#heavy on my heart

[randik-86]

The many times that I gave you the chance,

Ignoring all the attempts you made to bring me down,

Making me doubt myself endlessly,

Leaving me feeling so much regret,

From all that, I didn't need to go through,

My heart dying a hundred times...

©️randik86

[thelensofyashunews]

LUCKI shares "Heavy On My Heart" video from new 'GEMINI!' LP

After receiving heavyweight co-signs from both Drake and Lil Baby, Chicago underground legend LUCKI has just shared the video for "Heavy On My Heart" from his new album GEMINI!— out now. The project boasts features from A-listers Future, Lil Yachty, Veeze, Rylo Rodriguez, and 42 Dugg, as well as production from sonic tastemakers Tay Keith, Wheezy, Southside, and Bobby Raps. GEMINI! arrives on the heels of the announcement that LUCKI's first US headlining tour, The Gemini Tour, will kick off on July 18th in Raleigh, NC. Produced by Live Nation, the 27-date tour will make stops in Miami, Los Angeles, Phoenix, Las Vegas, Boston, Brooklyn, and more before wrapping up on September 7th in Atlanta, GA. The recently-released 2-pack of singles titled 2 Faced, Pt. 2 (the Coupe-produced "Heavy On My Heart" and the Brent Rambo-produced "Courtesy Of") offered the first glimpse into LUCKI's follow-up to 2023's s*x m*ney dr*gs, with the former serving as an upbeat outing buoyed by LUCKI's candid bars over a soulful instrumental while the latter is a hard-hitting victory lap draped in his distinct raspy flow. A longtime staple of Chicago’s underground scene, LUCKI’s hazy cloud rap confessionals saw the then-teenager grow a cult following in the Windy City and beyond before garnering mainstream recognition with his 2022 debut album FLAWLESS LIKE ME (which had appearances from Future and Babyface Ray) and hit track “New Drank”(200M+ Streams). GEMINI! marks LUCKI’s first full-length outing since the aforementioned s*x m*ney dr*gs and arrives on the heels of a high-profile appearance on “Broke phone” (7M+ Streams) from Veeze's 2023 album Ganger as well as a strong run of 2024 singles, including “PAIDNFULL”, “COLORFUL DRUGS”, and most recently “All Love”, where he linked with Lyrical Lemonade for a Cole Bennett-directed music video, as well as a guest outing on Southside’s latest track “Elegant”.

LUCKI’s fourth full-length album GEMINI! marks the entry point into what will be a busy summer for the Chicago artist. After performing at last weekend’s Lyrical Lemonade Summer Smash, he's currently slated to make an appearance at Rolling Loud before embarking on his nationwide headlining Gemini Tour — with a fall European tour also on the horizon. An artist as multifaceted as his star sign, LUCKI has grown from an underground Chicago mainstay into a critically-acclaimed international icon, using hazy cloud rap confessionals to pave the way for the sound of modern Hip-Hop. With his GEMINI! era officially in motion, LUCKI is continuing to assert his legacy while proving just how far his movement has carried over the past decade.

[tabitoejam]

i’m so bad at the rat race.. i just wanna chill fr

[my-chaos-radio]

Release: March 7, 2005

Lyrics:

I try to fly away but it's impossible

And every breath I take gives birth to deeper sighs

And for a moment I am weak

So it's hard for me to speak

Even though we're underneath the same blue sky

If I could paint a picture of this melody

It would be a violin without its strings

And the canvas in my mind

Sings the songs I left behind

Like pretty flowers and a sunset

It's heavy on my heart

I can't make it alone

Heavy on my heart

I can't find my way home

Heavy on my heart

So come and free me

It's so heavy on my heart

I've had my share of pleasure

And I've tasted pain

I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings

There's a journey in my eyes

It's getting hard for me to hide

Like the ocean at the sunrise

It's heavy on my heart

I can't make it alone

Heavy on my heart

I can't find my way home

Heavy on my heart

So come and free me

It's so heavy on my heart

Whooo...

