#heartcrushed

[tekabecca114]

POV: On a Date with a Lusty Demon Queen

What are you showing her?

[transingthoseformers]

[bizlybebo]

jrwi pd season 2 ending spoilers? (but also no spoilers for me i just finished ep 38)

see dude i. i know ashe is coming back. it’s genuinely impossible for her not to because of all the buildup, the fact yakko did an ashe cosplay, etc.

but part of my brain is almost sad about it. i think it’s more abt the season ending and the fact that i’ll have to wait for season 3 but also. season 2 was a story about grief. it was about separation and it was about having to come together in the worst of times to save what matters most. the mystery surrounding ashe and the trickster and mark and david and bell tech and vyncent’s world and dakota’s past and william’s future,, all of it has been insane to experience over the course of two ish months. and idk i’m just. not ready, i guess, for this to end </3 like. with ashe back the group is gonna be whole again and they’re gonna get the peace they so greatly deserve but it’s gonna be left behind. they’re not gonna be flying a car chasing after an otherworldly lich anymore. there’s not gonna be vyncent jumping off s building for william, there’s not gonna be cantrip betting against him kissing vyncent. there’s not even gonna be a cantrip.

aughh i just. im gonna be stuck perpetually missing them all until season 3 now. i’ve never been so hyperfixated and emotionally attached to a piece of media before, except maybe 2020. this gay ass fucking podcast is so fucking evil it won’t ever leave my brain 👍

[teamivankaye]

Naughty little Vikings commentary clip because I was in a mood. 👑 Don't get me wrong, I outright ADORE what Ivan has done with King Aelle and wouldn't want to miss his heartbreaking performance that overrode the huge storytelling flaws. He somehow managed to make this sudden and complete break of character with no lead-up or explanation whatsoever still look genuine and deeply touching.

I just dislike that they withheld any scenes from us in between that would've shown how this was even possible as it insults the intelligence of the audience and also deprived us of the profound experience of fully grasping and relating to the tragic dimension of King Aelle's character.

And I strongly dislike that such a shattering and gruesome end to a life of thorough integrity despite all adversities and a deeply moving struggle with spiritual uncertainty was presented in a way that invited gloating mockery, hence undermined any respect for King Aelle's heroic sacrifice, his virtues and good intentions and even for his suffering and agony.

King Aelle deserved better, we as the audience deserved better, and Ivan deserved better for all the love and care and thought and work he had put into his character - and for all the opportunities he had to let pass while bound by this contract. The range of his performances in this show, not least in this episode, shows what Ivan is truly capable of doing. He deserved not to be wasted just to fix conceptual flaws within a few minutes of screentime, but to be given the space to show us the compelling depths and layers of his character much more elaborately. Above all, he deserved his vision to be heard, his input to be considered, accomplished and experienced an actor as he is, and the end of his character, teased and highly anticipated from season 1 onwards, to be portrayed with due care and without haste.

If you've read this far, thank you!

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#IvanKaye #KingAelle #unfair #Aelle #HistoryVikings #KingAella #HistoryChannelVikings #Aella #historyvikingsseason4 #KingÆlle #KingOfNorthumbria #Ælle #Saxon #king #Northumbria #KingÆlla #TVseries #perioddrama #Ælla

[gabimedialuna]

my mom is watching the girlmore girls and her fav character is rory. I'm anxiously waiting until she gets to the later seasons

[empyvreals]

EURY  IS  RELENTLESS.  she  moved  at  the  age  of  11  to  pursue  a  dream,  and  she  has  decided  the  only  way  from  here  is  up!

xu  qing  loved  to  sing.  at  age  11  she  decided  to  pursue  her  musical  theatres  dreams  and  moved  from  shanghai,  china  to  broadway,  new  york.  despite  winning  accolades  and  praises,  she  moved  to  korea  in  a  shocking  twist  after  her  aunt  declared  bankruptcy.  she  didn't  give  up,  however,  and  used  her  talents  and  decided  to  start  singing  there.  she  was  scooped  up  by  jiyoung  after  a  failed  audition  and  signed  to  pinetree&co,  where  he  promised  to  snag  her  all  the  musical  roles  she  wanted  as  long  as  she  also  signed  on  as  a  kpop  idol.  naturally,  she  agreed.

