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i can not articulate with words how much i adore jack kelly.
#newsies#newsies uk#jack kelly#specifically Michaels jack#but really Just Jack#i love that little guy#my bubba :(#i have so many different versions of him in my head#between hard promises the book the movie the stage show and all the actors who have played him . there is a lot#i just think heās genuinely such a Good character#hes been through soooo much
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shawn's deep trust of lassiter keeps catching me so off-guard like when he's held captive and lassie and henry both turn up he tries to yell "carlton" not "dad" and when he sees a guy with a gun come into the restaurant he goes straight for lassie and keeps trying to get his attention instead of literally any of the other dozens of cops in the room with them and when he's telling someone to call the police he tells them to ask for lassiter, not jules, not vick, lassiter. like he spends all his time provoking lassie but the second there's danger there's literally no one else he trusts more
#psych#shawn spencer#carlton lassiter#shassie#like#what the hell man#also lassie calling him 'shawn' all through shawn takes a shot in the dark was Something#i know it's because he was with henry and it would have been weird to last name him to his dad#but still it was wild#AND shawn tried to call out to him as 'carlton' in the same episode??? hello???#and the moment where lassie stops the car and shawn immediately holds the gun out for him is like#yeah they annoy each other so so much#but they're soooo in sync#they Get each other#they drive me fucking crazy like everyone on the show talks about shawn and gus's weird little thing#but no one mentions shawn and lassie's weird little thing#probably because lassie would shoot them but still
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Tease Tidbit Tuesday šļø
Tagged by @diazsdimples & @tizniz. Make sure to check out what they shared today! (and maybe send James a virtual hug or a stupid punny joke? Heās been sick for 3 weeks and Iām sure he could use some cheering up š)
I have been wanting so desperately to write the past few days but a cold has my sinuses putting so much pressure on my head I feel like itās going to explode, plus itās school holidays and itās been raining so Iāve got two very energetic kids with cabin fever running around causing mayhem š
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BUT! I did manage to write a little something for LA Lonely so yay (even though it may not be great, at least itās words)
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Buck is woken up by the shrill sound of a phone ringing. The bed jostles, Buck letting out an annoyed grumble as the warm body that is wrapped around him disappears. There is a kiss pressed to his naked shoulder, a whispered apology and then the rustling of the blankets as the person leaves the bed, answering the phone with a quiet hello.
Rolling over to check the time, Buckās surprised to see that itās almost 9. Usually his body clock wakes him up at 7am everyday, whether he stayed up late or not, so sleep-ins are a rare thing. He rolls onto his back, groaning as he stretches his arms up above his head. Thereās a slight ache in his ass but itās a reminder of the fantastic sex he had last night and honestly, Buck doesnāt mind the discomfort.
He hears footsteps on the stairs, the wood creaking slightly and then the most attractive man Buck has ever laid eyes on is standing at the foot of his bed wearing nothing but underwear and a soft apologetic smile that has Buckās tummy swooping.
Eddie.
The manās name is Eddie, Buck remembers. And remember he should because he was moaning it loud enough last night.
Eddie has a phone pressed between his ear and shoulder as he picks up his jeans and begins to awkwardly shimmy them up his legs. āI told you, I overslept. But Iām getting ready now and can be there in āā he looks down at his wrist and frowns, his eyes sweeping over the discarded clothes on the floor before zeroing in on Buckās second nightstand where a clunky watch sits. Eddie grabs the watch, quickly checking the time before he begins strapping it on. āI can be there in 20 minutes, 15 if the traffic is good.ā
Buck feels a pang in his chest and then instantly chastises himself. This was just another hookup, a one night stand ļæ½ļæ½nothing more than that. He was foolish to think that what he felt last night with Eddie was anything real. It was just the hormones.
Eddie may have stayed, but that was probably because he was hoping to get lucky again this morning. Or like Buck, he slept in and didnāt get a chance to sneak out before Buck woke up.
