key points/accusations on boths sides about the whole dispute
Was Heejin involved in rumours about BTS members
What I think will happen
Final thoughts
Ok...
Thoughts on the key points/accusations on boths sides about the whole dispute
I do think Heejin has some valid points about the visual concepts being used by other HYBE artists, although technically, MHJ doesn't own any of the IP she created with ADOR. I know a little about IP and Copyright there are 4 types...
Creator / 1st Owner - where the creator is also the owner of the product, for example: The author and first owner of copyright in a sound recording is the record producer. The author and first owner of the copyright in a broadcast is the broadcaster. The author and first owner of the copyright in a published edition is the publisher.
Works created for an employer - (this will apply to MHJ) Where a literary, dramatic, musical or artistic work, or a film, is made by an employee in the course of his employment, his employer is the first owner of any copyright in the work (subject to any agreement to the contrary).
Commissioned works - This is like when HYBE commissions a producer/writer to create something, the rights belong to the company/person who creates the work (say Andrew Watt) not the commisioner (HYBE)
Joint Author/Co-Written - Joint ownership might arise, for example, if a person was commissioned to create a website together with one of the company’s employees. It is likely that both the person being commissioned and the company would be joint first owners of copyright in the website. For co-written songs the songwriters share ownership.
So unless MHJ had a special contract that gave her special rights over something, she has no control over what she creates as it BELONGS to HYBE, that includes NewJeans, the concepts and other IP.
It's clear HYBE has the evidence to show there is something underhand going on, and has probably had evidence for weeks. They probably discovered the plot because of the copying on files by that VP at ADOR. Also why would anyone make plan to takeover a company for the hell of it... it doesn't make sense.
Is it unfair that MHJ has a clause stopping her from working in the industry for a period of time if she leaves HYBE/ADOR... NO, these are common place in businesses, plus she negogiated and signed her contract... unless she didn't do the proper due diliegence.
The MHJ press conference was a masterful display of media play/manipulation. She deliberately wore clothes that made her look dishevelled, also the cap adequately hide the fact that she never actually shed a tear once in the whole 2 hours and her make up helped with this impression, by making her cheeks look wet from tears.
HYBE in a cult...
But obviously not true and MHJ and co are clearly dropping fake stories to tarnish everyone.
I certainly believe (after that news conference where she slandered nearly every HYBE group) that this woman leaked private and confidential information about trainees and idols.
Her and Bang PD were not close... so which CEO hired her in 2019, I'll give you one guess and his name is in this sentence... so he must have spent time with her and cultivated a working relationship at BIGHIT Entertainment prior to HYBE forming... MHJ was VERY selective in of which chats to share with the press... I expect Dispatch to expose more her conversations with BPD, which will paint things in a different light.
MHJ lied in her press conference... she took, with HYBE's blessing, Source Music trainees, staff and other resources to form NewJeans and ADOR... with HYBE's money.
HYBE CEO is dirt bag who likes vaginas... simply because he oversaw video game that was quite rude. It's not like he designed it himself, he simply oversaw the project, plus unfortunately that's a big thing in the Video Game world... it can be very msygonistic.
Was Heejin involved in rumours about BTS members
So was MHJ involved... on the surface one might think so.
I do think she might have had a hand in the Garam scandal and the leaking of Youngseo, members of two groups she saw (in her own words) as threat to NEWJEANS and her vision.
However, I don't think she had anything to do with Taennie or JK's fake video, it's clear (at least for Taennie), that YG was heavily involved and possibly HYBE too.
Now to the recent stuff that's currently be "leak" and stuff that might come out in the next few weeks... I think her involvement might be more logical.
What I think will happen
I think within the next month HYBE via a shareholders meeting with ousts the ADOR board and replace it with their own board and subsequently remove MHJ from her pssost.
ADOR's new CEO will be another woman from within the company
From what I understand, MHJ might have a problematic history with young people... I'm sure if she does it will come out.
There will be a trial of some kind and MHJ and co will be found guilty in someway
I think HYBE in general will take more control (at least at board level) of every sub-label over the next year, to strengthen its position but also but to improve coordination between labels to stop classes that have occured in the past.
NewJeans won't be leaving ADOR/HYBE, mostly because HYBE owns the brand of NJs and their concepts, but also it's be intimated that NJs would have to pay hefty reparations for said IP and to be released from their contract. I suspect post MHJ HYBE will sweeten the NJ's current deal with additional stuff.
Final thoughts
It's a mess, but within a few weeks/months it'll all be partly resolved to a certain extent.
I suspect this week HYBE through outlets like Dispatch will leak even more of the incriminating shit it has on MHJ and her co-conspiritors.
HYBE will remove the current board of directors at ADOR and then remove MHJ and he co-conspiritors.
I suspect we'll also get some expose about her time at SM that isn't pretty and adds more fuel to the fire and may show she has a track record of causing trouble.
I also suspect that when MHJ tries to sell her shares she'll end up having to sell them back to HYBE because I they will make it difficult for her to sell it to anyone else.
I predict NewJeans will have new comeback post MHJ that's even more successful than before.
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Regarding This:
https://www.tumblr.com/dearweirdme/757989106375655424/to-counter-all-the-taekook-were-distant
I have this:
BTS left Seoul on November 12, 2019 to Helsinki for filming Winter Package 2020 and came back to Seoul on November 16, 2019.
Towards the end of Winter Package 2020 we saw JK giving his gift to Tae. Right? He also gave Tae a letter and the letter he had written for Tae was composed of literally 11 words and everyone was like why the fuck is the letter so brief for? and JK answered:”The closer you are, the shorter the letters.”
(The letter:”Dear V. A-yo. Who’s the bear? V. The end! lol.”)
And even HYBE editors wrote “It’s embarrassing to go on when you are super close!”
I don’t know how and I don’t remember clearly how, but back in 2020 when In The Soop episode 6 came out on September 23, 2020 I kinda found out by going through multiple things like Tweets, articles and posts on IG and Weverse and comments that it the episode was most likely filmed on May 31, 2020. The conversation that JK and Tae had in the show I mean happened on that day.
How come you become distant from November 2019 to May 2020 when the “Distant TaeKook” narrative had been circulating around (Thanks to BigHit) for a long time before November 2019?
The whole thing is a fucking show and badly written. Full of plot holes, because you cannot always fake everything!
Even HYBE script writers slip in this case!
(Super Close TaeKook: November 2019, Distant TaeKook: May 2020, First official on-screen separation: Late 2015).
At least hire better scrip writers because some of us use our brains!
I agree, anon. You know what would be better? If there were no scripts at all, just some natural, spontaneous moments.
If it weren't for moments where the company and/or staff had actively separated 🐰 and 🐯 on-camera then the narrative that 🐰🐯 have become distant even in the span of a few months (because if I'm being honest, relationships can be quickly severed as much as they can be forged in a short amount of time) would actually be quite convincing considering that two people who have a closely knitted bond have suddenly become cold and distant with each other.
