#he might complain about it but he'll always give his whole self when asked

[ardate]

What’s your favorite and least favorite thing about Marc? :3

HMM that's a hard one... Because I also love all of his flaws and shortcomings, he's a very imperfect person but it's also the salt of life, and a lot of that plays into each other 🤔

For instance, I love his unwavering loyalty; once he's given it to someone he'll go to the end of the world for that person if need be. But it also means it falls into an almost (sometimes self) destructive territory at times, he can prioritize the person above everything else including himself.

So ultimately I guess something I hate is the way he can forget to care for himself and never set down proper boundaries. Cuz he's selfless in a shitty way.

[blueberrymocha]

killua alphabet

A: how affectionate are they?

✰ he's not affectionate. he's not very used to it obviously, growing up how he did. it'd probably fluster him a lot too, so it'd take a lot of time before he showed you much affection.

B: would they break up with their partner?

✰ i don't think so. he's pretty commutative with you so if you were having troubles, he'd prefer to talk it out over ending things.

✰ if he were to though, he's the type not to tell you in person, leaving a note or message.

C: what is cuddling like with them?

✰ he's not picky, sometimes he could be sprawled across you while other times you'll be spooning him. if you asked him, he wouldn't turn it down but he himself rarely initiates, so you'd probably only cuddle at night or if you weren't feeling well.

D: what do your dates look like?

✰ mostly doing activities together. he'd prefer you're not just sitting around since you already have plenty time to do that. some of his favorites would be skateboarding, training/sparring, arcade, and surfing.

E: do they have a lot of energy?

✰ definitely not. he's super laidback and chill, but he'd love a partner who balanced him out by being wild and energized.

F: who made the first move?

✰ you did. it definitely seemed like a one sided crush for you, so you never intended to tell him. but once while you were having an fight, it slipped out and he was like :0 "you too?"

G: what kind of gifts do they give you?

✰ he'd be so greedy when it came to anyone else, but with you he always shares. so instead of buying you a ton of gifts, he gives you bites of his food or lets you borrow his clothing.

✰ when he does buy a gift though, it's not cheap at all. he has a good balance of thoughtful and expensive, so it'll probably be something you like to use often, such as perfume in your favorite scent.

H: would they have any habits?

✰ staying up late/pulling all-nighters. he just doesn't sleep for some reason. you can pull him into bed, but a good quarter of the time he'll just stay awake.

I: how often do they say "i love you"?

✰ he's a little too embarrassed to say it to your face, so he'll tell you when you're sleeping or on call. so while technically quite often, the only time you'd hear it is on special occasions like your birthday.

J: what's it like when they're jealous?

✰ he's super cold and rude to the person he's jealous of. he might also get snappy with you. if it goes on for too long he'll find some excuse and end the exchange himself.

✰ he'd definitely be in a bad mood the rest of the day unless you pulled him to the side and talked about it. once you reassure him that you don't care for the other person, his whole demeanor changes and he completely denies ever being jealous.

K: how do they feel about kids?

✰ he's too young to have given it much thought. not to mention while growing up, he'd never expected to love someone enough to start a family anyway.

✰ if you did decide to have children, he wants a daughter so bad. he literally radiates girl dad energy.

L: how loyal are they?

✰ fully committed to you. there's just no chance this boy would ever leave you, especially not for someone else.

M: what are mornings like with them?

✰ he's very soft in the morning, much lower energy than during the day. you'd probably wake up to him with an arm around you while he talks about any plans today. once you're fully awake, he'd be back to his usual self, asking what you want to do for breakfast.

N: what nicknames do they call you?

✰ nothing romantic. he'd use an inside joke and never let you live it down. he's too much of a tsundere to actually be nice 💀

O: how observant are they?

✰ he's pretty observant, but he also has a habit of reading into things too much or doubting himself. if he noticed something going on with you, like you're in a bad mood and keep complaining about cramps, he'd assume it's your period but would shy away from confirming it incase he jumped to conclusions.

P: how do they feel about pda?

✰ not for him. even if you like it, he still wouldn't want to. he just doesn't want to be that couple who's all over eachother in public.

Q: how quick do they fall in love?

✰ it takes a while. people don't grow on him fast to begin with, and you're his first love so it's also an unfamiliar feeling. once he does realize his love, he'd probably deny or ignore it.

R: how romantic would they be?

✰ not at all in your day to day life. on anniversaries and birthdays though, he'd plan things out and be much more confident.

✰ i see him as a rose petals leading you to the box of gourmet chocolates with a pretty card and teddy bear before taking you to your favorite restaurant on valentine's day type of guy.

✰ but again he's only like that when he has time to prepare. otherwise, he’s so unromantic it’s as if you’re just friends…

S: what would they smell like?

✰ he doesn't have a strong scent. you probably wouldn't smell anything unless he'd just put on cologne or whatever. speaking of, i see him enjoying sweet scents, he's big on vanilla.

T: how do they show they trust you?

✰ when he lets you show him physical affection. he wouldn't lay in the lap of anyone else, so if he's reciprocative to your touch, he trusts you a lot.

U: how understanding are they?

✰ he can be unintentionally apathetic and too honest sometimes, but if you need grace he'll always hear you out. and while he might not understand, he's there for you the best he can be.

V: how vulnerable are they with you?

✰ he's never vulnerable unless he has a nightmare. he mostly wants to move on from the past, so he wouldn't talk about what happened during his childhood a lot.

✰ when he does talk, he really doesn't know how to say things, so it's more of a rambling. he'd be so thankful if you'd just wrap your arms around him while he finds the right words.

W: whole, do they feel incomplete without you?

✰ for sure. the two of you are joined at the hip, he’ll want to do everything with you. if you ever have to be apart, he’ll still try and keep contact. in cases where it’s not possible, he’d be very irritable the whole time.

✰ he gets used to your presence surprisingly easily, so its like he’s missing something whenever you’re gone.

X: whats an xtra headcanon?

✰ his hair is super fluffy. i feel like mito might've said something like that in 1999, so if she did i totally agree.

Y: how many years would they wait to propose?

✰ he'd ideally wait until your mid twenties. he doesn't see a rush to get married and wants the two of you to enjoy the dating stage. if you happen to be adamant about marrying young, he’ll propose a lot quicker, after all, your happiness comes first.

Z:  zzz, who falls asleep first?

✰ you, no question.

[pomplalamoose]

Hiiiiii sorry to be back again, but I just love your stuff 😅 one more, then I promise I’ll shut up lol headcanons for how luke is in a relationship after that whole feelings drama/confession from the last ask?

Hello back, you are always welcome in my asks!!!🫶🏻 this turned out to be nothing but pure fluff, like, I'm not exaggerating. Hopefully you'll have a blast🤠

• like I mentioned in another ask: I think the romantic relationship between you and Luke would develop slowly

• after a lot of repressed feelings and misunderstandings he is very careful in how he approaches you

• under no circumstances does he want to hurt your feelings again

• so before you present yourselves as a couple or as "officially dating" to the outside world, there is a lot of back and forth

• not in a bad way though

• you have been friends for a long time and now, that your feelings are in the open, it's like you are getting to know each other in a whole new light

• suddenly Luke is endearingly shy around you

• you keep blushing and giggling like a teenager

• it's very funny to watch but you don't mind being the main entertainment of your friend group

• all that matters to you is to discover this newfound dynamic, to simply let it unfold

• Luke in particular really enjoys and welcomes this change of pace

• especially when compared to the stressful years that came before

• for once nobody is urging him to make hard decisions or rushing him along

• finally he can experience what others were able to long ago and what the war took from him: really falling in love for the first time

• together you figure out how you want your relationship to look like, what your respective love languages are, whether you like to go on dates or not, etc.

• as a quick and avid learner Luke soaks up all this new information like a sponge and does his best to immediately implement it in your daily life

• he's especially happy about being able to touch you without worrying you might catch on to his hidden feelings

• he loves to reach out for you whenever he can

• at the beginning only fleetingly to make sure you're not uncomfortable with it

• but slowly he grows bolder, basically buzzing with excitement whenever you are within the range of his arm

• he likes holding your hand

• he likes to hold just a finger of yours with one of his

• he likes playing with your clothes and hair

• he likes resting his hand on your knee, thigh, back, shoulder, arm, hand

• he likes brushing your hair out of your face and to tuck it behind your ears

• he likes to tuck you into his side

• he likes when you lean into him, resting your head on his shoulder

• he likes kissing you

• he likes holding you when he falls asleep and after he wakes up

• just like before he loves spending his time in your presence

• even if it's just to watch you getting ready for the day or an event

• you can always ask him about your outfits and undoubtedly he will give you a nice and reflected answer

• sometimes he asks you to wear a certain dress because he thinks you look extra pretty in it

• (often he asks you to wear his clothes because he likes how cute and small they make you look)

• mesmerized by your hair, he likes to brush and braid it

• if he has the time he joins in on your self care routines; he thinks wearing a face mask and a fluffy bathrobe is hilarious

• you are allowed to practice your make up skills on his face

• he accompanies you on shopping sprees without complaining

• he picks out clothes for you to try on as well and he's over the moon if you like them

• he regularly takes you out on dates

• he likes when you take him out on dates

• he likes receiving flowers just as much as you do

• if you are insecure about your body, personality or abilities/lack there of he'll be very sad

• to him you are wonderful in every way and he always tries his hardest to make you see it too

• he's your biggest fan

• he's the first to support your ideas and plans, whatever they may be about

• he will make sure you know just how beautiful you are to him

• whatever you hate about your body, he loves

• he carries a list with him that he likes to dramatically unfold and read aloud when he catches you talking badly about yourself

• he never stops flirting even after you have been dating for a while

• he likes to lightly smack your ass when he's walking past or behind you on the stairs

• (he likes it when you smack his too but he won't admit to it)

• you can come to him with all your worries and problems and whatever it is you need in that moment, he will give

• he'll make you laugh

• he'll hold you

• he'll simply listen

• he'll talk shit with you about anyone if it makes you feel better

• he definitely gets invested in gossip and secretly enjoys it when you keep him updated

• when you can't spend your time together, he'll make sure to check in on you with the Force

• since he doesn't really care for decoration he lets you go off the rails with it, he's just happy to be there

• he's very emotionally intelligent and not ashamed to cry

• he communicates like a champ

• he's the opposite of toxic masculinity, he's HEALTHY masculinity

• Luke Skywalker is a sweetheart

[ruvviks]

the whole mind, body & soul part for thiago mayhaps? or vitali hehe. u choos!

oc asks!

