#hate being so scatterbrained like this. makes it hard to formulate thoughts and say the right things
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one day i'll get the courage to say the words i want
#sage's diary#010#11/22/2024#(currently a bit high while making this so forgive me)#hate being so scatterbrained like this. makes it hard to formulate thoughts and say the right things#this is what i get for having unmedicated ADHD i guess#while sometimes i wanna say whats on my mind. its also best if i just didn't say anything at all i think#“i want to be mysterious so bad but i just cannot shut the fuck up”-type beat#i always wanna say certain things towards certain people but constantly hesitate so i don't risk discomfort or even just embarrassing mysel#i think its just. wanting to be my TRUE self around people but feelign like i have to hold back lest i drive people away? idk#or maybe im just overthinking things cause im high and its late#regardless. i wish i could really say whats on my mind alot of the time but i shant.....#in actual news WE FINALLY GOT OUR LIGHTS TO WORK :DDDDD so now we're not just relying on lamps for light sources!!! yippee!!!!!#also hoping to actually get more owed art done tomorrow. its only 2 pieces but it feels like so much more to meeee :[#i think i'll be fine. we'll see
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