But we have. We Taekookers have witnessed those moments since 2015. Not only that but moments off the company camera and/or behind the scenes say otherwise. We don't call taekook moments 144p Microwave Content for nothing 🤷♂️ The Distant Taekook narrative will never make sense to me, and as a 2016 ARMY and Taekooker... well... trenches, man.
It still baffles me that to this day, BH would still use tactics such as mistranslating English subtitles and putting strange, out-of-place cuts on their shows (take for instance the preview for Are You Sure: Jeju Island Trip)
(I'm not sure if this ask is really meant for me but I'm still giving my thoughts on this one)
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for you 💜🫶🤍
they are so fine omggg thank you pat 😩 bighit, please hire me to work with bangtan? have pity on me I'm a graduate without a job LAKSLAKS
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do you think it’s possible that bighit noticed that tkkrs were getting more invested in tae and jk’s relationship being romantic bc we thought they were being cut/hidden so they decided to just use that as a strategy to keep us invested even though there might not actually be anything to cover up. like there have been quite a few times where they’ve posted something tkk related like a picture/video that had tkk being cuddly or something and then quickly deleted it. for example that coffee ad they did where i think tae had his hand over jk’s on the counter. they posted it and then deleted it. and that’s happened more than once. i feel like they could be doing that on purpose to draw tkkrs attention to it and make us think they’re trying to hide it when in reality they’re not. bc i don’t rlly get why they’d post it in the first place then. like maybe they know that tkkrs make up a big chunk of the fandom and a lot of us r only here bc of tkk so they want to keep us invested in the story so as not to lose us. they know we notice these things and it only makes it more sus than if they were to just leave it.
Hi anon!
Mmm, you are talking about Taekook being solely used and arranged even for commercial purposes.. the epitome of fanservice. I don’t agree for many reasons (big shocker I’m sure 😂).
The instance you are talking about, the commercial… while I don’t know the specifics, I’d guess that footage wasn’t made by BH. Brand commercials are usually arranged by the brand. The brand would have negotiated a deal with BH for BTS to be in their commercial. They were basically hired to do it. In those negotiations there would have been specifics as to what could and could not be done. I don’t know what the vibe was when it dropped, but it could very well be that BH intervened when they saw the thing go down. So that wasn’t BH dropping it and then pulling it on purpose, it was more likely an ‘oops, nobody saw that.. right?’.
There’s a difference between Taekook the ship and Tae and Jk as an actual couple. BH uses the ship, they make money of it. So they don’t mind letting the occasional Taekookery get through. But it’s a fine line they have to walk. You can actually see the clear difference when you do compare with Jkk, who are never held back by the company. Tae and Jk are arguably just as close (closer!!!) as Jk and Jm, both these ships are huge, and yet BH actively pairs only Jk and Jm. Not because they are real, but because they are their safe bet.
There’s soo much more I can say about this, but mainly I feel there’s way too much depth to Tae and Jk’s bond for me to ever think they are only engaging in fanservice.
#taekook#but also#the add might’ve been pulled for any reason#doesn’t even have to do with taekook#skinship isn’t as much of an issue in sk
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Pairing- Yoongi x Named Reader
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Ten years ago
J POV
I'm nervous
It's my first makeup gig and I don't want to fuck up if I wanna be hired
This company BigHit hired me as a stylist for their new boy band
If I do a good job, they'll hire me permanently
I need this job
Looking at the small paper I have, I call out, "Yoongi?"
One of the seven guys gets up and walks over to me
I turn to get his clothes
"You can put these on and when you're done, I'll fix them", I say as I turn around
"Yeah ok", he answers
When our eyes meet, something inside me shifts
Suddenly, my vision changes and I see what people call colors
Not the usual "black and white" that I normally see
His eyes change color, his hair, his skin, his clothes.
Vibrant colors and shades that I wish I knew the names of
I glance around me and I see the rest of the room is in color too
That means...
He's my soulmate
I look back at him and he's staring at me in shock
"I found you", he whispers
I nod, "You did"
I take the time to really look at him and my god he's beautiful
I reach out and touch his face, making sure he's real
He holds on to my wrist that's touching him
"You're real", he says
"Yeah. You're real too"
"You're eyes are beautiful. I wish I knew what color they are"
I feel my face heat, "Thank you"
He smiles at me and I can't breathe
It's gorgeous
"You're mine", I say, not knowing where this possessiveness is coming from
I just know that he's mine
He nods, "I am. Always. And you're mine"
"Always", I answer
Pulling me to him, he kisses me and I'm so happy
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Present
J POV
"Yoongi! You're all sweaty!", I laugh as he comes straight to me, pulling me into his arms
"Yeah but you love it jagi", he smiles
"Yeah yeah", I laugh, then kiss him
"How's baby boy?", he asks, touching my belly
"Kicking hard", I answer
I'm pregnant and just turned seven months
Yoongi is so happy and so excited
He was over the moon when he found out we're having a boy
He would of been just as happy with a girl but I know that a boy is always wanted at some point
And he can't wait to be a dad
"I have some time before I have to go back on stage. Tae's solo, Jin's solo and then the vocal line is doing "The truth untold""
"Wow that's almost fifteen minutes!", I tease
He laughs out loud, "Yeah"
I take his hand and lead him to the clothing rack
I hand him his clothes for the next part of the concert
"Change first baby"
He nods and takes the clothes
Once he's changed, I fix the clothes, then he leads me to a couch
He rubs his shoulder and I ask, "It hurts again baby?"
He nods, "Yeah. It always does during concerts"
I stand up and move to sit behind him
I start to massage his shoulder
"You don't have to jagi"
"Oh stop. If it helps you feel better then I'm going to do it. Plus I know you love it"
Laughing, he says, "Yeah I do. You know me so well"
I do
And he knows me so well
We spent every day of the last ten years together
We don't hide anything from each other
After that first kiss, we couldn't be separated
BigHit wasn't happy that he found his soulmate so quickly since it's better for idols to be single but there wasn't anything they could do
They allowed me to move into the dorm with him
He told the managers that either he moves in my apartment or I move into the dorm
Since BTS just debuted, he needed to stay at the dorm
So I moved in too
A year later, he asked me to marry him and we've been married for nine years
I love him with everything in me
I'd do anything for him
And he loves me just as much and would do anything for me
We've both proven it ten times over in the last seven years
BTS became huge, a worldwide sensation and I've supported him every step of the way, encouraging him and doing anything I can to help him
Yoongi bought an apartment and we've lived there for the last two years
And now we're having a baby
My life is perfect
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"C'mon Yoongi", Namjoon calls
"Already?", he sighs
"It's ok naekkeo. The concert is almost done and then we can go home and snuggle all night"
He smiles his beautiful smile at me, "That sounds perfect jagi"
I smile at him, then he pulls me to him in a soft kiss
His kisses are the best
"I love you Jo", he says, when he pulls away
"I love you Yoongi", I tell him
"See you in a little bit?"
