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wheeboo · 1 year ago

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seventeen and apologising to their s/o in their native language after a fight

PAIRING. seventeen x gn!reader GENRE: maybe more angsty than expected, hurt/comfort, headcanons WARNINGS. depictions of arguments, terms of endearment, mentions of kissing WORD COUNT. 1.8k

requested by @mirxzii: haii haii my rani ^^ idk if u saw this in the serv last night but!! svt members fighting w so and accidentally saying smthn mean (like i hate you) and they feel so bad they apologize to u in your native language to try n show how sincere they are :((

notes: i kinda dont like how i wrote this, but i hope it came out okay ^^ totally didn't write most of this at like 3am lkjdfsdf its vERY Rushed i wrote everyone past jeonghan in one setting lmasoo

choi seungcheol

"i can't stand this anymore!"

immediately feels that pang of regret in his chest, taking all the responsibility of his words deep in his heart. the heat of the moment had gotten to him and once he caught sight of you shriveling in the comfort of your arms and the tears forming in your eyes, he feels all that prior anger wash away as he reaches over to bring you in his arms, uttering out his apologies and feeling tears brimming in his own eyes.

once you've calmed down a bit, he'd whisper so softly just next to your ear, "i'm sorry," in your native language. "i'm so sorry."

you feel this strange wave of comfort wash over you, hearing him conveying his apologies in your native language bringing a different jump to your heart than what you've experienced.

yoon jeonghan

"so you want to break up? is that it?"

is usually calm and collected during arguments, but there was just a bit more hurt laced to his words than intended. he sees the way your words get caught in your mouth and the way your face distorts achingly. grabs your hand in his, half-expecting for you to let go, but you don't. cups your face with his other hand, thumbing away the tears streaming down your face. starts off with small reassurances and murmurs of apologies, before taking one long look at your face.

"i'm sorry, angel," he apologises in your native language. "i'm so sorry. i didn't mean it like that, i'm sorry."

there's a very inconspicuous lift to the corners of your lips at his words, and he finds himself letting out a soft sigh of relief when you hold his hand just a little bit tighter.

joshua hong

"i hate fighting with you."

you know he means it, even from the gap between you both on the couch and your energy depleted from your spewl of banter. you're both quiet now, and he knows that silence is just as bad as the hurtful words you both said to each other this night. sighing, he closes the space and cups your face gently in his hand, encouraging you to look up at him.

"can you... can you look at me?" he asks, and you do so hesitantly. your eyes meet his, and you can see the genuine regret in them. 'i'm so sorry. you know i love you more than anything. anything."

he says it in your native language, and it adds an extra layer of tenderness to the apologies leaving his mouth, and you can't help but faintly smile through the tears.

wen junhui

"maybe we're just better apart!"

his words hang torturously in the air, and he immediately regrets letting them slip from his lips, the panic beginning to course through his body. he watches as your eyes well up with tears, and he can't bear to see you hurting like this. reaches out to hold your trembling hands in his, his own hand shaking equally with yours.

"i-i'm sorry, i didn't mean it like that, pl-please don't cry, Y/N," he tells you nervously, the feature of your native tongue making your eyes widen. "i love you so much, and i don't want to be without you, please."

when you meet your eyes with his, you feel as if an arrow had shot through your own heart. all you do is silently reach to palm your hands over his this time, and he takes the chance to press a sweet kiss to your forehead.

kwon soonyoung

"you're being so difficult right now!"

his frustration had gotten the best of him at this ungodly hour in the middle of the night, yet he immediately regrets his harsh words when he sees the hurt in your eyes. at that very moment he swears he can just drop to his knees and wish your worries away, but he knows it isn't that easy. instead, he takes a step closer, hesitant hands at his side, before caressing your tears away with both of his thumbs.

"crap, i..." he loses his words for a moment, before letting out, "i'm so sorry, baby. i'm so so sorry. i just... i hate it when we fight. i'm sorry."

his words are quick, but you can pinpoint the remorse in them, especially when your heartbeat quickens upon hearing him say it in your native language. his eyes are pleading when you look back up at them as you give him a small smile.

jeon wonwoo

"i can't deal with your drama anymore."

his words cut deep like a knife, and he can see the pain in your eyes once it sets in what he just said. immediately regrets his choice of words and reaches out to pull you into a comforting hug. it's an impulsive act, he knows that it is, but he can't stand the feeling of the words he just said separating the two of you. not ever.

it takes him a few moments of relishing your presence in his grasp before murmuring, "i'm sorry, my love."

it's a very small, simple apology, yet one that warms your heart more than expected once you hear it in your native language. when you pull away from him slightly to look in his eyes, he says it again, each feeling like a new stitch to your heart.

lee jihoon

"you're impossible to talk to."

regrets his words as soon as they leave his mouth, and he feels his chest tighten with guilt as soon as he pinpoints the hurt in your eyes, quickly replacing whatever anger he had with worry. but for a second, he hesitates, and curses himself for doing so. yet when that wall finally breaks, he approaches you, gently taking your hands in his and squeezing them softly.

"i'm sorry, Y/N, " he says in your native language, voice quiet yet filled with sincerity. "i want to talk to you, i just got frustrated, and i... i'm sorry. i really am."

hearing him apologise in your language makes you feel understood, and you offer a nod, even with the tears still brimming in your eyes.

xu minghao

"i'm done with this conversation."

he didn't mean for it to get this far, but he knows right away that resolving this wouldn't get anywhere if you two didn't talk it out properly. and you know it too, seemingly not having moved from where you stood as you gaze at him with a look of defeat. there's just something about it that makes his face soften, and he steps back up to you.

"i'm sorry," he confesses simply in your native tongue, yet it's enough to convey his genuineness. "i never want to push you away like this. let's talk this out, okay?"

you feel the sense of comfort hit you, and you give him a nod, interlocking your hand with his and letting him lead you to the couch.

kim mingyu

"you're making this harder than it needs to be."

it comes out harshly, more than he expected it to be, that it's even enough to shatter his own heart at his own words. his frustration is quick to dissipate when he hears the way your breathing is shaking in the silence, and from the tears starting to form on your eyes. it hurts, gosh it hurts so bad to see you like this. steps back up to you, grabbing your hands and pulling you closer to him.

"baby, i'm sorry. i..." then he takes a deep breath, giving him a moment to secure his words. "i'm sorry, i love you. i'm so sorry."

even in your native language, his words touch your heart as you're quick to pull him towards you, and his large arms wrapping around comfortingly you just like his words do.

lee seokmin

"you're driving me crazy right now!"

his words are loud that you feel it riddling in your bones, drying up whatever you wanted to say. the regret is quick to hit him, so fast that you can't make out the unintelligible spill of apologies leaving his mouth. the tears well up in his eyes at your quietness, knowing he had pushed a nerve, and his hands unsteadily make his way into yours.

"i'm so sorry, sunshine. please forgive me, i..." he pauses, blinking back his tears. "i'm sorry, i'm so sorry for all of this. please don't cry... i never want to hurt you."

you hate seeing him cry; you hate fighting with him too, but his words are enough to give him a faint smile of forgiveness. you know that he's sorry, and hearing it in your native language makes it more endearing.

boo seungkwan

"you're being so unreasonable!"

his voice had taken a rough edge at the heat of the argument, the frustration evident in his words. but when he catches sight of the pain to your face, he feels his heart drop to the floor, realising the gravity of what he said, and he couldn't believe he'd let his frustration get the best of him. feels his thoughts begin to soar, trying to put together an apology right away, just anything.

"Y/N, i... i'm sorry, i'm so sorry," he lets out quietly, cautiously, in your native language, voice pleading. "can you... no, nevermind, i'm sorry. i really am."

he's looking deep into your eyes now, trying to decipher through your face, and he can see the instant, slight change when you hear his words.

vernon chwe

"i can't put up with you right now."

it feels cold, his words sending a shiver running up and down your spine like a madman. it's enough to make you freeze in place, making your thoughts think the worst things, yet also enough for him to notice the weight of what he just said. he calls out your name quietly, momentarily snapping you back to reality, having the urge to grab your hand but hesitant to do so.

"Y/N?" he calls out again, and when your glassy eyes meet him, his he feels something drop inside of him. "Y/N, baby, i..." he brings himself closer to you, locking one of his hand through yours and the other to your side. "i'm... i'm sorry, i shouldn't have said that, baby, i'm sorry."

you didn't expect the switch to your native tongue, and you can tell by his gaze how serious he is. but it holds the regret that he feels and the sincerity in his words.

lee chan

"just leave! if that's what you want, just leave!"

his words had been sharp and filled with frustration. you feel like the ground beneath you is crumbling, and it's as if the world is crashing down around you. but almost instantly, his face registers the pain in your eyes, and he realises how hurtful his words were. he steps closer to you, his eyes wide with regret, and he reaches out to take your hand.

"i-i didn't mean that, i'm sorry," he says softly, apologising in your native tongue like it was natural, voice quivering. "i'm so sorry. i didn't mean any of it."

hearing him apologise in your native tongue reassures you that he truly regrets his words, and you slowly nod, though tears still in your eyes, but a glimmer of forgiveness in your heart.

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fairyhaos · 1 year ago

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how seventeen help their mentally tired s/o

requested by @mirxzii : fave writer is back!!!! how ab svt with an s/o whos just like really mentally tired and wants to do nothing but sit and cuddle all day

notes: sorry it took me so long to get to this ml :((( i hope you like it!!

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seungcheol

he's clearing his day schedule, no questions asked. no gym session or meet up with jeonghan or consultation with the company is more important than him being there with you and helping you when you're at your lowest. does whatever you want him to do and then some, scooping you up in his arms and carrying you back to bed and resting you against his chest, running fingers through your hair and down your back until you feel calmer again, calmed by his presence and his care

jeonghan

ur just like him fr. no but in all honesty, his expression honest-to-god just melts into concern when you tell him quietly that you don't really wanna do anything today, and he just pats your hair affectionately and says that's okay baby, it's totally fine to just spend the day in bed. sends you back to bed instantly, and joins you a few minutes after with two mugs of hot chocolate in his hands, smiling and saying that there's no better way to spend a mentally tired day than in bed with a sweet drink beside the person you love

joshua

he gets worried when the hours tick by and you're still not getting out of bed. by the time midday has come and gone and you still haven't come out of your room, he knocks on your door to find you just sitting in bed, staring up at the ceiling. you haven't even opened the curtains yet, and he smiles softly, coaxing you out of bed and trying to get you to eat something and at least take a walk while the sun is still out because he knows that, even when you're as mentally tired as you are right now, you'll feel terrible if you just do nothing and he knows that a walk is a sure way to make you feel a little better <3

junhui

doesn't get the concept of "lying around and doing nothing", at first. comes into ur room w his arms laden with snacks and his laptop, saying that he's gonna keep you company while u do nothing :D!! it takes a minute but he eventually realises u really wanna just do Nothing at all, and he drops all his things to just curl up next to you, tracing mindless shapes into the palm of your hand, and it makes you smile a little, just how willing and eager he is to do his best to take care of you and be by your side

hoshi

cracks his knuckles and is like "get ready to have the best nothingness-filled day of your entire LIFE." and it makes you smile, but also it really is kind of amazing how it does end up being a really good day despite the fact that you do nothing. his voice is the sole thing that fills the air the entire day, either rambling mindlessly or recounting ridiculous events that have happened to him lately. you don't need to respond, don't need to say a word, and you can't help but watch him with adoring eyes the entire time

wonwoo

is genuinely worried that you've caught some sickness, bc it's not normal to see you walking around the house looking so llistless and exhausted. when you admit to him that you just feel so drained mentally, his brow furrows in concern and is instantly drifting toward you, wrapping his arms around you as you finally break. spends the rest of the day by your side, constantly kissing the top of your head and squeezing your hand. doesn't let you do anything strenuous at all, insisting that you just relax

woozi

he can't exactly tell you off for deciding to camp out in your room for the entire day, bc he's had far too many days where he does the exact same thing in his studio. except for you, you're doing it bc you're feeling down, and that will never do. checks up on you frequently, pressing kisses to the top of your head and while he hesitates when you ask for cuddles, he eventually gives in and clambers into bed next to you, bc he can never, ever refuse your requests. especially if they'll help you feel better.

minghao

you wanna do nothing??? the whole day??? gets worried and says that that's not a very good way to spend your day, but there are phantom tears brimming in your eyes and he can see that you are so close to breaking, so he relents with a smile and a kiss to your forehead, telling you that's fine, just go back to bed and relax. he's a bit busy that day, so you don't expect to see him, but a few moments later he's knocking on your door and peeking in with a smile, prepared to hug you in bed and do nothing with you all day. nothing's more important than being by your side, after all.

mingyu

mingyu is ridiculously and scarily in tune with your emotions and your mental state. you don't even have to say a word to him: he already knows that you're feeling burnt out, and he's gonna do everything to make you feel better. makes sure your day is as relaxing and calming as possible to make you feel better and is basically rushing around doing everything he thinks will help, until you catch his hand as he scurries past the sofa, admitting that all you really need are some cuddles with your boyfriend. his face lights up with realisation and he sits down next to you, engulfing you in his arms and you've never felt quite so at peace

dokyeom

builds you a blanket fort. even if you wanna do nothing, he wants to to be able to do nothing in style! and honestly, a blanket fort is the best of the best, in his opinion. buries you under pillows and fluffy blankets and gives you a kiss on the forehead and backs out of your room, fully intending to give you some peace and quiet by yourself. comes back not even an hour later tho, bc he was getting kinda bored and even if you're not doing anything, he's always gonna want to spend his day with u

seungkwan

kind of horrified when you tell him that you don't really wanna do anything today, because that's not like you. even when you're tired, you still try and do something, and so this is how he knows that you're truly at your most exhausted. situates you on the sofa, and just. engulfs you in his arms and doesn't let go. watches trashy tv with you and laughs softly at the ridiculous bits, and it makes you smile sleepily against his chest, grateful for how warm and unquestioning and loving seungkwan always, always is

vernon

when you tell him that you wanna do nothing today bc you're feeling mentally drained, he nods slowly and a little confusedly. even as you curl up on the sofa and do absolutely nothing, you still look so sad and exhausted, and he thinks you need more than just a day of nothingness. so he sits down next to you, tapping you on the shoulder and when you turn to him, he wordlessly wraps his arms around you, one hand around your shoulders and the other cradling the back of your head. it's a protective position, and the affection makes you melt, finally feeling the tension in your head begin to ease.

chan

he's looking over you worriedly the entire time as you tell him over breakfast that you don't feel like doing anything that day. he's constantly hovering in your periphery as you settle onto the couch, swathed in blankets, not even bothering to pick up your phone bc you're just so mentally exhausted. finally decides that he can't take seeing you look so exhausted anymore, and drags you outside to take a walk, and you do look a little better afterwards, but it's not until he pulls you into a tight hug when you get home that you finally, finally relax into him

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secondcupforyou · 9 months ago

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seventeen as horrible pick-up lines, a carat/valentine’s day special 🩷🩵

disclaimer, this is purely for entertainment purposes and does not reflect who seventeen are as people.

pairing! ot13 (separate) x gender neutral! reader

warnings! light swearing

word count! ~1k words total

author’s note! i found a list of horrible pick-up lines and couldn’t stop myself…

Seungcheol

“I can't taste my cherry lip gloss! Can you give it a try?”

“Huh? Like you want me to try it out?” you asked as you rummaged around your bag. You had been trying to find your phone to get directions for the restaurant you got reservations for. After you found it, you looked up to see Seungcheol’s pouty face. At that, you realised he was probably asking for something less explicit. “Oh, was that you asking to kiss me? You should have been more clear.”

Jeonghan

“Are you iron? Cause I don’t get enough of you.”

”Last time I checked, I wasn’t Iron Man, so I would check somewhere else.” you joked. However, you weren’t fully expecting the whining that would come after it. As you began to laugh at his reaction, Jeonghan’s complaining got louder. Through broken laughs, you tried to speak, “C’mon, I know you could do better than that.”

Joshua

“On a scale of 1 to America, how free are you this weekend?”

You looked up from your textbook as you heard Joshua’s voice. The two of you were supposed to be working on a project your professor had assigned you for the week. As you looked into his eyes, his small smile irked you just enough to complain: “Can’t you ask like a normal person? If you did, then maybe I would be free.”

Before he could respond, you began to work on the assignment once again.

Jun

“Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?”

You had lost track of the amount of times Jun had used different pick-up lines throughout the day. It started when you first saw each other today, and it hasn’t stopped since. While it was endearing for you, you could also see the annoyance building up from your friends. With a quick laugh, you leaned into his ear to whisper, “I would stop before one of them ends up punching you.”

Soonyoung

“This date is like a big bowl of Frosted Flakes. It’s grrrrrrrrreat!”

When Soonyoung said this to you, you couldn’t help but laugh. Maybe it was because of his complete seriousness as he looked you straight in the eyes, or maybe it was because of the silence that filled the room before. Either way, you weren’t expecting him to tell you a stupid pick-up line.

