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#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change#i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny#take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time#isat#siffrin#siffrin no middle names no last name ŕ´Śŕľŕ´Śŕ´ż ËÍĚęłËÍĚ )â§#... or is it. Smiles#i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute#Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation#tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers#in stars and time spoilers#sasasap#sasasa:p#WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt#and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. ăé稟ăäżşăăŻăšăżăź#Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well#all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning#Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god#EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION
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Andrew Minyard has cute aggression, pass it on
#andreil#the foxhole court#neil josten#andrew minyard#all for the game#my art#do I have a million other pieces of art in my drafts? yes#do I decide to post this sketch that took maybe an hour? also yes lmao#just know Iâm always lurking ready for more#hey maybe Iâll even fully color this one day đŤĄ#I just love these dweebs so much#a decade under their influence
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A lot of us with ADHD are familiar with the concept of time blindness, but for anyone who isn't: it's a neurological inability to have a consistent sense of the passage of time. If you put me in an empty room, gave me a button and told me to press it when I think it's been 15 minutes, I might press it after..... idk, anywhere between 3 minutes and 2 hours? And if we repeated it the next day the result would probably be wildly different!
But something I've only seen mentioned in one (1) Reddit post, which took some extensive digging to find, is the same effect extending to ALL things measured in numbers. Distance, weight, length, height, amount, space, volume, percentage... For me, small numbers are a bit easier, I could approximate a centimetre probably, but a metre would be much harder and 10 or 100 would likely miss the mark by a lot. Also, anything that can't be easily measured with a ruler or a measuring tape (like weight or volume) is even harder since I don't encounter reference points (like a 1kg hand weight) for those as frequently as I see visual representations of specific lengths.
It's not dyscalculia or anything like that, I'm decent at math (and the OP of the Reddit post was a math major) and I have no other difficulties with numbers, it's just a disconnect in translating real life experiences like sensory input into numbers (and possibly also inconsistent processing of sensory input? Like how the same sound volume is okay one day but hurts my ears the next?), which I think is basically the same thing as what happens with time blindness. For now I've been calling it "measurement blindness" since I've never seen a name for it anywhere, but maybe "quantity blindness" could also work?
I've talked to other people with time blindness to see if they experience this too, but so far none of them have known what I'm talking about. I'd really like to know how many of us are out there and if anyone knows literally anything actually scientific about this very inconvenient phenomenon!
Tl;dr: bc I am wordy:
It's like time blindness but for all things measured in numbers
Not dyscalculia or caused by it
Pretty much never seen it talked about anywhere
Please tell me if it sounds familiar and/or you know something about it, thank
#adhd#time blindness#let me tell you it gets real fucking awkward every time someone asks for my estimate on anything numbers based#like 'hey kuura how far would you say the store is? like a km maybe one and a half?'#and i'm like buddy you'd get a better answer from a toddler than me#and even if i took a precisely 1km walk every day#it would feel like a different distance every fucking time#especially if the route was always different#nd things
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Damn, Light legit thought people would find it ok to set up an explosive trap in your drawer just cuz you didn't want people reading your diaryâ
#like... that's even more suspicious than having a notebook titled âdeath noteâ with the names of criminals#you do realize that's more suspicious right?#no one would bat an eye if you showed them your death note and said âheyâ I write the names of everyone I wish was dead to copeâ#you could even add fake pages with the names of people in your day to day lifeâ like an annoying teacherâ so they don't die#therefore making the claim that's just a stupid notebook with a list of names you want dead seem valid#and the rules? eh just say it's creative writing. maybe even say it's inspired on Kira it's not loke they need to know when you got the note#idiot#death note#light yagami#yagami light
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â - but have you ever considered, I donât know, not sucking all the time? Just a thought.â
It takes the combined grips of Nuisance and Hound to keep the wriggling, snarling body beneath Fox from throwing him off its back. With three yearsâ practice of having to fix his own rickety desk chair over and over again, the movement merely ruffles the proverbial fringe on his helmet.