1) What is a habit your character has that others might find cute?

whenever thiago sneezes it's a very soft sneeze and he always makes a little >_< !!! face with it which is very cute because his nose scrunches up and all :] he also tends to pull the sleeves of his shirt over his hands when he's in deep thought or listening to someone, and he fidgets with his earrings a lot

2) Are there particular sounds your character is fond of?

thiago loves the sound of crickets and rustling of leaves! that's the sounds of the night to him and he loves sitting outside at night to just be in nature and to feel like he's part of the world :] he also really loves the sound of music playing in another room. he doesn't listen to music himself too often but he enjoys it when others are listening to music and he can kind of listen along, it's less about the music and more about the vibe and the feel it gives him

3) Is your character more prone to fight or flight?

thiago will always shoot directly into fight mode but usually in a cat kind of way. when something startles him or catches him off guard he will start slapping toward the source and he jumps back at the same time LMAO when it's an actual serious situation he will react more appropriately though, either by pulling out a weapon or jumping to take cover :]

4) Does your character believe in myths and fairy tales?

thiago doesn't necessarily believe in any of them but he IS very fascinated by them and loves reading or hearing about them! also a big fan of like, cryptids and stuff. DEFINITELY does believe in ghosts though and is also superstitious but wouldn't be quick to admit that out loud but you can tell if you watch him go about his business for long enough

5) What words could tear your character down?

being called a coward :] and funnily enough the two people he cares about the most in the world both call him a coward!! and they're right about it too!!! [dies in the explosion]

but yeah in all seriousness thiago is so scared of so many things but he's trying so hard to not let it show. and he's doing such a great job at it and despite his fears he's still kicking!!! but also the way he's handling some things Does in fact make him a coward but he doesn't want to hear it. he can't hear it because everything is already difficult enough for him as it is and if people can't even see how brave he's being about it all then what's even the point?

6) How well does your character act under pressure?

thiago thinks he performs well under pressure but he very much does not. in fact, the second there's too much pressure on him he ends up losing control of situations because he stops using his brain cells and tries to get to a solution as quick as possible without really taking any consequences into account, which in the long run only negatively affects him or the rest of the gang

7) Is your character good at practicing self-care?

no :( thiago has never really had anyone looking out for him or taking care of him so he doesn't really have anything to base any self care on so he just doesn't really do it. the best he can do is take a nice warm bath + jack off + go to sleep early with a big glass of ice cold water. but he considers that to be a once a month reward that he needs to earn :/ one day he'll learn he can just do that every day if he wants

8) What scents does your character find comforting?

any sort of homey smell!! fresh linen, cedar wood, anything warm and inviting and cozy :] basically this (the "he" in question is bodhi btw):

9) Does your character have any allergies?

thiago has a light allergic reaction to several fruits but that won't stop him from eating them, but he will also always complain about his tongue feeling weird afterwards. like yeah buddy what did you think was gonna happen

10) Is your character a light, medium or heavy sleeper?

thiago is a pretty light sleeper but also not easily disturbed by noises :] he Will wake up a little bit but drifts off into sleep basically immediately again. it's very difficult to annoy him when he's trying to sleep, the most he will do is roll away from you if you're trying to annoy him on purpose but he will mostly just be dozing off. world's sleepiest man

11) Does your character have strong willpower?

thiago has exceptional self control most of the time, unless he is very distraught in which case he will spiral so fast and do all the wrong things. he's very prone to just giving up completely when a situation seems broken beyond repair and in that scenario he simply gets up and leaves which is a very bad habit he can't seem to break. if he cares about the other person involved enough he will instead start doing everything and anything they ask of him without any limits in order to get back on their good side in some insane attempt to fix the relationship. also not very good :(

but in any other regular situation thiago is very self aware especially when it comes to vices and temptations. he knows what's good for him (and what's not) and knows what and where to stay away from

12) Is your character more likely to give advice or seek it?

thiago is more likely to give advice! whether it's good advice or not is a whole different story but he would rather listen to himself speak (and in a way he's also talking himself through the problem this way so it's a win-win) than give in to the mortifying ordeal of having to ask for help

13) How does your character relax?

thiago has somehow managed to convince himself he's the most laid-back and relaxed guy in all of night city when in reality he's definitely more like a neurotic prey animal than anything else. he thinks that when he's sitting somewhere in dead silence with nothing going on in his head it's because he's chilling and so relaxed but in reality it's because he's just frozen in fear of basically everything. but he doesn't know that. because he's a bit dumb

14) Is there a secret thing your character longs to hear?

thiago just needs to hear that he's doing a good job. most of the time he's not even entirely sure what he's doing or if it's gonna work out for him etc etc so just having someone else tell him he's actually doing Good. would help him a lot. also just needs to be called a good boy tbh

15) Does your character have a sleep routine?

not really! thiago usually just keeps going with his day until he feels like he's going to pass out and then he drags himself to bed to do just that. and then he's gone

16) Would your character feel confident in a fight?

absolutely. thiago is the leader of the gang umbra and he's a very skilled mercenary so he knows how to handle himself in a fight. if it's a fight with words though he will struggle a bit more, especially if it's with someone he cares a lot about. when he's doing his gang leader act and it's with some random person he'll be fine, but once it's with someone close enough to him that he can't use that persona and instead has to be honest, he will struggle with finding the right words to say and if he gets frustrated he will end up becoming very petty

17) Is your character more energized in the morning, afternoon or at night?

thiago is most energized in the afternoon! he's most focused in the mornings so he gets boring meetings and paperwork and stuff like that out of the way first thing of the day and then he has the whole afternoon to go out and do stuff :]

18) How often does your character have nightmares?

not all that often! thiago has a lot of very weird dreams that he can always remember in vivid detail, and while a lot of them ARE pretty scary he's mostly just intrigued by them and wouldn't consider them to be nightmares. however, the closer he grows with scintilla ("deity" that his gang serves) the more bad dreams he has until at some point he basically has nightmares every single night :(

19) Are there scents your character dislikes?

thiago really does not like the smell of night city :/ the outer districts are fine usually with the exception of everything in the north, the more industrial a district smells the less inclined he feels to hang out there because he just doesn't vibe with it

20) Is there a fear your character wants to learn to overcome?

thiago wants to become better at building meaningful relationships with people which means he needs to overcome his fear of attachment :] good luck with that buddy :] he will get there in the end. hopefully

21) If your character had to act in a play what role would they think they’d best perform?

thiago would be a very good main character honestly. and he knows this! and he's right!! as the prophet he's basically the face of umbra and he's a showman and an actor and he's charismatic and also he can sing so if it's a musical he can pull that off too. he would be very entertaining to watch and listen to

22) Does your character have a high pain tolerance?

yeah. unfortunately. thiago is a bit of a masochist (though that's not how his pain tolerance got that high, it's mainly just a mix of it's always been fairly high to begin with and he's been through a LOT) so like. yeah he can handle a lot basically

[binniebutter]

cute things skz does for their s/o | hyung line

chan:

buys them coffee every morning

he already gets coffee for himself every morning, might as well get you one am I right 🤪

you're just as much an insomniac as he is and the two of you usually stay up late together on facetime

most likely falling asleep in the wee hours of the morning, a few hours before you both need to be up and running for the day

which is why he'll always buy you a cup of coffee along with a sweet treat and kiss on your head

if he's running late some days and he doesn't have time to make a pit stop at the coffee shop, he'll even make it himself

(I hate coffee but if it's made by Chan you bet your butt I'm gonna drink it like-)

minho:

teaches them dance choreography

you can't dance for shit

or at least that's what everyone says, but minho assures you that you're not that bad (but you think he's just saying that cause he's your boyfriend)

which is why the both of you could usually be found in the practice rooms, blasting music on full volume while dancing to your heart's content

minho will usually go through the steps with you one by one, ever so patiently, a kind smile (usually only reserved for you) on his face

you probably mess up a bunch of times but he never gets mad at you or laughs at you (ok maybe a little) and is pleased to go through the steps again for you

changbin:

watches rom-coms with them

look, I know Binnie has his whole "I love dark" persona but let's be fucking honest, this boy is a soft boy, especially for his significant other

which is why when you beg him to watch one of your romantic comedies with you, he instantly agrees

cough SIMP cough

you'd both be cuddled up on the sofa, minimal room between you and a bowl of popcorn on your lap as the movie starts

he'd definitely complain the whole way throughout the movie about how dumb the characters are but you know that he's enjoying himself

he 100% would cry at the kiss scene

hyunjin:

plans little surprise dates all the time

the cutest boy ever, literally

jinnie would call you at random times asking if you were home and if you were he'd show up at your front door a few minutes later with a mischievous smile and a blindfold

throughout the car ride you'd try to pester him and get any information on where you're going but you never succeed

he almost breaks when you give him a pout though

you're so adorable but he holds strong

he always keeps a blanket in his car trunk (look I know he can't drive just pretend with me oki) just for these surprise dates

he'll always try to make you smile or laugh by doing something silly or just being his normal hyunjin self

you probably plan a surprise date in retaliation but he'd somehow figure it out

maknae line

[atsumiye]

i just know that iwa is the friend people always mistook as your boyfriend because of how much he takes care of you. he's only extra soft, extra kind towards you (totally not because he likes you a lot,,, or is it?). you have to stay late in school because of some laboratory experiments? he'll wait for 3 hours in the school grounds just so he can walk you home. you have to study for your practicals worth half of your final grade? iwa would accompany you to study at those 24-hour coffee shops AND he would insist to do a q&a just so you can remember the little details better (even tho he cannot understand a thing about what you're studying). if you forgot something you really need for your next class(maybe notes or pencil case? your laptop?) he'll go out of his way to get it for you, all sweaty and a bit out of breath just so he can make it in time for your class (your classmates see iwa at the door and they give you a knowing look). he has your schedule as his wallpaper so he can see if his free time matches yours. he knows when you're planning to skip lunch to study, so he brings snacks, coffee and water for you, reminding you to stay hydrated. when you get so stressed that nightmares/ sleep paralysis bothers you, you can facetime him so he can watch you go to sleep so you aren't alone. honestly, he's just the perfect gentleman. he might as well be your boyfriend at this point HAHAHA. he does all of that because he loves you. and he cares for you. he sincerely wants you to succeed in life. he hopes you notice it, though.

bonus!! (more self-indulgent in my part im sorry skdnfb)

•iwaizumi would shed some tears once you pass that licensure exam you had been working hard for years. he's so proud of you!!!

•if you're into a certain musician/group, he'd lowkey try to remember their names, listen to their songs and will definitely buy you their latest album "because you've been gushing about them for the past few weeks". he loves learning new things for you if it meant that he's one step closer to your heart.

sorry for the long hc's! i hope you're okay now ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ better days are coming. take care!

