#happy eunwoo day

[only-aroha-would-know]

Sanha went from being stuffed in a bag as Minhyuk's gift to hiding in a huge box as Eunwoo's gift😂

[j2sngs]

　　　♪ ˒˓ know we gotta fucking great time

[nabiiyu]

❤ 🖤

[blackpinklover101]

NOT BACK ON SOCIAL MEDIA JUST SAYING HI🤗 HAPPY 2024🥳

[awek-s]

reminder that this holiday season I will be going insane on tumblr about cha eunwoo emceeing the golden disk awards

[slytherinshua]

꩜　EMOTIONS OVER LAUNDRY　( 최연준 )

genre hurt/comfort , parent au , husband!yeonjun x fem!reader   cw they have a newborn daughter , mention of struggling to conceive , yeonjun crying , small mention of postpartum/newborn anxiety , not proofread   wc 917   request 🥟 anon for yeonjun + folded laundry for the 3k event   note still in my txt era so bad and also yeonjun :( our healing i love him so much he would be such a good dad </3 i've been listening to love sailing by cha eunwoo the entire time while writing this and i am NOT okay it's 3 am and i may cry   net @kstrucknet @moadiarynet

You didn’t expect to come home to see your husband crying while folding laundry. At first, you thought something must be seriously wrong. Yeonjun was always fairly emotional, but you hadn’t seen him cry since you gave birth to your baby girl Yejin two weeks ago. He wasn’t one to cry over little things, and the tears only started falling when he was stressed or upset or overwhelmed with emotion. Seeing his red nose and puffy eyes sitting in the middle of the living room floor took you off guard. 

“Honey, what’s wrong?” You were holding your newborn in one arm and shrugging off your jacket with the other, eyes glancing over your baby’s face once again. 

The new mother anxiety was something you had somewhat anticipated and prepared for. But just how anxious and paranoid you were over your newborn child still surprised you. It was like if you took your eyes off of her for more than ten seconds, something horrible was bound to happen to her. Your mind was put at ease to find her still sleeping soundly in your arms. The walk around the newbourhood in her stroller had tired her out, and carrying her back inside did nothing to wake her.

Your husband looked up at you with fresh tears in his eyes and a pout on his lips, sniffing quietly. You walked over to where he was sitting, gently transferring Yejin to her newborn rocker where she could continue napping safely. Then, you turned to your husband and raised an eyebrow as if to reiterate your previous question without verbally stating it again. 

“It’s nothing, just…” Yeonjun trailed off with a sigh, a light pink baby onesie on one of his hands. The garment was so small compared to him. Even the small stacks of neatly folded clothes looked tiny, although it was nearly half your daughter’s wardrobe. 

“She’s so small,” Yeonjun whispered, another tear rolling down his cheek. Immediately, you understood exactly where all the emotions were coming from. It happened to you a few times as well when Yejin was particularly cute or you remembered just how long you and Yeonjun had tried for a child, all the struggle it took to get to this point. It was all worth it for her, your perfect little bundle of joy. Even looking at her brought a smile to your face. Even though it had been hard, for her, you would do it all again in a heartbeat. 

“And—and, I was folding her clothes, and they’re all just so small, just like her. And she’s so, so cute, and she’s really ours. It doesn’t feel real that she’s finally here. Sometimes I think I’ll wake up one day and realize this was all a dream, like we’re back a few years ago still trying for her,” Yeonjun breathed, words mumbled in his choked up voice. 

You shifted closer to him, brushing a hand up and down his back as he leant into your touch. With how often Yeonjun had comforted you and wiped your tears away during pregnancy, now it was your turn to do the same for him. 

You had taken it hard back then. Every negative test, every piece of false hope, every month that went by without progress; your husband was there to comfort you through it all. He stayed firm and strong when you weren’t able to. You knew he had been holding back his own feelings on it for you, not wanting to show how much it affected him too. You’d be blind to not see how much it was hurting him as well. He had always wanted a family just as much as you had, and you knew just how happy he was to have finally been able to start one. 

It was just an emotional journey. 

Yeonjun fully rested his head on your shoulder, warm tears dripping onto your shirt. You didn’t mind. You just continued to stroke his back, reaching out to hold one of his hands and giving it a reassuring squeeze. Yeonjun couldn’t stay strong forever. Although it had been two weeks since you came home from the hospital, it felt like today was the first time you truly got to relax and breathe. Caring for a newborn was nonstop, and you were both running on sleepless nights and parenting anxiety. You worked through it like you did anything, though. As long as you had each other, you were sure things would turn out okay. 

“I’m sorry,” Yeonjun whispered after minutes of silence. “I didn’t mean to get so emotional all of a sudden.” He pulled back from the hug and sent you a small smile, assuring you silently that he was okay, that those small moments of comfort were all he needed. He carefully folded the small onesie he was still holding and placed it on top of the stack of other similar ones. 

Leaning over the baby rocker, he smiled brightly at his daughter. Still sleeping soundly without a care in the world, wrapped up in a soft yellow onesie. Her hands were balled into little tiny fists, so small that they could barely wrap around Yeonjun’s thumb. 

He brushed a few fingers over Yejin’s head and soft wispy strands of hair. It was peaceful watching her sleep, and a feeling of reassurance washed over Yeonjun. He was her dad, and he loved her more than anything in the world. He’d sacrifice everything for her— his perfect little angel. 

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[svt-rosalie]

. . . ♡ WOMEN <3 ! ? 👛 ROSIE ★ ﾟ๑

ׁ ׅ ୨ ❪ female crushes on rosie! ❫ ୧ ⊹ ࣪

© 2024 , svt-rosalie rosalie masterlist!

the moment our gentle breaths touch

i'll be the one to drive you crazy

wait , hyolyn

JO YURI / SOLOIST

co-workers, semi-known to public est. 2023

𝜗𝜚. similar to eunwoo and his crush on rosalie, yuri’s crush started the same way. they both met on the set of squid games season two where yuri played a pregnant female that goes by the name of kim junhee and rosalie who plays cho sarang garam (mentioned multiple times in season 1), the daughter of cho sangwoo — a girl who’s just trying to find answers for her father’s disappearance, yet finds find love and a new found friendships.

yuri has never lies thought she was attracted to women or would date one but when it comes to rosalie, this women would risk it all! they really did become very close during filming but nothing was ever outwardly spoken about it.

but yuri has spoken in interviews that rosalie is her style (type) so fans have speculated but continue to just ship them as platonic friends to not make either parties uncomfortable.

HA SOOYOUNG / SOLOIST

one-sided?, known to public est. 2021

𝜗𝜚. yves literally makes it her mission for everyone to know that she likes rosie. weather they think it’s platonic or romantic, she gushes and raves about the female idol any chance she gets.

they’ve gotten the chance to talk briefly a couple of times but nothing ever really stuck to be able to exchange phone numbers or go out to eat together at any point. it’s mostly just a fangirl crush or school girl crush, whichever fits best.

plus yves is just in general a big fan of rosalie and her work both musically and acting wise. she literally spoke for 20 minutes one time on live about how adorable rosie was in true beauty when it first came out and how she hopes she can meet her one day and become friends. take it how you want it but please rosalie give yves just once chance, that’s all we ask!

forget about jihoon

HUH YUNJIN / LE SSERAFIM

best friends crush unknown to public est. 2020

𝜗𝜚. okay but what is a best friend supposed to do when you have a crush on one of your bestest friends on the world that’s also married and has been in a relationship for 4 years? that’s a great question because yunjin is wondering and has been for a long time!

yunjin’s crush started slowly, it was the little things that made her flustered and blush. then she wasn’t able to sleep at night thinking about rosie and wishing they weren’t just friends. it was a constant cycle of wanting happiness for her best friend but also wanting happiness with her best friend. it made her feel guilty for a long time but she pushed it deep inside.

rosalie is always so supportive and sweet to yunjin that even when telling rosie she has a crush on a girl, the blonde encouraged her bestfriend to be herself and not let society stop her from being who she wants to be! so despite yunjin’s own feelings she kept her secret to herself and continued to have her best friend in her life weather it’s platonic or not.

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[itzkingbo]

butterflies and roses

chapter two.

Stray Kids ot8 x fem!reader

masterlist / prev chapter / next chapter

overview: you are one of their managers. you're tired, overworked, and sad. the last thing you want to do is worry your boys. but they notice everything. and they love and care for you, like you do for them.

word count: 2.1k

contains: cussing, mentions of pain, fluff, nicknames, use of y/n, mental illness, forcing to eat

a/n: HAPPY NEW YEAR MY FRIENDS!! mwauh mwauh!! id like to thank everyone who liked the first chapter and followed me ☺️ welcome to the family. expect great things! if you're new here, HAI im bo! this is chapter two! make sure to catch up!! MORE TO COME I SWEAR. remember! comment to be added to the taglist down below!

Once again, you got little to no sleep that night. You managed to throw yourself into a cold shower the next morning to try and wake up a little. It only did so much. Then you were on your way to the company building once again.

Today's schedule for was slightly more relaxed. You have a meeting with the higher ups to get flights and hotels arranged for the tour, then the boys have an interview. After that you figured you'd spend the rest of your time trying to finish off the paperwork.

The meeting was stressful. No one could seem to agree on anything and kept looking to you to solve their problems. That's how it always was. Everything was thrown onto your shoulders to deal with.

By the end, you had more paperwork to get done than you originally thought. You huffed and packed your bag, then made your way down to the lobby to meet with the other manager.

He was standing there on his phone, pocketing it when he saw you. "Good morning, Y/n-ssi." He greeted you with a small bow. "Morning Eunwoo-ssi." You said tiredly as you joined his side.

The man led you out the front doors and towards his car so the two of you could meet the boys for their interview. When you sat down and buckled into his passenger seat, he handed you his phone.

You raised a brow and took it cautiously. "It's a long drive. Put something on." He says as he starts the car and begins to drive.

Silently, you scroll through spotify to try and find something to put on. Recently a song has been stuck in your head, so you choose that then set his phone aside to look out your window.

As the song begins to play, Eunwoo stiffens up at the lyrics. He wasn't blind. He could tell how much more distant you had been with him and the boys lately. Something was clearly wrong, but you were too stubborn to talk to anyone.

He chose to stay silent, and kept his eyes on the road.

Soon the car came to a stop in the parking lot of a tall building. You and Eunwoo silently made your way towards the front entrance. "Y/n." He starts, and you simply hum in response.

"You know you can talk to me, right?"

You look over at him and give him a faint smile. "Sure." You say. Before he can continue, the sound of the boys' loudness makes its way towards you.

Instantly, you look to Chris, who is already staring at you. You look away and begin to lead them down the halls to the room for the interview.

