#hiiiIII IVE MADE THIS IN A WEEK

[kokidee]

wake up is the first of the month🗣‼️🐟

under da cut i just yap about how college's been (+some wips :3) but hope everynyan is doing awesomemaxxing ‼️‼️^0^

HIIIIII cant believ i havent posted since i started colege... 7 weeks.. BUT COLLEGE HAS BEEN SOOO FUN AGHH!! IVE MADE SOME FRIENDS N STUF!! i play roblox with them at lunch )one of them taught me how to rob banks in brookhaven?? LOL?!? :3 UMM ANYWYAS soo much has happened i will be here for an eternity if i tall about everythang..o_O BUT!! ive joined clubs!! helped bake/sell for a bake sell!! hung out at lunch with my friendsies!! did community service!! um JUST THINGS HIGHSHCOOL ME COULDN'T IMAGINE DOING AHH!!! unfortunately all that hasncome at the cost of not drawing asss much as id like >_< I STILL DRAW THOU!! i post on my alt sometimes idk been thinking bout moving to insta of the gram but thas a whol nother thing :3 artemis and damien and the rest (they kiddies :3 + more mueheheh) ARE ALWAYS ON MY MIND I TELL MY IRLS ABOUT THEM ANY OPPORTUNITY I GET!!! "i liek your bracelets!!^-^" THANKS!! HERES THE CHARACTERS THEYRE BASED OFF OF WHEHEH!! ^-^ OMG one day i was at oomfs dorm and SHE WAS SO INTERESTED IN ARTEMIS AHH I WAS SO HAPPY🥹and then she said make her boobs bigger ANYWYASS wow wait im yapping too muchLOL i just feel really umm positive abt how my college experience is going so farr ^-^ but i am ALIVE!! and freaky as ever...🗣👅jk.. do NOT catch me in. a weekend vc w da oomfs... i will be 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂 🙅 OKAYYYY YAP FEST OVER!!! IDK WHEN ILL POST AGAIN LAWL :3

for makig it this far i will show some wips:3 OH ive also been pickin up animating again!! (sim to how i did in da spring LOLZ) ignore how my artstyle is inconsistent my artfight style left me💔 surprisingly idc i just like to play, sleep, and draw =^-^=

[rpfisfine]

hello!! it's idat twt video anon back from the dead (I'm terrible at maintaining conversation)

I wanna thank you again for being a hub for our collective insanity, I've been scrolling through your blog lookin at what boyboy deep cuts I've missed and oh BOY the oil video is quite something. and I feel like I should share /my/ deepcut that I found even though it's nowhere near the same genre as the other stuff but a fellow man of culture (aleksa enjoyer) will appreciate it I think

https://www.dailymotion.com/video/x7s9nvk

so I watch idats one man band video maybe every week because one man band aleksa has such a grip on the creases of my brain folds, and one day I was lightly searching, perusing if you will, to see if he's done more music stuff and I found this gem courtesy of dailymotion user HankSydney. about half an hour of Aleksa singing what I assume is Serbian folk and honestly what a treat. none of us have ever done even close to what would be enough to deserve this. wonderful

(im gonna ask if I can give myself one of those anon ID emojis until I can figure out whether to ~unmask~ (come off anon), I propose 🌵)

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII HELP ME... you're all completely welcome i myself have been made aware of SO many deep cuts i wouldve legitimately never found out abt on my own thanks to you guys!!!! the oil video is...... lets just say that i saw the greatest minds of my generation destroyed by boy boy oil video.

ohhhhhhh my god im gonna go crazy..... yeah ive known abt his appearance at the serbian festival in sydney for a while now but for some reason ive been putting it off the entire time bc i knew itd obliterate me in a completely different way than any video of him & alex borderline touching penises ever could so thank you for finally forcing me to check it out!!! ive just done the kubrick stare at my monitor for about thirty minutes like im honestly speechless hes SO...... his singing voice is SOOOOOO much deeper than his speaking one and the way he sings is so soulful and emotional you can rly tell how truly passionate he is abt music thats so fucking crazy... plus all of the songs are sooo beautiful im definitely gonna go back with shazam in hand and try to find all of their names like its just that dire for me rn. save me serbian folk music

i need to share this clip at least bc this part fucking gagged me to PIECES... im trying my hardest to be normal but hes sooo charismatic & confident and such a great performer plus he works the crowd rly well...... also every time he looks up after pausing the looper his eyes r so like.. electrifying i need to be sedated i think. tldr hes soooooooo talented & funny & good at what he does twirling my hair hiiiiii aleksa. aleksa heeeyyyy hiii aleksa<33333 if you read this im free on thursday night we could hang out on thursday night when i am free please respond to this im free on thursday night

[irradiatedsnakes]

noticed ive made a few new mutuals in the past week or so hiiiiii new mutuals

[fictionally-driven]

HIIIIII issa me, xuejun anon :>

from someone who graduated from college a week ago i say you got this!! reducing screen time to focus on priorities is great for the brain so i totally understand going into a hiatus from rp

i also gotta say your jiyan rp blog made me go back into rping years after retiring from it so thank you so much 😭 ive been rping my ocs again and its been super fun

now i must consume your writing like kirby

Bahahhaha.... Awww this genuinely made me feel good in a warm hot chocolate type of way.

Congratulations on graduating!!! I hope you're free from academic burn out and have something to look forward to!!