I nod, "Can't wait"
He smiles, gives me a quick kiss and then he walks towards the stage
"God again?", I whine, "Baby boy you need to stop making mommy pee all the time."
I just went to the bathroom five minutes ago after Yoongi went on stage
I stand up from the couch and start walking to the bathroom
Right before I get there, I hear screaming
And to my horror, my vision changes, the colors fading away, black and white creeping in
No
No no no
That only happens when someones soulmate dies
"Yoongi!", I yell and turn around, running towards the stage
He can't be dead
He can't
He's ok
Everyone back stage is running around, not paying attention to me
I'm able to run up the stairs and on to the stage
I look around frantically, seeing fans being rushed out of the stadium
"Yoongi!", I yell
The guys are crowded around one area of the stage
I run towards them, screaming Yoongi's name
Hobi glances up at me, tears pouring down his eyes
He stands up and starts towards me
"Don't Jo", he says, stopping me from getting closer
"Let me go Hobi", I cry
"No Jo. Don't. You don't want to see him like this"
Pure fear hits my body and I start shaking
"Hobi...let me go. I...let me go!", I yell
"Jo"
I pull away from him and he lets me go
When I get to the guys, I can't believe the horror I'm seeing
Yoongi on the floor, blood all over his chest and his eyes closed
"NO! YOONGI!", I scream, dropping to the floor next to him
"Yoongi, wake up. Wake up!", I cry, shaking his shoulders
But he doesn't open his eyes
He doesn't smile at me, he doesn't answer
This can't be happening
"Yoongi please, wake up"
"Jo...he's gone", Namjoon chokes out
"No! No! Yoongi, naekkeo come back. Wake up! Don't do this baby. Please Yoongi", I sob hysterically
He can't be gone
I need him, he's my everything
We're going to have a baby
He's going to be a dad
He has to be here
"Yoongi!"
Putting my arms around him, I hold him up in my arms, leaning my forehead on his then gripping his hand tightly
I pray that he squeezes my hand back, but he doesn't
"Don't leave me Yoongi. Please baby. I need you. Your son needs you. Open your eyes. Please naekkeo come back", I cry
I can't- the pain I feel inside is killing me
Why did this happen?
Why was he taken from me?
We were so happy, our life was perfect
We're starting a family
Oh god, our son will never know him
He'll never see his father
Yoongi will never see his boy
He won't be there when he's born, he won't be there to raise him
This is a nightmare and I just want to wake up
"Please Yoongi, I love you. I love you so much. I need you Yoongi. Please come back", I beg him
But he doesn't move and my heart shatters
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After what seems like forever, Namjoon comes over to me and tells me, "Jo. The EMTs are here. They have to take Yoongi"
No
"No. They can't. He....he has to stay with me."
I can't let him go
If they take him, then it's all real
With him, I can pretend he's not gone
That's he's just sleeping
But if they take him....
My entire world ends
"Jo, they need to take him. They need to clean the blood away", he says gently
"No Joonie. No. If they take him....", I sob
"What Jo? What is it?"
"Then he's really gone. I can't....I can't..."
A person comes over and kneels next to me
"Hi", he says softly
I shake my head
"Is this your boyfriend?", he asks
"My husband. My soulmate", I choke out
"I see. I promise, we'll take good care of him"
"No. I need him. He has to stay with me. He can't go. He's...he's going to be a dad soon"
"I understand. But I'll take him just for awhile, to clean the blood off him. Then you'll be able to see him again ok?"
"I...I can't...I.."
"Jo, it's only for a little while", Jin say softly
No it's not
They're going to take him away and then he has to be buried in the ground
If they take him, it'll be forever
I'll never see him again
I don't know how to handle that
"Please", the EMT says, reaching out to Yoongi
I look back at Yoongi's beautiful face, memorizing every single about him
I gently run my fingers in his hair
"I love you Yoongi. So much naekkeo. Forever."
I lean down and kiss him softly, tears pouring down my face
I look up at the EMT and nod
He motions for his co-workers to come over
"I promise he's in good hands", he tells me
I just nod because there's nothing else I can do
He gently takes Yoongi from me and I watch them put him on the stretcher, wheeling him away
He's gone
My life is over
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I don't want to get up
Today is Yoongi's funeral
After he was taken from me, the guys brought me home
They wanted me to stay at the dorm but I didn't want to
I haven't cried so much as I have the last two days
I found out that Yoongi was being brought to Daegu to be buried
No one knows but me and the guys
Yoongi's mom called me and told me I can stay in her house
I just agreed
It's like I'm going through the motions- packing clothes, getting on a plane
And all the while I feel like I'm dying
I hate seeing in black and white
It just reminds me that Yoongi was taken from me
I miss him so much
I can't do anything but lay in bed, staring at a picture of him
I found out what happened the next day after his death
During Mic Drop, some crazy fan in the first row, pulled out a gun when Yoongi got close to him and shot him right in the chest five times
I actually saw what happened because some sick assholes put it on the internet
And it was sent to me by an unknown number
Whoever took the video was close to the shooter and in the front row
I'm guessing it was a fan, just videoing the concert
Yoongi is standing there, smiling and doing the choreography, when suddenly loud bangs are heard and his chest is covered in red blood
The complete look of pain and shock on his face kills me every time I remember
He falls backward, people screaming everywhere and the guys running to him
The video ends there
The piece of shit who killed my baby, was overpowered by security and is in prison
He was going to shoot the rest of the guys too because he hates BTS
He's sentenced to death
I'm glad but it doesn't bring Yoongi back
And that's the one thing in the world that I want but will never happen
I can't stop crying, looking down at Yoongi
The second I walked into the funeral home and saw him in the casket, I lost it
I collapsed on the floor, sobbing hysterically
I couldn't walk, couldn't get up, couldn't see
Yoongi's dad, along with Namjoon and Hobi, got me up and brought me to a chair
Right in front of his casket
I was able to calm down about twenty minutes later but the tears haven't stopped
I finally made it to his casket and I haven't left since then
I can't
I don't want to hear people saying I'm sorry
It means nothing
Not when my world is over
Holding his hand, I gently touch his face, wishing he'd open his eyes and smile at me
"I miss you naekkeo. I don't know how I'm supposed to live without you"
I really don't
How I'm supposed to wake up and him not being there?
How I'm supposed to go through my day without texting him?
How am I supposed to never to hear his voice again or hear him tell me he loves me?
