#happy birthday the universe better give you everything you deserve

[sophiethewitch1]

Its currently may 18, my birthday!

So what better way to celebrate than draw WWWreader experiencing the worst birthdays of her life two times LMAO

omg dude happy birthday!!! i hope you have (had maybe) an absolutely fantastic day!!!!! ALSO URGHKDJSGBNKSDGBSDGHKJB CELEBRATING.... AND YET I'M BEING GIFTED SUCH AMAZING ART.... nnnnnnnghhh thank you once again!!! also yeah the fact that she had to go through this twice lmao get fucked <3

[natimiles]

Countdown to Liam’s Birthday — fanfic | Happy Birthday, Liam!

Surprise (Liam x reader)

Summary: It’s Liam’s birthday and you prepared a few surprises for him — including yourself.

Words: 1890

Tags: NSFW! MDNI! oral sex; face sitting; 69; cum swallowing; established relationship; female reader.

Notes: so today is 06/09 and it’s Sex Day in Brazil. It’s also friday, which we call “sexta-feira”... SEXta… I think the universe wanted shameless smut for Liam’s birthday, and who was I to say no?

It’s a warm summer night, but it doesn’t stop you and Liam from being as close as possible, as always. He’s leaning against his headboard, reading the script for his next play, while you’re lying between his legs, reading your book. He absentmindedly strokes your hair, twirling strands around his fingers and letting them fall. The gentle touch usually makes you fall asleep in his arms, but tonight you’re wide awake.

Your eyes drift from the book in your hands to the clock on the wall every five minutes, and you nervously bite your lips. His birthday is the next day, and you want to make sure he enjoys every second of it. You’re waiting for midnight to be the first to congratulate him and start the celebrations. You glance at the clock again, just as Liam stirs and shifts behind you.

“You’re still awake,” he comments, putting the script aside and leaning forward to peer at your face, noticing the way you’re nervously biting your lip. His expression instantly changes, and he pulls you into a tight embrace. “You look worried. What’s wrong?”

“Mm? Oh, nothing,” you reply, glancing at the clock again. It’s only ten minutes away. Maybe you should go to the kitchen and get his cake, just to make sure you’ll be back in time.

He frowns, not buying it but not wanting to pressure you. “Alright…”

Deciding it’s better to start the celebrations already, you close your book suddenly and sit up. “I’ll be right back, Liam!”

He doesn’t even have time to ask what’s happening or where you’re going. You place the book on the nightstand and leave his room in a heartbeat, leaving a stunned and confused Liam behind. The pink-haired man tilts his head to the side and pouts, having no clue about what just happened.

You rush to the kitchen first, grabbing the savory cake and making sure everything is in its place. Then you head to your room to prepare for the second surprise and Liam’s gift. Your body heats up and your cheeks flush at the thought. It’s the most shameless thing you’ve ever done. You know Liam will love it, but you can’t help but feel anxious about it.

Stripping off all your clothes, you adjust a cute pink bow around your neck, checking in the mirror to make sure it’s nicely done. Grabbing a coat from your closet, you put it on to go back to your boyfriend’s room safely. You glance at the clock and notice that there’s one minute until midnight. You check your reflection in the mirror one last time, give yourself an encouraging smile, grab the cake, and rush back to Liam.

“Happy birthday, Liam!” You don’t even knock on the door, just barge in. He’s still in the same place you left him a few minutes ago, and his eyes widen when he sees you. “I wanted to be the first to congratulate you,” you giggle playfully, making your way to his coffee table and setting the cake down. “And I can already start the celebrations. We have all 24 hours to spend together and make it special.”

He keeps staring at you with wide eyes for a moment, and then they soften as he gives you a charming smile. “Thank you!”

“You’re welcome. You deserve it,” you return the smile.

“Why did you change clothes?” He scans you up and down.

“That’s… my other gift.” You bite your lip nervously, and he raises a curious eyebrow.

You take a deep breath and approach his bed, stopping at the foot of it. You start to unbutton the coat, and his eyes follow your movements, only then noticing the bow around your neck. His gaze shifts to your eyes, a mirrored heat burning in them, and then returns to your hands.

When you finish unbuttoning it all, you let the coat fall to the floor, pooling around your feet. Liam takes in your entire figure, his eyes darkening with desire as he stares at your naked form right in front of him. It’s not the first time he’s seen you, far from it; but it’s probably the first time you’re being so forward and giving him such a naughty surprise. It makes him even more excited.

“Surprise,” you say shyly. “Do you, um, like it?”

“Yes, of course,” he replies in a low voice. “I love it. I love you.”

You smile and climb into the bed, making your way to him. His pink eyes follow you with fascination as you slowly sit between his legs. He wants to touch you so badly, but he can tell you put a lot of thought into this surprise. He doesn’t want to do anything that might disappoint you, so he waits.

You unfasten his belt and unbutton his pants, and he helps you remove them by lifting his body so you can slide them off his legs. His underwear follows, and you give his cock a peck on the tip when you free it, and his breath catches in his throat.

You reach for his shirt, unbuttoning it and kissing every skin you uncover. He shudders and clutches the sheets beside him, not wanting to ruin this moment you planned. But your lips feel so good against him, soft and warm. When you finish removing his shirt and tossing it to the floor, he tentatively reaches for your face, cradling it in his palm. You lean into his touch, and Liam takes it as a sign to keep touching you.

His fingers slide to the ribbon around your neck, the index hooking under it to pull your face to his. His lips crash against yours with urgency, his tongue slipping inside your mouth. Every kiss feels so good, like a warm sensation spreading through your entire body, and this time is no different.

You move to sit on his lap, and he groans. You can feel how hard he is for you, and you roll your hips, drawing a whine from both of you. Liam’s other hand slides down to the front of your body, going to your breasts and giving them a squeeze. His fingertips delicately pinch your nipple, and you grind yourself more against him.

“Liam…”

“You’re so beautiful, I love you so much,” he murmurs against your skin, his lips moving to your neck and distributing kisses and hickeys there, drawing more sighs of his name from you.

He lies down with you on top of him, grabbing your ass to keep you in place. You’re momentarily confused until he settles beneath you. You have half a mind to tell him that this is his birthday celebration and you want to do the work for him, but you can’t bring yourself to refuse when he looks at you like that. If this is what he wants…

You hold the headboard to support yourself and look down. “If you need to breathe or anything, just tap me or push me away.”

“I’ll be fine, don’t worry,” he gives you that charming smile that makes your heart swoon.

Nodding, you move closer with your hips. His hands hold you in place by your ass as his tongue delves into your entrance. You moan and grip the headboard tighter. His tongue slips out to lap at your clit, and his lips close around it to suck hard. You throw your head back, realizing he has no intention of just teasing you.

Liam is deliciously merciless eating you out. He knows all your spots, and how to drive you wild. His tongue alternates between sucking on your clit and entering you, and it’s maddening how good it feels. You buck your hips, your thighs trembling beside his head and your walls fluttering around his tongue. Looking up, he can see your face as you stare back at him, your eyes just as dark with lust as his. His cock throbs at the sight, and he feels like he could cum just from watching you like this.

You slowly feel that familiar sensation rising inside you, and you sit up on your knees before you can go further, pulling your pussy away from his face.

“Liam, I want to make you feel good too,” you breathe out heavily.

He nods vigorously as he helps you turn around. Your pussy is still on his face, but now you can give him pleasure too. You barely adjust on top of him before his tongue is back inside you, thrusting with fervor as he holds you by the thighs in a tight grip that will hopefully leave marks.