Love, can you find me in the darkness, and love,

Don't let me down

There's a journey in my eyes

It's getting hard for my to hide

And I never thought I'd touch an angel's wings

Songwriter:

It's heavy on my heart

I can't make it alone

Heavy on my heart

I can't find my way home

Heavy on my heart

So come and free me

It's so heavy on my heart

Anastacia Newkirk / Billy Mann

SongFacts:

👉📖

Homepage:

Anastacia

[hinamie]

shhhh

[janetlyricbook]

Anastacia - Heavy On My Heart (lyrics) + Malay translate❤️‍🩹

Lit. "Berat Di Hatiku"

Intro

Verse 1:

I tried to fly away but it's impossible

Aku coba untuk terbang namun ia mustahil

And every breath I take

Dan setiap nafas yang ku hela

Gives birth into deeper sighs

Menjadi keluhan yang mendalam

And for a moment I am weak

Dan saat ku merasa tak berdaya

So it's hard for me to speak

Jadi ia sukar bagiku untuk berbicara

Even though we're underneath the same blue sky

Walau kita berada di bawah langit biru yang sama

If I could paint a picture of this melody

Andai ku bisa melukis melodi ini

It would be a violin without its strings

Ianya sebuah biola tanpa talinya

And the canvas in my mind

Dan sebuah kanvas di fikiranku

Sings the songs I left behind

Akan menyanyikan laguku yang kutinggalkan

Like pretty flowers, and the sunset

Seperti bunga yang indah, dan matahari terbenam

Chorus:

It's heavy on my heart...

Ia sungguh berat di hatiku...

I can't make it alone

Ku tak bisa sendirian

Heavy on my heart...

Berat di hatiku...

I can't find my way home...

Ku tak bisa pulang...

Heavy on my heart...

Berat di hatiku...

So come and free me

Jadi marilah dan bebaskan aku

It's so heavy on my heart...

Sungguh berat di hatiku...

Verse 2:

I've had my share my pleasure

Aku pernah kongsikan nikmatku

And I've tasted pain

Dan ku pernah merasai kesakitan

I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings

Ku tak pernah fikir untuk menyentuh sayap bidadari

There's a journey in my eyes

Ada perjalanan di mataku

It's getting harder for me to hide

Menjadi lebih sukar bagiku untuk bersembunyi

Like the ocean, at the sunrise...

Seperti lautan, di matahari terbit...

Chorus:

It's heavy on my heart

Ia sungguh berat di hatiku

I can't make it alone

Ku tak bisa sendirian

Heavy on my heart...

Berat di hatiku...

I can't find my way home...

Ku tak bisa pulang...

Heavy on my heart...

Berat di hatiku...

So come and free me

Jadi marilah dan bebaskan aku

It's so heavy on my heart...

Sungguh berat di hatiku...

Bridge:

Love...

Kasih...

Can you find me in the darkness?

Bisakah kau mencariku di kegelapan?

And love...

Dan kasih...

Don't let me down

Jangan hampakan aku

(Instrumental)

There's a journey in my eyes

Ada perjalanan di mataku

It's getting hard for me to hide

Menjadi sukar bagiku untuk bersembunyi

And I never thought I'd touch an angel's wings, ooh...

Dan ku tak pernah terfikir untuk menyentuh sayap bidadari, ooh...

Chorus:

(Heavy on my heart...)

Heavy, heavy on my heart...

(Berat di hatiku...)

Berat, berat di hatiku...

(Heavy on my heart...)

(Berat di hatiku...)

I said, I can't find my way home...

Ku bilang, ku tak bisa untuk pulang...

(Heavy on my heart...)

(Berat di hatiku...)

Ohh...

Ohh...

So come and free me

Jadi marilah dan bebaskan aku

It's so heavy on my heart...

Sungguh berat di hatiku...

Outro:

So heavy...

Sungguh berat...

(So heavy)

(Sungguh berat)

So heavy...

Sungguh berat...

(So heavy...)

(Sungguh berat...)

(So heavy...)

(Sungguh berat...)

[wangxianbaybee]

"Your flowers."

"You're welcome, I gave them to you."

[electrozeistyking]

"She's Gone"

This bad boy was started on the third of November, and finished on the seventh. In total, there are thirty panels (all of which were drawn separately).

A good chunk of N's dialogue near the end came to me after I did some improv to figure out what he should say. I have since dubbed it "N's Failure Monologue."

[atomicwrongs]

Once again I am projecting my TTRPG nerd bullshit onto my other interests. Nerdy Prudes Must Dice

[drawingroomanguish]

shoutout to tumblr for doing its level best to crunch these to hell

outfits from this lineup I did ages ago. This was supposed to be done ages ago but a bunch of work got in the way

[thelensofyashunews]