[kikikyon]

Hiiiiiiiiiiii!~ I had never actually seen osaka in the anime so that was really interesting to see! I had seen him in the manga though. I know your fictionkin and are Japan, are you anyone else as well?🌸 How are you doing this week? Are you looking forward to anything? Also what's your favorite flower? ≽^•⩊•^≼🪽

Hiiiiii wing anonnnn :DDD <33

Yayayya !!!!!!!!!! But there r even recent things fo Osaka he made a lil mini appearance in a Gangsta hetalia strip,,,

Hetalia wise ? just Japan, and 2p Japan, kinsidering England because Im surrounded by so many of them (headmates, irls, other fictionkin, etc), otherwise Ash Kinoshita, Aoi Mukou, Pinkie Pie, Lain Iwakura and Haruhi Suzumiya are a few of my kintypes from other media,,,

Im doing alright !!! found a new asian food market nearby me so Ive been thinking abt it and the rlly nice chili oil i got from it,,,, qnd the sakura cider i got,,,, m rlly looking forward to going outsid e n’ touchin grass more m havung fun not being a hikikkomori anymore /silly

My favorite flowerrrrr ties between a snowdrop and a foxglove !!!!

[ebdanon]

Top 5 TTPD lyrics this week?

hiiiiii trust when i say ive been using ttpd for writing inspiration this is about fiction i am doing well mentally 👍 im writing a lot about grief, unfair expectations, and depression. also assuming these can be a grouping of lines rather than any specific line idk i like to yap

1. “i was tame, i was gentle / till the circus life made me mean / don’t you worry folks / we took out all her teeth / who’s afraid of little old me?” - from whos afraid

2. “and i sound like an infant / feeling like the very last drops of an ink pen / a greater woman stays cool / but i howl like a wolf at the moon / and i look unstable / gathered with a coven round a sorceress’ table / a greater woman has faith / but even statues crumple when they’re made to wait” - from the prophecy

3. the entire bridge to the smallest man im not gonna type it out for my sanity 🤸‍♂️

4. “and i can confirm she made / a curious child, ever reviled / by everyone except her own father / with a quite bewitching face / splendidly selfish, charmingly helpless / excellent fun till you get to know her” - from the bolter

5. “i hate it here so i will go to / secret gardens in my mind / people need a key to get to / the only one is mine / i read about it in a book when / i was a precocious child / no mid sized city hopes and / small town fears / im there most of the year / cause i hate it here” - from i hate it here

[1captainjordan4]

What happend in Grumbot Prime's season...

A Comic where i scramble every lose thing together- ive connected the dots

[nat111love]

HIIIIII!!! First of all, im in love with your analysis. If you were to write a book on your analysis on Tommy and Grace, i would buy it! You break it down like a police officer on a case and for that thank you! ����Its a therapy session for me as a stan of Grace.

Do you think Thomas is only attracted to Grace's beauty at first? Ive seen like people commenting that Tommy only like her because of her look. (Btw i might be bias but if its between May and Grace, imo Grace wins all the points and high points on her attractiveness....she looked like an angel but has the spirit of a devil...still cannot understand why people dont like Grace)

I love it when it comes to making business decisions, if Grace is involved, he automatically place Grace first even tho his mantra all along was business first. He is defi treating Grace as his queen.

Now nonnie!!!!! Why would you send this message to me. Are you trying to put a smile on my face or make me cry lol. Thank you for your sweet words nonnie , you made my whole week <3 !!!

OK, Now let’s fucking talk about TOMMY SHELBYx ATTRACTION x LOVE.

“Do you think Thomas is only attracted to Grace's beauty at first? Ive seen like people commenting that Tommy only like her because of her look.”

  Yes, tommy found grace physically attracting and aesthetically pleasing. I mean have you looked at her ?  which normally constituted man wouldn’t ?! She looked TF good !!! So yes,  he was physically attracted to grace, and that’s that physical/aesthetic attraction that inevitably, led him to want to spend more time with her and get to know her on a deeper level. YES, it fueled that initial spark, but that’s not what made him fall for her!! that’s not the reason he couldn’t get over her several years after her death.

Tommy came across a hundred pretty women but only one melted his  heart... GRACE. And why’s that ?! because there was a sense of belonging, security, togetherness, homeliness, connection in their mutual bonding, which EMOTIONALLY tied him to her...

 What made him fall for her was the bond they built, their similarities, the fact that she brought out the best in him, made him a happier person, and made him want to be a better man...

She saw him , he saw her...and they understood each other,... 

people love to talk about tommy’s attraction to grace, which is ok. But I just want to point out that all attractions will not get converted as love. Especially appearance or sexual attractions, may and lizzie can attest to this statement, they experienced it at firsthand.

Tommy still longing for grace,  a woman who “betrayed” him and broke his heart in the process,( two years after they broke up) only cemented the true depth of his feelings for her...

                             HE LOVED HER....

His heart was no longer his. But HERS, it belonged to her, the woman who unexpectedly entered his untamned heart and never left. HE LOVED HER!!!  HE LOVED HER despite her deception. 

People can try to trick themselves into thinking that tommy wasn’t in love with grace, but her beauty, aesthetic... if they want. But that won’t change the fact that grace  inhabited tommy’s thoughts , heart and soul.

 Their breakup wouldn’t have been that heavy in his heart if she didn’t own it and haunt his thoughts. He tried to get over her and forget about her_  “ Maybe it’s time you forgot about her?” “ Forget about who ?” . He burned her letter, slept with several women , slept with may, but it didn’t work. Because,

 his heart belonged to her. And him loving her wasn’t up to him but his heart.  

 It wasn’t up to him to decice whether or not he should still love her, think about her, miss talking to her, miss seeing her pretty face and beautiful smile, miss kissing her and miss the way she made him feel...NO IT WASN’T... his heart chose her, It chose her because she was the “only” woman that succeeded in making it smile.  

That man was in utter misery  after she left for new york, because he loved and missed her, not because of some superficial reasons. 

“ still cannot understand why people dont like Grace “

  The lack of taste nonnie, the lack of taste loool. I don’t understand those who still use the “she betrayed him” argument to hate on her!!! I mean...yes, She deceived tommy, but she was only doing her job and tommy understood it . I would even argue that that deception made him respect her and want her more than he already did. He’s always two step ahead...But she “outsmarted”, blinded him, HIM tommy shelby .I know he was impressed by his badass barmaid... Yes she played him but she loved him and all campbell got was a bullet [ lmao, nonnie ignore the campbell comment haahhaha  I couldn’t help it... that’s what happens when my my fangirl mode is on I’m cackling ].

