#have a slightly angry and eager seb

[zippyjiffy]

Part two of Farlei and Sebs meet

Not that much color coding this time guys…💔

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"Peak-a-boo!"

"AHHHHH—"

Sebastian stared for a moment, letting Farlei shriek to his heart’s content—his expression faltering to one of mild annoyance.

"You’re quite loud…"

"AND YOU’RE RATHER CLOSE."

Packing himself into the corner of the worn-out locker, his hands clutching the metal walls of the box he now felt caged in.

Sebastian, cautiously retracted his claws from the doors—moving back ever so slightly, appearing curious and as if testing something…

Silence flooded the room.

Sebastian and Farlei just stared at eachother—not a word said, not a single movement seen.

Well—before Farlei decided to speak up,

"Can you not."

"Can I not—what…?"

"Stand—I mean—Stare, stop staring at me, and go away."

Pushing his quaking hands out, moving them in a ‘shoo’ motion. Sebastian watching this with a bored look…

"Sorry, sorry—sensitive… I get it,"

He hummed, as if he was all knowing—Which Farlei snarled briefly at this, his palms clutching into fists as he bellowed.

"I am not “sensitive”, you—you—whatever you are. I am simply wary, and I am very wary, of you."

Quickly interjecting, snapping his tail against the locker floor—hesitantly inching out of the small corner,

Debating if to step out or not.

"Hm… Right~… My apologies…"

Stepping out, Farlei very clearly already disapproving of the being before him, and this worsening as Sebastian leaned down a tad—raising a brow, seeming to question him.

Shooting a ghastly glare, hunching his arms into his chest a bit as he inched away from the locker—

Away from Sebastian, who was now propping himself back up—straightening himself, his lure bobbing around a bit as he shook his head.

A feeling of envy washed over him, Farlei wished he had a personal flashlight.

He rolled his eyes, unimpressed as the humanoid-angler man just watched him closely…

Fuck was he looking at?!

"What. What is with—Do you have a staring problem??"

Farlei piped up once more, growing more irritated by the second.

"Well aren’t you bitter… I’m simply just curious of you…"

Sebastian shrugged subtly, curling the colossally large tail up a bit near himself—Farlei wondered how the guy even maneuvered through the place…

"Well, you will have to wonder no longer—because I’m leaving, right now."

Farlei hissed, pointing a finger firmly towards the other—snapping back into his palm as he turned his head in a swift manner, his legs now starting to have a mind of their own as he tried figuring out what to do.

"Shame, guess I’ll have to keep these to myself…"

Not bothering to look back, until he heard a familiar click…

A flashlight click—making Farlei swing his head back around, his frills perking as he saw two flashlights in Sebastian’s hands…

Guess he knew where everything went now…

Farlei looked towards the two items longingly, thinning his lips as he narrowed his gaze—scrunching his face into a sour expression.

"What do you want…"

He demanded, his reptile-like tail thrashing briefly behind him as he tapped his foot impatiently.

"Well… I would be willing to make a deal, my feisty fellow…?"

Sebastian held it out, hanging the flashlight out—just out of the other’s reach, almost mockingly as he tilted his chin up.

"Have any… data for me? Any, files? DNA perchance?"

He quizzed, tilting his head as he brought the flashlight back—his index circling the rim of it.

Farlei felt eager, but also a bit angry…

This guy was practically taunting him.

His webbed hands soon slowly reached down to his pockets of his tattered shorts, tugging out an orangy-yellow DNA sample…

Really only kept it for its glow, but a flashlight might benefit better.

"Like this…?"

Sebastian squinted, the eerie blue glow to them was creepy to Farlei… As if he was being judged, which he most likely was.

"That all? For someone who seems to… explore, a lot—I’d expect more."

With a swift snag, Sebastian snaked forward every so slightly—

"Yyyooinnnkkkk!"

leaning down, and yanking the tube like structure right from Farlei’s claws, making him flinch back and cringe from the sudden proximity.

Observing it now, Sebastian brought it close to his face—tapping it… And nodding, stuffing it away.

"Since you seem to be, in a rush(muhehe)—I’ll just let you have this,"

Farlei watched as Sebastian out-reached his arm to him, one of the flashlight’s resting in his palm…

Hesitantly—grabbing it, and stepping back. His back-frills spiking, and quickly lowering once out of his space.

"Hm…"

Batting his hand on the flashlight, it flickering before it truly soon lit up the already bright room—furrowing his brow, before tucking it away into his belt—still cautiously eyeing the suspicious snake-like figure.

Just how he… stared, how he presented himself—was… Fishy, in the least offensive way possible.

"Name…?"

Sebastian spoke up, putting away the other light—and clasping his hands together, propping his head up—a small snap or crack could be heard…

Like hell Farlei would answer…

Right?

"Farlei. Call me Farlei."

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sorry this took so long i got lazy,

Uhhh i might do more idk mb guys

[sinner-as-saint]

Can’t Stay Away From Me.

Cherry!Seb (mob!seb) x Stripper!reader. 

What is ‘cherry!seb’? Basically just mob!seb but like, daddy-er. (click on the tag for more)

Run-through: You've known the mob boss for a while now. He’s a regular at your club, and you are his personal favorite, everybody knew that you were his girl. You two have definitely broken the ‘no sex on premises’ rule many, many times. And although he called you his, you two were never officially a thing. So when he mysteriously doesn’t show up at the club for weeks, you decide to just put the hurt aside and move on. But the mob boss comes back from the dead just in time. And he doesn’t like what he sees. So he reminds you that you belong to him. Just him. 

Themes: smut, stripper!reader, angst, dirty talk, slight daddy kink, swear words, fluff

a/n: I wrote a hc quite similar to this last year or something, I read it recently and thought why not turn it into a fic since many of you have been missing Cherry!Seb lately. Enjoy!

You stared at yourself in the mirror of the dimly lit locker room. You were alone in there, all the girls had stepped out already. You gently touched the diamond choker you always wore and adored, your fingertips grazing his name upon it. 

His name. His choker. His girl. Everybody knew that. You were his girl so you had certain privileges that the other girls didn’t have. But you never took advantage of the power you had, mainly because you had fun with your job, but also because most nights over the past many months, you spent with him. And you loved every single moment. 

You sighed for the fifth time as you stared into the mirror. Tonight marked a little over three weeks since Seb last showed up at the club. You had no idea where he was, what he was doing, who he was with. And it hurt, bad. 

At first you were worried about his whereabouts, then by the second week you were annoyed and now all you had energy for was anger. Clearly he didn’t care, perhaps he was out there having the time of his life with other women and here you were sulking over his mysterious departure. 

Over the past weeks, you gained quite some new clients. Some new regulars as well. You did some champagne rooms, and earned decently well. But you didn’t make as much money as you made with Seb. 

You decided to stop acting like an overly obedient pet waiting for its master. You had to work and earn, like you did before him. 

You took one last look at yourself in the mirror and then went on to take the choker off. It would be humiliating to be proud of being his girl and wear his name on your neck while he was out doing God knows what. 

You tossed the choker onto the dresser with a heavy heart and walked out of the locker room, deciding to just be yourself tonight; the same beautiful, confident woman you were before meeting him all those months ago. He hadn’t been back in weeks, who knows perhaps he might never come back here. 

When you walked out, you noticed all the eyes on you. You looked good and you knew it. You sent some smiles around, some winks, a couple of flirty lines and by the time you made it to one of your regular clients, you had already earned some money bills. 

Your client tonight was an older gentleman. He was not like the typical, lousy businessmen who came by your club often. But he was very giving. The moment you settled on his lap he tucked a bundle of cash into the waistband of your thong, that alone earned him a lap dance to a sensual song. Besides, you were feeling yourself tonight so you were extra good today. 

You were carefree. You felt confident, and beautiful and sexy and you could feel all the eyes on you tonight. You danced like there’s no tomorrow. Your client was so satisfied he even put his golden chain on you at some point. You felt spoilt, so you gave him your best obviously. 

Amongst all those stares you got, one of them burned the most. You could feel the vibe around you change. You discreetly scanned the room and met with a pair of eyes you least expected. Stormy, ocean blue ones which made you tremble in both fear and hunger. 

Surrounded by his loyal guards, he stood there looking like a god; expensive, dark suit, the button of his shirt carelessly undone - he looked delectable - gawking, unable to believe that his precious babygirl dared to sit on another man’s lap. He was furious, and you could tell by the way he was shooting glares at you. 

Guess you didn’t expect him to just pop out of nowhere. But you didn’t let his presence ruin your mood right away. You maintained eye contact with him as you moved salaciously across the man’s lap. Biting your lip and being as inappropriate as you could; breaking all of Seb’s rules. 

He noticed it all. How you weren’t wearing his collar, how your dark red outfit was ridiculously revealing, how your body moved just to torment him, how you captured everyone’s attention. The more he looked at you, the angrier he got. 

You held his stare, daring and confidently. He decided not to cause a scene at your workplace so he simply pointed towards the corridor which led to the champagne rooms and walked off in that direction, expecting you to follow immediately. 

You could do so. You could drop everything and run to him because you missed him so much. But you purposely didn’t. He had made you wait over three weeks, he could wait some more minutes you thought. 

Meanwhile Seb was fuming inside the room. How dare you? Most of all, how dare that guy touch you like that? He couldn’t wait to have that talk with you and remind you that you belong to him and only him, because it seemed that you had forgotten. 

After finishing up your dance, you took your time and gracefully moved away from the man. You didn’t take off the golden chain, you didn’t take out the bundle of cash tucked into your thong either; you walked into the champagne room just like you left the man earlier - a little flushed. 

You knew which room he was in since his guards stood outside the door. They let you in and judging by their faces you could tell that their boss was in a bad mood. And you intended on making it worse. 

“Have you lost your way? Are you sure you’re in the right place?” You sassed, upon walking in. You took in his appearance for a moment or two and realized just how much you had missed him.  

Seb sat on the dark red couch, manspreading like it was his throne; quietly sipping on his liquor while his piercing eyes shamelessly roamed your body. The ridiculously bright neon signs behind him were the only things illuminating the room, buzzing slightly. Seb took his time and studied you; torn between loving and hating what he was seeing. 

Your lingerie drove him insane. Your excuse of a see-through cover up did too. Your slightly smudged dark lipstick made him want to ruin it even more, but the thought of where your lips had been were making him even angrier. 

He hated the sight of the golden chain around your neck, replacing the very expensive diamond collar he had given you a while ago; with his last name on it. That was a gift you were meant to wear all the time; to remind you and everyone else that you belonged to him. The mob boss was very possessive when it came to you, and now here you were, disrespecting him. 

But the thing he hated the most, was the bundle of cash tucked into the waistband of your underwear. And he knew that you were purposely showing it off. 

You caught the way his jaw clenched as his eyes roamed your body. He was thinking, plotting. You felt hot under his gaze. You had always loved the way he looked at you, like he owned you. He looked at you the same way, but right now he was pissed off as well.  

Seb had missed you. He even hurried his way back, eager to find you and have you on his lap while he finally touched you and told you all about the time he’d been gone. But instead, he returned to find that his girl had defied him. He felt betrayed. 

“Come here.” He simply said, authority dripping from his words. You could tell he was annoyed and troubled by what he saw out there but he had brought this upon himself. You stayed put despite his very clear order. You didn’t move a muscle. He sighed and rolled his eyes before staring deep into your soul again. “Babygirl,” he sounded threatening, “I said, come here.” He pointed to his lap. 

You approached him, knowing he would be a pain in the ass after all that he saw. But you knew he’d eventually give in because he had said it himself, he can’t stay away from you for too long. Neither could you honestly, and that was why him being gone for so long hurt so bad. 

Seb watched you as you slowly walked over to him, and before you even came to a full stop in front of him, he reached out and pulled you into his lap; gripping your jaw to make sure he had your full attention. 

“Get your fucking hands off me!” you slapped his hand away, surprising both you and him. You had never acted this way before. Usually you craved his touch. You did even now, but right now you were angry at him too. 

Seb growled as he pulled you closer and placed his hand back to your face, gripping your jaw harder this time and it hurt just a little but nothing compared to how you had felt this whole time he’s been gone. 

“Why are you being such a brat, huh? And what the fuck do you think you were doing just now, outside?” He asked, using the same tone he used when dealing with his rivals. Just a tone of pure anger and annoyance. 

Normally he was sweet and gentle with you, so this was new for you. But you wouldn’t give in so easily. You scoffed. “My fucking job is what I was doing! Now go get fucked somewhere else! I’m not your little toy!” You were mad too, and your anger camouflaged the hurt. 

You tried to get off his lap but he wouldn’t let you move. His grip on you was firm and strong. 

“Watch that tone with me, babygirl.” He threatened. This was the second time you had been entirely disrespectful while talking to him tonight. Seb was so close to losing his cool. 

“Or what?” Just two very bratty words from you was enough to make him lose his mind, and his calm and composure. 

Within a second he flipped the two of you and he had you pinned down on the couch beneath him. He held you by the neck gently, wrapping his long finger around your throat and applying the slightest bit of pressure which made you gasp softly. 

“You will not disrespect me like that. You know I don’t tolerate it.” He reminded you of his inability to put up with disobedience. 

You chuckled, mocking him. “And what are you gonna do about it? I have nothing to lose, Seb. I’m just a toy for you to play with, just a whore, or just an easy fuck on most days, aren’t I?” You sounded as though you were questioning his power, insulting him and hurting him at the same time. 

