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minologistt · 1 year ago

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TOO MANY NIGHTS I PJM

your lovely boyfriend gets you a bodyguard. one or two drinks lead into a spiral of things. however don't forget, never mix business with pleasure.

genre forbidden love / fwb(ish) -> lovers

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warnings horrible bf, fluff, Y/n lowkey goes through it for a bit

it’s a warm morning, even warming considering the body heat snoozing next to you. as you come to realize that you’re in bed with your boyfriend.

you looked around and noticed you were still in your clothes from the day prior.

it was time to take a shower..

as you walked around the room cleaning up anything out of place and gathering your skincare products, you notice that your boyfriend has finally woken up.

“goodmorning babe..” was all you said as you continued shuffling around.

“you look gorgeous today, just showered?” the compliment slipped from his lips easily which caused you to slowly turn towards him. you blinked in confusion as your brain began to turn wheels and think of what to say back.

“what do you want to do today beautiful? we can go shopping at that mall you like, to make it up to you about yesterday..” a sheepish smile was spread across your boyfriends face.

“oh.. sure”

this is ridiculous.

today was supposed to be a nice day with just you and your boyfriend.

key people.. YOU and YOUR BOYFRIEND not you, your boyfriend and the bodyguard.

you try to ignore the bodyguard staring holes into your forehead as you shuffle through a rack of colorful sundresses. your boyfriend is lazily picking through a rack of lace panties.

“babe what about this dress?” you pulled out a multicolored dress with spaghetti steps. jihoon tilted his head and squinted his eyes, “no black?” of course he’d ask that. his favorite color was dark colors and he loved seeing you in black but you preferred a larger array of colors.

“ah.. i’m not sure..” you put the dress back with a sigh. you lifted your gaze to the bodyguard who seemed to be fixated on a bright orange dress that was displayed on a mannequin. it was beautiful. long, backless and had artsy designs.

he’s got taste.

“yoo jihoon, my man” a tall male walked over. this male was named kev or something like that. he’s a friend of your boyfriend and you’re pretty sure he’s a gold digger but at least he isn’t digger your wallets.

“what up lil mama” kev waved at you and smiled. he’s a good guy when he isn’t robbing people of their hard earned money.

“hello to you too kev..” you waved back and continued to look through the racks of dresses. it wasn’t long before jihoon kissed you on the cheek and told you he was going to hang out with kev for a bit. he handed you his black card and ran off to god knows where.

after a half an hour went by, you picked out the bright orange dress and a black one. you didn’t know which to pick because you preferred the orange dress however, your boyfriend liked the color black and you wanted to make him somewhat happy. so you tried them on starting with the black dress, which was pretty simple to get on. however, the real problem came to put it on the bright orange dress, because it had strings to tie in the back.

“are you kidding!” you yelped as the dress began sliding down due to your inability to tie the strings correctly.

“you okay in there..?” the voice echoed in the empty changing room hallway. it was jimin. all you could do was try to cover up the best you can and suck it up to ask for a little help from this man.

“yeah but i need a bit of help?” you said in an unsure tone. as you cover yourself properly, you unlock the dressing room door and saw jimin. today he had his mask off and had his hair styled with one side gel back and the other over his forehead. he must’ve have unconsciously wandered his eyes down your body before quickly, snapping them back up to meet your gaze.

“what did you need help with?” he beamed happily. without saying a word you slowly turned around and lifted one arm to put towards the strings in the back that needed to be tied and adjusted.

“oh of course!” he spoke, as he quickly untangled the strings and tied them properly. after he finished, he stepped back and watched you admire yourself in the full length mirror.

“is this the one you’re getting?” his simple question caused you to turn around with an unreadable expression. he seemed a bit chattier than he was the other day. it was no cause for concern. However, you’re used to silent shopping trips with your boyfriend.

“i’m not sure, the black one is also kind of cute—“

“personally i think the orange dress makes your skin glow best” he hummed, as if satisfied with his personal opinion. you turned back around to face the mirror and watched him stare at you through the glass.

“do you really think so or are you just tired of standing around waiting for me to be done?” you were quite skeptical. whenever you and your boyfriend went shopping. he typically told if he liked an outfit because it was his favorite color or it was more revealing than a casual outfit. so to have a genuine opinion that complimented you yourself it felt a bit strange, especially coming from someone you just met.

“I don’t mind standing around, waiting for you to finish shopping.. you seem to enjoy looking around at the same dress in different colors.” there was a slight tease to his tone when he finished his statement. you turned around and gave him a look. it wasn’t as effective as you thought it was, because when you both made eye contact you both busted out into a fit of giggles and laughter.

“hm.. it’s final then, i’ll get this one” you smiled widely as you shooed jimin out of your stall.

even though your boyfriend was nowhere to be seen, even after 2 more hours are walking around, you still had a lot of fun with jimin.

maybe he wasn’t as bad as he tried to make him seem in the beginning regardless, if he’s supposed to be your bodyguard or not, he’s actually pretty good company. he’s attractive has a sense of style very honest and pretty funny.

however, you were starting to get hungry and tired with all the walking around the mall and as much as you would like to buy food at the mall you would prefer to cook something at your house. as you walked out the mall and towards the parking lot you waved jimin goodbye, as if he was a friend that came along with you. He threw you a confused look. then he remembered why he was actually there and quickly turned away and walked to where you remember your boyfriends car being parked.

when you got to the space, it was empty. jimin was still following closely behind you frantically looked around in the search of the car. You can jogging around the parking lot wondering where your boyfriend was or where the car was.

after a good 15 minutes of searching text popped up on your phone unexpectedly.

jiihooonie <3

i’m at kevs place😝

i can send an uber over if you’re still at the mall, idk when i’ll be back over on that side soo😞

sorry babe!

are you kidding me.

after sending that text message, you silenced your phone and angerly stuffed it into your purse as you made your way to the sidewalk next to the mall. to make your evening even worse jimin was no longer anywhere in sight so you have nowhere to go to get a ride. that was until you heard a car rolling up next to you and the window began to wind down with calming music playing from inside.

as you turn your head to meet the driver with a glare, it turned out to be jimin. it must’ve slipped your mind that jimin took his own car here because your boyfriend called him over. as soon as your eyes connected with him, you frowned.

he nodded his head towards the passenger seat with an apologetic look on his face. despite the fact that you would much rather call yourself an Uber, it’s definitely easier to just catch a ride with the man hired to protect you anyway.

before you can get into the car with all your bags in your hand , jimin quickly, stepped out of the car and took the bag from you, placing them in the trunk carefully. and without a word, he open the passenger door and wait for you to step inside to which you did.

The car ride was silent for the most part until jimin decided to break the unnerving silence.

“i’m sorry,” was all he said as he continued down the busy street. the statement was met with silence. he cleared his throat and turned the radio on, possibly to make the situation less awkward than it already is. as the car pulled up to a red light, jimin looked at you from the corner of his eye, and frowned a bit.

The disappointment was etched onto your face, and it seemed as if the weight of whatever you and your boyfriend had going on was slowly crashing down onto you. you sniffled hoping the music would mask your sounds of hopelessness.

“i don’t need an apology.. or any pity, especially from you,” was all you muttered. this seemed to shock jimin as he snapped his head towards you.

“what’s that supposed to mean?” the tone of his voice came off a bit offended, but he seem to have caught himself and cleared his throat yet again.

“what do you think? you’re just some guy who my boyfriend hired to watch over me because he’s a dirty, cheating, lying, manipulative, little prick who’s afraid that i’ll up and leave him!” the volume of your voice, unintentionally raised, which caused jimin to raise an eyebrow at your outburst. you saw his expression shift from the corner of your eye, and so you side deeply, and spoke again. “look I’m sorry I have nothing against you in particular it’s just that you’re someone hired by my boyfriend, which means you have to be at least somewhat friends with him so you know how he is, right? that’s why I’m not too keen on you following me around because for all, I know you could be just like him.”

“ I get that and I think it’s pretty reasonable to think the way you’re thinking I don’t consider me and your boyfriend friends at all I’m just someone who worked for him for a while and it was good at my job. Maybe he thinks we’re friends but I just think he’s a client no more no less. And if it makes you feel any better. i’m fully aware that he’s a ‘prick’ but he’s paying the good money to watch a pretty lady, nothing wrong with that in my opinion,” jimin let out a small chuckle as the light turns green signaling him to go. you stared at him for a minute or two and slowly began to giggle. “to watch a pretty lady? there are plenty of other pretty ladies you could be watching like jennie jane or hwasa,” you began listening off a few women in the modeling industry that you have Collabed with.

your statement was only met with a laugh and a headshake as jimin turn the radio up and continue driving towards your house.

The car soon pulled up into the driveway of the luxurious house. you were feeling a bit better, despite the fact that your boyfriend basically abandoned you at a mall with a stranger sort of.

“Mr. park are you hungry?” you questioned as jimin followed closely behind you with the shopping bags while you opened the front door. you probably should’ve went back to the hotel, but you rather not risk the chance of running into your boyfriend, because you know that if you see him now you’ll blow up in his face.

jimin nodded his head as he said the bags down in the living room, but not before taking off his shoes. The fresh scent of lavender and perfume hit his nose. ”actually i am, also you home smells lovely and how’s that perfume smell so strong?” he questioned as he made his way back to the front door.

you quickly noticed this action and walked over to him. “what are you going to eat? what do you want to eat? also i walk around and spray my house with my perfume, if i like it’s smell enough,”

“i’ll probably go get some take out on my way home..” jimin responded, whilst rubbing his chin with a thoughtful expression. seemed a bit hesitant to leave. However, he put his shoes on and continued to walk out the door.

“oh? eat well then,” you said to him, but something in your gut wanted to tell him to stay and keep you some company, but there was no need for him to stay, really. that’s when it seemed as though fate was really on your side after such a disappointing day.

DING

both of your phones went off at once causing you both to open them up.

jihooonie <3

i’ll be going away on a business trip for a week, jimin will watch over you

so no funny business

i’ll let yk if my schedule changes or anything

xoxo your favorite man❤️

as you read the text message, an unexpected feeling of excitement bubbled within your stomach. You were excited at the fact that you would have a little bit of breathing room with your boyfriend going away on a business trip. Typically he took you with him on these trips because he didn’t trust you but you guess now that jimin is around you’re free to stay home and live in a bit of peace.

jimin turned around in a spot and stared at you with an unreadable expression. “do you want me to stay with you?” was all he said, and it was met with silence as you gave a blank expression. he must’ve realized that staying with you was actually his job so he quickly took his statement back and told you he would go and pack a bag of things he would need to stay over. you giggled as you watched him trip over his feet getting to his car, the embarrassment was evident on his face.

because of the fact you didn’t have jimin’snumber, you left the front door unlocked.

after an hour and a half of you, cooking and cleaning, the house was starting to smell of freshly cooked dinner. That’s when you heard the door open quietly, and someone walking through and taking their shoes off the sound of bags being placed on the floor gently.

