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Canât Stay Away From Me.
Cherry!Seb (mob!seb) x Stripper!reader.Â
What is âcherry!sebâ? Basically just mob!seb but like, daddy-er. (click on the tag for more)
Run-through: You've known the mob boss for a while now. Heâs a regular at your club, and you are his personal favorite, everybody knew that you were his girl. You two have definitely broken the âno sex on premisesâ rule many, many times. And although he called you his, you two were never officially a thing. So when he mysteriously doesnât show up at the club for weeks, you decide to just put the hurt aside and move on. But the mob boss comes back from the dead just in time. And he doesnât like what he sees. So he reminds you that you belong to him. Just him.Â
Themes: smut, stripper!reader, angst, dirty talk, slight daddy kink, swear words, fluff
a/n: I wrote a hc quite similar to this last year or something, I read it recently and thought why not turn it into a fic since many of you have been missing Cherry!Seb lately. Enjoy!

You stared at yourself in the mirror of the dimly lit locker room. You were alone in there, all the girls had stepped out already. You gently touched the diamond choker you always wore and adored, your fingertips grazing his name upon it.Â
His name. His choker. His girl. Everybody knew that. You were his girl so you had certain privileges that the other girls didnât have. But you never took advantage of the power you had, mainly because you had fun with your job, but also because most nights over the past many months, you spent with him. And you loved every single moment.Â
You sighed for the fifth time as you stared into the mirror. Tonight marked a little over three weeks since Seb last showed up at the club. You had no idea where he was, what he was doing, who he was with. And it hurt, bad.Â
At first you were worried about his whereabouts, then by the second week you were annoyed and now all you had energy for was anger. Clearly he didnât care, perhaps he was out there having the time of his life with other women and here you were sulking over his mysterious departure.Â
Over the past weeks, you gained quite some new clients. Some new regulars as well. You did some champagne rooms, and earned decently well. But you didnât make as much money as you made with Seb.Â
You decided to stop acting like an overly obedient pet waiting for its master. You had to work and earn, like you did before him.Â
You took one last look at yourself in the mirror and then went on to take the choker off. It would be humiliating to be proud of being his girl and wear his name on your neck while he was out doing God knows what.Â
You tossed the choker onto the dresser with a heavy heart and walked out of the locker room, deciding to just be yourself tonight; the same beautiful, confident woman you were before meeting him all those months ago. He hadnât been back in weeks, who knows perhaps he might never come back here.Â
When you walked out, you noticed all the eyes on you. You looked good and you knew it. You sent some smiles around, some winks, a couple of flirty lines and by the time you made it to one of your regular clients, you had already earned some money bills.Â
Your client tonight was an older gentleman. He was not like the typical, lousy businessmen who came by your club often. But he was very giving. The moment you settled on his lap he tucked a bundle of cash into the waistband of your thong, that alone earned him a lap dance to a sensual song. Besides, you were feeling yourself tonight so you were extra good today.Â
You were carefree. You felt confident, and beautiful and sexy and you could feel all the eyes on you tonight. You danced like thereâs no tomorrow. Your client was so satisfied he even put his golden chain on you at some point. You felt spoilt, so you gave him your best obviously.Â
Amongst all those stares you got, one of them burned the most. You could feel the vibe around you change. You discreetly scanned the room and met with a pair of eyes you least expected. Stormy, ocean blue ones which made you tremble in both fear and hunger.Â
Surrounded by his loyal guards, he stood there looking like a god; expensive, dark suit, the button of his shirt carelessly undone - he looked delectable - gawking, unable to believe that his precious babygirl dared to sit on another manâs lap. He was furious, and you could tell by the way he was shooting glares at you.Â
Guess you didnât expect him to just pop out of nowhere. But you didnât let his presence ruin your mood right away. You maintained eye contact with him as you moved salaciously across the manâs lap. Biting your lip and being as inappropriate as you could; breaking all of Sebâs rules.Â
He noticed it all. How you werenât wearing his collar, how your dark red outfit was ridiculously revealing, how your body moved just to torment him, how you captured everyoneâs attention. The more he looked at you, the angrier he got.Â
You held his stare, daring and confidently. He decided not to cause a scene at your workplace so he simply pointed towards the corridor which led to the champagne rooms and walked off in that direction, expecting you to follow immediately.Â
You could do so. You could drop everything and run to him because you missed him so much. But you purposely didnât. He had made you wait over three weeks, he could wait some more minutes you thought.Â
Meanwhile Seb was fuming inside the room. How dare you? Most of all, how dare that guy touch you like that? He couldnât wait to have that talk with you and remind you that you belong to him and only him, because it seemed that you had forgotten.Â
After finishing up your dance, you took your time and gracefully moved away from the man. You didnât take off the golden chain, you didnât take out the bundle of cash tucked into your thong either; you walked into the champagne room just like you left the man earlier - a little flushed.Â
You knew which room he was in since his guards stood outside the door. They let you in and judging by their faces you could tell that their boss was in a bad mood. And you intended on making it worse.Â
âHave you lost your way? Are you sure youâre in the right place?â You sassed, upon walking in. You took in his appearance for a moment or two and realized just how much you had missed him. Â
Seb sat on the dark red couch, manspreading like it was his throne; quietly sipping on his liquor while his piercing eyes shamelessly roamed your body. The ridiculously bright neon signs behind him were the only things illuminating the room, buzzing slightly. Seb took his time and studied you; torn between loving and hating what he was seeing.Â
Your lingerie drove him insane. Your excuse of a see-through cover up did too. Your slightly smudged dark lipstick made him want to ruin it even more, but the thought of where your lips had been were making him even angrier.Â
He hated the sight of the golden chain around your neck, replacing the very expensive diamond collar he had given you a while ago; with his last name on it. That was a gift you were meant to wear all the time; to remind you and everyone else that you belonged to him. The mob boss was very possessive when it came to you, and now here you were, disrespecting him.Â
But the thing he hated the most, was the bundle of cash tucked into the waistband of your underwear. And he knew that you were purposely showing it off.Â
You caught the way his jaw clenched as his eyes roamed your body. He was thinking, plotting. You felt hot under his gaze. You had always loved the way he looked at you, like he owned you. He looked at you the same way, but right now he was pissed off as well. Â
Seb had missed you. He even hurried his way back, eager to find you and have you on his lap while he finally touched you and told you all about the time heâd been gone. But instead, he returned to find that his girl had defied him. He felt betrayed.Â
âCome here.â He simply said, authority dripping from his words. You could tell he was annoyed and troubled by what he saw out there but he had brought this upon himself. You stayed put despite his very clear order. You didnât move a muscle. He sighed and rolled his eyes before staring deep into your soul again. âBabygirl,â he sounded threatening, âI said, come here.â He pointed to his lap.Â
You approached him, knowing he would be a pain in the ass after all that he saw. But you knew heâd eventually give in because he had said it himself, he canât stay away from you for too long. Neither could you honestly, and that was why him being gone for so long hurt so bad.Â
Seb watched you as you slowly walked over to him, and before you even came to a full stop in front of him, he reached out and pulled you into his lap; gripping your jaw to make sure he had your full attention.Â
âGet your fucking hands off me!â you slapped his hand away, surprising both you and him. You had never acted this way before. Usually you craved his touch. You did even now, but right now you were angry at him too.Â
Seb growled as he pulled you closer and placed his hand back to your face, gripping your jaw harder this time and it hurt just a little but nothing compared to how you had felt this whole time heâs been gone.Â
âWhy are you being such a brat, huh? And what the fuck do you think you were doing just now, outside?â He asked, using the same tone he used when dealing with his rivals. Just a tone of pure anger and annoyance.Â
Normally he was sweet and gentle with you, so this was new for you. But you wouldnât give in so easily. You scoffed. âMy fucking job is what I was doing! Now go get fucked somewhere else! Iâm not your little toy!â You were mad too, and your anger camouflaged the hurt.Â
You tried to get off his lap but he wouldnât let you move. His grip on you was firm and strong.Â
âWatch that tone with me, babygirl.â He threatened. This was the second time you had been entirely disrespectful while talking to him tonight. Seb was so close to losing his cool.Â
âOr what?â Just two very bratty words from you was enough to make him lose his mind, and his calm and composure.Â
Within a second he flipped the two of you and he had you pinned down on the couch beneath him. He held you by the neck gently, wrapping his long finger around your throat and applying the slightest bit of pressure which made you gasp softly.Â
âYou will not disrespect me like that. You know I donât tolerate it.â He reminded you of his inability to put up with disobedience.Â
You chuckled, mocking him. âAnd what are you gonna do about it? I have nothing to lose, Seb. Iâm just a toy for you to play with, just a whore, or just an easy fuck on most days, arenât I?â You sounded as though you were questioning his power, insulting him and hurting him at the same time.Â
How dare you say that? How dare you assume that you were nothing but those things to him? You meant so much more to him, and you had no idea. Of all the people in his life, you were the only one who didnât spend time with him out of fear. You were the only thing which he looked forward to almost each day.Â
The mob boss was not good at being affectionate, so he thought that perhaps showering you with gifts and money would convey how much you meant to him. But apparently not, because you still dared to say such things right to his face. And upon hearing those things, something in him flipped like a switch.Â
You saw it in his eyes; wild, and determined.Â
âJust a whore, huh? Well, let me show you how I treat one,â he whispered before going absolutely feral.Â
He tore off your lingerie in less than a few seconds. And you let him. You were mad, but you had missed him too and the truth is youâd take whatever heâd give you. He was mean, and dangerous and unpredictable but you loved him. Oh you loved him, and his cold heart and his dark soul.Â
While he tore your clothes off your body, your shaky hands tugged at his suit and his shirt too. You could feel his hunger, and him yours. He wanted nothing more than to just be slow, and loving and love you and tell you just how much he missed you. But before all that, he needed to teach you a lesson.Â
âI was stupid to even give you any attention.â He kissed his way down your naked body, kissing and nibbling on your skin as he went. âShouldâve left you out there, to be used like a little whore.â He mumbled, growling under his breath through clenched teeth while he parted your legs and settled in between them.Â
Your breaths were short and fast as you looked up at him towering you. You had missed the sight of him above you, all big and strong. In less than a minute, he had his erected cock out in his hand. And the sight of him stroking it ever so gently made you whimper in need.Â
âI was stupid to even put you on a fucking pedestal, and call you mine. I leave for some time and you get back down to where you truly belong. Guess whores never learn, huh?â He was quick to push himself in you, not even bothering about your whimpers and moans.Â
You dripping wet core gripped around him immediately. Your body arched off the surface of the couch as you gasped and moaned. He supported himself above you and smirked as he saw your face morph into a frown.Â
âNothing...â he pulled out and pushed back into you again, â...but a fucking toy for me.â He repeated your words back at you as he sped up and pounded into you, making you moan wantonly in pleasure. He knew his words were a little harsh, but he wanted you to feel how he felt when he walked in to find you on someone elseâs lap.Â
You whimpered at how good he felt. He quickened his pace. He was relentless.Â
âGuess youâll do anything for money, huh?â His hand came down to grab you by the jaw again, forcing you to open your eyes and look into his deep, blue ones. âTell me, did he fuck you like this as well? Did he touch you like daddy does? Did you let him?â He asked as he merciless pounded into you.Â
You could only moan in response, and he got the answer he needed. He knew your body, and judging by the way you moved and squirmed under him and the sounds you made, he could tell no one had touched you since heâs been gone. Â
âAll fucking mine,â he growled as he let go of your face, grabbing your wrists and pinning them above your head. He grabbed the golden you wore and yanked it off you, throwing it somewhere on the ground behind him.Â
You moaned out loud, struggling to keep your eyes open as it started to water. But the moment your eyes started to close, you felt a gentle smack on your cheek.Â
âLook at me,â he leaned down to bite your mouth, âWhat is it? You canât take daddyâs cock?â He taunted. âBut isnât that what whores do? Hmm?â he growled, âShut up and take it then, take all of me. What else is a whore good for, huh?â He moaned and growled right against your mouth, clenching his teeth or occasionally biting down on your lip as he pounded into you relentlessly.
