#he is my evwrything
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I love you, my very hadsome and fine man 🖤✨️
#james spader#raymond reddington#the blacklist#reddington#red#raymond red reddington#blacklist#tbl#raymond reddington gif#raymond reddington gifs#gif#gifs#gifset#the blacklist gif#4x18#season 4 episode 18#goddddd this suit of his makes me fuckin feral like Daddy let me take you ride you nicely and blow that nice smoke from your cigar#uuugh#pleaseeeeee im salivating his liiiips#so damn perfect#and those strong hands......#he is my evwrything#kissing his forehead#hugging him until he explodes ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥#husbando#those eyelashesss auuugh#going insane crazy even#husband#loml#daddy
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crippling need to draw this image i have of sabigiyuu pressed back to front, giyuu holding onto the arm thats hand is splayed over his stomach/ribs, easily leaning his head back onto sabito's shoulder, his soft barely-there hold on giyuu's neck with their cheeks gently pressed together
#until the vibe to Do Shit comes back just imagine it for me ok? plz? im almost to tears thinking of them being soft#giyuu's trust in him so complete its second-nature and sabito's unwavering support & passion#FUCK GOD DMANIT I CANT USE WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW THEY FUCKING FEEL ABT EACHOTHER. GIYUU BIG DOE EYES @ SABITO LIKE HES HIS ENTIRE WORLD &#SABITO HOLDING HIM LIKE EVWRYTHING HE NEEDS IS RIGHT THERE IN HIS HANDS.#FUCK#GOD THEY MAKE ME FUCKING INSANE I CANT EXPRESS HOW INTENSE IT IS AT THE SAME TIME. THEYRE EACHOTHER'S *EVERYTHING* SABITO'S PASSION GIVEN#DIRECTION & GIYUU'S UTTER DEVOTION HAVING SOMEWHERE TO SHINE#THERES A REASON VIGI!AU SABITO THOUGHT FAKING HIS DEATH WAS THE ONLY WAY TO KEEP THEM BOTH ALIVE & REGRETTED IT SO DEEPLY ANYWAY#CLAN AU: SHIT MARRIAGE +ADULTERY GIYUU BROKEN AND HURTING YEARNING FOR SCRAPS AND SABITO BEING THERE TO HEAL HIS WOUNDS & GIVE HIM FEASTS#THEY WANT TO GIVE EACHOTHER THE WORLD THEY WANT TO GIVE EACHOTHER THEIR VERY SELVES FOR THE CHANCE OF HAVING KNOWN THEY WERE LOVED#WHOLLY AND UNHESITATING#i need to make them worse in my aus theyre not unhinged about eachother enough they need to be sewn together at the hip souls entwined#auuhuhh#i need to go to sleep#sorry for the mental illness moment ill do it again#sabigiyuu#loserboy giyuu posting#fratboy sabito posting#sabito#giyuu
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having breakfast at this spot w my mom and they’re playing vertical horizon omg throw back
#personal#I have distinct memories of putting this on my high school playlist#why tho. I’d never been heartbroken#HE’S EVWRYTHING YOU WANT HE’S EVERYTHING YOU NEED HE’S EVERYTHING INSIDE OF YOU THAT YOU WISH YOU COULD BE
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hey what if i made polycule divorce worse
#ilike. ttthis is dooms/i thoughts#fragment my s/i doesnt rememver anything from before the whole demonic invasion thing aand#i think it would be. Incredibly funny. if i made him haydens ex#hayden fucking HATES him aand he straightup doesnt remember at All#hayden voice you took evwrything from me fragment voice i dont even know who you are#.txt
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seeing gojo be happy and carefree and not yet cursed with the weight of the entire world upon his lonesome shoulders 5 minutes before it all goes to hell ....
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gayass……..