Never feel his arms around me, his kiss, anything
How he'll never see his son, hear him talk, see him grow up
It breaks me every time
I run my fingers in his hair, just looking at him
We're going to the cemetery soon
Once the casket closes, I'll never see him in person again
Only through pictures and videos that I know will kill me to watch
I want to stay with him as long as I can
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"Ready Joanne?", Yoongi's mom asks as she comes over to me
"Never", I whisper
"I know. But we have to go to the cemetery now", she says softly
I look at her and nod
She's crying too and I remember she lost her son
I sit down, watching as everyone who came, go to his casket to say goodbye
When the guys each get there turn, they cry hysterically too
They're his family too and they love him
Then his mother and father go
His mother breaks down, his father holding her up
Then it's my turn
And I don't know how to do this
I slowly walk up to him
Holding his hand, stroking his hair for the last time, I talk to him
"I love you baby. More than anything. I'm going to miss you so much. I promise to take care of our boy. He'll know who you are, I'll make sure he does. I hope you're happy where you are naekkeo, in peace and no pain. You made my life so happy and you're the best thing that has ever happened to me. I love you Yoongi."
I lean down and kiss his forehead
I can't say goodbye
That word can't pass my lips
I just can't
I force myself to let go of him and I watch while the funeral home workers close his casket
Forever
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Moving hair from my face, I put the books in the box
I'm back in Seoul but I'm moving
To Daegu
At the cemetery, I lost it again when they lowered his casket
Jimin and Jungkook held me up while I cried
I had a panic attack after and Hobi and Tae took me away from Yoongi's grave until I calmed down
After the cemetery, I went back to Yoongi's parents house
They talked to me and asked me to move to Daegu
They want to be in their grandson's life
I was going to move there anyway when I found out Yoongi was going to be buried in Daegu
I can't live in Seoul while he's in Daegu
I stayed in Daegu for two extra days, looking for an apartment and going to Yoongi's grave
I found a two bedroom apartment close to his parents, then came back to Seoul
So I'm back in mine and Yoongi's apartment, packing everything
I'm not throwing out any of his things
They're coming with me
All of his studio equipment is coming with me too
Namjoon and Hobi agreed to pack everything there and ship it to my new apartment
The guys decided to disband BTS
They said it won't be the same without Yoongi and they don't want to continue without him
I sigh and walk back to my bookshelf, grabbing another stack of books
I've been packing for the last three days
I packed Yoongi's stuff first
It was so hard and I cried the whole time
But now, the packing is taking my mind off of things, for awhile anyway
I need to be finished by next week
I sold the apartment and the new owner wants to move in by next week
Since I was married to Yoongi, all his money, his assets went to me when he died
So I'm rich
Like I give a fuck
I'd rather be poor with Yoongi alive than being rich without him
If I could give up all the money to get him back I would in a heartbeat
Nothing can take his place
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After I finish packing for the day, I go to bed
But I can't sleep
All I think about is Yoongi
I sleep in one of his shirts every night
I used to do that anyway and even more when I got pregnant
He liked huge shirts and they fit over my belly
I turn to my nightstand and stare at the picture of Yoongi I keep there
He's smiling so wide and looks so happy
I took it the day I told him I was pregnant
His first reaction was to smile and I had to take the picture
"I miss you", I whisper, tears falling, "Why did you have to leave? I can't do this without you. I can't live without you."
The pain takes over again and I feel like I can't breathe
"Yoongi, why? I need you. Come back naekkeo. Please come back. I can't-", I sob
This is pure torture
The agony is there all day everyday
It's so intense all the time, even when my mind is occupied
I know that if it wasn't for the baby, I'd have taken my own life already
To be with him, wherever he is
"I love you Yoongi. I wish you were here"
I close my eyes, crying myself to sleep
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"Hi jagi", Yoongi says
I blink and look around
We're in our room at home
And he's here
"Yoongi? Is...is it really you?"
He nods, "Yeah jagi. It's me"
I'm so confused
"But...I saw you...in the casket...did you come back?", I ask hopefully
He shakes his head sadly, "No jagi, I can't come back"
The familiar pain I've been living with roars back to life
"Then how..."
"It's a dream jagi. And I can only come this once"
A dream?
I remember crying in bed at home
I guess I feel asleep
"Why did you leave Yoongi? I can't live without you", I cry
He comes closer and pulls me into a hug
"I didn't want to Jo. I never wanted to leave you or our baby. I wanted to stay with you forever, see our baby be born, raise him, have more babies and grow old with you. But for some reason it didn't work out that way", he whispers
I sob harder, clinging on to him
"How am I supposed to do everything without you? Have the baby without you, raise the baby without you. You're supposed to be there with me."
"I know baby but I know you can do everything. You can have our son and raise him. I know you're going to be an amazing mom. I always knew that."
I hear his words but I don't want to do this without him
I don't want to be in a world where he isn't
"I can't"
"Yes you can. You're my strong girl Jo. You always have been"
"Yoongi....I miss you so much. I need you"
I can't stop crying
He's right here, why can't he just come back with me?
Why can't he stay?
"I miss you too jagi. I'm sorry I'm not there with you."
He moves back a little, lifting my face to his
"But Jo, I'll always be with you. Even thought you can't see me I'm there. I was from the second I died. I was with you when you went to my funeral, when you went to look for an apartment, while you're packing. And I'll always be there with you and our baby. You can always talk to me and I'll hear you. I'll always watch over both of you. I promise"
I nod
I hate that I can't see him, touch him or talk to him but knowing he's going to be with me makes me feel a little bit better
"I love you Yoongi", I tell him
"I love you Joanne. I'll always love you. And I'll wait for you until it's time for you to come ok? Then we can really be together forever", he says
I want that so much
I want to be with him now and it's tearing me apart that I can't
That he's here and I have to be in the real world
"I don't want to wait", I sob
"I know jagi. I don't want to wait either but it's not your time yet. It's killing me to not be with you. I hate that I can see you but I can't touch you or talk to you. Seeing you cry and in so much pain rips me apart Jo. I want to make it better but I can't. I just have to wait for you. And I will. I swear I will jagi. I love you"
"I love you Yoongi. Always"
"Always", he promises
He leans down and kisses me softly
My eyes fly open and I sit up fast in bed
"Yoongi?", I call looking around
"Yoongi!"
He's not here
It was a dream
He's really not here
I burst into tears
I remember everything he said, how it felt to have him hold me again, felt his kiss again, how his voice sounded
And I want him back
I didn't get enough kisses, enough time in his arms, enough of him
He was torn away from me and I can't deal with this
He's not coming back
And he's not coming back in my dreams again
He said he could only come once
I lay back down and cry into my pillow, calling his name
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2 months later
"Push!", the doctor says
I yell as I push hard
The pain in my lower stomach is so intense
"I see his head, push again"
Fuck, I'm so tired, I'm so sweaty and I just want to rest
But I need to get my baby out
I breathe in and push hard, a scream coming out the more I push
I've been in labor for thirty hours and I want him to come out
"Again"
"C'mon baby", I whisper and push again
Shouting and crying I push more
God it hurts so much
"His head is almost out, keep pushing"
I breath in and push, then breath in again and push harder
"Aaaahhhhhhhhh", I scream
"His head is out. One more Joanne"
I gather my strength and push once more
"He's out!", the doctor says
I collapse against the chair, breathing hard
I hear crying and my son is put on my chest
I look down at him and I burst into tears
I love him so much already and he looks just like Yoongi
Everything about him is all Yoongi
"Hi Yoongi. I love you baby boy.", I say, stroking his cheek, "I promise to keep you safe, always"
"Ms. Min, we have to take the baby for his check up. We'll bring him to your room when he's ready ok?"
