#hiiro amagi letter

[esidolmail]

HIIRO <3 ! ! !

May I ruffle your hair? It's so floofy, please I want to ruffle it, like my hand could just drown in that hair of yours– May I? (Love your recent song btw, been listening to Black Out See Saw on repeat. Keep up the good work!!!)

– Lumine💛

[humbuns]

hello!! i saw that you have doodle requests open! could i request hiiro and aira? u can draw them doing whatever i dont mind! love u and ur art so much!!

aira is probably talking about some limited edition merch they got

[infernaltenor]

one more niki analysis.

for now.

ok this one technically i've had in mind for MONTHS but couldn't figure out how to word it until just now because i a) read hot limit about three months ago and it hasn't left my head since b) the idol exploration event.

anyway. the actual crux of this is: niki's character is specifically written to be content, not happy. these often get confused imo. the second part of this is his contentedness isn't natural, it's forced. the third part of this is no one fucking notices, except for one rinne amagi, because of course he does. by no one, i'm talking specifically character-wise here; niki in game tends to get written off as childish or otherwise doing well, and that comes directly from his other unit members.

side note: i'm fairly confident in my own reading of "niki will pretend to not be bothered by anything, ever" and this is bolstered by a few different things; a) the honeycomb summer lyrics in my last post where there's a part of the intro, "hidden the true feelings out of habit / and now you're regretting it" (rinne amagi you slick bastard) b) hot limit. like the entire story. mostly because he was being troubled by multiple different things throughout it (work, idol activities, and his family last name/father's scandal) and the only person who noticed was rinne, and that's probably because he knew the damn guy for five years c) also in hot limit, the exploration into niki seeing himself as a burden because of his illness. why did they add this into his character and then not elaborate further? i don't know. if it never gets elaboration, i'll implode. anyway, it's a part of his character that he usually doesn't show, but he references it as "not wanting to inconvenience the people around him" REGARDLESS of if the people in question don't mind him inconveniencing them (rinne). in general, the only thing he makes a fuss about is food, likely because of his metabolism and the fact that he does become more of a danger to people when extremely hungry (he has bitten hiiro before.); i.e. the inconvenience for everyone else is a 19-20yro trying to bite them, not complaining that he's hungry.

i digress.

niki has referenced himself as being content with certain things before. for instance, in hot limit, it's phrased distinctly as "just getting to eat every day is a bliss to me - i need to be satisfied with that", which comes up again in his letter from the idol exploration:

"it feels like happiness is there to fill my stomach, too!" oh, is it? is it niki? is it now?

basically, what i'm getting at is niki's expectations for life are so incredibly low, so he's satisfied with getting to eat every day. that's it. just satisfied. side note: this is why i went insane when survival was added to his profile; the way he lives/talks about living, he's been surviving more than living. this is also why i think rinne and niki work so well as a pair, rinne's into living and niki's busy surviving. though, to be fair, rinne and niki's relationship is built on this crux anyway. rinne intends (hopes, maybe? his goal?) is to help niki with what he has identified as a problem. thank you rinne amagi.

(for the record, right after i read this, my live reaction was "WHAT IF I KILLED MYSELF". that's quite dramatic, and i won't, but i figured someone might get a laugh out of that.)

this isn't the first time that rinne has referred to niki (well, more so implied) as "not happy", as it happens in hot limit, too.

"that's why i'll grant his wish and make him happy" oh ok i see.

anyway. niki's fascinating, because this forced contentedness vs happiness is so interesting to me, because beyond rinne's own read of niki, it's easily bought by everyone else he knows. most notably, kohaku and himeru, as their impressions come off of reading niki quite differently to rinne's:

(i grabbed these screenshots after i finished the event for the time being. rinne's i grabbed before LMAO)

both of them appreciate and even look up to niki in certain ways, and they both like his focus on food. but what's interesting is how both of them see him vastly different from rinne; where rinne focuses on his low self impression, himeru thinks niki's perspective of the world is interesting, as well as i think he gives credence to niki being selfless, which kohaku sees him as both childish and reckless. i'm pretty sure both himeru and kohaku see him as more naive than themselves, which is a fair read. this also does line up with what happens in hot limit; while rinne is aware of the troubles niki's going through, himeru and kohaku are both surprised at the end.

