#haunteDDolly

[haunteddollstuff]

me when my friends have friends so obviously they hate me and don't love me 😔

rejection sensitivity is so fucking lame. like boo hoo look at me i felt mildly ignored for 30 seconds and already started planning my own funeral liKE BITCH CHILL it was never that serious

[haunteddollstuff]

MOUTHWASHINGING

Blurred out Jabortion <3

[loderlied]

🌻💫💛✨THIS IS THE AMAZING PERSON AWARD! ONCE YOU ARE GIVEN THIS AWARD YOU ARE SUPPOSED TO PASTE IT IN THE ASK OF EIGHT DIFFERENT PEOPLE, WHO, IN YOUR OPINION, DESERVE IT. IF YOU BREAK THE CHAIN NOTHING WILL HAPPEN, BUT IT IS SWEET TO KNOW SOMEONE THINKS YOU’RE AMAZING INSIDE AND OUT✨💛💫🌻

1000 VIRTUAL HUGS FOR YOU AS WELL

[haunteddollstuff]

how to explain that, no, I am not in love with my best friend, what we have transcends friendship and romance, it's a secret third thing where I see her and feel like its the first time I've taken a breath in hours, she is so amazing and perfect and the most beautiful girl on earth and I want to spend the rest of my life with her at my side but not romantically, just in a way where our souls can be forever intertwined as one. She is the sun in my life and the centre of my universe and I do not know how to explain this properly.

[haunteddollstuff]

literally me

like genuinely this is my thought process for like half of my life

Please love me enough to drown out everything that's bad within me, which is everything <3

This is why I can't survive in just normal friendships, I need to be physical and have no such thing as tmi :(

[haunteddollstuff]

my brain is full of ideas all the time paper is not enough I would like to spit out fully formed works like a weird bag of holding situation (the bag is my skull and it holds my ideas captive)

these are my mutuals. they know who they are

[haunteddollstuff]

I don't want to be quiet and reserved I want to be all over my friends I want to hug them and feel their skin and Im so scared of that because I don't want them to leave because I'm overwhelming, but if I hold back I pull away because I feel like I'm not doing enough

I need people who love me as a being who wants to feel and bite and love all the time

feeling like you're 'too much' and 'not enough' at the same time is so confusing and heartbreaking

[pups-in-cups-blog]

haunteddolly answered your question: So before Download I decided that I’m dying my...

Bluuuuue xo

 Thanks but I'm so confused ha

[aislingdee]

haunteddolly replied to your post: Weds 6.23am

Happy birthday! I’m so excited for you about finding the sex out, hope everything goes okay! xo

Thank you! Everything is good, it's a boooy!

[haunteddollstuff]

I'm not real, what do you mean, I'm literally a haunted doll :3

[haunteddollstuff]

what would be a good location on my body to $h...

I can't do my forearms, I wear my sleeves rolled up a lot, or my legs because I don't wear full trousers a lot at home and if my sisters notice the way I dress has changed they'll get suspicious :(

[haunteddollstuff]

weighed myself today, not happy, didn't gain but I'm stuck in weigjt limbo :(

[haunteddollstuff]

someone make out with me rn

honestly it's incredibly disrespectful that i'm not waking up and getting one million kisses

[haunteddollstuff]

someone pretty please hold me and kiss me on the forehead so I know I'm lovable please

[haunteddollstuff]

my mom is my no. 1 meanspo giver ❤️❤️ always making sure i don't wanna eat😊

[haunteddollstuff]

wanna be so skinny anybody can pick me up, desperately want to look like a doll and get treated like one, use me, pay attention to me because of how pretty I am, dress me up, LOVE ME