#help not to lose hope. help not to close himself completely‚ becoming just as cold as others have been to him.

[braceletofteeth]

Support verb.

1. to uphold or defend as valid or right;

2. to encourage, comfort, help, etc., under trial or affliction.

[arjwrites]

In The Stillness (To Love is To Hurt)- Dean Winchester x Reader

Summary: A glimpse into the ways you've impacted Dean.

Word Count: 2.1k

Warnings: Angst, fluff, hurt/comfort, brief reference to sexual activity. Fem!Reader <3 (but like barely)

A/N: Hi!!! This story is a product of me wanting to try writing a one shot in the kind of writing style I use in my personal works! I write a lot of poetry and drabbley stuff outside of this blog and I felt like some of it would pair well in a one shot like this, based largely in narration rather than dialogue. I am worried it might veer a little bit too far into poetry territory in a few spots- I want to make sure it retains its clarity. Let me know what you think!

There were very few moments of true stillness in Dean’s life. Part of him was always moving somehow- legs carrying him to and from danger, hands absentmindedly cleaning guns and filling shotgun shells with salt, or perhaps the most restless of them all, his mind, always racing and always bearing the weight of the world. Dean’s brain was a machine, programmed all his life to carry out a list of simple tasks. Follow orders, protect Sammy, kill the monster, save the world. While the true meaning of these functions had changed wildly over the years, they always manifested in the worries that kept him up as he lay in bed at night, or ate at his soul during long, quiet stretches of the road.

There was nothing that could completely shut Dean’s thoughts off. Many of his younger years had been spent with a drink in his hand or a girl on his arm, picking his poison and hoping if he tried it often enough, it would become his antidote. Sure, these things sometimes helped, but only ever briefly- he would always wake in the morning, mind racing, head pounding, and searching for a quick getaway. These things were just another excuse to fill the gaps between cases, to keep from ever being still. 

Dean was always running from the quiet. When there wasn’t a task at hand, there needed to be something to fill the space. If he lingered in his own mind for too long, he would close his eyes and his thoughts would take off, always landing somewhere where Dean should have been better. Somewhere he should’ve cracked the case sooner or saved the day quicker or protected someone- usually Sam- better. And sometimes, he could swear he felt himself strung up in the pit again, all of the suffering ever inflicted upon him concentrated in the knot that formed in his stomach and pulsing through his body via the racing of his heart. But Dean could never let his mind wander that far, because that far was dangerous. So he kept busy, kept compacting the memories and tucking them away in unlabeled boxes in his head in hopes that he would misplace them. Besides, the wars of the world took precedence far above the violence waging in his own head. It made sense to keep busy. 

Dean had been a soldier for years, but the most difficult battle he ever fought was against his own feelings. When you stumbled into his life, magnetic and miraculous, he wasn’t quite sure what to do. He knew if he kept you close, his heart would force him to love you, his duty would force him to protect you, and his fear would force him to bear you as yet another burden. Another person in his life for him to love and to lose. In a desperate act of preservation- both for himself and for you- Dean fought tooth and nail to keep you at bay. He holed himself away at the brink of the darkest corners of his mind. But your warmth and light radiated through the cold world he had made for himself, drawing him in like a moth to a flame. And he couldn’t help but fall. Like much of his life thus far, he had been given no choice in the matter. He felt like you were his destiny. 

Dean didn’t believe in much. He had no faith in religion or philosophy or science or himself. Nothing in his life thus far had ever made him feel at peace with his pain and his mortality. The world was chaotic and terrifying and there was no such true thing as heaven or holy or even good. But then there was you. Dean worshipped you, prayed to you, heard your word like gospel. You were the God he had always denied himself. You made sense of his suffering and lit the path to his salvation. It was always for you.

“To love, is to hurt,” you had told Dean one day, and he had looked back at you as if you had three heads. Though he hummed in tentative response, studying your words and the way your mouth moved to create them, he couldn’t bring himself to agree- and yet, he couldn't ask what you meant. He feared that he wouldn’t like the answer. 

You would say these things to Dean from time to time, sharing tidbits about love, life, things you had learned in your years and carried with you wherever you went. It felt nice to have something to offer to him in exchange for the labor of loving you. His responses were often full of praise and piety as he kissed down your body in a practiced map of places, rhythmically, as if speaking in a secret language that only you two could decode. 

Dean loved you during late nights and early mornings when you were your most peaceful and soft. In these moments he would look outside to see the silent moon or the rising sun, and smile to himself- as if it had been you who hung them there, just for him. Dean loved you on the drive home after finishing a hunt, when he kicked Sam to the back seat just to have you close, to feel your fingers bless his knuckles with your touch as he gripped the gear shift and hummed along with a melody. The lyrics never mattered anymore- to him, every piece of music was a love song he wrote to you. 

Dean would watch you. He took you in like a piece of art- one he had waited in line for years to catch a glimpse of, just to be told that he could take the exhibit home. All the velvet ropes had fallen and the warning signs were painted over. Please, do not touch the art. And so he would. His fingertips would trace over your brushstrokes and he would compliment the artistry, always grateful to have been given a closer look. 

Your gravity was enough to pull him in from wherever he wandered, though he never wandered far if he could help it. It felt as though you were what rooted him to time and space. Early in your relationship, silence was rare, but in times when the two of you would sit and share slices of it like an orange, he swore he could hear the buzzing of your life force. After a while, he could hear his own, too. And eventually, he would revel in the way your energies would harmonize and dance around each other in a well-rehearsed routine, swirling together and swaying to their own silent rhythm- two beings in love and intertwined in their own right. 

He was scared to lose you- of course he was. He would beg for you to stay behind on hunts, or fling himself between you and the monsters you’d encounter. But in some ways, Dean felt you were most likely invincible. You were made of sunlight and stardust, how could anything kill that? And he felt you were too tied into his life to ever lose you- as if he had already peered through a window into his future and seen you in it, waving back at him. You would be there, he didn’t have to worry. It was a feeling that was so strikingly out of his nature that it grabbed hold of him and didn’t let go. He told you about this feeling once, and it comforted and worried you all at the same time. But the next hunt rolled around and he remained your fierce protector, taking on many of the injuries that would’ve befallen you had he not stepped in. As you stitched him up in a peaceful quiet, he mused- 

“I think I’m starting to understand that whole “to love is to hurt” thing. You laughed. Dean beamed. The hunting, the fighting, the saving the world. All of it was worth it. He would do it all, just so you would patch him back up afterwards with a kiss and a smile. Sometimes you would play soft music and hum to him- in these moments, he would close his eyes and if he hadn’t known any better, he would’ve thought he was in heaven. If it was his heaven, why was he in pain? As he watched you work, he came to an easy decision. He would cut himself open, over and over again for eternity, just for the chance to see your eyes narrow in focus and your mouth purse in concentration as your nimble hands worked to stitch his wounds. Just to feel the vibrations of your lips as they planted a kiss to his cheek mid-melody. He felt his pain was an offering that you rewarded with your presence, and it was an exchange he would happily make throughout his life and far beyond his death. 

Dean cherished the moments when the world outside his door faded into insignificance. You were the master switch that shut off the chaos, leaving him to bask in the warmth of your body and soul. But it took a while for Dean to realize the indelible mark you had left on him. He hadn’t spent more than a moment without you since you had first met- a hunter’s life didn’t leave much room for privacy, but that worked to his advantage in the early days. But you had left for a night, having to take care of a family obligation, pressing him a tender kiss and a don’t miss me too much as you rolled out the door that afternoon. And that night, tucked into your side of the bed in an effort to feel closer to you, Dean couldn’t sleep. Things that hadn’t crossed his mind in years went racing back and forth, round and round on a track until he couldn’t breathe- as if they had been chasing him every lap. When he closed his eyes, all of the memories he had stuffed in the closet and under the bed had spilled into a great big room and he was buried in the rubble. And when he opened his eyes and looked out at the moon, it seemed distant and cold, like it belonged to someone else. So he picked up the phone and called you, his body softening at the sound of your voice and falling asleep to the murmur of your words. He woke early, busy researching a case with Sam, but in a brief moment of stillness in the morning, he realized this was what she really meant. I get it now. Thankfully, you were home by dinnertime with a slice of your grandmother’s pie and a few crazy family stories to tell. Dean practically floated to you and wrapped you in a hug you had to beg him to release you from. 

It hadn’t been until your absence that Dean realized how much still lurked below the surface. While your presence gilded every facet of Dean’s life with a warm, glowing gold, he still hurt, ached, withered when you were gone. And it wasn’t until this realization that Dean understood the labor it was to love him. And it made him want to be better. 

The first time Dean opened up to you was a rainy spring evening. Then again one summer afternoon. He spent August feeding you breadcrumbs from his childhood. And he told you about his time in Hell in late October. You remembered this because you had looked out the window and resonated with the way the leaves trembled and fell from the trees. You raised a shaky hand to his cheek and wiped a tear and swore to Dean that he would never go through that pain again. And Dean, who had just relived each excruciating moment all over again, just for her, spoke. 

“I- I get it now. To love is to hurt because it forces you to be better. And it hurts because you take on a whole second person’s pain, wanting to spare them from it. And to love is to hurt because-”

You raised a finger to his lips and then replaced it with a kiss. And you smiled. And you leaned into his chest. And you let things be still. And so did he. 

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Hey do you have any Drarry fic recs which basically have Draco completely changing in 8th year/after the war, like he's dyed his hair and has tattoos and just has become more friendly and changed and Harry basically loses his mind? Kinda tired of the grovelling Draco or animosity fics atp.. Thanks :)

Hi anon! Omg yes, love me confused Harry losing his mind over a changed, hotter and confident Draco. This trope always delivers even when Draco doesn’t go through major physical changes (I love it when he gets extra though 🤌🏼). I have a few recs but they’re all post-Hogwarts, I hope they still work for you!

Enjoy the Silence by @shealwaysreads (M, 3.4k)

Draco stops speaking, gets some tattoos, and discovers that Harry’s happy to be quiet with him.

Under Your Skin by p1013 (E, 4k)

He initials another section and flips the page. Being a junior Auror is a lot more grunt work than he expected, and the paperwork isn't even the worst of it. He's also managed to catch intake duty. It's getting close to 2 AM, there hasn't been a single arrest brought in tonight, and he's still got another six hours before his shift is over. Rubbing a hand over his face, he prays for something, anything, to make the interminable evening better.

The Study of Change by p1013 (M, 4.3k)

Harry's going to hell. He's going to hell immediately. Even with all of the good he's done in his life, he's never going to overcome the impure thoughts racing through his head at the sight of Draco Malfoy looking like an academic wet dream in a room full of barely legal adults.

Starstruck by phrynne (E, 4.5k)

Yeah, Malfoy has pink hair. Or sort of. Half of his hair is shaved short and dyed an aggressive pink. The other half is still white-blond, a strand falling over his right eye, only the left side of his face visible at all times. He turns it slightly and spots me beyond the moving bodies. He doesn’t stop dancing, a smile plays on his lips. This time I don’t look away like I used to when all this began.