I don't want to let him go but I nod and they take him
"He looks just like Yoongi", Hobi says
I nod, looking down at my baby boy in my arms
He has Yoongi's face, his mouth, his cheeks, his eyes, his soft hair
I remember the pictures of Yoongi as a baby that his mom showed me once
My son looks almost identical to his father
"Did you pick a name?", Jimin asks
I nod, "Yoongi"
"You're naming him after Yoongi?", Jungkook asks
I nod
"That's amazing Jo. I know he'd love that", Jungkook replies
The guys were waiting outside of the delivery room with Yoongi's parents
I didn't want anyone with me while I gave birth
If Yoongi couldn't be there, I wanted to be alone
Yoongi's parents already came to see Yoongi and hold him
Now the guys are in the room
They each held my boy and now I have him back
He's wrapped in a blanket and he's asleep
I can't stop looking at him
I feel tears falling from my eyes
"Jo?", Namjoon asks
"He ssss...should be hhh..here", I choke out, "He should of been in the delivery room, seeing him be born. He should be here with me now, holding his son, picking his name, seeing him and being happy. He should be here to raise him."
I know Yoongi told me he's always with me
I know he was in the room when his son was born and I know he's here now
But I can't see him, he can't hold Yoongi, he can't talk to him
I'm so happy my baby is here but I'm so heartbroken at the same time
I can't help but cry
"I'm sorry Jo", Tae says softly while Jin comes to me and gives me a quick hug
They stay for another twenty minutes then they leave when Yoongi wakes up so I can feed him
After feeding him, he's still awake and he's looking around
"I love you.", I whisper to him, taking his little hand
His hand closes on my thumb and he holds on tightly
"You look just like your dad. He...he can't be here physically but he was there when you were born and he's here now."
I have to stop for a second before I start crying again
"Your dad loves you so much and he's going to watch over you your whole life. He's always going to be with you and you can talk to him whenever you want"
Yoongi closes his eyes, falling back asleep
I know I should put him in his crib but I can't
I'm terrified something will happen to him
Then I'll really be alone
"He's here baby. Your son is here", I whisper, talking to Yoongi, "I promise I'm going to protect him baby. I'm going to raise him to be a good man just like you. I swear he'll know who you are, how amazing his father was. He'll know how much you love him and me. He'll know you didn't want to leave."
I choke on the last words and start crying again
I don't know how I'm going to do this but I am going to raise my son just like Yoongi and I wanted to
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4 years later
"C'mon Yoonie, we're going", I call my son
He comes out of his room and over to me
"Where we go?", he asks
I kneel down to him, "We're going to see daddy"
A smile bursts on his face, "Yay daddy"
I smile and take his hand
"Ready?"
"Ready mommy"
We leave the apartment and start walking to the cemetery
It's been so hard raising Yoongi alone but I'm doing it along with the help of his grandparents
He's a good boy, he never gives me problems and he's very quiet and calm
And he loves to sleep
Just like his dad
The older he gets the more he looks like Yoongi
He's his spitting image
He knows who Yoongi is and that his dad is in "heaven"
I've shown him pictures and videos of Yoongi since he was a baby
I have pictures of Yoongi all over the apartment, some of him alone, some of him with me and some of him with BTS
When he was a year and a half he was able to identify the picture of Yoongi as daddy
He never asked me why his daddy wasn't with us until this year when he started school
He goes to Pre-K and they talk a lot about families
The only thing I told him was that his daddy lives in heaven and even though he can't see him, his daddy is always with him
I'm not telling him anything more until he's way older
He doesn't need to know his dad was murdered
I take Yoongi to the cemetery once a month
I go a few times a week while he's in school or at his grandparents house
I don't want to take him there all the time
It's not the place for a kid
We get to the gate and go inside
As we get closer to Yoongi's grave, Yoongi points and says, "There's daddy"
I nod, "Yeah Yoonie"
His parents picked a nice big headstone for the grave that includes a picture of him
His stone says, "Loving husband, father, brother and son. He shined brightly and brought so much happiness to the world"
Then there's a lyric he wrote for a song he made for me and Yoongi when he found out I was pregnant
"Hi daddy!", Yoongi exclaims as we get to his grave
Yoongi kisses his hand and puts it against the picture of Yoongi on the stone
I do the same, "Hi naekkeo"
I sit on the grass in front of the stone and Yoongi comes to sit in my lap
"I can talk mommy?"
"Yeah Yoonie, you can talk to daddy"
"Daddy, I draw a picture of you at school. Ms. Ara said to draw my family and I draw you, mommy and me"
I can't help it, tears start to fall while Yoongi talks to his dad
I cry silently, holding my son and looking at Yoongi's picture
I miss him more than anything
People lie
It doesn't get better as time goes on
It gets worse
I still hurt every single day and sometimes it still takes my breath away
Especially at night when I'm alone and he's all I think about
I talk to him all the time
Raising Yoongi without him is heartbreaking
Every time Yoongi does something big, I'm so proud and happy but also devastated that Yoongi wasn't there to see it
Things like when Yoongi started to roll over, sit up, smile, laugh, stand, walk, talk and everything now that he does in school
When I go to his school it hurts seeing the happy parents together
Aside from my son, my life sucks and I'm not happy
Spending time with my son makes me happy but when he's at school or at his grandparents or sleeping, I'm not happy
I still cry from missing Yoongi
All the time
I can't help it, the pain inside overwhelms me
I stayed home to raise Yoongi until this year
When he started school, I got a part time job at a makeup store stocking the products and working the cash register
I need something to do
I can't stay at home all day alone while he's in school
I don't need the money but I need to leave the apartment or I'll go crazy
The hours are flexible so I can drop Yoongi off at school and pick him up
Sometimes we go home, to the park, shopping, to Yoongi's parents house after school or on weekends
I'm so glad I have Yoongi's parents
They love me like their daughter and they'll do anything for me and of course Yoongi.
He's everything to them, just like he is to me
We still see the guys all the time too
They all have successful careers under BigHit
Namjoon is a popular solo rapper and producer
Hobi is also a popular solo rapper and dancer
Tae, Jimin and Jungkook started a vocal group called Maknaes and they're popular as well
Jin went back to acting and he's a famous actors, starring in an award winning kdrama as well as movies
Yoongi and I go to Seoul to see them or they come here to see us
He loves his uncle's and they love him too
Looking around I hate the way everything looks
One of the worst things that hurts me everyday is seeing in black and white
I had to ask Yoongi's parents to tell me what color my son's hair and eyes are
His hair is black, like Yoongi's natural hair color and his eyes are dark brown
My son's eyes are beautiful and sparkle
Just like Yoongi's
It kills me that I can't see the color
And it's a constant reminder that Yoongi is gone
"Sad mommy?", Yoongi asks
"Yeah Yoonie. I'm sad"
"You miss daddy?"