“  I love it when it comes to making business decisions, if Grace is involved, he automatically place Grace first even tho his mantra all along was business first. He is defi treating Grace as his queen. “

Yes he treated her like his queen, because she was !!!! she owned his ass [ lol ] and grace knew it ( and tommy owned hers). I’ll never get over may trying to explain to grace that tommy was all about business, and grace hitting her with the “Did he tell you my name ?... my name is grace” lol. She really said , sweetie that horse you’ve been training was named after me!! Yes I’m his past, but I’m also his present, his future, his business, his love...I’m his everything. Tommy is not all about business his all about me. We stan one clapback queen lol. 

[pinterestinfluencer]

hi katelyn i dont have any special reason to be sending u an ask im just in quarantine and bored and i wanted to say hi ❤️ and i hope life is going ok for u! (and maybe so this is a real ask here’s a question: any workplace drama recently 😳)

Hiiiiii monique!!! I hope all is going well with you too. I'm typing from my laptop so you can tell I'm seriously trying to put off work, but life is going alright! Im going to put this under a read more because I started writing a lot

I'm good but ive been having a rough time socially. im trying to navigate a balance of giving my time to my friends/family/romantic prospects Whatever bc I owe that to them, and because it's part of growing up and being a young adult, while also trying to face the real fact that I am deeply exhausted emotionally, physically, mentally, etc. etc. and I love being alone. and there are not enough hours in a day for me to do this stuff AND eat three meals and clean and like have hobbies or just time to myself. or SLEEP. but I can't say no to people because I don't want to disappoint them. and I have been ending up in situations with various people in the last couple of weeks that have made me uncomfortable because I wasn't honest or forthright. idk. writing this out it makes me sound self-involved because im like I just have too many people that want to hang out with me </3 but for this and other reasons im going to start seeing a therapist next week for the first time ever which is so surprising even after typing it out I had to fact check w myself

thanks for asking about work! last week was 6 months since I started and I couldn't believe it bc it has went by so quickly. every day is exciting and new. im never ever ever bored. also shes paying for my certification program that im enrolled in rn so im like. roped in another good 2-3 years at least. I have NO clue on how my go-back-to-school-eventually plans are going to work into this. but no workplace drama! except now its just me and my boss because my coworker John (doubles as my boss's best friend) very much did NOT like the work but I loved HIM and it was so fun to have him around for the last couple of months. his last day was friday. now she's trying to hire someone to do admin stuff and answer phones and file bc I literally cannot do that and try to bill like 25+ hours per week, and it is soooo fun looking through resumes and listening to interviews and stuff. I love giving you updates. sorry my presence is so minimal sometimes!! let me know how you are too

[jon-astronaut]

hii! ive had your elia and gio season tabs open on my search engine for many months because ive wanted to read them but never had the time. until the day before yesterday. i must admit, i read them, no actually devoured them, in just a few days. and here i am bringing you my compliments and my greetings!!!

i loved first of all the original ideas and the pace you gave to the stories: the topics were so good and interesting and you managed to explain everything so well! the "old" characters felt true to the original ones from the serie while the new ones were given a good characterisation and depth. i loved the character development that they (contrabbandieri and le matte) all had, and loved that the key point was communication. gio's situation broke my heart (his dad and drugs abuse!! such big topics but you handled everything perfectly) but it really did show his best qualities and once again proved that i contrabbandieri are the best boy squad in the skamverse (i dont make the rules). also i loved that elia's season wasnt about accepting his sexuality or coming together with filippo, but more about toxic masculinity and gender roles and being a good human being and finding your place in life.

i felt like every character had their own space, even if it was little, to shine. you did not forget anyone, even chicco was there!

special mention to luchino. like elia and gio say, he's the true heart of the group, the goofy but loving and cheerful and pure one. i smiled every time you talked about him. our true king. also seeing all of them together as a family, supporting each other and being there for each other warmed my heart. i felt like a proud mum whose children have gone a long way! (love the fact that elias's hell week was short and was mostly solved quickly because after 6 seasons finally they have learnt to communicate thank god!!!)

you took every plot hole, every hint in the serie and turned them into something beautiful that felt real and close to my experience.

you have set the bar so high for s5!!! like i hope the writing will be good (besse please dont let us down) but now that ive read your seasons 1. i cant tell fanon from canon 2. i loved your topics and mains and think they truly deserve a screen adaptation so 3. it will be difficult for s5 to top your seasons!

im sure i forgot to say something because there were so many things i loved and wanted to share but i guess this will do it for now❤ i still gotta read the last chapter tho, the one with different povs, so i might come back to scream about your talent once again

thank you for writing those masterpieces and for bringing back my comfort character❤ ily

hiiiiii!!!! thank you so much for your kind words!! ❤ reading this message literally made my day, week and year!! when i was writing those fics i always wanted to read comments good or bad just any feedback so reading this was everything!

i am so happy to hear the characters were in character because i was always so afraid of writing out of character (or like gio and elia sounding the same in their heads etc.) and i am glad you liked the new characters because i loved writing them especially elia's cousin they were so fun. i have to give thanks to everybody in the fandom for the ideas. i asked people what they thought gio and elia could struggle with and they gave me so many ideas and i somehow came up with plotlines. i really loved exploring the pressure gio felt and the mom friendness and the whole toxic masculinity with elia

and luca is really the heart!!!! he was the sweetest character to write!! i am such a sucker for the found family dynamic so i might have gone overboard with those ensemble scenes....... and about solving stuff quickly i really hate when the remakes take on too many too deep and serious topics and then just leave loose ends so i didn't want things to be too serious that i had to spend ten chapters on one topic. (like gio's drug abuse never really happened it was like an almost case) and i really think showing characters learn for more than one clip is important for their development.

i set the bar so high for s5????? that's like the highest compliment ever i am gonna cry happy tears!!!! (and i get confusedabout canon and fanon too after like writing +150k words....) i really wish we could get a real season with the two from besse who i trust and hope wont let us down!

i am sorry for responding so long but your message made me so happy! and you are welcome and ACTUALLY THANK YOU for reading!!❤

and i hate to break it to you but i never got around to writing the different pov chapter but maybe this could be my push to write that...and now that we watched s4 (it wasnt out when i wrote the one for elia) i could do a better job at that and maybe add a little sana and malik part...probably you would be the only one to read it but you deserve that for such a lovely message ❤

[soaringsearingphoenix]

7, 14, 16, 23! also ILY!

