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t4tpumpkinduo · 2 years ago
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thinking abt old dsmp discourse at work has me knuckling glass and eating the leftover shards
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midnight-coll · 6 months ago
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My name is ebony dark'ness lucifer raven way. Like gerard way, but we're not related or anything. Im glad we aren't, because he's sooo hot. I have long ebony black hair, like my name, with red streaks and I'm wearing knee high boots with a black mini skirt and sexy fishnet tights with a cut black top with cut off sleeves and my hair is in my eyes because im emo. That prep chuck or whatevr is staring at me. I put my middle finger up at him.
Im walking through a random foggy street somewhere in the midwest. There r murders here and its sooo Gothic, im a vampire but my teeth ate straight and white and nobody would ever know but ima actually a good vampire because the ones who suck SUCK. Its like if edward cullen didn't suck. Anyway i look over at the gotjic murders sadly and watch as the the sexy fbi agents ask the mother of the murder about... Vampires. When they turn around, they look at me and oh my god that's not an fib agent its DEAN WINCHESTER?
Dean walks over sadly and introduces himself as bill ward with his partner, geezer butler. I laugh sadly and tell him "too bad i know who you really are... Dean and Sam winchester" they look at me.in shock. "Im a friend of the sexy bobby singer too i know you" they both gasp mournfully. "Well if you know Bobby why don't we.meet up later and uh go out later." I smile and accept. Omg im going out with dean winchester!!¡!
Gothically time skips
When i go to my gothically shutty hotel i call bonby "oh my god dean is taking me out later" and bonby replied "i cant believe you didn't tell me you liked him earlier" "i didn't want to tell yoi bwcause you wouldnt believe me" bonby hung up the phone bc he had ither things to do.
Getting dressed i put on thigh high platform boots, a short black jean skirt, and a hoodie crop top with zipper in the middle and skull.hands on the front and the sleeves ripped down to my hands. I put on a chocker and black cross star earrings (a.n. if u dont know what.that is too bad, leave my story alone prepz xoxo) i put on black lipstick and black.eyeliner and pulled my bangs down to my eyes and shown the red streaks in my long raven hair.
Dean drives up in his shiny black 67 impala and when i get in i am happily shocked. Instead of the normal interior, he had painted the my chemical romance black parade album cover on the dash!! Maybe he is gothic after all, because when inlooked over to him he was wearing ripoed jeans, black nail polish, a chain necklace with black eyeliner on his green eyes and black boots. "Im surprised there is no Sam" i say gothicaly happy for it to be just him. He said and gloomily replied "Sam is busy being a nerd preo" i look at him confused. "Wym he is a nerd prep?? That's nor sam that's his weird gothelganger (a.n. get it?? Like doppelganger but goth?) Jared padeleski" "oh yeah, Sam is reading about werewolves and demons i forgot" i look concerned. "How could u forger about ur own brother??" He gothically says "i did a lot of cool weed before i picked you up, i brought some for you too" he stops and looks shyly under his combed forward banhs "if you would take some from me" i nod happily and.off we go.
"I hope you like good charlotte because that's.who we are seeing" i am so.happy, dean truly is emo now.
At the.concert we dance and laugh and make fun of that evil prep Hillary fucking duff. On our way back.he makes a stop ourside of the woods. "What r you doing???" I asked confused. He sighs and says "enoby, ibe known who you are for a while. Bobby told me all about you. I've lobed you for a while" i gasp "really!!!" "Really" he says gothifically. We get out and wander into the forest. He pins me against the wall. "Omg are we gonna do a sex" he laughs and smiles bwfore putting his thing in my thing and-
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING YOU MOTHERFUKERS!"
We stop and look up. It was.... Chuck? The weird guy? "Ur not supposed to be doing this dean! I have a headache" i look at him sadly, poor weird guy. Dean stops and says "chuck i know you wamt me but my heart belongs to enoby" chuck looks angry "no not you dean, her" i gasp. Dean looks angry "all this time i could have been with cas?" Chuck looks sad. "No the cw was too homophobic, you cant be balls deep in your angel. Not right now. You cant be balls deep in her either, she's mine" i stop. "Who even r u" i ask "i am god" i laugh at him. Dean looks at me and confirms. "Oh my god" i say deprezzedly. "No its chuck" says dean.
Suddenly Sam runs through the trees being chased by his gothelganger jared padaleski. Chuck gets angry and shoots the annoying guy. "Thank you" says same before he stops and says "chuck? stop trying to fucj my brother. When his gay love for cas reached through the veil of death and saved the day even though cas actually stayed dead.into superhell because of the evil cw it turned him gothic he's too goffic for you" chuck sighed and said "i know its not.him i want."
I stop and realize.that dean winchester and god are fighting over me. Same looks and says "wait, i hear someone else in the trees." As we all looked and waited and staired in comes... Bonby and.. Cas? But i thought cas was dead? Bonby speaks "here is the man who killed the cw sniper.. He has something to say" i look at him gothically "i am not your "cas" i am his gothelganger misha collins" i gasp. He says something about killing god and makes some metaphor about how he killed the cw sniper cw is god wharever i don't care but then.... Misha collins gave me a gun!! I wasn't.really listening to him, i was too busy thinking depressing thoughts and.i yell "im not killing dean u weirdo i lobe him!!!" Bonby looks at me and starts "you idjit" but then stops as one more person comes through the trees. It was jensen ankles!! "Jensen ankles??" Dean says "i don't want a gothelganger that.isn't goffic" Jensen replies "i will be soon, i need to reach through the veil of death for my own gay love" and he ... Shoots god??? "That's what i wanted you to do" mischa says before kissing jensen gothically depressedly i look and see dean looking jealous so i go and kiss him "im better than your gay angel anyway" and he agrees and then same and bonby are looking at each other depressedly and start clapping.
Prepz don't hate.on mah story okay??
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forestgreenfairy · 2 years ago
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A Teenage Kind of Love (salvis)
Episode 5
( travis) 
I'm staring at my ceiling, analyzing all the patterns in the roof, cracks, paint peeling or water damage, all the things that come with age and houses. For me the things that come with age are far worse than cracking or being damaged. Its feelings.
When you're little you don't feel much besides happy, sad, and mad but as you grow your feelings develop along with your body jealousy, disgust among others, and love. Love is the one which brings me the most distress and anxiety, not becuase im nervous to confess my feelings to a girl or a girl doesn't like me back. It's because I like boys. Something my father could never accept, something that could get me killed. 
There's a loud bang on my door and I shoot up out of my bed. 
“TRAVIS LETS GO '' my father shouts. I get up smoothing my suit and slipping on my black dress shoes. I open the door and he's staring at me with evil eyes.
“Ready?” he questions and I nod following him down the stairs. Allyssa is waiting for us dressed in black from head to toe standing in the doorway. 
“My condolences travis” she says wiping a tear from her face slightly smudging her mascara. 
“Thank you alyssa, but you knew her about as well as i did” i pause “my condolences” i say smiling
“Let's go, they are waiting for us at the church,” my father says, grabbing the keys off the wall. 
The next hours are hard to recall, many people hugged me and said they were sorry to me and my father. Everytime my father would cry or act sad I wanted to scream, I was so angry I started crying. I couldn't take it. Everyone assumed they were tears of sadness but they were tears of complete rage and hatred. 
I helped carry her coffin out of the church and to the hearse, and then from the hearse to the gravesite. A small graveyard exclusively for members of the phelps ministry church, it has a few trails right out front but other than that it is quite barren. 
I set her coffin down and step back and listen to the rest of the sermon my father gives. They begin to lower her in the ground and suddenly it's real. This is my life forever, my life continues on when hers has ceased. My heart hertz in a way I can't describe, I fall to my knees crying. 
People begin to whisper behind me and I know my father is angry, making people talk is one of the worst sins he would always say, But I couldn't care any less than I do know. I pull my golden roasterie out from beneath my shirt and suit and hold the cross in my hand. I slump over head to the ground and for the first time in a long time, I pray. 
(sal) 
Today is Mrs. Phelps funeral and the whole town's talking, talking about how she died and about Mr.phelps behavior leading up to the funeral. Larry says es seen Mr. Phelps with a young woman who he says looks “shockingly similar to young Mrs.Phelps”. 
It's about 12 when churchgoers begin to leave the cemetery grounds and begin to tell the events of exactly what happened at the funeral. 
I talked with a women who live downstairs about it once she got homeA
“It was a beautiful, and extravagant service but other than that there was nothing of note” she says in her sweet soft voice. 
“except for what Travis did when his mom's coffin was being lowered into the ground.” She frowns, eyes full of sadness.
“he started crying and fell to his knees,then he pulled out his rosary and keeled over and while crying, he began to pray. Almost every prayer i knew and ones i didnt he was muttering under his breath.'' She pauses and takes a deep breath.
“His tears are watering his mothers grave like Mary at Jesus's feet '' she says, patting my shoulder.
“Now I really must get Sam.” I don't care to correct her because I'm so concerned for travis. Him hurting so much hurts me, it makes me sad for him. I need to see him, hug him, hold him and tell him it's okay. 
Fuck. i do have a crush on him. But i dont think im totally gay? I mean i've had a crush on a girl before,but i do think i like travis i mean i don't know what else this feeling would mean if i didn't like him. I don't think it really matters as long as I'm honest with him. I mindlessly find my way back to the partment and sit at my desk. 
I pull out a piece of paper and pen. My therapist said when I'm dealing with feelings that are hard to express, I should write a letter to myself or whoever I'm feeling frustrated/sad/upset etc with. I write a letter to travis and it reads:
Dear travis, 
I know you won't know what to do when you read this, if you read this but hanging out with you has made me realize and i don't really know how to say this so i'm writing it but, i like you travis like you. Like I want to hug you and hold you. I want to run my hands through your perfect hair and kiss your perfect face. I want to tell you how I feel, I want you to be able to tell me how you feel, I want you to confide in me. To trust me. I understand if you don't feel the same way about me as I do you, considering your religious beliefs and your personal emotions but you just needed to know. 
Love,
Sal fisher. 
I fold it neatly then stick it in the most hidden pocket of my backpack. I don't intend on giving it to him any time soon or even at all but I want to have it just in case. When I do this I see the letter from that boy and I re-read it. I recognize the handwriting but I'm not sure from where… oh my god, this is travis’s handwriting, i remember because one time i had to peer-review an essay of his. My brain wonders thinking of every possible solution and of who the boy he's writing to is. 
Then my heart sent a flutter. Could it be me? I think. Maybe I will give him my letter on monday.
(travis) 
When I get home I'm drained of any and all emotions except for emptiness and sadness. My father does not share these same emotions with me because when we get home he sits me down on the couch to “just talk” with him and alyssa. 
“So travis considering the day we've all had me and your father were hoping to bring some good news” she says smiling and holding onto my fathers arm. 
“Me and alyssa travis we are getting married next sunday” he says beaming down at her. 
My stomach drops and I begin to cry once again, he is a truly evil man. Not only did he kill his wife he is getting married exactly a week after her funeral? I don't understand and I don't understand his reasoning but still I listen when he begins to speak again. 
“We just thought it would be very honoring of your mother for it to be a week after symbolizing a new start” he says looking at me, watching, waiting for a reaction but all i can do is cry.
“Oh don't cry sweetheart '' Allysa says rubbing my knee but I just can't take it. I swat her hand away and stand up. 
“Dad are you fu” im cut off my a swift slap across the face from my father 
“DO NOT use foul language in this house and DO NOT speak back to me in front of your mother boy” he emphasizes the word mother and it all clicks. He wanted the amount of time without my mother to be so slim almost as if she had just left momentarily. He wanted to replace her, acting as if nothing happened. 
“She is not my mother” I breathe. I walk away from them making my way to my room. Neither of them stop me and I go to bed more upset than when  I woke up if that's even possible. 
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profoundtyrantharmony · 3 years ago
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Title : What a Game
Pairing : Loki x Reader x Thor
Words : 3354
Warning : Fluff and a bit smutty at the end.
Note : Everybody is alive, Endgame happened without permanent casualties
Plot : A game of fu*k marry or kill with alcohol leads the Avengers (original 6 + Loki, Bucky, Sam, Wanda and Vision) and reader to admit dome hidden feelings deep inside of them.
Tags : @im-a-satanic-ritual
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We’ve been on a mission for several weeks now. Since the events with Thanos we could have thought that the human nature would have been less evil...we were wrong. There will always be an other monster wanting to do bad things to innocent in the sole purpose of being richer, more powerfull or just because they can. That’s why we, the Avengers work so hard to preserve the lives of millions of innocents.
This is not easy everyday but fortunately we can count on each other, Steve Sam and Bucky united by their military past, Natasha and Clint bonded years ago when he decided to not kill her, Tony and Bruce over science, Wanda and Vision... it’s a bit fuzzy for now but we can say they’re linked by their appreciation of one another -If I had my say in this, I’d just tell them to get together already- and finally there is me Thor and Loki. At the beginning the two brother were always together -since the redeeming of Loki they got a lot of time to catch-. 
At first I befriended Loki over my interest of literature and calm nature. I was coming back from a trip to the library with my arms full of new books when Loki walked by me and helped me to settle them in my room. He looked over my collection and asked me if he could borrow some -which I obviously accepted-. Since that day we could be found in his room or in mine, sometime in the living room reading our own book, sometime reading to each other. After that we started to talk together about everyday life, the further we talk and more personnal our conversation had become. We were now friend and proud to be.
Then some weeks later I befriended Thor over some pop tarts -Yes I love pop tarts too especially those with weird flavors like root beer, pumpkin pie or even maple bacon- this day, I’ll remember it till the day I die. I just finished training with Nat and Clint when my stomach told me it was time to give him some sustenance or else... I went to the kitchen, grabbed my personnal stash of snacks -full of weird flavors snacks that no one in the tower wanted to taste- when suddenly I felt a warm presence behind me, it was too late fo me to hide what rightfully belonged to me. I turned around and without surprise saw Thor with eyes full of mirth and ecstasy at the sight of all the different treats. He asked me what was all of this, I let him try some, he liked it and that’s basicaly how the three of us became really good friends. Our bond is like nothing I ever experience before, it’s more like a fraternal kind of bond, without being blood related.
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The quinjet landed on the Avengers compound, the roars of the engines wake me from my slumber. I’m tired, sweaty and in dire need of a hot shower. I thought we would have to go to the med bay see if everything and everyone were alright then go to our quarter and be free fromany Avengers duties. Clearly, as I hear Tony speaks through my foggy head, I understand that this is not what’s going to happen.
“Guys we need to celebrate our victory !!” Tony happily says.
“Come on Tony, give us a break !” Steve says a bit defeated knowing well Tony won't listen to anyones plea.
“Don’t you think it will be better to celebrate tomorrow, when everyone feel rested ?” replies Bruce trying to coaxe him into reason.
“Bruce is right, we need to rest this mission was physically and mentaly draining !” Adds Bucky with tiredness clouding his eyes.
“Listen up everybody, we’re all going to the med bay, we’re all going to rest for a bit...But tonight at 8:00pm we’re going to spend some time together as a team bonding, to be together as friends more than work colleagues. Is that understood !” Tony explains with seriousness in his tone not wanting to be contradicted.  
“Seriously Tony ! I’m tired, sweaty, I look like an old dry cod sticking on the side of the road !!” I start to yell a bit frustrated with him.
“Don’t be too harsh on yourself sweet flower.” Says Loki smiling at me.
“An old dry cod ?! You’re not that old !!” Says Thor laughing at his own joke.
“I hate you both ! I tell both of the gods. And I hate you too Tony, making me stay up when I only want to sleep, that’s mean !” I couldn’t contain the slight smile that wanted to break free from my psudo angry face.
“Yeah yeah I love you too y/n/n ! See you all tonight, there will be acohol an there will be games !” Exclaims Tony with a renewed genuine smile.
“Games ?” Ask Clint and Natasha at the same time.
“A game actually, not plural.”
“May I ask mister Stark what this game, singuar, will be ?” 
“You’ll see for yourself tonight Vision !”
“You know I can read your mind Tony ? You can’t hide anything from me.” Says Wanda with a sly smile that make her even more gorgeous than she already is.
“You wouldn’t dare violate the one that offers you a chance to be a better version of yourself in such a rude way would you !?” Tony is almost laughing, it’s all for fun, we ove each other so much that we can laugh and joke about almost everything.
“Actually Clint is the one who offer her first a second chance, just saying. Interrupts Sam. As for this reading mind thing I’m not oppose to because if the game you’re trying to make us play is a fuc*ing Uno, I’m out man !”
Everybody laugh at this, Sam is such a pure soul, so much fun to be around, good vibes, nice, funny and smart...did I mentionned how funny he is ? Because that’s a fact, he even made the Hulk chuckles once !!
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Hours passed since our arrival, we each took a shower and relax for a bit. We’re now sitting in the living room, on the duvets and pillows covered floor. In the middle f it there is a coffee table with on it different type of sat and sugar snacks as well as an unheathy amount of alcohol -There is even a botte of Asgardian mead for Loki and Thor-. We’re surrounding this table, some on the couch and armchairs, some on the floor. The only one not here is Tony, such a diva !
We’re all chatting together, eating, drinking and laughing. I see that Loki as a glass of Asgardian mead in his hands and as I never get a taste of it I’m eager to try it but I’m aso pretty sure none of himor Thor would ever let me... I’ll just have to outsmart the both of them. With the most innocent look I can must I come sit between them and start talking to Loki. As the conversation goes and I see him so entranced by what I’m saying, I put my arms around him from behind as if I was hugging him. I’m pretty convinced I’ll succeed until...
“What are you trying to do here sweet flower ?”
“Ahem... Trying to divert your attention from your glass of mead so I can have a taste of it !”
Thor who is sitting beside him, turns his head toward me once hearing my blatant admission. and couldn’t countain his chuckle.
“My dear rosebud you’ll never cease to amaze me !” He laughs while giving me a side hug.
Trying to divert my attention by pretending to hug me will never work, I can only suggest youto be more imaginative in your touchy feelly strategies.” Loki smiles at me as if I’m the purest thing is ever see. 
I know that both of the gods thinks my honesty is rather endearing but as everyone I have filters, that tends to disappear once alcohol enters the game.
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Finally Tony arrived ! The game he wants us all to play is the f*ck, marry or kill but Avengers version. I thought we were all grow adults but apparently not. No big deal, it means more alcohol to supress further embarassment by admitting some secret crushes inadvertantly ! Again no big deal...
Tony explains the rules for Vision, Thor and Loki -even if considering the name of the game, there is nothing more to explain really-.
“Each one of us will have to respond to a FMK question without lying or trying to outsmart the question, Tony looks right into Loki’s, Natasha’s and Clint’s direction, and obviously without using mind control power, again he looks to Loki’s and then Wanda’s. I almost forget, we can’t refuse to answer because of it not being respectful enough toward the ladies around us !” To this final statement he hold eyes contact with the captain and his bestfriend.
“Well let’s begin, Tony FMK Vision, Y/n, Steve ?” Ask Natasha.