Sex on Legs in Six-Inch Heels by @tessacrowley (E, 9.6k)

Draco Malfoy is a brilliant freelance cursebreaker and the only one who can help the Department of Magical Law Enforcement with a very dangerous case, but more importantly, he's wearing six-inch heels, and Harry cannot handle it, he really just can't.

Dream by the Fire by GallifreyisBurning (M, 11k)

When Draco Malfoy resurfaces in England after eight years abroad—tattooed, pierced, and wanting to take over a corner of Harry's coffee shop to work on a writing project—Harry can't help but be intrigued. Where has he been? What is he working on? Why here? And why does he have to look so stupidly hot with all those tattoos?

Cold Like Fire by QueenofThyme (M, 12k)

Head Auror Harry Potter had no problem with mandatory consent training for his team. He’d actually been looking forward to it, that is, until he discovered who the teacher was. Now, he had no idea how he was going to get through the training without throwing a hex at Draco Malfoy. Or a punch.

In the Shape of Things to Come by @academicdisasterfic (E, 15k)

Existential angst and chronic boredom are plaguing Harry Potter in his cushy post-war life. However, a chance encounter with a tattooed, pierced, disgruntled Draco Malfoy in the middle of Muggle Camden seems to spark something in Harry again—and he never could stay away from Malfoy.

We Might Be Too Old for a Bildungsroman by @wellhalesbells (T, 21k)

Harry finds something he’s been looking for since the war’s end. Admittedly, the packaging’s a bit odder than he expected.

Ink (My Skin With Your Name) by Kandakicksass (M, 22k)

Several years after the war, an ostracized Draco Malfoy covers himself in tattoos, becomes best friends with a muggle, and debates abandoning magical society entirely to work in a tattoo shop. All in all, he's having a hell of a time trying to figure out who he is and what he wants to do with his life. The last thing he needs is to run into Harry Potter, who seems intent on becoming his friend, even if he has to get a lot of ink to do it.

All Bets Are Off by dualwieldteacup (M, 31k)

Harry Potter's latest security assignment brings him to Las Vegas for the International Wizarding Casino World Series. At a magic underwater hotel, he is tasked with guarding the legendary and mysterious gambler known as Snake Eyes. The stakes are high when both Galleons and emotions are involved. Not to mention peacock pool floats, secret pizza, and most importantly of all, second chances.

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Hi! Do you have any list of fics where Inuyasha heals Kagome by licking her? Like "Healing Saliva" trope 😂 Thank you.

Hey Nonnie - yes we do! Hope these are to your *taste*.

Demon Nature by @shardetector (NR)

He spoke low and gently, although his voice was gruff with his demon still so close to the surface, “You saved me wench, now I’ll repay the favor.” With that, his muscles bunched in his legs as he sprung up and out of the well, a red blur in the night as he made his way through the forest to his destination. His precious cargo held safely to his chest, as he raced to save her with his demonic speed.

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The Voice Inside My Head by @fawn-eyed-girl (E)

When Kagome returns to the Feudal era a week after a particular nasty fight with Inuyasha, he realizes something’s not right. Is it too late for Inuyasha and Kagome—have the years of fighting broken them apart for good? Or will they be able to find a way forward, together? Featuring Commissioned Artwork by thornedraven!

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The Ronin by @mamabearcat (M)

On the night of the new moon, Inuyasha is knocked out and Kagome is at the mercy of a ruthless Ronin. When he wakes, Inuyasha has to piece together what has happened. He may not usually kill humans, but in this instance, he's willing to make an exception... Rated M for swearing, violence and sexual touching without consent.

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The Difference Between Lust and Love by @splendentgoddess (X)

Drawn by a jewel shard, the inu-gang encounter a witch in possession of a lust potion. This spell does not affect the mind but merely the body. What happens when Inuyasha falls victim to its power? There is only one way the spell can be broken.

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Mine by jaygirl987 (E)

She was so beautiful and pure. And his.

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Middle of Nowhere by @mamabearcat (T)

“Hey you old hag, keep your hands to yourself!”

“Inuyasha!” Kagome hissed at him, a little embarrassed by his rudeness to the kind old lady. She tucked the necklace back inside her shirt, offering a small seated bow of apology. “I’m so sorry Obasan, Inuyasha is just a little overprotective. Please excuse him.”

“No offense taken dear, I’m just a foolish old woman who has become a little doddering in her ways living out here alone. And with such a bright jewel” she added, staring directly into Kagome’s grey eyes, “he is right to be protective.”

Kagome is kidnapped... again... A one-shot written for Keichanz in response to a tumblr prompt

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Given by @dawnrider (E)

Losing himself to his youkai in Kaguya's castle puts Inuyasha in a position he never wanted to be in: Hurting the one person he swore he never would. Kagome doesn't see it quite the same way.

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Shelter by @lavendertwilight89 (E)

Inuyasha has been alone most of his life and one moonless night he gets caught up with a young priestess. She saves him and he, in return, helps her. What he doesn't realize is this priestess holds a lot of secrets which may or may not cost both of them their lives...

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Protector by MommaTrickster(Loria_Amnekia) (E)

Based on a prompt: His voice had never sounded so cold.

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Pulling Her Down by aishiteru-inu (M)

Completed! She has 'sat' InuYasha many times in the past, so what would happen if she was brought down with a 'sit?

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Feel free to add your own recs in the comments or reblogs! Check our Masterlist of previous lists to see which topics we've covered. After reviewing our submission guidelines, send us an ask (here).

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Haunted

“Oh, I'm holding my breath

Won't lose you again

Something's made your eyes go cold”

Masterlist Pt.Five

Bucky Barnes x F!Reader

Summary: Part 4/6, Bucky’s closer to figuring out the truth, and you haven’t thought about what’s his name in days.

Warnings: Nightmares and fluff.

Bucky watched as soft snores fell from your open mouth. Apparently today drained you, he understands, he feels like he just got hit by a truck. Everything is gone, everyone is gone, he doesn’t know how it happened. How did a lifetime disappear?

Bucky had plans, now there’s no chance they’ll ever happen. Him and Steve were gonna buy houses side by side when the war ended. Raise families together, bring up children together. But he doesn’t know if Steve even remembers him; he’ll find out tomorrow.

His eyes slowly drift closed, then he hears the front door swinging open. His body jerks, he looks left and right and you’re no where to be seen. Gusts of wind are blowing piles of snow through the door, he jumps up, looking up to the empty loft, the bathroom doors open and the lights off. You’re gone.

He feels a hand on his shoulder but when he turns around no one’s there. All of the blood in his body was now pounding through his ears, like a deafening throb. He runs outside, determined to find you. He quickly throws his right arm up, shielding his eyes from the shards of ice falling from the sky. The snow was relentless on the mountain.

Bucky squints into the dark woods, he swears he hears someone, but they’re too far away to make out what they’re saying. He bravely steps into the abyss in search. “Help, please, is anyone out there?”. The persons voice becomes clearer. Bucky is running through the woods, one boot in-front of the other. With the storm coming down it feels like that night he found the cabin.

A familiar pain of cold air stabbed at his lungs. He can’t see a thing, the moon bounces off some patches snow but the storm clouds make it an impossible labyrinth of trees. “Hello, can you hear me?” He bellows out, hopeful.

Bucky’s breaths sharpen, and for a second he hears someone else’s deeps breaths. He stops his trekking through the snow, turning his body in a full 360 degrees. Any moment now something would pop out at him. “Is there anyone out there? Where are you?” He tries one more time to make contact with whoever was calling out.

He hold his breath, and stands completely still, keeping the snow from crunching under his feet. He’s all alone, or so he thought. “Buck.” He whips his head around to see his friend reveal himself from behind a tree. “Steve?” Bucky can’t believe it, how did he get here so quick from New York? It couldn’t have been more than a few hours since the call with Darcy.

“How did you get here so fast? What is going on? I met this girl, she tried to convince me you were frozen in ice for 70 years.” Bucky starts rambling. Steve just stoically stands there, face devoid of any emotion. Bucky’s relief starts to fade “Steve? What’s wrong?”.

It was as if the man didn’t see Bucky. He was looking right at him, but he was unwavering in his stance. “How could you?” He finally speaks up, but it doesn’t sound like him. Bucky’s brows furrow, “How could I what?”. He takes a step back, distancing himself.

Steve drops his gaze, slowly shaking his head. “All those innocent people. Brutally killed in their homes, in their cars, in-front of the world, you have no shame.” Bucky’s face contorts in horror. He would never, he has never, and he could never do that. “Stop, I have no clue what you’re talking about. Steve, you’re starting to freak me out.”

Steve lunges forward, reaching out. Bucky doesn’t let him get close enough before he breaks out in a sprint. “Steve! Please, just tell me what’s going on.” Bucky runs faster than he ever had before. Steve is right on his heels. His feet stutter under him and it causes him to crash into the thick snow, spitting out chunks on snow and dirt.

He rolls over to his back, his chest rising and falling, causing cloud of fog to emit from his mouth. Steve stands over him, raising his shield above his head, “Why Buck? Why didn’t you just die?”.

Bucky’s eyes widen as he watches Steve release his weapon, letting it fall down to slice him. He feels the ground beneath him start to rumble and then everything goes black. He takes a deep breath, closing his eyes in this dark realm. When he opens them, he’s back in that cozy little cabin, you’re curled up under a heavy blanket. The golden lamplight made your skin glow. It was warm, and the tv quietly played the third Princess Diaries movie.

He reaches up with his right hand to wipe the sleep from his eyes, but he’s met with beads of sweat on his brow. That dream felt real, all of them till now felt like he was floating.

He stares out the window behind the tv. Watching as the snow rapidly falls; as the sun comes up and you start to rise. He’s in shock, why was Steve talking about innocent people? Why was Steve blaming him? That wasn’t the Steve he knows.

If he’s honest with himself, he was terrified. He didn’t see a soul behind his friends eyes. It was like Steve was a shark who just smelled blood. His heart continues to race as you rise from the couch, stretching your tired limbs. “Hey.” You say awkwardly. You don’t know what to say, you’d never had just a sleepover with a guy. Even under these circumstances you feel embarrassed by your puffy faced state.

Bucky looks up to your comforting presence, and he feels his nerves begin to relax. “Hey.” He replies. “Are you alright, you’re as pale as a ghost.” You say, waking into the kitchen to boil water for coffee. To you, the cabin was freezing, no golden warmth like how Bucky saw it.

He nods his head at your question. “Just a bad dream.”. Now it’s your turn to nod, “We still have a while until we hear any news from Darcy, it’s still night there.” You say, emptying left over grounds into the trash.

Bucky stands, holding his left arm close, “Anything I could do for you?” He says yawning. “I wanna earn my keep, I feel like I’ve been intruding too much on your space, the least I could do is make myself useful.”

You stop mid pour, you’d never had a man be so thoughtful. Your ex just knew how to take and never give; it was exhausting. “Um, firstly, would you like a cup of coffee Sargent?” You smile, sliding a blue coffee cup across the counter.

