#highschool!5sos

[waterghostype]

call me lucky ‘cause in the end

im a six and she’s a ten

she’s so fit, i’m insecure

but she keeps coming back for more

(repost, had to fix smthn)

[5sosfanfictioncatalogue]

Popular x Unpopular Masterlist

As You Wish, Love (ao3) - stuckyonyou luke/calum M, 3k

Summary: Luke had been pining after Calum since year five and the kiwi had yet to notice his constant staring. Luke and Calum were on totally different social levels; The brunette and his douchebag friend Michael were adored by the entire school, known for their laid back attitudes and amazing taste in music. Luke was just the weird kid in the back of class with mediocre fringe. --- Or the one where Luke just wants Calum to have him and he finally gets his chance

Dear Blue Eyes (ao3) - snickerz luke/ashton G, 5k

Summary: Geek and bullied Luke Hemmings meets popular jock son of the headteacher Ashton Irwin, Luke falls hard for Ashton who's friends constantly beat him up, Ashton and Luke become friends and start texting however Luke never tells Ashton, one day Luke starts to recieve Love notes from an anonymous person and all is revealed so read:]

Different (ao3) - c_equestrian13 calum/ashton, michael/luke M, 35k (WIP)

Summary: Calum is the school's all-star footy player and Ashton is the new kid who's immediately labeled as a loser. There's a silent rule at school that the popular people don't associate with the losers, so when king of the poplar’s Calum Hood talks to Ashton Irwin, things change. The big question is, is it for the better, or for the worse?

It must be Magic (ao3) - tigerlily_sunshine michael/calum, luke/ashton T, 120k

Summary: It’s only Calum’s words playing on repeat in his mind, "Michael’s my friend," that keeps Michael firmly planted in place. He doesn’t quite believe them. He hasn’t really spoken to Calum since the first few months of their first year at Hogwarts when they finally realized what everybody’d been telling them all along: Slytherins can’t be friends with other houses.

(In which Michael is a friendless Slytherin who doesn't really belong anywhere, but Calum is bound and determined to prove him otherwise.)

I turned my good side in (ao3) - CliffordAffliction calum/ashton E, 3k

Summary: Calum's dreams come true when Ashton fucks him at a party

Only You Can Give Me That Feeling (ao3) - Cashton4506 calum/ashton, michael/luke N/R, 6k (WIP)

Summary: Ashton is the shy kid who sits quietly at the back of the classroom. He has a crush on popular football player Calum Hood. Almost everyone does.

Shameless (ao3) - HeartnArrow luke/ashton N/R, 38k

Summary: Luke is captain of the hockey team, one of the most popular guys in school along with calum hood, came out as gay last year. ashton is a nerd who gets straight a’s and has yet to have his first kiss at the age of 17. michael is his best friend who isn't really a nerd but has known ashton since preschool. ashton has always watched luke from afar, admiring him at the hockey games and in the hallways. he’s had a crush on him since freshman year but luke doesn't even know his name. or Luke was looking for a fuck buddy while Ashton was looking for love.

Starting Over (ao3) - orphan_account luke/ashton M, 15k

Summary: Luke Hemmings is the new kid at school. Shy, self conscious and nervous, he (literally) bumps into Ashton Irwin, the most popular kid at school. It's time for starting over.

Stranded (ao3) - Born_to_Riot calum/ashton, michael/luke M, 10k (WIP)

Summary: "How come you never told me you were good at soccer?" Ashton hears the voice of his ex-best friend Calum ask.

"Hmm... Let me think," he says, looking up from his locker, "Oh I know, it might have something to do with the fact that you haven't spoken a single word to me since the summer before freshman year."

Ashton Irwin is an unpopular Junior in high school with a passion for photography and drumming. He goes through everyday with his best friend, Luke Hemmings, at his side. Luke actually happens to be in a secret relationship with the most popular boy in school, Michael Clifford. Coincidentally, Michael's equally popular best friend just so happens to be Ashton's ex-best friend, Calum Hood.

Suit's, Ties and Everything in between (ao3) - snickerz luke/ashton N/R, 7k

Summary: Luke Hemmings the school's outcast get's paired with Ashton Irwin the school's 'heart throb' for the Prom.

"And that's the day I fell in love with Luke Hemmings"

teenage televised taping of love (ao3) - fffearless luke/ashton T, 10k

Summary: It’s dumb for Luke to get excited that Ashton would say something like that to him when he’s about a million percent sure he’s only into girls and this means nothing for his hopeless crush but he can’t help the surge of butterflies tickling his stomach with the flap of their wings.

(Or the one where Luke likes Ashton then lots of things happen then he hates him then he likes him again anyway)

there for you - @sup3rbloom​ (haveufoundwhaturlookingfor) luke/ashton, michael/calum T, 3k

Summary: Luke has been transferred to countless high schools due to the constant bullying. Finally, Luke lands in a high school where he gets to be with Ashton. He thinks it will be better for him, but he underestimated how popular Ashton really is.