“Oh lord what a way to begin Romanoff ! I think I would marry y/n of course, he winks at me and I laugh, then I would...f*ck Capsicle and kill Vision, sorry buddy but you’re like a son to me, it would be so messed up.”
“Your turn Nat FMK Me, Wanda, Bucky ?” Ask Clint with a light smirk on his face.
“Easy, fuck Bucky, marry Wanda and kill you.” She answers matter of factly.
“What a shame, you will never know what a good husband I am !”
“I’m flattered but why won’t you marry me instead of Wanda, I think I’m easier to explain to a familly dinner ?”
“It’s always better with women on the long term !”
“What is ? Be speccific !” All the male ask at the same time, the only answer they get is a knowing smirk on her pretty face.
The game continues for several time, as time passes the more alcohol is being swallowed and less inhibitions are left. Clint chooses to f*ck Tony, marry Bruce and kill Loki. Bucky chooses to f*ck Nat, marry Steve and kill Sam -How sweet don’t you think !- ; Wanda chooses to f*ck Nat, marry Y/n and kill Thor -which outraged him because according to him no human can compare to his godly talents- ; Sam chooses to f*ck Vision -for experimentation purpose only- marry Clint and kill Tony for his money ; Bruce chooses to f*ck Thor, marry Bucky and kill Loki for no peculiar reason ; Steve chooses to f*ck Nat, marry Y/n and kill Wanda -which horrifies him to the point of giving her a bear hug to forgive him !.
“Well brother , FMK Bruce, Y/n and Sam ?” Ask Loki.
“I’ll f*ck Bruce because I can’t kill him, I’ll marry Y/n because she’s my pure and innocent rosebud and I’ll kill Sam because I don’t have any other choice !” He beams hapilly as the other looks at him quite strangely after hearing him compliment me.
“I’ll take charge asking you this reinder games, FMK Y/n, Nat, Steve ?” Ask Tony a bit suspiscious concerning the two Asgardians.
“F*ck Steve, marry Y/n and kill Nat !”
“What !? You choose to have sex with Steve over Nat ?!” Tony is shocked.
“What can I say...I’m an hedonist...and I never had the chance to try this with a supersoldier so... What can I say, I’m curious about it !”
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No one says a thing after this, surprised by it but not by him.
“Y-You might be an hedonist and a-all but nor you nor anyone of you wanted to f*ck me...or kill me, which is good, n-not wanting to kill me I mean... Everybody is looking at me, seeing my lack of filter due to being a bit tipsy. None of you think I’d be a good f*ck !? I’m not that innocent though !” My voice starts to get high pitched.
“What are you saying sweet flower you’re incredibly gorgeous...”
“My assets are in great shapes !” Everybody chuckles but I don’t mind, I don’t notice.
“In great shapes rosebud, those who will refuse your advances are blind or foolish !”
“Or both !” Adds Loki.
“Thanks guys you’re a so so nice !” I stare at them through my foggy eyes and give each of the brother a kiss on both cheeks, a kiss that lingered for a bit.
The others understand what’s happening in front of them and couldn’t let them stay in their ignorance of their mutual attraction.
“Y/n last round FMK, Thor, Loki or myself ?” Ask Tony.
Silence. Not a sound. Nothing. Sudenly I start to whisper something.
“I’ll kill you Tony...”
“I’m...flattered I guess !” Silence again, until tis one is broken by a sob, my sob.
“I-I can’t choose it’s too h-hard ! I love them both so much it hurts ! I can’t use one and get rid of the other, it’s-it’s...heartbreaking, they both deserve so much more and way better than this !”
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I can’t believe what I’m hearing ! Is this real or just a makeshift produced by my imagination... I see the look of the other as well as my brother. This is definitly real. I want to cry so much right now but I won’t. The fact that she didn’t pick out my brother right away as a husband or a good lay over me is so flattering. All my life, throughout the decades I’ve always been the second guess, the one no one wants or even consider... The one you forgot to invite to a party because you’re not the one people want to see. The worst would probably be in the dating area... I was courting a girl in my teenage years, I was so in love -I didn’t know it was love at the time-, she was beautiful, smart and fun to be around... It apppeared that she was with me only to get closer to Thor. The worse is he didn’t care at all about her, he never looked at her, not even once, but she won’t take no for an answer and continued to use me as a mean to an end. I was young and she was my first love, the fact that my self esteem and confidence wasn’t that high allowed her to treat me in such a way, even with my social status.
Right now hearing and seeing that she won’t blattantly choose Thor over me is mindblowing, heartwarming, endearing... I only want to take her nto my arms and never see her tormented face ever again. But I see the way Thor look at her and I understand. He feels the same way I do. How can we not, she’s smart, funny, charming, honest ad so much more. She’s been our friend almost since the beginning and never left. She’s the sister we’ve wanted but also the one woman we want to be naked with and going wild. Clearly not something we could do to ‘our sister’. 
Thor looks at me with understanding. There is a silent conversation between us only disturbed by the hiccups and sobs from y/n. Thor and I know what we have to do, we know what we want for the three of us.
“ Thor and I are going to help y/n back to her room, she needs rest.”
Every Avengers nods their heads and go back to their own rooms, the game night is over.
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Thor takes me in his ams bridal stye as Loki eads the way to my room. We’re al silent, the only noise in the one from our steps. Once inside Thor put me on the bed next to Loki before sitting right beside me. 
“I’m s-sorry for ruinning the game.” I start crying again, tears pour out my eyes.
“You didn’t ruin anything sweet flower ! Loki says, getting closer to my face to kiss my tears away. You could never ruin anything.”
“But it was over some stupid thing, I feel like I’m a child !”
“Trust us rosebud, Thor takes my chin with his fingers and make me look at him, none of us, especially Loki and I see you as a child, he’s so close to my face that I can feel his breath on my lips, each words he speaks make us almost kiss, far from it actually ! The moment those words escape him, I feel him closing the gap between us with a tender but fiery kiss that make me see stars. Loki takes advantage of me being distracted to seal his own lips over the pulse point of my neck and probably giving me hickeys with the passion and fierceness he’s giving me.
Kisses are exchange between the three of us -not between Thor and Loki obviously-, some pecking, licking and groping here and there. We also talk once I’m a bit more sobber -thanks Loki for that fantastic spell-, about us, our mutual feeling, where it would lead us, the polyamory trope of our relation...
We don’t do more than that for now, despite Loki’s magic I’m still a bit off, but that does not stop us from sharing a bed all the three of us. I’m in my pyjama and they’re in their underwear, I’m in the middle of them. We start to sleep, Thor spoon me while I rest again Loki’s chest. Light pecks are share as we snuggle together. As sleep take them I decided to try something, even if we admit how we feel,I can sense they still see me as a some kind of a pure and innocent one, but I’m not. 
Slowly and quietly I lead both my hands toward each of their manly package. I feel they’re already half hard by just sharing a bed. I start gently rubbing them, ading more pressure the more hard they get. Once they’re fully erect I push my hand inside their brief and start stroking them using precum as natural lubricant. Of course they start humming in pleasure both thinking it was a dream, until a sudden stimulation of their tip wake them up with a loud and guttural moan of satisfaction. The both of them need some time to get their bearing. Once done they are utterlly arouse by the sighht of me jerking them off with an innocent look on my face as if I didn’t know the effect it had on them.
“You were right rosebud ! You’re not that innocent !” Groans Thor in awe.
“But you’re still the purest of all the nine realms !” Loki sighs thrusting his hips against my hand, too lost in his pleasure to realise it.
Words of praise, love and adoration are thrown their way until their orgasm hits them. They are out of breath, still trembling from their earth shattering orgasm. I kiss them tenderly and affectionatelly on the lips before whispering them a good night. I push back my hands in their brief to feel them once again. They both tense, a gasp escape their mouth before their both get closer to me in order to feel more of my touch. We stay this way all night, occasionnaly pumping one of them -or both-, I didn’t count how many time they came in their brief, they didn’t complained. All I know is that in the morning they were both overexert and sensitive, shaking from too much pleasure but with still twitching and leaking cocks.
I should have probably told them how kinky I am !
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sanchoyo · 3 years ago
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danny phantom, season 3 episodes 3-6 thoughts!
see prev episode thoughts in this tag <3
-johnny was actually pretty civil with danny and left when he asked! thats nice. also, SKULKER?? HAD A FRAMED PICTURE OF EMBER?? oooo fuck wait had they established they were a Thing Before?? I dont think so. thats weird. its like that country boy/goth girl meme lmfao. I think i am going to choose to ignore this new info and pretend I didnt hear it. 100% unrelated to the jazz/ember fanart I already drew and posted....😳
-LADIES NIGHT EPISODE THIS IS WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT. wish it didnt really center around the guys or them being pissed at them, but. willing to bet this was written by men lol
-THEY ERASED ALL THE MEN??? meanwhile, jack and danny are fishing at. silent hill or something. im glad jack is trying to read a parenting book and making an Attempt. (theyre at lake erie, but, they made it actually eerie...thats fun)
-the girls alt outfits...cute. EMBER MADE A NEW SONG TOO!!! kinda. jazz being one of the backup singers and being AWFUL. NOOOO
-'how are we going to get kitty to blow a kiss?' 'she'll have to think there are still some males in town!' ...i dont know how to break it to you, but I dont know that a 100% het girl would wish for all men to Begone. I think. I mean im not a het or a girl so I dont really know for sure. she Is probably Bi tho. esp having the other ladies in town chanting NO MEN!!! excitedly............(then again, the kiss is to get Rid of men, so, she probably would have blown it at the ladies only if they were actively trying to attack/stop them, so...I MEAN. THE DRESSING LIKE DANNY BIT WAS SO EXTRA)
-I feel like an all female cast ep couldve been way way way way cooler than that was. like. why was it still somehow all about Men. ...anyway. (where was valerie...)
-next ep opens with the observants, and, way way more of them than I expected...existed? I mean I guess them being a council/jury of some kind is what I expected from their first appearance (bc at that time they were basically TELLING clockwork to kill danny, not asking,, so I figured they had SOME kind of authority) but. there were so many. anyway, here goes vlad! letting his own hubris go brrrr. releasing a weather ghost for political gain! #justvladthings
-okay say what you will about him (he IS an asshole) but having an umbrella with his own face on it and more prepared to share is SUPER FUNNY. and him being fanned by huge wads of money by his bodyguards. SO ineffective but so Dramatic. He UNDERSTANDS that if youre rich you need to be. you know. obnoxious and kinda eccentric about it! fuckign hate when rich people are boring about it. I would trust vlad with nothing except to not be a boring rich asshole who wears...fucking khaki or some shit. man knows his Presentation Skills. and that 'V' chair in his mayoral office. is that fucking embroidered?
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-maddie get your MAN PLEEEEASSSE. IM SO EMBARRASSED FOR HER. the way jack stays simping for this man. in FRONT OF HIS WIFE!!!! ...my god its like a love triangle. jack clearly loves vlad, who loves maddie, who loves jack. jack fenton is at the very least bi, right................. this is an OBSESSION . 'THE V MAN COMETH'???? i...my god. (also, on a serious note, to have a friend THIS SUPPORTIVE...and still be SUCH A DICK TO HIM (TRYING TO KILL HIM AND STEAL HIS WIFE??) NOT COOL VLAD. JACK IS YOUR 1 AND /ONLY/ HYPE MAN. if someone loved and supported me THIS HARD...LIKE. CMON DUDE.
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-STOMP the fucking GAS, JACK
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-this would make a great shirt design, looks like a metal band design! we love The Maelstrom
-oh, so vlad did in fact get a mansion in amity park. and its purple! good color choice! not as flashy as a CASTLE or MURDER CABIN, but still pretty eccentric, which I appreciate.
-...vlad knows the difference between picasso and da vinci? in the ep last post where we were watching him fail at conquering every historical time ever he didnt seem to know history well enough to like. be effective...was vlad taking art history at college?? (was he an art MAJOR??? we never DID KNOW WHAT HE WENT TO SCHOOL FOR. I kinda assumed business because in the masters of time ep he was still rich without ghost powers so he had to have..known something about business or something, right...but also, art and or theater FITS HIS PERSONALITY. possibly also something science-y, I guess, but I always felt like he got roped into that, esp how pessimistic he was about the ghost portal in the flashbacks to college, like, i felt like he was just there for maddie and was uninterested/un-invested at the time...)
-THIS GHOST JUST ELECTROCUTED MADDIE (THE CAT) BITCH!! THATS MY FAVORITE MADDIE!!! vlad going after vortex and being ~shocked~ .....WHEN. WHEN WILL YOU LEARN. THAT YOUR ACTIONS. HAVE CONSEQUENCES!!!
-the way this random man with a camera sees the mayor laying in an alley covered in TRASH AND DECIDES TO TAKE A PICTURE HAHAH
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*snap* this ones going in my cringe compilation!
-vlad 'if we're going to defeat vortex, we're going to have to do it together!' *immediately dips after dropping danny off in front of vortex* JKASDFHKJHJKN
-DANNY CAN DUPLICATE!!! ...he couldnt even attack with it, but he DID IT!!! INTO (4) OF HIMSELF!!! SO PROUD!!!!!!!!!!
-'THE ROLLER COASTER EMOTIONS OF A TEENAGER THREATEN MY PLANS!' ...0 self awareness of his own dramatic moodiness. incredible, how dumb this man is. its very close to circling around to endearing, if he was less of an asshole. at least its very very funny to see danny shooting him with tiny lightning bolts anytime he's even slightly irritated! vlad you should be nice to danny anyway. this is what you GET
-...making sandwiches and ice cream and playing video games with your nephew is a totally normal thing. WHY is vlad acting like this is the end of the world. if you were a GOOD UNCLE YOU WOULD ALREADY BE DOING THESE THINGS!!! bitch I make my nephew food all the time and dont forget what he does and doesnt like. if u didnt know danny didnt want tomatoes, thats on u. if u, a grown adult, are gonna piss of the 14 yr old by not letting him win, u deserve to have to pay for the arcade machines he ruins because he now has uncontrollable storm powers because YOU THREW HIM INTO A FIGHT WITH THE STORM GHOST. fuck u vlad. paypal me $400,000 while ur at it tho. (also, gamer vlad confirmed)
-VLAD CAN COOK THOUGH???! I assumed he had...people working for him that did that. I mean. billionaires usually dont do that. then again, we've only seen those vultures working for him (and I guess the dairy king was AT his old mansion, but it was never really clarified if he worked there...I think he probably just Hung Out and they Enjoyed Cheeses Together. thats what I think, I dont think a KING would be working for anyone and also the dairy king was nice <3) but then again he would be a private person and we cant have anyone accidentally finding Ghostly Things, so...still, that's hilarious. pour one out for that really cute banana split that got ruined 2 seconds later
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-vlad just fucking picking danny up and THROWING HIM AT VORTEX TWICE WITHIN LIKE A MINUTE. JUST ABSOLUTELY LAUNCHING HIM. BITCH THATS MY SON BE CAREFUL!!! HES GOT ORGANS AND THINGS!!!!
-danny seeing those animal commercials and feeling sad is the biggest 2000s throwback so far. i legitimately had to change the channel or walk out of the room when those came on bc id CRY AND BE SAD ABOUT THEM FOR DAYS AFTER. fuck those commercials and fuck that IN THE ARMMMS OF AN ANGELLLL song 😭
-'vlads ego almost got the town destroyed!' yes danny thats the entire episode. the entire series anytime vlad shows up honestly. this episode was just him being really embarrassing the entire time, and, me laughing about it. 10/10 would laugh at him again
-NEXT EP WE HAVE A SHAPESHIFTING GHOST?? I've said it before but shapeshifting is the power I would want when asked those 'what superpower do you want' questions...its the Best power! this guy looks like a homestuck character. ive never read homestuck but thats the vibe
-I love every time we see tuckers family, they are by far the most functional family. and dash has a lil chihuahua!!! named pookie!!! i am crying (I've had 3 chihuahuas, so I am very biased, but...) AND HE WATCHES THE ROMANCE CHANNEL WITH POOKIE. POOKIE I WILL DIE FOR YOU YOU SWEET LITTLE BABY.
-danny can lift a bus! I shouldn't be surprised, but i am proud of my son. hes got lil kid fans. i am going to cry about this
-JAZZ KEEPS A SCRAPBOOK WITH DANNY'S LIL HEROICS AND NEWSPAPER CLIPPINGS!!! we've actually seen it on her floor before, but I didnt realize it was a scrapbook!! thats sooo cute.
-...and danny has to stand there listening to his parents saying danny phantom sucks and is a 'filthy ghost' and calling him egotistical...i am once again stealing their kids!
-THIS GHOST RIPPING JAZZ'S SCRAPBOOK!!! ILL KILL YOU. SHE WORKED HARD ON THAT!!! BITCH
-yes, maddie, the one with red eyes is For Sure Actually Your Son. ignore the, red eyes... (CLEARLY she hasnt watched the other 2 eps where danny has been evil, she doesnt know red eyes= evil!!!)
-'billy fenton'.......................
-danny being stuck as phantom in his own house, no way out is a fucking NIGHTMARE. his parents pointing giant weapons against him and SHOOTING AT HIM. THIS IS A HORROR MOVIE.
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-NINE INCH NAILS POSTER.
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-this is the most screenshot of all time
-amorpho turning into mr. lancer because hes 'someone no one will want to be around' BUT HES WRONG, I WOULD BEFRIEND AND HANG OUT WITH MR LANCER SO FAST.
-tucker dressing as danny, now I have the full Tucker set of him being sam and also being danny. also saying 'the ghost...uh...RIPPED MY FACE OFF.' and then running. SMOOTH. NOT AT ALL CONCERNING TO ANY PARENTS.
-sam accepts the toast from jack. and then 2 seconds later is like 'why am i eating this.' THIS SHOWS HUMOR IS SO UNEXPECTED SOMETIMES ITS REALLY GOOD. and then the scene after, mr lancer running into his ghost doppelganger and being like 'YOURE GORGOUS' THEN FAINTING. I AM CRYING. AND DASH FAINTING TOO.
-sam disguising herself as danny again to help tucker run from the fentons. but leaving him shirtless in the streets. incredible. 'plEASE DOnt NOTice MY FACELessNESS I MUST LIVE IN EXILE' this episode is destroying me the humor in this show is exactly my brand of corny and cheesy
-the impromtu story made up by danny and amorpho to explain stuff to the fentons. my god they are both such bad liars. but amorpho is a good egg. wish danny wouldnt have said he didnt wanna see him in town again!! I want him to be reoccurring. not that thats gonna matter since I'm almost done with the series, but the idea of this being the Only Time We See him is :(
-NEXT EP SAYS STARRING MARK HAMILL??????!!! hello ! mr . joker....mr. star wars.... I feel like I should be. idk. taking off a hat im not wearing in respect. I shouldnt be surprised tho bc hes in a lot of cartoons as a very good voice actor, and dp has already had a lot of talented ones so I've been looking out for ones I might know, but....mr. hamill....