“mr. park is that you?” you picked your head down the hallway leading to the front door and surely it was jimin. you must’ve frightened him a bit as he was frozen in place while taking his shoes off.

“you really shouldn’t leave your door unlocked that’s very unsafe..” he said as he picked his bags up and brought them to the living room floor. “in here smells good. What did you make?”

“it’s a surprise”

“a surprise?” he tilted his head which caused his hair to fall over his eyes. you just now noticed that his previous hairstyle from earlier in the day was now undone.

“yes! i made enough to share for both of us” a small smile was slap onto your face as you made your way to the kitchen to begin sharing out the food.

jimin seemed unsure of what to do with himself until you motion for him to take a seat at the kitchen island.

once you shared out the food and gave jimin his plate. you both ate in a peaceful silence and not soon after you put a movie on in the living room. jimin had gone to take a shower while you waited for him to finish.

You had been halfway through some random horror flick when suddenly you felt a droplet of water hit your shoulder. you looked up above your head only to be met with the view of jimin hovering over you and staring at the tv.

The source of the water had been coming from his still damp hair. scrunched up your face in distaste. you flicked the underside of his chin which caused him to back up and look at you properly.

“what was that for?” he pouted a bit and rubbed the underside of his chin, as if it actually pained him.

“you’re dripping water on me, so dry your hair or something,” you rolled your eyes as you refocused on the movie that you were watching. you heard movement coming and going, and then felt the couch sink down next to you.

jimin had went and got a towel to put over his head. “don’t just let the towel sit on your head actually dry your hair before you get sick,” you shook your head at him as he quickly follow your orders.

“shouldn’t you be going to sleep now it’s pretty late and you have to take a shower before you go to bed too” jimin spoke, not looking at you but at the movie. you turned your head to him and yawned silently.

“i will.. just wanna finish this movie first”

after the end of the movie, you went to your room and got dressed and hopped in the shower. once you came out the shower and got fully dressed, you made your way back to the living room only to find jimin sitting alone in the dark, with only the light of his phone illuminating his form.

“you should take one of the guest bedrooms it’s way more comfy than sitting out here on the couch,” you stated before walking off to open one of the guest bedroom doors. It seems as though jimin wanted to protest this offer, but it was too late as you went in and made sure the room looked presentable.

jimin son walked in with all his bags and watched you fix up a few things on one of the dressers. “it’s fine it’s not like I’m going to be sleeping much anyways so being on the couch, would make more sense, no?”

“either way you still deserve somewhere to get a little rest when you can,” a sigh left your lips as you finally finished arranging things. You began pointing to him where the extra sheets and towels were kept even the extra products.

before you retired to your room for some well-deserved rest jimin called out to you.

“hey before you go, let me give you my number just in case you ever need it!” he whipped out his phone quickly and went to display his number. you both exchanged numbers and began talking about contact profile picture ideas.

“i’ll put you under ‘pretty client’, what do you think?” he giggled.

“that sounds unprofessional, i’ll have you under ‘short man’, because it’s fitting of you!” you snorted. even though jimin was considerably tall, he was still shorter than your boyfriend. He caught onto the teasing tone and pouted. But not long after you bid him farewell so you can finally go to bed.

shortie park😆

get some good rest 👍

you too or else you’ll never grow!

shortie park😆

don’t make me quit😡

crybaby

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brahkest-fr · 1 year ago

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do you have any tips on making fandragons? yours are really good in a way i cant quite quantify

oh why thank you! I love my dumb fandergs so much kldjkldd

I'm not sure if I have tips per se, but I can explain how my thought process works when I do make fandergs so maybe that can be helpful 👀

when it comes to making them, the way I do it is first deciding what breed to make em. I consider what details I want to bring out of the fandom character so for example, I made my Johnny Bravo dragon a pearlcatcher cuz I wanted the dragon to have hair but not so much like a tundra. I also had an outfit in mind (to match Johnny's t shirt and jeans) so that ruled out ancients since you can't dress em and I didn't feel like making a skin lol.

and behold: a man™. when I drew him, I thought it'd be funny to actually match the style of the show so he's all angular and disproportionate. I only included features that I wanted from the pearlcatcher like the horn, ears, and tail and tbh he looks like a rhino lol but I decided stuff like the hair tufts on the face and limbs was too much for my taste.

same thing went for my Samurai Jack dragon. however, this guy's actual dragon sprite is a lot more complex just cuz I felt like making him fancy and giving him armor.

but when I drew him, he's just very much like Jack in the show, including the style. and I'm not saying fandergs have to match the style of whatever, I just think it's a fun nod. you can also notice here I didn't draw the smoke gene on him. that's just a personal decision I wanted to keep only on the sprite, in reference to Japanese ink paintings.

my design philosophy in general is "how would x person look like if they were a dragon." but if it's like an animal/creature fanderg (like for example my bazelgeuse derg from monster hunter) then I just kinda combine both elements together.

so for Tasha here, laced and edged look like chonky scales which for me was close enough to the egg-like scales of bazel and I got a skin for the fire theming. no clothes cuz I didn't wanna cover up the skin so sometimes I don't even dress em up if I prefer seeing their bodies.

when I drew her, you can see the combined bits of both the monster and wildclaw - bazel's wings, the chonk claws, egg scales, facial features - wc tail feathers, the multigaze, feather hair. there's a lot of "use your imagination" in my designs so like, I don't usually take things at immediate face value. so some people might see laced/edged as just flat scales or maybe even feathers but my brain went oh those are fat fuck egg bombs kjldfkldkl.

sometimes my fandergs are just inspired from colors like Baja who's a taco bell fan dragon lol. I saw this hat and was like yeah I can do something with that. another example of a derg I didn't really dress cuz I wanna see the baja blast™ capsule. Baja would prolly be one of the more thematically standard flight rising dergs of my fandom ones cuz she's just a spiral without anything fancy pancy going on like the previous ones.

and sometimes it's just fun to make things kinda funky. for my Jacket fanderg, I was like, what if the chicken mask was literally a part of him and badabing it worked out really well with scales. his other colors are like red and white cuz I wanted a sort of basic bitch rooster color scheme. most of the fandom bits come from the skin I made him so he's a bit more involved on the artsy side of things. the art of him afterwards became a literal interpretation of the sprite.

I have a lot more fandergs of course but that's more or less my thought process on designing them! I don't usually have any sort of standard for designs, it really ends up being how much I feel like putting in and how much do I directly want to interpret from a fandom source. sometimes it's very literal and other times it's like a lil nod or so. tbh, you can really make a fanderg out of anything since what you wanna see is entirely up to you. I personally think it's pretty fun to see how close I can get with just what the site has to offer.

I have two more fandergs I'm actually working on rn and am very excited to share when I get to it hohohehe

#I'm so deep in fandom stuff rn it's insane #no one look at me I'm having a moment #fandergs #blood #multigaze #multiple eyes

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1u11ablues · 2 years ago

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Think With Your Heart, Feel With Your Brain(StuckyxOC)

Summary: Lilith packs for her stay.

WC: 1.8k+

Warning: Language. Just a lil' hint of M/M suggestive content(which will be explored in further chapters)

Chapter 3: Permission

As soon as she was done with her last slot of the week, she went home immediately to pack her stuff for her stay at the facility. Steve informed that someone will be there to assist her, but she didn't expect that person to arrive sooner than she thought. She barely had the time to locate her luggage before someone rang the bell. Bucky stood outside, hands in the pocket of his leather jacket, leaning on her door frame with a smirk on his face.

"Bucky? I thought Steve meant a staff member was coming or something." She stated, confused. Still, she invited him in and told him to make himself comfortable while she continued packing.

"I am a staff member. Plus, I volunteered. Do you need a hand with something?" He asks as he trailed her from the front door to her room before stopping just outside the bedroom doorway.

Without looking at him, she answered, "No, I don't have that much to pack. I pretty much wear the same thing everyday so it's just grab and go."

In her periphery, Bucky leans over her door frame to look into her room, and she had the sense that he was trying to get a read on her. It was unsettling.

"Bucky…." she said, "I hate it when people watch over my shoulders like that. Please sit. Ask me your questions instead of assuming things."Because, good God, have people been doing that a lot. Always reading between her words, treating conversations like social warfare.

"Sorry, doll, just trying to see if your room could tell me more about you. You have a lot of interests." He muttered as he roamed her room. She had a bookshelf full of books on one side of the room, though books weren't the only thing she had on it. Random trinkets of a variety of interests she had fallen into were carefully arranged in some places; crochet animals, sketchbooks, art supplies and a lot of zombie-themed items.

'Yeah, I guess I do. I can't really help what my brain likes." She replied, zipping up her luggage and taking out a smaller carry on to bring some books for her stay. Maybe a sketchbook and some supplies, too. She doesn't know how long she'd be staying.

"Steve likes to draw as well. Maybe you guys can bond over that." Her head tilted at the surprising tidbit about Steve. Had she known that earlier, her views of him would probably be softer than it was. She does tend to make better connections with people who share her interest.

"That's cool," she acknowledged, "and what do you like?" It is common courtesy to ask what their interests are after she told them hers,right? She read that somewhere before.

"Well, it's nothing like what you and Steve do, not the same level of artsy I guess, but I do like to take pictures once in a while."

"Oh, photography? It suits you. What do you normally shoot?" She loves photography too, not much in taking them, but they provided her with good references.

"Just nature. Buildings. Things I find pretty." He told her, voice quieter than normal, like he was trying to be humble. Maybe he is being humble. She felt it kind of endearing, actually. Passionate people are attractive to her. Almost all of her friends are people who had an obsession over very specific subjects, like role-playing and avians.

"No people?" She asked, eager to know more about him.

His eyes went wide.

"Uh, on special occasions." He replied.

"I have taken several photos of Steve, but they were—how do I say it—unsavoury."

For several minutes, her hands still as she tried to parse what he was trying to say. When she realised, he probably meant nude pictures, her eyes wide, mouth forming an 'o'. She doesn't judge what people do behind closed doors, but she never expected Bucky and Steve to have that kind of relationship.

"God, you probably think I'm some kind of creep now. I didn't—"

"No, I mean, as long as it's consensual, who am I to tell people what they could and couldn't enjoy?"

At her response, Bucky shuts his mouth mid sentence to recalibrate his next words.

"It's consensual, don't worry." He reassures her, raising his hands in a gesture to make his point clear. She smiled. Just a little quirk up on the corners of her mouth.

"Then that's okay. Are you—" she trailed off, not quite sure what to call whatever it is they had going on in between them. They seemed like friends the first time she met them, but maybe she's just bad at judging body language.

"Close friends, sometimes more." He explains, short. She assumed there was at least a deep emotional connection. While also fucking each other.

While she'd never had someone to call her significant other, or at least a friend with benefit, she understands relationships can be complicated like that. So she won't press further.

"I'm done. Shall we go?"