niki's own effort, i think, to convince himself of being satisfied and content pays off, because the only person who notices otherwise is rinne. which, imo, is a whole other source of depth to their relationship; rinne probably saw niki working that out. he was 14 when they met, and likely the shiina parents leaving was recent (side note: i'm a certified niki's parents hater. i know we don't have much info on them, but i don't trust them after that burden thing), which is something i've mostly extrapolated by the contact he seems to have at 14 vs at 19, where they're pretty much never mentioned. yes, i know, niki chose to stay in japan. i just don't think you get through your parents leaving you in your native country at 14 while they gallivant around the globe and your communication with them steadily dwindles results in anything good.

ok. i'm sorry for the parent hating.

but unless proven otherwise i'm expecting them to be the source of these problems.

[mainstoryarchive]

Underachievers - 3: Gospel

Tatsumi: Fufu. Excuse me. It seems I’ve surprised you.

[Read on my blog for the best viewing experience with Oi~ssu ♪]

Location: Meeting room, StarPro

Tatsumi: Fufu. Excuse me. It seems I’ve surprised you.

It appears I have a bad sense of timing.

Hiiro: ​(…? How curious. At first glance he appears to just have a calm demeanor, but in reality he doesn't show any weak spots! I wonder if he’s ​some kind of martial art master?)

Tatsumi: ? What could be the matter, dear sir? …Is there something wrong with my face?

Hiiro: No, I think your face is uncloudy and well-proportioned. By the way, I am called "Amagi Hiiro" not "sir". Nice to meet you. Let's become friends.

Tatsumi: Hm? I don't understand, however I'll happily accept that offer.

Fufu. No matter how old one gets, to be able to make new friends is a thing to be grateful about.

Let us thank God for having let us meet.

Aira: Can you not have such a weird conversation and explain about this situation instead… I've been getting left in the dust for a while now.

Wait. Huh, could you be—

Could you be Kazehaya Tatsumi?

Hiiro: Nay! As I've said many times, my name is Amagi Hiiro!

Aira: No one is talking about you, Hiro-kun! Not you, the person over here…

Tatsumi: Indeed. As you have said, my name is Kazehaya Tatsumi. So you were aware of my name, how unexpected…

I've been hospitalized for quite a while and as such my activity as an idol has been on quite the long break after all.

So there are people who still remember. I'm grateful.

Aira: There's no way I could forget!

Kazehaya Tatsumi is known for his legend of being hailed as the number one idol produced by CosPro's idol training facilities before 'Eden' came around!

Aira: Uwaah, it's an honor to meet you♪ You said you were hospitalized? Is that the reason why you haven't appeared in public for some time?

I want to know the details, it's intriguing! Ra-vely!

Ah, but before that… Please sign something for me…☆

Hiiro: Hmm. Your reaction to his and my introduction is clearly different, it's somehow strangely vexing.

However, I'm more so confused by the many strange words you just used. What's an edden? Whatever could cosupro mean? Is it something well-known in the city?

Tatsumi: I wonder… I was hospitalized in an area that was almost wholly isolated from the rest of the world. As such I am quite unaware of the state of the world. You could call me Urashima Tarou—[1]

I'd actually rather like someone who is more knowledgeable to teach me about this and that. Umm, you… what's your name?

Hiiro: Understood. His name is Shiratori Aira! He is my friend!

Tatsumi: Fufu, is that so. I've memorized it. As karma wills it, you have remembered my name and so I swear I will never forget yours.

Aira: Hey… Hiro-kun, you and I first met today, could you not introduce me like we've been best friends for a decade. Kazehaya-senpai ​will misunderstand.

Tatsumi: You can just call me Tatsumi. Hm… I surmised you had a good relationship from how neither of you holds back, however it seems the both of you have only met recently?

That aside I wonder why we were all gathered here?

How peculiar. I wonder just why three complete strangers were gathered here together.

Aira: Huh, Kazehaya—…Tatsumi-senpai, could it be that you're unrelated to the summon we got? Did you just happen to be walking by?

