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Twitter really liked this one so u guys get it too (with additional context from Twitter in the frame
#pachidraws#library of ruina#angela lor#roland lor#the comments on this were good. here’s some highlights#‘does Angela still perceive time at .01x speed so she’s been staring at Roland’s chest for what’s hours for her#she has the stares at you (not rude just curious and interested) autism#the people were very nice to me with this little self indulgent hc:)#pachiposting#I haven’t been remembering to put my images over here lately so there may be some in the coming days#i read a lot into angela as having body dysmorphia/dysphoria#and if u want u can read her becoming human as transitioning. top surgery might fix her
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Percy Shelley at the end of a letter to Lord Byron. London, 17 January 1817:
“I have no other news to tell you, my dear Lord Byron, unless you think this is news: that I often talk, and oftener think, of you; and that, though I have not seen you for six months, I still feel the burden of my own insignificance and impotence; as they must ever forbid my interest in your welfare from being put to the proof. Adieu.
Faithfully yours,
P. B. Shelley.”
#translation: ik we haven’t hung out lately & i havent been writing u bc of my anxiety (& u intimidate me) but i still think of u a lot <333#idiots#imagine byron reading that part#percy shelley#lord byron#literature#english literature#romantic poets#romantic period#the romantics#the geneva squad#geneva squad#letters#poets
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I'm so looking forward to iroh and zuko properly talking and seeing irohs reaction to zuko being gay.
Like we all know he doesn't agree with the fire nation rn but how will he react?
Will he not support him cause sokkas a guy? Will he not support him because it's SOKKA? Will he accept him? Will he reveal he's known for years zuko was gay?
Especially with everything that happened with zhao, regarding to what jee said to bato on their date. (Which is a very understandable perspective, zuko just got out of this very sexually traumatising situation and almost immediately starts a relationship (his first relationship) with sokka, but then again it is a very unique situation)
One thing I love about some atla fics is how they portray the FNs thoughts on queerness, cause on one hand they were one of the only country's (I think) that treated men and women the same but then again it's also the fucking fire nation.
And I also think zukos whole canon arc can be very comparative to queerness,
His dads an asshole and after speaking out against him he throws him out, and zuko try's for 3 years to regain his father's love and acceptance, and then faced with the opportunity of regaining it takes it immediately regardless of who or what he may hurt (iroh, his own morals etc) but once he makes it back home realises how fucked up everything is and eventually confronts his dad and openly tells him he doesn't agree with him then runs aways.
I also wonder if iroh secretly knows jee is queer it doesn't seem that likely to me but it also is iroh so who knows.
<3
I do think Iroh’s reaction will be a big moment for not only the story but for Zuko’s character development. Right now, Zuko’s technically still a prisoner, holding himself there by assuming Iroh will not understand or judge him when in reality he’ll never know what his uncle is thinking until they TALK ABOUT IT. (Which the FN royal family is just sooo good at healthy communication I don’t understand why this is so hard for them lol?!)
I do agree that the suddenness of the relationship combined with the intensity from both zuko and Sokka is very alarming for people looking at it from the outside (I mean we all totally get it cause we were there but others are like uhhhh hmmmm ok this might be concerning) so I get them gossiping and wondering if this is truly real or what the fucks going on with those boys.
