#her throw MEANNNNN

[honeycrispjamz]

she shoulda been on the softball team with this lesbian ass throw

[korixae]

okokokokokokok so the giggle. so. i have so many feelingssssssss 14 BEING ROSE (noble)’S UNCLE??? AND HE TOOK HER TO MARS!? UHM LOVE ADORE AM OBSESSED but also the bigeneratjon?? idk y’all idkkkk cus it feels weird that there’s 2 doctors out there just like in the universe. like what’s gonna happen to him? i mean he’s still a time lord he’s still gonna live for ages and the mott-noble-temples are still gonna die and like??? tentoo exists feels a bit like that repeated so lik i’m confused idk BUT ALSO MEL!! AND AMY!!! AND CLARA!!! AND BILL!! but where was yaz >:( BUT ALSO ADRIC!!! RIVER!!!! SARAH JANEEEE! AND AND AND AND AND HE FINALLY FINALLY FR FR ONG CANONICALLY SAYS THAT HE LOVED ROSE!!!!!!!!!!\!!!!!\’nnnnsn!!!! AND THE TOOTH DONT EVEN THE GOLD TOOTH AND THE RED NAILED HAND!? THE PARALLEL?? THE MASTER RETURN????? oh oh oh oh oh and u know what elseeeee the implication that 14 was going commando 😭😭 like if 15 has his shirt and tie and then we see 14 without his shirt and tie and i meannnnn 15 has pants on i’m just sayinnnn ANDDD OMG STOP RIGJT RTD SOWING THE SEEDS OF THE NEXT BIG BAD THE MEEPS ‘boss’ AND SOMEONE EVEN THE TOYMAKER RAN FROM?? WE GET TO MEET NEW VILLIAN YAYAYYAYYYYAAAAAA oh and broooo the scene with spice up your life? OBSESSED ALL THE DANCING?? PERFECTION andd at least i didn’t have to cry over 14 dying so ig that was nice? also them winning by a game of catch? FUCKING CATCH??????? and they were so overdramatic with it 😭 it’s like they wanted to lose PLS THO 14 EVEN SAYS ‘WE’RE ON THE SAME SIDE!!!’ andddddd IN REDACTED DT FULLY THROWS HIMSELF AT THE FLOOR FOR THE CATCH? AND IN WILD BLUE YONDER HE DOES THE CRAB? THIS GUY IS LIKE 52?????

[chryzure-archive]

alice thinks chrysi is literally the coolest person to ever exist. she has a scythe that’s also an axe that’s also a staff that’s also a sharp stick that’s also GOLD. how could alice not think chrysi is the most interesting person in her life

[your-nerd-is-showing]

I should have just made a damn fanfic of this Headcannon it's long enough! Lmao.

Enjoy

Satoru X Reader: Losing Virginity

Credit to artist on Twitter

~ Can you say cocky mother fucker?

~ Dating Satoru you have already done everything but have sex and damnit he is more than ready to have sex with you!

~ He made you go on birth control because he plans on being very sexually active with you.

~ Plus he HATES condoms.

~ The two of you have been dating for a while now and he has been bugging you to have sex all the time.

~ You finally give in and say yes.

~ You're pretty sure Satoru has told almost everyone that you finally said yes to having sex with him.

~ Tonight is going to be amazing so be prepared for a long night of wild sex.

~ Even though he hasn’t had sex you best believe he knows what he is doing.

~ Being ‘The Worlds Strongest Sorcerer' he has amazing stamina.

~ He is convinced he will be able to last for a long time and fuck you into oblivion. (But he doesn’t know just how tight and juicy your pussy really is)

~ He takes you out on an amazing date to a very fancy restaurant for dinner and a romantic walk through the Park.

~ You and Satoru go back to his place to ‘watch a movie'.

~ Satoru just picks something really random because honestly he doesn’t give a shit.

~ He lays down on the bed next to you.

~ Before the movie has even started he is slipping his hand up your dress grabbing at your ass and making out with you.

~ Fuck you can’t resist Satoru he is so gorgeous.

~ You would let him do just about anything to you.

~ That's one of the many reasons why he loves dating you, you aren’t one to move slow. (I mean who could say no to Satoru?) ((I would be in that mans bed within like 5 minutes))

~ He starts taking off your dress as you straddle him taking off his shirt.

~ You always get so turned on when you see Satoru shirtless.

~ That gorgeous God-like body.

~ A eight pack that you just wanna bury your face in and lick. (Shut up this is my headcannon and I would lick those abs!)

~ He bucks his hips against your lace panties driving you insane as you let out a loud moan.

~ He smirks and snaps his hips again as he is getting harder by the second.

~ He unhooks your bra burying his face in your boobs he licks and bites them all over marking you, making you whimper.

~ He knows every way to get you turned on.

~ It’s a blessing and a curse because you’re always a puddle in his hands.

~ He looks at you fire gleaming in his eyes as he grabs you pinning you to the bed, he growls at you nipping your neck.

~ Satoru leaves steamy kisses down between your breasts trailing his lips showering your stomach in kisses as he makes his way between your legs.

~ Slowly he rubs outside your panties massaging your clit with his thumb.

~ “F-fuck Sa-to-ru!” You moan out.

~ You’re completely under his control as he pushes his palm against your pussy making your hips buck uncontrollably.

~ “That’s a good girl, I love the way you respond when I touch you, you submit to me so willingly (Y/N).” He leans into your ear.

~ “I have you whipped baby girl and I love it.” He bites your neck as he slips his hand in your panties.

~ “God damn you are soaking wet (Y/N).” He pulls his hand out of your panties showing you his hand completely covered in your juices. (Like I said a fucking puddle)

~ He licks your juices off his hand.

~ “Oops.” You say not so innocently. “What can I say you turn me on so much Satoru.” (But who wouldn’t be that way like seriously!)

~ Satoru's hand travels back down into your panties.

~ Inserting two fingers making you moan out as the thrusts them in and out of you.

~ He kisses you one last time before trailing his lips down your torso again, making you shudder.

~ He nips and kisses your inner thighs while he continues to pump his fingers in and out of you.

~ Every little touch is leaving you breathless as he works up every part of you.

~ He wants to make your body beg for him.

~ He finally decides to take your panties off tossing them on the floor.

~ He pulls back marveling at how beautiful you are right now. (He always does this when he gets you completely naked he worships your body)

~ To him you are perfect in every way possible.

~ He loves to lightly touch your most sensitive parts making you squirm beneath him. (Like lightly run his fingers down your sides or gently grab at your butt, it drives you mad how just a simple touch turns you on so much)

~ He finally goes down on you encircling his mouth around your clit as he fingers you again.

~ Instantly you cum squirting into his mouth.

~ He keeps licking your clit getting every last drop from you.

~ “Satoruuuuuu!” You cry out in pleasure as you grind on his face, tugging on his soft white hair.

~ Your head rolls back into the mattress as he continues to finger you going deeper with every push.

~ He nips at your clit making you squirt again.

~ “F-fuck Sa-to-ruuuuu!” You cry out in pleasure.

~ He finally comes up with a huge smirk plastered to that gorgeous face.

~ “I think that is the wettest I have ever made you baby.” He says smugly before he kisses you deeply.

~ He bucks his hips pushing his bulge against your wetness.

~ Your hands move down tearing his pants and boxers down.

~ He gently rubs his tip at your slit teasing you. (This man could edge you on for hours without even realizing what he is doing to you (yet))

~ You moan out as he continues to tease you making your body tremble beneath him.

~ “You don’t get him quite yet baby girl.” He whispers into your ear slipping just the tip in.

~ “You’re so meannnnn!” You wine out as you smack his arm.

~ “Don’t worry love he will be in you soon enough, but first” He traces your lips with his thumb. “I want you to use that amazing mouth on him.”

~ He stands up and you get on your knees.

~ You lick the pre-cum off slowly sucking the tip as you look up at him. (That turns him on so much when you look him in the eye while sucking his dick)

~ You keep looking at him as you deep throat his entire length taking him by surprise. (He's not the only one giving it their all tonight)

~ You continue to lick and suck deep throating him every so often making him as hard as a rock.

~ “F-fuck (Y-Y/N-N).” He moans out as you go faster while you play with his balls.

~ You suck him for a while, he finally pulls you off.

~ “Baby girl I could have you suck him all night, but I want you so badly now.” He says eagerly as he throws you on the bed.

~ You wrap your legs around Satoru. “I’m ready for you to take me Satoru.” You whisper into his ear.

~ He has made sure over the past few months as the two of you have explored each other that you were ready for tonight because you knew Satoru wasn’t going to be gentle, but you want it that way.

~ He kisses you passionately as he slips in.

~ Moaning into your mouth as he fits inside you feeling the tightness of your pussy makes him shudder.

~ His kisses go from long and passionate to sloppy and needy as he snaps his hips into you.

~ He didn’t realize just how good you would feel on his cock.

~ He feels like he is losing himself as his kisses become more and more sloppy.

~ Satoru is completely lost in your pussy.

~ His thrusts are erratic and slow because he feels like he is going to cum already.

~ He finally catches himself and starts fucking you hard.

~ “F-fuck you’re so tight, baby you feel so good on him…. I almost lost myself in your amazing pussy (Y/N).”

~ “Sa-to-ru! Just like that oh-oh my God fuck that feels so goooooooooood!” You moan out as he pounds into you.

~ “Yeah? You like that baby?” He asks as he lifts your legs up in the air going even deeper inside you.

~ “Take him all this dick is all for you!” He shouts out as he rails you.

~ “F-fuck Sa-Satoruuuuu I'm-I'm cuuuuummmmiiiiiinnnnnggggggg!” You moan out as your pussy sucks his cock in squirting all over the two of you.

~ “I want you to ride him baby girl.” E says as he pulls out and lays down on the bed.

~ In a flash you’re on top of him rubbing your clit on his cock making him moan out.

~ “Ohhhhhh f-fuck (Y-Y/N-N) you naughty girl teasing me like this.” He says looking down at your soaking core as you squirt all over him.

~ “Baby please put him back in…. He’s getting cold.” Satoru begs you. “He needs to be inside you.”

~ You smirk at him. “Of course baby because you asked so nicely….. Just answer one question for me, okay?” You say as you buck your hips making your slit rub all over his cock.

~ “Yes I’ll do anything!” He moans out.

~ “That’s a good Satoru.” You lean into his neck. “Do I have you pussy whipped already my dear Satoru?” You ask him as you mount him.

~ “YESSSSSSS!” He moans out as you slam down on his cock making it echo.

~ “I love your pussy so much (Y/N)! I-I can’t get enough of her!” He wails out gripping your sides as he snaps his hips into you.

~ “F-fuck Sa-to-ruuuuuuuu!” You scream out as you bounce up and down on him.

~ Mr. Cocky is losing his cool as he pounds deeper and deeper into you, your tight pussy is just too much for him.

~ He's going to cum any minute now.

~ His deep thrusts are slowing down.

~ “Are you going to cum for me baby?” You say in a sultry voice as you run your finger down his chest making him shiver.

~ With one final snap of his hips he thrusts deep into you cumming.

~ Your pussy clenches around his throbbing cock as you release your final orgasm.

~ You collapse on his chest still connected to him your breathing heavy as you find his lips wrapping your arms around his neck pulling him in for a deep passionate kiss.

~ You lay there in stillness holding each other close.

~ Finally you catch your breath. “Satoru baby that was absolutely amazing!”

~ He rolls you over so he is on top of you.

~ He leans into your neck. “Yes it was my love.”

~ You fell his member become hard again as he bucks his hips.

~ “Are you ready for round two?” He asks smugly.

@mguqiis @ivorylyon @sassyeahhhh

[crackers4jenn]

Sorry not sorry to the bangels, but after watching that 12 minute long Spike/Buffy video, I realized just how much in common they have with Dean/Castiel. A-like so:

v. old otherworldly being in love with the Righteous-slash-Chosen One, whose identity is wrapped up in a trenchcoat that didn't originally belong to them:

Also, importantly, the head tilt:

Cas's deal with the Empty, with that happiness clause? Sure, yeah, makes sense to parallel it to Angel's curse, but it's more like Spike getting his soul. Both were their choices, both choices wound up damning them.

"I did this for you!" / "I did it, all of it, for you."

Spike being mind-controlled by the First? Pick a time for Cas.