You moan and don’t waste any time, wrapping your lips around the tip and going down until you hit your gag reflex. Liam moans, the vibration reverberating through your entire body. Your hand helps with what you can’t fit in your mouth, and you quickly set a steady pace, matching the rhythm of his tongue working on you. You squirm on top of him, your hips rolling against his face, seeking more. Your walls flutter around his tongue, and he pulls you closer, trying to go deeper, making you cry more.

Liam slides one hand from your thigh to your pussy, easily slipping two fingers inside while he laps and sucks on your clit in a way that makes you see stars. Your thighs tremble beside his head as your moans, sighs and whines fill the room and shoot straight to his cock. It doesn’t take long for you to feel that heat rising inside you again, making you suck him with even more enthusiasm, wanting to make him feel as good as you do and to taste him on your tongue.

The pink-haired man slips another finger inside you, and your pussy clenches tightly around him. Your climax is so, so close. You let his cock slip from your mouth with a pop, working quickly with your hand.

“Liam…”

“I know, I got you.” He twists his wrist, hitting that sweet spot inside you, and your vision turns white.

With a loud moan, you feel the pleasure overwhelm you, your pussy clamping down on his fingers as if to keep him inside forever. He rides you through your orgasm, pulling out his fingers when you whine from overstimulation.

You keep moving your hand and bring your mouth back to his cock. A few pumps are enough, and soon Liam is spilling inside your mouth, groaning and calling your name as his fingertips dig into your flesh. You swallow it all, wiping away what’s dribbling out with the back of your hand as you get off him.

You turn around to face him, brushing his bangs back to kiss his forehead before flopping down beside him. He has an adorable smile on his face, one that makes you smile too.

“Thank you for being born, Liam. I love you with all my heart.”

“I love you too,” he says, turning to hug you tightly.

Your legs tangle, and one of his slips between yours, his thigh pressing against your sensitive pussy. You gasp, and he smiles wickedly, his hand moving to the small of your back to hold you close as he leans in to bring his lips to your nipples.

You’ll probably stay there with him the entire day of his birthday.

Taglist: @dragon-liquorice @valkyyriia @queengiuliettafirstlady @koco-coko @just-a-dodo

Masterlists

[theydopissmeoffavocados]

I NEED YOU AND YOU NEED ME HOW FUCKING NICE IS THAT - LOUIS TOMLINSON

it's your birthday louis william tomlinson, but you have been ours since the day you were born, 24 december 1991, you, the love of my life turn 32 today!! happy birthday sunshine!! happy birthday to the reason of my smile every day(if you see me randomly smiling it's because im thinking about you), to the sweeest little thing on the planet, to the recently turned 32 year old person who i will always call my baby tho im 17 years smoller than you, to the person who i constantly worry about, happy birthday sun if i could i would spin around you continuously and still not get tired. There are not enough words to describe you, sometimes i wonder how are you real and cry because you genuinely are a good person, literally an angel in person. I have never felt so connected to an idol other that you. The relationship between louis and louies is the best, we are "dedicated, crazy in the best possible way" about you, you are so gentle, honest and caring about us and im so happy it is a mutual feeling, and we won the best fandom award!!!!! I so happy to be there with you during your first world tour and to see you conquer this world with your you beautiful voice, always be yourself, don't change for anyone, we all love so much! smile because it literally lights up my life and nothing is more prettier than that and enjoy your life because you literally deserve every single thing in this universe, you are the sun and light up my and many other people's world, you are the reason many people are still alive (including me ig, i am going strong because of you luv!!!), "i would give up on everything but louis wouldn't let me" is the line that describes our relationship and you are a very important person to me i don't even know how i would live without you, you are the oxygen i need to survive, i hope you know how much you mean to us and how proud we are of you. I am so greatful that you exist, i thank the universe every single day that you exist and i am alive at same time as you. Thank you for everything you've done for me and everyone, my life has become so so so so much better after i found out about you and i don't know how else to sum it up cause words ain't good enough there's no way i can explain my love for you, i truly wish this year will be the best one for you yet and i can't believe how fast time is passing, i am proud of every big and little thing that you have achieved whatever makes you happy and whatever you want to do just do it! we are always here for you like you are there for us whenever we need you. I am so happy to be a part of this big beautiful family.

I am for every greatful for you and so thankful that i am able to call you my favourite man in the whole world. you will always be my #1 in my life. May all your dreams come true. and i love you for infinity, forever and always. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOU!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUPCAKE 🧁!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

always in my heart @ louistomlinson

[lotus02lavish]

some angst of breakup Headcanons with SWK, MK and Mayor from LMK? GN Reader btw. i just need some angst.

[Pain shall be fed into the beating heart] 💥

【If we ever broke up, I'd be sad. 💔】

{Sun Wukong, Mk, and Mayor breakup with GN! Reader}

➳ Lego Monkie kid (LMK) // Headcanons // Seperated // Angst! ✍🏻

──･ ｡ﾟ☆*. .* ☆ﾟ.──･☆ﾟ.──･｡ﾟ☆ *. .* ──

"You can love them, forgive them, want good things for them ... but still move on without them." - Mandy Hale.

Sun Wukong

The realization about a mortal human being and the immortal monkey king put into a loving relationship would not work.

Sun Wukong could give you his peaches of immortality to accompany him until the end of time. Except the horror that if you live forever, everyone and everything around you will move on. Somethings will die and forgotten without you. No peaches for you, hun.

Sun Wukong does not allowed to let anyone notice you as his lover, he just want to protect you from anyone that cause harm. Which makes you believe he is embarrassed to have you.

Sun Wukong is lacking the ability to explain of how he truly feeling towards you. From time to time again to have communication problems and abuse that cannot be solved.

In Sun Wukong's opinion, love is just another useless emotion to express that lead to heartbreak and disappointment. He is not ready to handle any of those qualities.

In conclusion, Sun Wukong is unexpectedly certain to break up with you, just to save you from himself. He is arrogant and a trickster is known to everyone who has heard of or had the chance to meet the legendary Monkey King.

"Eternal life can bring eternal suffering, I don't want you to feel the same way as me."

The fact that Sun Wukong has said his goodbyes to you and gone from your sight, the good thing is glad to know that you have great life and bright future ahead from destiny than his. The bad thing is, he will miss you deeply more than you ever know.

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"Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." - Marilyn Monroe.

MK

At first, Mk does not understand why you would choose someone like him to be your boyfriend, and he felt that not asking about it was better. He always thinking that he does not deserve your love.

Mk ponders about you cherish them because they are a powerful hero, and everything else within them has no importance. That is why the noodle boy worried that one day they would accidentally use their unnatural monkey magic skills to hurting you, and afraid they might fail to save you from danger.

Mk is often excusing himself with his training, delivering noodles, saving the world/universe, and joining his friends to avoid you.

Mk repeatedly forgets the important events, such as your birthday, the dating anniversary day, the national holidays, and meeting with your friends or family. Heis busy to handle with the fate of being heroic rest on his shoulders, and gaining more trauma through the rest of his journey.

One time, Mk send one of their clone to accompany you in the entire day. Later, the copy of them bluntly told you that they (Original self) actually felt forced in love and does not feel the same way as you anymore.

You have grown tired of him and finally choose to breakup for the best, which Mk had expected and planned this all along.

"I'm very sorry! You deserve someone else better than me."

Though still feeling awkward, you and Mk agree to became friends once again. Furthermore, both of you always ignoring the questions of "That's your ex?"

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"Sometimes the only way to let go is to love someone enough to want the best for him or her, even if that means not being together." - Anonymous

The Mayor

After years of dating, there is nothing special happening between the two of you. No happiness and no pleasure, just empty.

