#he's literally like ''cas where are you . are you coming? 🥺''

[ardentpoop]

crazy fucking show

[softpine]

holy shit that was incredible 🧎 as usual right after reading one of ur posts i'm craving a LOT of bts info. how did u decide who would be the closest to which until dawn character? were there any choices u went back and forth on? how are u so talented? are there any hidden easter eggs? how do u think their relationships would change in the following months?

the edits are beyond stunning, i've been staring at the portraits for so long and i'm gonna reread the whole thing tmrw in case i missed smtn <3

ahhh thank you!!! i'm so happy you liked it 🥺💖

so the thing is, i'm like. wildly hyperfixating on until dawn right now and i decided to platinum the game, which involves replaying it at least 3 times (in my case it took 6 because i'm bad at gaming lol) so i had a ton of time to think about this AU while i was watching the same unskippable cut-scenes over and over. the first thing i thought was "haha i also have a character named matt who's kind of a pushover" and the rest is history :')

characters

Josh = Finn: i knew i couldn't have an actual josh in this case because none of my characters would do exactly what he did, but the core elements of josh are already in finn: he was wronged by the people in his life he trusted the most, he lashes out when he feels strong emotions, and he's really just scared and lonely underneath it all. so then i thought, what if josh's fake ghost antics were an actual ghost? and who's better for that role than finn? however, his parents are definitely not rich, so the lodge couldn't belong to his family. that's why i decided to make it a larger hunting lodge where all kinds of hunters would come together. also did you notice how i didn't even tell you who killed finn in the AU because no spoilers :P

Sam = Asa: i actually don't care for sam tbh but she's the obvious leader of the group, the level-headed one, the angel on your shoulder. asa can be impulsive at times (especially in regards to finn) but he's still the person i would choose to be at my my side during a crisis. his parents are the only ones with money, so it makes sense for danny to purchase the lodge without visiting it himself. sam is also compassionate to josh and has somewhat of a romantic thing going on with him if you read it that way, so that fits for asa and finn.

Jessica = Elaine: jess (best girl!!!!!) is the first person with the possibility of dying, and her death/injury is the catalyst for multiple characters future decisions, so her equivalent had to be someone who's also strongly connected to numerous others. so elaine is perfect! she's also the only person of my group who i can imagine storming outside in the snow in her underwear to give her friends a piece of her mind fjskjds but she also has enough strength of character & resilience to make it realistic that she might survive so many injuries.

Mike = Austin: this felt like a no-brainer because austin already has knowledge about guns, he's fearless, and if elaine got hurt, austin would go fucking ballistic. he stops caring about his own survival and starts making brash, unwise choices. but that's where the similarities end, because i actually really hate mike and i feel bad comparing austin to him lmao. say what you will about austin, but he would never try to talk his way into having sex with a girl who literally says "i'm just not feeling it". i hate mike 😒

Chris = Stevie: now hear me out!! at first glance you might think stevie would be ashley. they cry a lot, they look to others for guidance, and they even look alike. but stevie strikes me as much more of a chris type, being that chris was never meant to be the hero. he's a goofy nerd who tells jokes when he's nervous and screams his head off any time he has to do something brave. and that's exactly what stevie's role in this AU is. despite her nature, she's making brave decisions for the benefit of her friends. (but this pic did remind me of ashley)

Matt = Matt: he's kinda just..... here. he cracks some jokes, he can either diffuse or encourage arguments, he plays second fiddle to his girlfriend most of the time. he tries to be the hero but fails miserably. but he has a good heart and he almost never does anything controversial.

Alisa = Ashley: alisa is WAY less outwardly emotional than ashley, but she has the same chaotic, contradictory nature. she cares about people, but she's also capable of coldly letting others die to save herself. she's good at making others feel protective of her even if she doesn't need protecting. she's VERY curious.

Jada = Emily: listen emily just doesn't fit with any of my characters even though i love her so much. but jada does share her determination in the face of fear, her will to survive at any cost, and the way she has the capability to soften up and be really sweet under the right circumstances. they're both much more resourceful and capable than you would initially think. but jada is more likely to follow others' guidance than make plans herself.

other stuff!

for the safe room scene, i thought it would be more interesting if it was the archetypal heroic boyfriend who was bitten and the archetypal damsel in distress who holds his fate in her hands. but there is no way in hell that austin would just sit there and let someone shoot him. when he takes alisa hostage, it almost makes it easier to shoot him; if he were pleading for his life, jada would never pull the trigger, no matter how much alisa told her to. but since he puts himself in the position of the aggressor (the exact thing they feared he would do) it becomes a more believable dilemma. of course, we learn later that the bite is not infectious and austin never would've turned, but none of them know that yet. even austin doesn't know. this scene in the game is extremely horrifying to me so i hope i did it justice in my AU too!

i said this in the replies too, but: the playthrough i envisioned with the stats and pictures makes these major choices: elaine initially survives the mine, matt dies by the rope, stevie's leg is fine, jada shoots austin (why she's covered in blood in her portrait), jada & alisa die in the explosion, stevie rescues elaine, and finn saves asa!

imagine the lantern is doing this shit the whole time LMAOO

the swiss army knife in my AU basically has the same function as the flare gun in until dawn. if matt doesn't have it, he'll die. but if emily doesn't have it, she'll only be bitten. but getting the flare gun into the right hands is sooo convoluted so i had to simplify it for our purposes.

butterfly effects

i didn't include these because i was trying to keep things brief, but here's some of the other ideas i had:

if elaine & austin's relationship drops too low before they arrive at the guest cabin, then elaine won't kiss him and will go outside to look for her phone against his wishes. that's where she would be taken by the creature instead.

if jada and alisa don't find enough clues about finn's disappearance, then they will not recognize finn when they find his remains. this makes finn less likely to protect them later in the night.

if jada shot austin and her relationship with alisa is HIGH, then alisa will give herself injuries on her face to help corroborate their self defense story. if jada shot austin and her relationship with alisa is LOW, then alisa will be fascinated and say "i didn't know you had it in you..." but will not offer to corroborate the story. in both scenarios, alisa will then say she doesn't want to sit around with austin's body. jada will have the option of leaving with alisa or staying inside the safe room. jada can say no (alisa might survive, jada dies), or yes (they both might survive). or if they have a high relationship, she can convince alisa to stay too (they both die).

if matt survives the attack in the mines, then stevie's leg will be injured because she didn't have the knife, meaning she arrives much later to rescue elaine/matt. so if elaine is still alive, matt can find her in the mines and they have a conversation. they will both be impressed by each other's survival, and elaine will feel bad that matt is only in the mines because of her. she asks where austin is, but matt has no idea. then stevie shows up and the rest plays out as described!

after dawn

so obviously their relationships would vary wildly depending on who survives and what choices they made to get there.

in an everyone survives playthrough, austin and elaine would break up soon after the events of the game. if you notice, elaine's perception of austin went down a lot because austin didn't try to save her after she fell down the elevator. she felt abandoned by him when he was the most physically capable & experienced person who could have saved her, but instead it was her injured best friend who never gave up on her. so they're done lol. stevie and matt would break up amicably (for reasons unrelated to the night in question) and remain friends, because how could they not? as for alisa, she doesn't talk to any of them anymore. she was only ever close with jada in the first place, but after jada refused to shoot austin, she lost all trust in her. after finn's remains are found, his spirit is no longer chained to the lodge and he's able to join asa at home. this version of finn is like a normal ghost in that he can appear to anyone he wants. he becomes close friends with all of asa's friends, especially stevie. and then... a few years later... a family called the washingtons purchases the property for their kids (josh, beth, and hannah) to throw parties in. just kidding sjfkjsd sole survivor playthrough: with the outline i laid out, there's actually no way for each of them to be the sole survivor because i had to cut so much out for brevity (i know it doesn't seem like it lol). but it's possible for asa, stevie, elaine, or matt to be sole survivors. the most heartbreaking is probably stevie, who would've had to see matt's decapitated head, heard the lodge blow up with asa, jada, alisa, and austin inside, then watch elaine die right in front of her. so that's super fucked and i don't want to think about that anymore!! asa being the sole survivor makes the most sense logically, because he has finn to protect him for most of it. elaine or matt being the sole survivor would be if one of them dies early in the game and then stevie dies trying to help elaine/matt escape. in any case, i don't think all the therapy in the world could cure that amount of survivor's guilt... everyone dies playthrough: the group become ghosts who haunt the mountain. finn's body is never recovered because no one is alive to report it to the police, so he is never at peace either. danny still owns the property, so he destroys the cable car and builds a giant electrified fence so that, hopefully, no human will ever return to the cursed mountain. i can't even / don't want to imagine how any of their parents would be able to move on after such a tragedy, it makes me genuinely sad to think about :( everybody dies playthroughs are all fun and games until you think about what comes after 😭

ANYWAY THAT'S ALL!! thank you so much for indulging my frankly rabid brain fjskdjs i know i keep saying it, but until dawn is my most confusing obsession because i first played the game in 2015 and i wasn't a fan; i thought the characters were annoying and the gameplay was lacking. but a few months ago i randomly decided to watch a playthrough of the quarry and that made me want to give until dawn another chance, and now...... yeah. idk what happened here but now it's all i can think about lmao. but being able to talk about the game with other people is sooo fun and i'm really happy i did this!! 💖

[nevarroes]

i refuse to send these thoughts separately:

who would cas main in league, he wouldnt play isnt an answer the mans gender is at least 25% calling people slurs on mic

okay but what if what if um 🥺👉👈 someone wanted to write a thing but they were super anxious about getting cas’s voice right in part because by the nature of how you share your creative concepts the only solid vibe they get is Doesnt Talk A Lot, When He Does Its 90% Weird Rude Mean Shit, hence the cesare big top burger comparison

and fuckin um i forget if ive ever asked, i mostly process cas’s fuckedupedness through a lens of npd, but am more familar with bpd because my own brain garbage is a bit of both and having had many loved ones with bpd, does cas ever fully freak the fuck out in an insecure attachment way trying to make gortash Go Away or trying to leave himself(but coming back generally), might characterize that Oh No Hes Going To Die leaves forever cant handle loss unless he “choses” it meltdown in a similar menthol eelnessTM vein

i especially love thinking about cas being extremely insecure because reality will never live up to his delusions of self importance perfection and grandeur because fun fact :^) a side affect of those thought patterns is constant disappointment in a reality of self that can never meet those expectations :^^^)

casim “i AM perfect or ill DIE” carnavorn

honestly "Doesnt Talk A Lot, When He Does Its 90% Weird Rude Mean Shit" is pretty on point here😭😭 I used to say like everyone desires him and then he opens his mouth and theyre like "hmmm yeah idk if this one's worth it chief". Like he has no filter at all but it isn't like he doesn't do it on purpose it's more like he goes out of his way to make sure everyone leaves in a worse mood than before, if that makes sense? Gortash would join in though honestly.... type of situation where Gortash tries to introduce them to some noble family on a party and Cas just drops that some poor girl looks like a fat cow (see this is funnier considering that he stands next to Gortash but ain't nobody gonna say that back) 🙏

aside from that though like.... in private? I suppose this may be more of a tone thing and I'm a VERY mid writer so I couldn't even tell you how I'd show this of the top of my head but I suppose he's more... clearly affectionately teasing? because yeah he obviously stays teasing and calls him a fat bastard in private still and such but it's very obvious if you look at them for a second that it's like a far cry from how he treats everyone else (smth smth his gaze very clearly softens and he allows himself to giggle and you can tell that they have been knowing each other for a long time)

okay sorry im YAPPING but ! ....If you want to write something I'd be over the fucking moon either way honestly like??😭 tbh I think you sound like you get him a lot already but also let me just say additionally... I see Cas as a character that's pretty flexible anyways because he erm... he has mood swings but also doesn't really have smth I'd consider a set speech pattern or something that he needs to sound in character?

anyways concerning the npd/bpd thing I never quite drew a line for him or anything to put him more into one camp but. I mean yeah based on the dying of old age scenario... LMFAOO but also yeah he does. Cas is the type of person that will literally leave the city for months or lock himself in and try to "become a new person" (he literally has moment where he's like "maybe I should just become who Bhaal wants me to be. maybe it would be easier") if there's some dispute with Gortash. It usually ends with Gortash forcing him to meet him again and Cas being something along the lines of "oh my fucking god can I just stop loving you already" but yeagh u know the fact that Gortash is kinda the only person he ever liked or even saw as a friend just makes it worse tbh

and the insecurities/delusions thing? yeah exactly what you said. a lot of his insecurities are insane too tbh like "I can never be what everyone desires" but then he loses it if he's NOT what someone desires, Gortash saying smth along the lines of "I like women too" would be enough to make him walk off a ledge because he can't be that part (smth smth I can be most perfect man on the planes but I'll never be a woman. funnier when u know he could use incubus illusion magic but he refused to his whole life). But anyways yeah as I said once Cas is like... a DEEPLY insecure person at his core even if he'd never admit or think that it shows

anyways after this analysis... Cas plays adc and shits on every support he plays with💯 He mains aphelios because he wants to look at a man but also because he thinks he's better than anyone else for playing a complex champ... hope u see my vison

[rosemariad]

SPN Season 8

Dean & Cas ended up in purgatory 😨

But Cas had disappeared just before the end of the S7 finale, so its going to be interesting to see where he went. Dean, meanwhile is totally fucked up, which makes sense cuz he was stuck in purgatory for a year. To me, he's become more militant than ever, like his father was after John lost Mary. Doubt John would have worked with a vampire but it seems like new ally Benny was Dean's only way out of there so 🤷

Interesting that Dean said purgatory was pure to him. I guess it was basically simplifying his life down to fighting monsters and having someone at his side to help him through. Also I interpreted it as he was so far removed from normal life, for conventional norms and societal expectations. The rules were different in purgatory, which was basically to survive, no matter what, which Dean managed to do the whole time he was there. So anything else he did, didn't really matter, because everything/everyone else around him was a monster, supernatural creatures, who don't care about anything humans do. In a way, you could say Dean was free to be whoever he wanted to be, just you know in a place full of ravenous beasts.

Sam buddy, how could you neglect Kevin like that, smh 🙄, he was counting on you. Did his new ex-girlfriend die by the way? Cuz considering Sam's track record, my money's on dead.

When they were interrogating the prisoner and Dean flashbacked to his time in purgatory interrogating a monster, yikes. Yup, Dean is definitely fucked up. I mean more so than before.

Kevin's mom may be a tiger mom, but she is a total badass 😎

We finally see Cas again, it was cute seeing Dean hug Cas after finding him again. It made sense that Cas would be on the run to protect Dean, but it would be nicer to see them survive together. Maybe we'll see that in the next couple of episodes?

Garth came back! It was nice to see him again. I guess his Bobbyisms (that's what I'm calling it) were his way to honor Bobby since he's dead 😔 RIP Bobby.

Dean yelled at him :/ not cool Dean, but Garth stood up to him, good on you Garth!

Cas returned to the world finally. But I agree him just showing up again out of nowhere is hella shady, but of course heaven is behind it. We meet Naomi, who seems controlling and manipulative like all the other heavenly beings on the show, so greaaat!

Poor Samandriel 😔

Cas is still taking things so literally, its hilarious!

Cas wants to be a hunter like the Winchesters. But they were so mean to him, being all condescending like yeah we get it Cas is an odd fellow who doesn’t know how interact with humans or understand their behavior as only fellow humans do. The cartoon stuff was interesting, something new and funny.

Benny's a great grandpa? Are we just going to ignore that? Dean you think you slick not telling the vampire you hit on his descendant? That storyline had a tragic end, doubt we'll be seeing his great granddaughter again…

Sam and his overarching story with this latest girlfriend of his - I'm just waiting for the part where she dies - again nothing personal that’s just what I’ve come to expect. That was cold of Dean to make Sam think Amelia was in danger. Like dude the what the hell. If it had been Dean, worse shit would have popped off.

😭 Samandriel is still getting tortured, so again I say, poor Samandriel and then he gets killed by Cas who was getting mini flashbacks of being tortured himself by Naomi. Poor little angel dudes 🥺

The LARP episode! I was looking forward to this one! I know about Dean's actor falling in the blooper reel, they made it into a whole thing in the conventions around the time… 😂

Charlie’s back, and as the queen of the LARPing stuff. Cool! But she got her chances of getting with a fairy ruined by the Winchesters, of course!

When Charlie and Dean mentioned the same porn star by name 😂🤣🤣

That little Braveheart scene at the end was so corny 🤣

It was interesting and somewhat ironic that Sam and Dean meet their grandpa who they never knew of, since their dad lost contact with him when he was really young, and that he was part of this (club?) group called the Men of Letters who are apparently this organization with books on supernatural creatures, spells, etc. their grandpa had no respect for regular hunters 🤣🤣🤣🤣

RIP Grandpa Winchester. And we have a new villain – Abbadon

Kevin you poor bastard, all isolated and run ragged from your duties as a prophet. He really got a raw deal when Castiel plucked him into this shit.

Sarah noooooooo RIP 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

And Castiel, honey you should know better. I mean the minute that bitch ass Metatron was talking about trials and what has to be done, I knew he was playing you. Honey no!!!! 😔🤦🏾‍♀️

One last thing - y’all thought I’d forget didn’t you. I could never!!!

Dean buddy - wtf is up this season.

First you stay a whole ass year for an angel you were previously mad at.

You had some sort of intense relationship (I’m not even sure what to call it) with benny the vamp (I felt like there was so much more unseen)

A guy flirts with you when you’re acting as an FBI agent, and it flusters you completely, referring to it henceforth as ‘your gay thing’ in tones that make it seem commonplace. Is it commonplace, Dean? Cuz Sam wasn’t the only one who did a double-take

When Castiel beats you and has you on your knees, you beg him telling him you need him. OML!

You get all sad when Naomi says you’re expecting Cas to return to you UGH!

Seriously WTF Dean?!?!?!?!

[goldenworldsabound]

😱🖕🎮??

Thanks Rattie!!!

Clayman time!!!

😱Expressionism😱 ~ Describe to us exactly how your F/O makes you feel! Or, for a twist, describe how you make your F/O feel! Or do both!

He makes me feel so indescribably happy 🥺🥺🥺like a warm blanket or a delicious home cooked meal. it feels like he's always been here even though we're only coming up on a year in December. He is a part of my life now, solidly.

As for my SI specifically, he is quite literally their emotional support/comfort husband. He has always ALWAYS always been there for them and their entire life has always centered around him. They feel loved, and appreciated, and deeply attached to him. They feel safe with him. They are willing to commit horrific crimes for him. They trust him, no matter what.

He feels 🥺 also so very very loved and supported. When he remembers that he's "weak" or he feels discouraged, they are always there to help him feel better and recognize his true worth and boost his confidence. He feels like he ca do anything with them around, and he trusts them completely, too.

🖕Bastardcore🖕 ~ Are there any “flaws” of your F/O that you find endearing?

fdjafjs he's SO proud of himself for things that really don't merit being proud of dkjahfsa I find this incredibly endearing, yes. It's very dorky. He's adorable. Also his smug condescending behavior is rude but like also hot okay-

🎮Nintencore🎮 ~ Create a Pokémon team for your F/O!

Yamask/Cofagrigus (mask theme, sarcophagus also pertaining to the fact that he's a Deathman created from dead elves), Ninetales (aesthetics mostly tbh but also will-o-wisp battle style), Malamar (strong hypnosis abilities), Mr Mime (clowns), Zoroark (sneaky), Marowak (mask, Cubone parent tie in with Kazalim's death).

not a meta worthy team at all, entirely based on vibes and aesthetic. So many Poke'mon work well for him though it was hard to choose kjfhdakjfs

[cpopnatural]

11x18 Notes

-at least no yellow filter on the Saudi Arabia set

-even in the Middle East the character that gets a name is a white guy. Expected

-Crowley running in the rain on an angry phone call with Dean is so funny

-why does Rowena have Amara I literally don’t remember. Is this just a plot hole or. Whatever bro

-I hate the thing this show keeps doing where it shows a scene from before but with new stuff added

-Crowley looks like an angry cat

-Crowley Sam Dean interactions are so funny. Dean and Crowley are both trying to be the ex that doesn’t give a fuck anymore while Sam acts like just talking to Crowley is sullying him. Which is big “talking to your bestie’s ex” energy

-CASIFER IN HEAVEN

-all the angels dress like Tik Tok influencers with beige babies

-Gay ass Castiel screaming crying as Lucifer straddles a man with his body

-“Hey if it makes you comfy you can call me God” needs to die immediately specifically because mishafuckers love it

-It’s not an it, Sam. It’s Cas

-I didn’t know Crowley was here lmaoooo

-I think they just got Rowena and Amara in the same room so they would have a scene that finally passes the Bechdel Test

-He who hesitates, snap disintegrates KILLER line

-It’s taken so long for the God Like Entity famous for being able to bend reality to actually bend reality. Like a better show would have her actually destroying the universe like episode 3. You know. So that there are real stakes and the big bad actually has menace

-I hate the Casifer lip bite

-the way the music becomes softer as Cas comes back and Dean talks to him…

-CAAAS

-hey what the fuck???

-ohhhh Cas is in the bunker :) oh it’s his happy place

-Dean wants me to expel Lucifer? 🥺 and Misha said he was only playing Cas as gay in S15

-three people in Cas’ vessel

-Amara puts her hands on Cas’ face and Dean looks like he’s going to cry

-jackles jacting JOICES bro

-let’s find that idiot and bring him home…….

-okay I have to admit God actually showing up for Lucifer when Lucifer’s whole deal is. Daddy abandonment issues

-Jimmy Novak’s body could withstand a bomb tbh

I was really engaged this entire episode. It’s really good but the parts that are good highlight the main failing I have for this season, which is the inability to build a compelling villain in Amara. Although she’s supposed to have God-like powers that can bend reality, we haven’t really seen her use that at all. She doesn’t hurt Dean, so there isn’t really stakes there. She also hasn’t done anything spooky other than the disease episode 1 and the storm clouds, but they really missed an opportunity to actually make a creepy antagonist here. But good lines and solid plot stuff plus characters I like 7.5/10

[silver-pieces]

Just want to jump in on the Ca$h ace discussion and say that my boyfriend & I were watching that scene where Ca$h tries to explain his ace feelings to Darren, my boyfriend said "what's that sexuality called? The one where you don't feel sexual attraction?" and I said "asexuality?" and he said "yeah, that's what he is!"

All this to say, IMO, it's the context matters when we're discussing whether or not the LGBTQIA+ rep is clear enough - not just whether they say the word.

E.g. my boyfriend did NOT notice Loki coming out as bi in Loki. Literally, I had to point it out and rewind it for him to realise. And sure, Loki could have looked at the camera and said "I'm bisexual" to make it super obvious, but it's sad that anything less than that was easy for so many people to miss.

Heartbreak High was able to make it super obvious Ca$h was asexual without ever actually saying the word, because they SHOWED him being ace. They explained it and built up to it and made it a part of Ca$h's character, so we had no choice but to see it as a major part of his sexuality and identity.

To be fair, Loki is not the same type of show as Heartbreak High, but still, they could have easily made his sexuality something he expresses in the show - considering he kisses a woman, you can't argue that would be 'forced' for him to express interest in a non-woman as well. But the way they ended up slipping it in one missable line made it not feel like bi rep at all.

Meanwhile Heartbreak High is all about sex so it makes sense for the writing to pay attention to it, while also allowing it to be realistic and take its time. It makes perfect sense for Ca$h, like many people, to experience his sexuality without having the proper terms to describe it. He's a fucking eshay, they probably don't use the word 'asexual' a lot, if at all, so he probably doesn't know what to call it. But the writing was so well done that we didn't need anyone to say the word to understand what he's going through. His conversation with Darren was a perfect, albeit painful and heartbreaking, explanation.

My heart goes out to that lil eshay boy 🥺 he's doing his best

(That being said, I don't understand why Darren wouldn't have known about asexuality? I'm surprised they didn't put 2&2 together when Ca$h was trying to explain it 🤷🏽‍♀️ surely that would have made them more sympathetic)

[faetarou]

𝐯𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 || 𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐚𝐤𝐢

fandom || haikyuu

pairings || inarizaki x reader [second!POV] miya atsumu, suna rintarou, miya osamu

gender || fem!reader

request || anon said: hi there!! i rlly love the way u potray the inarizaki and ur writing is amazing!! im so glad ur req is open too!! // can i req for suna and miya twins (or any other characters u want from inarizaki) having a crush on reader who look cold and indifferent on the outside but then they found reader actually play volleyball and is super passionate abt it so reader start to open up to the boys // sorry if its too much details 🥺 thank u very much!! 💖 [from fae: damn i loved this request, thank you so much anon, you're so sweet !! i used a slightly different format to accommodate this one and did change up the req just a little]

warnings // disclaimers || swearing, indifferent!reader

word count || 1.0k

taglist || @crystal-lilac , @kenmaslov3r​ ​, @jojowantstocry , @igyus [you can send me an ask or dm to be added !!]

ATSUMU invited you to come watch his practice on a dare, since he had a pretty big crush on you. Of course, you were virtually the only girl at Inarizaki who didn't have a crush on him, instead choosing to ignore him most of the time ("Your taste in girls is just fuckin' great, Tsumu-" "Oh, shut up, Samu.") and almost every comment you directed at him was stunningly cold. However, he played his cards right and managed to trick you into coming to watch you at volleyball practice ("Aw, is poor Y/N-chan really that scared of me? A-" "I told you not to call me that, Miya, and fine!").

The moment you walked in, he served the perfect jump float that curved unpredictably towards the back of the court and landed just on the line. To top it off, he followed it up with a ripper of a power serve, bouncing so high off the court it nearly hit the ceiling.

Atsumu got the shock of his life when you, cold, uninterested, Y/N, ran over to him with the ball in your hands, your eyes actually lighting up as you gushed about how amazing his dual wield was, and how perfect his technique was, and was he, Atsumu, aware of how freaking cool that was? He literally started blushing as you began to ramble about how you played and wished you could even get close to what he had just done. You, the 'worst girl' to fall for, passionately complimenting him with the biggest smile on his face.

"Jeez, Y/N, if I'd have known you got so excited over volleyball, I woulda invited you way sooner."

Surprising him even more, you didn't comment on his usage of your first name. "Thanks, Atsumu-kun! I really love volleyball!"

Atsumu was ecstatic that he'd learned more about you, especially that you weren't as unapproachable as he'd thought.

Damn, she's cute when she rants.

RINTAROU was surprised to find himself liking you, but, then again you two were pretty similar. Both coming off as uncaring and even mean to people who didn't know you, it came as little shock to most people once he finally discovered his feelings. However, he was extremely awkward around you, not quite knowing what to say to someone the polar opposite of his usual constant of the Miya twins.

Finally, he saw a copy of Volleyball Monthly on your desk, and he came up with an idea, softly, shyly inviting you to practice that afternoon. To his relief, you nodded vigorously, even giving him a smile so uncharacteristic of the cold person you came off as. When you arrived just as the warmup had ended, Rintarou found himself desperate to impress you, face impassive from where you sat to the side.

As Atsumu set to him, he leapt has high as he could, stretching as far over as possible and hitting the ball with a ridiculous amount of spin with his body at a near right-angle. Though he had done it to show off to you, he was outright shocked when you ran directly onto the court to grab his arm, a literal grin on your face.

"Holy shit, Suna, that was so cool! How did you hit it at that angle? And, woah, that spin was incredible-"

You continued rambling as the team cast him somewhat bemused glances, until you cut yourself off when the middle blocker said nothing.

"Uh, sorry, I got a little carried away, I just love to play and wa-"

The Suna Rintarou cracked a genuine smile, a soft lilt to the lips solely for you as he ignored what was occurring at the practice around him.

"I didn't know you were such a big fan of volleyball."

You giggled. Giggled. "I really love it - your spike is amazing!"

He found himself laughing. Maybe I have a chance with her after all.

OSAMU knew he didn't know a lot about you, though he also did know a lot, given that he genuinely liked you. He didn't know the extent of how little he knew about you, though, until he fumbled his way through asking you to volleyball practice (yes, as somewhat of a date) and you replied with a "sure" that was just a little warmer than the usual impartiality of your tone.

He had no time wait for you when you were running late, and started practice instead - unaware as he and Atsumu practiced their quick that you were watching quietly from the doorway. His twin let out a yell as he ran, the set coming so perfectly into his hand as he smacked it down, waiting for the satisfying smack of the ball hitting the ground ...

Which never came, Osamu instead hearing the slap of a volleyball against skin, and he landed from the jump with his grey eyes wide.

You stood on the other side of the net, rubbing your now red arm as the volleyball flew in a trajectory obviously originating from you, a bright grin on your face and enthusiasm shining through your expression.

"Woah, your quick is insanely good!" you said excitedly, ducking under the net to stand right in front of Osamu. "It was way too tough to receive!"

"Y-Y/N?" he barely managed to say, voice shaking in shock.

You laughed, passing the ball back to him and brushing your fingertips against his in the process. "I'm super passionate about volleyball, so I play a little, and it's so cool how good you guys are!"

Warmth filled Osamu's chest as he stared at you, flushed and grinning, and his heart fluttered just a little because of you, and damnit, you were just about the perfect girl, 'indifference' and all.

࿐ 𝐟𝐚𝐞'𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐞𝐭, 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐧 !!

[tutuandscoot]

This is one of my very very VERY favourite mid-program pictures. This is the only place I have seen it- a screen shot from a segment on The Social- hence the watermark. I did find a full length version that I’ll post at the end that is covered in watermarks also so obviously unusable. But yeh let me tell you why I loooovvveeee this:

This is on the Choctaw in the circle step seq. And it’s right on the lyrics “why does my heart cry” on any of the footage of this, coz it’s in the front right corner there’s never been front-on footage of it so until this pic I never really knew what was happening from the front..

Let’s start with Scotty.. omg… guys I’m literally never gonna shut up about what an incredible performer he is.. look at the commitment and abandon in his eyes.. he’s so lost in his character. He played this role so so well coz it’s sooo complicatd and layered-he has to really play a few different characters and kinda after this is when he gradually starts shedding the aggressive, predator character. His face and the way he’s holding her.. like he’s really presenting and displaying her to the judges.. just death staring them with this sinister look in his eyes and showing how he has total control of her. There’s so much going on in this story that this moment is like almost predicting the future- that she’s gonna die. Coz T’s face is like.. OMFG 🥺😭 I just want to save her. Like this isn’t a sexy moment- it’s her literally hanging onto life. Her face is foreshadowing that she gonna die- and this is showing what that would be under the darker circumstances- if she’d died at the hand of her aggressor rather than illness. There’s fear and helplessness in her eyes. Like she’s just trying hang on as he drags her away. I’ve said in another post how the the design around her neck kinda in a subtle way looks blood dripping down. And in the previous version of this (sci/nhk) he was choking her so this is like a less legit-obvious version of that same movement. Like his hand is just close enough to her neck to imply that he’s hurting her but not really- also side note- this is just another instance that shows how close they are in their partnering- his arm bent at nearly 90 degrees hand all the way over her shoulder- not just touching the top of it. On the actual footage of this in the IE she completely let’s her head go- almost decapitated- it just completely drops to the side towards his hand but usually in his more gentle character/demeanour he would be there to catch it. But it just drops and rolls around as he drags her away into the tango part:

I really can’t stress enough what phenomenal performers and artists they are.. so so much of what they are doing goes unnoticed by the general audience. In the competition format the audience just sees the stark ‘style’ contrasts between the top teams. But it’s what goes on beneath the surface with VM- the intention behind everything, the reason for it. That’s the stuff that can really only be understood by those who have been there themselves.. TS are true dancers. Obviously I love them endlessly and I’m dedicated to them only -so I don’t know much about other teams’ processes, but you can tell the difference between VM and everyone else- and it’s that they DANCE, everyone else skates. Dance is so much more than moving to music, it can be just about that, but IMO it’s the ones who completely shed their worldly selves in service of their story- they allow themselves to be consumed by their art. It’s that they live the music and the story in their souls. It feels like the music is coming out of them, as brilliant and damn near perfect as they are athletically it’s what comes from the inside out with them. They don’t start from the outside and work in. Yes it is a visual sport where lines need to be aesthetically pleasing and correct skating technique is required- but because they are already so good in that respect they are able to just live and perform as artists internally and can express that through their bodies. It’s funny to me that they have been referred to as ‘the people’s ice dancers- that the emotion they express is so easy to understand’ where as *certain other teams, are more elitist and secretive about their style and emotion- which is so ironic to me because as I mentioned above, what TS do is such a high level- introverted approach to their performances- that is very difficult for the majority of people to understand, yet it comes off as so relatable and the emotion is so easy to understand for everyone who watches them, where as *certain others, at least from my POV, approach it externally and from a very visual, superficial perspective which you would think is more relatable coz there so few layers. TS express real human emotion and make your heart ache for them. This moment pictured is so brief and as I said from this angle you get so much more than on the footage. You just want to save her from him but you know later on and by the end you just want them to be ok and be together forever. Their process is so internal and so about what they create between the two of them, yet welcome every one to experience it with them. They aren’t selfish about it- it’s not all about them. They can have it both ways because they are that good.

“One love, we get to share it”🎶

Ok poetic rant over.. I just love them so much or hurts sometimes. Here’s the full length picture:

[cockworkangels]

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#5

but like it makes me so insane to think that when the empty took cas after his love confession to dean that was the only moment in time when free will and peace coexcisted.

1758 notes • Posted 2021-04-25 09:19:46 GMT

#4

all good things must come to an end and that’s why supernatural won’t die

1945 notes • Posted 2021-10-05 07:39:13 GMT

#3

it’s genuinely so funny when people are talking about ruining the integrity of supernatural. like Girl. what integrity? they literally have dedicated an entire season to dick jokes, established that dean’s like super into tentacles, satan uses puppy play as a form of torture and they shot god with a gun. to start with. What Integrity?

2500 notes • Posted 2021-04-04 17:17:08 GMT

#2

Here’s a recap of the Mark Sheppard panel (i might have missed things though)

Mark talking about how it was difficult to work with all the different writers interpretations of Crowley and still keep it Crowley

Mark’s been sober 31 years but 2020 made him want to drink or shoot heroin

Mark loved the season 8 finale and crowley being injected with human blood. he thinks the finale’s one of the best thing they’ve done.

Mark said that the ’polite anwer’ to the question what is the thing that he wanted Crowley to do but never made it to the show, is that in the end of s12 he made a t-shirt of it and raised a lot of money to charity

He liked that Crowley was the smartest character in the show

He admired Crowley’s percistance

He loved when the made Crowley’s ring tone baby got back and dean’s caller id not moose

He doesn’t know what he learnt from crowley

Rowena is not Crowley’s mom but Fergus’ mom ’make of that what you will’

The most difficult scene to shoot was the one where Jensen had to say the zorro mask line and kept breaking

The Dean thing was ’a weird bromance’.

Sam thing was always an antagonist thing

He spent most time with Misha and he found the realtionship between Cas adn Crowley was interesting. It was interesting (said twice lol). And he wonders how he learnt nothing during all those years.

Mark thinks everybody associates Crowley with the song mister crowley thanks to Robb

He likes fanart and thinks it’s lovely

Villains are characters with a slightly different moral compass

When somebody tells him to describe spn in five words he always gos with ’a baby in a trenchcoat’ because of Misha

His favourite scene with Crowley and Rowena was the bus station scene

Favourite Crowley line: ’where’s your moose?’

He was supposed to do one episode and 8 years later he was still there

He didnt like crowley in s11 and 12 when asked what was his favourite change in crowley. s12 was ’pointless’

He thinks Chuck didn’t write Crowley’s death.

If Crowley had lived would he have been able to find love? He can’t answer but REALLY likes the question

S8 his favourite. Wow he really likes s8. It was the best stuff they ever did together. it’s the best example of ’what Supernatural really is.’

The most painful thing is to work with people with horrible fake accents.

And man he was speeding through those questions.

4851 notes • Posted 2021-03-06 19:46:51 GMT

#1

can you imagine that in like 50 years we’ll have grandchildren or whatever and they’ll be asking ”grandma what did you do during the years of the pandemic?” and i’ll have to face the fact that grandma literally spent all her time thinking about a gay angel and a repressed kansas man from a cw show.

5356 notes • Posted 2021-08-03 01:55:40 GMT

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[green-blue-heller]

You don’t choose the cockles life, the cockles life chooses you...

Welcome to the cockles dumpster mansion. Group therapy is every Monday at 11 am EST. 😂

Honestly, you were me two months ago. I came to tumblr for some Destiel after the confession. I didn’t want to hurt on my own.

And whoosh. Less than half an hour later, I was in the dumpster as I realized Destiel only exists because these two fuckers can’t control themselves around each other (Jensen more so, as he gets all heart eyes and gooey around Misha). But Misha doesn’t help when you realize he comes on stage because Jensen is struggling and gives him the softest kiss on the cheek before aggressively fake making out to a Hitch scene that wasn’t even in the script they were doing. And that Jen had already said he wasn’t going to do and threw the box with the script to the floor.

But oh... here comes Misha on stage and suddenly he’s like “so I spent ten minutes squashing the whole Dean and Cas thing, and now they want us to make out.” Like... Jensen, honey, you just said you weren’t doing it and had moved on. But here comes Misha and you’re like, well, guess we’re making out now. 😂

Subtlety isn’t Nesnej’s strong suit. Actually, I think we had Jensen here lol. He probably wouldn’t have been as uneasy during his panel if he’d had some apple juice.

And screw Osric, for saying that what we see is them, all the time - the way they look at each other. That it’s not just on set. That it’s how they are in real life all the time.

And screw Jensen for that ten year anniversary post and that JIB10 selfie and letting Misha straddle him onstage.

Yes... because it gets SO. MUCH. WORSE. than this.

This is tame compared to Jensen asking Misha if he’s sore from what just happened backstage. And then Jensen literally unbuckling and pulling down the front of his pants to show Misha his underwear at another JIB.

Or, as mentioned, JIB10 with straddlegate and the post straddlegate chest-to-chest (and assumingly pelvis-to-pelvis) selfie that looks like they just got done making out. And the pre-straddlegate comment from Jared about how Misha can take a good pounding...

Seriously. Fuck them.

Because I love them lol. 🥺🥰

I honestly expect them to just make out this year at JIB, no pretext, no hands between their mouths. Just full on, giving Daniela a heart attack, to where Jared puts his hands up and shakes his head, and won’t even go out to chaperone like he was forced to last year after Misha got down on the ground and straddled Jensen... lol

But I will forever be haunted by the image of Misha on top of Jensen, who has his hand up like he’s trying to hold Misha’s hand, who slaps it away before putting his hand on Jensen’s throat and growls into the mic “yeah, you sexy bitch, you like that, don’t you?”

Because FUCK.

They should be billed for my therapy.

Though, to answer Misha’s question, from watching Jensen uncomfortably keep playing with and trying to fix his jeans afterward, I’m going to say, yes, yes he did like that lol 😂😏

[destieldisaster]

13x23 - Let the Good Times Roll

In which Lucifer and Michael arrive in our world, face Jack, and then face each other, ending in Lucifer's death and Michael possessing Dean

Any Cas? Yessss

Any Jack? Yessss

CARRY ON MY WAYWARD SOOOOOON

Nice rundown of the shitty state of the world, Sammy

"And you call where we come from apocalypse world?" I mean, it's a decent joke, but yes??? Your world is literally nothing but war and death???

The four of them on a hunt together 🥺 Dean quizzing Jack on how to kill werewolves 🥺 They're a little hunter family 🥺

Rowena and Charlie are roadtripping together 😏

Uh oh, rip Maggie..

He wants to retire! He wants to go to the beach and live a happy life! And he wants Cas to come with them!

Dean and Jack talking about the people they couldn't save 🥺

Dean's so good with Jack right now and it's breaking my damn heart..

Ohhhh crappy dramatic zoom, wanna guess who directed this? (Yep, it's Singer)

Oh noooo, Jack, you don't know he did anything!

"You shot me." "To get your attention." I wanna laugh but I also kinda wanna cry..

Oh no, oh no, oh no, Jack, it's not your fault 😭

Yepppp, Cas gives Dean Beyonce

Ughhhh, fucking Lucifer again

Very nice, Dean

Oh Jaaaaaack, he's just a kid, I hate that Lucifer is trying to get into his head like this and I really fucking hate that it's working..

Hand to hand combat against an arch angel at full force

Of course Jack hears it and of course Jack goes to them 😊

Daaaaaamn. Now KILL HIM.

Well at least Jack's seen his true colors now, fucking finally

Holy shit

WHAT??? HOW THE FUCK DID THEY LET THAT HAPPEN??? HOW WAS LUCIFER ABLE TO TAKE JACK'S GRACE LIKE THAT??? I fucking hate this.

"What if you had your sword" fuuuuuuck, here we go

"He's family" 😭

Did ANYONE think Michael would actually leave Dean in charge????

Of course Sam and Jack would both rather die than kill the other. 🥺

"I love you. I love all of you."  😭

WINGS

I mean, it's not quite the world destroying battle season 5 promised..

Bye bye Lucifer, fucking finally

Aaaand of course Michael takes over

Oh Cas, he thinks he's lost everything 🥺

God, Jensen as Michael is disturbing

[mentally-ill-hyperfixation]

It’s a toss between 3 “I need you” “I’d rather have you cursed or not” “We are”

Literally all of purgatory is just 🔥🔥🔥 also 13x01 is powerful as well

I don’t read as many fics as I should but my number 1 is twist and shout

I don’t really know 🤔 I mostly look at fanart on Pinterest lol so I never really know who the artists are but I do know that they are incredibly talented :)

@destielette @destielstuffandthings and @destiel-love-forever

I like the one’s where Sam sets them up lol they always make me smile and destiel is just better when you acknowledge Sam and Dean’s brotherly bond :)

When I first started watching SPN, I was kinda aware that it was a ship and I didn’t understand at first but then I began to see it more as Cas appear more.

I’m not even joking when I say the entirety of season 8.

When Dean told Cas he couldn’t stay. Also the breakup aka soon to be make up hopefully.

Ok I love the idea of Sam knowing and shipping it (because that’s high key clear in the musical episode) but I also find the idea of Sam being oblivious and finding out inexplicably funny to me because his reaction would be amazing lmao.

I’m really hoping it does but I really don’t know 🤷‍♀️

If it did, I don’t think it would be this big kiss or something. I kinda just want it to be something simple to tell everyone “yeah you were right” but not like chuck it at us unrealistically and/or rushed.

I’ve always had the headcanon that the camera would pan down from Dean and Cas’ faces and to their hands and they just hold/intertwine them or something? Idk it feels like it’s not overbearing but also not too subtextual. I’ve always imagined something a lot more soft than something like smut lol

I mean we know that Dean will pray to Cas in episode 9 so I have pretty positive view on what’s to come. However whenever I watch a new episode I just can’t even fathom how they will turn this around in our favor it makes me really anxious lol. Fingers crossed though🤞

I love them so much and I just want them to be happy again 🥺

Bonus:

I normally refer to it as Destiel but I don’t have any problem with DeanCas or CasDean as long as it’s a thing then I’m all good :)

Destiel Asks

1. What is your favourite Destiel quote? 

2. What is your favourite Destiel moment? 

3. What are your top 5 favourite Destiel fanfics? 

4. Who are your favourite Destiel fan artists? 

5. Who are your favourite Destiel tumblr accounts? 

6. What is your favourite fanfic trope for Dean and Cas?

7. What made you start shipping Destiel? What’s the story? 

8. What is/are your favourite episode/s for Destiel? 

9. What is the most heartbreaking Destiel moment to you? 

10. Does Sam know and ship it? Or is he oblivious? (or smthn else?)

11. Do you think it’ll ever go textually canon?

12. How do you think it would logically go canon if it did?

13. What is your ideal way for Destiel to go canon?

14. What are your s15 DeanCas predictions? 

15. Any fave headcanons, comments, or anything else you want to share about Deancas? 

Bonus: DeanCas or Destiel?