haunteddollstuff

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I like self portraits sometimes, but I never draw myself that pretty

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Me when my moot(S) exist cuz they're so awesome and we're all mildly mentally ill:

can we be friends... maybe???

(I have too much anxiety to reach out so if you want to please reach out im begging)

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Should I try a full day fast 🤔 (I NEED TO DO IT TO FEEL SOMETHING)

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I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat I don't wanna eat

Can you tell what I want rn

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when you get this, list 5 songs you like to listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers :3

Lonely day-System of a down

Twilight-Boa

I don't smoke-Mitski

Vivica-Jack off Jill

Crime and Punishment-Ado

:3

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I ate so little yesterday I'm so proud of myself :3

I only ate two cookies and an apple for breakfast, nothing for 9 hours, then ate a plain chicken leg and then nothing :D

I'm so happpyyy

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If I follow you and you follow me back in my head we're friends

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I need sleep but I can't turn off my brain

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Kissing isn't enough.

I need to be bitten until I bleed, I need to be gripped like theyre scared to let me go.

I need to be loved violently so I can feel it with every breath I struggle to take.

I need to feel wanted by someone for everything I have.

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someone make out with me rn

honestly it's incredibly disrespectful that i'm not waking up and getting one million kisses

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I don't want to be quiet and reserved I want to be all over my friends I want to hug them and feel their skin and Im so scared of that because I don't want them to leave because I'm overwhelming, but if I hold back I pull away because I feel like I'm not doing enough

I need people who love me as a being who wants to feel and bite and love all the time

feeling like you're 'too much' and 'not enough' at the same time is so confusing and heartbreaking

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I NEED TO FIND A WAY TO GET MY HANDS ON SUBSTANCES WITHOUT MY PARENTS FINDING OUT

AUGHFUGUFJSBRRJFNMBOGJTNFJFH

IT WOULD FIX ALL MY PROBLEMS

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mental illness is mental illnessing I need unhealthy friends to encourage me into bad coping mechanisms again because my regular ones are too sweet, also I need to befriend people older than me so I can be seen as young and dumb in a cuter way than my family does it

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wanna be so skinny anybody can pick me up, desperately want to look like a doll and get treated like one, use me, pay attention to me because of how pretty I am, dress me up, LOVE ME

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Me trying to avoid mentioning I'm not allowed to use knives at every opportunity (people will ask questions)

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had the horniest dream of my life, gonna put that shit in loop cuz it's hypersexual winter

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I high key want to start $h again, punishing myself every time I eat too much, I want to be as mentally ill outwardly as I feel, I need to physically see how weak and pathetic I am and how much I fucking loathe myself and my appetite