***

The ride back to the facility was quiet. It seemed like Lilith was not much of a talker, though she didn't really give him the vibe of someone extremely shy, just a healthy amount of it. She was probably more comfortable with silence. So Bucky's approach was just to ask her questions and if she wanted to share more, then he'd let her. Either way, he won't force her into anything.

"How did you find out about your powers?" He questioned her. She rarely mentioned it even in passing, which seemed weird to him considering it's the main reason she was there.

"As soon as I gained consciousness. So, when I was three?"

"That's a really young age to know you could do something like that. Surprised you handled it so well." And he checked—well, Steve did. Her records are clean. Not even mild destruction of property.

"I spent a lot of time at home. It helped." That makes sense.

"And what about school? I went through puberty a long time ago, but I know just how much hormones make us all wacky. Being a hormonal teen is one thing. Being hormonal and having superpowers…" is an entirely different category. There are hundreds of reports of telekinetic teens destroying buildings. And the stronger the power, the greater the destruction.

"Home-schooled through middle school, and I just kept to myself in high school."

It's really hard to gauge what she's feeling when she talks to him. She's not entirely expressive save for that smile she gave him earlier, one he will always cherish. Plus, her voice seemed a little…flat. Maybe he was being delusional when he thought she'd shown him interest before this. Shit. This was one of the biggest idiot moves—trying to befriend someone who doesn't want to be his friend. She's probably the way she is because of how she was raised, though, so maybe it'll be worth it to try just a little more to get her to break out of her shell.

"You don't talk much, huh?" He continued when they were stuck in a mini traffic jam.

"I don't. I like hearing you, though. Your…voice."

Fuck. she was all cold before, then she said something like that, like it's something people just outwardly say in normal conversations. An in?

"Yeah?" he smirked, leaning back a little to face her slightly. "What do you like about it?"

She seemed to make a show of contemplating. It's almost always like this with her. She'd take a moment before answering, as if she was doing some tough mental maths.

"I like the little rasp when you end your sentences. It scratches my brain in a good way. You'd make a good audiobook narrator." His eyes squinted, trying to figure out if she was flirting or if it was just a genuine compliment.

"See, normally when women say things like that to me, they're flirting, but I can't tell that with you." The hands on her lap stirred, and Bucky was just now noting that she was rubbing her thumb repetitively like she's nervous of him. And not the good kind of nervous, either.

"Shit. Sorry if I made you uncomfortable. Next time I do that, you have permission to yell at me."

"Why would I do that?" She tilts her head as she asks him. Heaven above, she's impenetrable.

"So I remember not to do it again? I think I've misread you from before, I thought you were interested in me," he explained, laughing at how silly this all is.

"I think you're very attractive." Lilith began, halting his laugh in its tracks. Her hands move in a rhythm, floating a piece of lint in between them using her powers. It's like he was whiplashed. From one emotion to another, with every word coming out of her mouth.

"I just don't know how to show my emotions well. I'm flattered you would want to flirt with me, but I don't think it should extend to more than that."

"Can I ask why?" Bucky inquired, no longer able to rein in the string of curiosity. Lilith came into his life with the sole purpose of uncoiling it from its neatly arranged center.

"I'm…very hard to be with. I go days where I don't talk and days where I talk too much. And if I like something or someone, I latch into it like an obsession and forget that other people exist. Sometimes I hate being touched. Sometimes I require bone-crushing hugs. I don't want someone to think that they like me, only to find me too much to be with."

Too much. She said that she can be too much for someone. He emphatised to a certain degree, having suffered PTSD. But, more than anything, he wanted so much to be there for her and tell her that she would never be too much. He wished he was there to deal with the people who put these thoughts into her head.

"Lilith, I won't press if you don't want me to, but I don't flirt with someone I didn't already intend to make mine. And if someone's mine, I'll do whatever I can to keep them happy. If not talking for days makes them happy, then so be it. There are other ways to show someone you care besides words and physical touch."

She looked down again, picking at her finger, and Bucky wondered if he'd made his intentions too clear. God, he wants her. Want to learn everything he could about her. But he knows that what he feels is all too much too fast and that's not a good sign. He should talk to his therapist. The torrent of mixed feelings he's going through right now might be the very thing that spelled the end of whatever this is. Moderation. He needs to proceed with moderation.

"Okay then." Her words silenced his thoughts. He hated the way his cock jumped when she gave him that look she just did, like she's giving him a piece of her trust. "Go ahead, you have my permission to court me."

Chapter 2

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#stuckyxoc #stucky #buckyxfemale oc #stevebucky #steve x bucky #steve/oc/bucky #stevexfemale oc #original character #marvel mcu #mcu fic #flirting #strangers to lovers #friends to lovers

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cryptid-killjoy · 1 year ago

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Flotsam couldn't quit grinning. Thomas and his own accent was cute enough. Throw on him doing others' accents and Flo was in heaven.

Okay, so Flo wasn't a little green guy expert, but he ate Lucky Charms as a kid. "I thought that's where the gold was." He laughed as he got a kiss from Thomas on the cheek. He knew one thing. "My lucky already."

Not everyday reacquired a costume, but Flotsam had fun with it all. He was simply a theatrical kind of guy. He was drawn to it. It was how he had fun. He was big, bold, in that artsy way. His imagination was always in expressive play.

Then Thomas got him real excited. Practice jack-o-lanterns? Tonight?

"Yes! Oh, that lil' vendor is going to be happy to see us when we come out. We'll just buy 'em out. Enough for tonight and to take home. Irish turnips for all."

He seriously clacked his heels with an extra excited shuffle step over that one. Jack-o-lanterns on the beach. This was going to be the best. Everything Flotsam loved all at once.

"I want that."

He wanted that bad.

"And you got this one. I have faith you can handle this one." Flotsam leaned up and gave Thomas a return cheek kiss from earlier.

Then on into the Leprechaun Museum they went.

It was different than Flotsam expected truth be told. In most places you're free to do as you please, walk about, explore at your leisure. This reminded him more of a Hobbiton tour only far more claustrophic and dark because it's indoors and smaller, but there was no explore on your own time. It was a guided tour with a story teller that took them through. In each room the story teller was like an actor that tried to make them feel as if they were really there explaining the legends of the different sorts and kinds from different areas. If anything he liked watching the storyteller be very theatrical and passionate about the tales. He'd have to give them credit for that. They were totally into it trying to make you feel like you'd moved into another world with each room. It was a storytelling experience more than anything actually. The bedtime story couple, Flotsam at least, could appreciate it even if he hadn't quite been expecting it when he he arrived.

The story about changelings got to Flo a bit considering they were sitting there with little babies. He leaned into Thomas and said, "Good thing you have your nose. That would be an Irish fae with a death wish messing with a Laveau like that. Changelings. Fuck all them baby switching fae. Aw Hell naw."

Mostly, Flotsam was waiting for the giant's room. He saw it online and wanted to get pics of the pups up on the furniture in there.

There was another spot where they talked about them all being shoe makers because they were dancing all the time and had to replace their shoes so much. It reminded him of Feral of course.

"Maybe Delta's got a little Irish in her." He couldn't help laughing about that.

Thomas did miss that too, but when he would take more time out of his days to work on the new encampment, work on Chip’s house, Dale’s house, then he’ll be back to feeling like the big boss man.

“Let me just get some practice in,” Thomas said, clearing his throat into his fist. It wasn’t hat hard to do the Irish accent, he just had to think of some comedians he liked. Dara O’Brien. Ed Byrne. Dylan Moran."- They’re after me lucky charms!”

“Yeah, you don’t need a rainbow,” He said, putting an arm around his husband’s waist, pulling him in closer because he absolutely felt the need to kiss his cheek right in that moment. “Whatever you want, we’ll make it happen.”

But yes, he had heard the rumors about a leprechaun in New Orleans. Some bartender or something. Had he believed it? Sure. With everything else that he lived with, a leprechaun seemed perfectly plausible. Maybe he should have tried the more Irish pubs back in NOLA when he had the chance. Could have seen if they really were on the shorter side, or covered in green. Alas - a rumor it would stay, since it seemed as if every kind of creature, man, wolf, what have you, succumbed to the curse put upon the land.

He thought Flotsam looked dashing all of the time, even in just the pure Flotsam wear, nothing fancy, nothing jedi, nothing elfy. Actually, he looked his best when he looked like himself. Not everyday required a costume of some kind. He checked him out repeatedly as they did their routine of babies, stroller, nappies, diaper bag check, badda bing budda boom.

He followed Flotsam’s eyeline through his eye before he ever did with his own head, turning it after already knowing what it was that Flo was focused on. He’d gotten the hang of this eye thing. It was starting to feel almost natural. “We should definitely get some to bring back home,” He agreed with a grin. “Maybe even practice em at the cottage tonight. I can work with wood, I can work with stone and bone, but you give me anything food-like and I’m rubbish,” He laughed. He was an atrocious cook but man - even just trying to carve a Jack O’Lantern was a risk. He even managed to burn one by not getting the candle in it right it and somehow it just went up in flames.

#flotsamxthomas

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rexxdjarin · 2 years ago

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"let's stay in bed" + Tup for the sleeping/waking up prompts!!

characters going to sleep and waking up together prompts

Ooooo Tup!! I’ve never done Tup. I’m not sure about the fanon characterization of him, but I’d see him as being soft, gentle, loving and needy (similar to how I’ve seen people write wrecker) but artsy and sensitive. A lil renaissance clone if you will haha ok here goes ☺️

You’re pretty sure no one will ever believe this happened. That you have the sweetest clone trooper you’ve ever met wrapped around you, in your own bed, on a Sunday morning.

After a long night out where you spent more time conversing with this beautiful curly haired man than you did drinking and dancing, somehow you both ended up back at your place, having more fun alone together than you ever could in public.

He was passionate, soft and attentive. The way no one would ever believe a soldier could be. He seemed different than any trooper you’d ever met. He was different. Besides just the long hair he’d finally let down for you to run your fingers through last night, he seemed more interested in the finer things in life. More than his brothers ever seemed to want to talk about.

You found out his name was Tup. He liked to paint and draw and spent any time off he had collecting ideas and inspiration for his next piece. His brothers thought he was nuts, he was sure if it. But he confessed how much he’d rather be holding a brush or a pencil than a gun. He was different. And you fell hard for him because of it.

You felt his fingers twitch on your waist as he roused from sleep beside you. He buried his face in the sensitive spot on your neck that took him only seconds to find and traced delicate kisses there with his tongue.

“Good morning mesh’la. You were…incredible last night.” He muttered, his hands trailing along the curve of my waist, but respectful enough to avoid any more sensitive spots without your permission. Even though you knew he wanted to go there again.

“You say that to all the girls you sleep with, Tup?” You tease, reaching up to brush his hair off his face with your fingers. He laughed, pressing a kiss to your forehead and pulling you closer.

“Would you be surprised if I told you I almost never do this? I’m a bit more…refined than my brothers.” He looked into your eyes innocently, hoping you didn’t think he was the kind of guy who treated sleeping around as a game to win.

