#hi btw my name is kat

[h0t-p1nk-ch33tah-pr1nt]

What I'm cooking

[cuteniaarts]

@katkastrofa: *writes a single throwaway line in one chapter of Lost and Found that is never referenced again*

Me, completely randomly and with no prompting: Alright, bet–

[beepyscircus]

See the joke is they’re both undiagnosed and autistic-

[ultimate-snek]

how do you manage to friend zone someone YOU are crushing on. buddy. think a lil please

[mrmunchgaming]

more art block scraps cuz ive only been drawing art trades latetly and idk f i have permission 2 post some yet

not all art here is mine some some belongs 2 @exorstray

[jkriordanverse]

Candy Salad trauma dumping but it's The Crows + some others

Wylan: Hi i'm Wylan and when my dad found out I was dyslexsic he tried to get me to learn how to read and when that didn't work he tried to kill me in a canal. Oh, I brought M&Ms *dumps in bowl*

Kaz: do I have to do this? This is mandatory? Okay...

Kaz: Hi i'm Kaz and when I was nine my dad died in a plough incident and my brother and I had to move onto the streets and we got scammed by this ugly, demonic, terrible-

Nina: hurry up

Kaz: who took all our money and my brother died. I brought Sour Patches. *dumps in bowl*

Nina: Hi so my name is Nina and when I was training as a Grisha i accidently wandered where i wasn't supposed to go and I was hauled onto a ship full of racist and cruel men who probably were going to kill me. I brought Trolli btwwwwwwww :D *dumps in bowl*

Inej: Hi i'm Inej and when I was fourteen I was captured by Slavers and sold into a pleasure house where I was supposed to work at the Menagerie as an "indenture" but turns out she actually charges you for food and drinks and everything so there was actually no way outttttttt unless you become rich which is also impossible because she takes that away and beats you up if you keep anything gifted away from her. I brought Skittles. *dumps in bowl*

Jesper: Hi i'm Jesper and when I was young my mother died using her Grisha powers to save a girl so my father discouraged me from using my powers and when I was fifteen I left to attend university in Ketterdam but then I got into ✨gamblinggggggg✨and joined a gang because Kaz saved me from getting beaten up. Oh, and I have ADHD. I brought Nerds. *dumps in bowl*

Matthias: Hi i'm Matthias and when I was young some Inferni killed my family so i joined the druskelle and turns out they were also really really bad and i got locked into prison for some time where I was forced to fight against a holy symbolism of my religion. I brought marshmellows. *dumps in bowl*

Kuwei: Hiii bitches I'm Kuwei and when I was 15 or so i was captured and my father was killed on the frontier and later I got taken away by Fjerdannnnnnnssssss where I was taken as prisoner and forced to pretend I had a drug to enhance and control Grisha powerssssss. I am Grisha btw LOLZ. Also I brought Haribos. Hope you like it.

Zoya: Hi my name is Zoya and when I was a kid I used to try and gain her affection by giving my shares of food to her and studying extra hard but then when I was nine she tried to sell me to a man over triple my age. I brought kit kats. *dumps in bowl*

Genya: Hi i'm Genya and this creepy weird dude called the Darkling gifted me to the queen when I was young and I caught the king's attention and i got sexually abused because turns out he was a pedophile so i started rubbing poison on my body to poison him but i was on the wrong side- I brought jellybeans. *dumps in bowl*

Bonus: Zoya: Hi my name is Zoya and when I was a kid I used to try and gain her affection by giving my shares of food to her and studying extra hard but then when I was nine she tried to sell me to a man over triple my age. I brought kit kats. *dumps in bowl* Genya: Hi i'm Genya and this creepy weird dude called the Darkling gifted me to the queen when I was young and I caught the king's attention and i got sexually abused because turns out he was a pedophile so i started rubbing poison on my body to poison him but i was on the wrong side- I brought jellybeans. *dumps in bowl*

[luffyvace]

Katsuki Bakugo x Shoto twin reader

These are for my good friend irl :) ENJOY!!

btw this is written with fem! Reader in mind. Yes I will likely do a male reader version dw 💗 (i don’t think it’ll have shoto twin reader)

So bakugo in a relationship huh? Not the first thing I’d think he’s into but hey, it’s already happened now! 🤷‍♀️

About kats and todo’s beef tho….

at the beginning I mean

katsuki isn’t the type of person to lump people in with your siblings or wtv

buttttt if you and shoto are similar/have similar personalities or interests he might somewhat dislike you at first

if not he doesn’t mind

but it’d especially tick him off if you and todo gang up on him in fights/arguments

but again he decides his opinion of you based off what you show him him or how you present yourself

which is why he didn’t remember most people’s names at the beginning of the show

bc he didn’t have anything to remember them by-

he may come up to you on some sunny callin you icy hot 2.0 n stuff but if you assert your dominance and show him you deserve respect then he lets go of that quickly

not out of fear but because katsuki doesn’t really pick on the people he respects

best jeanist is a great example of what I mean!

if your relation to todo is really similar however

he might find you a bit more annoying at first

he just thinks of you as the off brand version of todoroki until you give him a reason to respect you 😗

Although if your talking more mature kats when it’s like s4 around then he’s more likely to view you as your own person first time around

he also doesn’t do any of that crap anymore and doesn’t mind that you and todo are twins

he used to always mutter ‘your wretched brother’ this and that

but he cut that out

i mean unless you nipped it in the bun back then 🤪

and to do that you likely have to humble him

So after that phase is over nicknames can range from a shorter version of your name to aliases he/people have given you

like how shoto’s quirk is hot/cold so he calls him icy hot

But whatever he comes up with for you isn’t said with a bad intent by him, of course

And w/ cooking you already know his is FIRE 🔥🔥💥💥

like it’s canon this man can cook like 💃💃🕺👯‍♀️👯‍♀️

(that’s you dancing bc his food’s so good)

GET YOU A MAN LIKE KATSUKI. GET YOU A MAN THAT CAN COOK. 💥💥💥

he be using all types of seasoning so you KNOW it ain’t dry

especially if your a spicy food lover

like I feel he genuinely doesn’t get people who doesn’t like spicy food

he may think your a bit of a wimp..🤓

If you inherited endeavor’s fire quirk he finds it useful that you can lite his barbecues or make fire for cooking in the woods for example

he still heated that explosions don’t work 🤦‍♀️

but ngl he’d rather you than shoto sooo..🤷‍♀️

For love languages his is quality time, acts of service and a bit of gift giving

with quality time he likes to ice skate with you since (if you inherited the ice quirk) you can withstand the cold

He’d try to impress you by saying he’s not that cold (even with a coat on) but he actually is

why would he admit that tho

he’s actually cold don’t torture him by staying longer than you need to

(or do I ain’t gonna judge 😂)

kats likes challenges because it makes him feel accomplished once he completed them

So he likes to do freezer challenges!!

(basically it’s this challenge where you go into a walk in freezer and see who can last the longest—don’t try this at home I’ve only seen this on YouTube and idk if that’s the actual name)

and of course your immune to the cold so it’s easy for you

so if he beats you it’ll make him feel proud

don’t think that just bc your his girlfriend he doesn’t compete with you

there’s no way he’s seeing an opportunity to become the number 1 hero and not taking it to let his girlfriend be happy

don’t blame him who would……

when you first get into your relationship things might be a little awkward and you may or may not be a little intimidated by him

which if you are he feels sorta bad and he doesn’t want you to be

he doesn’t want people he cares about to think he’s some monster

if you were just come class b rubbish what does he care what you think?

but your his girlfriend and probably his first of course he cares what you think of him!

you likely address this early because he doesn’t like the feeling it gives him

so no worries :)

if you were never intimidated by him tho

its probably just awkward silence..

even more so if you were as aloof as todo was back in the first season

or if your just a quiet/socially awkward person

kats isn’t awkward he just doesn’t really know what to say either..

deeper in relationship tho!!

things are a lot less tense and more casual

a thing you do a lot is kinda just be sprawled in bed together doing your own thing

not necessarily cuddling but your both just comfy

you guys have picked up on your couple routines and habits and what not

so things have definitely smoothed over

thankfully

with baths kats prefers not to take them together

like he just doesn’t see the point

and it’s prob quicker separately

yeah no he’s not doing it

if you’ve been together for years by now, however

he might let you wash his hair

only cuz he likes the way you scrub/scratch his scalp

its relaxing

he still doesn’t wanna do it all the time tho

You two def always work out together

so at least that

he always makes sure you pack everything before going to train/work out

he’s more meticulous than you know and it annoys him when one of you forget something

“it’s fine katsuki just leave it!”

”no I’ll just go run and get it it’s fine!”

you might as well wait bc he just has to have this one thing

idk why

you guys take a good amount of water breaks and such but you go really hard core while your at it

He’s probably either silent or a yelling motivator..no in between

Your friends lowkey ship you guys

and tease you

mina tries to get you to do pranks on katsuki

mostly bc she gets more backlash if she does it

LOL

like little stupid pranks like drawing on his face or acting like your cheating 😊

THATS NOT A LITTLE PRANK BUT SHE TRIES TO CONVINCE YOU ANYWAY-

“give in to peer pressure!” >:(

Dont katsuki will explode

LITTERALLY-

ok my bad but I just had to put at least one bad joke in there..

💥💥

HOPE YOU ENJOYED!!

I had fun writing this and it didn’t take long at all :)

[pigeonbksimp]

I'm gonna make a chart comparing and contrasting our versions of katsuk. so tell me more bout your verson.

Omg I'm excited

Well, I'll try to make this a list so at least it's easier to read. For you to have in mind, I always tried to keep my kats close to the canon while still being reasonably sweet as a partner

☆ moody, as always, but not hurtful (anymore).

☆ love language? Acts of service

☆ loud as hell at school, but once he gets home I think he's often just drained and takes a shower and a nap (w/me) before doing homework and working out

☆ pretty proud in general, as normal. (That includes not hiding his relationship but not actively bragging about it either)

☆ I think he's deep down a calm person, outside of school, away from people. When he's alone, he's pretty chill, he just doesn't likes people.

☆ he needs a lot of sleep actually

☆ 0 jealous cuz, he's the best, of course

☆ still insecure about his strength, overall at night (ptsd after the war), that's kinda why he sleeps early

☆ good cook, in case it wasn't obvious

☆ awful taking pictures (me too btw, forget about pretty couple pictures)

☆ stubborn as hell (obv)

I hope this was good enough, if you were searching for some specific information feel free to send another ask, I just didn't wanted to make this stupidly long ;×;

I'll make a part juts to rant a little about the relationship cuz I'll explode if I don't:

♡ main pet name: idiot. But in japonese, it would be あなた (anata) wich could be a rude way to say "you" or just "dear". Ofc he pretends he means "you"

♡ CUDDLES. hours of it.

♡ I kinda mess with him by being embarrassingly cursi, calling him "sweetie-pie" in public just to bother him.

♡ He bothers me with my height, pretending he can't see me cuz I'm too short or hiding my phone in a high place just to see my reaction.

♡ in fact our anniversary is frebruary 14 and I promise I didn't do that on porpuse. Explaining how it happend it's too long but I love this fact

♡ He often says "You're lucky that I like you" since I'm "too dumb" (his words(just to mess with me back))

♡ Not really good at showing his love through words, but when he's exhausted he can get pretty romantic (he pretends not to remember that later)

[wonder-queen-123]

Bakugo’s Starshine Katsuki Bakugo x Depressed Self Harming Suicidal Reader

Y/n’s family was as good as you can get for the first 16-17 years of her life, but something unexpected happened just a few days before Sports Festival was held.

Y/n had just gotten home and was excited to tell her parents that she had been accepted into UA, however, things didn’t go as planned.

