#heart excercice

[demonheartsworld]

Hearts of the Stars: A Sci-Fi Romance

While in the intensity of training with her teacher, beads of sweat rolled down Liora’s face as she tumbled down. Oof, that was quite a hit, I hope I didn’t break anything. As her focus returned, the young trainee Jedi tried to remember her teacher’s instructions. Listen to the wind, it foretells the movements of your opponent.

 She closed her eyes for just a second, centering her inner self; breathing deeply and feeling every single beat of her heart. Time seemed to slow as she heard the quick whoosh of her opponent lifting his foot.

 Almost without thinking, she felt her body reacting, fluidly sidestepping his kick and returning with a quick sweep on his lower leg to trip him up. From the way her teacher’s brow was furrowed, Liora knew that her movements lacked finesse, but she grinned defiantly and said, “at least I could sense his movements today.”

 She cut a striking figure as a Jedi trainee; with her straight shoulder length hair, dyed a florescent blue and her graceful movements. Liora knew that there had always been whispers about her.... augmented limb. Well, let them stare and talk about my left hand all they want, I’m used to it already.

 Born without a left hand, she had quickly been abandoned at birth and would’ve perished, had it not been for Kenneth, the Medtech who found her. He’d ingenuously crafted her a beautiful left hand and gradually taught her how to use it. He’s the only father I’ve known, and I’m so lucky to have him.

 Straightening up, she offered a bow to her sparring partner Kerlos, happy that it was the end of day. Liora quickly changed into her standard robes and stepped out into the cool night. 

 All Jedi were required to go on a real world training mission, and Liora was scheduled to visit the planet of Caralho the next day. I don’t know very much about that planet, as it will be my first time visiting. What I do know is my mission - to retrieve a medicinal plant for our Jedi masters.

 Located several galaxies away was a desert planet called Jedha. Another horrible sandstorm had begun that very day and it’s violent winds struck powerfully across the monks sacred lands. To make matters even worse for the inhabitants,  time was running short as it seemed to be the elder monk's day of passing was coming earlier than expected.. 

Riktor, one of the higher ranked monks took time out of his regular routine to care for the elder monk. He softly rested his head delicatelyon his chest and closed his eyes as he focused on the slow weak rhythm coming from inside of him, it sounded as if it could stop any second as it progressively became much more weak.

He softly removed his head from the man's chest and took a moment to lay his eyes on him, his right eye was a bionic blue lensed replacement to his natural one having lost vision from it at birth due to glaucoma.

The features of this artificial replacement as well as being able to regain his natural vision were the leading in technology at the moment; stade of the art temperature readings, night vision as well as an x-ray feature he would often use on his students to be able to track their heart rhythm while they performed certain endurance excercices as warrior monks.

Their grueling training is among some of the most intense in the galaxy but with quite remarkable results with one being able to keep one's heart rhythm low while even in the most dire conditions, it was also a necessity as it was required for their more brutal exercises they would practice.

Following the sacred traditions passed down by the ancestry of monks his entire life, Riktor had been recognised and gifted the title as the new head monk by the elder monk himself while on his death bed 

[katzuyas]

for the prompt "forest" from @sophialala1 and the prompt "countryside" from @saecookie

hasetsu is a small town, so it doesn't take long for them to leave the city area on their morning run. and once they do, the landscape changes to something out of an old movie - the countryside spreading before them in fields of grass and rice, bright, sartling blue of the clear skies above and a shimmering face of the sea far, far where horizon falls. it's beautiful. it's breathtaking in its simplicity.

but victor's breath comes short not only because of that. it's been a while since he pushed his body this far. over a year since he stepped down to coach yuuri. now, resolved again to skate, he regrets letting himself go. of course, he trained with yuuri to keep him company. he worked out to keep in shape. but the strain of excercice was different then to what it is now. and with yuuri's monsterous stamina added to it...

victor slows his jog to a walk after the ten kilometer mark, at last giving up. his entire body throbs to the rhythm of his heartbeat, his lungs burning more than he can stand.