Bucky sips the dark liquid, the roasted flavor reminding him of early mornings with his ma. He sucks on his teeth, “Sounds nice coming from you, if I’m honest.” Bucky liked the way Sargent rolled off your tongue, like it was meant to be patronizing, but it sounded genuine.

If your cheeks weren’t already pink from the cold, Bucky would definitely be able to see the blush that overtook your whole face. “Like I said, I appreciate and respect a man in uniform.” You flirt back, unashamedly.

Bucky chuckles, finishing off his mug. “Seriously though, anything I could do?”. You look past him into the living room. The black stove sat in the corner, unused. “We need wood if we’re gonna warm this place with something other than space heaters.”

“That is all you had to say.” Bucky walks back into the living room, and pulls his blue coat over his arms. “I think I seen an axe out there somewhere.” He smiles walking towards the door.

“Wait, your arm looks hurt, are you sure you should be chopping wood?” You say in concern. Bucky watches your worried eyes fall to the arm he cradled, he noticed the nervous pitch in your voice. “If I don’t, who will? Can’t let you go out and do it, not on my watch.” He says, letting you know he’s too much of a gentleman.

You’re starting to lose count on how many times this man had surpassed your expectations. You know he’s just being old fashioned, if anything you should be offended. A woman could chop wood just as good as a man. But you just knew Bucky meant it differently, like you shouldn’t have to break a sweat, chopping wood was beneath you. He’ll bare the cold for the both of you.

You watch through the kitchen window as Bucky swings the axe with one arm, he doesn’t miss once. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t like the way his hair fell in his face, making his perfect appearance look more disheveled.

Maybe you shouldn’t be checking him out, it’s not like you should be moving on so quickly. You need to find yourself before you get wrapped up in another person. You don’t even know your favorite flavor of ice cream, and there’s hundreds of flavors you haven’t even tried yet.

You want to help Bucky, but you’re putting yourself first, no matter what happens. If it gets too hairy or too serious, you’re out. You just want to be a good person, and good people don’t drool over their house guests. On that note, you walk over to the wood burning stove, opening the rusted door, you find a box of matches sitting on top. You light one and burn what dry wood was left from the previous owner. You needed hot coals to keep the fire going on the snow moistened wood Bucky was chopping.

You hold your cold fingers up to the cracking flames, it’s like blood was rushing back to the frost bitten tips. You close your eyes for a second to bask in the warmth you’d created for yourself, and then you hear a distant whooshing, you look out of the window to see the trees thrashing violently; snow blowing everywhere.

Bucky comes bursting through the door, axe in hand. “What is a helicopter doing all the way out here?”

[supercriminalbean]

Nightmares

David Rossi x GN!Reader.

Words. 1.4K

Summary: Your boyfriend waking you up from a nightmare.

Warnings: Murder, swearing, blood, crying, fluff, dead bodies. (If ive forgotten something let me know)

The fear kept building up as you ran down the corridor, your breathing becoming heavy as you sprint for your life. He was gaining on you slowly, the impending doom kept approaching and the corridor just seems to be getting longer. The place is freezing cold and bodies seem to be spread out across the hallway, having to jump over the familiar bodies of your team members. 

Their blood covering the walls, the man you have been running from for years getting closer and closer. Your mind is running with fear of the past and logic, you know this isn’t real, you remember going to bed last night then suddenly waking up running down this place. You were stuck once more in this unending nightmare, yet none of you seems to be waking up. 

SLAM! Your body is suddenly being tackled into the wall, the man you hate with every fibre of your body grins down at you keeping your shivering body pinned easily against the wall, a bloody knife firmly in his hand.

“I finally got you my little lamb” His soft chuckles make your skin crawl as he brings the knife up to your neck, slowly tracing down your body. Before he firmly pushes it into your chest, his laugh fills the room as he lets you drop to the floor, the torture finally ending. 

Glancing down at the knife that's firmly in your chest, blood dripping down as you slide on to the ground, losing the energy. 

“(Y/n)?” A soft voice calls for you, one that is unusually full of pain. Your eyes dart to your side. Your heart breaks into a million pieces when you spot Dave laying on the ground, his neck sliced open, a pile of blood pooling. 

“D Dave…”

“Why.. Why did you drag us into this” The anger and hate is all you can see in his eyes.

“I I’m sorry” You cry out as you watch the life drain out of him.

“You should be”

“We all died for you”

“You killed us all”

Your team all stand above you, all of them looking like ghosts, blood covering each and everyone of them, hatred and anger radiating off of them. You can’t help but let the tears spill over as you stare at them, the guilt catching up to you. 

“I'm sorry I’m so sorry” You keep repeating it, as Rossi brings his hand up to cup your cheek, leaving behind his bloody handprint.

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Dave lays there for a few seconds, trying to figure out what the noises he could hear are. That's when they get louder and he has no doubts as to what it is. He quickly turns over, pulling himself closer to you, pulling himself into a sitting position, before rubbing your arm gently. 

“(Y/n), Sweetie, wake up” He speaks softly, hoping you're not too far in dream land, hoping you're close to waking up already. But he gets no response.

“(Y/n), come on sweetie, wake up” Dave calls again with more urgency, a sharper shake to your arm.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry” You cry out, your eyes still firmly shut, still dead asleep. The fear of your dream has a tight hold on you.

“(Y/n), It's Dave I need you to open your eyes for me!” He speaks more sharply, scared about what's going on inside your mind tonight.

“I’m sorry, sorry Dave, please sorry” Your words mumble together as your crying gets harder, shaking as you try to get out of his grip.

“Darling, shh it's okay, I’m right here just wake up” Dave takes a deep breath, as he gives you one final sharp shake. Your eyes fling open with a small scream, your body launching up into a sitting position. Dave’s arms are quick to wrap around your waist, stopping you from falling off.

“Hey.. deep breaths I’m right here you're safe” Dave’s voice is soft, full of love and compassion. A tone that is completely different that the Dave from your dream, he rubs your arm gently as you take deep calming breaths, trying to calm your racing heart. 

“D Dave..” The words get stuck in your throat. Turning to look at him with a terrified look plastered over your face, tears still spilling down your face.

“It's okay darling, I’m right here” He smiles softly, wrapping his arms around your properly before pulling you into his chest, pressing his lips against your forehead, which automatically helps calm you down.

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You two sit there in silence for a moment. Your head resting against his chest, listening peacefully to his heart, taking deep breaths to try and match him. Your mind is still racing from the nightmare, but the longer you sit there listening to Dave’s heartbeat and breathing, feeling his body wrapped around yours, is enough to ground you.

“Do you want to talk about it?” Dave whispers softly, his hand running through your hair. 

“It was the corridor again” Your voice shakes, your mind flashing back to what your nightmare is based off of.

“Oh darling” Dave sighs softly. He had already figured that, it's not the first time you’ve woken up due to that place.

“It was worse this time.. He had k ki” The tears swell in your eyes again as you get flash back the jumping over the teams bodies, to Dave dying in your lap. “He killed the team.. I couldn't stop him.. He killed you” You couldn’t stop the tears from flowing again, that man has already taken so much from you, you can’t allow him to take your lover from you either.

“I'm right here.. The team is safe, everyone is safe” He whispers those words softly, knowing you're holding something back. Placing his hand under your chin so he can gently direct your face upwards to look at him. Catching a glimpse of your tears, he softly wipes them away, feeling his heart break as he sees the broken look on your face.

“Do you want to tell me what's really bothering you?” His stare is enough to make you break open about anything. The soft but protective, caring but stubborn look he has mastered, is enough to make you feel warm and safe inside.

“What if we never find him Dave?” Your words are barely a whisper, the fear of never finding him is one you don’t like to express.

“We will find him” Dave gives you a small smile, he doesn’t truly believe it but he knows he has to.

“It's been four years Dave.. It's not looking hopefully” Sighing softly, as you lean even further into him.

“I know, but you and I both know that the moment we have something, we have the best team and the best hope to bring him down, for good this time” Dave reassures you, kissing your cheek softly, which brings a small smile out of you.

“I know, but I never wanted anyone to have to deal with my dramas” Closing your eyes as your body starts to relax.

“We know, but the team is like a family, like hell are you dealing with any of this by yourself Amore” Dave pulls you down with him, into a more comfortable lying position.