[hychlorions]

sold-me-to-the-gavinners trope doesn't dig deep enough into wattpad. clearly you've never read a fic where you hit your head and one direction finds you on the street with amnesia and instead of calling the police they just straight up kidnap you and nurse you to health instead. or the fic where you're friends with all of one direction except louis who hates you for some reason and you're bedding zayn every night except secretly you run the biggest most vile one direction hate account in all of twitter

[ilostyou]

😌

[lionhanie]

lee riwoo ; everything i didn’t say

VERY angsty (be warned i cried), ex boyfriend! riwoo, first love gone wrong :(, i refer to riwoo by his birth name (sanghyeok), did not really proofread :P

word count: 1.4k

warnings: cursing, relationship issues (yikes), angst

this work is part of my boynextdoor as old 5sos songs series! ↳ if you want to listen to the song, link is here

a/n: i can't lie i think i wrote riwoo out to be kind of a douche in this but it was For The Angst ok. and also he's remorseful about it so... it's fine i guess loooool

likes ♡ and reblogs ↺ always appreciated!

sanghyeok is stuck in a loop. photobooth pictures of the two of you, the (now) dead bouquet you got him after his first performance, the hoodie that you’d always wear when you came over. he can’t look around his apartment without being reminded of your relationship, but he’d rather die than get rid of the remaining traces of you in his life. the two of you were highschool sweethearts; becoming dance partners at random in a club after school and the rest was history.

your chemistry was unmatched, not just while you were dancing together, but even when the music stopped, it was just you two in your own world. really, it was perfect-- everyone around you two was convinced you guys were going to be together forever with the way you looked at each other with literal hearts in your eyes. 

that is, until it was time for the two of you to part following your graduation. sanghyeok was moving a 3-hour train ride away from your hometown, making it much harder to see each other frequently. it worked for a while, he likes to think. every other saturday, you’d always wake up early in the morning to catch the first train over to your boyfriend-- but even then, you’d only get to spend less than a full twenty four hours together before you needed to go home for class on monday. there wasn’t any… bad blood between you two per se, but rather life seemed to get in the way of your relationship. 

“the way you held me / i wish that i’d put you first / i was wrong i admit, numb from your kiss / while you were slipping through my finger tips” 

sanghyeok was heavily involved in the dance club at his university, oftentimes running to practice immediately after class. practice /alone/ would eat up a couple hours of his limited free time, and the rest of the time he would spend trying to catch up with coursework that was slowly creeping up on him.

his texts become less frequent, and when he does finally send you a message, he’d never be active long enough to actually have a meaningful conversation. the two of you pinky promised that you’d try to call every night to keep in touch, but sanghyeok would often miss your designated calling time, explaining that he was still in the studio, or was stuck trying to learn the material from this week’s classes, or that he was simply too tired to call that night. 

“all the wrongs that i hoped would erase from your memories / holding onto a broken and empty heart / flowers i should’ve bought / all the hours i lost / wish i could take it back to the start”

maybe he was too naive to think that the distance would be fine-- that your relationship would be exactly how it was in high school, where the two of you had butterflies in your stomach each time you saw each other. he didn’t realize how neglectful he’d been until you called him in tears one day, a little past one am (and long past your usual 9pm call time, that he missed, again), when he was on his way back to his apartment after practice. huh? that’s odd. you aren’t usually up this late.

“do you even care anymore? i want you to be honest, sanghyeok, please.” your voice is coarse, it’s obvious that you’ve been crying, especially with the small hiccups you can’t seem to hide as you speak. “if you aren’t going to try anymore, we should just break up.” 

“y/n? baby, what are you saying right now? what do you mean we should break up?” 

you almost scoff at his words, in complete disbelief that /he/ doesn’t even know what he’s doing wrong. “this is the fourth time this week you’ve avoided our calls. jesus, have you even read any of the past texts i’ve sent you?” your voice breaks, filled with both frustration and utter heartbreak. 

“to be honest, i really needed you tonight. you know, you’re not the only one who’s busy. life has been kicking me in the ass lately and the only thing that keeps me going recently is the thought of hearing your voice at the end of the day, but now i can’t even get that! shit, i’ve been so patient with you, sanghyeok-- with us.” 

“hey, i’m sorry, okay? i’m sorry i didn’t read your texts earlier, and sorry for missing our call earlier..” he takes the phone away from his ear, checking the time and putting you on speaker. 1:15 AM. he hasn’t even started studying for the test he has in the morning. “but can we talk about this tomorrow? i just left the studio, and i really need to get to studying once i get to the apartment. and there’s no rehearsal tomorrow, so i’ll be able to call-”

“you don’t get it, don’t you? it doesn’t matter that tomorrow you’ll finally be able to call, it’s the fact that i’m always your last priority these days. it fucking hurts, sanghyeok. you’re my number one, and yet i can’t even get a text back from you anymore.” he stops in his tracks, listening to you on the other end of the phone. surely he hasn’t missed that many of your calls. he was almost certain he texted you good morning the second he woke up. he curses under his breath at himself when he looks at his notifications. 2 missed calls. over 10 texts from both yesterday and today, unopened. he must’ve forgotten. 

“we aren’t in high school anymore, okay? it shouldn’t be a burden to put in a little bit more effort for someone you love, even if you’re further away now… you always used to send me flowers whenever you missed me, or call me in the middle of the day just to hear my voice. what happened to us?” your sniffles stopped by now, instead being replaced with all of the emotions from the past couple weeks finally being aired out. 

“why am i always the one who wakes up at four in the morning every weekend just to spend some time with you? why do i have to be the one to sit and wait for your calls, only to see that you’re busy again? damnit, i just wish i knew you still loved me, sanghyeok.” he can feel his heart drop to the pit of his stomach. 

