#hannah williams and the affirmations

[darth-maya]

The song of the day is

Hannah Williams & The Affirmations - Dazed and Confused

[scootscoot69]

Late Nights and Heartbreak

[earlymorningfoxhunt]

I just have to say how proud I am of my malevolent season 5 playlist. I made it right after deliverance came out and ooo she held up nice! you should give it a listen

[[heres my little explanation for each song]]

Mans Road by Tim Jonas: had to start with the last unicorn because i got so excited when harlan said he was going for that vibe

Heartbeat by AiramFM: John to Arthur while hes recovering

Waylaid by Born Ruffians, Hannah Georgas: Arthur waking up and being tender (40% picked for the name)

Glistening by Flipturn: Johns song!! John singing to Arthur!!! Jarthur aromantic codependency!!!!

Swaying Trees by Takénobu: the boys enjoying the forest :D

Nightjar by Cosmo Sheldrake: the boys are not enjoying the forest

Daffodil by Florence + The Machine: a classic

Danse Macabre by The Oh Hellos: danse macabre is one of my favorite composition, I went with the oh hellos version cause its short (I already put an 8 minute instumental) and a bit more woods-y, perfect prelude to fucked up dancing

The Woods by San Fermin: Arthur and William messing with fairies in the boys bergade plus a hint of young Arthur's complex feelings

In The Woods Somewhere by Hozier: hi ya this is just The Unclean, like one for one dog

Walla Walla by Glass Animals: im so happy about this fucking Walla Walla snipe, this is just horig and arthurs confrontation. I forgot I made this playlist and I decided to blind listen to it, right after unclean dropped, while grocery shopping, and boy I was trying so hard not to freak out, this man cooked

Sunlight by Hozier: this was my prediction of the jarthur affirmations after their forest debacle

Nothing Gold Can Stay by Steven Bryant: I like my playlists having an instrumental beginning middle and end and this piece fucks

Francesca by Hozier: just kidding! end of credits hozier! cause ooooooorrrggg this hurts

im gonna add more for the end of the season but damn am i proud of it

[wayfind-er]

I really love my devotional playlist for Psyche. It's a mix of Old French (all Édith Piaf) and 50s/60s Soul and Jazz, which feels fitting for Psyche.

rise to the moon - Liana Flores

It’s Been a Long, Long Time - Doris Days

La Foule - Édith Piaf

Hymne à l’amour - Édith Piaf

Autumn Leaves - Édith Piaf

I’m In The Mood For Love - Julie London

Late Nights & Heartbreak - Hannah Williams and The Affirmations

La Vie en Rose - Édith Piaf

Blue Skies - Ella Fitzgerald

Let’s Fall in Love - Ella Fitzgerald

dividers by @/fairytopea

[anniefebruary]

tagged by @vanweezer to do my first 10 songs on my spotify repeat! be nice to me lol

- rule #1 - magic by fish in a birdcage

- ascensionism by sleep token

- wait and bleed by slipknot

- late nights & heartbreak by hannah williams ft the affirmations

- maria maria by santana ft. the project g&b

- HAZARD DUTY PAY! by jpegmafia

- flu game by fall out boy

- aqua regia by sleep token

- maggot by dazey and the scouts

- psychosocial by slipknot

anyone can do it! but @gayjameswilson im calling upon ye

[xehasmenesithakes]

Μέρα #311

"Late Nights & Heartbreak" by Hannah Williams & The Affirmations

Δεεε το ξεραααα!Δυνατοοο

[soda-boots]

Affirmations

I feel like writing, but I can't think of anything to write about (at least well) except about Ellis.

What do I say actually? I think I really do like him, maybe that's why I'm so anxious now. I was overthinking drinking water in his room. I seemingly forgot how to drink water silently. Every gulp of water felt louder and heavier than the last one. I've never been more self-conscious about a basic task like that before. Am I circling back to my reservations with being perceived. Which still makes no sense to me, I don't necessarily try to blend in (ever) or be silenced (except at the music show where I seldomly interject but that's mostly because I enjoy to watch the interactions).

Is it strange that I just want to touch him ? On the rare occasion, where our arms have brushed it felt exhilarating. On the flip side, I don't often enjoy touch half the time , so that's a weird dichotomy...

I wonder if I say enough or not. Am I giving 'more than friends' vibes ? How do I even do that? I have no idea to even go about that or convey those feelings, and gauge whether I'm doing it effectively or not. I like it when I'm near him, even when we don't say anything. However, does everyone feel that way ? I don't want things to become awkward.

Throughout the two films, I yearned for his comments (just so I could hear his voice). I adore the sound of his voice; I think that's a psychological thing, obviously. I giggle when I imagine him laughing like Prince William. Eww a giggle though (be embarrassed, I concurrently am and am not). When I see him everyone else blurs away into a haze of human-shaped off-focus individuals. How am I meant to notice anyone else when you're there. Sitting next to him, I just noticed the light hairs on his arm; the waistband of his underwear, but strangely I can't remember the colour of his eyes. I never can seem to, how bizarre ? Especially considering how I insist on keeping eye contact with people while they speak to me. There might be some form of disassociation happening somewhere or I just blanket interpret everyone's eyes as brown after I meet them.