âAnd I donât mean that as an insult, necessarily. Well, I do a little bit. But also I have some amount of empathy for the no doubt immense amounts of trauma that had to go into the creation of something so dysfunctional as you, on a very personal level, so have you considered going to the root of that in a way thatâs like⌠useful? Instead of wasting it all on kriffing Kenobi, I mean. Look at the guy. All he does all day is drink tea and commit warcrimes. I bet he knits for fun. Bit of an embarrassing nemesis, donât you think?â
âIâ, says Kenobi, then pauses. The space between his eyebrows is creased with uncertainty, and he looks deeply torn between continuing rocking the shaking Duchess of Mandalore against his chest from his corner of the throne room and re-activating his lightsaber to continue losing his fight against the Darksider Fox is currently sitting on. âI feel like I should object to some part of that, but Iâm not entirely clear on what. Or how this happened, again. Isnât Mandalore a few star systems from your purview, Commander?â
âProbably the warcrimesâ, mutters Nuisance underneath his strained breath.
âAbout as far from my supposed assignment as yours, Generalâ, says Fox a little louder.
Kenobi twitches. Fox cannot claim to know which of them does it. Both, maybe. Probably.
âI will - taste - your - flesh!â, heaves out Darth Maul, snarling and hissing.
âOooh, kinky!â, calls Grids, from the corner where sheâs got her stun-setting aimed at the other Zabrak, currently passed out cold. Fox sighs deeply. He knew he shouldnât have taken those three - any combination of Grids, Hound and Nuisance in a room together usually spelled chaos.
Unfortunately, it also spelled competence. The Basic alphabet can be funny that way.
The point being: as of some months into the war, one of Foxâs assigned tasks is the surveillance of all GAR-wide communication. All command-class staff theoretically got that memo, but no one seems to have read the fine print where that includes both professional and personal communication, as well as any and all comm devices registered or suspected to be registered to that person. Especially not one Anakin Skywalker and PadmĂŠ Amidala.
The point further being, if that sounds both immensely impractical and sort of terrifying in a democratic supposedly non-surveillance state, youâd be bang on the credits, and to Foxâ eternal chagrin the singular person in this whole useless army whoâs spent the second of thinking necessary for that conclusion.
The final point being, when one frantic Generalâs mad dash across the Galaxy to rescue his teenage sweetheart from the spectre of his supposedly dead nemesis crosses his desk on its way to the Chancellorâs inbox, it doesnât take much time for him to block any and all trace of it across the digital space of the GAR commboard and take matters into his own hands.
â - which is why I told Thorn to suck it up and be in charge for a few days, and also why youâre still alive, your Highness, very welcome, was no trouble at allâ, he concludes, drily. The Duchess stares the wide-eyed look of someone attempting to reconcile clones with âsentienceâ or perhaps âpersonalityâ in her head, but wonât say it outright.
Or the look of someone whoâs just been violently overthrown and nearly murdered, perhaps, Fox allows.
âUm -â, Kenobi hedges, blinking rapidly.
âAnd the reason youâre still alive, probably. Youâre welcome for that too, by the wayâ, Grids calls from the back of the throne room, cheekily.
âAlrightâ, says Kenobi, loudly. Thereâs color back in his deathly-pale cheeks, Fox notes, even if that color is a lot of red. It doesnât fade very gracefully into his beard. âOpinions on whether or not I had everything under control notwithstanding -â
âYou really didnâtâ, Hound supplies helpfully.
â - opinions notwithstanding, I am admittedly still lost on why youâre now sitting on Darth Maul and attempting to, to - jeer at him, Marshall Commander!â
âWeâre not jeering, weâre trying to create a safe space and lay the groundwork for more open communicationâ, Fox says, primly.
Maul screams into the ground, attempting for the umpteenth time to rear up and visit great violence upon Fox, which admittedly has him rattling in his crosslegged seat atop his back.
Kenobi raises a perfectly plucked eyebrow. âSafe space?â
âHeâs restrained and not stabbing anyone, I personally feel much safer than beforeâ, Grids muses. âWatch the teeth though, Hound. Little biter.â
Indeed. Foxâs right greave will have to be replaced posthaste.
âAnd anyways, the point isnât to jeer at him, itâs to make clear that heâs focusing his energy in the wrong places and could be doing much better things with his admittedly not-great lifeâ, Fox adds, shifting to cast a pointed look down at Maul. The Sith is panting open-mouthed into the durasteel floor, sharp teeth gnashing wildly as his piercing yellow eyes shine with barely restrained rage. âIâm just saying - aim higher. You arenât seeing the forest for the Kenobis, Maul. Can I call you Maul?â
âI will feed you your own entrailsâ, yowls Maul.