As Y/n was looking for her parents, she overheard them arguing over something, and walked closer to try and figure out what they were arguing about.

“…I never even wanted a kid in the first place, nevertheless a fucking daughter!” Her mom screamed, surprising her. “I should’ve gotten rid of her before she was even born! And besides, she’s not even going to a regular high school, Damien! She’s going to a school meant for heroes!” “Would you calm down, Sherry? Y/n could be coming home any minute, and I’d hate for her to find out about this.” Damien said, trying to calm Sherry down.

As the two of them continued arguing, Y/n didn’t want to hear anymore of it, so she ran upstairs and locked herself in her room for the rest of the day.

The next day at school definitely could’ve gone better. For starters, instead of having a smile on her face like normal, she had a stoic expression on her face. “Hey Y/n, is everything…?” Bakugo started, noticing her walk past him.

Btw, Bakugo and Deku had known Y/n since they were kids, but Bakugo was closer to her than Deku. (Also Bakugo has a few nicknames for her; idiot, dumbass, {those two are a given} and very rarely Star/Starshine)

During the entire Sports Festival Y/n did her best to not let her parents argument from last night bother her too much…but just before the calvary battle started, Bakugo noticed her and walked over.

It took him a few minutes to realize that it looked like Y/n had cried earlier because her eyes were still a little red and puffy. Before he could even ask, the calvary battle started, and barely left any time to talk.

[Also later on when both the Dekusquad and Bakusquad are “formed”, Y/n is going to be part of both, but more so the Bakusquad]

[{(these are how Bakugo is going to know that something is wrong, and all of these are going to be from the present time at 16 years old during her time at UA)}]

* Singing Baku’s Song (forward March and here we go; members of the Agency Bakugo)

* Going Silent (basically giving everyone…including the ash blonde himself…the silent treatment)

* Crying hysterically/hugging Bakugo randomly

* Smiling ONLY at Bakugo

* Calling Bakugo by his FIRST name {instead of one of his nicknames; Katsu, Kats, Kaachan, Big Brother Kats(u), and Blondie}

* Also calling Deku by his FULL name {like Bakugo…instead of nicknames; Izu, Zuku, Big Brother Zuku, Deku, and Freckles}

* And lastly, leaving single worded notes around ONLY for Bakugo [{with just his FIRST name}]

* Star-shaped Necklace

Once the calvary battle ended, Bakugo noticed that Y/n had looked worse than before it started. He walked over to her, and tapped her shoulder.

She quickly turned around, and smiled as brightly as she could, but Bakugo knew that it wasn’t genuine. “I know you’re forcing that smile, Dumbass. Talk to me. What’s going on?”

“It’s nothing, Kastu. Don’t worry about it; I’m fine. Just a little tired. That’s all.” Y/n lied. Bakugo looked at her in disbelief, and tried again. She said she was fine, and walked past him.

While off to the side, Y/n kept thinking about what she heard her mom say. ‘“…I never even wanted a kid in the first place, nevertheless a fucking daughter! I should’ve gotten rid of her before she was even born!”

Why would my mom say that? She never wanted me? She was going to have an abortion just to get rid of me before I was even born? Wait. Does Dad feel the same way? Does Dad even love me? It obviously doesn’t seem like Mom does.

She started silently crying to herself, and walked even further, while wiping her eyes. Why? Why doesn’t Mom love me? Was the only thing on Y/n’s mind.

Once she got home, she didn’t bother greeting her parents, but instead went straight to her room, and cried for hours.

Soon Bakugo called her to check on her. “Wh-what’s up, Blasty? What are you calling me for?” Y/n sniffled. Bakugo grunted in surprise. “Hey, Idiot, why are you crying? What happened? Did someone say something to you today? I noticed you were crying earlier as well.”

“It’s nothing, Kats. Can we please talk about something else? Please?” “Shut the hell up, Damien! You know how I feel about this!” Y/n’s mom screamed. She quickly put her phone on mute, and listened to what her parents were arguing about now.

“I’ve had to deal with a fucking kid that I didn’t even want for the past 16 years, and not to mention, she’s not even in a normal high school!”

As the arguing continued, Y/n couldn’t stand to hear it, so she hung up the phone with Bakugo, and left the house through her window. Once outside, she ran as far and as fast as her feet could carry her, and only stopped when she got to the park.

She panted breathlessly, and screamed. She walked over to the nearest bench, and sat down. She laid down, and silently cried herself to sleep.

While she was sleeping, Bakugo tried calling her, but she wasn’t picking up. Dammit, you stupid nerd! At least I know where you’re at. I swear, if she’s not there…

As Bakugo left his house, and started making his way to the park, Y/n woke up only briefly, before deciding to sleep under the bench.

She curled herself into a ball, and continued crying silently. Once Bakugo got there, he didn’t see her anywhere. Where are you at, you stupid idiot?

As he was looking around, Y/n was tugging on her sleeves, gripping them tightly. Once Bakugo thought he saw her, he walked over, and saw her laying under the bench.

He bent down, and gently touched her leg, and realized she was shaking. It took him a moment to realize that she was actually crying.

He gently shook her awake, and watched as she crawled out. She immediately hugged him, and wasn’t planning on letting go.

“You good, stupid idiot?” Bakugo asked, slowly hugging her back. She nodded slightly, and continued crying into his chest. “Something is obviously wrong, so will you just tell me? I want to-“ “Parents fighting.” She interrupted.

Bakugo pulled her away from him, and turned her face to look at him. “That’s all? My parents fight and argue as well. They-“ Y/n just cried harder into the ash blonde’s chest, and hugged him tighter.

“It’s obviously more than just your parents fighting. Will you talk to me? Please?” Y/n wiped her tears, and told the ash blonde that she would see him at school tomorrow.

He was just about to stop her, when Kirishima called him. “What do you want, Shitty Hair?”

As they were talking, Y/n started making her way back home, and called her dad. Surprisingly, it went to voicemail. She didn’t bother leaving a message, and decided that she would just talk to her dad at home.

Once she got home, she climbed up the side of her house, and got back inside through the window. She didn’t want to see her mom, so she quietly made her way out of her room, and downstairs.

“Dad? You here?” She said, looking for him. “He went out for a little bit.” Her mom said, peering around the corner. “What do you need?” Y/n jumped back in surprise, and said that she was looking for Dad.

“Dad’s not here right now. Tell me what you need him for, and I’ll answer for him.” “It’s fine, I’ll just wait until he comes back. It’s not that big of a deal.” Sherry grabbed Y/n’s wrist, and asked why she wanted her dad so badly.

“I just need to ask him something. And it doesn’t concern you.” For the first time ever, Y/n got slapped across the face. “Go to your room, and stay there until your dad gets home. I’ll have him deal with you.”

As Y/n made her way back to her room, she mumbled something under her breath. “What was that?” “Nothing.”

Once back in her room, Y/n laid on her bed, and repeated herself. “I said ‘good’. I like Dad better than you anyway. And wait until he hears about what you just did to me. He’s not going to be happy.”

After about 30 minutes, Damien came back, and saw Sherry waiting in the living room. “You’re slut, I mean, daughter was looking for you.” “Sherry, not this again. We constantly go back and forth with this. She’s not anything you call her; she’s our daughter, and should be treated as such.”

As soon as Y/n heard glass shatter, she had a feeling that her dad was home, but that another argument had broken out. “Sherry! Stop talking like that! If Y/n is still here, she could probably hear us. And I’m not having her listen to this.”

“Damien, don’t give me that tongue! You know as much as I do that it’s true! So what if she hears us? She’s not old enough to live on her own yet, and in case you have forgotten, she’s the reason why we started arguing like this in the first place! How many times do I have to remind you; I never wanted her to begin with. The only reason I didn’t get rid of her is because at the time I was a coward.”

Wait…does this mean that Dad didn’t and doesn’t want me either??

“Sherry, I will not have you bad mouth our daughter anymore! You’ve been verbally and emotionally abusing her since the age of seven! I’m not doing this with you anymore. I’m taking Y/n, and we’re leaving.” Sherry started throwing everything she could grab at Damien, and the latter kept dodging.

“Damien, why do you care about a fucking whore like the one upstairs?! She’s pathetic! She can’t even defend herself!”

By this point, Y/n was silently crying, while listening to the argument escalate. She tossed her backpack out the window, and once again, climbed out and down.

She closed the window, and made sure that it was loud enough for both her parents to hear. Just as she was about to leave, she heard her dad’s voice. “Look what you’ve done now, Sherry Jane Adams.”

Y/n ran all the way to Deku’s house, and knocked on the door. “Y/n?” Deku said, surprised, opening the door. “Hey, what’s wrong? What happened?”

“Izuku Midoriya.” She sobbed, throwing herself against his chest. He stepped away from the door, and let her inside. “Calm down, Y/n. Breathe. Take a few deep breaths, and calm down.” As Deku tried comforting her the best he could, Inko walked in the room, and asked what happened.

“I don’t know, Mom. She just got here, and hasn’t said anything. I’m trying to calm her down, but she’s hysterical.” Inko walked into the kitchen, and got Y/n some water and some snacks.

After a while, Y/n finally started calming down, and explained what happened. “Oh my.” Inko said, putting her hand over her mouth in horror. “And she slapped me for the first time as well.” Y/n added, starting to tear up again.

Hearing this infuriated Deku. “Mom, can you call Katsuki for me?” “No Katsuki!!” Y/n shrieked. “Katsu…get…mad.” Deku looked at his mom, and shrugged his shoulders.

“Izuku honey, take Y/n to the guest room, and help her get settled, would you? Im going to let her dad know that she’ll be staying here for the night.” Deku took Y/n to the guest room, and asked if she needed anything. “No thanks, Freckles. Im alright. Just thinking about what Mom said.” Deku hugged her tightly, and told her that she could stay with him and his mom for as long as she wanted to.

This made Y/n smile a little bit, and hugged Deku back. “Wait right here. Im getting you some ice for your face. I’ll be right back.” Y/n laid on the bed, and curled herself into a ball, and began crying again. About five minutes later, Deku came back, and handed the ice to her.

She smiled through her tears, and thanked him. The rest of the day quickly turned to night, and Y/n couldn’t stop thinking about the next day at school, specifically how Bakugo would react if he saw the bruise on her face.

Without realizing it, Y/n ended up falling asleep, and completely forgot that she had her uniform still on. Izuku carefully took her shoes off for her, and set them by the nightstand.

He then lifted the blanket from under her, and covered her up. “You rest up, Puppy. I’m just going downstairs with my mom, and I’m only a call, or in this case, a yell away.” He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead, left the room, and cracked the door.

“Okay, talk to you later, Mr. Martinez. I won’t say anything about it. Izuku is in the guest room with her, or was, he just walked into the kitchen. Anyways, yeah. I’ll be sure to tell her when she wakes up.” Just before Inko got off the phone, Izuku looked at her, and asked if Y/n’s dad was aware of what happened.

Inko shook her head, and quickly told him, what his wife did to Y/n for the first time. “What?!” He bellowed, not believing what he just heard. “I’ll call you back later, Ms. Midoriya. Thank you for telling me.” After getting off the phone, Inko had a feeling that things were getting worse between Y/n’s parents.

A few hours had passed, and a loud thud was heard from Y/n’s room. “Ow. That hurt.” She said, as Deku opened the door. “You alright, Coffee Bean? What happened?” Y/n sat up, and was holding the back of her head. “Hey, Freckles. Yeah, I’m fine, just fell off the bed.” She chuckled lightly.

“Come downstairs, Mom is making dinner. Also, it looks like the slap bruise has gotten better. That ice must’ve worked.” She nodded, and said that while the slap bruise didn’t look as bad as it did, she probably had a giant knot on the back of her head.