NO STOP i can see him sitting outside in the cold and his nose is red and you ask why he didn't just go home since you had to stay so long and he's just like "why would i let you walk home alone"

omg he loves quizzing you ajshdg he would even add prizes like if you get 10 questions right in a row he will buy you coffee the next morning and 20 questions right is a snack hehehe

ugh and him running to get your stuff?? makes me wanna scream in my hands bc at some point he just started carrying extra little things bc you always manage to forget something and he makes jokes about stapling your things to your hands since you forge them so much </3

yeah he always carries extra snacks and drinks for you, and he does the whole "the machine gave me an extra" when you complain about him buying you things

OMG YES YES PLS me being obsessed with one direction pls imagine iwaizumi learning all the members and all the lyrics to one direction songs CRYING and at some point he starts to actually enjoy it. iwa is also an avid kpop stan i 100% believe that and he would learn which groups you stan so he can keep up with album releases and help you get the versions you want jxshbdegujbf

iwa is husband material and i will fight for that until my last breath

how did you know my soft spot for iwa was extra mushy today :(( ily

[charlotteswriting]

how would thh cast comfort you // gn!reader -mod kaede

makoto naegi

—even though he's clueless, he'll do his best to cheer you up. his encouraging words already make you feel better, plus he'll hug you. i feel like he gives the best hugs, the hugs that makes you feel loved (i hc nagito and gonta too) he'll try to get anything you want, snacks, chocolate, candies, drinks. keyword, try. he's got like, $1, he can't buy you mcdonald's but still he passes the vibe check because he is so caring.

byakuya togami

—speaking of mcdonald's... he can and will buy you the whole company. that's it, i am out. well... he isn't the best at comforting people because he is blunt, but i feel like he'd show his love by actions, so he'll lend you his shoulder if you feel like crying. he won't complain about it but he might have a disgusted face the whole time. he is trying to get better

mondo owada

—because he doesn't want you to feel trapped inside, he'll take you out and you 2 will ride around the entire town. getting fresh air is always the best, isn't it? after the ride, he'd take you to a calming place to picnic and he would ask you what's wrong while resting his head on your lap. if it's a person bothering you, he'll get pissed at them but if it isn't, he'll be much calmer and try to come up with advice, though he isn't really good at it, he tries his best for u to feel better.

kiyotaka ishimaru

—taka might be dense at first but as soon as he notices your mood, he'll drop everything he has to do and will pay his whole attention to you. i headcanon taka likes to cook, so he'll cook with you or for you! he enjoys baking you cookies. he is actually good at giving advice, he's disappointed that you didn't come to him when you were bothered, he'll be there for you from now on and give you his love.

hifumi yamada

—i feel like hifumi would notice your bad mood but wouldn't know what to do, he'll try to crack jokes but he isn't the best joker around :'( if you have any shows you'd like to watch, he'll watch it with you and that'll be enough to cheer you up! but he talks a lot when watching, so you gotta bear with him. also man himself is comfortable like a pillow, so you can lay on him while watching it

leon kuwata

—he's bothered that you are upset, so he will do his best for you. taking you outside is one of things that comes to his mind first, walking in the streets while holding hands? yes. but if you feel like staying home, that's ok too! he is always down to cuddle. cuddle bug? cuddle bug. and yeah, he'll spoon you, so you don't feel alone.

yasuhiro hagakure

—oh no, it's so awkward. he isn't used to you being like this but he'll still try his best! another one that will take you to mcdonald's, he's a bit broke now, but who else is he going to spend his money on if it's not you? i feel like he'd joke around to lighten up your bad mood and tell you his whole life story. his memories are so terrifying that you eventually forget what's been bothering you. mission accomplished, but at what cost..? he is crying due to the nostalgia.

chihiro fujisaki

—at first he's like, is it me made you sad? :( you give him hugs all the time so it's time to payback! another one that gives the best hugs, they're so sweet. he will listen to every word you have to say patiently and at some point, he'll probably join you crying—if you aren't crying, well, he is crying alone. he'd play games with you until you are tired, it's him usually gets tired first. hearing his little snores in bed is already enough to make you smile. succeed!

kyoko kirigiri

—she can read people well, so she can say something's bothering you, so she'll be more affectionate than usual in return. kyoko will stay with you the whole time and listen to you without judging you, also i feel like she'd do some of your hobbies with you, so you'd feel better. in the end of the day, you know she believes you and it makes you feel better. kyoko will do your hair while you are ranting about your day. it comforts you.

sayaka maizono

—sayaka is geniunely sad, she cares so much. she'll take your hand and ask you if there's anything you'd want to do to feel better, she's down to anything, really. she's worried about your well being so much. like taka, she's a good cook, she'll spoil you a lot! she'll be affectionate the whole day and will not leave your side unless you are feeling better, afterwards, you tell her the reason of your sadness and she's like :0 then :( she is more clingy.

toko fukawa

—toko is aware you aren't feeling at your best, she wants to cheer you up but her low self-esteem doesn't let her. i think she's good at giving hugs, but they won't last long, because she thinks she's not respecting your boundaries. with short hugs and words that won't leave her lips, she isn't the type to comfort, but still just her presence itself helps you to feel better. she'll sit by you and will read with you, sometimes she'll even give you headpats. and i think that's really sweet.

sakura ogami

—i feel like sakura would immediately want to know the problem, so she can solve it. that would make you feel better, right? if you don't feel like talking about it yet, that's ok! she respects your privacy, but she won't leave you alone. she'd never when you are this upset! i think she'd carry you around with those big arms of hers, she knew you enjoyed a lot when she lifted you up or carried you in general. she gives good piggyback rides, too.

asahina aoi

—if you are upset, she's upset too. :( but still she's willing to make you feel better! she will want to talk about it, though that's only if you wanna. she'll take you the nearest donut shop and will buy you snacks as well when returning home. if there is no donut shop around, then she's more than excited to bake some with u! she's so passionate about it. you can't help but laugh at the way she fails baking, she is embarrassed about it but hey! at least you are smiling again

celestia ludenberg

—she knows you good enough to tell you are lying or not, pretending doesn't work on her, peace was never an option. celeste probably going to offer watching movies, i feel like she would like k-drama. also don't @ me but she will play uno with you, and no, don't try to change my mind. i also hc celeste likes birdwatching, there are many things in her mind to do with you. but if you don't like any of these things, she'll just shrug, giving in and joining you, staying with you the whole time.

mukuro ikusaba

—mukuro isn't great at comforting, but she'll not let you stay in a bad mood, either! she'd say you nicest things ever, probably about how much he admires you and stuff like that, well, she does. she is really embarrassed about showing affection, but still will embrace you, just like how you embraced her. will let you rest your head on her shoulder and you'll tell her about what's bothering you. the whole time she has a serious face but in mind she's forcing herself not to have a heart attack because of the closeness

junko enoshima

—now now, the only person she doesn't get bored around is upset? no, we can't have that. thanks to her analyst talent, she could already tell the problem and told mukuro to take care of it. while it's getting solved, she'll spend all of her time with you now! she'll tell you you're the best one around and you have no words for that because you know it's true. she's not the great comforter because her personality changes literally each second, but that's fine, too.

hey hey! this wasn't requested by anyone but still i felt like writing because i was kinda upset lately, and this idea popped out! anyway, hope you enjoy this! tomorrow, i'll be having my exams so i better get back to study :) i won't write for a week and few days but when i am done with them, i'll get back to writing requests immediately!! ily!!! 💖💕

[necros-writing-stuff]

(Uuuuh, tw for a/b/o, inc*st, noncon, shitty writing, and implied somnophilia. May or may not be working on a version where Whitney actually likes his cousin. Also, no editing, I'm dying like the parasite babies I forgot existed before fucking off to Alex's farm)

The ride home from the airport is hell. Whitney's mother keeps asking you questions about your life, about the rest of the family. You babble on and on about how you're the top of your class, how everyone in the family is doing great, how you've already got a place at a university reserved for you when you're finished with your year of travel. Whitney's in the back seat of the car with you, but he can still see how it makes his father's hands tighten on the steering wheel each time you open your mouth, each time you remind him how his own son is nothing but a disappointment. 

Whitney stays quiet, using all his self control to not lash out. His parents always compared him to you, 'why can't you be more like your cousin' this and 'your cousin would never' that. 

Then there's the fact that you're a beta. Someone Whitney is supposed to naturally be better then. 

Sometimes it makes him want to scream. 

Whitney's mother ushers you into the house, leaving Whitney to help his father carry in the luggage. 

"Your mother's made plans to go out tomorrow," his father says, "as a family."

"I have plans."

"Cancel them."

His father doesn't give him a chance to argue, grabbing a bag and taking it into the house. 

Whitney grumbles to himself, dragging in the rest of your things. 

Oh, of course they put you in the guest room right next to his. Can't be free from you for one second, can he? 

"Just in case you need anything" he catches his mother telling you as he drops you things off, "Whitney is right next door."

Whitney's about to say something about not being a nanny when his father catches his eye, frowning. Fine, he'll be a fucking nanny.

You sound breathless as you thank his mom, your face flushed and eyes a bit too bright. Maybe you're getting sick? Fuck, would he be expected to take care of you if you got sick? Probably. 

Whitney ducks out of the room before his mother can try to get him to talk to you. There would be plenty of time for him to suffer on whatever "family outing" his mother had planned. 

Whitney locks his door, stripping to his underwear and getting into bed. He's got no reason to be awake. Normally he'd sneak out of the house, smoke a bit in the park with some friends. But no, he gets to be dragged around town, show you all the sights, or whatever. He knows he won't be able to get out of it, might as well not feel like shit from being sleep deprived.

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It's 2 a.m. when Whitney wakes up, rock hard with the smell of omega in heat permeating the air. Whitney's initial reaction is shock. What shit for brains omega in this hell hole of a town isn't 

on suppressants? The wave of lust that rolls over him stops him from following that train of thought. 

It's not the first time Whitney has smelled an omega going into heat. There had been times at school, when someone screwed up, forgot to take their suppressants. Usually the signs of pre-heat would have the omega sprinting to the nurses office before anything really happened. 

There had been the time Whitney had seen an omega tackled in the park, whimpering as an alpha had dragged them off. Whitney had been curious enough to watch as the alpha claimed them, snapping at any passersby. He’d enjoyed the scent well enough, but hadn't tried to have a go. Sure, the omega had smelled good, but not good enough to fight over. 

This is different. Whitney's not sure if they could describe the scent even if they wanted to. Somehow familiar, but strange, different. 

Whitney's out of bed before he even registers what he's doing, following his nose until he's standing outside your room. 

Oh.

You? You're an omega? His shitty perfect cousin, who everyone compares him to? And you've gone into heat?

The nob turns easy in his hand. You've left it unlocked, in a town like this? But Whitney doesn't dwell on the question as he approaches your bed. 

You're curled up, already built a nest and everything, eyes squeezed shut and whimpering as you rub yourself through your pajama shorts. 

"Pathetic."

You jump at Whitney's voice, try to hide yourself in your nest but to no avail. The bed dips as Whitney climbs in. 

"D-don't," you try to say, but Whitney's amped up pheromones are making your brain go hazy. 

"Everyone thinks you're so perfect, but you can't even take care of yourself." Whitney pulls at your clothes as he speaks. You try to fight him but your attempts are weak. "Talking about how fucking smart you are, can't even remember to take your suppressants."

"D-didn't know," you manage to get out, losing the battle to keep your shirt. 

"What dumb fucking omega doesn't know when they're going into heat?" He's got your shorts down to your knees now, and you are more focused on covering your groin than trying to get them back. Slick is already coating the inside of your thighs, making your underwear cling to you. 

"Didn't know! P-presenting. Now. First t-time!" Your words are jumbled as Whitney pries your hands away from your crotch.  