“What the hell is wrong with you?” you were finally able to ask as your laughs began to calm down.

Wonwoo

“Good thing I have a library card, because I'm checking you out.”

Maybe it was because you were at the library that this was so cheesy, but you don’t think it would change much. He quickly moved to continue browsing through the books on the shelves; however, you could see a hint of blush lie across his cheeks. It made you smile.

“Ya’ know,” you began, “if you didn’t read books, then this would have been more awkward.”

Jihoon

“To quote the poet Lee Woozi, ‘Even if my lips are dry, I need to say this, baby: I adore you.’”

“Did you just use your own song to try to pick me up?” you said as you attempted to close the door to his studio. You had just ran to get some snacks from the convenience store before the two of you worked on music for the night, so your hands were filled with snacks. After watching you struggle a bit with the door, Jihoon got out of his chair to close the door for you. You whispered a small ‘thanks’ before setting them down on the table.

Seokmin

“I thought happiness started with ‘h,’ but turns out it begins with ‘u.’”

“And my happiness begins with ‘seok’ and ends with ‘min,’” you laughed as you brought the cup of coffee to your lips. Looking up from your cup, you saw Seokmin’s bright smile at your joke; however, you couldn’t help but feel embarrassed by it. “That joke was so awkward. I’m sorry.”

Mingyu

“Can I get your soccer jersey? I really want your name and number.”

At first, the line went over your head. One, you don’t play soccer. Two, Mingyu already had both your name and number. Three, why would Mingyu even use a pick-up line while talking to you? Though, the longer you took to respond, the more he began to pout.

As you watched him sulk, you came to the realisation quickly, “Oh, wait, that pick-up line was directed at me?”

Minghao

“Are you a parking ticket? Cause you've got fine written all over you.”

Minghao’s face was distraught, almost as if he was currently questioning his sanity. The sight of it was comedic. You slowly began to laugh at the situation, asking the question, “Who dared you to say that?”

Once you asked that, you could see the relief on his face.

Seungkwan

“If you're a fruit, you'd be a fine-apple.”

“Damn, does that mean it’s cannibalism for me to eat pineapples,” you said as you picked a bunch of bananas. You and Seungkwan had been shopping for your groceries for the week as you had just run out of cooking ingredients. After checking the quality of the bananas, you put them in the cart you were pushing around. “Good thing I like tangerines then.”

Vernon

“Did I tell you I'm filthy rich and my mother's dead?”

“Okay, yeah, that is pretty bad,” you admitted as you picked up a piece of chocolate. The two of you had been reading through lists of pick-up lines to try to find the worst one. At first, it started as a bit of a competition, but you had slowly lost the competitiveness of it. Scrolling through your phone, you tried to find one that was just as bad to beat Vernon’s. “What about this one…”

Chan

“Math is so confusing. It's always talking about x and y and never you and I.”

“I know that was a pick-up line, but I feel like using the variables ‘u’ and ‘i’ would make it worse, “ you said as you finished up the math problem in your textbook. Chan laughed as he grabbed a pencil sharpener from your pencil case. “No, like, seriously. Imagine writing them even just a little bit differently then, all of sudden, it is a 0 or a 1.”

mirajane’s rambles! i actually have no idea how i did this in a couple hours. my found this website where they were referring to pick-up lines as “rizz” lines, and i spiralled lmao. i had fun tho

happy valentine’s and carat day, everyone! <33

all likes/reblogs/comments are appreciated!

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wooahaeruby · 4 months ago

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Chapter 10: Don't Talk About Fight Club

Chapter Word Count: 4,439

No trigger warnings this chapter! ANY LARGER ITALIC SECTIONS ARE FLASHBACKS!

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It was a bad idea. That’s all that was running through his head.

When Seokmin brought her in as some other inside intelligence, he’d never thought any of them, especially Jeonghan, would take such an interest in her. It gave him anxiety to have an outsider so close to the people he loved, someone that now knew where they lived, their names, and probably much more.

Though Wonwoo said that she was clean and didn't spread information based on her online activities, it didn’t fully ease his apprehension. Mouse was too close, or at least he thought that. There were records that were redacted from a police station in a middle of nowhere small town, a legal change of name, and no bigger records outside of that. When he asked Wonwoo to dig further, even the computer geek was having a hard time finding anything. She moved when she was eighteen to the city for college and never left since. She stayed top of many of her classes, had no arrest, no drug issues, and not even an infraction with her landlord that she rented under since living on her own.

Now she was sitting with his family, watching Wonwoo’s fight in Jeonghan’s underground club. Mouse didn’t look scared, he thought she looked more excited now that she was comfortable sitting between Soonyoung and Seokmin, but the pit in his stomach wouldn’t settle.

“He’s a good fighter.” He heard Seokmin speak, “ Fenris trains him and makes sure he is always ready.”

Seungcheol peered over, turning his head the slightest bit to better see them but not enough to catch any of the three’s attention.

Mouse had sat back, taking in Seokmin’s word but her eyes never left the two men in the ring. “I’d never believe that he would be fighting in a ring.” She snickered. “Same college personality but such a different person.”

Seokmin had rested his arm across the back of the couch and Soonyoung was leaning close to Mouse, whispering something he couldn’t hear over the crowd. She laughed and hit his thigh, covering her mouth with her other hand.

He could see why Seokmin trusted her. So far she had been obedient to his orders from their first meetings. She had a mouth that could bite back but seemed to know when to settle down, earlier might have been an exception. Even he was someone that didn’t enjoy being spoken about like he wasn’t there. The tone she spoke with when she said it also didn’t seem like she wanted to sound so agitated but it came out nonetheless.

Each time she was in his presence too, she was posed and mischievous, much like Jeonghan and Joshua when they were comfortable. He understood why some of the guys liked her. She wasn’t one to back down. Seungcheol was more worried just how close they were getting, especially after last night.

“Where have you been?” He asked when Jeonghan entered the house later than usual. Seungcheol had been working on documents for the shipping company before tucking in for the night.

“Out.” Jeonghan replied smoothly, “I took it upon myself to take Mouse dress shopping for the Gala. I needed to figure out what she preferred before designs were started and a gown was made.”

“And that took,” He looked down at his phone screen, “Five hours?”

“We went for dinner since she was kind enough to entertain me.”

Seungcheol pinched the bridge of his nose then rubbed that same hand over his face, calming his irritation. It was enough that Seokmin was so close to her, but with Jeonghan’s growing interest, he has barely slept from overthinking. Not even sleeping meds were really helping the sleepless nights.

“Han, you should keep your distance from her. We are using her for information gathering and keeping the feds off of us. You shouldn’t be,” He waved his hand in the air to find the right word, “Pampering her.”

The other stopped at the other end of the table, hands bracing his weight, looking down towards his friend. Jeonghan didn’t look too appreciative of his words. Seungcheol and him usually weren’t one to fight, more often than not they agreed on many things that pertained to the groups safety.

“Seungcheol,” Jeonghan almost never used his full name. “It was both your idea and Seokmin’s to let her be brought into our lives. You agreed to let her come to our home, go into Pandora, work a double life like Seokmin, and much more. You signed off on everything.”

“That doesn’t mean-”

“Whether you like it or not, Seungcheol, I enjoy her company. It’s one of the most brightening times of my week when she replies to me, when Seokmin brings her to the house, when she entertains me.” There was something in Jeonghan’s voice that he had never heard before. “Mouse is witty and funny to tease. She doesn’t mind throwing insults back that mean nothing. She isn’t afraid to speak up for herself against you and she isn’t scared of us. Mouse is a genuine person that I believe will not hurt us, Seungcheol. She has proven that for weeks and I know you have Wonwoo keeping tabs on her.”

Jeonghan was staring him down across the table. Seungcheol had dropped the papers he was reviewing and listened to him, unmoving. He took slow deep breaths to keep himself collected.

“I’m going to ask you one question, Jeonghan, and I’m asking you as your friend, your brother, for the truth.”

He nodded.

“Jeonghan, do you like her?”

Neither broke their gaze. Jeonghan’s fists balled but still supported the weight he placed on the tabletop. He twisted his jaw, clearly biting the inside of his cheek, something he always did when thinking or nervous. Seungcheol held the breath he took in, knowing what the answer was going to be.

“Yes.” Jeonghan’s voice was quiet, “I like her a lot.”

They didn’t speak for the rest of the night. They didn’t speak until Jeonghan spoke on behalf of Mouse. Seungcheol wanted to argue, but that wasn’t something he wished to do, one, in public, and two, before the rest of the group. Joshua had noticed the tension earlier in the day before they arrived and when asked, Seungcheol only said that they were having differing opinions on a situation they were working out. Joshua didn’t seem to be satisfied with the answer and most definitely went to ask Jeonghan. If Jeonghan told Joshua the truth, the latter didn’t tell, not that Seungcheol expected him to.

Joshua’s voice rang through the speakers and Seungcheol focused more on the fight than the group around him. “Just a reminder for each of our fighters, nothing is illegal, once your opponent is down, you will not engage in any more attacks, and all bets are placed. There is no taking back your bets. Three rounds, three minutes each.” Joshua smiled moving towards the edge of the ring to step out. “When the bell rings, you may begin.”

From the corner of his eye, he watched Mouse sit forward again, legs bouncing with jitters but a smile was beaming on her face. She had taken the jacket off and looked ready to stand against the railing to cheer. Down below, Mingyu and Bear’s coach were stepping out of the ring and both fighters were staring each other down from their corners. When the loud chime of the bell came, Mouse jumped yet her smile never faltered.

Seungcheol turned his attention down, seeing Bear step forward towards the middle and Wonwoo almost lazily followed. The latter wasn’t one to throw the first punch, he would rather have the other try and use their attack movement to his advantage. Wonwoo was always analytical, always observing the movements of others, wanting to figure out what was going on within their heads without saying a single word.

Bear looked itching to fight, to maybe knock Wonwoo down a beg from his reigning champion position here. He was bouncing on his toes, gloved fists held close in a defensive position. It only took a moment for a fist to come from the newcomer's end, he went for a jab but Wonwoo easily blocked it. Bear threw another and Wonwoo used the opening to block his arm and swing his leg out to hit him in the side hard. The falter in Bear’s stance let him land a punch under his chin.

This silly game of back and forth went on for a little. Seungcheol could see that Wonwoo was playing with Bear and it was pissing the new guy off. Bear took a few steps back, still bouncing on his feet as he thought of his next move. Wonwoo took the opportunity to strike, sending a fist flying towards Bear’s stomach that was blocked but the other hand came up to hit Bear in the side of the head. The moves were quick and to Seungcheol’s horror, Wonwoo got his square in the face. He was hard and the masses were yelling and screaming. It gave him a migraine.

“Come on!” He heard one of the guys shout out, it sounded like Jihoon.

Blood started to trickle down Wonwoo’s nose. The slight change to his expression signaled that he was pissed for that strike landing. Blow after blow the two went at it. Rib kicks, chest jabs, uppercuts, nothing was off the table. Bear’s nose was also bleeding after a right hook to his face, it was a little crooked so it was definitely broken.

The bell chimed loudly, signaling the end of the first round. Mingyu had jumped into the ring when Wonwoo was back in the corner, wiping a towel over his face to get the sweat and blood. He was saying something but he was too far and the crowd too loud to hear anything. The taller man was probably telling him what to look out for any weaknesses he noticed.

Mouse stood up with Soonyoung and leaned against the railing. Her fingers started to drum against the metal and she was gnawing on her lip. Soonyoung placed his arm around her shoulder and pointed down to the ring, saying something to her. She nodded along and pointed at something down there herself and rolled her eyes.

Mingyu and the other coach exited the ring once more and the bell rang.

Wonwoo stepped up, ready to end it this round if he could. When Bear stepped up to him in a defensive position, presumably wanting him to attack, Wonwoo went for a fake punch to open up a space for him to attack. The fake worked better than Seungcheol anticipated, Wonwoo began berating Bear with punch after punch and the further the defense broke, the harder he hit, leaning into each punch. Wonwoo was able to get a kick to his ribs again and Bear was winded, red in the face and wincing in pain that he attempted to hide.

Bear was able to take a few steps back from Wonwoo and catch his breath but another round of Wonwoo hitting that side on his rips and he might drop. Based on how Wonwoo was moving, that’s what he was hoping for.

“Kick his ass!” Mouse hollered down, gripping the railing with all her might.

Seungcheol took a glance to his side, Jeonghan was sitting still but his eyes weren’t on the fight, they were on Mouse. He wasn’t even trying to hide it.

A loud uproar jolted Seungcheol from his attention on Jeonghan and down to the ring. He leaned forward to see properly and a smirk spread on his face. Wonwoo had taken advantage of Bear protecting the injured side and got a kick in before the latter started to crumble. The protection to his sides left his core open and without any hesitation, Wonwoo got another kick into his stomach, sending Bear staggering back before assaulting him with a handful of punches, the last hitting its mark to his face and he was down.

Wonwoo took a few steps back, not wanting to break the rules and to give space in case Bear wished to swipe his legs out from under him. He was down for a matter of moments, holding his side and trying to get up but all his strength was spent. Unwillingly, Bear beat his hand against the floor and a majority of the horde downstairs were cheering while some yelled out in protest from losing their bets.

Bear’s coach stepped in and helped him up, followed by Joshua standing between the two. He took hold of Wonwoo’s wrist and threw his arm in the air and the mass of people were deafening again.

“I told you!” Seokmin grinned, stepping up and standing beside Mouse, hugging her to his side.

“Maybe I should ask Mingyu to teach me to fight.” She joked.

Soonyoung whined, “Don’t you dare, that’s my job!”

Not long after money was collected and conversations ended, everyone started to pile out of the building. Seungcheol didn’t move from his seat, knowing everyone didn’t leave until the building was cleared and Jeonghan checked on Wonwoo. Some of their men were cleaning up the building and wiping down the ring. This might have been an underground place but it wasn’t ever going to be a disgusting pigsty, SVT was known to have more class than that.

Jeonghan had taken his leave not long ago to the locker room with Jihoon following close behind. Everyone else had taken a seat and were either quiet or talking amongst each other. Joshua had made his way upstairs once the money distribution was done and sat beside Seungcheol after giving everyone a wave. Mouse, Seokmin, and Soonyoung were still at the railing, talking about some gossip involving some celebratory he didn’t care about. She had turned around and leaned against the metal after checking how sturdy it was, arms crossed over her chest. Despite being in such an adrenaline filled space at one point, she looked relaxed, no longer jittery from earlier.

“You are staring.” Joshua leaned over, whispering to him.

Seungcheol scoffed and pulled his phone out to better use his attention, whispering right back. “I wasn’t staring , asshole.”

Rolling her eyes, Joshua crossed his legs and got comfortable. “He told me what happened last night.”

He wasn’t surprised. Seungcheol set his jaw and cleared his throat. “We aren’t talking about that here.”

“Well we are going to have to sooner or later because he is serious about what he said.”

Seungcheol scrolled mindlessly through his phone, not reading a single thing that he pretended to read. “I know. That’s what I’m worried about.”

It didn’t take too long for the four to leave the locker room, Wonwoo’s face having a few bandages and an ice pack held to the side of his head.

“Come down, I don’t want him wasting any energy going up there.” Mingyu called from the level below.

Seungcheol nodded for the group to head down first but he and Joshua didn’t move from their spots. Once the gate was closed and they had a little bit more privacy, Seungcheol sighed, locking his phone.

“I don’t want him doing anything stupid.” He spoke in a hushed tone, “I trust him, but I don’t fully trust her .”

“Then why did you agree to her helping us?” Joshua asked matter-of-factly, sending a pointed look to him.

“You sound like him, Shua.”

“But it’s a genuine question, Cheol. You didn’t have to say yes when Seokmin came marching in. You could have killed her for seeing our faces alone that night but you didn’t. Why did you agree?”

Seungcheol paused, leaning forward to place his elbows on his knees and clasp his hands together. He let his head hang, trying to figure out the question himself.

There was a point to their words. He didn’t have to agree to anything, he could have ordered Seokmin, Chan, anyone one of them, to shoot her that night at the penthouse and he even told Seokmin that.

“What did you just say?” Seungcheol wanted to make sure he heard Seokmin right.

“My coworker followed the trail by herself about the drugs that were being stolen and I saw her. She is here in the living room with the other guys.”

He didn’t know whether to laugh or cry. This man was stupid enough to bring her here and is only telling him days after the fact? Has he really lost it?

“Before you get mad-”

“Mad? Mad, Seokmin?” Seungcheol stood up furious, slamming his hands onto the table. “I’m beyond mad at you! Are you serious right now?! Have you lost your fucking mind!?”

He really didn’t like getting angry with the members of SVT, their group wasn’t built on fear and he knew he was scary when angry.

“Let me explain! You were the one saying you needed someone else on the inside! This is the chance!”

