#have had. a day. and gave had. a night

[puppetlooselystrung]

anyone know if we got everythings gonna be ok tomorrow.

[sentient-forest]

#cecilsweep and Welcome to Night Vale trending #1 in 2023

[solcarow]

seafood trio portraits !

+ some alts. with spoilers !

[berrydoodleoo]

once, you were almost a ghost

[liquidstar]

sleepovers save money on hotel rooms while on missions 👍

[lucrezianoin]

Well, so my third attempt this year to find out what my chronic pain is ended up in another failure

Last year I completely gave up after too many random diagnosis and no solution. I'm trying again:

- gynecologist asked me if I wanted the pill if I had pain during my period (the pain is constant it just gets more intense during my period and my period is much more heavy as well since last year), the rest of the cancer test were clear

- GP says maybe it's stomach (?? Pain is under my ribs so I guess it could be), she gives me anti acid to try. The anti acid makes me feel so sick I stop at day six.

- I go back for blood tests, all clear. The GP is like okay bye, and I'm like ?? I still have pain?? Like I am missing so many working days. So she gives me ibuprofen (now keep in mind she thought it was my stomach before, and now she's giving me something that is usually not kind on the stomach). She tells me take it for two weeks every time you have pain (which would be every day for me)

And I'm like.. okay... And then she says something like "unfortunately it's impossible to know what it is, maybe it's your depression"

Now, I'm not depressed. I've not been diagnosed with depression. I take ADHD medications. This is the third time she calls them "anti depressants" and she tells me I have depression. I don't??

So I decided to go to a private clinic for an ultrasound, on my own. I don't understand why Doctors in Germany are like this. I've lived in three different countries and this is the only one where I've seen this level of incompetence, rudeness and disregard. If you're not immediately dying then it's "depression" (even if you are not diagnosed with it and don't have it).

[moonstruckhaze]

boyfriend shirt...

update: if you like this art, please go check out this fic that @chessala wrote for it ╥⁠﹏⁠╥

update cont: this is the first time someone's ever written something for art that I've made, and I'm still so happy and touched beyond words that she wrote this. she was even kind enough to share the initial draft with me and asked for feedback and even worked in little suggestions i had for expanding on different parts of the writing, which was so fun and collaborative and I haven't gotten to do something like that in ages. I'm so overwhelmed (in a good way) and it feels like getting to beam the full mental vision of the scenario i had in my brain while working on this piece into the mind of anyone who reads it; ;

i know these close up crops are a bit silly but well. i did my best lol... the full version is up on my alt twitter linked in my pinned post ♡

please also observe the little 🐰 logo.... it is silly & crucial....

[icantalk710]

Bracing myself for the post-concert depression in the morning

[disposal-blueeee]

guess what ! doodles . again

edgar , nny and devi belong to johnen vasquez (even if i only drew nny and devi at the bottom)

scriabin by zarla-s

[simptasia]

my mum died last night

[blessedhypocrite]

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[stillsolo]

omg i can't tell y'all how happy i am to have found an archive of han's old ass base icons on my desktop like holy shit i thought these were long gone??

[bunchabears]

just a quick update:

Had some health stuff that's been slowing me down, so apologies to my current outstanding comms!

The store re-opening will also be delayed as I catch up with other deadlines.

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

mostly tracing over the pharos concept art but this is just for fun. chuuya and the bestie (boy he is sealed within)

[rosylamb]

Hm .. trying to decide what I should use for my bath tonight!

Milk and honey or roses and vanilla bean? 🤍

(I know it’s a small thing, but the right scent is very important to me ok !! )

And *also* more importantly .. what should I read ?? My new book or finish the one I’m currently reading ?? 🤍

I’m so indecisive !! It is my greatest failing !!

I should probably just hurry up and finish the book I’m currently reading so I can put a review up here already (as I’ve been saying I will for a month now eep ; ;)

🤍 ⊹ 🧸 . ˚ 🧁 . ˚ ⊹ 🤍

🤍 ⊹ 🍯 ˚ . 🎀 ⊹ ˚ 🤍

[toastsnaffler]

taking an extra half an amfexa before I leave work bc [redacted] (popular artist) is playing my city tn and I'll need it to cope with how awful the traffics gonna be when I'm on the bus 💀