The words make Whitney pause and for a moment you think the nightmare is over. That whatever had possessed Whitney to climb into your bed has left him. Your hope is crushed as Whitney gives you a wicked smile, wrenching your arms above your head and pinning you. 

First time! Whitney was going to take your first time! His stupid, perfect cousin! The one everyone fawned over, and he was going to ruin them!

He manages to gather your wrists in one hand, using the other to strip you of your underwear. Your scent is even more powerful now that you're fully exposed. Whitney's surprised no one else has come to investigate, but who is he to complain?

You're crying as Whitney frees himself from his own clothing, but you're no longer fighting him. You seem to have resigned yourself to your fate. 

Good, you've already started to learn your place. 

Whitney doesn't bother to give you any kind of preparation. You're leaking so much slick that there's already a wet patch forming on the bed.

Besides, he wants it to hurt. 

“You know, Everyone always talks about how you’re so perfect, how it's such a shame that you’re a beta.” Whitney hooks one of your legs round him, giving him better access to your hole. 

“Immagine what they’ll think when they learn you’re just an omega bitch.” Whitney's cock presses against you, your breath hitching as he nudges against you. "That all you're good for is spreading your legs for your betters." 

You go rigid under him, eyes wide, mouth agape, a he cock is forced into you. Even with your heat putting your body in the ideal state to take a cock, nothing could have prepared you for this. You start to writhe under him, whining as Whitney forces himself into you. 

"S-stop. Whit, please," your voice is a strained whimper, barely audible even in the relative quiet of the room.

"Shut up," he growls, leaning down to lick your neck, dangerously close to your scent gland, "or I'll do something you'll really regret."

His threat makes your blood run cold. He wouldn't really do that, would he? But he's already done so much, you don't doubt he would take it further. 

Whitney's hips meet yours as he finally settles fully inside you. 

"You're so fucking tight," he groans, starting to pull out. "Sure you're in heat? Not just some shitty beta begging for cock?" 

He doesn’t wait for an answer, slamming back into you, making you cry out. Whitney sets a bruising past, taking no regard for your comfort. The room soon filled with the lewd sounds of skin slapping skin and your cries. 

Fuck, you're too loud. At this rate the whole neighborhood was going to show up, thinking he was killing you, let alone his parents. Whitney wraps a hand around your throat, cutting off your air supply. 

You struggle on instinct, only stilling when Whtiney gives a low warning growl. 

Whitney keeps growling insults about how wet you are, how you obviously want his cock or you would be fighting harder. As if he isn’t keeping you from moving. As if he didn’t threaten to claim you if you didn’t let him do whatever he wanted. 

But your body doesn’t seem to care.

That's the worst part, the pleasure building in your gut, your body responding to Whitney’s in a way that leaves you disoriented. His movements in you become less painful as your body adjusts to him, his cock hitting a spot in you that makes your vision go funny, makes you glad you can’t make much noise with Whitney choking you. You don’t even realize that you’ve started to jerk your hips in half hearted attempts to meet his thrusts. 

The edges of your vision are starting to become fuzzy as Whitney's knot starts to catch in your hole. When Whitney pushes in and can no longer pull out, he lets go of your wrist, opting to force your legs open a little wider so he can grind against you easier. 

 You grab onto the hand around your neck, grip weak as you try to pry it off. It takes everything in you to keep trying when Whitney snaps at you, but you can’t breathe.

The hand on your neck disappears, only to be replaced by Whitney’s mouth. He bites at your scent gland, hard. It sends a wave of overwhelming pleasure though you, even as you're tears start anew. 

He’d claimed you. Whitney had claimed you, just like he’d threatened. And the worst part was you couldn’t even bring yourself to fight him, just crane your neck so he could have better access to scenting you. The attention he lavishes onto your neck driving you to orgasm. 

It’s the tightening on his cock that finally sends Whitney over the edge, his cum painting your insides as he continues to grind against you until fresh tears start to run down your face from overstimulation. 

“Can’t believe you got off during your first mating, fucking slut.”

His words feel like they are coming from far away as  You struggle to keep your eyes open. You groan low in your throat as Whitney shifts, his knot tugging at your hole as he makes himself comfortable.

"Marked….me..." its difficult to speak, toung feeling thick.

"I didn't use teeth, idiot. How the fuck would I explain that?"

You try to point out that you'll still smell like him. That you'll reek of his pharamones, but your words get stuck. 

You let yourself slip into unconsciousness as you feel Whitney start to grind against you again. 

You guys are spoiling me with this content. All those kinks in one?

This is very good, anon, thank you for sending it in!

[obeymehasinfluncedmythoughts]

I'm asking for it again, because I'm soft, but I seriously want the brothers reaction to poly!Mc using the brightest red lipstick they can find/buy and just kiss the brothers for every insults they aim at themselves, probably asking them to only wash it off at the end of the day, after they had a good look at how much they're loved and cared for! ;^;

Now this is the positivity I am here for

And this is also the anon ask I accidentally deleted! 🖤🧡🖤

Lucifer

This doesn't really happen a lot with Lucifer.

He is a man of pride afterall, admitting his flaws and his own insecurities is not something Luci's actually prone to.

Yet, every so often, he'll occasionally slip. Typically on one of his bad days, when he hasn't had enough caffeine and Mammon's being extra annoying.

He isn't super self-critical, but it's enough.

Giving him one of these kisses will always be a shock to his system. He doesn't expect it!

His first reaction will be to reach up and wipe the lipstick away.

But, will do as you ask and wear the kiss for the day.

It'll only be one, but some part of him is tickled by the fact that you marked him.

(Demons are weird yo)

Mammon

He isn't super big on insulting himmself

Kinda narcissistic.

(Low-key if we're comparing him to Asmodeus)

But sometimes he's really hard on himself.

Especially when he really attempts to do something good and messes up in a way that gets him into trouble.

Poor baby gets really down on himself

Most the time he's just muttering, but you'll be able to hear insulting words, often directed towards himself.

Give him a kiss and he'll perk right back up again.

Leviathan

He is a weird guy when it comes to self confidence.

Like, half the time he is berating everyone else for being normies, but then the other half he's talking about how no one would ever want an otaku like him

Very weird, very confusing, but he's the perfect canvas for kisses!

Everytime you give him a kiss, he gets super flushed. Levi might even run away depending on how shocked he is

Definetly attempts to rub the lipstick off. Like, he doesn't care what you say, it's coming off.

(^but it really isn't and now he just has a red-toned face the whole day)

Never gets used to this little quirk of yours and probably actively attempts to keep all of his self-hatred to himself.

Satan

Like father, like son.

Rarely ever demeans himself, because one way or another he's going to blame someone or something else.

(^but when he does admit fault, he's very calm about it. Maybe a bit disappointed if anything)

The only time you'll really see him get on himself is if something happens to you because of him.

It crushes him completely, and he'll call himself every name under the sun until he's patched you up or fixed whatever situation he's caused.

Needless to say, kissing him is a great way to bring him back to reality. It reassures him; even allows him to take a step back and reassess the situation.

Blushes very heavily, but is very proud to wear your lipstick.

Asmodeus

He's cracked the code.

All he has to do to get you to shower him in long-lasting kisses is to just demean himself?

It's a hard task, but the prize is worth it.

His self insults are so vague.

"I guess I could have dressed a little nicer for this event."

"No one will take me seriously with chipped nail polish."

And of course,

"People might find me unattractive, but I don't know."

It's a struggle for him to complain about himself.

In reality, when Asmo really is hard on himself, he's quiet. Deathly silent as frustration and anger grow inside him over whatever he's done.

Those are the times kissing him really means something.

Beelzebub

He's not one for self hatred, just self improvement.

Hurt himself during a workout? Oh well, he'll remember not to make the same mistake next time. Ate all the food in the fridge? Sorry, he's just hungry and he'll go buy more.

Not really one to blame himself, just accepts his nature for the most part.

But the few times he flys off the handle are the few times he'll really need your support.

For example, after he enters one of his rages (most likely caused by someone eating his stuff), he'll feel terrible afterwards.

He'll get reall down on himself, wondering why he can't have more self-control.

Kissing him doesn't make these feelings go away, but it does distract him for a bit.

And throughout the day, he'll be reminded of you everytime he looks into a reflective surface.

Belphegor

Belphie find pointing out faults of others to be easier then pointing out his own.

Mammon is annoying, Asmo is full of himself, Lucifer's a sell out, ext.

(Except Beel, Beel is perfect)

But, Belphegor is prone to be a bit negative when he slips up or reminisces

He'll never forgive himself for killing you, and these feelings become verbal whenever he has nightmares.

Usually he'll complain about how he shouldn't be scared, how he shouldn't be worried either, but he'll call himself names to the point any onlooker would recognize he doesn't truly trust himself.

It's frightening to experience, and to watch.

Giving him a kiss won't solve much. He'll still feel this way from time to time.

However, it does reassure him that you do love him. That you care enough to let that fact be known in such a unique way.

When he goes to sleep, he'll lightly stroke his cheek until eventually drifting off.

[snowydaffodils]

Flustered

3501 words | 2nd Person POV

A Yoon Jeonghan fluff, prompt, how you met, how you (hinted) eventually dated, where you're an actress and he's the other lead actor. Enjoy your new years! 🎉

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Yoon Jeonghan is very rarely flustered. If anything, he's usually the cause of all the flustering - twelve boys can back you up on that. He'd make fun of your height, poke your cheeks, comment cutesy compliments as you work together, flirt playfully, and make fun of how stupid your character sounds.

Indeed, you accepted this role fully aware of the awfully pure and slow-witted character the scriptwriter had written down. Throughout your years in acting, even if this was your very first lead role, you had never gone easy on the rest of the roles you had received. You live and understand them, think like them, and every single character you've performed have now become a part of you. But of course, the closest character to you now is this easily distracted girl who just blushes all the time.

So for the course of eight months, you've acted with all your might, and this is the you that Jeonghan knew. You weren't exactly innocent and slow-witted just like the character, but a bit of the character influenced your own personal traits. The fun to tease, cute, and adorably likable girl. Just like you, it was his first lead role in a drama, and the first one in Seventeen to land on one, too, even if he wasn't the first one to be in one. He had curiously accepted a side role before, right after his military release, and just as the group were exploring their own careers whilst waiting to reunite again as a whole. That side role, with the help of his previous acting lessons, drowned him into the world of acting once more, and he fell in love with the art of the screen more than he ever did before.

Your first impression on him during the first cast meeting was that he looked heavenly. It was like his cheekbones were sculpted to perfection and no one could tell you otherwise. You were incredibly starstruck and in awe that you stuttered in making your first introductions. It didn't help that he was smooth with his words, too, making you sound incredibly nervous as opposed to him.

"Hi, I'm Jeonghan from Seventeen, and I'll be taking the lead role in this drama. Please take care of me."

"Hi, I'm play, uh, playing the lead gull, I mean g-girl."