How dare you say that? How dare you assume that you were nothing but those things to him? You meant so much more to him, and you had no idea. Of all the people in his life, you were the only one who didn’t spend time with him out of fear. You were the only thing which he looked forward to almost each day. 

The mob boss was not good at being affectionate, so he thought that perhaps showering you with gifts and money would convey how much you meant to him. But apparently not, because you still dared to say such things right to his face. And upon hearing those things, something in him flipped like a switch. 

You saw it in his eyes; wild, and determined. 

“Just a whore, huh? Well, let me show you how I treat one,” he whispered before going absolutely feral. 

He tore off your lingerie in less than a few seconds. And you let him. You were mad, but you had missed him too and the truth is you’d take whatever he’d give you. He was mean, and dangerous and unpredictable but you loved him. Oh you loved him, and his cold heart and his dark soul. 

While he tore your clothes off your body, your shaky hands tugged at his suit and his shirt too. You could feel his hunger, and him yours. He wanted nothing more than to just be slow, and loving and love you and tell you just how much he missed you. But before all that, he needed to teach you a lesson. 

“I was stupid to even give you any attention.” He kissed his way down your naked body, kissing and nibbling on your skin as he went. “Should’ve left you out there, to be used like a little whore.” He mumbled, growling under his breath through clenched teeth while he parted your legs and settled in between them. 

Your breaths were short and fast as you looked up at him towering you. You had missed the sight of him above you, all big and strong. In less than a minute, he had his erected cock out in his hand. And the sight of him stroking it ever so gently made you whimper in need. 

“I was stupid to even put you on a fucking pedestal, and call you mine. I leave for some time and you get back down to where you truly belong. Guess whores never learn, huh?” He was quick to push himself in you, not even bothering about your whimpers and moans. 

You dripping wet core gripped around him immediately. Your body arched off the surface of the couch as you gasped and moaned. He supported himself above you and smirked as he saw your face morph into a frown. 

“Nothing...” he pulled out and pushed back into you again, “...but a fucking toy for me.” He repeated your words back at you as he sped up and pounded into you, making you moan wantonly in pleasure. He knew his words were a little harsh, but he wanted you to feel how he felt when he walked in to find you on someone else’s lap. 

You whimpered at how good he felt. He quickened his pace. He was relentless. 

“Guess you’ll do anything for money, huh?” His hand came down to grab you by the jaw again, forcing you to open your eyes and look into his deep, blue ones. “Tell me, did he fuck you like this as well? Did he touch you like daddy does? Did you let him?” He asked as he merciless pounded into you. 

You could only moan in response, and he got the answer he needed. He knew your body, and judging by the way you moved and squirmed under him and the sounds you made, he could tell no one had touched you since he’s been gone.  

“All fucking mine,” he growled as he let go of your face, grabbing your wrists and pinning them above your head. He grabbed the golden you wore and yanked it off you, throwing it somewhere on the ground behind him. 

You moaned out loud, struggling to keep your eyes open as it started to water. But the moment your eyes started to close, you felt a gentle smack on your cheek. 

“Look at me,” he leaned down to bite your mouth, “What is it? You can’t take daddy’s cock?” He taunted. “But isn’t that what whores do? Hmm?” he growled, “Shut up and take it then, take all of me. What else is a whore good for, huh?” He moaned and growled right against your mouth, clenching his teeth or occasionally biting down on your lip as he pounded into you relentlessly.

You moaned as he fucked deeper into you. You whimpered at the intensity of his thrust, and he kept going. You cried out as the pressure built up nicely in between your legs. Seb moaned at how your walls gripped his cock and milked it. 

You felt him too; deep inside you, touching you everywhere you wanted him too. You felt your tears fall down your cheeks. You were close...so close…

“Please… please daddy...” you whined, begging pathetically and unable to arrange your words or your thoughts any better. “Please…”

Finally, your body betrayed you and you came all over his cock without any warning. You squirmed and moaned incessantly as the pleasure washed over you. Seb didn’t slow down, he kept pounding into you as your eyes rolled back and you moaned out loud as you came. 

You whimpered at how he kept slamming into you even after you came, and your face burned as you felt the knot forming again right at your core. He fucked you relentlessly; not even stopping for a second. He panted and groaned at how good you felt around him; wet and warm all for him. Your walls clenched around him violently and your body arched off the couch. You felt your second release approaching while you recovered from the first one. 

“Look at me,” he mumbled as he noticed your eyes were closing. You fought the need to shut your eyes and stared into his blue ones. “You’re mine. My little whore,” he growled as he sped up, “My girl,” he let out a grunt, “Mine. You hear me?” 

You nodded. Your body trembled as you came again; gushing out around his cock while he still pounded relentlessly into you as he felt your walls clench around him, milking him perfectly and triggering his orgasm. 

Seb came right after you did; groaning and swearing under his breath. He pulled his cock out of you and looked down at the lovely mess you were; his cum dripping out of you. He gently reached down to touch your sensitive and throbbing core, it was wet everywhere. 

He didn’t hesitate before shoving two fingers inside you again. “Just gonna finger my cum back into your greedy cunt. And you’re gonna let me, won't you? You little slut…” he whispered. You moaned at how sensitive you were; you’re body shuddering under him. “You’ll take whatever I give you, huh?” he whispered before he leaned down to kiss your open mouth again. His tongue invaded your mouth like he owned it while he fingered you. 

You were a mess as he fingered you faster, and faster until you came all over his fingers again. You could barely keep your eyes open as Seb pulled your naked body onto his lap. You had missed his warmth so you instinctively clinged to him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and pushing your face into his neck.

You didn’t mean to cry, but you couldn’t help it. Everything was too much, you felt overwhelmed. Seb’s heart broke at the sound of your quiet sobs. He had been rough, more  than usual, and quite mean too… He was aware of that. 

He stroked your bare back gently, tightening his arms around you. “Are you okay, babygirl?” He asked. You didn’t answer. “Baby?” he whispered again, softly. You didn’t respond, instead you sniffled again as you tried your hardest to fight back your tears but they fell anyways. 

“Baby, I’m so sorry.” He spoke again, his voice a stark contrast to what it was just a minute ago. He was gentle now, soft. He was apologizing for everything. 

“You left me.” You finally spoke, voice strained and tired. You sobbed softly, still holding him tightly, “You’re so mean.” 

His heart broke a little more. Once he was done with you, you could’ve easily left and asked him to never show his face around here again, but you didn’t. You needed him as much as he needed you. You stayed because you had no one else, and you needed to be held and taken care of.

“I’m sorry baby. I’ve been away for a long time. I know.” He apologized.

You sniffled again. “Still. You were so mean.” You spoke, pulling away to look at him with tears in your eyes.

He wiped your tears away and pulled you into him. “I lost my mind when I saw you with that guy. You’re mine and you know that. But you still let someone else put their dirty hands on you. How could you, baby?” He was calmer now. 

“I didn’t wanna do it.” you said, pulling away from him to look into his eyes. His eyes were soft and deep; it only reminded you of how much you loved him. 

He was confused by your words. “Do what?” he asked, gently running his hands up and down your sides lovingly. 

You wiped some more tears away and took a deep breath. “I didn’t want to perform for anyone else. But I was running out of money, and the rent was due.” You finally confessed. 

“You could’ve just told me that, baby.” he said, sounding more caring than you wanted him to.

You almost chuckled. “You weren’t here. You were gone for weeks, Seb. Besides, that’s my problem, not yours.” You made it clear. But he didn’t like that.

He reached out to grab your face, making sure he has your undivided attention. “You are mine. All your troubles are mine, okay? You don’t have to worry about a thing from now on. I’ll take care of you, and everything else. I’ll make it up to you, I promise. But please forgive me. I never wanted to hurt you.” 

Of course you’d forgive him. But just for the hell of it, you said, “No.” and avoided his eyes. Seb sighed, knowing you’d come around eventually. He had you back now and that was all that mattered. 

He took his suit jacket and put it around you to shelter you from the cold air. “You don’t have to worry, you’re never gonna work in this club again.”

You knew that possessive, slightly arrogant tone of his, and it only entailed surprises. “What do you mean?” You questioned further

“I’m buying it. You can run it.” He spoke as if it were nothing at all. He had been thinking about this for a while now. 

You were shocked. “Seb, what-”

He cut you off, pulling you closer to kiss your forehead. “You heard what I said, baby.” He mumbled against your skin. 

“Why?” You questioned, looking down at how you straddled his lap. 

“Because I want you all to myself. I want you to be with me.”

You scoffed. “This is how you ask girls out?”

He looked at you and smiled. “Not girls, just you.” He caressed your tear stained cheek lazily. His heart fluttered as he looked at you, he loved you so much. He could find better ways to show it though. 

After talking about it, after he constantly apologized for his previous behavior and a few playful banters later, he got up and offered you his hand to take. 

“Where are we going?” you asked.

“Home.” he replied.

“Your home?”

“Our home.” he corrected you. “You’re coming to live with me. I’ve been far from you for too long and I’m done hiding what I feel for you.” You began to say something but he spoke up again before you could say a word. “And I won’t take no for an answer.” 

You smirked. “Why? Haven’t you had your fill just now?” you teased. 

“I have.” He answered as you took his hand and stood up. “But every king needs his queen by his side. And I need you. I’ll keep you safe and happy, and I’ll love you. Forever.”

You gave him a teary smile. “You never told me what suddenly brought you back after three weeks.”

He smiled and pressed his lips against yours, whispering, “You know I can’t stay away from you, babygirl.” 

[ivyglow]

Mine | Anthony Beauvillier

A/n: this idea came after we had a very sexy- I mean- Angry* Anthony pushing Sidney Crosby. Barbie and some anons send the good energy and so althought it took me forever here it is *cheers*. A huge thank you for @barbienoturbby​ for sending me some specific ideas (sharpies, choking etc hehehe), putting up w my random messages in the middle of the night or being a insecure bitch, ILY BARBIE! Huge shout out to @sebs-aston​ for proofreading this so fast *you’re amazing, liv!*.  PS. More than ever I’m gonna need your feedback because I’m an insecure bitch and this is my first time writing smut (freddie was thigh riding, I don’t consider it too much). So please just lmk if you like it or hate it <3 

Word count: 4k

Warnings: smut, mention of chocke, spitting, oral -female receiving- and all those dirty stuff. 

Summary: after getting angry on the ice, you decide to make Anthony angry in bed too. 

You knew Tito was a dom in bed as soon as you met him: he helped you to sit and to get up on your first date, and he led you to your car with his hand on your lower back. One month into getting to know each other, you were planning a gathering with his friends and he was the one to assign everyone with a task. Some days he would use fewer words and stick with hand gestures or eye contact to tell you what he wanted or what he was silently saying. 

So when you two had sex for the first time and he was on top, you were not surprised, you also weren’t surprised when he asked how would you feel about hair pulling, choking, and tying. And, well, you’d never tried any of this, so you were honest with him, knowing that honesty was the key to make things work. He promised to go slow, and he watched you intently while he did everything just to make sure you were comfortable. You can still remember how it felt when he first stretched you, how your heel went to his back to accommodate his waist better, how this movement gave him the perfect angle to go all the way until the end. 

You also remember the hickeys he left on your skin, mostly on places where your clothes could hide, but some you knew he purposely made for people to see. And people saw, indeed and also heard. He got a noise complaint twice because his old bed would scratch and bang on the wall, and that wouldn’t be a huge problem if it was anyone else, but it was Anthony, a hockey player, at that point -your boyfriend-, and he had the stamina to go for hours. A chug of water, maybe a fruit snack, and less than twenty minutes later he was ready to go again - or he would use these twenty minutes to get you off with his mouth and fingers. So the noise complaint was very much expected. 

Now six months into the relationship, this wasn’t a problem anymore. Tito bought a new bed, and even talked with a friend about the possibility of getting soundproof walls. That’s why you were drinking your water and eating one of his energy bars while watching the game. The dynamic after games was usually very sexual, it didn’t matter if he was on the road or at home, you would find a way to get off, either phone sex or spicy pics. He never left you to your own hands. 

The Isles were playing against the Penguins and you knew he was pissed off because of their losing streak against that team. That made him angry with some specifics players too. When he got home last night, you just cuddled together and went to sleep, he was tired and fuming because of their loss, and he probably heard a handful by his coach. Because of those losses, you knew he was going to skate his way around the ice tonight more than ever, and, especially, that he was angry. 

You were laying on his couch when the game started, the Isles skating around the ice in a way you would have bet was a premonition for another loss, but ten minutes in things started to go differently, and that was the exact moment when you sat and gripped Beau’s shirt before an amazing shot hit the Pens’ net. They kept the rhythm on for the next two periods, although they were pretty much stressful- a handful of times you caught yourself holding your breath or cursing. The last two were also a stage for your boyfriend’s anger. He was pissed in a way you’d never seen before on the ice, and when Sidney Crosby pushed Pulock, Tito had had enough and shoved the opposition’s player on the ice. Torn between finding it hot or funny, you chose the latter letting out a loud laugh. Yet, when another exchange of pushes happened between the Pens’ superstar and Beau you sure felt the heat taking up space inside your body and you shifted on the couch. There was another goal and the game kept on providing stress and anxiety for the fans, but you were stuck on the scene your boyfriend had just put up. 

He was usually like this in bed, but not that much on the ice, and seeing that happening outside the four walls left you with a lingering warmth inside your body, and not the cute warmth you usually felt when he cooked for you or told you how much he loved you. But the warmth you got whenever he bent you on the kitchen counter or held your hand tight while going down on you. 