"I need a break," he gasps to yuuri who turns back as if surprised that he has to. it's kind of funny, really, and victor smiles at his look of concern. "just to catch my breath."

yuuri looks up and about, and then returns his smile. "I know a place then. come on."

they walk side by side, calming their breathing with the pace and each other's presence. it's different, too, the air here. victor can clearly smell the sea, which is a potent thing in hasetsu as well, but here there's also the scent of the earth. of nature. if that makes any sense at all. or perhaps he's just dizzy from the run.

yuuri leads them to a small grove of trees, where they can hide from the harsh burn of the summer sun. it's like a sigh, that feeling when trees cover them, but victor's distracted from it fast.

the way sunlight falls through the branches to kiss yuuri's skin is something out of a dream, and for every second of it victor prays not to wake up. especially when yuuri turns to him, a smile playing on his sweet lips, and says: "there's a stream ahead, do you want to see?"

if he told victor there will be cold-blooded murderers waiting for them, victor doesn't think his answer would change. not if the one guiding him to his doom is his beautiful yuuri.

"lead the way."

yuuri's hair sticks to his forehead, cheeks and neck. it's longer now, a testament to the passing time. and, when victor thinks about it, that time is what they have between them - all that they'd grown into had been possible because of that. because they had time to learn and to live, to find the right way for them to love each other. yuuri's long hair is a proof that their love is not just a figment of victor's smitten heart.

without thinking, victor reaches for yuuri's hand and locks their fingers together. yuuri's brown eyes seem like amber in the brightness of the sun that peers through the leaves.

"are you okay?"

"fine," victor says. then, he grins. "but I could be better." yuuri only lifts his eyebrows in a wordless question. "if my fiance gave me a kiss, I'm sure my day would be made."

yuuri's cheeks flush, but there is no denying the pleased look in his eyes even as he turns away. there's a ghost of a smile playing on his lips as well, just as he answers: "is that so?"

victor hums. "I'm quite parched."

yuuri snorts at this. he squeezes victor's hand.

"let's get some water first, and then we'll see about that other thing."

but even the beauty of the stream can hold no candle to yuuri. nor can water to the sweet nectar of his lips. so, when yuuri sits on a big stone by the streamside, shoes off and feet rested in the cool water, victor kneels beside him. his mouth is wet with freshwater, so is his chin, dripping, but the way yuuri looks down at him as the trees rustle on a summer breeze...

victor arches up, finds those sweet, lovely lips, and drinks his fill straight from the spring. and even as they part to resume their training, he knows that he will never sate this thirst no matter how many times they kiss - he will never be too full. not of his yuuri. and, truth be told, despite how much he wants him, he never wants to reach the point where he's had enough.

but as yuuri smiles at him, bright like the sun, victor doubts that possible.

[maraudersbutmuggle]

Marlene & Dorcas

Marlene noticed Dorcas Meadows from Ravenclaw had been waving at her, greeting her. Always “Hi McKinnon”. Her stare was intense. It made Marlene’s heart beat fast, it made her blush. Dorcas was a beautiful girl. And she somehow was confident with herself. Not like Potter or Black. A genuine confidence. She really didn’t care what others said about her. And oh boy, there were rumors about that girl. Marlene tried not to pay attention to the unknown feelings that this girl brought her. She wasn’t… that. She was just a free spirit.

An upcoming Rugby Match was coming, Ravenclaw vs Gryffindor. And there was an issue. Both Potter and Charlie wanted the Rugby Cup. Charlie and James used to be friendly, both arguing how they both wanted to crush Slytherin. But now they constantly quarreled. That time, Dorcas and Marlene were there.

“You know Potter, I can crush you”

“You know Gryffindor is better, Charls”

Dorcas stopped listening looking at Marlene. Marlene was staring back. She seemed nervous but embarrassed. And so cute, so so cute. She fixed her gorgeous hair on a bun. Dorcas smiled at her. Marlene smiled back.

“I respect you Potter but I wouldn’t be so happy…”

“Shut up. Fazer”

“Boys” Dorcas whispered to Marlene shaking her head "right?”

Marlene smiled “Boys”

“You’re not going out with that Black boy, right?” Dorcas asked

There were rumours. And of course, Sirius was flirty with everyone. He was just a tosser.

Marlene laughed “No. We're just friends"

“Good. You’re too good for him”

Marlene blushed.

“Charlie, let’s go” Dorcas said “You’re embarrassing yourself”

She took her friend’s arm, dragging him out. Before she turned around, Dorcas winked at Marlene. She bit her lip in response.

Marlene caught herself staring at Dorcas. That girl had a fascination with lollies. She always had one on her mouth. And when Dorcas smiled and waved, Marlene panicked.

And Marlene was failing at practise. Because watching Dorcas strectch with her shorts... Until the point James got worried.