“Come on, Coffee Bean. You must be starving. I didn’t even see you eat lunch today.” Deku said, as he helped her up. The two of them walked downstairs, and were met with the smell of dinner once they entered the kitchen.

“Oh, you’re finally awake, Y/n. Go take a seat, and I’ll bring the dinner to the table. Izuku, do you mind getting the rolls over on the counter for me?”

As the three of them sat down and started eating, it was only now that Inko had realized how much the swelling of the slap bruise had gone down. She smiled softly, and looked towards Izuku.

After dinner, Y/n went back to her room, and changed into one of Deku’s oversized shirts, and a pair of shorts. Deku walked in just as she finished changing, and almost saw her changing. “What’s up, Zuku?” She asked, sitting on the bed.

“I was just coming to check on you, Coffee Bean. Does that bruise still hurt at all? I can get more ice if it does.” “It’s fine, Freckles. Don’t worry about me, I’m fine.”

‘I wish I had aborted her, Damien! Or given her up for adoption! Why can’t you fucking understand that?!’

Y/n wiped the single tear away, and texted her mom telling her to check who she just sent that message to. ‘Why? I sent it to your father! And how do you know what I sent to him?’

‘Maybe because you sent it to ME instead! Next time check who’s contact you’re on, before sending messages…so you don’t end up sending them to the wrong person.’

‘Damn Bitch! I know who I sent that message to, you probably just have your dad’s phone with you. Why did you even tell him about the slap? It’s not that big of a deal. You can handle a little slap, can’t you?’

Y/n seethed quietly, and gritted her teeth. ‘Not a big deal?! Are you fucking kidding me?! You slapped me so damn hard that it left a bruise the size of a hard boiled egg! Not to mention, the fact that you slapped me just because I said I wanted to talk to Dad about something! And I heard what you called me when he got home; a fucking slut. Why don’t you love me anymore?’

‘You want to know why? You really want to know why? It’s because you ruined my life, Slutty Bitch!’

She threw her phone across the room, and laid down, grabbing a pillow, and held it against her face, and screamed into it. “Coffee Bean, are you alright?” Deku asked, reaching out to place a comforting hand on her knee.

“Izuku Midoriya, can you do me a favor? A HUGE favor.” He looked at her with an eyebrow curiously raised, and asked what the favor was. Completely removing the pillow away from her face, she looked at him sadly, tears pricking the corner of her eyes.

“I’ll actually ask you tomorrow. After class. For now, just know that I love you, Izuku Midoriya.” Hearing the tone of her voice become so dull and soft suddenly worried Izuku, but he knew it would be futile to ask what she was saying.

With a worried look, he slowly got off the bed, and walked out of the room, closing the door behind him. Making his way back to his own room, he flopped down onto his bed, and stared at the ceiling in worry and confusion.

When he woke up, he heard faint singing coming from down the hall, and wondered what was going on. The closer he got to the noise, the louder and more clear it became. “🎶Forward march and here we go; members of the Agency Bakugo.🎶” he heard coming from the other side of Y/n’s door.

He tried opening the door, but realized it was locked. “C-Coffee Bean? A-are you alright in there? You haven’t sang that song before at all, unless you were teasing Kaachan. What’s going on?” Deku asked as he knocked on her door.

“🎶Forward march, and here we go; members of the Agency Bakugo.🎶” was the only response he got. Once he heard the door unlock, he twisted the door open, and saw Y/n sitting on her bed, having almost no expression on her face. “Morning.” Was all she said, before getting up, and walking out of the room.

As Deku watched her walk around the house, he knew something had obviously happened last night, because usually Y/n would be smiling in the mornings, and actually talking to him, or at least acknowledging him.

Her behavior wasn’t much better when they got to school, because everyone that tried talking to her just ended up getting ignored, even the ash blonde himself.

“Hey Explosion. How are y-wait a minute. Come here.” Deku just realized that Y/n didn’t put on any makeup like she usually does, and he also realized that Bakugo most likely just saw the bruise on her face.

“What happened, Explosion? Why do you have a bruise on your face?” She just looked at him with an annoyed expression, and he took a step back. “Deku, get over here for a minute. I wanna know, do you know what’s going on with her?”

“No, I don’t, Kaachan. After she came to my house last night, she threw herself into my arms, after saying my full name. Every time she said my name last night, it was my full name. She didn’t say any of my nicknames, or even my actual name this morning. She literally just said the word ‘morning’, before giving me the silent treatment the whole way here; although, she was singing your song from when we were kids.”

Bakugo turned to look at her, and noticed she wasn’t even trying to fight back, or pull away. “The hell?” He said, quietly. “Let me go, Katsuki.” He grunted in surprise, because she almost never called him by his first name.

“Not until you tell me what’s going on with you. This isn’t how you normally act, so what’s up?” “Let go, Katsuki Bakugo.” Her tone was cold, even more so than Todoroki’s. Bakugo heard the venom laced in her voice, and knew she was serious.

Kirishima soon walked over, and asked what was going on. The minute Bakugo loosened his grip, Y/n walked off, purposefully bumping into the redhead. “Geez, what’s wrong with her? She’s never like this. I mean, she would usually apologize if she bumped into someone, but it seemed like this time it was on purpose.” Kirishima said, rubbing his shoulder.

“Kiri, Blasty, Midoriya, come on, we’re going to be late for class! Hurry up!” Kaminari called out, noticing the blank look on Y/n’s face. “Hey, Sparks. How are y-“ he was suddenly cut off by Y/n punching him in the face, nearly breaking his nose.

“Ow! What was that for, Sparks? You never swing your fists at me, unless we’re training, and even then you never go for the face, or head.” She raised her fist again, and was about to punch him again, until Sero stopped her with his tape. She turned her gaze to look at him, and noticed his face go from smiling to one of fear.

Nobody had ever seen this side of Y/n, so they didn’t know what to do. Everyone walked inside the school, trying to keep their distance from Y/n the best they could, but it wasn’t easy.

“Bakubro, what’s going on? Why’s my gemstone acting so weird? This isn’t how she usually is.” “I don’t know, Shitty Hair. Let me try and talk to her later. Deku said this morning she was singing my song from when we were kids, and she usually only does it to tease me, so her doing it out of the blue like this is a little strange.”

“Everyone listen up, today we are going to be testing your quirks against various ‘villains’. In other words, you will be paired up to test your quirks against dummies and robots that me and a few other teachers have set up. Go change into your hero costumes, and meet me at the training grounds.”

As everyone got up to get changed, Bakugo noticed the look in Y/n’s eyes, and had a bad feeling about it. “Oi, Raccoon Eyes.” He said, catching Mina’s attention. “Keep your distance from Y/n, but also keep an eye on her if you can. I don’t know what’s going on with her, but something is definitely wrong. Tell the other girls the same thing.”

Before training even started, Y/n had walked over to one of the buildings, and punched it so hard that almost all the windows on the first two floors shattered.

Everyone gasped in surprise, and looked behind them. Aizawa used his quirk on her, but realized that even with her quirk gone, she was still destroying the windows of the building like it was nothing.

He gulped nervously, and used his capture scarf to restrict her movements. She quickly turned around, and began glaring daggers at her teacher.

Without realizing what he was doing, Kaminari began walking over towards her, and couldn’t even get one word out before getting backhanded so hard that he got sent ten feet away, and nearly had a rock fall on him. “Gemstone, what’s going on? That’s the second time you hit Kaminari today, and training hasn’t even started yet.”

She turned her gaze away from her classmates, and walked to the side, pulling her teachers scarf off her. She began fidgeting with the collar of her hero costume, and still had her moms words echoing in her mind.

She got up after about 5 minutes, and walked over to her teacher. She whispered indistinctly, to where Jiro couldn’t even hear what was said. Mr. Aizawa gave Y/n a nod, and said to see him after class.

She nodded back, and walked over to the bench. It was only now that Bakugo noticed that she was wearing a necklace, but couldn’t tell which one, until he saw the star.

She picked the star up, and squeezed it in her hand, before letting it go again, and sitting with her knees to her chest. She sobbed into her arms, and heard Aizawa pair her classmates up for training.

She wasn’t sure how much time had passed, but she got up after hearing Bakugo and Kirishima’s names. She got up, and walked over to her two classmates. Approaching the ash blonde from behind, he almost backhanded her, until he felt someone hug him.

He grunted in surprise, and looked down at his chest, and immediately knew who it was. “What is it, you damn Idiot? Can’t you see I’m in the middle of something?” She buried her face in his back, and hugged him tighter.

“Damn, if you hug me any tighter, then you might as well be All Might. That wasn’t cue to actually hug me tighter, Idiot. You trying to suffocate me here?” She softly whispered something in his ear, which made him growl lowly.

“Me and you are having a talk when class is over, got that, Dumbass?” She nodded against his back, and wished him and Kirishima luck.

After they finished, it was Uraraka and Deku’s turn, then Ojiro and her. “Uraraka, do you see anymore villains around? All clear on my end.” “No, but I’m still looking. Deku, on your left!” Deku powered up his quirk, and used a Detroit Smash, and completely obliterated the robot.

“Uraraka, next time try not to overuse your quirk. Midoriya, try aiming your punches more clearly and more accurately. Also, try not to use all your power, or most on three villains. Keep in mind, some villains might have a quirk that can drain energy from other quirk users, so keep that in mind. Both of you pass. Next up is Ojiro and Martinez.”

As both of them got in front of Aizawa, he noticed Y/n seemed to calm down a little bit, but still had that same look in her eyes. “Erasure, hold up a minute. I’ve gotta ask my Explosion something real quick.” Bakugo grabbed her wrist gently, and pulled her to the side.

“Is that all she said? Or did she say anything else? You don’t have to tell me right now if you don’t want to, but just let me know when class is over. Please. You’re my little Explosion, and I want to be here for you whenever I can.” She nodded, and gave a soft smile. She looked to the side, then back at the ash blonde.

“Understood.” He wished her luck, as she began walking back towards her teacher. “I’m not going to ask what that was about because frankly, it’s none of my business, but I will say this. I do want to know why you’ve been so aggressive and moody today. This isnt like you.”

She gave her teacher the same gesture, and then lowered her head slightly, and raised her eyebrows subtly. Aizawa nodded slowly, and looked towards the rest of the class, then back to her. She only gave a slight nod, but Aizawa noticed, and said that she would have to do at least some talking and communicating, just so Ojiro didn’t think she was ignoring him.

She gave a thumbs up, and waited until Aizawa told them they could start.

“Y/n, if I lift you up, do you think you’ll be able to spot any villains?” Ojiro asked looking around, as he picked her up with his tail. She nodded, and activated one of her many quirks. “Two on the left, I wanna say at least three on the right, one in front that has a cannon, and one underground. Walk sideways, and be careful where you step! There’s traps all around here! There’s a land mine about three or four feet in front of you, so be careful. Stick to the wall!”

As Ojiro followed her instructions, she almost missed a second villain that was hiding underground. “Ojiro, set me down, and use your tail as a springboard, and launch yourself in the air to avoid the mine in front of you! Be careful where you land though, because there’s traps everywhere!” As Y/n was helping Ojiro, she didn’t realize that there was a trap in front of her, so one misstep caused her to get stuck.

Ojiro heard her yelp in surprise, and was going to go back, until Y/n told him that he was about to get ambushed. As Ojiro was trying to keep the robots at bay, Y/n activated another quirk, and managed to free herself from the net she was stuck in.

“Ojiro, take cover!” Y/n yelled, as she sent a giant gust of wind past Ojiro, and got a direct hit on the three robots that were ambushing her training partner.

She then flew herself over, and punched the biggest robot so hard, that it exploded with such force, causing her to get sent flying backwards.