âSee, thatâs exactly what Iâm talking about. Right now, Iâm an easy target to focus all that built-up rage on, but is killing me really going to help you achieve any of your goals? No! Think about it - when it all comes down to it, who sent you on that mission to Naboo in the first place? Who made sure the Jedi and, by extension, Kenobi would be there to kill you? Who used you as a dejarik piece and then cast you aside the second you outlived your usefulness?â
Beneath him, Maul slowly stills in his struggle, still panting heavily. Hound and Nuisance donât let it deter them in their vigilance, because theyâre damn good vodâe and possess an ounce of common sense.
âAnd, look, I get it. I could spend the rest of my life punching every civilian who spits on me in the streets and it would even be satisfying. I could hit back the Senators who think of clones as easy targets. Or - I can aim my sights at whoâs on top. And I think you know who I mean, because you know as well as I do the same damn man has ruined both our lives.â
Kenobi makes an alarmed noise, and Maul an interested one - not that Fox is going to let him walk out of this place awake. Still, he tilts his head in a way he hopes conveys his helmeted grin successfully to non-vod, as well as the bloodlust behind it. âYouâre also welcome for the fact that the Chancellor wonât have heard of your spontaneous resurrection yet, by the way. Youâll retain your element of surprise instead of gambling it away on petty revenge on Kenobi.â
âHe cut me in half!â
âHe killed my master!â
Fox waves their protests away.
âAlso, thatâs treason!â, Kenobi adds, sputtering. Fox grins. Kenobi purses his lips, and continues. petulantly, â��do you have any proof?â
âSo. Much. Proofâ, says Nuisance, dreamily. âLike, do you want it alphabetically or by date?â
Which is when the Duchess, of all people, bursts out into barking, crazed laughter.
âYou - youâve certainly given yourself an edge in that fight, Marshall Commanderâ, she wheezes, brushing tears from her eyes. Fox raises his eyebrows at her, which she somehow seems to be able to tell, because she gestures at the clunky handle dangling from his belt.
âWhat, this old thing?â He unclasps the black rectangle from its hook, holding it up in the air. Maul stills strangely beneath him, and Kenobi goes ghostly pale again. Fox is starting to get a bad feeling.
âI took it off Viszla and beat him over the head with it. I figured heâd taken it off a Jedi cadet or something. What? Why are you looking at me like that?â
#sw tcw fic idea#commander fox#sergeant hound#obi wan kenobi#satine kryze#darth maul#savage oppress#corrie oc nuisance#corrie oc grids#corrie guard deserves better#darth maul deserves⌠murder?#fox does not find the revelation that he is technically mandâalor very funny. unfortunately everyone else does#sw equivalent of taking deadbeat relatives (mandalorians) to court (becoming their spiritual and somewhat legal sovereign) for child suppor#(recognizing their sentience)#oh the poetic irony of jango fettâs least willing and most feral clone succeeding him#the only person who hates it more than he would is fox#cody is on thin ice. why fox wants to bum it off on him? well heâd do an okay job probably and it would be funny#but back to darth maul yes iâm making fox collect all darksiders#seduced to the sort of light side by goverment coups and political assassination#they might even become âfriendsâ some day if friends means reluctant allies of convenience who sometimes try to tear eachothers throats out#maul may have a bit of a crush#so does savage#hey chat is tasing someone a good wooing tactic? asks grids#grids my love#one of these days i will write out a full introduction scene for my girl even though iâve spoiled her full name in tags#yeah iâm definitely messing up this cw arc but consider: i donât care#fs in the chat for obi wan kenobi whoâs having possibly the worst day of everyone in this#and heâs not even the one whose sister made him a political prisoner and then tried to kill him by association#will kal skirata be first in line to back fox for mandâalor? maybe. will the nulls bring him the separatist councils heads in bags?#duh
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Some warm up connverse
#I don't know why but looking at the first one now makes me think they look like parents. lmao Might be because of the clothes they kinda#look like Nobita's parents if you squint hard enough. Haha#It was fun drawing in this style#But I did still have to do those line and circle warm ups after. So. Like. Maybe this wasn't the most ideal way to do drawing warmups. đ
#But hey it's connverse so like. 90% worth it lol#Steven Quartz Universe#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#SU#Steven Universe#Steven Universe fanart#skedoobles#She's not furry guys#I wanna draw that evil connverse AU but I was in a more gooffy mood and I wanna draw that AU in a more serious doodle/sketch style anyway#I think I can draw something when I finish the current queue đ¤#Man. If I can I'd make it a goal to post anything connverse every day for as long as it's in my top place ship. Just for the heck or challe#ge of it idk#It's like that video of someone who doodles a cat every time someone pissed them off.#my shiz
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day 169
this is it, the dynamic