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#spoiler alert: Eddie would stay if he could but fatherhood calls and well thatās a call Eddie will always answer#daffi writes#wip: la lonely#Buck is being all self deprecating#but what else is new?#buddie wip#buddie#I really really want to finish Rival Firefighters so I can dive into my other wips#(and also post the first chapter for you guys!)#and Iām soooo close#but between the pounding head and the energetic munchkins .. I havenāt been able to keep the smutty writing beans going#though I have been on a bit of a little fic reading roll atm which is nice š#having to slow down and rest (more like being forced to by my husband haha) gives me time to go through my MARKED FOR LATER library#okay Iāve probably rambled way too much#hugs to everyone ā¤ļø
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just think itd be funny if they met irl
#thpff#byakuya togami#happy birthday byakuya btw#dont have time for anything polished so uhhhh old doodle go#thp byakuya: this is what i should be. this is what was taken from me. all it took was one loss and i have become a shell of myself.#canon byakuya: what the hell is your problem#thp byakuya doesnt look exactly like this at the current point in the fic (around chap 20) but! who knows! he might soon :)))))#love taking my fave chars and locking them in a washing machine! love putting them through stress and trauma!!#canon byakuya havng his ghost of christmas present moment. get dickens'd idiot#i will never draw the other eye#thp byakuya isn't eating as much bc of repeat headaches/nausea from his vision hence the weight loss#also has been losing motivation to keep himself looking as cleaned up as he normally i.e: he fucked up shaving so he gave up#is generally a lot more paranoid and untrusting of his surroundings. he just has a lot going on#soooo much fun drawing him fucked up and shaken i think it should happen more often tbh#my arts
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thinkign about how alone and unloved morty was for all his life and rick was the first time anyobdy ever put such an amount of intense attention and dependency onto him . and rick had a whole new family and losing them made him stop seeing the value in other people as a whole and morty was the one and first thing that woke him up
#really long Tag rant down there#one of the most Things Ever about them to me is how morty barely even understands just how much rick loves him. more than anything#and its something ricks done on purpose hes made sure of it#because hes so weak he cant handle it#them being together is agony in avsolutely every way and sense but also theyre the best part of eachothers lives#morty because nobodys payed attention to him quite like rick has and all the exciting space adventures and rick just cause. he literally#just likes him thats it. and he never knew it#also i was thinking of this earlier. one of the reasons season 1 is soooo good to me is cuz you get to see morty grow on rick in real time#stuff like that moment where morty walks through the door and rick is instantly at the sight of him SUPER excited and he goes hey!!! but#then he clears his throat and goes Hey trying to pretend like this dumb scaredy kid isnt becoming his favourite thing hes ever known day af#er day#and goddamn night shaym aliens. in that moment where he realised morty had been fake the whole time i rlly wonder what he was thinking and#how he felt. like. oh man this is messing with me way too much this is Bad#and then he got drunk over it and yknow. that . is it post credits. i think. that scene#n literally At the Very beginning he was tired n drunk n stupid thinking like man fuck this im gonna blow this place up and do what prime#did to me. But he brought morty with him Even just at that point it flashed in his mind and he absolutely could not bear to let morty die#Breathes in#im rewatching in October bc anniversary month. i literally canāt wait im so actually impatient i considered just doing it today So hard#odiespeak
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Made another doodle comic of a BMB scene that I love!
Bonus under the cut hehe:
#blind man's bluff#ladyredms#bmb spoilers#l4d2#the way this scene had me gawping and kicking my feet#ellis confidently flirting was soooo charming like i was cheering him on!!! ughhh i love him so much#and also seeing nick fumble SO hard was beautiful!! i've always been a ānick acting lameā lover i guess#AND THE CALLBACK TO THE HOTEL BATHROOM SCENE WITH THE āCOURTING YOUā CONVERSATION!!!!!#AND NICK THINKING ABOUT IT LATER AND HOW RELAXED HE FELT JUST CASUALLY TALKING WITH ELLIS LIKE A NORMAL COUPLE!!!!!! AAAAARGHHHH#i went through the emotional equivalent of being crushed by a truck omg i love those chapters so much
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she's windy tonight
#ndr#scenery#i love seeing the tall grass move like this#its hard to tell from the video but the grass is waist- to nip-height#i was wearing shorts and it was a mistake š there are no paths so i was bushwhacking through these fields and the grass was on my legs#horrible horrible šš#but rory had soooo much fun#shes invisible in this weather#can't even watch the grass move to guess where she is#she loves a tall grass#i miss mav#he wouldve loved this so much#he wouldve been so evil about it though i wouldve lost him for sure