“with all of the mistakes i’ve made / from all the letters that i’ve saved / this is everything i didn’t say / i wish i could’ve made you stay / and i’m the only one to blame / i know that it’s a little too late” 

fuck. he’s crying again. he can’t recall how many times he’s reread the love letters you once exchanged in high school. they used to sit in a pretty decorated cardboard box on his desk, but his bedside drawer is their new home; it’s much easier to read them every night when they’re right next to him. he’s extra careful not to get any of his tears on your writing, just in case those are the last letters you’ll ever write for him.

if he had just noticed sooner… if he wasn’t so focused on himself, maybe he would’ve seen how much the person he loved most was hurting, all because of him. sanghyeok almost feels sick thinking about how you kept in your feelings for so long; enduring all the pain in hopes that he would turn things around eventually. 

“i hope you know / for you i’d sacrifice / to make this right / some day i’m sure / we’ll pass each other by / until that time…” 

and at the end of the night, when sanghyeok’s head hurts from crying for too long, and another tissue box is empty beside him, he goes for a walk. it’s his routine, after all. he’ll walk down the same dim path he walked on the night you two broke up, and he will sit on a bench and look up at the sky through the clearing between the trees. he’s waiting for a shooting star.

...by the time that star comes, he’s already prepared with his wish. he doesn’t even need to think about what he wants most in this world, because he knows the only thing he would wish for is one more chance to make things right with you.

© lionhanie 2024 ; all rights reserved!

[calumhoodgoss]

horror story of a teenage 5sos blogger

let me set the scene - its the mid 2010s, I'm 17, in the height of my 5sos fan career, im watching keek compilations all day and scrolling tumblr all night. Life is good.

Fast forward a few months and I start talking to this cute boy at school. we start going on dates, having first kisses - and first everything elses. we're falling madly in love. it's intense (and so cringy to look back at as an adult) but again, life is good! not a worry in the world!!

eventually.. it somehow comes up that my boyfriend and i both have tumblrs (of VERY different nature's mind you). we wanted to show eachother things we'd found online but we were both adamant we didn't want to see eachothers blogs (FOR OBVIOUS REASONS). instead of following each other, we would send each other screenshots of funny textposts, pictures, etc. - blacking out our respective blog names and url's to protect our online anonymity. life is good!

now by day, I'm spending all hours messaging my totally hot boyfriend but by night... by night, I'm reblogging hot gifs of calum hood, smut fanfics, imagines, general gifs of hot couples making out (ifykyk). it's the HEIGHT of tumblr fanfiction and imagine culture and I could not get enough. i was exploring things in real life with my boyfriend while also exploring online through fics. reblogging every single thing along the way. i was having my cake and eating it too and it was a fucking good time to be alive. life is so good!

of course, like any normal person, I was using my tags as a stream of consciousness. a way to get out my feelings about cal, about my boyfriend, about being a teenager, about LITERALLY EVERYTHING. Unfiltered, hormonal, teenage girl writing about the boys she likes. every. damn. night. life! is! good!

until.. all until.. my boyfriend and i were lying together in a park, under a tree, light filtering down on us as we talk and laugh and kiss - a perfect afternoon UNTIL he says there's something he has to tell me. 'what does *name of my blog* mean?'

TURNS OUT, the very first time I sent him a screenshot of something, I didn't black out my url properly and he had been SECRETLY STALKING MY BLOG FOR MONTHHHSSSS.

MONTHS

MONTHS!!!!!!

Literally just months worth of calum hood smut, so.much.smut, smut requests too!!!, soft porn gifs WITH TAGS LITERALLY EXPLICITLY ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND, countless text posts about our dates and whatever the fuck I was thinking or feeling that day, 5sos drama, EVERYTHING. EVERYTHINGGGGG. ABSOLUTELY EV ER Y THIN G

needless to say that blog was immediately scorched from the surface of the earth. and since then, I virtually haven't been on 5sos tumblr - until now. I was so mortified that I wasn't just throwing my thoughts into the void, I was literally scarred.

we're still together though lol I guess he some how liked me enough to look past the 5sos blog HAHA. he's a much stronger person than I because if the roles were reversed and he had some obsessed teenage fan blog, I think i would have gotten the ick straight away. Especially since I literally NEVER talked about 5sos with him because I was soooo embarrassed that I was obsessed with them (this was album one era guys HAHA and my boyfriend was way cooler than me in highschool). now I don't care, I play them in the shower all the time - he can deal with it hahaha

moral of the story is, idk don't tell your teenage boyfriend you have tumblr cause he will find your blog

[xiaosenthusiast]

5. reminisce

“i’m better than you!”

“no!! i got 100!”

“i got 101!”

i pouted my lower lip as i turned away from xiao and started walking away, “you are a big meanie!”

i ran over to fei and sat down next to her. she turned and tilted her head, “do you want to read with me?”

i smiled at her and moved closer, we stayed like that while fei read out loud to me. it was quiet until i heard crying.

“YNNNNN”

i turned and saw xiao standing next to me while wailing my name. he clung to me as i tried to pull him off. “get off of me you big bully!”

“oh dear, it looks like little xiao likes yn!”

my mom leaned her head into her hand while she contained some chuckles.

“yanfei come on, it’s time to go home!”

