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[sillysiluriforme]

It's very interesting that Nathaniel is in the small percentage of people that were lucid while akumatized and also remembers everything... hm... I'm very curious about him now.

I must ask: what does it feel like, to be akumatized and retain lucidity? It must be terrifying. Is it like being stuck in your own body, being forced to witness yourself do and say things you would never dare do?

Also damn Nathaniel can't catch a break, poor dude went through all that crap and now people make fun of him for it.

"You know what you're doing in the moment. You feel perfectly in control of all of your actions, and they feel entirely rational. You can't really stop to examine the morality or reasoning behind what you're doing because that doesn't even cross your mind. It's only afterwards, when you really are yourself again (that's what the more charitable people in the SSPA have been saying, after all: it's possession, it's all against your own will) that you don't recognize the monster on the news. It feels like watching a stranger. You remember it all clearly, though. There's no saving grace of amnesia if you're a lucid VPaL (victime possédée avec lucidité - possessed victim with lucidity). You just… feel like it can't be right that you did all that. That's all you're able to do to comfort yourself."

-@wisteriasymphony