Hiiiiii alluy ily too!!!!!

7. A song that you love from a genre you don’t usually like

Gotta be Waltz about Whiskey by Mandolin Orange. It’s not exactly fair to say country is a genre i don’t like anymore; I didn’t listen to country because my parents didn’t, and I didn’t know any songs I liked, but now that I’ve made more of a point to listen it’s grown on me. Still, if you told me any component of this song it wouldn’t be the type i usually go for — if you said “it’s a slow country song about love and alcohol” i would be like wow the only part you got right for my usual tastes was “song”. But someone recommended this when i asked for melancholy songs and ive gone back and listened to it more than a few times. It’s just one of those sweet ones.

14.A song to sing to the sun

I have been thinking about this all day. It’s! It’s so specific. I love the sun. I’m trying to find a song with the right feeling. I might have to make a playlist. For now though, I mean, it has sun in the title, Golden Sun by Hotel Eden is one of those songs I feel so joyful listening to, and it’s close to the celebratory feeling I’m going for. To sing to the sun though?

In the dawn I think it is Beautiful by Christina Aguilera, and in the evening it is Warmth of the Sun by the Beach Boys.

In second grade we learned the song Bless Us All in music class (link to the Muppets Christmas Carol version) and I loved it a lot. I would sing it out on the playground, trying to catch the moments when the clouds parted with the line ‘the sun comes up’, and just watching the sky shift the way its light was cast across the field. So i guess that is a song I have sang to the sun.

Now that I’m thinking about it, I did a lot of singing on the playground. If my friends were playing a game i wasn’t interested in, or if they were home sick, I was happy to wander the blacktop on my own, weaving my way in circles around the puddles and singing little songs I made up to the rhythm of my footsteps. I hadn’t thought about it for a while, actually, but I still know the lyrics to my rainy day song. I mean, they’re pretty simple

Make the sun come out today, to play

Make the sun come out today, to play

If you don’t, it will be so gray

Make the sun come out today

I thought I might make uo more verses but I never really did. Sometimes I’d sing it back to back with other simple one-verse songs, but they were always just that, other separate songs in my mind.

I don’t think all sun songs have words, though. I think sometimes the songs you sing to the sun are the feeling that you get when you’re standing out facing it, eyes closed to its brilliance and perfectly content in the warmth. It’s when you just had an argument with your roommate the same week you’re going through a breakup, and your other roommate just went through a breakup too, and finals are next week, and your sleep schedule is a mess from pulling two all-nighters to get that 40-page research essay done, and you take a walk around the lake alone and buzzing with a frantic energy, and your song rises into the air with the first bars of color in the sky, the first sunrise you’ve seen in years. I think it’s when you’ve been in the house all day, working yourself into an overstimulated doldrum, and you set your phone down and step outside into the afternoon heat but even through the heavy press of summer, seeing the sunlight makes your head feel just a little bit clearer. It’s when little beams of light filter in through the kitchen window, catching on the glass jars you’ve washed and left to dry for some upcoming project, and as you walk by, your vision glitters with beads of refracted color.

When you sing to the sun then, you just take a deep breath and call out

Anyways, I also like Suddenly I See by K T Tunstall, I think that has a cheery loving vibe.

16.A song that you like that romanticises being a teenager

My first thought was Ocean Avenue by Yellowcard. It feels good to listen to. And i first heard it when I was 16 and it felt so right to be sleeping all day and staying up at night. Maybe it’s on my mind again because my sleep schedule is wild right now lmao

23.A song that when you listen to it you’re transported to a liminal space, time is pointless and you must sit and wallow in the void that remains

I have... a couple for this, for slightly different moods. A Self Called Nowhere by They Might Be Giants is a powerful one for me, i zone right out when it comes on. It’s one of those songs that I visualize the lyrics to more than most. Time Machine by Tally Hall came on once when i was driving home at 3am along a slightly-but-not-entirely unfamiliar route and I didn’t see anyone else on the road for almost the entire drive, and every light i hit was green, and I straight up felt like I’d made a wrong turn into another dimension and not realized it until two minutes away from my house i hit a red and a single other car passed in front of me at the very end of it. I’d known and liked the song before, but that cemented it in my mind as something I associate with the surreal. Then there’s Gopher Guts by Aesop Rock. I really like a lot of Aesop Rock songs, but while the other two songs I mentioned put me in liminal surroundings, this one in particular transports me to the liminal space I hold inside myself where the Self is something i observe as an outsider but can never escape. Plus it’s full of alliteration. It’s a good song.