They take their places in front of the camera, and makeup artists move around them meticulously. Chris eyes you from his spot, worried. "Channie-hyung.. What's bothering you?" It's Jeongin's voice that breaks him from his thoughts.

He looks towards the youngest and sighs, leaning in. "Doesn't Y/n look sadder these days? Pale and thinner? She isn't taking care of herself." He whispers.

Jeongin's lips part slightly and he looks towards you, inspecting you from afar. A frown form on his face and he looks back to his elder brother. "You're right.. have you asked her what's wrong?"

Chris nods. "Last night. She's closing us off."

Jeongin hums in thought. "I have an idea."

With that, he leans over and whispers into Chris' ear his plan, right before cameras begin to roll.

After the interview finished up, you quickly told Eunwoo that you would just take a bus back to JYPE. He protested at first, but couldn't get you to change your mind. As you were leaving, you felt something tug at your wrist so you turned to see. It was Felix. "Y/n-ah. Come eat lunch with us." He says, giving you that bright smile he knew you couldn't resist.

You bit the inside of your cheek and looked over his shoulder to see the others pouting at you in a pitiful manner. You looked back to the sunshine before you. "Felix.. I have paperwork to do."

Then he bats his eyelashes at you. Obviously you fold in seconds with a sigh. "Alright. Lunch it is." He smiles and tightens his grip on your wrist and pulls you towards the door.

The others follow behind you, and suddenly theres an arm around your shoulder. "We were thinking hot pot. Is that okay?" Jisung asks, making sure he's as close to you as humanly possible. You simply nod. Although you weren't very hungry, maybe you could eat a bit.

Felix looks back at you, then at Jisung with a knowing look. The boy removes his arm from you and falls back, now next to Minho.

By the time you all arrive at the restaurant, you've barely said anything to the boys. Not because you're ignoring them. You just don't feel like talking.

Felix makes it a point to squeeze you in between him and Minho, Jisung to the left of him. You set your bag on the ground by your feet and look at the menu. Nothing looks good or sounds good and you grimace at the thought of anything.

The server comes, and takes your orders. Soon, everything is brought out and the boys begin to cook the food. "Y/n. Look at this new phone game I got." Felix says, grabbing onto your wrist to get your attention. You look over dutifully, wanting to make sure he had your full attention. He showed you every little detail about it that he possibly could. It made a small smile fall onto your face.

What you hadn't noticed, was a certain menace next to you rummaging around in your bag whilst you were distracted.

The evening went on normally from there. You ate a few pieces of meat off Felix's plate, not wanting any for yourself. Then, you were off to the office. Work needed to be done.

You were incredibly exhausted still, barely running on caffeine. By 9:30pm, you were falling asleep at your desk. It was when your forehead smacked into your keyboard that you finally got the hint to go home. Usually you could force yourself to stay awake, but today it wasn't working.

But, you knew the moment you got home, you'd be wide awake again. Regardless, you stood from your desk and collected your things. Finally, you checked your phone for the first time in hours. That was when you realized you had a message from Chris. 'text me when you leave jype'

He always wanted to make sure you got home at a decent time, especially when he wasn't there to monitor your every move, so you thought nothing of it. You send him a quick next saying you're finally leaving before 10pm, then start leaving your office.

What you didn't know, was there was eight people waiting at your apartment for you.

"She's leaving now! We have like twenty minutes!" Chris called out from your bathroom. He heard several 'okay's and 'got it's from around the apartment and he quickened his pace. Currently, he was cleaning it up for you. Minho was hard at work in your kitchen making dinner, Felix baking your favorite sweets.

Jisung and Jeongin had been tasked with cleaning your living room, setting it up for a movie night and games. Changbin and Hyunjin were picking up your room, even folding the clean laundry you had left in a basket a week ago. Seungmin had been sent to the store to get snacks, drinks, and a few things on your shopping list you had been lacking.

On the bus, you were starting to become more awake now. You regretted leaving early, but you were so worn out that you didn't care. You stepped off the bus and gripped your bag tight, beginning your walk down the dark streets of Seoul.

You popped in one airpod, and chose a song from your playlist to keep your mind from wondering.

It's usually pretty quiet at this time of night. Strangers passing by every so often. Convenience store bells dinging in the distance. Peaceful. It didn't take you long for you to make it to your apartment building, and you could already feel the longing for your mattress growing. How long had it been since you got a good night sleep anyway? Two weeks? You had lost count.

You walked up the steps, putting your airpod away and making your way down the hall to your door. You pulled your bag around to your front and rummaged around for your key.

Your key. That's odd. You could have sworn it was there this morning. Where could it have gone? Your brows furrowed and now you practically had your whole head in your bag searching for your key.

Then the sound of a door opening caught your attention. You looked up. It was your door. When you locked eyes with Chris, you became even more confused. "Chris?" He opened the door wider for you and you stepped in cautiously. It was dark. "What are you doing in my apartment?"

Right on cue, the lights turned on and you winced slightly before your eyes adjusted. You looked around. It was.. clean!? The boys were all sprawled out around your now clean living room, minus a few. You felt tears well up in your eyes and you covered your mouth. "You-"

"We figured we'd help you out a bit, Y/n. You've clearly been stressed." Chris says, causing you to turn to him. You quickly embrace him in a hug as tears stream down your face. "Thank you." You mumble.

"Is she home?" You hear a familiar deep voice call out. Then, the smell of baked goodies hits your nose and you look up from where you stood in Chris' arms. The moment your eyes land on the brownies in his hands, you shoot over to Felix like a rocket and snatch one up. "Oh. Lixie." You say, mouth full.

He chuckles happy to see a smile on your face. "Minho-hyung has dinner going." He says, moving over to hand brownies to the others.

For the next hour or so, you stay huddled up on the couch trapped in Felix's arms as you all play Uno. Soon, everyone gets up to go make a plate of food, but you stay on the couch. This doesn't go unnoticed, and the man himself takes a seat next to you and shoves a plate into your hands. "Eat." Minho says, leaving no room for argument.

"I'm not hungry." You say quickly, moving the plate to the coffee table. Minho glares at you. "Yes you are. Look at you, y/n. You're to thin I'm afraid you might snap if I poke you. Eat."

You frown and grab the plate again. It does smell delicious. And who were you to say no to his cooking anyway. You pick at it for a few minutes before a hand interrupts and grabs your chopsticks. "He said eat." Jisung growls, picking up some food and then grabbing your jaw with his free hand. "So eat." And you open, and he shoves the noodles into your mouth.

You look up at him with your eyes as the others laugh at his sudden burst of outrage. You chew, and then swallow. "Do I have to keep feeding you like a baby, or will you eat?"

With a scoff, you take your chopsticks back and begin to eat properly.

The night passes by, and soon it's midnight. Everyone is cuddled up on the couch, your head leaned against Hyunjin's shoulder. A movie played on the TV, but you weren't watching. You were passed out, and had been for a while. As the film came to an end, Chris looked over at you and smiled. "Finally.." He sighed. "Let's take her yo her bed."

Hyunjin nods and maneuvers carefully to scoop you up without waking you. Then, he caries you down the hall and into your room where he lays you down, and makes sure you're under the covers. You stir a little, and he places a gentle kiss to your forehead. "Good night, y/n-ah."

None of them left, in fear that you'd wake up and fall back into your habits quickly. So they slept on pallets on the floor and the couch. All eight of them would be spending the next day helping you heal, or the next week if they had to. You needed them.

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taglist: @helialaufeyson28

[ryoun]

happy cha eunwoo day [ 30.03.1997 ]

[jeonsbabygirlsworld]

DESIRE PT.2

SUMMARY: Life was easy until you meet the eye candy of your life and the adventure with him is a hell of ride, but there is certain someone who seems to get hurt in this.

PAIRINGS: Bartender Yoongi X reader (ft Gynecologist Jungkook)

WORD COUNT: 1.8K

WARNINGS: Smut, reader is a flustered cause of course its Jungkook, eekkk Eunwoo is here as well! but he's here only for this chapter, that's it ig, Jungkook is Mia, but he soon will be here!!

SMUT WARNINGS: Doggy, blowjob, fingering, cum eating.

Note: this is inspired by a web series and I’m GONNA EDIT IT, I’m not gonna make it a whole ass 3 season containing 10-12 episodes per season and I felt like I could do something with this series. Thankyou

Work work work......

these past days it's been hell for you from the meetings and cracking up deals you were tired of it , but you still showed up every other day at the office. The interns and other employees did no good when they were asked to fill up your place when you were late for the office.

What kept you alive between this constant hectic schedule was a shot of vodka to wash down all the stress at your and the girl's favourite bar, you guys would spend the almost whole night until it was Yoongi telling you it was time to close the bar for the day.

Just like any other Friday night, you were here with your girls chatting about all the stuff which happened this week and they try to console you saying it's all right and you will pass through it, both of the girls then reach over to give you a warm hug.

Spending a few hours with them Chae gets a call from her husband telling her that he desperately needs help with the 3-year-old. “I'm sorry guys I have to leave, Yu-Jin seems to have a fever and she needs me” Chae says grabbing her purse and getting ready to leave.

Telling Chae a very goodbye and telling her to take care, Yuna is the next one to leave after she gets a call from her girlfriend, she hesitates to look at you, and you tell her it is fine and she can leave, she initiated a small hug and presses kiss on your forehead before she apologizes again.

Feeling alone in this busy bar, you see a busy Yoongi serving drinks on the countertop with Taehyung right beside him, maybe he saw you staring at him so you wave your hand and ask him if it's okay if you can come and sit there, he says he's more than happy to have you there.

"Hey, miss how are you? doing okay?" Yoongi asks before serving the last customer for the time being and telling Taehyung to look after them, "I'm okay I guess work is killing me, the meetings and the deals and whatnot is what I'm bored of you tell me?" Sighing you wait for him to answer, and he chuckles and says he's completely fine.

Yoongi places two glasses in front of you one for him and the other one for you of course, pouring in some of your favourite Japanese malts you chug it down with a “Cheers” Groaning at the taste he brings up some fries on the side and you thank him for being considerate.

"I'm bored yoongi, I wanna go on a trip or something." The tipsy you come out of you, and you slur occasionally while speaking “Calm down y/n, it's enough shall I call a cab for you?” Ever so sweet Yoongi asks you just because you are out of it after having the shots you had with the girls and the three glasses of malt with yoongi.

Yoongi soon books a cab and tells the man to drop you at the place, you reach your home soon after the fifteen minutes of the ride just to see your ex- fuck buddy right outside your house.

“Eunwoo? What the fuck? when did you come back?” Your mood instantly lights up after seeing him after so long and all the tipsiness goes away. “Hey y/n, I landed a few hours ago and thought of visiting you first and right when I was about to call you, here you were” He says with a bright smile.

