#hate shipfessions

[aphverse-confessions]

—- Content warning for grooming -—

If the only part of aarmau that makes people uncomfortable is the age gap, then they either haven’t watched all of my street, did but lack any idk sense or are only repeating what they have been told on Twitter. Not defending aarmau. But the discussions around why it is bad is as shallow as age gaps and no one wants to discuss any other aspect of the relationship that is toxic and groomy. Everyone knows the age gap sucks. Move on and talk about how other parts of it suck its getting boring and kind of ignores that you can’t fix aarmau by just fixing the age gap.

Also, anyone who doesn’t think minecraft diaries aarmau is a separate ship needs to sit outside for a moment. If the characters didn’t share the same name you wouldn’t even think they were meant to be the same characters, not even to mention the complete difference in dynamics between minecraft diaries aarmau and my street aarmau. You can like one and not the other and be totally valid. You can also like your own head canon version of aarmau but hate canon and that’s valid.

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[tsbs-shipfessions]

Ship confessions?

S..Safe place to share rants?

Oh dear how should I say this...

(Warning for anyone not supporting SolarNexus I guess..)

As much as I like the story of how New Moon went deranged from grief and self deterioration: as in finally realising he can never satisfy this "family's" need of him to be thee og Moon himself. A carbon copy replacement with unrealistic expectations set at full high. (Even though factually thanks to Eclipses V1-4 transitions it's shown that it can't possibly be 100% accurate.) Failing again and again over and over till the event of Solar's death finally snapping him. Derailing himself to push everyone away to the point of losing himself entirely as Nexus.

And Solar valuing New Moon so much that he was in absolute distraught when the first thing he hears upon waking was that his best friend, HIS REASON OF HOME, lost himself so far in the name of lone desperation. A desperation he knows all too well thanks to his past Moon's ungracious reaction to unfortunate loss.

Solar knows what it's like to be alone and afraid. He can't possibly leave Nexus like the others like the flip of the switch! Because just as he gave mercy to Eclipse and Ruin, he'd give mercy to Nexus too.

The canon doesn't make any sense!

And, well, being a silent (yet intimidated from this fandom) supporter of SolarNexus...

The angst writer side of me wishes that this story didn't clap off to the cliche "power hungry" complex.

Why not have Solar continue to drive himself to find some cure or solution? In the name of friendship; to justify himself that he can fix it all before it's too late. To not lose another from his (falsely blamed and uncontrolled) faults. To be the reassurance of comfort Nexus so desperately needed.

Why not have Nexus secretly die inside whenever he speaks the words he does not mean; unwillingly pushing himself to the edge every time he starts to believe hope can be retrieved. Falling in the spiral that nothing is real and he has no right to feel and express. The moment Nexus felt like grasping on light is when strings of dark pull him to a choke to remind just exactly who he's working with. Why he even decided to make a deal with DarkSun. That no matter how Nexus puts it, he technically is a husk for dark star power. An element. Like a living battery for some bigger project he may not be entirely aware of. (And my best guess: a tragic death to Dark Sun's intricate plans.)

A reminder so cruel and twisted that Nexus can't possibly see a way out without Solar's guidance and safety.

Life was never fair for the both of them. They both suffered at being blamed and antagonised for things they had no proper control over. They both had self doubts and a sense that they were never home.

(For f--k's sake! Nexus was LOSING HIS MIND!! CRITICAL DANGER OF WELL BEING, and the "family" decided: Hey! Instead of actually getting him proper treatment, lets just lock him in a cell and keep calling him a villain for insulting people! An action he had no say over because HAHA he LoSt hIs mInD. Wha- eH- HUUEUUH???? NnNO???)

But ey! They were Home for each other.

That's why Solar and NM/Nexus's friendship worked so well! They had a sense of comfort to speak and express openly, to have negativity or concerns spill out without backlash. To actually live freely knowing they have each others back!

And I'd like to believe they'd still ache to have this connection again. That Solar would do whatever it takes to have Nexus free from his chains.

Not to be welcomed by the "family", but to be welcomed by Solar's own loving arms. To get proper care, proper help, proper recognition of all parts of Nexus. Both good and bad.

I really think there's tragedy love potential here. I wished to see them fight whatever forces against them to be together again. To get at least that ounce of safety within the chaos.

Whether it's fighting mental illness or dark star power. Who cares! They gonna be together again dAhM iT! Even if it's just a minute before tragic death from DarkSun or somethin! T-T

*COUGH* oUgh man.. what a doozy of a topic..

Thank you so much for reading! And for making this confessions blog! I appreciate it! Was really good to have this off my chest. Wish you and everyone reading a wonderful day/evenin! :)

I admire the hell out of your passion. This was a good read, and has a lot of neat points. Nice going, Anon.

[aphblr-shipfessions]

Ok a little rant before my Confession

I slit watch aphmau newer content purely for entertainment and thanks to the newer videos I now have a new favourite ship i like and it's.....