You grinned, running your hand down his jawline and blinking up at him slowly. “Not too surprised I guess. I’m glad I could help you relax. You deserve it.” He smiled at that, tipping his forehead to rest on yours. “Is there anything else you want to do while you’re here? I hear the female form is lovely to paint…”

He laughed, “let’s stay in bed a little while longer. I think I’ve got another kind of art form I’d like to work on today…if you’re up for it mesh’la…” With a face that handsome, you were.

#clone trooper tup #I love him sweet sensitive artsy boy #I like the contrast of that with what happens to him #it shows how awful the chip really is #sleeping waking up prompts #ask game #clone trooper tup x you #clone trooper tup x reader

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phoenix-before-the-flame · 3 years ago

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Any hcs for team natsu and cooking?

Uhhhh lemme see

Natsu can cook but rarely ever does. He doesn't have the patience most times to wait for the food to finish and he cant be bothered with the clean up after so he just buys something to eat more often. But when he does cook, not everyone's gonna eat what he prepares. And it's not like he's a bad cook per se, it's just that what he likes isn't for everyone. He's really heavy handed with seasonings and spices. He doesn't even know wtf he's putting in there half the time. He just does a sniff test and if it smells nice its going on the food.

And the amount of pepper home boy puts on it could literally burn a hole through concrete which he forgets everyone else can't handle if he's attempting to feed someone. He's also a weirdo who likes meats slightly charred so sometimes he will deliberately half burn his food bcus it's tastier that way to him. Seriously why is he like this.

I am absolutely obsessed with the idea that any sort of domestic or artsy skill that exists Erza for some reason cannot do them. Sewing? Drawing? Painting? Absolutely not. Erza cannot cook even though she really really wants to be able to. No matter the amount of lessons or cookbooks or precautions what she prepares just always ends in disaster. She's not even a disaster in the kitchen! Shes very focused and clean and organized but no matter what her meals always flop. She's a great assistant tho, granted that she's under close supervision.

Gray. This guy, this guy. This is the guy you go to when you want a decent meal. He's no master chef by any means or anything but he has got comfy foods down to a science, his kitchen's always stocked because he likes cooking instead of getting take out most evenings and even though he's a meticulous recipe follower he has bouts where he goes off the rails and experiments. Rarely do those experiment meals ever flop either. Also as a side he has superb knife skills, very delicate and precise.

Listen, I subscribe to ex-rich kid Lucy, thus she can't really cook, not cause she's bad but just from lack of experience. She had very small handfuls of lessons when she stole away to the kitchens to be with the cooks and that was when she was a kid and thats for like really simple easy prep meals. But she's getting there! She's trying! She fumbles a lot in the kitchen cause cooking makes her a nervous wreck and gets burnt or cut a fair bit but it happens less and less! She still has a healthy fear of the oven and will not go near it after the incident but thats ok! She just needs to learn to be a lil less stingy with the seasonings and she's golden (Queen the seasoning won't hurt u. Just put more in there, ur tastebuds will thank you.)

Wendy honestly is a pretty decent cook all things considered. She always prefers using natural ingredients and getting stuff fresh from the source and very on about healthy eating (not to be annoying she just wants everyone to be in good shape). She's very good with herbal teas and has a sharp nose for ingredients so whatever she makes is that balance of healthy and tasty albeit with light flavours because she's really sensitive to sharp flavours. And even though the squad knows that she can handle herself well in the kitchen someone always sticks around in there with her in case she needs help with anything.

Carla is on par with Wendy in terms of cooking skills but with a leaning towards using more bitter flavours in her meals so not everyones a big fan of her meals. Not bad, it just takes some getting used to.

Happy can cook but isn't trusted around knives.

#fairy tail #fairy tail headcanon #natsu dragneel #erza scarlet #gray fullbuster #lucy heartfilia #wendy marvell #ft carla #ft happy #ft natsu #ft erza #ft gray #ft lucy #ft wendy #guess which of these hcs is me :)#also man havent done any hcs in a while #i know i got some in the ask box but been busy busy busy

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leggyre · 2 years ago

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Can you tell us some stuff about your splatoon ocs?

OH BOY so ive been meaning to drop some stuff about them(even the oldest ones because they've got some updates boooi) but ive been too busy drawing squid and playing squid bideogame to write about squid do u get me

so UH ill use this as my excuse to do at least some rambling uwU (<- me before i wrote this whole fuckin thing) they're all around the same age (17-19) but their character arcs sorta start based on the game i made them for (does that make sense?)

i wanna get them all smth decent on toyhouse eventually but this will do for now lmao

okay so this post is long as hell its readmore time

so to start with the splat 1 crew who were around 14 when i first made them;

but first here's the post w most of them, for reference :-)

Fernanda is basically the focus point of everything that happens here. Definition of girlboss; she moves every plot point because she is bold and determined to reach her goals. Her main objective is the classic BECOME THE VERY BEST and for that she's constantly trying to assemble the perfect team; though the means to reach that goal are pretty flexible. She's pretty much feral in battle, and is what some might call a "tryhard" in-game. She does try very hard. Way too much sometimes.

-anyway the moment she became a legit kid who is a squid at 14 she started going to turf war bc it was always her passion. Additionally, the moment her Childhood Bestie(tm) Speckle reached the same age she dragged him too. Personally, he'd rather not get into that stuff because hes very timid and nervous and scared and- yeah, that- but he's willing to do it with a friend; specially Fernanda, whose secondary hobby is beating up people who are mean to him. Thats sorta how they met in the first place.

She is, however, very determined to teach him the ins and outs of turf war and challenge him to go out of his comfort zone. He likes using brushes because he's an artsy person, but since it's a mostly aggressive weapon type, Fernanda wants him in the frontlines with her. It's just strats guys she totally isn't also doing it just to spend more time with her friend :-) shhh

But he sorta sticks like glue and depends a lot on her for safety, which isn't really the best idea in her mind. SO to try to teach him to be more confident she eventually starts joining the opposing team instead.

Needless to say, Spec is terrified being in a team without her. Doesn't help that she's the enemy, either, even though she usually doesn't outright splat him when they eventually clash. She moreso tries to give him a lesson first. It doesn't work very well. And worse yet, at one point some annoying ass charger starts targeting her specifically whenever she gets close to the other side of the map.

...And that's Gabriel (but i just call him gabe) :) He sorta notices how this girl keeps going after the same guy over and over again and eventually went 'yeah okay thats enough' and just started giving Speckle some support. (wanna make a lil note here that this is based on an actual thing that happened to me in game; i ran out of ink in a fight and the team charger blasted them and we both went BOOYAH. ill never forget u bro)

So yeah spec being spec he glued onto gabe instead. fernanda was, indeed, very upset by this because not only she couldn't enforce her lessons anymore but also spec was just doing the thing she didn't want him keep doing in the first place. And dealing with gabe is like. very, very annoying. specially for her as a roller main. he's always camping at the same few spots and he pretty much always avoids confrontation of any kind; motherfucker just jumps back to spawn or to a teammate who's safe. He has not only an advantage in range, but also his aim is impeccable. it's terrible hes terrible

anyway spec, despite being timid, actually grows attached to people really fast. from then on, every time they spot gabe in the lobby he waves and invites him to join them. fernanda is very annoyed my this but eventually she actually forms some sorta friendly rivalry with him(instead of, ynow, her being motivated purely to kick his ass). she ends up inviting him to join her (to be) Perfect Team(tm) and they all start hanging out more and learning how to work as a group.

also theres this plot thread

its really just classic fluff n they end up dating like god intended

now there's like a big story gap here because, uh, it used to be some shared stuff with a friend but-- Yeah. im not sure what to do with that just yet. (..and its the big arc where fernanda has the most character development, strengthens her goals and improves herself. big gay shit too. bummer. 😔)

This gap extends all the way to the timeline of Splatoon 2, where they're all around 16

But lemme add some misc stuff that's happened since the first game tho; -Speckle has a new hobby, weapon customization! :-) he mostly does it for fun or for his friends, but occasionally someone comes up offering pay for it. he's not very confident about actually selling the stuff, but hey, he wasn't the one who asked for money. -Gabe learns to camp less but he gets tired real fast. -Fernanda and Gabe actually form a good and strong bond???? the rivalry is still there and they sometimes do 1v1 because she wants to get better at fighting people with far ranged weapons. -Actually, Fernanda's skill in particular grows exponentially. She's really giving it all she's got. Speckle might be less scared of going to turf alone, but it still makes him sorta nervous. -They move together to a lil place near Inkopolis Plaza because I don't follow real world rules (does a little dance) i will spare you of the somewhat underdeveloped socioeconomic hcs i made for this

OK MOVING FORWARD-

Splatoon 2 is the "Fernanda goes out scouting for a 4th person to complete their team and Spec befriends every single candidate" arc. It's what it says on the very specific tin. Just three of them won't do, and they have to get a 4th team member in order to start actually cooking some neat strategies because everyone has to be in on it.

They do turf and ranked matches and Fernanda tries to recruit the people who do best alongside them. In this process they meet Fernando, aka Fucco bc hes a fucker thats all there is to it lmao(though I have to mention Gabe is the origin of this nickname because he can't fucking stand Fernando; everyone else just sorta agrees because Yeah It's True), and through him they also are introduced to Roberta(bobby) and Orlando(orb!!!), who are his buddies and theyre just here to chill tbh.

When Fernanda rejects Fucco as a possible team member he is absolutely offended by it. So he rallies up his allies(see: his two friends) to clash against the og trio. Thing is, they don't really have much experience as a team. Bobby and Orb just sorta do turf casually, for fun. Fucco is the only one of them who is actually competitive and he just thinks great at it (hes average at best). He's always acting like they're the mean girls when both teams cross paths and tries to make up for his lack of skill with witty remarks, which, granted, is something he actually is good at.

He sorta starts pushing his teammates a bit too much to the point they're not really having fun anymore so they have to like stop supporting this for a moral lesson that he does not listen to and makes him feel betrayed so he gets upset at them. And then these battles devolve into just 1v1 between [chuckles] Fernanda and Fernando with everyone watching it like it's a saturday morning cartoon because honestly theres no contest here. This obviously makes him break eventually, and so Fernanda now is the one who has to break the moral lesson about idk fighting with passion, teamwork, actually accepting your own flaws and working around them and not through them, etc etc all that anime kinda stuff. Maybe throw something about the power of friendship there too just for flavor.

So while all these things happens, Spec is just being nice with the other team. He sometimes just stops mid-battle to listen to Orb rambling about something as he often does(yeah they just sit there but don't worry Gabe is always there to watch for whiny tryhards too), gives them a lil booyah when they do cool stuff, and always invites them to chill at the cafeteria when they're all done with their matches. And they do, although Fernando has a little uuuuuuh trouble with this. There's always a long exchange of threatening glares between him and Gabe and/or Fernanda. He's mostly only there because Orb is a friend he'd die for. and Orb really likes Speckle too.