"Mckinnon, you can tell me if something is wrong at home... or here. Just if something is wrong. I really want to win"

"Fuck you" she answered "And I'm fine"

Marlene was a tough girl. And she knew how to manage people. But when it came to Dorcas, she was clueless.

Nobody had made Marlene feel that way. Any boy.

The Marauders prepared a party. Their parties were famous. Everyone waited for them. James and Sirius got the best boose. Peter got the best food. And Remus was the best DJ. But this time, they promised it would be in a secret place. Far away from the teachers and with no problem of Filch finding them. They called the mysterious place, The Shrieking Shack.

There were rumours that the place was hunted. But a group of drunk and horny teenagers didn't care about that so much.

And the worst part. The Marauders made a raffle. They sold tickets and four lucky winners could snog the Marauders the day of the party. To win money for a "good cause" or whatever the fuck.

Marlene was serving herself a drink when Dorcas appeared, many people were invited.

“Hey McKinnon” she smiled.

Marlene noticed people were eyeing at them “Meadows”

“Your hair is pretty” she said “Everyone is wondering if it’s natural. It is, isn’t it?”

“It is” Marlene nodded.

Dorcas touched her hair. Marlene froze. The girl smelled like peaches and cream. She was drunk, and she wasn’t supposed to feel that way over a girl. She wasn’t. Marlene liked boys, didn't she? Always had...

“It’s very rare to find a natural blond these days. And such pretty hair”

“Cheers”

Dorcas smiled dropping her hand “Can I ask you something? I think I need to improve my Rugby tecnique. My arms are floopy. Do you have good excercices for arms?”

Dorcas was closer. And Marlene was being attracted to her. Marlene had never felt this way. She wanted to taste those lips…

"And the lucky winner who will snog Sirius Black is..." Peter's voice sounded from the microphone. Marlene took a sip of her drink "Marlene Mckinnon!"

Marlene spat her drink.

"No fucking way..."

Why in Earth did he let Mary buy tickets for her? It was a bad idea. A terrible idea. And why did she accept?

Everyone was staring at her. Inclunding Dorcas. Marlene was going to be sick. She didn't want Dorcas to think she was one of those pretentious little girls that fancied Sirius. She had told them they were just friends. But assuming for Dorcas' face, she definetely thought that. Marlene was embarrassed.

But Mary, in the other hand, was beaming. She came excited and dragged Marlene to the stage.

"Mary... this is ridiculous, let me run away"

"Shut up and snog Sirius"

"Hello Mckinnon" Sirius smirked "Guess it's destiny"

"Shit, kill me now" Marlene rolled her eyes.

"Bloody kiss!" Someone yelled from the crowd.

Before Marlene could protest, Sirius kissed her. Marlene kissed him back. And Marlene could feel Dorcas' eyes on them. Marlene wanted to explain this was stupid game. She didn't even fancy Sirius, did she?

After a while, Sirius took her outside. They kissed for a while until Marlene started laughing. Like an idiot. Sirius stared at her like she was crazy.

"Amm... did I do something wrong?"

It all made sense now. Marlene didn't like Sirius. In fact, she might have never liked boys at all. That's why she had had a special fascination for Mary. And right now, she couldn't stop thinking about Dorcas. And how she might kiss. And how wonderful it would be. And oh fuck, she might liked her. Like a lot.

Marlene laughed even more. Shaking her head. Sirius smiled amused.

"What is it, Marly"

“Sirius… I think I’m gay”

"Oh..."

"Not fuck that. I am gay" Marlene told herself "I like fannies and breast and soft lips... Shit I am really gay" she laughed even more.

"That's am..." Sirius scratched his head "So this means you don't want your prize anymore?"

Marlene hit his arm.

"OUCH!!"

"Fuck! I just came out to you"

"Alright I get it..." Sirius protested "But maybe I can be the exception"

She hit him again.

"OUCH!! Joking!!"

Sirius smiled. And Marlene smiled too.

"It's alright" Sirius shrugged "I'm glad you figure it out"

The rugby match was scheduled for the night. Marlene didn´t mind. She liked playing at night it was more of a challenge. She was ready for anything. She was also nervous to play against Dorcas. Specially when she had strong feelings for her.

If I win this game, I'll ask her out. she told herself. And I'll come out to the rest of my friends.

Marlene needed to concentrate on the game.