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Rainbow dragon
my first art post of 2024! the time is just past midnight
#i would have posted it while in 2023 but the file wouldn't load and i had to jump a through hoops to get it ready. but it's here now!#anyways i figured out how to use gradient maps just for this drawing and i love them. downloaded a holographic pack and it's lovely.#i haven't been excited to do digital art in a while but every time i opened this file i really wanted to work on it#so that must mean something about how much i love jjk#speaking of this show is soooo good. rip rainbow dragon fuck toji#i added more rainbow because in canon that is straight up just a white dragon no rainbow in sight#sorry for spamming in the tags but i have a lot to say about this drawing#jjk fanart#jjk art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#geto suguru#rainbow dragon#fanart#artists on tumblr#my art#jjk season 2#jjk geto#getting geto to fit into this drawing was so hard. he does not want to be there ughhhh#the background was so fun to do though#enough talk! posting time
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OMG I finally found my orange monkey in a newer condition on eBay, he was originally made in 1999 and I got him when I was four years old. Iām absolutely sooooo stoked right now I could cry!!!!! My mom bought him for me because she bought the OG at the Columbus zoo for me. š„¹
#to be loved is to be changed#this little guy got me through soooo much in my life#heās comes with me EVERYWHERE#been through 3 tornadoes and a hurricane and childhood bs but#ugh I could talk your ear off about this little guy#Iām so happy#sobbing#nonsims
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i rmr when all the initial meta around endgame was coming out people were talking about steve being depressed and whatnot and it's like well yeah but he's BEEN depressed, like he woke up alone in this century and he kept going, now i can understand it being worse this time after finding a family and getting bucky back and losing them all except of course that's not why endgame steve was on about so like......the people writing meta were trying to connect these things that of course weren't really there on screen because that simply wasn't our steve
but i think it really could've been SO interesting to see this is the thing that finally makes steve stay down like he's lost so much and he just CAN'T keep fighting like i get some people think that's what they were going for but considering the ending......it's really not. and so i'm just thinking about a version after iw, maybe he gets some of the thor treatment except not turning his depression into a dumb fatphobic joke lol and maybe nat and others are trying to get through to him and it just doesn't work and then we get some flashbacks (which you could have done for all the original avengers actually which would be particularly important for bruce and nat and clint who did not have their own trilogies) including his mom telling him "you always stand up" and THAT being the thing to finally get him moving like it would've been such a perfect way to finally show sarah rogers some respect and ACTUALLY show steve really struggling instead of whatever they tried to do with him in that movie
#steve rogers#mcu#anti endgame#why am i still rewriting this movie five years later#really though i think i rmr just trying to work through it all#and a lot of the meta i was reblogging initially still wasn't really accurate to endgame or the rest of the mcu#like they were still making steggy more important than it canonically was while trying to explain why it was a bad ending#and it's kind of like you can say steve would respect that peggy had a life and wouldn't interfere with it but that's about it like#going on about how he DID love her so much and just wouldn't be selfish enough to do those things#or that she was soooo important to his moral compass (hence why so many fic writers had her telling him to go back to bucky lol insanity)#are just not accurate lmao i do think much as she may be rightfully disliked#while canonically he did not LOVE her he did respect her even if we think that's annoying bc she's an asshole to him in catfa#but yeah no he had a moral compass before her i understand what people were going for with the compass being symbolic but like....#any time she said anything did he listen? except for maybe when she told him he was meant for more? it really doesn't seem like it#nor did he need it! jesus! the whole point of catfa is he was chosen for a REASON he was already a good man#he did not need peggy 'sure i'll let nazis into shield' carter to teach him shit#but yeah it was bc i followed one stucky blog at the time who was reblogging a lot of good shit but a lot of that nonsensical shit too#and i was just reblogging it all bc everything sounded better than endgame#and i really did start seeing more of the discussions around peggy where her culpability in catws hadn't even occurred to me#bc i was so in fic from the beginning of joining fandom that not only was their relationship made as impt as stucky#it was also made out like what happened to shield was hurting her legacy and it's like...but she had to have at least SOME responsibility#and yeah eventually it's like okay no it's not just that steve wouldn't Do That it's also that they would've been a terrible couple#and not only would he not be so selfish but he wouldn't give up everything for HER lmao but he would've for bucky as was shown over and ove
