#hannablogging

[casimania]

Oh god I'm feeling the Warden!Finas and Inquisitor!Casimiro dragon age AU coming back, for what, I dunno. I've been totally unproductive on the art side for a while °-°

But I was just thinking about Finas going out on missions too with his own team, both cause Warden Commander and both because Casimiro is the Inquisitor and he's like "I'm boss, he's boss number too he can do what he wants" while everyone scrambles to explain him that's not how it works. And Finas does always such a good job at picking out team combinations based on what the thinks the mission might require, if he chooses someone it's because he's already thinking about how they'd be useful at some point... Casimiro instead rotates Sera, Iron Bull, Dorian and Varric because he thinks they're funny.

[mrshannarchy]

I asked my boyfriend why his beard is ginger and he hasn't spoken to me for two days

[ohannaaa-blog1]

2016

2016 was definitely one of the toughest and best year for me. Kylie Jenner was right, 2016 was definitely a year of "realizing things" lol. In the beginning of the year, I officially changed my major from Pre-Nursing to Nutrition and Food and started taking all the required classes for it. The whole switch felt like a heavy weight was lifted off my shoulders for once, because I always studied and put in all my effort trying to get an A in all my nursing prerequisites. Don't get me wrong I still do my best to get an A in all my nutrition classes, but now I don't beat myself up too much when I don't do well in my nutrition classes. And I finally quit my retail job after 3 years of working for Abercrombie and got hired as a student assistant for the State. This was such a blessing for me because I have been looking for a new job for months and one late night I was applying for this position and probably a day or two later they got back to me for an interview and basically got hired on the spot!

However, an event in my life that wasn't so great was the end of my 3+ year relationship with my ex, Alan. That time of my life was honestly one of the most painful process that I had to go through emotionally. Felt like it was the end of the world and it seemed forever for me to accept it and move on. But once I did, I gained so much more confidence for myself and loved myself more. It was definitely a time of self-growth and self-love. It’s crazy how life works that way, how one bad thing has to happen for another good thing to come out of it. I don’t know if that makes sense exactly, but it does to me lol. I am also thankful for the friends that supported me during that time and kept me smiling through my first ever break up. That time really showed me who my real friends are and who are willing to go out of their way to make sure I stay positive.

On the other hand, last summer was one of the best memories, because I felt so free and genuinely happy with myself. I went out more often and started doing more spontaneous trips with my friends. I have also grown a closer bond with my coworkers, Ginelle and Judy, who have become my really close friends this past year. I also went to my first wine tasting experience in Napa with my best friends Courtney and Gizelle which was a nice and fun mini getaway.

Then the beginning of my last year of college began in Fall 2016, where I met Shawn. Shawn is basically notbae because he is not my bae. My relationship with him is weird and it confuses everyone and even myself lol. But getting to know him last year also helped me grow as a person, because he taught me to have fun and let go, to plan less and be more spontaneous (which drove me crazy on days we plan to hang out). Sometimes I feel like I should keep myself away from him because I know I’m getting attached, but I’m stubborn. So that’s definitely something I need to work on this new year lol.

All in all, I had a pretty interesting year. I ended this year turning 23 on December 8. Celebrated with friends at a nice suite across the club we planned to go to but basically didn’t end up lasting at the club because of some reasons I will explain in my next post lol. I’m honestly just super thankful for my family, old friends, and new friends I made this year and have grown closer bonds with in 2016. Can't wait for more opportunities to come in 2017! :)

[idontusethisanymore1111]

did justin bieber seriously get kicked out of a hannafords????

[caseachenleck-blog]

hanna cross more like hot a what 

[pavelfyodorovich-blog]

id kiss everyone in hinabn though so

[cl0ckworkreversal-blog]

so is that a dog ghost 

[casimania]

It's time for a CasFin human!AU headcanon: Casimiro's long ass skinny arms aren't made to open jars so he'll shove Finas out of bed at 3 am because he wants some damn olives and he wants them NOW. Except that one time in his hungry-sleepy haze he said "Hey Fin, open this up for me I'm hungry" and immediately chucked the whole thing at Finas who was barely waking up and almost gave him a concussion/broke his nose, realized his timing was off only when Finas yelled and tumbled off the bed.

