#help I'm completely new in here
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Hi everyone!
I have been on this hellside since october 2023, and at first I thought that I would never post anything, but here I am, just to introduce my self.
My name is Nike Sunrise, but I usually just go by Nike.(Named after the goddes of victory). Pronouns are she/her or they/them, bi in question, still a Minor, with my heart burning for my writing ambition.
TW: English is not my mothertongue!
+writing in my phones keyboard, which is in an other language.(I'm so sorry about that)
I am a huge simp for Tales of arcadia, but I also do love other shows like Shrek, Mlb, httyd(Just a lil), tts and any type of writer blogs.
This will probably be the only content I am ever gonna post, so please do have that in mind.
However, I'm open for everyone and everything, don't bei afraid to tag me or to involve me in a converation or discusion of any kind.
That being said, I do:
Write, (mostly my original ideas, unattached to any fandom. BUT some day I will/ want to write a ToA fanfiction.)
Draw&Sketch
Paint some times
Have a lot of headcannons
Love cats and Tumblr people
Support everyone in everything
LOVE music🎶(Rock, Musical,the opra)
Live in the center of Europe, therefore my Account name
+I'm a theatre kid!
Not know how to tag or post in any Type of platform. Please have mercy with me for that🙏.
And yeah, that's basically it. Looking forward to you people 🫡.
#tales of arcadia#trollhunters#how do i tag this#help I'm completely new in here#tangled the series#help im alive#writers on tumblr
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#RIP to the legacy post editor. you will be missed. while queueing this post and the last one it's removed the option for me to switch to the#old one and is making me use the new one. which is like not bad. it's not a bad editor. i just don't like change as most tumblr users don't#it also just appends the post you make directly to the top of the currently-displayed posts behind it even if it's not meant to go there#which is a little bit scary when i'm on the queue page and i click “add to queue” for a post that's supposed to go up on august 18th#to see it immediately appear above mega metagross. the legacy post editor didn't do that. it made you refresh the page if you wanted to see#your own new post on the dashboard. which i think was better!! honestly!! i've never Made a post using the new editor to see how it behaves#only ever queued up FFP using this thang. but that's also bc i feel like i don't post very much. i need smth Interesting to say when i post#on my main blog i mean. i don't make extraneous posts on here (usually) unless i'm answering an ask or something. which. still have yet to#miss one to this day. going strong#bibarel#can you tell idk what to say about this guy. what are they‚ water-type? big chance i'm fucking wrong and they're just pure normal#OKAY i was right. normal/water. semi-interesting typing and i get why they're a water-type. but. i never use. bibarel. even as a kid who#didn't understand or care about competitive. i knew bibarel was not very strong. it's a route 1 normal-type fucker. and maybe it's like#better than i think or something but tbqh it's a sinnoh 'mon and i already have another sinnoh water-type that has my heart. buizel#so bibarel was not so much in the cards for me. bro i should do like. a mono-type run of a pokémon game one day. that would be fu#do folks do that? is that a challenge run that actually exists? nuzlockes exist so i don't see why not. okay i'm doing it. my next replay o#any pokémon game is hereby decreed to be a water-type mono-type run. i may or may not liveblog it on my main blog#and it may or may not be nuzlocke. we shall see#hell maybe i'll stream it. maybe that could be fun. i don't know of *anyone* who would be interested in that but it tends to help me#actually go about completing games when i have someone there like. waiting for me to do so
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What does a man have to do not to live in constant dread
#this is about school#mostly#i hate it here chat#what am i to do#someone.....if you have any advice... please#i have an oral test tomorrow i have to learn by heart two texts in chinese and learn 100 new vocabulary words#help. drowning#literally#can no longer keep it up#for the record I'm demotivated because my efforts never take me to satisfactory results#and yea sure nothing changes overnight#but like. I've been trying for at least 8 years now? aren't things supposed to get better after a while I'm trying?#I've tried changing methods eh#anyways. unsatisfactory results. and it gets frustrating because I feel so disappointing because I know before starting that I won't be abl#to do The Thing. get to complete homework? memorise something? BE ABLE TO FUCKING TALK LIKE A NORMAL PERSON WHO KNOWS HOW TO TALK???#you name it. i just can't do it#in school specifically but outside too#only outside of school i don't whip my ass about it because who fucking cares#but this is something that will influence my future chances of getting jobs too#like i cant talk the way i do in a job interview nobody's going to think i have basic communication skills or even basic human skills at al#ah nevermind it's fine#I'll find a way#some day#i guess#the unsilly