It was past midnight when you heard the door open and close, the soft click making your heart beat faster. He was home. You heard the thud of his bag on the floor and his steps bringing his scent closer to the living room where you were sitting on the couch wearing only his jersey and his favorite lace.

“Hey you, winner,” your voice echoed in the dimly lit apartment and you could see his lips curling in a small smile.

“Hey, babe,” his lips found yours on a quick peck and you looked up for more contact, but Anthony was already walking to the kitchen. 

“Are you ok?” you asked, barefoot padding the floor until you reached the stool.

Your boyfriend was already busy cutting some bananas in a bowl, “Yeah, just a little stressed with the game and hungry,” he answered.

“But you won,” you stated in confusion. 

His eyes scanned you for a second before going back to his task. The silence was everything you needed to know: he really was not in the mood for long talks after the episode, but you were a woman on a mission and you knew exactly what to do to get Anthony riddled up. 

“You guys had a great game…” you began, cautious with your words and actions, hands reaching for a banana on the fruit bowl. “How was playing against Sidney Crosby?”

You saw how his eyebrows raised slightly before pouring honey on his bowl and whipping his fingers with his tongue. You knew the action wasn’t supposed to be filthy, yet you’ve been dating him long enough to know that he knew every action of his could be seen as sexual at some point. 

“It was normal, he’s a normal hockey player like any of us,” his tone is nonchalant. 

You suppress a grin, “he’s not like any of you, he’s Sidney Crosby. Just last night he reached his thousandth game,” Tito’s now chewing on his fruit and you can see how the motion seems tighter after your words, still you keep going, “he’s like a superstar! I would love to meet him any of these days…” you trail off busying yourself on biting the banana you just peeled off. His eyes trained on how your lips wrap around the piece of fruit, your tongue purposely darting out. Your boyfriend chooses silence again and you huff rolling your eyes. 

“Did you just roll your eyes at me?” he queries, eyes on his bowl, jaw still clenched tight while biting another piece of his fruit. You dart your eyes in another direction while biting your banana again, this time without so much care on giving him a hard time. “I asked you a question, y/n,” his tone was sharp and his voice low. You shake your head. 

He grabs his water bottle before chugging half of the content, “Cat got your tongue? I swear I just saw you poking it out while eating that banana to provoke me,” he tauntingly  gives you a defiant look. 

Anthony motions for you to come to him and you follow his orders willingly, eager to finally have your way with him. You’re within arm’s reach when he tugs you closer, making you stumble in the middle of his big thighs. In a blink of an eye, you feel the sting on your butt cheeks, his big hands finding it again one more time before grabbing your chin. “You can’t even wait for your man to eat,” it’s a low grunt and he seems more annoyed with your playful smile, and you see the perfect opportunity to tease him a little bit more, “You could eat something else, there’s nothing stopping you…” 

With that Anthony seems to lose his judgment before swinging your body on top of the counter, “you’re being such a brat tonight” his hands grab your butt squeezing it hard, “that’s not how you get the things you want” 

“No? Then why are you about to fuck me?” you mock him knowing damn right that this would only make him go harder on you. 

“Crisse,” (holy shit) his French accent makes your pussy throb. You loved when he talked in French to you.

His big hand pushes you back in a swift motion, the same hand spreads your legs for him, and it’s only a second before you’re fully laying on the counter. Still wearing only a lace thong and his jersey, you know the former is about to be ripped out of you. Anthony drags his fingers from the bottom of your belly to your breasts before gifting you a devilish smirk as soon as he notices you’re not wearing a bra. 

“You think Sidney Crosby is the superstar, but you know damn well I’m gonna be the reason why you’re seeing stars tonight,” he whispers before sitting on the stool and kissing up to your thighs. His lips are sticky from the honey and because they’re cold it sends chills running through your warm body. You stretch your arms to reach his hair and he hums grabbing your wrists harshly, “no hair pulling for you tonight,” his murmurs hit your skin and you let out a small whine. 

In order to play with your sensations, you see him taking a long gulp of his cold water. You know it will make his mouth colder and slicker, and you know he’s only doing it because he’s planning to spend a long time between your legs.

And that he does.

You sigh when his lips finally reach your pussy, the shock it causes is good and you can’t help but close your thighs in an attempt to bring him where you are really yearning for his lips. Nevertheless, that’s not what he has planned for you, and he drags his mouth between your pussy lips long before finally wrapping his lips on your clit and humming in pleasure. 

“Oh fuck,” you let out a whine when his fingers reach for your nipple and twist it hard. His wet tongue flickered on your clit and he dived in deeper, making you feel all of him, from his stubble that was starting to grow to his full lips, you could feel it all.

“Anthony,” you try to form a sentence in the exact moment he pushs one finger inside of you, but your voice comes out as a prayer. A plea for more. 

You were a sinner for him.

“You taste so good,” it’s a pleasure mumble and it comes just before his palm strikes your butt cheeks in a firm slap. “I could spend days here, bébé” 

“Anthony,” you try again and this time he laughs with his lips still wrapped around your clit. The vibrations send shivers through your whole body, your toes curl and you try to reach for his hair again before his hand holds both of your wrists. 

You’re close and he knows it because he adds another finger and curls it. It’s a ‘come here’ motion and from another dimension, you were almost able to hear him whisper the same words in French. 

“Give it to me,” he demands, and you do as said just as another finger hits your right spot. For some seconds the kitchen’s ceiling turns black with dots and your vision goes blurry. Toes curling, the pitch on your belly button finally making its way out just like the curses and moans that leave your mouth. Most of them being his name and how good he makes you feel. 

You’re not even done with your high when his big hands grab your ankles bringing your body to the edge of the counter and making you sit. “Open your mouth,” he demands. 

You moan, eyes rolling back from pleasure, “put your tongue out for me, má chérie,” his hands, now holding your jaw, tighten around you. There’s a whimper of bliss and you part your lips wide bringing your tongue out just like demanded before he spits on your mouth. 

“See how good you taste?!” Anthony hums and you swallow it before poking your tongue out again and licking from his glistering chin to his lips. The action fuels a passionate kiss and it’s seconds before your weak legs wrap themselves around his waist bringing him closer. Your core finds the bulge on his pants and you whimper feeling aroused again. 

Your boyfriend is fast to grasp the underside of your thighs bringing your body close to his before making his way towards the bedroom. You take your time licking and kissing his neck and jaw until your body hits the mattress and he’s unbuckling his belt.

“Take it off” he commands, unbuttoning his dress shirt. You’re fast to obey taking off the jersey you’re wearing, now you’re fully naked in front of him. 

“Hands,” you put both of your wrists together and he fastens his belt around it tight. 

From the way his eyebrows were slightly up to his lips parted, you knew he was about to give you another orgasm, you knew that he wasn’t done and he wouldn’t be any time soon. 

“Do we have a safe word tonight, bébé?” his full lips find your jaw and neck and he nibbles on your ear before sucking harshly on your neck again. 

His purpose is to mark you, not only where people can see, but also where they can’t. Just like your waist is being held with such fierceness, you know it’ll leave prints there. You hum a yes dropping your head to the side so he can have more access to your skin, “use your words, you know I need to hear you say it,” he whispers now bringing his mouth to your nipples and biting it lightly. You whimper, “our safe word is blue.” 

“Perfect,” you can feel his smile on your skin and when you reach for his hair with your hands tied, he pushes them up. His strong arm swings on top of your belly and he takes his time on your breasts before making his way lower. There’s a pitch bubbling on your belly again just with the idea of it and he gives you mischievous grim kissing and licking your thighs. 

“Beau,” you whine already feeling your legs weakening again.

“I told you I was hungry, you were the one who suggested the meal,” the funny remark is accompanied by a flicker of his tongue on your cunt. “Now I’ll only stop when I’m satisfied.” 

You curse closing your hands and trying to bring your waist up. He shakes his head, “huh huh, that’s a bad girl attitude,” he spits on your pussy and you moan loud, “and you know exactly what we do to bad girls in this house, don’t you?” 

You nod and he chuckles.

“Words.” 

“I know, sir.” 

“Now, there’s my good girl,” he praises finding your clit and holding it carefully between his teeth, “now give it to me just like you suggested,” he murmurs before diving on your pussy, his tongue gentle and slow, in contrast with his solid arm pinning you to the bed and his rough behavior. 

It would be a long ride and you would feel every step taken, because each one would bring you closer to the inevitable. You felt urgency though; you wanted him to fuck your brains out already. But Anthony took his time, and you knew he was being good because he let you cum in the kitchen even after you provoked him. When his point finger entered you, your eyes couldn’t focus and you knew you were closer, yet instead of giving you a release, your boyfriend took his kisses to your thighs grinning at you one more time. 

“You’re so beautiful,” he speaks under his breath, eyes trained on your pussy. Yet you don’t feel ashamed, because it’s Anthony, and he knows you like the back of his hands, he knows what to do to make you comfortable and he knows how to make you feel good. He would praise and love your body rightly, so you let him. You spread your legs wider and gave him a lopsided smile. 

“Please,” you plead again that night; however, he follows your request this time. 

Anthony dives in again, licking and spitting, flickering his tongue and using his fingers. Giving you what he got and what he knows you like. Your body is fast to answer, your waist trying to go higher to find his mouth, your toes curling, your head shooting back and your eyes rolling. 

He got you there. Fast.

And he made sure to ride you out of you high, this tongue not the least careful with your sensitive bud, while cleaning you up he kept licking it lightly. Full lips brushing it with dedication. 

“Now I want you on all fours,” there’s a dirty smile on his glistering lips and you hold back another moan with the image of Anthony sitting between your legs, face glowing with your cum, “allos y,” (c’mon). You turn your body, holding your hands before supporting your head on the pillows, ass up for him.

There’s the noise of a slap and the sting on your butt cheeks, right before a soft kiss is placed on top of the surely red mark. His hands roam around your body and you shiver when he grabs your hair. “Crisse, tu as l'air si chaud,” (holy shit, you look so hot) Anthony slaps you booty again and finally slips his finger at your entrance feeling your wetness pool around. You’re already ready for him again and he seems pleased with the realization. So pleased it doesn’t take long for him to slip inside of you hitting just the right spot. Your body shots upward and he holds you by your waist keeping your butt bent. 

“Anthony,” you moan loudly when he starts moving ruthlessly inside of you. There’s something hot about how his body is being aggressive and you are taking it all, how his hips are almost knocking your body down, “right - fucking - there,” you whine and he keeps going, this time grabbing your hair and making your body lean towards him. 

“Whose name are you screaming tonight, bébé?” he mumbles bending his own body on top of yours without completely letting go of the position. 

“Yours,” your answer between groans. 

“Let me hear you” 

And you do.

You say his name out loud and clear, and you’re almost sure the neighbors are going to hear it. Yet you do it again and again while the sound of your voice is mixed with the noise of his skin hitting your skin and his feral grunts. He’s big and hard inside you and every time he goes out to get inside again you can feel your pussy stretching out to accommodate him. 

“Beau,” you moan and he chuckles leaning his body down to kiss your back. You see from the corner of your eyes when he finds the black marker on the top of your drawer, you can almost see his head working on ideas, and then he’s grabbing the sharpie you were using to write on your sticky notes earlier today. 

His body is straight up again and his movements are now slower, as he unclasps the marker and you feel its cold material hit your skin. There’s a long up and then down movement, you’re almost sure it’s an M, and then there’s a harsh line of an I, you can hear his grunts louder and he stops himself for a second before shooting his body towards yours again. The sharpie finds your skin again, this time to draw an N, you knew he was doing it big, not only for his eyes, but for you to feel and to know exactly what it was as he wrote the last letter, an E. 

You roll your eyes when he closes and throws the sharpie somewhere in the room before leaving another one of his blows on your butt cheeks. Anthony swings his arm around your torso bringing you up to him, your back hitting his solid chest, “you’re mine,” and that’s what it takes for you to come undone on his still hard cock. Your whole body trembles and your vision goes blurry again, there are tears in your eyes, and this time your moans turn into screams of satisfaction. 

He keeps fucking you through your high and you curse dropping your head back on his shoulder. His hand sneaks in front of your body to touch your sensitive clit, and you hold it sinking your nails on his skin. “Oh fuck,” he grunts drawing his finger deeper. You’re not sure if your body can’t take so much pleasure.

“Let me ride you,” it’s a prayer, a plea, a cry, and you can feel his lips on your neck before your bodies are turned and you’re on top taking him deeper, touching new spots. 

“That’s it, bébé,” he praises you and you roll your hips using your last energies. His hands find their way to your thighs and his short nails dig on your skin bringing you impossibly closer. There’s a deep grunt from him and a small whine from you. It’s hard for your eyes to focus, and you use your body to pin his down and your tied hands find his neck before squeezing it. His hips shot up under you and you scream, tightening your grip on him and squeezing his dick inside of you. 

You can feel another knot on the pitch of your belly, but this time it feels different to recognize this new sensation. That’s when you notice the wetness under you dripping onto his cock to his belly button and in the bed. 

“Fuck,” he moans, “Oh shit, you’re squirting,” his big hands go to your back and he keeps shooting his hips up to meet your pussy, “that’s it, bébé, give it to me once more,” and you’re squeezing him one last time before giving both of you a mind-blowing orgasm. Your body tumbles on top of his and this time things go pitch black instead of blurry. You can still feel his hot body under you and his rapid heartbeat, but your body is fluttering and there’s nothing in front of you. There’s only his body. There’s only your boyfriend existing under you with his cock still deep inside of you. 