[theboyz-engup]

just wanted to stop by and say hello! hope u are having a great week u incredible and sweet human being~ also i absolutely loved the kev scenario!! it made me so so warm;; anyway, how have u been? it's midterms season here for me so i've been pretty stressed, but indie/alternative music has been helping me ;n; maybe it'll help you de-stress too? i've been listening to hippy was gypsy, the black skirts, adoy, and a few others! what's your fave indie artists, if any! i'd love to know :D -🌿

hiiiiii zea!! long time no see;; I hope you have a super amazing winter break (if you do have one!) and happy holidays! I hope you always stay as warm as your heart is (which is very, very warm ;) ) and that you are taking care! Random sidenote but did you see sangyeon in koms :o his performance reminded me of u. love u so much! - ����

LEAF ANON IM SO SORRY IVE BEEN INACTIVE but i really hope you’ve been feeling well and you made it through midterms and exams and everything and you’re v happy and healthy! How’s your break been, if you’re on break? And thank you for the music requests! i usually listen to indie / alt and I’ll check them out asap!

but yes! I did see his performance in koms and i ?? sobbed in talented singer omg like i cried in my bathroom and my mum was so confused when she saw me come out but it was ,,, amazing! LOvE being fed by my baby boy :((

[anarchistbitch]

HIIIIII I AM FINALLY FREE FROM THE HELL THAT WE REGULARLY REFER TO AS COLLEGE ALSO HAPPY PRIDE MONTH

briefly(3 weeks and 5 days to be precise) but anyway, im tired, there's one class that idk if im gonna fail but im just glad to be done with it for now

how have you been?? ive been thinking of talking to you for such a long while uuuggghhhh but n e ways, i hope youre doing great and send you tons and tons of hugs to make up for the time i've been gone

i'd tell you im gonna read the sxf manga rn but ive got so many things on my list and i havent progressed with any of them bc ive been gaming, there's kinnporsche, and cutie pie, and semantic error, an endless list of books, so many fics too, my three weeks and 5 days are not going to be enough for sure

yeah, s2 was way more messy, but well, it's fictional and enjoyable to watch, benedict i felt was 2 seconds away from jumping him but theyre cowards so i wasnt expecting it

did you end up finishing cbaw?? 👀 btw, im gonna watch fire island tonight bc of you reblogging so many things about it cause i hadnt heard of it at all

i havent read a single thing ugh, idk if i mentioned that i was reading vermillion bird but i havent even continued that one, even tho i watched the donghua and it was good as hell, at this point i wont even login to goodreads cause ill be too ashamed to see the 0/4

i didnt even know there was a semantic error novel lmao, i started the manhua and might watch the la soon but that might is quite stretched

i was reading the lady needs a break or something like that, ive seen so many variations of its english name, it's about this girl that has been reencarnated so many times, remembering every single life and is just done with life and wants to laze around but her plan keeps getting spoiled by her being unable to ignore situations that she sees as unfair or generally disagrees with as well as other plot reasons, i wouldnt say it's high literature or whatever but ive enjoyed reading it despite several moments where i just feel unimpressed lmao

smzs was fantastic, 100/10, so much fun :'3 i wanna watch it with my friends sometime soon but theyre still in classes so it's gonna have to wait

hearstopper ahhhh it was great and i cant wait to see what alice meant exactly with big asexual plans, need me that rep

did you hear about the bts hiatus-not-hiatus?? thoughts on that??? honestly i think they said it wasnt really a separation to bring down the chaos somewhat bc everyone was already crying their eyes out, i feel they went "sheesh" and backed up a bit lmao on a serious note tho im glad theyre taking a break, recently after the announcement i saw two reels that just made me get out of the saddened state, one was about how the op hoped somewhere in the multiverse jk got to live his childhood and the other one was that one time they realized they could go home directly after the shoot, they really have sacrificed so much of their time to this and it's heartbreaking bc yeh, it's their dream but it does not replace family and friends

also, i cant with the memes about joe biden being sold to bts, i think of them and laugh randomly through the day

and yes, i want to tattoo jin's speech in my forehead bc i need to remember it more often

FEVER BY ENHYPEN WAS A MOMENT, it's so fucking good, i think i said in my last ask but i really like their vampire/supernatural concept

i am eagerly awaiting holland's bl, idk what it's about but i hope it wrecks me

did you finish the god of highschool??? it's so fucking good and well, halfway through i BAWLED, damn i wanna rewatch it now, i LOVE the fight scenes and the op makes me wanna stand up and start kicking stuff

heavy by yonaka is so SEXY, makes me think of like a noir movie heroine

re:gooey by glass animal yeeeees indeed, it's just perfect for that, and i though more brownies buuuuuuuut chocolate deserts exactly 😌

sxf does not dissapoint EVER lmao, it's comedy gold and yeah, yuri pls chill, and the thing about anya's performance at school is just agh, cause, i dont remember if it's canon or if it was just an analysis i saw floating around on here, about her having lied about her age and it would add so much bc she's trying her best and i seriously understand trying your best and still not seeing the results you'd hope for and if she's younger then she's already doing so damn good for her age, not to mention that she was in a shitty af orphanage for who knows how long, i cant imagine she got good education there, so yeah it's comedy gold but it has so much heart, what a great show :'3

KJSDHJFSGJFG THE THING ABOUT MIKA SHOVING HIS FINGERS IN SOMEONE'S MOUTH SJHJSFHJFH THAT WAS SOMETHING OK BUT IM NOT GONNA SPOIL YOU BUT LIKE THAT WAS SOMETHING

ok i can be normal now(lie) djkfhjsdhfjd look, i, sdjkhsjfhd, it's something alright, and with context it's so fucking different but still kfhkdsf i cant wait for you to watch/read it, the manga has so many scenes that make me put my phone down to breathe and it's art style doesnt help, in the anime they look softer

and yes i think of you often <3 hope you're eating well and resting enough!