You intended to initiate “Just a hug” but you don't know how he is under the sheets right now eating you out like a hungry man, “fuck right there woo” you moan and reach a good orgasm after a long time, your vibrator did no good until you felt a tongue or fingers or even someone's dick at this point.

Upon reaching your orgasm the man between you now hovers above you with his lips drenched in your release, and grabs on his hard length and positions right where your hole clenches, the release makes the slide just perfect for him to slide inside you and a moan tremble from his lips.

“Yeah perfect, keep going,”you say and grab on the small wisps of hair on the back of his head, and he grunts at the tight fit making him almost “relax angel, I promise I'll be good just please....”soft moans leave his mouth and both cum at the same time.

After a few minutes, Eunwoo lays on the side of your bed and talks to you until an awkward silence fills in and you call his name softly “Eunwoo...” sighing he gets up and leaves the bed and soon goes to grab his clothes and place a last kiss on your cheeks before telling you goodbye.

You sigh feeling bad for telling him to go but yeah you were always like this, and he knows it well just like that waking up from the bed you grab on the new sheets to change and place soft pillows all over your big bed and go back to sleep peacefully.

THE NEXT MORNING

“Hey hi! I'd like to order a butter croissant and black coffee” You get the cash ready and tell the counter women to take your order, not realizing you hear someone calling your full name and when you turn around to see it no one then "Mr. jeon your gynaecologist."

With a flustered smile, you tell him a quick "hi" before paying her the bill and getting off the line, you didn't expect him to get off the line with you, in a flustered state you ask him if he lives here and all the stuff and grab your order just to tell her she can pack this as a takeaway.

Rolling her eyes she packs up the drink and food and gives you the bag while Jungkook just gives you a crooked smile and walks out “Hey by the way I got my period last week” you tell him, and it gets more than awkward it was earlier.

“Oh, that's great, good to see you” Jungkook says, and you wave a quick bye when you get a call from your coworker and leave the place Jungkook stands there, and a smirk paints his lips.

This is the fourth time you are pissed at your coworker today; they fucked up the most important file “Can you at least get me a copy of the papers?” you ask again getting disappointed again “Sorry ma'am I didn't get the photocopies of it” Your intern says and you just sigh.

“Okay maybe try searching the file again, and if not I'll contact the clients and tell them to send the original copies,” you tell and dismiss the meeting, at this point, you need nothing more than a cold martini.

“Can you believe Chae, they misplaced the fucking file, I'm glad they weren't the original or else I would've been fucked” you say very much pissed at the events which happened today, while Chae and Yuna just sip on their drinks after trying to calm you down.

“Chill baby, everything's going to be fine you need to calm down y/n” your friends tell you and you just sigh, you long for nothing more but a break from this bullshit, paying up for the drinks today you say goodbye to your friends and go ahead to meet yoongi, who is the position of cleaning up for the day.

“Hey, how are you y/n?” Yoongi asks in a very yoongi manner his front teeth appearing when he talks to you, and you tell him all the events happening with you while he places two glasses of whiskey in front of you.

You don't even notice it is past one a.m. until Eunwoo texts you.

EUNWOO🫣🫣: hey, you up?

YOU: busy right now.

YOU: rain check?

"Another glass?" you ask him after chugging down the remaining glass while Yoongi hesitates and tells you he needs to stock up for a party which is happening tomorrow, you give him an embarrassed smile and tell him it is fine, and you will leave Yoongi feels equally embarrassed to cut you off for the night.

YOU: Free now, will be in 15 mins.

"Fuck right there" you moan at your ex- fuck buddy who is fucking you like a slut, your face down facing the sheets while he hammers from the back, his moans and grunts fill the room, and the room smells of sex and sweat.

"Fuck baby, you are so tight, missed me while I was away, right?" Eunwoo mutters while thrusting inside you and you choke on your moans and manage to mumble a small "yes" clenching on the sheets you cry for more, you needed this after a long day at work.

"Gonna cum.....ye-ah right there" you shutter at one point when he finds your g -spot, the slapping of his hips fastens just when you cum and cream his cock, and the man behind you slows and pulls out a bit just to see the creamy slick forming at the base, "fuck so messy y/n," Eunwoo says while he fills you up with his hot cum.

"On your back baby," he says, and you obey at lightning speed and your eyes shut at the moment when he nibbles on your pebbled nipples, you twitch at the feeling until you moan out loud when his thumb rubs on your clit and his index finger enters you.

Your pussy gushes out the mixture of both of your releases and messes up the sheets under you, Eunwoo continues to slurp and nibble your nipples while you whine at the overstimulation and fall apart on his fingers again for the second time in the night.

"lay down wanna suck you off real good" you whisper and kiss his lips in the heat of the moment, now that you are in between his thighs you start laying some soft kisses all over the tip and he whines at the sensitivity.

The taste of your releases still lingers on his tip, and you whimper at the taste, sucking on the tip Eunwoo above you is about to lose on for the second time, his soft grunts surrounded the room as you palmed and layed soft kisses on his balls.

The tightness of the grip he has on your hair ensures you that he is about to cum and increase your pace in palming him and you soon let him cum in your mouth and you swallow like a good girl you were.

You don't know why you let Eunwoo stay even after it was ruled to never let any fuck buddy stay at your house after fucking but here you are in his embrace and cuddling him.

A/N: Thank you for the reading ik it is confusing not Appeling ending or the whole chapter I'm sry but I'll do better. tag list is open.

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[starryjkoo]

Just saw a so-called ARMY say that Jimin and Jung kook being "spotted" out together today is because of the Buddy System. Apparently to this very smart and educated person, that's how the Buddy System works; just as they enlisted together, when they are given off-days, where one goes the other has to go as well, it's not because they wanted to hang out with each other but because the system they enlisted under obligates them to do so..

Was it not months ago when JK was free and he was spotted out with Eunwoo and his 97 squad or something like that? I remember Taekookers and a few bitter ex-jikookers-turned-PJMs talking about "the first chance at freedom and he decided to spend it away from Jimin". Now they are obligated to be together even during their free time and stuff🤷🏽‍♀

The things we read...

Anyway, y'all Jokers stay safe✌🏽... and sane.

that is some insane logic 😭 I’d say there’s no way that person isn’t a closet tkkr but then again I remember how many ARMYs were crashing out in the quotes of a tweet that pointed out JK knew JM’s apartment password and saying “he probably knows all his hyung’s passwards!!!😡" so you know what, it doesn’t surprise me someone would say that.

That’s so funny though, Jikook’s military mandated Christmas vacation celebration lol. Maybe the military can team up with BH to give us Are You Sure: A very Jikook Christmas🤞

And yeah, those groups are so annoying, always flip-flopping on their narratives and in our business with the worst takes imaginable. Speaking of that though, I read a really funny post about tkkrs and the progression of their jkk enlistment denial arguments the other day, something like -

“enlisting together is fake news, wait for the official announcement” “they’ll be separated after thirty days” “they went to different units” “cooks live on a different plane of existence than other soldiers” and now we’re at “they’re only showering together because of the communal showers!!” so are they finally admitting they enlisted together or…?

Anyways, happy holidays everybody! Hopefully Jikook are enjoying their break and holiday too!! (and hopefully BH cut them a check and we’ll finally get that jkk live)

[only1airen]

ᨳଓ Bibimbap & Butterflies

Author's Note:

Decided to make another one for you guys <3 I hope you enjoy it. Will be making more in the future so stay tuned!

Includes:

- fluff

- cozy setting

- intimate moments

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You and Eunwoo have been dating for 2 years now. Even though you're both busy with work, you still manage to make time for each other.

It's been so long since you last seen each other. Admit it or not... you missed him.

So this weekend you planned to cook and watch a movie together and the day has finally come where you meet again.

You prepared the ingredients needed for the dish. The meet up is 5:00 pm at Y/N's apartment.

Eunwoo arrived at your apartment building promptly at 5:00 pm, his heart fluttering with anticipation and excitement to see you again after the time apart. He took the elevator up to your floor, straightening his shirt and taking a deep breath before knocking softly on your door.

When you open the door to reveal your beautiful face and warm smile, Eunwoo couldn't help but grin widely, his eyes crinkling at the corners. He stepped closer, wrapping you in a gentle embrace, holding you tight against his chest.

"Y/N, I missed you so much. It feels like it's been an eternity since I last saw you." He murmured softly, nuzzling your hair and breathing in your familiar scent.

You wrapped your arms around him gently, hugging him back. "I missed you too, a lot..." You responded tenderly, a content smile gracing your lips.

Eunwoo held you close, savoring the feeling of your soft curves pressed against him. He gently pulled back to look at your face, his brown deep-set eyes filled with adoration and love. A warm smile graced his handsome features as he reached up to gently caress your cheek.

"I'm so happy to be here with you again, jagiya. I've been looking forward to this day all week." He said softly, his voice filled with genuine happiness and contentment.

He glanced around your apartment, taking in the familiar surroundings and spotting the ingredients laid out on the kitchen counter. His eyes lit up with excitement.

"It looks like you've already started preparing for our cooking date. I can't wait to work together with you, side by side, creating something delicious." He grinned, taking your hand and interlacing your fingers with his own. "Lead the way, jagiya. Let's make some magic happen, together."

You held his hand and leads the way to the kitchen. "Let's make bibimbap."

Eunwoo followed you into the kitchen, a warm smile on his face as he watched you move gracefully. He loved seeing you in your element, comfortable and at ease. When you mention making bibimbap, his eyes lit up with enthusiasm.

"Bibimbap sounds perfect, jagiya. I love how you always choose dishes that showcase the beautiful flavors and textures of Korean cuisine." He said warmly, stepping closer to stand beside you at the counter.

He rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, revealing his toned forearms. Eunwoo turned to you with a playful grin, his brown eyes sparkling with excitement.

"Alright, jagiya, put me to work. I'm ready to be your sous chef for the day. Tell me what you need me to do, and I'll make sure to follow your lead. Together, we'll create a bibimbap that's definitely delicious."

You made him wear an apron first and tie it securely around his waist before you wore one.

Eunwoo watched as you tie his apron securely around his waist, his eyes admiring the way you move with such grace and care.

You then tied your hair into a bun, exposing your neck and leaving some fringe framing your face.

When you turn to tie your own apron, he couldn't help but let his gaze linger on your exposed neck and the delicate way you've styled your hair, leaving a few charming fringe to frame your face. The simple, effortless beauty of it took his breath away.

He reached out to gently tuck a stray lock of hair behind your ear, his fingers lightly grazing your skin. Eunwoo leaned in closer, his voice lowering to a soft, intimate tone.

