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u gave me hell on earth and said to work with it
so fuck urself and fuck ur feelings
i believe but not in u and me so
fuck urself and fuck ur feelings
i believe but not in u and me so
id unfuck u if i could,
id unlove u like i shouldve
months before i did,
in the months before i split
its turbulent (turbulent)
#really feeling out of it today#woke up and thought oh well erm i dont like how this feels#and thru out the day it's just felt off#i wanna go back so bad#but i can't#it'll hurt more than staying#i've already told myself to move on#i'm trying i swear#it just won't work#i hate my new class#theyre too loud#in the wrong ways#they don't make me feel like my old class did#they don't make me feel like i belong#at the beginning of the year i was like#hell yeah these r my people#and they just aren't! they aren't!#the only people there#that i actually wanna be around#is maybe the one guy who's bi and we get along pretty well#and this gay guy who honestly he ain't too bad#we play dnd together and he's pretty cool#teachers are fine ain't nothin against them#it's the people that are the problem i mean come on you expect me to get along with you when you and i share maybe two of the same interest#and i don't wanna talk to you because you don't even run on the same brainwaves that i do seriously man#i wanna go back to them so bad man#i can't do this anymore
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OKAY! Chatot rant in tags below! Read at your own discretion.
#okay starting from the beginning of where ppl usually dislike him. apple woods chapter.#he doesn’t give hero/partner the CHANCE to explain themselves despite them being relatively good recruits up until that point.#and that legit might be my only gripe with that chapter bc!!! stories need conflict! I LIKE the conflict in apple woods!!!#hero and partner being punished so something they didn’t do!#the misunderstanding! how team skull (Skuntank) actually outplays the main duo with a clever yet rotten trick. I LOVE that it segways into-#one of the more sweeter scenes of guild members looking out for eachother. I LIKE APPLE WOODS CONFLICT.#but chatot just. not giving them a chance. is so dumb.#I’d personally fix this by having a lil montage of hero/partner fucking up on jobs. A LOT. and chatot giving them a pass every time.#and let the perfect apple incident BE the one where he puts his foot down and doesn’t listen to them. bc he’d given them loads of chances.#and doesn’t want to hear any excuse.#but yeah. I legit dont mind him during that chapter except for that really stupid and frustrating moment.#NOW. CHAPTER 17.#UGGGGHHH WHERE DO I BEGIN#Him not believing hero and Partner about Grovyle and the future being in ruin? FINE. ACTUALLY GOOD. BC CHATOT WOULD BE SKEPTIC.#IT FITS HIS CHARACTER!!#BUT WHAT DOES SUCK. IS HIM GOING ‘Dusknoir isn’t the bad guy. he didn’t do anything wrong’#WHEN HE LITERALLY KIDNAPPED HERO AND PARTNER RIGHT I N F R O N T OF HIM.#(NO LITERALLY. HIS CHARACTER IS IN THE FRONT ROW WHEN IT HAPPENED.)#and him. having the GALL to tell hero and partner they must’ve been ‘seeing things’ and downplaying the HELL they went through.#despite them being missing for hours/days. his own guild recruits. and his angry sprite showing up.#like. I think that’s when I genuinely despised him.#that and him going ‘OH I BELIEVED YOU THE WHOLE TIME HEEHOO :)’ shit was so fucking annoying.#just playing it off as a joke the second the guild started to believe hero and partner.#IMAGINE IF HE W A S ACTUALLY TESTING THE GUILD’S TRUST. SHOWCASING HIM AS THE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND RESPECTFUL RIGHT HAND OF THE GUILD.#and yes. Brine cave he saves hero and partner. but at that point I just didn’t care anymore.#he fucked those two over so much. that I didn’t care what ‘valiant’ sacrifice he had.#and he grills Team Skull for what they did OFF SCREEN. they couldn’t even give us THAT.#<<< THAT or him outright saying sorry would’ve been nice. IKIK his ‘actions’ or whatever but.#eughh again this is all imo. I’m not trying to make people hate him or change their mind.#I’ll get into positives in the second post cause I’m running out of tags
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why do i love the conflict more than anything else . the misery . the incompatibility that spreads like oil slick . wanting so desperately for resolution that never comes . hmmm