Oh, how unfortunate you do not know so much about him, even his real name is remain unknown. The Mayor is most likely to kept horrifying secrets and plans to himself from you.

Sadly, whenever the Mayor is near you, he did not have a smile on his face. Only emotionless can be seen in your eyes. Revealing his true colors.

The Mayor would rather focus on granting his Lady's requests than to spend all of his time with you.

It is a ridiculous suspicion that the Mayor is cheating on you simply because he worships The Lady Bone Demon as his only goddess until the bitter end.

At long last, you decided to breakup with the cold-hearted and odd man, his response is none other than a giggle and does not mind.

"You see, dear?" Mayor spoke up as he turn around, "letting someone go is actually easier than we thought."

At that exact moment, the Mayor show his silly toothy smile to you for one last time before he disappeared. Leaving you heartbroken and wish him for the best to accomplish his duty.

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True Colors - SLAVES

"Wait, did you ever take a moment just to think

About anyone, anyone other than yourself?!

Give me back the love I wasted now

Cold, one day it's gonna hit you, you're alone

I won't be there, won't be there

It's cruel to turn around

Give me back the love I wasted now."

[dryams03]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS!!

This drawing came actually pretty late, I'm really really sorry, but I hope it still counts! I made it with all my patience and heart in 11 h so... It better worths the while >:p

Don't mind me simping under the cut @goldazu || @ruki--mukami

Well, let's talk with truth and heart because those are the meaningful words we have in the world to speak.

First, I send to you past Mai 26 a single message with a happy birthday while I was... in the middle of something at the university, sleepless and stressed. Yes, a hard day with... 48 hours of speedrun...

I wrote something like I really hoped you were doing fine; but I really wanted to do more, I had this drawing on mind that moment but I wasn't able to do it.

But that didn't stop me you see, I wanted to do something special for you because you, honestly, you deserve it.

I think that every single soul that decides to share their inner worlds in any art branch that ever existed need to have a mutual like you. Not only because the wholesome and fulfilling support you give and the kindness you sprout to people around you but the way you show yourself so dedicated to your blog. Everything is so organized and your writing is perfect cause it feels so real! (sometimes I feel like Ruki is a real person and right behind there is you, the secretary, writing his speech with a bloc-note XD).

Girl, it's inspiring, I meant it a lot. And I hope, as you said, it stays like this a little bit longer, no matter how much. It will be fine.

I have to confess, before I met you I really have been having a little bit of troubles around my character. I was unsure that Cassie would find a place to develop her personality. Like... She has phases, right? And she could be amazingly cheerful and a literal sunlight at the beginning but she... Is more like that in the surface, you see. But none crossed that line. I think the problem was that I hadn't found in that time the kind of roleplay that I was looking at. The roleplay that sinks into the deepest parts of the characters and that make them give opinions, do more complicated actions, express themselves in the way they truly are. But, since the day you met Cassie you have been supporting me and I have been feeling a lot of confidence about my character. You really made me want to come back to Tumblr with a lot of energy, to renew and rethink my character, and show all her sides, all the beauty that she is intended to give, the lightest and the darkest side of her. And I granted part of this inspiration to you .

And, Jas, did you remember? Cuz I think I wouldn't forget it in my life——

Girl you made me a fanart of my girl in my birthday when you barely knew me!! I was like: I LOVE IT BUT WHY?! I was surprised! I wasn't expecting anything like that! And it made me so happy that I could barely keep myself entirely! (Also that day I was feeling pretty bad, I was having a terrible day and that simple thing changed completely my humor. No people physically around me understood it, but I didn't give a shit! I was happy! For true! Btw the picture is still in my smart clock and I don't plan to quit it uwu).

No matter the time you took to answer, that doesn't stop me to enjoy roleplaying with you. I'm glad you feel fulfilled with your life and I hope you can still walk to the future with all hopes.

I'm glad for having in my memory the day I clumsily popped into your inbox.

And, again, happy birthday Jas. I appreciate you a lot ♥️

[wcvensouls]

binsoo's new post ! featuring @sunchases .

june 28th — this is the first year that this date holds a special meaning to me, but i know that it will always be the case from now on, for as long as i live. that's because it is your birthday, and i will always celebrate the day the most special person i have ever met was born. to have met you and become a part of your life the way i have is one of the luckiest things that have ever happened to me, and i will never take it for granted. harper yi, you are my sunflower and my sun all in one, the one that completes me and the reason i continue to better myself every day. you are such a warm and kind person & i will do everything in my power to give you the happiness that you deserve. you're beautiful both inside and out & when i look at you, i see a masterpiece. while i may have not known you for as long as i would have liked, i know that your existence is a very special one — and i will make up for all the years we went through without each other by loving you as hard as i possibly can. i was put on this earth to love you and i will do so with every fiber of my soul, even long after i'm gone. i love you. i love you, i love you, i love you. i thought these words were so difficult to say and that i would never say them to anyone, but it feels so natural when it comes to you. so much so, that i never want to stop saying it — even in a public space like this, because i want everyone to know that you are mine and i am yours. you're the love of my life & you always will be, no matter what. now that i have you, i am never letting you go. all of this to say that i wish you the best birthday and all the happiness, success and love in the universe for the years to come — to be alive in the same time as you is a blessing. this is only the first of many special dates in our life together and i will continue to celebrate you, my most special someone, at every chance i get. you're my present and my future, and you deserve everything good in this world. you are truly everything to me, my love, and i will make sure you never forget that.

[yesace123]

Was there even hope?

Why do I have to give up my dreams and pursue them just because of something I am unable to control?

July 3, 2024. A simple family dinner to celebrate my brothers birthday was held. Everything was nice and okay, not until my father mentioned a med campus opening in ESSU.

"Pwede ka na mag med, Eis. Sa ESSU.." Said my full of ego father and was followed by laughs from my other family members.

An ambitionless person would find that okay. At least they get to go to med school right? However, I'm not an ambitionless person. I have dreams to pursue and a big pride over everything.

In my defense, I wouldn't be this kind of person who's pride is as big as the mount everest and a big of a dreamer if I haven't been promised nor compared.

Looking back to when I was five, my aunt shared a big news to the family. "My daughter trisha got accepted on UP med!" A mere five year old was compared to an eighteen year old who got into college.

"You should be more like your cousin..!" Seven words that's stuck in mind till now. I wanted to be like her. No actually, I wanted to be better than her.

Even at six, I already dreamt about getting into UP. I topped every class, I won every contest I joined and even joined the press at 7. That's how dedicated I was and still am.

During third grade, I got an offer from my adviser. She told me that if I joined the MTAP it would guarantee me a spot in Philippine Science High, so I did.

The whole week before the competition, I locked in my room and studied sixth grade math just so I could win and beat everyone in the competition. Therefore, I won first place.

Three years later, I took the entrance exam and actually passed. I couldn't help but be proud and happy. That's it. I'm one more step closer to my dream.

Now I am in eighth grade, still hoping for UP as I speak. Proud that at least I have a chance on getting in, but of course, the hope in me faded into pieces as my dad spoke. "I already paid enough on your hospital bills yet you still want to go to a fancy med school?"

The pain I felt when my dad told me to study in a lousy lowly rated state university after all the hard work I put into to be where I am right now was like an arrow shot directly to my heart.

How could they do this to me? What did I ever do to deserve this treatment? All I ever did was try my best to succeed. To live. To be known. To be at least acknowledged as your daughter.

[daisysiete]

+1

October 17, 2023

Basha turns 26.