Seungcheol wanted to slam his head into a wall. “Yeah, Seokmin, but one of our guys, not some random you know! You work for the government outside of this, she works for the government! Do you not see the issue with this?!”

Seokmin stood before his desk, tense but his eyes full of fire. They were both too stubborn to stand down and Seungcheol was trying not to resort to orders.

“You have lost your fucking mind.” The words dripped with venom.

Seokmin held back the rolling of his eyes. “Do you have any better ideas? And you and Wonwoo are always bitching about someone pushing through the firewall, she is the best on my team and keeps trying to pry the wall back. Give her a chance.” He raised his voice, before his shoulders fell and he sighed. “She is begging for her life, Cheol. She might be some random person from my job, but outside of this, she is my friend. One of my only friends outside of everyone in this penthouse right now.”

“Bring her in here. If I get one feeling that she is going to cross us, I’ll kill her myself.”

After he sent her out of his office, Seungcheol sat in silence. He was giving her a chance based on all the things Seokmin told them about her over the years. She was smart, normal enough to blend in, and Seokmin was right in the past, she had some surprising confidence.

One thing caught him off guard though.

“I have nothing left to lose, King.”

Mouse had said his call name like it offended her and she looked authentic behind the mask of confidence and righteousness she wore. It worried him what she meant by that.

“If I’m being honest with you, Joshua,” Seunghceol started, lifting his head and staring down to the floor below where he saw everyone. They were laughing and chatting, preparing themselves to leave. “There was this part of me that saw myself in her and that was the part that scared me.”

“Are we all still going out for food?” Chan asked, standing beside Minghao and Junhui.

Nearly everyone was gathered, Joshua and Seungcheol were still upstairs.

Jeonghan took a few steps back from under the overhang and caught the two sitting beside one another, speaking quietly so no one could hear them from below. He couldn’t blame them, Joshua usually turned into the therapist of their group when something happened and this time was no different.

Earlier in the day, Joshua barged into Jeonghan’s room and said if Seungcheol wasn’t going to tell the truth then he would have to. He tried to play it off that it was a miniscule argument that had them at odds but the younger of the two wasn’t having it. So they sat on Jeonghan’s bed and talked, and to his own surprise, he didn’t make a single joke. He explained the dress shopping, dinner, that Seungcheol was pissed, and that he was falling for Mouse.

Joshua had given him a pat on the back and a soft smile that he had seen thousands of times before in settings as such. They grew up close, they had a bond that no one could break, and they always had each other’s back. Joshua even made a comment that he should act on the feelings if he wanted to, but he was apprehensive since he knew the Mouse thought he was only joking.

Mouse was over between Seokmin and Soonyoung, congratulating Wonwoo on his victory and the reigning champion had enough energy to fire back at her jokes. Mingyu was like a little puppy when he heard her praise him for his good work in training Wonwoo in fighting.

“If Wonwoo is up for it, if not we can order it back at the penthouse.” Jeonghan hummed, looking at the fighter. Wonwoo looked tired, the bruising was already starting to set in and thankfully he didn’t break anything as far as he could see. He didn’t want to take Wonwoo to their doctor if he could handle everything. A couple days of rest and some painkillers will help.

“I’d rather just lay in bed, if some of you want to go out, go for it. Don’t let me stop you.” Wonwoo waved off the group, letting himself be leaned against Mingyu.

Chan was already turning to Seungkwan and Vernon, asking if they wanted to go out and eat. Seungcheol and Joshua had descended the stairs and pushed the gate open, joining their companions.

Joshua stepped up and picked up on what was being said and smiled. “Jeonghan, Seungcheol, how about we get something together?”

Jeonghan suppressed the roll of his eyes. Seungcheol was pouting his lips but didn’t argue.

“Ah~ Fine.” He hummed, sighing almost dramatically. Jeonghan took a step towards them. “It better be one of my favorites with you food heathens .”

Joshua had bid everyone a good night and a small ‘ see you are home’ before they left. Jeonghan and Joshua had arrived together in the Charger while Seungcheol was left to drive by himself. The youngest of the three suggested a small Italian restaurant they frequent and were off.

Jeonghan took the liberty to drive and wasted no time in confronting Joshua. “Is this necessary? A little intervention?”

He scoffed. “This isn’t an intervention. I need you to not be up each other’s asses about her.”

“We aren’t up each other’s asses about Mouse, I have my opinions, he has his, and we can work fine based on that.”

“I need you two to understand both points of views here, Han. Cheol wants to protect everyone, he always has, and he is paranoid that she is going to do something. And you like her, he probably thinks that she is clouding some sort of judgment you have.”

“More like Mouse is clouded by her own stuff to not realize I’m actually flirting with her.”

“Anyways, we all need to talk and this is going to be it.”

And that was how he ended up seated across from Seungcheol, both unwilling to look directly at one another.

The truth was that he understood what Seungcheol was wanting to protect. Him, Seungcheol, and Joshua had been the three musketeers forever, surviving out of spite to the world. They built this underground empire together from almost nothing and it was thriving. However they weren’t street living teenagers anymore. That was the main point of contention.

Joshua’s voice broke the bubble of silence they had. “Wow, Jeonghan, that was a great turn out tonight at the club.” He started in his normal voice before trying to mimic Seungcheol’s. “Yeah, we got a lot of bet money, it was great.” And finally he mimicked Jeonghan’s own voice. “Ah~ Thank you, I always try my best.”

Seungcheol clicked his tongue and glared at Joshua. “I don’t sound like that.”

Jeonghan couldn’t help but snort, looking aside to avoid the older’s gaze. “You do though.”

“Hey! Don’t side with him.”

“Shua, do it again, sounds like Cheol.”

Joshua was happy to oblige. “I’m Cheol, I’m big and bad, I like sleeping with a mountain of pillows and I need the bathroom light on.”

“ Yah-”

Jeonghan was laughing with Joshua, covering his mouth to hide the wide smile he had. He took a breath and tried to mimic Cheol himself. “No, I'm Cheol. I’m a big softy that thinks sleeping is for the weak and my friends are childish.”

Both him and Joshua were wheezing. Seungcheol looked ready to pop a blood vessel and his face was bright red.

“Stop.” There was no malice in Seungcheol’s voice. “I’m serious.”

“I’m serious.” Joshua added and Jeonghan continued to laugh.

“You both are annoying.”

Jeonghan had to wipe the tears that started to build in his eyes away and held his side, still snickering under his breath. Joshua was in a similar state, using his cloth napkin to cover his face and collect himself. Seungcheol was pouting at the two of them.

“If this was some intervention, it’s failing-”

And they lost it again, Jeonghan hitting Joshua’s arm. Luckily it was empty since the owner always let them come in after closing if needed. They were one of the reasons the business was still running, they always left amazing tips and brought food home with them, even many of the others in the group came for food here as well

“Han said-” Joshua heaved in a breath, “Han said that in the car. God I hate how much we are all alike-”

One catching his breath, he settled a softened gaze on Seungcheol, smiling at him. It felt like old times despite the conflict they were currently having.

“Can we just agree that we are all adults and whatever bullshit we are in, we aren’t idiots?”

“No, we are idiots. You for liking Mouse, me for agreeing to let her in, and Joshua is just dumb.”

“Hey-”

“ But ,” Cheol continued, “We are brothers. We stick together, we figure things out together, and we don’t let the others get hurt. I will still worry about her as a person, there are too many variables, however if you and Seokmin have some trust in her and Wonwoo doesn’t find her bad, I’ll manage.”

That’s all they needed to eat dinner without being at each other’s throats. Jeonghan was content, Seungcheol looked more relaxed than he had been all day, and Joshua was just happy to be with his two best friends.

They were a brotherhood, they’d handle everything together.

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onlyseokmins · 2 years ago

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A/N: don't even ask me where this came from I was doing dishes and had a THOT when I should be doing other things 😔 anyways tw: for degradation and slapping mostly just in case. 🤷🏻‍♀️ I might elaborate on this in an actual fic so getting this out of my system and archiving for later maybe 😉

Coworker Jeonghan who keeps sending not so subtle glances over at you during a company outing. Your secretary and best friend catches his action and snorts, shaking her head. Meanwhile, the giggling interns and newer employees you oversee all stare at you starstruck, their respectable senior, for also catching the attention of such a handsome man.

"How do you know him?" they flock to you and ask, although they're genuinely curious. "Do you know him or is he your secret admirer?"

"Not so secret now."

You glare at Mina. "We used to date in high school and well into college until he decided to take an offer overseas."

"So you're a couple?"

"We were. Obviously we broke up when LDR inevitably failed."

The promising new hire you've been keeping an eye on sighs wistfully. "Old flames never die, do they?"

"We're just coworkers. Acquaintances even. We both agreed to split on amicable terms."

"You're so cool," they gush enthusiastically, "not to have feelings anymore and be so professional."

"As expected of our leader!"

"The ultimate role model in the office!"

You can't help but thrive off of their praise, clinking your glass of water to their alcoholic ones. You smile brightly with your best work attitude, ignoring the dark look Jeonghan is sending your way.

It doesn't matter because you know he'll meet you in the hotel after at precisely 10 'o clock. He's never late and hates to wait.

That's why you're ready by 9:55, sharp. Blouse unbuttoned and skirt riding past your ass, presenting yourself prettily on the bed. Dripping pussy soaking your tiny lace thong faces the door, the first thing Jeonghan sees when he barges through.

He sighs harshly through his nose, though grunts in approval at seeing you just how he likes. The first thing on the docket once you're within reach is to deliver a harsh slap across your ass. The sting makes you moan yet you're already seeing stars when he tears away the scrap of fabric barely concealing your puffy clit. Again.

"Sucking up all that praise from your juniors. What was it? Being calm and collected? Cool-headed? About me?" He scoffs. "A shame I'm the only one who knows the truth."

"I just bought that pair," you complain and try to conceal your smile when he slaps you again.

"Then don't act up," Jeonghan mutters. He frowns, knowing how much you're actually enjoying this and grips the back of your neck, urging you to rise up on your knees. Back flush against his chest, he whispers in your ear. "And tell me the truth."

"I'm a slut. I love being degraded."

"That's right," he drops you forward again, fingers brushing against your bare cunt. "And whose slut are you?"

"Yours."

"And who do you like being degraded by?"

"You!"

He smirks at your elated gasp, the pretty way your arch your back as when he eases a finger inside your warm pussy.

"And who jumped on me the minute my feet touched down on our home turf? Begged me to come apply to their company so I could fuck them like I never left inside their office? Every. Fucking. Lunch break."

He punctuates those last four winders by stuffing you full of his fingers, pausing so you'll answer him. Pussy already clenching at the memories of bouncing on his dick in your leather office chair during a conference call.

Poor Mina.

"Me!"

"That's right. Desperate whore. No one can satisfy this pathetic pussy better than I can, huh?"

"You're right," you sob out in ecstacy when he begins to slide his fingers back and forth only to leave your hole altogether.

Jeonghan moves from the side of the bed to the other and sits down, loosening his tie. He waits for you to crawl over like you know how to, despite your trembling limbs. Shaking hands already reaching for the zipper on his dress pants but he swats them away.

"Then prove I'm right. How much you want me always," he hisses and presses your mouth against the bulge of his dick hidden in his pants. "Take it out with your mouth, slut. If you're desperate enough, you'll be able to, won't you?"

You're already getting to work, eyes shining and focused on the prize. He sighs in relief when your lips wrap around him, running a hand through his blonde bangs.

"That's my pretty slut."

#Damn back to finals and wonu thriller <3 #ez.thots #hannie.thots #yoon jeonghan smut #jeonghan smut #seventeen smut #kpop smut #Brain go brrrrrrrrrrr #I didn't think much w/ this so #Bye!#svt.thots

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unmanageable-day · 1 year ago

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Better with you

Summary.

pairing: S.Coups x female reader

genre/contain(s) : non-idol!au / friends to lovers, angst, unrequited love

an alternative plot of come to me

word count: around 5k

warning: one suffering from panic attack and anxiety disorders; mention of suicide (important notes: i'm not a doctor or psychology practitioner, thus i'm not familiar with medication procedures. i have never encountered people with anxiety disorders irl either. this is my very first time writing and mentioning about anxiety disorder. if any of you feels disturbed or uncomfortable with the inaccuracy, please do hit me up and i can fix or even take down this chapter. other than that, thanks for reading!)

"Is it strange that I always feel better when I'm with you?" Before you could respond, he quickly corrected himself. "I mean when I'm talking with you."

You smiled softly. "Glad that I can help. I think that makes me a good friend to you, huh?"

This time it was his turn to draw a sheepish, gummy smile. A smile that makes him Choi Seungcheol.

The first time you and him meeting was only a few months ago. It was when one of his friends, Joshua brought you to a routine dinner party held by his circle. He remembered the slightly cold aura lingering around you. How you bowed to him and Lee Jihoon to say your greeting with a little smile, only to show politeness to the dinner hosts. The only words you said to each other were merely hi and good bye. Other than that, he didn't see get to see you again as you were fully occupied with Joshua, while Seungcheol went back to his room and stayed there all day.

The second time was when he learned that you and Mingyu were close friends. One day Seungcheol texted all his friends to gather for a casual dinner since he didn't feel like being alone. Mingyu was the first one to say yes. Then he came with you, surprising everyone in the room. This time, he noticed your different attitude. You looked more relaxed with Mingyu. You kept flashing a warm smile every time you talked. He was flustered when you suddenly made eye contact with him.

"Hi. We have met before, right?" You were the one initiated talking. "Jisoo's same-aged friend, right?"

A shy smile slowly curved on his lips. "Yes. We're a bit loud, but please try to enjoy yourself."

"I should thank you for having me. Mingyu dragged me here. Sorry if I'm being the unwanted guest."

"No, you're not. You're friends with Mingyu and Joshua after all. So, yeah, suit yourself," he said, raising his beer can, offering you to toast.

You softly nudged your can to his without making the clinking sound. "Thanks," you said before sipping your beer. Then you turned to talk to the others.

His eyes secretly kept following you. How you always laughed at Soonyoung's lame puns and his unstoppable attempts to make fun of Seungkwan. How you suddenly got involved in between Mingyu and Jeonghan bickering over small stuff. And how you suddenly changed into calm and serious mode when you talked to Joshua and Vernon, making you three look like you were planning to take over the world—when you were actually discussing where Vernon bought his tie-dye clothes collection.

The third time, it was when you encountered him sitting alone in a cafe. You were supposed to go to a get-together with your classmates in the afternoon. You decided to set off early to have brunch at this particular cafe.

"Knock-knock," you quietly greeted him, who was sitting with his eyes closed, his back leaning against the sofa, and his arms folded.

Seungcheol slowly opened his eyes to find you standing before him. He blinked twice before getting himself together after a quick nap.

"I'm sorry, did I wake you up?" you asked, looking apologetic.

"No, no. I was just closing my eyes." He almost stuttered while letting you to take the seat in front of him. He quickly adjusted his position sitting up straight. "Going somewhere?"

"Yeah, actually I'm waiting for Joshua. Our lecturer is holding a get-together to celebrate our graduation."

"Oh, right. Shua told me that. He's probably getting ready too by now."

You told him that you still had around one hour before Joshua came. Little did you know, his expression turned brighter knowing that he could spend more time with you. At this point, the butterflies in his stomach started flying around and he didn't mind the ticklish feelings making his heart fluttered.

"Are you free tomorrow? Mingyu is trying a new recipe. You should come and have dinner with us," he asked before you left. He was quick to acknowledge his own feelings. Although there was hesitation and uncertainty that he can't ignore, for now it seemed better to not miss this opportunity to start something new.

"I feel honored." You smiled.

Since then you befriended all the guys and became a regular visitor either to Seungcheol's, Mingyu's or Seungkwan's apartment. The boys basically often held dinner events just because they didn't want to eat out or eat alone. Other than that, they would just make up some random ideas to do movie nights, baking days, and even picnic at the Han river. At first, it was always Mingyu, Joshua, or Soonyoung who got to sit beside you during dinner or during movie nights. Seungcheol had to find his moments to get to be with you. It turned out after meals was the perfect time when the guys usually would play paper-rock-scissors to decide who would wash the dishes. You were automatically dropped out because they treated you like a princess. Seungcheol was also often excluded because his house was the most used as the host for dinner.

Seungcheol's moves were always subtle but he had been consistent. Until he finally got to claim the spot next to you at one movie night occasion. You and him shared so many little conversation followed with giggles throughout the movie. When the others were knocked out and fell asleep, only you and him were still awake. You two ended up talking all night long, from random and light topics until some deep conversation that made you think whether he was a philosophy enthusiast.

Seungcheol knew you would be the perfect listener. This was the first time he was not afraid to show his flaws, to tell someone his worries, to expose his weaknesses, to share all his thoughts that had been consuming himself ever since only God knows. He was ready to go all out and reveal his true self, layer by layer. Your presence changed his life that much. That he was sure this time he wouldn't need to take medication regularly for his anxiety anymore. That he wouldn't be a burden for Joshua and Jeonghan to take care of himself when he was a wreck. He believed you could get himself together effortlessly.