It’s seconds before his caresses on your back become some kind of poking, “y/n?” 

“Huh?” you mumble, your voice raspy. He chuckles.

“Fuck, you passed out,” he sounds proud and you giggle. 

“That was the best sex we’ve ever had,” you confess without finding the strength to move your hands and caress him back, but Anthony keeps the tip of his fingers moving softly around your body, “I think I should talk more about Sidney Crosby, huh?” you joke and his hips shot upward making you moan Anthony’s name. Although he just came, he’s still hard and deep inside your soaked pussy.

“What were you saying?” he questions with a smug grin. “I think you were saying something about a certain player, Sidney Crosby maybe?” 

You arch your eyebrows, “who’s Sidney Crosby? I only know Anthony Beauvillier,” and he laughs at your answer before kissing your lips softly. You know there’s gonna be a time for water and a fruit snack later and then he’s going again, because he’s never done until you’re completely wrecked, the only name able to escape your lips being his. 

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fic: now i see daylight

so, first, a disclaimer.

this fic is highly personal and somewhat self-indulgent; it deals with very heavy themes of mental illness, signs of mental ill-health, and explicitly has a character discuss the intention to self-harm. 

it’s something that i care a lot about writing about because i feel like it’s so overlooked where robert’s character is concerned, and i wanted to write this to try and process some of those feelings.

this fic will not be going on ao3 for that reason.

if that hasn’t completely put you off, i hope you enjoy this and you get something from it.

sort of a ‘what if?’ scenario following on from yesterday’s episodes.

_

Robert had been tossing and turning from the moment he’d got into bed, uneasy and fretful. He’d kicked and shouted and tugged the duvet from Aaron in his sleep, one minute curling in close to him and the next rolling away, and Aaron had been at a loss of what to do to help him. There was nothing he could do, nothing he could say that would soothe him. It wasn’t as if this was Seb, grizzling and fussing, and he could hum a lullaby or make silly faces or rock him gently until he relaxed. It wasn’t something a new toy or a pillow fort on the living room floor could solve, the way it solved everything when you were almost two years old and still found yourself distracted by each new thing around you. 

This was something that was impossible to make completely okay. Aaron knew that more than most. He’d been inside. So had Liv. He knew what Robert was facing and there was nothing he could do to protect him from the life that he would soon be forced to live. The life he didn’t deserve for something that had done the world a favour; trying to get rid of Lee Posner.

So when Aaron woke at some point during the night to find his husband’s side of the bed empty, it didn’t immediately make him worry too much. Reaching out to touch the pillow, indented by the shape of Robert’s head, it was still slightly warm. Most likely, he’d gone to the kitchen for a glass of water, or to Seb’s room to see him for a bit; they both did that, sometimes, when things were stressful or emotional, because just seeing Seb’s chubby cheeks and eager arms waiting for a cuddle was enough to put a smile on their faces, however temporary.

And if Aaron was honest, he could do with seeing his son, too. With everything that had happened during the day, he hadn’t really got to spend proper time with him; he’d been with Diane, then Liv, and he’d been put to bed and was fast asleep again by the time he and Robert had had a chance to be alone with him. He needed cuddles from his favourite little man.

Rolling out of bed, registering the time on the clock - 2:42am - he quietly padded across to Seb’s room, trying not to make too much noise so he didn’t disturb Liv. The door was slightly ajar, so he pushed it open as gently as he could.

But the room was empty - no Robert, no Seb. Frowning, Aaron strained to hear any sort of noise from downstairs; footsteps, the rattle of the kettle, Seb’s babbles.

Nothing.

Feeling a tightness gripping his chest, he quickly rushed into the kitchen, casting his eyes around for any sign of his husband or son.

Nothing.

They weren’t there.

They weren’t there.

His heart hurtling towards his mouth, his palms clammy with a sudden, fearful sweat, he raced back upstairs, into Liv’s room, shaking her awake with more force than was necessary.

“Robert,” he gasped out as he blinked blearily, rubbing at her eyes with a scowl on her face. “Liv, have you seen Robert or Seb? Have you heard them around the house?”

“Whaa?” she mumbled, sitting upright, rubbing at her cheek where the pillow crease had left marks. “What time is it?”

“Liv,” Aaron said scratchily, panic rising within him now. “Liv, where’s Robert?”

“I dunno, do I?” Liv replied. “I’d thought he’d be with you, y���know, after everything that’s happened today.”

“Yeah, well, he’s not,” Aaron said, his voice starting to shake. “He’s not in bed, he’s not in Seb’s room or anywhere else in the house, and-” He took a deep, shuddering breath. “Seb’s not here, either. They’re missing, Liv.”

At that, Liv was wide awake; her eyes round as saucers, the colour drained from her face in the dimness of the room. “What?”

“They’re gone,” Aaron rasped, “they’re not here. Robert isn’t here!”

Liv jumped out of bed immediately, grabbing her trainers, and she talked as she pulled them on. “Right. Right, okay, c’mon, we’re going looking for them, it’s the middle of the night, they’re not going to be far,” she reached for an old discarded jumper, pulled it on. “Aaron!”

“What?” he said, completely frozen to the spot. He felt rooted to the ground where he stood; he couldn’t think, couldn’t even breathe. He blinked at Liv like he had just only realized she was there.

“C’mon, we have to go!” She rushed out of the room and down the stairs; Aaron followed, practically on autopilot, shoving his bare feet into his trainers that he’d left by the kitchen table. His hands shook and he could barely do up the laces.

His heart was hammering a thousand miles a minute, and only two names were in his head. Robert. Seb. Robert. Seb.

Robert.

“Aaron,” came Liv’s voice, tiny and frightened. “Aaron, the front door’s open.”

He looked up, fear making his mouth go dry. Sure enough, he could feel a draft coming in from the hall, the cold September air making the hairs on his arms stand on end. 

He should have seen this. He should have seen it. The sleepless nights, the way Robert barely ate unless someone forced him to, the faint tremors he’d seen in Robert’s hands that he tried so desperately to hide. How pale he’d been, almost like a ghost, standing in those docks and pleading guilty. The fear in tear-filled eyes when Aaron had asked him if he was scared, and he’d said, “What do you think?”

He’d been a crap husband. Instead of helping him, he’d yelled at him, and now he’d gone walkabout with his infant son in the middle of the night.

Grabbing his coat on the way, he followed Liv out the door and into the pitch-black street, the bitter air making him shiver underneath his pyjamas. It was quiet, every house dark and every village resident asleep, and Aaron could hear his own heart beating so loudly in his ears it was almost deafening. 

He tore after Liv, peering into the dark with desperation, hoping for any glimpse of Robert or Seb, some indication of where he might have gone, and every so often when they hit an orange patch of light from a streetlamp, he could see that Liv’s face was as white and scared as his own probably was.

Robert, where are you?

Aaron tried to think, tried to put himself in Robert’s shoes. If he was him, where would he go? What would he run to if he could? 

The answer came to him as clear as day.

His Mum.

And suddenly, he knew exactly where Robert was; it was like a pull underneath his skin, propelling him forward by some invisible link tethering him to Robert, showing him where to go, which path to follow.

His feet followed the path without him really having to think about it, that magnetic pull getting stronger the closer he got, Liv’s footsteps heavy behind him as she followed. 

The gate was already open; he rushed through it, trying to find his way among the graves in the dark, but it was hard to read the names and find the right section, the right row, that he was looking for. He’d come here with Robert before, he knew he was close, but he just couldn’t-

“Aaron!”

He followed to where Liv was pointing; and he found it. Found them. 

Robert, sitting on the dew-damp grass with Seb cradled in his arms, in front of his mother’s grave.

Aaron’s legs almost buckled; his breath rushed out of him in a whoosh of relief, then renewed fear as he noticed that Robert was wearing no coat or jacket, no shoes. He’d somehow managed to get a pullover on Seb, though, and Aaron recognized it as the hoodie that Chas had bought him for his birthday the previous year, the one she said would look cute because he’d match with Aaron.

“Robert,” he gasped, falling to the ground beside him, his words a frantic garble, “Oh God, Robert, are you alright? Are you hurt? What are you doing out here in the middle of the night?”

It seemed like Robert hadn’t heard him; his gaze was fixed on the headstone in front of him.

In Loving Memory of

Sarah Sugden (nee Connolly)

“I really wanted my Mum,” he whispered, his voice so hoarse he didn’t sound like Robert at all. “I needed her, Aaron, I needed my Mum and - she’s not here anymore. I can’t go to her like I want to and tell her things, I can’t ask for help or advice. I can’t ask her to hug me and tell me everything will be okay.”

Aaron’s heart shattered; he wanted to reach out, to touch Robert, to hold him, but he knew from experience that it wasn’t always the best thing to do in situations like this. So he sat, and listened, his throat closing up and his eyes burning, letting Robert talk without pushing him or interfering. 

“I miss her,” he continued. “I miss her so much. I want her to be here, with me, and help me through this. Is that selfish of me?”

“No,” Aaron said quietly. “God, no, Robert, it’s not - it’s not selfish at all.” He inched closer, moving to sit cross-legged on the grass next to him, and pressed a gentle palm on the small of his back. “Maybe that’s who you were before, but believe me, you’re one of the most selfless people I know.”

Finally, Robert looked at him over the top of Seb’s sleeping head, red-eyed in the dimness, his face streaked with tears that he hadn’t been able to shed until now. Until tonight. “That’s not true.”

“It is,” Aaron pressed. “You’re not selfish. You’re brave. Doing what you did today, up in that courtroom, taking a risk for us....part of me was angry, yeah, at first, but part of me’s also never loved you more. And I do, Robert. I love ya.”

“Maybe you shouldn’t,” Robert said. He looked down at Seb, his cheek pressed to Robert’s shoulder, tiny fingers gripping the material of his shirt. “Maybe neither of you should.”

“Look, why don’t you give Seb to Liv?” Aaron suggested. “It’s freezing out here, she can take him back to the house and put him back to bed, yeah? We can stay here if you want, but let Liv take Seb back to the house, eh?”

Robert’s eyes suddenly went wide, and when Liv approached him, he flinched away from her, a strangled “No!” leaving his lips and making them both jump at how terrible the sound of it was, how desperate. 

“Robert, no-one’s going to take Seb from ya, I promise,” Aaron reassured him, rubbing his back comfortingly. “He just needs to go back into his own bed. You understand that, right?”

He knew that he was talking the same way you’d talk to a child, but he knew it was the best way. Robert was in no fit state; he was upset, and scared, and Aaron knew that when he was this way, he needed someone to keep things simple, plain, and straight to the point.

“He’ll be safe, Rob, I swear it,” Liv said. “You need to be with Aaron.”

After a beat, Robert nodded shakily. “Okay.”

Reluctantly, he relinquished Seb into Liv’s waiting arms; she scooped him up and, with a nod of understanding to Aaron, turned and left, back to the house, leaving him and Robert on their own.

“What happened, Rob?” he asked softly, stroking his fingers through his hair. “What happened that you had to run out here with our son in the middle of the night?”

“I had a dream,” Robert started, wringing his hands in his lap. “More of a nightmare. I was inside, and I was waiting for you to come and visit me, like you said you would. And I waited and I waited, but when visiting hours came up, you - it wasn’t you. It was Katie.” His breath hitched, but he forced himself to continue. “Not just her. Chrissie, and Lawrence was there, and - and my dad. They were all there waiting to tell me how I deserved to suffer, how I was a monster who deserved to rot in prison for the rest of my life.” 

Aaron sucked in a breath, his fingers tensed in Robert’s hair, then resumed their gentle stroking, soothing movements.

“It wasn’t just that. My dad came right up to me and told me that he always knew I’d end up there, because I was rotten to the core. He said prison was the best place for me because I was a monster.”

He curled in on himself, then, quiet sobs escaping his chest, making his shoulders shake. “All the bad things I’ve ever thought about myself, all the times I’ve thought I was the worst person in the world -  it all came rushing back. All of it.” A pause. “It was too horrible, and I couldn’t cope.”

Aaron let out a wet, heartbroken sigh; he wrapped his arms around Robert’s shoulders and pulled him against his chest, pressing his lips to his hair, murmuring comforting nothings as he held him, his usually strong, stoic husband falling apart in his arms. Robert clung to him, sobbing like a child, and Aaron could do nothing except rock him as if he were Seb’s age. 

“I’m sorry,” he heaved in-between sobs. “I’m so sorry, Aaron. I’m sorry for ruining everything.”

“You didn’t,” Aaron said firmly, and he meant it. “You haven’t.” 

“When I woke up, I felt so awful,” Robert said. “I was - I panicked. I’m so sorry, Aaron, I was - I wanted to -” his throat worked, stumbling over the words. “I felt like I wanted to...”

“Wanted what?” Aaron asked. “Robert, please tell me.”

“I wanted to - hurt myself. Cut myself. I wanted to cut myself.”

The silence that followed those words was so deep, so penetrating, it made Aaron’s bones turn to ice and cold seep into his skin from more than just the wet grass underneath them. He couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t move.

All he could do was whisper, barely audible, “No.”

“I’m sorry!” Robert begged. “I’m sorry, I - I didn’t do anything, I promise, Aaron. I would never....not after what happened to you. But I wanted to. The urge was so strong...”