For the past months, I have been through hell and back. I lost myself. I look in the mirror and don’t recognize the person I see. I don’t know what I did wrong. I kept asking myself why my heart felt heavy and empty at the same time.

If you know me personally, you know how much I love my routines. I love making schedules, clearing out my lists, and doing time-blocking. But I traveled so far inside my head that I didn't do any of that, not even having the thought of attempting to do all those things. I lost so much trust in myself and filled my head with so much doubt. I know I can do better, but my mind keeps me stuck in loops.

So many things happened in the last three days. My high school best friends — Walbert, Iya, & FK, celebrated my birthday with me last weekend. They planned and booked everything. EVERYTHING. I thought my birthday celebration in 2021 was the best one yet (the one where they also surprised me), yet they've outdone themselves again. I must have saved the world in my past life to deserve such generous, loving, and thoughtful people. With them, my mind, body, and soul are at peace. They reminded me how much love I have in my heart. I don't know how they pulled that off. I guess a miracle happened.

Before we went home last night, I got an e-mail from my thesis adviser. I almost bawled my eyes out (but decided not to because I don’t like crying in public places). A snippet from her e-mail reads:

"I am eagerly looking forward to seeing the updates on the spaces you will create. I do not doubt that your work will be exceptional, as always."

I remember when our research coordinator announced that we could choose our advisers this school year. I prayed hard that God would lead me to the right mentor. My mom suggested that I write their names and put them all in a jar on the altar overnight. The next day, I grabbed three small pieces of paper. The first two names stopped teaching that semester.

As I opened the last piece of paper, her name was on it.

I tried to "test" it and applied to a different adviser the following day. Do you know what happened? That adviser referred me back to her. Thank you, universe!

She has been my rock during my thesis for almost a year now. I'm really thankful for her. She always encourages and tells me, "Don't compromise yourself. Rest when you need to. Just do your best."

When I was on the edge of giving up on my thesis, I told her that I might not make it. I tried to be as honest as I could, even though I knew I was letting her down. But she never doubted me since day 1. She signed and submitted my endorsement certificate even though I didn't finish all my floor plans. That's how much she believes in me.

As I end my day today, no matter how sad and empty my heart feels (working on it), I will remember how lucky I am to receive all this love from the people who love and support me.

To myself, I believe in you.

Happy birthday.

[love-now-cry-later]

the importance of change

"nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same"

september 3, 2023

I'm at a point in life where everything is changing and for the first time… I'm ok with it. I just turned 18 (woo!) and for the first year since i was 12 i didn't have a breakdown on my birthday. i graduated just before that and now i'm off. in 1 month i'll be in maine for a concert with my best friend, then i'll be in GA with my mom and then i'll be back in jersey until christmas where i’ll then go to nebraska for a bit and then costa rica from january to july, and when we come back my friend Abbi will be graduating and we all will have had enough saved up to rent a house together. And My dad asked me this morning if I was scared and I've just sat here thinking. What do I feel?

i'm about to spend the next year of my life traveling and seeing the world. having opportunities, that i'm eternally grateful for, that many people don't have and my family never had. I have a chance of moving out and getting my own home and for my family, generations in one home, that's really big. I'm young and free and I'm grateful to have friends who give me opportunities that I would never have otherwise.

But It's terrifying. I'm gonna be far from home for a long time and when i'm finally back it won't be for long, but you know what's scarier? everything staying the same.

my life has gotten easier these last few months. my senior year, I graduated because I have connections with teachers and principals and people like me. my 'charisma' as Camdyn puts it. I have opportunities like Costa Rica because friends and their families like me. My life has gotten easier and I don't take that for granted. In some ways I believe the easy, go-with-the-flow, handouts and kindness that I've been receiving is an apology from the universe. An apology for having to be strong and grow up at a very young age. An apology for all that i had to deal with very young, and a reward for not letting it turn me into a person i would be ashamed of. Coming out of it a better person.

I believe that I was meant to break generational cycles. The cycles of poverty- the cycles of teen pregnancy- the cycles of throwing your life away. The cycles of dead end office jobs, janitorial positions- of deciding between a meal for you or your kids tonight. The grab the wic approved!- dirty looks in the grocery line because of the ebt card. I believe it’s gotten easier because I deserve an easier life than my mother and my father. Not that they dont deserve it either, But i can tell they’re happy that i have better, i think thats what they've always wanted for me. Even though they didn’t necessarily provide it, they're happy for me. I can tell.

My point- or the point of this ramble at least is that change is scary but you know what- that's good. Fear is good sometimes! It’s like when you first start highschool and you're scared, there's a new building and its so big and there's so many people you’ve never met and people you never will, but after a couple weeks freshman year is easy- then it’s winter break and spring break, and then- you're a sophomore. I was terrified to graduate, but I'm so grateful and happy I did. Because you know what's more scary and embarrassing than standing in front of hundreds of people that dont like you, and an ex and their new gf in a stupid cap and gown, and possibly falling on your face walking off the stage? Not doing it. Letting yourself give up and fail out of fear. The great thing about life is that you can change at any point. Anything you're unhappy with you can change, And isn't that beautiful?

The thing is that, I've really looked at my life and gotten more perspective and I need more change. “The way im living is a temper tantrum” and not in the way it was before, where i was drinking myself into oblivion for some nihilistic ‘fuck you’ to the man or god or whatver. But in the way that i’ve kept myself in a box so to be what others want me to be. I’m done with the edgy-tryhard - anti feminine hard ass-intimidating bullshit image i’ve tried to spin my whole life. I'm surrendering. Surrendering to the divine feminine, to the easy, happy, beautiful universe. I'm ready to begin the easiest, happiest era of my life. An era of receiving.

Anyway, I hope to all that read this that you will experience freedom, and happiness as we’re all entitled to. Asé

[donteattheappleshook]

CS fics by @elizabeethan you must read!

Happy birthday @elizabeethan ! @snowbellewells and I had the same idea apparently but you deserve all the love for your fantastic stories on your birthday! 

Elizabeth have so many amazing, beautiful fics and so I’ve struggled to narrow it down to my absolute forever favorites. If you haven’t read one of them yet you’re missing out and you need to rectify that ASAP - your life will be better for it, trust me

The Sad Baker Killian series

Never More Than I Can Take 

holding my breath for you

From the Beginning 

What can I even say about this series - there aren’t even words. It’s the softest, most painful, hearbreakingly beautiful love story. Sad Killian is always one of my favorites but who knew that adding baker to that would just magnify it tenfold. Ugh this story is just - I can’t - just gfjdakvdsagl. Read it. 

Overboard  series

Ao3

Here we have a beautiful example of our lovely talented shipmate thinking she could get away with only writing us a oneshot of this breathtaking universe. And here we are 6 installments in and if you don’t think I would devour a hundred thousand more you’re wrong. I need this as a whole damn novel that just never ever ends. The sad silver Killian and damaged Emma, the way you’ve written the emotion and the love between these two, the way you created such a full and complete world which feels so real and beautiful while still keeping our favorite ship so true to their characters - I’m in awe. Sometimes I’ll just start thinking about this fic and sit there for a good long while in amazement at your talent. Did I mention I’m obsessed with this series already? Perfection.  

Watch the Sunlight Fade

UUUUGGGGHHHHHH this fic. It’s like you wrote everything I wished Sons of Anarchy had been and then multiplied the amazingness by a billion. This one is so so painful to read and so incredibly beautiful. Strap yourselves in for a hell of an angsty ride that will be 100% worth it. Prepare yourself to want to murder Neal like you never have before. Prepare yourself to want to give Killian a giant fucking hug and take care of him. The way you slow burned this fic too is just stunning too and I can’t even get my words to work right in saying how much I love this fic. Everyone needs to read it and give it the appreciation it deserves because WOW this story gives me life. 