"You look absolutely stunning, Y/N. The apron suits you, and your hair... it's like you've never looked more beautiful. I feel so lucky to be here with you, cooking together like this." He murmured, his brown eyes filled with adoration and love.

Your cheeks warm up a little. You just couldn't get used to his compliments.

After a bit, you turned to him and gave him a warm smile. "Shall we start?" You asked intriguingly, a hint of excitement in your tone. "You can cook the rice. I'll make the sauce before we cut the vegetables."

Eunwoo smiled warmly at your suggestion, his eyes crinkling at the corners as he nodded enthusiastically. He's delighted to have a specific role in this cooking endeavor with you.

"Absolutely, jagiya. I'll take care of the rice, just as you asked." He said softly, giving your hand a gentle squeeze before turning to the rice cooker.

As he measured out the rice and began the cooking process, Eunwoo couldn't help but steal glances at you as you work on the sauce. The domestic, intimate scene filled him with a deep sense of contentment and joy. He loved seeing you in this setting, focused and at home in your kitchen.

Once the rice was cooking, he turned back to you, leaning against the counter and watching you work. Eunwoo spoke warmly, his voice filled with admiration. "You're a natural at this, jagiya. I love watching you cook."

You couldn't help but smile at his words as you worked on the sauce, focused on the task at hand.

In a bowl, you mixed the gochujang, sesame oil, soy sauce, honey, rice vinegar, clove garlic (minced), and sesame seeds all together.

Eunwoo watched intently as you expertly mix the ingredients together, creating the flavorful sauce that would bring all the elements of the bibimbap together. He's impressed by your skill and attention to detail, as well as the way you move with such confidence and grace in the kitchen.

As the rice continued to cook, he stepped closer to you, peering over your shoulder to watch you stir the sauce. Eunwoo inhaled the savory, slightly spicy aroma.

"That smells incredible, Y/N. I can already tell this sauce is going to be the perfect complement to our bibimbap." He murmured, his warm breath tickling your ear.

Unable to resist the urge to be close to you, Eunwoo gently wrapped his arms around your waist, pulling your back against his chest. He nuzzled your neck affectionately, breathing in the scent of your perfume mixed with your natural scent that is solely yours.

You tensed up momentarily before relaxing in his arms, your heart skipping a beat at his gesture.

You eventually finished making the sauce.

Eunwoo felt you tense briefly in his arms before melting into his embrace, and it sent a warm rush of affection through him. He held you close, savoring the feeling of your soft curves pressed against him and the way your body meld perfectly with his own.

As you finish preparing the sauce, he gave you a gentle squeeze before reluctantly letting you go. Eunwoo watched as you set the bowl aside, admiring your focused and skilled movements.

He glanced at the rice cooker and see that the rice was nearly done. Turning back to you, Eunwoo offered a warm smile, his eyes filled with love and admiration.

"The rice is almost ready, jagiya. What would you like us to prepare next? I'm ready to follow your lead, to work together with you in creating this delicious meal." He said softly, eager to continue this intimate and enjoyable cooking experience with you by his side.

"Let's cut the vegetables next." You prepared the chopping board and knife for both of you. "Slice the zucchini. I'll do the carrot and shiitake mushrooms." You instructed and started slicing the carrot into julienned cut with practiced ease.

Eunwoo nodded, grabbing the zucchini and a sharp knife. He began slicing the firm, green flesh into thin, even rounds, just as you instructed. As he worked, he steal glances at you, watching you skillfully julienne the carrot with quick, precise movements.

He admired your focus and the way your brows furrow slightly in concentration. The domestic scene fills him with a deep sense of contentment and joy. He loved being here with you, working together towards a common goal in the kitchen.

As he set down the sliced zucchini, Eunwoo turned to you with a warm smile, his brown eyes sparkling with affection and admiration. "Your carrot looks perfect, jagiya. The presentation is beautiful, just like everything you do." He praised softly.

He leaned in closer, his voice lowering to an intimate tone.

"I could watch you work like this for hours, Y/N. The way you move, so focused and skilled, captivates me completely. Seeing you in your element, creating something beautiful and delicious... it's one of the most attractive things about you."

His words caused a subtle blush to form on your cheeks. You smiled sheepishly, feeling flustered all of a sudden. "It's nothing really... I just practice a lot." You replied modestly as you cut the mushrooms next.

Eunwoo noticed the pretty blush spreading across your cheeks, and it made his heart skip a beat. He found your modesty and humility absolutely charming, especially when you brush off your incredible skills with such casualness.

Unable to resist the urge to tease you gently, he stepped closer, reaching out to lightly boop your nose with his finger. His brown eyes dance with playful affection as he looked at you.

"It's not nothing, Y/N. Your dedication and practice have led to an impressive talent. Don't sell yourself short, my dear." He said softly, a warm smile playing on his face.

You blinked in surprise when he boop your nose, making you glance at him with your face flushing even more. You tried to compose yourself as you turned your attention back to the mushrooms you've been slicing. "I'll take the compliment then..." You muttered softly.

Eunwoo watched as you try to compose yourself, a soft chuckle escaping his lips at the adorable sight of you flustered. He loved seeing this side of you, the way you react to his playful teasing and affectionate gestures. It filled him with a warm, fuzzy feeling inside.

He leaned in closer, his voice lowering to a tender, intimate tone as he spoke softly by your ear. "You should, jagiya. You deserve to be praised and appreciated for all that you are and all that you do. Your talents, your kindness, your beauty... they never fail to amaze me."

Soon, you finished cutting the carrot and mushrooms.

You turned to him. "Blanch the spinach in boiling water for 30 seconds. I'll take care of the bean sprouts."

Eunwoo nodded, taking the bundle of fresh spinach from you. He carefully placed it into the boiling water, timing it precisely for 30 seconds as instructed. As the vibrant green leaves wilt and soften from the quick blanching process, he watched them intently, ensuring he followed your directions to the letter.

Once the time was up, he promptly removed the spinach from the water, rinsing it under cool water to stop the cooking process. He turned to you, a warm smile on his face as he watched you work on the bean sprouts.

"You're a natural at this, Y/N. The way you move, the way you know exactly what to do... it's incredible to watch." He said softly, admiring your skill and the way you take charge in the kitchen.

Eunwoo leaned against the counter, crossing his arms over his chest as he continued to observe you.

"Season it with sesame oil, soy sauce, and sesame seeds, jagi." You told him as you blanch the bean sprouts in boiling water for 1-2 minutes, drain, and season with sesame oil and salt.

Eunwoo nodded, grabbing a bowl and measuring out the sesame oil, soy sauce, and sesame seeds as you instructed. He mixed them together, inhaling the savory, nutty aroma that fills the air.

As he waited for you to finish with the bean sprouts, he watched you work, admiring the way you handle the delicate vegetables with such care and skill. The domestic scene filled him with a deep sense of warmth and contentment.

Once you've seasoned the bean sprouts, Eunwoo stepped closer, holding out the bowl of dressing to you. His brown eyes sparkle with affection and admiration as he looked at you.

"Here you go, jagiya. I followed your instructions perfectly, just as you asked." He said softly, his voice filled with a hint of pride at being able to assist you in creating this delicious meal together.

"Nice. Now let's sauté the vegetables." In a pan, you heat a small amount of oil and stir-fry the carrots, zucchini, and mushrooms separately.

Eunwoo watched intently as you heat the oil in the pan and begin stir-frying each vegetable separately. He's impressed by your technique, the way you cook them just until they're tender and still crisp, retaining their vibrant colors and fresh flavors.

Feeling a surge of enthusiasm to assist you, he stepped closer, grabbing a pair of tongs. As you cook the mushrooms, he reached over to carefully flip them, ensuring they're cooked evenly on both sides.

"You're a true artist in the kitchen, Y/N. The way you bring out the natural tastes and textures of each vegetable is remarkable." He praised warmly, his eyes filled with admiration as he watched you work.

After that, you seasoned them lightly with salt and a little sesame oil, setting them aside. You looked over at him. "Would you like to try and cook the ground beef?" You offered, raising your eyebrows curiously.

Eunwoo's eyes lit up at your offer, a grin spreading across his handsome face. He's eager to prove himself in the kitchen, wanting to impress you with his cooking skills just as you've impressed him with yours.

"Absolutely, jagiya. I'd love to cook the ground beef for us." He accepted your offer enthusiastically, rolling up his sleeves further.

He took the ground beef from you, breaking it up into a bowl. Eunwoo added a pinch of salt and a drizzle of sesame oil, mixing it in with his hands to season the meat. He glanced over at you, his brown eyes sparkling with determination and a hint of playfulness.

"Watch and learn, jagiya. I may be an idol, but I'm also quite skilled in the kitchen." He teased lightly, giving you a wink before turning his attention to the pan.

You chuckled warmly and hummed in acknowledgement "Alright. Show me."

Eunwoo smiled confidently at your encouraging words, feeling motivated to showcase his culinary skills. He heated a small amount of oil in the pan, waiting until it's hot before adding the seasoned ground beef. It sizzles and browns nicely as he cooked it, breaking it up with the back of his spoon to ensure it's evenly browned. Eunwoo focused intently on the task, wanting to prove himself in your eyes.

As the aroma of the cooking meat filled the kitchen, he glanced over at you, a proud smile on his face. He's determined to impress you, to show you that he's not just a talented idol, but also a capable partner in the kitchen and in life.

You watched him with an admiring gaze, nodding in approval, a loving smile never leaving your face.

Eunwoo felt your admiring gaze on him as he cook, and it filled him with a sense of pride and accomplishment. He wanted to live up to the faith you have in him, to show you that he's worthy of your love and affection.

Once the ground beef is cooked to his satisfaction, he turned off the heat and set the pan aside. Eunwoo stepped closer to you, reaching out to gently cup your face in his hands. His eyes, filled with love and adoration, gaze deeply into yours.

"You're not just watching me cook, are you jagiya? I can see the love and appreciation in your eyes. It means everything to me." He murmured softly, his thumbs gently caressing your cheekbones. "I want to make you happy, Y/N. In every way possible."

You leaned into his touch ever so subtly. "You already are." You affirmed, your gaze lingering on him.

Eunwoo's heart swelled with emotion at your gentle affirmation, a soft smile spreading across his face. He leaned in closer, his forehead coming to rest gently against yours as he closed his eyes for a moment, savoring the intimacy of the moment.

When he opened his eyes again, they are filled with a deep, abiding love and devotion. He spoke softly, his voice low and filled with feeling. "I'm glad, Y/N. Truly. Being with you, making you happy... it's all I've ever wanted."