#day 169#year 5#aradia megido#kanaya maryam#homestuck#arakan#based largely on their first pesterlog#kanaya is so. FUCKING condescending to her and its funny#actually edit: i added the link to the page just read it#kanaya being a lil shit is my favorite for her actually#and aradia being like 0h n0t this shit again#like its just so!!!!!!#funny but also like KIND OF GENUINELY MEAN FOR NO REASON fjdhjdhd#its LITERALLY just kanaya dropping into aradias dms to be like#Hey Bestie Just A Reminder That You Should Feel A Little Bit Guilty About Everything That Happens From Here On Out#Even Though It Is Basically Inevitable#Lucky For You Though I Am Going To Be Very Gracious And Clean Up After Whatever Dumb Shit You Are About To Pull With This Game#like GIRL WHAT IS UR DAMAGE FKDHSKHDGD im obsessed#i mean obviously she has some fucked up feelings internally about participating in a game that ends the world#i wonder if she feels guilty herself for letting aradia and sollux pull half the code from her set of frog ruins#like. maybe shes so guilt trippy about it because she wants to convince herself that all the blame can be put on aradia#and that if she voices her disapproval OF aradias actions then shes like. on record as being Right About The Situation#but ALSO if she is sooo magnanimous and forgiving about it then maybe nobody has to be punished for all of it (not even herself)#idk IDK. i just think its fascinating as a kanaya character moment especially as one of her earliest conversations
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Omg your little doodles for your asks are so sweet 𼺠do you take requests?
Well, you heard him!
#Poorly Drawn MDZS#MDZS#wei wuxian#ask#âHey OP is this your daily upload?â yes but also no#there's more to this but it requires some *Audience Participation* if you know what I mean#Maybe theres a reason i moved this one to Saturday...when I'm around all day#joking aside I...don't really know? I'm not *completely* opposed but also...blog title withstanding I don't think ppl would be interested#my first priority is definitely continuing with the episode recap comics#with a few jokes + bonus comics + gratitude posts thrown in the mix#Sorry this (and a few other asks) has been marinating in my inbox for a while; I'm holding on to them for the best comedic timing#I appreciate them all!!
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Fourth of July is so funny cuz itâs the one time every year that people decades past their hetalia phase will wake up in a cold sweat and go ��thereâs only one character I can draw for this day⌠đď¸đď¸đŚâ
#the haunting sounds of the American theme sneaking up on them the closer it gets to the fourth#like the jaws theme but itâs an eagle screech#eagles donât even screech the usaâs a sham#this is a very usa centric post#I dunno maybe people in other countries wake up in a cold sweat on their foundation days and go#no⌠itâs time đď¸đď¸đŚ#shoutout to all my American Hetalia fans waking up today and remembering that theyâre hetalia fans#we will get through this together#I hope I get to glimpse fireworks this year#dude last year was such a bummer#I wanted to do sparklers in the backyard but no one wanted to join me so it was just me doing em myself while my family kept trying to#convince me to come back inside :(((#then my dad went hey this year we should get fireworks#NO#no one can have fun cuz you guys were mean to me last year >:(#slash j btw itâs not a big deal Iâm just salty lol#when youâre the only one full of whimsy in your family đ#happy birthday America#get your shit together#â¤ď¸đ¤đ#hetalia#aph america#hws america#alfred f jones
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Anyways chat about time i repost some art or shit idk i havent been drawing new shit so
#tccblr#tc community#zero day#zero day 2003#cal gabriel#calvin gabriel#andre kriegman#caldre#gore#ig idk what to tag it as i never do#ajyways hey chat maybe one day ill make smth new#pukepile
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so what if you are michael kaiser's ex. like just one of many, the one that broke up with him a year ago. the catch is that despite hating this guy's guts, somehow you always ends up meeting him again at least 3 times a month. 20 times, if you are particularly unlucky that month.
your friend drags you to a party? bam, kaiser is thereâwith a new date. a job meeting with someone in the cafe? wow kaiser is sitting two tables away. you got lost in some big city in another country with your phone battery dying? would you look at thatâit's kaiser.
and, probably the worst part, it isn't as if kaiser isn't also sick of you. he is probably your #1 hater at this point. gone was the charming bad boy from the first date and only a bitter ex is left.
the funny part is that this particular bitter ex is one that accompanies you in the party when your friend left you ("my date gets boring," he said); one that looks ready to punch a guy and helps you when your client turns out to be an asshole ("why did i help you?" he parrots your question. "if i ignored that it will just be worse for me in the way that i don't want it to be."); and the one who makes sure you reach your hotel safely ("idiots like you need pity to stay alive.")
the one that doesn't want any present he gave to you returned, but also the one who scoffs whenever you ask "Why?" or "Why the fuck?"