-M<3

i know ive done this many times, but id like to begin answering by apologizing for the delay[ik u said its okay but its fine if u were frustrated]

i really wish i couldve answered this a few weeks earlier because i wanted to wish you the happiest pride month with better months to come!! i hope it still holds true

BUT ALSO HELL YEAH WOOOO FREE FROM COLLEGEEEE!!!!

i do hope that class went well[on that note, smth similar happened to one of my subjects: long story short, it wasnt fine for a bit but now its fine-ish, if it was the same for u i hope it continues to be well and then better💗💗💗💗]

i have been well!!! ive been in good health but how have you been!!! i hope you see cats , and ice cream trucks/ or little convenience stores with reasonably priced ice creams and chocolates!!![if u hate both maybe drinks? u strike me as a fanta person] ive been thinking of ways to talk to u too!! but it istg tumblr has some agenda against me cause it glitches so weird!! truly home of phobia😔[NOW SEE,, if i posted this during pride month i couldve also landed a joke about "during pride month??". truly my own enemies art mine own actions]. i am hugging u rn so if you feel warm rn thats me!! and if u feel cold in ur hands thats me holding ur hand with my ice cold hands hehe[im distantly related to mbj. sorry🧊🧊<-ice demon emoji for hearts<3]

i have so much to get through and its very ❕❕❕❕❕[<-overwhleming] so im taking everything as slow as possible but i am watching a few things rn like cutie pie and sxf so i get u. but also do tell me ur thoughts on everything regardless!! i like knowing what u think!! [also on cutie pie: idk if u started but i did and i think its a pretty good show and i think u'd like it 🤗 ]

bro i totally thought that benedict was gonna join in and s2 would be those 3 navigating a queer poly relationship in s2 while dealing with societal rules and "decorum" as it was in the 1800s

i did not finish the cbaw kdrama[im kinda abandoning all the shows ive left in the middle and coming back to them fresh in a year or around that time ]

re: fire island. i aim to inspire😔

oh goodreads isnt even that social but boy does it bully you hfksjksf[changed my reading goal to 1 book and now im 1200% done<3<3 beat the system<3 or beat up the system<3]

by the sounds of it she needs a break sheesh. high literature is fake ,if its doesnt bring u joy in some sort of way approach it like a snake[with care and curiosity] and i will check it out[in the future!!]

ive rewatched smzs so many times it really doesnt get old🥰 hope u and ur friends get to see it while eating smth really good!![personal rec is soup cuz im a soup fanatic!][also teeny tiny story but i once watched a show when i was younger and very impressionable ,and one character mentioned hating soup and i was like "ykw i will also hate soup now" and i felt horrible for like a week after that cuz i love soup!! moral of the story: soup is about warmth and love and also a form of rebellion against the deep nihilism engraved in society]

whats ur favourite soup? mine is sweet corn soup cause i used to have it a lot as a kid! and rn i favour egg drop!

heartstopper ahhhh!! i wanna see what they meant by big asexual plans too!!

bts does need a hiatus just for like letting ppl get into the know about what all they done -bbmas, run bts, bon voyage, beyond the screen , in the soop, literally all the concerts, not including solo work and so much more . and its been 9 years since theyve debuted and like namjoon said its hard to improve or grow urself in a field of constant expectations, so if they go to paris or a museum im glad they want to share it as well yk?

writing this in small cause even though i mean this genuinely i also feel a bit cringe😭so like ik theyve sacrificed a lot , not a little ,a lot and even though theyve reached a level of success that is quite hard to achieve without real talent and a lot of support, i do wonder what wouldve happened in another world if they didnt decide to pursue their current career. and yk. i hope theyre happy in both. also i hope in another world we wouldve crossed paths a little closer, m.

hope joe robinette can finally pay those student loans😢 and gets to live his best reverse harem explicit lemon 100k wip wattpad fanfic<3

ooooh wait if i also tattoo it on my brain😳😳 we'll have matching tattoos😳

i dont follow enhypen but yes it was a MOMENT i remember the first time i heard fever i was like "waiiiiittt a sec"

NOTE: above image is supposed to represent my enthusiasm about the song and nothing else. thank u for ur time

wait didnt holland release a song for it!!! im listening to it rn and its a freaking bop!!!

i couldnt start the god of highschool (￣ ‘i ￣;) but bro . bro why did it make u cry. bro answer me [<- person who is even more motivated to start it once they have enough time]

oooh i do like noir movie heroine!! and also . thats kinda a spot on vibe??

dude i kinda made a mistake associating that song with brownies/desserts cuz now whenever i hear that song im hungryyyy

anya! is ! such ! a ! cool ! character! the thing is idk if shes actually younger than six but if she is then she is technically performing better than any average child at that age would be[when i was six we already started multiplication and also at six i had an impulse to lick window cause of hansel and gretel<3] and shes just so near and dear to my heart💗💗 and also theres this thing about loid being an exemplary spy , but still fatherhood being his toughest mission like iktr

mika shoving his fingers in someones mouth is a spoiler therefore implying major plot significance got ya😊👍🏾

i might actually read the manga before the anime cause im a sucker for cool art [love animation too but as i said , im kinning a snail for the next few months<3 ]

i think of u quite often and hope ur well safe and have lots of food!!!

a song rec: every pore by tamino

love, kit

idk if u wanted to know and i feel. a bit weird about sharing this at all but the main reason for not answering this in so long is cause im in a weird headspace. which haha i mean who isnt right? but a lot of things changed in two months and like i can feel im in that stage you are right before a huge burnout and im trying to not? burnout? and my support system rn isnt the best rn and yea. im doing less than ok but just above being crushed. hopefully it passes and also hope this never happens in mine or anyones life again lol

making u read that might have u bummed out but if u read that [firstly sorry] [and secondly just, thank u for sending that first ask at all<3][my good bitch what do you want for your birthday][i think of u everyday lol][and also these last few months ive learnt to say i love you more freely without it being some huge moment at all, so i'd like to say: i love you. i truly do. idc that we've never seen each other. if u ever feel lonely just know that im rooting for u forever][💗💗💗💗💗]

[riskeith]

HI BABY!!!!