Tatsumi: No, that is not the case. I was also abruptly called upon and was quite bewildered because of it.

Regardless; I did obey because the letter I received held some—frightening contents. It told me that if I were to ignore this summons, a befitting punishment would be given.

To be completely honest, I do not have any idea what is happening.

Aira: R-really? Then we're all the same! But that's weird, because senpai, unlike myself, is an excellent idol.

Tatsumi: That's already in the past. A past that has most likely been interpreted only in good ways and glorified.

From back when CosPro's affiliated schools have been doing flashy promotions. You could say that they have the tendency to make smoke where there isn't even fire.

At this point I'm just a relic of the past. I'm nothing less than a wandering traveler, who has lost his place after being away from the mundane world for too long.

Aira: You're just being modest~ A bird is a bird no matter how low it falls. For someone like me, who crawls over the ground, you are like a person above the clouds♪

And that's exactly why this is weird.

Hmm… I thought they were gathering a bunch of failures so they could fire us all at once… But even if he's been on a long hiatus, there's no way they would let go of that Kazehaya Tatsumi…

ES has been doing well, but it has only been a little while since it's been established. They should want as much fighting power as they can get.

Hiiro: You two, hold your breath for a bit.

Aira: ? What's up, Hiro-kun?

Hiiro: I can hear footsteps.

No, What could this be? I can feel an ominous presence!

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[heartshapedskittles]

New pinned!!!

riven/skittles!!!! 20, he/she/they & autistic I interact from @reonrollcake !! ⭐️ byf, dni and f/o list under the cut!!

Byf:

-I am disabled and chronically ill! I tend to complain about it! if anything medical or relating to health issues triggers you I don't recommend following me for your own sake please and thank u!

-My social anxiety also affects me online!! So I have a very hard interacting with people especially with initiating it I apologize!!

-I am iffy with sharing romantic f/os! I am trying to be better about it but self shipping is a huge coping mechanism for me and the silly brain sillies sometimes! I am getting there though!!!!! I'm not an asshole about it tho at most I just block but even that's rare. The more I know someone the more I'm comfy with it honestly if we're friends then sharing is caring

-All tags about my f/os are their name followed by a letter representing what kind they are!! So r=romantic for example

-I rarely if not ever post nsfw!! at most I post things that could be suggestive and tag it accordingly, but even then it’s not like. me thirsting it’s pretty much just me posting about suggestive things f/os have said in canon and laughing at it

Dni if:

-racist, abelist, homophobic, transphobic, bi/pan/enby/acephobic/exclus, etc.

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F/os:

From ARGONAVIS:

Romantic: GYROAXIA minus Nayuta, Wataru Matoba, Misaki Goto

-Familial: Nayuta Asahi

pretty much everyone else that isn't listed is a platonic f/o/boardering on familial!!! I care about every silly from this franchise a bit too much <33

Genshin Impact:

Romantic: Kazuha, Xiao, Alhaitham, Thoma, Dottore

Crush(es): Wriothesley

Familial: Diluc, Zhongli, Itto, Klee, Neuvillete

Platonic: Scaramouche, honestly the entire sumeru + most of the mondstadt cast

Ensemble Stars:

Romantic: Himeru, Arashi Narukami, Rei Sakuma + Kaoru Hakaze (poly)

Platonic: Rinne Amagi, Hiiro Amagi, Niki Shiina

Familial: Koga Oogami, Kohaku Oukawa

Obey me:

Romantic: Belphegor, Mammon

Familial: Lucifer and Diavolo (they are my gay dads)

Platonic: everyone that wasn't mentioned!!

Blackstar Theater Starless:

Romantic: Akira, Lico

Platonic: Mizuki

Diabolik Lovers:

Romantic: Shu Sakamaki

Platonic: Ayato Sakamaki

Comfort character(s): Subaru Sakamaki, Yui Komori

Crushes: Pantalone (genshin impact), Dick Grayson (DC), Ichimatsu (osomatsu-san), Shion Kaida (Paradox Live)

Others: Banri Settsu (A3, romantic), Matt and Mello (Death Note, romantic + polyam), Jyushimatsu (osomatsusan, romantic)

[tokusaatsus]

Hi! I really love your works and it's always fun and enjoying to read them! It's a shame that I didn't made it for the event reqs but i saw that regular reqs are open, if that's what you call them? XD Anyway, can I request for Kohaku, Mayoi, and Hiiro being a secret admirer to the reader? Thank you!