Annnd yeah when this is all settled down and Fucco has finally stopped trying to be a nuisance these guys all merge into One Larger Group and he actually gets to join Fernanda's team in turf; not as one of them, though, just hanging out with them. It's all just shenanigans for them for a while after all that's done (-:

Eventually they meet MY BOY Michael aka Mikemas which is like Splatmas but with his (nick)name because he was 12 when he made that username. I switched the protagonist POV to him because, in case you haven't noticed, I just really love him. He's a little bastard who's got a significant following on the internet; he occasionally livestreams turf war(and other stuff) and has a BIG passion for music. Also makes funny short skits and other trendy type of content you'd see from an online personality. Speaking of online personality - that's all his sorta dumb egocentric attitude is. Though he is very confident, most of the dumb shit he says and does is mean to be a joke (see: "I don't need this, I'm an influencer" while being completely aware he isn't of that scale yet). Biggest highlights are the Calamari Inkantation ballad cover - the thing which usually makes people notice just how good his vocals are - and the "Now Or Never But Every Loop Gets Faster" video.

And then there's Manga, who I just got out of the afriendmadethis limbo because he and Mike go hand in hand. They live together and they're childhood friends who are, really close, not in a romantic way but in a way you'd probably think is. Manga participates in the internet presence stuff as well, he plays the keyboard and has a soundboard of funny sound effects for streaming :-) He's nonverbal, very quiet and deadpan most of the time but he's basically got the same sense of humor as Mike; they're very similar in a lot of ways that would make you question if maybe they're actually siblings? (they aren't) He's just less confident and less likely to engage in dumb shit; to the point he kinda has to act like a fuckin babysitter because someone keeps "forgetting" to take the medicine for their bipolar disorder and we simply can't let that happen so I guess we gotta fuckin suplex him to do it I guess. A lot of things need to have parental controls enabled because someone is very prone to addiction and keeps trying to play videogames for 24 hours nonstop without consuming anything but the hoard of iced tea they have in the fridge, which occasionally has to be locked also.

(in conclusion mike would've never been allowed to live away from his family if manga wasn't there)

Anyway yeah they meet Mike in turf and he's actually almost as good as he says he at it is so he earns the invitation to claim the honorable title of 4th member of Fernanda's team. ...Okay. It's more like. He's the one person who accepted it, I guess. And thus, Mike and Manga get to join their table at the cafeteria.

The last characters I made for Splatoon 2 were these guys, who never really got any development(or even names) until Splatoon 3 so I'm kinda pushing them to be for the Splat 3 plots I've been cookin'. And they finally have names - Vespa Gel, Roll and Viv.

So yeah now where we are, Splatoon 3 where everyone is 17-19. This is all still going on in the general area near Inkopolis Plaza, though we'll get to the mentions of Splatsville soon.

Mike was a very late addition to the team, so he isn't very well adjusted to the way they go about in turf and... He isn't really what we can call responsible, and is quite the chore to deal with. This bit of plot is mostly about several dumb conflicts between him and Fernanda because he keeps skipping practice, missing calls, and mostly acts independently instead of trying to work as a team. He is, however, a vital asset because of the skill level and comes in clutch very often, which is why he hasn't been kicked out of the team yet.

Now the stuff here is mostly still a mess so I'll get to some key points that happen parallel to that conflict--

-Mike meets Viv in turf and they bond a lot not just during matches but also afterwards bc Viv just sorta likes taking walks around the plaza and Mike tags along, initially because he wants to know when he could expect to see Viv in turf again because its good stream content and he just really likes going against people who match his skill bc it's fun :-) This sorta leads to them just hanging out a lot and meanwhile everyone at the table is just... sorta giggling quietly about how sus he's being bc of how he excitedly talks about Viv but he pushes back saying it's just some fun kinda rivalry y'now??? nothing to see here.

-Viv eventually has to stop hanging out bc he kinda is part of a gang that now kinda despises Mike. Well, Vespa, specifically, but the other two have goon brain so they gotta pretend they also hate him. They could hurt him in all sorts of bad ways because the boys r kinda unhinged, so Viv decides it's the best option to stop hanging out at the plaza(which is actually pretty far from where he lives)

-This is heartbreaking, of course, specially bc it happened right as Mike accepted that Yes, He Has The Hell of a Crush and sorta hits some insecurities he has.

-But right after he meets Sen, and they kinda have a relationship? One where they are together, but both don't really want to admit it? because theyre both fucking stupid lmao (jk its related to more serious things but yeah)

(this is where i pause bc im legally required to share a ref of him though i dont have a good and finished one so just take this)

(fucken pastel anime boy babeeey)

-Sen is from Splatsville, he moved to Inkopolis alone to work towards a career goal by taking some extensive courses and apprenticeships. He is constantly overworking himself and being stressed due to it, but he really doesn't want to grow attached to anyone in Inkopolis because he is very deeply affected by separation. This move itself has been very hard for him, even though he still has contact with his friends back in the Splatlands, and he doesn't want to have to go through it again when he eventually goes back home. Well, that was the plan until he was forced to have a funny little guy who sticks like glue, as a treat :-)

..this is all I can confidently share for now, but there's a lil bit in the crock pot that I've been brainstorming because Splat 3 finally convinced me to take a dip on making the agents ocs. its THE GIRLS they're the ones featured in this post. i wanna do an alt story mode with them eventually but no promises since im bad at keeping my word LMAO

(small note i forgot to add, they are kinda connected to the main group bc they are sen's aforementioned friends they bully him on inkstagram)

(UPDATE) dear lord ive named them theyre Amber(Captain), Camellia(4), Elizabeth(8), and Goo(3) (<- but u say it more like its "gaw"). Lil' buddy is just lil' buddy but goo will occasionally call him cute lil nicknames when no one is lookin' so they do the fabled bABYTALK!!!!!!!!!

heres some extra stuff w them 😌

and these bc theyre funny

theres definitely more of these but searching for them specifically is tough DJFHGHBGDF

i want you to know that ive been writing this on and off ever since you sent this ask

#the newfound text tag #oc talk #splatoon ocs #[takes a deep breath] BOI

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astrxealis · 2 years ago

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uh. more rambles in tags because i reached 30 (oops!)

did you know i love my friends so much.

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#know stuff along the way bcs yeah !!! yeah. <3 they have the biggest age gap between me w all my closest friends i consider closest or most #special :O which is just 3 LMAO BUT YEAH #i'm really glad to have helped them get over smth that was holding them back a bit? it's interestinf. being younger and helping this guy!#not in a weird way at all too. it's nice having a nice friendship w someone a bit older!! just really glad to help esp bcs the lgbtq stuff #is smth that i really get compared to them and awh man that was just reallt nice fr #and... it's a lil weird bcs out of all friends theyre the one who gave us like. hm #TBF i dont like asking for stuff specifically bcs i want to yes and hells gift giving id my love language but #im. scared to! and really shy about that so i genuinely appreciate that guy sm for really being yk about that hey you can pick wha you want #mhm <3 !! and okay so yeah i really just. am glad w my social life this year tbh even if it is kinda really messy too #i also met someone who is just a lil older and is a ffxiv writer woa !!! out of all xiv friends theyre the ones i think i can talk to most #abt that kinda thing w liking charas too? so far at least!!! i am shy w them but >< <3 #and then someone who i actually held dms with for a while wow !! it really helped me be more comfy w talking to others tbh ... <33 #and i wna say more too but also unfortunately i'm shy w them rn WHWHJDHDK SO YEAH. oops #and then i said on twt but a loot of accts i kinda have some sort of attachment or connection to one way or another #they r transmasc oops ... and look im likely genderfluid fr and just need to get more in terms w it (bad phrasinf but yeah) but !!#it's just rlly nice tbh and. oh my god all of them are artists if i'm not mistaken. oops #YOU SEE a LOT of my closest friends are all artists one way or another. artsy! art or writing or etc etc etc #only uhmm the 1 irl and the friend i met IN xiv r not. but i have other things that esp connect me to them #idk . it's nice bcs i really want to hold onto my friendships!#i really want to properly put in effort bcs i'm scared of being alone and abandonment fears and yeah uhm. yeah #so i'm fighting off the urge to disappear even if i still may be slow inr eplying or whatever ... i'm trying my best !!!!!#kid me wanted to be friends w everyone but also i realize i just am not that person #i think. it feels weird bcs theres a lot of people around me often but it feels so surface level often and i think ive learned to just #keep those who matter most close. but also i like being nice to everyone! wsp the ones that i feel r less 'seen'#bcs i know how it feels and i know id hate how itd feel and i'm a tad bit too nice #yeah. yeah !! so i wna talk more to those who actually matter most uhh overall (i think abt the future and all too and etc and yeah)#but i do care abt everyone so <333 #hm. i think id def still consider myself empathetic maybe...? i hate the philippines bcs im in the car sometimes #and i like to stare outside a lot and seeing poverty just makes me. incredibly sad. the world is beautiful and it is also so ugly

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m--bloop · 2 years ago

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For someone who has only seen Shadows, what would you recommend, in what order to watch Casavettes' movies?

This turned out to be a super long post so I’m adding a read more thing :•)

If you want to watch all of the movies he’s directed, it might be fun to just watch them in order! Although maybe switch love streams and big trouble so that you end the experience with love streams…

If you only want to watch his more popular movies then hmmm… maybe faces, minnie and moskowitz, husbands, the killing of a chinese bookie, opening night, a woman under the influence, love streams? This is a mostly arbitrary ordering… not by worst to best or anything like that. It might depend on how you’re feeling too because, for example, if you’re feeling like something lighter and happier than you probably don’t want to watch something like awuti lol.

> If you’re going on atmosphere then:

More energetic/animated characters, romance - minnie and moskowitz

Moody, neon, nightclub (but an artsy nightclub), blackmail/mob stuff - the killing of a chinese bookie

Themes about aging, dream/nightmare imagery, hallucinations, stage production, on acting - opening night

Men going through midlife crisis, drinking, guys being dudes, toxic men, cassavetes/falk/gazzara trio star - husbands (cw there is a really long vomiting scene)

Action, mob stuff, lil kid, gena rowlands kickin ass - gloria

Family drama, really tackles mental illness and how it affects the person and their family, I would say it’s more heavy than a lot of his movies and will make your heart ache... but in a wow-this-is-so-good </3 way- a woman under the influence

On love on love on love, beginnings and ends of relationships, feeling lost in life, what people do when they have so much love in their heart but struggle with expressing it - love streams

Well, these are pretty surface level descriptions of the movies but I thought maybe it might help you to figure out what you might want to see.

> Or by the weather:

Sunny - minnie and moskowitz, gloria

Overcast / rainy - faces, husbands, love streams, opening night, awuti, tkoacb

This is purely based on ~vibes and has no scientific bearing. You can watch the movies in any weather of course heh. I wish it was always overcast or rainy when I watch movies though...