I nod, "Yeah, I miss daddy a lot"
He doesn't say anything, just turns in my lap and hugs me tightly
I hug my little boy tightly, happy that I at least have him and he's such a loving boy
"I love you mommy"
"I love you Yoonie. You're my best boy"
He lets go after a few minutes
I wipe my eyes, then smile at him, "Wanna get ice cream on the way home?"
"Yeah mommy. I want mint chip"
My smile gets wider, "That's my boy"
I can see Yoongi rolling his eyes at the fact that his son likes mint chocolate chip ice cream
But it's my favorite and he learned from me
I stand while Yoongi kisses his hand again and presses it to Yoongi's picture
"Bye daddy"
He waits for me while I do the same again and whisper, "Bye baby. I'll see you tomorrow. I love you"
I take Yoongi's hand again and we start walking
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13 years later
"Mom!", Yoongi yells running into the living room where I'm watching TV
"What's wrong?", I ask, looking to him, concerned
And a little bit scared
I can't help that
I'm always waiting for something bad to happen
Yoongi is seventeen and looks so much like his father did at that age
He even dresses like Yoongi did
"I got in", he says proudly
"You did?", I ask excitedly, "Because if you're joking that's a mean joke to play"
"No mom I'm not joking. I got into BigHit. I'm going to be a rapper and producer like dad was"
I jump up from the couch and crush him in a hug, "Oh my god, I'm so happy for you! This is so exciting!"
"I did it mom", he says hugging me tightly
"I'm so proud of you Yoongi", I say, pulling back, looking at him
I feel tears falling as I tell him, "You're father would be so proud of you"
"Yeah mom? He would?"
"Of course he would. He'd be proud of anything you'd do. He'd tell you that it will be hard and you may get discouraged but don't give up and keep working hard. You'll make it just like he did. You're so much like him"
Tears fall from his eyes as well, "Thanks mom. Thanks for telling me about dad, letting me watch videos of him and listening to his music. I wish I could of met him. And even though I didn't, I still love him"
My heart swells in happiness hearing Yoongi say that about his father
Yoongi grew up knowing all about his father and his career
He showed interest in music from when he was seven
As he got older, I gave him his father's equipment and he used that to make music
He told me he wanted to be a rapper and producer like Yoongi was
So I put him in an arts school that focuses on music
He was a natural at lyrics and composing like his father but the technical side of the equipment and putting a song together was harder for him
Namjoon and Hobi helped him with that until he could do it by himself
Jin, Jimin, Tae and Jungkook helped him learn to sing too
And he even learned how to play piano and guitar like Yoongi did
And when he turned seventeen a few months ago he told me he wanted to audition for BigHit
I brought him to a rap competition like Yoongi went too and he performed where he won first place
He proudly told them he's Min, Yoongi and his father was Min, Yoongi of BTS
Bang was shocked and he asked where I was
Yoongi called me over and I saw Bang again
He told us that Yoongi has talent just like his father did
He was impressed with Yoongi's rapping, his lyrics and producing skills and to expect a call
Apparently that call came today
"I'm so happy for you. You deserve all this with all the hard work you do"
"Thanks mom. I couldn't have done it without you. You're the best mom and I love you"
I smile at him, happy he's such an amazing person
"I love you too Yoongi. You're my baby. I'd do anything for you"
"I know mom. Thanks"
I wipe my eyes, "So when do you have to go to Seoul?"
"By next week. I'm training for a year or so, then I'll debut"
I nod
I'm happy he's achieving his dream but I'm also a little sad that he's leaving
I'm going to miss him but I would never stand in his way
I'll always support my son like I supported his father
"Then you need to start packing"
Yoongi nods then hesitates, "Mom, you can come with me. You can move to Seoul too"
I get why he's asking
It's been just us for his whole life and I know he's worried I'd be lonely
I smile sadly at him, "I can't Yoonie. You're dad is here and I can't leave him."
He nods, "Yeah I figured that"
"But don't worry, I'll come visit you often. And you'll be so busy training that you won't even notice the time fly by"
He laughs, "Yeah ok mom."
"You need to go get boxes for the stuff you're taking. And start packing. So go", I shoo him, smiling
"Alright, alright, I'm going", he laughs
He bends down and kisses my cheek
"See you later mom", he says as he leaves the room
"Be careful", I call
"Always mom!"
The door to the apartment closes and I sit back down on the couch
I look at the picture of Yoongi on the side table and take it in my hands
"He did it baby. He's following in your footsteps. He's going to be as amazing as you were naekkeo. Please watch over our boy while he's in Seoul. I love you Yoongi"
I bring the picture to my lips and kiss it, then place it back on the table
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45 years later
Laying in my hospital bed, I reflect on my life
I lived a long life and I had to do it without my soulmate
My life was hard without him and I never got over his death
I felt the pain of his loss every single day and I came to accept that pain as a part of my life
I never dated again, never wanted anyone except Yoongi
And I still only want him
I had my beautiful son and he grew up to be just like Yoongi
He debuted a year after he left for training and had a successful career
He became worldwide famous like his father and toured all over the world
He found his soulmate and he has a happy life
He gave me four adorable grandchildren that I spoiled and he made sure his kids knew all about Yoongi too
Two of them went into music as well
One is a famous rapper and one is a famous vocalist in a girl kpop group
His other son is a doctor and his last child, another daughter is a makeup artist for an idol group
I worked in the makeup store until I retired
And I went to visit Yoongi every day
I miss him so much
But I know I'll see him soon
I became sick two years ago
I fought for as long as I could for my family but the disease won
I feel myself dying
Some people would be scared
I'm not
I'm happy and excited
I get to be with Yoongi again
"Mom", Yoongi cries as he holds my hand tightly
He's been by my side for days ever since I went into the hospital
"I love you Yoongi. I'm so proud of you", I manage to get out
"I love you mom. Thank you for everything. I wouldn't be the way I am if it wasn't for you. I'm so grateful you're my mom"
I smile weakly
It's getting harder to breath and I cough to try to get air
"It's ok mom. Go to dad. I know you've been waiting to see him all your life. It's ok, I'll be ok. You can be with him again"
I manage a smile as I close my eyes, everything fading away
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Opening my eyes, I'm standing in a familiar park
And everything is in color
I notice my hands
They're smooth like they were when I was young
There's no wrinkles anywhere
And my engagement and wedding rings are still on
I never took them off during my life and I'm glad they're still with me
But....
Where the hell am I?
"Jagi"
I freeze
It's his voice
The voice I missed so much my entire life
I turn around and he's there smiling at me
"Yoongi?", I gasp
"Yeah jagi. It's me. I've been waiting for you"
I run to him, crashing into him and he picks me up holding me tightly
"I missed you so much naekkeo.", I cry, tears running down my face
"I missed you jagi."