She crashed into a building, causing a whole floor of windows to shatter. She groaned in pain, just as she landed, slamming her head against the wall, leaving a hole behind her.

All Ojiro heard was the sound of distant windows breaking, followed by an echoing thump. He winced as he looked behind him, knowing that Y/n had most likely slammed against something. Losing concentration almost caused him to get crushed by the first underground villain that had yet to show itself.

“O..ji..ro, be..hind..you.” He heard faintly in his earpiece. He quickly turned around, and knew he wouldn’t be able to take down the robot without assistance. “Y/n, are you alright? I need backup! I need help.” All he heard on Y/n’s side was ragged breathing, and heavy sighs.

Damn! This is bad, if I dont do something quickly, then I’ll get crushed! Where’s Kirishima when you need him?

Suddenly, Ojiro heard what sounded like water running, but it sounded like a heavy waterfall. “Oh shit.” He said, barely dodging the rushing water.

“And time.” Aizawa said, just as the water overpowered the robot. “Martinez, nice use of your quirks, but next time don’t overdo it to the point where you’re too drained or hurt to move. Ojiro, good thinking picking Martinez up, and asking her to scan the area. Losing your concentration, however is something you both have to work on. Ojiro, while the both of you did well, you both overdid it. You pass, but only barely. That’s it for class today. Good work everyone, and I’m impressed with how much you’ve all improved over time. Next time, we’ll do something we’ve already done, but a little different. Next week is more quirk training, but with us teachers as the villains, and you as the heroes. The only difference this time is that the teachers and students will be teamed up. For example, I might be paired with Jiro, while Tokoyami and Yaoyorozu might be a team.”

As everyone was leaving the training grounds, Ojiro walked over to Y/n, but suddenly got stopped. “Well, well, well, what do we have here?” Ojiro froze in place, unable to move. “Where do you think you’re going, Hero-in-Training?”

Ojiro’s lip quivered as he stood there, feet glued to the floor. “You don’t mind if I take you back to the base with me, now do you?” Y/n stood in the distance, leaning against the wall for support.

“You…leave…him…alone.” She strained, coughing up blood. “He’s…done nothing…to you. If (wheezing) you’re going to take someone, take me.”

Y/n stumbled slightly, finding it harder to stay awake. “I don’t know what your motive is this time, but you’re not getting away, Shigaraki! If you’re after someone, take me away from here!” “Y/n, shut up! You can barely talk as it is! We have to get you to Recovery Girl!”

She shook her head, and continued making her way over to Shigaraki and Ojiro, while stumbling. “Don’t…me. I’m…fine. You….im…por…tant.” “No you are not, Y/n! Oh shit!” Ojiro quickly brushed past Shigaraki, and ran over to Y/n, just as she lost her balance, and fell.

He caught her just in time, and realized she was on the brink of losing consciousness. “Fuck.” He mumbled under his breath, standing up, and carrying Y/n bridal style. “I’m taking you to Recovery Girl, alright? Then I’m letting Mr. Aizawa know about our encounter just now. But until I get you to the nurse, try and stay awake. Please.”

Just as Ojiro started walking away, Shigaraki grabbed him by the tail, but left his pinky dangling. “Let go of me, dude!” Ojiro said, turning around. “Okay, if you insist.” Shigaraki said, as he let Ojiro’s tail go, causing the latter to fall forward.

Luckily Y/n had just enough strength to push Ojiro backwards, to keep him from falling. “Y/n, save your breath! You’re already about to lose consciousness due to you overusing your quirks!”

“Like I said…don’t….me.” Ojiro growled in frustration, because he knew that Y/n needed help, but at the same time, he didn’t want to just let Shigaraki get away.

He quickly ran out of the area, and saw the rest of his classmates heading back inside. Bakugo heard heavy breathing behind him, and turned around. “Explosion?! What the hell happened?”

As Ojiro explained the situation, Bakugo growled so loudly that it echoed throughout the training grounds. “Damn you, Wrinkled Villain! Damn it! Give her to me, and you go catch up with the others.”

Y/n slowly opened her eyes, and looked around the room, realizing she was in Recovery Girls office. “What happened? Where’s Shigaraki?” She tried to speak, but her voice came out as a whisper.

Recovery Girl walked over, and told her that she had been out for the last three days. Y/n pointed to her neck, and tried asking what happened with her voice.

“Well, Bakugo brought you in here, but a student from 1-B had stopped him, and fried your throat.” Y/n knew immediately who would do something like that.

Neito Monoma.

“After you were brought here, I healed you and everything, but the student had grabbed your throat, and burned it so badly that it almost completely destroyed your vocal cords. So, I’m afraid that for at least the next week, you’re going to be a bit of a mute.”

Y/n couldn’t believe what she was hearing. First her parents start arguing about her, then she gets slapped by her mom; gets insulted, almost breaks Denki’s nose, and now this?

Damn, this is just one bad thing after another. And it all started with my mom saying that she didn’t even want me! What the actual shit?

Deku came by Recovery Girl’s office a little while later, and asked how Y/n was doing. “She’s alright, but still needs some rest to completely recover. Her throat was badly burned, so she’s going to be a bit of a mute for at least the next week.”

He walked over to her, and asked her about the favor she wanted to ask him earlier. She reached for her phone, and typed something, then showed it to him. “What do you mean don’t worry about it? What’s going on? You’re never like this, Puppy.”

She handed her phone to him, before telling him to not say anything to Bakugo. Deku hesitantly took the phone, and asked why she handed her phone to him.

“Look…messages.” He didn’t want to go through her phone, but figured that since she was letting him, he was going to snoop, just enough to figure out why she’s been acting weird since yesterday afternoon.

Once he got to her messages, he asked her why she wanted him to look at her messages. “Mom.”

Deku went to her mom’s contact, and scrolled up enough to fully understand what was going on. The very first message he read that got him mad was her mom saying that she should’ve gotten rid of Y/n while she had the chance.

Deku continued reading the messages, but soon found it hard to keep going. He looked up at her, and noticed she was looking to the side. He set her phone down, and sat on the bed with her.

“Puppy/Coffee Bean, why didn’t you tell me earlier? Wait, was that why you were singing Kaachan’s song the other day?” She just nodded, and it soon clicked in Deku’s mind what the favor most likely was.

He only hoped he was wrong though. “If you don’t mind me asking, what was the favor? I know you already said for me not to worry about it, but I want to know.”

“BlackWhip…me…restrain…” Deku’s eyes saddened, but were also filled with anger. “I’ll be right back, Martinez. I’m just going to go find someone.”

Y/n knew instantly who Deku was getting, but didn’t have the mental energy to stop him. “What the hell are you talking about, Deku?! Yeah, she’s been acting weird the last few days, but that doesn’t mean she’s got something happening at home!”

“Katsuki, shut the fuck up, and come with me. I mean it, Katsuki.” Bakugo shut up real quick, because he’s never heard Deku call him anything other than ‘Kaachan’.

Deku didn’t even have to ask, because Y/n nodded, and typed a message to Deku before handing her phone to him. “Alright, Coffee Bean, but we’re talking about this in the dorms. No ifs, ands, or buts about it. I’m not letting you deal with this shit anymore.”

Y/n and Bakugo froze, because neither of them have ever seen this side of Deku before. “Explosion, what the hell’s going on here? I want to know right now.”

After staying with Recovery Girl for another three days, Y/n was free to go back to class, but was told to try and not talk too much until her throat completely healed. She nodded, and thanked her.

Anytime someone tried talking to Y/n, they just got ignored, or got death glares from Y/n. While in class one day, Y/n got another message from her mom, that nearly pushed her over the edge.

‘Hey, Useless, did you tell your dad anything else that happened? I know you like him more than me, and you’d rather live with him, so how would it make you feel if I stopped being your mother, and took your dad with me, and moved? We’d get new identities, and phone numbers, so you couldn’t be in contact with us anymore.’

‘No the fuck you’re not! You can leave if you want to, since you obviously never wanted me in the fucking first place, but you are not taking Dad with you! And you’re right, I DO love Dad more than you! At least he doesn’t insult me left and right, and say that he never wanted me!’

As the argument between Y/n and her mom was quickly escalating, Y/n couldn’t take it anymore, so she ran out of the classroom in tears, and locked herself in the bathroom.

Everyone looked at each other in confusion, but Bakugo and Deku looked at each other in concern. “Ashido, would you and one other girl go check on Y/n for me? Bakugo, can I have a word with you in the hall for a minute?”

Bakugo, Mina, and YaoMomo all got up from their seats, and left the classroom; the two girls went to the bathroom to check on Y/n, while Bakugo was talking with their teacher.

“Y/n, love? Are you okay? What’s going on?” Mina asked, knocking on one of the stalls. “Go away, Mina! I’m not in the mood.” Y/n sobbed, as she continued cutting her wrist. Mina noticed blood drip to the floor, and felt her heart break a little.

“Y/n, talk to me, please. YaoMomo is with me, and we’re both really worried about you.” Y/n took off her necklace Bakugo had given her. She then wiped her eyes, and put her blood stained razor back in her pocket, and rolled her sleeve back down.

She unlocked the door a few minutes later, and walked out of the stall, and over to the sink. She splashed water on her face, and quickly left the bathroom.

Just before reentering the classroom, she tapped Bakugo on the shoulder, and gave him her necklace, before walking away. “I love you, Katsuki Bakugou. Thank you for the necklace, and always being there for me. You and Izuku Midoriya both. I appreciate that.” She said, looking at the ash blonde, while making a heart with her hands.

He, Aizawa, Mina, and YaoMomo all stood there in a daze, and watched her retreating figure get smaller and smaller.

‘I love you.’

Was all Y/n texted to the class group chat, before silencing her phone, as she began making her way to the roof.

👽: ‘Y/n?! What’s that supposed to mean? Talk to me. What’s going on?’

💵💸💰: ‘Y/n, hon, you there? Talk to us. What’s going on? You’re never like this. Please talk to us so we can help you.’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘Rockstar? Hello? Why aren’t you answering us?’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Coffee Bean? What are you doing?’

Pushing the double doors open, Y/n made her way over to the roof, and checked her phone. She went to the class group chat, and began typing.

😀😃: ‘Just as I was about to take my shoes off of the rooftop, there I see a girl with braided hair here before me’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘My Rockstar, what are you doing on the roof? And why’d you take your shoes off? What’s wrong?’

👽: ‘Love, please don’t do anything crazy. Come back to class and we can talk things out. Please!’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Puppy? Is this about the messages I saw? If it is, let’s talk about it. You don’t have to do this!’

🔌⚡️: ‘Sparks, I’m not entirely sure what’s going on here, but I agree with the others. Let’s talk things out. I’m sure we can help you…but for that to happen, we need you to talk to us.’

😀😃: ‘Despite myself, I go and scream "Hey, don't do it, please!"’

👽: ‘Y/n, what are you saying? If the girl you saw was about to jump, and you saved her, then that’s awesome, but that doesn’t change the fact that YOU need to get off the roof. Why are you even up there to begin with? And what roof for that matter?!’

💵💸💰: ‘I agree with Mina. You need to get down, Y/n. And again, why do you even have your shoes off in the first place?’

👟👟: ‘Martinez, please get down. And also, it’s not nice to scream at people.’

😀😃: ‘Whoa, wait a minute, what did I just say? I couldn't care less, either way. To be honest, I was somewhat pissed.’

🎈🎈: ‘Why are you mad, Y/n? And what do you mean you could care less? That not the Y/n we know, you’d never say something like that. You’re one of the most caring people in our class.’

