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jensen ackles hasn't posted anything for dean's birthday... feeling a deep sense of dread.
#what's he plotting?#that man loves dean winchester more than his own family there is NO WAY he will let this birthday pass without doing something insane#and the fact that it's taking a while mean's ITS BIG#guys... i think he's finally gonna do it#he's resurrecting dean winchester.#although maybe shutting down tumblr live was his gift to us AND dean#jensen ackles#dean winchester#dean winchester birthday#destiel#supernatural#spn#jackles
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they have to write Cas into some sort of binding situation elsewhere every few episodes because if Cas and Dean got to be in the bunker for more than a week they would have had sex with each other
#cas: oh no... i've fallen into a hole and can't get out.. : /#season 13 post resurrection and he was just sitting in a jail cell for like 4 episodesâŚ#they only have time to watch a few movies#and think sometimes Cas just sits respectfully at the foot of his bed while Deanâs on the computer + talking..#but truly if they had enough uninterrupted time I thinkâŚ. dr sexy music playsâŚ#dean winchester#castiel#supernatural#deancas
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its so so insane how dean has like. the huge fanbase he does. he is AWFUL!!!! i love him truly but im known for loving awful characters in fandoms im used to characters who act like him being viciously hated!!! and the only explanation i can think of is that hes played by jensen ackles (aka pretty white man). theres the fact that the narrative favours dean a lot when hes not actually right (a la s4) but thats not just it because dean is pretty clear-cut presesnted as getting morally greyer to the point of antihero territory in like s9 (where im at) at least. and Yet. he is unproblematic ally king to all??? supportive brother of the century??? Girl what???? do you know who dean winchester is? he is a controlling possessive clingy manipulative aggressive unstable thirty five year old who cant grow past his own damage and never really will because the narrative is perpetuated by the cycles he keeps perpetuating
#thing is like. the narrative corrupts dean under the guise of heroism and makes him worse and worse while it punishes sam under the guise of#justice and hurts him more and more#its like how their most defining moments of hell trauma respectively is dean torturing others and sam getting tortured#dean is The Good One and sam is The Bad One but the narrative pushes dean so much and makes him so angry he breaks and gets worse#and more 'villainous' (bad word). and the narrative hurts sam so much for the crime of being born the bad son that he just becomes more and#more of a victim. at the start of the show dean is michael and sam is lucifer. thats their destined roles. but by season nine dean is cain#and sam is abel. thats what it comes down to. Augh.#and they need to keep being codependent and resurrecting each other and needing each other forever and ever and getting worse and more#damaged in tandem because thats how the show even exists. meta!#and all this is soo like. because in supernatural the narrative is god. god is the author of their book series. Christ#what a show. its SO good despite not being good at all.#spn#oliver talks#supernatural#dean winchester#sam winchester#spn meta
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Supernatural: hmmm okay so we need a way to show Jack how bad Lucifer is, something really horrible to force him to confess to, something that will make him drop his father foreverâŚ.hmm, what could we do, what could we doâŚ.
Sam, life ruined all for Lucifer, possessed by Lucifer, tortured by him for centuries, multiple attempts on his life by lucifer, loved by jack like a father, main character on the show for 13 seasons, literally in the room when this happens:
Dean: multiple attempts on his life by Lucifer, loved by jack like a father, main character on the show for 13 seasons, literally in the room when this happens:
Castiel: killed by Lucifer multiple times, possessed by Lucifer, loved by jack like a father, main character on the show for 9 seasons, literally in the room when this happens:
Maggie: killed by Lucifer, met jack two episodes ago and barely interacted with him, literally introduced on the show two episodes ago, not in the room when this happens:
Supernatural: yes. Maggie is the one. Maggie is the one who will make Jack see what a monster his father TRULY is. She is such an important character on this show, so important than we will kill her off permanently less than a season later. Her impact is so real.
#supernatural#my shitposts#sam winchester#dean winchester#castiel#lucifer#jack kline#maggie#especially considering yknow#sam is about to be the one to protect Jack from Lucifer in two seconds#and also#has spent this season having an arc of getting revenge against Lucifer#while also raising his son#and also two episodes ago had the same fucking plot as maggie#where he got resurrected as a gift for jack by Lucifer#but noooo we have to waste air time rehashing this again with a character we and jack literally donât know
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Not a fan of Jack is the New God but big fan of Chuck didn't realize how big of a threat Jack was, "I can't tell whether you're the chicken or the snake" kind of mistake, a mistake that eventually didn't kill him but de-godified him.