"Is this real? Are you real? Or are you a dream?"
Please let him be real
"I'm real Jo. I'm here. You're here"
Moving back I look in his eyes
His gorgeous brown eyes
"Am I staying with you?"
"Yes baby. This time you're staying with me"
I smile and he pulls me back to him, his lips on mine in a kiss that I waited my whole life for
Happiness explodes in my heart and fireworks go off just like they used to
After the kiss, I look back in his eyes
"I love you Yoongi. I love you so much", I tell him, kissing him so much more
"I love you Joanne. More than anything", he whispers, kissing me again
I can't ever get enough of his kisses
I had to be without them for so long and I don't want him to stop
After, he puts me down and takes my hand
"Do you know where we are?", he asks
I look around recognizing the park
"It's where you proposed to me", I answer
He smiles and nods
"Yoongi....I'm dead aren't I?"
"Yeah jagi. I'm sorry"
"Don't be. I don't care. I've been waiting to be with you again", I say softly
Looking at our hands, I'm reminded that I have no wrinkles
"Yoongi.....am I young again? I died an old woman but I don't have wrinkles anywhere"
"Yeah jagi. Here you become the age you were when you were the most happy"
I was the most happy when I was with Yoongi so it makes sense I'm young again
"I'm 26?"
He nods
"Why are you the same? You look the same as when I saw you in my dream"
"Because Jo, the day I died was when I was the most happy. I had you and we were having a baby. That was the happiest time of my life"
I can't explain the elation I feel at his words
"I'm sorry jagi", he says
"For what?", I ask confused
"For not being there with you. For leaving you alone. I was there watching you your whole life and I know how much pain you've been in your entire life", he whispers
"It's not your fault naekkeo. You didn't want to leave. We were ripped apart from each other. And yes I was in pain every day but I also had our son. He made me happy"
"I know jagi. You did an amazing job raising him. You were the best mom to him. I knew you would be. Thank you for naming him after me and always talking about me to him"
He never has to thank me for that
I nod, "Of course Yoongi. I swore he'd know you and he does. He never met you but he loves you. He was inspired by you and wanted to become just like you. A rapper and a producer"
"He succeeded", he says, "I saw him working hard and achieving his dream. And I saw you encouraging and supporting him since he was seven"
"He wanted to make you proud"
He made me so proud
"He did Jo. And so did you. I'm so proud that you're my soulmate, my wife and the best mother my son could ever have."
I smile at him and squeeze his hand
"So uh, what's it like here?", I ask
"Just like the real world except it's peaceful and happy. And we don't age. It is what heaven is supposed to be. I don't know if it's called heaven but it is."
I can sense the peace around here and I feel happy but that's because I'm with Yoongi
"What do we do here?"
"Live jagi. Just like we did before. We still live in the apartment in Seoul and we live like the living do but with no pain, no sadness. And we get to be together"
"Forever?", I ask
He nods, "Yes Jo. Forever"
"I love you", I tell him
"I love you", he answers
He kisses me again, this time a passionate kiss, holding me tightly against him
My arms go around his neck and I hold on to him tightly
I'm so happy
I get to be with my Yoongi forever
Nothing can tear us apart anymore
We'll be together always, just like we wanted
😼😼😼😼😼😼😼😼😼😼
Bonus- Ending in Yoongi's POV
Yoongi POV
I anxiously wait in the park for Joanne to come
I've been waiting 62 years for her
I never expected to be away from her
To be away from my son
That was never a thought in my mind
I thought Joanne and I would have our son, raise him, have more children, get a house together and grow old together
I never thought I'd be murdered
And at a concert in front of thousands of people
I remember the pain and the absolute shock from the first bullet
I couldn't die, I had too much to live for
By the last shot, I knew I was dying and my last thoughts were about Joanne and the baby
Then I woke up here
The afterlife
It's just like living in the real world
Not much is different expect you don't die and bad things don't happen here
But I haven't been happy
I can't be happy without her
I'm still able to be around her even though she can't see me
I hear her talking to me and I talk back but again she can't hear me
I heard every time Yoongi talked to me too
I watched over her and him their whole lives wishing I could be there
I saw what a hard time she was having right after my death
It killed me when she ran on stage to my body
I had to watch her cry, begging me to come back when I was standing right there
I was right next to her but I couldn't comfort her, couldn't hold her and it destroyed me.
And seeing her at my funeral
I still can't think about it without breaking down
I was met here by someone who is apparently my great grandfather and he explained everything to me
How this place works, what's allowed, what's not
I'm allowed to be around her as much as I want, watching over her but I can't interfere in anything
And I could only go to her in a dream once
Apparently whoever is in charge of this place knows that the people we leave behind may have some difficulty with our death
Yeah no shit
So we're allowed to go to them one time and it has to be in a dream
I had to go immediately
I had to tell her how much I love her, had to tell her that I didn't want to leave and I wish I could come back
Being able to hold her and kiss her one last time was bittersweet
I got to do those things but I wasn't able to anymore after that
Until she came here
She had a hard life without me
I could see it, how much she missed me
But I was there
I was there when Yoongi was born, I was there watching him grow up and Joanne caring for him
It made me feel so lucky to have her with the way she always told Yoongi who I was
She never let him forget me, she let him listen to my music, watch videos of BTS and Agust D
She had pictures of me everywhere so he'd know what I looked like
And he looks just like me
He has some of her in him too but mostly me
I'm happy she never resented him for looking like me
She loves him unconditionally and supported his music career
She used the money we made well, buying a good sized apartment in Daegu near my parents and used the rest for Yoongi
She really fostered his musical abilities from the day he showed interest in them- piano lessons, guitar lessons, anything to do with music
She asked Namjoon and Hobi to help him learn to rap, write lyrics, compose music and put songs together
And they gladly helped
She also got Jin, Jimin, Tae and Kookie to teach him how to sing
She put him in art schools where music was a major part of the day
She supported him one hundred percent and it made me happy that he had her
I remember what it was like when my parents didn't support me
I'm so proud of her
She raised our son to become the best person he could be and he is
I'm proud of him and all his accomplishments
I know I have the best girl in the world
She never stopped loving me
She never dated anyone else either
I heard what she said every time someone said she should try to move on or try to find someone else
"Yoongi is my one. I don't want anyone else but him. Ever."