You moaned as he fucked deeper into you. You whimpered at the intensity of his thrust, and he kept going. You cried out as the pressure built up nicely in between your legs. Seb moaned at how your walls gripped his cock and milked it.Â
You felt him too; deep inside you, touching you everywhere you wanted him too. You felt your tears fall down your cheeks. You were close...so closeâŠ
âPlease⊠please daddy...â you whined, begging pathetically and unable to arrange your words or your thoughts any better. âPleaseâŠâ
Finally, your body betrayed you and you came all over his cock without any warning. You squirmed and moaned incessantly as the pleasure washed over you. Seb didnât slow down, he kept pounding into you as your eyes rolled back and you moaned out loud as you came.Â
You whimpered at how he kept slamming into you even after you came, and your face burned as you felt the knot forming again right at your core. He fucked you relentlessly; not even stopping for a second. He panted and groaned at how good you felt around him; wet and warm all for him. Your walls clenched around him violently and your body arched off the couch. You felt your second release approaching while you recovered from the first one.Â
âLook at me,â he mumbled as he noticed your eyes were closing. You fought the need to shut your eyes and stared into his blue ones. âYouâre mine. My little whore,â he growled as he sped up, âMy girl,â he let out a grunt, âMine. You hear me?âÂ
You nodded. Your body trembled as you came again; gushing out around his cock while he still pounded relentlessly into you as he felt your walls clench around him, milking him perfectly and triggering his orgasm.Â
Seb came right after you did; groaning and swearing under his breath. He pulled his cock out of you and looked down at the lovely mess you were; his cum dripping out of you. He gently reached down to touch your sensitive and throbbing core, it was wet everywhere.Â
He didnât hesitate before shoving two fingers inside you again. âJust gonna finger my cum back into your greedy cunt. And youâre gonna let me, won't you? You little slutâŠâ he whispered. You moaned at how sensitive you were; youâre body shuddering under him. âYouâll take whatever I give you, huh?â he whispered before he leaned down to kiss your open mouth again. His tongue invaded your mouth like he owned it while he fingered you.Â
You were a mess as he fingered you faster, and faster until you came all over his fingers again. You could barely keep your eyes open as Seb pulled your naked body onto his lap. You had missed his warmth so you instinctively clinged to him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and pushing your face into his neck.
You didnât mean to cry, but you couldnât help it. Everything was too much, you felt overwhelmed. Sebâs heart broke at the sound of your quiet sobs. He had been rough, more than usual, and quite mean too⊠He was aware of that.Â
He stroked your bare back gently, tightening his arms around you. âAre you okay, babygirl?â He asked. You didnât answer. âBaby?â he whispered again, softly. You didnât respond, instead you sniffled again as you tried your hardest to fight back your tears but they fell anyways.Â
âBaby, Iâm so sorry.â He spoke again, his voice a stark contrast to what it was just a minute ago. He was gentle now, soft. He was apologizing for everything.Â
âYou left me.â You finally spoke, voice strained and tired. You sobbed softly, still holding him tightly, âYouâre so mean.âÂ
His heart broke a little more. Once he was done with you, you couldâve easily left and asked him to never show his face around here again, but you didnât. You needed him as much as he needed you. You stayed because you had no one else, and you needed to be held and taken care of.
âIâm sorry baby. Iâve been away for a long time. I know.â He apologized.
You sniffled again. âStill. You were so mean.â You spoke, pulling away to look at him with tears in your eyes.
He wiped your tears away and pulled you into him. âI lost my mind when I saw you with that guy. Youâre mine and you know that. But you still let someone else put their dirty hands on you. How could you, baby?â He was calmer now.Â
âI didnât wanna do it.â you said, pulling away from him to look into his eyes. His eyes were soft and deep; it only reminded you of how much you loved him.Â
He was confused by your words. âDo what?â he asked, gently running his hands up and down your sides lovingly.Â
You wiped some more tears away and took a deep breath. âI didnât want to perform for anyone else. But I was running out of money, and the rent was due.â You finally confessed.Â
âYou couldâve just told me that, baby.â he said, sounding more caring than you wanted him to.
You almost chuckled. âYou werenât here. You were gone for weeks, Seb. Besides, thatâs my problem, not yours.â You made it clear. But he didnât like that.
He reached out to grab your face, making sure he has your undivided attention. âYou are mine. All your troubles are mine, okay? You donât have to worry about a thing from now on. Iâll take care of you, and everything else. Iâll make it up to you, I promise. But please forgive me. I never wanted to hurt you.âÂ
Of course youâd forgive him. But just for the hell of it, you said, âNo.â and avoided his eyes. Seb sighed, knowing youâd come around eventually. He had you back now and that was all that mattered.Â
He took his suit jacket and put it around you to shelter you from the cold air. âYou donât have to worry, youâre never gonna work in this club again.â
You knew that possessive, slightly arrogant tone of his, and it only entailed surprises. âWhat do you mean?â You questioned further
âIâm buying it. You can run it.â He spoke as if it were nothing at all. He had been thinking about this for a while now.Â
You were shocked. âSeb, what-â
He cut you off, pulling you closer to kiss your forehead. âYou heard what I said, baby.â He mumbled against your skin.Â
âWhy?â You questioned, looking down at how you straddled his lap.Â
âBecause I want you all to myself. I want you to be with me.â
You scoffed. âThis is how you ask girls out?â
He looked at you and smiled. âNot girls, just you.â He caressed your tear stained cheek lazily. His heart fluttered as he looked at you, he loved you so much. He could find better ways to show it though.Â
After talking about it, after he constantly apologized for his previous behavior and a few playful banters later, he got up and offered you his hand to take.Â
âWhere are we going?â you asked.
âHome.â he replied.
âYour home?â
âOur home.â he corrected you. âYouâre coming to live with me. Iâve been far from you for too long and Iâm done hiding what I feel for you.â You began to say something but he spoke up again before you could say a word. âAnd I wonât take no for an answer.âÂ
You smirked. âWhy? Havenât you had your fill just now?â you teased.Â
âI have.â He answered as you took his hand and stood up. âBut every king needs his queen by his side. And I need you. Iâll keep you safe and happy, and Iâll love you. Forever.â
You gave him a teary smile. âYou never told me what suddenly brought you back after three weeks.â
He smiled and pressed his lips against yours, whispering, âYou know I canât stay away from you, babygirl.âÂ
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Mine | Anthony Beauvillier
A/n: this idea came after we had a very sexy- I mean- Angry* Anthony pushing Sidney Crosby. Barbie and some anons send the good energy and so althought it took me forever here it is *cheers*. A huge thank you for @barbienoturbbyâ for sending me some specific ideas (sharpies, choking etc hehehe), putting up w my random messages in the middle of the night or being a insecure bitch, ILY BARBIE! Huge shout out to @sebs-astonâ for proofreading this so fast *youâre amazing, liv!*. PS. More than ever Iâm gonna need your feedback because Iâm an insecure bitch and this is my first time writing smut (freddie was thigh riding, I donât consider it too much). So please just lmk if you like it or hate it <3Â
Word count: 4k
Warnings: smut, mention of chocke, spitting, oral -female receiving- and all those dirty stuff.Â
Summary: after getting angry on the ice, you decide to make Anthony angry in bed too.Â
You knew Tito was a dom in bed as soon as you met him: he helped you to sit and to get up on your first date, and he led you to your car with his hand on your lower back. One month into getting to know each other, you were planning a gathering with his friends and he was the one to assign everyone with a task. Some days he would use fewer words and stick with hand gestures or eye contact to tell you what he wanted or what he was silently saying.Â
So when you two had sex for the first time and he was on top, you were not surprised, you also werenât surprised when he asked how would you feel about hair pulling, choking, and tying. And, well, youâd never tried any of this, so you were honest with him, knowing that honesty was the key to make things work. He promised to go slow, and he watched you intently while he did everything just to make sure you were comfortable. You can still remember how it felt when he first stretched you, how your heel went to his back to accommodate his waist better, how this movement gave him the perfect angle to go all the way until the end.Â
You also remember the hickeys he left on your skin, mostly on places where your clothes could hide, but some you knew he purposely made for people to see. And people saw, indeed and also heard. He got a noise complaint twice because his old bed would scratch and bang on the wall, and that wouldnât be a huge problem if it was anyone else, but it was Anthony, a hockey player, at that point -your boyfriend-, and he had the stamina to go for hours. A chug of water, maybe a fruit snack, and less than twenty minutes later he was ready to go again - or he would use these twenty minutes to get you off with his mouth and fingers. So the noise complaint was very much expected.Â
Now six months into the relationship, this wasnât a problem anymore. Tito bought a new bed, and even talked with a friend about the possibility of getting soundproof walls. Thatâs why you were drinking your water and eating one of his energy bars while watching the game. The dynamic after games was usually very sexual, it didnât matter if he was on the road or at home, you would find a way to get off, either phone sex or spicy pics. He never left you to your own hands.Â
The Isles were playing against the Penguins and you knew he was pissed off because of their losing streak against that team. That made him angry with some specifics players too. When he got home last night, you just cuddled together and went to sleep, he was tired and fuming because of their loss, and he probably heard a handful by his coach. Because of those losses, you knew he was going to skate his way around the ice tonight more than ever, and, especially, that he was angry.Â
You were laying on his couch when the game started, the Isles skating around the ice in a way you would have bet was a premonition for another loss, but ten minutes in things started to go differently, and that was the exact moment when you sat and gripped Beauâs shirt before an amazing shot hit the Pensâ net. They kept the rhythm on for the next two periods, although they were pretty much stressful- a handful of times you caught yourself holding your breath or cursing. The last two were also a stage for your boyfriendâs anger. He was pissed in a way youâd never seen before on the ice, and when Sidney Crosby pushed Pulock, Tito had had enough and shoved the oppositionâs player on the ice. Torn between finding it hot or funny, you chose the latter letting out a loud laugh. Yet, when another exchange of pushes happened between the Pensâ superstar and Beau you sure felt the heat taking up space inside your body and you shifted on the couch. There was another goal and the game kept on providing stress and anxiety for the fans, but you were stuck on the scene your boyfriend had just put up.Â
He was usually like this in bed, but not that much on the ice, and seeing that happening outside the four walls left you with a lingering warmth inside your body, and not the cute warmth you usually felt when he cooked for you or told you how much he loved you. But the warmth you got whenever he bent you on the kitchen counter or held your hand tight while going down on you.Â
It was past midnight when you heard the door open and close, the soft click making your heart beat faster. He was home. You heard the thud of his bag on the floor and his steps bringing his scent closer to the living room where you were sitting on the couch wearing only his jersey and his favorite lace.