“okay mama!”

yanfei closed her book and got up to go, “bye yn! bye xiao!”

“bye fei!” waving at her i forgot about xiao clinging to me by the waist

“come on xiao it’s time for us to go too.”

“but i want to stay here with yn!”

“nooo! get out of my house!!”

i whined as i tried pushing xiao off of me(while not really trying)

“actually can i speak to you before you go, guizhong?”

“oh, sure. xiao stay here for a little more, mama’s gonna go talk to yn’s mom a little bit more.”

“yayy!”

he only clung tighter to me as my mom walked into the kitchen with his mom.

“xiaooo! get off of me!!” i tapped his arms on my waist, not really caring if he let go or not.

“but i don’t know when the next time i’ll visit is..”

huffing i closed my eyes, “i’ll see you again tomorrow..i think…”

his grip on my shirt loosened and i could feel his calm steady breathing on my face, opening my eyes i was face-to-face with a sleeping xiao.

“you dummy.” my eyes started closing as i hugged xiao back, moving closer to him.

—

“why am i thinking about this now..have i lost my mind? AHHHHHHHH” i hit my head against my desk earning me a scolding from my mom and a bump on my forehead.

fun facts!

xiao has 4 siblings! and they were all adopted, bosacious and indarias are the only two that know.

bosacious is in his last year of highschool and indarias is in her second year of highschool. bonanus and menogias are in middle school.

when xiao and yn were fifth graders they usually bickered with each other. yanfei just watched from the sidelines, she prefered not to get mixed up with any of that.

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[obxthornton]

Epilogue

WC: 2018

5 years later 

"Welcome back to 107.9 the metro. I'm Faith Holt and We're here today with the lovely Geo Summer for the promotion of her 3rd album. We're all excited here at the studio but tell me, Geo, how are you feeling about this album? What can you tell us about it?"

I smiled at the interview, the headphones on my head pressed down alittle too tight giving me a headache as I spoke into the microphone. "I don't want to spread expectations but it's my favorite album yet. Me and my team have worked so hard on this album and every song has my sweat and tears poured into it." 

"I can't wait. And neither can your fans. You're currently trending on Twitter in the Music and pop culture category with the hashtag, GS3Velocity." The interviewer said reading off some note cards. "When's the new single coming out?"

I smiled and held up a CD in a case, "how about in a few minutes for ya?" The interviewer smiled and grabbed the case from me. "You heard it folks, Geo's new single later on 107.9 the metro. But until then I have some questions for you."

"Shoot." I smiled.

"You grew up in Australia correct?" She asked making me nod, "Yeah until I was 18, and then I moved to Canada for 5 years and now I live here in LA."

"A lot of your current fans are high school students, how was your high school experience?" She asked.

I nodded, "it was great. I was in a band and had awesome friends."

"These friends included the band 5 Seconds of Summer correct? Stay tuned until 7:30 to hear about 5sos newest album Youngblood, How close were you with the band?" She asked.

That stupid band name was going to be the death of me. Every time I would turn on the Raido or look on Twitter it was always them. Now it had followed me to my personal life.

"We were friends. The drummer of the band was my friend from when we were 4 until we graduated." I tried to stay as broad as possible, hoping to move on to the next topic. Hell, I'd leak the whole album right now if she just stopped talking about that band.

"And what about you and Luke Hemmings?" She asked.

"We were friends. Just like me and all the guys." I said gritting my back teeth lightly.

She reached over to a CD holder and pulled out a CD case. "Fans were doing some digging and found this in 5 Seconds of Summer's first album." She opened up the case and slipped out the booklet from the case. "Did you know your name is their self-titled album is mentioned on the track Amnesia? Did you help write the song?"

She handed me the booklet. Sure I knew. I knew it was there because it was my song. It felt like ages ago when I wrote this song but it was played all across the world too, and 5 Seconds of Summer got the credit.

"Just something I wrote in highschool," I told her handing her back the booklet.

"Do you still talk to the guys? What about your other bandmates?" She asked.

My head spun.

"We're all doing our own thing now. and they are doing absolutely amazing things on their own." I just said.