🔌⚡️: ‘And what do you mean what did you just say? You just said that you were on a rooftop, then you said that you told someone not to jump. What’s going on here, Sparks? What are you talking about?’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Puppy, I don’t know what’s going on with you exactly, but if I had to guess, I’d say it’s got something to do with the messages you showed me. I’m not sure what you’re trying to say, or hint at, but I do know that you said you wanted to talk to me and Kaachan about something in the dorms, or anywhere that wasn’t Recovery Girl’s office.’

🐸🪷: ‘Ribbit. Froglet, you know we’re all here for you. So please, tell us what’s going on. Kero. We all want to help in any way we can, but we can’t do anything, if we don’t know anything. You’re scaring me, Lilypad. I don’t want anything happening to you. As a matter of fact, where are you? I’m coming to get you down, Lilypad.’

😀😃: ‘This was an opportunity missed; the girl with braided hair told me her woes; you've probably heard it all before: “I really thought that he might be the one, but then he told me he was done.’

��🎧🎸: ‘Wait, is that all that’s going on, my little Rockstar? A break up? And Midoriya, you keep mentioning something about messages you saw. What’s that about, and what messages are you even referring to? The only messages I know about are the ones from Y/n that sound sketchy and alarming.’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Y/n showed me her messages on her phone, and let’s just say that they’re not good. From what I’ve read, it seems like-‘

😀😃: ‘Don’t say anything about it, Midoriya. Please. No one else needs to know. Besides it’s not that important anyway.’

🔌⚡️: ‘Y/n, did you just break character? Doesn’t matter. Will you finally tell us what’s going on?’

👟👟: ‘I’m with Kaminari on this one, Martinez. Besides, you haven’t answered a single question anyone has asked you yet. That’s kinda rude, y’know.’

🐱🐶: ‘Also, what do you mean by opportunity missed? What opportunity are you taking about? And why haven’t we heard anything from Shoji, Bakugo, Sero, Todoroki, Tokoyami, Kirishima, or Ojiro?’

🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛: ‘I’m right here, Koda. Sorry it took so long for me to say anything, but anyways, I’d say the point still stands. What opportunity are you talking about, Darkness? And if this is because of a break up, then, why? I mean I get it, break ups are the worst, but that doesn’t mean you have to go this far or anything.’

🐙🦑: ‘Tokoyami’s right, Y/n. Just because someone broke your heart, doesn’t mean you should just let it consume you, or that you have to do anything drastic like this. Besides, I’m sure you’ll find the one for you sooner or later. Wait, guys, she said the girl with braided hair said that. The line was “the girl with braided hair told me her woes; you’ve probably heard it all before. “‘I really thought that he might be the one, but then he told me he was done.”’’

The others in the group chat didn’t catch that, until Shoji pointed it out. Quick side note: Aoyama isn’t going to be a part of this story, and neither is Sato.

🎶🎧🎸: ‘Why does it matter what the line was? I don’t think it hardly matters, or makes a difference. Y/n, my little Rockstar, why won’t you just talk to us? That’s all we’re asking.’

😀😃: ‘For God's sake, please! Are you serious? I just can't believe that for some stupid reason, you got here before me.’

🔌⚡️: ‘What do you mean before you, Sparks? I mean, I agree that it is a stupid reason, but like I just asked, what do you mean by before you? Wait, don’t tell me you were actually going to…?’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Kaminari, I’m not sure if that’s what she’s hinting at, but let’s just wait and see. If anymore of her texts seem sketchy, then I’ll go get Aizawa, and let him know what’s going on.’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘Midoriya, I think Kaminari has a point here. It is a stupid reason for jumping, if that what she’s thinking about doing, but at the same time, I want to know what she means by before her as well. So, my little Rockstar, what did you mean by that?’

🐙🦑: ‘Guys, she probably didn’t mean it in that kind of way; but it still does seem sketchy. Let’s just wait and see what else she says. If it seems to be getting too sketchy, then I’ll let Aizawa know.’

📼: ‘Should we really wait though? I mean, what if we wait too long, and something ends up happening with Y/n? That could be bad.’

As Sero was texting, Y/n typed the next line, but nobody saw or read it, because they were too busy talking with Sero, and each other.

🎶🎧🎸: ‘Wait guys, hold up. I just saw another message from Y/n. Everyone stop texting for just a minute, otherwise we won’t be able to see the next lines.’

😀😃: ‘Are you upset 'cause you can't have what you wanted? You're lucky that you've never gotten robbed of anything.’

🐸🪷: ‘Guys, I just read the next line. And the messages seem to be getting a little bit more sketchy the more Y/n types. Read the message she just sent, and tell me what you guys think.’

🔥❄️: ‘Snowflake, what do you mean? Did someone rob you?’

👟👟: ‘If someone did, then that’s something you should tell Aizawa about. I’m sure he could help you find whatever it is, and get it back to you.’

💥🧨🔥: ‘Who the hell robbed you, Explosion?! I’ll fucking murder their ass! Tell me who they are!’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Kaachan, calm down. I don’t think it’s that kind of robbed. I could be wrong, but I don’t think I am.’

🪨: ‘If it’s not that kind of robbed, then what else could it be, Midoriya? What kind of robbed are you thinking of?’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘I can’t say, Kirishima, but trust me on this. It’s not the kind of robbed you’re thinking of.’

🪨: ‘Tell us, man. It wouldn’t be very manly of you if you didn’t enlighten us about what’s going on.’

🔌⚡️: ‘Yeah, come on, Midoriya. Enlighten us. If you know something we don’t, fill us in. We want to help, but we can’t do that if we don’t know anything.’

💥🧨🔥: ‘TELL US WHAT THE HELL IT IS THAT YOU MEAN, DEKU! IM NOT MESSING AROUND! THIS IS MY EXPLOSION WERE TALKING ABOUT, SO IF YOU KNOW SOMETHING, SPILL THE FUCKING BEANS, AND TELL US!’

🥋: ‘Bakugo, you don’t always have to scream, especially when texting. But, he’s got a point, Midoriya. If you know something that we don’t, then tell us. Don’t keep us in the dark. I thought we were all friends, and if that’s the case, then I don’t think friends should keep things from each other.’

👽: ‘Yeah, tell us, Midoriya. We all want to help.’

💵💸💰: ‘Why are you and Y/n both acting so weird, Midoriya? Before, you were talking just as much as the rest of us, but now, you’ve basically gone silent on us. What’s that about?’

🎈🎈: ‘Come on Deku. We’re not going to stop asking. Besides, Bakugo told me that almost any time you found out something new about someone, you take notes. I guess Y/n is the only exception, huh? Anyways, I’m getting off topic. We’re all curious to know what you’re talking about.’

😀😃: ‘I'm feeling better, thank you for listening; the girl with braided hair then disappeared. Alright, today's the day, or so I thought, just as I took both of my shoes off. There was but a girl, short as can be;’

💥🧨🔥: ‘Shorter than you? They must be a fucking dwarf at that point. And why the hell do you keep taking your damn shoes off? What the hell is wrong with you, idiot? Just keep them on! Especially if you’re outside! You could get a damn infection otherwise, stupid idiot.’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Kaachan! That’s mean, and yeah, I get it; Y/n’s not the tallest in the class, but she’s not a dwarf either! But you do have a bit of a point. Why do you keep taking your shoes off, Coffee Bean? Also, i just remembered that you said you were outside. Why haven’t you came back inside yet?’

Everyone else seemed too busy with messaging each other to pay attention to the messages Y/n was sending now, everyone apart from Bakugo and Deku that is.

😀😃: ‘Despite myself, I go and scream; the petite girl told me her woes; You've probably heard it all before.’

💥🧨🔥: ‘Why the hell are you repeating yourself, you damn idiot? You’ve already said this! Let me guess, next line is going to be another stupid reason. Just hurry up and type the next line, fucking Nerd.’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Kaachan!’

😀😃: ‘Everyone ignores me, everyone steals; I don't fit in with anyone here.’

💥🧨🔥: ‘Let me guess “For God’s sake please! Are you serious? I just can’t believe that for some stupid reason you got here before me?”’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘'Cause even so, you're still loved by everyone at home. There's always dinner waiting on the table, you know.’

😀😃: ‘“Im hungry said the girl as she shed a tear. The girl short as can be then disappeared.’

👽: ‘You saved someone else, Y/n? Good for you! And Jiro, how did you and Bakugo know what she was going to type next?’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘It took me a minute to realize that it’s a song. I’ve heard before when I was younger, but I had forgotten about it. I don’t know how Bakugo knew though.’

💥🧨🔥: ‘It’s because the damn pipsqueak was repeating herself. And if you extras were actually paying attention, then maybe you’d know that!’

Y/n messaged Deku alone, and told him that she actually wasn’t loved by everyone at home.

🥦: ‘What’s that supposed to mean, Coffee Bean?’

😀😃🥲: ‘Do you remember me telling you to look through my messages? Did you see the way my mom texted me? She’s the one who doesn’t love me, and I honestly don’t think she ever did. My dad’s always been the one to take care of me growing up, while my mom usually just sat in the corner barely even acknowledging me. I haven’t told anyone about this, not even Katsuki. Please don’t say anything about this to the rest of the class. I’ll tell them later.’

A few minutes later, they both went back to the group chat, and Y/n continued texting the next set of lyrics.

😀😃: ‘And like that, there was someone every day; I listened to their tale, I made them turn away. And yet there was no one who would do this for me; no way I could let out all this pain.’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘Pain? What kind of pain are you talking about, my little Rockstar? If you’re in pain, then why don’t you go see Recovery Girl?’

💵💸💰: ‘Everyday? What do you mean everyday? Why are you going outside, and taking your shoes off everday? Just like Bakugo said earlier, you can get infections if you do that.’

💥🧨🔥: ‘What the hell do you mean you’re in pain, you damn Nerd? Which one of the idiotic extras hurt you?!’

😀😃: ‘For the very first time, there I see; someone with the same pains as me. Having done this time and time again, she wore a yellow cardigan.’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘Time and time again? And what do you mean for the first time? You still haven’t answered any of our questions about the the pain you said you were in. What’s going on, my little Rockstar? Why won’t you talk to us? And I don’t mean in song lyrics.’

🐸🪷: ‘Wait same pains? Earlier you said there was no way you could let out all your pain. What pain are you talking about, Lilypad? I can go with you to see Recovery Girl, if you want me to.’

👽: ‘Besides, should you even be walking around if you’re in pain? It could make it worse.’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Guys, I got Aizawa! He just joined our group chat.’

😴😴: ‘What’s going on here, Problem Children? I was in the middle of taking a nap. This better be good, or important.’

Everyone: ‘Backscroll, Mr. Aizawa!’

👽: ‘It’s Y/n-Chan! I think she’s thinking about doing something bad!!’

😀😃: ‘"I just wanna stop the scars that grow, every time that I go home; that's why I came up here instead". That's what the girl in the cardigan said.’

😴😴: ‘Martinez, Problem Child, whats going on?! Where are you?! What are you thinking of doing?!!’

🐸🪷: ‘You’re really starting to worry me now, Lilypad. What are you saying? What scars are you talking about? I haven’t seen any scars on you; I never have.’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘Y/n, Puppy. Why didn’t you talk to me sooner. I’m so sorry, Coffee Bean. You don’t and didn’t deserve any of that.’

💥🧨🔥: ‘What the hell are you talking about, Deku? She didn’t and doesn’t deserve what?! Also, why the fuck are you apologizing? You didn’t even do anything!’

👽: ‘I’m actually really scared to ask this Y/n, but is your home life okay? Does someone at home hurt you?’

🔌⚡️: ‘Mina! You can’t just ask something like that! Especially out of the blue! My Lightning Bug can handle herself, isn’t that right, Sparks?’