Had he smiled politely and continued the conversation like nothing had happened, maybe you wouldn't have been too embarrassed, but also maybe you wouldn't have let your guards down to know and befriend him personally. Instead, he had laughed at you with all the stomach power he had. He never lets you forget that you stuttered so badly as you introduced yourself for the first time the entire day. He even made his own reasons (you wouldn't admit them, but they couldn't have been more true) as to why you stuttered.

"Nervous? I'm super charming, aren't I?" his ego is surely out of bounds as he said that, a smirk donning his lips. "I know, I'm surprised at myself, too sometimes."

You hit him on the arm, your cheeks growing in color. "I'm a big fan of Seventeen, but I didn't realize that you're this cheeky."

He laughed, so genuinely and purely, and you smiled, already warmed up to him. He made friends with you quickly, and from all the behind the scenes footage, he was quick to melt his awkward-i-just-met-you exterior and interacted with you as he would with his members. Jeonghan was this tall, built, and handsome man, and he owned unreal facial features that made everyone wonder if he was indeed human just like everyone else. He was perfect for his role: the cold, sly, and dominating lead in the series. It was the complete opposite of your character, and with his friendliness, it was easy for you to quickly build up chemistry and work well with him, but as you two get closer, the more playful he became.

"You're the love of my life," he recited his lines, cheesy as it is, to which you became shy to and shrank as he got closer and closed his lips to yours.

He was quick to tease your blushes after the director's "Cut!" in each kissing scene, and would tease you easily at other romantic or heart fluttering scenes you had to do.

"Aww, that's cute, you're blushing again! I can hear your heart fluttering," he would say. "Then again, I am charming."

And in each time, you were always caught in his trap, stuck in the moment, and your heart follows his lead, ignoring all the other self-restraining signals your head was screaming about. He'd laugh right after he got a reaction out of you, and the grin he'd give you would linger in your head for the rest of the day.

There was another day when one of his members - Joshua - came to support as a cameo, and it felt like Jeonghan was on booster or something. He introduced you to Joshua, who was sweet, polite, and a perfect gentleman, but then Jeonghan continued to tease you the entire day Joshua was there. He made sure to remind Joshua how cute you were so many times throughout the day. At that point you were actually getting used to Jeonghan's antics, but him teasing you in front of a new person puts you on another level of flustered.

"Hey Josh, meet the love of my life," Jeonghan said, using his scripted lines.

Joshua, while he was nicer than Jeonghan, still played along sometimes. "Then I'll call you member-in-law!" He said.

Your birthday was on a filming day, and he managed to fool you to think that you had hurt his feelings by giving him comments on his acting as per usual (you were sure you weren't saying anything bad, but he kept directing it to be a negative one). He started showing acts of distaste and, at one point, even yelled at you and left the room.

It was heart-wrenching to watch him leave - you never wanted to hurt his feelings, you just wanted to help and support him and the drama entirely. Guilt washed over you quickly, and tears piled in your eyes. The crew was looking at you so judgmentally, and all you wanted to do was go home, lock the doors, and hide under your covers. You didn't know what to do, and some of the crew even went to you to convince you that he just needed to blow off steam and he'll be back and you can apologize when he gets back.

You wanted to scream and rip his hair off when he came back with a cake, singing Happy Birthday like nothing happened. Your tears flowed like a river though, because you genuinely thought that Yoon Jeonghan, this man, was actually angry at you to the point that he put it to display to everyone who was present and even yelled at you.

"Don't cry!" he laughed at you, taking the cream from the cake and swiping your cheeks with his finger. "You'll look ugly. We have to take a picture with this cake!"

You cursed at him for the first time since you've known him, but he only chuckled and patted your back to calm down your sniffles (you glared at his finger until he wiped the cream away first, though). He gave you a friendly hug and you hit him to prove the point that you were upset, and it was a loud slap in the back that everyone was surprised but laughed at. Apparently, a behind-the-scenes camera was on and recording the entire surprise; Jeonghan remembered this and went to the camera to tell on you. He complained really loudly, "Carats, she hit me!" he pointed at you playfully.

You were still sniffling, snots everywhere and you eyes still bawling with tears. "Y-you deserve it!" you screamed.

On the last day of filming, you had laughed everything off, remembering everything that happened during the course of filming and engraving every memory to your heart. It was surely an indescribable experience. The crew had been super nice, and they felt like a second family to you. The cast members became your best friends, including the one and only Yoon Jeonghan. You thanked Jeonghan, the rest of the cast, and the entire crew for all their hard work, hugged your co-stars tightly, and told Jeonghan to stay in contact with you even after it all ended because you'd miss him.

"Hey, but don't be a stranger," you told him. "I think I'm too used to having you around, its gonna be hard to live peacefully, now."

He smiled, pinched your cheeks and said, "Did you think I'm gonna stop just because the drama ended? You should've seen me annoy my members even from the military base."

You rolled your eyes at him, "I wouldn't dare to assume you'd do anything less."

And he kept to his word. Though there hadn't been any opportunities for both of you to meet each other again (variety shows and interview promotions were done during the course of filming), he still contacts you day-to-day, even if only to send a meme he found of you and laugh at you through text.

"You really DO look like you've got a frog in your mouth! Hahahaha!"

This went on through the rest of the year until the Award Shows started to busy every single celebrity available, finally announcing the invites, MCs, performances, and nominees to each award they have. Your drama with Jeonghan had hit it big as fans were so happy to watch both of you interact (also, maybe because Woozi sang the main OST, and Scoups' rap on the OST was fire), and you were invited to almost every single one of them as a nominee for multiple awards.

It was first assumed, then implied, but it was also because he was actually sweet enough to ask you personally, that you were officially his date to every one of the award shows your drama was nominated in. You agreed, not because he was your co-star, but because he was a genuinely nice and fun person to spend time with. You were also very excited, not just because you were nominated, but also because this time you were going to finally present your original and true self to Yoon Jeonghan and the world. The other characters within you screamed in delight as you excitement rose, and you had planned everything out, determined to show that you are not just a simple easily teased girl that Yoon Jeonghan bullies on.

On the very first show you wore a white gown - the top part was gold glitter with a heart neckline, and it corseted your figure, highlighting all the important curves in your body. Down your dress, the fabric flowed in an A-line skirt, transparency growing in a gradient as it reached the bottom, your strapped golden heels visible within your skirt. You put your half your hair into a braid and curled the rest. With curtain-like gold earrings and white diamonds shining out of the strands, Jeonghan was stunned when he saw you for the first time. Your make up was different from what he was used to, and a mature-like pureness aura radiates from you. He didn't know what to say, muted to say the least. He had never seen you like that, and once both of you reached the red carpet, his hand on your back as a gentlemanly support to guide you through the reporters, he noticed how straight you walked, and how you carried yourself so gracefully. The reporters were asking questions, but he left the answering to you as he continued to stay stunned through the red carpet. It was only when you both had finally taken your seats when he finally relaxed and converse normally again.

The minimum movements you emitted, just enough to be polite and to please your audience were not missed by the man, and he observed the details of your interactions to the utmost adoration. Your gracefulness had struck a chord in his heart and he was awed to say the least.

He ended the night with a shy smile and an "Oh, and by the way, you were absolutely beautiful tonight." The sincerity of his tone didn't go unnoticed and you didn't forget to thank him before going separate ways. It was oddly out of character of him to do, but you liked the new side of him you have yet to explore.

The next show, you opted for a bright red designer's gown. This one, fitting to its price tag, created this absolutely stunning silhouette, and while it did not sparkle or glitter, its muted red still create a distinction of you and made you shine. The designed folds in your dress accented your figure even more, and with a looser fabric, the skirt of your dress was made longer so it could trail behind you as you walk. Your hair was gathered up into one straight ponytail, a pretty simple hairdo to gather attention to your striking gown for the night.

Jeonghan didn't recognize you when he first was led to your changing room. You didn't just look like a different person, you feel like one, too. He didn't even realize that he held his breath as he looked at you. The stylist were so proud of their efforts and Jeonghan's reaction had them giggling and teasing him. "She's incredibly beautiful, isn't she?"

He barely managed a "yes" before you could chuckle and said to him, "Well look who's being shy, now."

At this, he returned a laughter of his own. He didn't bother hiding his surprised expression. "You got me. You look incredible."

Your outfit and style of the day, added with your elegance and poise as you conducted yourself in front of the reporters and other celebrities had Jeonghan staring at you for a while, and quite numerous whiles. He absolutely adored you. There was a surging feeling of wholesome pride as he stood beside you, his hand on your back as he escorted you through the venue. Even as he teased you as he answered the reporters' questions, you had retained your poise as you held it within yourself not to be flustered easily by this man. You had a year worth of practice for that.

"Isn't she beautiful? I'm such a fan of hers," Jeonghan whispered to the reporters, his playful grins and chuckles evident as he interacted happily. "She doesn't look like her character now, does she?"

You chuckled along with him, but dragged him to stop him from acting like a fan on the red carpet. He laughed and after a few tries of refusing your urges to move on, eventually let it go and allowed you to pull him forwards. As you moved on, he placed his hand on your back just like how he usually does, as a sign that he was right there walking with you.

The third time though, Jeonghan was speechless. He barely spoke through the course of the night, and his eyes never left you.

You wore a black designer's gown this time, with sequinned patterned Qs coming from your neck down to your knees before the skirt spreads out to hide your silver heels. It was a mermaid gown and it hugged your figure nicely. The skirt was actually more flowy that you thought, but it added a nice touch. You wore silver earrings and diamond hair pieces as you put your hair up in the most elegant updo Jeonghan had ever seen. He was already stunned when he saw you for the first time, but he almost choked when you turned around only for him to realize that your gown was completely backless.

Now, where is he supposed to place his hand again?

His face was flushed and when you turned to finally go out the door, you see his face filled with more red than you've ever seen. While his face was kind of salvaged by the foundation he used, the makeup couldn't help his neck from turning red as well.

"Yoon Jeonghan, are you sick?" you asked aloud, gaining the attention of all staff members present, all their eyes pointed at the man in question. "Or are you actually blushing?"

Your second question snapped him out of his haze (and had many of the stylists and make up artists giggling) as he looked at you for a few seconds, and you were starting to actually worry, before he eventually puts his hand on his forehead, covering his face.

"God, you'll be the death of me. Let's go before I embarrass myself any further."

He was indeed blushing, and his statement confirmed that for you. You laughed, but you can't help but feel you cheeks tinting a little pink from his confession. He linked your arm with his and went out together.

The first few minutes into the red carpet, Jeonghan did his best not to have direct contact with your back. He was blushing the entire time, had to ask the interviewers to repeat themselves a couple of times, and his hand was going to unsure places like your shoulder or your waist, which he was also not confident about, and eventually just lingers a few inches away from your back, like in mid-air. The so-called manner hands.

It wasn't as reassuring as having his hand on your back like the previous times you both had gone through this. His focus was also off as he tried to avoid the contact, and just moved his hand when you moved as well. You sighed and just pulled his hand to slightly slap your back, and you pointed a look at Jeonghan's direction, telling him to stop fidgeting through your eyes.