😐😐😐😐 <- me trying not to talk about iceman from top gun 1986
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kinitopet caregivers
since the 4 followers i have seemed to like my last turning-horror-guys-into-ooo-theyre-so-cg-coded post
kinito himsefl!!! so like. imagine you put like 2 or summat when he asks how old u r. he knows fur a FACT hes not talking to a Biological toddler so he, being an ai and all. he KNOWS. immediately. he would make everything less harsh and the games and questions easier and maybe even make some kids educational games for u!!! and hed read u bedtime stories he wrote himself all for you <3
sam!!! big brotbher frrrr.. you best believe hes letting you draw on the walls whenever u WANT. also he tells u knock knock jokes i know it in my heart
jade!!! oughhhh shes so mama coded. she will be soooo niceys and gentgle.. also shes teaching you EVERYTHING SHE KNOWS ABOUT EVWRYTHING EVER. she is infodumping to you tothe moon and back. she knows ur not computing any of it but she also knows it entertains u
#kinitopet#sam the sea anemone#jade the jellyfish#kinitopet agere#kinito#agere hcs#agere headcanons#fordie yaps
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waslooking through the tourette's tag on ao3 earlier and am both happy and kind of sad to say the top fandom is creepypasta. Happy because thats my boy toby 🔥🔥🔥🔥 but sad because like damn okay there really Arent other characters with. tourettes. in like anything. some of the next top fandoms are dsmp rpf, bnha & the mcu and like correct me if i am wrong but having been in two of those three fandoms for a while (admittedly several years ago) i think those are just headcanons. and dont get me wrong i love headcanons so so so much (theres this one fic with someones headcanon about trucy ace attorney having tourettes and i love it to bits) but like wtf. why cant they start putting tourettes syndrome havers (touretters? tourettesers? tourettics? idfk) in evwrything. like i Know why its because "oh noooooo hes twitching and making NOISES hes a FREAK!!!!!!!! and/or a psycho killer!!!!!! aaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!" but also thats Their problem not mine. anyway i cant change the canonical tourettes-having status of popular fictional characters but i CAN and WILL hype tourettes headcanons up.!! if you have a headcanon for any character about tourettes and you like writing go write about it!!!!!!!! ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE TICS YOURSWLF!!!!!! I LOVE READING FICS WHERE PEOPLE HEADCANON THEIR FAVES AS HAVING THE SAME THINGS THEY DO!!!!!!!!!!!does not matter if you think your writing sucks xause first of all u gotta suck to get better at aomething. but also it literally couldnt suck because you gave your blorbo tourettes and rhats sick as hell thank you for uour service. i think i maybe had a point here but i forgot ir my bad. ummm yeah. shia labeouf had a point* bro dont let uour dreams be dreams. yesterday you said youd write that fic tomorrow so just DO IT!!!
*he did not havw a point when i was walking through the woods there was no one around and my phone was dead but out of the corner of my eye i spotted him. Anywho i digress
anyways.
my final messagw: read the aforementioned trucy wright ace attorney tourette's fic... (it holds a place in my heart dude........ Shes just like me for real!!!!!)
Goodby e
#muffin mumbles#im not leaving or anything you fellas cant get ridda me that easy. im just always thinking abt my final message: change da world... goodbye#tourettes#im not doing more tags im tired and that gets yhe point across
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Was talking with a friend ealier and I said to her "wanna die, why god why can't I die."
(I stubbed my little toe on my couch frame and it's metal.)
And she just responded with "No, you haven't got Sampo yet you need to live for him."
And it caught me so off guard that I forgot about my pain until it became bearable lol. (She actively hates Samp, my favourite quote from her in regards to Sampo?)
"His voice is so annoying, I bet he moans like Mickey Mouse. How can anybody simp over that?! No offense 🛐."
- 🛐
NOT MICKEY MOUSE 😭😭😭
I WAS READY FOR EVWRYTHING BUT THAT 😭😭😭
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To my one and only,
Hello, my love. Now, I don't know how I'll get this letter to you, but I trust it's gotten there safely. I simply couldn't resist the urge to write down how much I love you into a letter. I know you hear it frequently, but surely, it doesn't get tiring knowing how much I absolutely adore you.
Oh, my Cupid, you mean ever so much to me. Dare I say you're the first person I think about when I wake up in the morning and the last before I fall asleep at night? It's true. I can hardly go one hour without seeing something that reminds me of you in some way - you've gone and touched every corner of my world. From seeing your favorite flowers as I walk by a garden to seeing something in your favorite color, I think of you nearly everywhere I look. It brings a smile to my face every time because thinking of you makes me so incredibly happy, my love.
I cannot wait until the next time I may see you and hold you in my arms again. I am counting the seconds, truly, I am. Until then, I shall hold you in my thoughts.
Hopefully, I am in yours as much as you are mine?