âHey you, winner,â your voice echoed in the dimly lit apartment and you could see his lips curling in a small smile.
âHey, babe,â his lips found yours on a quick peck and you looked up for more contact, but Anthony was already walking to the kitchen.Â
âAre you ok?â you asked, barefoot padding the floor until you reached the stool.
Your boyfriend was already busy cutting some bananas in a bowl, âYeah, just a little stressed with the game and hungry,â he answered.
âBut you won,â you stated in confusion.Â
His eyes scanned you for a second before going back to his task. The silence was everything you needed to know: he really was not in the mood for long talks after the episode, but you were a woman on a mission and you knew exactly what to do to get Anthony riddled up.Â
âYou guys had a great gameâŠâ you began, cautious with your words and actions, hands reaching for a banana on the fruit bowl. âHow was playing against Sidney Crosby?â
You saw how his eyebrows raised slightly before pouring honey on his bowl and whipping his fingers with his tongue. You knew the action wasnât supposed to be filthy, yet youâve been dating him long enough to know that he knew every action of his could be seen as sexual at some point.Â
âIt was normal, heâs a normal hockey player like any of us,â his tone is nonchalant.Â
You suppress a grin, âheâs not like any of you, heâs Sidney Crosby. Just last night he reached his thousandth game,â Titoâs now chewing on his fruit and you can see how the motion seems tighter after your words, still you keep going, âheâs like a superstar! I would love to meet him any of these daysâŠâ you trail off busying yourself on biting the banana you just peeled off. His eyes trained on how your lips wrap around the piece of fruit, your tongue purposely darting out. Your boyfriend chooses silence again and you huff rolling your eyes.Â
âDid you just roll your eyes at me?â he queries, eyes on his bowl, jaw still clenched tight while biting another piece of his fruit. You dart your eyes in another direction while biting your banana again, this time without so much care on giving him a hard time. âI asked you a question, y/n,â his tone was sharp and his voice low. You shake your head.Â
He grabs his water bottle before chugging half of the content, âCat got your tongue? I swear I just saw you poking it out while eating that banana to provoke me,â he tauntingly gives you a defiant look.Â
Anthony motions for you to come to him and you follow his orders willingly, eager to finally have your way with him. Youâre within armâs reach when he tugs you closer, making you stumble in the middle of his big thighs. In a blink of an eye, you feel the sting on your butt cheeks, his big hands finding it again one more time before grabbing your chin. âYou canât even wait for your man to eat,â itâs a low grunt and he seems more annoyed with your playful smile, and you see the perfect opportunity to tease him a little bit more, âYou could eat something else, thereâs nothing stopping youâŠâÂ
With that Anthony seems to lose his judgment before swinging your body on top of the counter, âyouâre being such a brat tonightâ his hands grab your butt squeezing it hard, âthatâs not how you get the things you wantâÂ
âNo? Then why are you about to fuck me?â you mock him knowing damn right that this would only make him go harder on you.Â
âCrisse,â (holy shit) his French accent makes your pussy throb. You loved when he talked in French to you.
His big hand pushes you back in a swift motion, the same hand spreads your legs for him, and itâs only a second before youâre fully laying on the counter. Still wearing only a lace thong and his jersey, you know the former is about to be ripped out of you. Anthony drags his fingers from the bottom of your belly to your breasts before gifting you a devilish smirk as soon as he notices youâre not wearing a bra.Â
âYou think Sidney Crosby is the superstar, but you know damn well Iâm gonna be the reason why youâre seeing stars tonight,â he whispers before sitting on the stool and kissing up to your thighs. His lips are sticky from the honey and because theyâre cold it sends chills running through your warm body. You stretch your arms to reach his hair and he hums grabbing your wrists harshly, âno hair pulling for you tonight,â his murmurs hit your skin and you let out a small whine.Â
In order to play with your sensations, you see him taking a long gulp of his cold water. You know it will make his mouth colder and slicker, and you know heâs only doing it because heâs planning to spend a long time between your legs.
And that he does.
You sigh when his lips finally reach your pussy, the shock it causes is good and you canât help but close your thighs in an attempt to bring him where you are really yearning for his lips. Nevertheless, thatâs not what he has planned for you, and he drags his mouth between your pussy lips long before finally wrapping his lips on your clit and humming in pleasure.Â
âOh fuck,â you let out a whine when his fingers reach for your nipple and twist it hard. His wet tongue flickered on your clit and he dived in deeper, making you feel all of him, from his stubble that was starting to grow to his full lips, you could feel it all.
âAnthony,â you try to form a sentence in the exact moment he pushs one finger inside of you, but your voice comes out as a prayer. A plea for more.Â
You were a sinner for him.
âYou taste so good,â itâs a pleasure mumble and it comes just before his palm strikes your butt cheeks in a firm slap. âI could spend days here, bĂ©bĂ©âÂ
âAnthony,â you try again and this time he laughs with his lips still wrapped around your clit. The vibrations send shivers through your whole body, your toes curl and you try to reach for his hair again before his hand holds both of your wrists.Â
Youâre close and he knows it because he adds another finger and curls it. Itâs a âcome hereâ motion and from another dimension, you were almost able to hear him whisper the same words in French.Â
âGive it to me,â he demands, and you do as said just as another finger hits your right spot. For some seconds the kitchenâs ceiling turns black with dots and your vision goes blurry. Toes curling, the pitch on your belly button finally making its way out just like the curses and moans that leave your mouth. Most of them being his name and how good he makes you feel.Â
Youâre not even done with your high when his big hands grab your ankles bringing your body to the edge of the counter and making you sit. âOpen your mouth,â he demands.Â
You moan, eyes rolling back from pleasure, âput your tongue out for me, mĂĄ chĂ©rie,â his hands, now holding your jaw, tighten around you. Thereâs a whimper of bliss and you part your lips wide bringing your tongue out just like demanded before he spits on your mouth.Â
âSee how good you taste?!â Anthony hums and you swallow it before poking your tongue out again and licking from his glistering chin to his lips. The action fuels a passionate kiss and itâs seconds before your weak legs wrap themselves around his waist bringing him closer. Your core finds the bulge on his pants and you whimper feeling aroused again.Â
Your boyfriend is fast to grasp the underside of your thighs bringing your body close to his before making his way towards the bedroom. You take your time licking and kissing his neck and jaw until your body hits the mattress and heâs unbuckling his belt.
âTake it offâ he commands, unbuttoning his dress shirt. Youâre fast to obey taking off the jersey youâre wearing, now youâre fully naked in front of him.Â
âHands,â you put both of your wrists together and he fastens his belt around it tight.Â
From the way his eyebrows were slightly up to his lips parted, you knew he was about to give you another orgasm, you knew that he wasnât done and he wouldnât be any time soon.Â
âDo we have a safe word tonight, bĂ©bĂ©?â his full lips find your jaw and neck and he nibbles on your ear before sucking harshly on your neck again.Â
His purpose is to mark you, not only where people can see, but also where they canât. Just like your waist is being held with such fierceness, you know itâll leave prints there. You hum a yes dropping your head to the side so he can have more access to your skin, âuse your words, you know I need to hear you say it,â he whispers now bringing his mouth to your nipples and biting it lightly. You whimper, âour safe word is blue.âÂ
âPerfect,â you can feel his smile on your skin and when you reach for his hair with your hands tied, he pushes them up. His strong arm swings on top of your belly and he takes his time on your breasts before making his way lower. Thereâs a pitch bubbling on your belly again just with the idea of it and he gives you mischievous grim kissing and licking your thighs.Â
âBeau,â you whine already feeling your legs weakening again.
âI told you I was hungry, you were the one who suggested the meal,â the funny remark is accompanied by a flicker of his tongue on your cunt. âNow Iâll only stop when Iâm satisfied.âÂ
You curse closing your hands and trying to bring your waist up. He shakes his head, âhuh huh, thatâs a bad girl attitude,â he spits on your pussy and you moan loud, âand you know exactly what we do to bad girls in this house, donât you?âÂ
You nod and he chuckles.