He blushed.

"Jeonghan, are you not feeling well?" one of the reporters asked.

He seemed to click then and there. His honest self couldn't help himself as he answered, "Oh yeah, she just looks gorgeous tonight, I can't take my eyes off of her."

When he finally comprehended his own words, he fumbled and stuttered. "I-I mean," he tried to reason, but the stars in the reporters' eyes were showing that they heard everything he said, and some of them squealed in delight.

"Why, thank you," you turned to face him, your smile directed for him.

He was stunned - again.

"Oh, let's just go," he said shyly, one of his hands reaching to his neck to feel just how warm he had gotten.

That night, both of you had received a daesang award, but Jeonghan kind of added a few more elements to his acceptance speech.

"Hi, this is Seventeen's Jeonghan. This acting experience was truly incredible and there's so many people who should know that they are the reason for this award. I want to thank Carats, who have always been there for me through thick and thin, and my members who have been watching and supporting me, especially to Joshua who became a cameo, my parents and my family members who had been with me from the very start, the staff members, Pledis, directors, pd-nim, and all the crew members. This is not possible without any of you. And special thanks to," Jeonghan moved his eyes on you, and he didn't know why then and there, your name disappeared from his head and instead replaced with that one line that had caught all the viewers' heart as they watched the drama.

"The love of my life - " he stopped when he realized what he just said, and realized he had kind of just confessed on national TV. "I mean, M-my co-star."

You stood there surprised at how flustered Yoon Jeonghan could be, and stunned that you were the main reason that he was fumbling on the stage and his ears redder than ever. He caught himself before he did anything else and finished his speech nicely.

"Anyways, uh, thank you for this award, I'll work even harder to be a better actor and come back with more for you all. Thankyou!"

It was your turn after him to deliver your speech, and suddenly the trophy on your hands became heavier than it actually was. Jeonghan turned his back to walk back to the spot beside you as you move forward, and you can see a small smile tugging the corners of his lips. When you were brushing against each other before you took the mic, he whispered, just loud for you to hear, and short enough to go unnoticed.

"Yes, that was my confession to you. Will you go out with me?"

All eyes were on you and all lights were on you when you felt like you bit your tongue and couldn't speak.

The MCs were waiting for your speech, and nudged you to start when you seem lost.

"Ah, yes, I mean, no, I mean yes!"

Yoon Jeonghan really knows how to fluster you, even in his most flustering moments.

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[freakynct]

「𝒂-𝒛 𝒂𝒏𝒂𝒍𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒔」

— huang xuxi

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a; aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

he likes to hold you close to him right after having sex and press little kisses to your forehead and lips but he will get up after a while to bring you a warm towel to clean you up because he knows how much you need aftercare after he has fucked you and just brings you anything you need, including helping you walk to the bathroom if your legs feel too weak

b; body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

lucas is a very confident guy so he probably likes everything about himself but i think his favorite body part is his lips and hands. he loves how much bigger his hands are compared to yours and how small yours looks when he holds your hand. i honestly think lucas loves every little thing about you, if you asked him to choose just one thing he wouldn't be able to answer

c; cum (anything to do with cum basically)

he absolutely loves cumming inside you or in your mouth, he loves watching it drip from your little hole or from the corners of your mouth, he finds it so hot how you can take so much of his cum inside you. he's a bit messy and does cum quite a lot

d; dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

he wants to try roleplay and has so many fantasies about it that sometimes he even dreams about it. and it's so vivid in his mind, you all dressed up as a cute school girl with your uniform on and he has his black dress shirt and pants on, his watch shining on his wrist as he leans back on his chair, watching you walking towards him. he dreams about calling you a bad little girl and having you straddle his lap, apologizing for not handing over your essay as his hands wander under your little skirt. and the way he gets to just pick you up and fuck into you standing because of how much smaller you are then him and he just ends up waking up painfully hard and that is if he doesn't wake up with his pants already covered in cum

e; experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

he's quite experienced, probably lost his virginity pretty early and has had quite a good amount of partners since then so he definitely knows what he's doing and is very good at it, since he already had the opportunity to try out a lot of stuff and knows what works by now

f; favourite position (goes without saying)

just like in his fantasy, his favorite position is when he's standing up, picking you up, his arms under your legs and your arms around his neck and fucking into you this way. it displays how much bigger and stronger he is compared to you and he also gets to kiss you and listen to your moans and whimpers next to his ear

g; goofy (are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)

it depends on the moment and what type of sex he's having with you. i see him as being quite serious most of the time but i also see him letting go of a little laugh and being more playful with you once in a while

h; hair (how well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)

i think he doesn't shave everything but he's pretty neat with it and probably trims it very well

i; intimacy (how are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)

i don't think lucas needs to be in a relationship to have sex even tho he does values sex a lot more when love is shared as well but he's pretty confident in himself and if he's horny and the person he wants is also interested then he will go for it. but when he makes love to his s/o he likes to be romantic and light up scented candles, dim the lights and have sexy music playing in the background as he fucks you slow and kisses your lips gently

j; jack off (masturbation headcanon)

i don't think he jerks off that much and specially while sharing dorms it's hard to find the opportunity. he might do it about 3 times a week and he likes doing it while he's showering because that's practically the only time he gets alone and is relaxed

k; kink (one or more of their kinks)

it goes without saying that he has a pretty big size kink and with his height it's not hard to find a partner with whom he can experience it with. he's also really into power play, roleplay, fingering, praise, oral, finger sucking, overstimulation and consequently to his size kink he also has a pretty big bulge kink

l; location (favourite places to do it)

i think he prefers doing it in the bedroom most of the time but he also really enjoys doing it while you're taking a bath. having you straddling his lap while he rests back on the tub and sees you carefully ride him. the splash of the water, how warm and cozy it is, the candles around you and the sound of your moans just drives him crazy

m; motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

he loves when you act all cute and needy when you're horny, wrapping your small arms around him and resting your chin on his chest as you look at him with doe eyes and whine, he just can't contain himself when you're begging for his cock so sweetly like that

n; no (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

i think he wouldn't like to be dommed at all, i just don't think he would be turned on by it. he likes to be the dom when it comes to sex and he wants to keep it that way

o; oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

he likes giving and receiving oral so much but he has a special love for eating you out. wrapping his plump lips around your clit, feeling how wet you get from his tongue, licking it all up, how good you taste, having your body squirming under him and your hands in his hair, he could just spend the rest of his life between your legs and wouldn't complain once

p; pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

he likes to incorporate both while he's fucking you. likes to start slow and sensual while you still get used to his size, watching your little pussy take his whole length and then start fucking you a little faster and rougher 

q; quickie (their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)

he won't oppose to it but he prefers proper sex so much better. he likes to take his time with you and set the mood, likes all of the steps of sex and quickies just don't allow him to do everything he wants to do with you. he will only resort to it when he really really has to

r; risk (are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)

public sex is not really his thing, he prefers fucking you behind the walls of your bedroom but he doesn't mind a little public teasing, in fact it gets him going a little bit. but he won't take the actual risk of someone potentially walking in on you

s; stamina (how many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…)

this boy can last for a really long time and go for many rounds, you're probably the one who will struggle to keep up with him. like i said, he likes taking his time with you so sex will last a long time and he's not satisfied until you've cummed over 3 times and are begging for him to stop. your legs need to be shaking by the end of it otherwise he will feel like he didn't do enough

t; toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

he won't use toys on you that much, he prefers to use his cock and fingers more than anything, but he won't say no to fucking you with a vibrator before he uses his actual cock once in a while. he likes the way your body squirms and how wet you get for him, it's a really good preparation for when you take his length. he won't use or let you use any toys on him at all tho

u; unfair (how much they like to tease)

he likes to tease you quite a lot but he does it in a very sensual way. brushes his lips against your neck or lips without actually kissing you, likes to tease you over your panties and his favorite way is when he inserts just the tip of his cock inside you and doesn't give you more than that until you're begging him to fuck you

v; volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make)

he lets out whatever he needs to let out. he groans, grunts and moans quite a lot but he's not super loud with it, he wants you to be the only person that listens to him

w; wild card (get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)

you throw your head back into the pillows, a loud whimper leaving between your lips as you feel lucas cock hit deep inside you, brushing against all the little sensitive spots. your legs were on top of his shoulders as he pounded into you. "there you go baby. your tiny little pussy is taking my cock so well. my good girl." you whimpered at his words and you felt his big hand picking yours up, placing it over your stomach. "can you feel it baby? can you feel how deep i am? hm? you're so tiny that i can even see my cock poking through your belly." you clenched around him as you felt the tip of cock under your hand and you grabbed tightly at his wrist as you felt your orgasm approaching. "be a good little princess and cum all over my cock, baby."

x; x-ray (let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words)

he's big, i think we all know that. he's above average and uses it to his advantage. circumcised and he's more on the thicker side

y; yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

i think his sex drive is pretty average, he's not always horny but if you tease him the right way he will go absolutely crazy, so he'll have sex about 4 or 5 times a week

z; zzz (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

like i mentioned in the beginning he does care about aftercare quite a lot so he wouldn't fall asleep right away, he will take care of you first before cuddling with you and letting himself drown in a deep sleep

[british-bombs]

( TO BEAT THE DEVIL ) An introduction.

FORMAT: teleplay / novel

GENRE: horror, coming of age

LOGLINE: An interning demon drives a pair of twins cursed with obedience and honesty to kill their cult leader.

THEMES: Trauma, sexual abuse, domestic violence, victim blaming (particularly self blame), peer pressure, redemption, internalized homophobia, and religion.

TRIGGER WARNINGS: Sexual abuse, violence, domestic and otherwise, manipulation, and death

EXTENDED SUMMARY, CHARACTERS, EXCERPT AND NOTES:

Carmine can taste it. They're hiding something. Humans have such a silly smell about them, turns an overwhelming shade of sweet when they've made a demonic deal. All four of these children have. He just can't figure out what, and more importantly: why.

It keeps him on the surface longer than he should be. Long enough that Lilith sees it fit to send him a fucking trainee? And if that wasn't insult enough, the trainees one of the eternal teenage know-it-alls.

He's already got four annoying toddlers to trail, and now there's one tugging his hand in the new generation's approach to soul-catching like Carmine isn't one of the best employees they've had since the turn of the century.

And somehow, to make it all worse, the trainee is good at it. And if Carmine wants to keep his spot at the top of the food chain, he's going to have to get the soul of that dumb bitch who's running the joint.

But, of course, the kid gets him murdered??? And then has the nerve to figure out how what those toddlers managed to stick their syrupy, grubby little hands in. What gives?

But two can play at that game. If he can't get the dead guy's, then he can have the next best thing.

Jesse has lived just under seventeen years, but he's ready to check out. Or he was. But of course, some selfish bastard had to come along and say you can't ever act on those thoughts again! Don't think like that!

And then the hole kept getting deeper.