😀😃: ‘Yeah, sure, Kami. Whatever you say.🥲’

🐙🦑: ‘Y/n, please talk to us. We want to help you. We’ve been asking this whole time, but you haven’t said anything, or hardly given a response. And Jiro, what’s the name of this song?’

😴😴: ‘Problem Child, tell me what’s going on! Please! Me, and all of your classmates want to help you!’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘It’s called “My R”, and I believe the “R” stands for “Resolve”. And Shoji is right, Rockstar. You haven’t answered a single question yet. What’s going on? You can talk to us; as a matter of fact, that’s exactly what we want you to do. We want you to talk to us.’

🎈🎈: ‘Why aren’t you responding to us, Y/n? Did we do something to you? I’m sorry if we did.’

📼/🥋: ‘Yeah Y/n. Usually you’re one of the most talkative people in class, but lately, you’ve been uncharacteristically quiet. This isn’t like you. At all. What’s going on? You don’t have to tell us everything, just tell us how we can help you.’

🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛: ‘My Darkness, we all want to help you out, but you’re not doing anything to help us help you. You’re not talking to us.’

🔥❄️: ‘Snowflake, please let us in. Please, don’t keep us in the dark. We’re your friends, and we’re always going to have your back.’

😀😃: ‘Whoa, wait a minute, what did I just say? I couldn't care less, either way; but in the moment I just screamed something that I could not believe; "Hey, don't do it, please!"’

💥🧨🔥: ‘Quit repeating yourself already, you fucking loser! It’s giving me a headache!’

💥🧨🔥 has been removed from the chat by 🥦🦸‍♀️🦸.

👟👟: ‘Why’d you remove Bakugo, Midoriya? I get that he screams everything, even in texts, but was removing him really necessary?’

🥦🦸‍♀️🦸: ‘I’ll talk to Kaachan later, for now, we need to worry about Y/n. I told her that I wouldn’t say anything, but I think you guys should know.’

😀😃: ‘DONT YOU DARE, IZUKU!🤬’

By this point, things were becoming too chaotic in the class group chat, that it stated to overwhelm Y/n and Deku.

😀😃: ‘Ah, what to do? I can't stop this girl, oh this is new; for once, I think I've bitten off more than I can chew. But even so, please just go away, so I can't see your pitiful expression is just too much for me.’

💵💸💰: ‘What do you mean you can’t stop this girl? Did she jump, or are you still trying to talk her out of it?’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘Midoriya, you and Kirishima go run outside, and wait behind the school. Uraraka, you and Tsu take the back of Heights Alliance. Midoriya, text Bakugo and tell him to go with you and Kirishima. Todoroki, you go with Uraraka and Asui!’

As everyone was running to get to where Jiro told them, the rest of the class was wondering what was going on.

😀😃: ‘I guess today is just not my day; she looked away from me and then she disappeared. There's no one here today, I guess it's time; it's just me, myself and I.’

🔌⚡️: ‘Sparks? What do you mean by that? Did you save the girl? And what do you mean by “it’s time”? It’s just you by yourself now? What’s that supposed to mean?’

🎶🎧🎸: ‘Kaminari, everyone that’s still in the group chat, keep texting Y/n! Do NOT let her get off the group chat, or go offline!

😴😴: ‘Ashido, see if you can actually call Martinez. I’m gonna see if I can either meet up with Midoriya, and Kirishima, or with Asui, and Uraraka. Everyone, try and keep Y/n on the phone!’

😀😃: ‘There is no one who can interfere; no one to get in my way here. Taking off my yellow cardigan; watching my braids all come undone. This petite girl, short as can be is gonna jump now and be free. I love you, everyone. Hope you guys enjoyed the song, and our time together.’

😀😃 is offline.

Everyone split up and took either the back of the school, or the back of Heights Alliance, and hoped they weren’t too late.

‘This is the last thing I want to say to you, Mother! Fuck you, and I’m doing you the BIGGEST FAVOR I can. Since you obviously don’t even love me, I hope this makes you happy. Goodbye.’

With that, Y/n tossed her phone behind her, after removing her passcode, and stood on the other side of the railing, and let herself fall.

As she began falling, she looked up at the sky, and smiled as big as she could, finally feeling free from her mom. She had her arms open, and felt the cool breeze against her face, and finally felt at peace.

She felt someone grab her from behind, and wondered who it could’ve been, until she saw blonde spiky hair. Fuck. Out of everyone, why’d he have to be the one to catch me? If he knew how my mom has been treating me, he’d want to kill her. Fuck this shit.

Landing on the ground, Y/n was thrown out of Bakugo’s arms, and skidded down the sidewalk. “What the fuck, you stupid ass Nerd?!? What the hell?!” She heard the sadness in his voice, and looked to the side.

��ANSWER ME, YOU DAMN IDIOT! What the fuck were you thinking!?” “I-“ Bakugo picked her up, and threw her even further down the pathway.

“Why the fuck did you do that?! You’re my Explosion, don’t you understand that, you idiot?! God, how worried were you planning on making me, and the others?!”

“Kaachan! Did you find-Kaachan!” Deku yelled, as he saw what was happening. He ran over, and restrained Bakugo with BlackWhip, and told Kirishima to take care of Y/n.

“Why?! What’s the reasoning behind this?! Why the fuck do you want to die so badly?! What’s so wrong in your life that you feel the need to end it?!?”

“My mom wants me gone.” She muttered, looking at the ground. “She hates me. She always has. She’s never cared about me. She’s been abusing me my whole life; while not physically, emotionally for sure. Dad’s always been good to me, but I don’t think he likes or loves me either. I don’t have anywhere to go, no home to go back to, no family. So, what’s the point in even living anymore? It’s not like anyone actually needs me or wants me. You probably just saved me out of pity, and because Zuku probably told you everything.”

Bakugo growled, and told her to speak up, before he burned the shit out of her. She picked her head up at that, and gave him a soft, sad smile.

“Do it, Katsuki.” She said softly, catching everyone’s attention. “Gemstone, what-?” She looked behind her at Kirishima, and gave him the same smile as Bakugo.

“You know everything, don’t you, Katsuki? I’m sure Izuku told you by now. From the slap, to the messages I showed him.”

Bakugo gave her a confused look, and let himself relax slightly. “What are you talking about, Explosion? The Nerd-Deku-Izuku hasn’t told me anything. What’s going on here, Explosion? Talk to me.”

It was only now that she realized that Deku most likely hadn’t told Bakugo, or anyone anything. “Izu..” she said, softly, before feeling her knees buckle.

Bakugo got out of Deku’s arms, and walked over to his Explosion. He picked her head, and made her look at him.

“My Explosion, my Starshine, please tell me what’s going on. I want to know. I really do.”

She hugged him tightly, and asked him why he even saved her. “Did you not just hear me? I said that you’re my Explosion. And I want to know why you just tried to throw your life away like that.”

[deprivedofbraincellsandsleep]

quotes from the bonus content that destroyed me! + other fav quotes

Warning: Spoilers below the cut also extremely long post (5 pages of my notes app btw) that will most likely be followed with an equally long reblog of me screaming about each quote:)))

"I don't trust her" [...] "She's Andrew’s"

"What could you be holding on to still that would drive you this far away from her?" "No. Don't ask me that."

"Maybe she was right or maybe she didn't have enough nightmares to understand."

"David rubbed a thumb along his knuckles, looking for blood he washed off years ago"

"Did you think you were my only lover? He isn't yours, David"

"Should have, could have, what-if"

"Coaches have no honor" (this one made me want to rip my hair out)

"Your word is enough. Just yours."

"One more for the road, then" (seems insignificant but it just reminded me of Nora's name on tumblr)

Neil "Hope was a dangerous, disquieting thing" Josten David "Defeat's a heavier mantle than hope" Wymack

"You might not have noticed, but he and I look alot alike! They'll look at him and see me, and we both know how little they think of me."

"Have to stack the deck in his favor somehow"

"Oh, Bee," [...] "You assume they were stupid enough to get caught."

"They cannot keep him. I will not let them."

"I know what happened to you today was beyond cruel, and that Drake's death will not undo what he did to you." [...] "I know our system has failed you every step along the way and that a part of you will carry that distrust and betrayal for many years to come, if not for the rest of your life. And I know you have done astoundingly well despite life's every attempt to crush you. I'm sorry, and I'm so, so proud of you."

"Everyone knows now, Bee" "They will not judge you for it"

"Who fears the monster that knows the taste of a whip?"

"Maybe it's past time to put the monster away."

"Andrew had loaded the gun himself; he couldn't be surprised when Aaron took aim and pulled the trigger."

"They were twins; there was too much of them in each other despite all the years they'd spend apart."

"Matching set." (...I'm ugly crying at this one)

"Someone like you wouldn't understand the importance of hiding scars"

"Andrew was trying to pull him off track, and Aaron knew beyond a doubt he'd never find his way back if he followed it to whatever ugly truth Andrew was hiding."

"He forced Andrew's words aside to haunt him later"

"I wanted nothing to do with him, but he tried, and he tried and he tried anyway. He took care of us." [...] "He refused to give up on us no matter how hard we tried to push him away."

"I don't care if you're gay, and I don't care that you picked the literal most irritating person on the planet to fall for. I care that you're being a hypocrite."

"If someone talked about Katelyn that way, I'd have punched him out years ago. I'm not going to tolerate his lewd jokes just because he's my cousin."

"Finding out how important he was to Andrew was an ongoing, eye-opening experience"

"Aaron still didn't particularly like her or trust her, but he didn't have to. She truly mattered to Andrew when so few people did anymore."

"I love Katelyn. I love her more than anything. I want to spend the rest of my life for her, but I am trying so goddamned hard to wait until graduation because you asked me to."

"'Tell me about Katelyn,' Dobson invited him. Andrew made a dismissive noise, but Aaron would take any chance he could to talk about her."

""I'm trying, okay? I'm trying. Years too late, I know, but you refused me first. I begged you to come home with me. You can't blame me for not trusting you." "I am capable of multi-tasking," Andrew said. Aaron heard what he didn't say: I blame us both."

"We've spent years making each other miserable. Can't we finally make peace?"

"I don't want to lose what we're doing here. I don't want to lose you. But I won't lose her, either. There has to be a middle ground somewhere."

"I don't trust her." (AJAHAKHAKA THE TWINYARD FEELS THE KATEAARON FEELS THE 'I DONT TRUST HER' SAGA COMTINUES. I was so convinced there would be a 'I don't trust her in the TRK story aswell but there wasnt :( )

"She's followed your rules for a year then, loving Aaron from a distance because she understands how important you two are to each other. That has to mean something, Andrew. You know it does."

"He deserves the right to try." "You both do."

"You promised me once you would never lie to me," Dobson said with a gentle smile. "A wound can't heal so long as the knife is buried in it. It's time to pull it, Andrew. You can't be brothers while you are each other's jailors."

""Peace?" he asked. "We're Foxes," Andrew said. "There's no such thing." "Ceasefire, then," Aaron tried. "Give her to me, Andrew." "You will regret it." "Says the man dating a mafioso." "I'm not dating him," Andrew said, with a hint of impatience. Aaron saw right through him, and it was enough to makehim smile as he turned his gaze out the window. "Liar.""

This entire excerpt.

(pic from @tscsunlover)

Other fav quotes:

"Nicky wasn't the only one so easily swayed, but if Nicky and Kevin were both too blind to figure that out David wasn't going to put it together for them."

"One week Neil had been the subject of some very grandiose conspiracy theories, and the next Andrew had only said 'He's Kevin's problem now, the end!' and refused to elaborate."

"'Bane of my existence,' Andrew said, and did not elaborate." (Andrew minyard and the art of not elaborating)

""Bee likes musicals," Andrew announced brightly, though David had found that out the hard way. Andrew didn't bother to explain how he knew, and Betsy only smiled when David flicked a shrewd look at her."