And then one time Finas wasn't home and Casimiro was frustrated and instead of like getting a wet rag of knocking on the bottom of the jar he angrily smashed the whole thing in the sink and then washed the glass off whatever was inside. Because he's horrible and they can't have nice things in that house.

[casimania]

I made a lot of CasFin "met each other through being neighborhors" AUs but never one where they live in apartments on opposite sides of a narrow street and they both have the largest ceiling to floor windows of he house facing each other. Which means when the weather is nice and they keep them open a lot Finas sees all the absurd shit Casimiro gets up to. He talks a lot about the weird dude causing a ruckus like twice a week to the point people ask about it "How's the neighborhor?" "Oh I heard some howling and run to the window and he apparently nailed his whole hand to the wall trying to put up a painting". They sometimes are both at the window cause Cas is smoking and Finas is drinking his morning coffee and catching a bit of breeze and they sort of nod at each other. And then one day Finas has to call an ambulance because Cas is perching on a ladder fiddling with like the lights and Finas happens to walk past the window the moment he yells and comes crashing down. He doesn't hear him say anything or come back up so he ends up calling the ambulance. And then just sits there like, this man is breaking something around the house or on himself so often what the actual hell.

And then some time later he's talking with Lamont and mention that had Lamont's like "Cas?? That's Casimiro!" "What??" "Obnoxiously tall, thin as a toothpick... Has soulpatch?" "Wh- Yes actually?" "Oh my God it's Cas I gotta call him".

So yeah, not only do they have a friend in common but while Finas was sort of bewildered and talking about the guy with like, Hanna's survival insitct waking half the neighborhood up with his shenanigans, Casimiro sometimes mentioned how he had this serious, collected guy with a window facing his own always managing to pass by and glance his way while he was doing some dumb shit. Falling down a ladder and giving himself a concussion, nailing his hand to the wall, setting his sleeve on fire with a candle, setting his couch on fire with a candle, setting his Christmas tree on fire with the lights, inhaling a cigarette while talking on the phone, tripping on his own feet while carry a badly closed can of paint so it splashes everywhere (and then losing his goddamn mind over it cause he's Cas). That time he lost his temper on the phone with someone real bad and came off as completely unhinged. Or that time he was so angry he threw something at a wall but bounced back and hit him square in the face. Like God, he hopes to never meet him outside cause that would be so awkward.

And they both just never mentioned it a lot around Lamont before, who was the only person who knew them both (and they're both asshole so he rarely ever visits either of them). It obviously end up with them meeting not long after and it is as awkward as imagined. But to Lamont's horror they hit it off. They're different kinds of asshole but somehow end up meshing well and become one bastard unit.

[casimania]

I made the weirdest dream about Casimiro last night and I'm still thinking about it. He was human and he part of some sort of organization?? They made him do stuff that I don't remember. It involved driving, climbing and a cave at some point and he had longer hair. And he had a photo of himself with his usual short weird dyed hair and Finas... who he was supposed to either not know or not remember? Like the photo was a big secret and he spied on Finas at some point. And THEN he met Link at some point who also had a photo of himslef and Zelda he was keeping secret??? That has me very "WTF?!"

[casimania]

When Casimiro and Finas fight with other people sometimes Finas just throws Casimiro at them like a very angry javelin that bites, kicks and punches upon landing

[casimania]

Everyone's doing quarantine fandom stuff so let me human!AU CasFin for a second: Casimiro is that person who goes stir crazy and finds a new thing to do every week. Like starts a new hobby a week and doesn't go through with it because just focusing on that thing reminds him of the situation and the novelty of doing something he's never done diminishes during the week. Paces the house costantly. Keeps bullying Conrad via skype/phone (he's the only one scared enough of what Casimiro could do to him after everything's passed if he ignores him that he keeps answering him). Never jogged once in his life but has taken to running laps around the neighborhood while he can.