âWords.âÂ
âI know, sir.âÂ
âNow, thereâs my good girl,â he praises finding your clit and holding it carefully between his teeth, ânow give it to me just like you suggested,â he murmurs before diving on your pussy, his tongue gentle and slow, in contrast with his solid arm pinning you to the bed and his rough behavior.Â
It would be a long ride and you would feel every step taken, because each one would bring you closer to the inevitable. You felt urgency though; you wanted him to fuck your brains out already. But Anthony took his time, and you knew he was being good because he let you cum in the kitchen even after you provoked him. When his point finger entered you, your eyes couldnât focus and you knew you were closer, yet instead of giving you a release, your boyfriend took his kisses to your thighs grinning at you one more time.Â
âYouâre so beautiful,â he speaks under his breath, eyes trained on your pussy. Yet you donât feel ashamed, because itâs Anthony, and he knows you like the back of his hands, he knows what to do to make you comfortable and he knows how to make you feel good. He would praise and love your body rightly, so you let him. You spread your legs wider and gave him a lopsided smile.Â
âPlease,â you plead again that night; however, he follows your request this time.Â
Anthony dives in again, licking and spitting, flickering his tongue and using his fingers. Giving you what he got and what he knows you like. Your body is fast to answer, your waist trying to go higher to find his mouth, your toes curling, your head shooting back and your eyes rolling.Â
He got you there. Fast.
And he made sure to ride you out of you high, this tongue not the least careful with your sensitive bud, while cleaning you up he kept licking it lightly. Full lips brushing it with dedication.Â
âNow I want you on all fours,â thereâs a dirty smile on his glistering lips and you hold back another moan with the image of Anthony sitting between your legs, face glowing with your cum, âallos y,â (câmon). You turn your body, holding your hands before supporting your head on the pillows, ass up for him.
Thereâs the noise of a slap and the sting on your butt cheeks, right before a soft kiss is placed on top of the surely red mark. His hands roam around your body and you shiver when he grabs your hair. âCrisse, tu as l'air si chaud,â (holy shit, you look so hot) Anthony slaps you booty again and finally slips his finger at your entrance feeling your wetness pool around. Youâre already ready for him again and he seems pleased with the realization. So pleased it doesnât take long for him to slip inside of you hitting just the right spot. Your body shots upward and he holds you by your waist keeping your butt bent.Â
âAnthony,â you moan loudly when he starts moving ruthlessly inside of you. Thereâs something hot about how his body is being aggressive and you are taking it all, how his hips are almost knocking your body down, âright - fucking - there,â you whine and he keeps going, this time grabbing your hair and making your body lean towards him.Â
âWhose name are you screaming tonight, bĂ©bĂ©?â he mumbles bending his own body on top of yours without completely letting go of the position.Â
âYours,â your answer between groans.Â
âLet me hear youâÂ
And you do.
You say his name out loud and clear, and youâre almost sure the neighbors are going to hear it. Yet you do it again and again while the sound of your voice is mixed with the noise of his skin hitting your skin and his feral grunts. Heâs big and hard inside you and every time he goes out to get inside again you can feel your pussy stretching out to accommodate him.Â
âBeau,â you moan and he chuckles leaning his body down to kiss your back. You see from the corner of your eyes when he finds the black marker on the top of your drawer, you can almost see his head working on ideas, and then heâs grabbing the sharpie you were using to write on your sticky notes earlier today.Â
His body is straight up again and his movements are now slower, as he unclasps the marker and you feel its cold material hit your skin. Thereâs a long up and then down movement, youâre almost sure itâs an M, and then thereâs a harsh line of an I, you can hear his grunts louder and he stops himself for a second before shooting his body towards yours again. The sharpie finds your skin again, this time to draw an N, you knew he was doing it big, not only for his eyes, but for you to feel and to know exactly what it was as he wrote the last letter, an E.Â
You roll your eyes when he closes and throws the sharpie somewhere in the room before leaving another one of his blows on your butt cheeks. Anthony swings his arm around your torso bringing you up to him, your back hitting his solid chest, âyouâre mine,â and thatâs what it takes for you to come undone on his still hard cock. Your whole body trembles and your vision goes blurry again, there are tears in your eyes, and this time your moans turn into screams of satisfaction.Â
He keeps fucking you through your high and you curse dropping your head back on his shoulder. His hand sneaks in front of your body to touch your sensitive clit, and you hold it sinking your nails on his skin. âOh fuck,â he grunts drawing his finger deeper. Youâre not sure if your body canât take so much pleasure.
âLet me ride you,â itâs a prayer, a plea, a cry, and you can feel his lips on your neck before your bodies are turned and youâre on top taking him deeper, touching new spots.Â
âThatâs it, bĂ©bĂ©,â he praises you and you roll your hips using your last energies. His hands find their way to your thighs and his short nails dig on your skin bringing you impossibly closer. Thereâs a deep grunt from him and a small whine from you. Itâs hard for your eyes to focus, and you use your body to pin his down and your tied hands find his neck before squeezing it. His hips shot up under you and you scream, tightening your grip on him and squeezing his dick inside of you.Â
You can feel another knot on the pitch of your belly, but this time it feels different to recognize this new sensation. Thatâs when you notice the wetness under you dripping onto his cock to his belly button and in the bed.Â
âFuck,â he moans, âOh shit, youâre squirting,â his big hands go to your back and he keeps shooting his hips up to meet your pussy, âthatâs it, bĂ©bĂ©, give it to me once more,â and youâre squeezing him one last time before giving both of you a mind-blowing orgasm. Your body tumbles on top of his and this time things go pitch black instead of blurry. You can still feel his hot body under you and his rapid heartbeat, but your body is fluttering and thereâs nothing in front of you. Thereâs only his body. Thereâs only your boyfriend existing under you with his cock still deep inside of you.Â
Itâs seconds before his caresses on your back become some kind of poking, ây/n?âÂ
âHuh?â you mumble, your voice raspy. He chuckles.
âFuck, you passed out,â he sounds proud and you giggle.Â
âThat was the best sex weâve ever had,â you confess without finding the strength to move your hands and caress him back, but Anthony keeps the tip of his fingers moving softly around your body, âI think I should talk more about Sidney Crosby, huh?â you joke and his hips shot upward making you moan Anthonyâs name. Although he just came, heâs still hard and deep inside your soaked pussy.
âWhat were you saying?â he questions with a smug grin. âI think you were saying something about a certain player, Sidney Crosby maybe?âÂ
You arch your eyebrows, âwhoâs Sidney Crosby? I only know Anthony Beauvillier,â and he laughs at your answer before kissing your lips softly. You know thereâs gonna be a time for water and a fruit snack later and then heâs going again, because heâs never done until youâre completely wrecked, the only name able to escape your lips being his.Â
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fic: now i see daylight
so, first, a disclaimer.
this fic is highly personal and somewhat self-indulgent; it deals with very heavy themes of mental illness, signs of mental ill-health, and explicitly has a character discuss the intention to self-harm.Â
itâs something that i care a lot about writing about because i feel like itâs so overlooked where robertâs character is concerned, and i wanted to write this to try and process some of those feelings.
this fic will not be going on ao3 for that reason.
if that hasnât completely put you off, i hope you enjoy this and you get something from it.
sort of a âwhat if?â scenario following on from yesterdayâs episodes.
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Robert had been tossing and turning from the moment heâd got into bed, uneasy and fretful. Heâd kicked and shouted and tugged the duvet from Aaron in his sleep, one minute curling in close to him and the next rolling away, and Aaron had been at a loss of what to do to help him. There was nothing he could do, nothing he could say that would soothe him. It wasnât as if this was Seb, grizzling and fussing, and he could hum a lullaby or make silly faces or rock him gently until he relaxed. It wasnât something a new toy or a pillow fort on the living room floor could solve, the way it solved everything when you were almost two years old and still found yourself distracted by each new thing around you.Â
This was something that was impossible to make completely okay. Aaron knew that more than most. Heâd been inside. So had Liv. He knew what Robert was facing and there was nothing he could do to protect him from the life that he would soon be forced to live. The life he didnât deserve for something that had done the world a favour; trying to get rid of Lee Posner.
So when Aaron woke at some point during the night to find his husbandâs side of the bed empty, it didnât immediately make him worry too much. Reaching out to touch the pillow, indented by the shape of Robertâs head, it was still slightly warm. Most likely, heâd gone to the kitchen for a glass of water, or to Sebâs room to see him for a bit; they both did that, sometimes, when things were stressful or emotional, because just seeing Sebâs chubby cheeks and eager arms waiting for a cuddle was enough to put a smile on their faces, however temporary.
And if Aaron was honest, he could do with seeing his son, too. With everything that had happened during the day, he hadnât really got to spend proper time with him; heâd been with Diane, then Liv, and heâd been put to bed and was fast asleep again by the time he and Robert had had a chance to be alone with him. He needed cuddles from his favourite little man.
Rolling out of bed, registering the time on the clock - 2:42am - he quietly padded across to Sebâs room, trying not to make too much noise so he didnât disturb Liv. The door was slightly ajar, so he pushed it open as gently as he could.
But the room was empty - no Robert, no Seb. Frowning, Aaron strained to hear any sort of noise from downstairs; footsteps, the rattle of the kettle, Sebâs babbles.
Nothing.
Feeling a tightness gripping his chest, he quickly rushed into the kitchen, casting his eyes around for any sign of his husband or son.
Nothing.
They werenât there.
They werenât there.
His heart hurtling towards his mouth, his palms clammy with a sudden, fearful sweat, he raced back upstairs, into Livâs room, shaking her awake with more force than was necessary.
âRobert,â he gasped out as he blinked blearily, rubbing at her eyes with a scowl on her face. âLiv, have you seen Robert or Seb? Have you heard them around the house?â
âWhaa?â she mumbled, sitting upright, rubbing at her cheek where the pillow crease had left marks. âWhat time is it?â
âLiv,â Aaron said scratchily, panic rising within him now. âLiv, whereâs Robert?â
âI dunno, do I?â Liv replied. âIâd thought heâd be with you, yâknow, after everything thatâs happened today.â
âYeah, well, heâs not,â Aaron said, his voice starting to shake. âHeâs not in bed, heâs not in Sebâs room or anywhere else in the house, and-â He took a deep, shuddering breath. âSebâs not here, either. Theyâre missing, Liv.â
At that, Liv was wide awake; her eyes round as saucers, the colour drained from her face in the dimness of the room. âWhat?â
âTheyâre gone,â Aaron rasped, âtheyâre not here. Robert isnât here!â
Liv jumped out of bed immediately, grabbing her trainers, and she talked as she pulled them on. âRight. Right, okay, câmon, weâre going looking for them, itâs the middle of the night, theyâre not going to be far,â she reached for an old discarded jumper, pulled it on. âAaron!â
âWhat?â he said, completely frozen to the spot. He felt rooted to the ground where he stood; he couldnât think, couldnât even breathe. He blinked at Liv like he had just only realized she was there.