> Or your personal mood:

If you want to feel happier - minnie and moskowitz, gloria, etude in black (columbo), johnny staccato (any episode really but out of the ones cassavetes directed I would esp recommend murder for credit) I randomly included tv shows in this now :~)

If you’re feeling kinda low or moody and want to watch something that kind of matches your mood - awuti, tkoacb, love streams

If you’re maybe feeling anxious about life and want to watch characters go through it too - opening night

If you want something that is very conversational and simple (like not that many locations and stuff) but deep - faces

If you don’t mind feeling uncomfortable and watching guys do stupid stuff - husbands

Anyways…

Okay I went a little unhinged with this and I deleted a bunch of other stupid situational circumstances I thought of loooll. Basically, there is no right order to watch his movies and I would recommend watching them in any order you feel like. Maybe read the plot descriptions or something and decide. So I didn’t really help and instead made you read all this crap I’m very very sorry. I definitely recommend watching everything though (but big trouble with a grain of salt). Thank you for your ask! I feel very honoured that someone would ask me this :o

#asks #john cassavetes #looking back this was insane of me LMAO. i recommended movies based on the weather gir-

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『you’re dating him but he’s not your bias』

reaction fic; NCT Dream

A/N: this is nct dream’s reaction to realizing your bias is not him (and you’re a couple). gender neutral, got way too deep at some points and was NOT meant to be this long. enjoy.

note that english is my second language and i speak mixing slang, accents and spellings from 3283928 places so i did notice there’s practice written with both s and c down there so

just dont mind it pls

also, today’s photo theme is dream looking cute in low quality shots.

𝓖𝓮𝓷𝓻𝓮𝓼: fluff (♡), angst (❆), comedy (☼), crack (⍢).

𝓦𝓪𝓻𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼: lots of swearing, my tough love for the neos, one mention of cheating that doesn’t actually happen, a couple of mentions of alcohol and drinking, some violence hidden in metaphors, me being chaotic, it got a bit more angsty and darker than i intended, but we do have all happy endings.

word count: 6.8K

pairing: nct dream members x reader ( includes mark, renjun, jeno, haechan, jaemin, chenle, jisung)

disclaimer: the characters in the story below do not reflect real people or present real facts. this is purely fictional, and you may not copy, change, translate or repost my work in any way. all rights reserved © cherry-hyejin 2021.

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Mark

oh, poor baby

i feel like he would be a little heartbroken

just a little

not so much if it’s someone from dream, because they’re his little brothers, but if it’s one of his hyungs from 127 or wayv,,,,,

boy might cry

he’s not super dramatic about it or anything but i don’t see him as being super confident about himself

so he might think like

“do they think he’s cooler than me?”

and it’s silly, yes, he knows

but it’s just something that pops up in his mind sometimes when you bring him up

so for the sake of this fanfic let’s pretend you’re johnny biased

because gods know i am

at least when it comes to 127

mark would be divided into fanboying with you and being like “YO, HE’S THE COOLEST GUY ON EARTH OH MY GOD I’M SO GLAD YOU AGREE”

and

“a h”

would constantly try to get closer to you when johnny is around, and just

showing off in little (kinda dumb) ways

complimenting you

being even more whipped than usual

like yes he’ll give you all of his watermelon slices just please don’t look at johnny like that again

i think johnny would kind of play into it with the whole “imma steal your s/o” thing

and he doesn’t do it to make mark jealous or hurt

we know he’d rather get hit by a train than ever actually upsetting his son on purpose

but we also know he’s johnny

cue “OH DUDE HE’S FLIRTING”

so yeah he might call you lil pet names (beautiful, cutie, you get it)

just to see you giggle

(and see your soul leave your body)

might say he’s taking you out for dinner when he’s just driving you to get more ice cream for a movie night with the gang lol

and winks

expect a lot of winks

anywhere and anytime

which makes mark sometimes feel like he’s intruding???

and that you appreciate johnny more than him???

he genuinely doesn’t understand how you can date him and still not have him as your bias

don’t you like, love him above everyone else or smth lol

his “showing off” phase eventually fades tho

now every time you hang you with the boys and johnny is around, he’ll be a bit more distant

he thinks he’s giving you space to interact with his friends but he’s just shying away from competing with one of his favourite people ever

and it’s a competition that Does Not Exist™

but he’s not 100% aware of that

and you’re not that dense

so ofc you notice

and you wait till you two are alone to talk to him, and he BEGRUDGINGLY admits that you being johnny biased makes him feel kinda small and unimportant

he’d never try to make you change your bias or anything

he just needs reminders that he’s your #1 boy sometimes

which is fine by you

and by him

cus now it’s you calling him pet names all the time

and hugging him

and kissing his cheek

and praising his work

and blowing kisses from across the room

and just telling him straight up that no matter what, you’ll always go to him

(not that you ever had any chance with johnny lmao)

THIS GOES TO SHOW COMMUNICATING IS KEY, CHILDREN

COMMUNICATE

Renjun

wym donghyuck is your bias lol

literally are you fucking kidding him

don’t get me wrong ok

everyone knows renjun loves haechan

they’re bffs and could not live without each other

but at the same time,,,

what is wrong with you

who did he choose as his s/o gods help him

if it was jeno, or mark, or jaehyun, or winwin, or kun, or lucas, or yuta, or taeyong, or ten, or,,,,

literally ANY of his other members

he’d understand your point and be like “ok fine”

but haechan???? hmmm bestie no

he’s not gonna throw a fit

not after the first time you told him anyways

HE WAS SURPRISED OKAY

and he just whined very loudly after having laughed for 5 minutes thinking it was a joke

if you don’t know that iconic scene, renjun had a whole ass meltdown in 3 seconds while yelling “aAAAAAH JINJJAAAAA” and getting ready to punch the living shit out of hyuck

for no reason other than the fact that it’s haechan we’re talking about and injun’s little body is filled with rage

BACK ON TRACK

would probably try to act all cool about it and be like “i don’t mind” but bruh does he mind

and it doesn’t help that haechan is such a little shit about it

he doesn’t even flirt with you

he just

constantly reminds renjun that he’s your bias—not him—and then constantly praises himself over you

“ah, y/n~ did you choose me as your bias because i’m the best vocalist? or was it because i’m the best dancer? mAYBE IT WAS BECAUSE OF MY OH SO BROAD SHOULDERS—”

(pause for injun to punch him)

(unpaused)

and ok in the beginning it was funny seeing him all worked up but now it’s just annoying to be in the same room as these two

haechan won’t let either of you live

and renjun just wants to

fight

so it eventually gets to the point where you’ll talk to renjun and jeno will talk to hyuck cus even the other dreamies are tired of it

except maybe for chenle, he always laughs his ass off when they start bickering

ANYWAY

your conversation goes something like “oh my god renjun i’m literally dating you, i don’t like haechan better or anything you little pile of fury”

while jeno sits hyuck down in front of him and jaemin and just

“bro why are you like this”

“bro”

no but renjun would apologize for going overboard with his protectiveness and jealous energy because he’s not generally like that

he’s angry all the time but never about something involving you, you know

he tries his best to treat you like the royalty you are

but something about hyuck being your bias makes him feel a bit like a castaway???

he’s very creative and as an artsy kid myself i know we’re very prone to feeling left out because we’re just different from the others

so he’d think maybe haechan really has a better voice

or better dancing skills

or he looks better

he is taller than injun after all, and has broader shoulders, and his hair is all fluffy and—

the whole thing just made him insecure about things he had settled with himself long ago

he was fine with being him

but not so much when it came to that

i don’t think you two would fight over it cus tbh i think renjun would really only get with someone who can be very understanding of him

and i think hyuck would actually apologize to renjun too

not when everyone’s around but like, maybe after dinner or something and he just needs to feel like they’re besties again

hyuck never meant for things to get out of control

he just really likes both injun and you as his friends, and aside from skinship his most prominent love language is,,,

teasing

he was really just trying (very poorly) to grow closer to the person his best friend loves so much—you—because renjun is SUCH a big part of his life it would just feel wrong to not be good friends with you as well

don’t tell them i said this but they hug it out

injun strikes me as someone that could take a bit of time to bounce back from something that hurt his pride or his sense of belonging

and his way of healing and bonding is just,,,

art

sure, keep being haechan biased, but also please read with him

and talk about his fantastic animal creations

and watch those buzzfeed unsolved alien theory videos because he really wants to discuss it and maybe even draw what he thinks the aliens look like

hyuck tones it down, you make sure renjun knows you like him for him, renjun starts to (secretly) appreciate hyuck’s talent along with you...

and now let’s take a moment to imagine the minute you watch their latest mv with injun by your side

and yes okay the first thing you see is CLEARLY how good renjun looks because holy fucking shit he’s an angel (and i’m clearly not renjun biased)

but then,,,,,,

wAS THAT A HAECHAN HIGH NOTE

(there’s always a haechan high note, just look for it)

and ok maybe he did scream a bit with you because of how good it all sounded

and you know what, it works out perfectly bc you two are my new otp and you were meant for each other

but we do have to mention the eventual happening of chenle saying like “oOoOoOoH y/N wErE yOu dRoOliNg oVeR hAeChAn AgAiN” after a special stage

and then you, injun and hyuck all attempt to choke him

i’m kidding

or not

Jeno

ah, lee jeno

aka samoyed boi

yes i do call him that no i will not stop

everyone is always writing jeno as being super protective and literally about to burst a lung if someone else ever does as much as look at you

but i just

don’t see him that way

he’s a taurus and from what i know about taurus they can be v v jealous, yes, but they mainly seek comfort

so he’s fine with you biasing jaemin

as long as you’re not ditching him or anything lol

and ok, imma be 100% honest here even if it sounds like literal no fun (jenojaem wink wonk)

jaemin doesn’t flirt with you

not any more than he flirts with

every other breathing creature

ever

he’s really only platonically interested in you, never remotely romantic or anything lol

on the other side, he is in love with jeno

basically, if jaemin is your bias, jeno is his

so nothing really changes

we know how nomin are, okay

they hold hands, they stare deeply into each other eyes, they nearly kiss at least once every time they go live

it's just them

you gotta respect it bruh

i know this is the most boring reaction ever so let’s create the one (1) instance where jeno would actually dislike that you bias someone else

i think he would feel a bit hurt if you seemed to be more supportive of jaemin’s work than his

and it’s not something big or on purpose

it’s just something like going with him to a recording session but not going with jeno because you have homework

or after a very busy practise day going to praise jaemin first

even if it’s just three words

“you did good”

and then you’re going towards him, he’s gonna feel like maybe he doesn’t deserve your praise as much as nana????

i actually feel like, among the dreamies, jeno is the least confident one when it comes to his performance

he knows he’s not an awful rapper or anything but i think it can be a bit too much, being around such bright and huge presences like the others while his nickname literally means “no fun”

his members are just so loud and full of energy most of the time

and sometimes he just really needs to be quiet and observe in silence

(yes i do know he’s chaotic and a crackhead, i’m just saying as we know he can be a bit introspective)

so what if you just

stopped seeing him?

did he become invisible to you?

did you finally fall for jaemin’s beautiful smile and stupid pick-up lines?