— ⌘ —

"Seungcheol doesn't seem to know you have a thing for her," Jeonghan said, referring to the bestfriend who actively initiates to approach you in every chance he sees. Seungcheol might have been subtle, but no one can fool Yoon Jeonghan's eyes. "You never told him?"

Joshua shook his head. His eyes were staring at nothing.

Being the closest ones with Seungcheol, this twin-like buddies sensed the progressive move he made towards you. If only Joshua was never a man with limitless patience, the whole situation would be getting on his nerves and he would let his emotion take over. Jeonghan was definitely in the hardest position. Basically he always supported both Joshua and Seungcheol for everything they do. Never had he imagined that those guys would fall for the same girl.

"But you have been pinning after her for a long time." Jeonghan sighed. "And now she's finally showing some signs. I really think you and her can work this out."

Joshua smiled weakly. "I heard him telling you how his day now has become much brighter, and he feels better and lighter—healthier, inside and out." Joshua's eyes were locked on his remaining full latte. "These days he always comes home from counseling with such a big smile. Do you think you can bear to see him lose that smile we've been longing for? He's finally at ease now that he's slowly bringing back himself together. You and I know that y/n has a significant role to his progress."

"But Jisoo, you deserve to be happy too."

"I'll figure it out."

Joshua had been contemplating to tell his roommate about his feelings for you. He really wanted to be honest to his best friend. Yet he could not imagine how Seungcheol would react. What if things don't go smoothly after that?

"Hey, do you think you could ask her to come by and join us for dinner?" Seungcheol shyly asked Joshua when they were eating lunch with Jeonghan.

The tan-skinned guy smiled at him. "Sure, I'll let you know later, okay?" He could never found himself saying no to Seungcheol who had been asking him the same favor several times. He knew Seungcheol often asked Mingyu that too. Especially when it was only several guys gathered instead of full team. It had been months yet Seungcheol never really asked you to hang out privately. It just made Joshua wonder if he really liked you that way. One thing he was sure of was that Seungcheol had this sparks in his eyes when he looked very fondly at you.

These days you had been hanging around with these three buddies of your age. Mainly it was Seungcheol's request via Joshua, of course. Joshua would often use this chance to steal dates and go out with you—just the two of you, before or after hanging out with the boys. A part of him felt guilty that he had to hide it from the other guys, especially from Seungcheol. But he thought it was best to keep it secret for a while.

As you grew closer with Jeonghan as well, this pretty man often initiated to text you first without telling his friends. Until one day when you were taking a stroll at a park with Joshua, and you had no plans of visiting one of the guys' house that day.

"Isn't it funny that Jeonghan told me to stop by at your apartment to check on Seungcheol and make sure he has his meal, when you are literally his roommate?"

"Jeonghan did what?"

"Yeah, he just texted me." You showed him your phone.

'Hey, Jisoo is going out today. I also need to be somewhere right now. The guys seem to have their own stuff to do. I want to ask you a favor.. Could you please go check on Seungcheol? Sometimes he can't really take care of himself. If you could get him a dinner, or maybe have dinner with him, that would be great.'

Joshua's eyes got wider as he read it. He was aware that Jeonghan had always paid extra attention to Seungcheol ever since they learned that Seungcheol had to deal with anxiety disorders. As a matter of fact, Jeonghan and he himself always checked on Seungcheol, to the point of both of them knew the password and had an extra key of his apartment. The three guys almost became roommates, if only Seungcheol wasn’t being stubborn convincing he could live alone. Joshua knew he shouldn't be jealous that Jeonghan would prioritize Seungcheol.

"Did you not tell him that you're going out with me?" you asked, distracting him from zoning out.

"No, I didn't. Should I?"

You shrugged.

"It's almost dinner time. Do you want to get dinner or go straight home?" Joshua asked hesitantly.

"I think I'll stop by to see Seungcheol and drop some food. I mean, I don't want to get into troubles with Yoon Jeonghan later."

Joshua faked a laugh. "Of course. That's very wise of you."

— ⌘ —

It was another day of you fulfilling Joshua's request to have a lunch together with him, Jeonghan and Seungcheol at his place. You were getting more kimchi from the fridge and you stopped by at the dining table with a small container filled with some first aid kit and other medicines. "Oh, are those sleeping pills? Is it yours?" you asked, making the three guys exchange looks to each other. How you managed to have knowledge about the sleeping pills remained a mystery to the guys.

"Yeah. I have a problem sleeping at night," Seungcheol answered calmly. While Jeonghan and Joshua still took glances at each other, worried that this topic might make Seungcheol uncomfortable.

"Are you on medication? I think I notice you often take some pills throughout the day. Or are they supplements?" You sat down, looking at Seungcheol with concern.

"I am actually. But no worries. I'm getting better." He beamed, showing off his signature gummy smile. I think I owe it all to you. "I start to cut down the sleeping pills too."

"That's great. I think being surrounded by good people helps too. I see you can rely on Joshua and Jeonghan a lot."

"Do you think you can be one too?" His doe eyes quickly found yours, seemingly almost forgetting that the twin-like buddies were there too. "Someone I can rely on."

That was the first time you recognized the pretty details of his eyes. The long lashes were definitely something. His eyes might be not as big and round like Joshua's. But there was something about his eyes that hypnotized you at a point. While Joshua's gave an angelic and pure image, in Seungcheol's case, it was more of a mixed impressions of warm, playful, innocent, a generally boyish personality with a hint of fragility that was often shown.

"If I can help, why not?" you softly said, smiling warmly at him.

Joshua choked hard on his food. He made an excuse the food was a bit spicy when you got a bit panic giving him water. Patting Joshua's back, Jeonghan tried to keep calm although he was concerned a lot. It wasn't how Joshua almost failed to breathe that made him worry the most. It was how Joshua always tended to keep everything to himself with all his pent-up feelings in his chest.

"You okay?" Seungcheol asked, looking worried as well.

"I'm fine, guys." Joshua forced a convincing big smile, nodding his head then back to chewing his food. "No need to call 911, okay?"

"Anyway, Minghao and Junhui just arrived this morning. Earlier they asked if we're down for some drinks tonight and I said yes." Jeonghan silently took a glimpse at Joshua and Seungcheol. He looked unsure before continuing speaking. "Uh, but, Seungcheol, by 'we' I mean Joshua and me. I told them you still need to rest."

"Wow, thanks for the invite, bro." He chuckled.

"Uh, y/n, while you're still here, do you think you can stay longer and accompany Seungcheol while Jisoo and I go out?"

"You mean like babysit him? What's in it for me?" you teased.

"What do you mean babysit?" Seungcheol protested yet he looked happy as his smile was getting wider.

Joshua could only giggle softly listening to the rest of bickering between you, Jeonghan, and Seungcheol. He didn't feel like talking. Swallowing the rest of his meal was difficult enough. In the end, he couldn't even finish the fried rice that was only eaten half portion. He had to make up lies that he wasn't that starved.

Jeonghan cleared his throat and quickly tidied up the plates. He subtly dragged Joshua to wash the dishes, which they did in utter silence. Only the sound of running water accompany them in the sink. This was a nice idea apparently. Joshua could take off his smiley mask for a while. From the corner of his eyes, Jeonghan kept taking a look at his best friend. He noticed the drastic expression change when Joshua finished washing the dishes, and the angelic smile returned when he was about to go back to the living room.

"Joshua and I will leave now, okay? Call us if you need anything." Jeonghan pat Seungcheol's back.

The house owner nodded and escorted the two guys to the front door. "Be careful on your way. Tell Minghao and Jun I say hi."

Joshua wordlessly walked out of his apartment. He managed to wave at Seungcheol, while previously he just stared at you who was standing behind his roommate.

"Jisoo, I'm sorry.." Jeonghan slowly muttered after spending 15-minute walk in silence as they headed to the bar he mentioned earlier. Joshua had been walking as if he didn't have sufficient energy in his feet. His eyes were looking down and his expression was somewhat bitter.

"Keep it." A bitter smile curved on his lips to console himself. "I would do the same."

"I don't mean to be sappy but it breaks my heart seeing you like that. I just had to get you out of the house. I'm sorry again if this just does him a favor, and.. uh, you know, give him more advantage in getting closer with her."

"Don't worry about me. Seungcheol's health is what matters right now."

It was past 10 PM and you complied to Jeonghan's words to keep Seungcheol a company. This particular mom friend even sent you text messages as reminders, or more like instruction, to send Seungcheol off to bed if possible. You were puzzled. Jeonghan really asked you to babysit his friend. It would be much easier if it was a baby or a toddler, or a school-aged kid. But this? A young adult who was on a medication, for a reason you had been curious about yet you thought it would be inappropriate to ask such things. Him having sleeping pills already gave you hints of what he was dealing with. Moreover Jeonghan mentioned about 'still need to rest', when you could see that Seungcheol's physical condition did not seem to be really an issue.

You two sat on the couch in the living room. Seungcheol let the TV on just to fill the room with random sound from whatever show was airing. He used this time wisely to keep talking to you. As usual, he would start with random, light, non-sense talks to bring laughter in you. Eventually when the topic started to get deeper, he brought up his current condition, what had been his concerns, what he had been through to survive. And how he found it easier to sleep these days, especially when you were present in dinner time. Although he still depended on his drugs, at least the frequency of waking up suddenly in the middle of the night had decreased.

"I guess having someone to talk with before bed time makes it different," he told you.

"You don't do this stuff with Joshua or Jeonghan?"

"They have their own lives too. I feel sorry. I've been a burden to them for a long time. They had been losing sleep before the doctor gave me prescription for the sleeping pills."

"Those guys genuinely care about you."

"I know. I'm extremely thankful and I don't know how I can pay them back."

"They won't think of you like that."

He pursed his lips. His hands were fidgeting on the pillow. "It's getting late. Do you want me to walk you home?"

"If you do, you're only going to make me go into troubles with Yoon Jeonghan."

He chuckled, asking why.

"He told me to send you off to bed and make sure you're sleeping. I think they're going for the second round by now. Josh won't be home this soon to check on you."

"You don't have to." He hated the idea of being a burden for you too. But he would be lying if he didn't enjoy your company. In fact, he might need it more than he thought.

"Too bad I said okay to Jeonghan. If he finds out I'm not able to do my duty, he is so going to after me for the rest of my life." You smiled reassuring him. "I live nearby. It's fine, okay?"

"Why are you so good at taking care of others? Let alone me, a random guy you met not long ago."

"You're not a random guy I met on a street." You chuckled at him, hoping you could lower his tension. This was the first time you could sense his insecurity. "You're Mingyu's and Joshua's friend. So I guess that makes you my friend too. I may not look like it, but, yeah.. been there, done that. I could say myself that I'm quite experienced. I.. actually lost some people who couldn't bear any longer trapped in the darkness in this life, so they chose to end it. I cherish them a lot. I thought I have reached out my hands to help, but I guess it was not enough."

Seungcheol looked at you in awe. "I'm sorry to hear that."

"It's okay. Since we're here now, I’m offering you my hand, and I guess you can count on me too." You flashed him your best smile. "I mean, I should be proud to say that I'm Yoon Jeonghan-approved, right?"

He let out his signature chuckles. What do I do to deserve you?

— ⌘ —

"Do you think she would accept me? I mean, she already knows my flaws and my weaknesses. I have nothing to hide anymore. And she's still there. Do you think I have a chance with her?"

"We can't guarantee that. But it's worth trying?" Mingyu said.

"Even if things go wrong, I promise she will still be a good friend," Jeonghan added.

Joshua remained silent. He was thinking of saying what Jeonghan said, but he was afraid it would hurt Seungcheol. Probably when it comes to Yoon Jeonghan, even if it was the meanest words, everyone would tolerate him.

How can it go wrong? What can go wrong? If I make a move and she chooses me, does it count as things going wrong? Gosh, I can't believe I'm thinking such a selfish thoughts. It looks like I'm the one who doesn't stand a chance now anyway.

"Shua? What do you think?" Seungcheol locked his doe eyes to a pair of big eyes that was losing focus.

Smiling while nodding his head gently, he gave reassurance and encouraged him. "You should go for it."

Jeonghan couldn't hide his concerned expression looking at Joshua encouraging Seungcheol. Joshua had been maintaining his angelic smile the whole time he listened to his roommate speaking so fondly about you. He didn't deserve any of this, but they can't bear Seungcheol suffering any longer either. Seungcheol had became very dependent on you. He was doing okay thanks to the counseling session he had been attending regularly. But clearly he was beyond better when you were around. Especially when the last thing he did before going to sleep was seeing you or talking with you.

Jeonghan once was overwhelmed when Seungcheol got his panic attack in the middle of the night and Joshua can't handle him alone. It rarely happened since you often visit the guys. So both Joshua and Jeonghan were panicking as well when they noticed Seungcheol was running out of his medicine. The next morning Jeonghan found himself rushing to your house at 6 AM and literally dragging you to Seungcheol's apartment. He couldn't even explain what was happening properly as he was just blabbering on your way. The only words you caught were 'Seungcheol needs you'.

You quickly made your way to his room to find Joshua sitting on the floor, his back leaning against the bed. He was closing his eyes but he looked tense, and exhausted too judging from the way he put his hand on the bridge of his nose between his eyes. Seungcheol was asleep yet his looks, the curled eyebrows and the twitching eyes, it just made you concerned. The blanket only covered up to his chest, which was showing a rather fast up and down motion. A sign that he was breathing rapidly. You had to tiptoe entering the room. But just in time, Joshua woke up. He saw you, then he flashed you a smile. He quietly got up and reached to you, pulling you into a quick, tight hug.

"He just went back to sleep 1 hour ago. All night, he woke up in panic every 1 to 2 hours. Once he was up, it was hard for him to sleep again," Joshua told you in whispers, afraid to wake Seungcheol up.

"It must have been hard on you," you whispered too. This time you embraced him with your arms looping around his slim waist.

He pressed his lips on the top of your head—an act he might ask himself later why he did that. "Watch him for me, please? I'll help Jeonghan prepare breakfast for us," he muttered as he released himself free from your hug.

You nodded as you let him go. You tried to step as light as a cat approaching the bed. To your surprise, Seungcheol abruptly opened his eyes when you were about to sit on the edge of his bed. The very first thing he did when he noticed your presence was throwing himself at you and wrapping you in his arms. You can feel him shuddering. By instinct you returned the hug, your hand caressing his back gently. His large figure became small as you repositioned your arms around his shoulders because he kept lowering himself, burying his face on your neck.

"There, there.." You pat his back again as if you were trying to put a baby to sleep. "You okay? You should get more sleep," you whispered to him.

He powerlessly nodded. "Will you stay?" he asked, sounding hoarse.

You nodded. How can you say no to those puppy eyes that looked terrified?

"Can I hold your hand?" he asked again after lying down and adjusting his pillows. He had scooted over to give you some space on his bed.

You took that as a sign and you moved, sitting up against the head board. "Sure." Smiling, you let him engulf your hand in his, fingers intertwined and your other hand rested on top of it.

The room that was designed to be door-less made both Jeonghan and Joshua easily witness everything. Jeonghan was relieved to see Seungcheol finally calm down. On the other hand, he now was worried about his another best friend. Beside him, Joshua had to hide his fists in his pajama pockets.

— ⌘ —

"What do you think about Seungcheol?"

"How am I suppose to answer that?"

"He has confessed, right?"

You let out a short yes. Not gonna lie, you were quite taken aback when Jeonghan asked to meet up personally that day. Although it didn't surprise you that he was aware of Seungcheol's doing, it just never crossed your mind that he would interogate you like this.

"What about Jisoo? You do realize that he's been head over heels for you."

You gulped as soon as Joshua's name was mentioned. "Yeah, he's not very subtle about that. Honestly, I feel bad. I've been trying to figure my feelings out since he's always being so obvious." You smiled as you recalled the old days when you first met Joshua. You used to be awkward around him. On the contrary, he kept being straight forward with the numerous attempts to hang out with you. All that without even once he ever officially confessed his feelings. But you recognized it. That's why you with open heart decided to see how it would go. "I was certain that we definitely had a thing. In fact, the idea of me and him was not bad at all. When I thought I'm finally sure that we might work, this whole situation came up."

"I know. I, too, never see this Seungcheol situation coming. Honestly, it quite surprised me that he's willing to open up to you. He usually had a hard time to click with new people. Especially his last relationship was messed up real bad." Jeonghan cocked his head slowly to his side. He paused for a while before continuing his words, with a much more cautious tone. "But do you... have the same feeling to him?"

"Honestly, I don't know. It takes time for me to see where it's going with Joshua. Do I just.. let it go, just like that? But a part of me also wants to take care of Seungcheol. There is something about him that makes me feel somewhat attached and I..." You sighed deeply. "I don't know, Jeonghan. What do I do?"