âCâmon, we have to go!â She rushed out of the room and down the stairs; Aaron followed, practically on autopilot, shoving his bare feet into his trainers that heâd left by the kitchen table. His hands shook and he could barely do up the laces.
His heart was hammering a thousand miles a minute, and only two names were in his head. Robert. Seb. Robert. Seb.
Robert.
âAaron,â came Livâs voice, tiny and frightened. âAaron, the front doorâs open.â
He looked up, fear making his mouth go dry. Sure enough, he could feel a draft coming in from the hall, the cold September air making the hairs on his arms stand on end.Â
He should have seen this. He should have seen it. The sleepless nights, the way Robert barely ate unless someone forced him to, the faint tremors heâd seen in Robertâs hands that he tried so desperately to hide. How pale heâd been, almost like a ghost, standing in those docks and pleading guilty. The fear in tear-filled eyes when Aaron had asked him if he was scared, and heâd said, âWhat do you think?â
Heâd been a crap husband. Instead of helping him, heâd yelled at him, and now heâd gone walkabout with his infant son in the middle of the night.
Grabbing his coat on the way, he followed Liv out the door and into the pitch-black street, the bitter air making him shiver underneath his pyjamas. It was quiet, every house dark and every village resident asleep, and Aaron could hear his own heart beating so loudly in his ears it was almost deafening.Â
He tore after Liv, peering into the dark with desperation, hoping for any glimpse of Robert or Seb, some indication of where he might have gone, and every so often when they hit an orange patch of light from a streetlamp, he could see that Livâs face was as white and scared as his own probably was.
Robert, where are you?
Aaron tried to think, tried to put himself in Robertâs shoes. If he was him, where would he go? What would he run to if he could?Â
The answer came to him as clear as day.
His Mum.
And suddenly, he knew exactly where Robert was; it was like a pull underneath his skin, propelling him forward by some invisible link tethering him to Robert, showing him where to go, which path to follow.
His feet followed the path without him really having to think about it, that magnetic pull getting stronger the closer he got, Livâs footsteps heavy behind him as she followed.Â
The gate was already open; he rushed through it, trying to find his way among the graves in the dark, but it was hard to read the names and find the right section, the right row, that he was looking for. Heâd come here with Robert before, he knew he was close, but he just couldnât-
âAaron!â
He followed to where Liv was pointing; and he found it. Found them.Â
Robert, sitting on the dew-damp grass with Seb cradled in his arms, in front of his motherâs grave.
Aaronâs legs almost buckled; his breath rushed out of him in a whoosh of relief, then renewed fear as he noticed that Robert was wearing no coat or jacket, no shoes. Heâd somehow managed to get a pullover on Seb, though, and Aaron recognized it as the hoodie that Chas had bought him for his birthday the previous year, the one she said would look cute because heâd match with Aaron.
âRobert,â he gasped, falling to the ground beside him, his words a frantic garble, âOh God, Robert, are you alright? Are you hurt? What are you doing out here in the middle of the night?â
It seemed like Robert hadnât heard him; his gaze was fixed on the headstone in front of him.
In Loving Memory of
Sarah Sugden (nee Connolly)
âI really wanted my Mum,â he whispered, his voice so hoarse he didnât sound like Robert at all. âI needed her, Aaron, I needed my Mum and - sheâs not here anymore. I canât go to her like I want to and tell her things, I canât ask for help or advice. I canât ask her to hug me and tell me everything will be okay.â
Aaronâs heart shattered; he wanted to reach out, to touch Robert, to hold him, but he knew from experience that it wasnât always the best thing to do in situations like this. So he sat, and listened, his throat closing up and his eyes burning, letting Robert talk without pushing him or interfering.Â
âI miss her,â he continued. âI miss her so much. I want her to be here, with me, and help me through this. Is that selfish of me?â
âNo,â Aaron said quietly. âGod, no, Robert, itâs not - itâs not selfish at all.â He inched closer, moving to sit cross-legged on the grass next to him, and pressed a gentle palm on the small of his back. âMaybe thatâs who you were before, but believe me, youâre one of the most selfless people I know.â
Finally, Robert looked at him over the top of Sebâs sleeping head, red-eyed in the dimness, his face streaked with tears that he hadnât been able to shed until now. Until tonight. âThatâs not true.â
âIt is,â Aaron pressed. âYouâre not selfish. Youâre brave. Doing what you did today, up in that courtroom, taking a risk for us....part of me was angry, yeah, at first, but part of meâs also never loved you more. And I do, Robert. I love ya.â
âMaybe you shouldnât,â Robert said. He looked down at Seb, his cheek pressed to Robertâs shoulder, tiny fingers gripping the material of his shirt. âMaybe neither of you should.â
âLook, why donât you give Seb to Liv?â Aaron suggested. âItâs freezing out here, she can take him back to the house and put him back to bed, yeah? We can stay here if you want, but let Liv take Seb back to the house, eh?â
Robertâs eyes suddenly went wide, and when Liv approached him, he flinched away from her, a strangled âNo!â leaving his lips and making them both jump at how terrible the sound of it was, how desperate.Â
âRobert, no-oneâs going to take Seb from ya, I promise,â Aaron reassured him, rubbing his back comfortingly. âHe just needs to go back into his own bed. You understand that, right?â
He knew that he was talking the same way youâd talk to a child, but he knew it was the best way. Robert was in no fit state; he was upset, and scared, and Aaron knew that when he was this way, he needed someone to keep things simple, plain, and straight to the point.
âHeâll be safe, Rob, I swear it,â Liv said. âYou need to be with Aaron.â
After a beat, Robert nodded shakily. âOkay.â
Reluctantly, he relinquished Seb into Livâs waiting arms; she scooped him up and, with a nod of understanding to Aaron, turned and left, back to the house, leaving him and Robert on their own.
âWhat happened, Rob?â he asked softly, stroking his fingers through his hair. âWhat happened that you had to run out here with our son in the middle of the night?â
âI had a dream,â Robert started, wringing his hands in his lap. âMore of a nightmare. I was inside, and I was waiting for you to come and visit me, like you said you would. And I waited and I waited, but when visiting hours came up, you - it wasnât you. It was Katie.â His breath hitched, but he forced himself to continue. âNot just her. Chrissie, and Lawrence was there, and - and my dad. They were all there waiting to tell me how I deserved to suffer, how I was a monster who deserved to rot in prison for the rest of my life.âÂ
Aaron sucked in a breath, his fingers tensed in Robertâs hair, then resumed their gentle stroking, soothing movements.
âIt wasnât just that. My dad came right up to me and told me that he always knew Iâd end up there, because I was rotten to the core. He said prison was the best place for me because I was a monster.â
He curled in on himself, then, quiet sobs escaping his chest, making his shoulders shake. âAll the bad things Iâve ever thought about myself, all the times Iâve thought I was the worst person in the world - it all came rushing back. All of it.â A pause. âIt was too horrible, and I couldnât cope.â
Aaron let out a wet, heartbroken sigh; he wrapped his arms around Robertâs shoulders and pulled him against his chest, pressing his lips to his hair, murmuring comforting nothings as he held him, his usually strong, stoic husband falling apart in his arms. Robert clung to him, sobbing like a child, and Aaron could do nothing except rock him as if he were Sebâs age.Â
âIâm sorry,â he heaved in-between sobs. âIâm so sorry, Aaron. Iâm sorry for ruining everything.â
âYou didnât,â Aaron said firmly, and he meant it. âYou havenât.âÂ
âWhen I woke up, I felt so awful,â Robert said. âI was - I panicked. Iâm so sorry, Aaron, I was - I wanted to -â his throat worked, stumbling over the words. âI felt like I wanted to...â
âWanted what?â Aaron asked. âRobert, please tell me.â
âI wanted to - hurt myself. Cut myself. I wanted to cut myself.â
The silence that followed those words was so deep, so penetrating, it made Aaronâs bones turn to ice and cold seep into his skin from more than just the wet grass underneath them. He couldnât breathe. He couldnât move.
All he could do was whisper, barely audible, âNo.â
âIâm sorry!â Robert begged. âIâm sorry, I - I didnât do anything, I promise, Aaron. I would never....not after what happened to you. But I wanted to. The urge was so strong...â
Aaron grabbed for Robertâs hands. his wrists, turning over his arms to see the smooth, pale, untouched skin for himself. Needing to see it, the proof, for himself.Â
No marks. No blood. No scars.
âGod, Robert,â he breathed, his thumbs rubbing over the soft, sensitive skin of Robertâs wrists. âI didnât realize things were this bad. I hate that you ended up in that place.â
âIâve been good at hiding it,â he replied. âI know I shouldnât have, but....I was so scared of hurting you, of causing you more pain...so I took Seb out of his cot, and I ran. I came here. Because I needed to get away from the temptation to do something even worse.â
âLook at me,â Aaron said, dropping Robertâs hands and bringing his own to Robertâs face, cradling it gently and turning his gaze towards him. Sparkling, tear-filled eyes. Wet lashes. Pale freckles, stained with tears. Robert. His Robert. Flawed, vulnerable, messy.Â
And perfect.
âYou and me, weâre going to get through this,â Aaron said. âI promise you. I will do everything I can to help ya, to make sure that you - that you do alright inside, and you stay safe, for however long it is, and then you can come home and Iâll look after ya then, too. You wonât have to feel like a waste of space, not to me, not to anyone. You hear?â
âI really donât deserve you,â Robert said, the ghost of a smile turning up the corners of his lips. âI keep screwing up, and yet youâre still here. Why?â
Aaron pressed a kiss to Robertâs forehead. âBecause I love you, you muppet.âÂ
They sat like that for a while, nose to nose, breathing in the space between them in silence. The wetness from the grass was seeping into their thin pyjamas, but they barely noticed; it had been a long day, an even longer night, and although dawn was surely going to break soon, neither was quite ready to make the first move to go back into the house.