-sam has her own greenhouse, names all the plants, and says thank you to them (in the languages from where the plants are from) whenever she harvests from them. thats SO cute. and her lil gothy lunch box...
-and danny's lil red fuzzy lined jacket!!! ive said it before but every time the characters get alt outfits im like :D
-danny has ice powers now!!! THATS WHAT FROSTBITE MEANT. HE KNEW SOMEHOW WAY BACK THEN
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-THIS SHOW NEVER LETS YOU FORGET VLAD IS A BILLIONAIRE, HUH.
-danny's lil 'holy hibiscus!' first off the 50s batman swearing is hilarious. 2nd. my username is from the flower sanchoyo hibiscus, so, shoutout to ME this ep. hi :)
-EURGH UNDERGROWTH MAKING EVERYONE PLANT ZOMBIES. HIVEMIND PLOTS SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME. and this dude made the city SO overtaken so quickly like how long was danny asleep?? oh god
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-evil fucked up sam! now the whole trio has gone evil at some point! the voice actress did a really, really good job with making her sound like a zombie...
-frostbite's paws are so so so big compared to danny. oh my god. i want to hug the snow dog...
-the far frozen has an advanced medical stuff!!! very cool. very smart snow dogs
-im so glad danny has a friendly ghost snow dad to explain this new power and teach him!!! this is so sweet. DANNY'S GHOST SENSE WAS A PART OF HIS ICE POWER?? OOOH. COOL. we love a training montage!!!
-danny saying if he cant defeat overgrowth, that he'd want to stay with frostbite...oh my god...do you think this is the first real supportive adult figure in his life (I am NOT counting his parents because they threaten him on the daily even if they dont realize it.) I mean mr lancer is a Teacher, but he was also nice but this is different, but this is a GHOST WHO IS WILLING TO HELP HIM with his powers and also will help him when hes injured and is so so nice and comparatively so much more mature than 90% of the adults in this show!!!! god. dad frostbite is my everything.
-the framing and lighting this episode, and all the angles...they went all OUT and it looks really really good. this is my nightmare scenario, tho. like, FUCK zombies and dead city zones and hivemind shit. and using the humans as 'nutrients for the children' i am going to THROW UP.
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-MALEFICENT VIBES WITH THE HORNS AND GREEN EYES! this costume kicks so much ass. sam is now mark hamills daughter, I guess.
-danny's ice powers making his eyes blue!!! thats neat. and him going for the roots underground was SO SMART. i will not stand for danny ever thinking hes stupid, hes SO smart.
almost done with the show... :"( thats a sad thought!!!
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fiction-fun · 3 years ago
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So cause Im in a Rangers mood, take this:
Fandom: Power Rangers in Space
Pairings: Andros/OC
Words: 3083
Warnings: N/A
Kaley sighed as she walked onto the bridge of the Astro Megaship. She looked around seeing that no one else was there.
“Deca, where are the others?” she asked voice soft and a bit distant
The computer took a few seconds to respond.
“Andros, Carlos and T.J. are in the gym. While Cassie and Ashley are in the holodeck. Would you like for me to get one of them for you?” the helpful A.I. asked.
Kaley settled into what normally was Andros’s chair and sighed gently.
“No, it’s alright. Thank you though.” She said her tone still distant.
Deca went silent at that and she didn’t know whether or not to be grateful for that. She sighed again and gently tapped her bracelet, causing it to pop open, where she removed a small silver disk from within. She gave it a sad look, before pressing it gently into the player and turning to the large screen. She watched silently as a few of the images passed over the screen. At one picture which looked like a party of some sort, she reached over and paused the slideshow, just staring at the picture that was still on the screen. It showed two small children, one a young girl with reddish brown hair, lightly tanned skin, two small cat like ears perched on top of her head, and a large grin on her face as she looked towards the other child. This one was a young boy, with dark brown almost black hair, the same ears as the little girl and a bit darker of a tan, he was turned smiling up at the girl. Kaley sighed sadly and reached up to brush the tears from her cheeks as she looked at the photo. She was so focused on it, she didn’t hear the automatic doors slide open with a gentle hiss.
“Oh, sorry, I’ll just…” Came the voice of her team leader and she stood and shook her head.
“No, it’s ok. I shouldn’t have taken over the main viewing screen, I’ll just…. grab my disk and go.” She said quickly as she moved to do that.
Before she could hit the eject button, Andros had reached her and gently grabbed her hand stopping her movements.
“It’s ok, you have full right to use the screen as much as I or any of the others do.” Andros said in an uncharacteristically soft tone of voice.
Kaley slowly blinked at that before nodding.
“Alright, thank you.” She said softly, not sure how else to respond.
Andros nodded and turned slightly to see the screen, still holding her hand gently. Kaley saw the movement and looked as well, reaching up again with her free hand to rub her eyes.
“Who are they?” Andros asked curiosity in his tone.
Kaley let a small smile slide across her lips.
“That’s Cara and Sam my little sister and brother.” Kaley said tone soft as she spoke.
Andros looked at her and saw the sadness in her eyes and the pain in her face.
“What happened to them?” He asked dreading the answer.
Kaley bit her lip gently, pinching it between her fangs.
“When I was on KO-35, Anamaria was attacked by the United Alliance of Evil, as far as I know, there were no survivors.” She said her voice soft and hitching a bit as she spoke.
Andros pulled her close by the hand he still held, knowing she needed the comfort, he wrapped his arms around her and let her rest against him for a few minutes.
“I’m so sorry.” He said voice barely above a whisper.
Kaley shook her head.
“It’s not your fault, you have no reason to apologies.” She said gently, her arms coming to wrap around him as well.
They stood like that for a while, before she slowly pulled back, looking at the screen.
“They were, 8 and 6 in that picture. Well in human years they were. In our ages they were 56 and 42. They where just babies.” She said softly.
Andros took time to look at the children on the screen, noticing the many similarities between both of them and Kaley. He turned when she tugged her hand from his gently and went to sit back down, looking at him, and pointing to his chair. He nodded and sat down. He reached over and pressed play. The pictures started rolling slowly across the screen, she’d occasionally stop the photo slide and tell him a bit about what or who was in the photo.
“I didn’t realize Anamaria had such a deep history.” Andros said softly after a few slides where she told him about the ruins and legends of her world.
Kaley smiled and nodded.
“Yeah, not a lot of people do, but Anamaria history is something we start learning at a young age. I remember I asked my parents why once, they looked at each other before looking at me, and then they just smiled a bit sadly and said, ‘you’ll understand when you get older.’ I think they knew if the Alliance got strong enough Anamaria would be one of the first attacked, since we didn’t have a true military, and no rangers. I think they taught all the children the history so young in case they were the only ones to survive an attack.” Kaley explained softly as she reached over and hit the play button.
They sat quietly through a few more pictures before Kaley burst out laughing and paused the slide again. Andros looked and saw a pair of kids smiling widely at the camera a little girl who was clearly Kaley, and a small boy with…something…on his head.
“Who’s that? And what is on his head?” Andros asked quirking an eyebrow.
Kaley smiled softly and shook her head.
“That was Joel, he was such a weird kid, but he was my best friend. And your guess is as good as mine as to what’s on his head. Although we had a serious case of red eye in this picture.” She said laughing a bit more.
Andros smiled softly at that and gave a small laugh as well. Kaley reached over and grabbed the little remote.
“The next few might drag, sorry.” She said with a small smile at him.
Andros shook his head.
“No, this is interesting, I’m learning a lot about you.” He said offering her a smile.
She nodded and leaned back a bit in her seat hitting play and letting a few more pictures of her and Joel slide through before she paused at a picture of another girl with brown hair.
“That’s my sister Kat. She was about….7 in that? Her biggest dream was to become a technical developer, and she could have done it. She was brilliant, they all were.” She said quietly.
Andros looked at the picture closer and saw a small robotic creature next to Kat in the photo.
“What’s the robot?” he asked.
Kaley looked up and her eyes seemed to brighten briefly.
“That’s Octo, Kats best friend, no one else really hung out with her. So, she made a friend, and he could do anything.” She said softly.
Andros nodded and Kaley let a few more photos slip over the screen. Some holding one or two of her siblings some holding all four of them. She paused on one picture that was just a little slanted in front of a small pale blue house, all four of them stood there with who Andros thought had to be their parents.
“That’s the house where I grew up, I heard mom and dad sold it a bit after I left, but I never knew for sure. But according to the last message from Kat, whoever owned it really made improvements. Fixed a lot of the broken roof and the fence too. We didn’t have a lot as kids, mom and dad both worked as hard as they could to support us, that’s part of the reason I went to KO-35, so one day I could repay them and help them. Even though we didn’t have a lot we never went without, always had meals and clothes, we were encouraged to follow our dreams, nothing could stand in our way and it took a bit for me to realize. We, the kids, didn’t go without, but mom and dad did.” Kaley said softly voice choked up a bit as she spoke.
Andros stayed silent but reached over and gave her hand a small squeeze. She offered him a small sad smile before she turned back to the screen and hit play, more pictures from the house popped in, some inside some outside, but Andros saw the state of disrepair the house was really in. When one picture popped onto the screen Kaley paused the slideshow again.
“The second floor had this, balcony thing. You would think that would make it easier for sneaking out right?” she asked him.
Andros nodded.
“It seems like it would.” He said in agreement.
She laughed a bit and shook her head.
“It probably would but the darn thing squeaked if you hit the wrong spot and you heard that squeak through the whole house, and if you were lucky you had about 10 seconds to either dive over the edge and into the bushes to hide or try your luck at getting back to your room without getting caught.” Kaley said softly looking at the shot of the balcony from the outside.
She shook her head as Andros looked at her with wide eyes.
“Did you get caught?” He asked curiosity evident.
Kaley smiled and nodded.
“Oh yeah, a couple different times, but when I explained why I was sneaking out mom and dad understood and just kind of let me go. See I had a friend who was in a bad situation and when it got really bad, I’d go and find her and help her out. Food, clothes bandages etcetera, etcetera, etcetera. So, I never got in trouble.” Kaley explained.
Andros nodded and she hit play once more. Stopping at one picture showed four now grown teenagers standing in front of a brick building all four smiling brightly. Andros could pick Kaley out easily but the others he wasn’t sure on.
“On the end is Kat then Cara, me and then Sam. Kat and I had just graduated, maybe two weeks before but this was the day of the ceremony. Kat had been accepted to study at the leading lab on Anamaria and I was accepted into the Academy, as you know. It’s funny, we almost didn’t graduate.” Kaley said smiling gently at the picture.
Andros turned sharply at that to look at her.
“What do you mean?” He asked.
Kaley shrugged lightly and smiled as a small tear trailed down her cheek.
“Kat, Joel and I broke into the school a few times, our sealed records say twice, but it must have been…half a dozen or more times.” She said softly.
Andros was watching her, letting her collect herself. She took a deep breath.
“I got into a pretty bad spot for a while after…. after my dad’s accident, I just didn’t care about anything anymore. But I eventually got my head on straight.” Kaley continued before giving a sigh and looking at him.
“If I didn’t graduate, I never would have been able to go to KO-35, we never would have met, I wouldn’t be a ranger, hell I probably wouldn’t even be here. But at the time, I figured if It came to it, when life got better, I could just go back. They probably wouldn’t let me in but who knows. But my mom sat me down and had a talk with me, which helped me knock my head back into place and I stepped back into the right area, graduated and now here we are.” She said quietly.
Andros recognized that long lost look on her face, and reached over to pull her into another hug, she wrapped her arms around him and tucked her face into his neck, sitting there for a few minutes before sitting up and offering him a small smile, she pressed play and showed him a few places around town. An arcade, a store, a small field. Then a picture of her and a guy popped up.
“That’s Tyzon. He was my first boyfriend, not much to say on him, he just kind of existed in my life for a while, then as quickly as he blew in, he blew out, with a girl about 3 years younger than me.” Kaley said blandly.
Andros shot the photo a look, which Kaley noticed and smiled softly at reaching over she grabbed his hand softly.
“He was an idiot.” She said softly.
He nodded and flipped his hand, to hold hers and give it a squeeze. Kaley smiled softly and hit play letting the rest of the photos play out. She sighed as she stood and took the photo disk from the player, slipping it away into the bracelet she wore. Andros pulled her back and she stumbled and landed on his lap, and he just wrapped his arms around her. She smiled and curled into him a bit.
“I might miss the town and the people, but I love what I have now.” She said softly.
Andros offered her a small smile and nodded.
“Although I’m sure you’d rather have your family here.” Andros said softly.
Kaley nodded before looking him in the eyes.
“And I know you’d rather the same, but life doesn’t always give up wants, sometimes it gives us needs.” She said softly.
He smiled gently and leaned forward, her meeting him halfway as they shared a small kiss.
*Almost a decade later*
Andros held the door to S.P.D open as Kaley walked through, she turned and shot him a smile.
“Thanks, I just wish Keevon wasn’t so vague when he said we had to come here.” Kaley said with a sigh.
Andros laughed and shook his head.
“You know how Keevon is. Besides, he did at least tell us it was with their tech developer.” Andros said as the two stopped in front of the security desk.
Kaley sighed and rolled her eyes but smiled none the less. The two of them showed their badges and returned the salutes before turning on their boot heels and heading towards the elevators. Once inside Kaley turned to Andros again.
“I still don’t get it, their prison cell is in perfect orbit the suits work, why do they need us?” Kaley asked.
Andros shrugged and reached up to run a hand through his hair, the dim light of the elevator glinting on the silver band sitting on his ring finger.
“Who knows, maybe they need us to upgrade B-teams’ suits.” Andros suggested.
Kaley groaned and leaned back against the wall of the elevator.
“And that’s another thing! We made do just fine with one team, why do they have two?” she asked a bit of jealous frustration sliding into her tone.
Andros smiled at her and stepped over to her.
“Because their enemies are stronger.” He said quietly.
That seemed to appease Kaley and the two stood to attention as the elevator slowly stopped and the doors began to open. They nodded when one of the cadets stepped forward to lead them to the tech lab even though they knew where it was, since they helped build it. They reached the lab and the cadet entered first.
“Dr. Manx! Two Karoven officers are here to speak with you, Ma’am.” The cadet said saluting,
A brown-haired woman with a welding mask on lifted it and turned to the cadet.
“I may be 147 but there’s no need to call me ma’am, especially since that makes me barely 21. Hello, I’m Dr. Kat Manx and you are?” she asked walking over to them.
“I’m Andros and this is my wife and work partner Kaley.” Andros said stepping forward to shake her hand.
Kat nodded and the three began to speak for a few minutes.
“The place looks well kept.” Kaley mused softly.
Kat turned and nodded.
“I do my best to maintain it.” She said as she reached up and finally noticed the welding mask still on her head.
With a sigh she pulled the thing off her head, letting her own cat ears twitch free, Andros’s eyes went wide when he finally placed why she looked familiar.
“Kaley.” He called over to where she had her back to them.
“Yeah?” she asked not looking up.
Andros sighed.
“Look over here a second.” He said.
Kaley sighed and stood up straight reaching up to fluff out her hair as it was falling into her face, she turned to look at Andros and had to suppress a small gasp. Seeing a similar reaction in Dr. Manx. Andros sighed and smiled softly as he leaned back waiting for them to react. It was almost instantaneous the two dropped what they where holding and walked towards each other, before breaking into a run and before Andros could blink, they had each other wrapped in hugs, with heads buried in each other’s shoulders. After that the two spent time catching up. After a few hours they went to dinner and spent a few days relaxing with the three getting to know each other. As Andros and Kaley where boarding their ship, Kat stood at the end and smiled waving.
“Don’t be a stranger.” Kat called.
Kaley looked at Andros and nodded.
“Don’t worry! We won’t be! You make sure to visit as well!” Kaley called back.
With that they closed the ramp door and walked into the bridge, settling into their seats. Kaley turned and smiled at Andros.
“I may have to both, hit and hug Keevon for this.” She said with a small smile.
Andros laughed at that and nodded.
“If you hit him, I’m recording it so we can laugh at the memory.” He said.
Kaley smiled and leaned over kissing him.
“Thank you, for being amazing.” She said softly.
He smiled and kissed her back.
“You’re the amazing one. Now let’s go home.” He said smiling and laying in the course.
Kaley nodded and sat back.
“Yeah, we have to tell the rest of the family that it just got a little bigger.” Kaley said smiling softly.
Andros nodded, happy that she had found at least one of her siblings alive and well.
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dessarious · 5 years ago
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Broken Harmony Pt77
Inspired by @ozmav Maribat AU
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Damian stood against the wall watching Adrien’s bodyguard. He had no idea the man had said to his soulmate but Ladybug seemed to think he wasn’t a problem. He wasn’t restrained and she seemed to think having him in the same room as Adrien wouldn’t cause issues. So of the two people who shouldn’t have any idea what was going on and they absolutely shouldn’t trust, one was now guarding one of their prisoners and the other might end up fighting with them. He was getting a migraine.
Red Hood stood next to him still refusing to let Adrien out of his sight for fear of Chloe’s retribution. He still didn’t understand why his brother’s were so afraid of the girl but it did provide entertainment. Ladybug had gone to check in with Red Robin and Oracle and while Damian didn’t like having her out of his sight he was more concerned about Adrien having an ally.
Ladybug poked her head in and smiled at the giant in the corner. Damian was a little shocked when the man smiled back at her since it was the most expression he’d seen. Adrien seemed to think her smile was aimed at him and gave a idiotic grin that Damian wanted to slap off his face. Perhaps not the healthiest reaction but his need to keep the former hero away from his soulmate got stronger by the day. His instincts were almost screaming at him. When he saw the uneasy expression on her face he knew she could feel it too. Then she looked at him and her entire expression changed. His breath caught at the look but he didn’t understand why.
“Robin I need to speak with you.” When he glanced at the bodyguard she just gave him a reassuring smile. He just huffed out a breath in annoyance and followed her into the hallway.
“Is there something about him you know that we don’t?” He couldn’t help the annoyance in his tone. The longer they were holed up in this house the more stressed he seemed to get, and he wasn’t the only one.
“Yes, but that’s not what I need to talk to you about.” He just frowned down at her and she had the audacity to giggle at him. “You know what happened to Tim?”
“Of course. Did you figure out the exact cause.” She looked hesitant and uncertain.
“Yes and no. I’m fairly certain it has something to do with the experiments M. Agreste has been doing to create more Miraculous. I think it’s affecting you as well.” He let out an indignant huff but she continued. “Your mood and song have been getting darker the longer we’re here but the second we leave the grounds it’s like a cloud has lifted. It’s not just you either. We need to find a way to either stop the effects or cleanse the house.”
“And how exactly would we do that?”
“Tikki has a few ideas…” She suddenly refused to meet his eyes and he saw a blush creeping onto her face. What could the Kwami have said to her? “But I think I want to consult with Gen and see if she has any suggestions. I would think with the Kwami of Creation, Destruction, and Renewal we would be able to fix the problem.” He opened his mouth once again to ask what exactly Tikki had suggested but was interrupted by Chloe, Kagami, and Gen walking towards them. His soulmate’s smile held a touch of relief that just made him more confused.