The interviewer nodded took my single out of the cd case and popped it into the CD player. "We'll have Geo back on here in a few, right now here's Geo's new single, He's Alright." She clicked play on the machine and then turned off our mics. The red light went off signaling we were off the air and I sighed in relief.  Thank goodness.

~~~~~~~~~

"That's been Geo today ladies and gentlemen. Don't forget to stream Velocity on June 20th anywhere you stream music. Thank you so much for being here today Geo." Faith said causing me to smile, "Of course. Thank you for having me." 

"Here's Summers by Target Audience!"  The red light went off and I took off the headset relieving the tension in my head. I said goodbye to Faith and the crew, thanking them for today, and soon left.  I checked my phone time, it was 6 and I couldn't wait to go get dinner. I was absolutely starving. Skipping lunch wasn't a good idea but I was running around everywhere today. Chinese food sounded amazing.

I sat down in the lobby of the radio center and placed my bag on the table next to me before I called an Uber to come pick me up. It said it would be here in 10 minutes, I assumed traffic was bad to get here. 

My phone rang and I picked it up holding it to my ear. "Hey, Sarah," I said into the line.

"Me and your dad listened to your show online! It was amazing. Max and Katy are already screaming for the song to be played again." My stepmom said into it.

"I'll send over the entire album for them on a CD," I said.

"Your dad's really proud of you honey. And your mom, I know she would be proud of you as well." I smiled, "That means a lot, thank you, Sarah."

"Okay, I'll let you go honey. Come visit soon! We love you." 

"Love you, Mom."

Sarah slowly hung up the phone, I could hear her own breathing on the other end. I may have never known my real mom, but Sarah was the best mom I have known. I loved her and my dad more than anything, plus Max and Katy. They were my biggest supporters. Max was always telling his friends at school that his big sister Geo was a rock star.

"Aussie?" A voice said from next to me in his own Australian accent.

I turned my head slightly to barely take a glimpse at the man who had a beanie and sunglasses on matching my own, "New South Wales." I told him where I grew up.

"Same actually. Small world." He laughed lightly shaking his head. He walked over to the chair I was sitting in and slid off his glasses.

"What high school did you go to? I'm sure I know it." Ashton Irwin asked.  My face fell as I stared into the eyes of my old friend. I hadn't talked to him in 4 years.

"South high," I replied honestly. Gosh please don't recognize me. Please don't recognize me.

"No way. Smallest fucking world." He said laughing shaking his head, "What's your name I'm bound to know you right? I'm Ashton."

I didn't answer but just turned to look at the door.

"Gigi?" Ashton asked causing my breath to hitch and I squeezed my eyes shut. It was rare now to hear Gigi instead of Geo when in high school it was the opposite. Only one person could call me Geo and now the entire world called me it.

"Ashton," I mumbled looking down at my phone that had dinged saying my ubers here. I stood up sliding the glasses up to the top of my head. "Lovely seeing you, but my ubers here."

"Bullshit." Ashton spat as I tried to walk past him.

"Excuse me?" I asked looking at him with raised eyebrows.

"Show me." He said. I rolled my eyes and held up my phone to him. He grabbed it and looked at the Uber app, I watched as he clicked on the screen and handed it back to me, canceling my ride.

"Oops." He said.

"You owe me that cancelation fee," I said glaring at him. I watched as he pulled a loose $10 bill from his pocket and held it out to me with his eyebrows raised. "Sit your ass down until your next Uber gets here."

"I don't know who you think you're talking to." I spat.

"I'm talking to someone who didn't answer a single phone call past her 19th birthday. So sit. Down." He said pointing to the chair I had been sitting on.

I sighed and sat back, taking off my hat and glasses and throwing them in my bag. Ashton sat down on the other chair, his elbow resting on the arm of it as he rubbed his face lightly.

"BB Records," I said. He waited for me to continue, "They didn't want me talking to you guys after your band got signed because it was a competitive record label."

He nodded lightly telling me to go on. "I'm sorry," I said sincerely. Silence filled the room and he motioned for me to keep going. 

"What else do you want me to say, Ash? I have no excuse for actions." I mumbled turning to look anywhere but at him. The table next to me had a Bouquet of flowers in a vase. I grabbed them out of the vase and held them out to him. 

He stared at them for a minute before slowly grabbing them and standing up.  I stood up too, guilt across my face. "I'm sorry."

He smiled largely at me and engulfed me into a hug that swallowed me in the fabric of his shirt. "I missed my best friend." He said into my hair.

The bell on the front door rang making Ashton pull away slowly.

"We leave him alone for 5 minutes and he's already found someone he knows." I recognized the voice as Michael's.

"Shit," I mumbled squeezing my eyes shut. I could handle one member but not all of them.

"It's okay," Ashton whispered, "Just chatting it up with an old friend." He said throwing an arm around my shoulder forcing me to turn around.

"Gigi?" Calum asked.

They were so big. I didn't know people could age so much in 5 years, I mean they were proper adults. Michael had the same hair as he did in high school just his natural color which I thought I'd never see the day where he embraced it. Calum had the same shy away eyes that Maddison always talked about when they were together in high school. And Luke Hemmings was the same as I remembered. Beautiful. Like a prince out of a storybook, he looked Magical with his piercing eyes and his hair. His hair was longer, something my dad used to tell him not to grow out. He was taller, I mean a lot taller. I felt small compared to him and he wasn't even close to me.

The clock had started back up.