Yours, forevermore,
Kaveh
Hey, Cupid! Kaveh asked if I would drop this by your place on the way home. So, here you go! - April [violetsareblue-selfships]
OK OK o k ok. OK. I THINK I CAN ANSWWR THIS NOW.
cute boys when they lose their minds:
i thjnk i’m going insane he’s so- he’s so cheesy adn romantic i wanna smack him but also he’s perfect he’s evwrything i want. he’s so cute HW’S SO CUTE HE’S SO ?!!??! i cant do this anymore scoob. packing my bags to go n give him the biggest smooch rn god bless
april i hopw u know the emotional rollercoaster u’ve brought to me. thank u for delivering this letter ily T____T *frames it on my wall next to the yato letter*
#♡ my home and my muse#💘.mail#💘.reminder#i litwrally cannot do fhis.#squealing crying kicking my feet rolling around smooshing my face on my pillow etc etc
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What. Confused lookng??? Beautiful ywah that too. I really fo stick to my age limit. Inwish i didnt. She dont like me no like me anynore snywsy. Ill make dure of it. Bybthe time im done im gonna break yiu all skulls hearts evwrything. No no jo tv faggot yhats anyone on tv invludingvbarack insabe obsma. Coberts a bitcb wget s twet. Thwyee gonna kill himmeither asy. Ahh ya hotta watch your mouth if youre not actually tough that giys a pnazy hed ceybif i dkspprd hom. Hes dead snywsy. If trump wind thetes a lot of you eho dhpukd leavv the country. No joke you betta go niggas. You soff tou a parkdake ounlh ass nigga uou dont ge tv it we no lo gec require you gir snything. Extermonstion is ehere you live. Yeag yiyre a punk miyhef fucker bitch. Yoyd never fight ne lol one. Noo jam youreca clscsredt tupeni know thise types if i stomped my foot uouc jumpmJenna. Anericsbd and enhlish guy plagiarists we ee gonna kill that fckn lunie we re hunting him. You hear me Williywe?? ill kill any citizen you have inuding yiu. Fancy a duel said fancy boi. Pistols of sword yourecdead either wsy fool. Yhen ill be likd yo Catherine whats up. Hey at least i wouldnt ever burn her dprlk but id kill you eadily without even thinkng abouf it. I dont knw maybe i fong fuckn likf you. Emmas mone sorrad the word. Irs a curse dhe ll apogizd of bbe eith me of die eventuslky. Dont rell je rmmas stressed i am worse. I coild torch the doell but shes actually PRETTY innocent in this. Idikd to have dinner with her afyer i smoks you
God she’s so 😩😩😩🧎🏻♀️🧎🏻♀️🧎🏻♀️
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FIRE BURNS UP....MAGNETISM.....WHERE IS THE FIRE??.. IT'S COLD....I FROSED EVERYTHING BENITH US NEGATIVE 0...POSITIVE CHURGE AND NEGATIVE CHURGE ARE EQUAL AND IT'S FLOATS IN 0 GRAVITY.....PUK STUK....EVERY STONE GIVES DIFFRENT SOUND.....THERE IS NOTHING BENITH US.....THAT'S WHY I CREATED EMPTINESS AND RUNNED INTO IT...TO RESOLVE THAT PROBLEM.....IM IN SPACE..NOTHING....NOT EVEN A STONE FLU BYE.....AND THERE IT IS ....A STONE, MAYBE