   ｡   ˚   ︶︶✩︶︶‌   ₊   ˚   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀BASIC  INFORMATION  !!

birth  name⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀xu  qing  (徐晴)

stage  name⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀eury

dob  ⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀nov  30,  2001

nationality⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀chinese

ethnicity⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀chinese

hometown⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀shanghai,  china

spoken  languages⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀chinese  [native],  english  [native],  korean  [fluent],  japanese  [conversational]

   ｡   ˚   ︶︶✩︶︶‌   ₊   ˚   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀CAREER  !!

occupation⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀idol,  actress,  musical  actress

position/s⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀main  vocalist

label/s⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀SYNCHRONY  ENTERTAINMENT  [  2017  -  ]

musical  acting  credits⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀the  sound  of  music  as  gretl  von  trapp  [  2014  -  15  ],  school  of  rock  as  summer  [  2018  ],  barbie  in  the  princess  &  the  pauper  as  erika  [  2019  ],  phantom  of  the  opera  as  meg  giry  [  2021  ]

representative  colour⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀tangerine  orange

representative  emoji⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀chipmunk  🐿️

representative  animal⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀chipmunk

individual  fandom⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀orphies

   ｡   ˚   ︶︶✩︶︶‌   ₊   ˚   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀THE  OCTAGON  !!

vocal⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀●●●●●

dance⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀●●●○○

rap⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀●●●○○

variety⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀●●○○○

modelling⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀●○○○○

lyrics⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀●●●●○

production⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀●●●●○

choreography⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀●○○○○

   ｡   ˚   ︶︶✩︶︶‌   ₊   ˚   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀CLAIMS  !!

face⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀triple s'  xinyu

vocal⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀renee  rapp

speaking⠀ ⠀ ⠀✦ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀kiss of life's natty

   ｡   ˚   ︶︶✩︶︶‌   ₊   ˚   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀PHYSICAL/MEDICAL  !!

height⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀174cm

hair⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀black

blood  type⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀b

diet⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀tries  to  cut  down  on  calorie  intake  closer  to  comebacks,  she  has  a  relatively  healthy  relationship  with  food

allergies⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀none

smokes?⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀no

drinks?⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀no

meds?⠀   ⠀   ⠀✦   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀sleeping  aids  for  insomnia,  which  she  suffers  from  thanks  to  bad  sleep  habits  she  developed  in  childhood

   ｡   ˚   ︶︶✩︶︶‌   ₊   ˚   ⠀   ⠀   ⠀TRIVIA  !!

eury's  cousin  is the8  from seventeen.  her  bias  in  seventeen  is dk.

she  looks  up  to  lina and  kim  junsu  (xiah) as they are both musical actors. she's been a junsu fan since childhood.

her idol is britney spears.

she  learnt  a  little  bit  of french  in  highschool.

eury  is  described  as  a  triple  threat  in  the  musical  world,  someone  who  can  sing,  dance  &  act.

eury  is  classified  as  a  soprano.

she  has  been  nominated  for  a  tony  for  her  portrayal  of  erika  in  barbie  in  the  princess  &  the  pauper.

because  of  her  barbie  ties,  empyreal  was  asked  to  sing  for  the  barbie  movie  [  2023  ].

she chose the name eury because of the myth of orpheus & eurydice, which is also why her fans are named orphies.

she is close friends with aespa's ningning.

she is the main producer of empyreal's music.

[radiomogai]

[PT: Heartcrushic. end PT]

Heartcrushic

A gender related to wanting to rip out your heart and crush it in your hands

Requested by anon

[sibylsleaves]

im now just remembering all the speculating i did at the end of s7 how the only thing that could get Buck to realize his Big Big Feelings for Eddie would be if he had to contemplate what life looks like without him. and not a life without him because he died because obviously he'd be fucking torn up about that, he would feel that way if anyone he loved died. but a life without him because they've been Separated for some reason.

because in that case you can't really explain away the heartcrushing grief as just Regular Grief. it is something Else. it is realizing that the person who understands you more than anyone, YOUR person, can't be Your Person anymore. it is realizing you will miss them in ways you have never missed anyone before. and that them leaving might actually destroy you in a way you didn't know was possible.

and imo an NDE realization just doesn't work the same way!! because you can always be like. well. of course i was scared. of course i was catatonic with grief he almost DIED.

but when you feel those things when someone is alive and well and still your friend just not Your Person anymore...well.