It wasn’t easy. The match lasted for hours. The Gryffindors were unstoppable. And Marlene had a strong motivation. She concentrated on winning. She played beautifully; she made her team mates play beautifully.

But Ravenclaw won the match. And James almost cried. But, luckily Gryffindor scored many points, so they went to the finals with Slytherin. At the end, it felt like Gryffindor won. Marlene wasn’t sad. She saw how happy and flushed Dorcas was at the end of the game. The same way, Marlene felt every time she played a good match. It didn’t matter the results. Marlene had the urgency to talk to Dorcas about it, to talk to her for hours, and kiss her.

Marlene found Dorcas at the Ravenclaw locker room. She just got out of the shower. The room smelled like peaches and vanilla. Dorcas' curls were wet. Marlene felt her stomach go funny. When Dorcas saw her she smiled. That smile that had made Marlene blush and giggle like an idiot for almost a year since they met.

"Mckinnon..."

"Meadowes..."

They both looked at each other and laughed awakardly.

"Nice game" Dorcas said "You were brilliant out there"

"Yeah... Cheers. But we didn't win" Marlene shrugged

"It doesn't matter" Dorcas smiled "It was still brilliant. And you get to play with Slytherin! I know that's all you ever wanted... Isn't it?"

Marlene adored how passionate Dorcas was about Rugby. Just like herself. How excited she got.

"You were brilliant too! Charlie must be happy to win"

"Charlie is probably enthusiastic right now....Boys..." Dorcas rolled her eyes.

Marlene had been an idiot to feel uncomfortable around Dorcas. Or to avoid her. Or act like she didn't like her. Because it was clear now. Marlene had been trying to avoid her feelings because she was scared. But now they were real. She wanted to kiss her.

"Boys..." Marlene smiled

"Boys..." Dorcas smiled.

Marlene wanted to kiss her so badly. She had never taken the lead into kissing.

"There's a party at my Common Room" Marlene said to feel the void "Fancy coming along?"

"Sounds cool" Dorcas shrugged " I was hoping to celebrate with you"

Marlene bit her lip. She couldn't be blushing again.

"I don't feel like going to a party" she snorted

"Really?" Dorcas smiled "Because I don't feel like going to a party as well"

Both girls laughed. Marlene discovered she liked that girl's laughter. So much. It was so sweet and melodic. She wanted to kiss her.

"So what do you want to do, because maybe..."

Marlene closed the gap between them. She grabbed Dorcas' face gently. And she kissed her. Marlene hadn't kissed a girl before. Well Mary once. In a truth or dare game. But nothing like this. Not even the boys she had snogged were compared to this.

Dorcas was surprised at first. But then she responded. Her lips were soft. The smell of peaches and vanilla filled Marlene's nostrils deliciously. Marlene wondered why she hadn't kissed a girl before. No not any girl. Dorcas. She was so beautiful and delicate in her arms.

When they stopped, just because they were out of breath, both girls had a huge grin on their faces.

"Wow..." Dorcas sighed

"Wow" Marlene agreed.

Marlene kissed her again. This time briefly.

"You are so adorable, Mckinnon" Dorcas laughed "I knew you liked me"

"Shut up Meadowes" Marlene laughed.

"Want to walk through the grounds with me? Grabbing my hand and perhaps kissing again?"

If one of her friends found out about this, she was going to kill them. She hated softness and cute loving couples. But when it came to Dorcas, she could do that and more.

"Sure, I would like to do that please" Marlene laughed

They grabbed hands and it felt so right. Like they were made for each other.

"But if someone asks. I am a complete bad ass" Marlene warned

Dorcas laughed even more "No. You are so adorable"

Marlene smiled blushing.

"Shut up"

Dorcas laughed. And they both exited the lockers rooms holding hands. And being really happy.

[t-tatsumaki]

— Obi Akitaru from childhood rivals to lovers

pairing: obi x reader

warnings: none

He was always the best at everything, since kids Obi was always a caring and brave person. Always looking forward to the people around him. That’s why everyone liked him.

You didn’t hate him at all, yes he was a nice guy, who not knowing you in a personal way, he cared about your well being.

Yes. He excelled in everything, always surpassing you letting your pride in the lowest.

You were raised to be strong, that was because you were born with third generation fire and that made your parents think that they could use your powers for their own benefit.

And then you meet Obi, he was the neighbors only child “he seems so cheerful and so happy” you always thought everytime you saw him. Always with a smile on his face, also his politeness and his strength didn’t get unnoticed by your parents, who always reminded you that comparing to him you were only a weak brat.