“I know”

~~~

“Do you want to try and get more sleep, It’s not like we have work for a couple days” Dave smiles down at you, watching as you reposition yourself on his chest. Just a couple years ago he would never imagine you would be here with him. 

“No more sleep, but I do not want to get up yet” Smiling softly as his hand goes and replays with your hair. “Seeing as we don’t have work for a couple more days, do you think we can go up to your cabin then, we haven’t been up there in months, an I think getting away for awhile is good”

“That sounds like a great idea Sweetie, we can do that” Dave smiles, seeing as your eyes flicker close. “Maybe we can do some shopping at the town on the way up there first” Dave starts speaking, knowing his voice helps settle you down to sleep after a nightmare. 

“And the weather should be good so we can go swimming while we are up there as well” Dave keeps talking as he watches you fall asleep on his chest.

[spyborg-au-official]

AS THE SUN BEATS DOWN

part 4

((TW FOR DEPICTIONS OF PANIC, AND GENERALIZED ANGST.))

Spy felt the world around him flicker as he desperately opened his eye. His face had been painfully pressed against the grainy, earthy ground. His entire body had become almost paralyzed.

His body was uncomfortably knotted together, one of his arms having been twisted backward. 

The pain hit Spy like a freight train, his eye instantly becoming clouded with tears.

He wanted to see Daniel again.

He wanted to be held close to the man, to be comforted.

Spy felt a thick, cold liquid make its way down his back, and his side. While he couldn’t see it, he had a feeling he already knew what it was.

He felt it break.

The connection of the tube having been severed when he had been thrown about so harshly.

It was just a matter of if this was enough to kill him.

No.. no he couldn’t die like this.

Slowly, but surely, Spy gathered all his energy and strength, and attempted to pull himself to cover.

He’d grit his teeth-the normally small action taking much more energy than he thought it would

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Engineer had spat out different insults and swears before he’d felt his body fall to the ground. 

He hadn’t expected the BLU’s to get this far, normally, they hadn’t. He could only wonder if they had finally noticed their Spy missing.

As he inhaled the colder air in the respawn room, he couldn't help but feel a sort of anger start to simmer in the back of his mind. 

Phantom pain stung at where he was originally shot at-making him wince slightly.He relaxed a little, the tension in his shoulders becoming a little much for him.

Then stuck a hand into one of his pockets, before he panicked.

He’d wiggled his fingers around, not sure if he was hallucinating it being gone or not. He then bent forwards, and looked down into the pocket.

There wasn’t anything inside.He lost the controls.

Engineer felt anger bubble up in his system, and he’d ball up his hands into fists-his knuckles becoming white.

Not only had he lost the controls, he had lost his puppet.

His stomach dropped slightly at the thought of losing the thing he had spent so much time on-the thing he had taken out his anger on.

And he refused to give up on a project so far into it. 

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Heavy held onto his minigun tightly, using it both to attack the REDs, and to protect his Medic. He scowled as he realized the majority of his teammates were not anywhere near him.

Medic seemed to notice this, too. He’d said some insults in German to himself, hoping Heavy wouldn’t notice.

It didn’t take long for the BLU’s to cap again, the administrators voice blaring over the loudspeakers, and filling the teams ears.

“You have been awarded additional time.”

Heavy watched as his team all half celebrated getting this far, then, they continued. The BLUs were all thrilled beyond measure-and it showed.

Their team's Demo had fortunately been sober for the occasion, and seeing him being genuinely happy was pleasant.

As the BLUs pushed forwards, one of the REDs could be heard yelling. It was Soldier.

“Damnit! You are all disappointments to AMERICA!”

Everything seemed to be coming together.It actually felt like the BLU’s might win.. However, in an unfortunate turn of events, the entire BLU team was almost instantly wiped by the RED engineers sentry.

At first, it started when they’d all heard three beeps, the sentry having locked onto all of them. A small red dot was trained on Heavy's chest-and in an instant, his body was ripped apart by a barrage of bullets and rockets.

No one had enough time to react-leaving the whole team to become a mess of gore.

The BLU sniper was lucky enough to have been far enough away to pick off the RED with his sniper rifle. He’d let out a low grumble, displeased with how fast his teammates had fallen.

That single loss was enough to let the REDs completely outplay them. And it felt like the round might end with yet another loss to the BLUs rep.

In the back of his mind, Sniper had the memory of getting backstabbed by that.. Thing burned into his mind. It made his skin crawl. He hadn't even remembered noticing Spy go missing, a fault on his part.

And a fault that he could never forget.

 --------------------------------------------------Spy felt his vision start to blur as he attempted to pull himself towards the BLU spawn. He was so close, and he was desperate to escape the nightmare he’d been put through.

His whole body ached.

He wanted nothing more than death to take him-he didn’t even care if he didn’t respawn properly-because either way, he’d be somewhere safer than this.

His thoughts all came to a sudden stop as he was picked up, whoever managed to get a hold of him let out a gruff, concerned hum.

Spy felt his body weight shift as he was turned around. His gut wretched, and he felt his heart drop. His eye widened, new tears stinging the corner of his eye.

All he could do was let out a weak, pitiful huff as he looked back at the two individuals.

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Heavy stared back at what remained of his friend, dread seeping into his gut, then anger. He turned him slightly, looking at all the little details. When he’d seen the broken tube at first, he hadn’t quite thought much of it.

He couldn’t help but cringe ever so slightly when he heard Spy let out what sounded like a whimper. He stopped, and looked the man in the eye.

“Heavy will make whoever did this to you pay.” venom seeped through his words, and hung in the air.

“I vill also help!” Medic chimed in, a little bit too enthusiastic about the situation. “Though.. I am quite interested vith vat has happened to you. Can you speak? Hoo! I cannot vait to get-”

Heavy turned, giving the doctor a hard glare, signaling for him to stop.

He softly took hold of Spys cheek, rubbing his thumb against it gently. It hurt, seeing his friend like this. Knowing what-no, who the man used to be.

That was when he finally noticed Spys broken arm. He frowned, silently cursing at himself for not noticing before. He looked back at Medic, before speaking again.

“Doctor, come heal little man. He is hurt.”

Medic nodded, hand steadily holding onto his medigun. He held it in front of Spy, but it never registered him actually being there.

He blinked, eyebrows furrowing in confusion as he tried again. And failed.

Medic had felt irritation bubble in the back of his mind, when he had a sudden thought.

Was Spy even alive anymore?

[wellthebardsdead]

And the final to the blood finch story arch

———

Kaidan: *holding Henwen tight to his chest as the group walks through morthal just on dark* Falions house should be up here…

Serana: let’s hurry, he hasn’t fed in a few days now and I’m worried he’ll start turning feral from the hunger.

Kaidan: that can happen?

Serana: anyone can lose their composure when they’re starving… just guard your neck.

Kaidan: *pulls back the blanket to see his snow elf husband, looking so thin, a cleft in his lip forming and eyes red, the blue from them now completely gone* don’t worry love… we’ll get you cured…

Henwen: *tiredly closes his eyes again* mm…

Kaidan: … *covers him back up and walks with the group to Falions house*

Taliesin: *knocks on the door* Falion! Open up!

Falion: Go away! We’re closed for the day come back tomorrow!

Serana: Tomorrow will be t-

Taliesin: *kicks down the door and storms in grabbing Falion by his robes and dragging him out* There won’t BE a tomorrow if you don’t cure him now! Now fix him!

Falion: Are you out of your mind?! What are you- *shuts up as Kaidan uncovers henwen*

Kaidan: p-please save him…

Falion: …Meet me at the standing stones in the swamp…

*a few hours later*

Henwen: *looking up at Kaidan confused as his husband ties him up* what’s? Going on?… love?…

Kaidan: I’m sorry my love, we don’t know how you’ll respond to the ritual, Falion suggested this to keep you and us safe…

Henwen: *nods timidly, stomach growling loudly and eyes glowing like embers in the dark as he starts to succumb to his hunger* I’m afraid… h-hold me?…

Kaidan: *eyes starting to glow too, slowly becoming entranced* of course love… *moves to pull him in close*

Henwen: *opens his mouth to bite him only to get rope instead* Mmmph?!

Serana: *ties it around his head* that was close. *slaps Kaidan across the face* snap out of it and help me get him into position!

Kaidan: *shakes his head* Whot in the mind boggling fuckery was that?!

Serana: he enthralled you, he’s starting to lose himself now hurry!

Kaidan: Aye… *looks at Henwen sadly as he lifts him up* I’m sorry love, it’ll be okay…

Henwen: *thrashing with energy he previously didn’t have, gnawing on the rope and whining helplessly as he’s laid down within the circle*

Falion: If we’re ready I’ll begin…

Everyone else: *stands back cautiously*

Falion: I call upon Oblivion Realms, the home of those who are not our ancestors. Answer my plea! As in death there is new life, in Oblivion there is a beginning for that which has ended.

Henwen: *arching his back and screaming like he’s in pain, his hunger hoping he can trick his friends into saving him* MMPHHHHH!!!!

Kaidan: *takes a step forward only for inigo to stop him* …

Inigo: don’t fall for it…

Falion: I call forth that power! Accept the soul that we offer!

Henwen: *wriggles his hand free from one of his binds and tries to drag himself away, hissing and writhing* UGHMMPH! *pulls the rope from his mouth* Kaidan!! My love!!! Please! Save me!!

Falion: As the sun ends the night, end the darkness of this soul, return life to the creature you see before you!

Henwen: *freezes feeling the cold grip of cold harbour release him* … *shakily drops back onto the stone, tears pouring down his face as his eyes return to their soft crystal blue, and his skin returns to its healthy glow as the bat like cleft to his lips disappears returning to their natural pale pink state* I?… Im… tired… *passes out*

*A few days later*

Henwen: *safe in the walls of fort dawnguard, sitting out in the sunshine, skin glowing in its rays like freshly fallen snow, alive, healthy, welcomed by Auriels light* …

Kaidan: *watching him from the doorway with a heavy heart* …

Taliesin: …he’s learned what death feels like… he’s learned how to regret…

Kaidan: He’s lost a part of himself…

Taliesin: the last of his innocence… *sighs* not even 30 yet… and thousands more years ahead of him left, knowing what he knows from so very young…

Kaidan: …Should we write to miraak and ask his opinion on this?…

Taliesin: I think s-… Oh gods were stupid. Why don’t we ask him to help up with this vampire problem?!

Kaidan: …FUCK WHY DIDNT WE THINK OF THAT SOONER?!

Henwen: *sneezes as a butterfly lands on his nose* ugh…

[smuttyfang]

Levi, I Want To Care For You

Someone on Wattpad wanted some more Levi and I’m always happy to oblige..

Words: 2,492

“What the hell am I doing?” Levi huffed to himself as he began undoing the button of his pants. Unzipping them and pulling them down just enough, he saw his hard cock. Why was this happening? He couldn’t focus. He couldn’t sleep, more so than usual. No amount of any activity ever took his mind off of it. He was losing himself.

You. It was all your fucking fault.

His underwear clearly up in a tent, he quickly placed his hand on his rock hard cock and began rubbing it through the fabric. He couldn’t help it. And he hated it. “Fuck.. I can’t believe she does this to me..” He sighed, impatient and needy. Pulling his underwear down hastily, he grabbed his cock with his cold hand. It sent a shiver through him, causing him to gasp just slightly. He began pumping himself with a nice rhythm. Throwing his head back and sighing in pure pleasure, his thoughts ran wild with nothing but you. “She just won’t fucking stop.. so pretty..” He was so attracted to you. What were you doing to him? Nothing, in all reality. You were incredibly attracted to him, but he was so stoic that it was difficult to tell what he was feeling. So of course, you never told him anything. You tried to hint, bending over in front of him, wiggling your hips more than you normally would, making tea for him, helping him with his bandages.. but of course, his stoicism never waned. You’d lost hope. But Levi was completely entranced. Your hips.. he always thought about your hips. He couldn’t help but imagine you bent over while he thrusted into you from behind. His cock twitched at the thought as he kept pumping, his hips bucking upward so desperate to feel more. “Fuck, why.. why..?” Why were you so kind, on top of being so beautiful? You helped care for him. You helped him change the stupid bandages over his eye and his hand. You helped him get around and showed him some beautiful places nearby every chance that you had. You always helped him even when he was having his really bad days and being more grouchy than usual. You always met him with a smile. Even when he was being rude and feeling awful, you’d simply smile and continue helping him. “I don’t unders-stand.. oh, fuck..” He didn’t get why you were being so nice to him. You didn’t have to. You just did. His cock kept getting harder and harder, almost until it hurt. He felt his orgasm building up inside of him, causing his pumping to become erratic and desperate. He was so close, so close..