"Yeah, I can see that. He is definitely attached to you too. Jisoo and I have never been so conflicted like this. We always put him—his health on top of our priorities since he used to take care of us. But I want Jisoo to be happy too."

You gritted your teeth in silence. You cared about Joshua too. You and him spent time together a lot. It was something you can't just ignore, can you?

"Have you heard from Seungcheol, that he’s going to move out soon?"

"Actually, yeah, his new place is close to mine. He even told me the door password and will give me an extra key."

"He did?" Jeonghan looked flustered. "Wow. That escalated quickly. What could possibly make him do that?"

You were fidgeting, avoiding his eye contact. But it's Yoon Jeonghan. Even if you want to tell him lies, you would just find yourself blabbering the truth eventually. "Am I wrong, if I said to him that he and I have a chance?"

"Is that a what if or you really did say that?"

"I did.."

He nodded slowly. "Look, it's your feelings. Neither I nor Jisoo can control them. Maybe you can't even control it yourself. As long as your feelings are genuine and it's not because of pity—"

"I'm not pitying him," you cut him off, looking a bit displeased that he thought such an assumption.

He chuckled. "Okay, okay. You need to chill. I believe you. So, back at it again, I'm sure Jisoo will understand if you decide to be by Seungcheol's side. Jisoo has a big heart. He will be fine."

— ⌘ —

"I thought Yoon Jeonghan was always lucky. It turns out Seungcheol is the lucky one. He surely will be the happiest man."

"Jisoo, I'm sorry."

"Don't be. I will be mad if you say so."

You paused. Deep down inside you wanted him to be mad for real. Maybe it would be better for a Joshua Hong to be a bit more expressive. Maybe it would do him more good if you let him hate on you and pour all his emotions rather than keeping it to himself. "You're a good man. If anything, it's even beyond good. You deserve better."

"Seriously, stop. I really want to look cool for the last time being with you, as someone who has the biggest crush on you. Otherwise I'm going to regret why I didn't make a move sooner. If I did, we could have been something now." How he hated that term of 'could have been'. It's as if he didn't regret everything enough.

"Jisoo.."

A soft chuckle escaped his lips. "Stop giving me that look, will you?" His brows slightly raised, flashing you his one of unique facial expressions that was difficult to describe with words. The angelic smile on his face tried to reassure you that everything is fine. He is fine.

"I wanted to say time will heal. But I'm not sure if it's the right thing to say."

"You don't need to say anything."

"Just.. don't get hurt. If you do, even if it's impossible, please try to heal and recover quickly." You knew you were talking non-sense. Of course he was hurt. What you didn't know was that he can't be happy if being with you means unsettling days are to welcome Seungcheol again.

No, he can't live with that.

"One thing, about whatever we had before you and Seungcheol, I cherish it a lot. I hope you too, but it's time to close that chapter. So, please, keep it to yourself and never let him know. If he does, he will blame himself and guilt will consume him. He will be shattered in pieces all over again. Both he and you have a new chapter to begin. Jeonghan and I will be the side characters who will always support you, and make sure Seungcheol is in good hands."

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piece of me | rockstar! h. js

summery : she was the right person at the wrong time.

Song order : 505 by Arctic Monekys, I wanna be yours by Arctic Monkeys, Cheating on you by Charlie Puth, Company by Justin Bieber and Ghosting by TXT

Joshua Hong.

One of the best vocalist to exist. He was the lead singer of the band “Dust.” He had everything and could get anything. To others, he was on top of the world. However, his heart still had a gaping wound. No amount of money or fame could fill his heart. His mind always wonders back to his support. The woman that held him up when he wasn’t too sure of being a singer. The woman that he loves through and through. It’s been three years since he saw her and everyday was worst than the last.

. . .

“We’re up in 10, Joshuji.” Jeonghan said as he patted his shoulder. He had a glum look on his face. Some days were better then others but today he couldn’t hide his feelings. He still doesn’t want to accept the fact that she was the one that got away.

“Cheer up, hyung!” Dokyeom said with a smile.

“Yeah, we’re here to prove the professors that all those tardies and absences were worth it.” Seungkwan said with a determined look on his face. Joshua only half smiled at that as he remembered those days. They were doing a concert at the university where he had met her. He remembered how she had to cover for him and how she took extra notes for him to understand.

He could hear the loud crowd from behind the stage. He sighed. Maybe he’ll see her today.

The crowed cheered loudly as they all walked onto the stage and started to chant their names: Lee Jihoon! Yoon Jeonghan! Hong Jisoo! Lee Dokyeom! Boo Seungkwan! They got into position and the music started to play.

“But I crumble completely when you cry

It seems like once again you’ve had greet me with goodbye.”

“I can’t do this anymore!” She yelled as the tears fell from her eyes. Her usually calm demeanor was no where to be seen and all she wanted to do, was to come to a conclusion to what her and Joshua were.

His sharp eyes soften at her teared ones. “Honey. . We’ve talked about this and yet you always want to leave. Just trust me. We’ll get thro-“

“No”

I'm always just about to go and spoil the surprise

Take my hands off of your eyes too soon

“You’re leaving?!?” She said shocked.

“Wait, sweetie, I was going to tell you-“

“Josh, my parents finally wanted to meet you and you’re leaving?!”

“No, you weren’t supposed to find out like this.” He sighed out.

“What? You were going to stand me up at my parent’s house?! Huh?!? Joshua?!”

“Darling, it’ll be a quick three day trip. This could be big for the boys and I. We could go anoth-”

“If you leave, we’re done.”

I'm going back to 505

If it's a seven hour flight or a forty-five minute drive

505. Y/n’s apartment number.

“Y/nnie, no matter where I preform, I’ll always make it back here.”

She giggled. “Even if you’re across the globe?”

“Even if I’m across the globe.”

In my imagination, you're waitin' lyin' on your side

With your hands between your thighs and a smile

Every night, he knows that image. As she’s laying down, her sweet smile that makes it to her face when he finally comes back home after a long day of practice. The sight only beheld to Joshua’s eyes.

. . .

“That was great everyone!” Their manager said as they finished packing up. Everyone was congratulating each other for all the hard work today.

“Good job, hyung.” Jihoon said. “ I felt more emotion today. You doing good?” He questioned.

“Yeah, it’s one of those days.” He replied dryly.

“Well, we’re eating out so hurry and come along.”

They made it to the local diner where all of them used to spend so much time. “Woah, this place hasn’t changed a bit.” Seungkwan said as he looked around more. The boys and staff were talking and Joshua started to zone out.

“Joshua, stop it.” She said as she continued to type away. He smirked as he continued to gently poke her face.

“Josh!” She said a little too loudly and the other people in the diner started at them. Her face turned pink as she mumbled out a sorry.

“Pretty loud, are we?” He laughed.

She blushed again. “It’s your fault!” He huffed out.

“Mine?” He said offendedly. “I can’t talk to my girlfriend? Ooh, I’m sorry. Let me just leave.” He said as he started to get up. She quickly grabbed his wrist. He looked back and the smile automatically made it to both of their faces.

“Hyung!” Dokyeom shook him. Joshua looked at him. “It’s your turn to order.”

“O-oh. I’ll have a burger and some fries.” He said quickly

“Lost in thought again?” Jeonghan said as he bites into the fries.

“Yeah. .”

“Look Joshuji, it’s been over three years since you two broke up. You need to get over it.”

“You know I can’t!” Joshua said defensively.

Jeonghan sighed as his eyes signaled Seungkwan to take over.

“Hyung, I know you love you her so much, but if you don’t let go, you’ll never recover. Three years is a long time and I’m sure noona is a changed woman now. You need to change.”

Joshua didn’t say anything. He knows they’re right but he just can’t let go.

. . .

“You cheated!” Chan whined as Jeonghan snickered.

“Maybe, you don’t know how to play.” Seungcheol said while laughing.

“Hey, don’t bully him.” Seungkwan scolded them. “Only I get to do that.” He smiled triumphantly as Chan groaned.

Joshua really smiled for the first time in a while. It’s been three months since the talk at the diner and he forced himself to get better. It’s been going great and his friends where doing all they could to help. They were loving the results of his recovery.

“I can’t wait for tomorrow’s concert.” Mingyu gushed out. “I haven’t watched you guys live in a while. Being a model takes my perception of time away. The shoots are soooo looongg.” He whined out. Joshua laughed and patted his head. “Ooh, can we see the set list?” Chan said with a glimmer in his eyes.

“No” Seungkwan said courtly and a frown appeared on Chan’s face. “Wait for tomorrow, Channie.” Jeonghan said as he rubbed his hand on chan’s head.

Soon it was the next day and the boys were preparing to preform. For once Joshua felt great and didn’t really anything when he re-read the lyrics. The lyrics he poured his heart into after every feeling he had about Y/n. They finally walked onto stage and let the music start.

If you like your coffee hot

Let me be your coffee pot

“I just want to be there for you always. I could be anything for you,” She laughed as she blushed. “I like how you are now.” He smiled as he pulled her closer and rubbed his nose with hers.

You call the shots, babe

I just wanna be yours

“Where do you want to go next, love?” He said as he pulled out the parking lot.

“Home. I’m getting a little tired.”

“Home is anywhere with you.” He said smugly

“Smooth, Hong, smooth.”

Secrets I have held in my heart

Are harder to hide than I thought

“Want to know a secret?” Joshua whispered. She nodded. “Every time I look at you, I’m just bursting at the seams with love. I just want to shower you in with all my love.” She blushed as she hugged him close.

Maybe I just wanna be yours

I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours

“From the moment I saw you, I knew that I had to be yours, darling.”

“Maybe I wanted to be yours as well when I first saw you.” She said shyly.

Wanna be yours

. . .

Joshua picked up his phone and looked at the old pictures of them. Although he feels better than he did better, he can’t bring himself to delete those pictures. Those were the only proof of their love. He likes to remise about the good times. No woman could replace her. He can’t bring himself to go another date. Many women wanted him but he didn’t want them. He locked his phone and made his way to the studio and decided to write some lyrics for the new album. He hummed to get a feel for the lyrics.

Thought I could get you back any time of day

Shouldn't have been so cocky

Joshua, get a grip. Be better for her and be the best musician you can be. Make her proud. She’ll only be mad for a little bit and come back. Don’t call her. She’ll be back. She always comes back you.

Shouldn't have did you wrong (woah, oh)

And now I miss you bad, really, really bad

“This is the tenth date you missed, Joshua. I’m sick of this. I try to give you the benefit of the doubt, but I can’t with this anymore.”

“I’m doing this for us. Trust me when we get a break through, you’ll be sitting on millions with me.”

“I don’t want that, I want to spend some time with you, that’s it.”

Guess you don't know what you got until it's gone.

With that she walked away.

Why did I run away, run away, run away? (Run away)

Oh, your love was everything, everything, everything (everything)

“I’m leaving!!” She finally said as picked up the suitcase.

“Don’t come crawling back when you see me on every billboard.” He angrily said

“I’ll never crawl back to you. You’re not the same man I fell in love with.”

“I’m still the same me! Stop being dramatic, y/n.”

I know it's getting late, getting late, getting late (getting late)

But can I still be on my way, on my way? Yeah

She didn’t come back. And she didn’t answer his calls either. She changed her Instagram bio and changed her apartment code. It feels like she disappeared from the face of the earth and he couldn’t find her anywhere.

I know I said goodbye and baby, you said it too

But when I touch her I feel like I'm cheating on you (I'm cheating on you)

I thought that I'd be better when I found someone new (found someone new)

But when I touch her I feel like I'm cheating on you (believe it, baby)

Jihoon walked in and saw Joshua was in the zone. He took a quick peek at his notepad was amazed by his lyricism. “Hyung, it looks good.” That snapped him out of his trance. Joshua smiled and said, “Do you think it’s going to make the album?”

“I don’t think, I know it will.”

. . .

Today marks the four year anniversary of their break up. It didn’t hurt Joshua this year like it did the last three. He smiled to himself as he felt himself getting better day by day. Today they were performing at their old college town again. He was excited to preform their new song that they just released. He wrote how the end of his relationship should’ve gone. Maybe the break up was inevitable with his wild schedule but he still wanted her in his life.

Let's end each other's lonely nights

Be each other's paradise

Need a picture for my frame

Someone to share my reign

Tell me what you wanna drink

I'll tell you what I got in mind

Just wanna have a conversation

Forget about the obligations

Maybe we can stay in touch

Oh that ain't doin' too much

Can we be, can we be, be each other's company?

Be each other's company

Just be each other's company

Be each other's company

It was an especially fun night as they saw old faces and the vibe was just right. He felt great and wanted to relish that feeling. He went to grab a drink with old friends from college and high school. It was a wonderful night and Joshua saw the light at the end of the tunnel. Towards the end night, he saw Jeonghan calling.

“Hey, you busy?”

“No, I was about to head home.

“Will you be busy tomorrow?”

“…No.”

“Okay, good. I need you to come to Sowon’s house.”

“Why? I thought she moved??”

“She wants to show us the new place, shuji.”

“Oh, wouldn’t her roommate mind?”

“Ooh, Joshuji, her roommate will be out the entire weeknd. The boys will be bringing their girlfriends too. So come. I wouldn’t want my favorite person to be alone.”

“Hmm . . Okay, I’ll be there. And I know you’re lying. I’m not your favorite person”

“What?! You are.”

. . .

The apartment was beautiful. It was much larger than her old one, according to her.

“We still need to put up the pictures, but other than that, everything is done!”

“Wow! The home decor is beautifully done.” Seungkwan’s girlfriend gushed as her fingers gently grazed the ceramics ornaments.

“Thank you! My roommate is really good at interior design. I’m surprised she’s not a real interior designer.”

They all fell into a comfortable conversations. Just talking about anything and everything. His band mates were telling stories from their high school and college days, making the girls laugh.

Sowon glanced at time and saw that it read 1:06 am.

“You guys should head out. I still have to work tomorrow.” She said as she stood up to stretch.

“Whyyy??” Jeonghan whined out. “Just take the day off. We were in such a good conversation, come on, babe.”

She only chuckled.

“No, you guys need to go.”

“Please, unnie.” Dokyeom’s girlfriend said with pleading eyes.

“Guys, I have work tomorrow, we can talk more another ti-“

Suddenly the front door opened. Sowon’s eyes widen. She turned around and everyone else’s eyes followed with her.

Her roommate walked in and Joshua felt all the air leave his body. He couldn’t breathe.

There she stood. L/N Y/N.

There was utter silence as she looked at all of the guest currently in her living room. The boys were looking at Joshua and his reaction.

“Y-you’re back early, Y/nnie. I thought you’d be back Monday.”

She smiled softly and said, “I thought that too, but there was a change in plans. Sorry for disrupting you and your guests.”

“No! You’re not. Don’t be silly. Here let me-“ Sowon grabbed her hand and dragged her so now she was face to face with all the guests.

“This is my amazing roommate Y/N. And this is my boyfriend, Jeonghan.” He waved and said, “nice to meet you.” Y/n reciprocated the action. “And these are his band mates. You know the band, Dust, yeah that’s them.” Y/n smiled as she waved to them.

“Don’t mind her, she’s a little shy. She’s also not into the same music as me so, she might not recognize you guys.”

“It’s fine. Nice to meet you, Y/n noona.” Seungkwan said. Y/n smiled fondly at him and said the same thing. Joshua eyes were stuck on her. Everything about her changed. Everything about her was more mature. Her tone of talking to her choice of clothing. He was enamored by her again. All those feelings were rushing back to him. Those months of him working on himself, was out the window. He didn’t care about healing. He just wanted her again.

“Well, I’m going to head to bed. You guys can stay, but keep the volume to a minimum, thank you.” Y/n said as she started to walk away.

Joshua stood up and said, “We were just leaving.”

She turned around and looked at him. There was utter silence in the room. He wanted to reach out and hug her, touch her, kiss her. But she only half smiled and said, “well have a good night.” And with that she walked to her room. He stared at the direction he was just in.

“Um, do you guy know each other?” Sowon said.

Joshua said nothing for a bit before making his way to the door and mutter out a “Thank you for inviting me.”

. . .

Two weeks passed and Joshua was the worst he’s ever been. He can’t even eat on time. He wants to be in her presence again. His band members were worried. He couldn’t even find it in him to even talk. Joshua felt drained even though he didn’t do much.

“Shua, come eat.” Seungcheol said softly as he rubbed his head. Joshua was laying down face first into his pillow. He couldn’t even formulate a sentence to answer him. Mingyu walked into the room and made eye contact with Seungcheol. They came to an agreement via eye contact.

“Here.” Seungcheol pushed Joshua up and Mingyu gripped his waist to hoisted him up. They forced him up and walked him towards Joshua’s and Jeonghan’s shared dining room.

“Hyung, you can do it.” Chan said as he helped feed Joshua.