Six feet deep, to be exact. He's got blood on his hands and no matter how fucking good it felt to cut off the air supply to the God who stole his innocence, it's probably not going to feel very good to watch his mom suffer through a highly publicized trial with headlines like CHILD MURDERS HIGH PROFILE BENEFACTOR!!!

Oh. Well. Billy did say if he really got in that deep, he could always strike up a deal. His soul, everything wrapped up in a nice little bow, sweet as Easter Sunday. But until then? Yeah, he's content to live in a stupid fucking Sherlock Holmes novel.

CHARACTERS:

JESSE NIX: A soon-to-be seventeen-year-old saddled with the curse of obedience. Unlike miss-lucky-Ella-Enchanted, he wasn't told to give away his mommy's locket. No-siree. He was told to give away his virginity. In his opinion, the only appropriate payback is a life. Maybe, one day, if he really snaps, he'll dig up Pastor Dallin's corpse and chop his dick off. Really stick it to the man. If he doesn't go to prison first, anyway. (spotify playlist)

NANCY NIX: Also a soon-to-be-seventeen-year-old, though saddled with the curse of honesty. It's really not so bad. That is, until she stumbles across the sight of her dearest little brother covered in blood for no reason he can push through his metal braces. She refuses to believe he did it on purpose. If only she could convince the cops without sounding like a nutjob. (spotify playlist)

BEVERLY PINES: A seventeen-year-old cursed to feel the pain of those around her. It makes for some fun family dinners with a sadistic mom and a missing dad. Distance nulls pain, but she can't ever seem to make it past state lines before her mom gets wise and breaks one of her ribs. Oh, well. She's got a bone to pick with psychos like her mom. Apparently, Pastor Dallin was one of them. She doesn't think she could stomach the pain of killing someone, so next best thing, right? (spotify playlist)

CLARICE ANDERMANN: Also a seventeen-year-old cursed to be constantly in motion. It's honestly not that bad. She's Yale bound! Perks of having endless energy for everything to cheerleading to debate contests, though she can't imagine her heart's going to keep up like this. It's already hanging on by a thread. That thread is named Beverly Pines and like hell she's letting it go to prison for nothing. (spotify playlist)

BILLY: An annoying fuck trapped in a seventeen-year-old's body. No curses. The opposite, in fact - blessed with a silver tongue and a keen sense of deduction. It takes him all of two hours to put together (almost) everything about Jesse Nix. He just didn't think he could push the repressed little fuck to murder that quick. (All the more power to him, though. Prison always makes people desperate and paranoid, AKA: an easy mark.) (spotify playlist)

MAVIS EVANGELISTA: Former housewife turned grieving widow turned revered prophet. If she got a little help from someone downstairs, then who's to know? They love her all the same. Now, she really, really wants to see how far she can push them all. (spotify playlist)

CARMINE: Just a helpful guy, passing through. Really doesn't need anything, just a little pledge, is all! And then? Then, you can have everything you want, fame, money, power, love. The sky is your limit. The water's fine! (Ignore the piranhas, they'll wait till you're dead to eat your face, just a little bit.) (spotify playlist)

NOTES:

- all of these characters have equal importance within the story.

- personal tag system for story stuff is '#tbtd' and character tags are just first name (ex: '#jesse')

- this is kind of really fucked up. the only reason i wrote it was cause i was thinking damn ella enchanted really is NOT fucked up enough. like i don't think the author of ella enchanted went dark enough. a locket? that's it? a bitch move. i'm taking it to straight murder and sexual abuse

- jesse transgender, no character straight except evil people

- i'm not entirely sure how tag lists work but i think i get the gist of them?? idk if you want rb or ask or something </3

EXCERPT:

There were moments, where she was reminded just how different this voice was, how violent.

She had found Lynette, making off with her makeup that she’d spent her own allowance on. Mavis doted on her and, from what she’d seen of other families, everyone else looked upon their little siblings with contempt, despising the burden they dragged along with their existence.

But Mavis adored Lyn. When she'd been born, her mother had come home with a tiny thing bundled in pink fleece. Mavis had taken to Lyn on sight, thinking Lynette’s headband adorned with a baby blue bow was the universe’s way of telling her happy birthday! as reparations for the ones her mother had missed while she was enduring her week long stay at the hospital.

But that mindset was a disease, one that had finally caught up with her. Had Lynette not become her burden? She was nineteen, busting her back day and night so Lynette wouldn’t have to, that she might avoid the life that Mavis had lived in those blissful six years where it was her and her alone.

Had her mother not tampered down her birthday celebrations since Lynette’s was so very close and they couldn’t afford double anyway? Had Lynette not deprived her of the teenage experiences she heard her classmates speak of, going out and tasting alcohol for the first time while Mavis followed a ten year old Lynette house to house so she could complain of a stomach ache after she’d devoured all the candy on the walk back home?

And now this! Stealing her few precious items, the few things she bothered to save up for, few things she bothered to keep hidden. For what? It wasn’t as though she was ever going to have the courage to ask a peer of her’s out. She was a thief.

One Mavis had made the mistake of taking care of. She should’ve embraced those stirrings of resentment, should’ve left Lynette to her own devices since Lynette didn’t appreciate anything, or even half of what Mavis afforded her. She should’ve left her out in the cold that Christmas. How could anyone have known? It wasn’t as though corpses could talk--

She had let Lyn take off with the whole case, as if to remind herself when she woke up the next morning what she had considered, how vile the thought was.

Lyn had never done anything unforgivable to Mavis. Mavis didn’t suppose she ever could. It was no fault of Lyn’s she didn’t understand what it was like to live with their father. How could she? It was a topic off limits to Lyn by both Mavis and their mother. After all, a child born blind doesn’t know until it’s pointed out to them.

And yet, she found guilt hard to summon. She did, but the speed at which it came, the strength, made her uneasy. What had happened to the girl she was? Lyn had been her world. What had changed?

Then, dully, that other voice, entirely of its own volition, said You did.

[ma-gic-gay]

Settling into any form of a routine that involves a change scares him. One that involves a change in the one stable thing in his life, him and Carly, that downright terrifies him. Forget about the fact that half the town knows they hooked up, now he's got... Feelings coming up that involve her. Feelings that he'd buried fifty feet into the ground and covered in cement.

At least, he'd thought he did.

Clearly, they've resurfaced now. He can't help but laugh to himself at that, the knowledge that of course Hurricane Carly lands without warning, yet again. Changing everything and not meaning to whatsoever. Destroying every defense he builds in between landfall and wrecking the stability he manages to get.

In an attempt to ward off these feelings that could complicate everything, he thinks of times she's hurt him. Probably not the best defensive strategy, but he gives not a damn. Whatever works.

Nothing really works until he remembers the time she broke his heart. The last time he'd loved her that way, had any feelings of romantic love towards her. She'd slept with his best friend, who'd manipulated her into thinking he was in love with Elizabeth Webber.

It destroyed him, the betrayal of not only Carly but Sonny's role in it. The fact his supposed best friend had done that to him, knowing how he felt about her and knowing it would hurt him. Half the time, Jason wasn't sure how he'd managed to stay in town so long after it happened, even for Michael's sake. The bullet wound he'd gotten the same night hadn't managed to hurt him as much as seeing her come down the stairs of Sonny's penthouse in his t-shirt, smelling of his cologne.

And the bullet had a good chance of killing him.

So he got on his motorcycle and skipped town, numbing the pain by getting adrenaline highs. And it worked, he was able to process everything and fall out of love with her as she fell in love with Sonny.

Finding out that she was pregnant with Sonny's kid stopped whatever healing he'd done for a solid few days as he allowed himself to go back to drowning the pain in whatever, or whoever, he could find. It was a terrible, self destructive thing, but he'd become like that by then, so it didn't matter anymore.

Getting back to Port Charles had been one of the most difficult things for him to ever do in his life. It took months for him to be over her enough to dare step foot within the limits of the city.

But he did, he was able to get over her. He'd attempted to build up walls around her, but as always, she tore those down. They were never in love again, or even close to it. Aside from a single "the world is ending" kiss, they'd been friends. Best friends. The type who defend each other when everyone else hated them and were, without question, always there for each other.

They trusted each other with their lives, still do, after a certain point. He'd even stopped futilely trying to build up defenses against her and it reached a point they always dropped whenever they were talking. She had a way of breaking down all his walls without any energy that no one else he'd ever known did.

Still, thinking about this as she's answering a text hasn't gotten him to lose the feelings or shove them down again. Dammit, he was very much hoping he could.

This is a bad sign.

"Whatcha thinking about?" Carly asks, noticing he's lost in thought.

"Nothing interesting," he responds. "Just business stuff."

"You're lying," she presses. "Did I miss something?"

"No, I'm just not thinking of anything important." Jason counters.

"I know when you're lying to me, Jason, so just tell me the truth."

"I'm just thinking about this whole kidnapping thing," he says, which isn't a lie; he had been thinking about it as well.

"And?"

He shakes his head at that, a small smile playing on his lips at how easily she can read him. "And I'm thinking about Sonny." That's the truth, but he's thinking more of the hurt Sonny caused than the man himself. Still, thinking about the man.

She nods before letting out a loud sigh. "I've got to get out of this room. Can we go on a walk around this boring hospital?"

"You wanna walk by yourself? Alright, let's see that," he quips.

"If I feel like I'm falling, I'll just have you catch me," she counters, smiling as she shifts under the covers to get out of the bed. "After all, you always do."

"I still think this is a terrible idea."

"Just go along with it. I've had worse," Carly orders, standing up and wincing.

"You're in pain."

"I don't care, I'm going to get out of this room."

"Do you want a wheelchair? Or a walker?" Jason offers, knowing better than to ask her to stay in the room.

"I will do this myself, with your help," she declares. "So get out of the chair and help me do a lap around this hospital floor."

Sighing, he stands up and follows her lead. "See? This isn't so bad, is it?" Carly beams at him through her pain. It's written all over her face, but as usual, she expects it to be covered with a smile.

"Not for me, but you're going to hurt yourself, Carly," he counters. "Please, let me get you a walker."

"No," she says stubbornly, "I'm doing this myself."

"Excuse me, Amy, can I please get a walker for my friend here?" Jason asks the nurse, who agrees peppily, despite Carly's protests.

"Jason, I'm fine. I don't need a walker."

"Then humor me and use one."

"I'm not doing this."

"You don't have a choice. Unless, of course, you'd like a wheelchair," he responds with a knowing smirk.

"I'm only doing this for you," she sighs, giving in as Amy hands her the walker. "This is so embarrassing, god."

"It's taking care of yourself, it's not embarrassing."

"Maybe everyone will be too caught up gossipping about us to realize I'm using one of these things," the blonde grimaces, though she's walking better with the assistance of the walker. "Little Lizzie might've done something good with her big mouth, for once."

Rolling his eyes, he says, "You know, most people would be enjoying their oppirtunity to relax."

"Have you ever considered me a regular person?" Carly asks, a glint of defiance and pride in her eyes. "Seriously. Ever since we met at Jake's, have you ever thought that I'm typical?"

