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after 10pm I either want to 0ff myself or I get into a hypers3xual mood and there is no inbetween

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my fucking trousers rubbed through at the thighs I'm going to use this as my motivation forever because how am I that big that sturdy ass fabric died from daily wear 👁️_👁️

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me when I see numbers I like on the scale and then decide to binge too much so I will no longer be seeing numbers I like on the scale 😔

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feeling regret that I didn't do it deeper back when i used to $h 😔

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what would be a good location on my body to $h...

I can't do my forearms, I wear my sleeves rolled up a lot, or my legs because I don't wear full trousers a lot at home and if my sisters notice the way I dress has changed they'll get suspicious :(

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how to explain that, no, I am not in love with my best friend, what we have transcends friendship and romance, it's a secret third thing where I see her and feel like its the first time I've taken a breath in hours, she is so amazing and perfect and the most beautiful girl on earth and I want to spend the rest of my life with her at my side but not romantically, just in a way where our souls can be forever intertwined as one. She is the sun in my life and the centre of my universe and I do not know how to explain this properly.

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Me and Pookie <3 @prof3ssi0na1-yapp3r

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GET THE LEG FAT OFF OF ME GET IT OFF

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I feel a never ending need for someone.

I don't know who or why or what I want to do I just know that I need someone to do something for me and I don't know anything and I'm so confused and sleep deprived but I know that there's a hole in my heart and its been bleeding my whole life

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My appetite/general food intake got smaller recently I'm so happy, usually when I would've gotten a second helping I feel sick after a small plate

This is so much better than anything else

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I want to kiss girls... and maybe a certain type of boy, how do i explain I'm not like bisexual, I dislike men on a good day, but there's just certain individuals I'm willing to step around that for, and they're few and far between....

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The dollllll

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how am I supposed to ever pick :(

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people recommend me calorie counting meanwhile my family is an ingredient household and idk how much there is of anything in these goddamn meals lmao

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the urge to run away from home gets so strong

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looking at what people consider their like grossly obese weight and realising that I'm at least a good 6kg above that on a good day

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if that's what you wanna call it ❤️/nm