I LOVE THOSE TYPES OF VIDEOS SO MUCH THE SECOND THE SONG STARTED I KNEW WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN!!!! I’M SO HAPPY ALSO THE PLAYER TRYING TO MAKE ZHONGLI DANCE SKDJFJDKDJFLD i love how dancin’ has just become the official genshin song.

yes back to scheduled program:

it’s a super unpopular opinion 😳 i’ve never heard anyone say that skdhdfjdks. but same i think i’ve seen the first two over ten times throughout the years but i’ve only seen the last one Once. the movies do a great job at lore though so i don’t think reading the books are necessary... personal opinion. OH idk how famous it is but it’s a truth and dare fic and it’s super nsfw idk how much you like reading those but it’s called ‘it started with a spin’... it’s a mess but i remember reading it years ago and really enjoying it jshshsj.. also WOW???? you really fell into the drarry hole huh? granted it’s understandable they have some amazing writers. and sooo much content.

BUNNY CUTE CLUNA OH MY GOD HE SAID BUNNY CUTE!!!!!!! 🥺 ok this just made razor and bennett my new favorite duo in the game sorry everybody else..... ok nvm aether + razor too? wait no now i’m confused razor should be everybody’s baby.. including ours yes let’s adopt him... i can’t believe we already have children together 😳

RIGHT? i love that so much too! as much as i enjoy canon bamf midoriya i love fics that contain quirkless midoriya as well. something about him not needing a quirk yet changing the world is just *chefs kiss* that does feel like a you thing to do lmao sjshskks imagine how easy writing would be that way. also i’ve been curious about smth: do you have any favorite fics you can recommend? longer fics perferably i’m feeling Angsty.

it is a long time but idk.. it can create friendships that last for a long time. i’m still bestfriends with people i got to know at 5 years old and i’m 21 now so sjsjdksdk i guess being around each other for so long makes your bond different. but i’m sure it’s the same when you share those crucial teenage years together too.

diluc is always there and he’s so tempting.. damn. but yeah after xiao you could go for it!! imagine having xiao and diluc on your team... the fucking op-ness. is it difficult to get primogems at the higher levels?

WHAT????? are you kidding????? holy shit this game is on something.... how long will it take to ascend hahaha. now i know what streamers mean when they say that it’s okay to stop at level 80 with most characters....

CLUNA DO YOU HAVE 8 TUMBLR ACCS OR AM I PICKING THIS UP WRONGLY.... but jokes aside that the best system you don’t have to worry about spamming one blog or it being messy. i admire that a lot, couldn’t be me but i admire that a lot.

CHONGYUN EATING COTTON CANDY.. i just got a visual like him picking cotton candy from his hair and snacking on it help shdjjdhdjsks he’s so adorable. (pink and blue are equally used here!! i mostly see it during fairs and stuff. do you like it?) dip dye was so famous around that time remember when everybody did it? i remember crying bc i wasn’t allowed. and yeah i dye my hair once a year usually. mostly softer brown colors (my natural hair color is dark brown) and black when i’m feeling emo. i did peachy red hair once and i think that was my prime hsjsks. wbu? have you ever dyed it?

OIKAWAAAAA....... there’s something so fucking good about a seemingly confident boy that’s actually super insecure and very passionate that just hits right. right? and i do have two hq wips actually they aren’t very advanced because i’ve been so busy but they exist. one iwaoi and one kagehina. those two are my main ships in the show so far actually, that might change but who knows. i just love those two soooo much. the dynamics are just mwah. i need to get them out in the world some day.... hbu?? are you currently working on anything? hq or anything else? AND OFC IVE SEEN THAT. i actually love that drawing sooooo much cluna i remember seeing it weeks ago and going aaaaaah wow. the crown,,, his hair,,, i just think you’re the most amazing and i have such a crush on your talent.... 🥺 (just you in general as well actually 😳)

it’s the weekend, aka more time for us! can’t wait to hear from you again babe... <3

HI HIIIIII

HAHAHA YEAH WHEN I SAW IT I WAS LIKE OMGGGGGGG OMGGGGGG!!!!! the things people come up with wow 😩

oooo! that’s good then. i just don’t think i absorb information as well from movies compared to books ahaha. well i’ve learnt all the important stuff through fics now i reckon 🤪 oh i’ve seen that!! but i’ve purposely been not reading it fhdjdjskkwndks i feel like the concept wouldn’t be my thing but.. i might give it a shot. AND YESS there are so many good drarry authors who’ve written amazing fics ugh i love it here

it’s what razor deserves 😩😩 where should we take him first 🤪 family day out

hmmm fic recs which pairing? i could give you a lot of drarry, and a decent amount of iwaoi and kagehina maybe.. i don’t read a lot of fic for pairings/fandoms i write unfortunately.. but for a start the drarry fic running on air i mentioned is reaaaaally good!! a shorter one but just as good one is “to hurt and heal”. and i hope you’re doing alright 💞

omg nice!! that’s so sweet tho.. do you know anyone who’s had their childhood friends to lovers experience <33 ahahah

dude xiao and diluc omg… i am manifesting 🕯 it kinda is! if you run out of achievements and you’ve explored everything you can only really get primos from your daily commissions… i believe. which is why updates with new areas like dragonspine are a big blessing djdjskkdnfjc

yeah same omg crazy.. i think i might try levelling some of my main 4 up with books and then i’ll just like passively let them gain xp as i play lmao.…

I HAVE...… DEFINITELY MORE THAN 8 INCLUDING ONES IM JUST USING TO SAVE URLS/BLOGS I STARTED BUT NEVER CONTINUED BUT..… yeahhhhhh LMAO

omg.… your brain m.a. your brain!!! (i love cotton candy!! we call it fairy floss ehehe. do you like it?) FJSKKDKSMS i wasn’t allowed either 😔😔. oh nice!! omg peachy red??? das cool af. and i’ve never dyed my hair before!! but i’ve been wanting to bleach it lately heheh

iwaoi and kagehina dynamics are definitely top tier… i hope you’re able to work on those wips again soon!! and i have a lot of hq wips!! none i’m actively working on.. but yeah! thank you so much 😭😭😭😭 you’re too too kind to me 😭😭😭 but yeah i was also like??? i really did that??? wow. i must’ve been possessed by some kinda oikawa loving and good at drawing demon when i drew that fr (the feeling is.. mutual 😳)