I love Zukos canon arc because there’s just so much about zukos story that can be relatable no matter who you are and I think that’s why he is a fan favorite (it doesn’t explain why we torture him the way we do but ehhhh it’s fine haha)
Hmmmmmm does iroh know Jees gay? Depends on how saucy those music nights got ;)
#HAHAHA DO SEE THE JEEROH JOKE SOCKS?!?! I hope you see it through all your House reblogging nonsense haha#Jk you obsess over your new blorbos I support you!#I love this ask thank you#I also love that canon gave us so much to work with but left it loose enough we could do what we wanted#like I’ve read the fire nation written so many different ways in fics it’s insane#And I love all the unique thoughts!#I will continue to flesh out the FN little by little as we progress#An azula pov (or someone from her squad) will be part of every new chapter until the end#She’s a coming haha#I don’t know if iroh knows Jee is gay#Or that jee is like one date away from hooking up with bato haha#Or that zuko is already kind of hooking up with sokka (not really but I mean they’re getting prettttttttty snuggly haha)#But yeah idk I’m excited this next chapter it is A LOT#& we will be SUPER CLOSE to getting some answers to your questions lol#Thanks for this cool ask these are my favorite asks#Sorry if you’ve sent me an ask lately and I haven’t responded I’m getting better at that I promise#I will say though that I don’t respond to asks if I genuinely don’t know what to say or if I feel I might come off too mean or rude.#So yeah sorry anyone who’s ask I didn’t respond#(I also forget them in drafts and then feel weird about posting it after it’s been a month so I’m sorrrryyyyyy…)#Ok phew this was a lot of tags sorry#monsieugrgraves#Leaving it all behind#LIAB#ITF#ask
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im ok
tw: death/loss
#I don’t really know how or where else to post this#but#I haven’t really been able to pick up a pen lately#I apologize for all the messages; commissions; and orders I hadn’t had the chance to get to#I lost my grandma and have been fighting a lot of emotions on top of starting at my new job#It’s been heavy but it feels a bit better to vent about it somewhere so here’s better than any haha#but I’m okay though no need to worry or send messages or anything#I’m getting back into the groove a bit. hopefully I’ll be able to post again soon <3#Thank you all for the silly notes I’ve read up on since I logged off tumblr#they made me laugh :)
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thinking of rereading the entirety of HoME again. for my health
#‘for my health’ says the woman who has been struggling so much she’s barely read a book in the last half year lmao#silmarillion#(eh close enough)#tolkien#personal#also because I got so viscerally appalled when someone the other day tried to claim that ‘the second age has a lot less written about it tha#n the first age’ like I beG YOUR PARDON LMAO WHOMST#clearly someone hasn’t read unfinished tales 🙂↔️ clearly someone hasn’t read the entirety of HoME 🙂↔️#and like obviously idc idc I’m not a completionist truther read as much or as little of a fandom as you want enjoy what you want etc.#but when I went ‘oh there’s actually a lot in unfinished tales and in the home! it’s rly fascinating and fun and some of my favorites have y#ou had a chance to check it out ever?’ this person rly had the audacity to say they’ve ’read some of the unfinished tales’ like hm. somethin#tells me I don’t believe you lmao#I have never once in my life heard someone call. unfinished tales. the book. titled unfinished tales. ‘the unfinished tales’ like lmao what#anyways. it’s okay to admit you haven’t read something babe I was actually gonna recommend a few parts of that book and HoME you might enjoy#but 💋 okay then 💋#also normally I’d give ppl the benefit of the doubt but this person is Like This TM a lot and always has to outdo others & im over it lmao#but also also anyways. I am not immune to the HoME rereleased editions with that gorgeous artwork they are calling me and I am weak to#resist their siren song 😭😂 they’re so beautiful but each set of like 3-4 books (some have 3 some have 4 and the last one also has an index)#are like. over $100 each lmao ripppp.#I do own a few of the HoME but I don’t own all of them and. aaaaaa I need a complete reread#13 yo me 🤝🏻 late 20s yo me : going ‘hmm life is crazy maybe I need to immerse myself in the obscurent most dense Tolkien lore I possibly can#and yknow what. we’re so right. we’re so right#the history of middle earth#unfinished tales#and that conversation. as weird and posturing as that person was being. did get me reminiscing about my HoME obsessed days and I was like aw#I should revisit that :)#sometime self care is rereading 12 volumes of obscure lore about a fictional world with no one to talk with it about#anyways home my beloved. unfinished tales my beloved. love those books#obviously OBVIOUSLY I love the silmarillion and LOTR and the hobbit and beren and luthien etc etc ad infinitum as well! ofc! I just. I love#all of them ♡ hehe ♡