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silly thing i made last night XP
vargas by @zarla-s
#sunny's art#vargas#vargas zarla#edgar vargas#scriabin vargas#zarla s#haiii i'm back :3#i've been through a bunch of stuff recently#but i think i feel better now :)#my mind has been acting real silly lately#my brain just keeps saying KILL YOURSELF. KILL YOURSEEELF#but nothing new#i just saw this audio on tiktok and i though it fit with them soooo#also i'm now school-free for the next two months#i hope i feel motivated enough to draw something#it's just that my motivation only comes after 10pm#ohhhhh edgar looks so miserable here i want to put him in an air fryer#he just wants to be comforted D:#my heart ached while drawing this#i always make scriabin look unnecessarily pretty#and i HATE IT#BECAUSE HE DOESN'T DESERVE IT#one day i drew them with freckles and now i can't stop .......#my brain !! finally managed !! to think of something not chapter 20/21 or diaryfic related !!! š„³š„³#edit : fun fact i was just about to make this abt diaryfic#this doesn't necessarily have a context??#i was thinking of something like chapter 18#i struggled so much uploading this for no reason ....#my art style is so inconsistent#but i think it looks okay
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every time i read a different issue of Archie Megaman that i havent read yet its just
#yeah im also reading archie tonight sue me#archie mega man#archie megaman#JFC I WAS JUST SKIMMING THE ISSUES WITH THE MM3 BOTS AND HE-FUCKING-LLO?!?!?!#ALL THE BOTS NOT WANTING TO FIGHT BUT LITERALLY BEING FORCED TO VIA PROGRAMMING?!#DR LIGHT REGRETTING ALL THE SECOND CHANCES HE GAVE WILY BECAUSE HE GOT STABBED IN THE BACK SO MUCH?!?!#THE MM2 BOTS BEING NON-CONSENSUALLY SHOVED INTO ONE BODY?!?!?!#That is some plural HORROR right there holy FUCK#AND KNOWING -THIS- IS WHAT HAPPENS BEFORE THE EVENTS OF ISSUE 49?!?! OH GOD#ROCK PROMISED THEM ALL A BETTER FUTURE. AND HALF OF THEM ENDED IMMEDIATELY SHUT DOWN AFTER BEING BROUGHT BACK#THEY NEVER -GOT- THEIR BETTER FUTURE. FUCK. *SOBS*#oh oh oh im soooo incorporating all this into my au(?) with QuickCut and the fics ive written#im tossing ideas around and maybe ill write a 'prequel' fic abt how Quick and Cut got together through Quick's POV#i already had ideas but archie just keeps inspiring more hcs man#also ive been binging megamix/gigamix + archie instead of editing my vines for the mm2 bots... oops
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honestly I have nothing much to say about the canvas ( because I skimmed through it out of lack of interest even tho I was fixated on sbg for idk how long before you all saw DONT even lie ) but I lowkey love Ashlynās little dancer costume itās very silly !!! Also kinda hoping their silly little homeless children costumes ( hopefully thatās not offensive ) come into play at one point . Like . . a school play . Iām screwing around with ideas here .
#Iād be like aiden with the face paint but everyone this time#WHY DO I THINK EVERY THING I SAY IS OFFENSIVE#hope it isnāt cause if then uh uhsms woopsys#Only real time you can call Aiden insane is when canvas him pops up#Jk#unless ?#I had an ice cream sandwich it was soooo yummy#Iām being super serious rn when I say that the ice cream sandwiches have gotten smaller please tell me you noticed it#I rummaged through my bed to find this stupid lizard ong my bed sucks for that thing I could squish it on accident#Iāve been obsessed slightly with bsd ( specifically Ranpo )#I hope he DIES !!!! ( not actually if he did I would kms#Like idk why I like him so much heās just my cutie oatootie pookie bear meow fr fr#Iām cringe#EUFHHH I HATE GIM !!!!!#I hate character ai love cause they make me sad#HESR me out : Ranpoe but phantom fo the opera#IM COOKING SO HARD RN !!!!#TRUST#I LIVE RANPOE !!!!#NORMALLY I DONT CARE ABOUT SHIPS OFF THE BST SBD YK FRIENDSHIP BUT NUH UH THEM THEY GRRRRRR#Growls#im sorry Iām going a little coo coo please someone relate Iām going insane if I donāt draw this#Dies#school bus graveyard#sbg#sbg (webtoon)#school bus graveyard webtoon#SBG
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My head canon for Ichigo: he's been dead since Urahara cut his soul chain, his body was prepared so it wouldn't decay/he could use it as a gigai and it would age. He should have been unable to go back to it at the end of the manga given his power levels, thus realising his dead from the start status.