he’s not gonna let it show that he’s affected, though

earth signs are nearly always the ones to “stay strong” because we have this image that people are relying on us???

so we do what we do

bottle everything up and overwork ourselves bc we only got two modes

1. chill, super balanced and down to earth (ay for the pun)

2. please make us take a break we’re literally about to cry if we work for one more minute but we can’t allow ourselves to fucking take it easy

so yes you’ve guessed correctly, we’re going with 2

jeno is going to go so, SO hard on everything he does

literally every single activity you can think of from dance practice to photoshoots to cooking for the dreamies

he stays up later than usual to get that one tricky move in the choreo just right

he works out more because he thinks he has to look absolutely perfect for when they shoot the mv

jisung asked for ramen? he’s making it but you bet your ass he’s spending over 40 minutes just chopping so

many

vegetables

AND STUFF THAT JISUNG WON’T EVEN EAT

but he’s doing it anyway for the reason being that it just has to be the Best™

and it’s not like he’s competing with anyone else to be diligent

this is just about being better than he was and showing himself—and maybe you—how painstakingly hardworking and driven he can be

maybe then you’re gonna acknowledge him as much as you acknowledge nana :((

:(((((

writing this is making me downright sad, jeno is so underrated and unaware of his power UGH

and i need to point out this is NOT about making you change your bias from jaemin to him, this is solely about having you recognize his efforts, even if you already do

if you just thought jeno was like going off in work because it was asked of him to, jaemin would DEF notice and talk to you about it

turns out it’s a habit of jeno to go extra hard sometimes and he needs someone to make him take a break

so it goes down like you breaking into the practice room when jeno and jisung were practising

the first reaction is confusion

the second is oh hey babe how are you

third is

a-are you dragging jeno and his bag out of the door while screeching at jisung to order pizza and doughnuts for everyone??

yes you are and i’m proud of you

so jeno is still confused and making those cute “hUh” noises he does omg i love him so much

and you’re just rambling about how much of an amazing artist he is, and you love his voice, and he’s a fantastic dancer, and his expressions and gestures are on point, and he takes such good care of the dreamies and

he’s perfect

and he knows jaemin must have talked to you, and he feels so vulnerable to have you know how on edge he’s been

baby boy just needs some rest

and that’s exactly what you give him, with a bath full of those fancy bath bombs and flower petals and candles at your house/apt

then a quick sheet mask while you massage his shoulders and keep saying how much you genuinely admire him

the mask might be ruined cus he started crying out of exhaustion

after that’s been done and you’ve hugged for at least like 5 min nonstop, you head over to the dorms, where hyuck was in charge of setting up a blanket fort while mork and nana gather board games, jisung gets the food and chenle

well chenle just had to make sure jisung doesn’t forget to order for someone and doesn’t break like 10 plates trying to set the table lol

this is way longer than the others so imma wrap it up

make it obvious and loud that you see and respect jeno’s hard work and he’ll be alright again

and maybe make those game nights a weekly thing when possible, it would make him very happy

he’ll never again feel sad when you praise jaemin cus now he’s sure he does enough, and above all, he is enough

Haechan

haechan = full sun

why would you ever bias someone when you’re dating the goddamned sun

does not understand

but also does not care that much

actually, one out of two really depending on who your bias is

if it’s one of the members he has that tom/jerry relationship with, prepare for so

much

complaining

and clinging

AND HE’D BE SO LOUD OH MY FUCKING GOD

donghyuck please stop screaming about doyoung not deserving to be your baby’s bias, it’s 2 am

on the other hand, if it’s one of the (few) members he,,,

adores with all of his heart and is not afraid to show it

ex: sungchan, jaehyun, taeil and yang2x

then you can bet he’s going to be right beside you whenever you feel like throwing a fit because he’s just so handsome and talented

IF IT’S MARK OSHDISJD

i’m going to write you as being mark biased ok? ok

i honestly don’t know if he’d feel more jealous of mark or of you

he loves you both

a lot,,,,

and he really doesn’t like it when mark blushes when you compliment him

and he doesn’t like it when mark literally just walks past you and you trip over your feet because bro tf u doing, that’s some embarrassing shit

lowkey done with you two

but also PAY HIM SOME ATTENTION

or don’t, he’s fine either way (cue crossed arms and staring at you from across the room until you come give him a kiss)

“he’s pretty cute but i’m cuter right baby”

pouty pouty pouty if he ever feels neglected

will be so fucking annoying lmao i can’t write haechan, i love him but i do understand why renjun is always trying to beat him up

he’d be a show-off in a different way than mark because he can be so petty

will take every chance he gets to pull a one-liner

will sing everything he has to say just so you know he can hit those high notes

what do you mean dream doesn’t have a schedule today

oh man, he could swear they did

because that is the sole reason why he’s wearing his most expensive clothes and shoes + makeup to walk around the dorms, yes

no he doesn’t want to impress you

shut up

will text you like every single fancam he sees on twitter

every

single

one

and are they mark’s?

lol no, they’re his

he is so genuinely trying to make you a member of his sunflower cult

<whispers> “tell me i’m your bias”

“donghyuck what the actual hell why are you standing at the end of my bed in the middle of the night like a fucking demon child”

he really wants to act all cool and composed but he wants to be your bias so fucking bad

he’s a bad bitch all around and just does whatever

cus haechan privilege

and he tends to not care about what people say and think???

bc he knows he’s lee donghyuck

he’s fully aware of the effect he has on people

but you

not biasing him

naw, he can’t take it

will do anything and everything he can to make you say, JUST ONE TIME, he’s your bias

then you can go back to loving (his) mark

so for your sake, for his sake, for mark’s sake

just give donghyuck what he wants

i can promise he’ll keep being an ass no matter what you do

like yeah did you just buy him coffee and his favourite cake? well that’s sweet but iS HE YOUR BIAS YET

“aw babe thanks so much for taking a bullet for me but now please say i’m your bias”

if you still don’t do it, it’s time to be extra petty

will actually drop you for mark

his logic is something like: he can’t be your bias? pity, so he’s just gonna date him instead

and mark is mark so he has no idea what’s going on

everyone in 127 and dream finds this absolutely hilarious cus suddenly donghyuck seems to be doing his best to win over mark’s heart and i mean more than usual???? and he’s treating you like his bro????

<you leaving the dorms to go to uni or smth so you go to hyuck for a goodbye kiss> “no can do, i’m committed”

“i’m your partner”

“no that’s mark”

it’s not 100% a joke when i say i can see him getting down in one knee to propose to mark while making eye contact with you to

assert his dominance

and mark is just

“dude

what HAHAHA”

and you are so done, i’m so sorry you have to go through that bby

i don’t think there’s another way to fix haechan other than just admitting he was your bias for an era, or a comeback or something

like yeah with the other dreamies before him it’s bonding + healing time bc i wrote it all kinda angsty (lol sorry) but with donghyuck

“will you stop this if i say you were my bias during reload era”

“mark wasn’t in dream that era tho”

“yes i know”

i say he’s gonna take what he can get and now things can finally go back to normal

with the exception that something else comes along with hyuck being satisfied with you biasing him

he just has a full pass to fanboy over mark now too

what am i talking about?

new 127 mv is out

you: watching it beside haechan and going off about how pretty mark looks

him: going off even harder bc he’s whipped too

this is what a happy couple looks like

but now i pity mark because he has you two idiots fanboying over him irl

savemork2021

Jaemin

nana is just such a chill and fun guy

i can’t see him being actually jealous or anything if he finds out you bias someone else

and so the two of you become insufferable together

bitch, i’m telling you

he (ur bias) is not gonna have one peaceful day ever again in his entire life

cus you know the thing jaemin does where he just looks at someone doing some random shit and goes “oOoOoH sExY”

yes that thing

he’s doing it to your bias

and you’re doing it too

and your bias probably wants to run away to some very far away land

PLEASE IF IT’S JISUNG

i’m not gonna write this whole thing as if you bias him but let’s just imagine

two fully grown people

pilling on top of poor, poor park jisung playing games on his phone

“URI JISUNGIEEEEEE

MWOYA, MWOYAAAA~"

i genuinely think he would avoid being around you two at the same time

cus individually he can handle it

like yes y/n please let me go this hug has lasted for about 4 minutes now

or oh hi jaemin hyung my cheeks hurt when you pinch them that hard

but when you two are together

bruh

a power couple not bc you two are v confident or some shit but bc you can and will be extremely affectionate towards anyone that comes too close

and now let’s talk about how it would be if you biased jaehyun

jaemin loves jaehyun

they’re 2jae

2jae are soulmates

therefore,,,, it’s also kinda hellish but in a different way???

bc 2jae are on the end of that spectrum about the neos that know how in love the entire world is with them

they’re too powerful

they’re aware of their charm and they do everything they can to rub it in our faces

so the flirting between 2jae and you would be insane

and i mean insane

insane as in even johnny is kinda disgusted tbh bc

they’re doing a photo shoot with the 23 of them for some shit, idk don’t ask me

and of course, you had to tag along

but oh my god you three, please stop calling each other sexy/hot in weird voices now, the staff is staring

there are def rumours the 3 of you are a poly couple lmao

jaehyun denies everything on social media (throwback to saying “no way lol” when we asked if he REALLY slept in the same bed as jungwoo)

but every piece of content there is of you and jaemin or you and jaehyun or just them is so ridiculously flirty

you can bet there are compilations on youtube like

“y/n being in love with 2jae for 8 minutes heterosexual”

ok i was having way too much fun with that, moving on

i don’t think he’d ever be actually upset about you biasing someone else

he trusts you and treasures you a lot so he doesn’t see the problem in you also appreciating another one of his members

bc gods know he does

he’s a bit in love with everyone so why shouldn’t you be too lol

one time he would feel a bit blue because of it???