HELLO, SIGNIFICANT CLOSE-UP OF ITEM EXCHANGE:

Spike giving Buffy the big romantic "you're the one" speech? SO MANY SHADES OF CAS'S CONFESSION. I meannnnn: "When I say ‘I love you’ it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand, with perfect clarity, exactly what you are. You’re a hell of a woman." The tone is exactly the same, it's all about MAKING Buffy see her worth, same as Cas to Dean.

And what does Spike's speech do? Emboldens Buffy with a crapload of self-esteem so she can go after Caleb the next episode. Saaaame as Dean internalizing Cas's words to defeat Chuck (without killing him, because he's ~not a killer)

A peaceful smile as they're enveloped at their ending--Spike with fire and light, Cas with darkness????? Embracing death knowing they're saving their beloved and the world? HELLO?????

Obviously they're not a line-for-line perfect comparison (though Spike and Buffy's mortal enemy days are kinda like early season 4-Dean and Cas, with "I pulled you out of hell, I can throw you back in" and Cas's obedience alienating him from Dean.) Unfortunately for us all, Dean and Cas didn't spend half a season having sex. BUT!! The huge romantic overtones? It's bonkers how well they match each other. And also not that surprising, considering how often Dean and Cas played out classic romantic tropes.

gif credits: [x] [x] [x] [x] [x] [x] [x] [x]

[highcastlcd-a]

@delphoia​ sent a letter: ❛ Blanket thieves get pillows thrown in their faces. ❜ + ❛ If you throw that pillow at me, it means war. ❜— Sukuna to Niko.

                                     CUTENESS PROMPTS

                                              @delphoia​

“i’ve in fact done nothing wrong ever in my entire life, these accusations are just plain false!” she chimed and playfully stuck her tongue out at him. blankets and pillows were strewn across the temple floor, the tatami mat hidden beneath the mess, but it was all in good fun. a pillow was held in her hands, one of which the queen looked at innocently before back at her lover. not to mention all the blankets residing behind her. everything he was saying was in fact true, but it wasn’t fun if she didn’t try and act like a brat about it. “you’re so meannnnn~” she whined and pouted. this was a lot more fun than she thought it would be. surprise surprise when she received a pillow to the face from him. this was followed by a fit of laughter from her. niko was grinning, the soft, sweet, and innocent puppy kind of grin.

of course when the pillow was thrown at her, she just had to throw one back at him before flopping back onto the pile of blankets dramatically. after doing so, she smiled to herself, glad to be enjoying this time with him. “if you’re going to go to war with me then make it quick because i’m in the mood to just smother you with all my love.” cue her holding her arms up in the air, beckoning for her king to join her.

[strawberry1212]

Asian drama female lead passivity

I feel like a lot of aspects of female lead (FL) passivity is discussed (the fish kiss being the most famous example), but I wanted to systematically analyze each trope under the theory of female passivity and its feminist implications.

This topic has been stuck in my mind ever since I read a blog years ago (literally like six years ago so I’m sorry I have no idea where it is, I can’t link it) talking about how intimacy in Asian dramas is always portrayed as something women relent to giving up half-heartedly, and men one sidedly pursue. Women are chaste, men are lustful, and women are yielding to men, that is the essential message.

This dynamic plays out in Western media as well--the movie Don Jon is a super interesting analysis comparing how women are indoctrinated by romcoms, to how men are indoctrinated by porn. So women attach grand romantic gestures and romantic commitment to their self worth, because that’s what the girl gets in her happy ending, while men attach it to sexual prowess/having women do kinky sexual favors.

This dynamic is super harmful because it works to suppress female sexuality, as well as male emotionality. People are always surprised when a woman would rather just want sex (or a career) over a romantic commitment. And men are applauded for having the bare minimum of emotional awareness because it’s so rare.

I think a form of Asian drama female lead (FL) passivity that is most talked about is the infamous “fish kiss.” See exhibit A:

The guy initiates the kiss on the usually unsuspecting girl, as if the girl ever going in for the kiss herself would be too sexually aggressive. And as if even enjoying the kiss would be too much, they have her just stand there eyes wide open. It’s awkward, and even slightly funny to watch, but our critique often ends here. But I think the fish kiss is a symptom of a much deeper problem. 

You will notice that female lead passivity is present in all physical interactions between the romantic interests.

The pull in hug:

Which sometimes the FL looks uncomfortable to frightened in:

I even found a meme, so I know I’m not the only who thinks this is weird:

(meme/photo credit: https://goliath1357.tumblr.com/post/27115253892/kdramareasons-awkward-one-sided-hugs-k-drama)

What I don’t like about this trope is first of all, it makes female consent seem less romantic. It romanticizes this idea of male pursuit/female passivity, the man will protect her, the man will pursue her (basically like an object), the man will do all the work in making the relationship progress, etc., and it romanticizes this dynamic to women--this is easy to romanticize for us, because to the most of us that aren’t being constantly pursued by two hot men, this pursuit dynamic seems like a dream boat. Often the kdrama female lead (due to the Initial Misunderstanding trope) will even dislike and push away the male lead--and yet he still pursues her, how romantic! -_- Except in real life, the guy aggressively pursuing you and ignoring you disinterest is not romantic.

And the issue is on both sides, because it teaches women to just stand there, not express consent, and not express sexual/intimacy enthusiasm when we’re feeling it (that would be ~unladylike~). And on the other side, it teaches men to do all the pursuing and to assume that a girl standing frozen, wide eyed, and often looking scared as you kiss her, is consent. Sometimes the guy even interprets a clear “no” as consent. (Honestly I’m not even sure if these Asian drama writers are thinking along the lines of “xyz is consent,”...like I’m not sure how often they even think of the concept of consent tbh.)

But anyways, passivity. is not. consent!!!! That’s why we have the slogan “Yes mean yes,” meaning both parties must have enthusiastic, clear consent, for respectful intimacy. Asian dramas discourage women from expressing an enthusiastic “yes,” and it teaches men not to expect this “yes,” so they can steamroll past passivity and even rejection.

And I know some people will be boohooing me on this. “But sudden kisses and hugs are so romantic!” people will say. But what is “romantic,” like many things, is a social construct. We think things are romantic because they’ve always been presented to us as romantic, with swelling music in the background and the implicit understanding that anything is ok because they are Soulmates(TM) that end up happy together. We construct our idea of what is romantic largely out of media.

But that is not real life, and carrying those messages over to real life (as we inevitably all do), is dangerous. I just moved to Japan so this especially hits close to home for me: I dress conservatively by American standards, but I couldn’t bring a quarter of my clothes when I moved because I worried men on trains would interpret them as revealing, and therefore I would be “asking for it.” I, and I’m sure many women will feel me on this, think about and fear sexual assault very often. And when we don’t enshrine active consent, we perpetuate rapist culture.

Since “romantic” is anything our society constructs it to be, let’s romanticize enthusiastic consent! (like this NCT song!!) I think sudden kisses can be cute when you’ve established boundaries that it’s is ok, but it scares me that men and women are watching this and thinking suddenly kissing a person you haven’t discussed boundaries/intimacy with at all is cute. It’s all fun and games when it’s the hot male lead kissing the girl you know he’s going to end up with, but it’s not cute when it’s real life men thinking they’re entitled to women’s bodies.

Other examples of female passivity:

I stopped watching Moonlight Drawn over the Clouds at precisely this scene:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6I0WXeD-dc&ab_channel=KBSWORLDTV

because it was so painful to watch her sitting there like a fish as the guys got these cool fight scenes. Like girllll literally do anything, throw a rock, something! First dramas routinely disable the female characters by making the male characters the able fighters, but even if you’re not an able fighter you can do more than just sit there like a lame duck -_- Especially the parts of these scenes where someone is standing over the girl with the sword and the writers don’t give the girl the presence of mind to simply run away, but they give the guy the presence of mind to somersault into the room, jump over ten monkey bars, slash the antagonist, and catch the girl bridal style on his way down. I guess the damsel in distress trope is as old as the book, but just the complete passivity so many female characters show in fight scenes as they need to be saved is really annoying and disempowering.

I think the worst part is their faces, they’re all like omg! this is so sad!

well girl you could have done literally ANYTHING other than sit there as he took ten bullets for you lmao. Women don’t exist to stand by and be saved!!! This is a historical drama but the modern drama version is when the guy is getting beat up by bullies or whatever and the girl just stands by and does nothing but look upset.

Another good trope that is under this passivity theme is the double wrist grab, where we not only have ONE male lead (ML) manhandling the FL, but TWO MLs. Ahh yes the only thing better than forcibly ignoring consent and the FL’s wishes is TWO men doing it.

I heard this recently even happened in True Beauty...which...that drama...truly I thought Kdramas were progressing until I saw how much people were hyping up that mess of misogyny (not to mention how boringly predictable it was). 

I can’t quite express this next trope in a screenshot, but something I also see a lot of is the ML professing his love to the FL and she sort of just stands there like O_O. Like she’s just sort of this object that sits there being admired? It’s just such an unnatural way to react to someone professing their love for you, and these scenes drag on for many minutes of just the ML’s dialogue so the female actress, having no lines, has no choice but to sit there O_O. Like give her lines! Give her reactions! Give her anything other than being wide eyed!!!!

And these physical interactions represent deeper emotional passivity in the female lead.

I’ve noticed it’s almost always the trend of the male lead falls later, but falls harder, and ultimately he puts more energy into making the relationship progress. Again, this buys into female fantasy, but it is an unhealthy fantasy that is grounded, I think, in our insecurities, and our fear of putting ourselves out there (so we would rather have someone pursue us than put ourselves out there and meet someone halfway).

This emotional passivity is why, weirdly enough, sometimes I will really like the drama because the girl is very stubbornly, openly, and aggressively pursuing the guy. A case of this is Itazura na Kiss, or Mischievous Kiss (there’s a Jdrama, Kdrama, and anime--I only watched the anime). Now the guy is downright meannnnn in Mischievous Kiss, this was not a healthy relationship at all, but there was something refreshing about the girl. Sure her aggression was in pursuing a man, but at least it was aggression, and I’d always only seen any hint of female sexuality/actively pursuing as something very stigmatized. 

I think a sister trope to the passivity trope is the innocence trope. The guy will literally take the initiative to profess his undying love to the FL and she’ll be like “what?? omg stop teasing you’re joking ahahha.” Why do FLs need to be so oblivious/innocent? I think it caters to the way media is seen through a male gaze but that’s a trope to deconstruct another time.

[jbarness]

huh, that's new

a social media au

[27: news]

warnings: language, "pregnancy"?? uhh idk what else hehehe

a/n: this is a pretty long chapter i think? (2000+ words) im very nervous about this chapter cause its kinda a big deal asdfghjk anyways, please please please tell me what you think about this! and ik this idea is very odd HAHAHAHA but what else would you expect from two dumbasses named bucky and y/n? hehehe i really hope you enjoy this chapter!! ♡

flashback is italicized

huh, that's new - masterlist

You wanted to laugh so badly.

For some reason, your housemates are panicking over who the hell set this gender reveal party up in the living room. 

It was you. With the help of Bucky of course.

Natasha and Wanda have been shouting “I’m not pregnant, I think you are!” to each other for about 10 minutes now. Steve decided that he needed answers too, so he joined in the shouting. Pietro’s talking to his camera, probably vlogging the whole thing. Peter’s talking on the phone with MJ asking if she set this up. Sam’s the only one enjoying the food. Bucky was looking at you from across the room, keeping the smile from forming on his face. 

Just about an hour or so ago, you and Bucky were just setting the whole thing up. Bucky was pushing the table to the living room when you arrived with the cake. You placed the rest of the blue and pink food on the table along with other decorations. There were many variations of food, but the cupcakes that have toppers that said: “Here for the Sex” were Bucky’s personal favorite despite not knowing how they taste. The balloons were still lifeless when both of you hung the streamers on the walls with the banner that matched the topper of the cupcakes. After finally finding the balloon pump, blue and pink balloons filled the living room. Some were on the floor while you hung the others on the wall. When you were content with the appearance of the room, you and Bucky went your separate ways.

You got the idea of throwing a gender reveal party when you were working at the diner one evening. “You’ll be at the gender reveal party next week right?” the woman at the booth asked her friend. “Of course, Jill asked me to pick up the cake,” Her friend says. When you got the idea, you thought it was silly, so you dismissed it. Later on, you thought of more ideas and details to add, then in a blink of an eye, you were in the bakery, asking the baker if they can make a three-layered cake of your favorite flavor with the inside colored blue.