“Levi? I forgot my-“ You didn’t know what to expect when you came back inside, but it wasn’t this. The sight was so fucking pretty. He was breathless, staring at you with wide, horrified and glazed over eyes. His pants were down below his waist, revealing his gorgeous cock.. it was covered in his own juices, his fingers wrapped around it tightly. You both were in so much shock, it was hard for either of you to form words. You swallowed, unable to help looking down at his cock. “I-I’m so sorry, Levi.. I forgot my bag..” You saw Levi look next to the door and eye your bag, left sitting on the floor.

“Just.. come back in. Close the door.” Shit, you hadn’t even realized how embarrassing that could be for him if someone else happened to see. Closing and locking the door behind you, you kept your head down while sneakily trying to get glances of him still. He was just.. so handsome. “I.. I didn’t want you to see that. But since you have..” In your nervousness, you spoke up.

“It’s my fault. I’m so sorry. I should have knocked.” You sighed, completely sure that your face was blood red from how hot it felt.

“Listen.” He requested. You stayed silent this time as he spoke. “You help me so much, despite not having to. Why?”

“I care about you, Levi. I want to take care of you. There’s no reason except me wanting to.” He sat in the same position, unmoving. His cock twitched just slightly hearing you say that to him.

“I never ask you to do anything for me. You just do it.. this will be the only time I’ll ever ask anything of you.” You felt your breath hitch in your throat. He still hadn’t moved. His expression never changed, except for a hint of softness from his eyes that you’d never seen before. “WIll you help me?” He looked directly into your eyes this time, making you feel so many emotions. Knots in your stomach, heat between your legs, tears in your eyes from joy. Wordlessly, you walked over to him and got down on your knees in front of him. He pulled himself forward on the side of the bed for you to help you out. You looked up at him as you slowly finished pulling his pants and underwear off and tossed them to the side. Taking his cock in your hand, he was already moaning just slightly watching you touch him like this for the first time.

“Levi, I’ve wanted this for so long..” You admitted, gently kissing the tip of his cock as the precum leaked out. He groaned, throwing his head back for you. Going for it, you began sucking him while using your hand to pump him at the same time. His moans were so pretty. He hissed through his teeth a lot, letting the moans out in heavy breaths and grunts. You placed your hands on his muscular thighs for steadiness, now trying your best to take the whole thing into your mouth. You went down on him as far as you could, being sure to slide your tongue over the head each time you bobbed up.

“Holy, fuck.. How are you so-so good at this?” You smiled and let out a small muffled giggle at his compliment, causing you to just want to go faster for him. You did, making him groan and shake even more. The muscles on his legs began tensing up, and he did his best to not thrust up into your mouth as he was getting close. “I’m so close, I’m gonna cum. I’m gonna.. c-cum..” With a few more bobs up and down on him, his body tensed up as he groaned loudly for you. His seed shot into your mouth, so warm and gooey. You swallowed every bit of it that he spewed as his cock twitched. His body slowly relaxed, leaving him breathless and dazed. Wiping your lips and smiling, you felt a strong sense of pride.

“How was that?” You asked innocently. He sat up, looking down at you and holding your face with his hand.

“That was.. perfect. You did amazingly.” He stared at you for a while, admiring your swollen lips and sparkling eyes. “Now, I suppose I should help you too. To be fair.” You stood up, sitting next to him on the edge of the bed.

“You don’t need to, Levi. I wanted to.” He huffed.

“Now I want to do this. Lie back. You’ve taken care of me enough. Your turn.” You couldn’t help but smile so big. You felt like a giddy teenager in love for the first time again. You did as he said and sat back for him with your legs dangling off the bed. Before he could do anything, you remembered something.

“Oh, let me get up on the bed instead. I don’t want you to have a hard time getting off of the floor.” You scooted yourself up into the center of the bed and rested your head on some pillows. He crawled onto the bed, placing his hand on your ankle and running it upward. It ran from your ankle, to your calf, to your thigh..

“Still thinking of me. I know I’m old, don’t remind me.” You half smiled at his joke, but it wasn’t even his age, really. He was just tired and had pushed his body for so long. He deserved to be taken care of. He deserved to be cared for, and feel pleasure.. and you were happy to oblige. He lifted your dress up to your belly, out of his way. He looked at you softly before nudging you to lift your hips so he could easily slide your underwear down. He slid them off of your legs and laid them gently beside him on the bed. His finger trailed across your lips, making you shiver with anticipation. “I haven’t done this in a long time.” He didn’t sound unsure of himself, but it sounded like he didn’t want to end up disappointing you. You reassured him.

“I trust you, Levi.” You weren’t sure of what else to say, but you trusted him to do a wonderful job. He pushed his finger past your lips, pressing right against your clit. Of course he found it so quickly. He rubbed small circles on it, sending shivers throughout your body. His finger slid down a bit as he found your hole. You were already soaked just from pleasuring him. You could have sworn you heard him chuckle once he realized this, but you were so excited you couldn’t quite register it in your mind. You didn’t have time to dwell on it, as one of his slender fingers slid inside of you. Your mouth opened and your eyes closed, gasping as your back arched upward. Already, you were pushing your hips toward him trying to feel more of him. He quickly obliged and pushed another finger inside of you. “Oh, Levi..” You moaned out for him as he just watched you writhe beneath his touch. Before long, he slowly moved his head between your legs. While he still thrusted his fingers in and out of you, his tongue found your clit. You began grasping at the sheets on either side of you in pleasure. Heat began building up inside of your stomach as you called out his name repeatedly. He just continued, not giving you a break at all from the complete pleasure and ecstasy you were feeling. You moved your hands to his hair, just lightly tugging at it and entangling your fingers. He moaned at this just a little, sending vibrations across your pussy. Once your body began twitching and moving more erratically, Levi wrapped his arms around your thighs and placed his hands on your stomach to keep you still. You were always surprised at how strong he still was. Your hips began rolling on his mouth, desperate to feel as much of him as you possibly could. Your face was burning hot, along with the heat building inside of your lower stomach. The knot inside of it tightened until it exploded, causing you to throw your head back and moan out loudly. Your whole body shook as you rode out your orgasm on his tongue. He gave it a final lick, causing you to hiss from the slight overstimulation it gave you. “There’s..” You started to say, out of breath, “.. there’s no way it has been a long time since you’ve done that.” He smirked just a little at you.

“It has.” He crawled up to your face, holding your face in his hand again. You both forget about his bandages, his missing fingers.. His mind forgets it all when he’s looking at you, and you feel nothing but joy seeing a wonderful man like him soften up for you like this. “So..”

“So.. I want more.” You stated bluntly.

“So do I. I don’t have any protection though.” You scratched your cheek, somewhat embarrassed.

“Uh, I do.. in my bag.” He seemed a little surprised.

“I’ll get it. Take this off for me.” He tugged at your dress. You did it quickly, pulling all of it off in one swoop. He took his shirt off as he walked to your bag. It didn’t take long for him to find them. “Were you hoping this would happen or something?” He began walking back to the bed, marveling at your breasts hanging free.

“A girl can dream.. can’t she?” You smiled sweetly at him as he crawled back onto the bed, closing the distance between your lips and his.

“Not a dream anymore.” He kissed you passionately, quickly pushing his tongue past your lips and letting it dance with yours. He never broke the kiss as he opened the package and slid the condom on so smoothly. You felt him pressing his cock against your thigh before he grabbed it and slowly moved it between your legs. You could feel the head of it pushing into your hole. “Are you alright?”

“Yes, please Levi. I’ve waited so long already. I need you.” That was all the confirmation he needed. He began shoving himself inside of you, causing both of you to break the kiss to moan. You gasped and bit your lip, feeling his cock filling you up and making you feel so full.

“Fuck, shit you are.. so tight.” You smiled at him pulling him down to you to kiss you again. Moving your hips, you encouraged him to start moving. He did, not hesitating to give you exactly what you’ve been wanting. The sound of his skin slapping yours and breathy moans filled the air. Sometimes he would get excited and the bed would begin hitting the wall, causing him to slow down just a bit. You couldn’t help but smile. “You’re so beautiful..” He said as he kissed down your neck, working his way to your breasts. He took one nipple into his mouth, just lightly and gently sucking as he ran his finger over the other one. The pleasure was so intense from the overstimulation and sensitivity from cumming once before.

“Levi, I-I can’t last m-much longer..” It was so much pleasure. Tingling shot all throughout your body. You shivered and shook for him, grasping at anything you could grasp. Lightly scratching at his back for some sort of release or relief. His thrusts became erratic and needy soon enough.

“Cum with me sweetheart. Do it for me.” His words were so deliciously demanding and laced with such a sinister seriousness that it made you push yourself to try to cum faster for him. You tensed up, letting that overwhelming feeling of an orgasm take over your body. He came soon after, seeing you writhe in pleasure beneath him. His cock pulsed inside of your overly sensitive hole. You squeezed yourself around him, making him hiss through his teeth. “Are you trying to suck me dry?” You giggled at him.

“Yeah, I am.” You smiled at him. He kissed you and rubbed your lips with his thumb.

“Good. My sweet, naughty girl.”

[wyvernquill]

The mental imagine of the other Anastasia endless gathering together for the first time after the overthrowment. Seeing the damage, the new despair, and the moment of comfort in the pain when they all come together…..and the cold realization that of the empty space within them. What were their reactions, when, for their one of their own was beyond their reach?

Thank you for the ask! I'm not going to write this one out fully, I don't think, since the core of the story will be mostly the POVs of Hob, Dream, and Gilbert - so here's a little summary of what the Endless are dealing with at the time!

(Masterpost for the AU is here - and tagging @10moonymhrivertam, @martybaker and @globglobglobglobob!)

At first, the Endless all hope Destiny can provide them with some guidance, but there are only scraps and single pages of his book left, and he seems disorientated, almost helpless, without it.

Even though Death is only the second-oldest, she more or less takes on a head-of-the-family position (in part because Destiny really isn't up to the task at the moment, though the two often sit together and try to piece something together from the scraps of his book). She's the one to call them all together, and tries her best to ensure they don't lose hope/are safe from further attacks.

Desire is absolutely distraught. In this AU, they didn't have a hand in Dream's fishbowling and weren't vortex-plotting, so this came completely out of the blue for them. They might've contemplated a bit of scheming here and there in the past but - they never would've wanted anything like this, and the loss of their realm and powers is hitting them hard. (Though not as hard as the loss of their twin's past aspect, of course...) I did give them a family in Unity as their consort and Rose and Jed as their children, because I thought it would be sweet, so that's something that is keeping them at least a little more stable.

Despair's new form... struggles. Everyone fusses over her, even though, in this situation, she's probably doing better than the rest of them - they're all terribly close to despairing, after all, and though she has the memories of her past self, she has never really known any other state of affairs... Still, an Endless being "reborn" this way isn't an easy process even under the best of circumstances, and hers were the very worst.