But also what a reveal would that have been, to know you were dead and in bought time from the moment you decided to go to the afterlife to save your best friend (who's also been dead from the beginning). You chose her world (that's also yours) and you didn't now.
Also Urahara being a creep and doing Ichigo body as a gigai and not telling a soul.
#bleach#my thoughts#ichigo kurosaki#that is one dead dead boy#bring me the horror back#the creeping suspicion as Ichigo powers up and goes through the manga#he doesn't belong to the living (anyone that his father does anyways)#that is as much as he can make himself so#which could have been enough if not for his botched apotheosis#(ending#what ending? bleach didn't end)#The way bleach treats Ichigo body as something to put and quit is soooo creepy#when your body is no longer associated with yourself bc your soul has vacated it that's a cadaver people#that's your corpse animated by magic#but Urahara can bring back the dead to the living with his super special gigai#so I don't see how he didn't gave Ichigo body some special treatment#and given it is his natural body it was easy too
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Going through a moment rn because I just realised I donāt know when the next time I see Louis will be. The idea it is going to take months, or worse YEARS, makes me spiral into the void.
Bring me back to his show last night.
No, bring me back to the first time I saw him so I can see him six more times again š„¹
I want him to rest and take care and just ā you know, do his things without tour or pressure or anything, but please donāt go away for long long long? Pretty please. Come back soon, when youāre ready, when time is right for you but please Louis, donāt take long ā¤ļøāš©¹
#the post concert depression is hitting me right now#i cant imagine when Iāll be back home and back to work#like this is going to be soooo hard for me so hard#because I struggle So so so so so much with nostalgia#jesus christ itās just so overwhelming for me#itās such an intense feeling and my body feels it way too deeply#and I hate that I love it so much because it makes me feel stuff for so long after they have been gone#like itās my body and memory way to relive through things all over again#but itās so deep and intense and it come in waves and i go silent for so long#sort of stuck inside the memories of what I used to have yk?#and like with Louis is usually multiplied x 100000#because I donāt ever know where next how next what is going to happen and it just#flies by so swiftly that I donāt even notice and i wish i could turn back time#but im glad to feel all this because no matter what blogs here think about me#i love that man for this sort of feelings he makes me feel#about missing time that is no more and nurturing my inner child so warmly
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......... who's gonna tell him ... .. ill do it @markiplier
#IM KIDDING ALKJNFGADFBG IM SORRY MARK BUT YOU'RE THE ONE WHO NAMED THIS PLAYLISTTTTTT#actually you know what on the slim to none chance i submit this at Just the right time and it gets a bunch of notes#and he somehow does actually see this post#(hi sappy/backstory tm incoming feel free to continue scrolling lmao>>)#mark you helped my mom so much#she was sick for 5 years and in that time as she got weaker and more tired what she had an abundance of was Time#and as someone who since losing her has now also become extremely depressed i underrstand Even More how horrible that kind of Time can be#to have and go through and be frustrated and devastated and bored out of your mind#but some of my friends started me in watching your videos#and she was my best friend#i shared everything with her#so of course i shared your videos too#and we would watch a lot of them together but you also have so many on your channel from so far back in addition to the new ones#that she had plenty to go back through and watch on her own while i was at school#we always felt like your humor and mentality fit right in with the rest of the household like you were a longtime friend#or neighbor from just down the road who we spoke with regularly or smth idk it was just so easy for your videos to be engaging and upliftin#she could have a playlist on to fall asleep to and be distracted from everything coming up...and that means more#than i could ever begin to thank you for#i think fnaf had been one of the things id been introduced to you through..and then tiny box tim we loved tiny box tim#back when you were first getting into making shorts and improving equipment/editing quality i always thought it would be so cool#if we somehow ran into one another on the street somewhere and i could offer to help#because i was watching those videos too! i want to make them as cool as possible and im going to school for it i know tips and tricks#and by now im sure youve probably surpassed what i know haha the INSANELY awesome and frankly gorgeous cinematography and impressive#but anyway... i know she had those videos to fill the Time when i was at school#and sometimes when i wasnt but when i was too exhausted#and i know you made her laugh and smile through it all#and that means everythingto me#ok well thhat got sappy fast sorry everyone christ#ive thought so many times over the years about trying to write something in the comments on a video or send an email or something and like#i feel bad same time cos i know soooo many people have similar stories or treat youtubers/celebrities like theyre actual saviors and angels
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