âCome back to bed,â Aaron whispered after a short while. âChange out of your wet clothes. Get some sleep. Get warm. And tomorrow, we can have some time together as a family, you, me and Seb, before he goes back to Liverpool.â
âIâd like that,â Robert nodded, giving Aaron a watery smile. âSorry I freaked you out.â
âItâs fine,â Aaron shook his head. âAs long as you promise me that the next time you feel like this, or you need help, or you want to hurt yourself - tell me, okay? Iâm your husband. If I donât know, I canât do anythinâ about it.â
âI promise.âÂ
Slowly, Aaron helped Robert to his feet; he shrugged off his coat and wrapped it around Robertâs shoulders, before putting his arm around his waist and pulling him in. He turned and placed a hand on Sarah Sugdenâs headstone.
âIâll look after him,â he said to it, to the name engraved on the stone in the half-morning light.Â
Everything would look better in the morning.
It had to.
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Title: Worth Waiting For part 6
Rating: E
Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Jon Kortajarena, Sebastian Stan x Chris Evans
Word Count: 2.7k
Summary: Sebastian makes his confession to Jon, and it doesn't go as expected.
A/N: Aaaahhhhh thank you guys so much for the amazing response to this fic thus far! You're all amazing and I love all of you and I hope you like this đI'm excited for the next chapter after this one and have it started already so stay tuned! đ
For the next three days, Sebastian went through the motions of life under the weight of his crushing guilt, and he kept it all to himself. He talked to Jon daily as usual and did his best to hide it, doing a damn good job and blaming what little Jon did notice on being tired. He wasn't a great liar but all he was trying to do was hide it until he could confess in person. There was no way he was going to just move on with life like his kiss with Chris had never happened - it would eat him up inside until he couldn't take it anymore.
So he sucked it up and carried on, boarding his plane to London at the end of those three days and spending the entire flight rehearsing his planned speech in his head. He agonized over it, hoping to God that Jon would at least listen and let him say everything that he needed to, but if he threw him out and sent him back to New York Seb wouldn't blame him. He was prepared for all possibilities, but he hoped it wouldn't prove as terrible as he feared.
When he arrived Jon was there to greet him, having just wrapped up a day on set of a movie he'd landed a small but compelling role in. He pulled Sebastian into a hug and kiss and Sebastian suspected a few people snapped pics of their reunion but he didn't care. He put on a brave face and smiled as Jon led him and his luggage to a car that drove them just a few minutes across town to Jon's hotel, and Sebastian was relieved that they'd be alone soon. If he didn't get what he'd done off his chest soon, he was sure that he'd simply just explode.
They had just gotten inside Jon's room and had the door shut behind them when Jon took his luggage from Seb and set it aside, wasting no time in invading his space with a sweet, warm smile and reaching to cup his face with a lowly whispered, "I've missed you, mi vida."
Then he kissed Sebastian with all the pent up love and passion he'd been reining in for three weeks, and Sebastian could feel it in his very soul. It broke his heart and made him feel whole again all at once, a barrage of confusing and overwhelming emotions making him forget about the confession he'd been so eager to give. He melted against Jon and fell into the kiss, having missed the man so much that it was easier than breathing to be pulled back in by him so quickly.
Sebastian didn't snap out of it until Jon started tugging his jacket off, their kisses turning hungry and scorched until Sebastian broke away with a heavy breath. Hands on Jon's chest putting some distance between them he whispered, "Wait, wait."
"Why?" Jon murmured, trailing his lips to Sebastian's neck and making his eyes roll shut.
"Jon, please, I mean it," Sebastian forced out, and Jon pulled away in an instant.
"What's wrong?" Jon asked, surprise and concern etched on his features as he looked Sebastian over.
Sebastian took a deep breath and felt his stomach drop, dread and fear filling him now that the moment had arrived at last and he'd rejected his only way out of it. He clenched his jaw and dropped his eyes, trying to remember the speech he'd planned but now that the time had come... it was all gone. Suddenly nothing felt like the right thing to say and he wished that he could just disappear.
"Sebastian," Jon said quietly, reaching up and touching his cheek. "Are you all right?"
"No," Sebastian admitted, taking his hand and pulling it away. He forced himself to look Jon in the eye and muttered, "I... I don't know how to say it. I fucked up."
Jon furrowed his brows slightly. "What do you mean?"
Sebastian took another breath, feeling ill and terrified but giving himself no choice but to come out with it. "Couple nights ago, um... Chris, he... he showed up drunk at my door. It was late and I was stupid and I let him in and I know that I shouldn't have, but I did and..."
Sebastian trailed off and watched as his words sunk in. Jon's expression shifted from confusion to understanding and then... he wasn't sure. Disappointment, maybe, but not the anger that he would have expected. "You... did you sleep with him?"
"No," Sebastian replied immediately, a little too adamantly. "He kissed me. And I didn't... I didn't stop him. I kissed him back and then when I realized what I'd done I pushed him away and freaked out and made him go, but... I did it."
Jon looked him in the eye until he was finished, and then he dropped his eyes and took a long, deep breath. Then, as Sebastian watched with bated breath and a chest full of anxiety, Jon nodded and seemed to be inwardly debating something. Sebastian watched and waited until he couldn't take it anymore, blurting, "If you want me to go I'll go. I just... I wanted to tell you in person. I'm so sorry. I'm a piece of shit and I fucking hate myself and -"
Jon, aghast at Sebastian's words, shook his head and shocked the other man by pulling him into a hug that was far more comforting than Sebastian felt he deserved. "No, no, Sebastian," Jon murmured. "Don't say that."
Sebastian buried his face in Jon's shoulder, hot tears springing to his eyes. "But it's true," he muttered. "You've been so damn good to me and you deserve so much fuckin' better."
But all Jon did was shush him gently and then lead him to the king sized bed in the suite, sitting him down on the side of it and sitting next to him, keeping his arm around him and placing his other hand on Sebastian's face. "I'm not angry, Sebastian."
Sebastian blinked and sniffed back his tears. "What?"
"I'm not angry," he repeated gently.
"... How? I fuckin'... I cheated, Jon. And with him."
Jon shook his head. "You love him," he stated gently. "I can't change that."
"But I love you," Sebastian insisted. "I swear I do."
"I know you do," Jon assured him. "And you love him, too. It's okay."
"No it's not," Sebastian argued softly. "I hate it. I hate what he does to me and how the second he shows up I just fuckin' lose it. I'm a piece of -"
"Sebastian," Jon interrupted gently, "It's okay to love more than one person. And you are so... sweet and full of love and have so much to give. I would never want to change that about you - it made me fall in love with you."
Sebastian's heart throbbed with pain, his guilt growing immeasurably worse thanks to Jon's seemingly utter lack of anger. He wasn't happy about it but he wasn't mad or particularly frustrated either, and the lack of a conventional response left Sebastian completely unsure as to what the hell to do with himself and his feelings.
"Why don't you hate me?" Sebastian asked quietly, and Jon winced as if the question physically hurt him.
"I've told you before, mi vida - I could never hate you."
Sebastian couldn't help but cry even more at those words. Jon pulled him into another hug, whispering comforting words into his ear and running soothing fingers through his hair. Within a few moments they ended up laying in bed together, shoes and jackets off and Sebastian curled up in the safety and warmth of Jon's arms. His head was on Jon's chest and Jon comforted him until the tears finally stopped coming and his breathing evened out.
Sebastian was exhausted from not only his flight but also from the outpouring of emotion that he was still grappling with. It was surreal in a way, Jon being so sweet and understanding despite what Sebastian had done, and Seb just... could hardly comprehend it.
"Are you sure you're not mad?" Sebastian asked quietly, peeking up at Jon.
"At you, no," Jon replied. "But Chris... he plays with your heart. What he does to you is cruel."
"He doesn't mean to be," Sebastian said, his knee jerk reaction to defend Chris at all costs still very much alive and well. "He just..."
"You make excuses for him and always have. You shouldn't."
Sebastian let out a breath and lowered his eyes, closing them as he snuggled deeper into Jon's chest. "I know. I'm an idiot."
"He is the idiot," Jon chuckled.
"Yeah." Sebastian paused. "But I love him."
Jon kissed his forehead. "But you love him."
Sebastian looked up at him, eyes earnest and honest. "I love you, too."
"And I love you," Jon replied softly, leaning down and placing a soft kiss on his lips.
".... What do we do?" Sebastian asked Jon in a whisper, at a loss for where to go from here.
"Whatever makes us happy," Jon shrugged. "And you make me happy."
"You do, too," Sebastian insisted, meaning it with everything he had in him.
"Then we will figure it out," Jon assured him, kissing him one more time, and somehow despite his guilt, shame, confusion and inner turmoil... Sebastian believed him.
He might never fully believe that he was worthy of Jon's love and forgiveness, but he was grateful more than words could ever begin to say. He wished that his love for Jon would just push his love for Chris out of his heart and into the past, but instead they coexisted for better or worse. He loved them both so damn much and he couldn't imagine that ever changing.
What the hell were they gonna do?
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The next morning Sebastian awoke to soft, tender kisses on his neck and gentle hands roaming his body, Jon coaxing him into what proved to be the best makeup sex Seb had ever had. A part of him still felt like he wasn't worthy of such pleasure but Jon went to great lengths to convince him otherwise, and Sebastian loved him all the more for it.
The rest of his trip passed by pleasantly and all too quickly, the two men enjoying each other's comforting company and making a few public strolls together. They both had to deal with a lot more paparazzi since coming out but it was a part of life and it rarely bothered them. What did bother Sebastian, however, was the nagging little voice in the back of his head wondering how Chris was doing and if he was seeing the pictures as they hit the Internet. Sebastian wanted to reach out and make sure that he was okay, that he wasn't hurting after what happened, but silence had lapsed between them again and he just didn't know how to proceed.
Sebastian flew home at the end of his trip conflicted and worried but relieved that he and Jon were still together despite his lapse in judgement. Soon after he jetted off to LA for a new film and, for the time being at least, left his problems on the back burner in favor of work. It was a bandaid really but he was used to it.