Delight was driven to become Delirium by the whole affair (you can tell I'm focusing everything bad that happened to the Endless ever onto this one point in time) and is being fussed over just as much as Despair. Her grasp on reality is tenuous at best, and it frustrates her siblings at times - but just as often it gives them some solace when Delirium talks about something silly and nonsensical, or creates something colourful just because she can.

And then, there's the two missing brothers, of course.

Destruction ran away. He's still in existence and not trapped by humans, they know that much, but he refuses to meet up with the rest of them again. (In part because he blames himself for the destruction wrought upon his siblings, and believes they would be better off without him.) They miss him, but have accepted his choice.

Dream, however... they worry about Dream, and feel his absence keenly. They have no word of him, nothing but rumours and stories among the humans, about one of the Endless bound and turned human, and finally killed in that form. They're horrified by the thought of such a thing happening to one of their own, and only moreso that it could've happened to Dream. Many creatures of the destroyed Dreaming have attempted to contact the Endless for help, for any word of their lord... but there's nothing. With their limited powers, with the danger humanity still poses, the Endless can't very well search for Dream - hence why Death has offered the reward of immortality for his safe return. It's the one thing she could think of doing, and it's half to maintain some sense of hope among her siblings (and for herself), to keep the possibility of Dream still being out there alive...

The first time they all sit together Afterwards is especially horrible. Destiny barely a shade of himself, a new Despair, Delirium in the place of Delight - and two empty seats. "Destruction... isn't coming," Death then says, in answer to an unspoken question among them. "Has anyone heard from Dream?" Silence. Endless eyes glancing back and forth among each other, unease only increasing as nobody is speaking. A realisation dawning, in that silence. The sudden quiet understanding that they've lost even more than previously thought...

(Little bonus info I've already put into a snippet I'm working on: the Endless siblings have also been changed by the loss of their powers in some subtle ways, have become a little human-like in some minor aspects. Some need to eat, others need to thermoregulate, or to sleep. It's distressing, the keen awareness of how low they have been brought, even as they are all relatively certain they will regain their usual powers/realms/domains/abilities eventually. They are Endless, after all. Humanity might have torn them down for now, but they have all the time in the world to recover... Hence why the thought of Dream actually being dead and destroyed entirely frightens them a great deal. The thought that this is something that will remain an empty space among them, something that can never return even remotely to how things once were...)

[moprocrastinates]

Fic title: i'd send you the sunset

eh, this is a very, very loose parallel to the other one I did... also, i didn't get the wording of your prompt 100% right... sorry!!!

He'd found her the first time on Endor, loose-limbed and quiet and at peace with the gaping hole in the sky where her father's machine used to be

Now, after the Battle of Jakku, where they'd lost so many and won the entire thing, she walks on the beach towards his little house, tucked off the side of the cliff

It wasn't anywhere near her old house, still standing in the middle of a field, several tens of kilometers away, but it was nice. Cute, even. It had a big window out front where he could see the ocean.

But Kes had said he'd be there. He had nowhere else to go, supposedly

And Cassian Andor as a farmer wasn't something she'd expected

Apparently, once the list of names of fallen rebels had been released, he'd all but bolted out of the Rebellion, lost, and in pain

(She'd been on that list. The bullets went through her shoulder, sides, legs, and sternum. Melshi had seen her go down and bolted to her, and Cassian had heard her cry over their comms, and she'd seen another soldier yank Melshi back towards the ship.)

Cassian had screamed. Louder, fearful. Terrified.

Please don't leave me, she'd thought. But the soldier yanked a thrashing Melshi aboard, and Jyn had had to watch as they tore off into the sky.

The Empire had been burned to the ground, but its hold still lingered. Deserting 'troopers fled the dunes, shooting anything that moved, even their friends. By the time night fell, it was ice cold, and she was completely alone with only the sound of shifting sand and winks of stars falling

That next morning, a lone and kind Nu-Cosian found her and took her home. Terpa cared for her for three months, nursing her back to health and quietly asking if the war really was over.

("I miss my daughter," was all she said when Jyn asked why she was helping a Rebel.)

Jyn spent those three months healing, helping Terpa sell and make useful and occasionally decorative wares, and thinking of Cassian all the while

(They'd never become more. She didn't know why. Well, maybe she did, because Cassian had always maintained a respectful distance, even when she'd stepped closer.)

Thankfully, eventually, a supply ship came in, Jakku having been riddled with carnage and debris and a severe food shortage since the battle, and Jyn had hitched a ride out, Terpa looking on with something like pride.

When she'd finally contacted the Rebellion, Kes had been delighted. "Andor's going to lose his mind," he'd laughed, and Jyn had heard a baby coo in the background. "He said he was going home."

So now she's here. In Lah'mu, kilometers away from the first place she called home, and only steps away from the last.

Nearby, the sun was warm and melting, dipping slowly under the smooth ocean in front of her. Just like Scarif, Jyn thought, and rapped her knuckles twice against the blue door.

One beat, two. Then, it was wrenched open.

Cassian Andor still looked as beautiful as anyone she'd ever known

Those brown eyes stared at her, unblinking. He didn't say anything, didn't move.

"Brought you a sunset." Jyn said, giving him a small smile and gesturing to the picturesque scene behind her. "At least this time there's no giant wave and a laser--"

she didn't have time to react when Cassian hurled himself at her, one hand behind her neck and the other around her waist.

The hug was tight, and she pressed herself as close as she could to him, hoping he understood what she was saying without words.

(She couldn't breathe. But that wasn't because of the hug.)

"Jyn," Cassian murmured like a prayer, pulling away to look her in the eyes. He brushed a strand of hair away from her eyes, fingers gently caressing her cheekbone until he cupped her whole face in his hands. "Welcome home."

And he pulled her inside.

[thenavysealkie]

Deliverance Part 1 | Marcus Solo

Time: Early Morning, after the events of "A Lesson in Selkies"

Location: The shoreline and waters of Wicked's Rest.

Participants: @thenavysealkie

Trigger Warnings: Depression, Homophobia

Summary: Marcus finally devises a plan to catch the thief that stole his pelt, but finds more than he bargained for in his search.

It was another restless night of tossing and turning and trying to clear his head. Nights like these frustrated Marcus, as he had always been so peaceful and calm in his old life. But he wouldn’t have to suffer for much longer. Marcus had finally figured out what had happened to his pelt. For anyone to find any value in it beyond just selling it on the black market, they would have to be another selkie. And since the trail ran cold here in Wicked’s Rest, that meant that the culprit was likely hiding out somewhere here in town. Since they were a fellow selkie, they would likely have to transform every few nights or so to keep from feeling the sting of withdrawal symptoms. When they did, Marcus would be ready. 

Marcus had devised a plan to catch his thief in the act. A series of cameras set up along the shoreline, pretty much anywhere he could find to set one up inconspicuously. If this person came too close to shore, Marcus would have it on camera. Granted, they would be in seal form, so it wasn’t like Marcus could ID the person through sight alone. However, his plan was not to figure it out just by looking at the cameras. 

After setting up his surveillance system, Marcus returned home to have what would probably be the most restful night of sleep he had had in a very long time. For the past couple of months he had been tortured with insomnia, exhaustion, fatigue, decreasing strength, irritability, and an inability to focus. Suffice to say, he hadn’t been himself for a while, and he was desperate to become who he once was yet again. Of course, he couldn’t completely reclaim his old life. As far as the U.S Military was concerned, he was still MIA presumed dead. They wouldn’t exactly be thrilled to hear he had been living a quiet light keeping life in a small coastal town not too far from his supposed disappearance. He didn’t figure they would accept the “I’m a magical creature who needs a magic seal skin to stay alive” defense.

Still, Marcus couldn’t help but miss his old life. He was very well respected and decorated, working his way up the chain of command to an officer’s position. Had he not abandoned ship, he was on his way to promotions that would see him set for life. He also missed his parents dearly. He knew that they knew he hadn’t actually drowned and was okay, but not being able to speak with them for fear of the military tracking him down broke him a little bit more with each passing day. He had always been close with his parents and used to talk to them daily. 

Then there was the love of his life. William. They had met each other on the ship he was stationed at and had been carrying on a relationship in secret for the past 6 months. At first, it was all about sex, just as most relationships on board were. But over time, it had blossomed into something much more. He had hoped that they would be able to start a quiet life together once William’s tour was up and they were no longer serving on the same ship. While the military had gotten better and more tolerant over time, it was still very dangerous to be completely out on board the ship. Some of those men would absolutely still kill a fellow soldier just for being gay. 

A few days went by without a trace, and Marcus was beginning to lose hope. Maybe the thief had run away to a different town with his pelt after all. Maybe he had been wasting precious time in this town when for all he knew his pelt could be all the way up in Nova Scotia or even Greenland by now. The insomnia returned, the irritability, fear, and hopelessness came soon after. Marcus didn’t want to die. Even more so, he didn’t want to lose himself before dying. 

At last the dawn broke after another restless night, and Marcus groggily got up to check his cameras, as was his ritual for the past week or so. There had to be something, they had to have slipped up some time. Marcus saw the usual marine life splashing along happily in the early morning sun. How he wished he could be as carefree as they were again. He had his own memories of doing just as they were doing right now, without a concern of danger or death plaguing his mind. 

Suddenly, something caught his eye. Something fast, and something big. Not a whale, or even a shark for that matter. Something human shaped, but more rounded and without definitive legs. Holy shit, he couldn’t help but think to himself. This was exactly what he was waiting for. He made note of where this person was at, and where they were last seen on the camera. He made a beeline for that exact spot in the water, summoning as much strength as he could just to run and dive into the water. 

He couldn’t believe it. The scent was still there. The pelt. His pelt. It was faint, but still left him with a very clear path. Oddly enough, it didn’t lead anywhere in town. Well, he thought to himself, that would explain why I hadn’t caught the scent before. Instead, the scent went even further into the ocean. Whoever had his pelt, they made it a point to stay relatively off the grid. A smart move, all things considered. 

His legs were beginning to feel heavy and he once again cursed his misfortune. In his prime he would be cutting through these waters with no difficulty at all. Now, however, each stroke and kick was a fight for his life. But still, he pressed on. His military training gave him the endurance and discipline to persevere even when all of his limbs felt as if they were on fire and ready to fall off of his body. This was about survival. Finally, he made landfall at a small island and pitifully crawled his way onto the shoreline. He was exhausted, panting for air, and felt as if every bone in his body was made of lead. 

He attempted to stand but collapsed back down, laying on his back and looking up at the morning sun. The sky above him began to spin and his vision began to go white before he heard a familiar voice. “Really now, Marcus, I’m disappointed. It took you this long and you couldn’t even give me a call or text in that time?”

He could recognize that voice anywhere, but he wished he hadn’t been hearing it here of all places. He thought it was a tad bittersweet that he was hearing his voice now in his time of distress, but knew all too well what him being here meant. The last phrase he could manage to utter before completely losing consciousness was just one word. “William”.

[hummingbird-of-light]

Against All Odds

Part 213

McCoy