"Trusting he would keep a discreet eye on her most precious charge..."

"One of these days Aaron would love to know what about that mouthy liar had people bending over backwards for him, but the jagged heat that used to accompany such thoughts was long gone."

"He tried to punch me out" "You bring out that urge in people." (I have thoughts about this one)

"I liked him more when he wasn't speaking to me, Bee" "I doubt that"

"'I told her you were never going to develop a personality of your own,' Andrew told Aaron. 'She held out hope for youregardless. She has a thing for lost causes.'"

[hyperdigifocusart]

OK!

Here’s my most recent project. My husband, David, goes by @digitalsodamusic and this is his music. I created the video with my own animation couple with some video-editing.

David’s music is instrumental, and digitally produced with Ableton and other song apps. Some of it may remind you of movie soundtracks… It’s a wild mix of orchestral or symphonic music, ballads, heavy metal, “elite” elevator music (one of his friends coined that phrase lol), house music, and sometimes it’s ambient music… There are several amusing themes, and some of the music sounds like a movie soundtrack. Many of the songs could be played while doing tasks, or to meditate. It’s quite eclectic!

DistroKid distributes David’s tunes over a wide array of apps such as Apple and Google Music, YouTube, Deezer, Spotify, Amazon, Tidal, Veco, Boomplay, and TikTok, to name a few. He pays $22.99 for a year, but there are several different packages offered. DistroKid keeps none of the income: it all goes to the musician.

I usually use FlipAClip to create the videos. It’s a simple enough program for me. I find animation, art, and photo/video editing much easier on FlipAClip. It’s a great for animation, videos, or even just drawing art. Sometimes I need more audio control so I may have to use Splice. Splice also has free sound effects, music, and provides several more fonts than FlipAClip. There are also some extra effects and filters on Splice that aren’t on FlipAClip.

In February 2024 I started making this video on FlipAClip, and finished it at the very beginning of August 2024. That’s 2283 single panels! 😮‍💨

If you read the description on the YouTube post, you can find out more information. You will find all the people credited for the cat content I edited! There are a lot, and some I can’t seem to find. So if someone else finds them, I’d love to know so I can update the description.

❤️ Please Subscribe and Share! The song is “Alley Kat.” Enjoy! ❤️

Also I don’t know who I should tag anymore, but I’ll try some of my old buddies before I fell off of social media for about 3 years… @satanskatse (❤️who is a lovely individual, btw, got me through a rough patch❤️)

@aelaer @moki-dokie @ririsasy @babywarg @yuliya-dosky @iamhavingamomenthere-crowley @catchymemes @astralaberration @ironfroststrange @amethyst-noir @whotheheckitheheck

[alitgblog]

season 9 vol 8 thoughts: my hype has died down from last week, now Stefan is just another man, and I'm again critical of the choice to paywall everything and spend so much time focused on Kat

first of all before I post screenshots (of which there are few btw bc it wasn't super eventful imo) I did have a moment looking at my mc and was like damn get her some brown contacts so she looks different that's why. and I think I may have accidentally switched her skin tone too, point being, as a result, I take back what I said last week about not going for Cassius bc he looks like my mc's cousin

but the lunch with Uma, I have mixed feelings on the concept in general. Like for story it's interesting bc the other person could lie, but if I think about it like it would actually happen on love island, maybe the other person downplays some stuff, but straight up lying? nah. and then it would in theory get the girls to stick (just bc usually it's the guys that are being messy and flirting it up with the casa girls), but in my head the postcard/video always does the opposite. it's like a sneak preview into what the guys are doing so it encourages the girls to get angry or get back at them

In fact, lunch with casa girl to spill secrets usually happens AFTER casa so having it here is weird.

in execution though, no doubt, kinda lame. I mean I like the insights into casa, but you could get that info next week when everyone's together or in movie night or like a mean tweets challenge or whatever. You have to pay for info so it's already awful but also MC doesn't get the option to lie/be vague to Uma, so she just tells Uma everything we the audience already know and then Uma doesn't really tell us anything. Like we don't even get to know the names of the other two casa girls and we told her about everyone.

Speaking of Uma, they couldn't have fixed her hair this season????

Finn's being flirty, sure, and I might be kicked off his route now (I'm not sure if rejecting him by the pool did that), so I don't know if he acts any different if you're on his route bc he claims to have changed???

Hamish how dare you say you've changed then actually change this is why everyone's on his route 😂😂

Jude's a mess who gives a fuck but also that observation may be apparent to the audience, but I wouldn't picture a casa girl saying it. LIUSA S6 has a perfect example: it's not the casa girls saying "oh he sucks because he's been egging on the other guys" but them saying "oh he's the sweetest, because he's encouraging the other guys to explore connections" and then in game it would be letting the reader figure out what that means. it's in part them always having such surface level writing (tell not show) but it gives all their "villains" this weird gameplayer vibe. like I don't think Uma and Jude are genuine and they are acutely aware of the public, but I don't think they should be written like that, I think they should just be written to be assholes. Uma's a liar and Jude's a bully. Not saying we can't have gameplayer characters, just don't make it so obvious.

Anyway, coming back into the Villa and then for some reason you have to pay gems to tell the other girls information?? I don't like the paying gems to receive information but this is more confusing bc it's the opposite lol. Actually, Kat, if you want to know what happened on the date you're gonna have to give ME 17 gems.

there's a chat here MC has with Stefan about how he didn't know what he was expecting before coming back but once he saw MC it was clear he wanted her. And just to repeat what I said last week, Stefan should've started casa a little upset with MC (instead of having it be Lyle) and then ask her for forgiveness midway through the volume and here is where that chat can go where he's like yeah I tried but they weren't you.

and then I decided to give Cassius a fighting chance bc Stefan has that advantage of being her ex and i think MC should explore her options and im still mad at Marshall breaking things off with S6 MC. Cassius seems sweet and he so is during the date. It's just a shame I don't like doing the cutesy loyal casa boy route ever. If he was an OG though? Goodbye Chen and Henri

there's a part he asks about MC's job which I've been begging for someone to bring up and this chat was really cute

Ice cream thing only reminds me that I'm kinda put off the Natasha route now. If she wasn't the go to character to give exposition about Stefan and MC, then maybe. But now, I'm so stuck always having to not choose her and it's a shame. It also feels like with how much she talks about him and knowing that she brings him back if you don't, plus the Hamish stuff pre casa, it just feels like MC is second choice to these other guys. it's not as bad as Kelly, who straight up does say she's here for Finn, but it's irritating. I know Claudia kinda ends up doing that too towards the end of casa when she decides to work things out with Theo, but idk it feels different this time.

Kat screaming about going exclusive with Lyle during the date was so on brand for her to draw all attention on her I don't even know if I can be annoyed bc it made sense, I just wish the ratio of time spent talking about Kat was less. Like it doesn't need to get cut down, I just think we deserved a few more scenes where MC gets to talk with the guys.

the casa guys' day wear outfits are very good imo, very stylish, except Marshall.. it feels unnatural to see him in those colors idk

omg the wild night thing. first off, once again annoyed at texts cutting people off, like how many times can you stand doing that, fusebox writing team???? but uh sure, Marshall hears about this wild night between Stefan and Chen. and you hear about it in the game

Which side note, I hate the game and I also could've sworn we've already played it in casa this season. but I guess it's just to show once again that Kat and Lyle are having problems. Could've been a chat instead. Only useful piece of information was that Cassius likes nerds and I'm like damn once again, in another life, would be my pick. Pretty much everything else about the LI's was information we've already learned (even the info about Cassius I'm sure if I romanced him earlier in casa it would've been obvious).

Also just once again, taking a backseat in the game. it's like they think the player doesn't wanna be wrong so they settle for just sitting around but that's much more fun to have the chance to be wrong. also bc it would influence people to replay I think so they can get the right answers.

anyway, wild night thing, I did fork over the gems to find out and i know this happens every gem scene for info but it was especially annoying to me this time that MC pulls him aside and is like "tell me the story" and hes like "i dont know... do you really wanna hear the full story?" im like YES she pulled you aside for this. MC confronts Stefan and I saw what yall posted about bruno so I went ahead and asked about Claudia and she was dancing with her partner from her season, and for me that's Theo and what a shame. sorry I'm a jealous ex I don't even know if my S8 mc is happy with Jin.

ANYWAY for a split second I thought the "wild night" was alluding to Stefan and Chen hooking up? which, I think wouldve been a great option. and if fusebox is so scared of making all the LI's bi, then I would've voted Stefan is bi and then Chen/Henri/Lyle/Jude maybe aren't but like hey they gave it a shot. But alas, no...

Then Stefan says he was crushing on a DJ and I know in this instance it makes less sense for them to pick a real person bc they say that the DJ tried to hook up with Chen, but I do miss some like random info about the characters and their type. like, I just remember being surprised S2 Lucas's celebrity crush was teyana taylor and I want stuff like that again

so not wild but I guess Stefan was ashamed he screwed over Chen. Then he was like "isn't that so cool of Chen to give up a hookup for you?" and idk I don't care about DJs so I was glad MC to be like oh boohoo whatever

Lyle's speech to Kat was cringe but I'm giving him benefit of the doubt bc I would actually like him and Kat to be happy so Kat can stop bothering Finn and stop bothering MC.

And Kat of course goes to flirt with whoever you went on a date with, and I guess luckily, I happened to pick Cassius who I wasn't gonna bring back anyway. Then you get like five lines of dialogue each with Marshall and with Stefan (who's hanging out with Natasha) which could've and should've been longer for final chats.

you can match with Kelly now fyi

(I wish I had a picture of Kelly's partywear I swear it's nearly the same dress)

Then stick or twist just feels so tacked onto the end of the episode, but it should be like a huge thing. They stretch that shit out SO LONG in the show. Like in the three episodes this volume, the second one should end with cliffhanger announcing the girls are going back to casa that night. then the next episode starts with final chats and the map opens up and you can talk to Stefan but maybe Natasha interrupts, then Cassius saying he understands you gotta do what you gotta do, then Marshall who gives you one last plea he's changed (similar to the actual game again it should be longer). Add on Lyle talking about how he feels he fucked up with Kat here instead of right before the firepit. Honestly also a chat with Kat and Kelly wouldn't hurt either, with Kat contemplating her options and then seeing what Kelly's thinking about Finn, just to remind you about the guys back in the villa.

Then pep talk in the dressing room where it's revealed/implied what each girl is gonna do (Natasha can be vague since if you pick Stefan then she picks Marshall, so just have her say she's not sticking with Hamish for sure) AND THEN stick or twist. And I think each couple should be revealed in order. I don't think we need to give Kat too much time in the spotlight, so Kat goes first, picks Lyle, then walks into the Villa and the girls and casa boys are waiting outside but can hear them yelling (bc I just assume there's gonna be yelling around kat). And then MC picks, walks in with her guy or single, and then sees Uma and Chen together, then cliffhanger.

and that being said, despite what I wrote about the date with Uma, I like the idea that MC spilled who the casa guys are and then she made the decision to go for someone insecure and easy so she could stay and then couple with the casa guy she really wants later, and it just happens to be the guy she wanted was the one MC chose. Or alternatively, she did actually want the villa boy she picked (and also was lying during the date about him being close with Jessica). Very snakey and calculated for love but not too gameplayer-y for my distaste.

but for predictions, I think Hamish sticks bc he said he was gonna try to be loyal. I think Finn sticks bc if you're on his route, it would throw another wrench if he had a new girl. Chen/who you're with obviously twists. I could see Jude twisting, but he gives off the vibe that he sticks to try to win the show. In that case, there are two single islanders so which I'm fine with but fusebox likes to dump single islanders post casa even though it doesn't make sense to, but maybe they get the other islanders to choose to save Hamish (or I'm wrong and Hamish twists). I could also see them saying if MC is single then she chooses a boy to couple with, and can save Hamish since clearly a route (and if this is the case then I would heavily consider replaying the last chapter to keep Hamish in the game).

overall, like I said up top, kinda back to my normal level of enjoyment for this season. I was really hopeful after last week, but I was distracted by pretty faces. also I started playing perfect match and the Stefan thing reminded me of the whole neighbor thing going on in perfect match and in both it's really such a shame they send in someone from MC's past to use the second chance romance trope to distract me from a drop dead gorgeous woman named Natasha.

oh other thing, with the way my game has been going, everyone is in a mixed race couple except for Kelly and Finn, which I think is fun bc then I can pretend the audience is tweeting some version of "why is this season giving shondaland right now?"

anyway so thth3 new episode tomorrow woooooooo

[compassionatereminders]

Hi Kat,

I know you have quite a big following so I want to ask you something, just to see if any of your followers or even you experienced something similar. I apologize for a very long message btw.