Three weeks into filming, Jon's project wrapped up and he had a week free to visit Sebastian in LA. He packed up and flew his way, stopping for a layover at JFK that left him waiting for an hour and a half before his next flight began boarding. He grabbed lunch and coffee at one of the restaurants and sat at a table towards the back as he made a few phone calls and texted Seb to keep him updated as to his ETA.
Everything was going perfectly smoothly until he finished his food and happened to glance up at the right moment and noticed a particular patron at the counter waiting on his order. Jon wasn't sure at first until the man turned his head a certain way, better displaying a bearded jaw that a NASA hat and sunglasses couldn't hide, and then Jon knew beyond a doubt who the man was. He took a deep breath and looked away, wondering what kind of ridiculous sense of humor the universe had to cross their particular paths on that particular day.
Then again, maybe the universe had a good reason for it.
He got up and headed to the front of the restaurant, quietly disposing of his now-empty coffee cup and walking the short distance to where Chris stood. He took a deep breath and hesitated only for a few seconds before reaching out and gently tapping his upper arm. Chris immediately swiveled around and, upon making eye contact with Jon, immediately performed his best impression of a deer in headlights.
".... Hi," Chris blurted, eyes wide and mouth hanging slightly open. Jon, not as much of a saint as he seemed to be at times, couldn't deny the little bit of satisfaction he got from Chris' clearly panicked reaction.
"Heading home?" Jon asked quietly, glancing around them to ensure that nobody was watching them or paying them any mind. They weren't.
"No, Atlanta," Chris replied, visibly perplexed by the casual line of questioning. He seemed to just go with it, however, asking next, "You?"
"Back to LA. Sebastian's waiting for me."
Chris stared at him, anxiety sealing up his mouth for once and leaving him speechless. Jon watched him squirm for only a few seconds before letting out a breath and throwing him a bone.
"I know what happened. He told me weeks ago," Jon told Chris, whose brows quirked in surprise. "We don't keep secrets."
"Listen," Chris muttered after swallowing nervously, tone as quiet as possible, "I never meant to -"
Jon held up a hand to silence him. "I don't know what you mean to do. You are always playing with him and coming and going as you please, and he deserves better than that."
"I know," Chris replied, visibly and audibly pained. "And I'm sorry. To both of you. I had no right to do what I did. It won't happen again."
"I think it will," Jon shrugged slightly. "He loves you too much to ever say no to you. And you - I don't know what you want from him but I don't trust you."
".... I wouldn't trust me either," Chris muttered, clearly ashamed. It was all in his blue eyes, plain as day for anyone to see. "I don't wanna fuck you guys up anymore than I already have. I'll leave him alone."
"That's not what I want," Jon shook his head. "I want him to be happy."
Now Chris was really confused. He gave a small shake of his head and furrowed his brows. "What do you mean?"
"He needs you, I think. I can't change that. But unless you stop being a coward and using him whenever you feel like it, you'll never deserve him or his time."
"I'm not trying to take him from you," Chris blinked, unsure of how to take Jon's words. "I just..." he paused and trailed off, eyes averting aimlessly. "I miss him."
"Maybe you should stop missing him and start earning his love," Jon suggested. "Stop breaking his heart."
".... Don't you hate me?" Chris asked, bewildered. "I don't understand."
"I don't hate anybody," Jon shrugged. "Not even you."
A pause of silence passed between them, and then with all the sincerity in the world Chris finally murmured, "I'm sorry."
Before Jon could accept the apology, Chris' order was called out from the counter. He glanced over his shoulder and then back to Jon, who simply moved his hands into his pockets and said, "Have a safe flight, Chris."
"You too," Chris replied, eyes still bewildered as he watched Jon walk away and out of the restaurant.
Nerves now shot, Jon felt the nagging need for a cigarette start to grow as he began heading towards his gate. He hoped that Chris would listen and put an end to this nonsense for Sebastian's sake, whatever that ultimately meant for him and Jon. Whatever came of them in the end, so long as Sebastian was happy and had what he wanted, that was enough for Jon. That was how love was supposed to be - selfless, unconditional.
And maybe not always limited to one person and one person alone.
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High-Heeled Heaven
Read Chapter Five: Valentino Rockstud PumpsÂ
Sebastian Stan x Reader
Summary: In which Sebastian canât help but appreciate his girlâs high-heels shoes. Genre: Romance/fluff Warnings: Swearings 1,808 words
Notes: Inspired by Hell in High Heels by Jewelgirl04, I decided to write a little series of drabbles so we can be trash about how Seb likes high-heels. Iâm not even sorry. Each chapter will be inspired by a different pair of shoes that I wish I could actually afford, lmao. The link down there provides a better look to the shoes if you want and in the middle of the fic thereâs a link for the full outfit. Heads up for our cutest new âcharacterâ in this chapter too. And Sebastianâs moustache...lmao. Enjoy! <3
Chapter Six: Gianvito Rossi Plexi Pumps
Past the end of the year holidays and its shenanigans, January starts with a busy schedule for both you and Sebastian.
By the first week of the month, heâs off to Atlanta to film his new movie while you find yourself busy with a few events to attend in New York and a festival in Utah to promote your lastest movie, that has been actually moving a lot faster than the production team anticipated.
All in all, you donât have much time to worry about anything else than interview schedules, photoshoots, flight times and public appearences during that month.
But February just happens to be a little different once you get a little break before your own press tour starts. New York is still ranging with its moody weather and thereâs a few days in which you canât help but be painfully aware of Sebastianâs absence, despite the new companion he got for you as a Christmas gift.
Little Jack is the most adorable Border Collie puppy youâve ever seen and most definitely the best gift youâve gotten during your entire life. Heâs absolutely the best cuddle partner for lazy days and his presence makes your apartment feel less gloomy when youâre on your own.
Though that doesnât mean youâre not missing Sebastian.
Within less than a week for your boyfriendâs homecoming, the New York Fashion Week is on again and youâre soon with another list of shows and parties to choose from.
So once Friday rolls around and the third day of the Fashion Week starts, your fairly small apartment is crowded with the presence of your hair stylist and make-up artist, all expertly getting you ready in less than two hours.
Even with the cityâs frigid temperatures, youâre gifted with a beautiful black and white two-piece outfit matched with a knee-length black wool coat. It kinda makes you feel badass so you donât complain much about it as you slip into the said clothes with Liaâs help, taking extra care with your hair and make-up as she helps you to adjust the last details.
Now that all you need are your shoes and jewelry, you walk run over to your bedroom to grab  them just in time to catch Sebastianâs FaceTime call on your phone.
With a instant smile growing on your lips, you pick up the phone and sit on your bed, Jack fumbling around your feet as you accept the call. As soon as Sebastianâs face fill up the deviceâs screen, you canât help but hold back a laugh at his very particular predicament.
Something that he notices right away with your poor hiding skills.
âYou know, if I didnât know you any better Iâd be offended.â He says right off the bat, a feigned angry frown deep between his eyebrows as he notices your struggle to keep yourself serious. âFucking unbelievable.â
At his indignant muttered words, you immediately give in to your urges and let out a laugh, your chest flaring with low-key affection as you note that heâs holding back a smile of his own while keeping up his angry front.
âI know I should be sorry but Iâm not really.â You shoot him a half smile, trying to look as guilty as you can though you know heâs not buying just by the way heâs shaking his head. âYou look so funny, I canât help it.â
To your defense, he really does look kinda funny. Seeing your usually fashionable and very sharp boyfriend sporting classic 90s outfits â that included hideous turtlenecks and dad jeans â with a thin moustache and no sideburns at all wasnât something that you thought youâd ever experience. And yet, there you are.
âYeah, story of my life.â Seb rolls his eyes and lets out a chuckle, getting past the playful moment once he smiles tenderly at you, phone shaking as he moves on his hotel bed. âHowâs things over there? Whereâs the dog?â
With a roll of eyes of your own, you turn to the front camera and focus on Jack playing with his toys by your feet, letting out a laugh as soon he starts speaking and doing cooing noises that the puppy immediately perks up with.
âAs you can see, things are good and Jack is right here making me company.â You reply playfully in the background, turning the camera back to you again just in time to smile mischievously at him. âSooo, how are things over there? Are you staying away from elementary schools?â
âHa-ha, youâre so funny.â Sebastian glares at you through the phone screen, looking unimpressed by the proud and amused grin on your lips. âCharles already made that joke so youâre a little late on that one.â
âDonât be like that.â You pout in feigned disappointment, chanelling your best puppy face when he simply hums in reply. âIf it makes you feel better I really, really miss you today.â
Almost as if youâd said magic words, Sebastianâs face instantly light up and you swear you can spot a discrete shade of red covering his clean shaved cheeks, though you donât mention a word about it despite the affection bubbling up in your chest.
Itâs always cute when heâs caught off-guard, his sweet and shy self slipping every now and then through his usual charming front even though the bastard can compose himself pretty quickly.
âYeah? Just today?â Sebastian smiles smugly for a brief moment until you glare at him, a honest laugh escaping from his lips that soon melts into an almost dreamy sigh. âYou look so beautiful. I kinda feel bad that you have to deal with this now.â
âThanks, babe. Thatâs the perks of going to a fashion show for free, I guess.â You shrug sheepishly, hoping that your flushed cheeks arenât visible through the phone screen as you laugh. âAnd donât worry about that, two hours ago I was wearing my pajamas onesie so youâre good.â
âLet me see you then.â He says abruptly, his lips growing in a smirk when he sees your slightly disgruntled expression at his sudden request. âCome on. You laughed at my moustache just now, can you let me see you for a second?â
Despite being used to his beaming personality and occasional flirty demeanor, you still canât help but feel slightly timid whenever it sets on him to tease you like this. Even though Sebastian can be a little awkward and quiet at times, he knows heâs handsome and most definitely knows the effect he has on most people once heâs comfortable enough.
One of these people just happens to be you.
And just by the way heâs smiling through the camera with that ridiculous moustache of his (that makes him look funny but still not ugly, much to your despair), it seems like he knows he got his way on this one.
So his smile just widens as you groan and get up from your spot by the edge of the bed, the phoneâs image shuffling as you walk towards the big mirror covering up one of your walls. When you flip the camera to the front side again and frame it on your reflection, you dare to give him a cheeky smile before pulling out a pose.
