#here i am. once again. feeling lost

[y-eontan]

how do. how do people not strip their screws

[everkait]

i’ve recently come to the conclusion that, unfortunately, i’m panlix trash. and like, what am i supposed to do with that information? what am i supposed to do? this ship is dead. i’m literally 11 years late to the party. 5 days ago i didn’t even know felix fucking existed, let alone that someone shipped him with pan. the only reason why i was even thinking about getting back into ouat after an 8-year absence was peter pan and then suddenly felix is there and i’m like whattt? what- this wasn’t planned- this wasn’t supposed to happen. let me obsess over my little maniac child-kidnapping devil in peace felix, go away, we don’t want you here. but apparently we DO! goddamn it. now i don’t know which one i like more. is it the mischievous demon-kid or his most loyal and favourite lost boy? arrgh. the horror.

[grvntld]

26 may 2024—got my much wanted (((and needed))) pamper sesh (*ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)ꕤ*.ﾟ im so happeh like yay!

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 hand spa x foot spa × hot stone massage × microdermabration and perfectio x face therapy

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 miss v, the one who attended to me, told me my hands are like a baby's bc theyre actually already soft prior to the hand spa lol

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 i supah dupah mega ovah missed doing this!

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 gosh tell me why did i stop doing this again???¿?? right, life happened—

𖡼⊱✿⊰𖡼 felt like a princess—nawp, wait, scratch that hMpf i felt like a dyosa fairy queen thank you very much

[pjsk-headcanons]

forrr the song bingo, netsu ijou/heat abnormal🧡or literally any iyowa song I love iyow

as far as i know there are 3 iyowa songs in prsk so i did all of them 🔥🔥🔥

netsu ijou (heat abnormal)

kyu kurarin

living millenium

(can you tell i like iyowa)

(blank under cut)

(game by @/ssruis)

[suffercerebral]

me having gone to bed at 6 am every day for the past week and generally spiraling mentally while rotting in bed waking up this morning: a 4 mile hike in the heat is a really good idea right now, and while we're at it let's start like 3 art projects

[kozidraws]

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[tennessoui]

About to go reread all your mob aus ✌️💙

!!

🤔🤔🤔🤔

new mob au obi-wan is the mob boss and anakin is actually just like. a normal civilian this time. no thoughts of murder, no bloody past, no bloodlust. just some dude, but he ends up seeing something he shouldn't and then taking out one of obi-wan's men when they go to make sure he stays quiet and obi-wan...likes that a bit too much

so instead of killing anakin, he threatens him into working for him occasionally.....after all, he has a wife and kids so he's pretty easy to threaten into compliance, either by threatening the kids directly or threatening to use his influence to charge anakin with the murder of his man

fast forward a bit and there's nothing obi-wan starts to like more than seeing the mayor's husband standing in his office with red hands giving him a report on what his wife and the police are gonna try to do next to clean up crime and corruption in the city.

and then eventually there's a shift down the line where anakin starts to think obi-wan is doing more for this city than anyone else and he's really actually helping people, giving them food and shelter and controlling the violence.......so anakin becomes a turncoat voluntarily, spying on his wife and her political friends and going to obi-wan to tell him things like what the police commissioner talks about after four glasses of win

and then the threats become rewards when they fall into bed together and there was no way obi-wan saw all this coming but he's always known skywalker would be a wise investment

[longagoitwastuesday]

Going through the Utahim.e tag had me checking several times if at some point I had clicked on the G.ojo/Utahim.e one instead

[verytendou]

Haciendo todo esto y todavia diciendo a los de latam que ellos tienen la problema 💀

[spark1edog]

kinda wild how growing up i was an older sister with a younger brother, then from 14-21 i was an older brother to a younger brother, and now im an older brother to a younger sister!

[ickypuppi3]

thought about billy

[veloriium]

i always feel weird posting even a little hint of my personal life anywhere but i guess i need to remind others and myself that i am a real person

[qucintly]

Once again I have been very busy with writing projects and other irl things. I really want to get things restarted down here, so how about this impromptu starter/plotting call?

Like or Reblog to be added to the list of starters to be written, and feel free to DM me either through the Tumblr IM or Discord(if you have me added here) if you want a specific plot!

[graviconscientia]

I have been left alone with my thoughts too frequently as of late. I do not know what to do with myself right now. There are not enough distractions to keep me afloat. I can only hope all this shall pass soon enough.

[oldyears]

can they make a me that does not violently procrastinate every single day. like oh my god girl

[fagm77]

I haven't fully gotten through the grief and sadness of moving out of that apartment. I lived there with my best friends for 9 months and we had a wonderful home and we had other friends over all the time and it was such a comfortable and wonderful and loving and safe place. and then we had to move out bc it was university housing and it was the end of the school year. and it felt so abrupt and horrible to have to pack up all our things and leave each other and leave this place where we all felt so at home. it was just being suddenly ripped away from the first and only place i felt truly safe and comfortable and happy. and the first night that I spent in the place I stayed over the summer, after saying goodbye to my best friends and all of us going to our separate places for the first time in nine months, I went outside at like 2 am and I sat on the ground and I cried for a while. and then I had an awful summer. and I'm still grieving the loss of that home even though it's been 9 months, sometimes it still feels like I left it yesterday. and it's bittersweet to see the pictures because I love my friends so so much and we had such amazing and wonderful times but it does just remind me that I don't have that anymore.