“Maybe P set this all up for a prank again?” Nat looked at Pietro who was filming the whole thing. “Just because I have a channel that doesn’t mean I always prank!” Pietro said, turning off his camera.

Steve sighed, “Okay, one by one. Nat and I were the first ones here, but it was all here already when we arrived. Wanda was the next one here, she was in the bookstore the whole morning. Bucky and Sam were next and they only came here because he saw the Instagram story of Nat. Pietro and Peter came home today from LA and Peter from Tony’s. Lastly, Y/N came home from the cafe,” everyone nodded. 

After a couple of minutes of silence, you couldn’t handle it anymore, “Okay, I can’t do it. I give up. It was me. I set this up,” you laughed. 

“But why Y/N?” Peter gasped, “Are you pregnant?”

Everyone’s eyes were on you now. Natasha’s eyes widened, “Wait, who’s the father?”

Bucky was laughing internally, you could tell. He wasn’t looking at you anymore, he turned around to look at the window. You could see his shoulders slightly shaking, he’s definitely laughing. Good thing the attention wasn’t on him. “I uhh… I don’t know,” you said. You technically haven't met Bucky's dad, you were being honest.

“Doesn’t matter, my sweet Y/N! We’ll support you and help you. Anything you need” Sam swallowed the macaroon whole before going to you and hugging you tightly.

“I know you will.” In less than a minute, you were trapped in the middle of the group hug.

“Why didn’t you say anything sooner? We would’ve known the gender by now!” Pietro said as the group untangled from the hug. 

You laughed, “I was enjoying the show.” 

“Well, come on! I wanna know if my godchild is a boy or a girl!” Wanda yelled excitedly and went to the kitchen to grab the knife. 

Bucky walked towards you before you could join the others who are now gathered at the table, waiting for plates and the knife. “I’m tellin’ ya, doll, they’re gonna be frustrated at us,” he said. You shrugged, “They already are.”

Wanda handed you the knife to cut the cake. Everyone took out their phones to take a video of the “soon-to-be-mother”. You were trying very hard not to laugh at this point and so was Bucky, who was taking a video of his friends’ reactions to what they’re about to say.

You sliced a triangle on one side of the cake and pulled it out, showing blue. “Oh my God! It’s a boy!” Peter yelled, jumping around with Pietro. Sam and Steve took turns hugging you and they were later pushed aside by Wanda and Nat. “I’m happy for you, hun I am, but I really hope that a girl comes out of you,” Natasha said while hugging you and Wanda tightly. 

You cleared your throat, catching everyone’s attention, “It’s actually a Bucky” you said, nonchalantly. 

“Bucky?” Wanda pulled away slightly from the hug, making Nat do the same. “A Bucky? As in it’s Bucky’s baby?” Steve asked, wide-eyed, obviously excited, looking at Bucky who is now looking back at you, covering his mouth with his hands, to keep himself from laughing. 

“I meannnnn… Bucky... is my... baby,” you said while extending your arm, inviting Bucky to come closer, which he did. 

Peter was still confused and it shows, “You’re Bucky’s mom?” he asked, making Pietro smack his head, “Pete, it means they’re dating... Right?”

Both you and Bucky nodded, “We are.”

“Oh my God! Fucking finally! I was starting to think you’ll never tell each other how you feel! Do you know how frustrated you two made me?” Sam yelled, throwing a pillow at Bucky.

Natasha was yelling “I fucking knew it! I told you so!” repeatedly to her boyfriend while Wanda kept pinching both your and Bucky’s cheeks saying, “CUTIESSS!” 

You looked at Bucky, “they don’t look frustrated” you said which made Bucky roll his eyes and smile. Both of you laughed when you saw Steve silently saying “Yes! My ship!” Either that or something about shit.

“Calm your asses. Now, this party isn’t just for us to announce that we’re together. This is also a party for Natty and Steve. Sorta like the part one of the roomies night we’re gonna have” you said, looking at the couple.

“Thank you, Y/N, but I don’t wanna think about moving right now. What I do want is for you two to give us the fucking details about how you two finally got together” Nat said, making everyone agree and sit down and get comfortable in the living room.

Bucky cleared his throat and looked on his left, where you sat. “It happened the night that her friend came to the city.”

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To say you were excited for tonight was an understatement. 

Last night, you already picked out the clothes you wanted to wear tonight. It was simple, really, just a pair of jeans and the most comfortable hoodie you owned. Or should you go with a plain sweater instead? Printed shirt? Oversized shirt? Your grey sweatpants? They look comfortable. Or your black ones?

You ended up with your first choice. 

Wanda and Nat noticed how upbeat and cheery you were the whole day. It wasn’t exactly like you to be this happy at 7 am. You cooked a lot more food than usual and you haven’t even had your coffee yet. “Maria’s in the city today!” was the only excuse you thought of every time they asked you. You had some errands to do that day, its something you find really boring and exhausting but you found yourself skipping to the bank. Skipping, not walking. 

At the tower, Bucky was a nervous wreck. He couldn’t focus much on what he was doing. He would zone out and forget what he was typing, then he remembered he wasn’t typing at all, he was fixing a floor plan. Sam being Sam, noticed how Boinky was acting. He kept teasing Bucky about being distracted while Steve kept asking him to stop. “What’s up with you, Buck? What’s making you zone out?” Steve asked, giving Bucky some water. Bucky just shrugged and continued whatever the hell he was doing. 

The evening came too fast for Bucky and too slow for you. You got home, got dressed to meet with Maria for dinner before seeing Bucky. When Bucky got home, he changed into something more casual and fixed himself at his bathroom. “Tell her tonight, you fucking idiot,” he told himself, looking at the mirror before grabbing his helmet and his old helmet that you proclaimed yours when you were hanging out before. He smiled at the memory then remembered that Dot never even got to see his motorcycle. Huh. 

He picked you up at the hotel that Maria was staying at. In a few minutes, you were at the bar that you two used to go to. You two bought a couple of drinks before going to the spot - your spot. You almost forgot how beautiful it was there, especially at night. 

“After tonight, you’ll only have one night of free drinks, use it wisely,” Bucky said, breaking the silence.

“Yeah, I’ll have to find another way to have free drinks from you,” you joked.

He looked at you, “You can just ask, you know? You don’t have to blackmail me,” he smiled. 

You laughed for a moment and it became silent once again. It felt... awkward. You two were seated a couple of inches away from each other, the closest you two have been since you avoided each other, but you wanted to get away. You remembered the last time you were here, in this exact same spot. Drinking the alcohol of your choice, laughing with Bucky, talking about your high school selves. Many things have changed since then. It feels so weird and new to you, sitting next to someone you genuinely like, your friend. You took a deep breath and stopped thinking. 

“I like you, did you know that?” you said out of the blue making Bucky wonder if he was just imagining it and he was just hearing things. He stayed silent, deciding that it was just his mind saying that cause that was what he wanted to hear.

You turned to Bucky, waiting for his reaction. Nothing. “Buck?” he turned and looked at you as if he hadn’t heard you. “I like you,” you said once again only this time, it was louder and clearer. 

“You like me?” Bucky asked, finding it hard to believe for some reason. “Like, you like-like me?” You nodded, smiling at his creased eyebrows and slightly tilted face, like a confused puppy. You almost didn’t notice how your heart is beating quickly as if it wanted to jump out of your chest. It was taking Bucky too long to reply, and that made you anxious. All you wanted was to take it back and change what you said. You should’ve said “I’d really like to go back to being close friends” or maybe ask him why he avoided you or somethi--

“Did Wanton ask you to tell this to me?” he asked with an accusative tone. “No, why would I agree to that? Even if I did, I’d only agree to say something like that if I really meant it,” your voice getting louder every word.

“So it’s true? You like me? Romantic styles?” You nodded, slightly annoyed that he would think that you would play with his feelings. “Yes, it’s no big deal. I just wanted to tell you, I don’t expect you to like me back. I just- I want you to--”

"I like you too. Romantic styles," he said holding your hand. "That was why I set you up with Loki, why I avoided you after that and why I was avoiding you until you invited me to join you and Pietro. I kinda got a bit… slightly, sort of jealous so I agreed to go with you."

"Wait, hold on, you like me... and you... set me up with Loki? I don't get it"

"I like you and… That doesn’t matter. The only thing that matters is that you’re happy, and I'll do anything to make you happy,” he said, offering you a small smile.

☆

"Then we kissed and… yeah,” you smiled at your friends’ faltered smiles.

Sam stood up, “Why was everything else so detailed and the kiss was just ‘then we kissed’? What’s that about?” He said, grabbing more food from the table. "And, I fucking told you so, Boinks!" 

Bucky rolled his eyes, “Do you wanna hear how I kissed her softl-”

“Excuse me?” You said, raising your eyebrows at your boyfriend. “I kissed you, and it wasn’t soft”

“Y/N stop saying soft!” Peter shouted, covering his ears.

Wanda wiggled her eyebrows, "You didn't come home that night, hun."

"Yeah, I invited her to my place, we had some wine and we just talked for the rest of the night. Nothing happened. Okay? After talking we just slept. That's it,” Bucky defended.

Steve kept nodding his head, “Hence the Instagram story, mhmm, mhmm. Alright.”

“Whatever happened that night, I’m glad it did. And, I’m really really reallyyyyy happy for you, dumbasses,” Nat laughed.

Peter walked to you, “I’m happy for you too, sis. But please, don’t get detailed with… you know. I don’t need to know that.” You laughed, holding his hand. “And Bucky, if you ever hurt my sister, I’ll hunt you down and beat you up,” Peter looked at Bucky squinting his eyes, trying to look intimidating, which made Bucky laugh.

You looked at Bucky, “He’s serious. And very strong. He gave Steve bruises when they were boxing at the gym.” Bucky looked at Steve who was nodding.

“O-oh”

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[kateis-cakeis]

Redemption anon again!

1. Fandom learn what manipulation means challenge

2. You know it could be Wilbur is the red herring for the audience because we know from Tommy that he has some "plans" for when he'll come back. After thinking more on it, I think it can either be Bad or Quackity.

Many pointed out that the robe looks vaguely like Bad's, and Bad wants people on his side. He promises things. The Red Banquet is coming, and Fundy has seemed to be pro-omlette aligned.

Another thing that could be is that the figure is death. Fundy has been on 2 lives for a while, and the end of the stream... What is Quackity looking for? The power to bring back the dead. Now, say that to bring someone back, you need to take a canon life, or, hopefully not, multiple canon lives. Quackity runs a casino, where people can place bets and so on. He also wants to ressurect Schlatt. What if Fundy gets scammed of his life, with the promise to bring Wilbur back or something, but that life is used for Schlatt?

At this point I am throwing things at the wall lol what does it meaaaaan.

Hey, Redemption Anon!!!

Yeah for 1. Me at the fandom about the word manipulation:

As for 2. !!! You bring up amazing points, Redemption Anon, that I’m just gonna leave for people to ponder about when they come across this post!! 

Mainly because I am no thought head empty about this. I’m just vibing and reading theories, this isn’t my kind of theory territory, especially with the limited info. My best guess is Quackity for ‘he’, and that the figure is representing at worst death, and at best a manifestation of the warning the book was giving!

But yes, Indeed, what does it meannnnn!!!

[tardytothepardy]

Fruits Basket - Vol.15

You think you know someone, and then it turns out you really, really don't. At least, you know a very small portion of that person.

In a pretty hefty chunk of this book, we get a massive flashback into Yuki's childhood. As expected, it wasn't that great. What I didn't expect is how bad it was. It was,,, honestly a lot.

So, because he is the Rat Boy, and because I guess the rat is the closest to God in this whole situation, Yuki ended up being around Akito for most of his childhood. It wasn't ever really anything he wanted to do, it was just something he had to do. And from the short glimpse we get of Akito as a little kid, it seems like he didn't use to be anywhere near as bad as he is in the present (which makes sense). He seemed to have a short temper, but other than that, there wasn't anything unusual. Until one random day, that is. Akito kinda flipped his shit, and has been that way since. How nice.

As a result of always being close to Akito, no one else really wanted to be around Yuki. And after Akito cracked a bit, and started saying that Yuki wasn't wanted, that he was unnecessary, and that no one liked him, Yuki didn't much like being around Akito, but he didn't have any choice. Some time around then, Yuki's parents seem to have kinda sold Yuki to appease Akito, so he didn't even have his family to fall back on. Ayame, his older brother, ignored his existence as a whole. Have we even met Yuki's father in this entire series?

