#heaven if u ask me

[drakyns]

shout out to my cat for being the most jealous woman I've ever known. sniffed another scent on my clothes, kept sniffing me, then suddenly bit me, hissed at me, and is now following me everywhere around the house and laying down on my clothes while refusing to look at me.

[shima-draws]

Just got back from seeing Sonic 3 and HOOOOOOLY SHIT y’all. Oh my fucking god. OH my god. Ohhhh my g o d

[gay-little-cloud]

twitter wont stop screaming about haechan kissing mark but why is nobody talking about the kiss being spiderman/mj coded bc im guessing mark was backwards from haechans pov ?? like come guys yall are suppose to be the crazy ones so i can just like the tweets and pretend to be normal. keep up

[amaranthdahlia]

if you won't be mine ... then

[sarahlancashire]

tagged by @airesgay, thank you <3

Rules: Shuffle your 'on repeat' playlist and post the 10 first tracks, then tag 10 friends to do the same

good luck, babe! by chappell roan

wrong again by kirsty maccoll

working for the knife by mitski

head over feet by alanis morissette

over my head by fleetwood mac

dreaming by blondie

please, please, please let me get what i want by the smiths

wedding bell blues by the fifth dimension

think about me by fleetwood mac

my life would suck without you by kelly clarkson

tagging @alisonscotlock @juliewlters @moxyphinx @elssbethtascioni @pea-green @tevos @lizmitches @notprincehamlet @majoris @luthqrs (feel free to ignore!!!)

[miss-mossball]

corvus dokis the dociles (except flour >:( )

They feel so incredibly loved <33 (except flour, he huff and puff)

(irl flour feels differently)

[madefortherain]

hello! i love your writing so much and I've been going through my saved fics to re-read uni aus before i start college this fall (AHH) to sort of romanticize my life and mentally prepare myself hahah but i am 10000% going to re-read found heaven!! i loved it so so much when i first read it and I've been meaning to for a while anyway! but i was just wondering since that fic was so good if you had any university au fic recs lol (or if not it doesn't have to be a uni au it could be literally anything tbh hahah). thanks and again i loveee your fics so much sorry if this is super random lol <3

omg HI thank you so so much, you’re so sweet! i’m always stupidly happy to hear someone is rereading one of my fics 😭 ok, recs!! i have many! i’ll just stick to uni au’s so this doesn’t get ridiculously lengthy hahaha

these are all a mix of well and lesser known fics, so you likely know/have read some already, but i’m just going off the top of my head. i’ve almost definitely missed some 😖

one shots:

why were you digging (what did you bury?) by @waxing-hiraethh - (G) SO underrated imo! art school, sirius offers to help remus with his art. loser remus!!

Desk Art by @iamthececimonster - (G) a text fic if desk vandalism was texting (LMAO)!! also actual texting!!

I Just Want Your Extra Time and Your Kiss by @remywrites5 - (T) deaf remus!! sirius learning BSL!!

multichapter:

lessen my load by @mayescapade - (T) meet ugly. laundrettes!! texting!! fluff!!

Across the Hall by moonxxoo - (T) texting & university au. mistaken identities!!

Darling, so it goes by @nikialexx - (T) university & royalty au. prince sirius!! awkward remus!!

Blends by rvltn909 - (M) a classic!! coffee shop & university au. there’s a sequel too!!

Carry Me Away by @greyeyedmonster-18 - (M) sirius plans a secret two week getaway to london before uni. posh boy sirius!! just some guy (affectionate) remus!!

Ullswater by @eyra - (M) now i have not actually read this one yet, but its been in my marked for later for AGES and all of eyra’s fics are incredible, so. including it!

[moonsavior]

🍒🍰🍓🐇 Bunny Hosts 🍒🍰🍓🐇

★ ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ bsky | ko-fi | ig ✩₊˚.⋆☾⋆⁺₊✧ ★

[gomzdrawfr]

That K/o anon here I meant the tanktop in the loading screen gomz...🤤🤤

GOOD HEAVENS 😀👍

Took me awhile but MMM I GET IT NOW…

[habibisagi]

@ everyone in my inbox

[lanternlightss]

genshin ,,, venti and rosaria interactions when

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

I must ask.. is your mommy bfs the type to feed their lover? And coo at them while they eat??