ALSO THAT REMINDS ME. I HAVE THE PERFECT PLACE TO GO ON OUR CO-OP DATE omg so i was thinking about where we could possibly go together as xingqiu and chongyun before falling asleep and literally startled awake when i realised… won’t tell you yet so it’s a surprise hehehe unless you also know 👀 what i’m thinking 👀

woo!! can’t wait for your reply 💌

[unchartedterritoria]

Hiiiiii so this message has been so long overdue but I just wanna tell u how much I love your writing 🥺 ive been reading ur dangerous fic since when you posted the first chapter and I go back for rereads at various points over the year bc its just so good!! Its made my day during tough-ish times and its actually one of the best fics I've ever read, and the character writing for faith and sam is so incredible and I cant wait to see what you do next. Have a lovely day 😊😊

Oh anon, you have no idea how wonderful this made me feel. The last couple of weeks have been less than peachy and this note made me feel a little better about myself. Thank you so much for your kind words and I swear, you’ll see what happens with Faith and Sam soon.

[yeoldontknow]

Hiiiiii! Thank you for blessing my day with Currents. I am, as always IN LOVE 😍 For the ask doodly-do: 13 + 14 + 18 + 24 (maybe top three? since you have so many amazing ones! 😄)

hello sweetie! omg thank you so much for reading currents

13. hardest character to writetbh i struggled a lot with suho in EA but not because he was difficult to understand, just that id never written a power like that before? so getting into his psyche and then structuring his story around temporality like that…idk if that even makes sense. its just such a visual power that i had to make sure it was handled delicately. so yeah suho in EA was the most ive ever struggled with a character

14. easiest character to writehonestly any of the characters in hero come so easily to me. that kind of dark/graphically violent world comes easily to me because the feelings that come with it are the easiest to feel? like if you ask someone about their lowest point, theyd be able to answer pretty quickly. but if you ask them about their happiest, it takes A Lot of thought. so i always feel like the feelings that come from the low points: anger, bargaining, depression, fear, etc i have more experience processing those and helping a character move through them rather than expressing joy if that makes sense

18. favourite pairing to writelmao well long ago i wrote m/m fic with specific ship pairings in various fandoms, but now that i am here i find reader x chanyeol comes easiest (oh wow kat i wonder fuckin why lmaooo) BUT its not just because he is my UB? its mostly because being in yeols head is honestly the most fun for me and i can apply him in a lot of the situations i like to write. hoseok x reader is also a close second; altho writing jongdae x reader for the DYS series is also snatching me

24. favourite scene youve ever writtenmaaaaannn i get asked this a lot and i always go back to a story i wrote in a different fandom so im glad you asked for top 3. ill do the one i usually quote plus 2 more

from Time Runner:

Three weeks was all it took before I killed a man. I told myself it was survival, that he would have killed me, that this was my life now. This was a war between God and men, and if men could command time and temporality, then there was no longer a difference - we were all equal here. His life left his eyes before my dagger left his side, blood hot and thick on my fingers as if trying to burn through my bones. I held him close while he struggled, spasming violently until he stilled, collapsing against my chest like a spent lover. I held him while I cried through grit teeth, understanding that it was easy, easier than I thought it would be, and this would not be the first time I held mortality in my hands. I walked along a river bank until sundown, not wanting to clean my hands, letting the stain on my skin become a tattoo; they were slick for days. 

from Shortwave - Part of Boogie Nights and Colombian Whites:

‘You know, I don’t like people.’ Baekhyun releases small grunts through his words, the effort of slicing through cartilage filtering through his speech. ‘People are cunts. Worthless pieces of come and pussy, self-servicing - fuck, I don’t even like Suho that much.’

‘It’s mutual.’ Junmyeon’s voice cuts through Baekhyun’s little sermon, sharp, pointed, and bored.

‘So what made you think that I liked you? That we were friends? Was it the money I was fronting you to push this shit? Did you think it was a fucking loan?’

Exhaling into the breeze, Yixing chuckles at Baekhyun’s nonchalant tone, almost cordial in its cadence. Any other man, he imagines, would use this opportunity to impose dominance or threat in their word choice. Treading carefully over their words, they would select the ones they find most sinister and brutal in the effort of exerting authority. For as long as Yixing has known him, Baekhyun has never felt the need to do this. He has never done this because he doesn’t need to, choosing instead to let his actions showcase his will. And his will, always and without fail, is lethal.

‘Answer me, I’m genuinely curious. I’d like to know.’

from Chapter 10 of Hero:

‘I’m sorry, are we suddenly forgetting that she’s a weapon?’ come Jongdae’s biting words as he slaps the table with his flat palm. As if expecting this reaction, seemingly no one flinches at the sound, though their attention is now trained on him. ‘True, our honor and respect will be given to her, but are we forgetting it will be done likely without our consent? We have no choice to honor her because she is death itself. We cannot forget she is an omen. She will be the one dictating who lives and who dies, and her inclusion instigates our actions - it’s already happened, don’t you see?’

As he speaks, the words gain speed and volume until he’s nearly shouting. He’s being burned alive just by the idea of a Reader, and Chanyeol reaches out a hand to rest on his shoulder.

‘Calm yourself, brother,’ he says, gently though he knows it will have little result. ‘We are still far from our fate.’

‘I’ll not apologize for being the only one considering how lethal she is.’

As Jongdae speaks, his voice becomes two fold as it harmonizes with the low baritone of a war lord. Keeping his power regulated means the release of other pieces of fury, darker, more bloodthirsty pieces that allow Chen to slip through and paint his vocal cords red. His hand that rests on the table suddenly tenses, fingers and nails dragging along the metal in silence as Jongdae struggles to remain whole.

‘No one is saying they aren’t,’ soothes Yixing. ‘We simply -’

‘If she wills us to die I pray that mine is first blood spilled,’ Chen roars, […]

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