LUCKI SHARES NEW 2-PACK OF SINGLES 2 FACED PT. 2

Still riding the momentum from his 2023 album s*x m*ney dr*gs, Chicago underground icon turned national rap mainstay, LUCKI, has just shared a new 2-pack of singles titled 2 Faced Pt. 2. Featuring two new songs – "Heavy On My Heart", an upbeat outing buoyed by LUCKI's candid bars over a soulful instrumental produced by Coupe, and the Brent Rambo-produced "Courtesy Of" – a hard-hitting victory lap draped in the rapper's distinct raspy flow, they both provide the first glimpse into the beloved Chicago artist’s forthcoming album GEMIN!. A longtime staple of Chicago’s underground scene, LUCKI’s hazy cloud rap confessionals saw the then-teenager grow a cult following in the Windy City and beyond before garnering mainstream recognition with his 2022 debut album FLAWLESS LIKE ME (which boasted appearances from Future and Babyface Ray) and hit track “New Drank” (200M+ Streams). The upcoming album marks LUCKI’s first full-length outing since the aforementioned s*x m*ney dr*gs and arrives on the heels of a high-profile appearance on “Broke phone” (7M+ Streams) from Veeze's 2023 album Ganger as well as a strong run of 2024 singles, including “PAIDNFULL”, “COLORFUL DRUGS”, and most recently “All Love”, where he linked with Lyrical Lemonade for a Cole Bennett-directed music video, as well as a guest outing on Southside’s latest track “Elegant”.

Serving as the debut offerings from LUCKI’s upcoming fourth full-length album GEMIN!, “Heavy On My Heart” and “Courtesy Of” are the initial foray into what will be a busy summer for the Chicago-grown artist. He’s currently slated to make appearances at both Rolling Loud and Lyrical Lemonade’s Summer Smash this summer. Now with 2 Faced Pt. 2, LUCKI is officially entering his GEMIN! era as he gears up to drop the aptly-titled album later this summer.

[parisoonic]

Rubbin it in.

[huellitaa]

₊˚⊹♡ education is hot!

education is literally the most valuable thing in life. please please PLEASE take advantage of that. self concept is important, good looks are important, happiness is important, health is important, but without education we wouldn't even know what any of that even means. ♡

having knowledge makes you magnetic. when you're smart, people will look up to you. and if people look up to you, it means they think about you, they admire you, and you have an influence on them.

life is knowledge. the more you learn, the more you are. knowledge is the fundamental basics to life. nothing is the root of everything but we wouldn't even know what nothing is without education. we wouldn't have language, we wouldn't have concepts, we wouldn't have technology, we wouldn't have the screen you're reading this on. we wouldn't have tumblr 😨

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 1. noting down ur findings

the smartest people ALWAYS note down what they learn, whether it be big or small. if you have lots of knowledge and / or the memory capacity of a goldfish then naturally you may not always remember what you learn. keeping it noted down in any preferably easily accessible format of your choice is so helpful and a very smart choice if you want to be an Intellectual™. notebook, sketchbook, binder, google docs, notion pages, tumblr posts, notes app, anything you like !!!!! just keep it noted down !!!! ♡

──★ ˙ ̟🎀2. utilising ur resources!!!!

so many people i know and millions of people throughout the world suffer with a crippling addiction to their phones, but what are you actually doing on said phone? you spend ages on your phone, your tablet, your laptop, reading, writing, playing video games, and so on, but even then, are you genuinely learning? are you taking the time to absorb the knowledge placed before you or are you skimming through it all in a mindless cycle of media consumption?

think about how you can utilise the things around you to learn. for example, make all that time spent on your devices useful. research, study, learn in your free time. knowledge is abundance. you can use your local library, your local bookshops, ur school or ur college or ur workplace just to find out more about your surroundings and about the world. it is so much more valuable thank you'd think.

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 3. wisdom

wisdom is the highest form of knowledge. to learn is to live so living is the only way you're going to truly learn, if that makes sense. therefore, by using this direct method, you gain the highest manner of knowledge; wisdom. wisdom is not being book smart or knowing how to solve equations or write essays but wisdom is genuine, pure, raw, life experience and life lessons, which, surprise surprise, can only be gained through experience and living your life. go out, try things, get out of your comfort zone, get comfy being uncomfy. you got this. ♡

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 4. social interaction

"nerds dont know how to socialise!!!" okay so maybe i adhere to this stereotype sometimes but social interaction is, however unfortunate it may be, a key part of being intellectual and having genuine knowledge. going back to wisdom and learning through experience, speaking with and networking with and sparking connections with others is a vital way to be educated and informed and cultured along with enhancing your social skills, because we need to know how to interact with others, too. if we can't spread said knowledge through connections and socialising so it can be passed down for hundreds of thousands for years to come then there is no point in learning at all because it'll have no use in the long run.