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#can i be completely honest without anyone getting mad or unfollowing#i know it was a long time ago but I still haven't recovered from my bad hslot experience in 2022#like maybe it's dramatic but i genuinely feel bitter when I see concert videos and most times listen to his songs#pictures are ok but i just 😐 can't connect anymore#and it's so shitty!!!!#i don't want to not be a fan because it was so enjoyable before that happened#and I'll keep engaging with his content and when he releases new music I'll listen it with the best energy#and when he tours I'll buy tickets to try and replace the memories#but I lowkey hate that 1. I fell out of love w him and 2. that I'm treating it so srsly and not letting it go 😭#like probably ppl here will relate but him and 1d are part my identity I can't just. not be a fan#(I know i can and I do have an actual identity and life outside of fandom 🙄 im exaggerating for dramatic effect)#(mostly it's abt how boring not being a fan is) (I don't like when ppl say ''x saved me'' but he has brought light to my life many times)#I feel like we need to go to couple's therapy 😭😭😭 I'm aware this sounds extremely parasocial bc it is#I just can't help it#anyway im glad i didn't have the same experience at louis' show bc I genuinely GENUINELY wouldn't have survived going thru this w him
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Saw certain tweets and here once again a reminder which a twt mutual luckily wrote shorter than I could (plus public so I can rb bc no way I do that myself on that site)
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And if you want smth I wrote myself which is longer and not just abt that here you go
#a wild lux appears#I think they're one mutual who is fine w being screenshotted ik some don't want that#I wrote that bsky thing while waiting for food. Reg the fellow person I talk abt don't bash ppl that already spoke up and stop for a bit#To rb more later. Or ppl that still go to work bc they can't afford not to bc the thing by these actions is community isn't there as net#Or like anyone that shows they care and didn't do anything harmful and just take recharge time or so#Educate willing(!) ppl nicely and don't bash them or send a internet mob to them etc#The ones posting they still go to/buy boycott stuff yeah they're awful but what does bashing them bring at the end of the day#Don't support those ppl yeah but them posting that shows how much they care for it. They prob just want cloud which you give them.#Pressure ppl in power in a way they can't ignore focus on that not no name individuals#If ppl you know talk in private and if they don't want to change literally just cut them out of your life if possible#Online just block. Don't argue w people that just want to stir smth up etc etc#Also I don't think it's too productive to be mad when a standard user anywhere doesn't share stuff. Like yeah give them info abt that but#some either just do smth offline (in that case maybe tell them in this case just sharing online is also helpful) or are mentally too done#and focus all energy to survive (which is intended by the ppl in power. make ppl so done they only have energy to survive themselves so they#don't have energy to speak up abt problems in the world). Bashing famous ppl is completely different bc backlash actually brings smth there.#More ppl could do more if strike organizations would include community care so more actually could not go to work/shopping#Also reg protests so they should know do you know how many don't watch news anymore (I don't watch tv since many years)#I'm sure some also just can't esp younger ppl if they're parents monitor their socials and are zionists#Ofc speak up. I'm just here to say there are explanations. If they read things and still don't care unfollow/block/mute/idc or if you know#Them talk and explain how if is important they speak up#This has been going on for a good while now idk how many still don't know I am mostly pointing that out for new or not as much shared things#Tho I'm sure many don't know bc the standard response is the gov knows what he does and they do propaganda#They think surely the gov takes care of that. If they shut down convos reg that then that is dangerous denialism and living in escapism n#All. Not if the ppl who follow this need a break w fiction or so. I am sure the ppl you try to reach w bashing already muted/blocked all#accs and words associated w that#Anyways I gotta shower now. Disclaimer my personal opinion be an asshole and it's block on sight yada yada.#I just woke up I'm hungry I need to shower but that is also when I decide to share my pieces so
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so apparently i've got chosen to be a part of the multimedia unit for an e-sports club in my uni and i've already get a first designing task yet i'm still learning the basics of photoshop 🫠🫠
#i need to create a social media poster celebrating the new semester next month#and i have a month for me to complete the poster design#which is tbh i'm quite anxious rn since idk how i need to start it from the scratch 🥲🥲#actually i'm kinda rarely to do this rn#but i know that a lot of my wonderful mutuals are truly good at it and creating beautiful graphic designs on it 🫶🫶#so i truly need a favour from all of you guys if you can recommend me some of psd helps tips and resources here 🙏🙏#and i truly appreciating all your favor to me 🫶🫶#iz and her maroon uni life#iz being too random
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I am This Fucking Close 🤏 to blowing this whole island up (Animal Crossing: New Horizons)
#I'M. BORED. AND NEED A DO-NOTHING GAME#my island is super cute but my god. i made. choices. mostly w my house tbh it's cute yeah#but i do think i'd do things completely differently on a new save.#split between wiping everything and starting from scratch or asking for help moving some things#and then wiping and picking em up later....... but also i think part of what i wanna re-experience#IS collecting things again.#but do i really wanna get blue roses from scratch again. do i reeeeeeally wanna do that again LMFAO#but also maybe a middle ground would be just dropping things like that and materials (esp star frags)#i did make a dream address but also i wanna see if i can perfect it. not the whole island per se#it's as good as it gets. i am not doing more here.#BUT it WOULD be ideal. if i could get a meteor shower summer night setting.