Finas decides to like, dedicate more time to a specific hobby he already has, read a certain amount/type of books he has gathering dust somewhere and just kinda chills. He does get a little restless too but he just works out a little more and jogs around the neighborhood a little than he usually did. And then he probably takes things in his own hands with Casimiro and finds stuff they can do together so he can sort of corral his ass into doing something that actually helps his mood so he stops trying to climb the fucking walls. Also cause Cas was trying to involve him in the 'Do a different thing every week in the most disorganized way possible' thing and Finas was like "Nope".

[casimania]

Random hinabn headcanon cause I haven’t done one in a while (about Casimiro and Finas of course): In certain cities the same vampires reside long enough in them they end up forming some sort of covens. They follow a set of loose rules (could be about Siring new vampires, where to hunt, when or where or how or if to kill humans) deal together with new supernatural arrivals in the city, smugglers and dealers of blood/bloodthrn/magical artefacts and the like (people like Lamont), keep each other updated on hunters’ movement and also keep each other in check. When you can technically live forever unchanged and decide you want to stay a very long time in the same place it’s normal to want to form some sort of loose community with some things explicitly stated (and eternity of trying not to step on someone’s toes is not fun).

Casimiro and Finas are somewhat frequent movers (by vampire standards) but for a while they end up interacting long enough with a group of vampires like that in a city they end up having to follow their rules/customs. They don’t last long afer that of course. Casimiro is completely outraged and even Finas is ticked off enough (he doens’t have the same imemdiate “Fuck you” reaction to getting told what to do by a bunch of strangers, but it rubs him the wrong way too). But they can’t leave because reasons, so they stick around despite their displeasure.

Unsurprisingly, Casimiro is absolutely insufferable the whole time. He pisses people off on purpose, is highly disrespecful as often as he can and he has countless arguments Finas has to break apart. Surprisingly, it’s Finas who gets them officially ran out of town. Because he spent so long being lowkey pissed off too but using all his energy in being the level headed one and calming Casimiro down that when he finally is the one getting immensely angry with someone and arguing with them he just fucking loses his shit and a fight break out, unfortunately for him Casimiro is so used to Finas holding him back all the time he has no idea how to hold someone else back and actively ends up making the situation worse (wether accidentally or on purpose is a mystery). It ends up with a couple or two dead vampires and the coven after their ass. Finas is half angry/half mortified and Casimiro is totally delighted when they have to skip town bcause they’re outnumbered (not as much at being run out but at finally getting rid of all the getting told what to do and Finas fucking up so much). So of course Cas keeps rubbing it in Finas’ face for years to come (no matter he loses his marbles a lot and does way more damage than Finas just did, Finas hates when it’s brought up and it’s an unusual enough thing for him it stands out against all of Casimiro’s fuck ups, so of course Cas brings it up a lot).

[casimania]

In the vtm AU Finas is seen as like, rebellious, troublesome and slightly undignified by other Ventrue because he always hangs out and then marries Casimiro, the most shitheaded Toreador of the block. To everyone else he's the stereotypical Ventrue, among his kind there's just a lot of gossip around him. Casimiro gets into all kind of shit and Finas always ends up dragged into it so he gets a reputation too.

[casimania]

I’m doodling Finas circa Regency era and I was looking up hairstyles and facial hair and uh, found a good young baby faced Finas??

[casimania]

CasFin headcanon time: while I think the idea of them actually getting married for real like signing documents and maybe doing it different times with different identities across centuries (because why not, but also an excuse to just throw parties and be the center of attention for Casimiro) really funny...

... You know what's funnier? They've know each other for basically an entire century, whenever they split up it's basically expected that they go back to each other, the norm is them loving together and traveling around together, Casimiro has a gazillion names for Finas and they consider each other's Most Important Person Ever... And one day Finas just says something like "My husband hates that" referring to Casimiro who is standing inches from him and who has an existential crisis right on the spot. Like 'what??? Oh my God. Oh nfuck. Oh no?! We're basically married! Icancallhimhusband???'