Sexy music recs bc I'm bored and high :3

1. Animal - Sir Chloe

2. My kink is Karma - Chappel Roan

3. Be my Druidess - Type O Negative

4. I wanna be your dog - Mephisto Waltz

5. The emptiness machine - Linkin Park

6. Addicted to you - Avicii

7. Ya'll want a single - Korn

8. Counting the days - We are the dirt

9. Fist - Deftones

10. Fml you fucked me up - Rebzyyx

11. BFM - Asteria, Kets4eki, Britney Manson

12. WHAT YOU WANT - Asteria

13. FASHION - Britney Manson

14. Daydreaming - Rebzyyx

15. I don't remember - Rebzyyx

16. Pretty little psycho - Porcelain Black

17. A little bit harder now - She wants revenge

18. Sister - She wants revenge

19. Kiss me until my lips fall off - Lebanon Hanover

20. Romeo's distress - Christian Death

21. Dark entries - Bauhaus

22. Written in blood - She wants revenge

23. Persephone - Cocteau Twins

24. Bite my hip - Bauhaus

25. The sanity assassin - Bauhaus

26. The passion of lovers - Bauhaus

27. Tear you apart - She wants revenge

28. Marian - Sisters of mercy

29. Painted black - Mephisto Waltz

30. Girls and boys - Blur

31. All the small things - Blink 182

32. Teenagers - Mcr

33. Spit - Poppy

34. Buddy holly - Weezer

35. Chop suey - System of a down

36. Supermassive black hole - Muse

37. Bad reputation - Joan Jett

38. Hysteria - Muse

39. In the end - Linkin Park

40. Numb - Linkin Park

41. One step closer - Linkin Park

42. I'm not okay (I promise) - Mcr

43. I hate everything about you - Three days grace

44. Sad boys - Dazey and the scouts

45. Helena - Mcr

46. Twisted Transistor - Korn

47. Obvious - Diamante

48. Holiday / Boulevard of broken dreams - Green day

49. American idiot - Green day

50. Haha you're dead - Green day

51. 21 Guns - Green day

52. King for a day - Ptv

53. Best of you - Foo fighters

54. Na na na (I'm not counting the rest :3) - Mcr

55. Mama - Mcr

56. Don't you dare forget the sun - Get scared

57. Whore - Get scared

58. All around me - Flyleaf

59. Fully alive - Flyleaf

60. I'm so sick - Flyleaf

61. Hold on till may - Ptv

62. A match into water - Ptv

63. Fake you out - 21 Pilots

64. It's complicated - A day to remember

65. BLOODMONEY - Poppy

66. Love bites (so do I) - Halestorm

67. Psychosocial - Slipknot

68. Coming undone - Korn

69. Before I forget - Slipknot

70. Wait and bleed - Slipknot

71. B.Y.O.B - System of a down

72. Break stuff - Limp Bizkit

73. Bodies - Drowning pool

74. Animal I have become - Three days Grace

75. Falling away from me - Korn

76. Killpop - Slipknot

77. Eyeless - Slipknot

78. My own summer - Deftones

79. For whom the bell tolls - Metallica

80. Enter sandman - Metallica

81. Hunger Pains - We are the dirt

82. It's never enough - We are the dirt

83. I don't wanna be me - Type O Negative

84. Perfect drug - Nine inch nails

85. Floods - Pantera

86. Telephone - Lady Gaga

87. TikTok - Ke$ha

88. All the things she said - t.A.T.u

89. Can't get you out of my my head - Kylie Minogue

90. Sorry - Assemblage 23

91. Hit the back - Sorry mom

92. Hiccup - Sorry mom

93. Officer, thats not mine! - Sorry mom

94. Jerk - Oliver Tree

95. Beach life-in-death - Car seat headrest

96. I don't care if you're contagious - Ptv

97. Mz. Hyde - Halestorm

98. Down with the sickness - Disturbed

99. Helena - Misfits

100. Transparent soul - WILLOW

101. Joyriding - Frank Iero

102. Pretend - alex_g_offline

103. Idon'twannabeyouanymore - Billie Eilish

104. Freaks - Surf Curse

105. 4 Morant - Com Truise

106. Romantic homicide - D4vd

107. Early sunsets over Monroeville - Mcr

108. Oceans - Frank Iero

109. High enough - K. Flay

110. Serotonin - Girl in red

111. Brand new city - Mitski

112. In my head till im dead - Surf curse

113. Tired - Beabadoobee

114. EAT - Poppy

115. If it makes you happy - Sheryl Crow

116. Trees - McCafferty

117. Inside out - Duster

118. Snuff - Slipknot

119. Step on me - The cardigans

120. Twin size mattress - The front bottoms

121. Wet - Dazey and the scouts

122. A pearl - Mitski

123. Liquid smooth - Mitski

124. My alcoholic friends - The dresden dolls

125. 4am - Girl in red

126. Halls of illusions - Insane Clown Posse

127. The 30th - Billie Eilish

128. To catch a predator - Insane clown posse

129. I bet on losing dogs - Mitski

130. Washing machine heart - Mitski

131. My immortal - Evanescence

132. BABY SAID - Maneskin

133. Tell me its okay - Paramore

134. Casual - Chappel Roan

135. Red wine supernova - Chappel Roan

136. PYRO - Shinedown

137. Every ABBA song ever

138. Like a prayer - Madonna (Hugh Jackman's abs version)

139. Lets go to bed - The cure

140. Dirt - Depeche mode

141. Gallowdance - Lebanon Hanover

142. Fire in cairo - The cure

143. Spellbound - Siouxsie and the banshees

144. Happy house - Siouxsie and the banshees

145. Cities in dust - Siouxsie and the banshees

146. Israel - Siouxsie and the banshees

147. Hall of mirrors - Siouxsie and the banshees

148. Ziggy Stardust - Bauhaus (Bowie originally)

149. Why can't I be you - The cure

150. She's in parties - Bauhaus

151. Friday I'm in love - Bauhaus

152. Arabian Nights - Siouxsie and the banshees

153. Christine - Siouxsie and the banshees

154. Every Bowie song ever

156. What the hell - Avril Lavinge

157. Complicated - Avril Lavinge

158. Fuck you - Lily Allen

159. Smile - Lily Allen

160. Bubblegum - Clairo

161. Pretty girl - Clairo