Steal Away

So there’s obviously a pattern starting here of @elizabeethan hurts me to the deepest part of my soul and I thank her for it. I was obsessed with this fic from the moment you suggested the premise and honestly apart from Overboard which will forever be one of my all time favorite fics, this might be my favorite of yours. This fic starts as a robery gone wrong and then becomes something so much more than I ever expected or knew I needed. It had me crying, like ugly cry in public but don’t stop reading because you need to know what happens next, and then just feeling so many things that I couldn’t do anything but yell at you about it and then I think this one just renewed my belief in love because you wrote their characters and their story and their emotions so perfectly and everything feels so REAL and heartbreaking and then so so hopeful. This fic is a masterpiece and I would (have?) read it a million times over. 

Spaces Between Us

I remember this fic starting with “do you think people would be mad if...” and man I think that is how you need to approach everything you write forever lmao. Will it make them mad? I don’t know but it will absolutely make them rage at your horrible villains, want to cry for Emma and be begging you to let our babies have a torid affair and then maybe murder someone (disclaimer: there is no murder in this fic- but you’d consider it a reasonable choice if there were). You absolutely broke my heart with this story, poor Emma trapped in her relationship with Walsh, the second chance love story that felt so real that I was blown away. I’ve always found it hard to read those because I couldn’t get on board with my ship breaking up in the first place let alone how they’d end up together again but then you wrote this fic and I get it now. And you brought them together again in such a beautiful way with all the angst I could possibly handle. You write angst so well but you also have such a talent with bringing happiness and love and hope back to the story at the end of it all and this fic is a perfect example of that. 

Between the Morning and the Night

Finally I had to throw this hilarious little fic in. I swear I’d have listed every single one of your shorter fics - there were so many I loved and everyone should go read them all but I had to narrow it down for this list and I ahve to say that this might be my absolute favorite of your standalones. The premise is so fucking funny - Will noticing the scratches on Killian’s back and Killian in full blown panic about David finding out just who gave them to him - dead. Of course, beautiful, talented, amazing author that you are you gave us feels like you wouldn’t believe turning this funny little oneshot into a truly stunning piece of writing. I love this fic so much. Like just: 

“Good god, mate.”

He turns, surprise in his eyes when he faces his friend and colleague and is met with his shocked, horrified expression.

“What?”

He knows he’s red and sweaty after a workout, but it can’t be anything different from how he always looks when they return to the locker room.

“I mean, were you attacked?”

💀💀💀💀💀

Bless this fic and bless you for writing it

I hope you’ll all go and read the incredible fics that Slibby has written over the last couple years (she wrote 54 in like 2 years???? are you real though, girl??) and give her the love and appreciation she deserves on this the most special of days!

Happy birthday again @elizabeethan you’ve been the best pocket friend a girl could ask for and I’m forever grateful that the fandom brought us together 

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[tetzoro]

MY PRECIOUS SWEETEST DARLING AIMSIESSSS !! oh my goodness i have sososo much to say teehee :3

first of all, you and kuroo’s date was absolutely DARLING </333 him winning you prizes and goin on the rides with you PLZ T^T he is absolutely in love with you im gonna sob. i can imagine him playing those rigged games till his pockets were empty just so he could get the prize you wanted <333 he is such a sweetheart sighsighsigh !!! he definitely was making goofy faces at the cameras on the ride wasn’t he HEHE that guy !!! and him kissing you on the ferris wheel WAHHH my heart, imagining him waiting until you both are at the tippy top to give you a big smooch PLZZZZ !!! YOU GUYS ARE SOSOSOSOSOSOSOO CUTE i will literally get on my knees to cry because sob… kuromy… my precious sweeties kuromy <333

OOO my turn you say ?!?! i will indulge >.< my favorite date with bokuto !!

that would probably have to be one of our first dates, our picnic date <333 sigh it was just so perfect !! he set it up all by himself ( i know akaashi helped him with some things but he doesn’t have to know i know hehe >:3 ). he had a blanket and yummy sandwiches, it was a perfect sunny day at the park !! we stayed there until nighttime and watched the stars together <333 sob young love !! we got super cute polaroids together and he has one of me in my sundress on the back of his phone !!!! such lovely memories WAHHHH </333

also, I JUST SAW UR LIL MOOTIES SHIP POST AND I ALMOST CRIED SEEING MY TAG ON THERE T^T i felt so special PLZZZZ i can’t believe you thought of me </333 THANK YOU SOSO MUCH FOR INCLUDING ME SOBSOBSOBSOB !!! it means the world it made me smile so much :,) YES TEEHEEE me and my tinky kou PLZZZZ you already know !! >.< i love you so much WAHHHH u are tha SWEETEST EVAAAAA !!!! <333

also noticed you are on semi-hiatus, i just wanted to send you my wellest wishes and i hope everything is going well for you <333 i’ll be making sure kuroo and zoro are checkin’ up on you constantly !! you deserve the world + the universe itself aims, you’re a precious sweet soul and you make many people happy <333 so i hope you know you’re loved and cherished !!

of course you know i have to end my silly rambles with a kuromy question !! so, what’s the sweetest message you’ve received from kuroo ( or multiple if you can’t pick !! ) was it a text, a sticky note, a birthday card ?? I WANNA KNOW !!!

i LOVE you aimsies and i hope this week goes absolutely PERFECT for you <333 KISSES AND SMOOCHES AND HUGS AND ALL OF MY LOVE TO YOU MWUAH MWUAH MWUAHHH !!!!💋💋💋

- :3

:3 !! huggin u & huggin u & huggin u !!!

SOB IM CRYIN RN AT HOW CUTE KUROO IS !!! he def doesn’t care how much money or how long it will take, he is dead set on getting me the prize i want !! (but the real prize is him .. the crowd boos) omg the silly faces .. WAIT THATS FUNNY U SAID THAT BC !! i don’t rlly make silly faces but it could be the scariest or fastest ride in the world but if i know where that camera is.. u better believe in hitting a pose DJSJSJ usually it’s like ✌️😙 teehee amusement parks are fr my fave and ik he’d always indulge me sobsobsob

BUT YOU AND BOKUTO HELLO ! the picnic :’) that’s seriously the sweetest thing in the world :( young love fr !! i bet he’s eating and you see something on the side of his face so you reach over with a lil napkin and he just FREEZES !! looking at you with wide, hopeful eyes as you wipe it off his face. you guys are so close and he wants to kiss you so so so bad !! does he ? 🎤 teehee picnic dates are so cute :((

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM U SAW THAT POST !!! it didn’t feel right not including u hehe you and ur tinky bo are everything to me :(( THE WORLD NEEDED TO KNOW !! hugging u <33

but yeeess sob ! semi hiatus time >_< i’ll still be popping on and stuff but i feel like i have nothing to post / talk about so im just lurking in the shadows every once in awhile LMFAO plus i’ve been busy lately and haven’t really been able to scroll the dash so </3 it’s only temporary tho !! you are seriously the sweetest, thank you for your words, they make me feel sm better :3 !! i hope you know how much i love & appreciate you !!! sending u SM LOVE !!!

rubs my hands like a lil fly .. kuromy time !! okay so kuroo and i are coworkers to lovers so i can’t tell you the amount of post it notes he’s left on my desk with little doodles or jokes or whatever !! but my favorite was one in particular — it was before things were official between us but we kinda already blurred the line so his note was simple and said “happy hour?” with a little doodle of our catsonas and a lil drink LOL but this was the night that he asked me to be his girlfriend and yeah :3 i kept the note (all of them tbh) but this one is my favorite hehe

YOU AND BOKUTO TIME !! when bokuto is on his off season, does he like to take you traveling ? or does he like soaking up all the time with you at home ? what does life look like during this time ? :3 !

i love u so much my beloved lil :3 ! i hope you have a fantastic week ahead !! sending u so so much love and so many smooches !!!! MWAAAH !!!