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ghost thoughts
i am. eepy ahahaha, but happy 8th 7th comic anniversary to @entityneo!! sometimes (many times.) i think about this fancomic and go a little insane
less sleep-deprived edit: i cannot count. nice
#entity neo#napstablook#mettaton#mettaton neo#alphys#sans#undertale#alrighty! tag rambling time baybeeeee#this. looked a sorta way in my head and looks different here#but tbh the version of it in my braincell was very vague lmao so i like this a helluva lot more#anyways. happy 8th anniversary to the fancomic that has ruined my life! (/pos)#if you haven’t read it i will say it again: *shakes u* READ ITTTT IT S L A P S#ok so i meant *slaps metaphorical roof of comic* this comic can fit so much angst#so basically to summarize my point:#(so that i can sleep early. the ol’ sleep schedule has been ruined lately)#you like character death? you like mettaton and blooky’s family relationship? you like seeing stuff about the queen alphys ending?#you want to cry this timezone/are emotionally dead inside? well firstly. hello there fellow pain enjoyer#and second: yeah read this now. have fun!#alrighty tag ramble over. g’night fellas
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possibly an unpopular opinion but i feel like sjm’s writing/plotting have gone downhill, which is disappointing bc i enjoyed tog so much. i actually did like the first 4 acotar books and hoeab, but her most recent work feels like she’s trying to do too much with the maasverse and it’s not well thought out (i had so many issues with the larger world plot elements of acosf and the regression on bryce’s character arc in hosab…). it feels like as she’s gotten more and more popular, whoever her current editor is doesn’t do a good job at making her ideas work best for the overall story. i’m disappointed bc the premises have so much potential but haven’t lived up to it to me :/
send me your unpopular opinions and i’ll either let you in or not
#i haven’t read hosab but i fullyyyyy agree#people have been hoping for a crossover since acotar1 came out and i’ve been so against it since the beginning#like … i just. … :/#the very concept of a crossover stems from the fact that her universes are all nearly indistinguishably similar#and i don’t know how much of that was originally intentional (my guess is zero lol)#so to see her now doing a whole sjmcu thing is … sigh.#personally i think she does this a lot — where she pulls a late-game move and acts like she was laying the groundwork all along#when ‘the grohndwork’ was actually just inconsistencies and plot holes that she capitalized on later jfkfkdkd#groundwork*** lol i can’t type today#that’s how i feel about mor/az and stay w the high lord and dorian’s dad having no name and so many other things fjfkdk#i agree w you for sure but honestly i think the lack of planning hit its peak in like 2018 and it’s been a battle since then lol#anon#asked and answered#hot takes#acotar#anti sjm#(tagging for peoples filters so i don’t get yelled at 😵💫)
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🥀💌🕯️💀 <33
*old person yells at cloud* THEORY TIME <3 but i was thinking of the skill trees screens we’ve seen so far and i am like…… super certain that ingellvar is the mourners surname and soo that calls for an update to irulannes pin interest board <33
(ill cry change it if it isn’t though but hehe anyway im stoked to at last have a surname for when i save her edits bc rn her folder says i.datv xixjjxhx *WHEEZE* 💀)
#leg.txt#it fits so well it fits so welllll irulanne ingellvar you’ll always be loved by MEEE#the icon looks suuuper like some of the dead in the necropolis in one of the concept arts so i am thinking its them??#thinking about her story a lot lately I NEED TO WRITE IT DOWN SOO BAD 🥀🤧#im thinking she was found by the sisters raised up right adopted a surname (mayb from a mentor or ‘mother’ of sorts??)