The was a somewhat comforting silence between them all. But, Minghao broke it.

“You need to talk to her.”

There was silence but it was more suffocating. Joshua looked up at him. “Hyung, you’re never going to improve if one glance at her ruined your months of growth. There’s clearly an unresolved issue and you need to fix it. I’m sure she feels the same.” Minghao started. “Her presence was enough to make you crumble. I don’t want to continue to see you suffer. You suffered enough. Just talk it out with her.”

Joshua sighed. “What if she doesn’t want to talk to me?”

“It’s worth a shot. Express the feelings you’ve been feeling and tell her what you want the two of you to be. I remember noona being by your side like glue. I’m sure she wants some answers too.” Minghao replied. Joshua simply nodded.

. . .

He didn’t even know what he would even say to her. It’s been too long and he’s changed and he’s sure that she changed as well. How does he even go about it. Her face remains rent free in his head and how her smile from that night gives him the comfort that he so desperately craves.

Joshua thought maybe writing it out would help him come up with a better way of expressing his thoughts to her.

All of a sudden you disappeared, you disappeared

Like a faint ghost, disappeared

I sometimes ask into the void

What am I to you? (What am I?)

All of a sudden you disappeared, you disappeared

Like a faint ghost, disappeared

In this room where only echo remains

I'm wandering around alone all this time

I'm like a ghost

Joshua knew he had to tell her. He needed to see her now.

. . .

“Sowon, is she home?” Joshua said.

She looked at him as she leaned on her front door.

“No, she’s out right now. Why?”

“When will she be back?”

“Not for a while, now why do you need her?”

“I’ll came back in a bit.”

Sowon grabbed his collar from behind as he turned to leave. Joshua stumbled back and wobbled a bit having lost his balance.

“Why?” She said she crossed her arms.

He sighed. “You have time?”

“Plenty.”

For the next two and half hours, he explained everything about his and her relationship. Sowon was trying to process everything.

“How come she never told me anything??!?” She was perplexed since they knew each other since high school and she didn’t tell her anything. “I can’t believe it. She’s the one that inspired you to write those amazing songs!?”

Joshua gave her a look. She sheepish laughed. “Right, sorry.” She cleared her throat and said, “Well, she’s at work and won’t be done for a while and she’s usually grumpy when she comes back. She doesn’t work on the weekends. We usually go out or if I can’t, she goes out by herself.” Joshua nodded.

“So, here’s the plan.”

. . .

It was the weekend and Joshua was beyond nervous. The plan Sowon explain sounded easy enough, but he was nervous about messing up. He made his way to the busy city.

“She likes visiting the stalls on the weekends if she doesn’t make plans with anyone.” Sowon said.

He looked around and couldn’t see anything as it was so busy. Joshua made his way across all the stalls and there was no signs of her. He sent a quick text to Sowon saying he didn’t even get a glimpse of her. Sowon replied by calling him.

“She’s at the art gallery, right near the large restaurant.”

Oh, she must be at Minghao’s art gallery.

“Okay, I’ll make my way over there.”

He walked into the gallery and took in his friends art. While he was there, the least he could do is appreciate the man that pushed him to talk it out with the woman he loves.

“Hyung?” Minghao whispered out.

Joshua smiled “Eissa.”

“I didn’t expect to see you here.”

“What? Can’t enjoy one of my best friends art?”

Minghao squinted his eyes, trying to read his face. “Well thank you for coming. Means a lot to me.” He said as he hugged him.

Joshua looked around for a bit and couldn’t find her. He almost lost all hope until he saw her silhouette leaving. He made his way over to the entrance and was walking through the busy roads. It was currently 6 pm and many people were getting started on their night. He almost lost sight of her until he saw her walk into the small intersection for pedestrians. She walked towards the train station and Joshua finally caught up to her and gently grabbed her arm. She quickly turned around to see who was touching her. She froze as she recognized those eyes.

“What are you doing?” She finally whispered out.

“We need to talk, please.”

“About what? We’ve been done for four years, remember?”

“I didn’t forget about you the last four years. All you did was live in my mind and all I could think about was what we had.”

She was silent.

“Please let’s go somewhere and talk.”

. . .

They both sat down on Joshua’s couch.

“Honey, please look at me.” He said softly.

Her eyes couldn’t even meet his, afraid she might cry. She shook her head no.

“Just talk Joshua, please.” Y/n pleaded.

Joshua sighed.

“I don’t know where to even start.” He chuckled bitterly.

“I think I should apologize first. I’m sorry that I wasn’t a good boyfriend towards the end of our relationship. I guess being too focused on the band made me forget the woman that help me up. I should’ve been there for you more. You always were my shoulder to cry on and yet I did nothing to make you feel loved.” He paused and tried to collect more of his thoughts. “That night where you ended it, I felt so lost. Heck, I still do. I don’t know how even been living the four years. I feel like I can’t breathe sometimes. I regret everything. If I could go back and stop myself, I would. I would stop myself from ever even forming the idea of a band. I can’t live without you. I thought I was getting better but the moment I saw you, I relapsed.” He paused again before saying what he’s been wanting to say for the last four years.

“I need you in my life. I feel like I used to see the world in color and the day you left, all the color drained away and everything’s grey. I want us to work again. This is the biggest mistake I ever made. I need in my life and you don’t have to be my lover, but I just want to be in your presence again. Please Y/n. ” He pleaded.

She was silent. “Joshua. . . “ Y/n couldn’t even begin a sentence as she was trying to process what he just spilled to her. “ I don’t know what to say.”

“Please, tell me how you feel about me.”

She sighed softly before saying, “I also think about the old time. I also miss us and everything we did together. But, I don’t think it could even work out between us again. I’ve changed and you’ve changed. Josh, I’ve been yearning for you since I left but I knew that if I went back to you without changing myself for the better, we would still be miserable. I still never stopped supporting you though. I listened to all your songs and watch most of your performances online. However, I don’t know if this could be picked up where we left it off.”

“Then we don’t have to.” He said as he reach for her hand. He clasped their hands together and looked at her. Her confused gaze met his determined one.

“We can start over. We can do try again but this time we know what the other person is like. We know each other’s likes and dislikes. We can learn each others new likes and dislikes. We can start from the bottom again.” He said as he brushed a strand of hair behind her ear.

“Like friends?” She whispered out.

“Yeah, and if we like the progress, we can merge to lovers.”

“I don’t know, Joshua. We left off on a very ugly note.”

“Let’s try again, sweetheart. Let’s try to form a new bond, stronger than the last one.”

“Okay, let’s try again from the bottom.” She said as she leaned in for a hug. He hugged her and basked in her warmth.

“And this time I won’t let you go this time.”

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serenhoshi · 2 years ago

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𝐒𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧: 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

Feeling angsty here ;)

For context: You and your s/o have the biggest fight you’ve ever had since you know each other (even before getting married). You’re tired and want to go out to clear up your mind, taking off your ring in the process. He sees it and...reactions below :))

Seungcheol:

He’d get more angry than anything. Visibly upset as well, he’d point at the ring while staring straight into your soul with a callous tone.

“What do you think you’re doing right now? Why did you take it off?? I’m not done right now, you’re not leaving. Put it back on.”

Jeonghan:

As angry as Seungcheol, clearly. But doesn’t show it as much. His stare would be neutral, so you’d have no idea of what hes thinking about. Maybe a bit whinier than Seungcheol? But overall he’d say similar things.

“What are you doing this? Huh? Take it back, you have to wear it.”

Joshua:

You taking off your ring would make all his anger vanish INSTANTLY. He’d stare in shock and not say anything for a few seconds, his face visibly paler than before. Then he’d get close to you, his head moving from left to right as a no motion, taking the ring and puttin it back on you. His voice shakes a bit, and is way softer.

“Don’t do this, please. Let’s talk through this calmly, I’m sorry.”

Junhui:

It would take him some time to realize what you had done, you were already putting your shoes on when he woke up from his trance. He’d block the door with his body, ring in hand. He wouldn’t know what to say yet, it would take some time for him to arrange his thoughts correctly. But he knew that he wouldn’t let you leave, not like that.

“You forgot this, please stay..”

Hoshi:

It’s kinda hard to guess how he’d react tbh. On one hand he could get angrier, screaming at you and pursuing you to put the ring back on your finger himself. On the other hand he’d be like Joshua, cooling down instantly, and begging you to stay with him to think about this together. You chose which one seems the best to you.

“Please please please wait- don’t go, i swear i’ll do better!”

Wonwoo:

Probably the first one to leave the room, he’d lock himself up in your shared bedroom, and would most likely cry because he simply doesn’t know how to handle things. After some time he’d go back to the living room, and would see your ring, set on the table. He’d automatically call you, fidgeting the ring in his hand, completely stressed out.

“Y/n? Where are you?? Should I come pick you up? Please come back, we should try to talk about it, please.”

Woozi:

He would act as if he didn’t care, but deep inside hes so scared. He’d let you leave so you get some time to cool down, but when he saw you take off your ring he automatically felt tears blur his vision. You get no news from him while you’re out, he’d lock himself in his studio, occupying his mind while producing music. You see each other once he gets back home from the studio.

“Hey,, I think we should talk, don’t you?”

Mingyu:

Wouldn’t let you take the damn ring off. He’d rush over to you and grab your hands to provide you from it. He’ll look at your straight in the eyes -and that’s when you notice that he started crying- and apologize, so SO many times. His voice is shaky and he caresses the back of your hands while begging for you to stay with him.

“I am so, so sorry for my behavior, please forgive me, i’m so sorry, i love you so much, please stay, i’m sorry.”

The8:

He’d react a bit like Woozi; he’d give you time to cool down, for him as well. It’s very rare that you get into bit arguments, you normally just talk things out but here it heated up quickly. In contrary to Woozi, he’d text you, maybe after an hour or so, to know where you are and if you’re safe. Once you get back home you actually have a calm talk as you did in the past.

"I’m glad you came back, I was really worried”

Dokyeom:

Dokyeomie would cry his eyes out. This poor man was conflicted between anger, sadness, and fear. He wanted to prevent you from leaving, so bad, but his ego and bitter anger wanted to make him ignore you, and give you the silent treatment. Out of all the members he’d be the hardest one to make up with, he thinks ignoring you and sulking is the better solution because time will calm everything down. You’re the one who will come up to him to talk, but if you don’t have your ring on then he refuses to talk.

Vernon:

He automatically takes your hands in his to prevent you from taking your ring off, looking at you straight in the eyes. Any trace of anger has disappeared, and he looks sincere, calm, almost soothing. He’ll bring you to the sofa so you both sit down and let the tension disappear. He won’t force you to talk, you both can stay silent, as long as you’re both here and you cool down.

“I’m sorry for everything. Let’s just calm down and not do anything we might regret, okay?”

Seungkwan:

He’d continue his angry speech even when you took your ring off, setting it on the kitchen counter. He’d take the ring and follow you closely, putting himself between you and the door. He’d stare at you, his eyes dark and visibly fuming with rage. He’d take you hand and forcebly put the ring back on your finger. Then he’d talk, his voice a bit calmer, but still showing irritation.

“Don’t take it off. You annoy me very much right now but not enough to divorce. I still love you a lot.”

Dino:

Would stop talking and his face would get pale, worry taking place on his face. He’d run to you at the entrance of the appartment, and trap you against him. His arms placed around your waist and his face in the crook of your neck. He’d cry a bit, and whisper apologies.

“I’m sorry, please don’t leave me, i love you, please stay”

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venerex · 2 years ago

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hers

part of the svthub collab

pairing: jeonghan x f!reader

word count: 2.3k

contains: camcouple, orgasm denial, overstimulation, use of a sex toy (vibrator), intercourse (unprotected; assume use of other contraceptive methods), mentions of tattoos

a/n: in true livvie fashion, i took a brief and added established relationship dynamic. this is camcouple au rather than camboy au, hope you enjoy it!

"ah, ah, baby. keep your legs open, don't want to keep everyone from seeing how you clench, mm?"

you whimper at jeonghan's chiding words but obey, parting your legs again, letting the camera capture your desperately clenching cunt. his hands rest on your thighs as you lean back on his shoulder, feeling his lips press a soft kiss on the side of your head. he's edged you three times now, and you're beginning to lose focus.

you and jeonghan have some rather unusual hobbies, the strangest one of them being the one you're currently engaged in - camming. the two of you realized early on in your relationship that you enjoy being filmed while having sex, and you ventured into camming a little while later. it had taken some research and experimentation to figure out the best way to enjoy the activity while remaining anonymous (neither of you wants to be recognized for your illicit performances), and now you run a modest channel where you broadcast your bedroom activities semi-regularly.

"won't you read the comments, baby?", his hands rub your thighs soothingly as you catch your breath, "see how much they like it".

you nod and manage to focus on the laptop screen, the bright letters stating "herhannie is live now!" making your heart flutter, like it did when jeonghan suggested the username. the two of you had decided to use "hannie" and "baby" (and sometimes "angel", when jeonghan can't help himself) to refer to each other, seeing as hannie is a common enough nickname that jeonghan can't be identified by it. a camboy you had consulted had warned you against using the possessive username, saying it might turn off viewers.

the advice only made it more appealing to you, though. jeonghan was yours, and you wanted to be possessive. so herhannie stayed.

your eyes catch the usernames you recognize, and you read the comments of your regular viewers. one catches your eye, and you read it out loud.

dinosauras: watching this with my gf rn, she thinks you're super hot

"ah, thanks", you giggle, feeling jeonghan smile against your neck, "that's so cute! me and - and hannie used to watch couples too!".

jeonghan nips at your ear and you pout, sighing when he laves his tongue softly to soothe the sting.

"that was close", he chuckles, "almost gave me away, baby".

the buzz of the vibrator fills the room, and the toy touches your clit before you can respond.

"thought i'm 'hannie' when we're here, mm?", his arm around your waist tightens as you squirm, feeling your orgasm closing in, "your hannie, right?"

what a dick. he knows the affect the words have on you, and he's pulling away the vibrator a second before your orgasm hits - denying you for the fourth time that night. both his hands wrap around you to keep you still as you squirm, tearful moans escaping your lips.

his murmured praises in your ear help you calm down, his chest against your back grounding you to reality. when you started experimenting with denial, jeonghan used to check in every time you seemed in pain - but he knows better now. he knows how much you enjoy it, and he trusts you to stop him when you don't.

"can you read some comments, baby?", jeonghan's voice is soft, but you're sure the microphone catches it, "i'll let you come after you do, mm?"

"okay", you clear your throat, one eye catching jeonghan reaching for the bottle of water beside the bed, "yeah".

you accept the bottle with a small smile and take a sip, reading the comments while you swallow. you almost spit out the liquid when a few comments catch your eye:

sundaywhoring: whats that on your thigh?

bigdk: are you hurt?

you angle your head to look at the side of your upper thigh, where body tape covers a small patch of skin. jeonghan hums contemplatively before whispering "i think we can say it, if you're okay with it" in your ear.

"well", you smile, feeling a flush come up your neck, "hannie and i got matching tattoos last week".

the chat erupts, a mixture of "ugh" and "omg so cute!" filling up the screen.

"i know", jeonghan's voice is cheerful, and you catch a hint of boastfulness, "we're disgusting".

you giggle and lean your head back, humming contently as you feel jeonghan nuzzle your neck.

"i think i should make you come now", his hands slip down to caress your inner thighs, not yet touching you where you want.

"i think that's a great idea", your voice is slightly breathless, "i agree".

"is that right?", he slaps your thigh lightly, shushing you when you whimper, "oh, i'm glad. i would hate to disappoint you, angel".

two fingers slip around the lips of your cunt and press against each other, effectively putting pressure on your clit - enough to drive you crazy, but not enough to give you any satisfaction.

"where's my tattoo?", his other hand reaches for the vibrator, "well, that's only for my baby to know".

someone must've asked the location of his tattoo. you barely finish the thought before the vibrator touches your clit, jeonghan's arm quickly wrapping around you as you shake, your orgasm hitting you in record time.

"it's okay, baby", the vibrator presses harder, "you've been so good. come for me".

his words send you off the edge and you explode, mewling his nickname loudly as you press against his chest, his length digging into your lower back. he keeps the toy on your nub as you ride out your orgasm, feeling spurred on by the praises he coos for everyone to hear. soon enough, the pleasure of the buzz turns into the sting of overstimulation, and you whine for jeonghan to stop.

"you did so good", jeonghan discards the vibrator, "such a good girl, mm? always so good for me".

you hum shakily and turn your head slightly to meet jeonghan's eyes, kissing him softly, feeling warm when his hand reaches up to cup your cheek.

"good?", he whispers, not caring about being audible to the audience.

"yeah", you clear your throat, making sure your next words are loud enough for the mic to catch them, "love you".

jeonghan laughs and turns his head to the side to check the viewfinder, making sure your heads are still out of frame.