"That night at Jake's, I thought you looked good. That's pretty much all I thought when it came to you that night," he answers. "But if you're asking if I consider you normal now, no. I consider you Carly."

"I can't tell if that's an insult or a compliment."

"Then you get to pick which it is."

"You know, sometimes your refusal to answer my questions is a pain in the ass," she says, wincing in pain yet again.

"And sometimes your stubbornness is a pain in mine. Like right now, when you're clearly in pain and pretending not to be," Jason tells her as they round the corner to the nurse's station.

"I'm not in pain," she protests. "I'm just sore. Really sore."

"Do you want a wheelchair?"

"I can walk, Jason."

"And it hurts when you do. Come on, you don't want to be all hopped up on painkillers when Wiley comes to visit later," he counters.

"When you put it like that-"

"Hey Willow, can I exchange her walker for a wheelchair?" Jason asks when they near the brunette at work.

"Of course," she smiles, finding one and bringing it out.

"Thank you."

"They pay me the big bucks to do this, no thanks necessary," Willow smiles again as Carly sits, defeated, in the wheelchair and allows Jason to push her.

"This is worse than the walker," she complains. "At least then I was walking on my own. Now I've got to be carted around by you. Which, don't get me wrong, I'm enjoying the VIP treatment, but I also don't want to be here, in a hospital. And I want to be at court tomorrow."

"We'll talk to the doctors and see if they say you can go tomorrow," he compromises. "But they might say you've got to be in a wheelchair when you go."

Groaning as they reach her room, she says, "I guess I could live with that. It'd probably make the judge give Cyrus a longer sentence, seeing me in the wheelchair, too. He could get life in solitary!"

"I'll pull some strings and he'll end up in solitary no matter what," Jason agrees as she gets out of the wheelchair and into the bed yet again. "But I think you need to rest before Wiley comes, or one of the doctors, or a lawyer, or someone else who needs your attention."

"If this is your way of saying I'm annoying-"

"It's not, but I want you to be healed."

"I'm healing!"

"You barely made it ten feet without wincing, Carly. That's not healed, that's in pain," he reminds her.

"Which is a part of healing."

Sighing, he says, "I want you to heal fully. Then you can go back to running the world. The best way for you to heal is to sleep and rest up while you can."

"Fine. But I'm doing this for you."

"I know."

To be continued after school probably lol I hate America

@ryleighjosephine

[problemswithbooks]

I have the headcanon that rei lost respect for enji when he made touya her full responsibility and he couldn’t handle it so he reacted like a child and retaliated by not respecting her too. Even though it was underserved. I’ve seen this kind of behavior before and in enji’s case I think it’s bc he subconsciously believes he’s unlovable so he tries to gain positive reaffirmation through respect instead. And so when he felt like he wasn’t being respected as a man or a husband, his ego couldn’t take it and poor rei suffered from it. I believe the same happened with shouto who preferred enji’s hated rival and didn’t want to train like touya did and still wanted to. Not to excuse enji’s behavior he was 100 in the wrong. I just like analyzing his character and wanted to share with someone who wouldn’t accuse me of abuse apologism lol.

It's a fine HC, but personally I have to disagree--mainly because of personal experience.

The whole feeling unlovable so demanding respect instead thing is son 100% my mom that I nearly had to do a double take lol. So yeah, this reply does talk about her a little to show the reason why I don't necessarily see Enji this way, just to give you a heads up.

The thing is Enji doesn't actually really demand respect. He doesn't like that Shoto defies him, or Natsuo yells at him, or even that Rei tells him he's doing something wrong, but he doesn't retaliate against them for being disrespectful. He doesn't talk at all about how disrespectful they are or yell at them until they start treating him with 'respect'. He just sort of brushes it aside/ignores it (in the past), or listens to the person confronting him (present).

If you want an example of how someone who demands respect because of feelings of rejection acts then I've got many. The one that I remember the most though is when my mom and I had a huge fight because I didn't say please, when I asked if she could replace my food that she wanted to eat.

All I said was "I don't mind if you eat it, but can you replace it, because I don't have much money." This caused a multiday fight that only ended when she made it clear that she wouldn't stop yelling at me until I apologized for not saying please--because as a close family member I assumed that was a given. But for her, who is constantly convinced that I don't love her and secretly hate her, the only thing that makes her feel better is demanding that I interact with her the way a retail service worker interacts with a customer, as in always says please, thank you, and never criticizes her for anything, even if it's just asking her to take her clothes out of the wash.

Enji never feels compelled to force his family into respecting him or even really the public. He's not well liked by the public and he gets badmouthed pretty frequently even before the Touya reveal. Enji has put his self-worth into how strong he is and what he's physically capable of doing. He thinks that without the #1 spot he has no value, but he doesn't want that spot unless he feels like he earned it through his strength alone--which is why All Might retiring made him spiral and change--because suddenly he couldn't prove his worth in the only way he'd thought possible.

And I think that's why he doesn't care so much for respect and never forces his family to be polite to him. I mean even before his redemption he put up with Shoto being cold, distant and rude, yet he didn't yell at him to talk to him better, or say that him not using his fire side was disrespectful (which it very much was meant to be). He only says that Shoto will have to use his fire eventually because he'll hit a wall--that he's going through an angsty teen phase and it'll pass.

I just feel like if Enji was defecting his feelings of inadequacy into not wanting to be disrespected that he would have been a lot more controlling of and angary at how Shoto treated him. I think he would have brought it up, either by complaining that Shoto was rude, or telling Rei she was a bad wife because she didn't respect him like she should.

But that's just how I see things because of my personal experience.

[99sshithouse]

Boseon Choi

BM | Matthew Kim

Age : 24

Alias(es) : Big B (Z), Baby B (J), Bumble B (parents only)

Place of Birth : Seoul, South Korea

Eye & Hair Color : Brown | Natural Brown

Height & Weight : 6'2" | 215lbs

Sex & Gender : Male and Identifies As Such

Orientation : Heterosexual

Marital Status : In A Relationship With Zuleika Nam

Personality

Oh, You Just Keep On Using Me, Until You Use Me Up

Boseon is made up of part neighborhood jock, part golden-star son, part chaotic mess. He was raised in a strong family dynamic, his mother and father loving him and supported him and everything he did. Singer? Sure! Artist? Absolutely! Dancer? Of course! They spent a life working hard to give their son every opportunity they hadn't been able to afford when they were kids. While sometimes their love and care could be a little embarrassing, he wouldn't ask for any other set of parents, because he knows no one would be better than his. Plus, they kept him close to his heritage, which he hopes to pass down as well whenever he has children.

B has always been a little more rough around the edges when compared to the rest of his friends. He was always louder, a lot more open and flirty, straight forward and can sometimes seem mean, but the ones who know him and love him know that 'mean' is the last thing he tries to be. He's extremely protective over his friends, and if someone tries to bother them, he isn't afraid to square up and knock them out. He has a habit of being decent at everything he tries. From dancing to sports to arts n crafts. He likes trying new things, especially if it's something someone he cares about is passionate about. He has this natural charm around him that can be similar to one might imagine a star quarterback would have. Personable, Outgoing, Charsmatic.

At this point in his life, there is a lot more confusion than there is understanding. He finds himself constantly questioning himself, his worth, his looks, the way he acts, the way he dresses, he just can't seem to find a place where he is comfortable anymore. While he tells his bro as much as he can, he finds it awkward to complain when it seems he has everything he could ever want. A girlfriend who loves him, job he cares about, a nice apartment, a good family, but when things come down to it, so much of it is fake that he doesn't even really know what's real anymore. He feels lost and incomplete, but who would really get it?

He's got a cute side to him. He's sweet to the girls all the time, B&J as a pair are just annoying enough to be quite a sweet pair. He's passionate about what he does with a little disaster sprinkled in on top.

Employment : Part Time At Local Roller Rink

Has held this job since he was 19, and usually hands out the skates and acts as the disk jockey for the rink. Sometimes he works behind the snack bar, but that's only if they're short staffed.

Criminal Specialty : Vandalism | Graffiti

Skills & Abilities

Tall & Ripped | The boy has spent years perfecting his appearance, and gaining both strength and flexibility | Not the Brightest Most Days, But Makes Up With a Huge Heart | Bilingual : Speaks Korean and English Fluently

Incredible Dancer | Leader of Dance Crew | B is incredibly passionate about dancing and, more specifically, dancing with his crew. He is the best dancer of the group, the most dedicated of the bunch, and was made the leader because of it.

Good Roller Skater and Skateboarder | Picks Up Sports Easily | Badass Gamer | Able To Stitch Up Tears in Clothing and sew on buttons | Actually a Pretty Good Artist

Authoritative Presence | There is just something about B that makes it easier to listen to him tell you what to do. It could be his deep voice, his threatening height and build, the fact that he's so damn passionate, but throughout his entire life, people have always considered him a leader, not a follower.

Strong Bonds With Others | Boseon has always been able to create strong bonds with others, being both open and honest with people about who he is and who he isn't. There is something very straight forward about the way he greets people, pulls people into big bear hugs, doesn't hide his affection toward others, that makes people like him more often then not. His friends thank his parents, who are more saints than they are people.

Disabilities & Disorders

Easy To Embarrass | The boy is quick to hide his face when he feels he's being teased or someone is making a joke at his expense. Jitae affectionately refers to him as his blushing Baby B.

His Relationship | He's been with Zuleika for almost 10 years now, and while most people would be proud of this fact, especially at their age, he knows the two of them have gone stagnant. On the outside for the whole world to see, they play the happy high school sweetheart role well, but once behind closed doors, there is mostly silence. Not fighting exactly, but complete and utter quiet. They have drifted apart, and to be far, Boseon assumes that he is part of the problem, he can't but also feels let down by Zu-Zu as well. But he doesn't end the relationship because Zu-Zu is all he's ever known, and fears the lonliness that may follow such a break up. Plus, how does one end a relationship with their best friend?

Low Self-Confidence | Once a brimming with ego, he know finds himself questioning his appearance and the way he acts. What has he done for his girl not to be attracted to him anymore? That question plagues his mind at all times.

Naturally Destructive | Sometimes he just breaks stuff. Doesn't matter what it is, he just breaks it. It's usually what happens when he's bored, and he'll just pick up something and break it. He's had to replace multiple phones, he only breaks his own, as well as pays for broken plates, tables, glasses, etc. Everyone yells at him for it.

Known History

Crime

Fighting | 2 Counts

Both happened when he was 17 and were wiped from his record.

Vandalism | 1 Count

Graffitied a large phallic symbol on a billboard. The mugshot was passed around by his friends because he looked so smug. Did 1 year of community service.

Gang Initiation : B basically gravitated towards the gang lifestyle once he became more and more engulfed with his graffiti. He also enjoys the family aspect of being a close knit group.

Known Affiliations

Parents

Rose Choi - Mother [Citizen]

Jiwoon Choi - Father [Citizen]

Friends

Jitae Bae [Best Bro]

Haenim Sohn [Best Friend]

Zuleika Nam [Best Friend/Girlfriend]

Affiliation | Tigers