Ein x pierce

I feel weird saying it but I have to say it one day right? so I'm doing it now

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[eclipsedcrystalstar]

The tsbs-shipfessions blog's title is literally "apparently there's some much needed love around here" I'm already getting aphobia vibes. I'm not even going to be surprised if this is a group of friends doing this. Probably the bigger blogs.

The fact it’s Solar too. Fuck that. The second confessions blog was getting a SHIT TON OF SHIP LOVE they should’ve made a ship HATE blog because that’s what’s actually needed

[aphverse-confessions]

i think the zanmau besties thing could've worked a lot better if they didn't try to shoehorn in that onesided crush on aph thing. it's never relevent to anything it literally just exists as an unecessarily lazy way to explain zane's motivations.

and idk it always felt like one of the reasons aph and zane clicked ao quickly was bc aph didn't have a guy friend who a) doesn't see her as a romantic object and b) doesn't routinely harass her and her galpals. she deserves one man who is normal about women.

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[aphverse-confessions]

I don’t like shipping any of the MCD characters who were in the Irene Dimension with characters who weren’t because of the age difference. Like yeah, they are the same age mentally and physically as this person who stayed on Earth for fifteen years, but this person was WAY younger before they left! It just gives me the ick, you know?

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[aphverse-confessions]

i am an aarmau shipper but i legitimately HATE canon aarmau so much. there are just so many damn reasons why aarmau as a ship and individually (especially poor aaron oh my god) has so much lost potential. im so enraged by jesson's writing. dont get me wrong- i dont support jess at all but i love mystreet. its something ive grown up with and i loved aarmau so much but i hate the canon to the damn core. i hate the stupid ass age gap- the fact that a whole ass college student was bringing a 15 year old a bouquet was just so fucking out of it for me. having this age gap was just so fucking unnecessary bro there were so many ways to avoid something so problematic but jess decided to make aaron like 4 years older than aph. making aaron swoon all over a 15 year old kid its just extremely weird. the fact that certaun thinfs in aarmau's relationship about like the age gap is based off of jessica and jason's relationship is so WEIRD. IT IS SO CONCERNING aAAAAAAAA i am genuinely so weirded out by canon aarmau i am so mad because im so in love with it's idea but it's execution was just horrible. while i dont support jess and i know that she's laid out this beautiful foundation for these characters and their stories the execution was just horrible and. yeah. 💯 i need more aarmau rewrites where it isnt borderline p3d0ph1l1a grrrr

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[aphverse-confessions]

Aarmau is fucking disgusting

No excuse for the age gap

It’s GRXXMING

- a grxxming victim

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[tsbs-shipfessions]

Look I'm into the creator tentacle and old man fucking I'm just iffy about the "I created you so you're basically my slave" thing he said to kc

God.

[tsbs-shipfessions]

Bloodmelon is the best ship straight up just saying like

[tsbs-shipfessions]

agreeing with the other anon, that i came here for the ship-confessions and absolutely staying for what is going on here between solar, moon and eclipse.

-the wowza had me laughing hard, he must be a damm good kisser. Hope you are enjoying your cuddels-

for now another confession

I am just gonna come out and say it, i like a/b/o -style fanfics, i think you can do some very fun stuff with it, and it doesn't always have to be...nsfw related.

like none traditonal styles

so alpha x alpha, omega x omega. or give them orientations you wouldn't expect.

i had this idea of Eclipse being an Omega but hiding it by scent blockers, even going so far to fake being a Alpha, cause that is just what feels more natural. Falling in love with Sun who is a true alpha.

But it still being more of a alpha x alpha relationship. Because eclipse really doesn't want anything to do with his omega side.

Just fun to play with XD

You people will never let me live it down, will you?

That aside though, I very much agree that the A/B/O trope can be used outside of NSFW settings, and it's always interesting to see how people manage to do so when it comes to their favorite pairings.

[tsbs-shipfessions]

My friends made a ship of sun and the actual sun in the sky. It's hilarious.

I can see the vision.

[aphverse-confessions]

y'all will not gaslight me into liking aarmau i'm sorry.

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[aphverse-confessions]

i've never really cared for travlyn. even after their development, i just. didn't care? that much? i just don't feel anything strongly about them. i think id rather them not end up together. i like them both as characters but ive never been attached to them as a ship. i only ever shipped it because it was one of The Main Ships in the fandom. but now ive grown up and i realized YEAHHH I LOVE NON CANON RELATIONSHIP DYNAMICS!!!! IM ALLOWED TO NOT SHIP A CANON SHIP!!! IM FREE!!!!

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[aphverse-confessions]

I never really got Garrance, like i could see the moments people were talking about, but it never really clicked.

but i'm now starting to come around, and I kinda appreciate the dynamic of two dumbasses in love.

the jury's still out on mcd Garrance though.

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[aphverse-confessions]

Since Jess is announcing writing stuff at vidcon, there's one more thing I'd like to share with you... I did not care for Zane-chan/Zana.

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