#raised up as she was to be arcane advisor/mistress mother to a mage heir bc they want a mage on a throne one way or another or both etc etc#like i mean that could make sense for her i think?? its not TECHNICALLY her name yk iru didn’t actually have a first name either#its what they gave her? AT LEAST THATS WHAT SHE WAS TOLD bc hehe the blood magic in the ritual#did a wee more than just what’s happening now from what happened in the trailer hehe#it also lifted a wee little spell they did on her that wiped all of her memories from before she met the sisters 🥀👁️#there may be some vengeance from robbing her of her life she may drag her lovie l*ucanis on who’s to say HEHE#something something she had her own kingdom already as she was a sort of spymaster w/ the dead using deceased birds to watch for hot gossip#a prodigy at a young age she was <3 she may have been an advisor anyway even without the sisters influence yk#ughh i want to develop the sisters and irulannes pre v*eilguard lore soooo bad now EEEK.#i am getting my wisdom teeth out next week so i think it’ll be the prime time to do that i think 🥀💌#anyway time to finish those asks ughh they’re the funnest as always if you read all of this moots i am baking you cookies <3#i think word is that thorne is the wardens and it does look like it i would say too?#i think for cassia she had to have got that from someone maybe to hide her identity or something#she’s either the result of a princess of the a*nderfels having a tryst with n*athaniel or l*oghain i haven’t decided 🥀👁️
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desperately want to talk to someone about books/the stuff I’m reading
#especially Flannery O’Connor and southern gothic in general and writing in that genre!#or Rainer Maria Rilke#or Anne Carson#those are my big three right now#though I am also really wanting to read this book I found in Asheville about max ernst told from the POVs of his lovers#and I have a longgg tbr#also very into regional fiction from NC#also the south in general is fine but#I’m trying to be a North Carolinian writer specificay#specifically*#I’ve got a few I’ve been meaning to read by NC writers#also vampire stories!!!!#and regional ghost stories/local legends and lore#I’m veryyyy into folklore especially southern#and romance of course I’ve been reading a lot of romance lately especially regency#but I want to turn my attentions towards books that will help me grow as a writer#because I rlyyyy want to grow#I feel kinda stagnant lately and haven’t written a story since … may or maybe April#anyway#talk to me about books!!
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Hey guys, so I just wanted to say that I’m probably not going to be putting out much writing for a bit. Like right now, I’m not actively working on writing anything. I feel kinda shitty about not writing though :/
I will probably (most likely, don’t want to say “definitely” though cause I know myself) put out some more short prompts/maybe some snippets in the next while but probably not any long pieces. Maybe. I don’t know maybe inspiration will strike tomorrow and this will all be a lie. But as of now, yeah.
please stick with me here though I promise I’ll get back to writing soon.
I was also thinking about doing whumptober again, not sure if I will do it for a new series with characters or miscellaneous fills. Let me know?
#i feel crappy about not writing but also like#I started reading this book#and I read the first one in two and a half days#and I just got the second one Monday and I’m almost halfway through it#I’m really happy because it’s been a while since I’ve read a book and been excited like this#I stayed up late reading last night and it was just#such a good feeling#I haven’t done that since middle school#it’s been so long since I’ve found a book I could really get into#but also band camp starts next week#that’s two weeks long so idk what my writing will be like then#then school starts up again#my classes are a lot harder this year which I’m excited but also nervous for#and I have a job now so balancing everything’s going to take some getting used to
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instead of asking for fic recs would you be comfortable giving out you ao3 so we can snoop through your bookmarks
achh <3 you’re so sweet but all my bookmarks are private! they span 15+ years of fandoms and interests, and are SUCH a mess.
I’m paulmccartney on ao3 though, if you ever see me in the comments or lurking in kudos! if I think of it I’ll start making my beatle bookmarks public.
#if you happen to be the anon who asked for mcharrison fic recs ages ago I’m so sorry!#a lot of my favs have been deleted/abandoned/hard to find so I’ve been thinking about options#I really haven’t read much fic lately there’s SO much to catch up on#ask
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i have an inkling.. i might start to feel ok enough to post soon.. at some point.. eventually...!! <3 so!! maybe art?!! who knows……..