So when Yuki first heard of Kyo, how he was left outside, Yuki was pretty curious. He was alone, and so was this mysterious cat person. Maybe they could be friends? But, of course, the second that Kyo saw Yuki, he blamed Yuki for basically everything that went wrong in his life, just because Yuki was the rat, and he was the cat. Before this point, the whole Juunishi thing doesn't really seem to affect Yuki much, he doesn't seem to categorize people based on what animal spirit they have, but I imagine that after this incident, maybe that changed. After that initial interaction with Kyo, Yuki didn't immediately hate him, he was just sad and confused, but moving on, I bet it was excellent fuel to the fire.

(Oh hey I'll just put this here, that after Kyo yelled at him for "ruining everything" and that everyone would be happier if he just disappeared, he ran into his mom again. He was upset, and probably could've used some nice comfort. Instead of that, he got slapped in the face. So. -1 for Yuki's mom.)

Do you remember way back, probably around the first books, when Yuki brought up that time that he accidently turned into a rat while playing with some kids in elementary school? It went over that. It was already a sad scene, but now there's this additional context that when he was playing around with the other kids, that was basically one of the first times that he was truly happy. But after he changed into a rat, well obviously that had to be covered up, so all those kids that he was starting to make friends with were made to completely forget about him. He wasn't back to square one, he was at square zero, because now he had had a taste of friendship, just for it to be taken away and replaced with Akito (and probably other people) shaming him for having the audacity of being born as a Juunishi, because he totally chose to be like that, right?

Another slight detour, the hat. So the hat was originally Kyo's, but after he saw Yuki holding it, he just decided that it wasn't his anymore. And, oh my fucking god? The following panels are fucking heart wrenching, it's terrible. Did no one hear Yuki crying, or did they just ignore it? Like, I don't like kids, I can't handle them when they're screaming (why do they scream so much it's weird) or crying, but oh my god, that hurts me. That panel hurts me. He just wants a family that loves and cares for him, that doesn't avoid or ignore him. (Put a pin in this sentiment, because it pops up later.)

After a steady diet of this kinda thing, with Akito's acidic words, people's general distaste or indifference for him, he started being scared to reach out to others. (Personally, I kinda feel like screaming at these people, like wtf is wrong with all of them) It's here when he just seems to kinda shut off. All this time, he's still sickly, and feeling like your life is without worth (and having your world confirm it everyday) doesn't exactly make you fight to stay healthy, y'know?

And here's when Yuki kinda is given a purpose, because after Akito visited him when his cough was acting up, and basically asked him, "Are you going to die yet? If you're gonna do it, just do it already", he left the house, and ran out randomly out in town in the early morning, where he overheard Kyoko screaming to the police about how her adorable little daughter in her adorable little dress with her cute hair in adorable little pom-poms was missing and she was going to tear down the town to find her. He kept running down some roads, until he did actually find that adorable little daughter.

On his end, it seemed to be a series of "Well shit. What now?" after finding her, and only continued as Tohru saw him and started following after him until he led her back to her house. This whole thing, as has been explained in previous books, was basically the first time in his life where someone needed him, specifically him, to help them. And that feeling, of knowing that he was able to help someone, and that he was needed, even for a little bit, was enough to pull him through.

Then we're pulled back to present, shortly after Machi broke open the closet door with a chair where Yuki was stuck in, which was the main thing that even started this whole thing, where he's explaining kind of why he came to see and/or love Tohru in maternal way. Thing is, just like when that was revealed, I still don't blame him for it. She's very caring. I'll admit (like Kakeru, who has kinda been there sitting with Yuki this whole time, apparently in silence) that I don't wholly understand it, on a personal level, but I can see why he thinks that. It makes sense.

Now onto to wacky happenings and zany shenanigans! The school is making a play, and Kyo's one of the main characters (despite never really showing that he has literally any interest in acting or theater, but yaknow whatever) in a Cinderella play, with Cinderella herself being played as Hanajima! This has already been brought up in the last book, but I'm just reiterating for fun or something idk

Tohru's having a hard time fitting into the role of an evil stepsister, to the point that she's worried about slowing others down because she just,,, can't,,, make,, herself,,,,, be,, meannnnn omigod it's so hard ;-; Additionally, Kyo's just not showing up for rehearsals and stuff, he's not even bothering. Probably bc it's embarrassing for him. And with these two main problems (the show can't go on if Prince Charming doesn't know his lines, after all), the play is altered, ever so slightly, so that it becomes "Sorta Cinderella". What a marvelous title.

Let's go back to that pin I mentioned earlier, with Yuki wishing he could have had a family that loved and cared for him.

So, before some of this stuff with the play, Yuki brought up The Hat, of the "It was first owned by Kyo but he later abandoned it after seeing that Yuki picked it up, and later wore that hat when he led Tohru back to her mom" fame, in a very off-handed manner. I think he just said that Tohru still has the hat, in her room, that's she's kept it all this time. This throws some unpleasant memories for Kyo into the air, and leaves him rather bitter.

Leading back to the main scene at hand, Kyo kinda goes off on Yuki, saying that Yuki was lucky: he had a mom and dad, he was needed, he was involved in the family matters. He's had it easy, had the world handed to him on a silver platter, and that he'll never understand what it's like to hope for something despite knowing he'll never get it. (and both times i've read that so far, i just want to yoink kyo into the beginning of this book, like, no dude. your childhood was fucked up, but so was his.) He stops mid-rant, however, when he sees that Yuki is not fighting back, at all, and when he remembers something that (probably) Akito said, that Kyo just uses Yuki as something he can hate. Naturally, why would you ever want to feed into something that Akito would say, so he stops, but not before punching a hole in a window. Ow.

Finally, we've gotten to the play, the main event! Hiro, Kisa, Momiji, and Haru (among others) are there to witness the,, the sight? (Idk man it's 12:30am) Hiro is acting strangled, as per usual, trying to keep Kisa away from all the creeps, but also trying his small-child most to not Mess Things Up, as he has a slight history of doing throughout the series thus far.

The play in of itself is pretty funny, personally I think the narrator was doing the heavy lifting in this one. But more importantly, there's a point where "Cinderella" asks "Prince Charming" if all he ever wants out of life is to hide away from people, locked away in his own space, dying alone, (which I heavily doubt was part of the script, because,, whoa) and partway through telling her that he wouldn't affect anyone if he did do that, the "Stepsister" (Tohru) interrupts him, saying that would make her... she stops herself, but one can assume that the end of that statement would likely be that, if "Prince Charming" (psh nah this isn't about the play anymore) Kyo were to do that, she would get very upset, and generally not have a good time. And he had the audacity to be surprised about that like wtf man.

After the play, Yuki runs into a group of girls that are harrassing Machi, because she said that Yuki isn't like a prince. She didn't explain herself after saying it, and so I suppose the Yuki Fan Club (or whatever it's called idk I'd be surprised but also not if it wasn't called that) took offense to her disagreeing with her. After being pushed around (literally), Machi says that Yuki just seems too lonely of a person to be a prince, that despite being surrounded by people, he just kinda seems out of it most of the time. Now, is that true? It kinda seems so, so, props to Machi for seeing that, hopefully she's not going to be kidnapped and tortured (idk stuff happens). Hearing Machi say all that does kinda startle Yuki, but the fight itself stops after Kakeru makes a fake announcement about a photoshoot with Yuki that makes the bullies scatter away.

And that's basically the end of it. Although the flashback thing with Yuki probably didn't even take up a third of the book, it was still some pretty heavy stuff, so it's nice that it was offset slightly with the play. I don't really have much else to say about that.

[perseusky]

Prophecy In The Stars

Movie: Narnia

Pairing: None yet, maybe a peter x reader

Summary: Feeling nostalgic, you went to your, newly bought, Disney+. Searching through seas of different and familiar movies, but only stopping at one. Narnia, the movie you and your family desperately adore. Having many good memories with the movie, you decided to play it. Only for your vision to fade to black. Awaken by the sound of children voices, and hands shaking your shoulders. Voices compelling you to be awoken, you groggily open your eyes to see, familiar yet, unknown faces, and a different world not your own. A journey awaits, and a strong blade to be held, a war to win. And a prophecy to complete.

“How dare she!” You yelled, throwing your book bag onto your small twin size bed. The old bed creaking from the sudden weight. Frustratingly running your fingers through your hair, down your face, stretching down your eyes and lips in anger. Than plopping on your bed, making it shake with a threatening rattle.

“HEY! What’s going on up there!” Yelled the voice of your mother. You could clearly hear that she was tired and in desperate need of relaxation. And not wanting to awaken a demon, you quickly apologized. “SORRY MOTHER! Nothings wrong!”

Heaving a sigh, you thought about what you could do with your problem. Either lay around and not do anything about it, or just relax and watch a movie.

You chose the latter obviously. Quickly running over to your desk, that stood next to your wardrobe, and getting your laptop. Flipping it open, and going to Disney+.

You searched through many old and nostalgic movies, yet you couldn’t find the right one yet. Searching for a bit longer, still nothing.

Until you suddenly got an idea of a movie you’ve been itching to watch for years! Swiftly moving the mouse onto the search bar and typing in the specific movie you desperately wanted to watch to finally rid yourself of school and stress.

Practically screeching when you found the perfect movie, and immediately pressing on it. You were so excited that you started to bounce around in place and staring around the room in anticipation as the movie loaded; but what you didn’t notice was the, now, swirling black hole coming from your screen, inch by inch, getting bigger.

Not up until the very last minute, did your pea for brains finally comprehend what was in front of you, and how potentially dangerous and extremely weird it was. Alas, when you tried to move away from it, something grabbed your leg, quickly pulling you into its dark abyss without much complaint, and being unable to yell loud enough to be heard over the loud movie your mother was watching.

The last thing you saw looking back at your room once more with tears swelling in your eyes, was that your mother would be alone, and how dearly you didn’t want that to happen since she’d probably think you left her like your father did. When he found out she was pregnant with you.

Finally accepting that you weren’t getting out of this, you let yourself fall, and you fell deep into the hole where you couldn’t see your room anymore and only a black and big abyss. Feeling as if you were losing conscious, you closed your eyes willingly and tiredly after trying to fight this thing.

You’ll have to deal with this whole situation after you get a good rest, because right now, you could practically sleep through an alien invasion.

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“My dear child! Please wake up! PLEASE!”

Snapping open your eyes, you were blinded by raging lights and you could feel your ears combust from all the loud and fearful noises. Your mind was completely out of it, resulting in your eye sight being blurry and only being able to see the outlines of fires and silhouettes.

This scared you beyond belief. It was like something your never experienced before. Your lungs contracted against your frantic commands. Your body practically having a mind of it’s own, and it horrified you! It felt as if you looked into the snake demon in the eyes herself, and became a mere statue. Isolated, yet still being able to feel, hear, smell. It was complete torture.

Until a harsh sting had erupted on your right cheek. It soon after left a dull ringing In your ear. Your cheek had now turned a bright rosy red, implanted with a hand print of the one who had slapped you. The pain shot through your entire body, down to the tip of your toes, and all the way to the top of your head. It was enough force to make your eyes tear up a bit.

And just enough for you to get out of your stupor, having been thinking before you got slapped; although now that train of thoughts had disappeared. You looked around angrily, searching for the person that had the audacity to touch you in such a way, only a mother could!

You angled your head towards the guilty person who had just slapped you across the cheek. Yes it was for a good reason, and yes you should be grateful since you now knew you were in a dangerous situation, but you still couldn’t let up the fact that they had to SLAP YOU! They could’ve pinched you! Although you knew that wouldn’t be enough to get you out of it.

You looked at the person at fault, who had looked down. Possibly from the fact that they had realized it wasn’t the right thing they should’ve done, especially in a situation like this one. There were practically bombs going off everywhere! And one could even hit them from above.

(Y/n) had soon finally realized, that maybe she was taking this a bit too harshly, and should not blame this person. For they had given her a safe place, away from this war she had found herself in, right after she was sucked into that black ho-

‘Wait a tick, WHERE THE FLIPPITY FLAPS AM I?!’, you hysterically thought as your incomputable brain cells had the AMAZING idea to look at the people who had saved you. So, you did, only to be left with a hanging mouth, and eyes as huge as dinner plates.