[agirlwithbigdreamsforher]

CHAPTER 14

THE NANNY: CHAPTER 14

Pairing: Andy Barber x Annie Johnson (OFC)

Summary: Working and single parenting is not easy. Andy needs to find a nanny for his son Jacob. Annie, an education degree student at Lasell University, comes to their lives just in time for the big changes in Andy’s life.

Warnings: None.

A/N: None.

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Word count: 2596

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“Hey guys!” Annie said when she saw her friends in the screen of her laptop. “How is Mexico Mark?”

“Amazing! It would be better if you were here.”

“You’re such a liar!” Sharon said “You don’t miss us, I’m sure Steve is keeping busy,” She wiggled her eyebrows

“Oh, he is! Trust me! Keeping me full all night.”

“Alright, I love you, but I really don’t wanna know about your sex life.” Annie said and everyone laughed.

“Talking about sex life, how are things with Andy?” Mark asked.

“There is nothing going on with him.”

“Liar! Tell us everything.” Sharon said.

“There is nothing to tell you guys. I mean, yes we live together, but you know nothing has ever happened. We have seen each other in our underwear and…”

“Wow! What??? When did that happened and why didn’t we know about it?!” Sharon commented.

“The day after I moved, he forgot I was here and he showed up in the kitchen only in his boxers.”

“Please tell me he looks as yummy as I think he does without clothes on.” Mark said.

“He does” Annie giggled “and, he has tattoos on his chest.” There was a pause “Oh! And he saw one of my thongs!”

“Alright!” Sharon said, “Next time you should inform us of all of that, is not very friend of you to hide those things!”

“Ok, ok. There have been a couple of times that I’ve thought he would kissed me, but then he doesn’t, or when we watch TV he takes my hand, I’ve noticed he looks at me and then he looks away, nothing too serious.”

“Oh darling, it is serious. Maybe he is just shy.” Sharon said.

“Shy? Come on! Is very obvious he likes it rough in the bedroom!” Mark interfered “Perhaps he doesn’t know what to do, maybe he wants to give you some space due to what happen to you. Give him a push, if you really think he wants to kiss you then kiss him! You have nothing to lose.”

“Ammm yeah! If something goes wrong I can lose my job.”

“But if everything goes right, you’ll gain a hot successful daddy.” Sharon said.

“Why is everyone so interested in my love life? No one is asking Sharon if she is dating someone!”

“Ok, first of all, cuz we actually think Andy likes you and you deserve to be happy after what happened with Daniel and second, if you must know, I met someone on Tinder…”

“You should be careful with that.” Annie said.

“Yes, mom.” Sharon answered sarcastically. “As I was saying, he seems nice, we haven’t go out yet, but we plan to do it.”

“I agree with Annie, you should be careful. I have to go now. Keep me posted on what happens with you two. Love you.” Mark disconnected from the call.

“He seems happy.”

“Yeah, I’m glad he is happy.”

“So how is Andy?”

“Are we going on with that?”

“No, no. I ask because of the case he is working on, I saw him on TV.”

It was a Thursday and it’s been three weeks now since Annie moved in with the Barbers. Andy was loaded with work, a murder case under his wing. The media was covering the whole thing, everyone in Massachusetts knew who Andy Barber was now, the promising young ADA who was trying to put “The death angel”, as the media named him, behind bars.

“He is tired. He doesn’t say it but I notice, he hasn’t eat or sleep well in days. His birthday was last week and we couldn’t even celebrate it, we bought him a cake and sang happy birthday to him, but that was pretty much it, it was very sad to be honest.”

“Poor Andy, and how is Jake?”

“He is good, he is now next door playing with the neighbor. Andy hides what he is working on at the moment, which is good. Neither Jake nor I are allowed to go into his office, and trust me right at this moment I really don’t want to see what he has there.”

“I believe you. In another topic, I was thinking maybe we should go out tomorrow night, girl’s night, nothing too crazy, how about dinner?”

“Sure! I’ll see you at 6 at your place.”

“Perfect! See you tomorrow.”

Annie closed her laptop and went to the living room, turned the TV on and sat down. The news were on, showing the affected families with Andy behind them. Everyone were fighting over to have an interview with him, he had won the case. A life sentence for the man who murder those 5 poor young girls. Annie kept looking at him answering every question asked by the reporters, he looked exhausted, the bags under his eyes, his hallow cheeks, he was in a poorly state. She turned the TV off and went to the kitchen to start making lunch.

It probably had passed half an hour, Annie was making a turkey sandwich for lunch, when her phone went off, an unknown number in the screen, but she picked up anyways.

“Hello?”

“Hello gorgeous, how are you?” A man with, what she assumed, was his sexy voice answered on the other side.

“I’m good, who is this?”

“Oh! You don’t remember me! That’s bad cuz I certainly remember you.”

“Look if you have nothing better to do, bother somebody else with this type of calls ok?” Annie heard how the man struggle with someone else on the other side of the phone.

“That’s mine! Gimme my phone back!” the man yelled.

“Hey! Is this Annie?” another manly voice sounded.

“Yes, and you are?”

“Forgive my partner, he actually thinks is funny and sexy, I’m Anthony, Andy’s friend.”

“Oh! His poker friends! You’re detective Mackie right?”

“Yes, ma’am, look we were wondering if you are busy, we need you to come and pick Andy to the courthouse.”

“Why? What happened?”

“Ammm well, he is kind of catatonic, he is just in his office staring at a blank point in the wall and he is not talking.”

“I’m on my way.”

Annie grabbed her wallet and the car keys, she went to the neighbor’s house to tell Mrs. López she will be out for a while. She drove all the way to the courthouse, the police at the entrance asked her why she was there, made her go through a metal detector, gave her a pass and let her through and told her which way to go to find Andy’s office. She walked all the way there, until she saw the familiar face of a woman.

“Hi! I know you, I’m…”

“Andy’s “wife”. Stacy answered dryly, and the air quotes made Annie lift her eyebrow “What you want?”

“I’m here to pick him up.”

“Weird, he never said you were coming, and as far as I know he said he didn’t want to be disturbed.”

“Listen,” Annie said with no patience, “I am his wife, and I have every right to be here and go to his office!”

“No, you’re not.” Stacy answered back.

“Hey! You made it.” Anthony and Seb approach to Annie. “Come with us”.

“You can’t go in there!” Anthony, Seb and Annie ignored her “I don’t care if she is his wife or not, you can’t do that.”

Anthony and Seb looked at each other, and turned to Annie.

“What is she talking about?” Seb asked.

“Ammm long story short, one day that girl was flirting with Andy and he told her I was his wife to get her off his back.”

“Can’t blame him, she is quite noisy and annoying.”

Andy’s office was closed, the drapes were closed as well. They knock and receive no answer. Annie opened the door slowly, Andy was sitting on his chair, head down, and tie loose around his neck, his jacket hanging on the back of the chair. Neither of them dare to move, and then Seb pushed Annie inside.

“Hey!”

“Go on, we have tried everything.” Anthony said.