“Are we interrupting something?” Gen was looking between them as if seeing something no one else could. Given the little he knew about her it wouldn’t surprise him if she was.
“No. Is everything okay with you two?” Chloe and Kagami shared a look and Damian had to fight back a small smile. They may not be able to hear each other but it looked like they could already communicate without words.
“We’re good. Though Kagami still thinks you’re insane for trusting her.” Gen let out a snort of laughter at Chloe’s words while Kagami gave them both a flat look before turning to Ladybug.
“I do not pretend to understand any of this and I doubt I’ll ever understand your reasoning. Still if you wish to give me the opportunity to destroy the man who managed to take my free will along with that of so many others, I’m not going to say no.” Ladybug laughed. Really laughed at least until it hurt her ribs. Damian had a strong urge to hug Kagami for making his soulmate happy thought he’d never actually do so.
“Well then, welcome to the team.” She held out a hand which Kagami accepted. Before they let go Ladybug’s expression shifted to one of confusion. Damian watched in horror and confusion as her transformation dropped and she, Kagami, and Chloe all clutched their heads in pain. The other girls seemed to recover quickly but Marinette went pale and collapsed. Damian barely caught her before she hit the ground and cradled her to his chest.
“Gen what’s going on?” He realized too late that she might find his tone offensive but she was already focused on Marinette’s unconscious form. Nixx came out of nowhere to land on her chest. The Kwami appeared to be pulsing light and there was a slight hum coming from them. Tikki had taken up residence on his shoulder and was oddly quiet.
“I’m not entirely sure…” She looked at the other girls, squinting at the area around them if he had to guess, before cursing. “Oh that’s just great. I spent a millennia trying to fix this soulmate bond and she did it without even trying.”  Chloe and Kagami were just staring at each other with wonder on their faces and Damian realized that whatever had just happened, it seemed that those two could now hear each other’s songs.
“But what about Marinette? What’s wrong with her.” Gen blinked at him before shaking her head as if to clear it. She walked over and put a hand over his soulmate’s eyes. She also started humming in the same pitch coming from Nixx. She slowly removed her hand before looking up at him.
“There’s nothing wrong with her. She’s worn out. I’m not sure what she did but it drained all her energy. Nixx will stay with her to keep her asleep and speed her recovery. Tikki do you know what just happened?” The Kwami shook her head, eyes wide.
“I just felt a surge of power. The same as when she healed Red Robin. It seems to be something that comes from within her rather than from me.” Gen gave a thoughtful hum while staring down at the girl in his arms.
“For such a little thing she sure makes huge ripples. You two need to stay together. And I don’t mean near each other. You need to be in physical contact at all times until we figure out what’s going on.” She was staring straight at him and the look in her eyes worried him.
“I don’t understand.” Those words felt like they were ripped out of him. He hated not knowing things but admitting that he didn’t know was a sign of weakness he never allowed himself. Gen sighed and looked frustrated, though it didn’t seem directed at him.
“I’m not entirely sure I do either. All I know is that you ground each other. This place is wreaking havoc with everyone and I think her powers are trying to compensate to balance the evil radiating from the house.”
“She wanted to ask your advice about how to fix that. She said she thinks it’s because of the experiments Gabriel was doing.” Gen shook her head but seemed deep in thought.
“I don’t think it’s just that. The Agreste family and by extension the house seem to carry ill fortune with them. By adding first a damaged Miraculous and then the Black Cat which carries the essence of bad luck… I think those experiments are the least of our worries.”
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cristallsnoww · 5 years ago
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i saw dear evan hansen livee (review)
i meant to post this sooner but school was busy so here i am
this was the national tour in sac
i went w/ my sisters and my friend plus her siblings
i had upper balcony seats, i wish i got to see it closer, but i’m grateful they even came to my city uwu
let’s get to it~
STAGE & INSTRUMENTAL
*the stage was same as the og
* the projection of the social media posts were a good touch for the bg
* the lights were good too, the bg would change color (orange in sincerely me, pink in only us)
* the sound effects sounded real
* the lights were glowing the same as the the beat in good for you
* the way all of them kept walking around looking at “social media posts” on the projection bgs in some songs
* showing evan’s speech on the bg and the videos for the connor project too
* we can see the musicians bc they had a balcony where you can see a few of them
* the sound and instrumental were sounded real (guitar and piano)
* props to the musicians
ACTING:
* sam primack played evan
* he was super good !
* he portrayed evan well, the anxiety and all
* he gave a young fresh vibe of evan
* the panic in his voice, the sobbing and sniffing were so well acted
* evan looking lost in waving through a window
* the “WOOOOOOAAAHHHH” at the end of waving through a window
* them high notes in for forever and words fail tho 👌🏼
* “i’M NOT hYpERVenTILaNG!!” and then “Dear Connor Murphy..”
* when he dropped the note cards in you will be found
* he kept apologizing and picked them up w/ a small voice
* he sat on the ground for a while and starts to have a breakdown
* he tugs his knees and sobs there 😢
* when he walked up and KNEELED DOWN in only us, zoe was sitting on the bed, it was at evan’s verse, he went up to her and kneeled w/ both knees while singing + staring into her eyes singing “so it can be us~ it can be us and oooonly us~ and what came before won’t count anymore or matter we can try that~”
* that was unexpected by me since the only version i saw was the og broadway performance and it didn’t have that which rlly knocked my socks off
* the sloppy kissing tho 😔👌🏼✨
* he’s so LoUD in act 2, like damn he went all out
* his voice was squeaky/cracked from broken sobs at some points
* the way he looked so StResSed & shouting when talking to jared and alana before good for you
* his begging when connor took his letter and when alana posted the “suicide note” so painful but good
* also the way evan always wiped his hands on his pants when zoe would stick her hand out
* how panicky he was when he freaked out that zoe was gonna “break up” w/ him
* their chemistry honestly 😭💙
* he also said a lot “what do you means” throughout the show i noticed
* his lines in good for you w/ heidi, jared, and alana singing in bg were so overwhelming but in a good way
* just an overall fresh, awkward, anxious vibe to him 😔💙
* noah kieserman played connor
* his voice reminded me of the og broadway
* the face connor gave at cynthia when larry and zoe said he was high
* the way he play punches evan in sincerely me
* the choreo in sincerely me is so iconic
* “if i stop smoking POT then everything might be alright”
* he was snapping when he sang that which i thought was new lol
* that dance they did for “our friendship goes beyond..” between connor and evan
* “..your average kind of bond” they had their arms around their shoulders and stared into their eyes before evan said “BUt not Bc we’Re gAY-“
* living for treebros moments y’know
* his high notes in disappear tho
* “when you’re falling in a forest, and there’s nobody around, all you need is for somebody to find you..”
* evan was crouching down and connor crouched next to him when he sang
* “when you’re falling in a forest, aND WhEN YoU hIT THe GrOUNd,,ALL YOU NEED IS FOR SOMEBODY TO FIND YOUUUU~”
* he stands up and reaches his hand before leaving the stage
* one of my fave lines in deh honestly
* “did you fall? or did you let go?” will always hit
* “you can’t even tell yourself the truth” also
* when evan told the truth and the murphys left the living room, they showed connor too and he also left walking away w/ disappointment/pity
* zoe was played by stephanie la rochelle
* she was good and sounded nearly the same as the og broadway/laura
* the way how zoe was nice in the beginning to evan, distant to him at first in her house about connor, then slowly opens up to him and accepts him for who he is is just 🤧
* in for forever, “there’s nothing that we can’t discuss, like girls we wish would notice us but never do” evan looks at zoe and dramatically clears his throat and continues singing
* in if i could tell her, when evan said “he thought you looked rlly pretty ER-you looked pretty COOL when you had indigo streaks in your hair” she says “he did!” and evan says really fast “he dID AHAHAHAHAH”
* it made the theatre laugh and same
* the intro to only us “i need something for me”
* “i want...you”
* 🤧🤧🤧😭😫💙💙💙
* just;;;;;; i cry
* the way zoe would hold evan’s hands and the way evan would hold zoe’s hands—
* how she and evan would copy each other’s tone of voice
* “ᵗʰᵃⁿᵏ ʸᵒᵘ” “ᵈᵒⁿ’ᵗ ᵐᵉⁿᵗᶦᵒⁿ ᶦᵗ”
* “you’re so weeeeeird.” “i knooooww.”
* i love me so bandtrees ok, my crops have been watered and is flourishing
* jared was played by alessandro costantini
* his portrayal was accurate to the og
* “i have skills son”
* his laughs were A++, especially in sincerely me
* his evil maniac laugh in the sincerely me reprise
* he was so smol compared to evan and connor, especially during sincerely me
* vocals were gr8 in sincerely me and you will be found
* the dance w/ connor when he tried to put himself into the story
* he runs so fast to the stage when his parts came, tiny lil quick feet uwu
* he tilts his head a lot when giving evan the ‘duh’ face
* we all live for his sarcasm and jokes
* “do you need a paper bag? you’re having a considerable trouble time breathing—“
* the bitterness/sad look when evan says he doesn’t have any other friends/when zoe comes up and kisses evan
* my kleinsen heart 🤧💔
* alana was played by ciara alyse harris
* she was more lively than the og but sounded exactly similar
* she acted well, her vocals and the way she exaggerated words
* vocals in good for you 👏🏼
* alana singing “on the outside always looking in will i ever be more than i’ve always been cuz i’m tap tap tapping on the glass, i’m waving through a windoww”
* “very close acquaintances”
* all the titles + positions she gives herself in the connor project video
* while evan said he was just co-president
* murphys were played by claire rankin and john menphill
* cynthia had some light raspy voice? it was interesting
* larry sounded the same as the og
* the way they hugged each other so tight in you will be found and the lights were all on them T-T
* high vocals in requiem
* cynthia’s thank yous to evan
* break in a glove had some good vocals too
* when connor’s “suicide note” was posted around and “YOU ARE NOT ALONE” kept singing while the murphys were looking lost and afraid
* opposite to the other soft “you are not alone” while the murphy parent were hugging
* heidi was played by jessica e. sherman
* she was good, close to the og
* her gestures and little dances to evan to cheer him up
* she SNAPPED after going to the murphys house
* “DO YOU KNOW HOW MORTIFYING IT IS TO KNOW THAT YOUR SON WAS SPENDING TIME AT SOMEONE ELSE’s HOUSE AND YOU DIDNT EVEN KNOW?”
* her good for you performance was great
* during the bridge, “i’ll shut my mouth and i’ll let you go..”
* she STRUTTED that walk ok ✨ w/ all the lights on her
* so big/small was calming w/ the guitar
* the way they hugged u~u
* “when it all feels so big!” teasing evan saying he’s growing after they hugged
* he laughs 🥺 w/ a cracked voice from crying
* all the family fighting were so real, the shouting, the raising of voices
im so grateful i got to see it, such an emotional ride 😔💙
i hope people who wants to see it gets to see it, you’ll be blessed
or should i say you will be found
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angry sex part 1
I waited for dean to come pick me up, i knew he would be angry with me. Going against him even though he told me not to go after the werewolf pack,
dean came to the spot where i was in the next 5 mins, and he looked at me from inside the car with a very angry look on his face, i waited for him to get out and i knew i was in trouble, going against him was something i did quite often, not that i cared.
"i told you not to!" dean said getting out of the Impala
"yeah well i did" i said rolling my eyes "im not a child dean, accept it"
"get in the car casey, even if you are not a child. im still worried" he said looking at me angry and concerned
"whatever, you dont have to be, im a big girl" i said getting in the car
"really?!" he said angry
"yeah... i hunted many werewolves on my own" i said annoyed, dean gave me an angry look and started the car, we sat silently in the car for a long time, then we got to the bunker and he slammed the car door and walked off, i got out of the car and followed him
"you dont have to be so angry... jeez" i said getting inside
"you think? do you know how worried I got? what if you got hurt huh? you thought about that?!!" dean said really angry
"if i get hurt, i can deal with it. stop treating me like im a child" i said angry
dean pinned me to wall and said "I will treat you the way I do, and I cant deal with you getting hurt!" he said with a little louder voice
"oh you cant deal with it? then what are you going to do?" i asked looking into his eyes
he didnt say a word rather just fixed his eyes on me, he opened his mouth to say something then stopped .. taking a deep breath he finally said "I worry for you.. and dont you go on a hunt without telling me"
"dont worry, i can fend for myself. and yes mom i will" i said rolling my eyes "i kinda like it when you yell at me" i smiled
"are u challenging me casey" he said looking right into my eyes and bending a little towards me
"am i?" i said raising an eyebrow "all i said was i like it when you are angry"
"and why is that?" dean said with a little smile, his  eyes were still fixed on me
"because you get extra sexy" i said biting my lip
"do I now?" dean said leaning in a little more  getting almost right in front of my face
"yeah you do, i love it" i said looking at him,
as I said it,  dean bend in and gave me a kiss.. "you have been a bad girl,  you know that?" he said with a serious look
"oh really? is that true?" i said getting a little closer
"uh-huh" he said and lifted me up  and headed to the room,
"i like being a bad girl" i said with a sexy voice
"I can see that" he said as i entered the room and slammed the door shut behind him
"now what are you going to do to me?" i asked smiling
"punish you for not listening to me" he said with a smile as laid on bed and started to kiss me slowly
"i do deserve it" i said in a sexy voice
"you do" he said lowering my tanktop, he kissed my shoulder.. slowly moving his hand under  .. touching my skin as he moved then up to unclapsed my bra,
"well someone forgave me quickly" i said smiling
"not so easy love" he said as if he had an evil plan in his mind, he finally freed me from my top and bra.. and kissed my breast and stomach,
"well now you are making me curious" i said moaning a little, i knew sam was here
he slightly bit u near my breats, as his hands slit right in my jean.. ready to remove it with a click,
"you know sam is here right?" i asked moaning a little
"well I dont care" he said as he removed my jeans and looked at me,
"i cant make so much noise, he will hear it" i said wanting to make him more angry
"why are you so worried if he hears.. " he said looking at me as he grabbed my panties  with his finger and moved them down,
"because he will hear me moan" i said getting more turned on, i wanted him to be more angry
his anger rose when i said that, he looked at me and said "then I will make you moan louder baby" as  he spread my legs wide as he licked me slowly,
a smirk on his face as he got a little rough on me, as his hands held me , making it difficult for me to move,
"hmmm dean" i moaned a little louder, making it difficult for me to keep it in
he looked at me and made me sit on bed, still kissing me as his hands were on my back gently holding me.. "get down casey" he said in between the kisses,
i got down on my knees, first licking through his boxers making him frustrated, then taking his hard cock out and putting it all in my mouth, bobbing my head back and forth as i sucked on his member,
dean held ur hair back,  letting you suck him, "hmmmmm i love your mouth around my cock" he moaned a little as i continued
"there you go sweetheart" he moaned as he moved my hair off to the side, i moved my head back and forth as he held my hair, eventually removing my mouth from his cock and looked up at him with puppy eyes,
"no puppy eyes .. they dont work on me" he hold me up turned me around..holding me tight as he kissed my back,
"you sure?" i asked wanting him to get angry again,
he bend u a little down smacked my ass before going in "I'm sure" he said in the most sexiest voice,
i yelped when he smacked me and said something to make him more angry with me "is that all you got?"
