#happy birthday elliot nightray

[notyourd0g]

happy birthday, fucker.

you should have lived on, you, biach. you didn't even experience HELL like i did, like someone else did. and some of us were even younger than you. and guess what? we survived through it. we keep living. we keep fighting. and you just gave up. when THE person was beside you.

you had Leo. and you chose to give up dramatically without further words. little shit.

we had no one, literally no one, we fought all alone and survived all alone. through a lot of kms attempts. through hospitals. through mental hospitals. we're still here.

damn you, dramasucker.

i envy you for having someone so close to you. i envy you so much for having support and acceptance, for being loved sincerely, for having someone like Leo by your side. i envy you to tears. you had all i ever wanted to have.

and i will never forgive you for abandoning Leo. for throwing away all i long for so much.

i really hate you for being such a hypocrite, such a liar, such a coward.

you could do better. and you fucked up. you didn't save shit. just destroyed lives.

oh noooo, poor babygirl, it's so much to bear? poor little thing panicked and decided to unalive himself, that's for sure is the best option when everyone around calls you an impulsive idiot.

that's so. stupid. unnecessary. and cruel.

and i hate cruel people. i hate liars. and i hate those who abandon people that care about them.

for a long time, in school mostly, you felt relatable. a lot.

but now i can say it didn't worth it.

I'm better than that.

I survived. I don't lie. I'm trying to be kind and good. and I don't abandon people.

I'm still lack of all that you had. nevertheless, it doesn't stop me from becoming a better person.

maybe one day I'll become even better, and then i will be able to forgive you and wish a happy unbirthday

but for now i can only say unhappy birthday

BUT you're dear to Leo which i can't understand. i should understand. i hope i will. i made him my imaginary friend a long time ago but it doesn't really help. yet that imaginary Leo wants me to congratulate you properly.

you suck, Elliot. i despise you as much as i despise myself when i was much younger.

[emerald-polaris]

Happy birthday Elliot Nightray!! 🥳🎉💙💙

[fuckthispost-andhappybirthday]

August 08: Happy Birthday Elliot "Elli" Nightray (Pandora Hearts)!!!!

[mushroompollution]

oh, Xerxes Break showed up somehow.

[statiique]

as a noble in the nightray dukedom, his very existence had oftentimes been cursed out. a family of traitors to the land and the people, despite the fact that the person known as elliot nightray had never personally done any of the accused atrocities. the fact that people couldn't see past his heritage and its history had made him bitter, but also strengthened his sense of pride. too stubborn to believe in the words when he himself knew he was not in the wrong.

elliot nightray was never going to regret being born.

although he wasn't entirely sure how time worked other than the fact that it was different, the calendars shifting here had marked the date he had originally entered the world of the living. according to the logic of his own world, he would thus be turning seventeen. two years after his coming of age ceremony allowed him to enter the world of grown ups. yet, at current, he felt more of a child than he had done in a long while in the face of loneliness.

abducted he may be, but it did not make much of a difference was it not so. after all, who did he have left but leo? his brothers and father were gone, his mother on the verge of madness from the sorrow, and vanessa was dead by his own hands.

*don't remember*

"hn?" what was that just now? vanessa, and also his mother...?

*we'll make you forget. no matter how many times, we will take away the pain.*

his mind was starting to feel foggy, and for a moment he found it hard to concentrate. a splitting headache surfaced for what felt like the first time in ages. but he had to ignore it, it would always get better with time. where was he again? he hoped they were still alright. hopefully none of them were too worried about him. not that leo would let him know even if he was, especially not with how weird he had been as of lately. things were getting so rough, and his disappearance was doubtful to help. his fist clenched as his thoughts fell on his valet for even if he couldn't understand what was going through his head half of the time, he also feared what his family might do to him in his absence.

thinking about that wasn't going to help though.

for better or for worse his birthday this time was going to be very different, but he could not remain emotional about it. he was not a child any longer, and it was about time he stopped behaving like one. washing his face, elliot faced the mirror and the reflection that looked back on him. sharp eyes that only vaguely betrayed his mental stress from the eyebags that were starting to form should one look closely enough. no matter what, he would power through this. whether it was nightmares or headaches or abductions, as a nightray he had to remain strong and steadfast.

still, however, since he doubted anyone else was likely to say it... if it was in his lonesome where no one could hear it and make fun of him for talking to himself...

"... happy birthday."

[zerochan98]

Happy birthday, Elliot Nightray! ~ 08/08/2018 🎂🎉🎹

[3minutesdesynesthesie]

It’s has been a long time since I publish something on my blog, so many thing happened in these time and I been feeling really blue lately, but I always remenber the words from Elliot showing Oz that his life matter for himself and for other, that you can’t protect anyone just leaving and I don’t want to left this day end (his birthday) without honoring him, because he makes me understand how important life is. Pandora Hearts has taught me so much, sincerely thank you Mochizuki-sensei and pandora herts fandom <3

[thebeautyoffandoms]

since it’s technically the 2nd-

it’s nearing his birthday,,,,,,,, my boy <33 so much love for him <3333

[teodorawitchblade]

Hᴀᴘᴘʏ Bɪʀᴛʜᴅᴀʏ,Eʟʟɪᴏᴛ Nɪɢʜᴛʀᴀʏ!

[mikotofubar]

Happy Birthday, Leo! ❤

[youremymiracleelliot]

Happy Birthday, my Leo-bear!! (10/25)

Elliot wrote another piece for you:

“He was a pale-skinned, messy-looking, silent bookworm–

Dark hair, fragile in the body…”

“And I was like, what the heck I gotta do to be with you?

Who do I have to be for you to be with me?”

(Inspired by Lin-Manuel Miranda’s “What The Heck I Gotta Do” from the world’s shortest musical “21 Chump Street”)

[la-ruthelia]

08/08 Happy Birthday, Elliot Nigthray...

[umi-sen-yama-sen]

Just a quick one hour blushing Elliot Nightray sketch (I'm too lazy to clean it, or draw another lineart sorry).

Happy birthday, to my beloved tsun-tsun baby. You deserved the whole world, I miss u. Idk what's wrong with MochiJun for killing u but I miss u so much, my Humpty Dumpty. My heart breaks again for u again, mon cheri. 😭❤️

[fiction-is-god]

Happy Birthday Elliot Nightray

[takahashi-lin-blog]

Edition made in the form of a gift for Elliot's birthday Edit: linekxgs

[the-best-clown]

08/08

Happy birthday Reki Kyan from Sk8 the Infinity!

Happy birthday Muichiro Tokitou from Demon Slayer!

Happy birthday Shura Kirigakure from Blue Exorcist!

Happy birthday Elliot Nightray from Pandora Hearts!

And happy birthday Monspeet from Seven Deadly Sins! :)