“Well, not everything. You didn’t want to use my plan of throwing water at him.” Seb interfered.

Annie kept looking at them, she could tell that Seb was the child of the pair. Annie turned and walked towards Andy who was still in the same spot. She kneeled next to his chair, her hand went to touch his cheek to make him look at her.

“Andy?” no answer “Baby…” Andy groaned when he listened the loving word. “Hey! Look at me.” Andy lifted his gaze to meet her eyes. His eyes were red and glossy, Annie had never seen him like this.

“I won.” Andy’s voice was barely a whisper.

“I know, I saw. I’m so proud of you!”

“Everyone is saying that.”

“But I mean it” She giggled “Come on, let’s get you home, so you can rest.”

“I’m exhausted.”

“I know, that’s why I’m here. Can you stand?” Andy nodded and did as he was told, Annie hold him by the waist as Andy put her arm around her shoulders. Anthony and Seb walked in to take Andy’s things and followed them out of the office to Annie’s car.

“Thank you for coming.” Anthony said while helping Andy to get in the car.

“Thank you for calling. He needs to sleep, he worked so hard on this.”

They said good bye and Annie drove back home. They walked to the door, Annie helped him with his stuff, and opened the door for him.

“Come on, big guy. You need a shower, food and rest.”

“I’m not hungry.”

“We’ll start with the shower then. Let’s go.”

Once in the room, Annie turned the shower on, the steam of the hot water filling the bathroom. She then came back to help Andy with his clothes until he was only in his boxers.

“Can you go from here?” Andy nodded at her question “Good, be right back. I’m making you a sandwich.”

Andy walked into the bathroom, took off his underwear and stepped in the shower. The hot water relaxing his muscles, the pressure he had been feeling for the past weeks was vanishing right at this moment. He took a deep breath, and started to wash his hair and body. After 15 minutes he came out, the bed looked incredible comfortable, or so he thought. He put a white shirt and some sweats, dried his hair as much as he could and went under the covers. His eyes felt heavy, the mattress felt like a marshmallow and his duvet was soft like a cloud. Annie walked in carrying a tray with two plates and two glasses with orange juice, Andy was dozing off with his back against the head board.

“Andy?” He opened his eyes, a sleepy smile on his lips “I brought you something to eat.”

“’M tired” He yawned “Later.”

“Ok” she smiled and put the tray on the vanity “Lay down. Jake is with the neighbors, he won’t wake you up.” she gave him a small kiss on his forehead. “I see you when you wake up.”

“Lay down with me, please.” At this point Andy was half asleep. Annie nodded, took off her shoes, and laid under the cover next to him. Her hand caressed his face and that’s all it took for Andy to fall in a deep sleep. No longer after Annie fell asleep too.

When Andy opened his yes, he was on his back, looking at the ceiling. He wasn’t sure how long he slept, but he felt better than before, rested at least. A warm feeling on his chest made him looked down, Annie’s hand was resting there, her hair all over the pillow; he took her hand and turned to see her. She looked so at peace, her eyelids were moving.

“What are you dreaming of?” Andy whispered and Annie mumbled in her sleep which cause Andy to giggle, making Annie to wake up. Her eyes fluttered open to find Andy staring at her.

“You talk in your sleep.” Andy said “it’s cute.” Annie groaned and covered her face “Is true, it is cute.”

“Did you rest?” Annie said moving her hands out of her face.

“Yes, thank you for picking me up. I just couldn’t drive.”

“Care to tell me what was going on in that head of yours?” Andy sighed.

“I think it was everything. The case, the evidence, the families, they counted on me, and for a moment while I was speaking to the jury I thought I’d lost. And all I could think of was what was I going to say to the parents of those girls.”

“But you did everything you could, and you succeeded! I saw how much time and effort you put into this, the sleepless nights…”

“You notice I wasn’t sleeping?”

“Your footsteps are heavy when you are tired, so you made noise walking down the stairs every night. I sneaked behind you a few times” She confessed “I saw you looking at the pictures you had in your office. Were they bad?”

“They were pictures of the murder scenes. So yes, they were bad. Every time I went to bed I kept seen those poor innocent girls, one of them looked so much like you. And just the thought of anyone hurting you, I just can’t…” his voice broke and his eyes filled with tears.

“Shhhh, I’m right here. Not going anywhere. Not any time soon at least.” Her hand went to the nape of his head caressing him gently.

“Did you mean what you said in my office? Are you proud of me?”

Annie smiled and gave him a peck on the lips; Andy was shook until a wide smile was on his face.

“Of course is true! I like you Andy. And I’m not saying it because you’re my boss. Actually I shouldn’t be saying it because of the same reason, but I do. I don’t know if you like me back, Jake says you do, god I’m trusting in what a 3 year old says and…”

Andy crashed his lips against her to shush her down, they smiled to each other and then kissed again, this time slower. Their lips touched each other, gently first, taking the time to explore every part of their lips and their mouths. Their tongues massaging one another and then they stopped. Andy took a deep breath.

“So you like me, like me?” Annie said all fluster after the kiss they shared.

“Yes!” Andy Laughed “I like you, like you.”

“Good, cuz I like you.”

“You already said that, but is good to know is true.”

“So,” Annie said touching his nose with hers “What now?”

“Wanna go out on a date with me?” Annie nodded eagerly at the question, and Andy kissed her back.

“Are you gonna be kissing me from now on?”

“Every fucking time I have the chance.” Annie Laughed “So, how about tomorrow?”

“Shit! I can’t, I promise Sharon we will have a girls’ night. But I’m free on Saturday, I just have to let my boss know I’m gonna be out for the night.”

“I’m sure he’ll say there won’t be a problem.”

Andy leaned in to kiss her again and then his stomach growled, making Annie laughed. She stood up and brought the tray to bed.

“I was planning to have lunch with you earlier. I can chance the juice for a beer.”

“This is fine.” Andy took his sandwich “Thank you, honey.” He kissed her cheek and bit his sandwich.

[ok-ak]

AHHH HAPPY BIRTHDAY AK MY WONDERFUL WIFE 💕✨💕✨💕✨💕✨💕 where do i start! you’re the personification of a slice of apple pie served with vanilla ice cream. you’re cozy and warm and comforting and inviting and everything good in the world. magic in a person. you’re endlessly magnetic and exude such a contagious energy that never fails to make me go !!!!!!!!!!! anytime i see your name pop up. you are so witty and clever and i fully wish i could snatch up your brain because it is genius and precious tbh you are a fucking jewel. you’re so naturally hilarious and compelling and charming. and you have THE single most kind heart in the world and you’re the most wonderful friend?? you are SO compassionate and thoughtful and always make the people around you feel so loved and heard. i can’t even count the number of times you have made my days infinitely better just by seeing you pop up with a little ask message. like literal happy tears have popped out of my eyes multiple times because of how much love you pack into our interactions and your friendships, and i’m SO thankful to be able to call you a friend and that this weird little fandom made our lives collide. i feel so stupidly lucky that you followed me and chose to talk to me because you have brightened up my life in numerous ways. i’ve said some version of this before to you but it still remains wildly true- your presence in my life is a wonderful reminder that the universe is occasionally kind because sometimes it will bring the most beautiful special people into your life in the weirdest of ways and that is something to celebrate! i know one day we will do our h*livia style walk-a-thon across canada and go to ikea and the farmer’s market together before, ofc, returning to our cabin with our five cats (stocked with a moat that we have to kayak through to get to)! because of you i will probably always think “kayak <3″ when i see any and all imagery of cats snuggling forever and always amen. i hope this year brings you endless amounts of joy, love, and wonderful new memories and experiences. you deserve all of that and more, and i can’t wait to see what great things life has to offer you (and this is a DEMAND to the universe to give you everything good 🔪)! I LOVE YOU SM 💕💕💕

oh my god 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 this is the kindest message i have ever received you Literary Poet. you wordsmith!!! you!!!!/$/&-&/$:$:&-&:&:&:&:9;7&/ scream im!? scream

i love you so much 😭 i can only hope i show you half as much from telling you so much but that’s NOT ENOUGH. I am so so grateful to have you my WIFE. i love you so much i’m speechless tbh😭 i just 😭😭 ya know when you 😭😭😭😭😭 and then 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 thank you so much for this my day is drastically better because of it.