HOW THEY WOULD ACT AS A SECRET ADMIRER

ft. amagi hiiro, ayase mayoi, oukawa kohaku

© tokusaatsus 2022

warnings: none (as of now)

In my opinion, Hiiro is too honest and straight-forward to be considered a ‘secret’ admirer. I feel like he wouldn’t see any reason to hide the fact that he is the one sending you the letters?

Since he wants you to see them and feel appreciated, he would probably think you’d like it better if you knew who your admirer was.

The only reason he doesn’t is because Aira assured him it would be more romantic that way. Out of the two of them, Aira is the more well-versed in pop culture, so Hiiro decides to take him at face value.

I am a firm believer in the idea that Hiiro unironically enjoys puns. So he probably sends you lovemail in that style. Little sticky notes with cute doodles and adorable puns pasted on your desk, or on your doorframe.

Like:

If you were a vegetable you’d be a cute-cumber ♡ or Are you a banana? Because I find you very a-peel-ing ♡

They’re small, usually mentioning food or animals, but they still manage to fluster you with their simplicity.

He places them at intervals–one in the morning, and one in the evening!

It’s especially sweet when you’re having a bad day and you just see these cute little notes. It makes you brighten up and forget your worries, even if it’s only for a little bit.

And that’s exactly what Hiiro wants! He’s glad that he’s able to bring you even a fraction of the joy he gets when he’s around you.

Signs off with little spades, just as a hint!

He does reveal himself eventually, though, because he feels like there’s no need for him to remain a secret anymore.

The only reason you didn’t suspect him to be your secret admirer despite the teeny spade doodles is because you thought that he wouldn’t hide it, rather he would just outright tell you, which is why you’re so surprised when you realise.

Even after you find out, he still makes it a habit to send you the puns–though not so secretly–because he likes seeing you smile when you receive them!

Mayoi is probably the most secretive out of the 3. He would rather die than let his position be revealed.

He finds himself writing you flowery, poetry-esque short letters with cute little doodles whenever he’s thinking about you (which is a lot!). He would prefer to never have to send them ever, but he also thinks you deserve to be appreciated for all the hard work and effort you put into things.

You are strong, you are brave, you make flowers bloom in my heart. A whole garden, just for you. My heart, no matter how small and shrivelled, will always have a space for you. You are more perfect than you know ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

He’s certain you wouldn’t like any messages from a gross creature such as himself, so he decides to take the good ol’ secret admirer route.

Goes full-out super spy when it comes to planting your letters.

Crawls into the vents at 4am so he can place them on your desk before school starts, sneaks into the ES kitchen at midnight to place one in your mug, etc, etc. He’s putting those ninja skills to good use!

You’re like a blushing schoolgirl being serenaded, honestly. It’s sweet.

These letters are the highlight of your day. Not just because of how cute they are, but also because no one can figure out where they’re coming from? No matter how hard you try, you can never catch the culprit who is slowly but surely stealing your heart!?

The actual reveal happens by accident.

You wake up in the middle of night, craving the most delicious drink known to mankind. You open the kitchen doors and lo and behold, what do you find but Mayoi, a piece of paper in one hand and your favoured mug in the other.

Hang on… Your sleep-addled brain starts to connect the dots. Is Mayoi-san…my secret admirer?

Starts stammering about how y-you’ve got it a-a-all wrong and eep! I’m s-s-sorry for r-ruining your night!

You giggle, startling him, and tell him that it’s okay before thanking him for how sweet his words were. You tell him that he also has a special place in your heart and he nearly dies. Hopefully you know CPR? Or maybe…mouth-to-mouth?

Sends you shoujo-style lovemail in the form of adorable letters praising all your virtues and commenting on how cute you are when you smile.

You wouldn’t expect Kohaku to write such cheesy things so easily, but all those Ghibli marathons with Aira have paid off. It started off as a way for Kohaku to express his feelings for you in secret, but after a few too-close calls with Rinne, he decided to kill two birds with one stone.