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Swear to god I don't know why I ever try to bring anything up with that woman it's never a good idea but every time I'm like "what if this time I'm not immediately told I'm wrong". Call me either an optimist or a fool
#wastepaper basket#I want to try at some point getting another cat as a companion for melody bc she's been very needy & understimulated since josie's been gone#And as much as I want to I can't be at home to play with her all day y’know. As much as the two of them didn't really get on#they did at least keep each other active lmao..... and I think melody is missing having another cat to play with#And like a cat who will actually play with her as well rather than just chasing her off?#I'm like I'm not gonna go for it any time soon bc I'm not ready for that but I think it'd be a good thing for her once she's settled#into the new place a bit. And mum's like 'I don't think that's a good idea I think she needs a year to just be by herself' which like? What#I have no idea where that is coming from. She seems to think that melody is having a great time being the centre of attention? And yeah#I'm sure she's happy being able to go wherever she wants without josie smacking her in the head but like she is BORED. I am spending hours#at a time playing with her (bc mum won't help) and I don't mind doing that but also sometimes I'm out or tired and she has a Lot of energy#She's a much more social cat than josie was and I think she would respond well to having some company!!! But no I don't know what I'm#talking about as always.#And her being like 'why don't you leave melody here and get 2 kittens from the shelter' ???? I don't want a new cat bc it's new??#That completely defeats the point??? Then melody would just be here with someone she isn't as attached to and won't fucking play with her??#I'm like it's about company for HER & she's like 'well what about company for me' WHY DON'T YOU GO TO THE SHELTER THEN????
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Ain't done this in a while but it's sorely needed because I have had A Week. So, if anyone has any spare serotonin lying around and would like to share, through the form of asks, it would be greatly appreciated.
#Distract me from everything please?#I'll take whatever you got - questions headcanons good news something that made you happy today - anything#Because it's Sad Bitch O'Clock in this household and booooooooooy do I feel completely and utterly alone#And I don't have my usual coping mechanism of writing and silly AU ideas because my motivation has gone all *explosion noise*#Since I'm not into anything AEW's putting out right now so I've got no inspiration#And I can't make myself write any of my OrangeHook ideas since no one cares about them anymore#And my ol' standby copium of that self-indulgent Chricky AU I was writing isn't going anywhere I have made no progress as of late#Because it looks like it's gone from ''Maybe two people will read this but we'll have fun with it at least!''#To ''Nobody is going to read this and I'd just be embarrassing myself so what's the fucking point?''#And of course there's soooooo much non-fic related stuff going wrong currently but I don't feel like boring y'all with any of that shit#...honestly I probably shouldn't have gone a big ol' rant here because come on Sam#If you read all these tags...jeez I'm sorry 😬 But yeah if you wanna help distract me for a brief moment it'd be much appreciated <3#In the meantime I'll just be over here listening to Interpol and questioning all life choices that lead me to this sorry state
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#so here's the thing#my new medication helps me feel less sad and hopeless#which honestly thank god cuz it was real rough there for a bit#(i mean we haven't embarked into this year's seasonal depression yet so tbd)#but no medication i've ever taken has helped with the sheer amount of overwhelm i deal with every moment of every day#and i'm not even feeling particularly anxious all the time#(although i do feel it... a lot lol)#but i am just bombarded by constant thoughts and sensory overload and constant frustration and just overall complete overwhelm when it#comes to literally any task#and it is so fucking exhausting#and that's when i start to feel like.... ok i literally cannot do this forever#but what other choice do i have?#no coping mechanism can turn off the deluge of chaos in my brain at all times#and i just don't know what i'm supposed to do about any of this#(and the answer can't be more therapy because i can't afford it lol)#(and it has never worked for me anyway)#this sucks
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The organizing my bedroom saga continues 💀 god it never ends
#I'm happy about refreshing the room though#I'm so resistant to change and tbh I'm still uncomfortable with the new configuration of the furniture. but in the end this change is good#it's been idk. 10 years I haven't changed the place of a single thing in here. not a sigle book or pen#I talked to my friend about this once but my room is like a time capsule. and I don't think this is completely bad. I like keeping memories#but I'm not the person I was 10 years ago anymore. this room is like an altar to my old self#thinking of this as a means to build an altar to my current self helps with the discomfort of change#yea yea yea your house is you temple blah blah blah well maybe it will be now#(this is me procrastinating doing that worthless school assignment btw ughh)