He was always sweet around you, and even if you tried to avoid him the best you could, he always appeared in the worsts moments.

It was a burden, your parents didn’t let you breath always wanting you to be on the maximum. And people told them, they told them that if they kept forcing you like that you could end having tephrosis.

But all that hellish moments ended when you entered on company four for your training, they weren’t there anymore and also Obi wasn’t around to compete with you or trying to be nice to you.

Years passed and you were the best between your mates and they didn’t doubt to tell you that. Many companies wanted you to be part of them, and you were about to enter on Company 2 when suddenly the newest Company 8 wanted to you to join them.

There were rumors about them, but something told you that it would be nice to join them. Hinawa, who was the one who contacted you, send you the direction of the company to meet him and the captain.

When the day arrived, you went to to the building “what the heck is this” you thought when you saw the company, it was an old building but it felt warm and comfortable to be.

You meet Hinawa, and he guided you to his captain, everything was nice until you entered in the room.

It couldn’t be. It wasn’t real. He was there, and no one else. It couldn’t be him, Obi Akitaru couldn’t be your new captain.

But there he was, standing in some kind of plataforma with weights all over him, you could tell that he was surprised too, because when he saw you some of the things that he was holding on his left arm fell, making a loud noise.

“(Y/N)-Chan long time no see!!” He said putting all the weights on the ground to greet you. You couldn’t see it but even Hinawa was surprised for such an act.

And then a week went away, and with that some of the hatred that you had for Obi too. The kid that you used to hate with your whole life and with who you were almost everytime competing, was now turned into an brilliant and inspiring man.

Even if he didn’t had any fire ability his body was so built up that even a needle would break. He always made sure to protect all of you, and with that you realized that hatred that you had for him it was in reality just an envious feeling.

But not only that made you change your of thinking but also his behavior around you, he always checked up on you, even if he knew that you were capable to take care of yourself something inside his heart made him think that he needed to protect you. Little by little you were falling in love with him, everything on him was perfect.

His eyes. His smile. His hair. His personality. His muscles. i mean who wouldn’t love him ajshsjvs

e v e r y t h i n g

Obi was aware of his feeling towards you. And you were aware of your feeling towards him. But there was a problem. Your shy ass would never admit anything. And Obi thought that you wouldn’t feel the same as him.

Here is where Shinra and Arthur appears prepare your asses bc these two are going to cause a mess

You were Shinra’s favorite senpai, and Arthur’s beloved and future queen of his kingdom, his heart broke when he noticed your crush on Obi he wanted you to being happy.

So this was their plan:

Arthur would go to visit Obi on his office to ask him for some help with his training.

On the other hand, Shinra would go where you are to ask you for some love advice wait until hibana hears about this

Once the plan was settled, the two of them took their respective positions.

You were doing some excercice on the terrace roof when you saw the door opening and Shinra entering with a confused expression. You stoped what you were doing and called his name.

“Shinra, what’s going on? Did something happened?” You asked worried.

“Oh it’s nothing... it’s just that... I don’t know how to say it, I like someone but I don’t know if that person feels the same about me” He took a sit next to you, you looked at him surprised, it was the first time that he talked about something related to love, Shinra always went to you when he had nightmares about what happened to him when he was a kid.

You smiled at him and rested your hand on his shoulder “You don’t have to be worried about that Shinra! You’re so good looking and such a good kid that every girl would fall in love with you!” You saw how his eyes sparked and his smile widened, and then he asked you something that caught you off guard.

“But do you like someone (Y/N)-Chan?” Your eyes widened, you thought about Obi, and looked at Shinra who looked for an answer “Well...maybe I have someone who I like, but I don’t think he likes me back”

“Who it is?” He asked you “I will tell you, but promisme me that you won’t tell anyone about it” you said “I promise”

“I like Obi” you said, you heard a noise coming from the door, when suddenly Arthur and Obi appeared behind. Your let out a gasp. You hoped and prayed for him not to hear about what you told to Shinra.

“Well (Y/N)-San I think that the two of you have to talk about things” Shinra told you while getting up, you saw how Obi was walking to you. The only thing that you could say was “You little shits” you said while looking to Shinra and Arthur who smiled at you before closing the door.

Everything was in silence. You were standing just in front of Obi. But you couldn’t look at his eyes.