Aaron grabbed for Robert’s hands. his wrists, turning over his arms to see the smooth, pale, untouched skin for himself. Needing to see it, the proof, for himself. 

No marks. No blood. No scars.

“God, Robert,” he breathed, his thumbs rubbing over the soft, sensitive skin of Robert’s wrists. “I didn’t realize things were this bad. I hate that you ended up in that place.”

“I’ve been good at hiding it,” he replied. “I know I shouldn’t have, but....I was so scared of hurting you, of causing you more pain...so I took Seb out of his cot, and I ran. I came here. Because I needed to get away from the temptation to do something even worse.”

“Look at me,” Aaron said, dropping Robert’s hands and bringing his own to Robert’s face, cradling it gently and turning his gaze towards him. Sparkling, tear-filled eyes. Wet lashes. Pale freckles, stained with tears. Robert. His Robert. Flawed, vulnerable, messy. 

And perfect.

“You and me, we’re going to get through this,” Aaron said. “I promise you. I will do everything I can to help ya, to make sure that you - that you do alright inside, and you stay safe, for however long it is, and then you can come home and I’ll look after ya then, too. You won’t have to feel like a waste of space, not to me, not to anyone. You hear?”

“I really don’t deserve you,” Robert said, the ghost of a smile turning up the corners of his lips. “I keep screwing up, and yet you’re still here. Why?”

Aaron pressed a kiss to Robert’s forehead. “Because I love you, you muppet.” 

They sat like that for a while, nose to nose, breathing in the space between them in silence. The wetness from the grass was seeping into their thin pyjamas, but they barely noticed; it had been a long day, an even longer night, and although dawn was surely going to break soon, neither was quite ready to make the first move to go back into the house.

“Come back to bed,” Aaron whispered after a short while. “Change out of your wet clothes. Get some sleep. Get warm. And tomorrow, we can have some time together as a family, you, me and Seb, before he goes back to Liverpool.”

“I’d like that,” Robert nodded, giving Aaron a watery smile. “Sorry I freaked you out.”

“It’s fine,” Aaron shook his head. “As long as you promise me that the next time you feel like this, or you need help, or you want to hurt yourself - tell me, okay? I’m your husband. If I don’t know, I can’t do anythin’ about it.”

“I promise.” 

Slowly, Aaron helped Robert to his feet; he shrugged off his coat and wrapped it around Robert’s shoulders, before putting his arm around his waist and pulling him in. He turned and placed a hand on Sarah Sugden’s headstone.

“I’ll look after him,” he said to it, to the name engraved on the stone in the half-morning light. 

Everything would look better in the morning.

It had to.

[dekudynamight]

Title: Worth Waiting For part 6

Rating: E

Pairing: Sebastian Stan x Jon Kortajarena, Sebastian Stan x Chris Evans

Word Count: 2.7k

Summary: Sebastian makes his confession to Jon, and it doesn't go as expected.

A/N: Aaaahhhhh thank you guys so much for the amazing response to this fic thus far! You're all amazing and I love all of you and I hope you like this 😃I'm excited for the next chapter after this one and have it started already so stay tuned! 💙

For the next three days, Sebastian went through the motions of life under the weight of his crushing guilt, and he kept it all to himself. He talked to Jon daily as usual and did his best to hide it, doing a damn good job and blaming what little Jon did notice on being tired. He wasn't a great liar but all he was trying to do was hide it until he could confess in person. There was no way he was going to just move on with life like his kiss with Chris had never happened - it would eat him up inside until he couldn't take it anymore.

So he sucked it up and carried on, boarding his plane to London at the end of those three days and spending the entire flight rehearsing his planned speech in his head. He agonized over it, hoping to God that Jon would at least listen and let him say everything that he needed to, but if he threw him out and sent him back to New York Seb wouldn't blame him. He was prepared for all possibilities, but he hoped it wouldn't prove as terrible as he feared.

When he arrived Jon was there to greet him, having just wrapped up a day on set of a movie he'd landed a small but compelling role in. He pulled Sebastian into a hug and kiss and Sebastian suspected a few people snapped pics of their reunion but he didn't care. He put on a brave face and smiled as Jon led him and his luggage to a car that drove them just a few minutes across town to Jon's hotel, and Sebastian was relieved that they'd be alone soon. If he didn't get what he'd done off his chest soon, he was sure that he'd simply just explode.

They had just gotten inside Jon's room and had the door shut behind them when Jon took his luggage from Seb and set it aside, wasting no time in invading his space with a sweet, warm smile and reaching to cup his face with a lowly whispered, "I've missed you, mi vida."

Then he kissed Sebastian with all the pent up love and passion he'd been reining in for three weeks, and Sebastian could feel it in his very soul. It broke his heart and made him feel whole again all at once, a barrage of confusing and overwhelming emotions making him forget about the confession he'd been so eager to give. He melted against Jon and fell into the kiss, having missed the man so much that it was easier than breathing to be pulled back in by him so quickly.

Sebastian didn't snap out of it until Jon started tugging his jacket off, their kisses turning hungry and scorched until Sebastian broke away with a heavy breath. Hands on Jon's chest putting some distance between them he whispered, "Wait, wait."

"Why?" Jon murmured, trailing his lips to Sebastian's neck and making his eyes roll shut.

"Jon, please, I mean it," Sebastian forced out, and Jon pulled away in an instant.

"What's wrong?" Jon asked, surprise and concern etched on his features as he looked Sebastian over.

Sebastian took a deep breath and felt his stomach drop, dread and fear filling him now that the moment had arrived at last and he'd rejected his only way out of it. He clenched his jaw and dropped his eyes, trying to remember the speech he'd planned but now that the time had come... it was all gone. Suddenly nothing felt like the right thing to say and he wished that he could just disappear.

"Sebastian," Jon said quietly, reaching up and touching his cheek. "Are you all right?"

"No," Sebastian admitted, taking his hand and pulling it away. He forced himself to look Jon in the eye and muttered, "I... I don't know how to say it. I fucked up."

Jon furrowed his brows slightly. "What do you mean?"

Sebastian took another breath, feeling ill and terrified but giving himself no choice but to come out with it. "Couple nights ago, um... Chris, he... he showed up drunk at my door. It was late and I was stupid and I let him in and I know that I shouldn't have, but I did and..."

Sebastian trailed off and watched as his words sunk in. Jon's expression shifted from confusion to understanding and then... he wasn't sure. Disappointment, maybe, but not the anger that he would have expected. "You... did you sleep with him?"

"No," Sebastian replied immediately, a little too adamantly. "He kissed me. And I didn't... I didn't stop him. I kissed him back and then when I realized what I'd done I pushed him away and freaked out and made him go, but... I did it."

Jon looked him in the eye until he was finished, and then he dropped his eyes and took a long, deep breath. Then, as Sebastian watched with bated breath and a chest full of anxiety, Jon nodded and seemed to be inwardly debating something. Sebastian watched and waited until he couldn't take it anymore, blurting, "If you want me to go I'll go. I just... I wanted to tell you in person. I'm so sorry. I'm a piece of shit and I fucking hate myself and -"

Jon, aghast at Sebastian's words, shook his head and shocked the other man by pulling him into a hug that was far more comforting than Sebastian felt he deserved. "No, no, Sebastian," Jon murmured. "Don't say that."

Sebastian buried his face in Jon's shoulder, hot tears springing to his eyes. "But it's true," he muttered. "You've been so damn good to me and you deserve so much fuckin' better."

But all Jon did was shush him gently and then lead him to the king sized bed in the suite, sitting him down on the side of it and sitting next to him, keeping his arm around him and placing his other hand on Sebastian's face. "I'm not angry, Sebastian."

Sebastian blinked and sniffed back his tears. "What?"

"I'm not angry," he repeated gently.

"... How? I fuckin'... I cheated, Jon. And with him."

Jon shook his head. "You love him," he stated gently. "I can't change that."

"But I love you," Sebastian insisted. "I swear I do."

"I know you do," Jon assured him. "And you love him, too. It's okay."

"No it's not," Sebastian argued softly. "I hate it. I hate what he does to me and how the second he shows up I just fuckin' lose it. I'm a piece of -"

"Sebastian," Jon interrupted gently, "It's okay to love more than one person. And you are so... sweet and full of love and have so much to give. I would never want to change that about you - it made me fall in love with you."

Sebastian's heart throbbed with pain, his guilt growing immeasurably worse thanks to Jon's seemingly utter lack of anger. He wasn't happy about it but he wasn't mad or particularly frustrated either, and the lack of a conventional response left Sebastian completely unsure as to what the hell to do with himself and his feelings.

"Why don't you hate me?" Sebastian asked quietly, and Jon winced as if the question physically hurt him.

"I've told you before, mi vida - I could never hate you."

Sebastian couldn't help but cry even more at those words. Jon pulled him into another hug, whispering comforting words into his ear and running soothing fingers through his hair. Within a few moments they ended up laying in bed together, shoes and jackets off and Sebastian curled up in the safety and warmth of Jon's arms. His head was on Jon's chest and Jon comforted him until the tears finally stopped coming and his breathing evened out.

Sebastian was exhausted from not only his flight but also from the outpouring of emotion that he was still grappling with. It was surreal in a way, Jon being so sweet and understanding despite what Sebastian had done, and Seb just... could hardly comprehend it.

"Are you sure you're not mad?" Sebastian asked quietly, peeking up at Jon.

"At you, no," Jon replied. "But Chris... he plays with your heart. What he does to you is cruel."

"He doesn't mean to be," Sebastian said, his knee jerk reaction to defend Chris at all costs still very much alive and well. "He just..."

"You make excuses for him and always have. You shouldn't."

Sebastian let out a breath and lowered his eyes, closing them as he snuggled deeper into Jon's chest. "I know. I'm an idiot."

"He is the idiot," Jon chuckled.

"Yeah." Sebastian paused. "But I love him."

Jon kissed his forehead. "But you love him."

Sebastian looked up at him, eyes earnest and honest. "I love you, too."

"And I love you," Jon replied softly, leaning down and placing a soft kiss on his lips.

".... What do we do?" Sebastian asked Jon in a whisper, at a loss for where to go from here.

"Whatever makes us happy," Jon shrugged. "And you make me happy."

"You do, too," Sebastian insisted, meaning it with everything he had in him.

"Then we will figure it out," Jon assured him, kissing him one more time, and somehow despite his guilt, shame, confusion and inner turmoil... Sebastian believed him.

He might never fully believe that he was worthy of Jon's love and forgiveness, but he was grateful more than words could ever begin to say. He wished that his love for Jon would just push his love for Chris out of his heart and into the past, but instead they coexisted for better or worse. He loved them both so damn much and he couldn't imagine that ever changing.

What the hell were they gonna do?

----

The next morning Sebastian awoke to soft, tender kisses on his neck and gentle hands roaming his body, Jon coaxing him into what proved to be the best makeup sex Seb had ever had. A part of him still felt like he wasn't worthy of such pleasure but Jon went to great lengths to convince him otherwise, and Sebastian loved him all the more for it.

The rest of his trip passed by pleasantly and all too quickly, the two men enjoying each other's comforting company and making a few public strolls together. They both had to deal with a lot more paparazzi since coming out but it was a part of life and it rarely bothered them. What did bother Sebastian, however, was the nagging little voice in the back of his head wondering how Chris was doing and if he was seeing the pictures as they hit the Internet. Sebastian wanted to reach out and make sure that he was okay, that he wasn't hurting after what happened, but silence had lapsed between them again and he just didn't know how to proceed.

Sebastian flew home at the end of his trip conflicted and worried but relieved that he and Jon were still together despite his lapse in judgement. Soon after he jetted off to LA for a new film and, for the time being at least, left his problems on the back burner in favor of work. It was a bandaid really but he was used to it.

Three weeks into filming, Jon's project wrapped up and he had a week free to visit Sebastian in LA. He packed up and flew his way, stopping for a layover at JFK that left him waiting for an hour and a half before his next flight began boarding. He grabbed lunch and coffee at one of the restaurants and sat at a table towards the back as he made a few phone calls and texted Seb to keep him updated as to his ETA.

Everything was going perfectly smoothly until he finished his food and happened to glance up at the right moment and noticed a particular patron at the counter waiting on his order. Jon wasn't sure at first until the man turned his head a certain way, better displaying a bearded jaw that a NASA hat and sunglasses couldn't hide, and then Jon knew beyond a doubt who the man was. He took a deep breath and looked away, wondering what kind of ridiculous sense of humor the universe had to cross their particular paths on that particular day.

Then again, maybe the universe had a good reason for it.

He got up and headed to the front of the restaurant, quietly disposing of his now-empty coffee cup and walking the short distance to where Chris stood. He took a deep breath and hesitated only for a few seconds before reaching out and gently tapping his upper arm. Chris immediately swiveled around and, upon making eye contact with Jon, immediately performed his best impression of a deer in headlights.

".... Hi," Chris blurted, eyes wide and mouth hanging slightly open. Jon, not as much of a saint as he seemed to be at times, couldn't deny the little bit of satisfaction he got from Chris' clearly panicked reaction.

"Heading home?" Jon asked quietly, glancing around them to ensure that nobody was watching them or paying them any mind. They weren't.

"No, Atlanta," Chris replied, visibly perplexed by the casual line of questioning. He seemed to just go with it, however, asking next, "You?"

"Back to LA. Sebastian's waiting for me."