"I have a lot more for u bad girl" he said almost in a husky whisper,  he turned me around and laid me on the bed my legs still wide open around him, he got in again, his hands holding my back  in a position that ensured that he got more inside me,
"hmm fuckk" i moaned out loud, not being able to keep it in anymore
"let it out baby" he said biting my neck and gradually pacing up his speed, i let out a scream as he kept going making me hold the sheets and arch my back,
"there u go" he said with a satisfied smile. "next time listen to me when I ask you not to go alone on a hunt" he said licking and kissing at my breasts,
"and if i dont?" i asked kinda wanting more
he moved up to my neck, leaving little bit marks.. "if you dont.. the punishment will be a lot rough" he said in my ears , his hands moved down from my back to ur ass to grab it as he thought of going more rough,
"What if i want it more rough?" I asked moaning a little bit
hearing me say that i want it more rough, dean pulled out.. got his head in between my legs.. as he licked me, hitting the right spot spot every time,. holding me tight. "then u will get it more rough" he said in between of the licks, i moaned out loud even louder than before, his tounge making me more wet, i was unable to hold it much longer, holding his head as he kept going, brushing my hands on his hair
"that is what I wanted to hear" he said with a smile as he continued, knowing he teased me well,
"fuckkk i dont want it to stop" i said moaning louder and louder,
"what if sammy hears us?" he said remembering that i mentioned it before, he tightened his grip.. and slowed his speed,
"what if he does?" i asked looking into his eyes
"I dont care" he said with a smirk... as he didnt let go of me,
"i am sure he heard me" i said feeling his hard hands on my back
"well then I want him to hear you scream" he said in a soft ticklish voice as he moved up,
"then make me scream daddy" i said knowing he loved it,
"I will baby" he said as he sucked at me and let his fingers inside u, slowly moving them, At first i started moaning  and then screaming as he went faster,
he had a satisfied smile on his face.. he continued going faster as he reached up my lips and kissed them hard, not letting me scream at all, eventually making me cum and breathless "Fuck that was fun" i said out of breath
"Yes it was" he said with a smile
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thelordstears · 4 years ago
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If writing were breath, I imagine my lungs would implode
“ If you surround yourself in love you're bound to go great places, and though my life has been one of rich soils and silver platters I have found that a life of rich hatred is no life at all. Real royalty is found in the heart not the crown nor jewels.” - Katerine Von Roy
“ We're sparkling stars in a vast eternity of pitch black shadow shining even though the world wants our lights to go dim and our candles to be snuffed by dark waters.” - Katerine Von Roy
"The ashes of ones soul is often created in the fire of another's hatred, the fire of another more often than not will burn another to ash if not contained. I have found you have to control the fire raging inside of you, or everyone around you will suffer the consequences of you striking a match to feel the flame.” - Asbury Hobkins
“ I don't understand why we have to pick up our guns and fight, but our lives are on the line, and when peace isn't an option, bask in chaos to make peace the only damn option available.” - Asbury Hobkins
 "If dreams are the very foundation on which we stand then tell me why it is nightmares rule over this land. Light can not prevail without darkness, shadows can't exist without the sun, dreams can't soar without nightmare so tell me why you ignore the foundation of dreams?” - Algonul
“ I will destroy faith and hope with my existence alone.” - Algonul
“ I have dipped my fingers in a river of blood, and just because the man I drowned hurt me so, it gave me no reason to bury him with my pain. But I didn't bury my pain, it only rose from it's coffin and burst from my chest.” - Valarie Forbes
“ If you fear for your life, it's often you'll take another to regain your sense of safety.” - Valarie Forbes
“ I am a beast shackled by nuthin' more than my fucking rage. It beats inside my chest day after day, month after month, year after year, it is an ugly beast, but when did I ever say I was anything but a god damn monstrosity?” - Bernard
“ You wanna be a hero? Kill yourself and spare yourself of the pain I'll inflict ya. The only thing you can change, is how you fucking die." - Bernard
“ I'm in no ways a good man nor am I rich in heart all the money in the world couldn't save me from the sins at my back.” - Sam Dellwotfire
“ "Of all the bullet wounds I've inflicted the ones I shot into my heart are the most painful. I have learned peace is simply an intermission, it's between chaos and sorrow, and I imagine this pocket of peace will never last.” - Novella Delemonte 
“ "Bravery ain't not bein' scared, bravery is bein' frightened down ta your very core, feelin' that fear in your bones, and doin' the right damn thing despite the cold shiver of fear runnin' up your spine. I have found that despite the fear in my old heart, I'm runnin' inta the battlefield regardless.” - Walter Hemmington
“ Life is a battlefield, it's a good thing I'm a damn soldier.” - Walter Hemmington
"The weight of a thousand moons weight down on my heart, but I've found a single sun, can make that weight as light as a feather. Emma is my only guiding light, the singular star in the night sky, the sun on a cloudy day, and somehow I've found warmth when all I ever was, was cold.” - Jen Dallinvritz
“ The world tries to keep me down, but I just fly higher, the sun may be in view, but a flame can't burn fire.” - Jen Dallinvritz
“ The pain I feel is nothing compared to the peace I've found.” - Jen Dallinvritz
“ I've been basked in horrors, covered in shadows and told ta be a monster because it's what orcs do. But just because it's what we were made ta be, don't mean we can't re-write our definition.” - Ashgarn
“ You can call me a monster for my heritage, but if you look a lil deeper you'll find that I'm not like other orcs. I'm just an orc in a human's world.” - Ashgarn
“ I have claws meant only for beasts, but you need not be covered in fur and own claws to be a beast. Most of the beasts I've slain are mortals draped in the fur of a wolf. I will gladly graze on the grass of their hunting grounds to be the wolf in sheep's clothing that puts them down once and for all.” - Vivian Swain
“ I shalt redeem us in our final hour, bathe in the darkness only to drown the monsters around me. I'm the last thing you'll see, in the blink of an eye your life will flash before your eyes, and it's final moments will flash before mine as you've seen so many times with the innocent blood you've spilt.” - Vivian Swain
“ To get acceptance I've found you have to go through the struggle of accepting who you are. There'll be nights you can't find any shred of light, nights you scream into your pillow and bat your fists against the wall in frustration. But it's worth it in the end, it is. If you can call yourself beautifully you, than you've succeeded in life.” - Martha Vendowister
“ If you're different, welcome to the club, here we accept everyone no matter what gender they are, no matter who they love or the battle they fight. You can fight depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and if you've won that battle, you're strong as fuck, don't let anyone tell you ya aren't. Because you wake up tired just to fight the same demons that left you tired the night before, and that, is true bravery.” - Martha Vendowister
“ I find that life is worth it despite the scars in my heart, just because my heart aches doesn't mean it's not whole. Just because my mind is scarred, doesn't mean it can't bring me tranquility.” - Octavia Blackroad
"I'm curling back from the recoil of damage done and shots fired into the anomaly of my own heart. It's as vast as the oceans, and I drown in it's depths more often that not. I'm a mystery to even myself, I can't figure out the emotions in my own heart, and I fear I'll be gone and forgotten before the sun rises on the horizon.” - Stefania Saines
“ "You could live your whole life in a cage without once realizing it, or you could find the door was open all along if you just believed in yourself. The only cage you're in is one of doubt, if you doubt everything you can be, there's no key to the cell you've locked yourself in except for belief.” - Avirine Winning
“ You can't make a perception of me reality when it's just a deluded fantasy of your mind.” - Avirine Winning
“ How is it that I've dipped my fingers in the ashes of my family tree and all I find is old rotted bark and a hollow trunk? I find the flame of corruption and sin tore the dying tree asunder, rotted the families history in the most sinful of deeds.” - Merida Calico 
“ I've been in the trenches my whole life, but never was I the one hiding, always was I the one pulling the damn trigger.” - Merida Calico 
“ I've slaughtered innocent men and women, my lips taste of death and a desire to be loved.” - Merida Calico
“ I've been fightin' all my life, ain't no peace ever found in world war me, but I've found as long as I hold my head high, and soldier on, I'll breakout of the heart of darkness and find the light I seek.” - Alec Crabill
“ I've been through every fight imaginable, fought drug lord's in Bangladesh, rescued women and children from odds you don't wanna face unless you got a damn death wish. But here I am, beckoned by death yet bathed in life.” - Alec Crabill
“ I've been faced with many battles, the loss of my mother, ones fought with words and gunshot lullabies and serenades of violence and bloodshed. But here I am, singing a melody of love despite the hatred drowning out everything else.” - Jade Falls
“ I look into his eyes, I see pain, I see love and I see the world. He's everything I've ever wished to have, and here he is, loving me deeper than the ocean.” - Jade Falls
“ I once believed my parents house was a cell with no key, and yet my sister Emily, and her wonderful wife Lacey didn't need no key. They blasted a hole through the walls and broke me the fuck out.” - Alice Everest
“ The world ain't gone cold, we've just forgotten how to start a damn flame and ignite a spark. So live damn it, live." - Alice Everest
“ "I have been so consumed by shadow I imagine I've grown an appetite for it. I have found in the coldest of nights, I dance upon star dust and twirl through the ashes of planets I once called home.” - Night Sparrows
“ All I have are bad thoughts soaked in bad intentions. I often wonder how it is I ever survived when my mind wishes me to die. I fight, I scratch, I tear. And yet still I find only shadows.” - Night Sparrows
“ I dance in the blood of myself and bleed dry the girl I was.” - Violincia Bloodwort
"Here I am, choking on the numbness I feel, singing gunshot lullabies and serenades of nothingness. I in of myself, am a vacancy of everything my mother thought I'd be.” - Varkos Shevelwix 
“ I'm not quite righteous, not quite cruel I'm the grey area in-between. Somedays I'm colder than ice, others I wish naught to harm even a fly. I'm a duality of good and evil and I ponder on which shall win the war I wage with myself." - Varkos Shevelwix
“ Here I stand, in the ruins of Atlantis, swimming through the tide of lost life and spilt blood.” - Lawrence Gallagher 
“ That man ain't human, far as I'm concerned if you don't got no humanity you're a beast, and here, we put down beasts who god damn bite.” - Lawrence Gallagher 
"Ya know, I've learned the world don't much got sympathy for the living, and the living don't much got sympathy for the dead. We disrespect those that have passed, and destroy their legacy with rifles loaded with cruel remarks.” - Benedict Collins
“ It takes a lot 'a bravery ta accept yourself, let alone trust another ta accept you.” - Benedict Collins
"I ain't no saint, I've fought everything I ain't and I imagine somewhere along this broken path I found who I am. I've tasted one too many lips against mine, let too many cigarettes burn my lungs ta ash, but who said ya oughta be a saint to make it in the world huh?” - Becky Winters
“ Life is a constant struggle, but you don't succumb to it's damn riptide.” - Becky Winters
"All my life I imagine I've been told to be who I'm not, I find it impossible to find yourself if all your life all you've ever been was a spectacle of someone else.” - Sarkelus Johnnson
“ Karma is bound to catch up with me eventually, a man such as myself can't outrun her, only delay the inevitable.” - Sarkelus Johnnson
“ Oh how I wish I was strong. I could lift a blade, but I could not bring it down.” - Ashel
“ I don't believe in blood spilt for a good purpose. If it was so holy then it wouldn't be a damning offense.” - Ashel
“ We all lose ourselves at some point, but if you lose who you were, journey to find who you oughta be.” - Dory Villsworth
“ Life ain't darkness and darkness ain't life. It's just part of it. So get your shit together and move the fuck on with life. Don't let your past be an anchor, and don't be a ship at the bottom of the ocean.” - Dory Villsworth
"Most would rather drown in a blood soaked lie than choke on the truth.” - Simon Rossburg
“ I'm the monster this world needs, Mike Wazowski in a world full 'a Randalls.” - Simon Rossburg
“ Ya oughta sin ta win sometimes, that's just the cold bitter truth, and if ya can't swallow it, you're gonna damn well choke on it and die in the process 'a accepting it.” - Simon Rossburg
“ I ain't a part of my scars, they're a part of me. Sure, they hurt like Hell, but let 'em hurt, what's important is I let 'em fuckin' heal." - Carl Schillerstrom
“ This world would like to kick us down on the constant, but screw that, I'm not going down without a damn fight. I've been fighting all my life, what's another punch thrown huh? What's another damn bruise? I got plenty, yours won't hurt as bad as other's.” - Malilah Vivenwoker
"I'll weave this pain of mine into gold and these scars into strength.” - Kerrissa Vivenwoker
“ I've learned the world don't care about you, unless you care about yourself. Because you'll get nowhere if you feel sorry for yourself, you have to rise up and be your own armor sometimes. Sure, it may be rusted, but who said rusted armor can't stop a sword?” - Kerrissa Vivenwoker 
"Life has made me a gentle soul, though it was rough with me, I remain the softest spoken love in the air.” - Madison Rose
“ Love is a wonderful thing, it can make someone who's fallen to pieces whole. Someone who's fallen climb, and someone who feels nothings worth worth a million gold coins.” - Madison Rose
"I carry on despite the daggers in my back, you may bleed, but don't let your scars steal every drop of blood you have.” - Sabrina
“ Life will prosper as long as you let yourself grow. You're a flower, not a weed. Remember that. You aren't poisoning your own petals, you're watching them fall, and not picking them back up. So bloom, and remember, even the smallest seed, can become the most beautiful flower." - Sabrina
“ Oh mother dear I know you yearn to see me use this power of mine for good, oh sister dear how you wish I'd protect you from the heat of this world's hate, but all three of us burned. And dying changes a woman.” - Autumn Wolfmoon
“ I see their father in everything they do, their smile, their spunk attitude, sometimes I feel I'm haunted by Dominic's memory, but then I remember even ghosts can be friendly.” - Martha Honeycomb 
“ Oh how Delilah makes my heart soar. My beautiful Amish girl. She lives life so simply, she cherishes every little moment, and I cherish every little moment I have with her. She's showed me just how amazing life can be.” - Laura Hollinger
“ My life's been dark, it's been crummy, but ya know what? I rose in spite of that. I won't let my scars define me, I'll define my damn scars.” - Laura Hollinger
“ Life has been a rather interestin' ride, once I believed I had ta choose between my old lifestyle, and dis new one dat had found me. But I found dat I have ta combine da both of them, because they're both a part of me, and I imagine neither side will leave my heart. If you are faced with choosin' who you were, and who ya are, I advise you combine the two, and become the beauty you are ta be." - Delilah Miller
"Black rain pitter patters against my heart and soul, I imagine it drowned the noble man I was, and out rose the wicked and corrupt creature of the storm inside my bones.” - Theodora Crimsonburn
“ I imagine my daughters can't look up to me. Despite how I protect them so, I forgot to protect my heart, and I imagine that's why I lost it.” - Theodora Crimsonburn
“ "If it is only human to sin, tell me why it is I am labeled monster. In all of my monstrosity I find I am only human, and oh, isn't that the most terrifying thing of all? My lack of humanity, yet despite all that, being human?” - Quentin Satchel 
“ Redemption was never an option, because I was born on the edge of Hell, but stepped on other's backs to reach Heaven.” - Quentin Satchel
“ Every life taken to me is just.. another Tuesday. It's a chore, one I fulfill only to get back to my task at hand.” - Quentin Satchel 
"My memory is a peculiar place, forgotten are the scars of my past, but wonderous are the joys in this life of mine.” - Joe Paquil
“ I have found this world will kick you around some before it gives you peace of mind, but don't let the kicking kill ya. As a bull rider wouldn't let the tussle kill him, you won't let the fight for the reward kill you.” - Joe Paquil 
“ Cold waters can only freeze you if you jump in. And if you're pushed, you fight to get out.” - Joe Paquil
“ Life can be a struggle, God... how I know how difficult it can be. But in the end, you'll realize struggle is a part of life, and it's only a small part of it. You may get kicked down on the constant, but one day you'll rise, and you're gonna do it with a frikkin' smile! Okay?” - Sandra Crumbs
“ "Oh I imagine the echoes of gunfire and sin ring in my ears, and all I ever was is consumed by a sinful melody, it's chorus one of broken bones, and it's bridge one of spilt blood.” - Nestor Bevelricks 
“ Ya know, I asked God where the hell he went, and the only answer I got was a cool breeze in the midnight air.” - Nestor Bevelricks 
"I've found the difference between a loving God and a cruel one is your perception of cruelty." - Nestor Bevelricks
“ She is da beauty ta my beast. Da rose ta my thorn. And da plant in me garden 'a weeds. All it takes is one flower ta make a garden bootiful.” - Stephen Vail
“ I 'ave learned doe my anger is strong, I am stronger.” - Stephen Vail
“ Amber is da moother I never 'ad, though I've heard of the woman who gave me life, and from what I can see, Amber is everythin' she'd eva' wish ta raise. Thorne, despite 'er damn struggles wif' 'er mental illness, takes care of those around 'er. And Jesse? Despite 'er fear, she stays fokin' brave as a captain sailin' straight inta da eye of da hurricane.” - Stephen Vail
“ I wasn't born with this killer body. I had to fight for it. I had to pay for it. It was fucking expensive. But you know what? I'd give away all the money in the world to be myself.” - Emanuel Trueblood
“ Only the dead 'ave seen the end of war I imagine, they got peace, we have ta carry war on our shoulders every damn day. The weight of it is impossible ta lift, and yet ya do it anyways.” - Deandra Phoenix
“ Ain't who I were. Not no more. Just a coffin, I imagine. Lower me down, bury me underneath America's soil and remember I once stained it crimson, but blood seeps through the dirt and is often forgotten.” - Deandra Phoenix
“ The hauntings of war echo on the cool night air. The fire reminds me of the sparks of my revolver, the night sky reminds me of the starless nights spent on the battlefield, and the dirt reminds me of the bodies buried. Everything is a reminder of war. Once you've fought it, you can't ever stop fighting it.” - Deandra Phoenix 
"Life don't gotta be perfect, just lived to it's fullest extent. And besides, if you live your life to it's fullest, isn't that perfect despite the struggles?” - Brandon Killovitch
“ She saved my life.. and I imagine I saved hers. She used to be a train-wreck, but, so did I. But together, we fought each other's battles, she still has that wild side, but it makes her her, and I accept everything she is, because she's beautiful and I'm in love with everything she was, everything she is, and everything she'll become.” - Brandon Killovitch
"I'm nothing short of sinful, just a bonfire with kerosene swallowing everything around her whole, burning down the fields of her innocence in one fell swoop.” - Kareath Calico
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starkerdayss · 6 years ago
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ENDGAME THOUGHTS
I’ve seen it, and I have things to say...
Okay, so, let’s start with the light-hearted stuff first: 
Bruce Banner finally accepting the Hulk as a whole ??? yes
America’s Ass
WHY IS STEVE WORTHY OF MJOLNIR
Steve winning the battle with his other self by naming Bucky ?? marvel cant resist the gay tm even if they tried 
Carol Danvers and her lesbian haircut can fuck me up with a rake 
There was a brief moment where I shipped Natasha and Carol, but that just fell off a cliff ;)
Peter Parker emerging from that portal looking FiNNER than ever. my poor starker heart
WE FINALLY GOT TONY AND PETER HUGGING 
i like the way Steve said “avengers... assemble” meaning everyone on their side was an avenger, even the smallest of them all. they just... thats the perfect fucking ending. theyre all avengers. 
loki just randomly grabbing his cube and disappearing 
is gamora like... alive? why is gamora 
tony stark being the motherfucking hero agAIN literally just proves that without him marvel is and will be nothing. he invented time traveling... it doesnt get better than that, folks 
every single character together on the same planet fighting the same evil 
my relieved ass when thanos got dusted 
“this is the one?” “the options were him or a tree”
Tony fucking Stark lived happy for five years with his daughter okay
Now, onto the sadded stuff: 
Thor, as far as I know, was written that way for this movie to add some commedy, but it just literally broke my heart to see him like that after losing everything. 
Continuing with Thor, the encounter with his mother. She’s just really wise, and understanding and I’m so glad Thor got the closure he needed on that department. 
I’m going to express how insanely mad I am about Steve’s ending. First of all, I feel like the happy ending that Tony deserved they gave to Steve. I’m not saying he shouldn’t have ended happy as well, but common. I understand that he wanted to live a life with Peggy, but even if it was six seconds for the others, he left Bucky alone. He doesn’t have Steve, Tony, Natasha. Anyone, and he didn’t even get the shield? catch me on CNN news hitting marvel writers with a frying pan. 
What the fuck was Natasha’s ending? It felt flat and it was really... quick. I just... don’t like it. 
Tony dying. I cried so hard that my little sobbing stopped me from watching the whole scene. Peter finally got his hug, and then he was calling for him saying “mr. stark... we won! mr. stark, do you hear me? we won... tony?” just... breaks my heart. Pepper calming him down, telling him that he could rest in peace... it just, also breaks my heart. Peter has no mentor, Pepper has no husband and Morgan has no father. I love you 3000. im crying as i write this, obviously. he deserved so much better. “proof that tony stark has a heart”. fucking hell, my heart is so sad. the fucking funeral is just,,, the worst thing that has ever happened to me
i love that peter reconnected with his friends and all but you could see the sadness in his eyes. specially in the funeral, when aunt may was holding him. 
happy is just such a good person, and i know he’s going to miss his boss. hes going to take care of that little girl like it was his own daughter
we didnt get enough groot/rocket and im pissed. 
we also didn’t get bucky/steve recognition aT ALL and if anyone wants to talk about this pls come to my dm’s 
BUCKY KNEW WHAT STEVE WAS GOING TO DO AND HE LET HIM DO IT ANYWAY BECAUSE HE LOVES HIM 
i truly dont know how im going to get passed this 
my starker heart was going to explode “i lost the kid” and the hug and “tony...” and fucking hell 
peter sorrounded for women. which isnt sad but i remembered now 
doctor strange telling tony that it was the only way literally just fucks up everything 
i didnt see doctor strange in the funeral ?? i might have been crying too hard to notice tho,, but if any of u did can u let me know. where my boy at 
tony got closure with his dad as well and that simultaneously breaks my heart and leaves me a little calmer 
loki had no respectful ending whatsoever and im mad 
im happy for clint and scott but they did my man stark wrong 
was that rando at tony’s funeral harley? i thought i was going to see much more tbh 
they better not leave sam and black panther in nothing just cuz theyre black cuz everybody a racist nowadays. im watching marvel.