Like I'm creating this theory of mine where basically Jack's help in Cas' resurrection meant the creation of an alternate timeline where Cas could resurrect on his own. Where resurrection was a possibility for everybody without deals and unnecessary suffering. In other words, a timeline where the past doesn't stay dead and death is "just" a gate between dimensions. That would explain why Billie was so pissed. Jack messing up Time would have been chef's kiss for me but real trouble for her.
Jack wasn't just able to open rifts but he could actually create new timelines, new stories and therefore new worlds that God didn't want. And we know God didn't want a world with Castiel in it because of Dean's prayer to him which he refused to answer (I've always wondered why Dean didn't try and pray to Amara, she got him Mary back maybe she was more amenable to a second resurrection?).
Given the high number of actual and symbolical resurrections from s11 onwards (S11 starts with Billie's threat: from now on what is dead stays dead) I think that what really ticked Chuck off was when Jack tries to resurrect Mary. The "Mary Winchester is complete" is Heaven's bullshit. Jack also decides that Lucifer cannot resurrect and that meant problem for Chuck. In Jack's world resurrection is a possibility for all but he also plays God with it and I think that got Chuck really scared.
The moment Jack wants a world with no lies that world happens and, as we know, Chuck is a liar. It's the straw that breaks the camel's back: he has to intervene.
It's then no wonder that this is the moment that leads to the revelation that he's the man behind the curtain and, in a fit of rage, he shows off his power by resurrecting all the dead the "wrong" way (zombies, ghosts, demons, etc) and starts erasing other "drafts" aka other stories/worlds. He decides what dies and what stays dead, that is his domain. Because if there's somebody else who can create new worlds where resurrection is an option then it means he has no power nor control in those worlds where new stories can happen and the past is never past.
Of course what I'm saying is far too revolutionary for any TV shows, voluntary resurrection is something our brain doesn't even want to entertain (although they did show us a character doing just that). So in the end Cas dies (and then sort of resurrects again but I wonder in what form and how), Dean dies and chooses not to be resurrected (but it's very much clear he's not complete) and Sam plays along the laws of the natural order so he dies too and he stays that way.
#these thoughts are brought to you by my obsession with jack choosing cas as his father#and then he gave birth to him by waking him up in the empty. cas just had to push#i don't know guys. maybe it's the equinox approaching but i'm havinf thoughts about resurrections and isis and osiris#i'm convinced rowena could have resurrected crowley like jack did. i know it.#billie intervening makes for a cute scene but my girl was lying#more in the following days when perhaps i'll be able to be coherent for once#i believe in miracles#supernatural#spn#castiel#sam winchester#dean winchester#jack kline#chuck shurley#on resurrection
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no but the thing is the thing is orpheus turns and. youâre early. i missed you. he sacrifices his life to save his love and he still dies at 41
#(i do not subscribe to the words of actor man at con. call that a con man. So in my world 15x20 is 6 months later.#[â- read that somewhere that it was the time in the first draft/og script? - though ig that would make dean 42 if the show is meant to#vaguely follow rl timeline with the confession happening in nov? who can never be sure. anyway]#he still dies six months later.)#youre telling me dean winchester resurrection guy extraordinaire dies and spends 10 minutes monologuing about how itâs his time#dies for real forever and ever and itâs after cas (to his knowledge) went to angel demon die forever land forever because he sacrificed#himself by loving dean so much venom took him there and these two things are meant to have no connection whatsoever.#[âevie posted destiel hadestown today so im obligated to release this one from the drafts]
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#in christian iconography this specific hand position means that the saint endured a lot of tests during their life#fanart#digital illustration#dean winchester#i present to you saint dean winchester#i feel like he would absolutely qualify#any self respecting saint has resurrected at least once#destiel#christian iconography#supernatural#castiel#digital art#art#i genuinely don't remember the last time i felt this proud of something i made
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The way that Jensen is on Tracker like this is my new brother who I drive around in my new old classic Chevrolet and search for new supernatural cases while we look for my new missing dad
#dean winchester will never die#because this man will resurrect him every few years#baby girl you are so ill#tracker cbs#tracker spoilers#i guess?? i havenât kept up I saw this by chance#is it good?#supernatural#someone check on jared#heâs been replaced to ultimate degrees
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The Winchester brothers? Oh I think you mean Sam Leahy and Dean Singer <3 I think their mom is Mary Campbell-Winchester so maybe that's where you got confused <3
