#hello im sick rn
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To me it looked like they all hit that metal pretty hard :(
#hello im sick rn#this is all i could manage rn#T-T#i like to imagine that his wings are bound so he cant use them while hes there#rgbs art#rgb posts#ibs paint x#phone art#philza#philza minecraft#squidcraft#squidcraft 3#FUCK#IGNORE ALL THE DESIGN MISTAKES LMAO#philza fanart
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the secret to happiness is doodling something catered to You Specifically. one second you're normal the next you're biting your own arm
#ouaghasfaifadkj WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#having a great time rn#barnaby/eddie/howdy is affecting me more than i thought it would#its soooooo surface level but WHO CARESSSSS IM EXPERIENCING JOY#literally have to pause to bite my hand/arm tho its making me insane#sometimes happiness is drawing a puppet sandwiched between two bigger puppets & getting smooches from Both#delight delight delight De-fucking-light!!!!#happy chemicals in my brain!!! hello! i have not seen you in Days!!!#slamming my face into a wall but in happiness#absolutely unprompted#ouuugasahgshagfshaksjas#the ship is Not That Deep but its so Ough yk#pure indulgence!!!#again!! catered to Me Specifically!!!#im feeling so indulgent that i will treat myself to takeout tonight#i do not have it in me to cook#and im sick of canned soup & microwave meals!!!#sushi tonight babey!!! bento box!!#ill even force myself to do the rancid dishes ive been putting off for nearly a week#that will make the takeout even More of a treat!#i will feel more deserving of it and less Guilty!
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GUESS WHO'S BACK 🗣️🔥🔥🔥 EXAMS R KICKING MY ASS RN Y'ALL BUT I AM MISSING MY SILLY LIL BLOG 😭
#ramblesss#hello to all my hoes#have u missed me#DADDYYSSS HOMEEEE#IM NACK YALL#my mutuals im gonna be all over y'all bc ive missed u guys#ANSWRING ALL OF MY POOKIES RN#i literally havent posted in weeks i feel SICK#I AM ILL#I WANNA WRITE#GONNA FEED U GUYS SO GOOD WHEN EXAMS R OVER
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i was called a crybaby today…like um.😭 sorry im so overworked wnd exhausted and overwhelmed wnd anxious and dying ont he inside 😭 sorry i cant catch a break these past few months and flr the next few months it literally wont end😭 sorry i sacrifice my sleep time to accommodate your needs so im getting like 4-5 hrs of sleep a night for the past month and a half😭 sorry my emotions are suchhhh an inconvenience to you😭😭😂😂😂😂
#like i did not cry this often before but thats because my life wasnt like this or this busy before. Hello. i dont want this like yeah if i#could of course i would fuckijg sit at home all day or take a few days off but i CANT#not to mention im disastrously sick and it wont go away😭#like. guys my eyes look absolutely awful theyre so swollen and puffy ALL THE TIME ive had people ask about them out of concern#anywho . jdbskdhsknddknd eejdhoend fmlllllll#sewer side al lollllllllllllll 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂#sorry to disappear and then come back here only when im upset ^-^ im so devastated rn :3
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god save me from overly judgemental 18y/os online who think theyre the bastian of morality bc of what kinda art they dont like. i dont want to be in a fan community centered around negativity and mean-spirited gossiping!!! i want to be around ppl having actual fun!!!
#our t#sorry im just like. really sick of finding fandom servers that look fun and good#but then descend into casual fandom-based cruelty of like#''ewww haha well op ships [ship they just plain ol dont like] so that says all i need to know abt them'' like holy shit???#it is NOT that big of a deal. its legit nothing. im too mentally ill to be around that kinda negativity anymore man im too tired and sad#its not even abt what kinda art they DO like cause all thats happening rn is burnbook type gossiping like hello??? fuckin stop#and yknow what ship it was? dirkr0xy. im so over caring abt this shit man just dont look at stuff u dont like
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sorry idk why the qualitys so low. do u think they were freaking on each others bodies
#its a rhetorical question obviously they were#so obsessed w them rn but the tag on ao3 only has 4 fics girl whatever#amy x dan x jonah#veep#amy brookheimer#dan egan#jonah ryan#also maybe its bc im sick or whatever but im rlly into amy x jonah rn and the content for that is so lackluster 😭#gnar#ALSO crazy how lackkng the content is in a post-challengers world ??? hello????
