#hello im sick rn

[rgb-pixel]

To me it looked like they all hit that metal pretty hard :(

[periwinkle-the-11th]

ngl as a chronic-pain-haver who regularly sorrows over the lack of chronic-pain-comfort-fics, getting into jayvik is doing great things for me.

[bellabaxter2023]

sorry idk why the qualitys so low. do u think they were freaking on each others bodies

[transsexula]

Jesus goddamn motherfucking christ. How many chickens have died to raise the egg prices to TEN MOTHERFUCKING DOLLARS FOR TWELVE GODDAMN EGGS???

[jihyolesbian]

i was called a crybaby today…like um.😭 sorry im so overworked wnd exhausted and overwhelmed wnd anxious and dying ont he inside 😭 sorry i cant catch a break these past few months and flr the next few months it literally wont end😭 sorry i sacrifice my sleep time to accommodate your needs so im getting like 4-5 hrs of sleep a night for the past month and a half😭 sorry my emotions are suchhhh an inconvenience to you😭😭😂😂😂😂

[brightdeadthing]

- muscle memory (first draft), 17/02/24 | g.r.

[scientistkisser]

I watched the new drdt episode with my Charles body pillow but DON’T WORRY GUYS I covered his eyes when there was blood on screen.

Also. Oh my fucking god what the fuck holy shit oh my god holy fuck oh my god holy shit oh my god

[donghuamuqing]

There should be a story or game or whatever about the unknowable horror of ocd. Theres Something in your head telling you what choices to make and filling your head with traumatic images of what could happen if you didnt do it, with no rhyme or reason as to why you actually should do it. Its suddenly there one day and doesnt leave you and its always tickling the back of your mind. You simply have to carry on while this beast sits inside you, on your shoulder and behind your eyes, and gifts you terror and horror. Its a living thing with no body or soul and no eyes or hands except you become its eyes and hands and you become its body and it forces you to learn and speak its language of clicks and patterns and compulsion. It gives you no love for everything you offer up in return, a god that demands sacrifice for no boon. You cant ignore it or then everything will come true, you have to give in and you cant escape it. It just chooses you. And thats it

[endious]

my bed is like 13 years old i love you for the squeaky bed thing tbh

oh also if u want i could TOTALLY make a list of songs i think jeff would like.... yes im still stuck on metalhead jeff

-🔪 nonnie <3

SQUEAKY BED !!! i cant believe i never mentioned it before but i honestly never heard my own bed squeaky until i bounced on it earlier and was like “??? jeff would get a kick out of this i gotta write about it” LMFAOAOAOAOSODMWO ALSO PLEASEEEEEES PLEASE PELASE EPLADEPALSWOAS PLEASE PLEASE DO PLEASE IM BEGGING SO PRETTILY N’ NICELY RN PLEASE GIVE ME SONGS YOU THINK HE’D LISTEN TO !!!! i will always thnk of metalhead jeff hes in my mind 24/7

[larryjohnsoncosplayonthursday]

last

for realsies

[catfishofoldin99colours]

i LOOOOOVVE drawing Viktor hopelessly besotted with Mel. I think he'd be so enamoured with her fr. She's so pretty and competent and I think he'd like that.

[cuntyji]

BRO????

exercise

[thursdayg1rl]

im so fucking angry

[starbarratbaggins]

The urge to message my manager to go home early today was so strong like omg

Fully just wanted to say that I'm just not having a good time xoxo

[ijltln]

thats it

[nectardaddy]

NO YKNOW WHAT IM NOT DONE ACTUALLY

EVERYONE READ THIS

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prologue

now playing: hope you knew by closed tear

She doesn’t remember any of it.

The first time they met, when his disciplined aloofness clashed with her brazen over-familiarity. When he complained of the cold, and she tugged the hat off of her head and pulled it down over his ears. That he was too shocked to remove it, and the warmth of it traveled straight down his spine. That even now it still sits in the back of his closet.

She doesn’t remember the first time he held her hand, nervous and unsure, at the house party Atsumu threw when he thought no one was looking. When he looked down at her and she stood on the tips of her toes to kiss on the cold skin of his cheek. When she laid her head on his shoulder and fell asleep on the train ride home. When she played him that record on the floor of her apartment, and she told him she loved it like she loved him. When he pushed her hair out of her face and kissed her for the first time.

The Sunday morning he lingered in her sheets for so long he started to smell of her. Staying up until the sun rose, talking until their voices grew hoarse. The way he made her tea, lightly brewed with one less sugar than she likes. Their favorite place to eat on Monday nights. Which side of the bed was hers, and which was his. The color of his eyes. The feel of his skin.

His name.

Sakusa stands, frozen and dumb, watching. Her hand slips on the lid of the coffee, and she lifts it to eye level. He watches as she squints, just for a moment, before calling out, “Sakusa!”

Automatically, he steps forward, the tips of his fingers numbs. She smiles at the sight of him, polite and professional, and places the coffee down on the counter between them, sliding it in his direction. “Have a nice day!” she says, in a voice that she reserves for customers. One that he used to tease her over, lightheartedly mocking her upturned, brightened tone.

One that she uses on him, now. Because he’s just a customer to her. Nothing more. She doesn’t remember.

All at once, Sakusa feels sick. Violently and ferociously sick. He grabs the coffee, only because it would be strange not to, and rushes out the front door. He dumps the coffee in the first trashcan he can find, and takes deep, forced breaths.

Sakusa closes his eyes, and all he can see are those sharp, punctuated words, punched into thick, yellow card stock.

Ln Yn has had Sakusa Kiyoomi erased from her memory. Please never mention their relationship to her again.

happy birthday @nectardaddy

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