#listen I just think symbolically rejecting the family legacy on the family legacy show where the legacy is perpetuating pain and horror#is interesting#I'm just musing. i think sam would actually do leahy-winchester or winchester-leahy#mr dad did the best he could. he reconciles to him and he's proud of the men of letters thing#dean i think. clean break.#when cas says maybe i should get a surname and dean immediately suggests singer and confesses sometimes he pretended his name was singer#as a kid. just to himself.#and sam pops up and is like. it could be. if you wanted. just saying. i think it'd mean a lot to the old man.#and dean dismisses it but sam catches him writing in his journal:#mr and mr dean singer. mr and mr cas singer. mr dean (cas) singer.#dean mary singer#mrs dean singer ? (that one's crossed out Dean's not ready to crack yet)#and dean never makes an announcement or anything he just starts introducing himself as dean singer and cas as castiel singer#mary i think it's important to her to keep Winchester bc for her Winchester was an escape from HER family legacy of pain and suffering#I think for a while after resurrection she tried saying to other hunters that she's mary Campbell to cash in on the family name#because whenever she said Winchester she was met with suspicion from John alienating himself lmao#or people commenting positively on sam and dean and she was trying to avoid being reminded of and associated with them#but that felt like a betrayal of what her younger self had decided AND a betrayal of John. whom she loved.#even if she finds out that love was engineered and manufactured. it's still something she felt. it's still something#she poured so much of her young life into#and it represents the hope that her sam and dean might be able to work through things#so eventually she says with defiant pride I am Mary Campbell-Winchester. no matter what reaction she might get from other people.
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edit: similar poll about sam
#i'm not including every season cause he's clearly a fully fledged alco by s7 at THE LATEST#it's a long ass show i don't remember every reference to alcohol but i do remember#his surprise at the amount of booze bottles in bobby's place after his resurrection#obviously that doesn't necessarily mean he himself wasnt already an alcoholic but idk#i'm thinking somewhere between s4-6 but want opinions#supernatural#dean winchester#spn polls#supernatural polls
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S4 E19 Supernatural
JOHN GOD DAMN WINCHESTER! Obviously no hate to Adam or his mom, but JOHN MOTHERFUCKIKG WINCHESTER HAD A SIDE FAMILY? And he went to them enough for them to have framed photos of them all together. Where he is on family trips like hiking and a baseball games? 'iT wAs tO pRoTeCt AdAm' and look where that got him! Dead.
Ok on to other things, Dean still losing at rock paper scissors and throwing his hands up when he lostđ. Sam being left alone with 'Adam' and automatically going "HA I get to be the big brother now! Wanna play with guns?". Them giving Adam a hunters burial. Dean saying SAM is more like John then he will ever be, just all of it.
#sam winchester#dean winchester#john winchester#adam milligan#John sucks as a father he either raises them away from hunting which gets them killed or#he raises them to be the perfect hunter which gets them killed resurrected killed resurrected and mega traumatized#supernatural#supernatural s4#batcavescolony watches#batcavescolony watches supernatural#what the time line? they said adam was born in 90? then he was 12 when he met john so 02? so then it like 08 so hes 18? so Adam is 18 Sam i#24 Dean is 28?#idk im not good at math whos got a time line?#spn
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don't know a single thing about the prequel show except that it has my husband tom welling in it but jensen ackles throwing a molotov cocktail at supernatural canon and saying "i do what i want" is soooo funny
#if i understand correctly he has invoked: time travel; jared erasure; retcon; dean resurrection; & recast shenaniganery so far#do NOT tell me a single thing about the winchesters show i DON'T want to know
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the narrative (slash god, because itâs the same thing in spn) hates sam winchester and it loves dean winchester and both of these are equally damaging to their lives. in this essay, i will
#no but like. Do you get it#sam is punished for things heâs objectively correct about and framed in the wrong. everyone keeps telling him heâs evil and wrong and#sometimes theyâre proven right. his âendingâ (as of s5 ending) is that of a tragic hero he has to die. (but he doesnt and is instead#resurrected next season to be used as a villain - i assume - i havenât watched s6 yet but i know abt soulless sam and stuff -#meanwhile dean isnât allowed to die ever heâs literally gods favourite sacrificial lamb and solider he suffers again and again because the#narrative loves him it dwells on him even as it tortures him it paints him as the hero just as it paints sam as the villain michael and#lucifer for realâŚ..#spn#oliver talks#sam winchester#dean winchester
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In The Lonely Shadows (2/2) Dean W.