I am very tired now, so good night.

Edit :

The title is in reference to Hannah Diamond's song from her new album, Perfect Picture

I am building my own world

I am a business women and my own CEO

I will always be enough

I mean a lot to all my fiends and I will never give up

I'm the girl who gives her time and energy

The girl who's anything she wants to be

I can be a better me

These are the affirmations from the song, which Hannah chants to 'keep repeating'. I don't really do affirmations except for specific moments where I need a confidence boost. I guess I enjoy the declaration of the inverse of an anxiety. Affirming it's not true (or should I say confirming the opposite is true to be more positive) provides some reassurance. However, if it stems from place of insecurity (don't you already believe that insecurity to be true to have to deny?) is an affirmation just a coping mechanism ?

I've been thinking lately about how I struggle to actually say why I like people. Intrinsically I must know, right?

I've still yet to meet all my flatmates. We're three weeks in now, that's so odd. I'm definitely comparing my interactions with them to my flatmates from last year, but we're so not a 'group'. Sure, last year my flatmates weren't a friend group but I still spoke to them and we hung out one on one. Thinking about it, I have a distinct memories of hanging out individually (or in a trio) with each of them: press with Avisha, Elvis with yasmin, caving with Saskia, talks with Zara, pizza with Hannah and yasmin, watching some of thoroughbreds (with Dan (who actually didn't live with us) with Francis being there for a while). It's weirdly isolating not even being barely friends with any of them (yet). I guess I'm only three weeks in and I am barely in my flat during the week, so I won't deep it too much.

[darth-maya]

The song of the day is

Hannah Williams & The Affirmations - Late Nights & Heartbreak

today's lesson in finding new music is if you find yourself singing along to a sample used in the song, more than the new songs lyrics themselves, you should probably look up that sample.

[damindfuljedi]

My Journey of Self - Dec 11, 2022

I believe I would change the style of how I enter my daily journal as I feel this will be a more raw form of how I express and put together my thoughts...

I am making some progress with me seeking to open myself emotionally.

I stated last time I have been listening to old-school R&B tunes and really challenging myself to listen.

Now I am not much of a lyric guy, as the music is what I tune into the most. I will hear the words but I usually forget them or flub them up.

This time around I have stuck with it and have really started to enjoy the music. I even find myself trying to sing along. Not very well, but I am giving it a try.

I am starting to notice changes in me...

I am more open to expressing myself, instead of holding it in. I will go around singing the songs I enjoy most and out loud.

I recently saw on TikTok that it was important to hug your sons. Something that I usually don't do, but now I go out of my way to hug my boys to make sure that they know that I love and care for them.

They are probably confused by this sudden outreach of affection!!!

Let me get down to the purpose of today's entry...

From my playlist of music, I have one song that is really tough emotionally to listen to.

The song Late Nights & Heartbreaks by Hannah Williams & The Affirmations and is a really tough song to listen to but at the same time, I really love it.

This song sends me back in time to when I was going through my breakup with my son Malcolm's mom.

This was the most brutal event I have ever been through and I cannot believe that I survived to be sitting here going back to my past to experience this again.

This song really reaches out to me and I feel as if I hear the voice of my ex saying to me, "Why are you with me?" "Can't you see that I am with someone else and don't want to be with you anymore?!!!" Or something similar.

Even now I feel the pain in my chest as I do not want to deal with it but for myself and my current family and my future, I must.

I believe this song and there are others that I will write about in future entries are helping me to face the pain I have experienced and open myself more emotionally.

Now that I think about it, this is what I believe Radical Acceptance is meaning for me. In order to forgive myself and move on from this painful event that I went through I, have to not be afraid to relive it and just come to grips with this memory.

This is very uncomfortable, but I a going to walk down this path that I started.

My journey continues...

[charlotte-family-apologist]

On the other hand- Late Nights & Heartbreak by Hannah Williams & The Affirmations is very Suchin to me.

Idk how to explain it but Let It Whip by Dazz Band is such a Kenshi song to me. Like he just gives off groovy music vibes.

Maybe it’s because I headcanon his music taste isn’t what other characters expect.

[solarisplanet]

The Ipcress File

[mhisadj]

Hannah Williams & The Affirmations - The Only Way Out Is Through

I gotta thank WNCW for introducing me to this band. I have jammed out to ‘Woman Got Soul’ so many times since I heard it three years ago and I know I’ll be kickin’ it to 50 Foot Woman, too.

[quitecontraryy]

Why do I find it so hard to love you?

When I know in my heart that I want to?

I've been putting you down when you aren't around

I'm letting you down every day

I've been messing around when you're out of town

Why do I keep on running away?

[streetart-music---djmlamusic14]

 SOUL & GROOVE FUNKY

💽 Album : Late Nights & Heartbreak - Sortie : nov. 2016

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