"love you too, baby", he turns back and nudges his nose against yours, "always".

you face the laptop to read off some comments, not surprised at the number of donation messages visible in the chat. you and jeonghan had turned off the chat and donation notifications long ago, finding the sounds a nuisance. even without the pinging though, you know your viewers enjoy moments of intimacy between you and your lover.

you decide to answer a personal question.

hawsaw: how long have the two of you been together btw

"well", jeonghan parts your legs slightly, his hands inching towards your cunt, "i think like, 3 years?"

"mm mm", a finger circles your clit, and you feel his smile against your shoulder at your sharp breath, "something like that".

"hannie", you whine when his finger slips down to press against your entrance, "please".

"please what, baby? use your words"

"feel so - ", you gasp when he adds another finger to circle your entrance, "so empty".

"what do you want me to do?", his fingers enter your cunt, wiggling slightly, "is this what you want?"

"yes", you gasp, "no - fuck. want your cock, hannie".

"oh, really?", his fingers curve, hitting your sensitive spot in practiced come-hither motions, making you groan, "you sure this isn't what you want? you seem to like it so much".

"no, please", your hand wraps around his wrist, "please, please. want your cock, hannie".

jeonghan stays silent, continuing to finger you.

"please, hannie", you whimper, barely able to think, "feel so empty. please, want your cock".

"shh. okay, baby", he withdraws his fingers, bringing them to his mouth and moaning at the taste, "i'll fuck you, yeah?"

he urges you to lift up, his hands gently guiding you to sit on his cock. both of you moan at the feeling, staying in the position while you get used to the stretch.

"you're so warm, angel", jeonghan gushes, "and so wet - fuck".

you chuckle breathlessly, bleary eyes barely taking in the comments pouring in.

tigerlovegrr: she looks so fucked out, even without the face

"ah, is that so", you turn to see the viewfinder and clench at the visual. user tigerlovegrr is right - your body is lax against jeonghan's and you're visibly trembling. you do look fucked out.

"just needed my cock. isn't that right, baby?", jeonghan lifts his hips slightly and you moan, his cock nestling further inside you, "i expect an answer when i ask a question, baby".

"y-yes", he circles his hips and you fight to keep your train of thought, "needed your cock, hannie. so empty".

"that's right, baby", his breath stutters as you clench around him, "can you fuck yourself on me, baby? give everyone a show?"

you nod and lift yourself up, slamming back on jeonghan's length, both of your moans filling up the room. his hands hold your hips and help you ride him while he bucks his hips up in a dance the two of you have perfected. one of his hands reaches out to the side and then presses a cold object in your hand - it's the vibrator, still slick from earlier.

"put it on your clit, baby", he turns it on, "make yourself come".

"but hannie", you moan when he moves your hand to the apex of your thighs, pushing your hand to press the toy against your cunt, "sensitive. so - so sensitive".

"i know, angel", he coos, his hand still on yours, "but i want you to come, mm? you can do it, you're such a good girl".

you nod tearfully and wrap your fingers securely around the toy, pressing against your clit when jeonghan removes his hand. the sensitivity is almost too much, but you keep the vibrator pressed against your nub - your cunt clenching around his cock as you feel an orgasm approaching.

"such a good girl", jeonghan wraps his arms around your waist and fucks his length into your cunt, "clenching around m-me. close, baby?"

you explode before you can answer, your body writhing against jeonghan's as you come, the vibrator against your clit feeling almost painful before he grabs it and turns it off. despite your barely-there state, you're aware of how jeonghan's cock inside you twitches and how his breathing is uneven - he stopped his movements to let you come.

you lift your body up slightly and slam back down, turning to see jeonghan's eyes close as he curses.

"fuck, baby - ", his head tilts back, "baby - you don't have to".

"want you to come, hannie", you lean in closer and clench around him, lowering your voice to a small whisper that only he can hear, "come inside me, jeonghan".

you feel his warm release fill you up as his hips stutter, his moans and your breathing the only sound in the room. his eyes stay close as his hand pats the space next to you, and he sighs in content when you interlace your fingers with his.

for a moment, there's only the sound of breathing in the room. the camera and the audience is forgotten as the two of you catch your breath, basking in the afterglow.

jeonghan opens his eyes and looks at you, his hazy expression matching yours. he leans forward to kiss your softly, his hands running up your arms to cup your face.

"i think we should stop the stream", you smile, your hands lifting up to rest against his chest.

"yeah", he clears his throat, urging you to lift up, "hope you enjoyed this one, guys".

supportive comments fill up the chat as you rise and clumsily fall to the side, cum seeping out of you and on the bedsheet. you look up when jeonghan stops his movements, chuckling and shaking your head at how his eyes stay transfixed on your cunt.

"hannie", you smile sweetly as he snaps up his head with a questioning hum, "the stream?"

"right", his hand lifts up the wireless mouse and accompanying mousepad, "see you later, guys! hope you have a nice week".

he clicks the "stop" button and puts away the mouse, turning off the camera and shutting down the laptop before reaching his arms out to you. you oblige, giggling as you fall against his chest, your arms wrapping around his waist as he presses soft kisses on your hair.

"you good?", he pulls back and lifts your chin up.

"yeah, you?"

"i'm good", he kisses you one last time before getting up, the tattoo on his back flexing as he puts away the devices.

you start to count seconds.

ten. he's closing the tripod and reaching for its case.

twenty-three. he's taking the vibrator to the bathroom to clean it up. you close your eyes, but keep counting.

forty-one. he comes back and places a soft kiss on your cheek, smiling when you open one eye blearily to look at him.

forty-nine. he opens the nightstand drawer. you smile knowingly.

fifty-three. he slips the ornament on your finger.

"jeonghan", you tease, "you didn't even last a minute".

"and so what?", he pretends to not care, but you know better, "that's where it belongs".

you shake your head, lifting your hand to cup his cheek, smiling fondly when he leans into your touch instinctively, the emerald on your engagement ring shining against his skin.

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onlymingyus · 2 years ago

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Mine

header edited by me (@chogiwapadada) do not remove the watermark and do not repost

pairing; jeon wonwoo x afab reader

genre; smut (minors dni)

warnings; unprotected sex, possessive wonwoo, hand around the throat, fingering, fingers in the mouth

word count; 1.2k and some change

request; no

a/n; this was written for @wonwussy after seeing this tweet (it is a safe link with slightly suggestive themes but no porn)

You can feel Wonwoo’s hands run along your back as he pushes you down over the table. Your clothes discarded from the moment you walked in the door but neither of you had made it to the bedroom. The cold wood pressing against your chest makes you gasp in contrast to the warmth radiating off your bodies as he leans over you and you can feel his hard cock simply press against your ass as he ghosts his lips to your ear.

“I’m tempted to say this is better than being at Jeonghan’s party. No one else is looking at you in that tight little dress you put on. Course…where is that dress now?” You grunt as his hand grips at your hip, his voice making your entire body erupt in chillbumps at how low and calm he is speaking.

“It’s by the front door, Wonwoo.” He smirks against your neck before pressing a gentle kiss to your skin before speaking against your ear again. “Mm it is. Along with everything else that might get in my way.” You moan softly as his hand moves between your legs from behind, his long slender fingers pressing between your folds as his teeth nip at your ear lobe.

You feel Wonwoo’s fingers scissors along your folds as he teases right outside of any areas where you want him the most. Your body reacts to him as you push your hips back towards him causing your ass to push back against his hard cock. Wonwoo grunts into a laugh before his mouth is on your neck and you gasp loudly when he bites at your neck gently. His tongue runs over the spot before he mutters against your skin, “So greedy.”

“Please…” When you beg for him, Wonwoo smirks standing up behind you. His free hand moves to glide along your spine making you shiver as you move to stand slightly on your toes when his other hand circles your clit. “I love when you sound so desperate. Tell me…who else do you get this desperate for?”

You shake your head and Wonwoo’s hand on your back moves along your hip, his nails grazing your skin lightly as you speak. “No one else.” He sucks on his bottom lip and leans over you slightly once again as he moves his fingers towards your dripping entrance. “That’s right, and why is that? Who do you belong to?”

“You, I belong to you.” With your words Wonwoo sinks two fingers into you slowly making you moan his name as his lips press to your shoulder. Your body pressing harder into the wooden table as you feel the fingers curl into your walls with such precision you know only he could make you feel like this. Wonwoo feels your knees begin to give out as he pushes you towards your first orgasm of the night so his free hand wraps around your waist as he uses his strength and the table to keep you steady.

Wonwoo groans when he feels your cum slipping around his fingers when he pulls them from your pussy. He couldn’t help the overwhelming feeling that he got around you, especially when you were around his friends. The possessiveness radiates from him even now when he sucks his fingers clean and you are panting for a full breath on the dining room table under him.

With his arm still around your waist, Wonwoo helps you stand and turns you in his arms before sitting you on the edge of the table. His lips brush yours as his hand lines his painfully hard length at your entrance. Wonwoo steps in closer to you and uses his other hand to lift you slightly so that he slides into you. The stretch is delicious but slow, your arms move to drape around his shoulders as you moan against his lips once he bottoms out.

Wonwoo grunts against your lips as his hand tightens on the side of your thigh before he pulls back to look at you when he begins to thrust into you so deeply with tight short thrusts you think you are going to see stars. “I kept thinking at the party, every single time one of them sat down next to you, every time one of their hands lingered a little too long…how much I hated them touching what was mine. It’s bad enough to watch them look at you.”

You whine and lean your head back but Wonwoo grabs your face and makes you look at him with a tsk. “We are having a conversation baby. Like I was saying…” You moan his name and how good he feels as his cock rubs against your spot making your thighs quiver as you nod trying to listen to what he is saying. “I don’t want any of them Wonwoo.”

He nods and puts his finger over your lips before putting two fingers into your mouth for you to suck on. “I know baby, now shh. I’m talking. I know you don’t want them but that doesn’t mean they don’t want you or that it doesn’t feel like it. Fuck it just gets my blood boiling. I just don’t like to share. It’s not in my nature.” You moan around his fingers nodding in agreement as you feel the coil tighten in you once again. Your nails digging into his shoulders.

“Fuck you are so tight babe.” Wonwoo grunts and his hips snap to yours as he feels himself getting just as close to his own climax. His brain chanting, ‘mine, mine, mine’. His fingers fall from your mouth before his hand wraps lightly around your neck towards your jaw to push back your head. His lips find yours in a hungry kiss as you fall apart on his cock. Wonwoo’s brows furrow deeply as your walls clench around him, sending him over the edge after you as he spills into you with a few final thrusts.

Your hands run through Wonwoo’s hair and over his temples to wipe away beads of sweat as his hands slide along your body before he carefully slips from you but remains close unwilling to let you go. “Wonwoo…baby?” He grunts, his forehead resting on your shoulder before you lift his head to make him look at you meeting him with a smile.

“I love you. I don’t want anyone else.” He sighs and nods leaning to kiss you before taking your hand in his kisses your fingers, palm, then wrist before moving from you to grab something to clean you both up as he speaks. “I know. I love you too. I just get possessive. I’m sorry if I’m too much sometimes.”

You can’t help but to laugh as he moves back into your arms letting you run your fingers over his face as he looks down at you with much gentler eyes than he had when you had first entered the door. “I love when you fuck me like that Wonwoo…but I also don’t want you to ever be worried about others.” Wonwoo smirks at your words raising his brows when you say you like being fucked like that.

“You like being fucked hard and reminded who you belong to?” You sigh and groan as you lean your head back into a laugh. Wonwoo smiles watching you as you shake your head. “Out of that entire sentence that is all you got?” With a gentle hand he tilts your head back up and presses a soft kiss to your lips before shaking his head. “No I heard the rest too, that was just my favorite part.”

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blu-joons · 3 years ago

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When You Ask Them To Play With Your Hair ~ Seventeen Reaction

S.Coups:

“Can I do anything to see you smile?” Seungcheol whispered, smiling weakly as your teary eyes lifted to glance across at him.

“Do you think you could play with my hair?” You whispered back to him, feeling his hand rest in the small of your back to twirl him around so that Seungcheol could easily get to your hair.

His touch was soft, exactly what you needed after an emotional few moments. “If playing with your hair cheers you up, then I’m more than happy to do it for you.”

“Thank you for just being here,” you responded, taking Seungcheol slightly by surprise, “I really appreciate having you here for me all the time.”

His head shook back at you, “you don’t ever have to thank me, I’m your boyfriend, it’s my job.”

“But you still go above and beyond,” you argued in reply, “not only were you there whilst I was upset, but you’re here still even now I’m feeling better.”

“I’m never going to just leave you like that, even when you’re better.”

“And now I’m smiling again too.”

Jeonghan:

“Your hair is getting so long,” Jeonghan remarked as he continued to play with the strands, taking his time to untangle most of them.

“Now you know how I felt when you used to ask me to play with your hair,” you laughed in reply to him, “I used to only be able to get halfway through your hair before my hand cramped.”

A laugh came from Jeonghan too as he twirled through your hair, “if I remember correctly, you used to voluntarily play with my hair, I didn’t ask you to play with it for me.”

“If you don’t want to play with my hair because I asked you to, I can go,” you assured him, trying to get up only to be pulled straight back down again.

A shy smile crept onto Jeonghan’s face, “you know that I love playing with your hair really.”

“I do,” you agreed with a smirk, “which is why I know that whenever I lay down in your lap, I don’t even need to ask you to play with my hair, you just end up doing it.”

“I can’t wait to see how long you grow it; it’ll be so fun to play with.”

“Who knows, I might even beat you.”

Joshua:

“Can I help you?” Joshua laughed as your head suddenly lowered down into his lap, tilting your head upwards to be able to look at him.

“How do you fancy playing with my hair?” You smirked, making yourself nice and comfortable in Joshua’s lap, “it’s been annoying me all day, I could do with someone to ease the tension.”

It took a moment for Joshua to react, soon found himself unable to resist you any longer, “I keep telling you not to work yourself so hard so that you don’t stress.”

“Tell that to my boss,” you laughed, smiling widely as Joshua began to play with your hair, “I don’t think he has any idea that the word calm exists.”

It was something with your boss that Joshua had come to expect, “that guy is an idiot.”

“I agree,” you smirked, feeling yourself slowly begin to relax, focusing on Joshua’s hands through your hair instead, “I wish he was a little bit more like you.”

“I don’t, I wouldn’t want anyone else to take my role in your life.”

“No one could ever compare to you.”

Jun:

“How do you make it look so easy?” Junhui laughed as he watched you tie the right side of your hair up into a bun to keep away.

“Do you want a go?” You asked him in reply to his question, scooping the left side of your hair up, offering it for Junhui to take a hold of. “I bet once you try it, you’ll see how easy it really is.”

He tentatively took the bunch of your hair, bringing it up to the top of your head. “If I do it badly then feel free to redo it, I don’t want you going out looking silly.”

“Just wrap the hair around like a giant twist and see how it goes,” you instructed, watching as Junhui tried his best to twirl your hair around itself.”

The concentration on his face though encouraged you to chuckle, “don’t laugh, I’m trying.”

“Sorry,” you sniggered, glancing in the mirror once Junhui told you that he was done, quickly tying the bun off with one of your scrunchies. “That doesn’t look half bad.”

“You were right, it’s a lot easier than I thought it would be to do.”

“Maybe you can do it more often.”

Hoshi:

“Still can’t sleep?” Soonyoung frowned, meeting your eyes as you rolled over with a huff, still as uncomfortable as when you started.

“I’m fed up,” you huffed, pouting across at Soonyoung which brought a soft laugh out of him. “I just wish that I could go to sleep, have someone around to play with my hair to stop me stressing.”

Soonyoung’s hand waved in front of you, reminding him that he was there. “You’ve got the perfect person to play with your hair right here, I’m the best with your hair.”

“You need to sleep too,” you tried to remind him, but Soonyoung already had his arm around you and was pulling you in closely to him to rest against.

His shoulders shrugged in reply to you, “I can sleep and play with your hair, it’s an easy job.”

“Are you sure?” You frowned, glancing up at Soonyoung as his fingertips picked up a small piece of your hair, “if you can’t get to sleep, then you can stop playing.”

“I promise that I’ll fall asleep, just as long as you try to sleep too.”

“I’ll fall asleep in no time at all now.”

Wonwoo:

“Got it,” Wonwoo cheered along with you as you finally managed to take all of the clips out of your hair, allowing your bun to fall.

“Do you mind checking to make sure that I’ve got all of them?” You asked him, backing back to where he sat on the end of your bed, “I’ve got a habit of missing clips in my hair recently.”

Straight away he nodded, beginning to search through your hair for any missing slides. “Don’t they dig into the back of your head when you sleep if you leave them in.”

“They do,” you laughed, cringing at the many incidents that you’d had with them, “that’s why I want to make sure they’re all out with a second opinion.”

Wonwoo continued to explore for you, “I think you’re good, I can’t feel any through your hair.”

“Thank you,” you responded, beginning to walk yourself away from him, only to still feel his hands in your hair. “Do you plan on letting me go, or do you want to carry on?”