Summary: Crowely's always there to help convince you everything's going to be okay after Dean leaves with Lisa & Ben.
the first part of this was requested by my beloved wife @midnight-moonlight-and-mars sometime back in March.
Request: I've got a Crowley request! It can be platonic or romantic. It takes place the year Sam is resurrected and dean is living with Lisa. The reader was close with the Winchesters but after the fight with Lucifer dean abandoned the reader to be with Lisa and cas never answers ( unrequited love maybe?) so the reader teams up with Crowley and becomes like a bounty hunter for him for Lucifer loyalists.Â
A/N: It's technically not Crowley x reader since she's pining for Dean. Oops, but I hope you enjoy this all the same, my love.
A/N #2: people were rabid about asking me for a part two. So please, enjoy!
WC: 1.7K
Warnings: mentions of loneliness, and blood, the reader feels abandoned and unloved, crowleyâs nice, dean returns. sassy & protective crowley
[READ PART ONE HERE]
Read on Ao3!
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Dean watched as your chest heaved up and down with every breath you took. The wind was howling outside, with rain pouring down. He was only partially soaked, having run for cover under teh pitiful awning above your hotel door. A suitcase was tucked into one hand and a backpack filled with supplies slung over the shoulder. He'd wanted to say goodbye before he left. But he couldn't. He was a coward, after all. He'd had a few visits from Castiel and Crowley, neither of them saying a word about you.
Though, he asked. He hasnât spoken a word about Sam, either. The horror of watching Sam fall into the pits of Hell with Adam devastated him. So he ran away. He ran away to the person who would get him away from the hunterâs life, Lisa and Ben. He played pretend for as long as he possibly could.
Until he couldnât keep up with the facade anymore. All he did was think about you, and the life the pair of you could have had. Heâd find himself hovering over your name in his cellphone but never pressing the call button. Oftentimes, heâs stay up late at night, while Lisa laid peacefully next to him sleeping. Â He knew he couldnât lie to her forever about what - or who - truly had his heart.
Oftentimes, when he dreamed, it was about you, your face and your hands wrapped tightly in his as you started behind him on hunts. Thats what he loved about you the most, how much you trusted him to protect you.
So months after he departed, he located you in this dingy motel, where rodents and garbage littered the parking lot, and a few street lamps flickered dangerously in this damned storm. Heâd gotten a replacement key to your room, claiming to the sketchy old man at the kiosk that he was your husband and you didnât leave the key outside for him. So, on the threshold of the hotel room is where he stood, his fight or flight response kicking in the moment he laid eyes on you again.
He hadnât seen you in months, far too long. But not long enough to forget the way your cheeks puffed out while you were embarrassed or the way your hair always fell into your face when youâd laugh at his stupid jokes. He couldnât forget the way you would shuffle into his warmth at night, either.
God, did he miss the way you infected all of his clothing with your perfumes.Â
He hesitantly stepped into the room, only to stop midway through in almost a panic. What if you moved on? What if you didnât want to see him? What if you shot him? He wondered at that moment if you held any protection on you, or if youâd thrown all of it away.
But he took the chance anyway and stepped fully into the room, closing the door behind him quietly. He quietly toed out of his shoes and turned around before fully surveying the room. He couldnât see any other personâs belongings in the room, so he assumed you were indeed alone.
