#hilda raz

[meaningfall]

From “Widow” in What is Good by Hilda Raz

[vyvie]

Read my stupid stories again and then read Pristine by Hilda Raz. I'm in love with the line "You tell me the word pristine was perfect" but I don't think it has the same meaning to me as it had to her when she wrote it.

Pristine means untouched, unspoiled, or otherwise spotless. But that has never put a good feeling in my mouth. All I see when I buy something new is an item that has yet to have been loved, and after loving it, it will change into something that I have left a mark upon. The idea that pristine means perfect (I know I'm misquoting but I don't care) is so strange to me. Pristine means something that isn't cared enough about to be worn, or to be used. Like a trophy on a shelf more than an item that you genuinely value.

Anyways that's why I am very rough on shoes when I first get them. I hate it when they're all like right off the shelf and unmarked or anything.

(also I wrote a short poem about it that I will post when I get around to it)

[starshadyy]

blorbo color wheel! 🌈

[dandelionsinthepavement]

The echoing of your surroundings (they remind you)

The thread just won't go through the needle,

And you will never be good enough.

You slip on sneakers covered in dirt, from spring days with friends. (you can still imagine the warmth you felt,) and the sun reminds you, You will never be good enough.

The boy next-door is playing with your sister, they laugh, (Like all kids do,) And their smiles remind you, You will never be good enough.

Three visitors, family from far away countries. You speak four words, the boiling kettle drowns out replies. You hand the tea to a familiar smile, (there's too much milk..) and the forgotten cup reminds you, You will never be good enough.

You read a poem once, you were young and dumb. One about ears and music, 'Pristine' it said. And the words, ('you tell me the word pristine was perfect, it was the cure.') they remind you, you will never be good enough.

You wrote frantic words, a cry for help, hidden behind metaphors without meaning. You try again, it's unfinished. (a half-poem, a half-story, a half-finished poet,) And it reminds you,

You will never be good enough.

[sh0tasp4rklec0rner]

What even is my type in shotas? 😭 Like my top 5 favs are Raz from Psychonauts, Mob from Mob Psycho 100, Kid from Kid Cosmic, David from Hilda, and Louie from Ducktales 2017… 0_o

Can someone decipher this please lol XD

Okay, first off, your shota lineup is iconic, but yeah, I get why you’re confused—these guys are all over the map! It’s like a full spectrum of shota greatness!

But if I had to pick, Mob is my favorite. He’s such a gem and doesn’t get nearly enough love as a shota! He’s so cute and has such a pure heart... He deserves more appreciation honestly!

[rae-ven13]

Because I am a maker of poems

And you are a maker of music

You tell me the word pristine was perfect

-excerpt from Pristine by Hilda Raz

[toycoheartful]

PawPant's Voice Actor

(Rabbidbot "Toyco" White-Rabbit - She cannot talking about not voice anymore but She can Hissing like a Snake)

Rabbidmini - Voice of Amber Hood on Stun Bunny (Nicktoon: Attack of the Toybots)

Attilio Von Chupacabra - Voice of David Kaufman on Danny Fenton (Danny Phantom)

Carly Von Chupacabra - Voice of Katie Crown on Izzy (Total DramaRama)

Donnie Von Chupacabra - Voice of Andy Berman on Dib Membrane (Invader Zim)

Jose Von Chupacabra - Voice of Dan Castellaneta on Grampa Simpson (The Simpsons)

Minnie Monarch-Butterfly - Voice of Tara Strong on Princess Unikitty (Unikitty)

Wallace Yellow-Crested Cockatoo - Voice of Steven Kelly on Byron (Brawl Stars)

Robert Fusibot - Voice of Michaela Dietz on Amethyst (Steven Universe)

Andrea Satyr - Voice of Barbara Dunkelman on Nerris (Camp Camp)

Eva "Ninety-One" Xoloitzcuintli - Voice of Kate Micucci on Dr. Fox (Unikitty)

Mackie Computer - Voice of Carlos Alazraqui on Walden (Wow! Wow! Wubbzy!)

King Balor Boitatá - Voice of Paul Greenberg on Manjimutt (Yo-Kai Watch)

Zella La-Llorona - Voice of Megan Cavanaugh on Nissa (Jimmy Neutron Boy Genius)

Mahavir Great White-Shark - Voice of John Stephen Goodman on Baloo (The Jungle Book 2)

Cosmo Vintage Toy-Robot - Voice of Lindsay Jones on Space Kid (Camp Camp)

Kenia Russian Blue - Voice of Marissa Lenti on Nita (Brawl Stars)

Winona Unicorn - Voice of Kimiko Glenn on Izzy (My Little Pony: A New Generation)

Mr. Dicky Water Python - Voice of Rowan Atkinson on Zazu (The Lion King)

Rasputin "Raz" Mountain Zebra - Voice of Kai Skrotzki on Chester (Brawl Stars)

Izzy Jerboa - Voice of Katie Snyder on Colette (Brawl Stars)

Bella Firefighter - Voice of Cristina Vee Valenzuela on Marinette Dupain-Cheng/Ladybug (Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir)

Opal Petalmen - Voice of Maggie Roswell on Mona Simpson (The Simpsons)

Monday Poodle - Voice of Nicki Rapp on Lili Zanotto (Psychonants 2)

Eis "Eastern" Traffic Light - Voice of Howard Ryshpan on Geppetto (Pinocchio 3000)

Winter Polar Bear - Voice of Rachael MacFarlane on Hayley Smith (American Dad!)