#its the allure of like . mismatch btwn right person / wrong time . maybe in personal development and such#or wrong person / right time and trying 2 make it work but the circumstances are set 2 separate you#i think the guilt ford harbors over his relationship w fidds is good and i think hes had a lot of reflection . 30 yrs at least#but i dont rly care for like a . HELPP SRY IM LIKE talking to myself#i dont rly care ‘if’ they got back tgether in the end#fanon wise or whagever obviouslyy . no avrually emma-may kicking fidds out over the xmas thing its over HELPPPP#i feel like i always hve to clarify bc then theres that one guy whos like ‘smth smth you cant read . ooc loser .’idgaf . not gaffing today#i think mcguckets decision to forgive him is rly sweet And i do like the recognition of .. the whole incident being a misstep on both their#parts ykwim ? like ford was an ass for sureee but also mcgucket + memory gun was his own autonomous detriment#but#no i cant read the other tags i was writing i forgot where i was at#anyways im so obsessed w like . this being such an imperfect event with imperfect equals#ford theory and fidds the mechanics . which brw im also obsessed w how That is revered in canon .#but yeah like imperfect event imperfect people who shared an incredible connecfion in my freaking mind#that was ultimately squandered to fords pride and fidds reticence#ugh like i love the rise and fall i love the strenght of their connection generally corroding over time#its just such a cool motivator for both themselves and like its a history they share together and post weirdmageddon get to finally think a#knowing now what they didnt have the tools to recognize then#idk.^__^ they r so crazy to me . playing w them like dolls in my head#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls#every time i think ab this wrt every challeneged dynamic i think ab mars in the discord#talking ab x and y charas epic divorce arc#and im not even saying this to discredit Good relationships in media#bc those have a wealth of fun and interesting concepts or dynamics to dive into#its just something ab like . poetry of anger bro . and how love and hate can feel so similar and be borne from the same place#how one can transform into the other and back again due to . idk whatevee the hell theyve got going on^#prev post got me wishing we had more meat to the fallout#or that it was extended in content or scope . i want 2 see how they dealt with losing the other and then
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now that i'm playing dragon age: veilguard i understand hbomberguy so much better. think i could probably do a 3.5 hours long video called "dragon age: the veilguard is FINE and here's why"
#the writing in dragon age has Always been a bit clunky it's part of the charm#but yes there are sections in DAV that made me go “oh nooo”#but no it isn't as bad as people say#the mechanics are fun idc. it's bad that my new laptop can run all of BG3 fine but becomes laggy as hell in any city location in DAV tho#companions r generally charming and they're all professionals so it makes sense they're less prone to big fights than say DAO morrigan#but yes i do miss having a bit more tension in the party sometimes#the character creator is great for dudes but yea it would probably b cool if it were possible to have curvier bodies for those who want tha#but no it isn't literally impossible to make good-looking rooks. it's quite easy actually#and like yeah you can't have wildly out there body types but it's pretty cool that you can be a geralt type a twink or chubby as a dude#(i play male characters and have only done the female cc once for a custom f!inquisitor so i have more experience w that one)#the qunari also look. fine? the antaam don't look too soft or anything so far#the majority of complaints against this game were stupid and not rooted in anything real#BUT!!! i don't love it#solas continues to be a highlight#lucanis is great so far and i love neve#neve's voice acting is amazing#she manages to make some very disappointing lines sound good#but..... i can't pretend the writing *isn't* awkward in places#d'meta's crossing stands out to me as a pretty bad case of overly direct storytelling#(spoilers) talking to the mayor was deeply disappointing! he just TOLD rook what he did and why. it felt so anticlimactic#especially bc the imagery in the village was striking and grotesque#but there didn't feel like there was any payoff#other sections have been great#but DAV just feels like it completely lacks subtlety at times#the other DA games haven't always been masters of show dont tell but this section felt like a first draft#like someone was working out the story and didn't have time to polish the script at all before the voice actors were called in#idk it really stands out to me as bad#also yeah it's noticeable that you don't really get to do evil things. at least not yet
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Idk what any of this shit means