Nervously, he tiptoed to the bed and studied your face for a long moment. He remembered everything about you-- your eyelashes, the dimple on your cheek. He wanted to reach out to you, nearly stopping himself as he felt his arm move without his command. He brushed his fingers against your cheek before he knew what he was doing and stepped back as your eyes had flung open in terror.
âY/N,Y/N, itâs me, itâs Dean,â he said, reaching behind him for the pistol he always carried with him, though, he would never attempt to hurt you in any sort of way. âHey, hey.â
âDean?â you blinked through the darkness of the room. You must have been sleeping. Because you thought you heard Deanâs voice. And you thought you seen him standing mere inches away from where you slept on the bed.
Before he could get the chance to respond, another voice filled the room, a voice youâd come to recognize and acknowledge throughout these last few months.
âShe doesnât need you, Squirrel. Sheâs doing great without you.â Crowleyâs voice echoed in the small room.Â
Pulling yourself into a sitting position on the bed, you wiped at your eyes before switching your gaze between the pair in front of you. Crowley had been watching you over the weeks, which you had grown weirdly accustomed to, so it was no surprise that he had appeared out of the blue. What had startle you, was the other man standing mere inches away from you. If you just lifted your arm a few inches, you would be able to clasp your hands together.
âYou left her high and dry after Moose had fallen into the depths of Hell, where, mind you, heâs been shacking it up with Lucifer. You should hear the agonies and woes from him.â
You could see the agitated twitch in Deanâs cheekbones, even in the poor excuse of light shining through the cracked window curtains.
âBut now, back to the matter at hand, hmm?â Crowley snapped his fingers, and the two-night lamps turned on, casting the room in sudden brightness that none of you was prepared for.
âHowâs Lisa and Ben?â Crowley smirked as Dean looked entirely uncomfortable at the jabs. âDidnât want to be a family man anymore, huh? Did she decide she didnât want your baggage?â
âItâs none of your business, Crowley,â Dean quipped. He snuck a look towards you and almost melted at the sight of tears in your eyelids. He wanted to erase the heartbreak he had caused you. He wanted to erase the pain away from you.
He only wanted you to forgive him. He wanted you and only you. He wished he hadnât run off after Sam had gone to Hell, but he was broken and insecure. He was scared that you would leave him as well, so he did the only thing he could think of doing at the time: He ran away.
He begged for Lisa to forgive him, and she did. She took him in immediately, even after he explained all that went down with Lucifer and Adam and Sam. She took care of him. And for a while, he could forget all the pain. He could mourn the loss of his brother in peace. But there had always been a hole in his heart that Lisa nor ben would veer be able to fill.
He hadnât known it at the time until he had sat up the night before and wallowed in misery after having nothing but dreams and nightmares about you for months.
âNo harsh words, Not Moose?â Crowley taunted as he took a step toward you, causing Dean to nearly topple backwards onto the bed you were still sitting on. âNo quips? Nothing? What do you have to say for yourself? Because while you were playing house, I was left to pick up the piece of her broken heart! How noble of you. Â Leave her behind to wallow in misery, and now what? You expect her to swoon because you're back? Pathetic."â
You never thought you would see the day when the king of hell would be red in the face at the Winchesters. But here he was, pointing a threatening finger in Deanâs direction while the other man looked like a kicked puppy.Â
You wanted Crowley to stop the insults at Dean. But the fact that he was protecting you in this way meant so much to you. You never knew how much Crowley actually cared about you.Â
"I bet sheâs just thrilled to have you back. Nothing says 'I care' like a good old-fashioned abandonment, right?" Crowley scoffed.
âCrowley, enough,â you sighed as you finally pushed the duvet away from your body and stood up, causing Dean to look at you with hope. With your request, Crowley quieted down, though he didnât cease the glare or scowl on his features. Ignoring him, you took a breath, taking Deanâs height in stride. âSo, what? You show up at my doorstep and nearly scare me to death, for what?â
âI was wrong,â Dean swallowed, blinking slowly as tears piled against his eyelids. âI never should have left you the way i had. You were mourning Sam as well, and I was a coward for leaving you. I never once stopped thinking about you. I never once let you out of my mind. Lisa knew it, Ben knew it.â
âIâm not forgiving you, Dean.â you held your ground, even as you had to wipe the tears away from your cheeks. âHow could I forgive you? Do you know what the hell Iâve been through? You werenât the only one to lose a brother, you know? Sam was my family as well.â
He opened his mouth, only for you to cut him off.