“(Y/N) look at me” his voice was soft and calm. You lifted your head and looked at his beautiful brown eyes.

Obi was happy. He thought that you would never return his feelings, but hearing you saying that you liked him too made his heart skip a beat.

Your cheeks were red, and you couldn’t thing properly. If he said he didn’t like you? Or worst, if he saw you just like a friend? Thoughts like that appeared in you head until you heard Obi.

“I like you too” he said before kissing you with all the love that he was retaining. He liked you too, your heart was beating so fast that you thought that you would die in that moment.

Finally Obi could have you in his arms, the girl that he always dreamed of, the strong and intelligent woman he knew since he was a kid and whom he fell in love with returned his feelings.

That was the best day of both of your lives.

[icharchivist]

You'll probably burn me for heresy but in the beggining I honestly thought Lavi had a crush on Lenalee and wasn't at all into Allen before reading the49th name ace of spades meta you reblogged/linked to. Now I realize how much I was wrong.

oh my god sweetie no xDD don’t worry about that!

I mean, i have a major Lavi/Allen bias that everyone knows about, that’s why i often repeat i really try to not let my bias affects me even if i feel it’s not working. 

Lavi cares a lot about Lenalee and have a lot of scenes where it focus on it. I personally would argue a lot of them happened after they lost Allen for the first time and probably shook something in Lavi, but that’s my major bias to start with and it doesn’t lessen how much he actually cares for Lenalee and that he has seeds of that affection when he joined the Order as well. 

I mean, i’m a sucker for thematic relationship, so my bias will turn far more easily on Lavi/Allen in general, but Lavi/Lenalee stuff are definitly there, it’s up to everyone’s interpretation.

Personally I know when i reread the manga when it came out of hiatus years ago, i hadn’t read the manga in years then, and I was joking about trying to ship every combinaison of the main four and see excuses for that all the way. It just happened that down the line I couldn’t joke about Lavi/Allen anymore bc it hit too much of my  personal biases (and that I love Kanda/Alma too much for my own good as well, so i’m kinda stuck with only really overthinking those two at all time).

Hell, I think the very last pieces of fictions i’ve ever written were dgm prompts i posted on this very tumblr a few years ago (good luck finding them lmao) and I think I wrote…. 1 Lavi/Allen, 1 Kanda/Alma, 1 Kanda/Allen, 1 Allen/Lenalee and 2 Lavi/Lenalee. I don’t mind them, even those who aren’t my cup of tea. I see the potential of every single of those ships and i see why their dynamics can be interpreted as such in canon, and had done the excercice to play with those dynamics with those lenses in the past, that’s what i’m saying.

I just… really happen to only really care romantically about Kanda/Alma and Lavi/Allen (and even there if you ask me in canon i’d say it’s mostly one sided which breaks my heart. And that’s where fanon and overinterpretation enter but at least i know where to draw the line on this one lmao.). 

And really, shipping on themes might be my speciality but it doens’t mean it is the word of god, and there’s completely valid reasons to read Lavi as crushing on Lenalee (just like i also think Allen lowkey crushed on Lenalee when he arrived to the Order.). 

(also i mean multishipping/OT4 shipping is common in this fandom or at least it was a few years ago, so like hell if i mind. I have my preference sure and i’m mostly a monoshipper, but the reason those exists are because canon fuels it ahah)

So ye, don’t take my thematically “here’s how they affected each other emotionally” analysis to say it’s canon or crush worthy. Hell it’s also completely valid to agree that Lavi was affected emotionally by Allen to the point of opening out his heart, but ending up falling for Lenalee as those emotions started to pour in. That might not be my interpretation, but I don’t see why it wouldn’t be valid, and he cares far enough about Lenalee and has a lot of focus based on how much he cares for her (mainly in the attack on the Order arc) to validate such a reading.

So don’t worry, I don’t judge on this sort of reading ahah. Don’t let my bias fool you i’m pretty chill with anyone’s readings ;O

Take care!

edit: also just to mention the49thname’s meta are freaking amazing and they also changed my life. I think those were the first few meta i’ve read in this fandom that made me more than excited to meta about this manga (and i say that while i was in theory’s forums back in the day, but this was what inspired me). There’s probably bias there as well but those meta were *kisses the sky* and i’m forever glad we have them. It changed everything to me and made me appreciate the manga soo much more. So i’m glad you had also new perspective since them, they’re freaking incredible and totally worth it.