She never took off her engagement or wedding ring
Not once
That means so much to me
I still have mine
I guess because I was wearing it when I died
But I haven't taken it off and I never will
Joanne also spoke to me all the time, telling me how much she missed me and how much she loves me
I'm so fucking lucky she loved me her whole life
And now I'm waiting for her
She's been sick and I know she's coming soon
She knows it too
I just don't know exactly when she's coming
But it's soon
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I wait for another few hours
I have nothing to do so I have time
Walking around, I enjoy the park
I picked this place because it's the park where I asked her to marry me
When I turn back towards the trees, I see her there
My heart is pounding in my chest
Her back is to me and all I want is to see her beautiful face
I stop a few feet away from her
"Jagi", I call, smiling
I see her body stiffen and she turns around slowly
My god she's gorgeous
I missed her so fucking much
"Yoongi?", she gasps
I nod
"Yeah jagi. It's me. I've been waiting for you"
She run to me, crashing into me and I pick her up holding me tightly so fucking happy and relieved to have her in my arms again
"I missed you so much baby.", she cry, tears running down her face
"I missed you jagi. So much", I tell her
"Is this real? Are you real? Or are you a dream?"
I know what she's feeling
It's like she's a dream and I'm scared I'm going to wake up
But I can feel her, she's real
She's really here with me
I shake my head
"I'm real Jo. I'm here. You're here"
She moves back looking in my eyes
And I stare at her gorgeous brown eyes
"Am I staying with you?"
Hell yes
I'm never letting her go
"Yes baby. This time you're staying with me"
She smiles so widely and I pull her back to me, my lips on hers in a kiss that I waited my whole afterlife for
Stars burst in my vision just like they used to anytime I kissed her and love explodes in my body
Fuck I missed her kisses
They always left me breathless
And I'm over the moon I get to have her kisses again
After the kiss, she looks back in my eyes
"I love you Yoongi. I love you so much", she tell me, kissing me again
The feel of her soft lips on mine makes me insanely happy
"I love you Joanne. More than anything", I whisper, my lips on hers in a second
She's here and I feel finally feel complete
She's here and she's not leaving, I'm not leaving
We're going to spend the rest of forever together
I can't wait
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Poor Bang PD he really thinks that he can make Kpop mainstream in the West. Bless his heart. In stead of capitalizing on the love for Kpop in Asia , Latin America and other emerging markets which in a decade will account for the majority of the world's youngest population if not already; he is still obsessed with the US.
Also I know that the bts members are all adults and each one of them can make their own choice and direct their own lives but I couldn't help but feel pity for JK today after watching Bang PD's interview.
It is now clear that there was no vision in his song releases and the coming album beside proving the point that hybe hiring Scooter was not a disastrous investment strategy.
I expect no artistic growth from him coming out of this album as Scooter will do all it takes to prove that he can get the numbers he wants. But a what cost? Will JK ever feel ready to realise something of his own after this album which will break records thanks to Scooter?
Hybe/bighit has really decided to sacrifice one of their artist with a lot of potential in the name of proving a point to investors and salvaging Scooter's and Bang PD's ego.
The issue is that the moment they fail with JK at breaking into the US market they will toss him on the side only to repeat the same experiment with a newest hottest and youngest hybe artist
Also I am mad at the fandom. Your obsession with the 2025 reunion is partly the reason why I feel JK felt like he was running out of time and decided to partner with scooter. Bang PD mentioned that JK was not inspired and was not thinking of releasing an album all together. But my take on this is, if he knew that he was not enlisting soon he would have had time to pull himself out of the creative slamber he was in and taken the time to create a more meaningful album.
Don't get me wrong I do not beleive that every single song an artist performs and sings should be produced or written by him. But at least a debuting album should somehow showcase the artist's identity.
Unfortunately the fandom is blindly celebrating the 2025 reunion forgetting what the implications are. One of them being sending the youngest 3 members away at their prime when they don't have to.
This 2025 reunion is just not it at all and the members themselves will realise it but it will be too late. Thinking that a group can prosper at the expense of individual members is not it. Only when each member prospers on its own can the group be healthy and have longevity.
I hope my pessimistic outlook of the JK x Bang PD x Scooter collaboration is proven wrong. Otherwise I predict somber days ahead 😔
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I'm a diff anon, but:
"Okay, but I don't understand why this ended up with BTS being dragged into a mess that has nothing to do with them in the first place? This started with the lady from the coup, right?"
Yes. In short, HYBE ordered an audit on ADOR because they found proof that MHJ and a man planned to make ADOR a separate company, Mhj and the man talked with shareholders to try to get them to back them(ador) up so they can leave hybe. This is how it started and then later on a bunch of other stuff came out.. Reddit has master posts of this, you can find them if you want to read more about it
So after the news came out about the audit, she started responding to it, she claimed hybe copied newjeans to make Illit, she claimed that she was promised to debut hybe's first gg but they debuted le sserafim first instead, she implied that she was in a slave contract. So she namedropped 2 groups first. And then somehow some article reported that she went to a shaman to discuss BTS' enlistment and when they would go and so the shaman could make sure they really go? The last part is a bit confusing because idk how a shaman could make them go but yeah. And that's how BTS got into the picture. She later basically admitted this by rambling about how this shaman is just a friend of hers who just happens to be a shaman.
"Why did BTS end up being the bad guys again?"
Because nothing unites kpop fans more than hating on bts. BTS genuinely didn't do anything, kpop fans just started hating on them for no reason and they kept making tweets about "xy group disbanded because of hybe"
"It makes sense that BigHit decided to hire an external legal team instead of using HYBE's or even their own agency's."
In my understanding, they hired this external legal team or set up this law firm to deal with the hate campaign against Bts. There are a lot of conspiracy theories going around rn, about BTS/hybe being in a cult and K-pop fans being kpop fans and bringing up everything they can about bts' past. So I think this second legal team is just for the BTS issue so that the hybe legal team can fully focus on bringing mhj to court. Again, this is just how I interpreted it.
Hello, anon. Thanks you as well for providing a bit more context on everything that's going on. If you don't mind, I have a few things to comment on regarding what you said, and also, I have a couple of questions that I hope won't offend anyone:
1. Regarding the accusations made by that woman about copying NJ: why did she say that? I don't know much about that group, but a girl group in K-pop isn't something new, right? The concept isn’t that… new, I think? And their sound isn't so... unique? From what little I've heard and some comparisons I've seen. Is the new group exactly the same, or what? Does NJ have something unique that can be easily identifiable if someone copies it? And that’s why she said that?
2. She was promised that she would debut the company's first girl group: okay, they didn't do it, and? From what little or much I've read about what this woman has said, I've concluded that she's a tantrum-throwing and pretentious person who cries when she doesn't get what she wants. You know who she reminds me of? Veruca, the character from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.
3. The shaman thing is complete madness and it’s probably the comedic contribution to all of this😭.
4. The obsession of Kpoppies with BTS should be studied. I can bet that not even the biggest stan in the fandom is as obsessed with them as Kpoppies are. If only they put as much effort into supporting their favorites as they do into hating BTS, they would help them rise above the mediocrity that many are in. At least in terms of sales, streaming, charts, etc., with the quality of content they put out, there's not much they can do.
5. Ahhhh, your explanation about the external legal team makes sense, but at the same time, I wonder if BigHit does have its own legal team, and if it doesn't, I wonder why.
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