âItâs been fourteen months, Deanâfourteen long, terrible months. I celebrated Samâs birthday without you. I celebrated your birthday without you. Crowley was the only one to check with me. Do you know he saved me from death on numerous occasions? That could have been you.â
He looked utterly defeated at the mention of the birthday celebrations. He could only imagine you singing to yourself with some cheap cake and a gas station lighter, wishing for the family you once held as you blew out the candles.
âDean, I donât know whether to hit you, kiss you, or put a bullet in you.â you scowled, pushing past him to walk over to the bathroom to wash your face. Leaving the door open, you heard Dean shuffle around Crowley to get to you again.Â
âI canât leave you, not again. Never again,â he watched your reflection as you grabbed for a hand towel and wiped the water from your face.Â
Glaring at him momentarily, you sighed heavily before turning around and leaning against the counter. âCrowley will kill me for this. But I canât help but think that Iâm still in love with you. We can talk more about this in the morning. I had a long few weeks, and Iâm absolutely exhausted.âÂ
Eagerly, Dean followed you out of the bathroom, barely noticing Crowleyâs absence as he tucked you into the bed before he climbed in himself.
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**totally up for a part three IF people want it. So please, please, please, if you enjoyed this reblog this & leave comments.
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demon!dean x angel!reader.
tw! mentions of death, anxiety, blood, graphic language, manipulation, dean being an a-hole, corruption, grammar mistakes (ig)
word count! 2.1k
it was hard seeing dean in this state.
at first, you thought he was dead. you watched him die in your arms. then, you found out that he was a demon? and to make everything worse, no one wanted to tell you anything â they thought it was for the best.
why? you had no clue.
so, when they brought him in, back to the bunker, you almost got a heart attack. you wanted to scream, cry, throw up and do everything else that humans do when theyâre overstimulated with emotions. however, your state of distressed euphoria didnât last for long when the bad news came crashing down on you, making you hyperventilate and experience what was called a panic attack. while you were getting more human, your beloved was turning into his worst nightmare.
dean was a demon.
yeah, he indeed died a year prior, but because he was bearing the Mark Of Cain at that time, he was resurrected. and you werenât exactly sure if you were happy about that.
sure, it was dean. he looked the same.
but it wasnât your dean.
those green eyes, once full of love and adoration for you, now were as empty as the hole in your heart that his death left. whenever you looked at him, you didnât see him â the soul once shattered but put back together by you. now, it was only darkness which consumed every tiny bit of light you tried so hard to put in him.
it wasnât your dean.
you were sitting in the war room in your usual place â an armchair in the corner, right next to the cabinet stuffed with lore books and other things. nervously picking at your wings, you let the feathers drop to the ground as you stared with empty eyes at the wall in front of you. castiel and sam were discussing what to do with dean and how could they possibly save him â if the whole process was even reversible.
you had no idea how they managed to catch him in the first place and drag him back here â no one was telling you anything. you were as clueless as you could be, knowing only that the man you loved the most was now the creature of darkness you were taught to despise since the early stage of creation.
you didnât get a chance to talk to him yet. and you werenât exactly sure if you wanted to. you only saw how they dragged his unconscious body to the basement and locked him up in there, chained to the chair in the middle of the anti-possession symbol.
as more and more feathers covered the wooden floor, the man and your angel brother noticed the state you were in. they looked at each other and then back at you. sam sighed and came closer, placing his hand on your shoulder. you shivered lightly and looked at the younger winchester.
âhey, listen, we think that we found something which can help bring dean back. but we canât leave him alone here soââ sam explained with a soft smile, and you could see that when he turned his head towards cas, he wanted him to continue. the angel widened his eyes and nodded.
âoh, yeah. we want you to stay with him,â as always, painfully straightforward.
âwhy me? canât one of you stay?â because frankly, you didnât want to face him. not yet.
âbirdie, youâreââ sam started, but you quickly cut him off.