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 5. media consumption

feed ur brain. i cannot stress this enough. read books, fiction or non fiction. i know you've heard this a million times but it's true. read just a random article of interest every day to get your brain working. learn a new word every day, read news reports, letters, interesting blogs, articles, websites, do puzzles, crosswords, wordsearches, memory games, listen to podcasts, audiobooks, watch documentaries, youtube videos, interviews, ted talks, video essays, EXERCISE UR BRAIN

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 6. insights, emotional intelligence and empathy

as i've said before, and i'll reiterate again, knowledge extends beyond simply having book smarts and knowing how to work with letters and numbers. the most powerful method of communication amongst humans is emotion, and being well versed in how to read, understand and communicate said language is only learnt through real life experience and observation of real life experiences where the use of emotional intelligence and empathy come into play. analyse these experiences and note down everything

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 7. question ur sources and BE BOLD

one thing i was taught ever since i was little is that when ur online you need to be veeeery careful with all the information you get fed because there are lots of people out there, esp on the internet, with lots of different intentions and lots of different facts, even if they have good intentions and don't mean to mislead you. always double check whatever ur told with someone you know or on another website or two or a physical yet reliable source if you have one to hand, and cite your own opinions too. you get to choose what does and doesn't get to enter your mind. your mind and your knowledge is yours entirely and only yours to be tampered with and adjusted in any way you'd like.

──★ ˙ ̟🎀 things 2 study and be generally educated on:

social etiquette and politeness

countries and their respective laws, cultures, landmarks etc.

history of your own family and ancestry

languages you're interested in and basic phrases in several languages

information about your dream and / or current career

finances and how to manage your money

business, networking and persuasion

pet psychology and how to take care of them

capital cities and basics about places around the world, esp if you plan on going travelling

something beautiful about knowledge is that you'll never run out of it and it can never be taken away from you. people can take anything from you, but never your intelligence. ♡

all my love! 💖✨💘💗🎀💓

[enii]

💕

[oldpotatoe]

as many of you know, gaza has now gone dark.

targeted israeli strikes have wiped out the telecommunications infrastructure. phone lines and internet services are gone. gazans cannot call their loved ones to check if they are still alive. they cannot call for ambulances for aid. if they survive the increased bombardment tonight and the following nights, they will bleed out alone with no aid.

now i will tell you what will happen in the next few days/weeks, and i pray it to be untrue. unfortunately the apartheid state, also known as israel, has been quite obvious and transparent with their plans.

the stated goal of many politicians over the years from israel, including netanyahu, has been to have the entire strip of land of gaza as israel, with no separate region for palestinians. i am not going to provide links, google is free and i am fucking tired.

what they had done before tonight, in the last two weeks, was destroy over 50% of buildings in gaza city as well as neighbouring areas, so gazans have nowhere to return to. gazans have been forced south, and israel will use this opportunity to have troops in north gaza (currently referred to as the ground invasion) advancing south while bombing "h*mas sites" in the south. israel will do this knowing there are plenty more civilians there that will die, causing terror and panic and having palestinians want to flee to anywhere, anywhere that is safe.

israel is doing this in the hopes that this panic and terror will convince egypt to open the border (well, the border israel isn't currently bombing) so that palestinians can escape to the sinai desert in egypt.

once survivors leave, the area that is currently the gaza strip will 1) be reduced in size if a lot of palestinians stay, should they not be bombed out of existence, or 2) be entirely absorbed into israel if very few palestinians stay, which is the ultimate aim of israel. those remaining palestinians will be moved to the west bank, or the remainder of gaza will be converted to west bank conditions where they'd go through the same problems palestinians in the west bank go through (reduced access to water, checkpoints to go from any place to any place within their own land, getting dispossessed, or randomly killed by racist extremist settlers).

now, egypt has been adamant not to displace the palestinians. in online discourse, people have been dehumanising palestinians by talking about past disruptions in other refugee areas and saying that is why egypt does not want to take them. while there may be slight truth to this from egypt's perspective, the major reason egypt is refusing is that no palestinian refugee abroad has even been given the right to return to their own land. and this will be the fate of gazans if they are made to leave in a mass exodus to egypt/other neighbouring countries such as jordan, which these leaflets from army-backed israeli are threatening palestinians with (photo from salfit in the occupied west bank):

therefore, what i likely see happening is the above bombardment (in increased numbers now that gaza has gone dark) -> mass panic in gaza, more so now that gazans are cornered in the south -> a reluctant egypt, but with the US will promise a large amount of "aid" money to egypt to facilitate the mass exodus of palestinians, the borders will open.

palestinians will be forced out. israelis are already planning on hoovering up the prime real estate there, for amusements park no less!

this is nabka 2.0. this is genocide.

btw, as we speak: israel's leading newspaper is already making claims that h*mas's main operation base is under shifa hospital. the hospital currently housing 50,000 displaced palestinians. the idf is claiming h*mas is using the hospital as a human shield, which is their new favourite phrase to justify killing civilians. so you already know what to expect in the news.

[vampirewillows]

(source) this'd be almost comically villanous if it wasn't so fucking bleak and tragic and real