Conclusions: 
I have a bunch of theories, which im not telling right now cuz i have to get them together. 
you can all bET your fucking asses that im rewriting the end and im making it both starker and stucky 
beyond being a heartless movie, it has been the best one yet. the time traveling thing was a little confusing but the effects, the whole steve meeting steve was super well done and it kept me on the edge of my sit the three fucking hours. this has definitely been the best movie marvel has ever done. 
tony will forever remain in my heart, and my page is not going to acknowledge his death. 
tony stark was one of the few happy things i had left from my childhood and now its gone. my heart aches tremendously. I will never comprehend whats the reasoning behind it because tony is the whole foundation of marvel, and without him, theyre nothing. i cant believe hes dead. i cant believe it and i just... that should not have been his ending. i love him, i loved him and i will always love him. Rest In Peace, my love. 
“And I’m... Iron Man”
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mittensmorgul · 5 years ago
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8.14, Trial and Error.
Or, a concise jaunt through Dabb's pet themes that will carry us into s15.
With Dean finally finding a home in the bunker, the family themes really begin to kick in. Not only the stuff tied to their personal legacies, but also Dean's... veneration (not exactly the right word, but close enough) of Mary's memory. In an episode where we begin by finding a family that made not one, but THREE demon deals-- (which I already detailed in regard to Dabb's pet themes in this post a couple years ago: https://mittensmorgul.tumblr.com/post/169622891355/im-watching-814-again-and-its-like-a-concise), with the final deal made by Ellie had been to heal her mother of Parkinson's disease, with the worst bit being that Ellie had NO IDEA about the 10 year clock that set on her life before the hellhounds would show up to drag her to Hell.
So we have mother themes already, in an episode where Dean set Mary's picture on his desk in his room when he arranged his room just so.
I mentioned in the last few episode writeups in this series that I wanted people to remember Sam and Dean's respective mindsets going forward, because this is where that all gets torn up. So we're officially back on the job, getting down to the business of closing up Hell forever. Which again, as I've said, seems like a really good idea on the surface. What could possibly go wrong, messing with the Natural Order in such a drastic fashion? I mean, we're just trying to lock up all the evil, right? Gotta keep people safe, and without demons harassing people on Earth, people will be safe... in theory...
Well, one problem with this is the COST of doing the thing... I mean how many things with OBJECTIVELY GOOD AND WHOLESOME conclusions also end with the person doing the thing, in Kevin's loose translation from the tablet:
KEVIN And it's just a few words of Enochian, but... [KEVIN gives a piece of paper to DEAN.] DEAN Oh, here we go. KEVIN ...the spell has to be spoken after you finish each of the three trials. SAM T-trials like, uh, like "Law & Order"? DEAN hands SAM the piece of paper, SAM grabs it out of his hand. KEVIN More like Hercules. The tablet says, "Whosoever chooses to undertake these tasks should fear not danger, nor death, nor..." A word I think means getting your spine ripped out through your mouth for all eternity. DEAN Good times. KEVIN Basically, God built a series of tests, and when you've done all three, you can slam the gates. SAM So, what – God wants us to take the SATs? KEVIN I-I guess. Uh, he works in mysterious ways. DEAN Yeah, mysterious, douche-y ways. All right. Where do we start?
And hoooboy... first off, does God actually want you do complete these trials? Or are they simply a CHOICE that is POSSIBLE to make, even if it might actually be a very, very bad choice? I mean, God also technically gave the angels a choice between "watching over humanity and creation and serving as the guardians of the world" and "starting the apocalypse and burning it all down." And a horrifyingly large number of the angels really believed the apocalypse was what God wanted them to do... (and the AU angels demonstrated that God... didn't actually care one way or the other what they chose, because it wasn't some sort of test  they could pass or fail, they'd just have to live with the consequences of their choices... even if those consequences were MISErABLE for EVERYONE). Just as we will see with Cas's choice to help do the EXACT SAME THING to Heaven under Metatron's guidance by the end of 8.23, and what the horrific consequences of that apparently well-intentioned choice. Did God want them to do that, as well? To shut the gates of Heaven? And look what happened with THAT one? Metatron performed that spell, and was therefore the only angel who did not fall as a result. He effectively left himself in charge of Heaven, the only one able to control the doors in and out. So what would've happened to Sam if he'd completed the spell to close the gates to Hell? And can we all shudder at the parallel here for a moment and once again be grateful Dean stopped him from finishing that?
Good.
Plus there's that other consequence of performing the trials... the whole "getting your spine ripped out through your mouth for all eternity." Which makes it seem pretty clear, despite Sam's insistence that he wants to survive completing the trials, like there is a zero percent chance of actually being able to survive completing the trials, you know? No matter how you slice it, that seems like... a nonsurvivable situation... And yet, it's one of Sam's arguments to Dean at the end of the episode when he decides to complete the trials instead of finding another hellhound for Dean to kill...
DEAN Sam, I didn't pass the test. SAM But I did... And I'm doing the rest of them. DEAN My ass you are! SAM I'm closing the gates. It's a suicide mission for you. DEAN Sam... SAM I want to slam hell shut, too, okay? But I want to survive it. I want to live, and so should you. You have friends up here, family. I mean, hell, you even got your own room now. You were right, okay? I see light at the end of this tunnel. And I'm sorry you don't – I am. But it's there. And if you come with me, I can take you to it. DEAN Sam, be smart. SAM I AM smart, and so are you. You're not a grunt, Dean. You're a genius – when it comes to lore, to – you're the best damn hunter I have ever seen – better than me, better than dad. I believe in you, Dean. So, please – please believe in me, too.
But Dean... He saw it clearly from the start:
DEAN Because of the three trials crap – God's little obstacle course. We've been down roads like this before, man – with Yellow-Eyes, Lucifer, Dick friggin' Roman. We both know where this ends – one of us dies... Or worse. SAM So, what – you just up and decided it's gonna be you? DEAN I'm a grunt, Sam. You're not. You've always been the brains of this operation. SAM Dean— DEAN And you told me yourself that you see a way out. You see a light at the end of this ugly-ass tunnel. I don't. But I tell you what I do know – it's that I'm gonna die with a gun in my hand. 'Cause that's what I have waiting for me – that's all I have waiting for me. I want you to get out. I want you to have a life – become a man of Letters, whatever. You, with a wife and kids and – and – and grandkids, living till you're fat and bald and chugging Viagra – that is my perfect ending, and it's the only one that I'm gonna get. So I'm gonna do these trials. I'm gonna do them alone – end of story. You're staying here. I'm going out there. If landshark comes knocking, you call me. If you try to follow me, I'm gonna put a bullet in your damn leg.
BUT THIS DOES NOT MEAN DEAN'S ON A SELF-DESTRUCTIVE PATH HERE. We have repeatedly been shown that in s8-- but especially since Cas got out of Purgatory-- that Dean is kind of the opposite of self-destructive and nihilistic. He's REALISTIC. versus Sam's fantasy of idealistic. Dean doesn't see it as a "suicide mission," and he's anything but suicidal. That's obvious from the last few episode. He ENJOYS his life, he's THRILLED about having found the bunker, having his own room, this incredible legacy (how many people does he tell "yeah, we're legacies" to over this period? It's hilarious how proud and happy he is about this), not to mention his relative "lightness" since processing through what he went through in Purgatory. He's not self-destructive, he's just accepted his life and is realistic about it. He takes pleasure where he can find it, he's spending a lot less time denying the things that make him happy (like LARPing with Charlie or making him and Sam some really good food or even decorating his own room at the bunker). He's just accepted the fact that he doesn't even WANT a different life. He LIKES his life hunting, and is realistic about how he'll meet his end as long as he continues hunting.
But this is in stark contrast to Sam. Sam hears Dean's lil speech about dying with a gun in his hand and he sees it as hopelessness or resignation, when to Dean, it is not that at all. BUT IT WOULD BE TO *SAM*. And Sam really has difficulty processing Dean's emotions and desires through his own personal sympathy filter, because they just do not compute to Sam. What to Dean equals "comfortable acceptance of reality and the life he chooses because it makes him happy," to Sam sounds like "I'm willing to die because my life is otherwise meaningless." And it really misses the whole entire point.
But what SAM has always wanted for HIMSELF was that perfect life Dean described to him EXACTLY there. Normal family, normal life, living to old age and never having to hunt again. To Dean, that sounds like TORTURE. But in Dean's mind, Sam COULD have that life without Dean, without Dean dragging him back into the life like he literally did in 8.01, which Sam had been RESENTFUL AS FUCK over. He WANTED to hold on to that normal life! He was able to do it for a year, and even after Dean came back from Purgatory, Sam did not want to go back to hunting. Even when he DID reluctantly get back into hunting, it was filled with "you wanted me in the game, so I'm in the game," and repeated reminders that as soon as they found Kevin, and then when they found him it shifted to as soon as they closed the gates of Hell, that he would be retiring from hunting for good. REPEATED. REMINDERS.
Dean doesn't want out of the life AT ALL. He THRIVES on it. He doesn't know how to be anyone else, and doesn't want to try to be... but he's also not running toward the nearest cliff, you know? And as we go through this season, we'll watch Sam's attitude in reaction to the suffering the trials put him through, and watch him come to grips with the reality that there is no surviving these trials, no matter how much power of positive thinking he applies. But hooooBOY he's gonna keep trying to win here...
Let's also take a moment to reflect on just how... mistaken... the Winchesters' instincts can be regarding their plans. Because I think this has bearing on their entire choice to undertake the trials, as well. They go to the ranch knowing at least one person there made a deal. They BELIEVED it was primarily a deal to make themselves rich, but then the first hellhound victim dies, and they learn that he'd sold his soul for 10 years of love with his wife, who reverts to a state of confusion and can't even remember why she'd fallen in love with her husband in the first place. And... ew. So Sam quickly realizes that at least one more person sold their soul at that ranch, and begins suspecting the three happily wealthy (if socially stunted) members of the family. They don't at ALL suspect it's the quiet, nice youngest sister who lives a "normal" life after her family became inordinately wealthy. She sold her soul hoping that wealth would solve all her family's interpersonal arguments, but instead it just made them worse. But the surprise was the final soul-deal-- Ellie, who literally worked in shit all day in the barns because she loved the animals and loved her work, even if she didn't care for her employers. She sold her soul to save her mother's life. Entirely altruistic, if misguided.
After all this s8 nonsense, which is in turn s13 and s14 nonsense regarding the choices they all make re: possession by Michael, going to the AU to save Mary and Jack, Cas going to Heaven and making his deal with the Empty, whatever Dean was doing with the Drama Coffin, and whatever Jack's personal trials will entail after he returns from the empty in s15... well... what are we willing to trade for the people we love? Even when that's put up against the framework of potentially saving the universe?
Because let's remember again what Ellie traded her soul for... to save her mother. And wasn't this the exact offer Chuck made Dean in 14.20. Do the terrible thing, end your own life, but it will save your mother. And in the face of that choice, Dean refused.
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une-nuit-pour-se-souvenir · 5 years ago
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GRRM just released a new post on his blog saying that the ending of GoT and his books will actually be very different. So that’s good at least.
Is that the yes and no one? It felt like he said the end is the same, just the way there is different. Why would I care? Its the end that I hate. I cant be bothered with his trolling. Hes not going to reveal what I would need to bother, so Ill just walk out. No point in staying. Its sad that I saw right through the amazing (not) Danielle is evil and still hate what he did for it.
Jon’s last stretch of the story with danielle is too shit and his end is too bitter. She completely destroyed him and he didnt deserve this. And GRRM would do something similar because he says the endgame is the same and that means Jon exiled at the Wall. I am so offended and Jon isnt my fav. Ive cried because of this. I cry a lot as I have a sensitive soul but I dont usually cry in fiction, because you know it’s fiction and it’s not real. Last time was when I watched the little mermaid when i was still 7. I hate it because she left her father. I love a good family story.
I read and saw Jon’s stuff from the beginning and I was always slightly bored. But he was a decent boy, always tried to do the right thing. He just wanted to be accepted and loved, wished for going back to Winterfell to his family more than anything. It was boring, but wtv. I rolled my eyes at him, always brooding. In the end, some bitch from hell comes and destroys him with some shit abusive romance who was never real, then he gets exiled to a place he was never happy in for doing the right thing which is kill her hitler with tits arse. Im not even going to comment on the rest, I am assuming most of it is D&D creative crap, but that would make it even worse. He was a generic boring boy, why would the author do this to him? In headcanon its fixed like in two weeks. But why? WHY? HE ISNT EVEN MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER AND IM SO UPSET.
Sansa, alone in Winterfell without a semblance of the girl she was. She wanted to go back home and be with Lady and her family. She is all alone with her bannermen. Who chose her because their preferred king was punished and sent to the wall. She is queen in the north so this is ½ of what I wanted for her.
Arya going in adventures, I like. Its also 1/” of what I wanted for her, to be free to be who she wanted. But she also wanted to go home and be with her family and SHE IS NOT and by sailing east she is saying bye bye for like a decade. Someone who sent half of her time going home and another half trying to Forget what home was, but never managing to.
Bran is still robot!Bran. I have no idea why people who are fans of him are happy with his ending. Its not Bran. Its the Three Eyes Raven. Bran is like in 5% the corner of his mind. If it was Bran it would be fine. He is not’. The books may be different but he is still surrounded by shit snakes (only Sam is worthy it).
Theon and Jaime died with 50% of their redemption done. Ive seen comics for kids doing redemption arcs better.
Cersei deserved surviving the lizard bitch but she had the best ending despite that. She died with whom she loved. She is the one I’m at most peace with.
What am I supposed to re-read this for? Every time I read Theon being mutilated, I’m reminded he dies without happiness? Every time Jon angsts about not being a Stark and that he wishes he was one, how he just wanted his old times back, I’m reminded they destroyed him and of his bitter end? Every time Sansa thinks about romance and gets her hopes dashed again and again, I’m reminded of her lonely end? Every time Arya thinks about her family and that is what keeps her core intact, I‘m reminded that her end is leaving her family? Every time Bran is thinking about how he misses his family, I’m reminded that he disappears to become someone else. What for?
I re-read and re-watch LORD OF THE RINGS because it’s a good story! It makes me smile. What of ASOIAF / GoT
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alright im about to watch 5.03 of merlin for the 2nd time ever
because if i dont do it now i may NEVER GET ANOTHER CHANCE
but first i wanna get out of the way that i thought merlin convincing arthur to keep the ban on magic in 5.05 because he was trying to thwart ~*~destiny~*~ or whatever is the laziest writing ever, it’s unsatisfying for the audience, it renders the rest of the last season utterly pointless, it’s unfair to merlin and arthur, and the tonal shift of the show from farting trolls in season 2 to full greek tragedy in season 5 was completely unwarranted and i feel TRICKED as a human person because i expected the end to be bittersweet and make me sad, not table-flipping angry, and i do not at all have high hopes for the finale
but i can ignore something having a “bad last five minutes” i did it for life is strange and final fantasy 13-2 i will do it for merlin but honestly 
speaking on 5.03, after it was over the first time i was like “i can never write my fanfic now because nothing i ever do will be as good as that” but i’m really relieved in that way that that was apparently the last good episode of merlin because now i can continue my work in peace and maybe hopefully even actually finish it
okay commence the liveblog:
love that arthur and merlin are down to just jump off their horses whenever random women start screaming in the distance. season 5 could have been so good, they’re so much more grown up and in sync with one another, i absolutely LOVE their #vibe
it was interesting to me also that arthur DEMANDED a fair trial for this woman despite her being accused of sorcery. god, he was SO CLOSE?? that hatred of magic just can’t really take root in him especially with uther gone...arthur may be an asshole in the early seasons, and he may be quick to anger and quick to lash out in that anger, but it’s just not in him to be cruel, especially needlessly
EVEN THIS LADY IS LIKE “u showed kindness and compassion” arthur is a Good Boy deep down he is he IS he didn’t care a bit about that horn she gave him but still politely said it was beautiful
although lmao the way his face changed when she said it was magic...that’s the STUFF
lowkey losing it at athony head in the credits. i was looking to see if he’d be in the s5 ones since he’s dead and didn’t see him in 5.01 or 5.02 so when i DID see him in 5.03 i was like haha no way did they pay to put him in here i guess i just missed him the first couple of times BUT I WAS WRONG
like, in buffy, they spend an entire episode trying to decide whether or not to necromance their mom or whatever and she doesnt actually APPEAR IN THE EP they never SEE her i thought this would be an episode ABOUT uther i didn’t think uther would be IN it
love that from the get-go arthur’s face screams “i am thinking about making a terrible mistake” and merlin’s face is like “he is thinking about making a terrible mistake”
i’m quite proud of merlin in s5 actually. bad writing aside he uses multiple braincells many times per episode. it’s a vast improvement. same energy as clary from shadowhunters right down to getting shafted in his final season
ive said it before and ill say it again gwen looks SOOO GOOOOD as queen
if this is the anniversary of uther’s death then (if you go by 1 season = 1 year) arthur just turned 30...it’s been nine years and change since merlin met him, and by the end of season 5 it will have been an entire decade
in an otherwise increddibly heavy episode arthur panicking and throwing all the apples out of the bowl so he could cover the horn with it is absolutely priceless. season 5 if nothing else has really hammered home for me what a TERRIBLE liar arthur is - merlin got good at it fast out of necessity but arthur can’t hold a poker face to save his LIFE. “leave it.” “why??” “because i’m telling you to and i’m the king of camelot” buddy......
we were ROBBED. if there had ever been a day where arthur came to accept merlin’s magic but still had to help merlin hide it there could have been an entire episode of arthur nearly blowing merlin’s cover because he’s a nervous nelly and at the end he goes “i cant believe you have had to do this 24/7 for YEARS without a single friend to help you” and merlin goes “well now i have you” anyway.
i love also that repeatedly when arthur goes to do something scary by himself he also brings merlin. they LITERALLY are two halves of a whole
“you’re threatening me with a spoon??” i can’t tell you about the unfortunate fanfics i have seen involving The Spoon. i shall also not mention the ones involving The Glove. we will not speak of it
I CANNOT BELIEVE STONEHENGE IS IIN MERLIN. i got so agitated i did not pay one bit of attention to the conversation following its reveal and me and cathy and had to rewind so i could listen properly
my hate-on for stonehenge goes thusly: stonehenge apocalypse, starring misha collins, is @callowyn‘s favorite movie. i have seen it 45 times. i hate it nearly as much as she loves it. it’s an age-old battle
merlin is so intense when he looks for signs in arthur that he DOESN’T totally hate magic...arthur using magic to see his dad again is one of those signs. he’s willing to turn to it in desperation - maybe he’d be willing in less desperate times too
“my father was taken from me before his time” i mean...he was practically in a coma. so like. he wasn’t
love that when arthur mentions merlins dad ONCE he immediately looks like he’s about to cry. mood. i also want to cry every time i think about merlins dad
up until the moment i laid eyes on uther i was SURE they werent actually gonna do it. i came into this thinking it was a FLASHBACK EP
for the record (and believe me i NEVER thought i’d say this) even though i waited and waited for his demise and cheered when he was gona for good...i really missed uther in season 4. at least with uther you know what you’re getting. agravaine (his replacement as “evil guy who keeps us from being able to solve our problems too easily”) was a slimy cowardly CREEP. and in season 5 i WISH things were as simple as “work around uther’s pigheaded unreasonableness”
for a hot second i really thought uther and arthur would have a nice conversation where they reconciled or said something heartwarming. i was worried about an uther redemption arc - this guy is responsible for the genocide of magic users, he doesn’t deserve redemption - but this show said NOT TODAY and they said it QUICK
WE
ARE
SO
BLESSED
i have A LOT of issues with season 5 but JESUS FUCKING CHRIST THIS WAS DADDY ISSUES 2.0 BROUGHT BACK FROM THE DEAD
repressed trauma returns: harder better faster stronger!! that’s the STUFF
was i not just speaking the other day on my fanfic ask meme about how i love emotionally intense stuff? this is IT babey
uther’s such a bad father! he’s with his only child again for the last time in ever and all he does is tear him a new one! this is why arthur’s such a fucked-up human being (morgana too) 
i’m THRILLED we got to revisit this. his eyes get bigger and bigger and he starts fucking stammering and by the time uther’s done calling him weak and a failure he looks ready to CRY. i was HOLLERING. i still couldnt believe uther was even HERE and not only is he HERE he’s a WRECKING BALL
“this CAN’T be the last time i’ll ever see you” oh buddy you’re gonna wish it was
and he looks back, as he leaves. of COURSE he does. just like lot’s wife. so it goes.
you know how at the end of every supernatural episode sam and dean debrief and talk about their feelings in the car? for merlin and arthur it’s almost always done around a campfire at night - sometimes in arthur’s chambers or other places, but usually out here in the wilderness where it’s just the two of them. i’m...really going to miss it, when it’s gone.