There were two showers at the poolside and a few changing stalls for those who didn’t want to traipse across the palace dripping water. McCoy stood under one, rinsing off as much chlorine as he could. Scotty was under the water of the one next to him. McCoy ran his fingers through his hair, rinsing it as well, before they drifted down across his still tingling lips.

A promise of more to come later, he smiled. He glanced at Scotty and swallowed. A night together with all the time they wanted. At school they had had to make do with stolen moments and worries of being interrupted or caught. Now though he could learn every inch of Scotty. McCoy realized his blood was pumping faster in his veins.

Not yet. They still had time to spend with Spock and Jim. He grabbed the shower controls and gave himself a blast of cold water before he turned the shower off completely. Goosebumps rose, but his mind felt clearer.

“Towels are here,” he said.

He had walked to the shelf where they were kept, and pulled one off. Scotty had ended his shower. McCoy threw a towel over to him.

“Thanks.”

“Hamper’s there,” McCoy pointed. “If you need more than one, feel free.”

He began to dry himself. They had worn clothes to the pool and changed there. Now they just had to change back. McCoy ran the towel vigorously over his hair, and stole another glance at Scotty. Should he peel out of his trunks, or go behind one of the stalls? It wasn’t as if they hadn’t seen each other completely, they’d been intimate a number of times now…

’Spock and Jim are waiting,’ his brain reminded him.

McCoy tore his gaze from Scotty’s bare skin, and picking up his own clothes, ducked into one of the stalls. He blew out a breath. He’d be too tempted and they’d never make it to the games room.

A few hours. He just had to keep himself together a few more hours while they played whatever games Spock and Jim had ready, and then he could have Scotty all to himself. That brought a grin to his face. All the time they wanted.

Jim winked at him knowingly as he and Scotty entered the games room hand in hand. McCoy rolled his eyes.

“What are we playing Jimbo?” Scotty called.

McCoy listened as Jim told them his plan of events. Jim had spent his first days in the palace wide eyed, but with Spock at his side had become quite comfortable. He had learned most of the staff’s names and had easily earned the title of most welcome guest. His charming smile opened many doors.

“I thought we might switch up partners,” Jim said as he handed a pool cue to McCoy. “You and me versus Spock and Scotty?”

McCoy looked at his boyfriend, who shrugged.

“Why not?” Scotty said. “Spock and I can take ye down handily laddie.”

Jim laughed loudly. “You’re on.”

“Who’s starting?”

“Youngest?”

“That’s you Jim,” Scotty said.

“Go ahead,” McCoy said. “Fine with me.” He looked around to Spock, who nodded.

“Alright,” Jim said, stepping to the table, “get ready to lose.”

He lined up his shot and moments later the sound of billiard balls crashing together filled the room.

“A wonderful break k’diwa,” Spock said.

McCoy looked over at Spock in surprise. The Vulcan was blushing. McCoy did not speak Vulcan very well, but living with Amanda and Sarek it was hard to avoid learning many different Vulcan terms of endearment. He couldn’t help his eyebrow rising. He had wondered how close the pair was; Spock was naturally quiet about himself and Jim had said nothing.

McCoy felt a pang for his friends when he remembered T’Pring. He had forgotten to tell Scotty about it earlier in the day. Now especially he’d have to tell him.

The four boys were still laughing as they made their way to their rooms. Much fun had been had and the sadness had faded from Scotty’s eyes. McCoy knew it would likely return, but he hoped it would be lessened when it did.

They called their good nights to Spock and Jim and made no qualms about entering McCoy’s room together. He locked the door behind them, even though no one would bother them. Scotty wandered slowly to the balcony doors and looked up. The stars shone bright and clear on Georgiares.

McCoy stepped up behind him and wrapped his arms around Scotty. He let his chin rest on his boyfriend’s shoulder. He just held Scotty close for a long moment. McCoy wanted all of him. He inhaled slowly, breathing Scotty in, then turned his face to press kisses on Scotty’s neck.

Scotty slowly turned in his arms until their mouths met. Long, slow kisses followed. McCoy savored every one. Gently he began to back Scotty towards the bed. He planned to show Scotty how much he meant to him, how much he loved him, and how much he intended to worship every inch of him.

Part 214

Scotty

They dropped onto the bed and Scotty felt Leonard start to unbutton his shirt while he himself did the same to his boyfriend’s.

Soft kisses were pressed to his chest and he couldn’t help but moan softly.

Back at school they had never been able to enjoy getting intimate for there always had been the danger of getting caught by someone. Here at the palace it was totally different.

And Scotty knew that Leonard wanted to explore every inch of his body. Well… so did he. When they were fully undressed, hands started to touch his skin all over.

His heart was about to explode from all the joy he felt, being that close to Leonard.

When his brain eventually shut down and endorphins took control of everything, Scotty forgot about all the bad stuff that had happened in the morning.

It was just him and Leonard. There was no one else in this world. No parents. No reporters. Just them.

Scotty woke up to the sound of birds chirping outside. He carefully opened his eyes, allowing for them to adjust to the bright light of day.

He rolled his head over to the side and found Leonard still sleeping.

Memories of the last night flashed through his mind. It had been their most passionate time. Never before had they made sounds like that. Never before had they touched certain parts of each other’s bodies. But it had been awesome.

Scotty softly stroked Leonard’s cheek and looked at his peaceful face.

He had never imagined to be able to love someone like that. Like the way he loved Leonard McCoy. Never would he have thought to find… love. The pure and true one.

But he knew that what they had was something special.

It made them stronger. It made them more alive than ever before.

And they would fight for their love. Even if that meant to break every rule royalty had made.

Leonard had told him so many times that he didn’t want to be king. That he was scared of it. That sometimes he just wanted to run away.

They wouldn’t give up their love for Leonard to follow a fate which he hated.

But the king had already said that he was considering what Leonard had told him.

David was a great man. And Scotty knew that he would never force Leonard into something he didn’t want.

Scotty’s attention was caught by his PADD chirping quietly.

He rolled onto his side and grabbed it.

His brow furrowed in confusion as he looked at the message he’d received. It was from Khan.

*Hello Scotty, I heard about that article they wrote about your father’s death. I’m so sorry. I once was in the spotlight too for being an augment. And I just hated it. To reveal your backstory… that’s even worse. I hope you’re doing okay.*

Scotty didn’t know what to say or do.

It still was very strange for him. After everything Khan had done to the scholarship students and especially him, he still found it hard to believe that the augment was changing.

Then again… everyone deserved a second chance. Maybe he actually was mentally ill. And being with that therapist helped him.

It wouldn’t be fair of Scotty to treat him badly when he tried so hard to be nice.

Don't repay like with like.

That’s what his grandfather had always taught him.

“Morning darling.”

Scotty was startled by the voice next to him but quickly calmed down as he looked at Leonard’s smiling face.

“Morning mo gràdh.”

Leonard seemed to notice the strange look on Scotty’s face as he sat up.

“What’s wrong? Another article?”

Scotty could hear the fear and worry in his boyfriend’s voice. So he quickly shook his head.

“No, just… a message from Khan. He wants to know if I’m okay after that article.”

[sanemistar]

hii (ᵔᵕᵔ)◜

i see that your reqs are open again! if you can, can you do a fic where geto has been hiding his feelings yn for a while and he while hes alone w her, he cant hold it in anymore

smth like one day all of the friends r busy ( gojo, nanami, & shoko ) and only geto and yn r free at the moment and geto comes over to her shared apartment with that yn and shoko share nd he finds her doing skin care and self care things so he joins in, and when hes alone w her his butterflies in his stomach are going crazy and so is his heart, and as shes applying his face mask, close face to face, hes gazing at her in the eyes and he cant seem to hold back his feelings anymore, so he pushes her back, holding her arms, ears red and just admits everything.

hope this isnt too much !♡︎

can’t hold back — suguru geto

୨୧ pairing: suguru x fem!reader

୨୧ genre: fluff

୨୧ wc: 0.8k+

୨୧ warning: suguru may be a bit ooc

୨୧ a/n: lovesick suguru is definitely something omg !! i hope you enjoy reading <3

it’s your day off after a long week of work, so you plan to hang out with your best friends because you haven’t seen them in a while due to your busy schedule. you text them in your group chat, but they all say they’re busy except for suguru, who happens to have some free time and is nearby. you ask him privately to come over and hang out with you at your shared apartment with shoko to keep you company while she’s out, to which he agrees.

you decide to do some skincare while you’re waiting for suguru to come over, so you put on your favorite mask and play some soft music. a little while later you hear a loud ring coming from your front door, signaling suguru’s arrival. you quickly get there and open the door and happily greet him as you invite him to come in.

“enjoying yourself, huh? let me join you.” suguru asks, which of course, you gladly agree to. you guide him through the apartment until you reach your room, and the moment the door opens he’s instantly greeted with your scent that feels like a warm hug on a cold night. you sit on the edge of your soft bed and pat on the empty space next to you, waiting for suguru to join you. he’s hesitant to step any closer, wondering how can you be so defenseless around him this easily? but then decides to join in anyways.

the moment he realizes he’s completely alone with you, in your room at that, butterflies begin to form inside his stomach and his heart starts racing. but he keeps his composure and remains calm, though he’s not entirely sure how much longer can he hold himself back.

“i’m gonna apply this mask for you, it’s really good! it’ll make your skin look glowy and healthy.” you enthusiastically inform suguru. he’s not really into skincare or anything of that sort, he couldn’t care less about what this mask does. he just loves it when your eyes light up and you beam brightly whenever you talk about something you enjoy, he can never get tired of it.

you lean in to apply the mask for him, and your eyes are instantly locked in a long gaze. your faces are so dangerously close that your hot breath is fanning all over his face and your lips are only inches away from a kiss, causing his skin to slightly tingle in both excitement and nervousness. this new sensation sets his heart on fire, and it’s becoming so overwhelming. he doesn’t think his heart can handle it anymore, like it’s about to burst out of his chest. he can’t help but wonder if you’re also feeling the same way, or is it just him?

you’re done applying it, yet your eyes never dare to look away, as if you’re caught in a trance. you both stay like that for who knows how long before suguru pushes you back, his hands tightly holding your arms. he’s reached his limit, he can’t hold back any longer.

“y/n… are you deliberately tempting me or what? looking at me with those eyes with your face so dangerously close. i’m losing my mind here.” you? tempting him? what is even talking about? you’re completely oblivious to what’s going on, and suguru quickly catches onto that. of course you just have to be oblivious, which adds more to his suffering.

he lets a big sigh escape his lips, and he lets go of you. but his gaze is still onto you, you notice that his ears are turning bright red.

“i just can’t hold back anymore, i don’t think we can be friends anymore. i’m in love with you, i’ve been feeling this way for a long time now.” suguru’s sudden confession takes you by surprise, not only because you’re trying to process the fact that THE suguru geto has just confessed that he likes you, but also because you can’t believe that your crush on him has been mutual all along. you begin to connect the dots and now everything makes sense. how he used to push other guys away from you, how overprotective he is of you, how sulky he feels when you hang out with satoru and kento without him.

you start giggling all of a sudden, and it slightly startles suguru. but before he gets a chance to say anything, you pull him in a hug. arms wrapped around his neck as your fingers play with the jet black locks of his hair. it doesn’t take him long before he wraps his arms firmly around your waist.

“i love you too, suguru.” you whisper softly against his ear, sending shivers all over his spine. the moment he’s been dreaming of is no longer just a dream, but a beautiful reality. suguru pulls away from the hug and lets his hand find a home on your soft cheeks as he leans in for a deep kiss. you smile against his lips as you kiss him back, letting yourself melt in the sweet sensation.

[storytimewithnova]

Mute emotions