"And before you say anything, it was her manager who didn't allow her to answer our calls. I've accepted her apology for the group." Ashton said beaming.

"You look great Gigi," Michael said stepping forward a few feet to hug me. I smiled into the hug, "And you look the exact same Cliffo."  He chuckled lightly pulling away, patting my shoulder as he did like he was checking if I was real.

Calum hugged me next looking at me almost confused. "I thought you lived in Canada?" Calum asked.

I shrugged, "BB records contract ran out and I didn't want to sign with them again, for obvious reasons, so I moved here about 2 weeks ago and am now an independent licensed artist." 

"That's amazing. I've heard your art on the Radio, absolutely amazing as always." He praised.

Luke stepped up, hovering completely over me. "Save the best for last I'd hope." He said sending me a half smile.

I rolled my eyes and pulled him into a hug. "Of course I did." The hug lasted longer than expected but it lasted the length we needed. He smelt like cheap cologne, like the cheap cologne I used to buy for him I'm a highschool 

As we pulled away, the rest of the boys were nowhere to be seen. Luke laughed lightly looking at the floor, shaking his head at his friends. Our friends.

The last turn of the Rubix cube. The last piece of the puzzle. The winning point of the game.

The last question.

"Did you miss me?" I asked lightly.

Question 20.

"More than you'll ever know."

6/20.

[lover-of-mine]

get to know me

tagged by @wikiangela thank you 🩷

Nicknames: I never had one tbh, Anna is easy enough, no nickname ever stayed.

Zodiac: taurus

Height: 171cm/5'7 according to my tape measure that has both centimeters and feet lol (but this has actually shocked me because I spent the last 8 years thinking I was 168 because everyone told me you stop growing when you're a teen and I was 168 when I was 18 and that was that but apparently not cuz I had to get measured for my new insurance and low and behold I'm taller than I thought I was)

Fave music: whatever 5sos is doing kspakapskoakapa (my Spotify genre mixes are pop, punk, rock, country and soft metal and I would say that's the assortment of things I listen to more regularly)

Followers: 1100 and something last I checked and I have no clue where y'all came from lspskapakapa

Following: 249

Do you get asks: sometimes, I've been getting them more frequently now tho (probably because my anon was closed for like 2 years for personal reason but I opened it back up once I started posting more frequently because it can be intimidating to send asks with your blog on it and I didn't want to close the possibility)

Amount of sleep: I've started mood stabilizers a few months back and those have me either sleeping for 5 hours and not a second more or sending me into a coma for 10, no in-between kspskapkapalaoala

What are you wearing: shorts and a camp half blood shirt

Dream job: honestly no clue anymore lol

Languages: Portuguese (native), English, I can get away with some basic Spanish and with reading French. I also have a basic understanding of libras, that's the Brazilian sign language.

Random fact: I have a gold medal from a basketball competition from when I was in highschool and I scored a half court shot in the game we won it.

Aesthetic: recently I'm a cartoon character, the color my hair is becomes my personality kspskapalpakapa

No pressure tag 🩷: @eddiebabygirldiaz @ilostyou @chamaleonsoul @ijustdontlikepeople @caramelcalum @sherlockcrossing @disasterbuckdiaz and anyone else that feels like doing this

[zander1104]

Imma give like a mini tour of me. 💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽

Okay.

HELLO. MY NAME IS ALEXZANDER.

Yes there is a x and z in my name. Yes I wanted to be different. Yes I am a tranny.

ANYWAY

Im 18 years old

Im black and Puerto Rican (miles morales who?)

I was born in Melbourne but raised in good ol merica 🤘🏾🇺🇸🏈 ( go capitalism go)

I graduated HighSchool like a week ago 🧑🏽‍🎓

I start college in august 🧑🏽‍🏫

Going to college to be psychiatrist

I fucking love K-pop ( bts, txt, straykids, mamamoo, super junior, enhypen, the boyz, exid, clc, the rose, p1harmony, shinee, chung ha, sunmi, everglow, (g)-idle, nct 127(u and dream),ikon, exo, ateez, and probs more I can’t think of lmao)

I can name every member of most of those groups at the drop of a hat. I have an obsession.

The first group I ever got into was actually VIXX. I watched VooDoo Doll, thinking it was 5SOS’s song when I was still in elementary. That and danger by BTS.

I like most music genres

I don’t like country but I love like folk country. (Does that make sense? I’m not sure if that’s a thing but that’s what it sounds like)

I do, do the thing we’re I pretend to hate a song but secretly Shazam it so I can listen to it later

I really like art.

Like anything artsy I fucking love.

Writing,music, painting, drawing, dancing, (sex)

Im in a lot of fandoms

Here’s three : twilight, fnaf, redacted.

I don’t like, interact a lot because I do not have much to contribute but I love like reading, commenting, and theorizing.

I’m 5’7.

I am the mom and therapist friend 

Experiment friend (if you wanna try something new you come to me)

I have ADHD and scored real high in the tism test.

I have daddy, mommy, and abandonment issues.

I have an iQ of 129

I love reading people. Like especially if I’m angry with them. Im R E A L L Y good at it. I will dissect people like farm animals if they fuck up my mood. :)

I have 10 siblings.

My favorite number is three. (Could you tell😉)

[zeroeightzeroone]

Omg omg omg are you fan of 5sos?!? I am one!! Honestly the whole ep from iydk is one of my faves!!! And lover of mine is like top on my calm faves

Sorry you had to go on your angst era :( hopefully your are better now ✨

omg yessss i was such a big 5sos fan when i was in highschool!! a big michael girl right here!

the 'sounds live, feels live' concert was my friends and i's first ever concert!! since then we've gone to every toronto tour stop, except for the 'take my hand' tour