This way, he can tell you how he feels without embarrassing himself and also seeing how you flush every time you see one of his letters on your desk makes him more pleased then the cat that caught the canary.

Dear Y/N,

I hope your day is going well?

People always talk about how bright the sun is, but I think you’re the brightest thing in my sky. You push me to be the best version of myself, I want to be the way you see me. You manage to stay brave and strong, and I admire your desire to be the very best you can be. You’re a blessing to the people around you, and I thought you should know this. I’m not…very good at expressing my emotions but, I hope that this could make you smile just a little bit. That’s all.

You deserve good things.

Love, 🌸

His letters are so sweet and heartfelt, they make you giddy.

You slowly start anticipating the letters everyday. There’s always a kind note and a query about your day, it feels like the writer really cares about you.

This goes on for around a month, and then you decide that you need to find your so-called secret admirer so you can thank them for their kind words and praise.

When he finds out you’re looking for the writer of the letters, Aira pushes him to reveal himself but Kohaku doesn’t want to. He feels like it might be a letdown for you, and he doesn’t want to tarnish your experience.

But Aira, who knows that there’s no way you would shun him for something like this–actually there’s no way you would ever shun him, period–decides to casually let it slip in conversation that Kohaku’s been writing love letters for someone. Oh, Y/N, you are the recipient of these letters? How shocking~

When you thank Kohaku earnestly for how kind he is–and be sure to compliment him about his writing skills while you’re at it!–he’s flustered like you wouldn’t believe, but also incredibly happy as well. 

notes!

WC: 1.1k

reze txt HELP this was so long omg im?? but secret admirers are sooo cute ahhhh <33 i hope this made up for u missing my 100 followers event anonnie! and that it was as enjoyable to read as it was to write!!

[blue-macaron]

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Anzu

[esidolmail]

To my favorite card soldiers alkaloid,

Hello again! It’s me again! But this time on my account!

First of all I would like to say, congratulations on the album release! I really loved it,it was amazing! Like I had said in my last one I really enjoyed your solo mayoi!! But everyone’s was really good! And I reallyyyy enjoyed Black Out Sea Saw I had it on loop it’s really good I really loved the echo like effect used in the song it was great!!

Second of all, when I first started getting into the idols at es I had made this Kandi bracelet(it’s not actually made of candy) themed after you guys!

Third , I hope you guys had a great holiday and enjoyed it as much as you did! I know I did but again I hope you guys enjoyed your holidays!

With sincere gratitude,

From animog

For @animoggameing

[esidolmail]

To the coolest scarlet spade Hiiro,

I was planning on sending this at a bit of a different time but it looks like I’ll have to now. Anyhow, hello again Hiiro! I hope things are going well for you! I also hope that things are doing well with your brother too! Anyhow, I was hoping that I could ask you for a bit of a favor if that’s alright! So you know how I told you about my friend that’s a big fan of yours? Well, it’s his birthday in a few weeks and so I was wondering if you could wish him happy birthday it would really make him happy! (His name is Kraven btw!)

Hopefully by the time you write back I’ll be able to show him this as a bit of a birthday gift! Thanks a bunch I’ll really appreciate it!

Sincerely,

Animog

For @animoggameing

[esidolmail]

to hiiro & makoto

hi! it's so strange how i like you two a lot, like loooooots

one reason being you two resemble a lot , have a lot of siblings maybe due to both your "younger siblings" nature (at least in my eyes, *ahem, sorry for that*) and sometimes your card illustrations in game match (like VS Game / Vermilion cards... if you know what I mean, no?) which is interesting....

but it's not the only reason- i like you two interacting because of that one time where you two played together! i found it cute, *ahemahem*

(and some other moments, it's truly interesting to see you guys interacting.)

i wonder if you still talk to each other since hiiro doesn't know much about technology, meanwhile makoto's very well-versed in it? i'd like to know!