Chris stared at him, anxiety sealing up his mouth for once and leaving him speechless. Jon watched him squirm for only a few seconds before letting out a breath and throwing him a bone.

"I know what happened. He told me weeks ago," Jon told Chris, whose brows quirked in surprise. "We don't keep secrets."

"Listen," Chris muttered after swallowing nervously, tone as quiet as possible, "I never meant to -"

Jon held up a hand to silence him. "I don't know what you mean to do. You are always playing with him and coming and going as you please, and he deserves better than that."

"I know," Chris replied, visibly and audibly pained. "And I'm sorry. To both of you. I had no right to do what I did. It won't happen again."

"I think it will," Jon shrugged slightly. "He loves you too much to ever say no to you. And you - I don't know what you want from him but I don't trust you."

".... I wouldn't trust me either," Chris muttered, clearly ashamed. It was all in his blue eyes, plain as day for anyone to see. "I don't wanna fuck you guys up anymore than I already have. I'll leave him alone."

"That's not what I want," Jon shook his head. "I want him to be happy."

Now Chris was really confused. He gave a small shake of his head and furrowed his brows. "What do you mean?"

"He needs you, I think. I can't change that. But unless you stop being a coward and using him whenever you feel like it, you'll never deserve him or his time."

"I'm not trying to take him from you," Chris blinked, unsure of how to take Jon's words. "I just..." he paused and trailed off, eyes averting aimlessly. "I miss him."

"Maybe you should stop missing him and start earning his love," Jon suggested. "Stop breaking his heart."

".... Don't you hate me?" Chris asked, bewildered. "I don't understand."

"I don't hate anybody," Jon shrugged. "Not even you."

A pause of silence passed between them, and then with all the sincerity in the world Chris finally murmured, "I'm sorry."

Before Jon could accept the apology, Chris' order was called out from the counter. He glanced over his shoulder and then back to Jon, who simply moved his hands into his pockets and said, "Have a safe flight, Chris."

"You too," Chris replied, eyes still bewildered as he watched Jon walk away and out of the restaurant.

Nerves now shot, Jon felt the nagging need for a cigarette start to grow as he began heading towards his gate. He hoped that Chris would listen and put an end to this nonsense for Sebastian's sake, whatever that ultimately meant for him and Jon. Whatever came of them in the end, so long as Sebastian was happy and had what he wanted, that was enough for Jon. That was how love was supposed to be - selfless, unconditional.

And maybe not always limited to one person and one person alone.

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High-Heeled Heaven

Read Chapter Five: Valentino Rockstud Pumps 

Sebastian Stan x Reader

Summary: In which Sebastian can’t help but appreciate his girl’s high-heels shoes. Genre: Romance/fluff Warnings: Swearings 1,808 words

Notes: Inspired by Hell in High Heels by Jewelgirl04, I decided to write a little series of drabbles so we can be trash about how Seb likes high-heels. I’m not even sorry. Each chapter will be inspired by a different pair of shoes that I wish I could actually afford, lmao. The link down there provides a better look to the shoes if you want and in the middle of the fic there’s a link for the full outfit. Heads up for our cutest new ‘character’ in this chapter too. And Sebastian’s moustache...lmao. Enjoy! <3

Chapter Six: Gianvito Rossi Plexi Pumps

Past the end of the year holidays and its shenanigans, January starts with a busy schedule for both you and Sebastian.

By the first week of the month, he’s off to Atlanta to film his new movie while you find yourself busy with a few events to attend in New York and a festival in Utah to promote your lastest movie, that has been actually moving a lot faster than the production team anticipated.

All in all, you don’t have much time to worry about anything else than interview schedules, photoshoots, flight times and public appearences during that month.

But February just happens to be a little different once you get a little break before your own press tour starts. New York is still ranging with its moody weather and there’s a few days in which you can’t help but be painfully aware of Sebastian’s absence, despite the new companion he got for you as a Christmas gift.

Little Jack is the most adorable Border Collie puppy you’ve ever seen and most definitely the best gift you’ve gotten during your entire life. He’s absolutely the best cuddle partner for lazy days and his presence makes your apartment feel less gloomy when you’re on your own.

Though that doesn’t mean you’re not missing Sebastian.

Within less than a week for your boyfriend’s homecoming, the New York Fashion Week is on again and you’re soon with another list of shows and parties to choose from.

So once Friday rolls around and the third day of the Fashion Week starts, your fairly small apartment is crowded with the presence of your hair stylist and make-up artist, all expertly getting you ready in less than two hours.

Even with the city’s frigid temperatures, you’re gifted with a beautiful black and white two-piece outfit matched with a knee-length black wool coat. It kinda makes you feel badass so you don’t complain much about it as you slip into the said clothes with Lia’s help, taking extra care with your hair and make-up as she helps you to adjust the last details.

Now that all you need are your shoes and jewelry, you walk run over to your bedroom to grab  them just in time to catch Sebastian’s FaceTime call on your phone.

With a instant smile growing on your lips, you pick up the phone and sit on your bed, Jack fumbling around your feet as you accept the call. As soon as Sebastian’s face fill up the device’s screen, you can’t help but hold back a laugh at his very particular predicament.

Something that he notices right away with your poor hiding skills.

“You know, if I didn’t know you any better I’d be offended.” He says right off the bat, a feigned angry frown deep between his eyebrows as he notices your struggle to keep yourself serious. “Fucking unbelievable.”

At his indignant muttered words, you immediately give in to your urges and let out a laugh, your chest flaring with low-key affection as you note that he’s holding back a smile of his own while keeping up his angry front.

“I know I should be sorry but I’m not really.” You shoot him a half smile, trying to look as guilty as you can though you know he’s not buying just by the way he’s shaking his head. “You look so funny, I can’t help it.”

To your defense, he really does look kinda funny. Seeing your usually fashionable and very sharp boyfriend sporting classic 90s outfits – that included hideous turtlenecks and dad jeans – with a thin moustache and no sideburns at all wasn’t something that you thought you’d ever experience. And yet, there you are.

“Yeah, story of my life.” Seb rolls his eyes and lets out a chuckle, getting past the playful moment once he smiles tenderly at you, phone shaking as he moves on his hotel bed. “How’s things over there? Where’s the dog?”

With a roll of eyes of your own, you turn to the front camera and focus on Jack playing with his toys by your feet, letting out a laugh as soon he starts speaking and doing cooing noises that the puppy immediately perks up with.

“As you can see, things are good and Jack is right here making me company.” You reply playfully in the background, turning the camera back to you again just in time to smile mischievously at him. “Sooo, how are things over there? Are you staying away from elementary schools?”

“Ha-ha, you’re so funny.” Sebastian glares at you through the phone screen, looking unimpressed by the proud and amused grin on your lips. “Charles already made that joke so you’re a little late on that one.”

“Don’t be like that.” You pout in feigned disappointment, chanelling your best puppy face when he simply hums in reply. “If it makes you feel better I really, really miss you today.”

Almost as if you’d said magic words, Sebastian’s face instantly light up and you swear you can spot a discrete shade of red covering his clean shaved cheeks, though you don’t mention a word about it despite the affection bubbling up in your chest.

It’s always cute when he’s caught off-guard, his sweet and shy self slipping every now and then through his usual charming front even though the bastard can compose himself pretty quickly.

“Yeah? Just today?” Sebastian smiles smugly for a brief moment until you glare at him, a honest laugh escaping from his lips that soon melts into an almost dreamy sigh. “You look so beautiful. I kinda feel bad that you have to deal with this now.”

“Thanks, babe. That’s the perks of going to a fashion show for free, I guess.” You shrug sheepishly, hoping that your flushed cheeks aren’t visible through the phone screen as you laugh. “And don’t worry about that, two hours ago I was wearing my pajamas onesie so you’re good.”

“Let me see you then.” He says abruptly, his lips growing in a smirk when he sees your slightly disgruntled expression at his sudden request. “Come on. You laughed at my moustache just now, can you let me see you for a second?”

Despite being used to his beaming personality and occasional flirty demeanor, you still can’t help but feel slightly timid whenever it sets on him to tease you like this. Even though Sebastian can be a little awkward and quiet at times, he knows he’s handsome and most definitely knows the effect he has on most people once he’s comfortable enough.

One of these people just happens to be you.

And just by the way he’s smiling through the camera with that ridiculous moustache of his (that makes him look funny but still not ugly, much to your despair), it seems like he knows he got his way on this one.

So his smile just widens as you groan and get up from your spot by the edge of the bed, the phone’s image shuffling as you walk towards the big mirror covering up one of your walls. When you flip the camera to the front side again and frame it on your reflection, you dare to give him a cheeky smile before pulling out a pose.

“There you go, mom.” You tease with a short laugh, turning to your sides a few times in a playful way to show him the full outfit. “Happy now?”

Sebastian lets out a content hum as he runs a hand through his jaw, eyes squinted and lips pursed into a smirk you know too well.

“That’s one look, I’ll tell you.” He boasts with a cocky smile, his eyes set on your frame in a way that almost makes you feel as if he’s right there watching you. “I gotta ask though. You’re going barefoot or...?”

The question comes as no surprise but your reaction is immediate. Once your laugh fills up the room, Sebastian is all the way over in Georgia smiling like the biggest show-off on Earth, low-key eager for whatever is coming next.

“Christ, you’re like a predator or something.” You shake your head in mocked disapproval, knowing that the action won’t put him off due the clear amusement still laced to your voice as you continue. “Of course not moustache man, I got new shoes just for this and they’re awesome.”

Before he can even ask, you walk over to where the box is set and makes a show of opening it as best as you can one-handed, still filming the whole thing with your front camera just to spite him. Even though he doesn’t see it, you completely fail at holding back a smile when he lets out a low, almost amazed ‘wow’ as the shoes come into the view.

Finally setting them on the floor, you slowly step into the heels and frame the image on your legs, unpretentiously walking back to the mirror to frame the camera on your reflection once again.

“God, I miss you so much.” Sebastian sighs tiredly, his eyes looking kind and tender despite the serious tone of his voice as he tilts his head to rest against the bed’s headboard. “Can’t wait to be home with you and the dog.”

His words warm up your chest right away and you bite back your lower lip to hide one of your giddy smiles, the camera now set back to your face.

“We miss you too.” You reply softly, giving in to a smile when Jack walks past you to walk into your closet. “Jack’s been out of his mind without your runners around to chew off, believe me.”

Seb laughs but doesn’t go further than that as Lia’s call from the living room interrupts the moment, warning that your Uber is just a few minutes away and asking if, for the love of God, you’re ready to go after all this time. As you glance apologetic at Sebastian, all he does is offer a cute laugh and a shake of head.

Well, at least you’ve put your shoes on. Jewelry is the least of your concerns right now. Or it’s supposed to be.

“Hey, knock them dead for me.” He says with a serious expression though his tone of voice is light and sounding as teasing as ever, his tongue running over his lower lip before he finishes. “I’ll be home in no time.”

“I will, handsome.” You smile knowingly at him, throwing a wink before gesturing around your mouth with a pleading face. “And please, take that thing off your face before you get into the plane, okay?”

Sebastian laughs, lower lip caught between his teeth and suddenly you can’t wait for the next six days to be just over.

“If you don’t forget to save these shoes for me.”

Just a few more days. 

[chasingmusesrp]

Coffee, 6 Sugar // Richie & Severin

ugh, this was so cute lol, forever laughing at the antics of Jim and Seb in the background! Pic from [here]!!

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You both like severich.

Stranger: Today was the day, Severin (17) told himself. He’d been prepping. He was ready. He was going to talk to Richard. Richard who was sweet and friendly and adorable and charming. It wasn’t that Severin was very awkward, though certainly not as cool as his brother, and he wasn’t even terribly ugly… But something about Richard made him freeze up. Severin was loitering by the cafeteria, where Richard normally came to get coffee. He tried to look casual, thumbing through a book, but when Richard came up, he stumbled toward him. “Hey. Uh… You got a haircut right? It looks good,” he said quickly.

You: Richard (16) startled slightly when he walked around the corner and came face to face with Severin. "Oh!" he huffed a quick laugh when he realized who it was and then his eyes went a little wide at the compliment. "Oh," he repeated stupidly as his face started to redden, running a hand down the back of his neck, "Yeah, thanks, I... I didn't think.. anyone would notice, really." But Severin had and that made Richard feel all fuzzy inside and, despite his nerves, he smiled at him warmly, "You... wanna get a coffee with me or..." he blushed even brighter when he realized that could be taken like he was asking him for a date, which he wasn't, but lordy would he have liked to gone out with Sev but he just didn't have the guts to do anything about his feelings.

Stranger: Severin smiled brightly and nodded. "Yeah," he said, as he began to walk into the cafeteria with Richard. "Um, yeah, of course I noticed. It's shorter here." Severin reached out to brush a portion of hair by Richard's ear, then realized he was touching Richard and withdrew his hand. Severin silently cursed himself for acting like such an idiot. He had friends, but he didn't socialize with others very often. He certainly didn't flirt very often. Severin was quiet, bookish, liked to cook and write. "I hate how it's still too warm for scarves, you know? Like it's supposed to be fall," he said as they stood in line, trying to think of something not-dumb to say.