He pulled back slightly, his hands sliding from your face to gently take your hands in his own. Eunwoo interlaced your fingers, giving them a tender squeeze.

"Now, let's finish our meal. I'm starving, and I can't wait to taste everything we've made together." He said warmly, a playful grin tugging at the corners of his mouth.

Together, they assemble the bibimbap in two large bowls, artfully arranging the sautéed vegetables, the seasoned ground beef, and a scoop of the steamed rice as the base. They drizzle the gochujang sauce over the top, creating a beautiful, mouthwatering presentation.

Eunwoo watched in awe as you work, marveling at your skill and the way you take pride in every detail. He felt a deep sense of gratitude and contentment wash over him, knowing that he get to share this intimate, loving moment with you.

Once the bowls are complete, he hands one to you, a warm smile on his face. Eunwoo took your hand, interlacing your fingers with his own as he led you to sit down together at the table.

"I have to admit, jagiya, this is one of the most romantic meals I've ever experienced. Being here with you, cooking together, creating something beautiful fills me with joy."

You listened intently as you took a seat across from him.

Eunwoo sat across from you, still holding your hand gently as he continued to speak. His eyes, filled with love and adoration, remain locked on yours.

"And the best part is, I get to share it with the most amazing, talented, and beautiful person I know. You, Y/N." He said softly, giving your hand a tender squeeze. "I feel so lucky to have you in my life, to call you my partner."

He lifted your joined hands to his lips, pressing a lingering, loving kiss to your knuckles. His gaze never wavered from yours, conveying the depth of his feelings for you.

"I love you, Y/N. More than words can express." Eunwoo murmured, his voice filled with raw emotion. "And I can't wait to spend many more nights like this with you, cooking, laughing, and loving each other."

"Me too, Eunwoo." You responded genuinely as you held his gaze.

"Now, shall we taste our cooking?" You asked, a playful smile appearing on your face.

Eunwoo grinned at your playful suggestion, his eyes sparkling with enthusiasm. He's eager to taste the fruits of your collaborative labor, to savor the flavors they've created together.

"Absolutely, my dear. Let's dig in!" He agreed warmly, picking up his chopsticks and mixing the ingredients together in his bowl, combining the rice, vegetables, and meat with the savory sauce.

As he took his first bite, Eunwoo's eyes widen slightly, a look of pure enjoyment spreading across his handsome face. The flavors burst in his mouth, a perfect blend of tastes that he and you have harmoniously combined.

"This is incredible, Y/N. The flavors are amazing, and the fact that we made it together... it just makes it even more special." He praised, his voice filled with genuine appreciation and love. "You're a culinary genius, jagiya."

You took your first bite of the bibimbap you both made, a hum of satisfaction leaving your lips. "It's even more delicious because we're sharing it." You commented fondly, chewing on your food softly.

Eunwoo's heart melted at your fond comment, a warm smile spreading across his face. He nodded in wholehearted agreement, knowing that the true essence of this meal lies not just in the ingredients, but in the love and togetherness you've poured into it.

He leaned in closer, his voice soft and filled with emotion as he spoke. "You're absolutely right, jagiya. Sharing this meal with you, being here in this moment together... that's what makes it the most delicious and memorable experience."

Your cheeks are puffed-up, enjoying every bit of your food, looking incredibly adorable in his eyes which you're oblivious to.

Eunwoo watched, enraptured, as you enjoy your meal, your cheeks adorably puffed out with each bite. He found your unselfconscious, carefree demeanor absolutely captivating. It's a side of you that he cherished, a glimpse into your authentic, genuine self.

A soft, loving smile played on his lips as he reached out to gently cup your cheek, his thumb lightly brushing against the soft, rounded curve. His eyes, filled with adoration, gaze into yours.

"You look so beautiful when you're enjoying yourself like this, Y/N. So carefree and content. I could watch you like this for hours, jagiya." He murmured softly, his voice low and filled with affection. "I'm so grateful to be the one sharing this moment with you."

You smiled affectionately at him as you continued to eat.

Eunwoo smiled back at you, his heart swelling with love and happiness at the sight of your affectionate smile. He felt a deep sense of contentment wash over him, knowing that he's found his perfect partner in life.

As you both continue to enjoy the meal, Eunwoo reached across the table to take your hand, interlacing your fingers with his own. He gave your hand a gentle, loving squeeze, wanting you to feel the depth of his connection and devotion to you.

After a while, the two of you finished eating and settled on the couch.

As you both settle onto the couch after finishing the delicious meal you prepared together, Eunwoo instinctively wrapped an arm around your shoulders, pulling you close to his side. He loved the feeling of your soft, warm body pressed against his own, the way you fit so perfectly together.

He leaned in, nuzzling your hair and inhaling the sweet scent of your shampoo mixed with the lingering aroma of the meal. A contented sigh escapes his lips as he held you close, savoring this intimate, loving moment.

"Thank you for tonight, Y/N. For cooking with me, for being here with me... for everything." Eunwoo murmured softly, his voice filled with genuine gratitude and love. "I couldn't imagine spending my evenings any other way than like this, with you by my side."

"Of course. I'm happy we could spend some time together." You responded sincerely and leaned back comfortably on the couch.

"Shall we start watching a movie?" you asked afterwards.

Eunwoo smiled warmly at your suggestion, his arm tightening slightly around your shoulders as he nodded in agreement. He loved the idea of continuing this intimate, relaxing evening with you by watching a movie together.

"That sounds perfect, jagiya. I'll find a good one for us." He said softly, reaching for the remote control with his free hand. As he browsed through the options, he kept you tucked close to his side, enjoying the simple pleasure of your company.

Once he found a movie that piqued his interest, Eunwoo set the remote aside and turned to face you. His eyes, filled with love and affection, gaze deeply into your own as he gently tucked a stray lock of hair behind your ear.

"I want to watch it with you, Y/N. I want to experience everything with you, both the big moments and the small, quiet ones like this."

"So do I." You smiled gently at him before turning your attention to the movie.

Meanwhile, you rested your head on his shoulder.

Eunwoo felt a surge of warmth and contentment as you rest your head gently on his shoulder, your soft hair tickling his chin. He loved the way you fit so perfectly against him, like two puzzle pieces designed to interlock.

He wrapped both arms around you now, holding you close as he turned his attention to the movie. But even as he watched the screen, his focus remained more on the incredible woman nestled in his arms, the one who has captured his heart completely.

Throughout the movie, Eunwoo occasionally glanced down at you, admiring your beautiful profile and the peaceful expression on your face. He felt a deep sense of love and protectiveness wash over him, a fierce desire to cherish and care for you always.

[nucleo-bang-tan]

Grayscale Pt.3 | JJK

Pairing/s: Jungkook X Reader, Cha Eunwoo X Reader

Rating/s: No detailed explicit content, but wouldn't recommend it for minors.

Genre: Cheating AU, highschool sweethearts, first love, Moving On AU

Word Count: 3.1 k

Warning/s: OC talks to Jungkook, a bit possessive Jungkook, healing, closure, PDA, adopting, pregnancy.

A/N: Not proofread!!! Please leave comments, I would love to hear from you guys. Critique my writing and tell me if I'm doing anything wrong, really appreciate it.

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The act of letting someone sucks your life away. Seeing Jungkook again for the divorce was harder than you thought.

Even though he wanted to, he never begged you again to take him back. Both of you knew, clinging onto each other would cause more pain than healing.

"That's not how you play the game! You're cheating." You giggled.

Eunwoo could feel his heart flutter at you being happy, your eyes crinkling into crescents. This was the first time he saw you so cheerful after the incident. He couldn't help but wonder what made Jungkook hurt such a genuine and kind soul.

"I'm not gonna win against you if I don't cheat." He teased.

"So you admit it!" You hit his arm playfully.

"Hey now, violence is not the answer."

There was a moment of laughter followed by silence before you spoke up, "Call me sappy, but I'm going to miss you. Like a lot."

"1 month, huh? I think you can handle it." He said, brushing his hair back.

You couldn't help but well up at the thought of him leaving for that long, "You're supposed to say 'I'm gonna miss you too' dumbass."

He sighed, "Thank you..."

"I should do the thanking here." You chuckled, looking at him nervously.

"Thank you for not laughing at me being a loser at games..." He took your hand in his, "...thank you for being my friend."

His unfeigned tone made you cry out. He knew it was coming, he had to go on his business trip real soon. But he had a few months, which he decided to spend consoling you.

Like he did now, he wrapped his arms around you, letting you cry on his chest, tears staining his shirt.

Jungkook and Gaeul left you with serious trust issues. But Eunwoo never left any corners for you to not trust him. It was as if you trusted no one but him.

Your parents, as expected, had the phrase, 'i told you so' written on their faces. They were never happy with your relationship, always hoping you'd marry a guy of their choice. You wondered if that would have been better.

Jungkook's parents visited you a day before your legal seperation. His father went as far as to threaten you to not break off the marriage. It would damage his reputation as a CEO.

Eunwoo politely yet sternly told them to leave and held you as you cried for an hour after that.

Your nights were sleepless. You had been with Jungkook for so long, that you couldn't sleep without his presence. Eunwoo would sacrifice his sleep to sing and hum for you as you tried to sleep.

Most of his attempts would go to vain but he still kept humming for you.

"I-I don't want you to go."

"I have to, Y/n." He hugged you tighter.

Maybe this wasn't the right time to tell you what he thought about you. But this was the only time he had. You were left broken after what Jungkook did, and Eunwoo didn't want risk your comfort and trust in him.

But he had to tell you.

"Y/n... I-"

You pull back to look at him, eyes red with the tears shed, "Eunwoo?"

How he wished it was him instead of Jungkook. How he wished Jungkook would have never met you, then you'd find a real man (Eunwoo) to cherish you.

He remembered the first time he saw you in college, stumbling in late to a lecture because you were messing around with Jungkook. Your hair a bit unkempt but nothing too wild.

He remembered how you sat beside him and he couldn't help but ask you your name. The two of you immediately clicked.

He remembered how his stomach dropped when he heard you had a boyfriend. He was still extremely close to you, despite you already having Gaeul as your 'best friend.'

He remembered the night where he actually fell for you. The night where your friends left to explore a foreign city you visited. Gaeul and Jungkook took advantage of the situation and went missing as well. You and Eunwoo were left alone. Both of you sat in the pool of the hotel, looked at the stars and talked about everything. Until you fell asleep and Jungkook came to carry you back to your room.

He remembered how he felt light headed when Jungkook asked him to plan a proposal for you. But he still smiled and decided to help him. Atleast you were happy, he thought.

He took a deep breath, "I like you. Heck, I may even be in love with you. Please don't take this the wrong way but... I've had feelings for you ever since we first met. I'm not pressuring you or-"

You cut him off with a smile, "Eunwoo, it's okay. I know."