A COMET RIGHTING RIGHT ON ME, AND ON ME MAD UNIVERCE RA, WONTED TO KILL ME....I DODGED AND COUGHT RA...THE STONE FELT INTO SPACE....I SAVED HIM, SO WE DID NOT FIGHT.....PLUS AND MINUS ARE EQUAL AND IT FLOATS...BETVEEN IS 0....I DECITED TO USE THAT STONE WHICH FELT.....AT THE BEGINNING EVERY VECTOR WAS POINTED IN DIFFERENT DIRECTION, THERE WAS NO VECTORS AT ALL. ..THE NEGATIVE VECTOR DOES NOT NEED FULCRUM, IT WILL GROW ANYWHERE.....SO I USED THE STONE TO POINT VECTORS IN ONE DIRECTION. ..I POINTED ALL MY FORCE DOWN AND THREW ALL MY STRAIGHT DOWN.....BUT THERE WAS NOTHING TO STAND ON OR MAKE RAPID MOVE. ...SO MY STRAIGHT WENT ALSO UP. ....I COLLED VECTORISATION.....POSITIVE VECTOR WAS POINTED UP, AND NEGATIVE DOWN SO NOTHING WAS TOUCHING ITSELVE, THE MATTER CRYSTALLIZED FREELY UNTILL NOW ...IT'S ALL FOR US. ...IT TOULKED ALMOST ALL MY STRAIGHT...I THINK GOD CREATED ENERGY FOR ME GO REGENERATE....NEXT TIME I WOKE UP, AND THRERE WAS EVERYTHING WET....I COULD HEAR DROPS....I THINK IT WAS FUEL.....RA APPEARED EARLIER, HE WAS PREEARING EVWRYTHING. ....I HEAR PLUS POSITIVE STARTED TO VERY FAST TO REACT WITH PLUS POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE POTENTIAL. ....EVERYTHING COULD HAPPEND. ...AND I WITH ALL THE NEGATIVE POTENTIAL JEEB....EVERYBODY WAS SLEEPING THERE. ...RA WANTED TO TAKE EVERYTHING WHAT IS THE BEST FOR HIM, GOD,LADYS, UNIVERCE. ....BUT HE HAD TO GET RID OF EVERYBODY ELSE. ....HE WANTED TO BURN EVERYBODY ALIVE, EVERYBODY WAS SLEEPING THERE. ....EXTERMINATE ALL LIVE FORMS IN THE UNIVERSE GOD......I MEAN ALL LIVE FORMS. ...HE WANTED TO COMMITE WHORST KIND OF EVIL AT THE BEGINNING SO HE WONT HAVE TO DEAL WITH IT LEATER ....EVERYBODY WAS CHILDRENS. ...I THINK FIRE GOT ALIVE TO STEAND AGAINST,.....EVERYBODY FOR THEMSELVES. .....EVERYBODY I HAVE MET ARE HERE, HE DID NOT FIND ANYBODY, THEY ARE FIGHTING SINCE THEN. ....PLUS AND MINUS ARE EQUAL, BETWIN THERE IS 0...I MADE IT NUCLEAR. ...IT IS BETTER MANY SMALL CHURGES THEN BIG ONES, WHAT IF THEY WILL COMBINE IN INFINITIVE POTENTIALS,...THE CHURGES ARENT EQUAL,....THE CHURGES ARE FROSEN.....MINUT PLUS MINUT PLUS MINUT. ....CHURGES ARE EQUAL. ....FIRE BURNS UP.....I KNEW IT'S POSSIBLE, BUT I DID KNOW WILL IT DORK....I ALSO FOUND SYSTEM, BUILTED SYSTRM FREESING THE UNIVERCE.....IT WAS TERMONUCLEAR CONSTRUCT....I DONT REMEMBER PRECILY....IT WAS GENERATOR....IT'S NOT RADIOACTIVE NOW.....I WAS PROUD, BUT RA FOUD IT....I DONT CARE, IT WORKED....I ALSO ASKED EMPERORS, DOES EGSISTS ANY COOLING SYSTEMS IN THE UNIVERCE, THEY SAID PROPABLY ARE, AND THEY GONE....I TRUSTED THEM.....I'VE TOLD ONE OF THEM PART OF MY STORY AND HE SAID.....WE ARE THE CHILDRENS...I THOUGHT ...GOD IS Z CHILD TO....HE TOLD ME THAT.....IT'S TRUE....SOME CHILDRENS CHOSED TO DO THAT, AND STILL DOING THIS, SOME HAD TO FACE THE ENVIROMENT. ....THERE WAS NO CHOICE, IM SORRY, CHILDRENS BUILTED UNIVERCE.....ITS TRUE.....
