#he need a breaak

[mimolecactus]

Sometimes a lil' break for a killer angel IS esential.

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I created the snake shirt now i want it in real .. 👌😖

[haechanplsacceptmylove]

Regret pt.2

Part one 🍓 part two 🍓 part three 🍓 part four🍓

A/n: omg what did i just do- anyway bet y'all didn't see that coming but I really NEED you guys to tell me if you want a happy or a sad ending!

You open your apartment's door and step in, Mino stepping in after you and closes the door behind him "you ok?" he asks following you to the kitchen as you take a glass of cold water to cool yourself down "not really.."

"y/n that's kinda fucked up" he says after hearing your story "I know I'm so fucking mad right now" you say facepalming feeling your tears threatening to come out, mino looks at you sadly "I can treat you better" he thinks to himself and walks to your fridge taking beer bottles out and snacks and places them on the living room. you show him a fade smile "you know me" you walk to sit in front of the table and open a bottle and drink it after saying cheers.

-after 2h-

"this fucncking annoyuying gamer i will breaak his computerr and BURN his chair i sweeaar to godddhh" you say swaying your 6th beer bottle and Mino giggle at your drunk state "all i aksed for waas LOVE AND ATTENTION WHATS SO HARD" you slam the bottle on the table after drinking all of it in one shot "y/n stop you're gonna die at this rate" he tries to take the bottle from you but you hold his hand "you yes you why did you BREAK UP WITH ME WE WERE SO PERFECTTTTH" you point at the now confused person sitting in front of you "y/n you're drunk let me help you go to the bed, you need to rest" Mino tries to get up but you pull him back down "you broke my heart DO YOU KNOW THAT I FUCKING CRIED FOR WEEKS- NO MONTHS AND YOU WERE JUST HAVING FUN WITH YOUR GIRLS YOU NEVER LOVED ME DID U" you're now a crying mess "only if you didn't break up with me i wouldn't have been shamelessly looking for attention from everyone and wishing they could love me" you look down sobbing "y/n-" you interrupt him "wHAT NOW just go leave me and give your attention to something else i wouldn't be surprised even my boyfriend did that" "Y/N!" he raises his voice and you look at him realising what you just said. As you were just about to apologise he holds your cheeks and leans in for a soft love filled kiss and you kiss him back hesitantly. After some time you both are in a heated make out session when you hear a knock on your door "y/n baby please open the door" you hear the one and only boy's voice Donghyuck.

[abtoddler]

Sooo pooh bear and the mala around Pooh bear has been helping me face my fears. Imma be brave and does them for here so maybe it not has be fear that keeps being what causes me shutting down on everything. Like when i breaaks i cant hands the keys off, no. I break, and crumple. Then theres nothing letting me stay connected to things which makes more. Problems.

So my fears:

Dying in the pandemic because of my long history of chronic pain, and as a gay male i not has the responsibility of lifes and next generation that comes.

Information is always abused. I learned that from my mom best. I not going to let it control me, and im certainly not going to let it influence any future actions. So i know my chances go down the more time this drags on, as non essential services.

Ive got my brothers and daddy and all his boys to keep things good. Im safe from my mom im safe from bad, and i has soo much good i want to see. I am on such a massive threshold im sooo scared of if this works even every bad thing is a good thing cause it makes it not be in vain.

I may be non essential in the traditional sense, but my work, and our community of littles who have been the most amazing brothers i could ever ask for, you kept me safe when i am being abused. I want to keeps you safe. I know it not essential but to me, being a little is my entire world. I am happy in it, but i dont want it abused, i need not big things in big ways. I can do what needs it, but i want dreams of being brave like the cartoons taught. I wanna be confidident like a kid. I wanna be not scareder of being made dead by lack of use.

I want tell all of us imma build a safe place, imma buld it for all of us who scared. The ones whose scary evil family abuses, the ones whose left to cry and be in piss soaked beds for years, and then still dredges up behaviors that at soooo many years later, comes up.

I wanna show everyone in the academy that little boys like us, specifically the lost littles, the misfits and the pirates, the mad hatter, i was given a gift to day.

I got named by the magic community, to hold a title as, merlin, fully. Like what ive done, is a global network. Built around being magic and being little, built for us, to keep us safe if jobs we do are made for us to he chill and does or like I broken mind currently to much abuse it makes be brokes. So my daddy and big brothers and our family knows that i have to go get my brother out ther and imma gonna has someones i can shar fears and hopes and scary things with cause he can wifs mee too.

I not gonna let this be it for me, i not let it. I not be irrelevant and i not be scared of not being necessary life...imma set it to be the frsts of things to do is changes that for us as muchs as possible. I loves all of the littles oit there and I Thankies soooooooo much that i get to be a child of the fae, that i really do get to be merlin, ^.^ im so excited ^.^

Thankies and gotta together call the lost littles....alll of us needs to come together instead of let these people and scary fears

Of not being necessary to keep alive

Of being okay with the very real question of will this be a thing i can survive or will this be what of all things finally does it. I not know.

I want find out. If you want find out too, let’s together to do, we nots lone if we does together.

[toontowncreepypasta]

rewr”it”ten ideas

Richie - not much changes to richie, but drop the internalized homophobia arc for the most part. it is still aa part of his character, but have his insecurities and fear center around being neurodivergent instead. being broken and flawed, fear of abandonment. write more about him being jewish in a faamily that is trying to hide that theyre jewish.

Eddie - ok and then give RICHIES arc of internalized homophobia BACK to eddie, have his inner conflict come from both breaaking away from his mothers abuse as WELL as being open with himself about being inlove with richie, have them be connected, one cannot be complete without the other as sonias fear originated from eddie being aa little fruit.

Ben - transfeminine. pull back on her interest in derry history, have her be more interested in culture as a whole as well as infrastructure and building, give mike his interests back, but also have them develop a closer friendship, as theyre the two newest members with the same special interests

Stan - not much change to sweet stan here, just have him be explored more! hes got a lot of good stuff here, it just needs to be focused on more! expliore his and richies relationship being the two only kids in derry who are jewish, and them being not just friends but family friends who grew up together.

Bill - COMPLETELY REWORK THIS CHARACTER, ENTIRELY. keep core personality traits, tends to be a bit hard headed and selfish, but in generala really wants to be a care taker, is aa good older brother who made a mistake sending georgie out there alone. seriously needs a complete rework.

Bev - i think bevs pretty ok as she is, but definetly needs more development. i think making bev a sort of... angsty edgy preteen is a really good direction to take a character like her and i wish they didnt retcon it in the second chapter. once again, just needs more development. with the other boyus especially, but it bums me out they completely cut her and richies friendship esp when they have even more of a reason to be friends with them both being targeted as some sexual deviant as kids

Mike - COMPLETELY REWORK THIS CHARACTER. not because of the problems like bill has where bills genuinely an unlikeable character but Mike gets a horrible hand in MOST itterations of him, definetly take a lot of inspo from the 1990 version (which i still need to finish) again expand specigfically on his and bens relationship.