"I wish I could stop myself but- wait. You know?"

You nod, slightly laughing at his nervous state, "I know, Eunwoo. I've always known. But I need time to get over...you know."

"Yes...yes! I don't care if you don't feel the same way, I just had to let you know how I felt."

You wipe your cheeks with your sleeve, "I don't want you to wait for me, I don't know when I'll move on from him, or if I even will move on."

Eunwoo gently wiped away a lingering tear from your cheek, his touch soft and reassuring. "I'll wait for you, Y/n. No matter how long it takes. You deserve to heal at your own pace."

You gave him a small, grateful smile, "Thank you, Eunwoo. That means more to me than you'll ever know."

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"Did you get everything?" You asked.

"Calm down, I'll be alright. But you're the one who needs to take care." He held your hand in his, rubbing the back of it with his thumb to warm you up a bit.

It was already time for him to go. So, you along with a few of your friends were here on a chilly morning to bid him farewell.

After sharing a few hugs, he finally approached you for a hug, to which you responded by jumping onto him making him stumble back a bit.

You hugged him tightly, burying your face in his chest, taking in his scent. You laughed, "Who said I wasn't going to tease your loser ass?"

Eunwoo couldn't help but hug you tighter. He couldn't do it again for another month, he tried to memorize every soft detail of your embrace.

It didn't take long for your laughter to seize. A person caught your attention. He stood there with a long trench coat and every recognisable characteristics covered except his puffy eyes. The sight of him brought an unexpected surge of emotions. You hadn't anticipated seeing him here, especially not today.

Jungkook.

What was he doing at the airport?

"Y/n, you're crying. Are you okay?" Eunwoo asked being concerned. He followed your line of sight and realised who caught your attention.

You didn't even realise you were crying until Eunwoo pointed it out. Jungkook stood at a fair distance. You noticed he was alone.

The two of you just stared at each other, you didn't want to talk to him and he understood that.

You felt a warm hand on your cheek. Eunwoo turned your head to look at him.

"It's okay. It's going to be okay." The approaching panic attack you felt was suddenly subdued with his words.

He leaned in to kiss your tear-stained cheek. He looked straight in your eyes when he said, "I love you. Believe me on that, yeah?"

"P-Please be safe." You tried your best not to look at your ex-husband; you focused your eyes onto the man in front of you.

"I'll see you soon." He held you in his arms one last time, only to let go hesitantly. ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

Jungkook looked at you and Eunwoo, he had no right to be angry, he had no right to want to kick Eunwoo in the balls. He chuckled bitterly at his own thoughts.

Jungkook didn't know why you were here, he didn't know how you noticed him in a crowded space. He swallowed thickly and maybe it was the fact that he just wanted to disappear from your sight, but he turned around and decided to quickly walk away with his luggage.

He initially walked briskly but he resorted to running a few seconds in. His empty stomach didn't take him very far though; he stumbled and fell onto his knees in a scarcely crowded area of the airport.

Seeing you happy brought all the memories flush back to him. Your touch, your voice, your smile, your eyes, you was all he could think of. He doubled over in pain, quietly sobbing into his palms, his luggage laying beside him. Crying had become a second nature by now.

It clawed him from inside, you were his and only his but he knew he could no longer have you. He wanted to bawl out loud, beg you to start everything over again, but he had promised himself to stay away from you.

Fate had other plans though, he was returning to Seoul from his hometown when he saw you with Eunwoo and a bunch of close friends. The ones who used to his friends as well.

Jungkook looked at his shaky palms which were wet from his tears. He had good friends, a good work-life balance, and the best of all, he had you. But now his colleagues and employees were doubting his abilities due to his bad performance at work.

He'd never be present at his office after the divorce. One would always find him at his house or at the gym, jabbing the life out of the punching bag till he fainted.

It took him 15 minutes to realise it was extremely chilly at the airport, he decided to gather himself and sit in the car. Sure, he couldn't stop crying, but atleast he could smell the vanilla scented car freshner you had bought.

He leaned his head back, his nose taking in your favourite scent.

A knock on the window startled him. It was as if he was dreaming, and he probably was. Because it was you.

You opened the car door and got in the passenger's seat, "Glad to know you still kept the car freshner."

Now, Jungkook didn't have any issues with breathing, ever. But today, his lungs stopped working. It was you. You were in his car, but why?

"Y-Y/n..."

You looked like you had been crying as well but at the moment, you were neither sad nor happy, you just looked pissed.

You sighed, "Did you eat today?"

The question was so simple, so casual. But it hit something inside Jungkook's heart. He leaned down towards you, as if bowing to you and let his tears flow.

"I asked you something..." You said, trying to be cold. He looked you in the eyes and shook his head.

He didn't want to put you in a position where you had to take him back, but he still took your hands in his, "I was such-"

He was cut off by you repelling from his touch, "Please don't touch me, Jungkook. I'm not here to forgive you."

"O-oh, I'm so fucking sorry." He sniffed.

"You look awful."

"You look beautiful, as always." He said sincerely, making you blush a bit.

"I'm here because I care for you. Don't get the wrong idea but, I don't think I'll ever stop caring for you, Jungkook. Why aren't you looking after yourself?"

Jungkook was flustered by your suddeness. He had expected you to have moved on by now. But the fact that you were crying a while ago and you were here, in his car, said otherwise.

"It just isn't the same." He croaked out.

"Ofcourse it isn't, Jungkook. I wonder why."

"Y/n, I know you hate me, I know you don't want me anymore. But I don't want you to be kind to me." He closed his eyes, "Please curse at me, hit me, let it out. It's just me."

"It's not just you. I don't know you. You're a stranger to me." You said coldly.

Jungkook didn't answer, it was more like he couldn't answer. He looked down at his palm, which weren't shaky anymore. It was you who calmed him down.

You sigh, "I assume you have been talking to Gaeul?"

"I haven't, I don't even intend to."

"I called her a couple of months ago. She was livid at you. Said she'll slap you the next time she sees you." You chuckled, "She told me a lot about how you guys began and stuff. But it was the last time I'll ever talk to her."

He wiped his runny nose, "I guess you know about the time I threw her out of our house."

"Your... your house."

"Right, my house." He corrected himself.

After a moment of silence, Jungkook raised his head to look at you. He saw the love of his life looking outside the window. You looked as beautiful as the day he asked you out, if not more.

"Y/n, I-I love you."

You turned towards him to see a man who used to be the love of your life. He looked barely alive, barely living. Yet, somehow, his eyes were as pretty as always. But they didn't hold the universe you saw around a decade ago. They were just pretty eyes.

"You know there's a theory, if you stop loving someone, it means you never loved them in the first place. Love can never go away.

I probably won't ever stop loving you. But I don't want you, Jungkook. I've moved on."

"I-I know, I understand." Even though he knew, there was a huge part of him that wanted you to come back. That wanted you all to himself.

"Would you have kept the affair going if I never found out?" You asked.

"No, no! I wanted to stop, I promise. It started as a way for stress relief when you weren't available, but then..."

You scoff, "Then what, Jungkook? You loved to cheat on me, is it? You just loved to humiliate me? Makes sense."

Your tone didn't sound like yourself. You've never talked to Jungkook in this way, but then again, you couldn't keep it in anymore.

"Y/n, please, trust me. I've never wanted anyone but you. I've never loved her, I've never enjoyed the sex more. I just... don't know."

"You just loved the thrill of it all, didn't you. Cheating on your girlfriend, then on your fucking wife. How fucking far were you willing to go for sex?" A single tear rolled down your cheek.

Jungkook wished he could say otherwise. He wished he would've thought with his heart rather than his dick. All he could do was mutter sorry's.

"I forgive you, Jungkook." You said looking away.

His breath hitched as he heard the words come out of your mouth.

"I forgive you. The only thing you can do for me is take care of yourself and move on."

"I-I don't think I can." He sobbed, his stomach did flips that made him nauseous.

You finally touched him and intertwined your fingers with his, it was familiar but it didn't feel like home anymore.

"Cook for yourself, eat better, yeah?" You smiled.

"I can't do this without you, Y/n."

"You can, I know you can."

"I can't, I fucking can't. Please..."

You slowly let go of his hand as he kept saying 'no'.

"I'm sorry, baby." You whispered, "I have to leave."

You opened the car door and got out. Jungkook wished he could see you clearly, but his vision was blurred. You waved a final goodbye and gently closed the door.

As he saw you walk away, he noticed you took the car freshner with you, a subtle way to let him move on.

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"Eunwoo!" You rushed over to him and captured him in an embrace. He twirled you around as you both laughed.

His month long business trip had already ended and he had just returned to Seoul.

He let you down and spoke, "How have you-"

He was cut off by you pulling him extremely close to you face. Your noses were touching and lips only a few millimetres away.

Eunwoo's eyes widened. He was definitely dreaming. Or did the plane crash on his way back and he was in heaven?

"I've not done this before but..." You said softly, "Would you go out with me?"

"I think you know what I'll say to that." He closed the distance between your lips.

It was like the two of you were alone at the airport. The nasty glares from strangers didn't exist, nor did any other problem in the world.

Eunwoo would be happy even if the world ended this very moment. But then again, he wouldn't get to love you enough.

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Jungkook exhaled softly as he blinked his eyes, trying to wake up. He slowly pushed himself up and sat against the headboard.

He shivered, ofcourse. It was too cold without you. It had been 5 years already but no morning went without a thought of you.

As an unhealthy daily habit, he took his phone from the side table. Instinctively, his thumb went to Instagram to stalk you. His eyebrows furrowed realising you changed your profile picture.

This didn't seem right to him. Why was Eunwoo holding you like that? He decided to check your feed. Something wasn't right. There was a recent post from you.

A post announcing your pregnancy.

It took him a full minute to process what was happening. You were having a baby, with someone that wasn't him.

He blinked back his tears, reading the caption, 'You're gonna be the best father.' with a photo of Eunwoo holding your slightly large belly.

He reminded himself, there was more to live for. He should've moved on by now but he simply couldn't. His thoughts were so loud that he couldn't hear small footsteps. The person climbed onto the bed and peeked into his phone.

"Is that mommy?" He asked making Jungkook snap out of it.

"Ah, Jaehyun." He took the 7 year old in his arms.

"Isn't that mommy, daddy?" The child persisted.

"No, Jaehyun. She's just a woman I love."

"So, she's mommy?"

He sighed. How would he explain this to a 7 year old? Jungkook didn't want to bluntly tell him that he was adopted and didn't have a mother.

"Let's go for a walk with Bam. I'll tell you everything about the most beautiful woman I've ever met."