buying tickets for the 5sos show was a very last minute decision between my friend and i, we had been out of the 5sos loop for a while (which is why we didn't go to the take my hand tour) but that last minute decision was the best one. being there just brought me back to how i felt when i first saw them (same venue too!), i was in my feels that night 😂

i am definitely better now, thank you hehe

but when i do slip into those angsty moments, using my feelings as motivation and inspiration for writing really helps.

i hope you're also doing amazing bby 🫶

[gothluke]

thank you sweet angel li @lovelikealandslide for tagging me !! ily 🩵

put your music on shuffle and post the first 10 songs that come up

1. “garden (say it like dat)” by sza

2. “the edge of glory” by lady gaga

3. “a night like this” by the cure

4. “pictures of you” by the cure

5. “moodswings” by 5SOS

6. “sunshine” by ashton irwin

7. “highschool lover” by air

8. “goodbye yellow brick road” by elton john

9. “dumb” by nirvana

10. “thinking about you” by radiohead

i tag: @arishemmo @sofsversion @hernameisrocio & @brave-tomlinson (but ofc no pressure !! 🥹)

[5sosfanfictioncatalogue]

Popular Calum Masterlist

As You Wish, Love (ao3) - stuckyonyou luke/calum M, 3k

Summary: Luke had been pining after Calum since year five and the kiwi had yet to notice his constant staring. Luke and Calum were on totally different social levels; The brunette and his douchebag friend Michael were adored by the entire school, known for their laid back attitudes and amazing taste in music. Luke was just the weird kid in the back of class with mediocre fringe. --- Or the one where Luke just wants Calum to have him and he finally gets his chance

Different (ao3) - c_equestrian13 calum/ashton, michael/luke M, 35k (WIP)

Summary: Calum is the school's all-star footy player and Ashton is the new kid who's immediately labeled as a loser. There's a silent rule at school that the popular people don't associate with the losers, so when king of the poplar’s Calum Hood talks to Ashton Irwin, things change. The big question is, is it for the better, or for the worse?

Endlessly (ao3) - thesoulsailor calum/ashton, michael/luke E, 27k

Summary: or Calum is the undisputed king of his high school, Ashton speaks through colours, Luke doesn't let anybody touch him and Michael is so getting killed by for hiding that snake in their teacher's drawer.

It must be Magic (ao3) - tigerlily_sunshine michael/calum, luke/ashton T, 120k

Summary: It’s only Calum’s words playing on repeat in his mind, "Michael’s my friend," that keeps Michael firmly planted in place. He doesn’t quite believe them. He hasn’t really spoken to Calum since the first few months of their first year at Hogwarts when they finally realized what everybody’d been telling them all along: Slytherins can’t be friends with other houses.

(In which Michael is a friendless Slytherin who doesn't really belong anywhere, but Calum is bound and determined to prove him otherwise.)

I Want To Tell You That You're All Mine (I Feel Our Hands Intertwined) (ao3) - DontGetTooCloseItsDarkInside ot4 E, 3k (WIP)

Summary: Michael doesn't like himself.

Calum, Ashton and Luke all want him and think he's perfect.

I Won't Waste My Time Alone (ao3) - orphan_account calum/ashton, minor luke/michael M, 1k

Summary: “I-I’m Ashton.” The boy, Ashton, blushed. Calum loved how his cheeks got all red and he became flustered. This boy was really too cute!

“I’m Calum.” Calum replied.

“I know.” Ashton giggled.

My Cobain Shirt (ao3) - unconditionalcalum michael/calum, luke/ashton T, 13k (WIP)

Summary: Michael's heart skipped a beat. Did he, Calum fucking Hood, just talk to him, Michael? Michael managed to smile at him quickly before the tanned boy walked away, already talking to someone else. It never happened before. Until this moment, Michael wasn't even sure Calum knew he existed. But apparently, he did.

* * *

Or: the one where the shy boy with the bright hair (Michael) has a hopeless crush on the popular soccer-player-with-a-scholarship (Calum).

never know what you've got until it's gone - @sup3rbloom (haveufoundwhaturlookingfor) calum/ashton, michael/luke G, 10k

Summary: Ashton's had the biggest crush on Calum Hood since forever. Luke knew this. He only had the best of intentions when he brought up Ashton's crush to Calum. He never thought about Ashton potentially finding out.

Only You Can Give Me That Feeling. (ao3) - Cashton4506 calum/ashton, michael/luke N/R, 4k (WIP)

Summary: Ashton is the shy kid who sits quietly at the back of the classroom. He has a crush on popular football player Calum Hood. Almost everyone does.

painting (ao3) - orphan_account calum/ashton N/R, 1k

Summary: calum was ashton's muse, he just didn't quite know it yet.

Shameless (ao3) - HeartnArrow luke/ashton N/R, 38k

Summary: Luke is captain of the hockey team, one of the most popular guys in school along with calum hood, came out as gay last year. ashton is a nerd who gets straight a’s and has yet to have his first kiss at the age of 17. michael is his best friend who isn't really a nerd but has known ashton since preschool. ashton has always watched luke from afar, admiring him at the hockey games and in the hallways. he’s had a crush on him since freshman year but luke doesn't even know his name. or Luke was looking for a fuck buddy while Ashton was looking for love.

Stranded (ao3) - Born_to_Riot calum/ashton, michael/luke M, 10k (WIP)

Summary: "How come you never told me you were good at soccer?" Ashton hears the voice of his ex-best friend Calum ask.

"Hmm... Let me think," he says, looking up from his locker, "Oh I know, it might have something to do with the fact that you haven't spoken a single word to me since the summer before freshman year."

Ashton Irwin is an unpopular Junior in high school with a passion for photography and drumming. He goes through everyday with his best friend, Luke Hemmings, at his side. Luke actually happens to be in a secret relationship with the most popular boy in school, Michael Clifford. Coincidentally, Michael's equally popular best friend just so happens to be Ashton's ex-best friend, Calum Hood.

[edgyandoverzealous]

my partner is always on my mind music edition pt 1.

With absolutely no context or alternatively with all the context @moltenatlas I forgor this was in my drafts. So here you go, I hope you're doing well, I love you! <33