The topic is: A STRANGER CLAIMS THEY KNOW YOU BUT YOU HAVE ACTUALLY NEVER MET THEM.

Firstly I would just like to say that I don't do drugs or drink. I'm a few years older than you, so while yes I'm 31 I'm still not an old grandma and my memory is pretty good.

I'm a person who still recalls how the voices of my ex-classmates sound (when I read books, or anything else, I read it with a voice in my head... if you know what I mean. I can recall voices I like and read text in that voice), I still know their names and last names. Except I don't know all the last names of my classmates that I went to high school with for 4 months (but I remember how they looked like, sounded like and I know their names, I just don't know last names of some people who had pretty long or complicated last names).

Now to the story. Last year I went to pay a lottery ticket for my dad. He plays a lottery ticket every week. I don't really know what this little store is called in English, we call it "trafika". You can pay lottery tickets there, you can pay bills, they sell magazines, some alcohol, cigarettes, little chocolate bars, chewing gums... and that's pretty much it. It's very small. A woman owns this store and she has 1 employee. One works in the morning, another one in the evening.

Last year, it was during summer break time I saw a new cashier - most likely the owner took some time off.

The new cashier wasn't rude looking or anything, but when I stepped into the store I got such an odd vibe, just a very uncomfortable feeling. This happens a lot to me... it's like an intuition I guess. And I'm usually right because when I get an odd vibe from someone something usually goes wrong.

I wanted to pay the lottery ticket when the woman called me by my name. I was quite surprised since I had never seen this woman in my life. She told me her name and because I was looking at her confused she told me she used to be my classmate.

I went to some high school for 4 months before I changed schools. Her name wasn't common, and I was even more confused because I would 100% remember a unique name. I have never had a classmate with that name.

I'm a loner, a quiet type so she would 100% not know me if she weren't my classmate. But even if I'm a loner I did speak with those classmates, heck I was forced to when we had to do stuff in groups and so on, so I 100% interacted with all my classmates at some point.

She even told me the name of the school I went to. I told her that I don't remember her at all, she seemed kind of disappointed and a bit mad, but since I saw this woman for the first time in my life I didn't feel the need to lie and pretend I did know her. I just felt like it would be more awkward if I lied. I paid for the lottery ticket and I said bye to her and told her I had to go because I was in a hurry (that was a lie but oh well. Her mad stare was kinda making me feel awkward so I just wanted to go asap)

The next week I didn't pay lottery ticket there but I went to the post office instead because this interaction kinda freaked me out a bit. I even crossed the street when I walked by in the next few days. But after a few days, the owner was back (you can see easily inside because it's a glass window and that woman never returned since then). I don't even know how many days that woman worked there because for 3 days I was too freaked out to even look at that direction, I know it sounds silly. And the day I looked there the owner was back. So I guess she was there less than 3 days?

What else gave me the creeps is... she really wanted to convince me that we knew each other. Something about that just felt off to me.

I know like 15 years passed since then but I swear to you on my life I don't remember ever meeting this person. I remember people who take the same bus as me, even if I see them on that bus once every month. And I don't brag I can recognize every person I have ever seen, because I can't. But if I remember a random person I see on the bus once per month, I'm sure I would remember this woman like I remember every single one of my classmates. This is why I feel crazy.

I deleted my facebook ages ago, and when I had facebook I was never sharing personal info like which school I went to or where I worked. So it's not like she was bored, saw me on social media, and decided to prank me.

I listen to yt stories sometimes and some stories are about how people shifted into a different reality. These are just interesting stories to me, nothing more. But that day I felt like this woman met another me in some different parallel universe, I know it seems crazy.

I find the idea of a parallel universe interesting but I don't know if I believe in all this, but it just felt like she is from a different reality where she met me. And in this reality, I never met her.

I lost all touch with ex classmates (they also live far away from me so it's not like I can run into them either) I can't ask anyone else if they remember her.

I usually don't message you on anon, but in this case, I will turn on the anon button... because I feel kinda crazy. Some time passed already but whenever I walk by I always think of this incident. And I was just curious if anyone else experienced something like that?

I agree that it's odd, but I don't believe in reality shifting and I think it's far more likely that you genuinely forgot one classmate after 15 years than that she's from a different reality. Even if your memory is unusually excellent

[kittykittyanon]

HI HELLO I THINK YOU'RE SO INCREDIBLY WONDERFUL AND AMAZING AND YOU'RE SUCH A SWEETHEART AND I'M GIVING YOU ALL THE HUGS AND ALL THE PLATONIC KISSES RIGHT NOW 💖💖💖💖💚💚💙💙💙💙

(btw is there a name you go by? so that I can give you a friend tag?)

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boom!! i drew you!!! it's just a quick doodle though so it's not really all that ironed out,, but i drew you!! yippeeeee!!! you are sssoooo!!!! /pos /pos /pos!!!!!! ((hdjsgdjdg!!! yes!!! it's just variations of either my username or the word "kitty",, i.e. "kitty", "kittykitty", "kit", and "kat"!! sometimes i'm just called by my full username too!! i mostly go by kitty though!! do with it what you will,, anything goes!! (≧▽≦) (≧▽≦)))

[mintymelty]

YHS Rewrite/Redesign: Senpai/Kai

IGNORE THE AWKWARD POSE i’m kinda in an art slump rn but I finally got around to redesigning Kai! I made him half african american and half japanese because the og cast is… kinda lacking in skin-color diversity and his background will play a role with his relationship to YOU KNOW WHO.

Kai (full name Kai Nakamura) is a quiet Sophomore who usually keeps his head down and is unremarkable for the most part. Well, would be unremarkable if not for his tendency to do favors for other people. He basically is incapable of telling anyone ‘no’ if he thinks he owes them something, which leaves him in trouble for fraternizing with the more unscrupulous students of Yamada High.

Thankfully, he seems to have a ‘guardian angel’ of sorts, who, after ‘conversing’ with his bullies, seem to get him off his back- or off the face of the earth. Unluckily for him, this guardian ‘angel’ took it too far this time and straight up took someone off the census. Over the events of YHS: A Serialization he’s pinned as the main suspect and has to work with Kat and Co. to prove his innocence and reveal the true culprit.

His face. I know it looks awkward, but i edited it the best i could. He has mono lids, btw. I wanted a kind of passive but tired look for him. Once again I need to practice drawing and rendering textured hair but I think i did an ok job.

YHS: A Serialization should be updated this saturday if all goes to plan. If not, then next week. Thank you for sticking around and supporting my fan recreation! No hate to the original web series BTW I’m just changing some designs to add diversity and to give different characters different backgrounds. But all hate to yandev’s groomer ass. I’m turning your self insert into an actual character (hopefully) worthy of being simped over.

[justforhorny]

"fantasi kini realiti, sayang tapi nak merasa lain"

hi, nak share pengalaman i main dengan pakwe i punya mem at the same time my pakwe main dengan adik i, pada hari tu, i and my sister datang rumah pakwe i cause that day ade birthday party my pakwe punya adik, so time tu dia ajak i and my adik join sekali, btw birthday party tu buat kat satu hall but near with he house, around 100 meter, so i cakap dekat dia nak park kat rumah dia and he said bole and after dah sampai rumah my boyf, dia keluar and cakap his family dah gerak and dia lepak dulu with someone yang i dah lama usha his cock, idk what but i selalu cerita or fantasy about that guy when i and my bf lancap, idk but his friends that i like tu have something tersembunyi, so back to the story, i and my sister lepak dalam rumah tu la, and borak borak antara diorang, but I can't focus to borak cause everytime i look at that guy i was like "OMG I WANT HE FUCK ME RIGHT NOW" but i know my pakwe and that guy perasan i tak senang duduk so i decide nak pergi tandas cause i nak lap my pepek yang basah gile tu, but after dah lap my pepek suddenly that guy or iskandar(not real name) keluar dari tandas and tengah lap dia punya kote, i was like wow i see the badan kote yang putih, straight kedepan, kepala pink, urat yang timbul and telo dia yang tengah tegang, and i shock but at the same time, iskandar see my pepek yang full dengan air mani tu, isqandar cannot hold anymore and grab my head and sumbat dia punya kote yang i dah lama nak sangat rasa, but tiba tiba my sister and my pakwe came to check me cause lama sangat i pergi toilet, and yeah he saw me tengah sedap layan kote member dia, but i tak hiraukan and terus hisap iskandar cock, pakwe i cakap stop and i think he want to scold me and iskandar but he make a deal and he said " disebabkan sayang dan hisap iskandar punya, kita adil kan, i main dengan riana(my sister) and sayang main dengan iskandar, deal?" and i terus setuju dengan deal tu and decide nak main dengan iskandar and kasi my sister enjoy with my boyf, we both fuck at different places and i and iskandar at my pakwe punya bilik and my pakwe and my sister at ruang tamu, after dah berpecah now turn i give all my power to iskandar and enjoy kan dia, first i and iskandar take out our shirt and pants, and benda yang I selalu fantasy rupanya betul nyah, dada berbulu, badan putih, and kote dia SO BIG AND AMAZING, i tanpa basa basi terus kulum kote dia and lancapkan kote dia, after that we kiss and then i suruh iskandar fuck my pepek yang banyak air tu, iskandar terus lenjun and hentak my pepek with his kote, i was like so freaking good more than my boyf kote i lenjun kote dia around 5 round and suruh dia cum dalam my pepek, dekat 10 kali dia cum dalam pepek i, yeah ikutkan my boyf punya kote more stronger and more banyak air but idk i was really enjoy with kote iskandar, after i mandi air mani iskandar, i was done but iskandar wasn't, dia jilat my pepek and telan all my Mani, i pon rasa sebersalah and i jilat lagi kote dia and telan semua air mani dia, kitorang enjoy gile and i telan all iskandar mani and my pepek very have fun with iskandar cock, but my pakwe and my sister belum sudah so i decide nak tolong my pakwe and iskandar tolong i punya adik, iskandar sumbat kote dia dalam pepek adik i so means adee dua kote dalam satu pepek, my sister said "fuckk kak, kau punya pakwe dengan scandal kau ni memang sedap sial, tapi pakwe kau punya kote sedap nak mampos, 10 kali dah kitorang round"after that i suruh iskandar and my bf cum dalam pepek adik i cause dia belum pernah kene jolok and kene double, so lepas dah cum dah lap ape semua my boyf said yang i bole buat job main dengan laki lain but dia nak scandal with my sister and nak jolok my sister everytime, but my deal pulak i nak scandal dengan iskandar and play dengan semualaki, and than we go to the party