âThere you go, mom.â You tease with a short laugh, turning to your sides a few times in a playful way to show him the full outfit. âHappy now?â
Sebastian lets out a content hum as he runs a hand through his jaw, eyes squinted and lips pursed into a smirk you know too well.
âThatâs one look, Iâll tell you.â He boasts with a cocky smile, his eyes set on your frame in a way that almost makes you feel as if heâs right there watching you. âI gotta ask though. Youâre going barefoot or...?â
The question comes as no surprise but your reaction is immediate. Once your laugh fills up the room, Sebastian is all the way over in Georgia smiling like the biggest show-off on Earth, low-key eager for whatever is coming next.
âChrist, youâre like a predator or something.â You shake your head in mocked disapproval, knowing that the action wonât put him off due the clear amusement still laced to your voice as you continue. âOf course not moustache man, I got new shoes just for this and theyâre awesome.â
Before he can even ask, you walk over to where the box is set and makes a show of opening it as best as you can one-handed, still filming the whole thing with your front camera just to spite him. Even though he doesnât see it, you completely fail at holding back a smile when he lets out a low, almost amazed âwowâ as the shoes come into the view.
Finally setting them on the floor, you slowly step into the heels and frame the image on your legs, unpretentiously walking back to the mirror to frame the camera on your reflection once again.
âGod, I miss you so much.â Sebastian sighs tiredly, his eyes looking kind and tender despite the serious tone of his voice as he tilts his head to rest against the bedâs headboard. âCanât wait to be home with you and the dog.â
His words warm up your chest right away and you bite back your lower lip to hide one of your giddy smiles, the camera now set back to your face.
âWe miss you too.â You reply softly, giving in to a smile when Jack walks past you to walk into your closet. âJackâs been out of his mind without your runners around to chew off, believe me.â
Seb laughs but doesnât go further than that as Liaâs call from the living room interrupts the moment, warning that your Uber is just a few minutes away and asking if, for the love of God, youâre ready to go after all this time. As you glance apologetic at Sebastian, all he does is offer a cute laugh and a shake of head.
Well, at least youâve put your shoes on. Jewelry is the least of your concerns right now. Or itâs supposed to be.
âHey, knock them dead for me.â He says with a serious expression though his tone of voice is light and sounding as teasing as ever, his tongue running over his lower lip before he finishes. âIâll be home in no time.â
âI will, handsome.â You smile knowingly at him, throwing a wink before gesturing around your mouth with a pleading face. âAnd please, take that thing off your face before you get into the plane, okay?â
Sebastian laughs, lower lip caught between his teeth and suddenly you canât wait for the next six days to be just over.
âIf you donât forget to save these shoes for me.â
Just a few more days.Â
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Okay but hc on Cherry!Mob!Seb fucking reader up after catching her on another man in the club- feed me this content, I beg (love you btw)
Cherry p1
Hmm, interesting because someone else also requested a part 2 to Cherry.
Mkay, here we go...
So
The mob boss would often go out of town for a couple of days
But then he always came back to you, for you rather
But this time, it had been 2 whole weeks and there was still no sign of him
You were a little worried at first, given the nature of his job.
But then the worry turned into annoyance and finally anger by the end of the second week.
He was clearly fine and well, probably having the time of his life with other women
So sulking over his departure was a waste of time.
You taught yourself to move on.
Sure, without his huge amounts of money, you earned much less every day
But it was still better than nothing
You had gained new clients, a couple of regulars too
One night, you were doing what you do best; performing for a very loaded man who showered you with money bills
The man even gave you his gold chain at some point; with his initials on it
Good thing you weren't wearing the collar given by Sebastian
And speaking of the devil...
Once you threw a quick glance around the dark room; you saw him immediately
Surrounded by his guards, hands in his pockets, dressed in a dark suit
Sebastian
His blue eyes glared at you
And just to fuel his very visible anger and discomfort, you moved even sinfully across the man's lap
Your scandalous outfit was perfect as well.
It showed just enough of your body to grab anyone's attention
And your actions clearly angered the mob boss even more
He knew you saw him, so all he did was point towards the private rooms and walked into that section of the club
He knew that sooner or later, you'd follow and join him eventually
And you did, after purposely keeping him waiting for quite a while
"Oh look who's here. What happened, you lost your way?" you sassed.
He kept quiet as he sipped on his liquor; sat on the dark red couch like it was his throne.
He studied your appearance
Your white lacy lingerie
Your excuse of a see-through cover up
Your slightly smudged dark lipstick
The golden chain around your neck, replacing the very expensive diamond collar he had given you a while ago; with his last name on it
But the thing he hated the most, was the bundle of cash tucked into the waistband of your thong
And you were disrespectful enough to show it off
He clenched his jaw as his eyes roamed your body
He had missed you
And he even hurried his way back, eager to find you and have you on his lap while he finally touched you and told you about the time he'd been gone
But no
He return to find that his girl defied him.
"Come here" he simply said, authority dripping from his words
You approached him, thinking he would just be a bitch about what he saw earlier but then he would finally give in
But no
Oh no
The mob boss was furious
He pulled you into his lap and gripped your jaw
"Get your hands off me!" you slapped his hand away
But he placed them back, gripping your face harder this time; it hurt just a little
"Why are you being like this? What the fuck were you doing just now, outside?"
You almost laughed
"My fucking job! Now go get fucked somewhere else!" you were mad too, but under your anger was hidden hurt
You could've sworn you heard him growl the moment you tried get off his lap
Ans within a second he had you pinned down on the couch
He held you by the throat gently
"You will not disrespect me like that, babygirl" he dared to move
You chuckled
"Or what huh? I have nothing to lose, Sebastian. I'm just a whore to you anyways." you sounded as though you were questioning his power
And he hated that, amongst others things
"Just a whore huh? Well, let me show you how I treat one," he'd whisper before going absolutely crazy
He'd tear off your lingerie in less than a few seconds
And you'd let him
You had missed him too, truth is you'd take whatever he'd give you
But he did go a little over the limit
I'm thinking Sebastian would just not care
He'd be degrading
To a point where it hurt
"I was stupid to even give you my attention! Should've left you out there, to be used like a whore"
He spoke while he separated your legs and settled in between them
He was quick to push himself in you, not even bothering about your whimpers
"I was stupid to put you on a fucking pedestal and call you mine. But I leave for a couple days and you get back to where you truly belong. Guess whores never learn, huh?"
He wanted to push your limits; physically and mentally.
He knew his words hurt, but he wanted you to feel how he felt when he walked in to find you on someone else's lap
You whimpered as he filled you up, he didn't give you time to adjust to his size; he just started rocking his hips against yours
You moaned at how good he felt, but then he quickened his pace
He was relentless
"You'll do anything for money, huh? Tell me, did he fuck you like this as well? Did you let him?"
He asked as he merciless pounded into you, pinning your wrists above your head
He grabbed the golden you wore and yanked it off your head, throwing it somewhere on the ground.
You moaned out loud, struggling to keep your eyes open as it started to water
You weren't sure if it was out of pleasure or because of his choice of words
At some point, he'd pull out, turn you around, pull your hips up before pushing into you again from the back
You'd whimper at the intensity of his thrust
"Aww, what is it? You can't take my cock? But isn't that what whores do? Fucking shut up and take it then!"
He'd keep going
You'd cry out his name as the pressure would built in between your legs
"You asked for this, well then fucking take it! What else is a whore good for, huh?"
You felt the tears fall, at the same time your body betrayed you and you came all over his cock.
He grunted as he felt your walls clench around him, milking him perfectly as he came right after you did
Sebastian pulled out and pulled your naked body onto his lap
You had missed his warmth so you instantly clinged to him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and pushing your face into his neck
You let the tears fall, and sniffled at they did
Sebastian's heart broke
He had been rougher than usual, and rude... He knew that
Sure, he had been angry and rude but he was the only safe place you knew. Or had.
He regretted everything he told you
He was ashamed aa he stroked your bare back gently
"Baby?"
You didn't respond, instead you sniffled again
"Baby, I'm so sorry" he spoke again, his voice a stark contrast to what it was just a minute ago
"You're mean" you finally spoke, voice strained and tired
You sobbed softly, still holding him tightly.
His heart broke a little more. Once he was done, you could've easily left, but you didn't
You stayed because you had no one else, and you needed to be held and taken care of.
"I'm sorry baby, i know i was rude and bad. But it's only because i thought you wouldn't be mine ever again. And I couldn't live with that" he explained.
You sniffled again.
"Still. You were so mean" you spoke, pulling away to look at him with tears in your eyes.
He wiped your tears away and pulled you into him
"I'll make it up to you, I promise. Will you please forgive me, baby"
"No" you simply said, avoiding his blue eyes.
He sighed, knowing you'd come around.
He put his suit jacket around you and carried you out of the club through the back door and into his car.
He sat you down gently and drove as fast as he could.
The silence was heavy, but not unpleasant
"I didn't wanna do it" you said, leaning against the window
He was confused
"Do what?" he asked
You wiped some more tears away and took a deep breath.
"I didn't want to perform for the man. But I'm running out of money, and I have to pay this month's rent or my landlord will kick me out."
You finally confessed
"You could've just told me that, Y/N" he said, sounding more caring than you wanted him to.
You almost chuckled through the pain
"You were gone for a week, Sebastian. Besides, that's my problem, not yours." you made it clear.
But he didn't like that.
He stopped the car abruptly.
"You are mine! All your troubles are mine, okay? You don't have to worry anyways, you're never going back to work in that club"
You knew that possessive tone, and it only entailed surprises.
"What do you mean?" you questioned further
"I'm buying it. You can run it." he spoke as if it were nothing at all.
You were shocked.
"Seb, what-"
He cut you off.
"You heard what i said, baby"
"But why?"
"Because i want you all to myself. I want you to be with me."
You scoffed.
"This is how you ask girls out?"
He looked at you and smiled.
"Not girls, just you." He caressed your tear stained cheek lazily.
After talking about it, after he constantly apologized for his previous behavior and a few playful banters later, he started the car again.
"Where are we going?" you asked
"Home." he replied.
"Your home?"
"Our home." he corrected you. And you almost cried again.
"Why? Haven't you had your fill?" you teased.
"I have. But every king needs his queen by his side. And I need you. I'll keep you safe and happy. Forever."
a/n: *sobs* y'all-
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