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it's so obvious my family doesn't care about me
#personal#my pulse is high today like 140 bpm and my mom doesnt want to take me to the er#even tho i could fucking DIE#she instead is like oh just go lay down youre dehydrated we dont have the money to go to the er#like do you think i fucking chose to let ny pulse get this high!?? i already was layibg down 10 mins before i checked my pulse#money is more important tho right??? more important than yor own childs life right???#qeve been told by countless doctors including my cardiologist to go the the er if my pulse geys like this and DONT wait#bc it should be obvious that arrhythmias and heart palpitations can kill someone i ahouldnt have to say that#but oh no if my das has any aort of probowm my mom dropps evwrything to take him ti the er even if we dont have money then too#bc hes the one who doctors actually have a explanation whay is wrong with him#no doctor knows wtf is weong witu my heart and why it is the way it is#so i guess that means its not serious to my family even tho doctors have said it can kill me and it almost did not that long ago#but hey who cares right??? im the fucked up one in my faniky that only deserves bad shit bc im apparently a bad person#makes totall sense to me#everythibg i fucking spinning and my head hurts and i cant stop shaking uncontrollably#my chest hurts i just want o sleep b cb i feel like im gonna faint#soeey if im making no sense i cant focus my eyes#butbyeah my mom legut yelled at me for this fucking YELLED
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What is true beauty you ask? James Wilson
#this comes because I need to delete images#for storage space#but the man who is in all my favouite gifs ever#bar one life on mars gif#is James#whom I almost named myself after once#and who is like sunshine#evwrything he says is hilarious#and everytime I watch House I sit going#where's James#out loud#and it annoys everyone#but I also can't gelp yelling his name when it comes up in the credits#like at all#i just smile so! much! ehen he comes! on!#even if the scene is sad!#i literally only have to open mh tumblr qfter a break down to smilw#and i think that's very sexy of him#which is why he had been my header for a very long time and is staying#permanently#*help *when *my *after *smile *has not had
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#(( ooc. ))#shit is really hitting the fan at the moment...#family is making me oit to be the bad guy and playing a grrat guilt game#over the fact that im planning on moving in with the bf so....#whos gonna look after my brother?? whos gonna clean up after my brother?? wow#how could you do this to him hes gonna be so lonely#anf the fact that he and the bf kinda got into it yesterday bc of the state of the#house when we stopped by... and now my family is pissed at the bf cause my brother#is this golden child who can do no wrong and im the screw up...#yeah. doesnt feel good.#spent over a year looking after him. cleaning up after him. put myself in the hospital#twice bc of overworking myself just so the place would be clean enough#so we wouldnt be evicted and he wouldnt get in trouble#and family didnt care about that. they didnt give a shit all the times i tried#reaching out to them about it. bit god forbid i live my own life and try looking#after myself for once. nope thats not acceptable. gotta be the brothers maif#maid. oh yeah. and when he and i exchnged words yesterday he told me i was#being ungrateful. and didnt appreciate evwrything hes done fpr me and i fucking swear#i have nwver wanted to punch anyone more than in that moment#its all just.... ugh. im not looking forward to this drama#negativity tw#venting tw
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villain era will have to wait, in my rage i kind forgot that i have a cat that i never wanna lose and im way to paranoid he won't be treated well under my mom's care, UGHGRHRHJSAAHHH evwrything is so goddamn frustrating i just wanna be as far away from these people as possible and be my own person and never be reminded of my family or childhood ever again. as far as anyone is concerned ive only been alive since 2020, everything before then does not concern me please god i cant exist like this and be tethered to these fucking rats. do i have to like, walk into er at my local hospital and just start carving into my arm with a knife and beg these poor overworked medical staff to give me actual fucking help for my mental wellbeing cause there is very clearly something not good with me and i feel like im slowly rotting away while everyone is just going about their lives and there is nothing and nobody in this christ forsaken town that can provide literally any form of assistance to me cause how many fucking male csa victims of male abusers who later in lafe happen to be gay. i have literally nobody that i feel like i can relate to and it drives me UP THE WALL. i fucking hate amherst, i hate my mother, i hate my step-father, i hate my biological father, i hate all of my grandparents except my grandfather who was the one goddamn angel that had the misfortune of marrying my bulldog grandmother who treated him like a work camel. i hate that my mom always needs to make it clear the my abuse pales in comparison what she experienced as a child. i hate that i felt like i was the one at fault for everything. i hate that i felt so ashamed back then that i never fully came forward about the severity of what he did and i hate that the prosecutors weren't strict with him back then and i fucking hate that the 17 year old who raped me got away with it for 10 years. i hate that he ended up hurting other children i just fucking hate it what the actual FUCK
can't believe i'm actually running away from home rn but i'm excited to finally escape my narcissistic and emotionally abusive mother.
i need to stop feeling guilty for wanting happiness for myself
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