âdonât call me that,â you said with a stern voice, your tone almost threatening. it was what dean used to call you. no way youâd let this word slip from someone elseâs mouth â it was reserved only for dean winchester.
âokay, fine, i wonât,â he raised his hands in surrender, taking a step back as he felt like you were about to hit him with something. âitâs just⌠youâre in no shape to go outside at the moment. look what youâve done to your wingsââ
âwhat i do with them is my fucking business,â you hissed, and both of them were stunned. you just cursed.
they were looking at you in disbelief, and suddenly, you felt embarrassed with your little outburst. however, you werenât going to apologize for your feelings â you had an absolute right to be upset and frustrated. so, shooting them both a cold glare, you left the room.
in the end, you were left alone with dean. it took you some time to mentally prepare for the confrontation. but eventually, you pulled your shit together and decided to go down to the basement.
carrying a tray with some food, you slowly opened the door and peeked inside. suddenly, you felt as if your heart was about to burst out of your chest, and your mouth was dry as if you hadnât seen a drop of water in days. you slowly walked out into the dim light, showing yourself to him after god knows how long.
and then, you heard it â a mocking, cold-hearted chuckle that echoed through the air.
âoh, now, who do we have here? my little birdie. i missed you so much, baby. did you miss me, too?â he asked with a cruel smirk, tilting his head to the side as he sized you up, his eyes flashing a pitch-black colour for a second.
for some reason, all the courage you built up in yourself vanished as soon as you made eye contact with him. he was scary. you never thought youâd admit it, but you were genuinely scared of the man who once used to hold you so dearly in his arms, stroking your hair and whispering sweet nothings into your ear as he placed small kisses on your temple. now, he had this darkness in his soul that made you want to hurl â your angelic nature physically declining being anywhere near such evil.
you tightened your fingers on the tray, looking around the room, thinking what you should do. you couldnât free him from his restraints, but then again, he had to eat, somehow. because still, you cared about him. fuck, you still loved him.
âcome on, birdie. youâre not even going to say hi to me? please, let me have a look at your pretty face. itâs been so long,â he cooed, suddenly putting on that soft voice you were so used to hearing. but then again, you could just sense the mockery and the dark intention behind his words. everything coming out of his mouth in this moment was insincere.
but was that enough to make you weak? yes.
because, oh god, even if it was just for your delusions and how naive you were, you just wanted him back. you wanted your dean back, and you were ready to pretend as long as it was needed.
so, slowly, you looked up at him, trying to hold back your tears as they dwelled in your eyes, threatening to spill down your rosy cheeks.
dean smirked menacingly, running his tongue over the top row of his pearly white teeth, letting out a grunt as he bit his lower lip, slightly thrusting his hips forward and spreading his legs.
âthere we go. my good little angel,â he taunted, eyeing you up and down with a predatory smile.
âwhat happened to you?â you asked meekly, your voice trembling as you swallowed a lump in your throat. you were sick to your stomach, and the smell of evil basically radiating from him didnât help.
âme? nothing, birdie. itâs me, dean. your dean. your precious human, donât you remember?â he tried acting clueless and innocent but quickly gave in to his demonic nature, letting out a cruel laugh as he threw his head back. âcome on, donât act so fucking dense. iâm a demon, now. you shouldâve gathered that much by now. or did they not tell you? no wonder. youâre so fucking infantile that itâs just straight-up pathetic. youâre not a fucking kid. sure, youâre this cute, little, clueless angel. but come on, use your damn feathered brain sometimes,â he scoffed and rolled his eyes.
and holy shit, did that hurt.
you bit your lower lip, your eyes now obviously glossy when you let out a small sniffle. you just wanted to run and hide somewhere, away from him and his cruel insults. now, you were 100% sure.
it wasnât your dean.
you were ready to leave the basement. you turned around and took a deep breath, but dean wouldnât let you go so easily. as soon as he noticed that you wanted to escape, he used his soft voice. again.
âhey, hey, hey. birdie, iâm sorry. you know i didnât mean that. itâs justââ he grunted as if he was struggling. âitâs this demon in me. i canât control it,â he started panting heavily, a smirk still on his face as you were turned with your back facing him. âbirdie, please. you have to believe me. i would never hurt you.â
damn, did that work.
hearing him struggle and be in pain just cut at your heartstrings. quickly, you turned around with a panicked expression and stepped closer to him.