In front of you, were the so called, sons of Adam, and daughters of Eve. The Kings and Queens Of Narnia. The hero’s, and children, you looked up to when you were a smol lil bean. (Uwu u wer so cute)

There was a pregnant silence that had taken over the small cabin. Even the bombs had stopped, and that’s what had made the silence even more eerie. It was as if time had stopped, it’d had frozen, and you were the only one that was capable of moving. Well, not up until Edmund had started to wave a hand across your face. “I think she’s a bit thick, pretty, but thick in the head.”, he had said with a taunting smirk.

Even in a situation, where he should be scared and crying, like he was in the movie, he had the audacity to call you thick. Now you remembered all the times of back then when you used to get mad at Edmund for selling out aslan and his sibling to that witch. You were practically seething on your couch when he did it for food. Your parents had to stop and hold you down before you could damage the tv thinking it would hurt Edmund. Yes, you may be a hypocrite since you’d sell anyone out for anything, JUST for food, but who wouldn’t???

“Oh, I’m thick? Why thank you for noticing! I’ve been doing two squats a day, squating low to get to the bottom of the refrigerator, all the way to the top to get my snacks. It has its advantages.”, you had answered with a knowing smirk. And you had received the reaction you had wanted from the little asshole, a bright red hue, across his ears, and down his neck. He practically glowed!

Although, the moment was ruined by a shock wave hitting the ground hard. You had tipped over by the sheer force it was giving out, and fell on peter. Not that you minded. You looked up at him, and into his eyes. He was already looking at you, with wide eyes, and a blush adorned on his already rosy cheeks. Giving him a thankful smile and a quite ‘thank you’, you got back on your two feet and stood awkwardly next to each other.

“So, anyone wanna play ‘who’s gonna die first?’.”, you had recived ludicrous and surprised faces at the suggestion. The cabin was once again awkwardly and filled with silence.

“Tough crowd”....

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“Alright, so you’re going to be taken in by a man who was generous enough to take care of all of you until the war has ended. Do not give him any trouble, or more than he already has for taking care of all of you. Especially you (y/n).”, Mrs. Pevensi had given you a point stare. To others, she’d seem a bit strict, but to you, you could tell she had said it dripping with amusement.

“Of course i will cause him troubl-, I meannnnn.”, chuckling to yourself at your “mistake”. Which had earned you another pointed look. Although this one seemed real.

Breaking the silence with a groan, you had accepted your fate and had pledged, like a Girl Scout, to Mrs. Pevensi that you wouldn’t cause any trouble to the old man.

What she didn’t know was that behind your back, was your pointer and middle finger crossed over each other, and out of her sight. You had to contain your smile when you saw peter looking at you with a smile of his own, having seen your crossed fingers and had known what it meant.

“Bye my dears!”, their mother looked at them sadly.

The train had started moving, and the siblings had deflated in their seats. Lucy looked up at peter sadly, “Will mummy be ok?” Having looked up from your conversation with Susan, you also stared at peter, awaiting his answer. When he had yet to say something, you had decided to speak up for him, since you could see Lucy becoming even sadder when she saw that her brother couldn’t answer.

“It’s alright Lucy. I’m sure she’s fine! Besides, you have us don’t you?”, soon receiving a small and innocent smile from the small girl, which had made your insides flutter and your cheeks to turn a beautiful light pink. You just wanted to squeeze the poor girl to death, UGH!

“Everything will be fine.”, peter reassured once more, looking up at you from his lap, where his hands had been neatly folded. He smiled at you, a smile that melted your heart, and made all the bad thoughts and memories in your head immediately vanish. His eyes were a deep and beautiful blue, that if they were hit by the sum, they’d look like a tropical ocean. You just wanted to jump in and swim in them for all eternity.

The same went for peter. He had fallen, and he’d fallen hard. He just loved the way she laughed so freely and carelessly, as if there was no war. As if there was only good in the world. And oh god, those beautiful and full pink/nude lips of hers, oh how soft they looked. He’d imagined many times How’d they feel on his. Or when he’d look at her hair, such lucious and curly/wavy/straight/shaved hair. That practically shined in the sun and looked so soft, that if he touched it, he’d never want to let go.

“PETER!”, shouted out a boyish voice right next to the daydreaming and love struck boy. Peter had to hold onto the train seat to steady himself from the shocking noise and having to comprehend what was happening. Turning towards the voice ready to fight for his siblings if needed, only to be hit in the face with his suitcase. “We’re here you idiot!”, Edmund, oh how he wanted to punch that boys face. But than it dawned on him, was he day dreaming for THAT long? He looked around to see if it wasn’t another stupid joke, and it certainly wasn’t, since he was the only one in the cart left. Everyone else was already outside and on the carriage that seemed to be for them.

Peter quickly grabbed his bag without any hesitation and ran out the train, jumping at the last step. He continued to jog all the ay over to the carriage where he was met with another smirk of the girl he adored. The mischievous look in her eyes as she had looked him over, head to toe, made his body feel as if he was shot by an electric bult. Oh and how his heart swelled. “Are you listening to me boy!?”, he once again was yelled at, which was caused, again, by day dreaming.

Peter looked at the new and unfamiliar woman who had just yelled at him, seeing that she had wrinkles all over her face, and practically radiated an aura of strictness and power. Something and someone he didn’t want to mess with. “Y-Yes ma’am.”, peter responded quickly with well learned manners.

“Good, now hurry up, we can’t keep the Professor waiting!” She said in an annoyingly shrill voice, that was already giving you a head ache. You rolled your eyes at her, but than looking over at peter and watching as he lifted his, seemingly heavy, suit case without breaking a sweat.

Biting your lip, you looked at his arms, and thought of some unholy things you could do with those strong and beautiful biceps.

“Oh, I’m gonna enjoy this.”, you had said to yourself as the carriage finally started to move, slowly, but surely moving. And you were right, you are gonna enjoy it, and you’ll make sure of it.

Tell me whatcha think in the comment, and if I should make a part 2.

[obfuscateyummy]

Save Me (Barba x Reader fic woooow)

I had this idea, then I realized i like to ramble without details. 

I am sorry in advance. my head is fucked up. Trigger warnings: kidnapping, abuse, angst, rape.

“MOMMY. RJ is making a mess” Zoey screamed from the kitchen. “MOMMY ZOEY MEANNNNN” your 2 year old screamed back. You walked out of your bedroom, where you were attempting to get ready to testify for your husband on the latest SVU case, to find both your kids throwing their cereal at each other. “Hey, both of you stop. Zoey, go get dressed, it’s almost time for school.” “No. I’m not going to school” she screamed. “Zoey, don’t you want to go see all your friends, and Noah?” “I can go to Aunt Liv’s and see Noah! NO SCHOOL” she stormed off to her room, crying, and slamming her bedroom door. She definitely has your attitude and temper, even at 5 years old. You looked over at your 2 year old who was throwing his cereal on the floor “RJ, cereal is for your mouth. Eat son.” Your husband walked out of the bedroom fixing his tie, you smiled at him. The two of you were working on a case, that was getting to the both of you. You had been fighting almost every night. The makeup sex was great, but you were growing sick of not having a normal conversation with your husband. “Is everything okay, amor?” he asked kissing you. “Your kids were throwing cereal at each other. So I have to clean that up, and Zoey doesn’t want to go to school..” you said. “So I have to go talk to her?” You kissed him, “Thank you.” He looked over at RJ, who still wasn’t eating “RJ, eat mijo. Get strong muscles like Papi.” he said as he rubbed his head and flexed his arms at his son. RJ finally began eating, while you picked up cheerios from the floor. Rafael knocked on Zoey’s door before opening it, he saw Zoey on the bed crying, he walked up to her while he spoke. “Mija? Hey. Mami said you didn’t want to go to school today?” Zoey lifted her head, “Papi, what if something happens to me at school? Something bad, like that kid you and mommy keep fighting about?” Zoey was talking to the case Rafael had to take to trial today, that you were testifying at, a school shooting, a 15 year old killed his 16 year old girlfriend, and was being tried as an adult. SVU got thrown the case. You were lead detective. It was a tough case with little concrete evidence. You and Rafael had brought a majority of the work home so you could be with your children, the two of you had no idea either of your children had heard the fights. “Princesa, you don’t need to worry about that, nothing will happen to you mija.” He held her close and she pulled away. “That’s not what mommy said last night!” He froze. Last night, you told Rafael how nervous you were while Zoey was at school, all the violence, and she was so outspoken, she was bound to stand up to the bullies, you didn’t want her to get hurt by one. The two of you ended up fighting about it. He said you were overreacting because of this case, you said he was in denial that anything bad could ever happen to her, things got way out of hand. He didn’t know what to say, mainly because he realized you were right the whole time. He stood up to exit Zoey’s room as he muttered “Get dressed, you’re going to school.” storming out of her room, slamming the door behind him.

You looked at him, “Everything o…” “She heard us last night.” Your mind went to the mindblowing make up sex the two of you had after the fight. “What did you tell her?” you asked raising your eyebrow. “What could I tell her? She’s right. YOU were right.” You realized he wasn’t talking about the makeup sex. “The violence, mi amor, she is too good, she is the type they...” You stopped him “No, you were right. I overreacted. We are raising a good kid, Rafael. You may not be her birth father, but she is your daughter. She knows how to fight the bad guys.” He walked towards the bedroom, mumbling something about not fighting before court, you followed him. “Explain to me why everything has to end in a fight?” He looked at you putting on his suit jacket “You tell me.” You walked up to him, “Oh you’re gonna blame me? It takes two to tango, Rafael. This wasn’t a fight until you stormed in here making it one.” He glared back, “So you’re gonna blame me?” he was mocking you. “I don’t want to fight, but we need to talk.” “Do we?” He shouted as he sat on the edge of the bed. You rolled your eyes, and sat next to him, “Rafael, I know this case, the evidence, or lack of, is getting to you, to us, but babe, it will be okay. We will be okay.” you kissed his cheek. He knew you were right, but couldn’t speak, he just looked at you with tears in his eyes, as Zoey walked up to the door frame, “Mommy? Papi?” she said, as she twirled around, showing off her new dress. “I am ready for school. Sorry I yelled.” She put her head down. You smiled, so did Rafael, “Bug, come here” you said as Zoey walked over and sat between you and Rafael on the edge of the bed. “Your school will keep you safe, always. You are the smartest five year old I know, nothing will happen to you.” You kissed her forehead. “And if anything does happen, you know Mami, Papi, and Uncle Sonny will be the first three people there.” Rafael said as he pulled her hair out of her face. Zoey laughed “I know. I love you.” She jumped off the bed “I’m gonna go watch cartoons for a bit!” and ran into the living room. Rafael looked at you, “Cariño, we have to leave soon, finish getting ready.” he said, kissing you, and walking out of the room. You put on the red sweater Rafael got you for your birthday last year, his favorite shirt you own, and black pants. You walked out and your nanny, Lindsay, was playing cars with RJ. You smiled and looked at Rafael, “Ready?” He looked at Zoey, “Mija, ready?” She jumped off the couch “VERY READY!” You laughed “I’m glad you're ready now, let’s get going” You kissed RJ goodbye, as did Rafael and Zoey. “No sissy stay!” he said grabbing onto Zoey. Lindsay got him and said “Sissy has to go to school, remember? it’s just us bud.” You all told Lindsay goodbye, and left.

After dropping Zoey off at school, the two of you headed to the court house. “I want to prep you one more time.” Rafael said on your way up the steps. You let out a sigh, and rolled your eyes. “What?” he asked. “Nothing, I just. I told you, I don’t want to fight, again.” you responded. “What does that mean?” he said as the two of you got onto the elevator. “Everytime you open your mouth about this case, we fight. It’s like you are so desperate to win you don’t care about me” you were shouting at him. “That’s not true and you know it. You know they are riding my ass to win this. I know I have been taking it out on you and I’m…” “Don’t apologize to me.” The elevator door opened and you stormed off with him right behind you. “Cariño. Talk to me. I want to fix this.” You just sighed loudly, as you walked into an empty room. He slammed his briefcase down and looked at you. You turned around to face him. “Not now. Let’s get this over with. Fix it tonight,” you said, and he began to prep you. He mentioned the date of the crime, saying “Two weeks ago, November 4th.” You looked at him “the 4th?” you questioned. He slammed his fist on the table. “Fuck, Y/N, we have been over this. Don’t do this to me on the stand.” “Rafi…” you whispered, and began crying. “Cariño, mi amor” he sat next to you and pulled you close. “I’m sorry. I will fix us, I promise. When this case is over, we’re gonna have a getaway hmm? We can take some time off, just you and me, and the kids.” “Rafi, it’s….fuck”. You only stopped your sentence because your phone was ringing. It was Zoey’s school, “Hello? Yeah this is….What? When? How?” Rafael could hear the crack in your voice, as you looked at him your eyes filled with tears. “We will be right there.” You threw your phone down, almost shattering your iPhone screen. You started shaking, put your head down, and spoke “We have to go now.” Rafael just stared at you. “Cariño?” he whispered, you broke down, crying. “Raf, Zoey...the school...a man outside. He took her.” You were walking towards him and he grabbed you as you began to sob on his shirt, “Let’s go.”

