#hatredofmyself

[isitamandaorhazel-blog]

You know how FUCKING bad it is when...

You want to legitimately kill yourself after a binge.

You've lost faith in your God.

You would rather be raped again than gain even another milligram.

You would love to have your family be concerned about how skinny you've become.

You want your boyfriend to look at your bones and ask "why do you do this to yourself?"

You want to tell everyone how much it hurts, and that this is the only way to deal with your problems without bothering other fucking people.