“my father doesn’t approve of the way i’ve chosen to rule his kingdom” “you mean YOUR kingdom”
you know i don’t think i really got...like, fundamentally, on a deep level...that merlin fucking HATES uther
i’ve seen him save uther’s miserable life so many fucking times that i thought for merlin it was kind of the way it was with gwen - he feels nothing for him, but he looks after him for arthur’s sake (or as i came to understand later because he’s professor x about the whole thing)
but the way his expression got SO UGLY when arthur revealed that uther just shit-talked him the entire time...holy fuck
between that & some other stuff that happens later it really paints a clearer picture of like...uther’s dead so merlin doesn't have to hold back anymore and he FUCKING HATES HIM?? like obviously he SHOULD bu i just never SAW it before this. merlin LOATHES him. it’s INCREDIBLE to witness when he bore it so silently for so long. maybe even merlin didn’t realize just how much he hated him until now
and not to get too real here but if youve ever been friends with someone who had an abusive/toxic parent or was in an abusive/toxic relationship and you watch them feeling like shit after and they start making excuses for that asshole like “oh yeah he’s right about x” and you just want to find this horrible person and THROTTLE THEM that emotion is like ALL OVER merlin’s face rn. i didn’t actually seriously "”ship”” merlin and arthur until late season 4/early season 5 (i didnt like dislike it i just wasnt actively bothered by a lack of it) and what changed was this vibe. merlin wants to kill uther all over again just because he made arthur feel this way. he’s so fuckijng PROTECTIVE
and he still almost manages to drag a smile out of him via roasting, god bless these 2
ok so i didnt believe this show would actually DO THAT re: putting uther himself in this ep but i was doubly shocked by the fact that he HITCHED A RIDE AND GOT OUT
me shrieking during this entire poltergeist sequence: OH MY GOD OH MY GOD IT’S REALLY HIM?? HOLY FUCK HE IS LITERALLY HAUNTING ARTHUR I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY’RE DOING THIS I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY’RE GIVING US THIS etc etc etc
actually most of that was probably muffled nonsense because i was yelling with both hands over my mouth
percival’s the realest motherfucker on this whole show. dude survives a murder attempt in which he got an AXE lobbed at him by the fucking GHOST of a power-mad genocidal king and he’s like: yeah idk i guess it fell
there was thunder in the bg for this WHOLE ep and i’m Big into it
absolutely CACKLING at the bit where merlin has to ask arthur if he looked back at uther’s spirit. it’s one of those nice big heavy questions - so heavy, in fact, that arthur can’t answer, can’t even LOOK at merlin, either because he’s ashamed or because he’s bugging out or both. you thought this shit was over? it’s never over! daddy issues are a lifelong ride, pal! arthur’s just get to haunt him literally this time. god it’s so fucking good
can i just say? merlin reads that damning silence reeeal well. and it’s a big, heavy thing to know about arthur - but then again he knows all the big heavy things about arthur
the score for this episode is really good too...very suspenseful and good, adds a lot to the atmosphere, keeps it from getting too slow
there’s a hint of merlin’s absolute HATRED of uther in this conversation again - the way his face tightens when he says “uther would do anything to protect his legacy and that makes him dangerous, who knows what he’s capable of now”
and arthur dismisses him because he can’t hear this but merlin almost refuses to leave - and when he DOES leave, he doesn’t take his eyes off arthur for one fucking second. he stares him down all the way out of the room. i don’t think it’s because he’s angry with arthur, per se - he’s angry with uther, and he knows uther in a way arthur never can or will, as someone ruthless who will kill without warning or remorse. he’s afraid of uther and he’s trying to get arthur to be afraid of uther too before it’s too late and LSDKFJGHSLDFJH
if you’re thinking “thats a lot to interpret from one look” yes it is but i’m right. IT’S A BIG, HEAVY LOOK. NICE AND LOADED. love unpacking all of that
i cant believe this dude tried to KILL GWEN like he really is coming after everything that makes arthur happy. im so glad it was merlin that saved her. i really do think merlin is her best friend
multiple times in this serious arthur fidgets when he’s nervous or thinking, usually with his hands near his mouth. i am endeared to him. my poor boy
“i always knew my father could be cruel but why would he do this to gwen when he knows i love her” BECAUSE HE’S CRUEL
merlin knows. merlin knows his cruelty much better than arthur. boy does he know. i’m dying. it’s fine
love that at this part of the ep we slide seamlessly into the “merlin and arthur are both scared shitless” section which was truly one of my favorite things about the s4 opener. they’re both so fucking jumpy and giving each other shit about being frightened and continuing to be frightened anyway. the DELICIOUS IRONY of arthur finally being scared of uther in the way merlin has been scared of uther for Y E A R S oh my god it’s so GOOD
do also love the entire silent conversation they have when deciding what to do about the door. this is what i mean by their upgraded vibe.l in the early seasons merlin wouldn’t have understood and his lack of understanding would have been played for laughs. now they’re totally in sync
here’s the thing, gaius could have made this magic “able to see uther’s ghost” potion for just arthur and he didn’t. he made it for both of them. everything arthur does merlin does. they’re partners in all things. they’re COMPANIONS. and this is why i finally now Ship It. tragic.
you know this is a kind of weird comparison but late seasons arthur reminds me JUST a bit of gwaine. he complains so much less that he sort of has that same “roll with whatever” vibe to him. pretend to faint so you can steal some guy’s dagger? why not. take this foul potion that may kill us? sure, let’s do it. come what may he’s not really fussed. much more unflappable
until he starts getting spooked again LMFAO 
we do love a good pair of spooked dumbasses. this is charming and entertaining.
leon HAD to know they were lying about poetry. he probably thought they were having.......a tryst,
love also that even in this very dire moment merlin does NOT miss the chance to have some fun at arthur’s expense. that’s true friendship
i got jumpscared three separate times during this ep and one of them was when uther was glaring down merlin and arthur in the hallway after leon left
arthur didn’t jump but he did go hunting after him and to his credit he does not look scared. he looks like a man who is trying to deal with his business and get his shit together
merlin made that FACE again when arthur expressed sadness at hunting his own father because all he ever wanted to DO was make him proud
honestly it’s like since he can’t shit-talk uther he just sings arthur’s praises instead like this here is a guy who is just barely holding his tongue about how fuckin pissed he is. i cant believe it
splitting up was the WORST idea. have they not seen scooby doo??
love that when merlin gets cornered by uther’s ghost and gets scared he yells for arthur and when arthur gets scared because his torch blows out he yells for merlin. you fools, why did you SPLIT UP
uther locks arthur in the room with him, which is already some top tier content, but doubly good? it’s the same room in which arthur nearly ran him through in 2.08. don’t think i didn’t notice. i did notice. i was shrieking into my hands.
seriously this is a pretty calm liveblog but the first time i watched this ep my face was like this the whole time: O O
just kept going “HOLY FUCK HOLY FUCK OH MY GOD” over and over. it was greeat
“arthur your fatal flaw is that you put too much trust in other people” do you think arthur, who now has a complex about people betraying him, ever forgot that for one second in his entire life afterward? me neither
speaking of 2.08 arthur dropped some FACTS “your hatred comes from fear” i'm sure they didn’t do it on purpose but #throwbacks
i’m fully experiencing human emotion. “i’m not you, i can’t rule like you did” he’s trying SO HARD to fight his way out of that bullshit
also lmao arthur like “then you’ll have to kill me” and uther like “yeah okay” arthur didn’t KNOW how this man was this could have been SUCH a good awakening
AND NOW IT’S TIME
FOR MY FAVORITE PART OF THIS EPISODE
when i say merlin hates uther. WHEN I SAY MERLIN H A T E S UTHER
HIS LINE HERE. ok. “get away from him, uther. you’ve caused enough harm” he’s furious! he’s GROWLING! 
“you are just a serving boy” “i am much more than that” listen. human words cannot express the emotion that ran through me. when they said “we’re gonna bring back anthony head as uther” i doubted. when they said “he’s gonna be the bad guy and reopen all of arthur’s old wounds” i doubted. when they said “he’s still here LITERALLY haunting arthur who now has to HUNT HIM” I DOUBTED. i didn’t believe they’d do any of it until it was happening on my screen. but ONE LOOK at merlins face made a MOTHERFUCKING BELIEVER out of me. i knew exactly what he was about to do. pretty sure i gasped “NO” in astonishment
AND HE DID THAT
HE👏
DID👏
THAT👏
NOT ONLY. DID I SHRIEK ALOUD. FULL SCREAM. WHEN IT HAPPENED THE FIRST TIME. BUT JUST NOW. WHEN I WATCHED HIM DO IT AGAIN. MORE SCREAMING.
how LONG do you think merlin had ACHED to do that
to show himself to uther for what he was, what he REALLY WAS, someone to be reckoned with instead of someone to be overlookedd, without fear of consequences
i can’t even like
like just imagine the triple rush of 1. satisfaction 2. rage 3. lingering habitual terror
i think at this moment merlin was closer to and more like morgana than he had ever been and maybe ever will be again. because the two of them have so much in common but one thing i didn’t really clock until now is how much they both hate uther
it’s so good. uther is SHOCKED and DISMAYED and this is like merlin’s old fear come back from death too (getting found out by uther) while at the same time being a dream come true (getting to tell uther what he really thinks, who he really is - “i was BORN with it!”) he’s so ANGRY! he is LIVID!)
he’s also really SATISFIED like “even while you were king there was magic at the heart of camelot” GOD how long has he been WAITING for this and not even realized it
and like then uther starts spewing his hateful bullshit and stalking forward with the intent to kill and my guy merlin who should be terrified STANDS HIS MOTHERFUCKING GROUND and says right over him “you’re wrong, you’re wrong” for thirty beautiful seconds merlin really got to be free. i know i will keep comparing things to 2.08 until i die but it’s just like when arthur was almost ready to kill uther in cold blood because for one perfect, brilliant moment he really and truly saw clearly the world as it was. i really love these moments...the strength of their respective convictions is so gratifying
merlin yeeting uther through a door is also gratifying although i have no idea what he hoped to accomplish by following without waking arthur first
i. LOVE. that the camera lingered a little on the spears or whatever after merlin walked by them. nice little foreshadowing moment
THOSE SPEARS GOT AWFULLY CLOSE BUT IM PRETTY SURE UTHER MISSED ON PURPOSE BECAUSE HE WANTED TO TAKE HIS TIME. HIS MISTAKE
okay merlin spent the better part of a lifetime dreading uther’s death sentence and here’s uther stalking down a hallway sword pointed at his chest and certain death is IMMINENT and what does merlin’s face look like?
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IT’S BETTER IN MOTION BUT HE LOOKS READY TO CRY
my immediate thought: oh jesus what if uther outs him
i knew he wouldnt bc of spoilers but i would bet a benjamin that that was merlin’s first thought too
tbh. i wish he had.
i kind of wonder if merlin doesn’t wish the same thing. like yes being outed like that is terribly violating and he’s terrified of telling arthur obviously or he would have already but at the same time there would be so much relief once it was finally out. no more secret-keeping. no more burden
i mean, if you go back and watch it, dude’s straight up shaking. he’s trembling all over. he’s losing it. that last teary glance they exchanged.......
uther was two SYLLABLES away from blowing the whole thing
and in a better happier canon where arthur knows and was waiting for merlin to tell him this is like double angst because uther wouldve ben blowing something for them both
i like arthurs followup of realizing that he’ll never be able to please uther (step 1 of breaking away from the cycle of abuse) but for the LIFE OF ME
i will NEVER be able to understand why they segued into this GLOVE THING
i’m not talking about the glove thing
i will say however that by the end of this episode i was so hysterical i had to get up and get water and pace around my kitchen for ten minutes fanning my own face
and that’s it. that’s the second-best episode of merlin and the last good episode there ever was
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lokis-lady-death · 6 years ago
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Doesn’t Play Well With Others Episode 2
Loki x Reader
Lady Death: This is less of a series and more of a few snippets of of stories from Stark Towers in Brazil. Reader is an ice mutant that, when S.H.I.E.L.D. disbanded joined the Avengers. Months had passed since the defeat of Thanos and Loki has become a live-in member of the team. The problem? You’ve been put in charge of his training.
Episode 1 (part one has in-heat Jotun!Loki smutt, but this chapter can be read without reading it if that’s not your fancy)
Doesn’t Play Well With Others Episode 2
Paperwork. The bane of anyone's existence. Monotonous, repetitious, boring paperwork.
That was what your Wednesday had become consumed with, more specifically the finalized, typed up, official statement of the Avengers regarding a special mission you, Sam, Nat and Loki had undergone in Russia (codename:Operation MotherLand). The reason you were doing this tedious deed? Because while on the mission, a civilian was caught in the crossfire. Luckily she survived with only a few bumps and bruises, but (as a part of the deal Tony and Steve had made with Secretary of State Thaddeus Ross in construction of the new Sokovia Accords) there must be a detailed report of what caused the civilian to be injured during one of your missions.
It was a hassle, but a necessary one. Just a small price to pay to have the Avengers reinstated and everyone cleared of their past grievances with the legislation.
But the reason you yourself were tasked with this assignment was a bit more complicated: the woman hurt in Russia was injured due to Avenger-in-training Loki, who happened to be under your supervision. His mistakes, it turned out, were your mistakes.  
On Monday:
~”Oh, no, Loki was y/n’s responsibility in Russia,” Sam exclaimed when Ross informed Tony over the speakerphone that there would need to be formal documentation of the entire mission. “I’m not getting stuck with homework all because she couldn’t handle that green diva!”
“No one can handle him, that’s why he was dumped on me in the first place!” you argued. “Nat, come on, you can't agree with him?”
But the Black Widow only shrugged her shoulders. “Im sorry, y/n, but you are technically in charge of him. You knew the risks when you let him come on the mission with us.”
“He has to get experience in the field, you all know that…!”
“All mute points,” Ross interrupted, silencing the room. “I need this event documented or else…”
“Yeah, yeah, or else you’ll have us extradited out of Brazil back to the states and charge us with treason, lock up our loved ones, bla bla bla, evil government jargon. Yes, Rossy. We know the whole spiel, we’ll get you that stuff as soon as… oh no... you’re ….breaking up… Ross-ter?”
“Stark!” echoed in the room before Tony ended the call.
He rolled his eyes and sighed before he turned towards you. “So… about this report?”
“You’re really going to stick me with this? That was an eight month long mission, its going to take me days to write it all up!”
“Then I suggest you get to writing,” the man of iron suggested before patting you on the back. “And next time maybe keep a better eye on our little Shakespeare in the Park. This time someone got a little banged up, but what about next time?” ~
So here you were, writing out a novel’s worth of information to satisfy the governments of the world rather than doing any actual work or training. Which wasn’t too bad, you had to admit. After this past weekend, you could use a break from Loki’s contentious attitude. You hadn’t seen him since the two of you were locked together in the containment box and frankly you didn’t want to.
It had turned out Loki Odinson, declared prince of Asgard, was actually a frost giant. What's more, he had convinced Thor to lie to you while he hid away, going through some type of animalistic heat cycle that ended with the two of sleeping together. Suffice to say, things between you were a tad more complicated. You had an already stressful enough relationship since he had joined the Avengers, so much so that you didn’t need the added complication that would come from talking about what had happened: one time, didn't mean anything, never gonna happen again sex.
You typed away on the computer, trying to push Loki to the back of your mind as you turned up the music on your phone.
He had distracted you since Saturday when the “incident” occured. Afterwards you locked him and Thor in the containment cell to teach them a lesson about lying to you- and partially because you needed a moment to yourself before having to face the brothers Grimm.
You had even threatened to tell Tony about the entire incident just to “put the fear of God” in them. In reality, in the three days since Tony has been back at the tower, you hadn't had the slightest inkling to rat the Odisons out.
And they both knew it, too.
Though you hadn't seen Loki since releasing them from their makeshift jail, Thor had made it a point to find you once he realized you hadn't reported them.
~”I greatly appreciate you keeping this weekend a secret, Lady y/n. It means  lot to my brother and I that you didn't tell Tony Stark… though I know I should tell him myself, but you see…” The god of thunder paused, trying to feel out his words carefully. “You see, I don't know if you've noticed, but Loki staying here has been a bit…”
“Messy, chaotic,” you interrupted, “Dangerous?”
“Yes, admittedly all of those things. It's just that I am all Loki has left. He doesn’t feel accepted by the Asgardians, he doesn’t feel accepted by Midgardians. I know him being here is not ideal and everyone has their doubts,  but I cannot abandon my brother. So you keeping this secret for him, it really means a lot to us both. Even if he won't admit it.”~
There wasn’t much you could say to him at the time, just nod and go on about your day. Truth be told, you were keeping another secret for Loki (the two of you sleeping together) but you weren’t going to be the one to let him know.
“Shit, I’m never going to finish this,” you grumbled when you were STILL dwelling on Loki and things related to him. It wasn’t made easier that the report you were writing was practically about him.
Accepting you weren’t going to get anything done, you looked down at your mug. You didn’t know how long you had been working, but what was left of your coffee had gotten cold and you were starting to get hungry. Saving your work, you closed your laptop and ventured out of your room to the kitchen in your apartment.
You were walking through the hallway when you heard three distinct, short raps at your apartment door.
“Just a sec,” you shouted, peaking in the mirror that hung in the hall. You cursed yourself for not bothering with makeup this morning, less from the dark circles under your eyes and more for the sizable teeth marks embedded in the crook of your neck from where Loki had bitten you. You pulled your hair out of its tie and wrapped it methodically around your shoulders until you were sure it was hidden enough.