[tekabecca114]

Wanted to make TEKA-themed Balatro Face Cards, but then I remembered I can't pixel art. Anyways, here's the sketches I did for them.

[girldraki]

urgent please advise

does anyone have good dress up games that aren’t, like, TOO exploitative/grindy and ideally mobile friendly. we’re in a Mood

[merpiratebiologist]

Rewatching Bleach's Arrancar Arc just now and I'm screaming, crying, throwing up, etc because of how UPSET I am. I knew it was coming and I would cry EVERYTIME the man came on screen, but I was not prepared to see Ichimaru Gin die again and I was DEFINITELY NOT ready to watch Matsumoto Rangiku's heart shatter like that

I had several(two) realisations in the meantime though:

First: While explaining his bankai's(Kamishini no Yari) release to Aizen while attempting to kill him(very ingeniously, because he's the literal babiest) he says that for the infinitesimally teeny tiny incomprehensible moment his katana extends or contracts? It turns to dust.

Ragiku's haineko turns to ashes. Ashes are part of dust. (Um, yes???? I'm BAWLING)

Second: The reason Rangiku can't become as strong as the potential her shikai shows?? Like, obviously other than her ability to lay waste to creepy men and giving heart attacks to us poor gays??

AIZEN STOLE A PART OF HER SOUL TO CREATE HIS CORRUPT MURDERY HOGYOKU BEFORE MIXING IT WITH KUSUKE'S AWESOME HOGYOKU

SO THEN HE RECITES HIS STUPID HEARTCRUSHING POEM{ONLY MENTALLY, MIND YOU(THE FOOL)} AND DIES IN HER STUPID LOVING ARMS

AND SHE HANGS OUT NEAR HITSUGAYA'S STUPID PRACTICE SNOW CAVE LATER BECAUSE THE SNOW REMINDS HER OF HIM, AND PROCEEDS TO ADMIT THAT SHE ALWAYS LOVED HIM.

Fuck this shit, someone come collect my corpse, I can't do this anymore, I forgot my little emotionally disregulated ass CANNOT think about heart break in the normal range of sadness

Also, to end this roller coaster: SO MAD that we only got this in an intro sequence, of all things. I want to see them in their GOOD TIMES, THEY DESERVE GOOD TIMES HOW DID THEY NEVER HAVE THE GOOD TIMES I'M AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

okay bye

[wheeliescoot]

I love gravity falls artstyle because it could be the most heartcrushing emotional scene ever and boom. That’s definitely a muppet on my screen

[kdreader02]

You know the piece of media is gonna rip out your soul when the Heartcrushing Kensuke Ushio Song begins to play

In other words, no, I am not okay rn

[ruruumin]

no literally i have a great angsty idea but when i sit down to write it i immediately lose my spark and go back to laying in bed

its either that or i feel like its better as an independent/original writing 😔 so i cant share those

i want my writing spark back so i can drop immense amounts of heartbreaking angst on you all to cope. i will not be apologising nor paying for therapy.

[heretherebedork]

The tiniest most broken man just watching the documentary his AI lover made for him and mourning the loss he hoped he'd never had and the loss he most feared when they started to get attached and realizing that the loneliness he lived in denial of for so long is now a lake he's drowning in.

And the heartcrushing loneliness of realizing that Ever 9 literally removed every sign of himself ever existing from the house and Yi Ping having to deal with memories without photos, without any sign of what was.

Then finding the one thing that Ever 9 left, the one little hint of their memories and the proof it was not just real but there and the little box with their story and them.

And the one photo Ever 9 didn't destroy.

And then all the photos that Chu Yi Ping obviously reprinted and covered his house with them to make sure he could never forget, the photos he printed so every cell reborn in his body would have Ever 9 there.