He called the judge on the way out of the building, a family emergency was all he said, no details. He drove, you were too much of a mess. His phone rang: Olivia Benson. “We’re on our way” he snapped at her as he picked up. “Y/N is a mess but….WHAT?” He almost stopped the car in the middle of the road. “You’re sure it’s him? You can tell?” He floored the car, driving faster than ever. “That ASSHOLE. He doesn’t get to do this to her again.” You finally stopped crying and looked at him, as the two of you pulled into the school. “We’re at the school now, on our way in” he hung up, and was getting out, “Who…” he cut you off, “Cariño, it’s going to be okay.” The two of you were walking in “Rafael…” he looked in your eyes, tears in his own, “Liv knows who it is” his voice was cracking, he was trying so hard to stay strong, for you. You knew, by his voice you know. “Jerome..” you looked at your husband “please tell me I am wrong” He grabbed your hand as you entered the principal’s office, “I can’t lie” he whispered, kissing your hand.

As soon as you entered the office, everyone’s eyes went to the two of you, Rafael left your side only to talk to the principal, Carisi, and Liv. You stared at the screen. The video playing on loop. Jerome walking up to Zoey outside the school, Zoey going to him, then turning to run into the building, and he grabbed her backpack, tears in her eyes. You put your hand on your stomach, then over your mouth, you started to gag. “Y/N.” Rafael called after you as you ran into the hallway and into the bathroom, throwing up. You were splashing water on your face when Olivia walked in, “We’ll get him, Y/N, we’ll get her back” she said rubbing your back. You turned around to face her, “Don’t,” you said walking out of the bathroom, she was right behind you “Y/N, we will. The entire squad is on this. This is our only case.” Rafael and Carisi were in the hallway waiting for the two of you to head back to the precinct. You walked past them both, straight outside, followed by Olivia, then the two men.

Rafael and you wrote back in almost silence. He finally spoke when you were almost back, “Cariño, mi amor, babe,” he reached for your hand, taking it in his. “I.” you stopped him. “Rafi, I just want her back okay?” He parked the car and the two of you headed into the precinct. Your phone rang, number unknown. “Hello?” you heard a familiar voice on the other end, “Hmmm your voice still sounds so lovely.” You stopped walking, causing Rafael to turn around and look at your eyes. Your eyes instantly filled with tears. “Where the fuck is she?” Rafael rushed back to your side, you gave him a sign to be quiet and held the phone just enough away so he could hear everything Jerome was saying. “Now now Y/N, you know that’s not how this is going to work” “What do you want?” “You.” Rafael looked at you, you could see the anger in his eyes. “Her for me?” you asked. Rafael stormed off towards the door of the precinct. You ran after him, as Jerome spoke “Only if you make it fun, like the old times. Oh and bring your squad, and husband. Make them watch” he was laughing. “Let me know she’s okay.” You finally caught up to Rafael and stopped him getting on the elevator. You gave him your signature what the hell face, and he rolled his eyes, as you heard your daughter, “Mommy! Mommy save me” You started sobbing, “Love bug, listen to me, it’s going to be okay. We’re coming. Papi and I. We will save you.” “Mommy? I wanna tell Papi I love him” Rafael spoke softly, not knowing if Jerome could hear “I love you princesa, mija."  You heard her scream as he grabbed the phone from her “1785 West Deer street.” he said as he hung up. You looked at Rafael, started crying, repeating at address to him, kissing him and walking away. “You’re not going alone, Cariño.” he said chasing her. “Go give the squad the address, and meet me there” she screamed back at him, as she got in the car. He followed her in the car, “Like Hell. I already texted them. Cariño, like it or not, I’m going with you” You turned to him, and looked into his eyes. Your husband, who you loved so much, who you had been so detached from as of late. You spoke to him “You always protect me, and I Love You so much” and for the first time since you got the news, you grabbed him, and kissed him hard, as he kissed you back, you pulled away. “Let’s go save our daughter.”

“Y/N, you might want to slow down..” Barba said as both your bodies jerked when you went around a sharp corner. “The sooner we get there, the sooner she's back with us” He put his hand on your knee, to try and calm you. You pulled down a dirt road, he raised an eye at you “You seem to know the way…” “It’s his mom’s old house. We use to come here and….” you shook your head. You didn’t want to discuss with Rafael what the two of you did at this house. “Cariño, it’s okay mi amor.” You pulled up to the house. It was a dump in the middle of nowhere. “Hm, Paradise.” Rafael always was sarcastic. You looked at him. You wanted to tell him how he was the best thing that ever happened to you, but, you couldn’t find the words. Instead, you grabbed your husband, and kissed him, seeing Jerome peek out the window, you kissed him harder, and whispered “I love you, Rafi.” He pulled away, “Let me go in with you...” “No. Rafael, if you go in...no. Let me get her. I can fight him, I promise.” You kissed his cheek, and whispered in his ear “answer your phone, don’t come in without backup.” He reached for his vibrating phone, seeing it was you calling. You nodded, placed your phone in your pocket, and walked inside.

Once inside, you saw your daughter and ran to her, only to be stopped by Jerome grabbing your hair and pushing you to the ground. “Not so fast, bitch” he said as he flipped you over on your back, and got on top of you. “Let her go. That was the deal.” He laughed, “I never said I would let her go.” Your heart sank, you looked at Zoey, crying in the corner. Jerome fought to take off your pants. “Get off me” you screamed. “Maybe I should keep you quiet.” he said, as he pulled out a knife of his pocket, and put it to your neck. You swallowed, hard. “Don’t fucking touch me. The rest of them, they will be here soon.” He laughed again, “But will you?” It took everything in him for Rafael not to run in there and save you, and Zoey, but he kept his promise to you. Jerome went back to taking off your pants, then your panties with his free hand. “You’re not getting away with this again, Jerome.” “Oh, Y/N, you know me better than that. He sat the knife down to remove his pants and boxers. You screamed at him, “DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME. GET OFF ME” He laughed and pinned you down. You looked at Zoey, crying, screaming for you. The only good thing Jerome ever gave you was her, then he threw his rights away to her like they were garbage. Thank god you had Rafael. Rafael. He was right outside. He could hear everything on your phone. He could save her. “Zoey, Run!” You said. Zoey got up and ran to the door, just as it opened. Olivia and Carisi were right there, Zoey ran straight past them and into Rafael’s arms “Papi Papi he’s gonna hurt Mommy” She cried as he picked her up, and rubbed her head “shh, princesa, Mami is going to be okay. Papi’s here. It’s okay.” Rafael barely had time to blink before he heard it. You screamed, then a gunshot. Rafael set Zoey down, “Princesa, Mija, get into the car baby.” He ran inside, to see Olivia calling a bus, Carisi standing in shock, gun still in his hand, Jerome bleeding on the floor next to you, and you, covered in Jerome’s blood. You looked at him and started crying. He rushed to your side. “He...he had the knife to my neck. He said...he said he would cut my head off, and and Sonny he..Sonny” He pulled you close “It’s over. It’s over for good.” You hugged him, tight, sobbing, you looked at Sonny who was walking towards the two of you, you briefly pulled away from Rafael to speak with Sonny “Thank You Son..,” you started crying again before you could finish. He hugged you, and said “I’m just glad you and Zo are okay.” Thankfully, you always keep an extra pair of clothes in the back of your car in case you encounter a messy crime scene. Sonny grabbed the bag for you, and you changed.

You knew there would be an investigation, you knew IBA would get involved, you knew you’d have to retell the events to Tucker, but you also knew that was a problem for future you to worry about. Right now, all that mattered was your daughter was home safe, your son was happy you were home, and you had a loving husband. That night, after Rafael put RJ to bed and you put Zoey to bed, the two of you went to your own bed. He put his arms around your waist and whispered, “I love you.” You turned to face him, and said “Rafael, promise me something?” He looked at you confused as he asked what, and your replied, “Promise me we will stop fighting? These last few weeks have been…” “But the angry makeup sex” he said smirking. You playfully slapped him, “Rafael, are you picking fights with me just so we can have angry sex?” He started kissing your neck, laughing, and said “Never.” You laughed too, “You’re such an asshole sometimes, babe.” “I love you too” he replied. The two of you had the best sex of your lives that night.

[sweet-xoxo-thatcares]

I want another siamese cat from childhood when I was in elementary.

Dad dropped her off on the highway in Florida because the neighborhood association was gonna start charging him for her and her child meno (I named him that because he was so meannnnn, complete opposite of Nemo from finding Nemo. My favorite movie at the time) and then her youngest, Snowflake. They all had white faces, but the similar siamese black or grey striped tail.

She had to be mixed. Because siamese have a black or dark brownish face with white around the edges. Like the Instagram filter feature that darkens the edges. I forgot the name, but its something to do with the exposure.

I still have pictures of her and her 1st batch of kittens. She only had one that looked just liked her, I think I named her snowball. The other two were black and gray striped....I think Dad knew who the cat was. He let her outside one time cause she kept meowing to ask one time and then he saw when she came back that there was another cat nearby....they didn't think to get her neutered since it was already too late by then....lol

I named one striped one Tigger, since he was the most to get in a fight with the other striped...but I forgot her name....aaayyyyeeee I don't remember because it happened so sudden and then I think a week later mom drove them to petsmart because she said we couldn't keep them. I was so sad. Cause I had already gotten used to the kittens and I remember someone was throwing up the Purina cat food we gave her, but there was also a bit of fur in there too...or she going through the trash or eating crumbs that wasn't vacuumed yet from the carpet.

I don't think it was the kittens. She taught me a trick on how to pick up the kittens when they would get into a fight if she wasn't there. She pinched them behind their heads, the neckfat where the collar would be. I copied her from watch her take care of them and feed them. She had them in the garage and mom and dad found her. I didn't know she was hiding in there or that she was even pregnant. But she did seem like she wasn't as active as she used to be. Sitting in my warm, red Elmo all day because it was soft. I just assumed she wasn't feeling good. I was too young at the time. I even had a matching Big Bird chair. They were little and furry just like the real puppets. That's why I liked the chairs the most.

Her 2nd batch of kittens, were 3. Unfortunately they died behind the freezer, because I remember her guiding me to the garage in the new house and there were scattered dead kitten fur and there were kitten skeletons like they were caught behind the big freezer for days, their faces looked decayed and the fur was still on them. I told Dad and he said there was nothing we could do. Mom made her an outside cat because she kept going outside. So when she came back pregnant, I think mom and dad forgot she in the garage for that long. I fed her water and food sometime, but looking back we were negligent cat owners and I was young, but too worried about school and chores. Had mom and dad reconsidered to let her stay in the house again, I think we could have saved the kittens.

Their logic was, if she's always meowing by the door, asking to go outside the house where it isn't safe for her, then she should stay outside and then yall (the kids) could put her food bowl and water outside for her to get if she came back. She would gone 2-3 days at a time, depending on where she went in our suburb. We thought it was okay to do. Mom and dad just assumed she was a dirty, street cat, not a housecat.

This was maybe between 3rd and 4th grade when I saw Furina wasn't coming back. They kept going into the little forest trees in the neighborhood and behind the house.

I didn't find out until I just straight up asked Dad, "what happened to Furina?" Cause I wanted to know the truth...

And that's when he said it.

I was upset with mom when I was younger because I assumed they took her to the pet store like last time with the kittens. But it was Dad. And dropping her off in the middle of the real big forest in Florida. I could always imagine him doing it in the middle of the night so nobody would see it.

Abandoning my distant, but friendly neighborhood cat.

Snowball and Meno, came back to the house after I noticed she stopped coming for weeks.