#im not only neurodivergent but from the previous century#the kids don't just say lmao and hell yeah anymore#this is how people comment on my art and idk how to reply ever#just know the hearts i give r in deep gratitude#sometimes tho i cant tell if someones being nice or mean but i take it as positive#silly#comic#chisme
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the reason i specifically try to avoid any and all persona related leaks is because if I hear anything about a persona 1 2 or 4 remake it's going to pre-emptively kill off a substantial number of my braincells. different reasons for each game
#p1 and 2 my opinion is more just like they could benefit from a remaster or something to get more people to play them and maybe touch up a#few gameplay related issues and also RESTORE THE ORIGINAL P1 OST but im more forgiving to the idea of a capital r remake with p1 i guess#p4 though? just write that one off completely man. leave it in the vault#the problem is though the writing problems in p4 like the weird inconsistencies and ways the story just dragggs and drags and the shitty wa#social links work and all like THERE IS A LOT THERE THAT COULD BENEFIT FROM A SECOND PASS like with maybe#time to finish the script and shit. like maybe just come up with one idea for what the tv world is and run with that yeah? but oh my god.#i can't do it. i cannot deal with people talking about that game. persona fans. are so . fucking. stupid.#p4 discourse is genuinely like thats what theyre gonna do to me when i die and go to hell is make me argue with someone on twitter who#mindlessly accepts everything presented in the narrative of a video game at face value as Correct and also acts like the characters#are real human beings making their own decisions instead of a collection of words and images designed to serve various aspects of a narrati#ve
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Me when I’m in a fandom and the shipping discourse begins to overshadow any meaningful discussions about the work itself
#Yes this is about arcane but tbh it can be applied to p much any fandom#also this isn’t me saying that you CAN’T indulge in shipping in a work#in fact I think in certain cases it can even enrich your interpretations of the characters and story themes#and hell shipping will ALWAYS be prevalent in fandom whether I gaf or not and I’ve kind of just had to accept that#and I do love seeing all the content people make of their ships like yeah man. Go wild go crazy have fun!!#that’s what fandom’s for!!#I just get annoyed when it feels like it’s the ONLY thing people ever talk about or act like the characters just.#don’t exist outside of their popular ships#like not everyone has to engage with everything on a deep level I don’t wanna be pretentious and elitist#bc fandom is the last place to do that bffr#but I wanna be autistic about my fixations and sometimes it feels like all people talk about r ships and ship wars💔#is this a vent post? Yeah okay this is a chronically online vent post I’ll admit#but my point still stands I feel like while shipping is a meaningful tool it shouldn’t consume ALL the discussions around a work yk#my post#yapping#yapping in tags#fandom#fandom things#fandom discourse#fandom problems
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help a few days ago i drew a mom and i think i accidentally made her a milf
#homegrown post#uhhhh should i tag this as my ocs or smth#eh if i end up posting her then i'll tag the reblog ig???#this might end up being the first post for my#homestuck#au ;<;#re: the whether i should tag this as my ocs or smth like that#this post actually doesn't contain her and also she's partly original but like she IS based off of pre-scratch Roxy/Mom Lalonde#but like she's still a different character y'know#uhhh fuck it ima tag this as the au#Selenium AU#AuSe#<- the abbreviation has the au part first as a chemistry pun because fuck it we ball#why am i acting so nervous about smth i might not end up posting#i should be CONFIDENT like HELL YEAH HERE IS THIS THING I MADE >:D#like when i took a photography class and the teacher said that we shouldn't put down our work and let other people judge for themselves-#-whether we did a good job or not and our job is to try to make others think it's good even if we don't think so#anyway the thoughts are rotating in my head and now the tags r a mess sorry ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Since technically c!Dream isn't part of the c!awesamity hell house au relationship, do you think he'd start dating other people?
Because if he did i feel like that would open a whole can of worms but also add some laughs as c!sam is holding back on murdering him and c!quackity is just upset that c!dream is actually happy
LMAO .