âdean?â you asked, your voice breaking as tears flooded your face, dropping from your chin onto his thighs. he nodded, putting on an act and using his most pathetic expression.
âitâs me, birdie. please, help me,â he almost choked on his words, his voice pained and hurting. âplease, baby, youâre the only one i can count on.â
you knew youâd probably regret that later. but jesus, you were so gullible, and you loved him so much.
almost immediately, you freed him from his restraints, cupping his face and stroking his stubbled cheeks. he sighed and grabbed your wrists, giving them a gentle squeeze as he leaned into your touch. at this point, you were long gone.
âtell me whatâs happening, dean. let me help you,â you whispered, carefully scanning his face, still clueless that all of it was just a scene.
âit hurts. baby, it hurts so badly,â he whimpered, squeezing your wrists tighter. hearing that only made you panic even more.
âwhere? tell me where, iâll heal you,â you sobbed, your vision blurry because of your tears.
âyou canât. you canât heal it,â he panted, closing his eyes shut and grunting in mock pain.
âwhat do you mean?â you widened your eyes. âwhy not?â
âthereâs only one way you can help me,â and you were ready to do anything for him, your self-preservation instincts turned off instantly. with a nod, you encouraged him to continue. âbirdie, i need your blood.â
and that was enough for you to freeze on the spot. your mouth went dry, and you exhaled a shaky breath. he needed your blood, which was probably the most sacred thing in the universe. angel blood was the rarest to get, and it had its power.
âh-how? why?â you stuttered, shaking your head as you tried to understand it. you didnât know anything about angels helping someone with their blood. and you were scared of the possible consequences.
dean cursed in his head, trying his best not to frown and scoff. instead, he kept on with the pathetic act. he whimpered again and then grunted, leaning forward as he put his hand on his chest, pretending that he struggled to breathe.
âplease. i- i canât,â he groaned and then screamed in pain.
âokay, what do i do?â you asked, widening your eyes as even more panic flooding your system.
âfeed it to me. please, birdie. let me drink your blood,â he begged and then, you acted purely on your feelings, throwing any remaining logical thought out the window.
without much further ado, you lifted one of your wings and took a single feather. you slit your wrist with the sharper end, and as the crimson liquid started dripping down your skin at high speed, you put it closer to his face.
dean closed his eyes and inhaled the metallic scent. it took him a lot of effort not to moan in pure pleasure and excitement. he licked his lips and then grabbed your hand, putting his mouth in your wrist and drinking your blood like a man starved. you gasped and scrunched your eyes, tilting your head away as he dug his teeth into your skin for a better grip.
you began to feel more and more lightheaded as he drank more and more of your blood. when you finally looked back at him, only then did you realize your mistake. his eyes were pitch black, and his mouth was covered in your blood. he pulled away and smiled sadistically, looking at you like a feral animal.
he pushed you onto the floor and chuckled darkly, looking around the room. he grabbed the feather you dropped and it practically rotted in his hand, turning into a dark blade-like object. you widened your eyes, crawling away from him as he started to walk towards you with a bloodthirsty smile. and then, only one word slipped from his blood-covered mouth.
ârun.â
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nothing will ever be as insane as lazarus rising. dean winchester went to hell and was resurrected and we have NO IDEA HOW and he CLIMBS HIS WAY OUT OF HIS GRAVE. then TERRIFYING, STRANGE THINGS START TO HAPPEN. they don't know what this creature is that raised him from the pit but it telekinetically shatters glass and demons are shouting "the end is nigh" (this creature hasn't even arrived yet) and the meer sight of it burned out a woman's eyes. then dean is stupid enough to summon it. (but is it just stupidity? is it also curiosity, awe, necessity?) he barracades the doors. he puts up every protection symbol he can find. he wields the most powerful weapons he has. the creature breaks down the doors without lifting a finger. walks through all of the sigils. remains unharmed despite being shot and stabbed. and he says "i'm an angel and i saved you because you deserve to be saved, because you're important to heaven and to god. because we need your help."
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