#solarnexus

[deyisacherry]

What's real. — Solar and New Moon/Nexus [TSAMS]

Solar could distinguish what was real and possible for a long time. He could understand if it was best to let go, if it was best to do what was necessary to live.

What he didn't understand was what he felt with Moon.

Here, next to him.

They're not working, they're finally hanging out, they have music that Moon picked in the background as they stand by the security desk to talk.

Soft laughter, bad jokes, interests and anecdotes being shared.

... Since when did this become real?

His reality, his normality.

Even in silence and enjoying the melody, he feels calm. He feels good.

He watches Moon move his head from side to side, up and down. He lets out a soft laugh and just looks at him leaning on the desk. Stupid.

In a good way.

He's- he's not very good with tastes. He doesn't know what he likes. He doesn't really have favorite things. All he knows is his job.

Sure, the music sounds nice, he knows that even Moon doesn't have many favorite interests, he likes anything he finds acceptable at first. But he still always felt a little out of place.

That's when he sees Moon approach and take his arm.

"Dance." He says firmly with a smile.

"... Excuse me?" Solar answers stunned.

Dance? Oh no, no no no, he has never danced-

Without looking when, he had already started dancing with Moon, both of them moving to the rhythm of the song. The moon-themed animatronic sang the lyrics as he moved, smiling and calm. Solar just watches the other's face as he continues to dance, he doesn't even know what he's doing, how well he's doing it, but at the moment it doesn't seem to matter.

He starts to laugh softly. They spin. Solar feels so alive and-

A small movement and Moon has fallen into his arms. Solar freezes, staring at his face, Moon looks back at him and still smiles.

... He feels his systems going crazy.

He was about to say something, but...

A blink and the scene had changed.

This is not real.

They are not in daycare. They are in a dark, cold, desolate place. In his arms, the one who was his friend has changed his form, his essence.

And by god he feels his non-existent stomach turn when he... Nexus, looks haggard. Darkened eyes, bright purple lines all over his face and hands, his smile is down and shows... hate, pain, fear?

He feels his own hand resting on the opponent's chest, the other still holding him. Nexus opens his eyes slightly and fixes them on Solar's hand.

He also lowers his gaze.

He feels the systems of his plasma cannon activate. An unpleasant sound that he already knows reaches his audio receptors, when the small port that sealed the cannon in the palm of his hand opens. A beep resonates and he sees the light shine on the other's chest.

His eyes slowly shift to Nexus' face.

Tears form in his own eyes as he notices that even then he is unable to look at him with regret. It is just a cold, cruel, emotionless gaze.

“Just do it. It wouldn’t be a surprise… if I were the one to die in your arms now.” He says softly and venomously.

Solar shakes his head. No. No, he really doesn't want to- not him, he could never-

. . .

The cannon charges.

Flashes of his other Moon and his Monty pass before his eyes.

And when the final sound is about to come-

“NO!” He lets out a heart-rending, desperate scream as he sits up in bed, his hands holding the sheets tightly threatening to tear them.

Eyes wide open, synthetic breathing accelerated, fans at full intensity. If he could sweat he's sure it would be cold.

He's shaking.

... It was a dream.

His eyes travel to his hand, covered by the glove he rarely takes off.

And he falls silent.

He doesn't hear anything. He doesn't hear Sun or Moon coming. Maybe it's better this way. They don't need to know how badly this is affecting him.

It's not real.

It wasn't real.

But he also has no idea if his- friend... was ever real.

[polaris-stuff]

they gaming 🌟❗

[momokooooooooooooo]

No kiss

[cancelforcipe]

Okay, just imagine-

SolarMoon, but they both look like this:

[witchysolfan]

Solarmoon/SolarNexus

Heigh difference fun

[introvertclover]

~´°.*+ "I'm here with you" +*.°`~

SolarMoon/SolarNexus Comic - Part 2 Eng translate by: Dey

Finally i brought you some food guys ^^

[visionthefox]

PRIDE stuffs..I.. didnt get to finish on time..

BUT HERE ARE THEYYY

yes these are my fav ships, Im controversial, bite me! >:P

no BG here

[crees-a]

Commission for @kuuchaos

[peachyfnaf]

nnnnnormally i'd put art fight attacks directly in people's inbox's, but i'm proud of this one sooooo @polaris-stuff, hiiii <3<3 nice solar (and moon) designs ya got there dfjhsfdsd

i miss them guys. i miss them a Lot ;w;

[mom0cat]

Reposting a discord ramble i did bc i need other people to see it *bats eyelashes*

Alternate universe where in todays episode ('Brothers' Reunite! in VRChat) Solar just gently holds holds Nexus's face in his hands at some point (maybe when he says that he can feel the negative star energy ripping him apart bc it made me sad), and it just fucking shatters apart all the pieces Nexus is desperately holding together

Just Nexus getting genuine affection from the one he started this all for and just coughs out a pathetic little sob that he tries to hide behind another manic giggle before Solar pulls him down for a hug and he just buries his face into Solar's shoulder and Sobs

Nexus collapsing onto his knees and he's so tall now but he looks so very small in Solar's arms letting out every bit of grief and longing and pain he's been bottling up as Solar runs a comforting hand along his back

Ough, SolarNexus fluff save me

[deyisacherry]

Moon didn't have good signal, he asked Solar to share his signal connection with him, so he could talk to Monty about Bloodmoon.

Solar wasn't expecting him to hold his hand for that.

this is an old drawing lol

bye i'm sadge

[polaris-stuff]

Commission for @pixelchills for their Backstage AU! ✨🎮

[momokooooooooooooo]

😠😠😠

[smolbonbon]

The love story behind the scenes

Old Moon figuring out New Moon(Nexus) and Solar's relationship

Inspired by @kuuchaos <3

hope it's alright to tag you

Curiosity got the better of O.Moon he wanted to understand his other self. Maybe he will understand the thought process of him by getting to know him? O.Moon sighed as he rummaged through the stuff of him and looked under the bed only to find a fancy box.

[witchysolfan]

Solarmoon/SolarNexus

[thedenofravenpuff]

Solar being a working dad on the go, with Baby Jack. Gotta teach his lil apprentice everything he knows! While New Moon gets a lil break from motherhood.

I love how cute this turned out, so do enjoy!

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