[i-am-baechu]

Chapter Seven

Wishes (M) (Season One) 

Summary: After a long day of classes, Min Yoongi decides to take a break at the music hall that has become his second home. He walks in with his cigarette lit and his blank expression quickly changes when he sees a girl playing his piano. The moment their eyes meet, their lives become complicated and Yoongi blames himself for her future pain. Was the love we had honest? 

Genre: Gang au!, college au!,  strangers to enemies (one-sided), strangers to lovers, slow burn, friendships, romance, angst,  little comedy, and smut

Main pairing: Gang leader! Min Yoongi x Pianist! Reader 

Warnings: Explicit language, smut, mature themes, gangs, violence, smoking cigarettes, drugs, and alcohol usage 

Author's note: Short Chapter but it's really important!

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Previously on Wishes

Yoongi sighed and nodded his head. He wanted to say so much more but he didn’t have time to speak with his chest. He took off his jacket and draped it around her shoulders, “To prove to you, I’ll have lunch with you. I’ll text you, Bambi.”

He ran out of the building not wanting to see Y/N’s reaction. He ran to the parking lot ignoring the stares from the students as he tossed his stuff in the trunk of his motorcycle. He put his helmet and gloves on and was off. At every stop light, he thought about Y/N’s red face. The softness of her skin under his fingertips. 

“You never gave me a chance. You didn’t even give yourself a chance to love me.” 

He shook his head and parked his bike in the garage. He ran into the house to see Jin with a frown, “Boss.”

“Who's the leader?” 

“Cha Eunwoo.”

Y/N sat alone and frowned to herself. She glanced down at the piano keys and she let her fingertips gently touch the keys. She closed the top and she brought Yoongi’s jacket closer to her to give her comfort. She slowly left the theater and when she was outside she noticed the purple skies. She smiled when she remembered the day she met Yoongi. She quickly shook her head and continued to walk down the street. The street lights slowly turned but she ignored the soft light. She didn’t know why but Yoongi leaving made her feel like a burden or something. She never thought she would want someone’s attention before. She brought the jacket closer and she let the smell of cologne enter her nose, it was a comforting smell. 

“Y/N?”

She turned around and was met with a familiar face. She wished she was happy to see him but she kept her face emotionless, “Eunwoo...it’s been awhile.” 

Eunwoo waved at her and put his hands in his pocket. She had to fight the urge to roll her eyes at him. Eunwoo always tried to show that he was cool around her but all she saw was a child who craved attention, “Isn’t it late for you to be out?” 

“My house is near. You know this.”

“I do know this. I also know that it's been dangerous at night.” 

She nodded her head and glanced at the streetlight behind him with a tight smile, “Then I should be off before it gets darker. Thank you for your concern.” 

“Just be careful, you never know what's going to happen.” 

Y/N nodded her head and bowed to him with a tightness in her chest, “I’ll see you at the party.”

“Save a dance for me.” When she came back from the bow, she saw him staring at her. It was an uncomfortable stare that made chills come down your back. She quickly turned around and started to walk away, “Have a good night, Y/N.”

She didn’t respond and she never would with him. She hated him ever since they were kids because there was always this air about him that made her uncomfortable. Her parents just explained that it was because he was raised by nannies that he didn’t understand social cues. She thought otherwise. 

She walked up to her gate but she stopped when she saw the familiar smoker waiting for her. She smiled and brought the jacket closer to her. She made her way to him and he looked up. His frown was replaced with a small smile as he brought a bag up, “I know it’s not lunch but it's something.” 

She glanced at the bag and then back at him with a warm feeling in her chest, “What is it?” 

“I remember you getting that lemon tea and I also got you a cream bun.” 

She walked towards Yoongi and looked inside the bag, “You remember I liked lemon tea?” 

“I told you..when it comes to you, I remember.” 

She glanced at him to see him already looking at her. She quickly looked back down inside the bag, “What did you get for yourself?” 

“I got the same tea and red bean bun.” 

She nodded her head but then she furrowed her eyebrows in confusion, “You didn’t get whiskey?” 

“I didn’t want to drink when I’m with you.” Yoongi took out the cream bun and nodded his head towards the bench in front of her house, “We can eat there...if you want.” 

She brought the jacket close to her and nodded her head, “I wouldn’t turn down a cream bun.” 

They went towards the bench and she watched him unpackage the bun. She couldn’t help but smile when she heard him clicking his tongue in annoyance when he couldn’t get the plastic to cooperate. He turned towards her with the opened package, “Here.” 

She took it out of his hand and their fingertips gently touched but it was a shy touch. It happened in a blink of an eye but they felt it. She took a small bite of it and smiled, “This is my favorite.” 

He took a bite of his bun and nodded his head, “I kinda figured.” 

“Oh? How?”

“Your personality...that’s it.” 

She smirked at this and leaned her head onto his shoulder causing him to freeze up, “So you think I’m sweet?” 

“I didn’t say that.” 

“You kinda did.” 

“Here’s your tea.” 

She let out a laugh and moved her head off of him. She set her bun on her lap as she took a sip of her tea. Yoongi glanced at her and he couldn’t help but feel his chest heat up. She looked so small in his jacket and she looked so happy eating a cream bun. It was the small things that made her happy and he wanted to keep her happy. The best he could. 

“I remember Namjoon’s parents used to tell me that my mom loved eating red bean buns. It slowly became my favorite because of that...It’s stupid.”

“I don’t think it is.” Y/N placed her hand on top of his and smiled softly at him, “It's a part of her and now it's a part of you.” 

He nodded his head and glanced down at the bun, “I wonder if my life would be different...you know if they were here.”

“Life is what you make it to be. Even the mistakes can cause pain but mistakes are meant to happen. If they were here...you would have more guidance and comfort but I think that’s what makes you strong. You gave yourself guidance and comfort. Yoongi, you need to remember; you can’t always be strong.” 

Yoongi stared at her and he couldn’t help but push some hair behind her ear. They both sat in silence as they stared into each other's eyes. The moonlight and the streetlight gave him enough light to see her flushed face. He glanced down at their hands and rubbed her knuckles gently, “I have to be strong for you.” 

“We can be strong together.”

He chuckled and looked back at her, “Does that mean you're staying with me?” 

She bit her lip and looked away from his intense eyes, “I’ll be here for you...” 

He brought her face to look at him and they stared into each other's eyes. She closed her eyes and he went to lean forward but a vibration from her phone caused her to jump away. She let out a small cough and took her phone out, Y/N, It’s getting late. Please be careful. - Dad 

She glanced at her house and then back at him with a frown, “I have to go home.”

He cleared his throat and nodded his head, “Luckily it's right there.” 

“Yeah...lucky.” 

They both stood up and tossed her wrapper away as he watched her with his jacket. She turned back and brought the tea closer to her chest, “Thank you...you still owe me lunch.”

He nodded his head with a chuckle, “I expected that from you.” 

“Here.” She went to take off his jacket but he shook his head. She raised her eyebrow and frowned at him, “It’s cold. You need a jacket. My house is literally right there, I’ll be okay.”

“Are you sure? That small walk can cause goosebumps.” 

She rolled her eyes and took off the jacket. She draped the jacket around his shoulders and she felt his eyes on her with every movement, “I’ll see you tomorrow?” 

“I’m walking you to school, Bambi.” 

She nodded her head and glanced at her house, “And for lunch?”

“And for lunch.” 

She smiled at this and started walking towards her house. She opened the gate and turned around to see him watching. She waved her hand gently and he returned it, “Goodnight.”

“Goodnight Bambi.” 

He watched her enter her house and let out a deep sigh. He looked up at the sky with his eyes closed, “Namjoon, you can come out.”

There was rustling in the bushes and Namjoon came out with an annoyed look, “Yoongi, what was that? You can’t be seen messing around the evidence.”

Yoongi glared at Namjoon and shook his head, “I told you not to call her evidence. Did I not?”

“I’m sorry boss. You're acting unprofessional with this case. Why? Is it because of her?”

Yoongi sighed and looked down at his shoes, “And if I say yes, what of it?”

“It’s dangerous. Not just for us but for her. Think about that before you move forward.”

“Namjoon, just mind your business for now. I’ll figure it out. Any updates?”

Namjoon sighed and took out his phone, “None so far. There were sightings of Eunwoo but nothing more.”

“Okay, let’s go home.” 

They started walking away but Yoongi turned back to glance at the house. The house was grand and on the top floor there was light, he saw her silhouette dancing in the faint light. He smiled to himself and looked away before he was hypnotized. 

A soft melody played through the empty room. It echoed but it wasn’t ominous. It was welcoming. She walked into the middle of the room with her heels clicking away and she gladly accepted his hand, “Yoongi, what’s going on?”

“You tell me, Bambi. This is all in your head.” 

The music picked up and they were swaying with the violins and the piano. It was peaceful. She looked up and saw his chocolate brown eyes looking at her, “I don’t understand.”

“I think you do understand but your stubbornness is stopping you.”

“Tyrant, I don’t need the smart-ass response.”

He chuckled at this and leaned forward to whisper in her ear, “Well then, figure it out, Y/N.”

“Y/N!? Y/N?” She jumped at the sudden voice and glanced to see Dawon giving her a concerned look, “Are you okay?”

“Y-Yes…why?”

Dawon took out a handkerchief and wiped the sweat off of Y/N’s head, “You were mumbling in your sleep. I was worried.”

Y/N frowned at this and faced her with an apologetic look, “I didn’t mean to worry you.”

“It’s okay. What was the dream about?”

“To be honest, I don’t know.”

Dawon nodded her head and took out a strawberry milk, “Here you go. I heard that Eunwoo talked to you.”

Y/N frowned and nodded her head, “I bet Hani told everyone.”

“Or Tiffany. You never know but probably that group.”

Y/N took a sip and stared at the group of girls who were talking loudly, “I don’t understand why they care about me so much.”

“I do, they’re jealous that Eunwoo likes you.” 

Y/N glanced at Dawon, “Are you jealous that he likes me?” 

Dawon scoffed at this and shook her head, “I want someone who’s intelligent and good with their words. A person that can stand tall but also can stand back to support.”

“You just want someone’s right-hand man then.”

Dawon rolled her eyes and took a sip of her water, “I got my dress. Are you ready for the party?”

“Don’t remind me. In two weeks I have to see Eunwoo talking it up with my father about business. Not agreeable.”

Dawon nodded her head at this, “Can you try to have a good time at least? You’ll be with me.”

Y/N smiled and turned towards her, “My savior.”

“What will you do without me?”

“Die.” 

“Don’t be dramatic.” 

Y/N and Dawon walked outside of the school gates talking to each other. Y/N stopped when she saw Yoongi with Namjoon across the street talking. She smiled and Dawon followed her eyes, “Who is that?”