Modem Sliverback Gorilla - Voice of Scott McCord on Owen (Total Drama)

Edward Pixie - Voice of Audrey Wasilewski on Tuck (My Life as a Teenage Robot)

Valentina Bilby - Voice of Wendy Schaal on Francine Smith (American Dad!)

Peter Pileated Woodpecker - Voice of Sonja Ball on Pinocchio (Pinocchio 3000)

Dexter Harpie - Voice of Jill Talley on I.Q. (Wacky Races 2017)

Cayden Jack In The Box - Voice of James Arnold Taylor on Wooldoor Jebediah Sockbat (Drawn Together)

Gravestone Black Flying Fox - Voice of Ed Mace on Mortis (Brawl Stars)

Blu Milk Snake - Voice of Kat Cressida on Dee Dee (Dexter's Laboratory)

Shay Ghoul - Voice of Steve Carell on Hammy (Over the Hedge)

Gina Green-Boost - Voice of Elsie Lovelock on Uzi (Murder Drones)

Stitches - Voice of Zane VanWicklin on Arnold Shortman (Hey Arnold!)

Corbin Black Panther - Voice of Jason Lee on Bones (Monster House)

Valentina Bilby - Voice of Wendy Schaal on Francine Smith (American Dad!)

Snow-White Polish Rabbit - Voice of Bella Ramsey on Hilda (Hilda the Series)

Hurricane Kirin -

[spiritunwilling]

Girl - Jamaica Kincaid | Pristine - Hilda Raz

[beezonia]

Hopefully got more of the psychonauts au coming today!!!!

But have some extra stuff for it as I try to come up with a coherent plot

——-

So each senior agent has like a mentee they teach and help gain skills a psychonaut would need.

Hershel and Emmy take care of Luke but Hershel isn’t actually Luke’s mentor (it’s Emmy btw)

Claire gets Clive

Sophia gets Flora

Randall gets kat

Alfendi goes at his own pace and ends up working with Hilda instead

Clark and Brenda end up taking ariana and tony

Angela and Henry don’t get mentees until later in crow and the black ravens

——

Sophia’s speciality is herbaphony and her office is filled with not only her art supplies but a load of plants she takes care of!

Her mindscape is one big art studio but much like milla’s she’s hiding something in a memory vault

She can also teleport along with her strong telepathy

Clive is the raz of this au and his speciality is mind reading and invisibility along with the time bubble and clairvoyance

He and Claire get along like a house on fire

Angela is cryokinetic/pyrokinetic but her pyromancy is the much more prominent (her speciality basically)

Her cryokinesis pretty much only appears of she’s both sad/angry or her emotions are out of control (which happens much more then she likes to admit looking at you Randall)

Angela’s other powers include, psi blast and marksmanship along with shield

Henry is a hydrokinetic it’s his speciality and he’s a mind reader/telepath along with this

Randall has a strong psi blast along with his speciality which is the teleportation and his strong clairvoyance/levitation

Kat is the other zoolingualism Haver and sherl is her companion along with her levitation skills (speciality)/invisibility

Ernest is a cryokinetic along with his telepathy/mind reading skills and a bit of hydrokinesis

Flora is another herbaphony specialist along with her strong levitation and shield skills

——-

But yeah these are all subject to change so these aren’t accurate as of now if you have any ideas lmk my asks are open for the au specifically!!

[demonstars]

10, 15, 16, 17, 40 . u don't have to answer them all i just can't pick to save my life lol :]

HIII NO WORRIES I LOVE QUESTIONS

10. Has a piece of writing ever “haunted” you? Has your own writing haunted you? What does that mean to you?

for me it's like. sometimes i read a poem or hear a song or read a book that reshapes the way i think, not matter how small it is, and it is a forever kind of thing. the thing is, we're forever changing and evolving everyday, so there's probably a thousand little pieces of writing that have haunted me. i guess the first one that comes to mind is "Defense of Violeta Parra", which is a beautiful love letter from a brother to a sister.

i don't think my writing is that great tho lol so it's a no from me. but some day ! hopefully!

15. Do you write in the margins of your books? Dog-ear your pages? Read in the bath? Why or why not? Do you judge people who do these things? Can we still be friends?

i am a fucking beast about book mantainment my most beloved books are broken, have pages almost ripped, they're marked and battered and twisted. a lot of notes on the inside, in between pages, just completely worn out. i guess i really like to live books and am also not going to lie, im very clumsy. i hope this doesn't make anyone hate me?

16. What’s the weirdest thing you’ve ever used as a bookmark?

it would be a teaspoon. it was clean so it didn't stain or anythign !!!