(if kaiser is also one that couldn't swallow his pride to ask you back, that's for everyone except you to know.)
(and if you still never date anyone after breaking up with him that's your own problem and no one else's.)
i have been itching to write ex!kaiser since like. idk. last month?? a bit tempted to also include the 'we knew each other too long to cut each other off' trope, but that's for another time. he is enough of a complicated asshole already. so it's just 'exes who still clearly have feeling for each other' + 'exes who acts like sworn enemy' with a pinch of 'everyone knows and are sick of them' trope. this dude and this idea is hilarious to me because like he is kind of a himedere in my head, but he is so interesting and not just t h a t in a very 'i want to punch him' way. but anyway very brainrot but this guy, i believe, despite his narcissistic tendencies and all his self centered issues, seems like someone who will love deeply when it came for the oneâ˘. like dude is like that with soccer, the capital c commitment is strong. it's just reaching that stage that's hard, because he is also capital a asshole.
#bllk#bllk imagines#blue lock#bllk x reader#bluelock x reader#blue lock x reader#blue lock scenarios#bllk kaiser#michael kaiser#blurbs#fic ideas#for later again#probably soon because this one seems shorter if written but hey#who knows. kaiser is full of surprise#bllk fluff#blue lock fluff#kaiser x reader#michael kaiser x reader#maybe one day soon
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It's his birthday today! :D Five whole years of Magical John <33333 So of course i had to draw a lil something teehee <33333 Think this was the first time i've ever drawn his Scibblenauts design on model ovo
But happy birthday to the blorbo! <33333
#rtgame#rtumblr#rtopia#rt miitopia#miitopia#magical john#ni's sona#ni draws stuff#i had to <3333#he's so very near and dear to my heart <3333#and hey#5 years of john ovo#maybe rt will make a plushie of him ovo#<- coping /j#maybe one day maybe one day ovo
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[119] SPOOKY MONTH UPON US
#119#xisuma#xisumavoid#daily xisuma#hermitcraft#hey it's totally the month of art challenges#I am definitely doing one#(I looked one up randomly and picked pumpkin off a day because it spoke to me)#I have never actually finished one of these art challenges.....maybe now is the time since I actually do draw every day now
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More !!! Im really fond of the two stitched looking things on the right. I want to design more of them. Iâm feeling super inspired by Kanotynes âŚ..
#ocs#as soon as i stumbled upon her art i was Hooked . before i even knew she designed for UT#deltarune i mean oops#i was just scrolling on toby foxâs tumblr account and saw her art. scratched some part of my brain i didnt even know needed to be scratched#finding out she designed lancer & others was an added bonus#so much charm to her designs!!!#im talking with her on twitter ⌠trying to learn her secretsâŚ.#i hope one day if i keep it up some up and coming indie game dev will approach me for designs too⌠a guy can dream!!#maybe said up and coming game dev is in the room with usâŚ. in that case. (slicks my eyebrows and does a miles morales voice) hey.#i wish i was born earlier. the cool indie game rush that happened around the UT peak seems to have fizzled out somewhat đ˘#iâm gonna draw a shitton of homestuck art till someone asks me to draw panels for hs^2 . Gnashes my teeth#SOMEONE out there. iâm itching to do SOMETHING
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I canât stop thinking about the fact that out of all subjects, language is what Anya is good at. I mean- her math score is understandable. She is literally learning everything from the start because she is at least a year or two younger than her classmates. (Plus the fact that she probably didnât grow up rich so she wouldnât even have the same type of education as them in the earlier years,,,)
Classical language, on the other hand, is something sheâs more familiar with. She grew up hearing all the thoughts of the people around her, so she had to learn to interpret what they mean. Like, logistically- a sentence for an adult is much more complex than a sentence for a four six year old yet Anya is able to understand the basics of what Loid and Yor are thinking most of the time. (Especially impressive with Loid and how complex his thoughts are; the fact that Anya is even able to understand any implications is an amazing feat for her age) So reading an older, more complex text and interpreting what it means? Anya has literally been doing this ever since she got her powers, whether it was from birth or not. There are so many more examples like her ability to interpret Bondâs future sight or the whole terrorist arc but alas Iâll cut this here bc I should probably go to sleep now lol
#spy x family#spy x family spoilers#?#I guess??#anya forger#hey look Iâm back on my Anya is actually smart agenda#one day Iâll write my overanalyzed thoughts on Anya and intelligence#maybe
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"From triumph to failure is but one step."