giggling so hard at our moat alsldjdk. let’s get marching cat tattoos. walking around the entirety of all of canannanadia with forever and ever. love you 💕💕 kay(ak) forever 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩

[the-stars-in-between]

Hi, I'm a twenty-years old fanfiction writer who aspires to one day write an original book. In the meantime, I write fanfiction to improve my writting skills and also because I have Feelings and I can't get certain ideas out of my head otherwise. (My writing is basically the screams in my head organized in a semi-coherent way.) So don't hesitate to give me your opinion on my work, it helps me a lot and I thrive on external validation <3

I also love yapping about my WIPs so feel free to tell me to shut up but if it's something you're interested in, I will love you until the end of times.

So let me introduce you to my current series. I won't bother you by introducing each story one by one (I'm not that mean), but they're all very good I promise.

Whumptober 2024

Against my better judgement, I decided to attempt Whumptober this year. The potential for angst and hurt just spoke to me.

As usual I couldn't decide between One Piece and Supernatural so I did both with about the same number of stories for each. I don't want to put any pressure on myself with this, just a fun way to challenge myself with prompts I wouldn't have thought of otherwise. That's all.

Supernatural

When There's Blood In The Water

Family doesn't necessarily end in blood, but sometimes it's your family that makes you bleed.

A collection of stories centered around the very dysfunctional Winchester family (mainly including John, Sam, Dean and Adam) not necessarily related to each other unless otherwise stated.

One Piece

My One Piece stories are available in English and French. (My first language is French.)

Come Hell or High Water

Come discover the adventures of the most chaotic family both sides of the Red Line.

My main story where Portgas D. Rouge lives and forcibly adopts half of the Grand Line. I'm going to make another post about this because it's my baby and I need to talk about it more. But if you are already interested, you can always click on the link above which will take you to my AO3 account.

Happy Birthday My Treasure

A year worth of birthdays for my favorite characters.

All my stories celebrating a One Piece character's birthday, they have no connection with each other (unless specified at the beginning of the story). You can read them individually and still understanting them.

Made from Sun, Ink and Storm

Let Nami and Koala meet, dammit!

The first instalment of my One Piece soulmate AU centered around Nami & Koala' (sadly non-existent in canon) relationship.

From Dawn Till Dusk

Ace goes back in time and spends the day with his mom, it changes everything.

The Vampire Diaries Universe

BBRarepairBash2024 (But Make It Sapphic)

My humble contribution to the BBRarepairBash2024, because Bonnie deserves all the love in the world.

[mushyfroggirl]

The girl reserves her heart for what used to be her life rather than the contemporary world she lives in. Time-worn memorabilia paints her rotting walls and overfills each and every draw in her brain. She stores everything that used to be anything and dares not to throw away the past for a future she doesn't want. It doesn't matter what. It doesn't matter why. All that matters is the voice constantly reminding her if she leaves them behind they will be lost forever.

And why would she want that?

The past is her friend. It's the only source of comfort she has as she stares down Present's steep slope leading only to insanity. As she looks up to see Future towering over her life, it's a matter of uncertainty whether its looming presence will rise further to the gates of heaven or plummet down to the pits of hell. The past has happened. It has cemented its imperishable residence onto life's endless walls leaving it to be the only stability in her own.

The girl is addicted to the feeling of warmth it once brought her many moons ago. When she had her friends. Her family. Her home.

She gradually lost everybody she has ever cared for and in that time she lost herself.

The only way you'd know she once used to be happy is by searching through the photographs that laces her room depicting the holiday they went on 7 years ago. By reading the letters from her best friend whenever she got sick. By looking at the birthday cards her father never failed to give without a dad-joke inside.

She collects her life in hopes to fill the void with memories. Her head so full with keeping the life of others alive that she neglected her own.

She was always destined to be with those who were took away from her too soon. At one point a boat full of souls now a shipwreck... yet her feeble body remains. Why her? Why did she have to live while the rest moved on without her? As the captain, she knows she is meant to go down with the ship and so she holds on to its anchor to join the ghosts of the past.

If she holds on tight enough to the weight, she has faith that balance will finally be restored. It doesn't matter to her that inevitably the water will imbue her lungs through and through and drown her heart for her heart already sank when she lost it all.

The girl isn't certain whether she could rise back out of the cavernous depths even if she wanted to.

And if she does... If she manages to escape the watery grave of her mind... That would be it.

The gates of her childhood would close for good leaving the only memory of it by itself.

Alone.

That memory can't move on because it doesn't deserve to.

It had its chance of happiness and it failed. She mustn't have appreciated it enough. That's the only reason that makes sense to her on why the universe took it away...

Now she spends her life commemorating the story she was given no matter how short and how twisted it was. She collects the ghosts of her past because she can't fathom how the world can be any better than it once was.

People say a little piece of you dies when you lose something you love. Someone you love.

Well what happens when you lose everything?

It doesn't matter anymore that she is the only passenger left. It's not like she is there most of the time anyway.

She's with them.

The handwritten words telling her to do the dishes on a yellow post it note from her mother. A picture of her and her dad smiling at a concert seconds before someone spilt their drinks on them. A note from her favourite teacher telling her to keep it up. A once baby blue elephant her sister bought now stained and ragged when her brother left it outside during a storm. A grammatically incorrect yet adorable love note from her once friend, then girlfriend, now stranger.

Everything that fills her walls recaptures the moments that she lost. The specs of love falling out of her grasp and she tries to hold on for dear life to the time she used to be full.

When the world was on her side.

The time she felt happiness as it fluttered around in all of it's naive innocence. When pure golden happiness had no past or future. It was just the present.

So why should she see it as anything else?

To move on is to accept that she is alone. Truly alone. And if she ever finds a family again, they might leave her too.

And she doesn't feel like the frayed butterflies that once uplifted her spirits can take anymore than they already have.

So she remains by herself.

She sits under the water waiting for her last eager breath of life to run it's course before letting go and joining everything she lost for good.

That's what happens when you lose everything.

You don't lose a small part of you. It looms over you and controls your life till you need to take a breath.

[thegreatimpersonator]

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE KINDEST SWEETEST AND MOST LOVING PERSON EVER 🥳🤍🥳🤍🥳🤍🥳🤍🥳🤍🥳🤍🥳🤍🥳 you deserve the entire universe and more. i just dont know what to say. i cant believe youre part of my life. i cant believe i get to live your adventures with you, the day to day and everything in between. i cannot wait to be by your side today and every day - i hope that 29 brings you the most wonderful memories and shining success because you deserve the kindness that you have shown everyone around you. I love you very much, happy birthday 💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘

z, my bestie, my confidante, my singing partner, my beautiful beautiful z.... i wish i had better words to tell you how much i love you and how much your friendship means to me. i'd be so beyond lost without you, thank you for giving me something so precious. thank you thank you thank you xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo