#he's been busy with his videos

[heartorbit]

happy halloween! 🎃🐈‍⬛👻🐇

[tblsomedoodles]

FW! Mikey crochets!

he does a lot of other things too and crochet isn't his main thing (i think Raph eventually takes that as his main hobby later on) but he does do it!

[daily-ethoslab]

[844] q_q

[nobodybetterlookatme]

The boyfriend nearly sneezed on me but caught himself at the last second and pulled his shirt up to cover, so I'm gonna be thinking about that for the next week I think lmao

[synthshenanigans]

something something the window in light & night is a mirror and its all just been Whole looking in a mirror thinking about himself/his brain

[ikram1909]

https://x.com/b4ldestar/status/1764868244127748258?s=46&t=Y0Md76L8FR9umM1nmCkHnQ

i miss them :(

We used to be so happy 🫤🫤🫤🫤🫤

[0mossymeep0]

Happy Birthday, Oli! 🎉

A true gamer with some of the most unique streams and editing styles around

[2hoothoots]

So happy I finally found you! Your art has been lurking in my Pinterest feed for forever and I kept forgetting to check out your Tumblr pffff

Your art is so cool your grown-up versions of both Raz and Lili and very gender to me specifically ❤️❤️❤️

AW thank you!! it's always so wild to me to think about my stuff popping up on other sites, haha. perhaps this too will some day reach the distant shores of pinterest...

and i'm glad! (raz doesn't keep up with the On-Line Lingo but he'd still be flattered i'm sure)

[ziigee]

Wet Misha, Open mouth Misha is my weakness.. On my knees 🥵🫠and i don't pray help i can't stop staring at his mouth! Feral need to blog this

So many thoughts on the last one.. Instant combustion.

Mipples. Chest Hair. Unruly Hair. So Wet. Mouth. Auugh!. Cuties. Brooding.

Also, Misha in full white!! 👀

#personal note.

Monsoon was really getting to me, such a hassle with non stop rain for 12+ hours, flooding everywhere, dengue endemic, power cuts, lugging extra pair of dry clothes and rain accessories , bleh

After watching him i went and got drenched in rain!!! absolutely did nothing for the fiery unholy desire for HIM but it felt really good. Monsoon still sucks but willingly getting soaked in rain has a different feel to it..

This with the cockles panel video should keep me functioning for the next few months 💙💚

[rainyraisin]

The fact that screen rant just posted an article talking about something that Matpat pulled out of his ass ten years ago as if it’s fact is so fucking funny to me

No FNAF isn’t based off of a Chuck E Cheese shooting numbnuts people complained Scott’s models were scary so he made a scary game go touch grass

[worlds-least-responsible]

BOO. Guess who.

If anybody was concerned uh hi I'm not dead. Just busy. Busier than normal. Somebody get me out of here.

Coming in to check none of you are doing any questionable bullshit.

Don't ask me anything about it.

Ciao.

[randomfoggytiger]

Hoping against hope that DD reads "The House of My Mother: A Daughter's Quest for Freedom" and brings Shari Franke on his podcast to discuss the dangers and horrendous, soulless incentive of family vlogging.

[muchmossymess]

hahaha new life series please?

[igayorhm]

Some of y’all need to go back and learn what domestication is and how long it takes cause y’all really are out here gushing over and defending videos of dumb white people keeping wild animals like tigers and bears as pets all because they’re being fed from a baby bottle. 

[fuckyeahrevresbo]

I'm lonely.

I've been in this city for about 20 months now and... I guess it would be disingenuous to say I haven't made any friends. There's some coworkers (mostly former coworkers now) I get on with, and I've even had them over a couple times to chat and play a video game. But it's very rare, and I'm once again in the position where it's an I always need to be the one setting everything up situation. Not once have they ever suggested hanging out first.

I recognize how you meet new people. Just go to the same place consistently, do the same activity consistently. After a day at work, though, I don't feel much like going anywhere. Don't feel much like spending money at a place consistently (and most places you can go cost money). And I'm still about the only person I know who masks in public regularly, and I don't really like going places if I don't at least know people are vaxxed. Getting more and more difficult to ask about that, especially given the... political climate where I live.

I can still do things online with my friends back home. It's fun, I enjoy it. Have all these board games up here though that don't get played. I had hoped at least since I lived in the same place I'd see my cousins more often. It is more often, I guess, more often than the once or twice a year before, but it's not exactly... common. And it's unfair of me, but now I'm annoyed at one of them. Messaged her and her sister separately about getting together for board games. Got told by her (still haven't heard from her sister) that it's difficult because their schedules don't line up. I said to her they could come over different times, doesn't have to be together. I know her sister usually drives them, but I can drive, as I told her. And now I hear that she's meeting my roommate to do some activities on Saturday while I've got an online game. I don't begrudge them that per se, they're allowed to do stuff without me, but there's something about meeting my roommate in person for stuff and brushing aside my offer. I'm sure it's not like that, but... I'm lonely.

My roommate will occasionally play a board game with me, but in the evenings he's more inclined to watch a movie. I like watching movies on occasion, but...

Brought three board games back from my last trip home. Bought another one a couple weeks back. Feels like I've been overly optimistic. Feel that way every time I open grindr too.

Do I just go back home after this? Been telling people who asked I wasn't sure. There's something nice about being out here. And much as I complain about my current job, I don't want to have to try and find another one. But I'm nearly 20 months in. And I'm fucking lonely.

I need more people who message me first. Who hit me up to chat before I message them. Who ask if I want to hang out before I have to ask them. Mentally, I'm better than I was ten years ago, even five years ago, but there's still a little voice ready to enumerate all my faults and mistakes and to tell me I'm not wanted. If I'm always the one who has to make the plans, to remind people I exist and want to see them...

I take all my breaks at work alone now. The other coworkers I used to go on break with have left. The one that's still here... well, at first I might have said it was because they were on us to follow the break schedule. But she takes all her breaks with her other friend now, despite his break being scheduled later than mine. Even when we were down to just the three of us, she took break with him and asked our supervisor to get someone to cover while they went, whereas before she got annoyed with people taking breaks in a way that didn't provide coverage.

Yeah, I can give people a smile or a laugh or some fries, but do they actually want to hang out with me? Rationally, I know they do, but tonight's a bad night, and I'm lonely.

And how do I tell people that part of me feels unwanted because people don't message first without it sounding like a guilt trip? I've been guilted before, and it feels awful. I don't want people to feel guilty, and I definitely don't want them to feel like they have to reach out to me as an obligation. Just want... I dunno, assurance that I'm not just there, not just a warm body to fill a place.

I'm lonely.

[professorupdog]

I am of course anti-hostile architecture but like. In the setting of altering or removing benches and shelters at bus stops, putting pedestrians in hazardous positions, loitering deterrents, etc

I can’t really convince myself to be mad about anti skateboarding measures. I understand you’re mad you can’t ride the rail down this long staircase until you launch into the road but that’s dumb as hell. Maybe you shouldn’t be able to move at high speeds around blind corners with heavy foot traffic. Maybe that is in fact dangerous. There should be more places where you can have fun on your skateboard so you can do buckwild shit like back flipping off of a ramp or whatever. You’re not facing oppression though when you get yelled at for almost knocking over a senior citizen because you couldn’t land your trick or when you have your buddy stop traffic because you wanna go down a hill fast.