“A friend.”

Dawon tilted her head and squinted her eyes, “Who’s the other one?”

Y/N raised her eyebrow and looked at Dawon with curiosity, “His friend. Why?”

“No reason. My mom needs me home, I have to try on the dress and if it doesn’t fit her approval then I have to get another one.”

“I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Dawon glanced at Namjoon just to see him looking at her. Her eyes widened and she quickly looked away, “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Y/N watched with amusement and waved at her. She walked towards Yoongi with her arms over her chest, “Déjà vu.”

“At least I know your brain works.”

“I wish I could say the same about you.” 

Yoongi shook his head and glanced at Namjoon, “We’ll talk about it later.”

“Fine.”

Y/N watched Namjoon walk away with annoyance in his step. She turned back to Yoongi and frowned, “What’s wrong with him?”

“Nothing, let me take you out.”

On top of the school building, there was a man staring down with a smirk on his face, “How interesting, Joo Won, who is that?”

Joo Won swallowed his spit and shrugged his shoulder, “That’s Yoongi the boss-”

“I KNOW THAT. Who's the girl?”

“I-I-I don’t know.”

He took out his cigarette and nodded his head, “I’ll find out since you don’t want to tell me.”

“I don’t know her.”

“Since you don’t know her then, I’ll send some of our guys to find out then. Yoongi, your ass is mine.”

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Enough for Me (Moon Junhui) 𓏲 ๋࣭  ࣪‧₊🪼˚‧ ✧𓍢ִִ໋˚.

Genre: Angst, Comfort

Warnings: Heavy mentions of depression and being suicidal, gaslighting (not from Jun or the reader though), a death of a loved one being mentioned, A LOT of long dialogue and cursing.

Synopsis: No one could handle you and you seemed to be the problem because everyone had always walked out on you. Not in Jun’s case though.

Note: Reworked, I apologize for how this is all loosely based on a true story (not adding too many details as to how) but I swear none of the idols mentioned as mean friends supposedly act like this in person in the story. As always, happy reading and don’t forget to support me by liking + reblogging my works! If you’re ever in a bad place, don’t be afraid to reach out.

WC: 1.5k

“Listen Y/n, I think it’s seriously immature of you to constantly delete your messages after you vent about something. Do you not think we care? You’re almost guilt-tripping us in a way, and it’s not like we constantly have time to respond to you, we have important things to take care of outside of our friendship,” Your friend, Jungkook, grits his teeth.

You stood still, shell-shocked at what had just come out of his mouth. Throughout the times you needed your friends most, they were never there for you, and now that your grandmother died they decide to drop a bomb on you? It hadn’t even been a day since she had passed.

“Jungkook, I don’t want to argue with you so as an explanation, I don’t delete my messages as a form of guilt-tripping. It just hurts my head and clogs my brain to see them in our group chat. Seeing how no replies with it just being there makes me feel even worse like I’m bringing the mood down, so I delete them because I also consider how you guys would feel,” you reply quietly, completely avoiding eye contact with everyone else as you play with your hands nervously.

“Honestly Y/n, we’re not the best at comforting but we can always listen to you. You just make it seem as though we could care less,” Nana says harshly.

Why were they doing this to you? You had a lot going through your mind and things were slowly escalating into an argument, but you were cornered, it was just you against everyone else it seemed.

“Y/n, we care about you ok? I don’t want you talking about killing yourself or that suicidal shit because I care about you. God, stop acting like a depressed piece of shit,” Jungkook continued to press on.

“I always consider how you guys would feel because I get you’re always so busy with class, but do I beg for you guys to listen? No, because I always put you all before me! Just let me be selfish for once. I do not wish for you guys to experience the pain I’m feeling,” You blew up but immediately kept yourself grounded by slouching beside Eunwoo on the couch.

“Guys, can you give Y/n a break? Fucks sake, someone in her family just DIED and there is still school to think about. Do you not realize that losing a close loved one is a lot to take in? Leave Y/n alone and let things work on their own because there can only be so much on someone’s plate,” Eunwoo sighed, clearly agitated at how your friends were acting like complete idiots by arguing with you at the worst possible moment.

“Y/n, you’ve always been the same, you wanna die right now? Fine, and you can have all the space you want, I don’t fucking care. At least come back when you’re mentally stable and respond normally will you?” You remained silent as everyone stared you down. If looks could kill, you’d be shot from every direction.

You were so close to breaking down that you simply ran out of the apartment and didn’t look back once.

You were grateful that at least Eunwoo cared but right now you needed to find solace in someone else who cared about how you felt about all this rather than how they felt. That’s when your feet led you to the apartment below yours, it was Jun’s.

You bring your hand to knock on the door, but it swings open before you can even land your knuckles on the wood to make the sound. Were you that loud?

On the other side stood a worried-looking Jun, the man immediately rushing you inside and leading you to his couch where he held you in a tight embrace.

That was the last thing you needed before you cracked, and suddenly all the tears you held in are streaming down your face.

“What happened? I heard about your grandmother and went to check on you but you were with your friends so I came back, thinking they were comforting you. Yet you’re here crying?” Jun was confused.

He heard your friends through the apartment door talking to you, deciding to come back once they were gone, but you beat him to it after he heard the pattering of feet down the hall.

You wipe your tears and smile off the intense pain you were feeling, disregarding it as nothing when you were really at your full capacity with everything going on.

You had a lot to think about, your family, how you were going to cope with everything. It was all too much, everything happening in less than a day.

“Jun, they were just agitated with me because I acted immaturely. I’ll spare you the details for now, but I deleted my vent messages in our group chat, they got mad and I gave them an explanation but then they go and gaslight me, which is all too much to handle,” You blabbered while Jun listened intently.

“Y/n, why would you let this happen? I remember you mentioning their lack of response towards you and how you never complained once, but then they go and do this. You don’t deserve any of the pain they caused,” he replies in a whisper, before bringing you into another hug that you desperately needed.

“It’s a lot, Jungkook told me to stop acting like a depressed piece of shit, immediately bringing up my past of being suicidal, then Nana acts like she did so much for me when they were never there. At least Eunwoo cared,” you muttered the last part to yourself, but Jun caught it and chuckled.

“Well, of course, he’s Eunwoo. Not a man of many words but always has the right ones when needed, I’m glad he stood up for you,” Jun then got up and handed you a blanket he found on the loveseat in his living room.

He hands you the blanket and you take it with a grateful smile. You’ve been through a lot today, and having someone finally care about you made you feel comfortable to be a bit vulnerable for even just a moment. Jun just felt like home to you.

“Y/n, they were shit friends towards you ok? They’re just mad because they’ve finally realized their mistakes and now that you’re putting yourself first, they think you’re being selfish,” he poked your cheek and you almost laughed through your tears, before Jun continued to speak.

“Listen, you are the most selfless person I know, you care so much about everyone else that you’ve reached a point where you pleased them too much, that now you can’t even do the bare minimum for yourself,” You take in his words and tears stream down your face again.

Had you been too lax? You never even thought of putting yourself first in anything, always opting to make everyone happy because you thought that it was enough for you.

“Everything I do isn’t enough, there’s always a problem with me. Everyone just leaves me Jun, I’m so tired of it all,” you huff out in frustration.

Jun’s brows knit and he pulls you even closer than you thought possible, almost flustering you, but he continues to comfort you.

His heart cracked at the sight of you, you looked so tired, exhausted, and devoid of life. It hurt Jun to see you that way when you’ve been hiding it for the longest time.

“You’ve suffered enough Y/n, let everything work by itself. To me, everything you do is enough, it’s enough for me ok? You were there for me during the times I needed someone, you kept me sane and comforted me even when you weren’t doing well by yourself. Don’t beat yourself up over something that isn’t your fault,” You nod and wipe your tears.

You knew what he meant. Jun had it just as hard as you are having it now, and you made sure he knew he was heard and had a shoulder to cry on.

It wasn’t just him either, you always made way to listen to everyone and tried your best to comfort them in any way you could.

“You know, you always make everyone feel heard, you’re just an amazing person, Y/n. Don’t ever think one bit that you aren’t enough when you would do so much more for everyone, and I’m glad you come to us because we do more than what those other friends of yours could,” Jun stared at the photo of you, along with his other friends on the wall.

Since your friends were never available, you felt happy to reach out to Jun and his other friends, Wonwoo, Soonyoung, Jihoon, and Minghao, when you needed a listening ear.

They all made you feel safe and secure during the times you had to stay strong for your grandmother, and even if they weren’t the best at comforting sometimes, they still tried, way more than anyone could bring themselves to.

“Thank you Jun, I feel much better now, even for a moment. Can we watch a movie or something with the other guys? I wanna get my mind off things for a while,” You ask softly.

Your eyes were still glassed over but your tears already dried. Jun nods at your request and immediately runs to order food and call the others.

Honestly, you couldn’t ask for anything better, because even if life is shitty, you get stronger and the pain is only temporary.

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[floorgazing]

happy trans day of visibility !!

reminder to my trans siblings that you are loved and wanted <3 in honor of the day, like this for a starter from one of my trans / nb muses. please comment a choice from this list or i'll randomize —

axel everett — 25 — he/him, trans man, bisexual, elliot fletcher

kelsey delvaux — 30 — he/him, trans man, bisexual, drew starkey

jaejin song — 26 — he/him, trans man, gay, rowoon

dylan cooper — 25 — she/he/they, nonbinary, bisexual, zendaya

kirby cooper — 24 — they/he/she, nonbinary, bisexual, justice smith

genevieve "nev" price — 24 — she/they/he, nonbinary, bisexual, ruby cruz

javi aiza — 31 — they/he, nonbinary, bisexual, david castañeda

rory everett — 24 — they/she, nonbinary, bisexual, kaylee bryant

talon howlett — 25 — they/he, nonbinary, bisexual, mason gooding * marvel locked. son of wolverine. supernatural/superpower verse required; at least in universe, your muse doesn't have to be powered.

skylar lee — 27 — they/she/he, nonbinary, unlabeled queer, cha eunwoo

wybie parker — 25 — they/he, nonbinary, bisexual, evan mock * marvel locked. son of spider-man. supernatural/superpower verse required; at least in universe, your muse doesn't have to be powered.

stefka "stevie" pepi — 25 — they/she, nonbinary, bisexual, sophie thatcher

august "auggie" moore — 24 — they/he, nonbinary, bisexual, jonathan daviss ( test / new muse ! )

ana victoria flores — 26 — they/she, trans nb woman, bisexual, lizeth selene ( test / new muse! )

madison "maddie" flowers — 25 — she/her, trans woman, bisexual, kathryn newton ( test / new muse! )