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i love it when i'm debating about renaming myself but i have no fucking clue what to change my name to (sarcasm)
#i keep feeling like my current name just doesn't fit right but#i just don't know what name to change to#and i feel weird changing my name too much cuz my mom named me and she's no longer here#so she wouldn't be able to help me pick a new name#and it just sorta feels weird to completely get rid of the name she thought so hard about#idk but i'm having gender thoughts and i wanna change my name i just don't know#vent#gender#nonbinary
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🫣 i'm too shy to talk abt this anywhere else so let me ramble a bit in tags bcs i'm rather giddy rn hehe
#🌙.rambles#RMB THE SCHOOL FAIR I TALKED ABT LIKE LAST WEEK#well. last thurs we had this like dj in the covered court n#hdfklasjdfhksdahfsdk bro.. apollo checked their twt n found out they like ff#they put smth on their instagram story yk those ngl things#so i sent smth 😭 'what final fantasies do you like hehe' or smth like that n#they answered it n i sent more questions n#DUDE. NO.#IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY GENUINELY LIKE. THEY'RE JUST 3 YEARS OLDER OR SO I THINK (maybe 4) n#he Loves final fantasy 🥹 zack fair is their fav n. he's my fav too in ff7 hdfakljsdlfkdj n#uhm. uh. goddamn other games too like kh n chrono n soulsborne n YEAH AAAA#i like him. /p. completely platonic#i'm so so so happy aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#dude i don't think you cld outnerd me tho but i appreciate n relate w the sentiment 🤍#'PLEASE SEND ME A MESSAGE WHOEVER YOU ARE#YOU'RE LIKE INCREDIBLY COOL and now my favorite human ever 😔'#I WANT TO I REALLY WANT TO ACTUALLY BUT I'M TOO FUCKING SHY BUT I DON'T WANT TO LIKE LET THIS#OPPORTUNITY TO MAKE A NEW FRIEND GO 😭😭 esp bcs. oh my god. they're not much older than me#n they're filipino n ARGHHHH HDKFAJSDLKFJDL#i actually want to ask my friend if they cld help in setting me up a bit here /p completely platonic i just wna. idk. make a friend#that phrasing is so off but i rlly just mean platonically OKAY T_T#++ yk they're a dj n they make music n oh my god. I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND SO BADLY#wait yeah 4 years older so they're around the age of one of my ffxiv friends in eu#AGHHHHH WHAT TO DO !!!!#i'm a bit afraid i might make a fool of myself or get disappointed but i want to at least see yk#maybe i can make a new friend. i miss meeting new ppl 🥹
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Been playing Ark Survival Evolved for a few hours and I can't think of a game as frustrating as this one. Yet I still wanna play bc I want to be friends with all the dinos >:(
#I hate games where you die and habe to start new#and then you respawn at a completely different place with nothing on you or in your inventory???#and then your beloved dinos get killed#or you lose them bc you het killed and can't find them again#and now I'm sitting here waiting for a lvl 2 (!?!) Therizinosaur to be tame#who killed my parasaurus and my dodo#I didn't plan on taming it but oh well#I should be sleeping I have to get up in five hours#help#ark survival evolved#personal
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i have had a shitty 48 hours and all i want is a nap
#i was handed a new project at work unexpectedly and had to start it completely on my own#and that was so stressful and then i came home to a sick kitty#and got basically zero sleep last night from trying to take care of her and worrying about her#and so i'm exhausted and then at work had to finish the project and help with another#and had to get missy a vet appointment and get her to that today too#and now i have to figure out how to get her to use a new litter box so i can get a urine sample from her to take back to the vet tomorrow#and i still haven't gotten all the christmas presents i need to get#so some of my friends just won't get gifts until late cause there's no way they'll be here on time now#and i'm on my period and i have a headache and i need to do laundry because kitty pooped on my sheets#and threw up on her towels#and i'm really tired which means i am starting to get physical symptoms (thanks for always doing that body 🙃 it's so helpful)#so my lunch is making me super nauseous which fucking sucks#i'm just done
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#so the guy who screwed me over a few months ago turned up to the work Christmas party with his new whoever#someone tall and blonde and skinny called Alyssa#but here's the thing the entire night i completely ignored him and instead had an awesome time singing Queen with my other colleagues#and going to different bars and shit#and suddenly the entire thing is easier to bear because it's clearer than ever to me that he's actually kind of a dick#helps having several negative accounts from others who've dated him recently#now i just feel stupid that i allowed myself to be vulnerable with him#and gave him the power to hurt me#you live and you learn#also PS i looked fucking hot at the party#which no one will ever hear me admit out loud but#it meant there was a certain satisfaction in not paying him any attention whatsoever#personal#literally nobody cares I'm sorry but i needed to rant into the void today
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