When you got to the door, you tapped the special keypad on the side to activate the two-way-mirror feature installed on all the apartment doors that allowed anyone inside to see who was at their door.
Your heart thumped extra hard at the sight of Loki standing with his hands folded behind his back, impatiently shifting from one foot to the other as he stared off down the hall nervously.
You couldn’t help but scoff, “Speak of the devil.”
Closing your eyes you tried to envision what could possibly come of speaking with him, until he knocked again in the same manner.
This time you managed to make out the squareness of his shoulders, the tightness of his lips.
He was in a serious mood, making you all the more apprehensive to answering the door.
You finally swung it open, meeting his grimace with a wide eyed and toothy smile. “Well if it isn’t everyone’s favorite My Chemical Romance backup dancer. Is there something I can help you with?”
He pulled a piece of paper out from behind his back. “We had training. We were scheduled at 0800. It is now 1200,” he told you pointedly. You couldn’t help but quirk you brow, confused that, of all things, this is what he had come to discuss.
“What a surprise. All the times I’ve had to hunt you down and drag you to training and the one day I forgot, you actually hunt ME down?” You took a moment to appreciate the poetic irony of the moment before declaring, “Yeah, I’m not doing that. I’m busy with paperwork. But I appreciate the enthusiasm, keep it up and I’ll be ready to get right on that training as soon as I’m done. Okay bye,” and you tried to shut your door.
Loki shoved his heavy boot in the doorway in time to stop it from closing.
“No, that isn't all. Don’t think I haven’t noticed you avoiding me. First you didn’t even tell me of the meeting with the man of iron Monday and, counting today, you have missed three training sessions.”
Your eyes narrowed up at him but you didn’t say anything.
What could you say, he wasn’t wrong. Even now, being this close to him, you felt an ache begin to form in the pit of your stomach. An ache you didn’t quite know how to place.
Loki cleared his throat, looking away when he told you, “While I appreciated the peace and quiet at first, now I am quite curious as to whether or not we should discuss what happened…”
You begged your heart to stop pounding in your chest, but failed. “Absolutely not, there’s no reason to do that. We can go back to our regularly scheduled bickering sessions when I’m not knee deep in this report.”
“Report, what report?” There was a height in his tone, perhaps concerned over the linguistics of your report.
“Don’t worry, it’s not on THAT. It’s about the mission in Russia last week.”
“Why?” he asked incredulously. “If I remember correctly, the mission was a success.”
“You realize you caused a woman to get hurt?”
At that Loki let out a scowl, realizing what particular moment you were speaking of. “I diverted a weapon from hitting a teammate- you, actually, if I remember correctly. I thought that’s what Avengers did was save people? Is that not what you heros are always going on about? Saving lives?”
“Not teammates lives, you greased up Link-wannabe, you’re supposed to protect civilians! Not help a building to fall on them!”
In the midst of Operation MotherLand, while coming under heavy fire from several assailants, Sam and Nat were split up from you and Loki. You had instructed Loki to maintain the four civilians with you while you tried to get the upper hand in the situation. You had managed to radio Nat and could make out a clearing to get through behind the shooters. Unbeknownst to you, someone had come up behind you with the intention of ending the stand-off. Loki instinctively grabbed hold of the man and threw him. Fortunately for you, the assailant hadn’t had time to take the shot. Unfortunately for one of the civilians, Loki had thrown the man into a column supporting the roof over your heads, crumbling the the already damaged structure. The building began collapsing around you all and, while all four civilians weren’t killed, one woman’s leg had gotten pinned under some rubble.
“I promise I’m the first one to acknowledge what you did was... helpful. But the fact remains that our job was to secure the terrorists and help any innocents who got in the crossfire. My safety, your safety, anyone else on our team, it all comes after. There is only the mission and ensuring civilians make it out.”
Squaring his jaw, Loki clicked his tongue before responding, “I’m sorry, Lady y/n. Next time I’ll simply allow the enemy to shoot you.”
The two of you locked eyes as you opened the door enough to step up to him. “I’m only going to say this once, so listen up: I didn’t join the Avengers to be saved, Loki. I’m not some damsel in distress. I joined to SAVE lives and while I love every single member on this team, I know, and they know, that if it comes to an innocent or one of us,” you shrugged your shoulders. “It’s called sacrifice. Everytime I go out, or Steve goes out, or Nat, or Sam or even Thor, we know there is always that chance that we may not come back. We do what we can to be smart about it, but the fact of the matter is innocents come first.”
“Oh! Please!” Loki snorted, pressing a finger to your chest and making you step backwards into the apartment as he moved forward. “You expect me to believe you’re so self righteous that you believe sacrifice to be the only way? The midgardian was hurt, but she lived. And you lived. Yes, she may have been worse for ware, but you would have died. I don’t see that as a bad trade.”
“Yep. Self righteous. Okay, Loki, I think that concludes this week’s episode of Days of our Lives, you can leave now,” you strained to say, no longer looking at him. This wasn’t the first time you had this fight. The two of you argued the entire flight home from Russia about this very same thing.
Letting out a sigh, you shook your head. “I’ll pick up our training when I’m done with this report. If you’re so broken up about missing training, you can go play with Tony’s simulators until then.” When he didn’t make a motion to move, you glanced up. “This is the part where you leave.”
You were stunned when, rather than turning to leave you in peace, the god of mischief stepped inside and closed the door behind him.
“Loki?” you spoke softly, feeling a rise in your chest. “What are you-”
“Why didn’t you tell Tony or the others?”
The change in subject was unexpected, and honestly you wondered if he was talking about him being a Jotun or the sex you had. “Maybe I did?” you lied.
Loki snickered at the suggestion, tilting his head to show you the smirk on his face. “Please, darling, lying to the prince of lies?” He tsked. “Really. Why didn't you tell them? I know you have all been itching to cast me out, so why ruin a perfectly good opportunity?”
“Cast you out?” you repeated. You backed away, needing some distance and hoping he wouldn’t notice how tense he made you. “We don't want to cast you out, you hard headed asshat. We want you to FOLLOW DIRECTION. And NOT LIE! Two habits that CLEARLY seem to be a foreign concept for you.”
When the god of mischief only  narrowed his eyes, you went on with a sigh. “Look, I already told you I won't tell anyone about you turning into Smurfette and as far as everything else,” despite yourself you blushed thinking about it, “It's really not a big deal. So much so we don't have to mention it. Ever.”
Loki watched you, no longer smiling, but deep in concentration as he mulled over what you said. “So you would keep all of this a secret?”
“What's a secret between teammates?” And in a bold action, you held out your hand. “I'll make you a deal, right now. I won't tell anyone about you being Frosty.” Loki reached out to take your hand, but you retracted it before adding, “BUT you have to promise you won't lie to me anymore cause that shit is getting real old real fast.”
The poker face the god of mischief wore was enough to make you second guess yourself, contemplating just how much risk you were taking in keeping his true Jotun bloodline from the rest of the Avengers. You had never had to keep a secret from your team and the feeling was bitter. You knew after the falling out between Steve and Tony that secrets didn’t make friends, but Loki and Thor were both right: the team didn't care for the raven haired x employee of Thanos. Any reason to discredit him would most likely result in his expulsion from the team.
But if you could train him to not be such a liability on missions, the new development might prove easier to wave off.
Before you changed your mind, Loki took your hand, wrapping his fingers tightly around your hand. “I accept.” He offered you a sly smile that only made you feel more uneasy. You hastily pulled your hand away to reach for the door’s handle.
“So now that's all cleared away, you can go play with the simulators and I can get my report….” as the door clicked out of its lock, Loki reached over your head and pushed the door back shut. You turned, looking up at him as you pressed your back to the door. “I take it there's more?” you tried to say in your normal bemused tone, when really your chest was fluttering. He was so close.
There was a darkness to his face you couldn't quite read, just different enough from his normal brooding manner to make you hold your breath.
It was the same look he had in the containment cell, minus the red eyes.
“Loki, you're sorta freaking me out, you’re not about to tell me frost giants lay eggs that burst out through people's chest right?” It was a half joke half serious concern.
“I haven't slept in days, y/n,” Loki confessed. He pressed a hand against his forehead as he went on, “Ever since I changed back -I cannot explain it- but I haven't felt… myself. Normally once a cycle is complete I feel fine but these past few days...” His eyes left yours just as you felt his hand come up and swipe through your hair. It wasn't until you saw his eyes widen that you realized he was looking at the bite mark he had left on you. “Did I...” His brow creased.
“It’s really no big deal,” you forced out, trying your damnedest to convince him so he would drop it.  
His jaw clenched while he tried to read any hidden messages you may be concealed. “Y/n, are you afraid of me?”
“Excuse me? Don't be ridiculous, of course I'm not-”
“Really?” he pressed, closing the space between you before leaning down into your ear. “Because I can only imagine how terrified you must have been-” His fingers traced up your arms, sending goosebumps all over your body. “-trapped alone in a cage with a monster...”
A hard set of knocks vibrated through your back, instantly making you go quiet even before Loki’s hand came down over your mouth. You didn’t know if he did it out of reflex or because he honestly believed you would scream, but you furrowed your brow at him before smacking his hand away.
“Yes?” you called out, noting the distinctive flaring of Loki’s nostrils as he waited for you to give him away.
“Hey, it’s Nat!”
You backed off the door and shoved Loki to the side, cracking the door just enough to not be rude but also hiding the god of mischief. You smiled at your neighbor from across the hall, beaming, “Sup! To what do I owe the pleasure?”
“Actually, I need a favor. I got a call to go back out to run more surveillance in Russia.”
“That job has really become a shit show hasn't it?”
“You don't even know the half of it. We are all due back out after we get a bit more intelligence on the overall operation. Turns out it's a little bigger than we originally thought.”
“Isn't it always?”
She huffed in agreement before asking, “Anyway, d’ya mind feeding Maleficent for me while I’m gone? Should be back in the next day or two.”
“Yeah, sure, no problem. Her food’s in the fridge, right?”
“Yup. Alright, I’ll see you when I get back, keep the satellite phone on hand for when I get bored of listening to Sam and his invincible move on Mortal Kombat.” You were jealous Nat always got paired off with Sam on these missions; he always had the best handheld games to make the time pass.
“Most definitely,” you agreed, leaning through the doorway to hug her shoulders. “See you. And stay safe.”
“I’m so safe my codename should be Safety Nat.” She shot you a look before you began pulling your door closed. You knew when she didn't start walking that she had something else she wanted to say, only opening it back up when she came out with, “Y/n, are you okay? You’ve been kind of quiet since the meeting the with Ross. You missed our wine date.”
“We had a wine date?” you laughed.
“Every weeknight is our wine date. So you've missed two.”
“And here you are, blowing me off for tonight's date. What a terrible pair we are.” Shaking your head with another chuckle, you clarified, “I’m fine, just been working on this stupid report.”
“How much more you got left?” But she didn’t let you answer. Instead, Nat reached out and took your hand in hers. “I’m sorry you’re kinda getting drug through it because of Loki, but it’s just like that with new recruits. Sometimes you luck up and get trainees that want to give it their all, follow the rules, and always know just what to do. But sometimes you get…”
“You get someone who wants to be a solo act and doesn’t understand how to be a team player,” you finished, feeling Loki’s eyes burning on the back of your head. “But it’s fine now. We’re working on some team building skills… ya know, something to help get him ready for our next mission. ”
“Well, I wish you all the luck in the world,” she told you honestly, giving you her signature smolder before waving her fingers at you, finally heading off.
You watched her disappear into the elevator down the hall until suddenly Loki's hand caught the door and pushed it closed, nearly clipping face. “Now, where were we?“
You pressed your hand to Loki's chest, forcing him against the door, making sure he saw you didn't flinch. “Let me take this opportunity to make this perfectly clear: I am NOT afraid of you. You think just ‘cause you turn blue and have freaky eyes you scare me? Please. I've gone head to head with the Hulk after Bruce flipped out in the middle of a covert mission in Argentina. Blue, green, purple, I dont give a shit what color someone is, i’ll kick anyone’s ass that breaks off from a mission.” Loki inhaled sharply and you could tell you had made your point to the god of mischief: that he, in fact, didn't frighten you in the least.
After a long moment of the two of you trying to stare each other down, you let him go.
“You lied to your friend,” Loki grumbled under his breath while he straightened his cloak,, his eyes never once leaving you. “You said we were working on team skills.”
“We are,” you snapped back, aggravated by his relentlessness. “1800 hours. Meet in training room 7b. And don’t bring this shitty attitude.”
His jaw clenched, his eyes narrowed, all while he thought on the suggestion. “Alright. 1800 hours, 7b. I’ll see you then.” Retreating, he glanced over his shoulder at you one last time before closing the door behind him.
Leaning your back against the door and letting your body slide down, you couldn’t help but breath out in relief that he was finally gone. Regardless of how good your straight-face game was from years of training in special ops and concealment, you were beginning to waver. Putting your hand on your chest, you willed yourself to breath, trying to calm down enough to think straight.
How were you going to be able to train with Loki if simply looking at him made your heart race? When touching him made you breathless?
You ran your hands over your face, letting out an UGH as you remembered you still needed to go finish the report.
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tommyquackson · 6 years ago
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Not My Gif (but its killing me)
Pairing: Peter Parker x Reader
Warnings: None
Summary: You don’t like Peter Parker. Peter Parker doesn’t like you
Authors Note: The title sucks i know...im thinking about changing it. Anyway, new fic! i like the concept and i think yall will too. im not sure how many parts buts its gonna be quite a few cause this is a slowburn folks.
Peter Parker was the world biggest asshole. Okay, maybe that’s not true but for some unknown reason, he got under your skin. He always had something to say or correct you about. He thinks because he saved Queens from some flying villain, he’s a superhero.
You’ve tried your best to avoid him but everyone in the tower seemed to love him, especially Tony. You lived in the tower and had known everyone longer than Peter had, so why did they like him more? Because he wasn’t a weapon? Because he didn’t need to be taken care of and babied all the time?
You were like everyone’s child they felt like they had a responsibility to protect. You tried not to blame them too much because you understood. You came to the Avengers when you were only 13, you didn’t like talking about it much.
Nevertheless, everyone took it upon themselves to raise you, which was a blessing and a curse. Steve and Bucky were like your dads (Steve adopted you so you wouldn’t have to leave him). Thor and Sam were your fun uncles. Natasha, Clint and Bruce were the serious ones and Tony was like that one guy who always comes and gives you present whenever he sees you. Wanda was like your older sister and Fury was like your grandfather.
Now you’re 16 and no longer the only “baby” on the team. Though technically, Peter Parker isn’t on the team.
“Uncle Thor, please let me come to Asgard! I wanna see Uncle Loki, he hasn’t visited in weeks! I’ll try and talk to Jane for you, or I can clean your hammer? I’ll be good I promise! Please just take me with you!” You pleaded with the god.
“Why do you want to go so bad? Your father, Steve would kill me” He questions picking up his large hammer. You go to correct him when you’re interrupted.
“Why would Steve kill you?” Natasha asks walking into the living room with a bottle of water.
“Y/n wishes to return to Asgard with me”
“absolutely not” She says calmly as she usually is.
“You dont understand Nat! You don’t like it when I go to school!” You stomp your foot whining.
“I only want you safe and goin with Thor is dangerous” She says giving me the look.
“Ooh, what’s dangerous? I want in!” Sam says walking in with Steve behind him.
“Y/ns trying to go to Asgard with Thor” Natasha says.
“Thor! She’s just a child!” Steve scowls while Sam shouts dope while high fiving me.
“It was not I, she was begging me!” Thor points at me, making steve put his hands on his hips while lecturing me on the dangers of space travel.
“Friday? Call bucky to the living room” Steve says suddenly.
“Steve, no there’s no ne-“ I beg.
“Oohhhh, Y/ns in trouble!” Sam says like a child, resulting in everyone turning to scold him.
“What’s going on?” Bucky says entering the now full room.
“Y/n is trying to sneak away to Asgard with Thor!” Steve tells bucky.
“I was not! I just wanted-“
“Do you know how dangerous that is? Thor is a God, you’re a teenager-“ Bucky begins lecturing with Steve’s support and added input.
“FINE! It’s Peter! I don’t like him” I shout silencing everyone. Peter was coming to stay with us for a while because Tony thinks he could be an avenger or some shit.
“That’s extremely rude!” Steve says going back into dad mode.
Everyone begins adding their two cents and suddenly it’s too loud. Somewhere in the bumble, Thor left to Asgard and you stopped listening.
Suddenly, Tony walks in with Peter excitedly trailing behind him.
“WHATS GOING ON?” Tony silences the room.
“Nothing, Tony. What’s up?” You ask crossing your arms.
“That attitude, too much like me for my liking, Steve, Bionic Buck, Id watch that if I were you. Anyhow, I wanted to let you all know, Peter is here.” Tony says plopping down on a couch, stealing some chips from Sams hand. Peter awkwardly sits near him, his large duffel bag and metal case placed next to him.
Everyone welcomes Peter. He looks at you smirking and you roll your eyes and retreat to your room. Why did everyone like him so much? He was irritating! Who did he think he was?
“Y/n, may I come in?” Steve says from outside your door. You groan and have friday open the door. You move over to your seat by the window where all your plants are. You use you powers to give them water and make the soil suitable for them. Sure you could just use your powers to grow the plants themselves but where’s the fun in that.
“I’m sorry everyone was yelling at you. You’re a teenager and you’re entitled to your feelings and opinions, but it may help if you discuss these feelings with someone” Steve speaks sitting down on your bed. “I’m always here to listen, everyone is really”. You roll your eyes at his words.
“Please stop reading parenting articles you find, Cap. I just- I don’t know. There’s something about Peter, we just don’t get along! Everytime we train he acts like i’m evil or something. Home is where i can be away from him and the drama but now he’s staying with us and possibly joining forever and it’s like my homes being invaded” You speak to Steve, creating fire and water in your hands while you do so.
Unbeknownst to you, Peter could hear your every word. He had asked Mr Stark where the bathroom was and had somehow mad his way to your room. He felt bad for listening but he wanted, no needed to know why you didn’t like him. Sure, he was a little bit more rude than May would approve of, but that was only in response to your coldness. Hearing you spill your heart to Captain, he felt bad about staying here, even if he was just listening to Mr. Stark.
“Please, y/n just try to accept him and be his friend. You go to school with him and he’s really a nice boy. Just please, and try to limit the use of fire” Steve begs, while also giving you his “I’m captain america so you have to listen to me or its considered treason” look. You roll your eyes playfully and give Stevie a hug before going back to the little plants. 
You sat thinking of how in the world you were going to try to get through Peter’s cold side without using your fire. Maybe if you’re just indifferent to him...YEA, that’ll work! If you just act like strangers. You don’t have to talk to him, it’ll probably make this week easy, push Peter away.
Little did you know Peter had come to the opposite conclusion. He had found the bathroom and after returning, he decided the only way to get to the bottom of your coldness, he had to dig deeper. Who knows, maybe you’ll even become friends.
PART 2 
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