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i think it’s possible he’d turn pouty or whiny or just kinda needy (not in a bad way, he just misses you) when he’s like

done with people

and needs some time away from everything

we know he’s an introvert, even if he acts very, very loud around the boys and it’s honestly just a matter of time until an introvert grows tired of being around humans

it depends on each person, of course, but there’s a 99% chance every once in a while he’ll start to feel too drained

and he’ll need a break to get his energy back

jaemin would probably want you around even when he feels like that, though

i see you being such a big source of comfort for him in a relationship

he enjoys taking care of people so please take care of him too

and for just this one day don’t talk about your bias that much, or don’t leave nana to go over to him to chat

and just cuddle him a lot

that will make him a smiley baby again

and then things are back to how they normally are

and by that i mean most neos hiding from you because they’re scared

i don’t have a lot to say aside from that so let’s think about the neos that would be the most intimidated by your shared thot aura

dotae would be confused in different ways lol

taeyong would be just ????????????blush/awkward smile/hahaha??????

and doyoung might actually ask what is wrong with you

<points to jeno and his s/o> “why can’t you be like them”

mark would laugh-scream and slap his knee into oblivion whenever you two are cornering him

but then go super shy and be like “dUDE DON’T DO THAT”

resident confident gay jungwoo would rejoice in the attention and make so many goddamned jokes

a literal comedian i love him

i think sicheng and renjun would be on the same wavelength of repugnance towards you lol

chenle would deadass call you weird and tell you to leave him alone

shotaro and kun might faint (or kun will panic-scold you)

taeil is as confused by affection as usual (have you seen the face he makes when haechan kisses him LMFAO he’s smiling but like wondering wtf happened on the inside)

ten is not very amused but might play into it

yangyang: that’s disgusting, man (cue flashbacks to that live with renjun after the from home stage where renjun pretended to lick his hand and slick his hair back,,, catboy injun,,, you know the one)

xiaojun and hendery are such panicked gays they just turn to stare at whoever else is around and make that “help” expression like they’re on the office

haechan is haechan, kinda doesn’t mind it

jeno is used to dealing with this at this point

lucas and yuta love the attention but while yuta will flirt right back lucas is just gonna smile and try to jop his way out of there while screaming

sungchan will go hide behind haechan and say “hyung they’re being dumbasses again”

this turned into ‘how would nct react to you and jaemin being super flirty together’ and i’m not sorry

Chenle

chenle is so fun to write i love him lmao

okay so

he doesn’t strike me as the possessive type with anyone other than jisung (bc i swear he can be a bit jelly towards his bestie but i think it comes with sungie being the sweetest bean ever, he’s just protective)

he’s such a ray of sunshine and witty jokes and dolphin laughter i love him

back to the plot

he literally couldn’t care less about you biasing someone else

b u t

i will say there’s an exception

this exception is tall, kinda lanky, very awkward and born on the 5th of february

you’ve guessed it, it’s jisung

i think most of the time he’d tease THE SHIT out of you for it because c’mon

you had 22 chances not to mess up

and you still somehow ended up biasing jisung? lol do better next time

and this is not me and chenle hating on jisung, please—

he’d just find it funny that your bias is his best friend and

hold the fuck up

your bias is his best friend

oH NO NO NO NO NO

i think after realizing that he would lowkey try to keep you two apart because he’s somehow jealous of both????

and if he can’t help it then you can bet your ass he will be screaming all along

it’s his sweet, dummy jisung

with his sweeter and dummier y/n

what is he going to do

probably has a mini-breakdown with kun because like he’s always wanted you two to get along bUT NOT LIKE THAT

kun will just sigh like the tired father he is and pet his back while saying “there, there”

and a genius idea is going to come to chenle’s mind

you know the teasing thing?

well it’s upgrade time

he’s gonna turn into such a try-hard with tmi and embarrassing shit you two have done

and he’s not trying to stop you from being friends

he just wants you to like

know who you’re befriending

bc i think since he’s really really close to jisung, he doesn’t want you getting closer to him bc you like his idol side alone

and he doesn’t want jisung getting close to you just because you’re his partner either

if you had high hopes for each other and ended up kinda falling face-first into the ground bc it was nothing like you had imagined—

he’d be so broken

because he loves you so much :((((

so like, if you can get past the teasing and annoying barrier he’s putting up, he’ll be more than happy to have two of the most important people in his life being buddies

so get ready for it

if you’re the type of person to go batshit crazy when you drink, oh boy, oh boy

so you and the dreamies are just having dinner when lele feels like it’s the perfect time to disclose some of your drunken adventures

“hey y/n”

“yeah babe?”

“remember that time you got really really drunk on vodka and candy and wanted to call your mom”

“chenle the hell don’t talk ab—”

“but then you tried using the microwave as a phone”

“...”

“or that other time you were equally as drunk and watched the make a wish mv and cried because you noticed the height difference between xiaojun hyung and lucas hyung”

yeah so now’s the part you get up to chase him around the dorms and try to land a kick

BUT WORRY NOT, HE’LL MAKE SURE TO EMBARRASS JISUNG JUST AS MUCH

he likes doing that when it’s just the three of you though

so picture this

movie night the girls boys

chenle would 100% pick the most terrifying horror movie he can find so that he could see jisung clinging to whoever’s closest to him

and then right before a jumpscare, he’d whisper like

“jisung”

“w-what”

“why don’t you do that thing you were doing while you slept last night”

(honestly, i’d be mildly scared if i heard lele say this with no context at all)

and then the jumpscare happens and jisung is nearly fainting and crying at the same time

but chenle is laughing

and trying to get out what he wants to tell you between wheezes

“he-he” <dolphin wheeze> “hE WAS SINGING CHEER UP BY TWICE WHILE SLEEPING” <more wheezes>

and look this is just gonna go on for weeks until you and jisung are over it

and stop being weird and awkward around each other

lele needs you two to be bros ok

so be bros

once you do adapt to being pals with your bias i think chenle would take the teasing down a notch just to make you more comfortable

and like he’s so happy now the three of you can hang out and there’s just no tension

happy chenle is the thing i love the most i swear to gods

and if you don’t adapt to it?

well,,,

i honestly think he’d be pretty disappointed, cus it means to him one of you isn’t ready to fully embrace the weirdness within????

and like what u scared of

jisung is a weirdo, what about it, so are you

either that or he’d think you’re maybe being judgemental

so yeah please accept jisungie and your dumbass boyfriend

then everyone can be besties

i love thinking about the three of you as just this hellbound chaotic trio

because chenji already wreak havoc wherever they go as the two of them

but now that you’re coming along,,,,

no neo would escape from your pranks ever again (and even members of other groups lmfao watch out sehun, i’m talking to you)

and it’s so incredible infuriating in a good way that it just turns to be endearing

you’re cute as fuck so no one gets actually mad with the shit you pull????

which is dangerous, someone should really keep an eye out on the three of you

we don’t need sm to be on fire

well we kinda do cus they’re pretty bad but not my point

i said somewhere above that chenle would tone the teasing down but i don’t mean he’d stop

bc c’mon guys

he’s chenle

no limits here

but sorry, i really cannot write jealous!chenle cus his heart is just too pure and filled with joy for him to be jealous for real

last scenario?

chenle after a comeback stage: ya y/n, i was gonna ask how was my performance today but you were probably more focused on jisung’s arms right

jisung is choking on water somewhere behind you

Jisung

it’s maknae time <plays i.n’s maknae on top>

i don’t mean to picture jisung as being like

ridiculously innocent or just downright naive because i really dislike it when people do that

he’s a literal 19 yo and jaemin himself has said he’s not as innocent as we think lol

however

i do see him as being quite new to all things love

i think you’d probably be his first partner and with first relationships comes a lot of other firsts

first kiss maybe, first time holding hands, first time being jealous….

first time being jealous, yes, focus on that

i don’t think jisung would be aware that like

you not biasing him is even a possibility

cuz you’re dating

doesn’t that come along????

ah poor baby i love him

if you biased chenle i think he’d be just

disgusted and weirded out but okay?? you do you i guess???

he’s comfortable enough with lele to not feel intimidated

but if it’s another member

ESPECIALLY one of the oldest ones

i think it would be a blow straight to his confidence

you biasing ten, kun, taeil, taeyong, doyoung or johnny and maybe yuta would make him feel a bit hesitant and concerned

his first thought would probably be that you don’t like being with someone as young as him

and who knows, maybe you’re even younger than him, maybe you’re the same age, but what if you actually like older guys??

what about him then???

and jisung doesn’t mean to feel so worried and insecure, ok, pls understand where i’m coming from

first relationships normally take like a very long time to build trust and acceptance of the other person’s feelings bc it’s literally a whole new world for you

and that goes extra hard for jisung because he is so fucking whipped for you it’s still hard to believe you like him as much

and it absolutely does not cross his mind that you’d cheat on him with your bias, GODS NO

he really respects you and his hyungs

so no, never

that’s not a thing that can happen

but you realize you’re too good for him and maybe see he doesn’t fit your ideal type?

well, yes, that’s what he’s thinking

probably goes straight to chenle or renjun (he talks about renjun so much asjahj) to vent and ask for advice

i think they’d be surprised to see what’s going on inside his pretty little head because it’s so obvious for everyone that you just adore jisung

and they do tell him that

however, i don’t think it would completely calm his nerves, and again, this has nothing to do with not trusting you

it’s just that

his hyungs are so cool…

HE CAN’T HELP IT OK

would probably try to mirror your bias (i’m saying it’s taeyong for the sake of what i’ve imagined ok) and like

grasp onto some of his qualities?

so in his mind taeyong is: nice, sweet, caring, amazing, perfect, smart, perfect, sexy, mature and did i mention perfect

i can see him trying some new rap styles that mimic tyong’s a bit???

like would lowkey learn his raps from cherry bomb and superm’s one and listen to recordings frequently to pick up on how taeyong does it

i think he’d also just change the way he acts in general to dodge a bit from his maknae image

so now he tries to speak with a more formal-ish language and learns random facts about things you like to seem more intelligent???

“good morning y/n, you look as beautiful as one of voiello’s paintings today :]”

“wait i thought that was a pasta brand”

he’s just trying to show you he can be mature and serious if you want him to

long story short, he’s not acting like himself (not that he’s childish, he’s just out of it) and you don’t like it, so you ask about it and wait for him to feel comfortable with sharing

when he does talk about it breaks your heart so much :((

you’re going to need some patience to try and show him you’d choose him, and not your bias, even if you had the chance

they’re completely different people and you love him BECAUSE he’s jisung, not for any other reason

please reassure him so he can go back to acting like his authentic self, i think it would be such a relief for him too

your words and affection are obviously enough for him, but if it ever happens that he feels especially low and insecure again, it would help if your bias talks to him too

and taeyong wouldn’t have a problem with it

actually, scratch that, taeyong probably knew what was going on all along

he just has that motherly 7th sense (ay) that is even more acute with the dreamies cus like

127 has him, wayv has kun, but dream has…

the dreamies

and that, my friend, is terrifying

anyway he’d come to talk to jisung asking like “what’s wrong buddy :(“ and sungie would be a bit ashamed because it sounds so silly when you say it out loud

of course tyong wouldn’t judge him, and he just really has to tell jisung what is it you and he are always talking about

it’s him

“when they come around to talk and hang out here it all goes back to you, jisungie. they can’t spend one second without mentioning your name

it’s so cute; it’s always like ‘oh jisung would love this’ or ‘jisung likes it that way’

so please be kinder to yourself and let yourself see that they’re in love with you, not with me and not with any other member they ever mention”

jisung would feel 10000000% better

and smiley

and giggly

and oh my god do you really talk about him that much

LOOK HE’S BLUSHING

would just go over to your house immediately and hug you, burying his face on your neck from behind you

and not let go

ever again

the whole situation just teaches him a lot about accepting your love for him and not questioning it

shut up i’m not crying

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final notes: this was my first work after the humanity series and it was so fun lol i think next up is probs gonna be an ideal type scenario for ot23 (but if i really write it i’m gonna post it by subunit and its gonna be way shorter than this, don’t expect 23K words at once lmao)

if you’ve enjoyed this fic please consider reading my humanity series, which is a zombie apocalypse au with kun <3

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