YES <3 THEY ARE <3333 very much so in fact …. when i talk about mommy boyfriends my mind is always on food LMAO i just think cooking is where love is stored. and they agree . THE COOING GOD HELP ME yes they r all cooers too ………. men who feel their heartbeat scatter when you’re eating what they made you and letting out content sighs <3

[lunarleonardo]

aaaanndd im BAACK!! \(>○<)/

Basically what I was gonna say before...that...was that today REALLY made me realise just how horrible kichis cleaning session was. My cat had a bit of an accident so my mom went to clean it and accidently left a wet piece of paper on the floor. She asked me to pick it up. There were genuine tears in my eyes over a LITERAL PIECE OF PAPER!! It wasnt even pee on it just water but OH MY it like picked up the dust and I was disgousted. Now imagine i had to touch vomit. I think I woukd actually die right there on the spot XD wow now I wanna hug kokichu even more ooohh i am dying for when the comfort part wws but we need more hurt first!! The comfort is EARNED!! anyway yeah. I feel so bad for him ohh poor little shmoopydoo and also i felt obliged to make an apology for humiliating kokichi even more than (was originally gonna say tsumugi but now I dont even know LOL) the torturer did with that ABSURD thing I made sooo...

PLEASE TELL ME I GOT IT RIGHT 🙏🙏

Also the pink thinf. Uh. I forgot to mention that but basically when were already on the whole sensory issues thing I feel like I shoukd mention my funny fear. I don't know if the drawing is recognizable but yk those toys tgat are like rubbery kinda slimy and have like octopus tentackes and huge eyes? I am deathly afraid of those. I actually started shaking today when I saw one i even went as far as running for a full 15 minutes because my friend tried to make me touch it IT IS SO DISGOUSTING I GATE SLIMY THINGS. I also was afraid of fish for this reason but got over it this year!! I wanted to mention thus because honestly it is hillarious to me i even had nightmares about being forced to touch it ITS SCARY AT THE MOMENT BUT ITS SO FUNNY ITS A LITERAL FIDGET TOY LMAO

i was gonna answer this last night but i got distracted and fell asleep xD adhd strikes again

I honestly forget how bad cleaning up pee and feces can be to some people @_@; Maybe I'm just desensitized idk (or maybe i've just seen worse XD i do work as a vet assistant. and my cat gave birth on me once). But yeah cleaning up vomit with uh. your bare hands. Is not very fun QwQ it feels HORRIBLE in your hands and honestly really only made me gag even more so. sorry kokichi! (((^_^;)

That comfort IS earned!! And it'll come eventually >:D!! soon. i dont have an actual chapter estimate because as of rn i only have up to chapter 8 fully planned out (which is the one im writing rn... so i think i need to get on that O_O), but if I HAD to make a very very loose guess, I'd say the comfort arc will begin arouuund... chapters 15-20? Again thats nothing but an estimate so I cant be 100% sure but :p

i think about that first drawing you made so often im not even joking. It's on my mind at least two times a day . Also congrats on getting over your fear of fish!! :D they're just funkey litttle slippery guys and theyre not very smart. no thoughts. my favorite sea creature is a bigfin squid i think theyre so cute. ugly ass aliens. dont look it up

That drawing is correct thats how he was doing it!! ;D the flamingo in the back took me OUT . the only reason i even remembered to answer this is because i saw this in my gallery and was like OH YEAH. introducing something i drew at 1 in the morning last night after giggling at that stupid flamingo for way too long

[u3pxx]

Hello! I don’t even know if the offer for you to draw in return is open anymore, but I felt the desire to draw the Bad Omens boys with my own boys anyway lol. Their names are Zephiel and Roxiflr :3

it's still very much open! :^D and also EEEEEE LOOK AT THEM!! thank you so much for drawing them and having them have lil interactions with your sillies too 😳 that's so fun!!!