• "if I showed up with a plane ticket and a shiny diamond ring with your name on it would you want to run away too? cause all I really want is you" - 5sos She looks so Perfect. Self-explanatory. Except my partner hates jewelry so it would be a fancy knife as we've previously discussed as a ring equivalent.

• The usage of the pet name "Lemondrop", which I have been too shy to use quite yet because I'm lame. in Fresh by Artist vs Poet. Also the guitar in that song feels them coded. As does the band name Artist vs Poet.

• The entirety of Figure you Out by Violà because once I have an established relationship I apparently learn how to flirt and do so accordingly to the singular person for shits, giggles, and profit? That's a lie I don't know how to flirt or reciprocate everything is unintentionally and awkward and I beat myself up about it later. Ie: bookstore date incident, kill me, the gloves incident, kill me again. -///-

• "When you aren't around I sink into the ground I try to pretend I'm closer to you never understanding, you're always on my mind I cannot help it." Death by Melanie Martinez. Listen I do not care that song is a love song to me and those lines hit so hard and it's so comforting?? It's how I feel about them.

• Light shower by Melanie Martinez. Yup all of it. This one needs so much context but do I have the energy to do so, eh? I'll try. In Melanie Martinez lore consuming another person is an act of love. Ie: "eat me up like apple pie" in highschool sweethearts. It's seen as the two becoming one. An act of true devotion and a love so deep it consumes you. Okay all clear? So this particular song, from my personal interpretation, is about someone who makes you feel clean despite your traumas and someone who you'd like to be with until your last days but also makes you feel a little overwhelmed by your emotions sometimes. Ie: I was so excited when they confessed to me and we started dating that it low-key felt like I was having some kind of panic attack or about to pass out /srs I have a poem written about it I was just so happy and excited I felt heavy and lightheaded. They confessed with a wax sealed love letter sweeter than honey, cookies and other trinkets, and then immediately asked me out. I am a small simple man, okay, and they make me feel so important.

• The whole "Could you hold me through the night? Put your lips all over my salty face when I start cryin'. Could you be my first time? Eat me up like apple pie, make me not wanna die. Love me rough and let me fly. Get me up, yeah, get me high. Tie me down, don't leave my side. Don't be a waste of my time." Segment of Highschool sweethearts by Melanie Martinez. Kinda self-explanatory I mean. Some of it might be 👀 or even maybe 🚩? So for my anxiety's sake I'll clarify that my happiness/emotions are not their responsibility to regulate or any of that yikes shenanigans, I know that in its entirety and have no intention of making it their responsibility. In this context I just think it's neat to have something/someone worth living for added to the list of why I shouldn't kick the bucket prematurely. They make me feel like I have a future worth looking forward to. Sorry for the lack of context otherwise but this one is pretty self-explanatory so... :P Also my sister brought this to my attention initially but also she's right in this case.

• Saferwaters by Chevelle. About escaping traumas to a safer place or surroundings. They are my safer place. End of discussion.

• Soldier, Poet, King by The Oh Hellos. Self explanatory. That song is them. Every time I hear it, I think of them because it very much feels like a tall tale being told, my love tells tall tales. Also a poet and the soldier to my king. Iykyk.

• We'll Never Have Sex by Leith Ross. Ironic because earlier in this post you will see figure you out by Violà. Here's the thing I'm demi and on the grayscale of asexuality,still trying to figure out if this is related to what I've recently discovered as repeated traumas. With Rizz??Pretty sure it's not. Like with 85% certainty. So I'll just elaborate with it's nice to feel wanted and loved for who I am and treated gently/returning that treatment as well. Cool cool.

• "Perfection is so quick to bore, you are more beautiful by far, our flaws are who we really are." I hear a Symphony by Cody Fry. Something about loving the entirety of a person, 'flaws' and all. Which is how I feel about them and hopefully it's mutual?

• Sparks by Coldplay. Specifically the lines "I promise you this, I'll always look out for you, yeah that's what I'll do." And also "my heart is yours, it's you that I hold on to that's what I do." And also "I won't let you down." Self explanatory.

• 104 degrees by Slaughter Beach, Dog. In the "I want to settle down with you and can list countless small things about you and what you do and don't like because you are oh so very important to me" way.

[spadesolace]

what i have on the works rn

untitled - idol! minji x 8th nmixx! fem! reader

a collab stage with your secret girlfriend and lowkey flirting with her on stage at any given chance would make people start shipping you two and... exposing yourselves

voodoo doll - highschool au! haewon x reader

inspired by 5sos- voodoo doll

do you see me? - idol! yeji x fan! reader

'its probably fan service, nothing more to it.' is what you believed as you admired yeji from a far in the middle of an itzy concert.

requests are open

[jadeoru]

i've never been a really big fan of 5sos but i'm from australia and when my older cousin was in highschool, one of the band members mom worked there and he would go to the school often to see her. and my cousin said everyone would freak out lol, but she's met him before but she didn't rlly know who 5sos was but yeah that ask made me think of it. i thinnk it was luke hemmings. he told her that he was in a band and she said that was kinda cool LOL and didn't know it was 5sos 🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️🧘‍♀️

THATS SO FUCKING COOL??? if luke hemmings casually showed up at my school when i was in secondary school i wouldve lost my shit lmfao