#heartheus

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Packing all my things for the #summer. I'm lying on my bed it's a bummer. 'Cause I didn't call when I got your number, but I liked you a lot. Slippin' on my dress in soft filters. Everybody said you're a killer, but I couldn't stop the way I was feeling, the day your record dropped. Caught up in my dreams and forgetting I've been acting like armageddon. 'Cause you held me in your arms just a little too tight. That's what I thought. Summer's meant for loving and leaving. I was such a fool for believing that you could change all the ways you've been living. But you just couldn't stop. I should have listened to my best friend. She was wise to tell me not to visit that chapter again. But I liked it a lot. Ooh when you revving, revving it up. The sound was frightening. And ooh when it hit me, it hit me like lightning. And I just couldn't stop. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #liveyourlife #thewayyouare #squat #workout #thursdaylove #midweekfuckery #hongkonginsta #moodygrams #writersofinstagram #heartheus #love #addict #positivevibes #motivation #mood #feeling #ldr #bleedink #wordsmith #creativewriting #beautifulday #pressforward 💪 (at Hong Kong)

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2 years since I left Cardiff: And so this is my new path, Which is a lot like the old one, Only mine. 9 months since I first landed in Hong Kong: To stay on that path, I need to work harder, Explore new rituals, Evolve. 1 month since we entered 2018: Am I evil? Am I good? I'm done asking those questions, I don't have the answers, Does anyone? #selfie #selfie101 #heartheus #selfietime#hongkonginsta #wednesday #wednesdaylove #midweekfuckery (at Hong Kong)

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Keep going! You are a fighter, A survivor. Be grateful of your highs, As you push through your lows. Keep perfecting your art, The art of your amazing self, Hadi Ali! To quote Rilke: “Surely all art is the result of one’s having been in danger, Of having gone through an experience all the way to the end, To where no one can go any further.” ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #liveyourlife #thewayyouare #selfies #selfietime #selfie101 #saturdaylove #hongkonginsta #moodygrams #writersofinstagram #heartheus #love #selfie #positivevibes #motivation #mood #feeling #ldr #bleedink #wordsmith #creativewriting #beautifulday #pressforward #qotd #hongkongig (at Hong Kong)

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Why can’t people stop hating? Why can’t they just say good things? Why hate when you can love? Why argue when clearly you are not on my side? I wish I can share with you some of my rainbows! Not cool bro. Don’t rain on my, Already cloudy Monday. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #liveyourlife #thewayyouare #selfies #selfietime #selfie101 #mondaylove #fuckery #hongkonginsta #moodygrams #writersofinstagram #heartheus #love #selfie #positivevibes #motivation #mood #feeling #ldr #bleedink #wordsmith #creativewriting #beautifulday #pressforward (at Causeway Bay)

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Never said we'd be friends, Trying to keep myself away from you, ‘Cause you're bad, bad news, With you gone, I'm alive, Makes me feel like I took happy pills, And time stands still. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #liveyourlife #thewayyouare #mondaylove #hongkonginsta #moodygrams #heartheus #love #positivevibes #motivation #mood #feeling #ldr #bleedink #wordsmith #beautifulday #pressforward (at Peng Chau, Hong Kong)

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"You don't need to save me But would you run away with me?" ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #liveyourlife #thewayyouare #selfies #selfietime #selfie101 #midweekfuckery #hongkonginsta #moodygrams #heartheus #love #selfie #positivevibes #motivation #mood #feeling #bleedink #wordsmith #beautifulday #pressforward #tuesdaylove #bouncebacktuesday (at Causeway Bay, Hong Kong)

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#day2 : It took a while for me to just be myself and stop trying to meet other’s unspoken and spoken expectations. It’s no fun when those spoken expectations are just negative, tacky bullshits. It’s toxic and hard to get away from it in certain crowds. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The good news is I learned that’s just not who I am and I won’t chime in with that noise. It’s not about the streotypes nonsense thing, it’s a respect thing. Some people always going to shame and ridicule to feel better about their own shitty self. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I have found higher caliber friends in my life by maintaining respect for myself and others without going dark and tacky. It’s an old and simple lesson, to make good friends, be a nice person to people. Other nice people notice. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Some people are just stuck at a phase where they are lashing out. If they aren’t ready to move on, you don’t have to stay there with them. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Grateful for this wisdom. For this high self-esteem. For this strange urges to not demonstrate blind allegiance with things. For this built-in kindness👌 #31daysofgratitude ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #liveyourlife #thewayyouare #selfies #selfietime #selfie101 #thursdaylove #midweekfuckery #hongkonginsta #moodygrams #writersofinstagram #heartheus #love #selfie #positivevibes #motivation #mood #feeling #ldr #bleedink #wordsmith #creativewriting #beautifulday #pressforward (at Hopewell Centre) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bl9k5iCH5Xd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1wl3l8b81wrif

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Some plebians have been asking: Why are you so positive? And how? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Well, I know myself the most. I know how I can spiral down the depression pit if I left it unchecked. I "feed" myself with positivity as a way to "heal" any restlessness I'm feeling. Something I got from my mom, bless her, she always reminds me to: "Bersyukur dan ubat hati kita, sendiri" (Be grateful, and heal your heart, in your own terms). ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ As in how; again, ask thyself~ Perhaps you are practicing resentment as a habit. Maybe you are chronically complaining. Look at the habits that take you down. Trade them in for habits that uplift. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ We are powerful creatures. Be responsible with our thoughts, stop blaming circumstances. Being positive is honest and ordinary, really. While being negative is more exhausting; everything is simply harder and boring for you. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Just be gentle to yourself. Capisce? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #liveyourlife #thewayyouare #selfies #selfietime #selfie101 #wednesdaylove #midweekfuckery #hongkonginsta #moodygrams #writersofinstagram #heartheus #love #selfie #positivevibes #motivation #mood #feeling #ldr #bleedink #wordsmith #creativewriting #beautifulday #pressforward 💪 (at Hopewell Centre)