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- muscle memory (first draft), 17/02/24 | g.r.
#[takes your face into my hands] listen to me. listen. soulmates are not born they’re made.#my soul will not recognize yours without having taken the time to know and learn it. can you hear me. hello. is this thing on#poetry#spilled ink#first draft because i feel like i could execute this better given time but im sick of it rn ive been doing it too long#which is ironic considering. yknow. haha.#daydreams for lost things
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I watched the new drdt episode with my Charles body pillow but DON’T WORRY GUYS I covered his eyes when there was blood on screen.
Also. Oh my fucking god what the fuck holy shit oh my god holy fuck oh my god holy shit oh my god
#THAT EXECUTION WAS FANTASTIC??#AMAZING. LIKE I CANT EXPRESS ENOUGH#TERUKO. LEVI. ACE. MONOTV. ARTURO. IM GONNA BE SICK#IM GONNA BE SIIIIICK#TERUKO. TERUKO.#AND THAT NEW WHIT SPRITE?? HELLO??? HELLO????#HELLO#IM FREAKING TF OUT RN#EXPLODES AND DIES#drdt spoilers#rem.txt
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There should be a story or game or whatever about the unknowable horror of ocd. Theres Something in your head telling you what choices to make and filling your head with traumatic images of what could happen if you didnt do it, with no rhyme or reason as to why you actually should do it. Its suddenly there one day and doesnt leave you and its always tickling the back of your mind. You simply have to carry on while this beast sits inside you, on your shoulder and behind your eyes, and gifts you terror and horror. Its a living thing with no body or soul and no eyes or hands except you become its eyes and hands and you become its body and it forces you to learn and speak its language of clicks and patterns and compulsion. It gives you no love for everything you offer up in return, a god that demands sacrifice for no boon. You cant ignore it or then everything will come true, you have to give in and you cant escape it. It just chooses you. And thats it
#so much horror is about depression or personality disorders but what about ocd!!!#my post#‘if you dont turn to sit a certain your whole family will get sick and die’ GIRL HELLO???????????????#its holding me hostage for no reason PLEASE LET ME LIVE IN PEAS#its not that bad rn im on hella zoloft now lmao#this isnt super horrory im not so good at coming up with that sort of stuff#just my thoughts on da matter
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wdym i had a nap yesterday and then slept nine hours last night and have done nothing but feel sorry for myself in bed today and im STILL TIRED?????
#there's one lecture i couldnt get out of bc we only have two computer classes as is AND they arent recorded for some inane reason#so i cant afford to miss it but my god the way im DRAGGING myself out of this bed#my eyes are so heavy i feel like i just woke up even though ive been up for HOURS#like i got nine hours last night bc i went to bed quite early DESPITE NAPPING TWO HOURS EARLIER#and just slept on and off until 11 even if i did get up at 5am and woke up at 9:30am#bc hello i cant BREATHE#like this is the most well-rested ive been in MONTHS why am i tired rn#and i have no motivation to do ANYTHING i want to write tams so bad this chapter is gonna be so sick#but i just CANT all my limbs are HEAVY im so SLEEPY snork mimimi when#and i have to do a 'topics in applied econometrics' COMPUTER CLASS???? FOR TWO HOURS???? kill die bite bite maim#hella goes to uni
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my bed is like 13 years old i love you for the squeaky bed thing tbh
oh also if u want i could TOTALLY make a list of songs i think jeff would like.... yes im still stuck on metalhead jeff
-🔪 nonnie <3
SQUEAKY BED !!! i cant believe i never mentioned it before but i honestly never heard my own bed squeaky until i bounced on it earlier and was like “??? jeff would get a kick out of this i gotta write about it” LMFAOAOAOAOSODMWO ALSO PLEASEEEEEES PLEASE PELASE EPLADEPALSWOAS PLEASE PLEASE DO PLEASE IM BEGGING SO PRETTILY N’ NICELY RN PLEASE GIVE ME SONGS YOU THINK HE’D LISTEN TO !!!! i will always thnk of metalhead jeff hes in my mind 24/7