You: Richard let out a breath when Severin agreed and started walking with him. He hadn't been expecting the gentle touch but he didn't startle like he had before. In fact, his smile widened a bit and he turned to look at Severin when he withdrew his hand, his own hand coming up unconsciously to the same spot, as if he were trying to keep the feeling there a little longer. "Yes, I..." he cleared his throat quietly and nodded, "I'm the same, I'm worried we're going to completely miss autumn, it would be such a shame." He sighed and nibbled his bottom lip. It was their turn soon, thankfully, and Richard ordered his usual, "What would you like? Heh, my treat!" He added with a shy smile.

Stranger: Severin opened his mouth to reply, but before he could think of anything, it was their turn to order. Severin never really got coffees in the morning, so he looked blankly before saying "I'll have the same." But when Richard offered to pay, he shook his head. "No, no. It's on me," he said, quickly offering some money to the cashier. He grinned at Richard. "Have to be quicker next time," he teased. Of course, that meant that he'd invited himself to have coffee with Richard again. Once he got his drink, he held it close to him, peering at Richard from over the top. "If this is bad, I'm blaming you," he teased.

You: Richard had just been pulling out his wallet when Severin contradicted him and he quickly tried to stop him with a quick "No, no, it's okay." and grabbing his forearm. It was all for naught and he found himself blushing and pulling his hand away when he saw the little grin on the girl taking the money's face. "I will be." he stated firmly but with a badly hidden smile, the closest he got to being assertive. He took a sip of his cup that had 6 sugars in it to counteract the bitterness of the coffee and quirked an eyebrow, "If you don't like it, I'll drink it," he smiled back, watching Severin with an eager sort of anticipation, not sure if he would like it or not. Jim had always said the amount of sugar was sacrilege but he took his coffee black so what did he know?

Stranger: Severin could still feel where Richard had grabbed his arm. His hand was soft, a little cold. Severin sipped some, then raised his eyebrows. "Wow, that's sweet," he said, surprised. But then he took another sip. "Sweet like you," Severin murmured, blushing a little. He walked away from the counter with Richard to some tables where a bunch of students were sitting, talking, doing homework, and various other things, then sat down. He looked across the table at Richard, not wanting to take his eyes off him. "Umm. I mean, it's good... But how are you not on a sugar high all day?"

You: Richard wasn't sure he heard Severin right but it had certainly sounded like he'd said the coffee was sweet like /him/. He wasn't entirely sure though and he didn't want to bring it up in case he had been wrong, not wanting to embarrass either of them, so he sat, cheeks still a little red as he wrapped his hands around the paper cup and fiddled with the lid. "Dunno, maybe I'm just used to it," he smiled and looked up, finding Severin looking at him and he had to drop his eyes quickly as he shifted a little in his seat. Severin had the most beautiful eyes and he wished he were able to just sit and stare into them all day long to memorize every ridge and valley in each iris, "You've got English first, right?"

Stranger: Severin nodded. "Yeah, English. Then science we've got together, Gym we've got together... Math, lunch, French we've got together, and finish with art," he recounted, looking up in the air as he thought of each one. "But I wish I weren't in art, I'm not very good at it... I can't believe I'm going to fail out of school for /art/." Severin rolled his eyes. "So umm... I think we have the same lunch, right? Umm. I was thinking I could maybe come sit with you and your friends today? I'm kind of sick of Thomas and Sean."

You: Richard nodded as Severin went through his schedule, taking the opportunity that he was given to stare a little as the other look up. "I could... uhm..." Richard furrowed his brow and leaned forward a bit, his heel starting to tap against the floor. The last thing he wanted to do was be presumptuous but he was in an advanced self-directed art class, "I could help you maybe? With the art thing, if you wanted? I mean... I could try maybe? Maybe after school or... I don't know..." He cleared his throat and took a quick sip of his coffee, "Mmm, I have lunch when you've got Math today, cuz of my art class, it's the only time I can get into the studio but I'm sure Mr. Harris would let me join in his year 9 class before lunch instead? I'd.. like to have lunch together..." He was now staring at his coffee cup, picking at the seam nervously as he tried to keep his face from going beet red and smiled.

Stranger: Severin sipped the coffee some more, but he still found it ridiculously sweet. He passed it across the table to Richard. "You can have the rest if you want," he said with a small shrug. "I'd like it if you helped me... But you don't have to switch your lunch around. It's fine, I can sit with the guys." Severin looked behind Richard and saw that Jim was walking over to them quickly. "Umm. Your brother is walking toward us and he looks... Angry..." Severin fell quiet as Jim came over and stood next to where Richard was sitting. "Hello, Severin. Tell your brother to go fuck himself and that I will /never/ speak to him again. Come on, Richie. We are /not/ speaking to the Morans," Jim said coldly, tapping his foot.

You: Richard huffed out a little laugh as he shook his head and took the coffee happily. He liked it cold as well as hot so it was an added bonus for him not even counting the fact that it'd had Severin's lips on it. "No, it's okay, I mean, well... maybe we should just meet after scho-..." Richard cut off when he saw the odd look on Severin's face but it was the words he spoke that made him go pale. He looked up just as Jim got to them, eyes wide as he shook his head, "Wait, wait, what? No, Jimmy, I..." He looked to Severin and then back to Jim with a pleading expression, "Jimmy," he restarted with a very nervous little laugh, "Come on, you can't... blame Severin if Bastian did something...." he didn't sound convinced at all in his words as Jim was doing exactly that at that very moment.

Stranger: "I can blame all of them, actually. Even your fucking Mother... And I do. For not teaching you any /manners/. Now, we've got to hurry a bit, because I actually hit Sebastian and he..." Jim trailed as he heard the door to the cafeteria slam open and a very angry Sebastian Moran on the other side. "Richie, I mean it," Jim said in a pointed tone before quickly walking away from them and out a door to the courtyard. Severin looked at his brother and then back to Richard. "I know what he did," he said quietly, almost conspiratorially. "He hooked up with Britney Evans at a party last night." Severin watched his brother run by and then looked at Richard. "So... Are you going to shun me now?"

You: Richard opened his mouth to protest but Jim didn't let him get a word in edgewise before the sharp slam of the door made him jump. He had never seen Sebastian look so angry before. "Jesus..." he breathed out quietly as Jim walked away not understanding what the hell was going on. His eyes snapped up, locking on Severin as soon as he spoke, needing the quietness of his tone to ground himself. When Sebastian ran by he flinched and looked at Severin with a worried expression, "N-no..." he shook his head, "D'you... think they're gonna... really hurt each other?" Richard stood hesitantly, knowing he'd be useless if the other two were actually going to have it out, "We should... should we go make sure they don't.. kill each other?"

Stranger: Severin looked up at Richard and shook his head. "Hey, it's alright. I don't think Seb would hurt Jim. He loves him, I think," he said in the most soothing voice he could manage. "And you know Jim can talk his way out of anything..." Severin was a little concerned, though. Jim must've said some awful things to make Sebastian that angry, because just a punch wouldn't do it. And Jim was the person who could hurt Sebastian more than anyone else. Before they could do anything, the bell for class rung and Severin looked at Richard. "Maybe we can just tell a teacher and get them to sort it out?"

You: Richard managed to tear his eyes off the door that his twin and Sebastian had gone through, looking at Severin with a heavy sigh. He nodded and added quietly, "Yeah, they'll..." he couldn't get the 'be okay' out of his mouth and he fell silent before the bell rang giving them all a sort of reprieve. Another heavy sigh and he nodded, "Yeah, I'll go find Mr. Harris, he seems to be able to talk some sense into Jimmy sometimes..." he smiled wearily, hating the drama, "But don't worry, Jimmy can't keep me from you," he reached out lightly running the backs of his fingers along Severin's cheek before he knew what he was doing, "Oh, sorry!" that was too much and he grabbed the second cup of coffee to beat a quick retreat before he did something else embarrassing. He needed to find Mr. Harris.

Stranger: Severin blinked at the words, and at the soft touch to his face. He watched Richard quickly retreat and he touched his cheek, almost as if he didn't believe what had happened. Severin was in a haze through his English class, and couldn't wait for the bell to ring for science. He hurried there and sat next to Richard, in the place where there was normally an empty seat. "Hi," he whispered as he entered the room. He noticed that Sebastian was back in this class, with Jim on the opposite side of the room, so it seemed that things had at least calmed down a little between them. "How did that go?" he whispered, referring to their brothers.

You: Richard was tempted to skip science. Tempted to throw in the towel and drop out fully so he wouldn't have to deal with Jimmy's overwrought drama. He couldn't though, he knew that, he just wished so very hard that he could. He'd found Mr. Harris and they'd found the two boys shouting at each other in the courtyard. Mr. Harris managed to get them stopped thankfully, and Richard had barley heard a word in his History class for his worry. He relaxed a little when Severin sat down next to him, smiling as he tapped his pencil against his notebook, "Good.. I guess..." he started quietly, looking from Jim to Sebastian and then back to Severin, "No blood at least?" he huffed a little laugh, know it was a terrible joke.

Stranger: Severin could see Richard's worry and he lightly put a hand on his arm to calm him. He could practically feel Jim's eyes boring a hole into the back of his head, so he took his hand away. "It's not fair for them to make you worry so much," he whispered. "They should deal with their own problems." Severin stopped talking when the teacher walked in and started taking notes. He was absorbed in his notes and didn't stop taking them until the bell rang and they went to gym. Severin changed quickly, then jogged out to the track to meet Richard.

You: The warmth of Severin's hand on his arm calmed Richard significantly and he let out a small breath. He wished they could talk or work on art or something but it was science now and he threw himself into the lesson to ignore everything else. They walked to gym and Richard pulled at his shorts lightly, wishing he'd brought his sweatpants instead. They were doing track and field work again and told to get into pairs as there weren't enough shot put balls to go around. Richard took a little step closer to Severin, "Wanna share?" being paired up meant they could talk and, well, Richard just liked being close to Severin.

Stranger: Severin nodded and took the ball from Richard, weighing it in his hands. He was wearing his sweatpants and a t-shirt that was fitted to his chest. It was a touch too small, as he'd been growing more lately, but he didn't want to pay to replace it. His attention was taken away from the ball for a moment as he saw Jim running, Sebastian running after him, and the teacher blowing his whistle and running wildly after the two of them. Severin looked at Richard, then sat on the ground. "Guess that means we don't have to do anything... Want to play a game or something?"

You: Richard was more than a little distracted by how tight Severin's shirt was and how wonderfully it hugged his body. The whistle was loud and shrill and scared Richard out of his skin. "Oh for god's sake..." he mumbled as he watched the fiasco unfolding, turning his back and rubbing at his temples to try and block it out. He sat down as soon as Severin did, crossing his legs, resting his elbows on his knees and holding his head up in his hands. "What kinda game?" He stole a little glance over his shoulder, rolling his eyes and looking at Severin determined to ignore Jim as he started to pull at a few blades of grass with one hand.

Stranger: Severin was leaning back on his hands, head tilted up to the sun. The position made his shirt ride up just the tiniest bit, revealing a small trail of blonde hairs on his stomach. His eyes were closed and the sun made him look sort of like a golden boy. His hair was illuminated and the tiny blonde hairs on his arms and were shimmering. "Truth or dare," he teased, blushing just a little. He didn't open his eyes. It made it a little easier that way, even though he was beginning to feel a little more confident around Richard. But finally he looked back at Richard. "I pick truth, so go ahead and ask me something," he said playfully.

You: Again, Richard took the opportunity to take in Severin in all his glory. The boy was so beautifully breathtaking Richard could hardly stand it. His eyes flitted from His face to his shoulders, down to his peeking belly, down a bit further before snapping up in embarrassment that he'd even looked. "Heh!" he smiled wide when Severin suggested the game and he nodded even though the other wasn't looking. "Okay, uhm..." he had to think of a good question, he wanted it to be perfect. Something flirty, something fun, something cool.... why was his mind completely blank? "Okay, uhmm... d'you... er... do you have a crush?" he said it was innocently as possible and yet couldn't bring himself to raise his eyes as he blushed deeply. What if Severin did and it wasn't him? Richard started to feel a little sick to his stomach with doubt and his smile fell into worry as he nibbled his lip, the sound of the whistle still echoing through the field.

Stranger: Severin raised his eyebrows. "Wow, you went right there, huh?" he asked playfully. Severin shifted so that he was laying on his side, facing Richard, with his head propped up on his wrist. "Ummm. Yeah. I do," he admitted. Severin rolled on to his back and covered his face with his hands, then rolled back on his side so he could look at Richard. "Do you?" he asked back, not sure if Richard's face was red from blushing or from the sun. His was probably red as well, and he hoped it wasn't noticeable.

You: Richard went even redder and laughed nervously with a shrug, starting to pull at the grass in earnest. Somehow, he managed to keep eye contact with Severin as he admitted he did and then watched him as he rolled onto his back. He was sure his heartbeat could be beard inside the school from there it was beating so hard and fast. He quickly looked down when Severin rolled back over so he wouldn't be caught staring and laughed at the question, "Uhhm... maybe I choose dare instead of truth?" he was playfully coy even through his flustered nerves.

Stranger: "Yeah?" Severin asked with a grin. He liked playing like this, even if it was making his hormones go wild and his self-consciousness skyrocket. Richard was fun. He liked being near him. And he was so ridiculously cute. He looked up at the sky as he thought, then looked back to Richard. "I dare you to kiss me," he said quickly, before he could change his mind. Before anyone could move, though, the whistle was blowing again. Severin looked up and saw Jim and Sebastian on the ground, kissing in the middle of the track, with the coach standing over them trying to break it up.