+ the usual
I love when I can include paper sketches in the process gif. It's very satisfying to see it progress from a very vague imagining of what was in my head to the finished project.
+ version without text
My favorite sketch was definitely the one where I actually put in words what it's supposed to convey. I wouldn't usually write that down, cause it's all in my head, but it was useful to do so when sending it to other people. I'll go into it more but here it is just as a teaser:
Lmao first of all, I like how I was teasing "Spanish GP" art, but as per usual, it's just thinly veiled au art. IM SORRY, I'M NOT INTERESTED IN MAKING GENERAL POSTERS, THAT'S NO FUN! So instead you will get weirdly relevant matador au art. I like it a lot though, I was really shocked I was able to draw 3 different Fernandos, I mean even drawing one figure takes a lot out of me, but this was weirdly easy?? I think it's just the effect of not being burnt out anymore, and actually being able to draw with more ease makes me feel like a god.
Okay, so the text: "Fight or Flight?" I'll be honest, I don't even remember why I chose it, literally came to me in a vision đ But I think it's fitting with the narrative of this piece. Is it better to keep going on, keep fighting, or better to finally give up, and flee? Not that I even remotely think he should give up, but I feel like sometimes I can sense him pondering this very question. That was the big fear before he announced that he re-signed. Keep fighting and maybe, just maybe, you'll get the chance to finally go up against the bull again. Or accept it's an uphill battle and the fighting is going to keep getting more and more strenous, and maybe it's time to put down the sword. SORRY THIS IS SO ANGSTY FOR WHAT'S SUPPOSED TO BE "yayyyy home race!!!" Please forgive me <3
I. Renault
At some point, someone pointed out to me that I had drawn all other iterations of matador Fernando with a sword, except for Renault Fernando, and that ended up feeling very poignant to me. In a bull fighting match, they really only pull out the sword at the last minute to deliver the killing blow. So I think it's important to never draw this Fernando with a sword, because it shows the unfailing confidence and stability he has at that point. He only needs to pull out the sword at the end, as a formality almost, there's no reason for him to keep his guard up at all times.
II. Ferrari
Meanwhile this Fernando, he's considering his sword like he hasn't had to in the past. He's checking the sharpness, making sure in advance he can do what needs to be done. He's on guard, he feels like he needs to keep up his defenses at all times because he doesn't have that same amount of trust and stability anymore. He knows though he will be up against the (red) bull, at least that's never in question. At least there's the assurance he'll get the chance to fight.
III. Aston
Oh, Aston Fernando....He doesn't know whether to take up his sword or finally put it down for the last time. While at least Ferrari Fernando knows he's on constant guard against the bull, this Fernando doesn't even have that assurance anymore. He feels like he can never put down the sword, just in case he gets the chance to strike the killing blow on the bull, which feels like it's growing more and more unlikely.
Spanish flag: ? Lmao this was meant to be something to celebrate Fernando's home race and it turned very introspective whoops. Also got the Napoleon quote in there hahaha, can't escape it!! Shame though there is no French gp anymore, if so I'd probably draw an unhinged thing for it :,(
#woooo yeah totally a spanish gp poster sure sure.....#idk i cant pretend to be relevant. i just wanted to draw matadors bcs it was spain gp wknd#maybe next year ill draw him as the prince of asturias#very proud of the narrative of this though#I do think it's very relavant to the story of his career and his relationship to the spanish gp#see i even downloaded a special font! sdjkglr#also do let me know which is your fav Nando on this poster!!!! <3#even tho the aston nando is lowkey the reason behind this whole poster. im super smitten with renault nando#i wonder which fernando would be 'freeze'#also i swear one day im gonna accidentally stab myself with the big ass sword i use to take ref pics for matador au#HOPE THIS ISNT TOO SAD EVEN THO I KNOW IT IS!!!#i mean it was never really supposed to be triumphant. more just *heavy thoughts*#but the lacklustre results and the fact that i feel like i havent even seen nando that much this wknd fueled the depressing read more#i am not immune to being overly dramatic and angsty </3#hey you never know man maybe this will work as reverse psychology and he'll do well in a couple hours!! we'll see...#f1#formula 1#fernando alonso#catie.art.#matador au#2024 spanish gp#fa14
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