- Ame

[esidolmail]

- For Hiiro and Adonis

Hello, I hope you have a great day unlike me. To be honest, I feel like everyday is just the same day repeating itself again. I could really use some advice to make any day feel new to me if you have any. For a more clear explanation, I feel like I'm in a loop since everyday feels like the same and nothing's new unless there's some occasion, I keep doing the same thing, I keep hearing the same words and I almost feel like I'm going insane everyday because of this. Ahh I'm sorry for wasting your time on this!

- From Himawari

[esidolmail]

Hiiiroooooooo!!!!!!!

I love you so, so, so much!!!!!!!

Thank you for existing. Just by your existence, you bring me so much happiness already. Of course I love your music. You also look very cute. Very, very cute.

But that's not why I love you. At least it's not the only reason. I love you because you are who you are. You always give it your best and refuse to give up. I admire that. Even in a completely new world, you stayed true to yourself. It must have been difficult to be surrounded by so many unknown things. You did well. You do well.

Just seeing you brings me so much happiness and hope. No, just to know that you exist is enough.

Thank you for being here. Thank you that I was allowed to know you. I love you.

Lots of love

[esidolmail]

To my favorite card soldiers Alkaloid,

I’m very excited for your guys new album! I was able to pre-order it and I’m very happy for when it comes in! I’m really glad to have found you because you have always inspired and intrigued me from the very start of my journey with being in this fandom and whenever you guys release a new song I always enjoy it and end up listening to it on loop! One of my first songs from you was Believe 4 Leaves! And I’ve loved it ever since I first heard it and I love belting the first chorus because it’s just so fun to sing! I have a friend who’s also a big fan of yours Hiiro! it’s funny to see his reactions to when he sees new stuff with you!

I can’t wait to hear everyone’s solos! I know that they’re going to be amazing! I’m particularly excited for yours Mayoi hehe!

I’m excited to see your future progress and new exciting things that come along the way I’ll always try to support you guys no matter what!

Sincerely,

Animog

[esidolmail]

Hello Hiiro!

Here I am again! You asked what the doll my brother is sewing looks like. Unfortunately it's not finished yet, but he plans to finish it this year. I think it turned out well for his third attempt at making a doll. And I'd better not reveal how much time he's invested in it so far. (90+ hours so far and the doll isn't finished yet.) But judge for yourself what you think of it.

~ With Love Kaira

For @akideamon

[esidolmail]

To Hiiro,

belated happy birthday.

you taught me how to smile and make everything more... amazing.

so i would like to thank you for teaching me that life isn't just for negativity, loss, wandering astray and suffering, but its an amazing journey to be discovered... as you showed me to look for a world we have never seen before, learning new things, just enjoying life, being positive and kind.

you have made my lonely nights turn into comforting memories. i wish to laugh and enjoy with you like this a lot more, forever.

i don't know how to return something amazing i don't deserve, at least in my own opinion. but instead i'll always support you by any means i can, by showing how much i love alkaloid and respect for you. i truly enjoy your performances, how they're always passionate. i hope to see you grow more in the future, remember the path you chose and hopefully be able to achieve your goals and live life to the fullest.

sincerely with lots of love,

Y.J.

[esidolmail]

Dear Hiiro-kun.

I’m sorry to say this but… it was very hard for me to send this letter, because I don’t know if I said things correctly… or if it would be reached out to you with no ill-intentions or misunderstanding.

For the past few years, I have lacked the determination to do anything at all because of my loss, which lead me to… stop pursuing music. I quit my job as an idol itself, losing hope, crying, trying to keep on persevering until… I tried it again… the sole reason being:

You made me smile again, and this time I found a passionate flame I never experienced before.

Thank you for making me come back to music. Making me believe that wanting to have a dream despite being haunted by the thought that I might never come back… and to the point of thinking someone would never look for me anymore. Thank you for letting me become able to sing again. I feel a lot better listening to your voice and seeing you smile.

You know I can't imagine… if it wasn't for you, then how could I see the bright side of things? I was always crying, giving up, not able to do anything… because I was so pathetic to just throw away music… because I would feel lonely. Well… I don’t deserve to get the comfort, but if you could give me some reassurance it will be all good… that’s okay too…

I don’t know if I want to express my feelings to you because… I might not say it outright, but I do… I do love you.

From Namine.