#posting is one step closer at least like god damn#posting online should b like ranting to an empty void but it feels like four walls of shifting snakes . if that makes sense. whatveerr..#but not in a all ppl online r fake way it’s just the feelin of snake skin#srry to all in my inbox or messages ily.. i haven’t even been able to text my closest bff as i would like it’s so strange#i pinky promise i have zero negative feelings towards any one of yall shits just been wild lately lol#i do think there’s a chance. a possibility. i will feel better soon. maybe art! to share! (that is top 3 most scary things online 4 me rn)#(also srry if there was an art piece of mine u had a thought abt and it’s gone my bad i deleted a lot of stuff a while ago sorry idk ! idk.#mwah mwah mwah tho sending love n all that jazz ! hoping for the best for everyone :) <3#if ur reading this i actually grew some balls n interacted online god bless#(completes easiest task ever) i’ve won !!!#xx venus
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yapping aimlessly tonight
#jaerambles#i just have a lot in my brain!!#anyway i keep getting asked what i would want to do in an ideal situation. if money and time and stuff were no object#i really do think it would be just aimless learning.#like learning new crafts. reading without having to respond to it. sponging up knowledge without the expectation to Say Things#it feels a bit. selfish.#but i don’t really have an endpoint to reach nor do i have something to say. like i just want to acquire experiences and learn things#i get really nervous when people ask me what makes me happy because i don’t know. i know what makes me uncomfortable and scared though#i would also like the ability to just change my situation a lot as much as i want. moving to new places and leaving when i don’t like them#trying new professions without having to stick to them or work up a ladder#drop everything for a weekend to go see friends. things like that.#i say all these things as though i haven’t been too afraid to leave my house for the past 6 months djfjdjfjdjfjjd#i’m trying to be less avoidant lately though. like ideal situations are not my reality!#real life is me being too scared to think of possibilities so in reality i just have to take the tiniest steps back to normalcy#ppl with the jae lore remember when my commute to school was literally 5000 miles#or when i worked two jobs and was so about the grind because i had a reason to want the money#like i used to have So much going on. and now i don’t. and i don’t know what i am in the absence of being Busy#there’s still so much i don’t understand abt bpd1 i’m so scared of making changes too suddenly because i HATE who i was in august#or not who i was. what i was doing.#but now i’ve swung the other direction and i do nothing 😭 i don’t feel like i’m Living rn#i feel like i’ve started all over again. i almost had it i was gonna do two internships and keep doing my cute little barista job#and have a senior year that was gonna be about growing and finishing strong#and then of course my maladjusted ass sees [irreversible change event] and like. yknow#this keeps. happening to me. i want to be so much better than this 😭😭😭
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Part 24 of Drawing My Reads was Sheets by Brenna Thummler
#my art#ninelivesart#art#procreate#digital art#art 2023#drawing my reads#sheets Brenna Thummler#I haven’t been in the mood to draw lately#and I really just wasn’t feeling this art#so it’s kind of just a cleaned up and colored sketch#I didn’t put a whole lot of thought into it beyond trying to keep the pastel color theme of the novel#I did like the book though#but it’s about grief and both characters are children#so you get frequent reminders that the little sheet ghost is a dead child#and I cried a lot#so there’s that
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People need to stop reblogging that one post of mine and start looking at all the other ones which are truer and more important
#op#haven’t been on here a lot lately. at least not saying a lot. what’s up#things aren’t so great but they’re ok#getting my drive to read back and listening to lots of good/new music lately#I’ve been writing again for the first time in years so cheers to that
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Hey, you've probably seen the crazy amount of spam reblogs ive done of your oc stuff. Uh, sorry about that. AnywayS! I saw in one post that you read paranormal romance, and I was wondering if you have any reccs? (I personally would reccommend Kresley Cole's Immortals After Dark if you haven't read it yet. Fated mates standalones and they're all really weird MMCs.) Thank you if so, and like, lemme know if I'm bothering you sdazkfnsdkgsdgjk
JAJSJDJDJD immortals after dark is usually my go to rec for paranormal romance :’)
I have been reading A River Enchanted by Rebecca Ross and it’s fantasy not paranormal, but it’s a fun read! It’s about a bard returning to his home land, where his childhood nemesis (love interest) is plotting to destroy his career kskdkddkd
#I actually read like…… mostly historical romance shjdndnd#I feel like there haven’t been a lot of capital R romance books coming out lately#that aren’t like modern traditional#I have been having this convo a lot lately but I feel like there’s something missing in this genre lately#where are the werewolves….. :’(#also never apologize for liking my ocs!!!#kissing u so gently on the forehead#MWAH#mint talks
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