tbf in the sitcom AU, he's probably kept on a short of a leash as the medium allows--which is a decent amount, considering he's the live in maid. he's also like, though technically not part of the married couple's "happy relationship" (LOL LMAO) definitely uhhh let's just say Involved with them both as carryover from pre-sitcom times. which means that technically there IS a "love triangle" angle that's involve in the sitcom itself (that usually manifests in shit like c!quackity walking in on c!awesamdream shenanigans, among other things.) all this to say that c!Sam doesn't want him messing around--what if he manipulates [random sitcom character here] through his wiles or smth :/
all that being said, the main thing is that when it comes to actual server characters, the only ones here are sam, quackity, and dream. the others are...more or less npcs for sitcom purposes, making them sliiiiightly less appealing as romantic prospects. they're not really individual characters as much as mouthpieces for whoever's "running" this world to make sure it remains on track. as someone to hook up with, they work well enough, especially bc cheating scandals get audience reactions (tm)! but when it comes to actually having a full on relationship...there's not that much there. so c!awesamdreamity are still stuck with each other
#c!awesamdreamity#c!awesamdreamity hell house AU#my asks !!#c!awesamq is going to involve cheating tho for the damn record#with more than just dream obv#bc dream is kinda nebulous in how much he counts as cheating considering both of them r fucking him lol#but yeah q is absolutely hooking up with people just bc
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my god lingsha's design is so ass. my god
#personal stuff#seraph plays star rail#main takeaways from this quest r designs i'm not a fan of. and weird fucking dialogue#what the hell was march talking about with that giant mech line. i have literally no idea what she was referring to#also yanqing going ''oh i forgot to ask yunli to return my sword'' ?? he did. he literally did. it didn't end well but he didn't Forget. wh#also like. maybe i'm just petty but the facial expressions in conversation#you guys can't have this serious conversation return to a more solemn default expression?#why are you guys smiling talking abt tingyun's ship crashing and everyone dying. come on#but god yeah lingsha's design is just not hitting for me. i wanted to be excited since she's based off of nuwa but like goddddddd#it's bad. the situation is dire.#also having a literal Snake abundance character who has an interest in the arbor. they're like okay we didn't set up tingyun well enough#let's try this shit again.#i guess?? otherwise why make her Like That and crank that shit up to an eleven#okay i am enjoying feixiao's design a bit more#but like my god. some weird lines from her for real#the whole ''yeah i made up a new title for myself'' just felt so cringe. maybe bc i'd already seen the line and didn't need to see it twice#also yeaaah let's repeat my backstory dramatically to these two people who already know me. ??#okay ruan mei is resurrecting tingyun i guess. cool#thinks mournfully about gallagher and misha.#but yeah i AM enjoying the yanqing moments. he's my little guy#also huaiyan's big anime sparkle eyes are very funny to me.#OKAY OKAY. second half of this quest was quite good.#i liked the little expedition w yanqing yunli and march. good setup of tension#and then everything from there to the end i enjoyed. i liked seeing hanya and xueyi again even if the circumstances were. well#and dan heng's interactions w the trailblazer in the shackling prison waa. waaaaaa.
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what a horrible way to die
YOU DESERVE IT
___ 18+ blog; no minors plz
#k1lltober#k1lltober23#my art#blood#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#springtrap#william afton#spring bonnie#um this was really fun to draw#really glad i could finally have some time to get back to these#ive had this image in my head since i made the prompts oUGH#also like??? first official fnaf fanart???#hell yeah.#i got this springtrap hoodie from hot topic im so pleased about it. its thick and warm and edgy#its funny hes not my fave character and i dont like him coz i dont like people who kill or hurt kids BUT LIKE#hes growing on me. the bunny propaganda#its also really fucked up. which is cool to me. fun#OH AND LIKE IK ITS DIM AND SHIT coz i like it when dim and shit#but the blue lines faintly there those r the ghosts there should be five of them#its hard to see. but i put that in there. coz yeah#fnaf is so easy to draw btw. the Shapes
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only trans, nb, and gnc people use the feminine urge masculine urge / girl dinner boy dinner / x is for boys y is for girls memes correctly
#are there exceptions YES#but genuinely i thought people were using these to blur gender boundaries#feminine urge to hack down a tree HELL YEAH every woman has moments like that. and every man has wanted to sit down and gossip#i thought that meme was like that#and then i go anywhere outside of my social circle and hOLY SHIT#brothers what r u on.... NONO STOP EATING LIKE THAT THAT IS NO ONE'S DINNER#yes i like this meme but only in the specific way that the gender people do it
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art is so crazy in general. i have this revelation like twice a day and it never ceases 2 amaze me . tbh
#like ppl… make tht .. u liteslly made that. the omly person who couldve ever envisioned it the way u did#like a glimpse into ur mind . thats u in visual form .#also im always so impressed by people who manage to have such consistency in their work#like drawing on demand . and in the same style w the same rendering process#and it always feels complete it always feels like . Ueah u know what u were doing#im so envious of that tbh. (crossing my arms)#its smth i need to train me thinks . my creativity is lacking and i need 2 Pick it UPP‼️‼️‼️☝️☝️#like to be able to watch a movie n go home and just draw what u r feeling#I WANT 2 DO THAT!!! i can do that i need to do that more#i need to go to live drawing sessions i think .. 2 better visualize physical form#its always been smth ive wanted to do (eyes go big round and dark)#tht and i need 2 shut the hell up and jst not care . wheres thst tumblr post#thags like oh u cant draw the way u wanted to? who cares draw it anyways❤️#nodding .. yeah..#do u guys also have that imposter syndrome thing where even if u draw#u feel like u are somehow exempt from creating .#ur like oh yeah that was luck thats all but one day its going 2 run out and#HELPP#i keep having those ‘one day’ thoughts its so silly#like ih well one day ill get there#girl that day is TODAY!!!!