#— cadie answers#— 🔪 nonnie#THE JEFF UNIVERSE IS BECOMING BIGGER SLOWLY BUT SURELY LMFAOAOAO#maybe i am grasping at straws bcus im sick in the head but… what if metalhead jeff knew how to play an electric guitar or#the drums or something ???? like can you imagine getting to watch his fingers move along the strings of the instrument or#him idly flipping drumsticks while grinning at you HELLO ???? IM FUCKING GONEEWWE#IM DEAD IM DYING RN IM UNWELL IM INSANE I I IIIIII
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#HELLO IM VENTING AGAIN IM SO SORRY#i am sick of everything the usual but i just need some fucking therapy and my diagnosises are taking too long because the system is shit#over here and i feel like i am a literal walking disaster a hazard to myself are my meds even working anymore idk? someone needs to lock me#in a fucking wardrobe before i loose my shit and do something stupid as fuck at least im self aware ok were growing this is called growth#wow ok amazing spectacular#like tonight ive decided i hate everyone again i want to quit uni actually might do it this time i just applied for a random job for no#reason i have a job but if i have 2 then i can over work myself to the max so i dont have to go into uni#i have three weeks off so now im cutting everyone off who knows how long this episode is gonna last for#i am loosing my god damn mind i do not want to do anything everything is so hard why is everyone so pressuring#i stopped doing some of my stupid habbits but now im just going full circle again so im thriving rn live love laugh am i right guys or what#AND WHY CANT I JUST HAVE A THERPAIST WHO CONTACTS ME ITS BEEN SINCE OCTOBER U FUCKING BITCH GO FUCK URSELF#anyway im in huge amounts of pain too idk what i do in my sleep or something but my shoulders hurt so bad#i hate wet tags on clothes when they stick to you throws up actually#i had stale fucking garlic bread today and i want to move out but if i move out then things will get worse for me#why cant i maintain a normal friendship without loosing my mind and hating everyone i mean no one knows my friends are pretty good with me#they understand but i dont know#ive come to the conclusion that i am just a shit
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GENTE IM UNWELL AND SO ABSOLUTELY OK AT HE SAME TIME
#apparently succ and yellowjackets come back in the same day#a single day before my birthday too apparently ?? hello ??#weve been blessed im not longer sick all my crops are watered etc#just rambling#i cant wait omg#i hope theres more scenes with marcia#and that nat is ok :[#also dont talk to us im having a moment rn god im gonna be sick#again
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im so fucking angry
#she has a guest so now i hve to fucking doll myself upn and meet her#when i sm litrllt on deaths fucking door rn#im litrally jist saying hello then leaving#sorry i have no obligation to this random womsn#in the middle of the most important year of my life when im sick she expects me to just do whstever she wnt#doesnt fucking talk ot me about it either dfuck this#what do i get out of this nothing just sbuse]
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The urge to message my manager to go home early today was so strong like omg
Fully just wanted to say that I'm just not having a good time xoxo
#absolutely fucking sick tbh#everyones taking the piss#piling work onto me#expecting me to pick up other people's work#then ive got some absolute bitch whose laighing and making faces at me#AND SHES ANOTHER MANAGER LIKE???????#hello this is literally workplace bullying#making snide remarks about me IN FRONT OF ME#like???????#then theyre interviewing people rn too and theyre literally not making good decisions#like seriously#theyre pickig people who they think will be a good laugh and go on nights out#and getting rid of the people who say they wanna work hard and learn etx#basically im just ranting#im finsingnit harder to keep it all together atm at work#like im starting to loose my rag now too and saying how i feel
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