You: Severin's smile was something to behold and Richard adored the fact that he could make Sev smile. It was so empowering. The dare had him huff a little laugh, his hopes for that exact dare actually realized and then dashed to the ground by his brother. He looked from Jim and Sebastian to Severin, who was still watching the other two and set his jaw determinedly. Before he could second guess himself, Richard moved forward onto his knees, one hand supporting his upper body as the other grabbed the front of Severin's shirt both to get his attention and help get him close enough so he could press a quick, chaste kiss to his lips. When he pulled back it was only a few centimetres and he found himself staring into those gorgeous blue eyes, frozen and unable to move away.

Stranger: Severin's attention was yanked back to Richard as his shirt was pulled and he was kissed. He hesitated for a moment, then leaned forward and kissed Richard back, a bit firmer this time. All of the attention was on their brothers, as usual, but that didn't mean that Severin and Richard couldn't have one another, right? When he pulled back, Severin leaned up and pressed a soft kiss to the middle of Richard's forehead, then fell on his back and looked up at the sky. "You're the best person I know, Richie," he said softly, almost dreamily. "And you've sent me to /heaven/." He grinned and turned his head back to look at him.

You: Richard couldn't believe how much better the second kiss was than the first and he hummed a little before they had to break it again. The kiss to his forehead made him feel so... cherished and he kneed himself closer when Severin leaned back, wanting to keep hold of his shirt. He smiled wide and smoothed Severin's shirt down from where he had crumpled it up and blushed again at the compliment with a giggle, "You should come back then..." he said solemnly with a smile, "Cuz I'm going to need, uhm.. more of that..." He pressed his hand flat against Sev's shirt, fingers fiddling with the collar of his shirt so that they just brushed against his warm skin.

Stranger: Severin grinned as Richard came closer to him and he pulled him down on top of him to kiss again. He kissed Richard a little more deeply this time, parting his lips. He didn't want to scare him, but he also wanted to kiss him within an inch of his life. He kissed him more and more passionately, ignoring the whistles and yelling in the background. When they did break off the kiss, Severin heard someone yell. "Get up, we're going inside," so he looked up and saw the entire class heading inside. "Should we go?" he asked Richard, eyes sparkling as he looked up at him.

You: Richard's giggle was cut off by Severin's kiss as he settled himself down. The kiss was deeper and Richard didn't have much experience but he followed Severin's lead and parting his lips as his heart pounded in his chest. He lost himself in it, completely oblivious to the outside world as he kissed Severin, his hand coming up to rest on the other's cheek. When they broke the kiss, he was disorientated for a moment, breathing heavily as he looked around before realizing they were still in the field. He looked back to Severin, tracing along his face with his fingertips, "We could maybe..." he cleared his throat, torn again between duty and desire. Wanting to run away with Sebastian to get more of him but not entirely sure how to even go about doing that, "I mean I wanna.... uhm....."

Stranger: Severin smiled softly at the fingers on his face. Richard was so soft and gentle that he wanted to cry. "Come on," he said. He got up and pulled Richard along with him, but went in the opposite direction of the rest of the class. He pulled him out to the woods near the track and found a particularly large tree to hide behind. Once they were hidden enough, Severin kissed Richard again, pressing his back against the tree. He wrapped his arms around Richard's waist and kissed him deeply, breaking off only to kiss his neck. "To answer your question from before... Yes... I have feelings for you," he said breathlessly.

You: Richard didn't need to be told twice and he followed after Severin eagerly, his excitement ramping up at the naughtiness of it all. He wrapped his arms around Severin's neck and kissed him back, thankful that the tree and Severin were supporting him as he'd likely have fallen over from it all. Chasing after Severin's lips when he broke the kiss, Richard pressed a number of gentle pecks to the corner of his mouth, reverently, as his hand smoother over the hair at the back of Sev's neck. "Really?" he teased gently with a laugh, before kissing Severin again and shifting against him. He was already getting hard and he didn't know if they should take things that far but he couldn't help his hand sliding down Severin's side to his arse, squeezing lightly.

Stranger: Severin sighed softly at the kisses to the side of his mouth and kissed Richard's lips again. He was getting a bit aroused as well and he could feel Richard up against him through the thin gym shorts. "What do you want to do?" he asked breathlessly, forcing himself to stop kissing Richard. He rested his forehead against Richard's. "I can blow you if you want. I mean, whatever you want to do." He gave Richard a smile and kissed him a couple more times, then pulled back so he could look at him fully.

You: Richard was trying to get his breath back when Severin dropped a bomb and destroyed any gains he'd made. He wanted to give /Richard/ a blow job? He froze in panic but Severin's kisses quickly relaxed him again though he was blushing furiously as he slid his hands under Sev's shirt to feel his skin. "Ehm..." he laughed and bent his head forward, so embarrassed but so turned on, "Please? If you... I mean if you want but, you gotta let me return the favour after...." he turned and nuzzled in against Sev's neck not wanting to look at him but not wanting him to go.

Stranger: Severin let out a soft laugh and pulled Richard closer to him. "Your wish is my command," he promised softly. He gave Richard a kiss on the top of the head, then dropped down to his knees and fumbled with the waistband of Richard's shorts. He was able to pull them down quickly and he gave a soft kiss to Richard's stomach, then kissed the tip and took him in his mouth. Severin had done this before, though not many times. He knew what to do, and he was very motivated to make Richard happy.

You: Richard giggled again and bit his lip as he leaned back against the tree for support, fingers splayed over the back as he sucked in a sharp breath at the kiss to his belly that was light and airy and made his cock jump in excitement. He whimpered quietly, watching in fascination as his cock disappeared into Severin's mouth and he let out a shaky breath as his head tipped back, eyes closed, one hand moving to rest on Severin's head. At this rate, he certainly wasn't going to last long and he cursed quietly under his breath.

Stranger: sorry got to go. this was very sweet xx

Stranger has disconnected.

[sinner-as-saint]

Okay but hc on Cherry!Mob!Seb fucking reader up after catching her on another man in the club- feed me this content, I beg (love you btw)

Cherry p1

Hmm, interesting because someone else also requested a part 2 to Cherry.

Mkay, here we go...

So

The mob boss would often go out of town for a couple of days

But then he always came back to you, for you rather

But this time, it had been 2 whole weeks and there was still no sign of him

You were a little worried at first, given the nature of his job.

But then the worry turned into annoyance and finally anger by the end of the second week.

He was clearly fine and well, probably having the time of his life with other women

So sulking over his departure was a waste of time.

You taught yourself to move on.

Sure, without his huge amounts of money, you earned much less every day

But it was still better than nothing

You had gained new clients, a couple of regulars too

One night, you were doing what you do best; performing for a very loaded man who showered you with money bills

The man even gave you his gold chain at some point; with his initials on it

Good thing you weren't wearing the collar given by Sebastian

And speaking of the devil...

Once you threw a quick glance around the dark room; you saw him immediately

Surrounded by his guards, hands in his pockets, dressed in a dark suit

Sebastian

His blue eyes glared at you

And just to fuel his very visible anger and discomfort, you moved even sinfully across the man's lap

Your scandalous outfit was perfect as well.

It showed just enough of your body to grab anyone's attention

And your actions clearly angered the mob boss even more

He knew you saw him, so all he did was point towards the private rooms and walked into that section of the club

He knew that sooner or later, you'd follow and join him eventually

And you did, after purposely keeping him waiting for quite a while

"Oh look who's here. What happened, you lost your way?" you sassed.

He kept quiet as he sipped on his liquor; sat on the dark red couch like it was his throne.

He studied your appearance

Your white lacy lingerie

Your excuse of a see-through cover up

Your slightly smudged dark lipstick

The golden chain around your neck, replacing the very expensive diamond collar he had given you a while ago; with his last name on it

But the thing he hated the most, was the bundle of cash tucked into the waistband of your thong

And you were disrespectful enough to show it off

He clenched his jaw as his eyes roamed your body

He had missed you

And he even hurried his way back, eager to find you and have you on his lap while he finally touched you and told you about the time he'd been gone

But no

He return to find that his girl defied him.

"Come here" he simply said, authority dripping from his words

You approached him, thinking he would just be a bitch about what he saw earlier but then he would finally give in

But no

Oh no

The mob boss was furious

He pulled you into his lap and gripped your jaw

"Get your hands off me!" you slapped his hand away

But he placed them back, gripping your face harder this time; it hurt just a little

"Why are you being like this? What the fuck were you doing just now, outside?"

You almost laughed

"My fucking job! Now go get fucked somewhere else!" you were mad too, but under your anger was hidden hurt

You could've sworn you heard him growl the moment you tried get off his lap

Ans within a second he had you pinned down on the couch

He held you by the throat gently

"You will not disrespect me like that, babygirl" he dared to move

You chuckled

"Or what huh? I have nothing to lose, Sebastian. I'm just a whore to you anyways." you sounded as though you were questioning his power

And he hated that, amongst others things

"Just a whore huh? Well, let me show you how I treat one," he'd whisper before going absolutely crazy

He'd tear off your lingerie in less than a few seconds

And you'd let him

You had missed him too, truth is you'd take whatever he'd give you

But he did go a little over the limit

I'm thinking Sebastian would just not care

He'd be degrading

To a point where it hurt

"I was stupid to even give you my attention! Should've left you out there, to be used like a whore"

He spoke while he separated your legs and settled in between them

He was quick to push himself in you, not even bothering about your whimpers

"I was stupid to put you on a fucking pedestal and call you mine. But I leave for a couple days and you get back to where you truly belong. Guess whores never learn, huh?"

He wanted to push your limits; physically and mentally.

He knew his words hurt, but he wanted you to feel how he felt when he walked in to find you on someone else's lap

You whimpered as he filled you up, he didn't give you time to adjust to his size; he just started rocking his hips against yours

You moaned at how good he felt, but then he quickened his pace

He was relentless

"You'll do anything for money, huh? Tell me, did he fuck you like this as well? Did you let him?"

He asked as he merciless pounded into you, pinning your wrists above your head

He grabbed the golden you wore and yanked it off your head, throwing it somewhere on the ground.

You moaned out loud, struggling to keep your eyes open as it started to water

You weren't sure if it was out of pleasure or because of his choice of words

At some point, he'd pull out, turn you around, pull your hips up before pushing into you again from the back

You'd whimper at the intensity of his thrust

"Aww, what is it? You can't take my cock? But isn't that what whores do? Fucking shut up and take it then!"

He'd keep going

You'd cry out his name as the pressure would built in between your legs

"You asked for this, well then fucking take it! What else is a whore good for, huh?"

You felt the tears fall, at the same time your body betrayed you and you came all over his cock.

He grunted as he felt your walls clench around him, milking him perfectly as he came right after you did

Sebastian pulled out and pulled your naked body onto his lap

You had missed his warmth so you instantly clinged to him, wrapping your arms around his shoulders and pushing your face into his neck

You let the tears fall, and sniffled at they did

Sebastian's heart broke

He had been rougher than usual, and rude... He knew that

Sure, he had been angry and rude but he was the only safe place you knew. Or had.

He regretted everything he told you

He was ashamed aa he stroked your bare back gently

"Baby?"

You didn't respond, instead you sniffled again

"Baby, I'm so sorry" he spoke again, his voice a stark contrast to what it was just a minute ago

"You're mean" you finally spoke, voice strained and tired

You sobbed softly, still holding him tightly.

His heart broke a little more. Once he was done, you could've easily left, but you didn't

You stayed because you had no one else, and you needed to be held and taken care of.

"I'm sorry baby, i know i was rude and bad. But it's only because i thought you wouldn't be mine ever again. And I couldn't live with that" he explained.

You sniffled again.

"Still. You were so mean" you spoke, pulling away to look at him with tears in your eyes.

He wiped your tears away and pulled you into him

"I'll make it up to you, I promise. Will you please forgive me, baby"

"No" you simply said, avoiding his blue eyes.

He sighed, knowing you'd come around.

He put his suit jacket around you and carried you out of the club through the back door and into his car.

He sat you down gently and drove as fast as he could.

The silence was heavy, but not unpleasant

"I didn't wanna do it" you said, leaning against the window

He was confused

"Do what?" he asked

You wiped some more tears away and took a deep breath.

"I didn't want to perform for the man. But I'm running out of money, and I have to pay this month's rent or my landlord will kick me out."

You finally confessed

"You could've just told me that, Y/N" he said, sounding more caring than you wanted him to.

You almost chuckled through the pain

"You were gone for a week, Sebastian. Besides, that's my problem, not yours." you made it clear.

But he didn't like that.

He stopped the car abruptly.

"You are mine! All your troubles are mine, okay? You don't have to worry anyways, you're never going back to work in that club"

You knew that possessive tone, and it only entailed surprises.

"What do you mean?" you questioned further

"I'm buying it. You can run it." he spoke as if it were nothing at all.

You were shocked.

"Seb, what-"

He cut you off.

"You heard what i said, baby"

"But why?"

"Because i want you all to myself. I want you to be with me."

You scoffed.

"This is how you ask girls out?"

He looked at you and smiled.

"Not girls, just you." He caressed your tear stained cheek lazily.

After talking about it, after he constantly apologized for his previous behavior and a few playful banters later, he started the car again.

"Where are we going?" you asked

"Home." he replied.

"Your home?"

"Our home." he corrected you. And you almost cried again.

"Why? Haven't you had your fill?" you teased.

"I have. But every king needs his queen by his side. And I need you. I'll keep you safe and happy. Forever."

a/n: *sobs* y'all-

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