17. Talk to me about the minutiae of your current WIP. Tell me about the lore, the history, the detail, the things that won’t make it in the text.

HM well i guess i've spoken about it quite a bit ! mainly writing a dream discovers makeup fic which actually started back in february when he mentioned wanting to do george's makeup? at first the fic was going to be just that — dream trying makeup on and then putting stuff on george, but it evolved a bit farther away with stuff happened in and our of the fandom. the concept itself changed a lot because of my own biases a bit (because at first i was like "surely he would hide this from snf" but then i realized that was reeaaally stupid) . i hope that suffices! hopefully this fic will be done before may wraps up but honestly, i just write what i feel atm so nobody knows

40. Please share a poem with me, I need it.

my dear i will inflict upon you pristine by hilda raz,i hope you love it as much as i do

[electricfied-wolf]

And before we get to far, can I have a little context on what you are keep/changing for TEW au bit?

Alrighty, accidentally deleted SO MUCH so I'm bitterly restarting:

Keeps:

Tatiana's whole lore and being the ice witch, along with all of her other fellas and kids being part of her crew.

Keeping the village, they've been haunted by her for a very long time and the modern folks don't know how to deal with her. They do have some tech, but Tatiana/Belos do NOT have any modern stuff.

Still like the idea of how the Aquatos get there, wanna keep them in.

Keeping pretty much all fandoms that were originally in it. They're all still chill lol.

Changes/Additions and lore too:

Trolls (with my personal au lore, don't know abt adding the bergens bc I have no ideas for them yet), Steven Universe even tho I SWORE it was already in there, Starlight Express (obviously), Hilda maybe (new season drops soon I don't wanna jump the gun), and HTTYD-The Nine Realms bc I'm attached to these kiddos no matter how many quirks the show has.

Wonderful concept of Luz being raised by Eda, got separated from her mom as a little kid and Eda took her in and raised her beside King. She tried to teach her how to us magic, was VERY surprised when Luz rushed up to her showing her glyphs excitedly. Not sure if Luz would have to wait to get her staff for as long or if she would've obtained String Bean FAR earlier seeing as Eda raised her in this. Going to have to change the au's name slightly bc I forgot she takes on the Clawthorne name in this one. Glad we didn't get too far lmao.

Eda has her suspicions about King being a titan. She doesn't know for sure straight away, but she's no idiot. She's seen the books detailing the vague history of titans. But she's never seen a demon that looks like King in her life. She continues to ignore it however, insisting King doesn't look exactly like the pictures and is likely a mimic of some sort. She feeds into his idea that he's the "King of Demons" even though a part of her deep down knows it's not true. Which is WHY she's so terrified when Luz insists on going out into the world with him, because the ice witch is bringing winter upon more and more places further down the mountain. Luz wants to stop the eternal winter from covering the planet, Eda's heart drops thinking she might lose her son and daughter.

Not sure which kids would and wouldn't live in the village, I don't think Steven and Connie would. Also not sure if his family would still be aliens or instead would be some kind of mystical gem race that did start on earth, but regardless he lives a bit far off. A mishap with Lion's portals as he and Connie are on an exploration leads him to encounter Luz and King early on. They become fast pals and Steven hurriedly agrees to help with her mission. Connie takes a bit of convincing but agrees as well.

TEW!Hunter is. An interesting lad to say the least. Still a grimwalker, he just has longer hair, not sure how he'd meet Flapjack and only vaguely sure of how he'd encounter the crew. He's very cutthroat, being raised up in a fancy palace far away from anyone else. He only knows the witches of the covens/the covenheads, his uncle, and the Collector...who he is annoyingly forced to call his cousin. Well, he acts annoyed around others, but the truth is he loves the little fella. They're friends, and he frequently steals the round prison that traps the poor thing, so that the two can talk without Belos prying in.

Vague vague idea where in a middle part of the plot, as they're befriending the Golden Guard, he sneaks his imprisoned star-child cousin out to the squad and begs them to get him far away from Belos' palace. Because he doesn't want the Collector to get hurt.

The crew that comes together to try and stop the eternal winter are Raz and his siblings, the "intern" kids, Steven and Connie (+Lion), and Luz and her witchy friends. Plus King and the Collector. They're very ambitious but confident they can do it.

[meaningfall]

What is Good by Hilda Raz

[clems-grove]

“Pristine” by Hilda Raz my babygrill I will love u 4EVA!!!!

[kkilljoys]

I FOUND THE POEM !! Pristine by Hilda Raz:)

[sincerelyaaron]

Because I am a maker of poems And you are a maker of music You tell me the word pristine was perfect. It was the cure.

[thatonefruit]

Pristine

BY HILDA RAZ

I am sick with worry when you call. You tell me a story about ears How the doctor asked about your earaches Peered in and pronounced “Pristine. Clean as a whistle.” And you were cured. Because I am a maker of poems And you are a maker of music You tell me the word pristine was perfect. It was the cure. Yesterday I went to the hospital To hear my heart beat in her various chambers. I knew the sounds: The Fly Bird from the right ventricle The Go Go from the left The Here I am from under the rib.