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mewtwo is a freeze spamming little BITCH
#pokemon scarlet and violet#did the raid again to help two of my friends get it#it took a few tries#and in one of them it froze me FOUR TIMES IN A ROW#F O U R!!! TIMES!!! IN A ROW!!!!#(i'm just salt posting isudfhoidshfdsof)#we got it though! and with only three people hell yeah#shut up yusei nobody cares
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how it feels to be a lesbian fan in tlou spaces who’s not romantically obsessed with tlou2 ellie williams
#caption simplying it bc ik a bunch of lesbians don’t even gag about her#a decent amount of lesbians in my age range online are obsessed w her though when it’s like#not all of them bless. but anyway#i can’t even see her like that like yeah sure she’s attractive. but omg#some of the lengths people go to. they scare me not 2 b a puritan or anything i respect the grind#ellie is just like. my friend. someone whom i care for deeply#i’m not obsessed with abby either. hell i think i like dina more in that way than i do either of them 😭#or marlene or tess or maria. idk when i see tlou2 i think of tlou1 ellie who was silly and told dumb pums.#she was like my kid my friend my buddy i miss her………#this isn’t me flexing how different i am either. hell idrk why i’m admitting this#ig bc i talk about whatever i want ok that’s my text post for today#i meant to post smth different but i don’t feel like baring my soul too much#my text#not tagging as tlou r u joking#might delete later
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i might be terrible for feeling like this. but the sheer amount of schadenfreude i have after finding out that freminet is likely going to be a shit unit is through the roof lmao
#⇢₊˚⊹ 🩷∥ruby∥yo，ide yo !!#> from watching the zajef prerelease video on him#so i main chongyun right? that means (despite me trying to minmax even though i know my f2p damage will never measure up to spenders)#i generally don't care if the numbers are bad if a unit feels fun to play#hell even if the character is op i would be 90% less likely to use them if i didn't have fun using them (looking at you kuki)#but his kit looks like i'm not gonna enjoy it too#which leaves me with zero motivation to pull on the childe/zhongli banner now#now to watch zajef's lyney video and see if i get tempted to pull for him or if my primos will be safely stashed away for future banners#yknow. i kinda wish i mained a meta dps. or was inclined to main any of the meta dps's#quite frankly all the meta dps's gameplay bore me to death#i'm not saying this because i'm starting to dislike chongyun#i fully intend to be the most obsessive whale solely to optimize this exorcist boy far beyond the boundaries of reason#(that day is not coming anytime soon but you get the picture right? i'm still very much a ride or die for this lil guy)#i'm just tired of people calling him a shit unit. even on r/popsiclemains ppl call him suboptimal or subpar#i know all of those things are true#but it's not surprising that hearing it basically every single time he's mentioned is going to take its toll eventually either，is it?#this is why i just don't bother trying to be part of any community. with any kind of media，i'm someone whom ppl would say has “bad taste”#i just wish chongyun had a niche but still decent playstyle that he's unarguably the best at#being the best shatter dps is not it since shatter's numbers are basically terrible no matter what you do#if they somehow buff shatter in fontaine (since freminet's kit wants to shatter) then maybe i'll make it my main playstyle. but yeah...#the only times i bring out my shatter team are when fighting against pyro/electro enemies，or farming mushrooms#i guess it'd be nice to have zhongli since layla does disrupt reactions that i want chong to be the one proccing#but i just don't feel like breaking my back for yet another 5 star after how long it took to get kokomi#and he's basically guaranteed a rerun in natlan anyway so yeah...#i'm gonna be honest. now that i have kokomi，my motivation to pull for anyone else is almost nonexistent#maybe nilou so i can use kokomi as a driver. but other than her... unless natlan characters are really fucking cool#besides albedo and venti，i don't think i'll ever pull for a new 5 star ever again#after those three i'd only be pulling for vertical investment#or begrudgingly pulling for utility like zhongli
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