And then after they saw she wasn't there anymore.

They left too.

It was sad to see them leave, because it's like they already knew. They saw my face waiting for her outside the patio door, calling for her. But she wasn't there. Meno, looked like he was upset with me. Like his owner neglected his mother, like he was so mad that he never wanted me to own him. And now that his mom was gone, the brothers left together.

I was sad too Meno, not just me. And I didn't do it. It was my mean old dad. Mom didn't care about Furina once she kept going outside. But we were the ones who taught her that it's ok to go outside, we opened the door for her when she meowed and asked at the 1st house. We just assumed that she would always come back to us.

It's like they just gave up on her, just because she wanted to go outside. Like fine then, leave, and stay out. It's sad because I wanted her to be a house cat.

I didn't want her to leave, but mom and dad did. And they didn't want to pay for a groomer and they stopped buying her flea collars.

They would try to make it fair, like I was part of the blame, because I didn't check up on her enough or didn't try to bring her back in the house fast enough when she started slipping through the slide door at the 2nd house. Cause I remember that door from mom yelling so many times "close my slide door" making sure we locked it if we were coming back in or going back outside cause of mosquitoes, bugs, lizards, and frogs could get into the house. Dad said screen door when he yelled it. Lol he was northern based, she was from a southern family, but in raised in the north too.

I think that's one of the other things I liked about Florida. All of those different kinds of bugs and things you would see outside your house or in your front yard.

Dad used to scare us when the frogs would pop up on the screen door....he would say yyyaaaahhhh like he was gasping for air. The same look the frogs 🐸 had when they would get stuck with their faces glued to the glass. The grudge, that's what it reminded me of.

Watched too many scary movies with my family at such a young age. That shit used to haunt me, to go from nice people and animals on Disney movies to scary ugly evildoers like Jeepers Creepers, Michael Meyers, The Aliens and Jurassic Park animals that could snatch you up, take your family away, or just eat you and Freddie Kreuger just looked creepy and gross to me.

And I hated Saw. That little goblin clown with the sarcastic deep voice. It confused me on why he would wanna torture people so detailedly and specific to where their body parts grew in grotesque forms or he made people manipulate their best friends and people who would even try to help them play? It was so sad and dark for 2-3hrs, no.mix in the plot just torture.

and Darius's favorite movies were Saw 1,2,3,4.

I hate that bitch. But I can understand now why...

He pulled apart a lizards tail just because he said they can grow back a new one.

DOESN'T MEAN YOU SHOULD PULL IT OFF ANYWAYS!!! POOR FREAKIN LIZARD NOW GOTTA WAIT FOR A NEW TAIL JUST BECAUSE OF THIS IDIOT. HE DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME HOW LONG IT WOULD TAKE FOR THE LIZARD TO GROW IT BACK!!!

what a sick, weird, little fuck I was into. Too fascinated with gore and torture. He even pulled a part an earth worm. I think he just said that animal fact about the lizard, just so he could have an excuse to pull it apart.

The little demon bullied me and tortured me too at school. Consistently, on, and on, then off if he noticed I had feelings for him, then on and on, then off, if I ignored him on purpose, then on, then off again, then suddenly he stopped....like jokes here and there....and I don't know why I cared....but all that negative attention he gave me, ppl said it was because he liked me, but was deep down ashamed of it and didn't want ppl to know (because I was fat).

But it was dumb.

Why pick on somebody you like...so much to where they want to punch you, kick them in the balls, and burn their backpack if they ever hit you with it?

I kicked him in the balls indefinitely.

[jimlingss]

:0 yes! I found it! "Though they may not be close and they may be beyond reach..."

oooh. sometimes I think adding the title within the story is a bit lame but I did it anyways LOOOL

myjeansareonfire said:WHATAHWHAGWGAGQJAW WHATT!?!?!?!?!??!?!!?! “Or at least he wouldn’t… /Remember it/” WHAT DOES THAT MEANNNNN DOES THAT MEAN Y/N IS A PERSON HE KNEW IN HIS LIFE ALL ALONG?!?!????? DOES Y/N NOT REMEMBER HIM???? SHE SHOULD REMEMBER HIM RIGHT SHE’S ALIVE!!! WHAT IS THIS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! OMGOMGOGMF I JUST HAD A MINI REALIZATION AS I WAS TYPING THAT OKAY SO LIKE IT WAS MENTIONED THAT SEOKJIN JUST /KNEW/ THAT HE LOVED HIS WIFE, THE SAME WAY THAT HE JUST /KNEW/ THAT HIS NAME WAS HIS NAME WHEN HE(1/3)

HEARD IT. & IT’S LIKE…. OBVIOUS THAT HOBI LOVES Y/N RIGHT?? SO LIKE….. DOES THAT MEAN THAT Y/N WAS SOMEONE HE LOVED IN HIS PAST LIFE????? OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE!!! MAYBE MAYBE Y/N WAS SOMEONE HE WOULD SEE LIKE EVERY NOW & THEN IN SOME PUBLIC PLACE AND HE FELL IN LOVE WITH HER CUZ SHE WAS SO BEAUTIFUL OR THE WAY SHE CARRIED HERSELF OR LIKE IDK SOMETHING!!!!!! & THAT’S WHY Y/N DOESN’T KNOW HIM CUZ SHE NEVER ACTUALLY MET HIM OR OR ORRRRRRRRRR Y/N IS JUST PRETENDING NOT TO KNOW HIM CUZ (2/3)

FACING THE TRUTH IS TOO PAINFUL MAYBE THAT’S WHY AT THE END OF THE CHAPTER SHE TALKS ABOUT BEING COWARDLY SO MUCH FGHJLASDSJAKSJAVDJAN!!!!!!!!! I’M SCREAMINGGFFFFF SO MANY PLOT TWISTSSS!!!!! (or not really i just have so many theories LOL WHAT IS THE TRUTH?!?!?!?!?!?) (3/3)

who knows. but I really like some of those theories of yours :)

myjeansareonfire said:How is this even possible!!!!!!!!!!!!! There’s only one more chapter to go but i feel like so much still has to b done!!!! This is like when you’re reading a book & like shit is going down & you’re like omg this is all gonna unravel in a big ole part of this book! & then you realise there’s only like 20 pages left!!! Hffjjakdlshckgkgjjaka!!!!! Ahhhhhvhghhhg!!! Ahhhh!!!!! Ah! I’m freaking out! I’m afraid! I don’t even know what to expect anymore!!!! I’m scared😭 what do you have in store for us?!

._. I really hope the ending won’t be too adrupt for you guys but yeahhh SHIT’S GONNA HIT THE FAN (maybe. can’t guarantee anything) BUT IM GLAD YOURE SO INVESTED

myjeansareonfire said:Omg & can we talk about this wife’s positivityyyyyyyy she’s so strong ;-; she’s trying her best to keep it together and control her grief (greif? I can’t spell) Honestly picturing her reminiscing and just retelling her story with seokjin is just… Really nice. Imagining the way seokjin is looking at her with shining eyes, mouth slightly again, hands twitching forward slightly, wanting to touch her and then realizing he can’t… And imagining him falling in love with her all over again 😪 (½)

Picturing the way they’re all sitting around her, the light slowly dimming as the sun goes down… The wife’s smile lighting up her whole face, the way she laughs at a particularly funny memory, the way her heart clenches at others, the way she fights back tears, the way she caresses her belly as if it holds the most valuable thing in the entire universe…. I mean for her, i imagine, it does. The way seokjin glances down at her belly every now and then… Ahh it was a really nice scene (2/2)

yeah. This chapter with the wife and Jin are very important to both the main character’s development. But honestly, I should just throw in the towel and retire from writing LOL your imagination is quite in depth man, you throw in points to make the image in my own head more vivid.

Also i just wanted to mention the fact that i burst into tears while she was giving birth lolll because y/n told the nurse she was her sister and i started thinking about my sister and when she gave birth and what it would have been like if i was the one to accompany her if my brother in law had passed away… AH i got so damn emotional wow. It wasn’t like sobbing but the tears were just kinda flowing freely… Like, a waterfall? But without all that white foam 😂

And jesus christ every chapter it’s getting harder and harder to see the way hoseok and y/n wish they could reach out to eachother but they can’t ;-; to be honest if you didn’t include the other side characters in here and just focused on y/n and hoseoks relationship… This would be wayyyy too painful to read 😂 (but i still would anyway :p) this chapter has me shookkk especially with that ending 😪 i’m hella freaking excited for the next chapter (and nervous, lol!) Can’t wait!!! :D

aww. man I did not begin writing this series with the intention of making ppl cry every single chapter haha….oops. and I love how you described your crying and how it was like a waterfall without foam haha

THANK YOU FOR YOUR ENDLESS ENTHUSIASM. I COULD CRY MYSELF!

(Also!!!!! I forgot to mention this one metaphor you used that i really liked… The one where you mentioned ‘beyond reach’ for the first time. “Perhaps it looks like you’ve lost your mind, singing to the sad moon that hangs alone. But no, the moon is not lonely at all. There are thousands of stars that have spilled over the obsidian sky. Though they may not be close and they may be beyond reach… They are still there.” Something about it is so damn beautiful & is making me tear up rn ugh :’) )

(ok last one 😪 the part where hoseok came back 😭😭 and you described his irises 😭😭😭 and then the way i could picture y/n with her lips agape and her hand lightly going to cover them and the way they looked at eachother ahhhh 😭😭😭😭 the fucking!!! Literal forbidden!!!! Love!!!!!! And the fact that they both have to know that it’s there!!!!!!! Ahhhhhh!!!!! And then the wife said you don’t know what you have till you’ve lost it and y/n had that realization after hoseok came back!!! I’m dead)

Thank you - the metaphors or similes I often use are spontaneous and never planned. I liked it myself too so I’m glad you noticed. and yessss……

Again, I can’t sincerely thank you enough for leaving so many indepth messages for me. I am honestly baffled and any feedback, especially detailed ones like this one, drive me to write more and more, keep updating without stopping so thank you.

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MOAR EXCITE FOR RIKARA THAN SHIVIKA TODAY!!!!! un dono ka toh roz hota rehta hai, showwww me my dabba babiessss in lauuuuuu today! 😍😍😍

aur khabardaar agar rudra/bhavya background mein bhi aas paaas ya saath dikhaayi de toh!!!!!!!!!! 😠😠😠

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snort. seems like every conspirator here is heavy on the cheese while planning these little shenanigans. 😗😗😗

STOP BEING MEANNNNN BILLU. 😠😠😠

also, stop calling this the fucking ‘storeroom’. 🙄🙄🙄

the way he instantly trailed off when he saw the hurt on her face though. 😥😥😥

odd choice of flashback clips. why’re they only showing the sexyyyyy bits? like... this isn’t a really ‘remember how hot we were for each other’ kinda moment. 🤔🤔🤔

oh. eent ka jawaab patthar. taane pe taana. why should she be the only one with hurt feelings here? 😪😪😪

sigh. these idiot children. 😔😔😔

“jab mujhe gussa aata hai toh mujhe khidkitod bhook lagti hai!!!”

lololol billu trying to avoid the lureeeeeeee of khaana, but it’s not working. 😆😆😆

abbe oh angrez ki aulaad, keep your fork and knife advice to yourself before you find one of them impaled into your left eyeball. 😒😒😒

lmao “kadhaai ko sar pe rakh ke khaaon” hahaha 😂😂😂

lol she just called ragini “NAAGINI” 🐍🐍🐍

yaaaaaaaaaaas queen, call him and his BS out! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽

ooooop. ab aayi na asli baat baahar. 🙊🙊🙊

billu is struck silent. he didn’t realise that these silly little things he used to chastise her about made her feel insecure and unworthy of being married to him. 😞😞😞😭😭😭

oh man, his quiet little voice. my heart. my fucking hearttttt. 💔💔💔

omru ko what??!!?! i didn’t catch what he said despite multiple times rewinding... 🤔🤔🤔

if you caught what he said, please leave it in the comments! 👇🏽👇🏽👇🏽

anika’s doing a better job of not showing her emotions on her face, but her shaky voice is giving her away. meanwhile, this fucker...