Emotionless Sho has muted his emotions he was also born with a frozen heart so he lost the some of his emotions with that so he thought by turning cold and emotionless and mute to the point he can't express emotions and feelings anymore anymore hs would can't get hurt or heartbroken 💔 But what was the cause not just of him going emotionless but also mute well Besides his traumatic past

Well lets go back to his first love true his first love didn't cheat or anything no no no it was much worse

Flashback 1 (true love dies)

In the hospital where the boy now lays cold and still not a sign of life in his eyes sho grabbed his had for the last time and started to speak

Sho: it was the first time... that i saw you

He said with a bitter smile

Sho:I had never seen anything or anyone so perfect 💞

Sho was holding back tears

Sho: i remember thinking that day when our parents introduced us to each other i had to have you or would die

Oikawa wrapped an arm round his brother sho continued

Sho: that was when you whispered you love me And i felt at peace knowing you felt the same way

Sho remembered the first argument they had it wasn’t anything serious but it still hurt

Ennoshita: i hate you....I hate you so much

Sho: No No you don't

Ennoshita: But i damn well should i should hate you

Sho: I did everything to make you happy Chikara You want to know what i am scared of I'm scared of everything I'm scared to move I'm scared to beathe I'm scared to touch you

Ennoshita: ..... Sho I ......

Out of his memories and back in reality

Sho: you made me love you you made me let you in and then you freaking Die in my arms sorry if i am being selfish but i can't lose you i won't survive and that is your fault Chikara

After that day is when he closed his heart he became cold well colder because remember i was born with a frozen heart that was the start of him becoming emotionless

Then another boy came along he let Him in This boy played with his emotions and heart he turned violent towards hinata and when i was able to get away when he was able to get free he turned not only completely mute and not selective biut also emotionless

Flashback 2

THERE WAS A SCREAMING MATCH BETWEEN SHO AND HIS THEN BF AS HE WAS TRYING TO GET HIS POINT ACROSS THAT HE IS HURT THAT HE (THEN NOW EX)HURT SHO BUT HE LOOKED LIKE HE COULDN'T GIVE A F**K

Sho: YOU LEFT ME WITH NO EXPLANATION NOT EVEN A NOTE NOTHING I LOVED YOU GOD KMOWS WHY BUT I STILL LOVE YOU

Terushima: THAT'S THE PROBLEM SHOYO WE DON'T WORK WE CAN'T WORK

Sho: I know but i was willing to try where you are willing to give up with out a second thought

With that terushima left the house without a word or looking back at Shoyo

Again again people make promises to help sho then they give up quickly

Sho felt a deep sense of betrayal and abandonment after his first love's tragic end. It was a pain that he couldn't bear, and it made him question whether love was worth the heartbreak. However, he dared to open his heart once again, only to have it shattered by another person who played with his emotions and turned violent towards someone he cared about.

In that moment of confrontation, Sho realized that he had been giving his all to someone who wasn't willing to fight for their relationship. The hurt and the emptiness he felt were overwhelming, and he made a decision to protect himself from further pain. He chose to shut off his emotions and become mute, believing that by doing so, he wouldn't be vulnerable to heartbreak anymore.

But it's important to remember that Sho's journey doesn't end there. Life has a way of surprising us, and sometimes it takes just the right person or experience to break through the walls we've built. While it may seem like people keep making promises and giving up on him, there is always hope for a brighter future.

Perhaps, one day, someone will come into Sho's life who will show him that love can be gentle, kind, and worth the risk. Someone who will help him heal and teach him that it's okay to express his emotions again. Until then, Sho continues to navigate the world with his frozen heart, hoping for a chance at finding true happiness and love once more.

Remember, Sho's story is not over yet. There is always room for growth, healing, and new beginnings.

[zachspring]

The Lot

The night began as it often did

Snacks in his lunch box, close the lid

Then make his way to the parking lot

That’s all there was, just him and the Lot

No buildings yet or painted stripes

No curbs, construction, stacked up pipes

Just one rectangle fence around

And miles from the nearest town

Guard the Lot, that’s all it was

The job’s important just because

The night was dark and cold and bare

The empty Lot embraced his stare

Not much to do except the same

Walk laps around its giant frame

Though little did he know it then

While strolling, shuffling round the bend

The night tonight would not be still

And bode to try his fragile will

The April sky was speckled bright

With constellations, storied night

But then he heard what had to be

Some voices in proximity

Whisp'ring, scratchy, creature-like

Abruptly stopped his boring hike

He turned himself about to find

The same old Lot, no news to mind

“Weird,” he thought while turning back

But then the whispers loud attacked

And gripped his back with chills and fear

While seemingly inside his ear

He jolted round expecting there

To be someone, some thing, but where

Still nothing, empty, vast of night

He then spun round first left then right

His pounding heart beat through his chest

He tried to act, but not his best

To show his toughness outward at

The whispery mystery at his back

Yet lone again him finding still

He could not shake his stomach ill

Suspicion crept inside his thoughts

But sense within him hard was caught

The contemplation wore him dead

He chose to carry on instead

One hour passed with nothing strange

No questions, thoughts to rearrange

No sounds or voices to be heard

Back to normal, nothing absurd

A lap complete, now to the gate

Pulled out his phone and saw how late

The night had changed while on the Lot

Six hours passed read on his clock

"How on Earth," he said and stared

His face becoming quickly scared

"Where did I lose six hours, how?

It takes just one to walk around"

He turned his phone off rapidly

And looked around unhappily

He waited nervous cautious long

For his phone to chime itself back on

When it did, his hope did end

As still the time read 4 a.m.

"Impossible!" exclaiming now

He could not figure out the how

What happening there that was to him

Reached far beyond his wit and whim

As if the night could not progress

Past all that now had him arrest

When suddenly the whispers came

And horribly announced the same

That scratchy, creepy, raspy noise

He raised his head with failing poise

Eyes enlarged and heart in churn

Tight'ning skin and muscle burn

He looked out over all the Lot

Was he the one these whispers sought?

He wondered brief but soon chose right

And made the call to end the night

His phone retrieved, now dialing out

With hope to end this terror bout

But then with sudden horror, fright

He looked and saw within the night

A shadow standing in the Lot

No light above the very spot

He wondered at how this could be

There was no light to cast what’s seen

No moon or street lamp overhead

All time and space behaved as dead

He stared with feet locked in cement

His tongue and throat were stiff and bent

A voice then came out from his phone

“9-1-1, are you alone?”

“Yes,” he said, confused at that

How very strange the voice would ask

“Why do you need to know that I

Am lone out here,” was his reply

“Because”, they said with speech that changed

From helpful down to scratchy strain

Now screeching, wretched, manic tone

The voice yelled “YOU WILL DIE ALONE!”

The sound then slammed him deaf and gripped

With fear that inside tore and ripped

His heart apart, his breath compressed

He dropped his phone, the voice regressed

Then quickly reaching down to snatch

His phone, he looked back up to catch

The shadow now much closer had

Arrived within his reach to grab

7 feet or more it stood

Tow ‘ring over head and hood

With eyes that throbbed bright red and gleamed

And blackest pupils ever seen

A jagged mouth and awful sneer

With glowing teeth and evil sheer

The monster reached its witch-like hand

And clasped the throat of the stunned, poor man

Then with its other hand it traced

The contour of his trembling face

Now at his head the monster stayed

And soon a rigid jolt was made

The monster’s palm pressed to his head

And suddenly the whispers said

“Release this shell and make it mine

Beyond the reach and grasp of time.”

Then with that came a horrid sound

A thousand angry groans abound

And swirling shadows, twisting came

Upon the man, his soul to claim

But then a sudden, growing light

His heart and head arose to a bright

Illuminating, glowing state

And slowed the overwhelming hate

Then flashed a sudden burst of white

A blast of strong, fluorescent light

Exploded, savage, fierce attack

And sent the monster flying back

Halfway around the world was felt

The force of what the man had dealt

Though in surprise he may have been

There was no doubt within him then

But not the whole earth could discern

What was the tremor they had heard

Except two children of the east

That woke and knew the very least

The girl just eight rose up from bed

And to her brother’s door she tread

He opened, finding her en route

And said, “I know, I felt it too”

Back in the Lot, the man arose

Unsteady back and forth he dozed

He felt the drain of strength inside

His tired heart and rented mind

He stumbled over to the gate

And fumbled for his keys, too late

As whispers now returning round

He fell so helpless to the ground

Now breathing, wiped of energy

He got onto his hands and knees

And felt the presence once he had

The monster’s tall and evil drab

The end he felt was near almost

As now, for sure, no strength to boast

He closed his eyes submitting to

The dark behind him creeping through

But then a brightness soon appeared

Growing, building, rending fear

And flashed away his sinking doom

His eyes now open sensing room

Instead of crowded blackness there

He felt a freedom in the air

Looking up he horror saw

The monster's horrid head and jaw

Its face, a menace, worried, why?

The man then looked o'er to his right

And standing not too far away

A boy and girl like statues stayed

Holding hands with nervous eyes

In pajamas, what surprise

The monster looked with great concern

The whispers growled, "Not them! The Burn!"

"The Burn!" The monster said with hate

Then left the man nearby the gate

And walking toward the frightened pair

It stepped with haste and groaned with dare

The brother now looked at the man

With eyes as if to say, "now, stand!"

Then looking at the monster said,

"Get ready, Zyla. Do not dread."

His sister's eyes then grew in light

Ascending, glowing, beams of sight

The monster charging now closed in

Yelling, raging, billowing

Then lurching forward, arms out sent

It lunged with gruesome, harm intent

But suddenly small Zyla snatched

The monster by its wrists and latched

Her brutal grip that crippled, rocked

And slammed it to a pounding stop

Then sent zig-zagging up its arms

The brightest, whitest light that harmed

And carved and etched across its chest

Arresting pressing pain duress

The brother then with hands like prayer

Soon spread them part with gleaming flare

And formed of light a sword between

His palms fluorescing lightning screamed

The monster knelt in dying strain

Still Zyla holding tight and trained

Her brother then with savage might

Sliced off the head of the monstrous knight

And swinging back pierced through its heart

His sister then blew it apart

And lit the Lot up brilliantly

Revealing utmost thrillingly

The dozen monsters standing there

Which had been hiding everywhere

It now made sense what he had heard

The many voices' whisp'ring words

Not just one monster crept the Lot

But many in so many spots

The man stood up with shock and fright

And looked upon the hellish sight

Then children at his side appeared

At once to help his mind be cleared

"We have to free you from this realm,"

The boy explained taking the helm

And steering that poor man to right

"They've come for you this very night."

"But why for me," the man implored.

"You have a light that's unexplored.

A light like none I could have dreamed

A light like ours but not what seemed

To be the greatest, strongest flame

That's why so many Reapers came

Now come we must depart with haste

Or death will be our tongues' last taste

Hold our hands and don't let go

My sister will cause us to glow."

The man then stepped to their demands

And Zyla touched, lit up their hands

Then brightness over all the three

Consumed their bodies head to feet

Just as the monsters inward rushed

With hopes the trio would be crushed

But in the nick of time and space

The heroes flashed without a trace

Then when the blindness went away

The man found dawn had brought the day

The usual sight he'd see at close

Of a normal shift, he did suppose

He looked and found his little friends

Who saved him from an awful end

"I feel so lost in all of this

Monsters, whispers, two young kids

What lights are there of what you speak?

Why did I fall so frail and weak?"

The boy addressed his questions thus

"It's all because you're one of us

This is Zyla and I'm Samar

We felt your light from very far

We used our light to travel here

As done we have for several years."

"Several years?" The man surprised

"Since I was ten and she was five

Our journey has indeed been one

Of many battles lost and won

The only two we thought we were

Until we felt your light so sure

Now hope we have, and lone we're not

For in this empty, barren Lot

We found you."

The End