[verdantdaises]

How do you write such a good smut? Like- REALLY you are easily the best Maxley writer when it comes to smut. And I say that because I’ve been tons of similar ff about these two. And your smut? MWAH *chef kiss* it’s always unique, never feels repetitive and the way you build up the tension- GOD. I already read the turn me to ashes fic like three times and I haven’t had enough since it’s so good!!

P.D: thanks to you I already uploaded a Maxley fanfic. You are one of my inspirations and I’m so happy to get back into writing. You made me rediscover my passion. All thanks to heaven help me specifically 😭❤️ I don’t have enough words to thank you for all you give us

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Smut is something i've been writing for a very long time (plus i used to roleplay like every day so i'm well versed AHAHA) and weirdly I go in with no plan so i have no idea how i make it good omg but im so glad you like it 🥹 AHH!! I'm so proud of you!!!! I redisocvered my love of writing through this fandom too so to be a source of inspiration is really sweet to hear sjfsfjdfnskj I wanna frame this ask, it's so fucking nice. You're one of my og supporters and I love seeing your username pop up in my activity <3333

[jerrsterrr]

hey guyssshahgahgahaaaaaaahhaaaa

obligatory silly posting about my ocs/sonas!!!!!!! and. me

and the amongus crewmates because i made a joke on insta that my followers were little guys and it was a silly "where do u wanna be on the drawing" w my mutuals over there :3

those characters are like my sort of sonas in my little oc world, the mind, body and heart!! i have this lil goober with headphones to more accurately represent me ^___^

(LMAO THIS WAS THE ONLY PIC I COULD FIND)

Theres like a big biiiigg storyline as these three being main characters thats going on here with several different characters that i wish to update more accurately on my Toyhouse and i have several posts on my instagram but i decided to use tumblr as to rant and ykno fanboy about my own ocs aswell!!!!!!!!! lol

okay long infodump that probably makes little sense my bad

The way it goes is themed after infinite realities, death,, living and basically heaven? Which i came up with after having like several years of haunting dreams LOL

For the longest time since i was little ive had dreams of being in some sort of messed up apocalypse so thats what the mind is from!! His name is Xiety and he looks like me when i had those dreams, or like some fucked up bird thing heheh

After all that though i started having dreams where i was,, different people sort of?? Dreams with different povs or dreams where i lived entire different lives. Thats Jerri! the body.

The last little guy is called matthew and isnt based off any dreams but more based off the feeling i get when i realize im dreaming. Ive never lucid dreamed but ive always had like a moment to realize "this isnt my life" and im just like viewing whats happeining o_0

All together i made a story for when they get sort of seperated, Xiety, the mind is seperated from the two in a apocalyptic world they have control over and hides the heart (matthew). The body being basically a carbon copy of itself just wanders around this world. Jerri cant remember how they got there or where they are from, but they die, over and over and over. Until eventually, they find the heart, in some rubble, and they sort of gain concious enough to realize "um im stuck in infinite zombie reality hell and this is NOT my reality" they take the plush and try to survive, but xiety kinda catches on and feels betrayed by this. He cant comprehend why on earth the body would want to live knowing what he knows (news flash only the mind knows what he knows of their og reality) HENCE the breaking out and being stuck in a infinite inbetween of constant realities woooo. Jerri and Matthew try to find to find the og reality, going through different bodies, meeting different minds and dying in ALOT of them. It becomes kinda clear that in most realities NONE of them do they live or are happy LMAO

that was like a shitty simplification BUT BESIDES ALLAT they litterally stumble into heaven and meet gods and Reapers and souls BUT they cant stay which SUCKS cuz imagine losing it it and one day people see you for yourself and you cant STAY cuz ur technically not dead just abstracted into peices and yaddah yaddah more ocs hehehe

(ALSO BASED ON A DREAM I HAD)

anyways heres a silly video i made with all of em:

ALSO ALSO OBLIGATORY TAG @moenmomentsthemoe-en

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