...is 3 nanoseconds away from bursting into tears. 😥😥😥

aaaaaaaaaaand he’s crying. and masking it with coughing. 😪😪😪

and i’m cryingggggg. to give him some company. 😭😭😭

both these assholes; where the fuck do they get off being mad at each other for believing the other one at face value of what they decided to show each other, and went to great lengths to prove??? first him with the ragini engagement thing, and now her, with the gold digger stunt. 😒😒😒

such an unhealthy fucking realtionship. you fuckers need therapy. 😤😤😤

errrrrrrrr.... ok? what was that sound? 🤔🤔🤔

what??? that was gauri ki cheenkein? HEARD TILL HERE????? matlab, what earth shattering, dad-like cheenkein is she getting? 😟😟😟

you know what i mean? like dads are just not capable of sneezing like a normal person. it’s always like a fucking bomb going off. 😖😖😖

lmaooooo, anika’s learning that being a homeowner isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be. 😂😂😂

lo, lag gaya 15,000 ka chuna, billu ke ek hi laath mein. 🙈🙈🙈🙈

lol what is he madder about? the challenge, or that she’s bad at math? fuck you billu, not all of us can be good at math. 😒😒😒

wow, bulbul does really have the most violent, dad-like sneezes. 😕😕😕

pft, bhaujaaai toh bulbul ki jaan hi lene mein tuli hui hai. 😈😈😈

snort, soooo subtle with the hints, anika. 😆😆😆

snort, the faces of a newlywed couple being offered a hotel room: 

OMFG THE WINK. HAAAAAAAAAYE. 😍😍😍

lol rudra’s tharkiiiiiii smile. 😂😂😂

IS THIS GIRL MAD? matlab, hadh hoti hai chindi hone ki. JUST ACCEPT BADE BHAIYYA’S OFFER OF THE HOTEL ROOM, IDIOT CHILD. 😫😫😫

aur kuch nahi toh it has a fucking minibar. paid for by shivaay singh oberoi. he can afford the 350% markup on that minican of pringles. 🙃🙃🙃

i am om’s wtf’s headshake. 😐😐😐

SHE SAID BAGICHA. THIS ISN’T EVEN THE BAGICHA, ITS THE DAMN PARKING LOT. 😖😖😖

stopppppppp being an asshole, om. go give her the damn blanket. 😑😑😑

haaaaaaye, the way he’s looking at her. 😧😧😧

thanks to @vishwaspur‘s fetish re: kunal’s hands, it’s all i can look at. and mmmmhmmm, i agree girl. those are some verrrrrrry nice hands put them on me 😏😏😏 

“please, please, let’s not fight.”

yes. make out inside the tent instead. 😚😚😚

lollllllll khopchaaaa. i haven’t heard anyone (other than myself) use that word in a really long time. 😊😊😊

omfg i can’t deal with his intense sexy staring, yougaiz. it’s doing things to me. 😧😧😧🤒🤒🤒🤤🤤🤤

ok, no need to get all bossy. jesusssssss. 😒😒😒

ok this is the most ridiculous BS ever. are you telling me he’s gonna stand here all fucking night holding on to the tent? like... so unneccessary and extra. 🙄🙄🙄

huh. i guess that’s what these fuckers mean by ISHQBAAZI. 😑😑😑

SHE LIVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😌😌😌

and is having a bit of a carrie white moment??? 😯😯😯

ok wow. things have gotten prettttttttty bad here. even mild mannered prinku is angry enough to throw things. 😬😬😬

.... same, ranveer. same. 😐😐😐

yo man mansi and amrapali look almost the same??? please tell me you notice it toooooo!!!!!!!!! 

wow, so ranveer loves her for real now? huh. 😕😕😕

remember when yesterday, i was like “i care about prinkveer more than ruvya”??? yeah, i was wrong. i apparently have the same lack of fucks to give for both. 🤷🏽🤷🏽🤷🏽

ANIKA PLEASE. STOP REPURPOSING THE TABLECLOTHS YOU FIND AROUND THE HOUSE INTO TOPS. I BEG OF YOU. WHAT THE FUCK EVEN IS THAT ONE SLEEVE??????? 😟😟😟

ew, he’s back in this ugly shirt/suit combo. fuck my eyes, i guess. 🙄🙄🙄

kyun, smile karne se pehle gazette mein chapwaana hota hai kya? 😒😒😒

lmao what nonsense. that side of the room looks out into the library/pool area. why wouldn’t you idiots pick the OTHER side of the room with all the windows to set this scene up at??? 😣😣😣

oh ho ho, billu wants to know wifely feelings. 😏😏😏

siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh. i’m smile-cryinggggggggg. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

rudra is us. we are rudra. 😘😘😘

lmao his eyebrow jiggles tho. 😂😂😂

lmaooooooooo ragini’s just randomly lying on the stairs and taking selfies. 😂😂😂

tbh, if i was rich and had a house that big, i’d be doing shit like that too. so no judgement. you do you, ragini. 😌😌😌

damn, what is with all the women in these shows being willing to throw themselves down the stairs for these shitty men? ladies, srsly. check yourselves before you literally wreck yourselves. 😖😖😖

lmaoooooo bitchy glare standoff. 🙃🙃🙃

THIS I SLEPT UNCOMFORTABLY ALL NIGHT COZ I LOVE YOU TROPE.  I FUCKING LOVE THIS TROPE OKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. 💖💖💖💖💖💖

no but, how is he not even leaning sideways even a little? aise ramrod straight kaun sota hai? 🤔🤔🤔

haaaaaaaye my bulbul. such pretty. HOW IS SHE SO GORGEOUS???? 😍😍😍

time for kaho na pyaar haiiiiiiiiii trope. 😊😊😊

pft. such translucent dupatta, usse kya hona hai??? 🙄🙄🙄

I REALLY DON’T CARE ABOUT RANVEER. WHERE THE FUCKKKKKK IS MAHI??????? 😩😩😩

“yakeeen nahi aa raha hai ki PRAAAANKA...”

humein bhi yakeen nahi aa raha... ki you can’t say a simpleass name like PRIYANKA the way it’s supposed to be said. 😐😐😐

waaaah, stigmatization of mental illness also. bas yahi baaki tha is show mein. 😒😒😒

“haan woh thodi mentally upset hai kyunki...”

hmmm let’s see... 🤔🤔🤔

1. i was harassing her whole fam continuously for over 8 - 9 months now 

2. she was sexually assaulted 

3. i drugged her into believing that she was pregnant 

4. i was physically and mentally abusive during that time 

5. i emotionally blackmailed her into forgiving and marrying me

... need i go on? 😒😒😒

LMAO KAMINI’S FRUSTRATION AT HAVING TO DEAL WITH PRINKVEER’S EXISTENCE = ME. 

ok whatever, don’t care anymore. fwding. ⏩⏩⏩

lololol ok omki. whatever you say. apne upar se yeh jhaad patttiiyaaan toh utaar de. 😆😆😆

omfg his cute “fuck i messed up” face. GODDAMNIT, WHY IS HE SO CUTE???????? 😍😍😍😭😭😭

hahaha awwwwwwwwwww, he just got caught. twice. 😊😊😊

this chiraiyya is very sayaaani. you can’t fool her so easy, omki. 😉😉😉

KISS HIM. KISSSSSSSSSSS HIM, BULBULLLLLLLLLLL. COME ONNNNNNNNN. 😚😚😚😚😚

.... or authoritatively slip your hands into his vest to pick out leaves. that works too. just sexxxxxx himmmmmm uppppppppp. 😏😏😏

OMFG KISSSSSSSSSSSSS GODDAMNIT. HOW ARE YOU TWO ATTRACTIVE MOTHERFUCKERS RESISTING EACH OTHER????? 😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧😧 JESUS!!!!!!!!!!! IMMA DIE FROM THE SEXUAL TENSION HERE. 

“bas. thankoo.” 😍😍😍

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII YOU STARE AT HER LEAVE WITH LOVE SICK EYES AND A SMILE. WOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖🎉🎉🎉🎉✨✨✨✨

“moch, soch, aur loch, main sabbbb jaanti hoon.” lmaoooooooo 😂😂😂

arrrre waaah. emotional blackmail re: the dinner last night. 😗😗😗

oh boy, anika’s back with another glass. 😬😬😬

hahah “alooo shalooo khaaya karo” 😂😂😂

WAIT, WHAT’S ALOOOO KA HALWA?!?!?! THOSE ARE MY TWO FAVT THINGS. *pauses episode to google if such a thing exists* 😧😧😧

OMFG IT DOES. I KNOW WHAT I’M MAKING OVER THE WEEKEND. 😱😱😱

lmao shivaay’s face at anika’s nuskhe are the best. even yesterday, he just looked at her like “the fuckkkk”, but let her blabber on anyway. 😂😂😂

billu shall not hear a word against their family’s exalted kaadha, the miracle cure to everything, from a fever, to a gunshot wound. 😇😇😇

hee hee hee metaaaaaaaa reference to chantumaai vamp and hero ki hamdardi. anika’s been watching apne hi ghar ka cctv footage for kicks, methinks. 😂😂😂

lmao, she’s helllllbent on making her drink that water. 😆😆😆

shivaay’s “what am i going to do with this girllllll” face lololol 😙😙😙

how the fuck does ranveer keep affording all these expensive ass gifts on his public servant salary? 🤔🤔🤔

OMFG PRINKU’S WEARING MALLIKA’S BANGLES. DON’T EVEN FUCKING START WITH ME, I MIGHT CUT A BITCH, THAT’S HOW RAGEY I AM RIGHT NOW 😡😡😡😡😡😤😤😤😤😤

blah blah blah blah don’t care, fwding this nonsense. ⏩⏩⏩

but can’t help but notice that subha seems to have lost even more weight? she looks veryyyyy thin now. like in a not-healthy way. 😬😬😬

ugh from one boring couple, to another. uggggggggggggh. GIVE ME MORE RIKARA SEXINESSSSS YOU ASSHOLESSSSSSSSSS 😡😡😡😡😡😡

THIS FUCKING HOUSE HAS 30 BEDROOMS AND 45 BATHROOMS, WHY IS THIS FUCKING FIGHT EVEN HAPPENING!?!?!?!? 😠😠😠

whatttttt is this lameasssssss bs? THIS BANTER SUCKS ASS. DO I HAAAAVE TO CARE ABOUT THESE TWO FUCKERS, REALLY????? 😒😒😒

“aaaap itna TAM TAMAAA kyun rahe ho?” lmaooooooooo 😂😂😂😂

lol wow, billu is attached to”chantumaai” tag also. doesn’t like sharing it. 😋😋😋

pffffft, why should she tell you if you don’t have the akal to figure it out yourself? idiot. 🙄🙄🙄

“aap chup nahi reh sakte kya???”

a question i’ve been asking for 300+ episodes now. 😐😐😐

i could think of an even better way you could have shut him up, but chalo, abhi ke liye yeh bhi theek hai. 😗😗😗

oh my heart. she can’t help but caress his cheek. and he can’t help but instantly melt. OH MY FUCKING HEART. LOOK AT HIS FUCKING FACE. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

OMFG FUCKING FUCK YOU BHAVYA. WHY MUST YOU FUCKING RUIN EVERYTHING?!?!!?!? THEY WERE THIS CLOSE TO MAKING OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 😩😩😩😩

FUCK THEM AND THE PLAN. KISS EACH OTHERRRRRRRR!!!!!!!! 😫😫😫😫

ouff, again prinkveer garbage. fwding. better than this, just show me what sahil is up to at boarding school. did he even come back from that trip of his? he must be somewhere past the chinese border at this rate. 😕😕😕

^ me, stalking ppl from high school on facebook. 

these three fucking idiots are on the world’s most futile mission again. LORD. 😒😒😒

shivaay’s faith in anika’s khurafaati dimaagh tho. #needmeafreaklikethat 😊😊😊

kamala is some michmichi waala praaani that these burger bachche have never encountered in their life, isn’t it? 😗😗😗

rudra toh matlab, full on lux waala bathing beauty hai. 🛀🏽🛀🏽🛀🏽

lmaoooooooooo awwwwwww, shivKara can’t bear to hear baby bro scream like that and NOT GO HELP. 💖💖💖

UGH MORE RUVYA?!?!?! GROSS. DO NOT WANT. GIVE ME SHIVAAY AND ANIKA IN THE POOL. OM AND GAURI UNDER THE SHOWER. RAGINI’S FAALTU KE CHEHRE BEHIND PINKY’S BACK. SVETLANA’S SCHEMING. ANYTHING BUT THIS, UGHHHHHHHHHH. 😩😩😩😩😩😩