“Just let me play for a few more minutes, your hair feels so nice.”

“As long as I can sit in your lap.”

Woozi:

“Are you alright?” Jihoon asked you, cringing himself as he watched you painfully try and brush through your wind ruined hair.

“I think I might just give up,” you frowned, feeling his presence come up alongside you as Jihoon stretched his hand out to take your brush from you. “Do you really want to brush this chaos?”

He nodded confidently as you handed the brush across to him, “I bet I won’t get as annoyed with it all as you are, you’ll tear your hair out if you carry on like this.”

“I’ve been brushing it for twenty minutes,” you groaned as Jihoon began to brush through your hair and tease much more calmly through the knots.

His smile was wide as your hair began to untangle, “you’ve just got to be patient with these things.”

“How do you do it?” You suddenly asked him, watching his eyes go wide, “you always just take everything in your stride even when it’s super annoying.”

“I just relax, and it helps that I always want to help you out too.”

“You take the best care of me.”

DK:

“What can I do to help you?” Seokmin offered, standing beside you at your desk as you let go of yet another sigh of frustration.

“Can you play with my hair?” You smiled back across at him, pulling your hair to rest against the back of your chair, “it always comes me down whenever you tangle your hand in my hair.”

Straight away Seokmin nodded, standing behind you as he began to run his fingers through the length of your hair. “Shall I stay here whilst you finish working for the day?”

“I could be here a while,” you tried to tell him, but Seokmin didn’t mind, patiently waiting until you could finish work and spend some time with him.

His shoulders shrugged in reply to you, “I’ve got all the time in the world when it comes to you.”

“You’re cute,” you smirked, meeting Seokmin’s bright and confident eyes, “I could definitely get used to working and having someone play with my hair like this though.”

“I hope that someone is me, no one else is allowed to play with your hair.”

“Of course, it’s only ever you.”

Mingyu:

“What’s that smile for?” Mingyu questioned, drawn straight away to the innocent expression that was on your face as he joined you.

“Can you play with my hair?” You sweetly asked as Mingyu took a seat beside you, brushing your hair back so that he had access to it, “I could really do with the feeling of it right now.”

Mingyu’s eyes rolled, but his hands moved up to your hair anyway, unable to say no to you. “I thought you’d done something bad the way you smiled at me then.”

“I had to smile wide to make sure that you said yes to me,” you laughed as he began to twirl through your hair, “I knew you wouldn’t be able to say no.”

Mingyu hummed in agreement with you, “for some reason I can never manage to say no to you.”

“It’s because you loved me,” you simply explained to him, hearing a much louder chuckle come from behind you, “I’m just irresistible to you, aren’t I?”

“You might be, especially when you smile at me just like that.”

“I know your weakness perfectly.”

The8:

“Surely there’s got to be one thing that I can do to make you smile,” Minghao frowned, helping you to dry the tears that fell.

“How do you feel about playing with my hair?” You asked Minghao nervously, “I always love it when you twirl my hair around your fingertips,” you told him, quickly feeling him take a strand of hair.

In no time at all, Minghao began to twirl your hair, determined to see you smile again. “You don’t ever even need to ask me to play with your hair, I’ll always do it.”

“You’re the best,” you sniffled, dabbing against your cheeks to wipe away your tears now that Minghao’s hands were busy, “I’m so exhausted.”

Minghao smiled weakly across at you, “you don’t have to defend getting upset, you’re human.”

“I thought I was alright though,” you admitted, feeling him tug a little harder through your hair to stop you from beating yourself up, “and now I’ve cried on you.”

“I’m sure that when I cry in front of you, you’ll be there for me.”

“Of course, you can count on me.”

Seungkwan:

“That looks tricky,” Seungkwan remarked as he watched you plait your hair, fascinated by how quickly you managed to move around.

“Have a go,” you offered, pointing to the left side of your head, “I’ll take the right side out and you can copy as I go, I promise that it’s not as hard as you think it is,” you informed him.

Seungkwan slowly shuffled towards you, taking the left parted side of your hair, “do I need to separate it into three parts?” Seungkwan asked, trying to get a grip.

“They don’t have to be equal,” you noted, glancing out of the corner of your eye as Seungkwan managed to hold three sections in his hand tightly.

His head nodded at you once he was gone, “this is the easy bit, and I’ve made it look really hard.”

“No,” you assured him, beginning to move the left strand of your hair, “first of all you need to move the left to the middle,” you told him, watching the fascination in his eye.

“You know that we could be here for a while with me trying to do this?”

“It’s alright, I’ve got plenty of time.”

Vernon:

“Do you want a hand?” Vernon asked as he watched you struggle to try and take your hair tie out of your hair, with it all a mess.

“Please can you help?” You frowned, letting go of the hair tie so that Vernon could pick it up, carefully teasing out the knots in your hair to be able to unwrap the band for you.

The relief you felt was huge as the pressure on the back of your head weakened, “you’ve really managed to make a mess out of this today, what have you been doing?”

“I kept scratching over the top of my head whilst I was trying to think,” you explained to him, “I think it did a bit more damage than I realised earlier.”

A gentle chuckle came from Vernon, “keep coming home like this and we’ll invest in a stress ball.”

“I bet it’s all knotted now, isn’t it?” You questioned, unsurprised when Vernon nodded in reply to you, easily being able to spot several of the knots in your hair.

“Do you want me to try and brush a few out whilst I’m here?”

“Have I ever told you you’re a star?”0

Dino:

“Long day?” Chan gently chuckled as your head came down to rest in his lap, settling yourself down after a particularly stressful day.

“You have no idea,” you frowned, tucking your hands underneath your hair, “do you think you could play with my hair whilst I lay here, I need a little bit of a distraction from my mind right now.”

Before you even finished speaking, Chan began to run his hands through your hair gently, “did you really want to lay on my lap? Or did you want me to play with your hair?”

“Both,” you laughed, glancing up to meet his eyes, “but getting you to play with my hair is definitely a bonus of laying in your lap too.”

Chan’s head shook back at you, “you’re lucky that I find it impossible to say no to you like this.”

“I know,” you lightly blushed, continuing to smile up at Chan, “it’s been such a long day, I’ve been dreaming of laying in your lap and resting all afternoon, and now I’m here.”

“Has your day really been that bad? I’m sorry that it’s sucked for you.”

“It’s better now that I’m here.”

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fairyhaos · 1 year ago

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how seventeen deal with your period cramps

requested by anon: "Would it be ok for you to write : How would Seventeen react and help with bad period cramps ? (I am currently on my period and its killing me... I can barely stay up, cramps are hurting as hell, I have nausea, hell I feel the worst...)"

notes: tw for menstruation pain, reader therefore has a uterus

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seungcheol:

tbh he's kinda a little bit Clueless, but he tries his best. cannot fathom the amount of pain you're in, but he does his research and immediately jumps up to boil water for a hot water bottle the second you tell him you're on your period. is confused by the idea of pre-menstrual syndrome n thinks that it's very unfair: bc you can be in pain???? even before the actual menstruation itself???? that sounds terrible :((( always has his arms open for a hug

jeonghan:

spots its arrival better than you. can tell when your period is coming like some sort of seer. has a cupboard full of chocolates and snacks which he stocks up constantly and allows you to take your pick of whatever you feel like having when you're on your period. insists that you don't have to do anything while you're going through the worst of your cramps, tells you to just lie down w the hot water bottle he made for you n he'll do whatever you need okay?

joshua:

you Need to tell this man whenever your period starts bc otherwise he'll get upset that his calendar is all messed up :(( i firmly believe shua is the typa guy to keep track of your schedules for you, even if your cycle isn't regular. does Everything you want. you wanna eat a whole tub of Celebrations? he's rooting for you. need to cry bc the world is just too frustrating? tell him what movie you wanna cry to, he'll stream it illegally if that's what it takes. will probably also end up crying w you, but hey, we love a supportive guy <3

junhui:

curses the menstruation gods every time you tell him you're having cramps again. is essentially trying to stuff you full of painkillers the entire day bc he hates the idea of you being in pain </3 wanted to buy one of those period cramp simulator machines to see how bad it was for you, ended up chickening out when you told him vv seriously that it was like being thrown into the pits of hell. isn't allowed near the kettle to boil water for you (due to previous Mishaps), so he'll give you a pillow to put over your stomach and hug you in his arms for warmth

hoshi:

is confused for all of two seconds every time you tell him you're having rlly bad cramps (again?? didn't you have them last month??) before it clicks in his head. coos and baby-talks to you, offering his shoulder for you to sleep on if the physical contact will help. builds you a pillow fort to get comfortable in practically every single time. you had a really bad headache one month, and so now he's constantly talking in a hoarse whisper when your cramps are bad

wonwoo:

he's not Entirely sure what to do, but he does know that period pain can often manifest itself in mood swings, so he's always extra caring and considerate around your time of the month. will Let himself be yelled at if you do end up getting frustrated, then will hug you and pat your hair to help you calm down after. makes hot water for all the hot water bottles that you're ever gonna need.

woozi:

makes sure you take your painkillers on time, and also makes sure you eat. he's heard from his mom that loss of appetite can happen often during periods, especially when cramps are bad, and so he encourages you to eat foods with lots of magnesium and nitrates in it. will hug you if the cramps are really bad and you're practically crawling to him in tears. will probably hug you even if you're only pouting and talking in a sad voice tho, tbh.

minghao:

he researched that milk chocolate and white chocolate increase cramps pain, and so now he only ever gives you dark chocolate that's 60% cacao and above. has encouraged you to take up meditation when you're not on your period, saying it'll help strengthen you. you're still not entirely sure it's working, but then again, it's better to try than not. swaddles you in fluffy blankets and cushions bc seungcheol stole the hot water bottle to help with his indigestion or something

mingyu:

he's a lil confused, but he means well. carries you bridal-style everywhere you wanna go. searched up the types of foods best to eat to help with period cramps, and cooks food with lots and lots of spinach in it. regardless of whether you like it or not, because it's good for you and makes you feel better. spoon-feeds you the soup he makes, asks if it's making you feel warm inside with his adorable bright eyes

dokyeom:

has a little corner in the bottom of his wardrobe full of sanitary pad packages, bc one time he panicked when you asked him to buy you some and practically cleared the whole shelf of them. also has like 3 boxes of chocolates stacked on top of them bc of that same time where he panicked and ended up buying too many. as a result, always has supplies whenever you need them. is a little clueless too, but he's willing to help w lots of hugs and warmth!!

seungkwan:

Knows your menstruation cycle for you. frets if you're a few of days early or a few of days late. if you have an irregular cycle, then oh god he's analysing everything to see if there's any sort of pattern. ngl he's a little nervous of you when you're on your period, but he's always ready to open his arms for you to draw you in for a hug if you need. starts crying if you end up crying bc of the pain/ mood swings, bc he's an empath okay n he feels your pain so bad

vernon:

i get the feeling he's like. the hidden pro at dealing with cramps. you tell him that you're hurting, and he's already boiled the kettle to make you a hot water bottle, arms laden with snacks and blankets and do you wanna come into his room to relax and watch the new movie he's fixated on or do you wanna just go to your room by yourself and sleep? big encourager of sleeping through cramps, bc he swears it helps so much and actually. he is so right it really does

chan:

went through like five different brands of paracetamol with you during your previous cramps to see which one was the best n lasted the longest. steals the expensive chocolates from mingyu's stash bc really, the guy has far too much and it's more deserving to go to you when you're in pain and also pls share w him as a thankyou for getting them for you. offers to run you a bubble bath to help you relax, often forgets about the bath while he's doing other stuff and almost makes it overflow

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thekidultlife · 2 years ago

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For your drabble ask game can I request : exes to lovers + Jeonghan? 😄💞

Genre: Fluff Word Count: 600+ Author's Note: Writing for SVT feels like learning how to ride a bike again. Hope this makes people laugh and get their hearts hurt a bit.

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News Flash #1: Yoon Jeonghan is still in love with you.

Don't act as if you didn't see him when you peeked out the window: his infuriatingly gorgeous black hair, his long limbs, the graceful way he walks, wrapped in that expensive tuxedo that he must have splurged on real quick...well, everyone saw the price tag flying with the breeze. Did he walk out of a tuxedo store without paying or what?

Everybody in this room saw your heart leap to your mouth and everyone all saw the deep breaths you're taking to calm yourself down, too. You knew this was coming but you have been in such denial up to this point. Stop forcing the bridesmaids to drape that veil on you, and don't give the makeup artist a hard time applying mascara when you're just going to cry while she's applying it anyway.

Admit it. You saw him, you are panicking because you're still in love with him, but your pride is forcing you to continue with this stupid wedding to a man you don't even love.

"I love Jaemin," you insist as you cry and twist that hideous engagement ring on your finger. "I love him and he has done so much for me, for all of us."

Are you actually confusing gratitude and love with each other? It's pride. Everyone in the room knows it's your goddamn pride.

"What is Jeonghan doing here?" your voice still quivers at his name. For goodness' sake!

"Will you continue with the wedding or not?" your mother asks, ten times more levelheaded than you are. "You still have a choice, you know."

And as if on cue, there is a knock on the door. A butler, looking confused, holds up two bouquets with notes that are as differently worded and as night and day.

"For the bride," the butler says, his voice sounding way more confused than his expression.

There you go with the deep breaths again. Your maid of honor picks up one bouquet. "How sweet of Jaemin--" she frowns when she reads the note.

Everyone in the room scoffs and rolls their eyes as your maid of honor reads, "I pick better flowers and I'm still in love with you. Come away, darling. I still love you, and I know you still love me, too. Don't make this mistake. I'll be waiting for you. Your Hannie."

News Flash #2: Yoon Jeonghan is still in love with you, you're obviously still in love with him, and he's going to crash your wedding, too.

Like the silly thing that you are, you wore your crown and veil in tears. You kicked aside Jeonghan's bouquet and you dashed out of the room, running in full bridal pomp, but to where, you seem confused about. Your bridesmaids scream your name as they follow you. You are a runaway bride, but nobody really knows where you're heading off to. Are you going to the wedding, or are you going away from the wedding?

The only thing that's clear is that you are still in love with Jeonghan, too. Which is why your head got messed up when you saw him, just thirty minutes away from getting married to Jaemin.

Everyone knows you spotted Jeonghan lounging at the lobby, which is why you raced away to the waiting wedding car, followed by a very fleet-footed and frantic Jeonghan.

"I love you, Y/N!" Jeonghan shouts as he watches you slam the car door shut. "You don't have to do this to the both of us. Come with me and let's talk!"

"Talk to my wedding ring after I get married!" you shrieked back. "Stop following me around because whatever we had is over." As the wedding car speeds away, you shout again, "I'm going to be Mrs. Shin Jaemin!"

"No, you aren't!" Jeonghan shouts as he hails a cab.

News Flash #3: Here comes the bride...and the bride's ex.

There was a collective gasp inside the cathedral as you barge in, holding up your skirts, your veil flying and your eyes blurry with tears. The priest almost dropped his glasses and Jaemin tears up as well at the sight of you.

"Ah, love," he gushes as you reach for him. "Too early for the procession to start, but it's okay if we skip to the good part now."

"We have a problem," you sob into his arms.

"We have what now, love?"

"A problem," a familiar voice says, loud and clear. The entire cathedral once more gasps as Jeonghan walks to the altar where you and Jaemin are.

"The problem, Jaemin, is that your bride-to-be, is still in love with me." Jeonghan smiles at Jaemin awkwardly. "She always has been, but she's been too afraid to tell you that. She's to afraid to anger the prince by telling him that she's in love with a pauper. She's still in love with me." Jeonghan looks straight into Jaemin's eyes. "And it would be a shame to exchange vows with someone like that, you know. Someone who is still in love with someone else."

Jaemin stiffens at Jeonghan's words, but he brushes his cheek on yours, seeking an answer. "Y/N?"

"Like I said, we have a problem, Jaemin," you reply softly. And you look up into his kind eyes, the same eyes that took you in and loved you, all the while knowing deep inside that you couldn't give back that love. "And that problem is..."

Jaemin didn't have to ask further. He removes the castles he was going to build with you from his mind.

He had always known that ending up with you was too good to be true. But a part of him is breaking down, everyone can tell, because he was so close, so close to doing that.

But he doesn't. He knows he doesn't really stand a chance with your rollercoaster love story with Jeonghan. He gently releases you from his embrace.

"Problem solved," Jaemin says bravely, his eyes watering.

Always the good guy. Which is why the good guys never win in the end. The bridesmaids, including your mother, arrive just in time as Jaemin releases you.

Jaemin's family leaves the cathedral and will not speak to you for years.

You gasp at the cold that replaced Jaemin's warmth, but you only felt that cold for a mere instant.

"Y/N?" Jeonghan's voice beckoned, an old love story as warm as day, never failing to send butterflies fluttering about in your stomach.

You come away with Jeonghan in that moment

-Leanne

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